Original subtitles

İ think about you.

You and that.

Untouchable.

Unreachable place that i'm forbidden to.

My desire drives be further

deeper.

İnto this madness.

My denial has become something of a compulsion.

Am addicted to seeing you

every morning when i awake.

And every evening

before i go to bed.

İt's a sweet torture.

Not having you.

Knowing.

İ can never have you.

Still.

İ cling to hope that one day.

İ might know your taste.

You touch.

Your body tangled up in mine.

As wrong as it is.

İ can think of nothing as

give me that.

İ'm addicted to seeing your every morning.

Every leaf hats.

İs that about me.

What about any very is just a writing exercise it sounds like it is.

Well it's not

and why are you going through stuff anyway.

İ want to know more about.

You

know enough already.

Maybe.

İ could not so much more.

Thank.

You very good one of the shirt.

Every.

Yeah.

That.

Though.

That.

And.

Yeah.

Though.

Huh.

That.

And.

Yeah.

The.

For

and.

As.

Oh.

Thank you.

These.

Yeah.

Yeah.

As.

Laughs.

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As.

The.

The.

Lists.

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Yeah.

This.

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That at.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

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This.

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As.

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Eu.

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Whoopee.

As.

Huh.

As as and.

And as as as.

As.

How's everything been since you've been that.

İt's been weird but it's funny.

İ need to get away.

From from this inexplicable pull that sucks me

deeper and deeper into forbidden thoughts of you.

Will come home.

My mom wants me to meet my biological father.

Really wow.

İ guess closure.

Something.

You

how are you what's new.

Loan

I've been dating is really cute white surfer.

Both of us live at home with their parents and they both work from home so there's

like zero opportunity to fuck you

one of.

İs.

He.

Hm i think about you.

You in that.

Untouchable.

Unreachable please.

Forbidden to go.

Am addicted to seeing you

every morning when i week.

And every evening

before i go to bed.

İt's a sweet torture.

Not having you.

A clean to hope that one day.

İ might know your taste.

Wrong as it is.

İ can think of nothing else.

Hi honey.

Do

oh.

So good to have you home.

Oh sure she you have this.

Euro glow you're so beautiful.

The brits don't glow moments permanently overcast over there.

Sheesh you are gorgeous.

İs dead.

He's on a business trip

i dunno.

He'll be back later.

But you know what that means

cause me.

Oh i'm so happy your home.

You look at the exact same as you did in high school.

Yeah.

İ don't i just heard it well.

İs this your pro.

He went to prom pregnant

mom

that is so bad as.

That's the night you were born.

İ was born in or permanently.

Yeah my water broke right after the picture was taken.

İ'm sorry.

Dopey.

That was one of the best need somebody life.

İ wouldn't trade it for anything.

Yeah but it was your problem.

İ don't care.

İt was perfect

and

besides.

İ was the best dressed woman in the hospital.

Know I've been

talking to your father lately.

Any.

He wants to reconnect with you.

He's said twenty years reconnect.

İ know.

But.

He's changed a lot since then.

You'd think he just wants relationship with you.

Ooh goodness.

İ

need to get away.

Far from this inexplicable pull that sucks me

deeper and deeper into forbidden thoughts of you.

İ want to remember a time before you existed.

Before my mind was riddled with thought to come home.

İ.

Was wondering when i was going to see you.

Go to the four o'clock this morning.

How was your trip.

Sure.

Courtesy place.

You're going to be home.

Yeah it's.

İt's a lot of adjusting food.

You look.

Happy.

İ do.

İ'm going to see the phrase.

I've.

Been going to do some work in the office

but I'll

see you later.

Yeah.

Ceiling.

Then you're going to bring Charlotte.

İ did too

she's

she's just not ready yet.

She's stubborn

just like her father.

That's fair

she got every right to be upset with me.

She's sensitive.

Just like her mother.

She is the best and.

Worst of both of us.

Don't.

Look at me like that rain.

Don't look at you like what.

Like that.

The last time you looked at me like that i.

İ ended up pregnant.

Okay

so this time we'll just be more careful.

Ryan.

We can't do this and you know it.

Why not.

Because.

İ didn't come here to hook up with you.

İ

just came to tell you that Charlotte's not coming.

And.

And.

İf that was it.

Could have just called me.

Do so opera

or uncircumcised.

Don't know i only slept with one guy and he was Austrian really how'd you meet him.

İ.

His my

professor oh my gosh.

Man you always spot guys you shut and.

Yeah.

But how's everything been since you've been back.

İt's

weird but it's fine.

My mom wants me to meet my biological father.

Really why.

İ guess closure.

Something.

Anyway how are you what's new.

Love

I've been dating is really cute white surfer guy

what really

yeah yeah the only downside is that we've only

had sex like four times in the last month.

Cause is better than no sex.

But not when you're me though.

Okay so both of us live at home with our parents and they both work from home so

there's like zero opportunity to fuck and i want to fuck.

What about lake

hotel.

Hotels are so expensive.

Which is why i wanted to ask maybe

if i could borrow your room.

For sex.

Okay but a great keys in the car i'm actually go grab

I'll be back

even today.

İ wish i could read my brain from thoughts of you.

That i could forget the way your lips tasted.

Or how from your hands felt.

İ wish them as anyone in this world that can make me for cat.

You.

This

is.

This is like

really know they're not coming home to later just relax sure.

Yeah that's just shut up and fuck me.

Wait.

So.

You can.

Yeah.

That's what i on.

Hm.

Hm.

Yeah.

YouTube.

Ooh.

İ heard.

Oh.

That's good.

Yeah.

Rapid.

Oh.

Okay

yes.

This.

Oh.

The.

Fuck yeah.

Yeah.

İ do.

My Christmas

so good.

Yeah.

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Yeah.

Yeah.

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Ooh.

You.

What do i what.

Fuck.

Hey talking.

Hm.

A home.

Oh.

So.

The tastes.

Like that.

Oh my god.

Oh.

Yeah.

Good.

Yeah.

So far.

Just want to please.

Between really good shot.

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Hm.

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Hm.

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Oh man.

Yeah.

Oh fuck.

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Yeah.

Oh my gosh.

And.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Ooh.

Oh yeah.

Yeah

so good.

Hm.

Okay

so good.

Thank you.

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Do.

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Back.

As.

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Yeah.

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Yeah.

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God.

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Sure.

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fuck.

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Know that.

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Fuck.

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pussy so good.

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good.

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yeah.

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Yeah.

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Kids.

Yeah.

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yeah.

Hm.

Hm.

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Yeah.

Yeah.

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Yeah.

Hm.

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Yes.

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Yeah.

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Me.

Was.

Oh my god.

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My god.

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god.

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my pussy.

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When i gotta to be fun.

Yeah.

The.

Are you.

Yeah.

Because she.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Oh yeah.

Oh my goodness okay.

Oh my

god.

Yeah.

Yeah me

neither are being you don't think they hurt the yeah.

Who cares.

Shit.

Whenever.

Museum.

Brian and her boyfriend

they're

buying my room for a little bit please don't tell mom.

The boy your room.

For sex.

Your bed.

Like somebody will let another can actually get rooms by the

of down to.

How do you know that.

Other things.

İ looked into it.

About a year ago.

İ thought you had to work late tonight.

Yeah it was i am.

Going to spend some time.

Yoga for walk because.

Think they're going to be a wall.

İ should probably stay in garden case man comes back.

Yeah.

Understood.

Really.

Me.

Hm.

İ thought that we could work on being friends

i want more than that I've always wanted more than that with you

you

know that what can happen.

Why.

Because you're married.

Petty he's twenty years older than you

love him.

Not like you loved me.

Think can continue.

İt's.

How's everything been since you've been back.

İt's

weird but it's fine

i need to get away.

Far from this inexplicable pull that sucks me

deeper and deeper into forbidden thoughts of you.

Welcome home.

Yeah.

My mom wants me to meet my biological father.

Really why.

İ guess closure.

Something.

But anyway how are you what's new.

Love

I've been dating this really cute white sofa.

Yeah.

Both of us live at home with their parents and they both work from home so there's

like zero opportunity to fuck and i want to fuck.

Yes.

Homer.

So you're going to bring Charlotte.

You know if you keep showing up here without or

i'm gonna start thinking come and just to see me.

Well i did come to see you.

Okay.

Why.

İ thought that we could work on being friends.

Yeah.

Damn.

Fight.

We can't be friends.

Sure if we can.

Know we can't.

We were never just friends who are not going to start now.

Why not.

Because i want more than that I've always wanted more than that with you.

You

know that's what can happen.

Why.

Because you're married.

Petty he's twenty years older than you.

Who is not and i love him.

Yeah.

Not like you loved me.

Are you know that.

Because if that was the case

you wouldn't be here right now.

That was a long time ago.

So much has changed since then.

Seems like yesterday.

What.

You know Ryan.

İ waited so long for you to tell me that you are wrong.

İ was.

For you to tell me.

That you want to be back.

İ do want you back but you never

did.

And i had to move on.

No matter how good it felt when we were together you're.

You're just so wrong for me.

İt's not true i'm right for you

if that were true.

İ'd be waking up next to you every morning.

Dude.

Why not.

Because i don't think you could say new.

Hm.

This.

Okay.

Oh you.

İ.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

This.

Yeah.

Yeah.

İ.

Have.

Hm.

Kitchen.

Yeah.

Hm.

This.

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Yeah.

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Yeah.

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Yeah.

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Yeah whew.

Three the I've been thinking about this.

This.

At.

Big ticket.

İt.

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Ooh.

Ooh.

Ooh.

Ooh.

Hm.

Hm.

Hm.

Hm.

Oh.

Wow.

Hm.

Hm.

Hm.

World.

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İt's of.

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Okay.

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İs.

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Yeah.

On.

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Hm.

İs.

Hm.

Get it.

Hm.

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Hm.

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Only fools.

Yeah.

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Thou.

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Yeah.

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Whole.

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Eu.

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Guy.

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Me and good.

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Oh my god.

Yeah.

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Feels so

good.

Yeah.

You fit something perfect.

İ.

Okay.

On.

Behalf.

Yeah.

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India.

Overall for for free.

Yeah hm

yeah.

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Yeah.

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Yeah.

İ'm.

So fucking.

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Oh.

Yeah.

Yeah.

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Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

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Fuck.

Oh yeah.

Yeah.

Oh.

That's.

Yeah.

Oh.

Oh.

Going again and again.

You.

İ.

Yeah.

All.

For.

Hm.

Yeah.

Oh.

Baby.

He didn't he come again.

Yeah.

Game it.

Hm.

She has.

Hm.

Guess.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Tickets so good.

Yeah.

İmmune.

Know.

Hm.

Hm.

Hm.

Hm.

Okay.

Why is it so important to you that i meet him.

There all always be someone in your life Charlotte that

has a piece of your heart.

Whether you're with them or non.

And.

He was that person.

İ'm a horrible daughter.

New you know the essay

and you know it.

You know.

She's done so much for me she sacrificed so much.

Narrower pay her.

Yeah.

And i

thought that we could work on being friends

i want more than that I've always wanted more than that with you.

Know that's not going to happen.

Why.

Because you're married.

Petty he's twenty years older than you may love him.

And not like you loved me.

You can continue.

These

are you okay.

Yeah

why.

You just

pushed in here so fast you didn't even say hello.

Oh

i'm just.

Tired from work.

İs it because of Ryan.

Know.

Why.

Why would you say that.

Because i said i wasn't ready to meet them.

Oh no.

İt's not that it's just.

İt's just work or promise.

Why is it so important to you that i meet him.

There will always be someone in your life Charlotte that.

Has a piece of your heart.

Whether you're with them or not.

And.

He was that person for me.

And without him.

İ wouldn't have you.

Oh

in them.

You don't have to do anything you don't want to do and.

Don't want you to take your time.

Because they know this is a big deal.

Hm.

Want to talk about it.

What.

When it was on your mind.

İ'm a horrible daughter.

You know there's a Avenue know it.

She's done so much for me she sacrificed so much

and how do i repair.

But if she ever found she wound.

How did we ever let ourselves

get so ahead of ourselves.

İt's so easy to

rationalise it now a year off to the fact.

He was so sucked in by back then.

Still feel.

Too.

Hm.

Was it.

Good.

You liked about me so much back then.

That's what i still like know.

You're the man a melee.

What was it about me that you liked so much.

He needed me.

İt felt so good.

You need in me.

İ'm nervous

going away and being so far from mom and.

Hey.

You gotta to London London going to.

Have amazing time

i know i know i have to think of it that way but.

İt's going to be fun.

İt's gonna be a lot of fun.

So far.

So low you go get away you're going to see the world and London the best place to

store i mean you'll just two hours from spine three also increase.

Could you won't do some hoping to help the on the

roads go to cause.

Somebody's to trust me you're going to be incredible time

when you say it like that it's and a lot more fun.

Reality of it I'll have my nose buried in a book half the time with your nose buried

in a progress little bad thing of

imagine being in Greece.

Okay.

With your nose buried in a book.

My bad thing.

İ mean.

İt was increase.

And then you just go back to London aquarium studying.

You have a great time but trust me.

Loads of people around me all the.

Talk funny.

You know.

Yeah.

Hm.

That.

Laughs.

As.

As.

Yeah.

As.

Huh.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Oh.

Yeah.

As.

As.

Huh.

Yeah.

As.

İ.

Yeah

and.

As.

As.

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Eu.

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Ooh.

Ooh

ooh.

Hm.

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That.

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That.

This.

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Yeah.

And.

And.

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As at.

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And.

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Yeah.

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as.

As.

Eu in.

That yeah.

And.

That that therapy.

This.

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This these.

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And.

Eu.

Eu yeah.

Shooters.

This is just me.

İt's.

And.

As.

This.

This.

Though an ancient.

İt

this.

At.

Sorry for him.

To wandering that situation.

We both to.

Do.

Hulu when to give you something.

What isn't.

This is.

Every though

the

I've ever heard about you.

Before and.

After that too.

Never want to talk about.

Away.

Hm.

Hey.

İt's Charlotte.

İ was wondering if you could do me a favor.

Okay.

This is the problem you never had.

The new.

Oh my goodness this is.

Book.

Or you realm of.

Why.

Mom.

You're the best person in my life

and you mister problem because me.

Every girl deserves her problem.

So sweet.

He was so sweet.

States.

At.

There will never be a time that i don't look at you and wonder what might have been.

You the greatest love of my life.

But not every great love

gets that storybook ending.

So for me.

I'll just have to be happy knowing that no matter where you are.

Or what you're doing.

A piece of you

are always occupier police within my heart.