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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:03,684 --> 00:00:04,864 MEREDITH: On average,g 2 00:00:04,889 --> 00:00:06,559 a healthy person can hold their breath for up to a minute. 3 00:00:06,584 --> 00:00:09,903 I could have all of you replaced by tomorrow. 4 00:00:10,497 --> 00:00:12,234 What about me? 5 00:00:12,259 --> 00:00:13,708 Can you replace me? 6 00:00:13,817 --> 00:00:15,936 After that, carbon dioxide in your blood 7 00:00:15,961 --> 00:00:17,515 starts to dramatically rise. 8 00:00:17,540 --> 00:00:20,285 Do you know how many doctors I have replaced in my career? 9 00:00:20,310 --> 00:00:21,795 Your rejects can stay, 10 00:00:21,996 --> 00:00:24,101 but your salary will pay for the lawyers 11 00:00:24,126 --> 00:00:26,025 who will fix their mistakes. 12 00:00:26,100 --> 00:00:27,826 You're done here, Dr. Bailey. Goodbye. 13 00:00:28,077 --> 00:00:31,391 ♪ 14 00:00:31,529 --> 00:00:33,506 - No. - Get out of my office. 15 00:00:33,531 --> 00:00:35,740 I refuse to allow my job to be taken 16 00:00:35,765 --> 00:00:39,440 by someone who only operates on spite and greed. 17 00:00:39,465 --> 00:00:41,218 You don't see faces. You see dollars. 18 00:00:41,243 --> 00:00:43,796 That's because this hospital and your leadership 19 00:00:43,821 --> 00:00:45,478 is costing me money! 20 00:00:45,503 --> 00:00:48,541 This profession is a calling, not a business. 21 00:00:48,830 --> 00:00:52,143 When was the last time you actually stepped into an OR, 22 00:00:52,168 --> 00:00:54,032 saved a human life with your hands? 23 00:00:54,093 --> 00:00:56,114 I was doing penis transplants 24 00:00:56,139 --> 00:00:57,934 while you were knee-deep in the sandbox. 25 00:00:57,959 --> 00:01:01,283 [SCOFFS] You strut around and straighten Richard's tie 26 00:01:01,308 --> 00:01:02,861 while the rest of us do the work. 27 00:01:03,069 --> 00:01:04,519 No, I do the work. 28 00:01:04,544 --> 00:01:06,235 They do the work. 29 00:01:06,345 --> 00:01:08,842 You don't get to fire me. You don't deserve to fire me. 30 00:01:08,867 --> 00:01:10,878 You think you're God's gift to this hospital? 31 00:01:11,016 --> 00:01:14,779 Please. It won't even notice the second you walk out that door. 32 00:01:14,804 --> 00:01:16,840 You're just another doctor. 33 00:01:16,978 --> 00:01:22,846 ♪ 34 00:01:23,097 --> 00:01:25,583 - Eventually, a reflex is triggered. - [GASPS] 35 00:01:25,721 --> 00:01:28,171 And if you resist the urge to let it all out... 36 00:01:28,196 --> 00:01:30,371 - You had the dream again? - ... you pass out... 37 00:01:30,623 --> 00:01:33,384 - What happened this time? - I slapped her. 38 00:01:33,409 --> 00:01:34,696 ... and you don't know all the damage 39 00:01:34,720 --> 00:01:36,135 you could have caused. 40 00:01:36,411 --> 00:01:41,411 - Synced and corrected by ChrisKe - -- for www.MY-SUBS.com -- 41 00:01:42,887 --> 00:01:45,257 [PROTESTORS SHOUTING INDISTINCTLY] 42 00:01:45,282 --> 00:01:53,282 ♪ 43 00:01:54,499 --> 00:01:58,537 ♪ You said that you believe in leavin' ♪ 44 00:01:58,675 --> 00:02:00,332 ♪ I do too ♪ 45 00:02:00,470 --> 00:02:01,816 [INDISTINCT SHOUTING CONTINUES] 46 00:02:01,954 --> 00:02:03,715 Yeah, we're gonna be here a while. 47 00:02:03,853 --> 00:02:06,012 They shut down the whole bridge for the protesters. 48 00:02:06,037 --> 00:02:07,210 [EXHALES SHARPLY] 49 00:02:07,235 --> 00:02:09,212 - You okay? - Yeah. I'm fine. 50 00:02:09,408 --> 00:02:12,388 - You sure? You look... weird. - Thanks? 51 00:02:12,526 --> 00:02:13,527 So... 52 00:02:13,552 --> 00:02:15,071 [SIGHS] 53 00:02:16,047 --> 00:02:18,532 ... I Spy or murder podcast? 54 00:02:18,557 --> 00:02:20,352 ♪ 55 00:02:20,490 --> 00:02:24,977 Actually, there is something that I should talk to you about. 56 00:02:25,115 --> 00:02:26,998 - So, um... - MAN: Save our planet! 57 00:02:27,023 --> 00:02:28,645 Solutions, not pollution! 58 00:02:28,705 --> 00:02:30,441 Is that trash? 59 00:02:30,466 --> 00:02:33,503 Hey! Stop polluting! Start living! 60 00:02:33,641 --> 00:02:35,643 [CHUCKLES] 61 00:02:35,894 --> 00:02:39,045 - What? They're saving the planet. - By throwing trash 62 00:02:39,070 --> 00:02:40,727 and risking their lives bungee jumping? 63 00:02:40,752 --> 00:02:43,479 Well, these events always attract a few rogue players, 64 00:02:43,617 --> 00:02:45,929 but it's the overall message that's important. 65 00:02:46,067 --> 00:02:47,286 [PROTESTORS CHANTING INDISTINCTLY] 66 00:02:47,311 --> 00:02:48,907 Just do your thing already. 67 00:02:48,932 --> 00:02:50,668 Do you know what global warming has done 68 00:02:50,693 --> 00:02:52,211 to the insect disease vectors? 69 00:02:52,349 --> 00:02:54,248 The tick population has exploded. 70 00:02:54,386 --> 00:02:56,250 Do you want Lyme disease, Jo? 71 00:02:56,388 --> 00:03:00,392 The 10 hottest years have happened in the last decade... 72 00:03:00,530 --> 00:03:03,507 - [CAR HORN HONKING] - Well, we're late in eight minutes. 73 00:03:03,637 --> 00:03:06,260 ♪ 74 00:03:06,398 --> 00:03:10,022 - Who are you stalking now? - No one. 75 00:03:10,159 --> 00:03:13,398 Adams has to give his decision today. About Chicago. 76 00:03:13,423 --> 00:03:15,407 Oh, Dr. Fox didn't change her mind about him. 77 00:03:15,545 --> 00:03:18,384 - Why wouldn't he go? - Because... Griffith. 78 00:03:19,722 --> 00:03:21,838 You know, at this point, we should just fire ourselves. 79 00:03:21,862 --> 00:03:23,070 Griffith tried that already. 80 00:03:23,095 --> 00:03:25,185 - Well, Griffith's right here. - Just... 81 00:03:25,210 --> 00:03:28,188 if you told him how you feel, he'll change his mind. 82 00:03:28,213 --> 00:03:30,008 She staged a coup on his behalf. 83 00:03:30,146 --> 00:03:31,734 - How does that not say... - Still here. 84 00:03:31,872 --> 00:03:33,529 Because it's Adams. 85 00:03:33,780 --> 00:03:36,576 [PROTESTORS CHANTING INDISTINCTLY] 86 00:03:36,714 --> 00:03:37,956 [HORN HONKING] 87 00:03:37,981 --> 00:03:39,500 Okay. You know what? Here. 88 00:03:39,638 --> 00:03:44,091 Hi! Hi, yeah. We compost! Can you let us through? 89 00:03:44,116 --> 00:03:45,895 We love trees! 90 00:03:45,955 --> 00:03:48,336 ♪ 91 00:03:48,588 --> 00:03:53,360 - Where is Simms Memorial? - Spokane, I think. Why? 92 00:03:53,385 --> 00:03:55,560 A recruiter says they're interested in me. 93 00:03:55,699 --> 00:03:57,459 No, it's in Eugene, Oregon. 94 00:03:57,484 --> 00:03:59,953 That is far, but a job is a job. 95 00:03:59,978 --> 00:04:02,782 - I will commute. - I just wish you didn't have to look. 96 00:04:03,188 --> 00:04:04,983 Dr. Meredith Grey? 97 00:04:05,328 --> 00:04:06,329 Check the third floor. 98 00:04:06,354 --> 00:04:07,839 Your picture's in the hall. 99 00:04:07,977 --> 00:04:09,173 Not for long. 100 00:04:10,773 --> 00:04:12,637 It's an injunction from the Fox Foundation. 101 00:04:12,775 --> 00:04:15,470 If you don't respond, you could be held in contempt of the court. 102 00:04:18,228 --> 00:04:19,723 - Okay. Do you want to go to jail? - [CELLPHONE CHIMES] 103 00:04:19,747 --> 00:04:21,956 Because I really, really don't. 104 00:04:21,981 --> 00:04:23,665 - [GASPS] Oh. - What? 105 00:04:24,015 --> 00:04:26,118 NYU pulled their funding. 106 00:04:27,030 --> 00:04:28,963 Fox Foundation sent a Cease and Desist. 107 00:04:28,988 --> 00:04:30,423 Well, that's the second institution 108 00:04:30,447 --> 00:04:32,978 that has dropped us in... a week. 109 00:04:33,312 --> 00:04:35,196 - Mm-hmm. - What are we gonna do? 110 00:04:35,221 --> 00:04:36,705 We're gonna keep packing. 111 00:04:38,007 --> 00:04:40,603 I still don't have any notes for Thursday. 112 00:04:41,226 --> 00:04:42,538 I swear to God, 113 00:04:42,563 --> 00:04:44,600 if somebody doesn't find my damn cellphone... 114 00:04:46,438 --> 00:04:47,888 Hi, baby! 115 00:04:47,913 --> 00:04:49,708 - Hey, Mama. - Oh! 116 00:04:49,959 --> 00:04:52,168 Coffee, Ingrid. Mwah! 117 00:04:52,193 --> 00:04:53,781 Alright. How was London? 118 00:04:53,806 --> 00:04:55,724 When you texted me about Meredith, 119 00:04:55,749 --> 00:04:58,156 you failed to mention you fired Hunt and Altman, Mom. 120 00:04:58,181 --> 00:04:59,798 Well, don't forget about Shepherd and Bailey. 121 00:04:59,822 --> 00:05:02,731 - Really? - Oh, come on. I kept the interns. 122 00:05:02,869 --> 00:05:04,491 Richard reminded me that if I didn't, 123 00:05:04,516 --> 00:05:06,518 we'd lose our government funding for the program. 124 00:05:06,543 --> 00:05:09,082 And Lord knows we can't stand to lose another dime. 125 00:05:09,107 --> 00:05:10,774 These are top surgeons we're talking about. 126 00:05:10,798 --> 00:05:14,122 If they can't respect the foundation, then they shouldn't work for it. 127 00:05:14,146 --> 00:05:15,769 End of story. 128 00:05:15,794 --> 00:05:17,243 What about Meredith? 129 00:05:17,268 --> 00:05:19,056 You at least try to talk to her since she quit? 130 00:05:19,081 --> 00:05:22,267 I wouldn't talk to that entitled fire starter 131 00:05:22,292 --> 00:05:25,063 if we were the last two remaining people on this earth 132 00:05:25,088 --> 00:05:27,021 and it was the only way to save civilization. 133 00:05:27,159 --> 00:05:29,403 Okay. Did you read their abstract, at least? 134 00:05:29,541 --> 00:05:31,854 - Of course I did. - Okay. 135 00:05:31,992 --> 00:05:34,279 - Data seems pretty incredible. - [CHUCKLES] Yeah. 136 00:05:34,304 --> 00:05:38,259 That's why we're not gonna stop until we get it all back. 137 00:05:39,569 --> 00:05:40,431 Mm-hmm. 138 00:05:40,593 --> 00:05:41,904 WOMAN: Elena Bailey Clinic. 139 00:05:42,105 --> 00:05:44,625 - How may I direct? - [SIGHS] 140 00:05:44,763 --> 00:05:46,696 Ms. Nevins needs an updated... 141 00:05:46,724 --> 00:05:50,364 - Prescription. I got you. - Thank you. 142 00:05:50,389 --> 00:05:52,297 I know volunteering at the clinic 143 00:05:52,322 --> 00:05:55,291 isn't exactly what you had in mind when you left SFD. 144 00:05:55,350 --> 00:05:57,717 I am helping people and you. 145 00:05:57,742 --> 00:05:59,882 But, uh, it might not be for much longer. 146 00:06:00,133 --> 00:06:01,824 Residency director at Seattle Pres 147 00:06:01,849 --> 00:06:04,037 can squeeze me in for an interview next week. 148 00:06:04,260 --> 00:06:05,863 Uh, what about Grey-Sloan? 149 00:06:06,001 --> 00:06:08,451 I'm not applying to any Fox hospitals. 150 00:06:08,476 --> 00:06:11,341 - Your loyalty isn't necessary. - Catherine let you go. 151 00:06:11,479 --> 00:06:13,102 - You. - [SIGHS] 152 00:06:13,240 --> 00:06:15,656 I don't trust her, and you want to slap her. 153 00:06:15,794 --> 00:06:18,383 - And then... - Then... ? 154 00:06:18,408 --> 00:06:19,996 What? 155 00:06:20,168 --> 00:06:22,273 [EXHALES SHARPLY] 156 00:06:22,603 --> 00:06:25,468 I heard a rumor that the new residency director starts today. 157 00:06:25,606 --> 00:06:29,118 Oh. Well... good. 158 00:06:31,361 --> 00:06:33,260 - You're okay? - [SCOFFS] 159 00:06:33,398 --> 00:06:34,917 I'm in my clinic. 160 00:06:35,055 --> 00:06:38,161 I've got more time for the kids, opportunities to pursue research. 161 00:06:38,186 --> 00:06:39,636 Never been better. 162 00:06:39,840 --> 00:06:43,292 I wish the new person... best of luck. 163 00:06:43,398 --> 00:06:44,572 They'll need it. 164 00:06:46,363 --> 00:06:47,363 Mm-hmm. 165 00:06:47,388 --> 00:06:49,631 WOMAN: 1335 West. 166 00:06:49,656 --> 00:06:51,796 1335 West. 167 00:06:53,280 --> 00:06:54,661 Whoa! Sorry. 168 00:06:54,799 --> 00:06:56,524 It's all good. [CHUCKLES] 169 00:06:56,663 --> 00:06:58,112 Nervous? 170 00:06:58,250 --> 00:06:59,942 A-About the new boss. 171 00:07:00,193 --> 00:07:01,953 Right. N-No. 172 00:07:02,280 --> 00:07:04,438 Yasuda said today is the deadline. 173 00:07:04,463 --> 00:07:08,053 Yeah. End of day. I haven't decided. 174 00:07:08,078 --> 00:07:10,909 Both places have their pros and cons. 175 00:07:11,129 --> 00:07:12,757 SYDNEY: The energy is so warm in here, 176 00:07:12,782 --> 00:07:14,448 it reminds me of a mother's womb. 177 00:07:14,473 --> 00:07:16,234 [LAUGHS CHEERFULLY] Not that I remember 178 00:07:16,259 --> 00:07:18,502 being in one, but... 179 00:07:18,868 --> 00:07:20,731 Hi, I am Sydney Heron. 180 00:07:20,756 --> 00:07:23,275 I am your new fearless leader. 181 00:07:23,413 --> 00:07:25,020 I mean, not new new. 182 00:07:25,045 --> 00:07:26,391 You know, I did my residency here. 183 00:07:26,416 --> 00:07:28,902 So think of me as one of you guys, okay? 184 00:07:30,041 --> 00:07:32,802 Who's ready to heal with love? 185 00:07:32,940 --> 00:07:34,400 Uh, shouldn't we be getting our assignments? 186 00:07:34,424 --> 00:07:36,401 - While moving quickly? - Uh, no. 187 00:07:36,426 --> 00:07:39,335 The better I know you, the better surgeon I can make you. 188 00:07:39,360 --> 00:07:41,259 So, name? Nickname? 189 00:07:41,284 --> 00:07:43,420 Novel you've always wanted to write? 190 00:07:43,640 --> 00:07:44,918 Who wants to go first, huh? 191 00:07:45,169 --> 00:07:47,795 [CHUCKLES] 192 00:07:47,820 --> 00:07:49,718 [ELEVATOR BELL DINGS] 193 00:07:50,208 --> 00:07:54,074 Hey, you two, congratulations... 194 00:07:54,099 --> 00:07:56,584 on... making it to work through the traffic. 195 00:07:56,836 --> 00:07:58,941 - You drive electric, Schmitt? - I ride a bike. 196 00:07:58,966 --> 00:08:00,978 Even better. Hey, you're with me today. 197 00:08:01,003 --> 00:08:03,005 - Meet me downstairs in 20. - Okay. 198 00:08:03,030 --> 00:08:05,810 I keep trying to tell him, and then everyone got fired 199 00:08:05,835 --> 00:08:08,838 and it felt weird to celebrate... something. 200 00:08:10,771 --> 00:08:13,532 [TELEPHONE RINGING IN DISTANCE] 201 00:08:13,670 --> 00:08:15,190 And I'm scared of how he's gonna react, 202 00:08:15,293 --> 00:08:17,408 and I'm scared of how I'll react to how he reacts. 203 00:08:17,433 --> 00:08:21,230 - [SIGHS] Okay. - What?! I don't make fun of your fears. 204 00:08:21,368 --> 00:08:23,311 It's literally what our entire friendship is based on. 205 00:08:23,335 --> 00:08:24,716 Oh, whatever. 206 00:08:24,741 --> 00:08:26,590 He thinks the world is gonna end tomorrow anyway 207 00:08:26,614 --> 00:08:29,109 from melting ice caps, so maybe none of this matters. 208 00:08:29,134 --> 00:08:31,311 Maybe it doesn't matter if you don't have a baby, 209 00:08:31,336 --> 00:08:33,822 because I won't be a peds surgeon that can take care of it. 210 00:08:33,898 --> 00:08:36,763 - Why does my baby need surgery? - That was a hypothetical. 211 00:08:36,901 --> 00:08:39,767 No, your peds fellowship is a hypothetical. 212 00:08:39,792 --> 00:08:41,253 I'm actually pregnant. 213 00:08:41,278 --> 00:08:44,420 You don't think that that is minimizing my fears? 214 00:08:45,091 --> 00:08:46,714 I have to throw up. 215 00:08:47,141 --> 00:08:49,833 You can't just use that as an excuse to not answer the... 216 00:08:49,858 --> 00:08:52,585 ♪ 217 00:08:54,090 --> 00:08:57,517 Ndugu, I saw that you put my name on the board 218 00:08:57,542 --> 00:08:59,691 for the Ivor Lewis this afternoon. 219 00:08:59,716 --> 00:09:01,684 You need to find someone else. 220 00:09:01,822 --> 00:09:03,479 I need help upstairs. 221 00:09:03,617 --> 00:09:05,767 Thanks to your wife, my department's down Altman, 222 00:09:05,792 --> 00:09:07,310 and I'm running Owen's service. 223 00:09:07,393 --> 00:09:09,637 And I'm the interim chief. 224 00:09:11,545 --> 00:09:14,605 Are you avoiding the OR after what happened with Garrett? 225 00:09:15,663 --> 00:09:18,124 Once his aneurysm ruptured, he had a high mortality rate, 226 00:09:18,149 --> 00:09:19,149 no matter what we did. 227 00:09:19,184 --> 00:09:20,678 Yes, it was a bad outcome, 228 00:09:20,703 --> 00:09:22,084 but that's just what it was. 229 00:09:22,109 --> 00:09:24,145 Not a sign of anything else. 230 00:09:24,442 --> 00:09:26,030 I didn't ask your opinion. 231 00:09:26,161 --> 00:09:29,268 I'm not scrubbing in on complex procedures. 232 00:09:29,367 --> 00:09:31,921 [TIRES SCREECHING IN DISTANCE] 233 00:09:32,059 --> 00:09:34,243 IAN: No! No, no, no! Don't die! Don't die! 234 00:09:34,268 --> 00:09:35,925 ♪ 235 00:09:36,063 --> 00:09:37,902 Is he dead?! Is he dead?! 236 00:09:37,927 --> 00:09:39,618 Is this simple enough for you? 237 00:09:39,756 --> 00:09:41,206 ♪ 238 00:09:48,203 --> 00:09:49,932 Jackson! Hey. 239 00:09:49,957 --> 00:09:52,900 I read your article on salvaging compromised flaps. 240 00:09:52,925 --> 00:09:54,405 - I don't know how you... - Where is she? 241 00:09:54,557 --> 00:09:56,939 Uh... Welcome back. 242 00:09:57,080 --> 00:09:58,769 You know, you're supposed to respond to these, Mer. 243 00:09:58,793 --> 00:10:00,278 You have a lawyer? 244 00:10:00,529 --> 00:10:03,073 - Can you recommend one? - Meredith. 245 00:10:04,997 --> 00:10:06,742 Can you tell Catherine to stop sending 246 00:10:06,767 --> 00:10:08,675 Cease and Desist letters to everyone 247 00:10:08,700 --> 00:10:10,771 who's interested in a potential Alzheimer's cure? 248 00:10:10,909 --> 00:10:12,368 Your abstract broke the field. 249 00:10:12,393 --> 00:10:14,084 - What do you expect? - Right. 250 00:10:14,309 --> 00:10:16,380 And now a lot of people want to work with us. 251 00:10:16,432 --> 00:10:18,434 Those people aware of your misuse of funds? 252 00:10:18,955 --> 00:10:21,239 Breach of contract? That you signed a non-compete? 253 00:10:21,264 --> 00:10:22,944 I'm not here to make things easier for you. 254 00:10:22,990 --> 00:10:25,243 I was also the source of those letters. 255 00:10:25,385 --> 00:10:28,212 Something you would know if you answered any of my calls or texts. 256 00:10:28,533 --> 00:10:29,859 [SIGHS] 257 00:10:29,997 --> 00:10:33,966 ♪ 258 00:10:34,619 --> 00:10:37,556 Look, I need a crash cart under C-collar! 259 00:10:37,694 --> 00:10:39,396 Adams, fire department's on the way. Can you feel the pulse? 260 00:10:39,420 --> 00:10:40,973 Uh, I'm trying, but he looks pretty... 261 00:10:40,998 --> 00:10:43,261 - [GASPS] - Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. There's a pulse. 262 00:10:43,286 --> 00:10:45,159 Diminished breath sounds bilaterally. 263 00:10:45,184 --> 00:10:47,852 Abrasions. No apparent deep lacerations. 264 00:10:47,877 --> 00:10:49,571 I'm Dr. Adams. Can you tell me your name? 265 00:10:49,596 --> 00:10:50,837 - C-Charlie... - Charlie? We're gonna get 266 00:10:50,862 --> 00:10:51,860 you out of here, okay? 267 00:10:51,885 --> 00:10:52,866 I think you're gonna be okay, 268 00:10:52,891 --> 00:10:54,346 but we need to get you inside. 269 00:10:54,371 --> 00:10:55,792 - I'm gonna be in so much trouble. - It was an accident. 270 00:10:55,816 --> 00:10:57,206 I don't even have my license yet. 271 00:10:57,231 --> 00:10:58,528 I snuck out with the car to go get boba, and then 272 00:10:58,553 --> 00:11:00,244 I was somehow... I was in the wrong lane, 273 00:11:00,269 --> 00:11:01,384 and then I was on the freeway, and then there was a couple guys 274 00:11:01,408 --> 00:11:02,936 hanging from the bridge. 275 00:11:02,961 --> 00:11:04,628 And then suddenly one just fell into my dad's car. 276 00:11:04,652 --> 00:11:06,458 - What the hell happened? - Bungee jumper off the bridge, 277 00:11:06,482 --> 00:11:07,791 his cord snapped. 278 00:11:08,760 --> 00:11:10,080 [Charlie vomits] LUCAS: Damn it! 279 00:11:10,140 --> 00:11:11,325 WINSTON: Hold on. Nobody touch the car 280 00:11:11,349 --> 00:11:12,846 till we can secure his airway. 281 00:11:12,871 --> 00:11:14,673 - He gonna be okay? - RICHARD: Kwan, get the kid inside. 282 00:11:14,697 --> 00:11:15,955 Protect his airway. 283 00:11:15,980 --> 00:11:17,710 He'll be impossible to intubate in this position. 284 00:11:17,734 --> 00:11:19,197 Insert this all the way to the back of his mouth. 285 00:11:19,222 --> 00:11:20,506 Alright. How do I know when it's all the way in? 286 00:11:20,530 --> 00:11:22,187 You'll feel resistance. 287 00:11:22,212 --> 00:11:23,504 - Okay. - Good. 288 00:11:23,529 --> 00:11:24,910 How's she doing? 289 00:11:26,433 --> 00:11:27,882 She's okay. 290 00:11:29,238 --> 00:11:30,791 SIMONE: Wanda Gallagher, 67. 291 00:11:30,816 --> 00:11:33,000 History of DVT, currently on warfarin. 292 00:11:33,138 --> 00:11:34,830 Sustained blunt trauma to the neck 293 00:11:34,855 --> 00:11:37,015 - after being struck with an object. - A police baton. 294 00:11:37,040 --> 00:11:39,283 I wasn't struck with it. I kind of ran into it. 295 00:11:39,308 --> 00:11:41,837 Because you were resisting arrest from the Seattle Police. 296 00:11:41,862 --> 00:11:43,148 She was protesting, 297 00:11:43,173 --> 00:11:44,806 even though she promised me she was done with all that 298 00:11:44,830 --> 00:11:46,876 after I bailed her out last year for vandalism. 299 00:11:46,901 --> 00:11:48,627 I wasn't resisting arrest. 300 00:11:48,652 --> 00:11:51,467 I was trying to separate myself from the disrupters. 301 00:11:51,492 --> 00:11:52,822 They ruin it for the rest of us. 302 00:11:52,847 --> 00:11:55,107 Also, last year was a misunderstanding. 303 00:11:55,132 --> 00:11:58,060 Mm-hmm. Passion so important in one's life. 304 00:11:58,198 --> 00:11:59,579 Dr. Yasuda? Plan? 305 00:11:59,604 --> 00:12:01,684 I don't see any hard signs of vascular injury, 306 00:12:01,709 --> 00:12:04,446 but we should run labs to check her INR 307 00:12:04,471 --> 00:12:06,837 and do a cervical CT angio 308 00:12:06,862 --> 00:12:09,105 since she is at high risk for bleeding 309 00:12:09,130 --> 00:12:10,841 because of her blood thinners. 310 00:12:10,866 --> 00:12:12,764 Bleeding? Mom, this sounds serious. 311 00:12:12,789 --> 00:12:14,550 You know what's also serious? 312 00:12:14,575 --> 00:12:16,700 The effect of wildfire particles on the young person's 313 00:12:16,724 --> 00:12:18,494 respiratory system. 314 00:12:18,519 --> 00:12:20,497 Might as well have them start smoking in elementary school. 315 00:12:20,634 --> 00:12:22,291 I'm fighting for my grandchild, 316 00:12:22,316 --> 00:12:23,431 which is more than their mother is doing. 317 00:12:23,455 --> 00:12:24,783 I'm growing it. 318 00:12:24,808 --> 00:12:26,710 And where was this concern when I was growing up? 319 00:12:26,734 --> 00:12:29,393 You worked for one of the biggest oil companies in the world. 320 00:12:29,418 --> 00:12:31,921 I need to go call Michael and tell him what happened. 321 00:12:31,946 --> 00:12:34,338 Excuse me. Unreal. 322 00:12:34,363 --> 00:12:38,712 [INDISTINCT ANNOUNCEMENT OVER INTERCOM] 323 00:12:42,592 --> 00:12:44,456 [EXHALES SHARPLY, GASPS] 324 00:12:44,610 --> 00:12:46,163 Bailey! 325 00:12:46,533 --> 00:12:48,143 - You back? - Shh! Shh. 326 00:12:49,057 --> 00:12:51,562 - And... no. - [WHISPERING] Then what are you doing? 327 00:12:52,002 --> 00:12:53,674 - None of your business. - Mm. 328 00:12:54,510 --> 00:12:56,857 Okay, wait. I heard the new residency director started. 329 00:12:56,902 --> 00:12:59,135 - Have you seen them? - [GAGS] 330 00:13:02,908 --> 00:13:04,220 What... ? 331 00:13:04,471 --> 00:13:06,231 SYDNEY: You remind me of myself 332 00:13:06,256 --> 00:13:09,331 - when I was an intern, Dr. Miller. - It's Millin. 333 00:13:09,356 --> 00:13:12,463 Inquisitive, you know, direct, air of mystery. 334 00:13:12,488 --> 00:13:16,103 Always important to... to keep that sense of wonder and awe. 335 00:13:16,128 --> 00:13:19,728 [GASPS] Miranda Bailey! Come here! 336 00:13:19,753 --> 00:13:21,720 - [GIGGLING] - J... Uh... Mm. 337 00:13:21,858 --> 00:13:23,396 Sydney. 338 00:13:23,421 --> 00:13:25,768 Oh, isn't this fun? 339 00:13:25,793 --> 00:13:27,918 Having a new generation of lady doctors 340 00:13:27,943 --> 00:13:30,290 alongside our generation of lady doctors, 341 00:13:30,315 --> 00:13:32,697 all working together to make the world a better pla... 342 00:13:32,722 --> 00:13:34,708 You know, oh, Dr. Bailey and I 343 00:13:34,733 --> 00:13:36,390 were co-residents back in the day 344 00:13:36,528 --> 00:13:39,220 and quite competitive, am I right? 345 00:13:39,471 --> 00:13:41,715 We... had our moments. 346 00:13:41,755 --> 00:13:43,921 Uh... Oh! Look at that. 347 00:13:43,946 --> 00:13:46,707 A 911 at the clinic. I better get back. 348 00:13:46,837 --> 00:13:49,790 Clinic? Look at you doing the clinic thing again. 349 00:13:49,815 --> 00:13:51,260 Good for you. 350 00:13:51,285 --> 00:13:53,959 You know, I cannot imagine being out of the OR, 351 00:13:53,984 --> 00:13:57,263 but, you know, if it works for you... 352 00:13:57,288 --> 00:13:58,288 great. 353 00:13:58,548 --> 00:13:59,940 So, uh, where were we? 354 00:13:59,965 --> 00:14:01,346 Um, oh, yeah. 355 00:14:01,484 --> 00:14:03,106 And I'm the one that brought you in. 356 00:14:03,244 --> 00:14:05,212 I rearranged whole departments, I fundraised. 357 00:14:05,237 --> 00:14:06,790 I hired Nick and Amelia. 358 00:14:07,154 --> 00:14:09,191 Well, I was never officially hired. 359 00:14:09,216 --> 00:14:10,804 No one asked you to hire Nick. 360 00:14:10,942 --> 00:14:12,333 Nick could have gotten a job anyway. 361 00:14:12,357 --> 00:14:14,018 Oh, that's not the point, and you know it. 362 00:14:14,043 --> 00:14:15,957 Okay, this is not just about you and my mom. 363 00:14:15,981 --> 00:14:18,401 I brought you in so that I could be a part of groundbreaking work. 364 00:14:18,426 --> 00:14:19,927 If it were just you, that would be okay. 365 00:14:19,951 --> 00:14:21,696 - But it isn't. - You have no idea 366 00:14:21,721 --> 00:14:22,825 how much you two are alike. 367 00:14:22,850 --> 00:14:24,410 Catherine broke more rules in all of us, 368 00:14:24,438 --> 00:14:25,588 but she was strategic about it. 369 00:14:25,612 --> 00:14:26,692 She understood how to play the game. 370 00:14:26,716 --> 00:14:28,088 I don't have time for games. 371 00:14:28,113 --> 00:14:30,099 Give Amelia, Owen, and Teddy back their jobs. 372 00:14:30,237 --> 00:14:32,170 I'll sell a percentage of my shares of Grey-Sloan 373 00:14:32,308 --> 00:14:33,527 and I can pay you back everything. 374 00:14:33,551 --> 00:14:35,380 This isn't about money. Not anymore. 375 00:14:35,405 --> 00:14:37,840 I don't know why her ego should inhibit this work. 376 00:14:37,865 --> 00:14:38,865 What about you? 377 00:14:39,014 --> 00:14:40,118 You know how many people 378 00:14:40,143 --> 00:14:41,258 are desperately waiting for help, 379 00:14:41,282 --> 00:14:42,760 and progress takes money. 380 00:14:43,146 --> 00:14:44,307 We have it. 381 00:14:45,952 --> 00:14:48,126 What are you suggesting? You want my first born? 382 00:14:48,151 --> 00:14:49,299 Worse. 383 00:14:50,042 --> 00:14:51,042 Apologize. 384 00:14:51,067 --> 00:14:52,102 ♪ 385 00:14:57,572 --> 00:15:00,304 Charlie Scott, 29, fell headfirst 386 00:15:00,329 --> 00:15:01,996 - 30 feet into the windshield. - How is he alive? 387 00:15:02,133 --> 00:15:05,042 Oh, X-rays show a displaced clavicle fracture, 388 00:15:05,067 --> 00:15:07,759 rib fractures, buckle fracture of the sternum, 389 00:15:07,784 --> 00:15:10,452 bilateral hemothoraces, and a hand injury. 390 00:15:10,477 --> 00:15:13,455 Looks like somebody shattered a crystal vase inside his chest. 391 00:15:13,480 --> 00:15:15,260 Alright, Adams, what's our next move? 392 00:15:15,285 --> 00:15:17,494 Bilateral chest tubes and pan-scan him from head to toe. 393 00:15:17,518 --> 00:15:20,291 You got it. Let's prep for bilateral thoracostomies. 394 00:15:21,162 --> 00:15:23,741 Well, it looks like you have all your bases covered. Okay? 395 00:15:24,252 --> 00:15:26,458 With all due respect, he has multiple traumatic injuries, 396 00:15:26,483 --> 00:15:27,745 and we're short surgeons. 397 00:15:27,770 --> 00:15:29,530 We need all hands on deck. Chief. 398 00:15:29,668 --> 00:15:31,463 ♪ 399 00:15:31,686 --> 00:15:33,170 Where's his right index finger? 400 00:15:33,195 --> 00:15:35,235 Severed on impact. Adams, do we have the finger? 401 00:15:35,666 --> 00:15:37,927 - I have no idea. - Then find it. 402 00:15:37,952 --> 00:15:40,112 As a surgeon, you should know how important a digit is. 403 00:15:41,275 --> 00:15:42,484 Give me gloves. 404 00:15:42,509 --> 00:15:46,271 ♪ 405 00:15:46,533 --> 00:15:48,251 Your heart rate's elevated. 406 00:15:50,077 --> 00:15:52,664 Last time I snuck the car out, I dented the bumper. 407 00:15:52,802 --> 00:15:54,012 I was grounded for two weeks. 408 00:15:54,037 --> 00:15:55,837 They'll never trust me behind the wheel again, 409 00:15:55,867 --> 00:15:57,819 which means I'll never pass my driver's test. 410 00:15:57,844 --> 00:15:59,478 Well, there's always ride-shares. 411 00:16:00,596 --> 00:16:02,676 You shouldn't be driving without a license. 412 00:16:02,814 --> 00:16:04,851 But you didn't cause that wreck. 413 00:16:04,876 --> 00:16:08,111 It was an accident. Happens with the best of us. 414 00:16:08,569 --> 00:16:10,133 Do you have any idea what it's like to be 415 00:16:10,157 --> 00:16:12,168 in your dad's car all by yourself one moment, 416 00:16:12,193 --> 00:16:14,421 then all of a sudden, bam, someone just shows up, 417 00:16:14,446 --> 00:16:16,299 completely blindsiding you? 418 00:16:16,957 --> 00:16:19,097 Have you called your parents? 419 00:16:19,122 --> 00:16:20,697 You have your phone, right? 420 00:16:21,937 --> 00:16:23,490 It's in the car still. 421 00:16:23,561 --> 00:16:25,252 Look, I can't go back in there. 422 00:16:27,346 --> 00:16:30,463 We're so sorry, Ms. Gallagher. Radiology is backed up. 423 00:16:30,488 --> 00:16:32,120 The protests brought in a surge of patients. 424 00:16:32,144 --> 00:16:33,688 - How was your pain? - Oh, barely feel it. 425 00:16:33,713 --> 00:16:36,382 - Uh, where's Lacey? - On the phone, in the waiting room. 426 00:16:36,407 --> 00:16:38,367 She was always closer to her dad. 427 00:16:38,505 --> 00:16:40,576 Hey. I worked at a pipeline company for 20 years. 428 00:16:40,601 --> 00:16:42,785 Helped get her to college, but the hours were long. 429 00:16:42,810 --> 00:16:45,088 Didn't allow for a lot of mother-daughter time. 430 00:16:45,226 --> 00:16:47,894 - Do you still work there? - No. I quit 10 years ago. 431 00:16:47,919 --> 00:16:49,438 I've been an activist ever since. 432 00:16:49,463 --> 00:16:50,793 I worked in the PR department 433 00:16:50,818 --> 00:16:52,475 After the eighth oil leak, 434 00:16:52,500 --> 00:16:54,300 I decided I can't write another press release. 435 00:16:54,443 --> 00:16:55,930 You know, if our hearts were really going out 436 00:16:55,955 --> 00:16:57,075 to the community, 437 00:16:57,100 --> 00:16:58,526 we'd stopped spilling the damn stuff. 438 00:16:58,551 --> 00:17:00,191 That's why I'm on the front-lines fighting. 439 00:17:00,216 --> 00:17:02,495 My daughter will never let me meet my grandbaby 440 00:17:02,520 --> 00:17:03,822 if I get arrested again. 441 00:17:04,639 --> 00:17:07,884 Hey, do I have time to go to the bathroom before my scan? 442 00:17:07,909 --> 00:17:09,883 Uh... Sure. I'll show you where it is. 443 00:17:09,908 --> 00:17:11,529 - Thank you. - Mm-hmm. 444 00:17:11,667 --> 00:17:15,429 So, you can't imagine doing good things for people? 445 00:17:15,454 --> 00:17:17,353 Then you don't get to be a doctor. 446 00:17:17,604 --> 00:17:19,270 I'll tell you what you need to get... 447 00:17:19,295 --> 00:17:21,055 Where are the damn urinary cups? 448 00:17:21,080 --> 00:17:23,032 Uh, Bed 4's all checked in. 449 00:17:23,170 --> 00:17:24,655 Should I tell her that you'll be there 450 00:17:24,680 --> 00:17:27,752 after you take your anger out on these gauze pads? 451 00:17:27,890 --> 00:17:30,513 Her philosophy is "to heal with love." 452 00:17:30,538 --> 00:17:33,180 Love does not heal. Science heals. 453 00:17:33,205 --> 00:17:36,381 - Medicine and trained doctors heal. - 100%. 454 00:17:36,406 --> 00:17:38,220 - What are we talking about? - [EXHALES SHARPLY] 455 00:17:38,245 --> 00:17:41,465 Richard replaced me with Sydney Heron. 456 00:17:42,141 --> 00:17:44,260 Sydney Heron. We were in the same residency class. 457 00:17:44,285 --> 00:17:45,839 She took my interns when I was pregnant 458 00:17:45,864 --> 00:17:47,401 and slowed them down 459 00:17:47,426 --> 00:17:51,361 with positivity and smiles and... and butterflies. 460 00:17:51,500 --> 00:17:53,442 Sounds... evil? 461 00:17:53,467 --> 00:17:56,203 I am the one that got those residents back in shape. 462 00:17:56,228 --> 00:17:58,664 I went on to be chief resident 463 00:17:58,689 --> 00:18:01,208 and I stayed to be an attending here 464 00:18:01,233 --> 00:18:03,430 while she took a job in Florida. 465 00:18:04,867 --> 00:18:07,007 - Florida! - Yeah, but you've got your clinic, 466 00:18:07,032 --> 00:18:08,035 your research ideas. 467 00:18:08,059 --> 00:18:10,649 Don't throw my words back at me, Ben Warren. 468 00:18:13,867 --> 00:18:16,490 Ndugu's doing a quick consult. He'll meet us in CT. 469 00:18:16,628 --> 00:18:19,537 Okay. I'm surprised to see you with us, Schmitt. 470 00:18:19,562 --> 00:18:20,919 You've been spending most of your time 471 00:18:20,943 --> 00:18:23,576 - with Dr. Beltran. - Um, right. 472 00:18:23,601 --> 00:18:27,172 Uh, I actually might be reassessing peds. 473 00:18:27,508 --> 00:18:29,236 Reassessing? 474 00:18:29,261 --> 00:18:31,885 I might want to keep my options open for a bit. 475 00:18:32,023 --> 00:18:34,646 Maybe stay in general surgery like you. 476 00:18:34,671 --> 00:18:37,900 Schmitt, you're a fifth year and a chief resident. 477 00:18:38,038 --> 00:18:39,661 You need to be clear on what you want, 478 00:18:39,686 --> 00:18:41,619 or no one's gonna take you seriously. 479 00:18:41,757 --> 00:18:45,507 Understood. Sir, I just want to make sure that... 480 00:18:45,532 --> 00:18:47,738 [MONITOR BEEPING WILDLY] 481 00:18:47,763 --> 00:18:49,523 Left chest is full of blood. 482 00:18:49,661 --> 00:18:51,156 He's getting more hypertensive and tachy. 483 00:18:51,180 --> 00:18:52,768 We're gonna take him straight to the OR. 484 00:18:52,793 --> 00:18:53,951 I'll page Ndugu on the way. 485 00:18:53,976 --> 00:18:58,877 ♪ 486 00:19:01,510 --> 00:19:03,512 [TOILET FLUSHES IN DISTANCE] 487 00:19:03,537 --> 00:19:06,421 Excuse me. There are two police officers in the exam room. 488 00:19:06,446 --> 00:19:07,723 They want to speak to my mom. 489 00:19:07,748 --> 00:19:10,174 After she's done in the bathroom, we'll take her to radiology. 490 00:19:10,199 --> 00:19:12,500 - They can speak to her after that. - Did her results come back? 491 00:19:12,525 --> 00:19:15,075 According to her labs, her blood is clotting too slowly, 492 00:19:15,100 --> 00:19:17,397 so we would like to admit her for observation. 493 00:19:17,422 --> 00:19:19,597 And she should really speak to her primary doctor 494 00:19:19,622 --> 00:19:21,797 - about managing her blood thinners. - [SCOFFS] Good luck. 495 00:19:21,822 --> 00:19:23,651 My mom is more concerned with Puget Sound 496 00:19:23,676 --> 00:19:25,657 and its population of zooplankton than her own health. 497 00:19:25,682 --> 00:19:28,167 She's not wrong. It's what the salmon eat. 498 00:19:28,424 --> 00:19:30,504 It's like a whole thing. I read about it. 499 00:19:30,643 --> 00:19:32,576 How long has she been in the bathroom? 500 00:19:32,601 --> 00:19:35,155 ♪ 501 00:19:35,180 --> 00:19:37,373 Mom? Mom! 502 00:19:37,398 --> 00:19:39,987 - Are you okay? - SIMONE: Ms. Gallagher? 503 00:19:40,125 --> 00:19:45,061 She couldn't have just... disappeared. 504 00:19:45,269 --> 00:19:48,479 Or... maybe she could have? 505 00:19:49,646 --> 00:19:51,472 She climbed into the ceiling. 506 00:19:59,904 --> 00:20:01,847 Your assistant isn't at her desk. 507 00:20:02,659 --> 00:20:04,281 I'm sure she'd call security. 508 00:20:05,851 --> 00:20:08,736 - I'm here out of respect for Jackson. - [GROANS] 509 00:20:09,164 --> 00:20:10,993 Catherine? Catherine! 510 00:20:11,018 --> 00:20:13,849 Damn it! Catherine! 511 00:20:13,987 --> 00:20:15,851 Catherine. 512 00:20:15,989 --> 00:20:17,347 Catherine! 513 00:20:26,076 --> 00:20:27,359 Why aren't you in the OR? 514 00:20:27,384 --> 00:20:30,356 Because I'm looking for our patient's finger... index, right hand. 515 00:20:30,381 --> 00:20:31,813 I can't believe the guy who lost a digit 516 00:20:31,837 --> 00:20:33,434 scored higher on the ABSITE than me. 517 00:20:33,459 --> 00:20:35,177 I didn't lose it. 518 00:20:35,202 --> 00:20:37,301 Our patient did when he busted through the windshield. 519 00:20:37,325 --> 00:20:39,638 - Help me look. - Can't. Looking for Ian's phone. 520 00:20:39,663 --> 00:20:41,788 - Finger trumps phone. - I'll give you a finger. 521 00:20:41,813 --> 00:20:43,021 Have you always been an ass, 522 00:20:43,046 --> 00:20:44,756 or did it start when that girl left you? 523 00:20:44,937 --> 00:20:47,285 - What are you talking about? - Your fiancée. 524 00:20:47,310 --> 00:20:48,449 Molly, right? 525 00:20:48,474 --> 00:20:50,146 Ex-fiance. And she didn't leave me. 526 00:20:51,546 --> 00:20:52,972 You know what? Forget I ever said anything. 527 00:20:52,996 --> 00:20:54,849 [SIGHS] 528 00:20:54,874 --> 00:20:56,531 Aha! 529 00:20:57,296 --> 00:20:59,022 [CHUCKLES] 530 00:20:59,613 --> 00:21:00,771 Bye, loser. 531 00:21:02,972 --> 00:21:04,613 We tried to track all the different routes 532 00:21:04,638 --> 00:21:06,709 she could have taken, but security will only allow 533 00:21:06,734 --> 00:21:07,943 maintenance in the ceiling, so... 534 00:21:07,968 --> 00:21:09,625 So are they in the ceiling looking? 535 00:21:10,364 --> 00:21:11,987 What exactly is the protocol? 536 00:21:12,287 --> 00:21:14,604 Patients usually stay on the ground. 537 00:21:14,716 --> 00:21:17,410 Lacey. Lacey. I want... Okay. 538 00:21:17,572 --> 00:21:20,439 - I want you to try to stay calm, okay? - Mhm. 539 00:21:20,464 --> 00:21:23,243 Okay? Let's keep that baby safe, right? 540 00:21:23,268 --> 00:21:25,668 So what they're trying to say is there is no protocol 541 00:21:25,693 --> 00:21:27,178 'cause this has never happened before. 542 00:21:27,203 --> 00:21:30,156 Which is strange because odd things often happen here. 543 00:21:30,181 --> 00:21:33,046 But we will find her. 544 00:21:33,297 --> 00:21:35,989 So take a seat. Deep breaths. Yep? 545 00:21:36,014 --> 00:21:37,795 [BREATHING DEEPLY] 546 00:21:37,820 --> 00:21:40,581 Good. Great. 547 00:21:40,801 --> 00:21:42,872 [INDISTINCT ANNOUNCEMENT OVER INTERCOM] 548 00:21:43,529 --> 00:21:45,044 Okay. Now... 549 00:21:45,069 --> 00:21:46,777 We're gonna keep looking. I think I'm gonna go to the left. 550 00:21:46,801 --> 00:21:47,800 I swear, we had no idea... 551 00:21:47,825 --> 00:21:49,964 Whoa, who else was nervous about her going into labor? 552 00:21:49,989 --> 00:21:51,340 It's just what we need, right? 553 00:21:51,365 --> 00:21:53,927 A baby in the lobby and Grandma in the ceiling. 554 00:21:54,333 --> 00:21:57,716 So I'm gonna forward you the hospital blueprint I received. 555 00:21:57,741 --> 00:22:00,245 And also, I issued a hospital-wide alert, so... 556 00:22:00,270 --> 00:22:01,789 That... that's it? 557 00:22:01,814 --> 00:22:04,077 You're not gonna get mad or yell at us? 558 00:22:04,102 --> 00:22:07,105 Yell? Oh. How silly. No. Hop to it. 559 00:22:08,796 --> 00:22:11,231 - Preferred yelling. - Obviously. 560 00:22:11,659 --> 00:22:13,109 [MONITORS BEEPING WILDLY] 561 00:22:13,431 --> 00:22:16,227 LEVI: I don't see how gluing yourself to a train 562 00:22:16,252 --> 00:22:19,358 or... blocking a bridge will save us from climate change. 563 00:22:19,383 --> 00:22:21,094 You tell that to the people who marched across 564 00:22:21,119 --> 00:22:23,500 the Edmund Pettus Bridge for civil rights. 565 00:22:23,751 --> 00:22:25,063 GIA stapler, Bokhee. 566 00:22:25,088 --> 00:22:27,341 That is a compelling point, and I apologize. 567 00:22:27,366 --> 00:22:29,379 LINK: Research has shown that a lot of childhood diseases 568 00:22:29,403 --> 00:22:31,726 could have been caused by some kind of environmental exposure. 569 00:22:31,750 --> 00:22:33,727 Contaminants, pesticides, solvents. 570 00:22:33,752 --> 00:22:35,774 We have the solution to prevent pain and loss, 571 00:22:35,799 --> 00:22:38,044 but instead, we just keep making it worse. 572 00:22:38,069 --> 00:22:39,629 - I apologize again. - WINSTON: Alright. 573 00:22:39,654 --> 00:22:41,449 We stapled the lung bleeders, 574 00:22:41,474 --> 00:22:43,944 ligated the intercostal artery, even clamped the hilum. 575 00:22:43,969 --> 00:22:45,635 Still bleeding. Where's it coming from? 576 00:22:45,660 --> 00:22:48,500 It must be venous. Coming from above. The subclavian? 577 00:22:48,525 --> 00:22:50,005 No, that's too far north. 578 00:22:50,030 --> 00:22:52,255 The displaced clavicle fracture could have injured it. 579 00:22:53,220 --> 00:22:54,669 Alright. Fine. Let's check. 580 00:22:54,694 --> 00:22:56,129 Okay, Schmitt, let's retract the lung out of the way 581 00:22:56,154 --> 00:22:58,087 so we can see, okay? 582 00:22:58,239 --> 00:23:01,065 Ah, that there. See that break in the pleura? 583 00:23:01,090 --> 00:23:03,230 Now, it must be the subclavian vein. 584 00:23:03,313 --> 00:23:05,724 Alright. Um, clamp. Let's ligate. 585 00:23:05,749 --> 00:23:07,579 No, no, no, you won't get enough access here. 586 00:23:07,604 --> 00:23:09,534 You're gonna have to do a subclavian incision higher up. 587 00:23:09,559 --> 00:23:10,798 The patient's bleeding out. 588 00:23:10,823 --> 00:23:13,447 I'm not doing another incision. Clamp. Now. 589 00:23:13,472 --> 00:23:16,855 ♪ 590 00:23:17,219 --> 00:23:19,428 Damn it. I can't get full visualization. 591 00:23:19,453 --> 00:23:22,086 Like I said, it's impossible from that approach. 592 00:23:22,111 --> 00:23:24,596 ♪ 593 00:23:24,734 --> 00:23:25,918 Alright, I'll do a subclavian incision, 594 00:23:25,942 --> 00:23:27,539 but we need to move fast, 595 00:23:27,564 --> 00:23:28,956 and I need everyone's help resecting the clavicle. 596 00:23:28,981 --> 00:23:30,844 So let's pack him and reposition. 597 00:23:30,880 --> 00:23:34,262 ♪ 598 00:23:35,205 --> 00:23:36,068 [GROANS] 599 00:23:36,456 --> 00:23:38,137 Are you in any pain? 600 00:23:39,052 --> 00:23:40,380 What happened? 601 00:23:40,405 --> 00:23:41,889 You collapsed. 602 00:23:42,043 --> 00:23:44,701 CT shows subacute Budd Chiari syndrome. 603 00:23:44,823 --> 00:23:47,490 You have a blood clot in your hepatic vein and IVC 604 00:23:47,515 --> 00:23:50,364 due to the hypercoagulable state of your cancer. 605 00:23:51,458 --> 00:23:55,379 - Did you call Jackson or Richard? - Not yet. 606 00:23:55,403 --> 00:23:56,923 Okay, then. 607 00:23:56,949 --> 00:23:59,811 I need to start you on anti-coagulation. 608 00:24:00,331 --> 00:24:01,711 I want to start a heparin drip, 609 00:24:01,736 --> 00:24:03,911 and we'll run some tests and do some more labs 610 00:24:03,936 --> 00:24:06,095 and see if you're a candidate for a TIPS procedure. 611 00:24:06,120 --> 00:24:08,600 You'll do heparin only, nothing more. 612 00:24:08,625 --> 00:24:12,077 I'm not pursuing any invasive treatments. 613 00:24:12,161 --> 00:24:14,818 I know. You could go into liver failure. 614 00:24:14,843 --> 00:24:16,657 What about the tumor on your spine? 615 00:24:16,682 --> 00:24:19,005 Do you know about that? I saw it on your scans. 616 00:24:19,030 --> 00:24:21,239 I do know about it. 617 00:24:21,377 --> 00:24:22,999 But Richard and Jackson don't. 618 00:24:23,250 --> 00:24:25,494 And you are not going to tell them. 619 00:24:25,519 --> 00:24:28,349 ♪ 620 00:24:28,432 --> 00:24:30,706 Hey, uh, Heron paged me, said you needed help 621 00:24:30,731 --> 00:24:32,388 looking for a patient. 622 00:24:32,413 --> 00:24:33,661 It's okay. 623 00:24:34,744 --> 00:24:37,161 - I get it. - What? 624 00:24:37,186 --> 00:24:38,247 Chicago. 625 00:24:39,815 --> 00:24:40,850 You should go. 626 00:24:41,129 --> 00:24:43,821 Whatever you and I are or... were... 627 00:24:43,846 --> 00:24:47,298 Security thinks she went south. 628 00:24:47,323 --> 00:24:49,276 Not-Bailey said a patient was in the ceiling. 629 00:24:49,301 --> 00:24:51,736 Please tell me there's a translation for that. 630 00:24:51,761 --> 00:24:53,591 There is a patient in the ceiling. 631 00:24:53,616 --> 00:24:55,859 I've spent my entire day looking for people and fingers. 632 00:24:55,981 --> 00:24:58,021 - Millin probably digs Heron. - Why would you say that? 633 00:24:58,138 --> 00:24:59,839 Well, she heals with love. Probably meditates. 634 00:24:59,863 --> 00:25:02,289 - She's untraditional. - No, she touched my hair. 635 00:25:02,314 --> 00:25:04,627 No one should touch hair. I miss Bailey. 636 00:25:04,652 --> 00:25:06,673 - Me too. - Adams got us into this mess. 637 00:25:06,698 --> 00:25:07,938 Bailey was standing up for him. 638 00:25:08,044 --> 00:25:09,504 No way. She was standing up for all of us. 639 00:25:09,528 --> 00:25:10,978 And I never asked anyone to do that. 640 00:25:11,003 --> 00:25:13,109 - Ah, well, Griffith did. - Can everyone just shut up 641 00:25:13,336 --> 00:25:15,200 and find the patient? 642 00:25:15,362 --> 00:25:16,846 It'll go faster if we split up. 643 00:25:16,984 --> 00:25:18,054 Get brooms. 644 00:25:18,192 --> 00:25:23,922 ♪ 645 00:25:24,060 --> 00:25:29,790 ♪ 646 00:25:30,041 --> 00:25:31,767 Griffith, I've worked with this hospital 647 00:25:31,792 --> 00:25:34,770 long enough to know hardly anyone uses this closet, 648 00:25:34,795 --> 00:25:36,693 and nothing I'm taking will be missed. 649 00:25:36,831 --> 00:25:39,809 - We lost a patient. - Well, losses come with the job. 650 00:25:39,834 --> 00:25:41,880 No, no, no, she's... not dead. 651 00:25:41,905 --> 00:25:43,489 We literally don't know where she is. 652 00:25:43,514 --> 00:25:46,763 [SCOFFS] Not my problem anymore. 653 00:25:48,887 --> 00:25:50,234 It should be. 654 00:25:50,259 --> 00:25:53,193 ♪ 655 00:25:53,331 --> 00:25:54,918 Why aren't you fighting for your job? 656 00:25:55,059 --> 00:25:57,241 Is it that easy to leave after everything 657 00:25:57,266 --> 00:25:58,427 you've been through with us? 658 00:25:58,452 --> 00:26:00,591 Why aren't you banging on doors? 659 00:26:00,615 --> 00:26:01,934 Yelling? I thought you believed in us. 660 00:26:01,959 --> 00:26:03,410 - I thought... - [BANGING] 661 00:26:03,548 --> 00:26:06,177 - [WANDA, MUFFLED]: Hello?! Excuse me! - Oh, my God. 662 00:26:06,202 --> 00:26:10,184 - Oh, hell no. - Hello? A little help, please? 663 00:26:13,930 --> 00:26:15,704 - Security is on their way. - What'd they say? 664 00:26:15,729 --> 00:26:18,024 - They mostly laughed. - [WANDA, MUFFLED]: I'm so sorry. 665 00:26:18,049 --> 00:26:20,352 I just... I saw the police, and I got so nervous 666 00:26:20,377 --> 00:26:22,966 and I thought that it would lead straight to the next room, 667 00:26:22,991 --> 00:26:24,751 but then I fell over something in the dark, 668 00:26:24,776 --> 00:26:26,546 and I landed, trapped between the walls. 669 00:26:26,571 --> 00:26:28,239 Okay, we're getting help, Wanda. Just hang in tight. 670 00:26:28,263 --> 00:26:29,800 Okay. I just... I really need to pee, 671 00:26:29,825 --> 00:26:31,793 and it's getting harder to breathe. 672 00:26:31,818 --> 00:26:34,226 - Oh, are you claustrophobic?! - She could be bleeding. 673 00:26:34,250 --> 00:26:35,424 - Her neck is... - What? 674 00:26:35,448 --> 00:26:36,661 She sustained blunt trauma to the neck. 675 00:26:36,685 --> 00:26:37,962 She had a small contusion. 676 00:26:37,987 --> 00:26:39,707 She disappeared before we were able to scan her. 677 00:26:39,732 --> 00:26:41,768 She's on blood thinners from a history of DVT. 678 00:26:41,793 --> 00:26:45,280 Okay. Expanding neck hematoma could be closing her airway. 679 00:26:45,305 --> 00:26:46,911 - [LOUD THUD] - Wanda? Wanda? 680 00:26:46,936 --> 00:26:48,397 - JULES: Did she collapse? - Say something. 681 00:26:48,421 --> 00:26:50,407 - Oh, my God. - Oh! Damn it! Oh! Hey, Millin. 682 00:26:50,432 --> 00:26:53,055 Uh, get a crash cart. Yasuda, get maintenance now! 683 00:26:53,080 --> 00:26:56,014 - What is... ? Oh. - Wanda? 684 00:26:56,039 --> 00:26:58,095 - No. Uh... - Wanda, can you hear me? 685 00:26:58,120 --> 00:27:01,167 [GASPS] Oh, good, good, good. Okay. Get out of the way. 686 00:27:01,192 --> 00:27:02,504 Out of the way! 687 00:27:02,544 --> 00:27:05,492 [BANGING] 688 00:27:06,162 --> 00:27:09,002 You know, you really don't have to wait with me, Dr. Grey. 689 00:27:09,027 --> 00:27:12,040 Okay, well, then I should just go tell Jackson 690 00:27:12,065 --> 00:27:14,205 to watch your heparin drip. 691 00:27:14,343 --> 00:27:16,069 Richard should know, too. 692 00:27:16,207 --> 00:27:18,036 I'll tell them when I'm ready. 693 00:27:18,088 --> 00:27:19,642 When will that be? 694 00:27:19,741 --> 00:27:21,363 - When your liver fails? - [SCOFFS] 695 00:27:21,626 --> 00:27:23,179 Or when you need a transplant? 696 00:27:23,204 --> 00:27:26,227 What late-stage cancer patient gets a new liver, huh? 697 00:27:26,252 --> 00:27:27,532 Which is why you should consider 698 00:27:27,557 --> 00:27:29,506 letting me do the surgery for this clot. 699 00:27:29,531 --> 00:27:32,119 Could we just let the heparin have a chance to work, please? 700 00:27:32,144 --> 00:27:34,859 It would not hurt to think ahead. 701 00:27:35,778 --> 00:27:39,161 Do you know how much work planning for your own death is? 702 00:27:39,186 --> 00:27:41,732 And I'm not just talking about picking out a casket 703 00:27:41,757 --> 00:27:43,105 or making out a will. 704 00:27:43,130 --> 00:27:44,763 I'm talking about taking stock of your life 705 00:27:44,787 --> 00:27:45,971 and making sure you've done everything 706 00:27:45,995 --> 00:27:47,169 you wanna do with it. 707 00:27:47,338 --> 00:27:48,995 I think about this every day, 708 00:27:49,020 --> 00:27:51,562 and when I do, there's two things that I know. 709 00:27:52,519 --> 00:27:55,359 My family is perfect, especially my grandbaby... 710 00:27:56,513 --> 00:27:59,240 and I'm not ready to sit on the sidelines. 711 00:27:59,457 --> 00:28:02,184 Catherine Fox, you have had an extraordinary career. 712 00:28:02,509 --> 00:28:05,581 - What more do you want? - What more do you want? 713 00:28:06,568 --> 00:28:09,649 The more surgeries and invasive procedures I get, 714 00:28:09,674 --> 00:28:11,435 the more they define who I am. 715 00:28:11,686 --> 00:28:14,007 I want people to remember my name because of 716 00:28:14,304 --> 00:28:16,035 the advances I've made in medicine, 717 00:28:16,067 --> 00:28:18,175 for the risks that I've taken to save lives, 718 00:28:18,200 --> 00:28:19,960 for the firsts that I have achieved. 719 00:28:19,985 --> 00:28:24,312 I would think you of all people would understand that. 720 00:28:25,320 --> 00:28:28,242 - So keep your mouth shut. - And what if I don't? 721 00:28:28,555 --> 00:28:31,731 Then you and your friends will never get your jobs back. 722 00:28:31,869 --> 00:28:33,578 You're threatening me over your health? 723 00:28:34,561 --> 00:28:36,563 I've blackmailed people... 724 00:28:36,814 --> 00:28:38,540 over far less. 725 00:28:38,565 --> 00:28:39,946 [BANGING] 726 00:28:40,084 --> 00:28:42,293 SIMONE: Can you see her yet? 727 00:28:42,318 --> 00:28:45,148 I've got the crash cart. 728 00:28:45,376 --> 00:28:47,757 Oh! I see her! 729 00:28:48,032 --> 00:28:49,275 Ahh, she's unconscious. 730 00:28:49,300 --> 00:28:51,114 Okay, okay, we gotta go. 731 00:28:51,139 --> 00:28:53,003 Come on, come on. 732 00:28:53,028 --> 00:28:55,593 Alright, we're coming, Wanda! 733 00:28:55,715 --> 00:28:58,822 Maintenance is here! Come on, let's go. 734 00:28:59,117 --> 00:29:03,176 - Hi. She's down here. - [TOOLS WHIRRING] 735 00:29:03,201 --> 00:29:05,410 ♪ 736 00:29:05,435 --> 00:29:09,335 Is he okay? The guy, is... is his family here yet? 737 00:29:09,490 --> 00:29:12,217 I'm not sure, but I can check. 738 00:29:12,370 --> 00:29:15,059 I... just made the junior varsity tennis team 739 00:29:15,084 --> 00:29:17,639 and we have a match on Wednesday. 740 00:29:17,777 --> 00:29:19,757 Sophomore formal's on Saturday. 741 00:29:21,249 --> 00:29:23,632 This guy might not live, and, I... 742 00:29:24,508 --> 00:29:26,889 I can't do anything ever again if he can't. 743 00:29:28,521 --> 00:29:31,248 You can. You'll pick up the racquet, put on the suit, 744 00:29:31,273 --> 00:29:32,964 or get behind the wheel again, 745 00:29:32,989 --> 00:29:34,562 and you'll put one foot in front of the other. 746 00:29:34,587 --> 00:29:37,806 And it'll suck for a while, 747 00:29:37,831 --> 00:29:39,281 but... 748 00:29:39,567 --> 00:29:41,914 eventually it'll suck less. 749 00:29:42,688 --> 00:29:46,968 Look, I know it sounds cold, but it's life. 750 00:29:49,395 --> 00:29:52,915 - You really think that? - I... do. 751 00:29:54,503 --> 00:29:57,333 ♪ 752 00:29:57,472 --> 00:29:59,197 ♪ Yeah, I know what you're feeling ♪ 753 00:29:59,335 --> 00:30:02,269 - ♪ I can see it in your eye ♪ - Good. Thank you. 754 00:30:02,408 --> 00:30:03,823 Pulse is weak, but it's there. 755 00:30:04,062 --> 00:30:06,927 Okay. She needs an airway right now. Tube please. 756 00:30:06,964 --> 00:30:08,206 JULES: On it. 757 00:30:08,231 --> 00:30:10,303 - Alright. Thank you. - There you go. 758 00:30:10,554 --> 00:30:13,142 - ♪ I know it haunts you ♪ - Good, good, good, good. 759 00:30:13,280 --> 00:30:15,282 Ahh, come on, come on. Damn it. 760 00:30:15,307 --> 00:30:17,398 It's too much compression. I won't be able to get it in. 761 00:30:17,423 --> 00:30:19,261 We need to decompress the hematoma. 762 00:30:19,286 --> 00:30:22,886 Millin, betadine. Griffith, be ready to pack the wound. 763 00:30:22,911 --> 00:30:24,637 Yasuda, oxygen. 764 00:30:24,662 --> 00:30:27,250 - ♪ If your fire burns out ♪ - Scalpel. You ready? 765 00:30:27,502 --> 00:30:30,712 ♪ I'll keep it smoldering on this side of town ♪ 766 00:30:30,787 --> 00:30:34,307 ♪ And I'll walk with you on your way out ♪ 767 00:30:34,509 --> 00:30:38,271 Oh, goodness. [EXHALES SHARPLY] 768 00:30:38,409 --> 00:30:40,963 - Hit her. Pack. - Okay. 769 00:30:40,988 --> 00:30:43,266 We need to get her to an OR. 770 00:30:43,518 --> 00:30:45,392 WINSTON: He's getting too hypotensive. We need to move fast. 771 00:30:45,416 --> 00:30:47,176 LINK: Alright. Removing the clavicle. 772 00:30:47,314 --> 00:30:49,234 ♪ Then I'll be right here when you come around ♪ 773 00:30:49,259 --> 00:30:51,052 Alright, alright. I see the injury. 774 00:30:51,077 --> 00:30:53,666 - Clamp. - ♪ Yeah, I'll be right here ♪ 775 00:30:53,691 --> 00:30:56,003 - There we go. - ♪ I'll be right here ♪ 776 00:30:56,254 --> 00:30:57,946 Alright, bleeding's stopped. 777 00:30:58,084 --> 00:30:59,716 We've got proximal vascular control. 778 00:30:59,741 --> 00:31:02,813 - 5-0 proline. - ♪ Yeah, yeah ♪ 779 00:31:02,951 --> 00:31:06,186 Dr. Webber, you caught the bleed. Why don't you do the honors? 780 00:31:06,437 --> 00:31:08,059 No. Go ahead. You're already there. 781 00:31:08,084 --> 00:31:09,603 No, no, I insist. 782 00:31:09,854 --> 00:31:11,615 ♪ 783 00:31:11,753 --> 00:31:17,034 ♪ So, feel it and feel it go ahead and give in ♪ 784 00:31:17,172 --> 00:31:20,071 You want to stay in general surgery, Schmitt? 785 00:31:20,096 --> 00:31:22,789 - Time to step up. - ♪ ... not something you're given ♪ 786 00:31:23,040 --> 00:31:24,835 Let's do it. 787 00:31:24,860 --> 00:31:28,227 I found the finger! Uh, well, Kwan did, but it's here. 788 00:31:28,252 --> 00:31:30,392 - Keep going, Schmitt. - It's too late. 789 00:31:31,886 --> 00:31:35,683 - ♪ And if your fire burns out ♪ - Let's go. 790 00:31:35,708 --> 00:31:38,271 Hey, uh, we had to decompress the hematoma. 791 00:31:38,296 --> 00:31:40,929 Her sats have been increasing over the last three minutes, 792 00:31:40,954 --> 00:31:44,174 but she needs a formal neck exploration and closure in the OR. 793 00:31:44,199 --> 00:31:46,047 - Okay, we are headed straight there. - Yep. 794 00:31:46,072 --> 00:31:48,454 Special thanks for helping my interns, Miranda. 795 00:31:48,479 --> 00:31:50,569 Yeah, you can go now. Yeah, I got it from here. 796 00:31:50,594 --> 00:31:54,909 ♪ And if your fire burns out ♪ 797 00:31:54,934 --> 00:31:57,764 ♪ Then I'll be right here when you come around ♪ 798 00:31:57,940 --> 00:31:59,666 ♪ Yeah, I'll be right here ♪ 799 00:32:12,424 --> 00:32:13,770 I'm sorry about the planet. 800 00:32:15,505 --> 00:32:17,335 Sorry about your ABSITE. 801 00:32:17,715 --> 00:32:18,992 Damn it, Jo. 802 00:32:20,648 --> 00:32:24,652 Kyler Murray, ninth overall pick in the 2018 draft 803 00:32:24,677 --> 00:32:27,093 by the A's... top left fielder, 804 00:32:27,118 --> 00:32:32,503 but also... the number one overall pick for the Arizona Cardinals. 805 00:32:33,443 --> 00:32:35,272 Cardinals is football. 806 00:32:35,594 --> 00:32:37,700 - Okay. - Okay, um... 807 00:32:37,725 --> 00:32:41,358 take Quidditch. Harry, he's the seeker. 808 00:32:41,383 --> 00:32:44,436 But there's no reason he couldn't also be a chaser. 809 00:32:44,983 --> 00:32:46,950 They all fly brooms. They all train the same way. 810 00:32:46,975 --> 00:32:49,345 He might not even know yet if he has the skills 811 00:32:49,370 --> 00:32:51,027 to try a different position. 812 00:32:53,163 --> 00:32:54,820 You're gonna be a good dad. 813 00:32:54,993 --> 00:32:56,305 [CHUCKLES] I already am. 814 00:32:56,466 --> 00:32:58,192 That's what I meant. 815 00:33:01,990 --> 00:33:04,406 [TELEPHONE RINGING IN DISTANCE] 816 00:33:06,823 --> 00:33:09,218 Hey, were you able to reattach it? 817 00:33:09,494 --> 00:33:11,150 Uh, it had been too long. 818 00:33:11,175 --> 00:33:13,093 Lincoln just closed the wound with a flap. 819 00:33:15,251 --> 00:33:16,425 She saved me. 820 00:33:19,378 --> 00:33:20,382 Molly. 821 00:33:22,429 --> 00:33:27,335 When... when my mom was sick, I was drowning in grief, 822 00:33:27,360 --> 00:33:29,944 and... she pulled me out of it. 823 00:33:31,054 --> 00:33:34,057 One day, we got into an ugly fight. 824 00:33:34,288 --> 00:33:38,257 And... before I knew it, she drove away. 825 00:33:39,614 --> 00:33:41,280 S-She didn't even make it to the highway 826 00:33:41,305 --> 00:33:42,991 before she was hit by reckless driver. 827 00:33:45,275 --> 00:33:47,686 And... just like that... 828 00:33:48,978 --> 00:33:50,393 I was a stranger. 829 00:33:53,076 --> 00:33:54,255 And I... 830 00:33:56,125 --> 00:33:57,575 I... I couldn't stay. 831 00:33:57,667 --> 00:33:59,220 ♪ 832 00:33:59,499 --> 00:34:00,818 I'm sorry. 833 00:34:02,188 --> 00:34:03,341 Yeah. 834 00:34:04,467 --> 00:34:05,814 Me too. 835 00:34:05,882 --> 00:34:08,919 ♪ I know you won't admit it ♪ 836 00:34:09,057 --> 00:34:12,129 ♪ But there's a rip in the page ♪ 837 00:34:12,267 --> 00:34:19,412 ♪ 838 00:34:19,551 --> 00:34:22,519 ♪ A pause in the rhythm ♪ 839 00:34:22,657 --> 00:34:23,969 ♪ A story in the space ♪ 840 00:34:24,107 --> 00:34:26,350 - Is she gonna be okay? - She is. 841 00:34:26,488 --> 00:34:29,284 We found the source of the bleeding and stopped it. 842 00:34:29,422 --> 00:34:31,459 We'll go over her recovery with her in the morning, 843 00:34:31,597 --> 00:34:36,197 - if you'd like to join me. - ♪ You're gonna hurt me ♪ 844 00:34:36,222 --> 00:34:41,676 ♪ Trying not to hurt me ♪ 845 00:34:41,814 --> 00:34:45,818 You almost got yourself killed. Again. 846 00:34:45,956 --> 00:34:47,855 You climbed into a ceiling? 847 00:34:47,993 --> 00:34:49,511 ♪ I already know ♪ 848 00:34:49,650 --> 00:34:52,514 I don't wanna talk about this right now. 849 00:34:52,653 --> 00:34:54,984 Of course you don't. [SCOFFS] 850 00:34:55,009 --> 00:34:59,216 You march on bridges and scream at CEOs and fight fossil fuels, 851 00:35:00,143 --> 00:35:02,386 but you won't even talk to your own daughter. 852 00:35:02,524 --> 00:35:04,526 ♪ 853 00:35:04,665 --> 00:35:07,184 I know you're trying to make up for what you did in the past, 854 00:35:07,209 --> 00:35:09,513 but that should include me, too. 855 00:35:10,360 --> 00:35:12,466 You want a relationship with your granddaughter. 856 00:35:14,073 --> 00:35:16,824 [CRYING] Well, I wanted a relationship with my mother. 857 00:35:16,849 --> 00:35:19,369 ♪ 858 00:35:19,507 --> 00:35:22,993 ♪ If you're scared of the message ♪ 859 00:35:23,131 --> 00:35:25,996 ♪ Let go, you're safe ♪ 860 00:35:26,134 --> 00:35:32,693 ♪ 861 00:35:32,865 --> 00:35:34,235 Wanda's in the ICU. 862 00:35:34,280 --> 00:35:35,560 Her wound explanation was simple. 863 00:35:35,585 --> 00:35:38,068 We irrigated, ligated, and... 864 00:35:38,560 --> 00:35:40,193 Dr. Heron let me close. 865 00:35:40,670 --> 00:35:42,013 How nice. 866 00:35:42,323 --> 00:35:45,326 ♪ 867 00:35:45,464 --> 00:35:46,974 And I did fight. 868 00:35:47,846 --> 00:35:49,927 Putting my job on the line for all of you? 869 00:35:49,952 --> 00:35:52,645 That was me fighting. 870 00:35:52,964 --> 00:35:55,207 What happened, it's not your fault. 871 00:35:55,232 --> 00:35:59,167 You can't carry everyone else's choices on your shoulders. 872 00:35:59,211 --> 00:36:00,661 ♪ You're keeping me at arms length ♪ 873 00:36:00,686 --> 00:36:02,895 - Hey. - ♪ When I already know ♪ 874 00:36:03,240 --> 00:36:04,656 You always know where to find me. 875 00:36:04,794 --> 00:36:08,452 ♪ You're keeping me at arms length ♪ 876 00:36:08,590 --> 00:36:11,628 ♪ Keeping me at arms length ♪ 877 00:36:11,766 --> 00:36:16,806 ♪ 878 00:36:16,944 --> 00:36:21,983 ♪ 879 00:36:22,121 --> 00:36:23,873 What's with the urgent text? 880 00:36:24,326 --> 00:36:26,067 Uh, I wanted to go over Charlie's surgery 881 00:36:26,091 --> 00:36:27,880 with you again, step by step. 882 00:36:28,265 --> 00:36:29,898 Well, did something happening? Is he okay? 883 00:36:29,922 --> 00:36:32,235 No, he's fine. He's still stable. 884 00:36:32,373 --> 00:36:35,412 - Sorry. I should have led with that. - No kidding. 885 00:36:36,273 --> 00:36:38,482 Look, I gave the vascular repair to Schmitt 886 00:36:38,507 --> 00:36:40,406 because I didn't feel up to it. 887 00:36:40,431 --> 00:36:43,255 And I haven't decided anything about my future in the OR yet, 888 00:36:44,083 --> 00:36:46,926 but I just don't have it in me 889 00:36:46,951 --> 00:36:49,710 to do a skills assessment tonight. 890 00:36:49,851 --> 00:36:52,336 Well, this isn't for you. This is for me. 891 00:36:54,059 --> 00:36:55,760 We both know I was trained by the best, 892 00:36:55,785 --> 00:36:57,442 but I've been taught to operate 893 00:36:57,467 --> 00:36:59,193 within a very specific specialty. 894 00:36:59,444 --> 00:37:02,619 And today, when something outside of that field went wrong, 895 00:37:02,644 --> 00:37:05,154 I didn't step back to look at the whole picture. 896 00:37:05,624 --> 00:37:07,523 I want you to take me through it all again 897 00:37:07,548 --> 00:37:11,169 and show me what I missed and why we fixed it the way we did. 898 00:37:11,919 --> 00:37:16,052 Well, they taught surgery quite differently when I trained. 899 00:37:16,802 --> 00:37:18,838 This could take a while. 900 00:37:19,109 --> 00:37:20,513 I got all night. 901 00:37:21,629 --> 00:37:23,182 - Show me what you have. - Alright. 902 00:37:26,047 --> 00:37:28,576 Ahh. Oh, here you all are. [CHUCKLES] 903 00:37:28,601 --> 00:37:30,120 In the best room in the hospital. 904 00:37:30,145 --> 00:37:32,976 The room for improvement.[CHUCKLES] 905 00:37:33,336 --> 00:37:35,131 Get some rest, and I will see you 906 00:37:35,156 --> 00:37:37,689 bright and early tomorrow morning, 6:00 a.m. 907 00:37:37,714 --> 00:37:39,741 The early bird does get the worm! 908 00:37:41,201 --> 00:37:43,065 - [GROANS] - [SIGHS] 909 00:37:43,375 --> 00:37:45,618 I need a drink. Anyone? 910 00:37:45,643 --> 00:37:47,196 I need to make a call. 911 00:37:55,801 --> 00:37:57,670 I don't want to get stuck in a wall. 912 00:37:57,844 --> 00:37:59,984 [CHUCKLES] 913 00:38:01,619 --> 00:38:03,242 Is that your way of saying 914 00:38:03,267 --> 00:38:04,993 we need to talk about what happened? 915 00:38:05,190 --> 00:38:08,331 - What almost happened. - Okay, what almost happened. 916 00:38:08,469 --> 00:38:10,505 - I think a patient died. - Mm-hmm. 917 00:38:10,643 --> 00:38:12,749 - We were upset. - Mm-hmm. 918 00:38:12,887 --> 00:38:15,416 And... we had a moment where we felt terrible 919 00:38:15,441 --> 00:38:17,361 - and we were just trying to... - Not feel terrible. 920 00:38:17,459 --> 00:38:19,233 - Exactly. - Yeah. 921 00:38:20,073 --> 00:38:21,334 Friends? 922 00:38:22,034 --> 00:38:30,034 ♪ 923 00:38:30,491 --> 00:38:38,491 ♪ 924 00:38:39,095 --> 00:38:46,378 ♪ 925 00:38:46,403 --> 00:38:47,403 [EXHALES SHARPLY] 926 00:38:47,439 --> 00:38:52,064 ♪ 927 00:38:52,089 --> 00:38:53,470 [LAUGHS] 928 00:38:53,835 --> 00:38:55,871 ♪ 929 00:38:55,896 --> 00:38:58,390 I almost told him twice today. 930 00:38:58,415 --> 00:39:00,655 You have to tell him, I'm not raising this baby with you. 931 00:39:00,680 --> 00:39:02,463 - Shut up! - [SIGHS] 932 00:39:02,488 --> 00:39:05,639 I've been puking all day. It's all gone. 933 00:39:05,664 --> 00:39:08,366 All the crackers and fluids and dignity. 934 00:39:08,391 --> 00:39:10,826 - It's all down the toilet. - Okay, we need a safe word 935 00:39:10,851 --> 00:39:13,267 for the next nine months for when you get too graphic. 936 00:39:13,292 --> 00:39:17,793 Or mean. Like "jelly beans" or "disinfectant" or something. 937 00:39:17,818 --> 00:39:19,959 We need to put a limit on how much you can talk. 938 00:39:20,136 --> 00:39:21,585 Why are you in a good mood? 939 00:39:21,610 --> 00:39:24,165 I need you to be miserable with me. Think about peds. 940 00:39:24,190 --> 00:39:25,753 No, I'm gonna think about Quidditch. 941 00:39:25,891 --> 00:39:29,239 - Huh? - I might find a new path. Or not. 942 00:39:29,264 --> 00:39:33,657 For all I know, I might be some other specialty's secret weapon. 943 00:39:33,795 --> 00:39:35,659 Quidditch? What? 944 00:39:35,797 --> 00:39:39,871 ♪ 945 00:39:40,009 --> 00:39:43,564 [CHUCKLES] Thought that dude was eyeing Schmitt. 946 00:39:43,702 --> 00:39:46,601 - Good for him. - [GROANS] 947 00:39:46,739 --> 00:39:49,570 You're turning down fries and... 948 00:39:50,087 --> 00:39:51,226 wine? 949 00:39:51,592 --> 00:39:55,852 ♪ 950 00:39:55,990 --> 00:39:57,681 Are you... ? 951 00:39:57,819 --> 00:39:58,924 Are we... ? 952 00:39:59,062 --> 00:40:02,169 ♪ 953 00:40:02,307 --> 00:40:04,686 ♪ I see the moon and the stars tonight ♪ 954 00:40:04,711 --> 00:40:06,725 [LAUGHS] Oh, my God! 955 00:40:06,750 --> 00:40:09,718 ♪ 956 00:40:09,978 --> 00:40:11,631 MEREDITH: If you do the work, 957 00:40:11,656 --> 00:40:13,501 you can train yourself to hold anything inside 958 00:40:13,525 --> 00:40:15,320 without negative consequences. 959 00:40:15,458 --> 00:40:19,186 ♪ 960 00:40:19,437 --> 00:40:20,714 My shift is over. 961 00:40:20,739 --> 00:40:23,165 If you need something, I can help you inside. 962 00:40:23,303 --> 00:40:26,478 I've spent the past few years putting together memories, 963 00:40:26,503 --> 00:40:29,042 trying to rebuild my life so I can know who I am 964 00:40:29,067 --> 00:40:31,104 and who I'm supposed to be. 965 00:40:31,129 --> 00:40:33,092 But after everything... 966 00:40:33,865 --> 00:40:36,178 I've always felt like something was still missing. 967 00:40:36,203 --> 00:40:38,170 ♪ Ooh ♪ 968 00:40:38,308 --> 00:40:39,811 No, it... 969 00:40:41,045 --> 00:40:42,839 - ♪ There's beauty ♪ - This is you. 970 00:40:42,864 --> 00:40:45,281 ♪ In the darkness ♪ 971 00:40:45,532 --> 00:40:48,673 But most people don't have that discipline or time. 972 00:40:48,698 --> 00:40:50,458 ♪ 973 00:40:50,596 --> 00:40:54,497 They just bury it inside and hope it stays there. 974 00:40:54,635 --> 00:40:57,810 - ♪ Dance on the edge and I'm unafraid ♪ - Hey. 975 00:40:57,949 --> 00:41:00,823 You should apply to Grey-Sloan. Mm-hmm. 976 00:41:00,848 --> 00:41:04,748 I built a world-class program, and you deserve to be in it. 977 00:41:04,773 --> 00:41:06,303 ♪ Run through the fire... it's all a game ♪ 978 00:41:06,328 --> 00:41:08,468 - Even without you? - No. 979 00:41:08,831 --> 00:41:10,419 'Cause I'm getting my job back. 980 00:41:10,444 --> 00:41:13,102 ♪ 981 00:41:13,247 --> 00:41:14,662 - Don't do it. - [LOUD KNOCKING] 982 00:41:14,793 --> 00:41:17,495 Let it out. Be loud. 983 00:41:17,520 --> 00:41:21,662 - Yeah! I'm coming! I swear to God... - ♪ And into the light I go ♪ 984 00:41:21,800 --> 00:41:23,975 ♪ 985 00:41:24,113 --> 00:41:25,113 - Hi. - Hi. 986 00:41:25,148 --> 00:41:26,425 Is everything... 987 00:41:26,563 --> 00:41:30,395 ♪ Ooooh ♪ 988 00:41:30,533 --> 00:41:32,190 ♪ There's beauty ♪ 989 00:41:32,328 --> 00:41:35,400 - ♪ In the darkness ♪ - I'm staying. 990 00:41:35,651 --> 00:41:38,309 - You're not going to Chicago? - I'm not going to Chicago. 991 00:41:38,334 --> 00:41:41,026 ♪ Ooooh, I know that ♪ 992 00:41:41,164 --> 00:41:43,408 ♪ We can find it ♪ 993 00:41:43,546 --> 00:41:44,823 ♪ Ooooh ♪ 994 00:41:45,123 --> 00:41:47,205 Make everyone hear you. 995 00:41:47,343 --> 00:41:49,320 - Because if you don't... - How'd it go? 996 00:41:49,345 --> 00:41:51,485 Good. Good. 997 00:41:51,623 --> 00:41:53,487 Where the hell were you? 998 00:41:53,625 --> 00:41:56,145 - You talk to my mom? - I did, yeah. 999 00:41:56,283 --> 00:41:58,156 Uh, she said you will stop the injunctions 1000 00:41:58,181 --> 00:41:59,813 and the Cease and Desist letters, 1001 00:41:59,838 --> 00:42:01,426 and everyone can have their jobs back. 1002 00:42:01,458 --> 00:42:04,831 - Oh, thank God! - And you'll continue the research? 1003 00:42:05,094 --> 00:42:06,440 Yes, I will. 1004 00:42:06,555 --> 00:42:07,912 But not here. 1005 00:42:08,594 --> 00:42:10,355 Not here? 1006 00:42:10,392 --> 00:42:12,239 I thought you said we could have our jobs. 1007 00:42:12,264 --> 00:42:13,817 You can. 1008 00:42:13,842 --> 00:42:15,863 You should take yours in Seattle. 1009 00:42:15,888 --> 00:42:17,856 ♪ 1010 00:42:18,107 --> 00:42:21,179 And, uh, the research will just go in a different direction. 1011 00:42:21,204 --> 00:42:23,758 ♪ 1012 00:42:24,009 --> 00:42:25,701 ... it will eat you up inside. 1013 00:42:25,726 --> 00:42:29,763 ♪ 1014 00:42:29,788 --> 00:42:34,788 - Synced and corrected by ChrisKe - -- for www.MY-SUBS.com -- 1015 00:42:34,812 --> 00:42:39,626 _ 1016 00:42:44,365 --> 00:42:52,365 ♪ 1017 00:42:53,271 --> 00:43:01,271 ♪ 1018 00:43:02,280 --> 00:43:10,280 ♪ 76463