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do this anymore.

I mean, when we first got together, it's amazing.

Took her to nice places. We went to the best restaurants.

I don't know when she moved in, I guess.

I guess I got comfortable.

I don't know.

It's like, she tells me all the time, like, I don't know how to be intimate

affectionate and like...

I can and when I need it she doesn't want to give it to me because she says I

don't know how to do it properly.

This is like the fourth relationship this has happened and like I really love

this girl and I don't want this to happen.

I swear she's gonna leave me if I don't figure this out.

I don't know I'm just...

I'm just at a loss, Doctor.

Well, Aaron, it sounds to me as if there's a reoccurring theme of

your life.

Your mother walked out on you and your siblings when you were only ten, and

father, he might as well have left too with all the time he was spending in the

bars.

Your being emotionally detached throughout the majority of your

really served to ensure you were never hurt by anyone.

But now, when your girlfriend asks for any kind of emotion, you feel as though

you're unable to give that to her because you still have these defense

mechanisms.

Am I getting close?

How do we get past this?

Well, we can go into that more next week.

But for now, I think a good first step would be maybe surprising her with some

flowers.

Spontaneity can go a long way in a relationship that's been stagnant for

time. Thank you, Dr. Gary. I think I have some understanding of what's going

on now.

And that's the first step.

Well, it looks like we're out of time for today.

longer than usual, did it not?

You know these initial appointments usually do.

Kyle's carrying around half the amount of baggage he was.

I need to be in my chair for a week.

Well then I guess it's a good thing he's the best psychiatrist in this town.

I think we'll just have to see about that.

I'm going to head down to Anderson's for some lunch before my two o 'clock gets

here. Do you want anything?

Actually...

I had something else in mind for the hour that I had you alone.

Honey, what if she shows up early for her appointment?

You know that's the last thing we need in a new town.

Review of my practice.

Tried to have a session with him and found him screwing some woman on his

Hey, doctor.

I'm not sure you're calling some woman.

Besides... Today's the only day of the month I'm oscillating.

We talked about this.

Remember?

How important it is to both of us.

I remember.

Okay, we're going to. Let's hurry and go upstairs.

No. I want it here.

In your office.

You haven't officially christened the place yet, have we?

Why do I let you talk me into these things?

Because I'm your loving, devoted wife. And you'd do anything for me.

That's it.

I'm going to bite it.

Thank you.

Baby.

Oh my god, I love this guy.

Ugh.

I love you.

I love you too.

You should probably get cleaned up, huh?

Perfect timing.

Right?

I'm gonna freshen up and start cooking something for lunch so it'll be ready by

the time we're done with your next appointment.

Okay.

Hi, I'm Early.

Oh, hello.

You must be the... Santorum.

Addy Santorum.

Addy? That's short for Adelaide, right?

Unfortunately. It's a little bright in here.

Can you close the blinds?

Of course.

Adelaide? That's German, is it not?

Such an interesting combination with an Italian last name.

Yes, well, you can thank my grandmother for that.

It's her dying wish that her last granddaughter be named after her sister.

Well, I think it suits you, but I'll call you Addie if you prefer.

So tell me, why are you here today?

Heroin depression.

Bulimia.

Difficulty separating reality from fantasy.

Aggressive sex with random men I meet at bars.

My ever -growing Ophelia complex.

Oh, and I pop pills like Tic Tacs.

But I don't need to go on.

I'm sure you have it all written down in that folder that Dr. Hartman sent over.

Such a piece of shit, by the way.

I feel really sorry for his wife.

I walked in on him fucking one of his patients.

Excuse me.

That's quite unprofessional.

Only if you get caught.

Anyways, now that you've transferred to me, I prefer to get to know you a little

more. Dr. Hartman is a trusted colleague of mine, but I prefer to make my own

assessments on patients he sends me.

So let's start from the beginning.

Tell me about your childhood.

My childhood was good, by definition.

I had an older sister.

She was always the perfect one.

Perfect braids, perfect body, perfect cock -sucking lips.

Everyone thought she was brilliant, but I saw right through her charade.

One time she held a knife to my throat and threatened to kill me if I told my

mom that she was fucking our coach.

So I kicked her in the face, landed me in jibby for a few days, but I would do

it again.

My mom would never admit it, but she definitely favors Amelia more.

Amelia knows it too.

She holds it over my head every chance she can get.

Hmm.

That must have caused a lot of resentment from you toward her.

Yeah, no shit.

She made my life a living hell.

For some reason, I still wanted to be like her.

Maybe if I talked like her, acted like her, dressed like her, went to church

like her, then maybe I could gain my mother's affection.

Tell me about your relationship with your father.

Non -existent.

He ran off with some 20 -year -old stripper when he found out my mom was

pregnant with me.

I guess two children was one too many.

I can see why my mom and my sister would have resentment towards me.

That certainly doesn't excuse their actions.

Each of us are individually responsible for the way we let circumstances shape

us.

Some people have a harder time moving past certain things that have happened

them, and so they place blame on others.

Is that what you think I've done?

Maybe that's why I'm here with all these issues.

Addie, you've asked for help.

That certainly says something.

It's like your two o 'clock has been coming. We could have had plenty of time

to... Oh, I'm sorry for interrupting.

I never heard you arrive, so I just... Well, I nodged and no one answered.

Well, I certainly apologize for that. I must not have heard you over my cooking

lunch. Don't mention it.

Well, I'll leave you two alone then.

It's so hard to find good help these days, isn't it?

She's... Anyway, where were we?

I was supposed to tell you about my last two failed relationships or something.

Nothing you haven't heard before, I'm sure.

Tell me about yourself.

Addie, we're not here to talk about me.

Let's expand further on how we can help you with some of the issues you're

suffering from.

Last week, I had some issues with anxiety, which led to panic attacks.

I had nightmares, which led to anxiety.

I think that's all the time we have for today.

I think we really got to the root of some of the issues that have been

you. But consistency is key.

The only real improvement comes from working through your issues.

So as far as your next appointment is concerned, how about the same time next

week?

Next Friday at noon?

I'm all yours.

See you then.

Need help finding where the office was in here?

It's Addie.

I know.

I was just trying to find the bathroom and I got lost.

Cute picture, by the way.

I had no idea Michael was married.

Oh, well, you've only had one session with him, so it's not really a surprise

didn't mention me.

Oh, he mentioned you.

I said something about you being his maid and he never corrected me.

Plus, he wasn't wearing a ring on his finger, so there's that.

Oh, we've been moving, so probably took it off so it wouldn't get damaged.

Of course.

I thought I heard voices in here.

Hey, honey.

I just finished with my last station, so give me like 15 minutes and I'll be

right with you. I'm just going to grab a bite to eat.

Okay. See you there, Michael.

I'm sorry.

I'm leaving.

I just needed a sec.

What's wrong with you?

Well,

I was here last week.

Talking to Dr. Roman about how to save my relationship.

I took his advice and I got her flowers and... made dinner reservations.

The works.

And when I went home to surprise her, she was in bed with my boss.

Yeah.

Four years down the drain.

For someone I was willing to give up everything for.

I can't believe that.

Poor thing.

Such a shame when girls fuck over the nice guys that would do anything for

I must feel so betrayed.

I went through something similar myself.

You did?

Yeah.

After giving everything I had to my ex, still just wasn't enough.

Let me guess.

Seeing a psychiatrist was your girlfriend's idea.

What if her little plan backfired on her?

What do you mean?

Michael went to go get lunch with his wife.

He won't be back for another 30 minutes.

I want to help you get revenge on your ex.

She sent you to this bullshit shrink so she could keep you occupied while she

fucked another man in your bed.

Look, I'll give you a better piece of advice than Dr. Roman ever could.

We need to get even.

I don't know. I'm still... I'm still confused over everything that happened

Becca.

I'm not asking for a relationship with you.

I just want to provide you with a little clarity.

I can't.

What the fuck?

Are you a real man?

Or just some loser who cries about his problems to a shrink.

How dare you say that to me?

How dare he say that to me?

Whatever. If you don't want my help, then you can stay here stuck where you

No wonder she cheated on you.

Who the fuck do you think you're talking to?

I don't know.

You tell me.

Are you a man who takes what he wants?

Or a man who gets things taken from him?

Is that what you want?

Um...

oh

Oh, my God. Oh,

my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God.

Let me show up on your couch.

Yeah.

Oh.

I... I...

You're gonna choke me hard.

Yeah. Yeah.

Yeah.

Oh, shit.

How'd you like the show?

Addie, we need to talk about what I walked in on.

Why?

You're not going to tell your wife.

And we both know you're not opposed to fucking on this couch.

Excuse me?

Oh, come on.

Your wife would flip the fuck out.

And she doesn't need to add a stress, so of course you're not going to tell her.

And in regards to this couch?

It reeked of cum and sweat the first day I walked in here.

Personally, Michael, I think it's hot, but you really need to get it together.

People can tell.

Anyway, I'm going to make another appointment on my way out since you

able to make ours today.

See you next week.

I was taking an evening appointment.

Yeah, we're happy to accommodate our patient.

Um, can I talk to you for a minute?

Yeah. Um, I just can't apologize enough for the misunderstanding.

I was looking for the bathroom the other day, but I should have never invaded

your privacy like that.

Aw, thank you, Addie. You're a beautiful couple.

Although, I must be awfully lonely with my clothes in here.

I couldn't help but notice.

You guys don't have any children.

No sounds, no little feet running around, filling up every room with

Such a shame.

You know, I grew up with two brothers and two sisters.

My parents never missed a birthday, soccer game, dance recital.

And Christmas was the best.

We always went and picked out our own Christmas tree. Where are you going with

this? What is this, some weird pitch to get me to have children?

Not at all.

Why dangle the unobtainable in front of you?

What are you talking about?

You can't have children, Holly.

You don't know anything about me.

Of course I do.

On my little tour of your house last week, I couldn't help but notice there

only one door that was kept closed.

So naturally I opened it.

Adorable crib covered in dust.

holding all of your husband's files and tax documents instead of a baby, and the

walls were white, or rather, gender neutral.

Which leads me to believe you didn't even make it past the first trimester.

Please. And you can't stand the sight of it, so of course you keep the door

closed.

Why are you doing this to me?

Because I know when it's right to lose everything, too.

You need to open your eyes to the kind of life you're living.

You don't even have Michael anymore.

I mean, yeah, he's here physically, but when was the last time you told her he

loved you?

Or caressed your arm?

Or even looked at you?

I mean, really looked at you?

If he did, he'd see the beautiful woman he has, and he would do anything to take

away her suffering.

I don't know what to do anymore.

You could let me help you.

You could let me help you forget for a moment.

you like this?

I can't remember.

I need to serve.

I need to touch like this every night.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Yes, hello. This is Dr. Roman. I was calling to request patient record

information for Adelaide Centoro.

She was transferred me from Dr.

Hartman on September 13th of 2019.

I was calling because her records are a little incomplete, and I was looking

for... I'm sorry, Dr. Roman, but Dr. Hartman has...

Um, alright, is there any way you could give me contact information for him,

that way I can clarify this communication error?

I'm afraid that's not possible right now.

You see, Dr. Hartman was in a fairly serious car accident on the 9th.

He's currently being kept alive by a ventilator at St. Mary's Hospital.

Oh my god, um, I'm so, so sorry.

Wait, um, if that happened on the 9th, Who signed off on these papers on the

13th? I'm afraid I can't help you with that, Doctor.

I can assure you it was no one from this practice.

Um, oh, alright. Thank you.

Sorry to waste your time.

Adelaide, what have I told you about...

Get the fuck out of my house

now. Michael, I'm so sorry. It was a mistake.

Look what you've done.

Good job.

Don't you know it's rude to enter someone's house uninvited?

You crossed the line today with my wife.

I'm dropping you as a patient.

I don't want to see you near my home ever again.

Michael, you can't just absolve your responsibility of patients under your

just because they fucked your wife.

The courts take the whole patient abandonment thing pretty seriously.

And as for your wife, she's a beautiful woman.

Who am I to resist her advances?

Besides, I know you don't fuck her for fun.

And I'm sure it seems like a job since she has you on a fucking schedule.

This is nuts.

I don't blame you.

All she does is mope around the house and cry all the time.

And the drinking problem. My God.

It must be such a drag to listen to everyone else's problems all day and

have to hear it from her too.

How is it fair that she gets to mourn and you have to stay strong all the

And above it all, she blames you for the loss of her child.

Can you believe that?

You're a liar.

I don't believe a thing you've said.

You also wouldn't believe me if I told you that your wife begged me.

To make love to her earlier.

What?

You walked in and saw it with your own eyes.

I have no reason to lie to you, Michael.

When I look at you, I see a man who's carrying the burdens of so many other

people.

The first time I looked in your eyes, I just wanted to please you.

And give you everything you deserve.

You could be at home right now, maybe trying to fix things with your wife.

But instead, you're here with me.

oh oh

Yeah.

Thank you.

Oh, fuck.

I'm gonna start getting hot.

Let me lick it.

Keep your mouth right there.

Thank you.

Mm hmm.

for fun for once.

Oh, I can't. I can't draw my neck.

Where's your next appointment?

The last 12 hours have been pretty crazy for me and Holly.

Maybe you could see us both at the same time.