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Okay.

Welcome to the McConnell Unit State Prison.

It's my job to inform you that while you are here,

you are going to refer to us

as Mr. and Mrs. Correctional Officer.

Simple rules for navigating this place might be

don't tell anybody your business,

stay in your lane, keep to yourself.

Do that, you should be fine.

The state has decided

that you have lost your chance out there.

That's why you are here.

And as long as you are here, just remember you belong to us.

This is it.

Turn around and face the wall.

Hands behind the head.

Don't put him in here Dowdeny.

I'll take his eyes out.

He's bluffing.

- We're coming in. - I told you!

You told me what?

Turn around, Caleo.

Top bunk's yours, Gonzalez.

I can see the evil in your eyes.

Caleo, If you start something.

Yeah, yeah, Dowdeny, I know.

If I fuck this

I'm going to solitary, right?

That fucking sink right there, is mine.

You understand?

You even want to shit, you ask.

He's not gonna last one day in here.

Nope.

Everybody has their day.

Can I get a set in?

Keep moving, mother fucker.

You don't belong here.

Shit, look at him, he's picking up cigarette butts.

Do you guys got a light?

Are you lost?

Do you know where you're at?

You seeing this, man?

Hey man, you need a light or what?

I got you.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners now,

and at the hour of our death, amen.

Hail Mary, full of grace.

The Lord is with thee,

blessed art thou among women,

and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners now,

and at the hour of death, amen.

Hey.

You up, bendejo?

What's up?

In County somebody gave me some words of wisdom once,

they said, in order to survive in here,

you need to learn how to lose a fight.

Never snitch, borrow or steal.

Always roll with somebody

and don't associate with any homosexuals.

Here.

What's this?

- Call your novia. - I don't have a novia.

So then call your fucking boyfriend,

tell him to send you some money.

I don't want you're fucking help, man.

Take it.

You don't owe me anything.

When you want commissary, just get me something

when they send you some money, that's it.

Lights are out, keep it down!

You better not snore tonight either.

You're the one who fucking snores.

How's mija, Mamma?

She misses you.

Tell her I love her, por favor.

Okay.

Tell her now, please.

Mama, has Julio come near the house?

Once or twice.

Has any of those

been near the house?

Why are you silent?

Mama, I don't want any of those people around the house.

It's Julio, he's your cousin.

Mama, you know what he does.

- Okay, mijo. - Okay, Mama.

- Mommy? - Hmm?

God bless you, mijo.

Gracias, Mama.

What the fuck are you doing, man?

Shh, keep it down.

You want to make some money or what?

- You gonna cook, ese? - No.

Real men know how to cook, I could teach you.

It's a business.

You need a connect in the kitchen.

You take the orders, I make it,

Sal takes care of the rest.

Ah.

You need to be in the kitchen.

That's where you need to be.

This shit smells disgusting, man.

Come on, try it.

You go.

Last time I took this, I was taking shit all day.

That shit is disgusting.

Everything is looking beautiful.

Attention on F block, attention on F block,

officer Harris, officer R Harris

report to center now, please.

Gonzalez.

Back to work, mija.

Chop, chop.

Of course, what do you think?

Sleeps in the bunk above me,

he's rolling with me.

But you know what?

This little bird flew by my hair yesterday

and told me

just popped up in County yesterday.

You know what's interesting?

Don't worry, I'll have my people look out after him for you.

Hmm?

Today's your lucky today, pendejo.

Tomorrow might not be.

Alonso tells me that you're covering for him tonight.

I need you to pick up Adriana.

You know she's special to me.

Mi diosa.

I need you to take care of her.

Bring her home safe.

Okay?

And I don't need the fucking mafiosos

finding out about her either.

You remember what happened to primo Arturo?

Pendejo.

They chopped his cock off with pliers

and they shoved it in his mouth.

Then they shot him up with adrenaline,

so he wouldn't fall asleep.

Then they started cutting off his face

and they sewed it to a soccer ball.

Lil ninos kicked that ball around all day long all day.

All day.

Just because we're familia,

it doesn't mean you're safe, cabron.

You're early today.

Where's my regular driver?

Alonso couldn't come.

And he lets you drive his car?

He's my cousin.

Right.

And how do you know Julio?

No, no, no, wait, let me guess.

He's your cousin too.

Everybody in this town it's related, I swear.

You need something?

You got a cigarette?

Lifesaver.

You don't seem like the type of guy

to associate with these dudes.

That's because you don't know me.

These men are going to trap you

and they're going to make sure that you end up dead

or in jail.

Remember that.

I'm not like that.

I can feel that.

Julio's house then?

I guess so.

Somewhere else you'd rather be?

There's plenty of places I'd rather be.

You got everything?

No bread?

Cabron.

Good job.

Is this okay, like this?

What the fuck are you doing?

- What do you mean? - Give me this.

Mija, you hold it with the knuckle down, entender?

And then you cut, you see?

No fingers, dickhead, see?

I know a chef that has three fingers

and another one has four fingers.

You want to be the guy with the second finger?

I just want one finger.

That one you can stick up your ass.

Put your hands up.

Like this?

And your legs.

Square up.

Now, sit down, stay there, when you come up.

- Okay. - All right?

All right, sit down, square up and I'm gonna push you.

- Okay. - Come back in.

- Have that punch. - Like this?

There you go, just like that.

Left punch, now the right punch.

Now the right punch, plant that foot down.

Go left punch again.

- Almost, focus, huh? - Mmhmm.

Left punch.

Left, punch.

Punch, punch, punch, now push.

Push.

Push.

Nice, so give me another punch.

Push.

Come on, push.

Come on, push!

Come on, push!

Let's go, push.

Push, push.

Keep working on that, huh?

Listen, I'm not gonna be here forever, carbon.

You're gonna break hearts outs there.

You're gonna get more pussy than the Humane Society, cabron.

I used to get bullied for just being handsome.

But now at least I got something else, right?

Defend yourself, yeah, defend that pretty face.

You keep working on it, yeah?

Hey, what's up man?

How you doing?

Yeah, so I got three quarts for $20 this weekend.

All right, I'll see you bro.

Yeah.

Three quarts for 22?

Two or three?

I'll get two.

I'll get it for the game tonight.

All right, I'll see you.

Easy pendejo, you'll pop the bag.

Ah, just fucking with you, pendejo.

Yay.

- Good job. - Thanks.

Hey.

Here, drink this.

What is this?

You know that shit they give you when you're sick?

This shit's better.

Hey.

You ever gonna tell me what got you to end up in here?

I was just driving for the mafiaos.

I drive the girls to work.

I drive them home.

There was this one girl.

She wasn't like everyone else.

I liked her.

But she was off limits.

She was the mafiaos.

Yeah.

Julio would kill us.

If he saw us here, he would.

He cares about me is all.

- Mmhm. - He does.

And I care about him.

At least we're drunk, no?

I love your eyes.

You don't know, do you?

I think you're fine.

You think I'm fine?

I've seen you around, a couple times actually.

Yeah?

Who's this?

La nuna, she's the daughter of light.

Makes sense.

I asked Alonso to drive for you.

'Cause I wanted to hang out with you.

Well we're hanging.

Are you sure?

Adriana!

Adriana, wake up.

Adriana, wake up.

Adriana, wake up.

Are you okay?

Oh my God, your friend looks real hurt.

I called 911.

She died instantly.

I got called

I got to live with that for the rest of my life, you know?

I haven't stopped praying since then.

Shit man, that shit can happen to any one of us, man.

Hey.

And Julio?

He'll come looking for me.

But if I see him first, I'll be ready.

Are you okay with

about Adriana?

You don't got to be embarrassed in front of me, man.

You stay long here long enough,

you can't tell the difference between a man and a woman.

And God said, "Let there be lights

in the expanse of the heavens

to separate the day and the night

and let them be for signs and for seasons

and for days and years

and let the lights in the expanse of the heavens

give light upon the earth.

We all start this journey in darkness,

in our mother's wombs.

People were there loving us,

waiting for us.

And God sees us.

And the light is coming

and that light is the hope

in the place where we are today.

All right cell N, this is a lock down.

Lock down.

This is a lock down.

East wing's secure.

They're going to be there for awhile.

- When are you getting out? - I can't say.

- You don't know? - I didn't say that.

I said, I can't say.

Listen

never ever say when you're getting out in here.

These pendejos will do anything

to keep you right locked up in here.

How 'bout you?

What are you gonna do when you get out?

Oh man, I'm getting Marisa right away.

Yeah,

my baby girl.

She's deaf.

So we communicate through sign language.

I'm gonna travel with her so many places.

We're gonna be like getting out of the city, of the country,

I've never been out, you know?

Always stuck in this place.

- Hmm. - Yeah.

I'm gonna see snow.

You want to see snow?

Si, I'm gonna drive up.

She would play with it, you know, eat it,

just throw it,

make angels, all of that shit.

Yeah.

I've never seen snow either.

Yeah.

There you go.

That's for ice lake.

Oh, this was fun.

Yeah, snow.

Everybody cell N, this is a lockdown.

Can I ask you something?

It depends.

You said that after a while in here,

you can't tell the difference between a man and a woman.

Where you going with this?

What did you mean about that?

I meant that I liked you better when you were quiet.

How long were you here before you started

doing stuff like that?

Why do you want to know about that?

I told you everything about me.

Three years.

Your last cell mate?

Alex.

You ever loved one of your brothers?

They just get you.

They don't fuck with your head.

They're not moody.

They don't disrespect.

They don't expect too much.

Just enough.

That's it.

Yeah.

I know that.

With Adriana, who did what?

She did it to me.

Did you do it back?

No.

Fuck, man.

I bet she was tighter than any ,

that feels good.

Alex, he tried to beat me down.

Always complimenting me and shit.

Trying to rub my shoulders.

Till one day it just made sense.

We made love.

And I discovered

that the man that I was dealing with all these years

was my brother.

I love her.

All in one.

You got to act tough in this place.

Sometimes.

Just sometimes all you want to do is just surrender.

To be touched.

No, no wait, wait.

But we can't do it here.

Wait, wait, wait.

Are you safe?

Yeah, yeah.

I got tested already.

Me too.

Gonzalez!

Kneel down and face the wall.

What's going on?

What's going on?

Hey.

What's up, what's going on?

- Where you going? - Is that it?

Gotta go, mijo.

Don't forget what I told you.

Are you coming back, are you coming back?

Are you coming back?

Let's go.

Martinez, one second, one second, please.

Let's go.

- Please. - Gonzalez.

Please put your hands behind your head.

Gonzalez, put your hands behind your head!

What the fuck!

What the fuck!

what the fuck was that, man?

Make sure your driver licenses is in there.

Medication.

Good luck out there, you're a free man.

Thank you.

The number you have dialed

has been disconnected or is no longer in service.

I thought she was staying with you, Arnaud.

No she's staying with Julio.

- Since when? - Since your mom died.

Before that even.

What's his number?

Ah man, you let him?

Yo, what the fuck you want me to do?

And Julio took her, it's out of my hands.

Where's he staying?

He's got places across the Valley.

I don't even see Julio anymore, no one does.

I wouldn't go fuck with him, man.

Operator.

Yes, can you piece up the member of a shop in Lynn County?

Can you give me the list of all of them, please?

I'm ready.

Thank you.

Hey!

Where's Carlos?

He's in the back.

Let me take a look at you, man.

Man, I know I fucked you over

and I know I fucked you over real good.

I deserve the worst, I know that.

You just rolled up without saying a fucking word.

You got me fucked up, man.

Everything that you warned me about, you did it.

You lied.

You borrowed.

You stole.

Yeah.

That's right.

I did all that shit.

You're not even fucking worth it.

You came here to kick my ass?

Mijo, you came here to kick my ass you fucking punk!

You fucking.

You fucking punk!

You fucking punk! Huh!

Do it you fucking bitch, do it!

Where'd you learn that bullshit?

It's been three years.

Sal left right after you left.

I had to defend myself.

I knew the time was coming, man.

I didn't know how to fucking face you.

I did what I always do.

I fucking ran, man.

I fucking ran.

And for that, I'm sorry.

How'd you even find me man?

I must have called every shop in Lynn County.

You did that?

For me?

Where you staying?

No where.

Home?

Mama?

Marisa?

Why don't you come to my house tonight?

You can spend the night with us.

We'll figure it out from there.

Damn.

Was beginning to think you weren't gonna show.

Come in.

Amen.

This fideo looks good.

Thank you.

It reminds me of what I used to eat fideo

when I was a kid.

Mijo, how does it feel to be free?

Surreal.

Like I still think that ICO is going to come

and take me back to jail.

No, brother.

That's not gonna happen.

I hope.

How did you two meet?

He fixed my car.

And then you two fall in love?

So easy to fall in love with this guy, huh?

I'm sorry, senora.

I'm excited to be here.

I had a long day.

I'm just gonna go off to my room.

I'm going to go help this

to his room.

Good night.

She's very nice.

I know it.

I know we used to make hooch and all back then

but you got lay down on the drinking.

Okay?

Good night.

Where's your friend?

He's got a hangover.

He drinks too much.

- He's thirsty. - So do you.

I'm thirsty too.

Where are you going?

Take a friend with you.

- Which one? - Both of them.

Doesn't he have a home?

No.

Mama, somewhere to go?

Family?

Mijo, this is your house.

You make the rules.

I make the rules?

Get rid of one of them.

Wake up.

You slept the whole day away.

Oh, come on!

Come on babe, I got to go to work.

Get up, please.

You're not going to work.

I don't know where you're going, but it's not work.

What?

Goddammit, what the hell's wrong with you?

What do you mean, what's wrong with me?

I work nights, we have different schedules.

You didn't work last night.

Still, I'm used to that schedule.

And you know what?

Nevermind.

There's just no point in explaining anything to you.

You're so stupid.

Stupid?

You're eating my food and you're acting like-

- Don't call me a bitch.

Hey, relax, all right?

I didn't and you know I wouldn't.

- What? - Last night.

What are you talking about?

Sometimes you get drunk and you say a little bit too much.

What the fuck are you talking about?

You know what I'm talking about.

No, tell me.

Tell me.

Do you really want me to say it?

Hey, Hey, hey!

Tell me what you think I said last night.

Let go of my arm or I'll scream so loud

so your mother here where her son does

when he's been without a woman for too long.

If only your father could see his son now.

Ay, ay, ay!

That's right.

Look, I know you're not the one

who likes to talk about your feelings.

Especially if it involves me.

But back when we were locked up, what was that?

- Was what? - Come on, man.

Don't act like you don't know what I'm talking about.

Look

I just don't like walking around

telling people my business, that's all.

One minute, you're my boy.

The next, you're in my bunk.

That shit is confusing, no?

It's confusing to me too.

Hey, I do it to women too.

So don't take it personal.

Look, I'm here.

I came for you, right?

You know that,

but my little girl needs me too.

I need your help.

What do you want me to do?

Can I stay here until I can figure out what to do next

about Marissa?

Of course you can stay.

You're not gonna go there by yourself.

Look,

you give me the word,

and we go.

- Okay? - All right.

I got a surprise for you.

Come on.

- No, I'm good. - Come on.

I have a headache.

Come on, chop chop, come on.

I'm good, I'm good.

Mijo, come on.

Come on, let's go!

You're gonna love this.

Sal!

Surprise, surprise motherfucker!

No shit, motherfucker!

You didn't tell me

you were bringing this ,

when you said you had a surprise for me holmes,

I thought you were going to bring me a hoagie or something.

What's a hoagie?

This motherfucker, good looking motherfucker!

He fucking hasn't changed, huh?

Same innocent pendejo.

Hey, check this shit out over here, man.

Oh Sal, what's this?

Ooh.

- Wow. - I called her Stella,

what do you think?

It's a little fixer upper, you know?

Just killing some time.

You haven't done enough of that already?

Apparently not, bro.

Hey, you guys want a beer or something or what?

- Of course. - Yeah, I'll grab a beer.

All right, come on.

You guys want to get freaky or what?

What do you have in mind?

Shit, I don't know,

I got some mushrooms in the freezer.

Now you're talking my language now.

No, I don't fuck with that shit, I'm cool.

All right, but you got to flush all that shit away holmes.

What do you mean?

Prison, you've got to sell on everything

that got you there.

Man, you got to flush all that shit away.

What makes you think they need that?

We all do, holmes!

Well, you're standing a little higher, huh?

Coming back from the dead, brother.

You're coming back from the dead.

Are you feeling this yet?

Are you feeling this yet?

Are you feeling this yet?

Ha, ha, ha, ha!

Is this what you thought it would be?

No.

Not at all.

Better, worse?

I can't tell, I can't tell yet.

Carlos, he loves you.

What.

If I had to say, I would say that you love him too.

Pendejo, what are you doing?

I'll take a ride back to town, sir.

Off we go!

Quickly, please!

Come on.

Back to the fire.

Motherfucker.

Da, da, da, da, da, da, da.

Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.

Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.

Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.

Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.

Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.

Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.

Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.

Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.

Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.

Ha, ha!

Shh.

You got a smoke?

Hey,

no.

Hey, if you ever need some cash,

I give you the keys to this box and you take what you want.

I don't even know.

I want you to have it.

What?

I don't know, man.

Can I ask you something?

Yeah.

You never told me why you went to McConnell.

Yeah.

Why we went to McConnell.

I was there for embezzlement.

For the shop?

No.

Not that shop, but another one.

You're ashamed to tell me that?

I don't know.

I just

had to survive in there, man.

You know?

I had to create this persona.

And you had to do the same thing.

Please leave your message.

I need you to please get me Julio's number.

If you can, his address, por favor.

Call me back or just if I don't answer,

just text it to me, por favor.

Bye.

Thank you.

Did your mama make traditional tortillas

like that when you were little?

Yeah.

Where's your mama?

She's gone.

I don't know, I don't know where he is.

You know, Carlos, he grew up without his daddy too.

When he got in trouble, it divided the family.

Neither side wants to fix it,

I guess it's going to stay like that.

Everything can be talked about.

Men and their code and honor.

Do you know where that word comes from?

No.

When the Spanish invaded the natives,

the natives were obliterated.

The Spanish code of chivalry and the native code of fidelity

were mangled by years of

insecurity, shame,

indignities,

to such a degree that they weren't recognizable.

What we now call

is now but a hollow remanent of who we once were,

does not teach men to be men.

It gives them a reason to act like boys.

Hey.

If I go get another six pack for us, huh?

I'm okay, I think one is enough.

Okay, now twist it.

Yes, this is the original way to make a tortilla,

you make a tostada.

You see how I'm working it around my fingers like this?

Yes.

You're flattening it out

and it has a center, see?

- Like this? - It's a little tricky,

- but you're getting there. - Yeah.

That looks perfect.

No, it's not perfect but it is a tortilla.

Okay, now you can try it.

I can fit this on the griddle now.

We'll cook this one and then we'll cook that one.

Would you like a crispy tortilla?

- Sure. - With butter?

See, this is very crispy.

I want to listen to people.

To God.

Most importantly, to myself.

And I owe it all to you.

I think we can be together.

Do you want the same thing too?

I want that too.

I need a new house.

You'll be fine right here.

We'd be two dads, right?

Yeah.

We'd be two dads.

Hmm.

I always wanted that.

A family.

I didn't feel worth it before.

But I am now.

I want my little girl to,

to know me like this.

Not the man that I was before.

Then let's go get her, man.

Ruben,

I'm ready.

Sal's gonna help.

I don't you involved in that.

If you're involved,

I'm involved.

Hello?

Primo.

Where are you?

I hear you've been looking for me.

I know where you are, Julio.

Well then let's talk.

Man to man.

We'll talk.

No hombre, I think you know better

than to come out this way.

It's not your home anymore.

- Can I use the computer? - Of course.

Where you going?

I need to take care of something.

So I got you-

You in?

Mijo?

Mama, you seen Ruben?

Came in about an hour ago and left.

Where?

I'm not sure.

Mama, you don't understand.

He's not coming back.

You don't know that.

Fuck him! Fuck him!

There are things he needed to do

and he did not want you to be a part of it.

He did not want to involve you and I appreciate that.

Appreciate that, Mama?

You appreciate that?

I wouldn't take him if he comes begging through that door.

Oh, mijo.

That man loves you.

He cleans up after you.

He does your laundry.

He hangs on your every word.

Do you love him?

Do you love him?

Si, Mama.

He loves you too.

Let him take care of whatever has to be taken care of.

No.

Stay.

Are you sure?

Please.

Go, please.

I love you.

Why!

Please, go, go.

Go baby, go.

Go.

I just get to get Mari.

That's not all you came here for.

Don't do this man.

Julio.

All you had to do was drive Adriana

from one place to another.

The family knew you would fuck up.

But this was on a new level.

You hard now?

You macho?

Your mother, she asked me to take care of Marisa.

I raised her like my own child

because you couldn't,

because you were a murderer.

- That's not true. - Yes, it is!

I'm sorry, man.

Look.

I'm beat, I'm tired, man.

We were all wrapped up in this mafioso shit.

This is not who we are, Julio.

Listen, I wanted her to be just like you,

but I just want to shine above all this.

Leave everything behind and just have a decent life

for my daughter and the man I love.

That's what I wanted.

Julio!

All right.

You can shoot me.

Shoot me.

Fire.

I found forgiveness, Julio.

And I think you can too.

I think about Adriana everyday.

Do it.

Promise me that you will take care of Mari..

Fuck!

I thought you were dead.

Nice to meet you.

Beautiful.

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