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Previously - Justin set his sights firmly on new boy Alex.

I definitely feel attracted to you. Yeah.

And not in a friend way!

Looked like you were smothering the poor boy.

OK. He's not giving Alex any space to breathe.

You are a little shit-stirrer.

I'm a little bit annoyed.

Ciao, boys!

Dannii's kissing booth led the boys to explore new connections.

Yeah. I do want to kiss Alex.

Shocked.

But Alex didn't want Justin to kiss and tell...

I'm not sharing who I chose.

The situation in there was that they asked me not to.

Huh! That's a kick in the teeth.

I want to know why he wants to keep it a secret.

..which led to a very awkward dinner party.

Have you potentially done something shady? No.

Welcome to I Kissed A Boy.

I want to know the secret.

I chose who I kissed and then they're keeping it a secret.

Because I asked for it.

There's only one person around this table who'd do

what you say, and it's Justin.

What did you mean by that? You fancy him!

It sounded like a jab, to be honest. No.

If I'd said to you, "Oh, I don't feel comfortable telling everybody,

"would you mind keeping it between us?",

you would still tell everybody? No. So you wouldn't do it either.

Well, maybe it was a joke.

Fucking hell.

Ooh! Is it me, or is it getting a little bit salty

around this dinner table?

Well, I know just the person to make things a little bit sweeter.

It's Ms Dannii Minogue! But she's not here to stir the pot.

She wants to know exactly

what you boys have been up to since the kissing booth.

Oh! Oh, wow! Oh, my God.

Mama wants to get you boys talking.

THEY EXCLAIM

And you better be ready, because she's got questions.

Dannii really picks her moments to walk in.

Room for one more?

Oh, my God. Dannii is joining us.

Boys, I really want to talk to you.

Truth and honesty is where we need to be.

Did I miss anything?

Well, we're just unpacking. A few conversations. I'm leaning in.

What did I miss?

I'm not saying nothing.

We're talking about the challenge from today.

Answered some questions? Some questions were answered.

Not all. Yeah. Yeah. OK.

I think you started some new questions as well.

Yeah, I'm sure. Yeah, absolutely.

There's got to have been kisses. Oh, yeah. There was... Yeah.

Have those kisses been revealed?

Mostly. Nearly all of them. All, bar one, has been revealed.

Yeah. That's cool. I mean... One of my many.

You had me busy today, Dannii.

That's what we said, you don't have to say. It was just... See?

Dannii gets it. ..about exploring.

Justin. Hey. You're so quiet. I'm quiet.

What's going on? I just... I don't know.

It's a big night in my head. Why is it big for you?

Um, I don't know. Just some, like, things that happened today,

a little bit triggering from past things that have happened.

I think there's more to be said. I think there's more to be shared.

And I think that Dannii knows that.

Do you want to share it with me?

I don't know, I feel like I really struggle to open up.

Most of my relationships have been like someone's secret,

and it's always been, like, no-one can know...

..people in my own friendship group. Or someone

gives you a little bit and then all of a sudden,

you see on social media,

like, they're out with a girl and stuff like that.

So it's always hard to open up.

It's very much bringing up things from the past.

Boys always made me feel a little bit unwanted,

a little bit like a safe doormat option at times.

I honestly... I thought I had a good vibe with Alex, but...

Oh, no. No but.

Like, the conversations have been great.

So something's happened today... Yeah.

I felt awful when Justin said that.

I never want anybody to feel that. I know my issues.

I'm insecure, too.

I understand insecurities get to you,

but I just want to give him the biggest hug.

It's good. I definitely feel like it's genuine.

Like, I'm not faking anything in here.

Do you think you're ready? I definitely am.

Like, I feel like when you guys talk to me one-on-one,

I am ready to open up. It is that fear of being hurt.

But I think every conversation I have, I'm like, fuck it.

As you said, open your heart and if it doesn't get received well,

well, at least you had a crack.

Believe me, once you get out of your comfort zone,

you learn a lot about yourself. Yeah. Mm. Trust your gut.

Be real. Because if you want love,

that will be the quickest path there.

Dannii is looking in my direction.

I definitely think it's time for me to open up

and talk about my emotions.

Where are you at, Baraka? You haven't said much.

Um, to be really honest,

I think I really struggle to say how I feel,

but that's not really useful

for any connections in here or in real life,

because then if I'm not putting myself first,

it just only really builds resentment

and doesn't allow things to develop properly and genuinely.

So, yeah. I think that's been a massive learning curve for me.

It's really nice to hear that. MURMURS OF AGREEMENT

Because you're letting us in. Yeah, I'm very bad at that,

and I get told that a lot. Yeah.

Guys, I appreciate your honesty.

Maybe there are things

that haven't been said that could be said...

I don't know! Hey. Hey!

Um...

But time is ticking. You've got to use your time.

If you haven't said it in front of me, say it to each other.

Mm-hm. Yeah.

That's it from me. Thank you, Dannii! Bye, Dannii! Thank you so much!

Thank you so much. Bye!

Goodnight, sleep well. Sleep tight.

Goodnight. Thank you so much.

You look amazing.

This is going to be my Facebook header for a while.

To be fair, Jack, I'd be dining out on that one for a while, too.

Just chilling with Dannii Minogue.

I loved the dinner party. I had a great time.

Oh, God. I was honestly gagged because I was like,

"When's the bad news coming?" Yeah. Oh, my God.

Dannii has had an impact for sure.

She's a lady of a lot of knowledge.

Never a dull moment in here.

Taking Dannii's advice onboard, Justin wants to know why Alex is

so tight-lipped about their kiss in the booth.

Dannii's encouraging us to speak to each other,

and I will absolutely be doing that. I have lots to say.

She's given me a kick up the arse. No time like the present.

At the table, obviously, me sitting there keeping your secret,

like I'm your big secret, triggering to my...

This is what I want to talk to you about. Yeah.

As soon as you said that at dinner,

I was like, "Oh, my God, I had no idea." Yeah.

I had no idea you had that experience.

I don't know. It just made me feel really...

That's why I just went mute. Yeah. I think I understand why,

but why did you want to keep it a secret?

I quite like, in relationships...

I just kind of want to keep shit between us.

I want to let Alex know

that I'm hurt and I'm upset and I'm a little bit triggered.

But also, more importantly, want to give him the chance to explain.

Thank you so much for keeping that between us.

Of course. Like, I just...because, like,

we haven't had a chance to speak about it. Yeah.

And I gave you 2.5 seconds, I said it in the booth. Yeah.

I will absolutely apologise for that situation at the table.

Yeah, OK. Because I wasn't being considerate of you,

which wasn't fair. No, and I really appreciate that.

All feelings and thoughts very valid.

And I didn't make the best move keeping it a secret.

And I am guarded

because I've been hurt in the past and I don't know how I feel.

So I don't want to say, "This is the person that I've kissed",

and everyone else is saying,

"OK. Well, then, you're together, aren't you?"

It's all just getting a bit silly tonight, I think.

I just don't understand.

My head hurt. I just don't know why they're keeping it a secret.

It's not a secret.

Alex kissed Justin.

Alex kissed a single boy who's interested in him.

What a crazy secret.

We don't need to know everything that's going on,

but it's like, how are we able to help him make those connections

if you're not actually telling us what you're doing?

Yeah, no. And I get that. And I do get that.

There is two people in this.

So the other person, whoever it is, why are they not saying it?

Why is Justin not saying it? He doesn't want to...

He doesn't want to jeopardise his trust with Alex

because that's the foundation of any relationship.

Like, that's a kind of... But there's no relationship here.

It's a secret.

I want you to know I'm interested in you. Yeah.

And also, I know Jack said something

about you smothering me or something this morning.

That's not how I feel. I've never said that. Yeah.

And I don't like him putting words in my mouth.

You're moving so nicely at my speed.

I truly do not feel pressured by you at all.

I genuinely feel like there is a connection here, which is so nice.

I'm enjoying getting to know you.

It's not because I don't want other people

to think that they're out of the running.

It's just that I want us to get time to know each other.

Yeah. With each other.

And it was a good kiss, I thought. Oh, very good!

Not that you were going to share that with the group.

I think through this, how I felt at dinner,

from his actions, made me realise that I do kind of like him.

I'm fine. I'm happy with where we're going.

You've not smothered me. You've made me feel very comfortable.

I enjoyed our kiss today. I'm glad you chose me to kiss, as well.

We're good. That's good. I'm glad we squashed it.

There we go.

I think everyone deserves a second chance.

And I'm glad I had my little dinner date breakdown

because I think it's put us in a really good place.

Do you want to kiss? Yeah.

I'm going to go, now you know where my head's at.

I feel better.

I really expected my experience in here to be very much

triangle, square, pentagon. hexagon.

Well, count your blessings.

HE LAUGHS

Hey!

I've got to be real. Obviously, like, touch wood,

like, I'm glad that I had my dramatic era.

Now I'm in a lovely little line... Yeah, yeah.

..which is turning into a dot, and I'm very happy about that.

Yeah.

OK, you good? Yeah, yeah.

Yeah, yeah. Yeah, yeah.

I felt really, really good about Alex.

We shared a few kisses on the rooftop.

Bedtime.

Tomorrow will be great to continue the chats we had,

but, yeah, I think...good vibes.

Morning, boys.

It's time for another day in paradise.

Good morning, everyone.

Yesterday, in the kissing booth,

I kind of knew I was going to pick Alex.

The plan for today is to get to know him a bit more.

I've just got to go for it, haven't I?

I actually really like him,

but I'm not going to say it in front of everyone.

How are you feeling this morning?

I had some conversations last night that made me feel better.

So, today's a new day.

Carpe diem.

Well, if today's mantra is carpe diem,

then Alex better seize the day and have a little word with Jack S.

Hiya, darling. How are you, baby?

After Jack S said that Justin was smothering me,

I think he really took that to heart

and I do want to find out what's gone on there.

So obviously, there was a situation with Justin

where you'd said about him smothering me.

Yeah.

I didn't know the full extent of it.

Essentially, the full extent of that was real, sat here,

and it genuinely was just a joking comment,

but I think because he was just feeling a bit insecure,

he took it a bit to heart.

Like, "Justin," I was like, "You're smothering him."

Like I said it jokingly and he was like, "What do you mean?"

I was like, "Well...", he was like, "Is that opinion or facts?"

And I was like, "Well, it's an opinion, but..."

Did you say it was your opinion? Yeah, because it was my opinion.

He thought it was me that said it. No, no, no, no.

And I was like, "Don't put words in my mouth".

It was always my opinion.

Obviously, last night there was, like, a lot of...

..there was a lot of tension. I should have kept my mouth closed.

I just feel really, really bad that I've said silly things

and silly things upset people.

I should never have made, like, the joke, but it was a joke.

It was just messy and it was a lot.

And I do apologise for, like, obviously,

like, sticking my nose in it.

But I'm glad we've squashed things, though.

Yeah, me too.

How are you?

I feel like you're caught up in this whole crossfire.

I just think I'm just in it without even trying to be in it.

I'm just in it.

Everyone's just so obsessed with you. I know.

Me included. I know.

I just need a cuddle. I genuinely just don't care.

You all right?

Yeah, no, I'm like literally so fine.

But I just think I'm not getting involved any more.

Actually, I might get involved. Who knows!

As long as we're fine, who's arsed? Yeah.

And we're fine.

We are? Yeah.

Good.

Like, waking up next to you this morning was just so nice.

It was.

Yeah, it's nice to have slept together.

I'm, like, excited to go to bed.

Yeah, me too. You know what I mean?

Me and Ruben are in a really good place.

There's a lot of potential there,

and I feel like it's only going to keep building.

But I didn't really expect to meet someone and feel this intensely

towards someone in such a short amount of time.

Completely the same.

I love Justin.

I didn't realise he was upset, and it makes me feel awful to think

that I've made him or Alex, like, feel uncomfortable.

Like, I was genuinely just doing it to have a laugh.

But I do get where he's coming from

and obviously I'm going to apologise to someone if I've upset them

because I don't like upsetting people.

And I'm really sorry if I contributed to any of that.

No, no, no.

I feel like all of you were talking about it, that's where my mind went.

And I was like, "So they're all laughing at me at this table".

No-one's laughing. THEY AGREE

It's always a "laughing-with-you" situation.

Yeah.

Like, I did say it and I said it jokingly

and blah, blah, blah, blah, and I never meant...

When I head your jokes, I think I just...yeah...

..I never meant it to...

No, and I know that now. ..upset you or anything.

And you could never. I don't know why I even read into it.

But thank you. I love you, too.

I think it was just, like, a misunderstanding.

I'm a bit insecure about the "Alex and I" thing

so I naturally jumped to the defence when I probably shouldn't have

because I don't think he meant it in malice.

With Dannii's words of wisdom resonating around the Masseria,

the poolside vibes are flowing.

Thank you for doing this, babe. You're so welcome.

And Baraka wants to make waves with Adam.

And who wouldn't?

He's doing a handstand without touching the bottom!

I still actually do want to talk to Adam.

I'm very happy to shoot my shot.

Like, in my head, I'm just like, "If you want me, you'll get me".

But, like.. "If you want me, you'll get me".

Girl, that's not the right attitude to have.

I know, I know. "If you want me, show that you want me".

Yeah, but, erm...but yeah.

"If you want me, you'll get me whenever you want

"because I'm always available".

LAUGHING

Not that. Not the read.

Adam wasn't initially someone I was interested in.

As I've got to know him more, I've become more and more aware

that we have this energy between us

that I feel like we've just left unaddressed.

It's definitely something I'm not writing off at all.

So, yeah, it's something I'd like to explore.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

Just think. Just think.

I don't do much of that, to be honest.

I didn't really expect to come in here

and take on the role of guru, but like,

maybe that could become my thing.

Like, I don't know, rebrand myself as "Hugh-ru the Guru".

HE CHUCKLES

Well, it's certainly got legs!

And speaking of legs,

would you look at the pins on these two!

Hi, boys!

What the fuck is this? What the fuck is this?!

It looks like Hugh-ru the Guru's

found a side hustle and a fabulous assistant.

We're just going to have fun, no drama.

I'm just going to enjoy whatever time I have left.

I don't really like any of the boys in here.

But I've made peace with it.

I'm going to cherish these friendships and moments forever.

I hope I don't get them wet.

THEY CHEER

The rascal!

Jack D might be focusing on friendships for now,

but for Baraka, could it be third time's a charm

for something a little less platonic?

I want to see how you are.

How I am? Yeah.

Really well. Good.

Dannii said to be open and honest,

so it was nice to be able to just lay my cards on the table

that I'd secretly been crushing on him for a while.

And it does feel like a great time to explore that.

I've been going back and forth because I think

we have built a really great friendship here,

and I was just wanting to let you know that I had,

like, I guess, an interest in you.

I didn't really have any expectations,

but I did want to just put it out there

that that was something that I was curious about.

Yeah, I'd be open to it.

I like you, you're funny and you're fit.

So, like, I think it would be silly not to try to explore something.

Yeah, yeah, exactly.

I do want to talk to him because

I genuinely actually really like spending time with him.

He's funny.

I think we haven't had a lot of one-to-one...

Yeah, no, we haven't. ..like conversations.

I think we have flirted.

Mm. I do think so. And that's... Hah! Yeah.

And I was like, "Mm!"

But I just wanted to make it known.

Yeah. Make it clear. Shall we have hugs? Yeah.

Sure...

I didn't want to hit you with a mwah too early!

Yeah. Calm down, babe.

I'm joking!

Honestly, if you're going to kiss me, you're not going to kiss me like that.

Why not? I'll take control, sweetheart.

You're not giving me the grandma kiss. Ooh, take control!

Absolutely!

He's actually a really nice guy,

so I am still open to exploring that connection with him.

It just feels a bit messy with him and Alex and then Alex and Justin.

Come on now, take a seat. Did you have a conversation with Baraka?

Um... Did you kiss? No. OK. Oh, my God.

No. That would've been crazy.

That would've been crazy. Mm. What just happened?

I basically said I'm still open to exploring new connections.

Yeah. She's got a busy day ahead of her.

I've got a very busy day ahead.

Is there anyone else you're interested in at all?

Yeah, I'm not sure at the moment.

Oh! Well...

Not another boy in the Masseria keeping things quiet!

At least you know where you are with Justin.

There's no mistaking where HIS head's at.

I am so insecure. I have no idea how Alex feels.

I obviously like him. I've made that very clear, cards on table.

I felt like he knows I'm there. So he's just going to do laps around

the Masseria until he's worked out that, oh, maybe he does want me.

I'm going to go lie down.

I'm going to come with you. I'll lie down, too.

You deserve to know where you stand. Yeah, 100%.

Like, he basically just keeps saying we're really good,

like me and him, but also he wants to get, like...

Which he can do, but I don't know.

Just... I feel like he kind of loves how many options he has.

I have felt a little bit unwanted.

So now I'm left here in limbo without the answers I need.

Oh, you might want to look away now, Justin,

because Alex had a gap in his busy schedule,

and Adam's sat right in it.

I like how attentive you are, because you're the only person

to notice my little hand-covering thing.

I always notice people's body language.

Adam has really surprised me.

He noticed things like me covering my hand,

which was like one of my really big insecurities.

He, like, saw that body language, and I'm like,

"You're just so attentive and so switched on."

Did you have to have an operation on this hand?

I want to know.

Um, so basically, when I was two years old,

I put my hand in a lawnmower. Fuck off!

Yeah, the lawnmower was on, but it was, like,

locked and spinning, but, like, not moving.

Reached my hand in after the spider, and it pulled me... Fucking hell.

..and my hand in.

And then it amputated my thumb and my finger on my left hand.

Oh, my God. You poor thing. And they took my toe off my left foot.

So I've only got four toes on this side. Wow.

I was the first child in the world to have a toe-to-hand transplant.

When it comes to dating and boys and physical appearance,

I'm so incredibly insecure.

You start life behind the starting gate

from everybody else when it comes to insecurities.

And it makes it so much harder to catch up.

So there's, like, a big scar there.

Do you know what, that looks so, like... Tidy. Yeah.

The other one. I'm sorry,

but the left one looks so much better. Doesn't it?

You've lovely... I don't like feet, but you've lovely feet.

I'm like, it's... Ever since I've been a kid, I've just...

I feel like I've been so insecure. It really doesn't matter,

like, if I get my teeth done or Botox,

or if I work out, like, I don't feel like I'll ever get rid of

the insecurity that I've always had as a child.

Like, I was so insecure as a child, with my hand.

It made me feel so uncomfortable.

Yeah, I completely, like... Even though it's not that big.

It's all I thought about all the time.

Alex is, like, a very sensitive soul, I think.

I think he puts on this front to being like this,

like hard exterior.

I think we've all felt, like, body shame or negative body thoughts,

because the gay community is so harsh on people.

When you've gone through that, I think anyone would feel

a similar kind of feeling.

But you are beautiful, and not just your exterior,

but you are.

I feel like you're quite grounded and, like, emotionally intelligent,

which is good. Thank you. Likewise. Yeah. Thank you.

I feel such a comfort and confidence with Adam.

Like, genuinely in here, I think he's probably

the person I feel the most comfortable around.

Every conversation we've had, he's just kind of got me.

I didn't expect to, like, fancy Alex, I really didn't,

but he's actually quite nice.

What the hell is going on over there? Fucking hell, them two need to get a room.

It's a bit much. It is a lot.

Tell me about it!

That sun cream is going everywhere.

Oh, my God!

I don't think we should be here.

I honestly feel like I'm watching my children have sex or something.

It's disgusting.

Mum and Dad are out here, boys! What are you doing?

Do you want water?

Yeah, but I don't want to move!

After yours. Yeah, I'll come... No, I'll come...

I can't, I can't sit here on my own like this!

I'm just glad that the person

that I got to share this experience with was someone like you.

Oh, give me a kiss. Ah, snap!

I go out of my head

I just can't get enough

I'm enjoying this. Me, too.

I just can't get enough

How are you guys kind of feeling now with, like, the door?

Is it, like, ajar? Is it closed?

Like, for me, I'm really, really enjoying getting to know you.

And I don't want to actually get to know anybody else at this point.

Um. Oh, that's so nice to hear.

The door for me is closed, if I'm being honest.

I feel like we've got very similar outlooks on life.

Yeah. And, do you know what I mean?

That just... We just attract each other. Mm.

And I find you very, very attractive beyond how you look like.

Beyond your beauty.

You're beautiful on the inside as well, and that's just so... Aw!

I could have, like, jumped for joy.

I could have done a little kick.

You know, the little kick we do where we do like the little...

We click our heels together. I could have done that.

At this point in the experience,

there's nobody else that could walk in that I would want to

invest my time and energy in, when I could rather just,

like, spend more time with Aron.

Like, there's no reason for me to look elsewhere.

You've given me zero reasons, and I'm really happy.

Well, thank you, babe. I really hit the jackpot from day one.

That is something to celebrate, Jas.

But in true Masseria fashion, as one door closes, another door opens.

I think the only person I fancy is Alex.

OK. I didn't know you fancied him.

Yeah, I just haven't been telling anyone. All right, OK.

I'm quite surprised. They're very different people, which...

You know what? Opposites attract.

He just doesn't seem like your type at all. He's not really my type.

But I've just got to know him over the last couple of days. Yeah.

So, yeah... Has he expressed any interest in you?

I don't know. Like, I really don't know.

I just feel like... I don't know if it's more friend vibes for him.

Yeah. But I think it would be silly for me not to be honest with him.

Yeah. At this stage. I think you should definitely say how you feel.

Yeah. Justin was like,

obviously talking about how he wants to just like Alex

make it clear that... It's him. It's him, basically.

But you're still entitled to do whatever you want. Yeah, I will.

I just, like, didn't really see it with Alex when he first walked in,

because obviously he had the whole Justin thing going on.

But over the last couple of days, I've just got to know him.

So I do want to explore that.

I think he's stunning, to be honest.

Hello!

let myself be loved

give in to your touch

I think I've learned a lot being here and,

like, you have to just go for it.

You've got to be up front, and you've just got to tell him.

How are you, baby?

I'm fine. I just want to chat to you,

but I just feel like it's not the right time.

I can talk to you, I've always got time for you.

Honestly, like, you're such a rock in here for me. Aw, really? Genuinely.

Like, you're one of the people that I feel like, I feel

the most comfortable with in here. I feel like every time I see you,

like, my stress just drops. Aww. I'm really glad you're here.

Well, I'm glad you feel like that. It's really kind.

People are feeling pressure because I think they've...

They've seen you come in being confident,

very good-looking, and, like...

..almost like people have been fighting for your attention. Mm.

My view on like everything is just like you just have to kind

of go for it, and I think...

Oh, God. I don't want to, like,

overload you with like information... No, it's fine.

..but I think I do fancy you a bit.

Oh!

No idea that was coming.

Honestly, it was in...

I was speechless, to be honest.

I didn't even know that door was open.

You didn't expect that, did you? No!

Well. Well, no, like, I'm not, like, completely, like, gobsmacked.

Because you picked me for the... Yeah. The kissing booth.

That surprised me, honestly.

Like, and not in a bad way.

It's not like a "oh...", It's like a "oh!"

Like I didn't expect it. Do you know what?

Like, the kiss was a good kiss. It was a good kiss.

I really enjoyed it.

I just thought, fuck it. Like, I'm just going to go for it.

I don't, I don't know if it is anything like, but I think, um...

I can't, I can't deny that, like, there's some sort of connection.

There is. Like, absolutely, like the way that we get along is something.

My head's a bit confused right now.

It's kind of thrown me a little bit.

I wish you'd said this sooner. I know.

Sorry. You're really, like, not my usual type, either.

I think I might have judged you, actually,

for how good-looking you were before getting to know you.

But now I've got... No way! Because, like,

you're obviously very fit. Like, very sexy.

Well, you are. You can't take a compliment, can you?

No, I really don't like them. I can give them,

but I can't really take them.

I've got him in a bit of a headlock, I'd say.

And I'm going to explore that headlock!

Anyway, that's where my head's at.

Much to think about.

Oh, God, it's all too much. I'm going to make a cup of tea.

Do you want anything? Yeah. No, I'll come with you, though. OK.

I need to, like, figure out what the hell's going on

and get my affairs in order, because I don't know where I am at.

Well, YOU might not know where you're at, Alex,

but try being Justin.

He's just booked himself a session with Hugh-ru the Guru

to try and figure things out.

And I've heard he's on a very good hourly rate.

It's OK. Deep breaths. It's OK. Deep breaths, deep breaths.

What's he playing at here?

I know. I don't get it. Like, if you like someone,

why would you want them to feel like this?

It would take so little to make me reassured, just a little,

"How are you going?"

"You're kind of giving me the ignoring vibe.

"Like you don't even give me, like, a wink or like, a look."

I'm like, "It's very clear

"that you just think I'm a doormat that you've got, no matter what."

Like a safe option. Yeah. He's like, "No matter what I do today,

"Justin will be there saying 'Alex'", and I'm pissed.

Yeah. Cos that's what's going to happen.

Like the arrogance to assume that, is quite insulting to me.

Can I say that? Yeah.

Do you think I should talk to him or leave it? Because I think...

It depends. It honestly depends on what you think.

You have to think for yourself and be like,

"OK, at what point am I just existing?"

And how much of that are you willing to take?

Part of me wants to give it a chance

because that's what I came here to do, and I genuinely get butterflies

when I talk to him, but then I'm just like,

is that because in the real world, I do go for someone who,

like, kind of doesn't treat me great.

This Alex, Adam and Justin triangle is messy boots.

But that's not the only thing that needs cleaning up in the Masseria.

Isn't that right, Callum?

We do need to do some home training. Home training.

Why do we need to do, like, what?

I've just noticed a few things that we can work on.

Go on. Messy... I am messy.

Yeah, we've got - all those things needs to be nipped in the bud,

because I don't enjoy those things.

He says that he's not messy, but he is just as messy.

Like, he leaves stuff everywhere as well.

But then he does go back and tidy it.

And that's my probable issue, I don't then go back.

Messy wouldn't even come into your life anyway.

Like, until like we live together.

So you're never going to stay at my house?

Yeah, but I would never be messy in your space.

Oh, that's good. Like, this is our space.

OK. Your house would be your space.

I'd probably be extra tidy. Oh, brilliant.

I'd probably, like, make the bed and, you know, clean and...

Brilliant. ..like, fold your clothes. I could put my feet up.

No. Oh.

And talking of feet,

Justin is still waiting for Alex to sweep him off of his.

Alex is chatting to everyone else

after kind of telling me that I was his main focus.

And then today I just got an odd energy from him.

I feel like he should be like, grabbing me for a conversation.

What's going on? How are you feeling?

Confused. Adam told me he fancied me.

When, just now?

This is the first time you've heard of it?

Yeah. Yeah. What?

Adam said he had an attraction towards me.

Are you free, sweetie pie? Do you want to come and have a chat?

Yeah. All right.

I was on cloud nine last night,

and now I'm, like, under the ground. Whatever the opposite is. Hell.

I know, I know you won't agree, but I think that's quite rude.

No, that's not OK.

What's happened?

Oh, bless him.

With Baraka knowing that Alex also likes Adam,

it's time to make his feelings crystal clear.

It's now or never.

How are you, dolly doll?

I'm really well, thank you. I'm really happy to hear that,

actually. That's not sarcasm. I just have a flat voice.

Stop looking at me like that.

It is bittersweet.

Um, he has every right to explore any connection,

but I did want to just shoot my shot.

And I think the chemistry test kiss with Adam was cute.

So I hope that we can continue to kind of explore our connection.

A lot of people were surprised that I took you into the booth.

I didn't feel like it was a surprising...

I didn't feel like it was a surprise either.

I kind of expected it. Good. That's why I didn't pick you,

because I knew you were going to pick me!

And I actually wasn't bothered about that.

Yeah. When I said that!

How did you feel about me picking Alex?

I think that everyone that I've got to know here,

I've been very happy with them getting to know other people.

I want you to be free to do what you want to do.

And I also want to be clear about how I'm feeling.

I do like you, and I feel like, honestly,

since I've allowed myself to put you at the front of my mind,

I have been finding myself like looking for you in rooms,

and, like, wanting to catch your eye more. Really? Yeah.

You know I have a crush on you.

Like, I was thinking about you yesterday,

and like, I got butterflies. Really?

I just know that I know how I feel, and it's that I like you.

I think that you're just funny.

My brain is scrambled.

That's fine. And I think it's fine that your brain is scrambled

because mine is clear. But it's... Oh!

That's a bit confident, isn't it? Yeah. Yeah.

Baraka is like laying it on thick.

He's being very flirtatious.

We're here to find a romantic connection,

so I feel like it's my time to explore my options.

To be honest and, like, authentic,

I just... Oh, God, I just don't know. OK...

You don't feel like it's... No, I feel...

..I feel attracted to you, and the banter is good,

because it almost verges on flirtation.

Mm-hm. I just don't know how... I just don't know.

Ball's in your court, playa. Oh, my God! Your serve.

I don't think I've actually had a ball in my court yet.

Oh, you got two. Ah. Ah-ha-ha!

Game on.

Meanwhile, over on Centre Court,

Justin's still waiting to start his match.

I know I don't own Alex by any means,

but I'm probably coming across like I think he's my, like, boyfriend,

but it's the way that he sits there and talks about how hard his day is.

"Guys, I'm like, guys, Adam has feelings for me."

And you haven't spoken to me once. Like, I actually feel sick.

Babe, you know your self-worth and never, never lose sight of that

with anyone.

There was so much common ground, like, it was just like looking at

him, I was like, oh, my God, this is like, I might leave here with

something, and then since then, there was nothing.

And then up there last night it was the exact same. He apologised.

He was so owning, like so good.

I was like, OK, we're good.

I think it's madness. Is he so obsessed with himself

that he thinks it's OK to treat someone like that?

Tell him that.

And I kissed him last night on the fucking rooftop.

I wasn't going to tell anyone. Fuck it. Who was he kissing?

Me. Oh, were you? And I'm just like, he asked to do it.

I'm like, this is inconsistent.

All I want is a conversation with him, like,

but I don't want to ask for it, which is petty, but...

There's things out of my control,

but what I can do is control my decisions.

It's too much.

I don't know, it's hard and I feel like I should drop it,

but I don't want to.

Justin. Are you free?

Yeah. Catch up. Yeah. Let's do it. Come on.

I feel like you just know that I'll be here waiting

once you're done exploring.

And it kind of like today, I tried to catch your eye a lot.

Like you're just, like, dismissive of me.

At the moment, I don't know where I stand fully.

I feel like I deserve a little bit more clarity

sooner rather than later.

I know you're exploring, but there's a way to do it,

and, like, if you care about me, which...do you?

I do care about you. Of course I care about you.

I'm absolutely loving getting to know you for sure,

and I'm really liking our connection,

and I loved our conversation last night.

It's not about, like, how many conversations you had

with each person, but I feel like you could have maybe checked in

with me a little bit more. Not checked in, but just like,

I don't know, like little things.

I completely understand, like, what you're saying.

I just thought that we were, like, further along than you were

with anyone else, and I don't know how you could have

formed in a day, a couple. Yeah.

But I felt, like, really good about us.

I really feel like you kind of just knew I'd always pick you,

like I'm here and you kind of just...

I don't know, it doesn't feel good.

Yeah, and I hate that you feel that way, and I understand.

I can completely understand why you would feel that way.

Like, the way that this sort of happened,

but, like, you've had a chance to, like, rule everybody else out.

Yeah. Whereas, like, I'm having to rule everybody else out

while pursuing you at the same time, and you've not applied pressure,

but there is a pressure overall from everybody.

You want some reassurance. Yeah, but you can still, like, reassure me

and get to know other people. Yeah,

and I'm enjoying getting to know you. Yeah.

We have a lot of similar traits,

and like in what we look for relationships as well.

I'm just finding it really hard to make decisions.

Genuinely, last night, when we had that kiss upstairs, I was like done.

Like, my decision's made. Yeah. I am really interested in you.

Like, there's no doubt about that.

That sky is wonderful.

I know, it looks gorgeous. Isn't that lovely?

I know...

Guys, I've got a note from Dannii.

Listen up, listen up. Is Emanuele on sick leave?

Do you know your negroni from your Campari spritz?

Yes, I do! Well, time to get in the spirit,

because this evening

you'll be enjoying an Italian cocktail party.

Ooh!

APPLAUSE

I love a negroni!

Let's party.

Ooh! An Italian cocktail party.

I don't know about you, but I'm ready for some dolce vita.

What makes a good party is drinks, music, fun and fit boys.

And finally, after an eventful day,

happy hour is coming to the Masseria.

Well, maybe not for everybody.

But it is two for one on the Emanuele extravaganza.

So, bottoms up, boys.

Dannii is treating us!

Very excited for the cocktail party.

I love a good cocky. Oh, my God, I shouldn't have said that.

Cheers. Cheers.

Cheers, guys. Love y'all!

No. Oh, shit. I can't tap.

Not in them trousers.

Oh, it's nice. This is lovely.

But hang on. You can't have an aperitivo without a little twist.

Boys, you've got company.

We're all together, we've got a little cocktail.

What more do you need? What more do you need?

Oh! Oh!

Oh, la, la. Hey, hottie.

Hey. Buonasera, boys.

Gorgeous. Welcome, welcome. Stunning!

Oh, my God.

Dannii's here crashing our party.

Don't know what this is about.

You joining us for a drink?

I'm not here for cocktails. Ohh!

In fact, this evening we have some very important business.

Your summer of love is not over yet,

but the clock here is definitely ticking.

It's time to get real, boys.

If you've been exploring connections over recent days,

that's great, and it's the right thing to do.

But now you need to make decisions.

Boys, the time for conversation is over.

All I'm asking is for you to go with your gut

and decide who has your heart.

Meet me at the front of the Masseria

for a kiss-off...right now.

That is crazy!

Oh, my God!

Gag! Shut the fuck up!

Shit got real.

I feel a genuine connection or attraction towards Adam.

I know that he said he feels the same,

and I'm hoping that that's something that's a priority for him.

I'm stressed.

I just want to run with the strongest connection

I have right now.

I know how I feel. I have no idea how Alex feels.

While I do think he will pick me, I honestly can't be sure.

HE MOUTHS

I think a lot of people will see each other's true colours tonight.

Game on, I guess.

Next time on I Kissed A Boy...

I know this is a shock for you all.

Anyone left unkissed will be leaving the Masseria.

I am so nervous to make a decision.

Either way, I'm going to upset somebody that I care about so much.

Alex, reveal the name of the boy you want to kiss, now.

Cowboy party!

Kiss-offs in here don't mean exclusivity.

It's just not adding up in my head a little bit.

The connection is based off of convenience.

Fuck.

start

need to open up

and we are kissing