Original subtitles

(Park Bo-young)

(Seo In-guk)

(Lee Soo-hyuk)

(Kang Tae-oh)

(Shin Do-hyun)

(Doom at Your Service)

(This is a work of fiction)

(All characters, locales, institutions, religions and events)

(are used in an entirely fictitious manner)

(Episode 14)

I'm sorry.

What are you sorry about among these two?

About choosing to erase our memories? Or…

about being attracted to my face again?

All of them.

I'm sorry about all of them.

I'm sorry.

And I happened to be handsome in the meantime…

When I look back, that's how everything was.

I think

everything was heading toward you

again.

I wanted to bear everything.

I thought I could run away from it.

But this is how it turned out to be.

What should we do?

What should we do now?

We now know

that we can't run away from it,

no matter what we do.

So let's…

admit it.

Admit what?

Let's accept…

our fate.

Huh?

You're thinking of doing that, right?

You're going to…

disappear for me, aren't you?

And that won't change,

no matter what I say.

We cannot escape

from this fate, no matter what we do, right?

We can't.

I'm sorry.

Why are you sorry?

What are you sorry about?

It's all my fault.

If I didn't wish for that at that time…

Then we might not have met.

That can't be.

If that was the case…

then I would still be nothing.

I don't want to be nothing to you.

That one experience was enough.

So you didn't do anything wrong.

I'm the one who's always at fault.

So just give in.

Okay?

I'm sorry.

It's all my fault.

I've been looking for you everywhere!

What were you looking for at home?

Me.

Mr. Doctor?

Auntie…

Do you remember him?

What are you saying?

Of course I remember him.

What does that mean?

Are you saying that I'm now so old I'm that forgetful?

Uh, that's not what I meant…

I was worried that you might've forgotten me

because you haven't seen me for a long time.

I think that's why she's asking.

Huh?

Speaking of which, it's been a while

since I saw you.

What's kept you away from us all this time?

I was sorting some things out.

Sorting some things out?

I have a lot to prepare to get married, you know.

We're going to

get married.

Huh?

Get married?

Let's close the cafe early today.

Huh? Already?

But it's not closing time yet.

Mr. Lee.

Small businesses are all about your promises to customers…

Mr. Lee, is something wrong?

Do I look like something's wrong with me?

Totally. You look like the rain will fall from your eyes.

You look like you're walking in pouring rain alone.

Rain.

I heard it rained on that day.

That day?

When?

It didn't rain yesterday.

That day.

The day when she kissed someone else, not me.

Huh? Who? You mean Ji-na…

I mean…

that lady from yesterday?

But I don't care.

It was a long, long time ago,

and it doesn't matter anymore.

Wow, that doesn't matter?

This is the genuine true love.

No, that doesn't matter.

What really matters is…

I got dumped yesterday.

Lie down. Lie down.

I'll do everything.

You need to get rest.

That Na Ji-na, seriously…

Welcome.

Huh? Joo-ik.

Come back home.

And those two know each other.

And they even live together,

but they didn't tell me.

Don't you think they were playing with me?

Number… Number 2.

Ji-na.

That scared me.

You're early. Did you get out early?

Ji-na.

Why?

Did you dump my boss?

Word spreads quickly.

Did you really dump him?

Ah, it was more like…

And who did you kiss?

How did you find out about that?

Ugh, how could he blabber about it

- so soon? - So soon?

What? When was that?

I heard it was a long time ago.

Huh?

Did you kiss him recently, too?

Ji-na, are you obsessed with kissing or something?

Just what do they all see in you?

Who did you kiss? When did you kiss him?

You kissed no. 2, right?

You did. You kissed no. 2.

Sis, Sis, recently, Ji-na and some guy…

No, don't listen to him.

They're getting married.

Uh, Auntie, it's not confirmed yet…

That's what's going to happen.

No, it isn't.

It is.

Yeah, I think it is.

Sir, we need to talk.

Hey, we need to talk.

Huh? Uh…

Was that why I didn't see you these days?

Rather than not seeing me…

It was just because you didn't know me.

I didn't know

that you were thinking that far ahead into the future.

Sir.

You truly have a big heart and mind.

I just can't catch up to you.

To be honest, it's not an easy decision to make.

I, too, don't feel all comfortable, either.

Ah, this is…

This is something I always carried with me, for this moment.

I've been saving it up since I turned 20 working part-time.

Why are you giving this to me?

I was always calculating and thinking of

when to give this to my sister,

and how to give her, and carried it with me all the time,

and it seems like this is the right time.

Add this to your wedding budget.

(Free Savings Account Bankbook)

Uh… to be honest,

I thought you were some superficial jerk at first.

I was wondering why a handsome and rich guy like you

would like my sister, who has nothing.

Sir.

You didn’t know I was thinking like this, did you?

No, I couldn't even imagine.

But now, it seems like my sister is super lucky.

Is it because my sister has been a good person?

You must've been very good in your life, too,

seeing how you met my sister.

Please stay…

by my sister.

My brother-in-law.

You're going to do that, right?

Yeah.

Get married?

You're going to get married?

I guess that's what he wants.

What about you?

You don't want to?

I want to do everything that he wants.

Hey.

You don't get married for loyalty and things like that.

Even if you're deeply in love…

Ji-na.

Hey.

Even if you behave like that, I'm going to evaluate everything

before I let you get married…

What should I do?

Are you crying?

No matter how hard I try to end it,

no matter how hard I try to run away,

I keep coming back to where I was.

Even if I want to throw it away, it won't be thrown away.

Even if I try to forget it, it won't be forgotten. What should I do?

I have no time, but I have no solution, either.

What should I do?

Dong-kyung.

It's all my fault.

Everything's my fault.

No.

You're not at fault.

You didn't do anything wrong.

So you do everything you want to do.

I don't care whatever they are.

What I said earlier…

Forget about that.

I'm fine as long as you're happy now.

So don't say that you don't have time.

Don't say things like that.

Ji-na, what should I do? What should I do?

Ji-na.

Leave it. I'll do it.

I can now understand from actually sitting here.

What?

That you've been waiting for me like this.

I was always wondering what you were doing, sitting here,

and it turned out that you were always waiting for me end it.

That's not what it is.

You can stop going easy on me now.

You don't have to wait for me anymore.

- Because you taught me well. - Lee Hyun-gyu.

I'm going to stop bothering you.

I really need to grow up now, you know.

If you keep watching my back for me,

I keep wanting to depend on you.

Look.

I'm blaming you for this, too.

Are you saying you want to move out of this house?

Yes.

I'm graduating.

It'll take forever to move all of this.

Still,

it's time for me to go.

Uh…

- Doctor. - I heard about it.

I heard you're getting married.

Huh?

When did you hear about that…

Oh, there are so many ears in this hospital.

Congratulations.

Uh…

That's why I'm telling you this.

Uh…

You're trying to say

that you won't do biopsy, right?

You said it's dangerous. The location…

Then let's do it this way.

Just until the wedding.

Let's postpone it just until then.

Okay.

To be honest, that's true.

It's very dangerous.

We might not even be able to get to it

and just stop the surgery and suture it back.

That's why we were only trying to do a biopsy

and get to the treatment, instead of surgery.

But…

you decided to get this treatment

to live a bit longer…

to live longer and

be happier, even for a bit, so…

Yes.

But instead, please proceed to your wedding as soon as possible.

And when something goes wrong, come straight to the hospital.

Can you promise me that?

Thank you.

But don't be too scared.

You're enduring it so well already.

I promise I'll go to your wedding.

When is the date?

We haven't decided, yet…

My sister's going to leave the hospital.

What did your aunt say?

She's worried.

Tell her not to worry.

Because I'll be in charge.

I'll take responsibility to take here there,

bring her back, and everything.

So tell her not to worry,

and we should do everything Dong-kyung wants.

What's going on?

I thought you'd be against it, with fire in your eyes.

She was crying, grabbing onto me.

Even if she acts like she isn't, I'm sure she's suffering.

And anxious about everything.

I seriously don’t want to think about this,

but, in case if that happens…

Let's do everything for her…

so she wouldn't regret anything.

Okay.

(Lee Hyun-gyu)

(Lee Hyun-gyu)

Hey.

Let's meet.

Sure.

Where?

Okay.

I need to go now.

Uh, Ji-na.

Huh?

You should make sure you won't regret anything, either.

Mind your own business, you jerk.

Bye.

Is this cold feet?

Are you that troubled about marrying me?

Wow, that makes me sad.

And you were saying that I'm handsome and such.

You should be thankful that I'm marrying you.

Do you think it's easy to marry a guy

you found handsome at first sight?

You're not even answering me anymore.

But if you see this…

You can't help but answer me.

Seon-kyung gave this to me.

He told us to add it to the wedding budget.

You did a good job raising him.

Why are you looking at me like that?

Do I look handsome even in this moment?

It's been so long since we came here.

It looked so big at that time.

It means that we got bigger.

Remember the story of this girl I know being ill?

Yes.

She has a glioblastoma multiforme.

They said she can die from it, too.

I didn't know…

that would happen to her.

I never thought about

her disappearing from me.

So that means I'm really stupid.

But then, yesterday…

she cried her eyes out saying she wants to get married.

That made me think about a lot of things.

About what?

If I think that today's my last day…

what would I do?

Would I…

be able to love someone like her?

You know, when I first saw you…

you were so cute.

When our eyes met in the hallway,

your eyes, looking at me,

had all of the things you wanted to say written on them.

And I could read them.

I really liked that.

Because your eyes were so honest.

But you know what?

You're still like that.

Your eyes are still so honest.

Unlike me.

At that time, I ate CSAT rice cakes, got sick from it,

and was taken to the hospital in the morning,

and this was what I thought.

'This is great.'

I valiantly told you to go to college together,

the college in Seoul, but,

you know that I'm actually not good enough to do that.

But I didn’t want to say that in front of you.

Because I was too embarrassed.

Because I liked you so much,

and I always wanted to look awesome to you.

So I just left to study abroad and avoided contact.

And then I just uploaded

some decent photos on social media.

Actually, I cried every night before I went to sleep.

There was a language barrier,

I didn't know anyone there,

and I was falling behind in my training.

It was a total mess.

I wanted to go back home, every day.

I missed you every day.

But…

I thought I'd cry if I hear your voice.

And I thought you'd notice that.

So I avoided you.

But even after doing that, I ended up coming back.

I was so embarrassed about me coming back

after doing all that…

So I couldn't contact you.

Why…

I'd rather be a bad jerk to you

than being a pathetic loser.

But that was the real pathetic thing.

I was like a kid.

I was that immature.

I'm sorry.

You should've told me.

You really should've told me.

This playground

still looks big to me.

I guess I haven't grown up at all.

Hyun-gyu.

This time, I asked you to meet me,

instead of you asking me to meet you, so I have one chance left.

And that one last chance…

Let's use it when you really want to meet me.

When you really want to see me.

Without forcing yourself to meet me.

I won't beg.

And last but not least…

a handshake to celebrate our graduation.

Goodbye.

I haven't given up.

I'm not running away.

I know.

Don't you dare trip.

I'll come running and snatch her.

So stay alert.

Stay alert at all times.

I will.

Ji-na said that she finally felt that she aged

from 18 to 19, and to 20…

and made it to the present, after all that time.

And regardless of when that is…

this would've been the ending she got.

"This ending."

That was another name for fate.

I, too…

am heading toward "that ending."

Hi.

You must be leaving the hospital.

Did I startle you?

I wasn't trying to startle you.

You don't look well.

I wanted to help you, but…

I'm sorry.

Help me.

Help me one more time.

It's out of my control now.

Then what should I do?

What should we do?

Accept it.

No.

So what?

Are you going to bring doom to the world, then?

I will.

You can't.

You know it, too,

that you're not someone who can do that.

No.

For him, I can do anything…

My life has disappeared so many times.

I know the most when it comes to disappearing.

You cry, struggle,

and then, you accept it in the end, eventually.

That's because…

it’s his choice.

And that choice is fate.

So just humbly accept it.

Accept…

doom.

That's not something you,

or we, can do anything about it.

I'm sorry.

But that's the ending he wants.

That's the happy ending…

he wants.

None of us is happy about this.

So how can that be a happy ending?

You will realize it in the course of your life.

That you had to go through all of that for this moment,

and that's why the ending is a happy ending.

You have to be alive to realize that.

You won't be able to realize it when everyone's dead.

So live.

Because he wants you to live.

Because he wants you to live a very happy life.

You sold a lot for today, though.

You should go now.

I'm the last customer.

Are you leaving all those here?

I don't need them anymore.

I should leave them here.

They're heavy.

During the course of my entire life,

everything was so heavy.

Now, I must leave, lighthearted.

Goodbye.

You've been through a lot until now.

Hi.

If you're here, just come in already.

Don't pull any pranks.

Marry me.

You smiled.

I'll take that as a positive answer.

What pretty flowers.

We just said that to get out of the hospital.

You didn't need to give me flowers for it.

Who said that we just said that?

Then did you buy these for real?

For a proposal?

No, someone gave them to me.

Who gave them to you?

Someone whose last day of her life was today.

She gave them to me as she left.

Someone disappearing

gave them to someone who will disappear.

I should put them in a vase,

so I can cherish them for a longer time.

Let's continue staying together.

- Yeah. - Let's not be separated.

Yeah.

Forever.

Yeah.

Why?

It wasn't its end.

I feel like we'd be able to see its blossoms again.

This tree?

Yeah.

Let's come and see it.

Together.

Let's come and see it for sure.

A little bit smaller.

And days like this…

would go on and on.

You'll leave, and spring will come.

You'll go down, and morning will come.

You will end, and I will begin.

So, as for me…

When spring comes,

and when morning comes,

I will recall you all my life, for eternity.

Would I be able to endure it?

Wouldn't a life like that…

be no different from doom?

A fountain pen?

She must be crazy.

To. The most sane writer I know,

and the craziest friend of mine.

"Craziest?"

I'm telling you beforehand.

I didn't write this to make you cry, so don't cry.

This is written in washable ink.

So, don't cry, and stay strong.

That's your goal, Na Ji-na.

I can't take this money, Seon-kyung.

It's not even close to the half of

the total of pocket money you got from me.

Don't you try to call it even with this and get away.

You seriously have no conscience.

But still, thank you at all times.

I'm always proud of you, my brother,

for growing up to become a good man.

Auntie.

My life has been filled with love.

To think of it, it was love that always saved me.

The love from you,

from Seon-kyung, from Ji-na,

and from him, too.

That's why I'm scared.

Because I don't want to lose anything.

I once asked you…

if it's going to hurt a lot

when I die.

Mom.

Dad.

I'm so scared.

Even I am not sure about

what my choice would be.

(The late Tak Jong-won /The late Kang Soo-ah)

But…

I think it’s going to hurt badly,

no matter what I choose.

And that scares me so much.

I'm so scared…

How did you get here?

I followed you.

Since when have you been following me?

Since you were born.

Why are you following me?

Because I like you.

Because I don't want to waste anything.

Because I don't want to miss even a short moment with you.

Come with me.

To where?

To work.

What's with this place?

Is this library going to disappear?

No.

The words are disappearing.

I can hear them.

Even now, in that corner,

hundreds of words are disappearing every second.

"Binari."

"Saenyeo."

"Nuru."

"Datbyeol."

"Jambyeol."

So language gets forgotten, too.

If you don't use it,

then it eventually dies.

This is a secret, but…

Some words never disappear.

There are about 12 of them.

Your name is one of them, too.

"Dongkyung," meaning "longing."

What about "Saram?"

It’s one of them, too.

I hate this.

Why?

I don't want to sleep, but I'm sleepy.

Then sleep.

You're human, so you need to sleep.

Let me get some sleep.

I am really going to sleep only for a short moment.

Okay.

Don't go anywhere.

Okay.

Stay by my side.

Okay.

Don't disappear.

Is today the last day?

I came to say goodbye.

It is I who came to say goodbye.

You knew it, didn't you?

That I was going to make this choice.

Because a god knows.

Everything's uncertain, anyway.

Even if she wishes for doom,

we never know if that will be possible or not.

So why don't you just…

bet everything on that?

No, I'll bet everything on something certain.

On the method that will save her life for sure.

Why did you make such a useless promise?

I guess I just had to keep and protect it.

- Protect what? - The promise,

her,

or this world.

You have more to protect than I do.

I'm thinking of living a bit longer.

By depending on a human heart,

I wish to make this life a bit longer.

Isn't that…

the first time?

Of you thinking something like that?

It is.

That heart would stop again someday, but,

I still have a lot more to see with this body.

I really like this life,

in many ways.

What do you want to see?

Flowers.

That bloomed big.

Where have you been?

Uh, I was…

I said, where have you been?

I'm sorry.

I thought you were gone.

I thought you disappeared.

You weren't here when I opened my eyes, so I…

I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

I only closed my eyes and got some sleep, but,

I wondered if a day has past,

or two days have past,

or if everything was over.

We don't have time.

We really don't have much time left, and…

It's okay. We still have it.

We still have one more day.

This won't do.

I tried not to do this,

and I don't want to do this, either, but…

What?

I wish that I wouldn't love anyone.

Anyone at all.

That's my wish.

I can't do that.

I said it's my wish!

That's a term of our deal!

Why can't you do that?

Because I have to save your life.

Living like that seriously has no meaning to it!

It means something, to me.

After I lose you

and all those you love,

I might have to

live in that empty world forever.

Dong-kyung.

Humans…

Humans can love again.

No.

You can overcome it

because you're a human. But I can't.

You know it, right?

I neither eat nor sleep nor cry.

I don't harbor empathy or love.

But you're a human,

so you can do it.

I can't.

I can never…

Without you, I can never…

Don't do that.

Don't say such a thing.

I'm sorry.

It's my fault, so…

I'm sorry.

I have a real wish.

Take me to the world…

that has met its doom.

That's impossible.

I'm not asking you to literally take there.

I just…

I don't care even it it's a lie.

I don't care even if it's a dream or an illusion.

Just let me be there

for one day, for one last day, with you.

Grant it.

That is my true wish.

This is…

The world that met its doom.

Wow.

Seriously, there's nothing…

My voice sounds so loud.

Because there's no other sound.

It's so weird.

I'm sure it'll be lonely.

In the world that met its doom…

I'm not Doom anymore.

I'm nothing.

Being responsible for everything that disappears means

that I can exist thanks to

all of those things that disappear.

In this world without anything more to disappear,

I must be…

something like a floating speck of dust.

So, I mean nothing

if I exist without you.

It's sad and lonely.

You know, the look on your face watching things disappear…

It's still

sad.

You, too.

They're always sad.

Your eyes looking at me are.

There's a place I want to go to.

Why did you want to come here?

Because I want to pray.

God doesn't exist in the world that met its doom.

Because there are no humans?

That's right.

But I'm here.

This world

has a human…

It has me.

Night still comes to the world that met its doom.

What did you pray for at the cathedral earlier?

It's a secret between me and god.

You said that god doesn't exist in this world.

The god may have been born as soon as you wanted the god.

What did you pray for?

I…

I just…

I prayed that I wouldn't love anyone, for the last time.

I know

that this wish and prayer will never come true.

Still, I tried it.

Dong-kyung.

I love you.

In the end, the one I loved the most is you.

I'm sorry

for loving you.

I'm sorry for loving you the most.

Thank you

for loving me.

It'll be midnight soon.

It's okay.

It's all okay.

I wanted to be with you until the very last moment.

I know.

I love you.

I know.

I'm so scared.

- Dong-kyung. - Don't say anything.

Anything at all.

This deal is invalid.

No.

No.

Your sadness…

and your pain… I'll take all of that with me.

Don't worry.

I'll take everything with me.

No.

No… no.

My very existence is created for you.

So don't cry.

Live a happy life.

That's why I was born.

It's to make you happy.

Can't you just not go?

Is that impossible?

Earlier at the cathedral…

I prayed that you'd be happy.

That means you should be here.

That means I need you.

Remember what I told you before?

Even if it rains,

even if you're the only one without an umbrella, it's nothing.

If you run, you'll be home soon.

So run, even if I disappear.

Don't look back, and just run.

Then you will soon…

(Doom at Your Service)

Did all of that really happen?

Did you…

really…

stay by my side and leave?

Is there anything you need?

Joo-ik.

Ji-na, don't you keep in touch with Cha Joo-ik?

We all ate together today,

and they all miss you.

When I walk past you,

can you hold my hand,

like you always did?

Are you happy?