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[audience cheering]
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[drum kit thumping]
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[electric guitar]
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[man] All right.
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- Are you ready for one more?
- [crowd screaming]
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[drumsticks clacking]
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[guitar starts]
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[man vocalizing]
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♪ I had a girlfriend ♪
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♪ She said she loves me ♪
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♪ She likes to hold me ♪
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♪ She once told me ♪
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♪ 'Cause she don't mind ♪
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♪ Nothin', nothin' ♪
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♪ She don't mindNothin', nothin' ♪
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[women laughing]
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You with the band?
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Yeah. Record label.
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- You better put that on.
- Yes, sir.
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[band continues, muffled]
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[girls chattering]
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[coughing, vomiting]
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Whoa.
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♪ Nothin', nothin' ♪
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Guys, cleanup on aisle seven.
What's up, man?
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- [music gets louder]
- [women cheering]
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Hi, Leo. Keep playing that thing,
you're gonna go blind.
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Matt, where are we on that sit-down
with Elijah?
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- I told you, talk to Zeke.
- Zeke said talk to you.
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They want the cover.
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Jeff won't commit
until he sees the article.
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But it's a definite possibility.
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Gotta go, Leo.
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Come on, Matt.
Is he gonna do it or not?
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It's a "definite possibility."
[crowd screaming, cheering]
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We love you, New York!
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- What's up, man?
- Good to see you too!
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What's up?
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What's up, man?
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[cheering continues]
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[slow rhythm]
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[people chattering]
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[man] Elijah. Got a visitor.
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- Hey.
- Hey.
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- Great set, man.
- Thank you.
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Yeah.
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- Did you talk to him?
- Not yet.
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- Would you talk to him?
- Talk to me about what?
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Talk to me about what?
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Elijah just signed with Interscope.
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What?
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Are you fucking joking? What's going on?
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You're just slow, man.
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"I'm slow"? What do you mean, "I'm slow"?
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- He doesn't mean "slow." -He said, "slow." Shut up, okay?
- What do you mean? -I haven't had a record out in a year.
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So? You're gettin' ready to cut an album.
We just booked a studio.
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Look, Interscope's got two songs
ready to go.
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And they're fuckin' good.
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But they're not yours.
I thought you want to do your own stuff.
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We've been telling you for a while now
that we need a new single, okay?
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Jesus. Elijah, come on, man.
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I got nothing but love for you, man.
Really.
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It's not personal.
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Yeah.
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- [grunt]
- [tag rattles]
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[siren wails]
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Good morning, Eve.
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- [woman] Morning, Matt.
- Hi.
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- Does she know about...
- Everyone knows. Can you pull Elijah's sheet when you get a chance?
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- Thanks.
- Matt Ryder's office. This is Kim.
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I'm sorry. Mr. Ryder is in a meeting.
Can you return?
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- Thank you.
- Shit. His numbers were holding.
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- Rob Marker's office. This is Kim.
- Rob Marker's office?
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I'm sorry. I don't have him right now.
Can you return? Great.
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- What the hell was that?
- Marker's been promoted.
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Really?
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And Mr. Lepselter
actually wants to see you right now.
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Sit down.
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Am I about to get fired?
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Sit down.
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I've been working for you since
before you could make payroll. Ten years.
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I've kept you on at a loss
for the last few.
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A loss? Really? Okay.
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I brought you a Coldplay demo in '99.
You didn't even listen to it.
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Arcade Fire in 2003.
A bootleg and you were like,
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"Great in concert.
Won't translate to the airwaves."
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Three years ago, I had the Spare Sevens
in the room. In the fucking room.
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I blew a few good calls for you. So?
You been cashin' that chit in for years.
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I know music better than anybody
in this fuckin' office.
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Yeah. You've got a great ear.
That made you irreplaceable in 1998.
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- Bullshit. It still matters.
- Music is a commodity.
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And it's airborne. You can't protect it.
You can't sell what you can't protect.
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You only sell the artist.
You haven't been signing any.
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Last night, you let your meal ticket
walk out that door.
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Yeah.
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Yeah, well...
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I'm still working 'em.
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- Working who?
- Spare Sevens.
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- Spare Sevens?
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
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Right.
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Hey, I'm not jokin'. No, no, no.
They're not happy at Sony.
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The label rushed the last album.
They're pissed.
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The Spare Sevens
are about to pop globally.
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Sony will make them happy.
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No. These guys aren't like Elijah.
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They actually take the time to make music
the way real bands used to make it.
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I talked to their manager, Dan, at PMO.
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- You have a sit-down?
- I will.
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[clicks tongue]
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I'll give you two weeks.
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Not because I owe it to you,
but because I want the Spare Sevens.
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Hello.
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You have no pictures.
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Like, on your walls and your desk.
You don't have any photos.
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Who doesn't hang up a picture?
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Good question.
Here's another: Who are you?
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Most people in the office have photos of
their wife, girlfriend, dog. Something.
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Well, my wife left me, don't have
a girlfriend, and I'm afraid of dogs.
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I'm sorry to disappoint. Excuse me.
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- [dial tone]
- [Kim] Yes?
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Hi. There is a strange woman
standing in my office.
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- On my way.
- I am not strange.
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- You're a little strange.
- I work for Ben.
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Oh, oh, you work for Ben.
Okay, that's great.
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- I don't know who that is.
- Benjamin Asher Ryder.
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Your father.
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Sorry, I'm Zooey Kern.
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I'm Ben's nurse/personal assistant.
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Listen, Miss Kern. This has already been
a monumentally shitty day,
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and I haven't started dealing
with the West Coast.
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Hey, Kim!
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Not sure what you're doing here.
Honestly, I don't care.
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Ben's dying.
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Right. See, I thought I covered that
with "I don't care."
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- He has liver cancer.
- Uh-huh.
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And he's got three months left, maybe four. Sorry, Matt.
I was in with Marker. Miss, do you have an appointment?
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- Wouldn't you know if she did?
- It was rhetorical.
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I need you to show this woman out. Okay?
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Then get ahold of Dan Summers
at PMO Talent.
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I want to talk to him
about the Spare Sevens.
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Actually, just say that it's urgent.
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- Rob Marker's office.
- Are you kidding me?
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I'll just call security myself.
I don't think you actually have security.
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No. No, we don't.
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Are you familiar with Kodachrome?
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Yes. Paul Simon, 1973.
What do you want to know?
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Not that. Kodachrome film.
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Your father shoots on Kodachrome. He
prefers his pictures to be projected...
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...with light rather than printed.
I know his spiel.
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There's only one place left in the world
that processes Kodachrome,
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and that's Dwayne's Photo
in Parsons, Kansas.
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But Kodak decided to
stop manufacturing the dyes,
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so after next week, it'll be impossible
to develop Kodachrome film.
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- Amazing.
- Your father found four rolls
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he shot a long time ago,
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and he never got them developed,
and it woke something up in him.
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He's decided he's going to have
one last show.
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How about that? Good for him, okay?
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This has been very, very... annoying.
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- Let me show you out.
- Can I just...
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Ben needs to get these rolls to Kansas,
and he can't fly in his condition.
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If only there was a service
that delivered overnight.
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- Yeah, well, he doesn't trust FedEx.
- Of course not.
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You're his nurse/assistant/whatever.
Don't you have a driver's license?
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- Yeah, I do.
- There you go.
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But Ben wants you to drive him.
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Hmm.
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I'm gonna try to explain this
as clearly as possible for you.
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I've not spoken to the man
in over a decade.
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There's no way in hell I'm going
to Kansas with him. Or anywhere.
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Come to dinner tonight.
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I know I'm talking. I can hear my voice.
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Matt!
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He's dying.
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You should go see him one last time.
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[elevator dings, door opens]
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There'll be a car waiting for you
downstairs.
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Hey, Matt. Larry Holdt, Ben's manager.
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Yeah, I remember you.
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The last time I saw you,
you were still a teenager.
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That's great.
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Well, maybe we should get inside.
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[faint rumbling]
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[rapid drumming, cymbals crashing]
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He's in there.
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♪ You're so good ♪
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♪ You get me high ♪
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- Hey!
- ♪ You're so good for me ♪
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♪ You're so good for me ♪ [music stops]
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I didn't think you'd come.
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Those look familiar.
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Well, they should. They're yours.
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You wanna bang it around a little?
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- No, I don't play anymore.
- That's too bad.
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'Cause you used to be pretty good.
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[exhales]
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Oh, sorry for the smell.
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You know, the meds they give me
give me gas.
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[coughing]
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[door opens, closes]
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So, Matt...
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Larry tells me things haven't been going
so well for you at the record label.
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I was telling Ben that record labels can't
find a sustainable business model.
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You told me that he was gonna be
out on his ass any day now.
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Jesus, Ben.
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- Where'd you hear that?
- Larry knows everything.
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- Behave.
- I'm dyin'. I don't have time to behave.
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Come on. That's bullshit.
You were a prick long before cancer.
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That's true enough.
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- At least you two are talking.
- [scoffs]
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This is good.
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So how much time you got left?
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Depends on which doctor you talk to.
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I'm betting tits up by New Year's.
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Why did you get divorced? She catch you
in flagrante with some other babe?
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[chuckles]
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- You'd like that, wouldn't you?
- You catch her?
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Because you fucked around on Mom
doesn't mean everyone does.
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Pace yourselves.
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Your mother and I had
a complicated relationship.
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Complicated by you putting your dick
in every woman you met.
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Your mother forgave me.
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- Yeah. Well, she died alone, Ben.
- So will I.
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- Yeah, but you deserve to.
- Hey.
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It's okay.
We're just... just catching up here.
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- People change.
- [Matt and Ben] No, they don't.
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[Larry]
Why don't we talk about the trip?
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I can save us all a lot of trouble here.
I'm not going on any trip.
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You are a desperate old man.
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Tryin' to what?
Manufacture some bullshit redemption?
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Why?
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So you can pretend your empty, selfish
life was anything but meaningless?
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[slides chair]
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Thanks, but no thanks.
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Just so you know, when you are dead,
no one's gonna care that you're gone.
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I mean, maybe these two,
but you pay for them.
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[exhales]
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[phone vibrates]
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- Hello?
- Matt, Larry Holdt.
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- Hey, Larry.
- I want to discuss...
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[phone beeps]
242
00:17:00,185 --> 00:17:02,312
[vibrating]
243
00:17:03,022 --> 00:17:04,440
Come on, man.
244
00:17:06,525 --> 00:17:07,735
[Larry] Matt, don't hang up.
245
00:17:07,818 --> 00:17:09,778
- Not gonna change my mind, Larry.
- I know.
246
00:17:09,862 --> 00:17:12,948
- I'm gonna change it for you.
- Oh, you are? Really? How?
247
00:17:13,032 --> 00:17:15,701
Spare Sevens. I can get you a sit-down.
248
00:17:18,454 --> 00:17:20,998
- Go on.
- Their manager used to work for me.
249
00:17:21,915 --> 00:17:24,376
He says you've been calling all day.
250
00:17:24,460 --> 00:17:28,547
They're going to be playing in Chicago
in a few days. Some radio station thing.
251
00:17:28,630 --> 00:17:30,549
You can swing by on your way.
252
00:17:30,674 --> 00:17:33,177
Wait. Hold on.
What do you mean on my way?
253
00:17:33,552 --> 00:17:35,554
You're talking about Kansas, yeah?
[scoffs]
254
00:17:35,929 --> 00:17:38,307
Look. I don't know
how to make this any more clear.
255
00:17:38,390 --> 00:17:40,309
That's just not going to happen.
256
00:17:40,392 --> 00:17:43,479
Look. Ben needs the show,
and you need that meeting
257
00:17:44,063 --> 00:17:47,274
And trust me.
This is the only way you'll get it.
258
00:17:50,110 --> 00:17:52,362
I'm not going to go with him, Larry.
259
00:17:53,739 --> 00:17:55,240
It's not happening.
260
00:17:55,741 --> 00:17:57,493
Please, don't call back.
261
00:17:58,035 --> 00:17:59,578
[phone beeps]
262
00:18:04,291 --> 00:18:06,293
[sighs]
263
00:18:18,180 --> 00:18:19,681
Fuck.
264
00:18:21,183 --> 00:18:22,309
[sighs]
265
00:18:38,408 --> 00:18:40,953
Good morning, Matthew.
Glad you reconsidered.
266
00:18:42,329 --> 00:18:44,039
So what's up with the Sevens?
267
00:18:44,123 --> 00:18:45,415
Show's Saturday.
268
00:18:46,542 --> 00:18:48,794
I'll make arrangements
for a meeting afterwards.
269
00:18:49,378 --> 00:18:50,796
Mm-hmm.
270
00:18:52,631 --> 00:18:55,384
Still drive that, huh?
You fix the roof yet?
271
00:18:55,467 --> 00:18:57,719
I'm sorry.
Would you like to take your car?
272
00:18:58,345 --> 00:19:01,014
- I don't have a car.
- Then that settles that.
273
00:19:01,098 --> 00:19:03,016
The car runs fine, Matt.
274
00:19:03,851 --> 00:19:07,563
- You're going too, huh?
- Unless you want to give me my shots.
275
00:19:07,646 --> 00:19:10,566
- Is that okay with you?
- Fine with me.
276
00:19:12,401 --> 00:19:15,779
- All right.
- Let's go! We're burning daylight.
277
00:19:17,531 --> 00:19:20,993
[female voice]
In two miles, merge onto I-80 West.
278
00:19:21,076 --> 00:19:22,786
Do not text and driv e, please.
279
00:19:22,870 --> 00:19:26,707
I'm not texting. I'm looking at texts.
There's a difference.
280
00:19:26,832 --> 00:19:30,210
Hey, this car doesn't have an iPhone jack
or anything like that, does it?
281
00:19:30,335 --> 00:19:34,423
We're strictly analog here.
Some cassettes in the glove compartment.
282
00:19:35,132 --> 00:19:39,803
[voice continues] In 1.5 miles, stayto the right to merge onto I-80 West.
283
00:19:39,887 --> 00:19:42,347
Zooey, hand me that thing for a second,
will you?
284
00:19:42,431 --> 00:19:44,224
Yeah.
285
00:19:46,894 --> 00:19:48,103
[rattles]
286
00:19:48,187 --> 00:19:52,065
- What the hell are you doing?
- Like I said, strictly analog.
287
00:19:52,191 --> 00:19:54,443
We gotta drive halfway
across the country.
288
00:19:54,526 --> 00:19:57,863
That's right. I'm not gonna have
some robot bitch whinin' in my ear,
289
00:19:57,946 --> 00:20:00,532
sending me on some sterile interstate.
290
00:20:00,616 --> 00:20:04,578
We have a week to get to Kansas.
We're taking the scenic route.
291
00:20:05,245 --> 00:20:07,206
We're going to use this map here.
292
00:20:07,706 --> 00:20:10,834
- Remember what a map is?
- Yeah. I know what a map is.
293
00:20:10,959 --> 00:20:14,004
[classic rock]
294
00:20:14,087 --> 00:20:15,797
- Turn that up, will you, Zo?
- Yeah.
295
00:20:15,881 --> 00:20:17,382
Love this song.
296
00:20:17,466 --> 00:20:23,472
♪ You've already burned it down ♪
297
00:20:23,597 --> 00:20:25,057
[ejects tape]
298
00:20:25,140 --> 00:20:27,392
- What are you doing?
- Nothing.
299
00:20:30,062 --> 00:20:31,605
[chuckles]
300
00:20:34,316 --> 00:20:35,317
[chuckles]
301
00:20:54,211 --> 00:20:55,337
Ben, you're here.
302
00:21:04,554 --> 00:21:08,308
There's a diner across the street.
We should meet up later and grab dinner.
303
00:21:08,475 --> 00:21:10,435
That sounds like a plan.
304
00:21:11,228 --> 00:21:12,646
Yeah, you guys go ahead.
305
00:21:13,063 --> 00:21:16,775
I'm just gonna get in a quick workout,
make it an early night.
306
00:21:27,119 --> 00:21:28,370
Hey.
307
00:21:29,997 --> 00:21:31,790
Don't give me that look.
308
00:21:31,873 --> 00:21:35,669
Okay. You know what?
You need to let your guard down.
309
00:21:37,170 --> 00:21:40,173
- Excuse me?
- Yeah. I know you're scared.
310
00:21:40,257 --> 00:21:42,134
Scared? What am I scared of exactly?
311
00:21:42,217 --> 00:21:44,219
You're scared to open yourself up to him.
312
00:21:44,303 --> 00:21:46,805
You're scared to let yourself
love him again.
313
00:21:48,265 --> 00:21:49,683
- Wow.
- Don't.
314
00:21:49,766 --> 00:21:52,227
- Wow, that's amazing.
- Yeah. Mm-hmm.
315
00:21:52,352 --> 00:21:55,897
Yeah, I mean forget therapy
or the facts of my relationship with him,
316
00:21:55,981 --> 00:21:59,276
you spend six hours in a car with me,
and you've cracked the code.
317
00:21:59,359 --> 00:22:02,154
- You don't have to be a dick.
- No, I don't need to be a dick.
318
00:22:02,237 --> 00:22:05,073
I need to be...
less scared to let him in.
319
00:22:05,699 --> 00:22:06,992
Or let him into...
320
00:22:07,409 --> 00:22:09,870
- I'm just saying...
- I'll mull it over.
321
00:22:09,953 --> 00:22:11,621
You made the effort to come.
322
00:22:11,705 --> 00:22:14,958
You may as well
try and get to know him a little bit.
323
00:22:15,042 --> 00:22:16,335
Watch your fingers.
324
00:22:44,321 --> 00:22:46,323
[muffled laughter]
325
00:22:55,665 --> 00:22:59,378
♪ I'd like to hold your hand ♪
326
00:23:00,962 --> 00:23:02,381
[Zooey] Ahh!
327
00:23:02,464 --> 00:23:06,885
♪ But your hand isn't here anymore ♪
328
00:23:11,223 --> 00:23:14,643
♪ I'd like to see your eyes ♪
329
00:23:18,146 --> 00:23:23,777
♪ But your eyes do not see any longer ♪
330
00:23:26,863 --> 00:23:30,784
♪ I want to walk with you ♪
331
00:23:33,578 --> 00:23:38,500
♪ But our walks do not exist any longer ♪
332
00:23:42,170 --> 00:23:46,133
♪ No, your eyes do not see anymor e ♪
333
00:23:47,217 --> 00:23:49,052
[Ben] It was 1998 or so,
334
00:23:49,136 --> 00:23:53,515
and I was in the White House doing
a spread on Clinton at Bill's request.
335
00:23:53,890 --> 00:23:57,519
It was right after the whole, you know,
bullshit impeachment circus.
336
00:23:57,602 --> 00:23:58,895
Bill was trying to prove...
337
00:23:58,979 --> 00:24:01,064
You're calling
the Lewinsky scandal bullshit?
338
00:24:01,148 --> 00:24:04,192
He cheated on his wife
and lied to the entire country about it.
339
00:24:04,276 --> 00:24:07,404
They all cheat. They all fuck around.
You should know that.
340
00:24:07,529 --> 00:24:10,157
- Ben.
- What? After the way your marriage ended?
341
00:24:10,240 --> 00:24:12,325
- You're seriously gonna sit here and...
- Stop.
342
00:24:12,409 --> 00:24:16,163
What? Just because Matt's here.
Don't be an idiot.
343
00:24:16,246 --> 00:24:20,500
- If anybody knows about fuckin' around...
- Hey, you need to stop talking now.
344
00:24:21,334 --> 00:24:23,670
- Leave her alone, okay?
- It's fine.
345
00:24:25,046 --> 00:24:27,090
I do believe Matt here's defending you.
346
00:24:27,632 --> 00:24:31,303
Just go back to your bullshit stories
about you and your fancy friends.
347
00:24:31,386 --> 00:24:33,805
What we're seeing now is jealousy.
348
00:24:34,431 --> 00:24:39,728
Envy and resentment of a man living in the
shadow of his father's accomplishments.
349
00:24:40,479 --> 00:24:42,814
Yeah, you've had a great big life.
350
00:24:43,356 --> 00:24:45,484
- Yeah. You're damn straight I did.
- Mm-hmm.
351
00:24:47,110 --> 00:24:49,237
Where are all those friends
while you're dying?
352
00:24:49,321 --> 00:24:50,197
- Matt.
- Alone?
353
00:24:50,280 --> 00:24:51,323
Stop.
354
00:24:51,406 --> 00:24:56,161
My work will live on long after I'm gone.
What have you done?
355
00:25:02,667 --> 00:25:06,880
Holy shit. Look at that, man.
She's gotta be 250 pounds or something.
356
00:25:07,172 --> 00:25:08,798
That outfit's beautiful.
357
00:25:12,260 --> 00:25:14,387
Can you just try and take it easy on him?
358
00:25:14,471 --> 00:25:17,057
Me? Are you kidding me?
I was defending you.
359
00:25:17,140 --> 00:25:23,813
You know, a month from now, two months,
he's going to be gone forever.
360
00:25:23,897 --> 00:25:26,566
No, I get it, okay?
I understand the concept.
361
00:25:26,650 --> 00:25:29,861
It doesn't give him a free pass
to be an asshole to people.
362
00:25:32,155 --> 00:25:34,574
[chuckles] 'Kay.
363
00:25:35,033 --> 00:25:37,077
I'm going to go back to the motel.
364
00:25:41,957 --> 00:25:43,542
Boy.
365
00:25:44,084 --> 00:25:46,461
- Fucking...
- [waitress] Here's your check, hon.
366
00:25:47,295 --> 00:25:48,713
Yeah. Thanks.
367
00:25:58,473 --> 00:26:02,727
♪ Yes, I understandThat every life must end ♪
368
00:26:02,811 --> 00:26:04,813
♪ Uh-huh ♪
369
00:26:07,482 --> 00:26:13,071
♪ As we sit alone
I know someday we must go, oh ♪
370
00:26:14,155 --> 00:26:16,157
[thunder rumbles]
371
00:26:16,241 --> 00:26:22,080
♪ Oh, I'm a lucky man
To count on both hands the ones I love ♪
372
00:26:25,166 --> 00:26:31,172
♪ Some folks just have one
Yeah, others they got none, uh-huh ♪
373
00:26:34,342 --> 00:26:37,637
♪ Stay with me ♪
374
00:26:37,721 --> 00:26:42,309
♪ Oh, let's just breathe ♪
375
00:26:43,977 --> 00:26:47,230
[guitar strumming]
376
00:26:47,314 --> 00:26:50,775
♪ Ooh ♪
377
00:26:52,902 --> 00:26:57,907
♪ Practiced on our sins
Never gonna let me win, oh ♪
378
00:27:01,620 --> 00:27:05,332
[song continues on radio]
379
00:27:05,457 --> 00:27:07,292
What? What's funny?
380
00:27:09,544 --> 00:27:11,004
Uh...
381
00:27:12,297 --> 00:27:16,176
When I was a kid,
my mom used to take me up to the Poconos
382
00:27:16,259 --> 00:27:18,136
for a few weeks every summer.
383
00:27:18,219 --> 00:27:22,390
After we'd pass a few of those
deer crossing signs that just went by,
384
00:27:23,642 --> 00:27:25,101
I remember I asked her,
385
00:27:26,186 --> 00:27:30,982
"Mom, how do the deers know
that's where they're supposed to cross?"
386
00:27:31,066 --> 00:27:32,359
[chuckles]
387
00:27:32,442 --> 00:27:34,402
I was being serious. I was a kid.
388
00:27:34,819 --> 00:27:39,949
But she just laughed her ass off like
it was the funniest thing she ever heard.
389
00:27:40,742 --> 00:27:42,285
That felt great, 'cause...
390
00:27:43,953 --> 00:27:46,247
I don't remember her laughing much.
391
00:27:50,085 --> 00:27:51,336
When did she die?
392
00:27:54,381 --> 00:27:55,674
I...
393
00:27:57,759 --> 00:27:59,511
When I was 13.
394
00:28:02,639 --> 00:28:04,724
I'm so sorry.
395
00:28:08,520 --> 00:28:13,692
After that I moved out of New York to
live with my aunt and uncle in Cleveland.
396
00:28:15,151 --> 00:28:18,530
Ben was...
He was working in Africa at the time.
397
00:28:20,532 --> 00:28:23,201
He didn't even make it back
for the funeral.
398
00:28:23,326 --> 00:28:25,578
[Ben] There was a civil war going on.
399
00:28:25,662 --> 00:28:26,913
Mm-hmm.
400
00:28:26,996 --> 00:28:29,499
I'm not making excuses. I'm just...
401
00:28:30,583 --> 00:28:34,796
saying if you think you had it rough,
just spend some time and effort.
402
00:28:34,921 --> 00:28:36,756
I'll remember that.
403
00:28:40,593 --> 00:28:42,220
We should go see him.
404
00:28:43,054 --> 00:28:44,054
Go see who?
405
00:28:44,556 --> 00:28:47,767
Your Uncle Dean.
Cleveland's only an hour away,
406
00:28:47,851 --> 00:28:51,354
and your "Spare Sister's" thing
isn't until tomorrow night.
407
00:28:52,230 --> 00:28:54,470
- [shutter clicks]
- I wouldn't mind seeing my brother...
408
00:28:55,233 --> 00:28:58,069
one more time before I leave this planet.
409
00:28:59,154 --> 00:29:00,447
Yeah, but...
410
00:29:01,030 --> 00:29:02,741
Dean hates you.
411
00:29:03,950 --> 00:29:06,786
He doesn't hate me.
He's just pissed off at me.
412
00:29:10,498 --> 00:29:14,419
♪ Nothing you would take ♪
413
00:29:14,502 --> 00:29:18,506
♪ Everything you gave ♪
414
00:29:19,007 --> 00:29:22,177
♪ Oh, hold me 'till I die ♪
415
00:29:22,927 --> 00:29:27,932
♪ Meet you on the other side ♪
416
00:29:28,099 --> 00:29:30,310
[music ends]
417
00:29:30,393 --> 00:29:32,061
[grunts]
418
00:29:39,819 --> 00:29:41,279
I'll be damned.
419
00:29:41,946 --> 00:29:42,947
Hi, Dean.
420
00:29:45,325 --> 00:29:46,534
You dyin'?
421
00:29:46,618 --> 00:29:49,412
- What? Is it that obvious?
- Well, you're here.
422
00:29:50,830 --> 00:29:51,998
Yes, I am
423
00:29:53,666 --> 00:29:55,168
It's good to see you
424
00:29:57,128 --> 00:30:00,882
- Matt, what are you doin' here?
- Hi. That is a long story.
425
00:30:00,965 --> 00:30:02,091
Yeah, I bet.
426
00:30:02,759 --> 00:30:05,053
- And who's this?
- This is Zooey.
427
00:30:05,136 --> 00:30:06,930
- Yep, Zooey.
- Is that Matty?
428
00:30:07,013 --> 00:30:08,139
Nice to meet you.
429
00:30:08,223 --> 00:30:09,641
- Hi!
- Hey.
430
00:30:11,559 --> 00:30:12,727
Ben.
431
00:30:13,228 --> 00:30:15,855
- Hi, Sarah.
- He's dying.
432
00:30:16,105 --> 00:30:19,025
Well, not in our driveway, he isn't.
Bring him on in.
433
00:30:19,108 --> 00:30:22,153
And you!
Why didn't you tell me you were coming?
434
00:30:22,237 --> 00:30:24,030
Sorry. It was a last-minute thing.
435
00:30:24,113 --> 00:30:26,699
- Hey! Hi!
- This is Zooey.
436
00:30:26,783 --> 00:30:29,828
Oh, Matty. Well, now she's more like it.
437
00:30:29,911 --> 00:30:32,413
I mean,
I told him not to marry the other one.
438
00:30:32,497 --> 00:30:36,084
- No, I, um...
- Zooey is Ben's nurse.
439
00:30:37,335 --> 00:30:40,255
Oh, because your auras are conjoined.
440
00:30:40,338 --> 00:30:43,174
- I could see that immediately
- Yeah. Yeah.
441
00:30:43,424 --> 00:30:46,511
Aunt Sarah here can see auras.
442
00:30:46,594 --> 00:30:49,013
- And she can hear sarcasm.
- Of course she can.
443
00:30:49,097 --> 00:30:51,599
- You guys are gonna spend the night?
- If that's okay.
444
00:30:51,683 --> 00:30:53,893
Great.
Matty, you and Zooey take your old room.
445
00:30:53,977 --> 00:30:56,062
- But we are... not together.
- Nope.
446
00:31:08,449 --> 00:31:09,450
Hi.
447
00:31:10,577 --> 00:31:12,370
- Hey.
- This was your room.
448
00:31:12,453 --> 00:31:16,749
Yeah. Basically, seventh, eighth grade
through high school.
449
00:31:17,000 --> 00:31:19,210
God, you were really into music.
450
00:31:19,711 --> 00:31:24,465
Yep. They say it's the one thing
I inherited from Ben.
451
00:31:26,926 --> 00:31:31,639
Actually, I would say that
the only memories, or good ones,
452
00:31:31,723 --> 00:31:35,184
at least, that I have of him
were listening to music.
453
00:31:35,268 --> 00:31:39,188
We had this little den
and this old Fisher stereo.
454
00:31:39,314 --> 00:31:41,357
I mean, new at the time, but...
455
00:31:41,441 --> 00:31:44,527
He'd let me play records
when he was goin' through the slides.
456
00:31:44,611 --> 00:31:45,612
Mm-hmm.
457
00:31:45,695 --> 00:31:49,073
So, while most kids had people
singin' 'em lullabies to sleep,
458
00:31:49,157 --> 00:31:52,493
- I had Graham Nash singing "Wounded Bird."
- [chuckles]
459
00:31:53,453 --> 00:31:55,330
Let's see what we have here.
460
00:31:55,622 --> 00:31:59,459
Ooh! Pearl Jam. Radiohead.
461
00:31:59,542 --> 00:32:02,629
- Nirvana.
- What can I say? I was a moody kid.
462
00:32:02,712 --> 00:32:06,466
Yeah, you can tell a lot about someone's
past from the music they listened to.
463
00:32:07,383 --> 00:32:09,928
Then I guess you know a lot about
my past now.
464
00:32:10,845 --> 00:32:12,931
What do you think I listened to?
465
00:32:15,850 --> 00:32:19,938
Very interesting question.
Okay, I'll bite.
466
00:32:20,813 --> 00:32:23,358
But in order to do this
to the best of my ability,
467
00:32:23,441 --> 00:32:26,569
I have to actually figure out
your exact age, so... excuse this.
468
00:32:26,653 --> 00:32:30,073
This might be a little rude.
What are you? Twenty-eight?
469
00:32:30,698 --> 00:32:31,866
- I'm 30.
- You are?
470
00:32:31,950 --> 00:32:32,825
- Yeah.
- Hey.
471
00:32:32,909 --> 00:32:34,786
- Thank you.
- Dodged a bullet there.
472
00:32:34,869 --> 00:32:35,912
[laughs]
473
00:32:35,995 --> 00:32:39,916
So that means you were
a freshman in college, like, in 2000.
474
00:32:40,625 --> 00:32:44,105
So then you were into... Sorry to say, but
you're a product of your environment. Top 40.
475
00:32:47,131 --> 00:32:50,510
I'm talking Britney, Christina,
boy bands, N'SYNC, Backstreet Boys,
476
00:32:50,593 --> 00:32:52,345
maybe Alanis when you're feeling dark.
477
00:32:52,428 --> 00:32:54,472
- Please give me some credit.
- But then...
478
00:32:54,555 --> 00:32:57,892
But then you started to rebel against
your middle-class suburban values.
479
00:32:57,976 --> 00:33:00,144
- Is that what I was doing?
- Mm-hmm.
480
00:33:00,228 --> 00:33:03,189
Or possibly
you met a guy into alternative music.
481
00:33:03,272 --> 00:33:07,568
Why do you assume that I changed
for a guy? Maybe he changed for me.
482
00:33:07,652 --> 00:33:11,364
No, no. Guys don't change for girls.
Not in college at least.
483
00:33:11,614 --> 00:33:13,950
- When do they change then?
- Much later.
484
00:33:15,493 --> 00:33:17,120
Usually when it's too late.
485
00:33:18,538 --> 00:33:21,666
You started to listen to bands
you thought would make you edgier,
486
00:33:21,749 --> 00:33:24,419
but you're still hopelessly mainstream.
487
00:33:24,502 --> 00:33:27,880
You're sittin' there in your dorm room,
and you're listening to...
488
00:33:29,215 --> 00:33:30,215
Live.
489
00:33:32,218 --> 00:33:34,137
Like who live? What live?
490
00:33:34,220 --> 00:33:37,557
- No, the band, "Live."
- I don't know of a band called Live.
491
00:33:37,640 --> 00:33:39,058
Live. You know. Like...
492
00:33:39,142 --> 00:33:40,518
♪ I alone want you ♪
493
00:33:40,601 --> 00:33:44,063
I actually could not name a single song
that the band Live had.
494
00:33:44,147 --> 00:33:46,733
What about "Lightning Crashes"?
Everyone knows that.
495
00:33:46,858 --> 00:33:48,609
♪ Her placenta falls to the floor ♪
496
00:33:48,735 --> 00:33:50,403
- Oh, my God!
- What?
497
00:33:50,486 --> 00:33:53,990
People know it because it's the only
pop song with the word "placenta" in it.
498
00:33:54,073 --> 00:33:57,869
You're really bad at this.
I was a weird, sad punk.
499
00:33:57,952 --> 00:34:00,413
- It was the Smiths, Pixies.
- But you loved Live.
500
00:34:00,496 --> 00:34:03,583
- Yeah, I loved Live.
- Biggest fan. Live's biggest fan.
501
00:34:03,666 --> 00:34:04,876
No, I'm not wrong.
502
00:34:05,793 --> 00:34:07,670
- This isn't bad.
- What?
503
00:34:07,754 --> 00:34:09,756
- Galaxie 500.
- Oh, yeah.
504
00:34:09,839 --> 00:34:11,424
- Obscure.
- Indeed.
505
00:34:11,507 --> 00:34:14,469
- Does your record player still work?
- Fucking better.
506
00:34:14,886 --> 00:34:17,013
Let's take it for a spin.
507
00:34:23,019 --> 00:34:24,520
[music starts]
508
00:34:24,645 --> 00:34:28,983
♪ My head will turn to yellow ♪
509
00:34:29,400 --> 00:34:34,697
♪ My eyes will turn to green ♪
510
00:34:35,907 --> 00:34:40,244
♪ My voice will turn to mellow ♪
511
00:34:40,328 --> 00:34:46,334
♪ But still I can't be seen ♪
512
00:34:47,877 --> 00:34:52,381
♪ Melt away ♪
513
00:34:52,465 --> 00:34:57,595
♪ I want to melt away ♪
514
00:34:59,222 --> 00:35:03,684
♪ Melt away ♪
515
00:35:03,768 --> 00:35:09,148
♪ I want to melt away ♪
516
00:35:10,358 --> 00:35:13,653
[Matt, Zooey chattering, laughing]
517
00:35:13,778 --> 00:35:17,031
How is Hank? Is he married?
Is Hank married yet?
518
00:35:17,115 --> 00:35:19,158
- Yeah.
- Yeah. Couple of years now.
519
00:35:19,242 --> 00:35:21,702
- Have any kids?
- Not yet, but...
520
00:35:21,786 --> 00:35:24,705
You know, they're so young.
There's no rush.
521
00:35:26,124 --> 00:35:28,709
So what's so special about
these photographs
522
00:35:28,793 --> 00:35:32,130
you need to drive halfway
across the country to get them developed?
523
00:35:32,213 --> 00:35:34,382
It's some of my early work.
524
00:35:34,465 --> 00:35:35,842
Stuff I shot years ago.
525
00:35:36,592 --> 00:35:39,053
What happens if you get 'em back,
and they're garbage?
526
00:35:39,137 --> 00:35:40,805
How do you even know what's on them?
527
00:35:40,888 --> 00:35:43,266
I remember every shot I've ever taken.
528
00:35:44,183 --> 00:35:47,019
That's, like,
hundreds of thousands of photos.
529
00:35:47,145 --> 00:35:49,772
- You remember all of them?
- Yep.
530
00:35:50,314 --> 00:35:51,983
That's impressive.
531
00:35:53,818 --> 00:35:55,319
When's my birthday?
532
00:36:03,828 --> 00:36:06,539
- [Dean] February 19.
- [Ben] February 19.
533
00:36:07,165 --> 00:36:09,625
You got it. Yeah.
534
00:36:16,090 --> 00:36:18,092
[Zooey chuckles]
535
00:36:20,094 --> 00:36:21,094
[Sarah chuckles]
536
00:36:21,137 --> 00:36:23,055
- Last one.
- Thanks.
537
00:36:23,139 --> 00:36:25,683
It's good to see them together again.
538
00:36:27,351 --> 00:36:29,353
It's good to see you with him.
539
00:36:31,814 --> 00:36:34,483
I don't know. He left us.
540
00:36:35,568 --> 00:36:37,445
Hell, he left you guys too.
541
00:36:38,529 --> 00:36:42,617
Now he's dying, so he comes back,
and we're just lettin' him back in.
542
00:36:44,035 --> 00:36:46,287
It's like he's getting away with it.
543
00:36:46,412 --> 00:36:47,872
Matty, look at him.
544
00:36:49,081 --> 00:36:52,627
I mean, does that look like a man
who's gotten away with anything?
545
00:36:57,340 --> 00:36:58,841
Mmm.
546
00:36:58,966 --> 00:37:00,218
Okay, I'm gonna...
547
00:37:01,552 --> 00:37:02,887
I'm gonna go upstairs.
548
00:37:03,262 --> 00:37:05,723
Try and get a little work done
before I pass out.
549
00:37:08,226 --> 00:37:11,479
Can I take this, put wine it,
and drink it in my room?
550
00:37:11,562 --> 00:37:13,272
- Help yourself.
- All right.
551
00:37:13,689 --> 00:37:15,566
- 'Night, sweetheart.
- 'Night.
552
00:37:15,858 --> 00:37:17,443
- I'm so glad you're here.
- Me too.
553
00:37:17,526 --> 00:37:19,403
- I love you.
- Love you too.
554
00:37:23,616 --> 00:37:26,369
Hey, guys. I'm going to bed.
I'll see you in the morning.
555
00:37:26,452 --> 00:37:28,162
- Okay.
- All right.
556
00:37:35,127 --> 00:37:37,338
- You good?
- Yeah.
557
00:37:37,421 --> 00:37:40,758
Yeah, no, I'm just a little tired.
Gonna get some work done.
558
00:37:41,717 --> 00:37:43,719
I'm glad you're making this trip.
559
00:37:44,720 --> 00:37:48,224
A man should know his father,
no matter what kind of bastard he is.
560
00:37:52,812 --> 00:37:54,814
You should come back here more often.
561
00:37:54,897 --> 00:37:58,693
- I know. I'm sorry.
- That's okay. End of the lecture.
562
00:37:58,776 --> 00:38:00,486
- It's good to see you.
- Thanks.
563
00:38:00,569 --> 00:38:01,904
[kisses]
564
00:38:12,164 --> 00:38:13,082
[knocking]
565
00:38:13,165 --> 00:38:14,292
Yep.
566
00:38:14,959 --> 00:38:16,877
- Hey, I saw...
- Hey.
567
00:38:17,128 --> 00:38:20,506
that your light was still on.
I got you a glass of water.
568
00:38:20,589 --> 00:38:21,590
- Thanks.
- Yeah.
569
00:38:21,674 --> 00:38:23,676
I know those guys can drink, so...
570
00:38:23,759 --> 00:38:26,053
Thought that might help
the cause in the morning.
571
00:38:26,137 --> 00:38:27,930
- How are you?
- Good.
572
00:38:28,222 --> 00:38:29,890
Is it hard being here?
573
00:38:31,892 --> 00:38:32,892
Um...
574
00:38:33,185 --> 00:38:35,771
- Sorry. Do you want to come in?
- Yeah.
575
00:38:37,315 --> 00:38:40,484
No. I mean, me, no.
576
00:38:41,319 --> 00:38:43,487
- Um, can I sit down?
- Yeah.
577
00:38:45,031 --> 00:38:48,242
Not weird for me. I guess
the weird thing would be...
578
00:38:50,202 --> 00:38:52,580
you know, seein' Ben here.
Is a little, you know, odd.
579
00:39:02,089 --> 00:39:03,089
Oh, um...
580
00:39:03,883 --> 00:39:06,510
Sarah... thinks you're beautiful.
581
00:39:09,013 --> 00:39:11,474
Okay. Cool.
[chuckling]
582
00:39:12,141 --> 00:39:13,768
[giggles]
583
00:39:15,436 --> 00:39:16,771
You are though.
584
00:39:18,939 --> 00:39:21,734
- I think you're drunk.
- No.
585
00:39:23,611 --> 00:39:26,655
- Maybe. I might be, actually.
- [Zooey cackles]
586
00:39:26,739 --> 00:39:29,283
But I'm not saying this 'cause I'm drunk.
587
00:39:29,367 --> 00:39:30,951
And I'm not gonna not say it
588
00:39:31,035 --> 00:39:33,996
'cause I think you'll think
I'm only saying it because I'm drunk.
589
00:39:34,497 --> 00:39:36,290
I don't know what we're talking about.
590
00:39:36,374 --> 00:39:38,376
- Oh, you didn't follow that?
- No.
591
00:39:38,542 --> 00:39:41,754
Then maybe I am drunk.
'Cause I followed it perfectly.
592
00:39:44,215 --> 00:39:46,759
Oh, this is a bad idea.
593
00:39:47,551 --> 00:39:49,720
- What? We're just talking.
- Yeah, well.
594
00:39:49,804 --> 00:39:55,309
Then you have to talk about the fact that
you're just talking and not just talking.
595
00:39:56,102 --> 00:39:57,102
Right.
596
00:40:02,608 --> 00:40:05,444
- Wait, I'm sorry. I mean...
- Oh! Whoa.
597
00:40:05,569 --> 00:40:08,447
Oh, my God. I'm so sorry.
[laughing]
598
00:40:09,031 --> 00:40:10,699
Holy shit.
599
00:40:10,783 --> 00:40:12,868
- Are you okay?
- Yeah, I'm okay.
600
00:40:12,952 --> 00:40:14,203
I guess I deserved that.
601
00:40:16,622 --> 00:40:19,792
- Thanks.
- [Zooey laughs, sighs]
602
00:40:22,002 --> 00:40:25,631
- Oh, hey, close your eyes.
- Are you gonna get weird?
603
00:40:26,507 --> 00:40:29,135
No. No. Just close 'em.
604
00:40:29,802 --> 00:40:31,554
Okay. They're closed.
605
00:40:31,637 --> 00:40:33,347
Hold on a sec.
606
00:40:37,101 --> 00:40:38,769
Okay, you can open 'em now.
607
00:40:40,521 --> 00:40:42,982
Wow. That's really cool.
608
00:40:44,692 --> 00:40:47,653
Yeah, my cousin Hank
was really into astronomy.
609
00:40:47,903 --> 00:40:49,989
[chuckles] Yeah, I can tell.
610
00:40:57,121 --> 00:40:59,957
- What, um, Ben was saying...
- Mm-hmm.
611
00:41:00,624 --> 00:41:04,170
...last night at the diner
about your... ex-husband?
612
00:41:07,131 --> 00:41:09,884
Is that what happened? He cheated?
613
00:41:13,345 --> 00:41:17,224
Nothing good comes from reliving the past.
You know?
614
00:41:19,268 --> 00:41:21,645
You just sound like my ex-wife now.
615
00:41:24,315 --> 00:41:26,233
She used to say that I'd...
616
00:41:27,735 --> 00:41:32,490
I had a tendency to live in the past
rather than... embracing the present.
617
00:41:34,825 --> 00:41:36,410
Is that why she left you?
618
00:41:40,247 --> 00:41:42,917
It's never... one thing, now, is it?
619
00:41:44,585 --> 00:41:46,045
What about you?
620
00:41:46,420 --> 00:41:49,423
I don't know.
It all just happened so fucking fast.
621
00:41:49,507 --> 00:41:53,636
One moment we're just...
we're cruising and then...
622
00:41:55,846 --> 00:41:58,140
the next we're driving off a cliff.
623
00:42:00,142 --> 00:42:02,269
The funny thing is, I actually...
624
00:42:03,437 --> 00:42:07,233
For a moment there,
I thought I had it together, you know?
625
00:42:09,318 --> 00:42:11,987
I thought
I was someone to be reckoned with.
626
00:42:28,128 --> 00:42:30,714
- [object slips, clatters]
- [man groans]
627
00:42:31,632 --> 00:42:34,343
Oh, my God, Ben. Jesus.
628
00:42:35,719 --> 00:42:40,057
- Help. Oh, God.
- Ben, what did you do? Are you okay?
629
00:42:40,140 --> 00:42:45,729
Yeah, yeah. I just...
I just got dizzy, and I tripped over...
630
00:42:46,355 --> 00:42:48,857
the corner over here.
I was gonna take a shower.
631
00:42:48,941 --> 00:42:52,820
Wait for me before you do that.
Can you move your fingers? Toes?
632
00:42:53,153 --> 00:42:54,833
- Yeah.
- Any dizziness or nausea? [groans]
633
00:42:56,574 --> 00:42:58,742
- Do you have any pain?
- No.
634
00:42:59,118 --> 00:43:00,578
Bend your leg for me.
635
00:43:00,661 --> 00:43:06,375
Wait. Stop gropin' me. Jesus Christ.
What are you doin'?
636
00:43:06,458 --> 00:43:08,669
I need to make sure
you don't have broken bones.
637
00:43:08,752 --> 00:43:10,671
- Help me up.
- I got you.
638
00:43:11,422 --> 00:43:14,717
- Here you go.
- Oh, God. Jesus Christ.
639
00:43:14,800 --> 00:43:17,011
- You don't feel pain anywhere?
- No.
640
00:43:17,094 --> 00:43:18,762
- Are you sure?
- Yeah.
641
00:43:18,846 --> 00:43:21,206
- Oh, my God.
- I'm all right. -[Zooey sighs] -[Ben exhales]
642
00:43:23,100 --> 00:43:27,271
I'm fine. I just need to sit here
for a couple minutes.
643
00:43:27,354 --> 00:43:28,897
- Okay.
- Yeah.
644
00:43:29,523 --> 00:43:32,901
- Thanks, baby.
- Oh, my God. Gave me a heart attack.
645
00:43:41,785 --> 00:43:43,787
- [thuds]
- [door slams]
646
00:43:45,247 --> 00:43:47,458
- Hot coffee?
- [Zooey] Yes, please. Thank you.
647
00:43:47,541 --> 00:43:51,920
We should be able to get to Chicago
by late afternoon at the latest, yeah?
648
00:43:52,004 --> 00:43:56,133
That'll give us five days to get to Kansas
before the lab closes.
649
00:43:56,216 --> 00:43:57,426
[Zooey] Mm-hmm.
650
00:43:57,968 --> 00:44:00,304
- So you two are screwing now.
- [forks clatter]
651
00:44:02,848 --> 00:44:06,810
I mean, it makes sense.
He's low-hanging fruit sexually speaking.
652
00:44:07,519 --> 00:44:10,356
You haven't been laid in what?
Three years?
653
00:44:10,439 --> 00:44:13,776
- How about we shut up now, okay?
- You like your women damaged.
654
00:44:13,859 --> 00:44:17,738
- You like to damage yours.
- Okay, that's enough. Both of you.
655
00:44:22,951 --> 00:44:25,454
I didn't damage you. Did I, Sarah?
656
00:44:30,084 --> 00:44:32,795
- What's he talkin' about?
- Ben.
657
00:44:35,214 --> 00:44:38,133
- Sarah, what's he talking about?
- Nothing.
658
00:44:39,134 --> 00:44:43,013
A million years ago before
we went on our first date. Nothing.
659
00:44:43,097 --> 00:44:45,474
What? Did Sarah never mention that?
660
00:44:46,183 --> 00:44:50,354
I can understand why.
It wasn't really very memorable.
661
00:44:51,063 --> 00:44:55,693
Mostly just a lot of dry humping. Had
a couple drinks and couldn't quite get...
662
00:44:55,776 --> 00:44:56,819
Shut your mouth, Ben.
663
00:44:56,902 --> 00:45:00,739
Though God knows
she tried every trick in the book.
664
00:45:00,823 --> 00:45:02,199
- Shut up.
- Dean!
665
00:45:02,282 --> 00:45:07,329
What are you gonna do, Dean?
You gonna come over here and hit me?
666
00:45:11,250 --> 00:45:13,043
There's nothin' left to hit.
667
00:45:20,676 --> 00:45:23,345
- [chuckles]
- [mutters] Christ.
668
00:45:23,429 --> 00:45:26,515
- [footsteps depart]
- [door opens]
669
00:45:26,598 --> 00:45:28,183
[knife scrapes plate]
670
00:45:29,518 --> 00:45:32,187
- What is your fucking problem?
- Can we just calm down?
671
00:45:32,271 --> 00:45:35,649
I'm not gonna calm down.
Can't watch him shit all over my family.
672
00:45:35,733 --> 00:45:38,944
I'm just bustin' his balls
for Christ' sake. He's my kid brother.
673
00:45:40,237 --> 00:45:43,157
He was more of a father to me
than you ever were.
674
00:45:52,541 --> 00:45:54,835
I was just busting his balls.
675
00:45:57,254 --> 00:45:58,756
Drama.
676
00:46:43,550 --> 00:46:46,220
Doesn't anyone else
see how ridiculous it is?
677
00:46:47,721 --> 00:46:51,850
I mean, don't get me wrong.
You're a really good looking girl, Zooey.
678
00:46:51,934 --> 00:46:57,189
You're even sexy in a sloppy kind of way.
You got full lips, nice skin, great legs.
679
00:46:58,148 --> 00:47:01,276
And I guess, you know,
Matt's in decent enough shape.
680
00:47:01,735 --> 00:47:04,196
He's got no glaringly bad features.
681
00:47:04,279 --> 00:47:08,408
Judging by my own modest dimensions, I
doubt he's packing a python in his pants,
682
00:47:08,492 --> 00:47:11,370
but I'm sure it's
a perfectly adequate cock in a pinch.
683
00:47:11,453 --> 00:47:13,539
You're thrown together by circumstance.
684
00:47:13,622 --> 00:47:15,874
Neither one of you has demonstrated
any ability
685
00:47:15,958 --> 00:47:18,252
to sustain any kind of
meaningful relationship.
686
00:47:18,335 --> 00:47:23,632
To the contrary, you're both
especially dysfunctional in that regard.
687
00:47:23,715 --> 00:47:28,554
It's going to become very awkward
when this situation... goes south,
688
00:47:29,179 --> 00:47:30,514
and it will.
689
00:47:30,931 --> 00:47:32,975
- I mean, look at you.
- Shut up.
690
00:47:34,101 --> 00:47:36,019
Okay? Just shut up.
691
00:47:36,353 --> 00:47:37,896
Nothing happened.
692
00:47:39,857 --> 00:47:41,692
- Nothing happened?
- Nothing!
693
00:47:42,276 --> 00:47:43,861
You were alone in a room.
694
00:47:43,944 --> 00:47:45,320
- She's drunk.
- I wasn't drunk.
695
00:47:45,404 --> 00:47:47,072
- She's coming on to you.
- No.
696
00:47:47,155 --> 00:47:51,493
Every star in the sexual galaxy
is lined up. You couldn't seal the deal?
697
00:47:51,743 --> 00:47:54,371
What do you need?
Landing lights between her legs?
698
00:47:54,454 --> 00:47:55,914
- Thanks for that.
- Huh?
699
00:47:55,998 --> 00:47:59,084
- Thanks for that!
- Well, no offense. It's just...
700
00:47:59,877 --> 00:48:02,170
It's just disappointing. That's all.
701
00:48:02,963 --> 00:48:05,340
Well, really sorry to disappoint you.
702
00:48:05,924 --> 00:48:07,801
Are you ever happy, Ben?
703
00:48:07,885 --> 00:48:11,263
Let me tell you something.
Happiness is bullshit.
704
00:48:11,346 --> 00:48:13,432
It's the great myth
of the late 20th century.
705
00:48:13,515 --> 00:48:15,642
You think Picasso was happy?
706
00:48:15,726 --> 00:48:17,728
You think Hemingway was?
707
00:48:18,103 --> 00:48:20,397
Hendrix? They were miserable shits.
708
00:48:20,480 --> 00:48:24,943
No art worth a damn was ever created
out of happiness. I can tell you that.
709
00:48:25,527 --> 00:48:30,073
Ambition, narcissism, sex, rage.
710
00:48:30,157 --> 00:48:34,244
Those are the engines that drive
every great artist, every great man.
711
00:48:36,330 --> 00:48:38,373
A hole that can't be filled.
712
00:48:41,501 --> 00:48:43,962
That's why
we're all such miserable assholes.
713
00:48:44,671 --> 00:48:47,090
So you know you're a miserable asshole.
714
00:48:47,549 --> 00:48:50,677
What? Do you think I'm an idiot?
Of course I know.
715
00:48:53,931 --> 00:48:55,182
'Course I know.
716
00:48:55,390 --> 00:48:59,728
[guitar starts]
717
00:49:06,068 --> 00:49:07,402
♪ Come ♪
718
00:49:08,153 --> 00:49:12,908
♪ Husk your limbs to my floor ♪
719
00:49:17,412 --> 00:49:21,541
♪ Bones sucking stones ♪
720
00:49:22,459 --> 00:49:24,920
♪ Her coming storm ♪
721
00:49:27,965 --> 00:49:34,554
♪ Under the lights you went
Chemical ashes head down ♪
722
00:49:39,351 --> 00:49:46,274
♪ Heart on a diamond thread
Fennel and lashes wet down ♪
723
00:49:51,196 --> 00:49:58,161
♪ Ooh, ooh, mmm ♪
724
00:50:02,624 --> 00:50:09,506
♪ Ooh, ooh, mmm ♪
725
00:50:12,718 --> 00:50:14,720
[music ends] [film roll clatters]
726
00:50:20,892 --> 00:50:22,894
[plastic clatters]
727
00:50:49,546 --> 00:50:53,425
You would have saved us all
a lot of trouble if you shot digital.
728
00:50:54,217 --> 00:50:55,552
[sighs]
729
00:50:55,635 --> 00:50:58,346
You ever hold a pair of fake tits
in your hands?
730
00:50:58,430 --> 00:51:02,267
- [scoffs] What?
- No matter how good something looks,
731
00:51:03,769 --> 00:51:06,271
- you can't beat the real thing.
- Mm-hmm.
732
00:51:06,354 --> 00:51:10,192
People are taking more pictures now
than ever before.
733
00:51:10,776 --> 00:51:14,613
Billions of 'em.
But there's no slides, no prints.
734
00:51:15,155 --> 00:51:16,490
They're just data,
735
00:51:16,990 --> 00:51:18,825
electronic dust.
736
00:51:19,326 --> 00:51:23,622
Years from now, when they dig us up,
there won't be any pictures to find.
737
00:51:24,915 --> 00:51:29,086
No record of who we were, how we lived.
738
00:51:29,961 --> 00:51:33,924
What's the point of having an artifact
if you never see it with your own eyes?
739
00:51:36,426 --> 00:51:38,386
You still talking about film?
740
00:51:41,681 --> 00:51:43,558
Never mind. Hey, Matt, Matt.
741
00:51:48,438 --> 00:51:52,943
I don't kid myself that I was
any kind of husband or father.
742
00:51:54,319 --> 00:51:55,570
It's not about that.
743
00:51:59,407 --> 00:52:01,451
You just never saw me.
744
00:52:04,287 --> 00:52:05,580
Not once, Ben.
745
00:52:07,624 --> 00:52:11,336
I see for a living, Matt. It's what I do.
746
00:52:18,927 --> 00:52:20,846
We better get going.
747
00:52:51,251 --> 00:52:55,463
Hey, we just got to the hotel in Chicago.
Thanks for the passes for tonight.
748
00:52:55,547 --> 00:52:59,259
[Larry] I have you booked in St. Louis
tomorrow night, then Kansas City,
749
00:52:59,342 --> 00:53:01,636
- then Parsons for Tuesday.
- Okay.
750
00:53:02,220 --> 00:53:05,140
That gives you two extra days
before the lab closes.
751
00:53:06,224 --> 00:53:09,728
Hey, look, Larry, I'd rather just go
straight from St. Louis to Parsons.
752
00:53:09,811 --> 00:53:12,439
I just want to drop off this film
and get back to my life.
753
00:53:12,522 --> 00:53:14,524
- If that's all right.
- Suit yourself.
754
00:53:14,608 --> 00:53:16,818
- You ready for tonight?
- Yeah, I'm ready.
755
00:53:16,902 --> 00:53:19,905
- Don't worry about me, Larry.
- Good luck anyway.
756
00:53:20,572 --> 00:53:21,990
Thanks, I guess.
757
00:53:30,916 --> 00:53:33,251
[inhales, exhales]
758
00:53:34,294 --> 00:53:36,296
[samba music]
759
00:53:45,805 --> 00:53:47,557
Uh-oh. Oh.
[chuckles]
760
00:53:47,974 --> 00:53:50,936
- Okay.
- Go, Zooey.
761
00:53:56,399 --> 00:53:58,235
Oh, hey.
762
00:53:58,944 --> 00:54:02,656
Before I forget.
This is your pass for tonight.
763
00:54:03,156 --> 00:54:06,743
- This is the band you're pitchin'?
- Yeah. Yeah, that's them.
764
00:54:08,245 --> 00:54:11,081
Why don't you try
running your spiel by me?
765
00:54:11,831 --> 00:54:13,875
You know, kick the tires a little bit.
766
00:54:14,793 --> 00:54:16,753
No. No, I'm okay. Thanks though.
767
00:54:16,836 --> 00:54:21,132
Come on. I mean, you're asking
a successful band to leave a major label
768
00:54:21,216 --> 00:54:23,218
and trust you at a boutique.
769
00:54:23,718 --> 00:54:24,844
Let's hear it.
770
00:54:26,846 --> 00:54:30,100
Come on. Just give me your pitch.
It's good practice.
771
00:54:30,183 --> 00:54:32,852
I mean, your career depends on it, right?
772
00:54:35,647 --> 00:54:36,815
Okay.
773
00:54:38,316 --> 00:54:39,985
We're not corporate.
774
00:54:40,068 --> 00:54:43,571
We're not part of a conglomerate
that only worries about the bottom line.
775
00:54:43,655 --> 00:54:47,242
We actually are a company that still
believes the artist is visionary,
776
00:54:47,325 --> 00:54:48,994
not just a product.
777
00:54:50,245 --> 00:54:52,956
Yeah, don't say any of that.
You sound like a pussy.
778
00:54:53,039 --> 00:54:54,457
Never mind. Bad idea.
779
00:54:54,541 --> 00:54:56,960
You were always a little timid,
even as a little kid.
780
00:54:57,043 --> 00:54:59,838
You have any idea how condescending
and insulting you can be?
781
00:54:59,921 --> 00:55:02,048
Just listen to me?
These guys are surrounded
782
00:55:02,132 --> 00:55:05,093
by people tellin' 'em
how great they are all the time.
783
00:55:05,176 --> 00:55:07,512
They need that because they're artists.
784
00:55:07,595 --> 00:55:10,223
We're all just
a bunch of insecure bastards.
785
00:55:10,307 --> 00:55:12,475
So you don't tell them how great they are,
786
00:55:12,559 --> 00:55:15,020
you tell 'em
what you don't like about 'em.
787
00:55:15,103 --> 00:55:18,606
Speak with authority.
Not only will they respect you,
788
00:55:18,690 --> 00:55:21,985
but they'll believe
you're the only guy who can fix it.
789
00:55:27,741 --> 00:55:30,660
- Why'd you come on this trip?
- What?
790
00:55:30,744 --> 00:55:33,830
Don't tell me it's about
this "Seven Sisters" or whoever.
791
00:55:33,913 --> 00:55:36,708
Spare Sevens. Yeah, no. That's why.
792
00:55:42,255 --> 00:55:44,966
And I guess there's part of me
793
00:55:45,050 --> 00:55:48,178
that figured this was the last chance
I'd have to see you
794
00:55:48,261 --> 00:55:52,349
and how you measure up against
the bastard I've hated all these years.
795
00:55:53,725 --> 00:55:55,226
How am I doing?
796
00:55:56,811 --> 00:55:58,146
You're holding your own.
797
00:56:00,940 --> 00:56:02,859
You wanna know the sad part?
798
00:56:04,819 --> 00:56:06,696
I've actually been trying.
799
00:56:07,947 --> 00:56:10,909
[scoffs]
800
00:56:10,992 --> 00:56:12,994
[hard rock]
801
00:56:13,078 --> 00:56:18,750
♪ Say your last hallelujah ♪
802
00:56:18,917 --> 00:56:25,131
♪ Fight with the great illusion ♪
803
00:56:25,256 --> 00:56:28,510
♪ Wake up ♪
804
00:56:28,593 --> 00:56:33,223
♪ Come on, take me home ♪
805
00:56:34,182 --> 00:56:37,268
- What do you think?
- I think they're good.
806
00:56:37,352 --> 00:56:38,853
- What?
- I think they're good.
807
00:56:38,937 --> 00:56:41,940
I think
they could use a new record label though.
808
00:56:42,315 --> 00:56:43,525
I agree.
809
00:56:43,608 --> 00:56:47,320
[loud music continues]
810
00:56:47,404 --> 00:56:50,407
♪ Wake up ♪
811
00:56:50,490 --> 00:56:54,869
♪ Come on, take me home ♪
812
00:56:54,994 --> 00:57:00,750
[cheering]
813
00:57:02,585 --> 00:57:05,046
[Matt]
So... what I was talkin' about earlier...
814
00:57:05,130 --> 00:57:07,757
[man laughing] Thanks.
815
00:57:07,882 --> 00:57:12,303
- Sorry. Matt, Matt. What were you saying?
- We're talking about creative control
816
00:57:12,387 --> 00:57:15,056
and support
you're not going to find anywhere else.
817
00:57:15,140 --> 00:57:17,767
I just don't think you should be singin'
for your supper.
818
00:57:18,518 --> 00:57:21,479
We want to give you the space
to record the album
819
00:57:21,563 --> 00:57:23,773
that the whole world is waiting for.
820
00:57:24,983 --> 00:57:26,818
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
821
00:57:26,901 --> 00:57:28,862
- But, um...
- [people chattering]
822
00:57:29,696 --> 00:57:33,616
I'm going to do that no matter where I am,
aren't I?
823
00:57:36,244 --> 00:57:40,206
Yes, no, of course,
but what we're offering is...
824
00:57:40,290 --> 00:57:44,002
Matt,
you've worked with some serious bands.
825
00:57:44,836 --> 00:57:47,422
And some shit bands if I'm being honest.
826
00:57:47,630 --> 00:57:50,091
A bit of this, a bit of that.
827
00:57:50,717 --> 00:57:52,802
We're on a streak now.
828
00:57:53,595 --> 00:57:56,473
Selling out shows, heavy rotation.
829
00:57:58,725 --> 00:58:00,768
If it ain't broke, and all that.
830
00:58:01,644 --> 00:58:03,438
- Right?
- Yeah. No. I, um...
831
00:58:04,606 --> 00:58:06,524
I hear what you're saying.
832
00:58:10,320 --> 00:58:11,571
Matt.
833
00:58:16,034 --> 00:58:17,744
But it is broke, Jasper.
834
00:58:19,245 --> 00:58:20,997
You just don't know it yet.
835
00:58:21,831 --> 00:58:24,626
Or my hunch is... that maybe you do.
836
00:58:25,293 --> 00:58:27,670
You did agree to meet with me
tonight, right?
837
00:58:28,546 --> 00:58:29,797
- Yes or no?
- Yes.
838
00:58:29,881 --> 00:58:32,383
Yeah, that's right. Yeah. Well done.
839
00:58:32,467 --> 00:58:35,345
So you were honest with me.
I'm gonna be honest with you.
840
00:58:36,012 --> 00:58:37,889
I loved your guys' first record.
841
00:58:38,890 --> 00:58:39,890
It was amazing.
842
00:58:40,433 --> 00:58:43,019
Deserves every bit of recognition
that it got.
843
00:58:43,102 --> 00:58:45,313
I worked out to it. I fucked to it.
844
00:58:45,396 --> 00:58:47,732
It helped me get through my divorce.
845
00:58:48,441 --> 00:58:50,360
Seriously. It's one of those.
846
00:58:50,652 --> 00:58:52,612
It was incredible. Because it had balls.
847
00:58:52,695 --> 00:58:55,448
It was unique. It was original.
It was yours.
848
00:58:56,824 --> 00:58:59,244
Your second album, however, Alibi.
849
00:59:00,453 --> 00:59:03,831
Ironically named, if you ask me,
'cause that thing is anything...
850
00:59:05,250 --> 00:59:06,292
but your first album.
851
00:59:06,376 --> 00:59:08,086
It is at best forgettable.
852
00:59:09,254 --> 00:59:12,298
Teenagers make that music
with a fucking laptop.
853
00:59:13,758 --> 00:59:15,176
They do.
854
00:59:15,635 --> 00:59:18,680
I don't know whose idea it was
to put that dance track on there,
855
00:59:18,763 --> 00:59:21,849
but I bet it wasn't any of you guys,
am I wrong?
856
00:59:22,100 --> 00:59:24,686
You don't look at each other
when you play the new songs.
857
00:59:24,769 --> 00:59:28,064
You just look out straight forward,
scanning the crowd for girls.
858
00:59:29,816 --> 00:59:32,860
- You're embarrassed. I don't blame you.
- What's your point?
859
00:59:32,944 --> 00:59:35,488
I think you're better than that.
That's all I'm saying.
860
00:59:35,572 --> 00:59:37,490
'Cause you're an actual
fucking rock band.
861
00:59:38,116 --> 00:59:40,702
Drums, guitar, bass, vocals.
862
00:59:41,369 --> 00:59:43,788
Then you add all this other shit
you don't need.
863
00:59:44,330 --> 00:59:46,416
You're selling albums, but to who?
864
00:59:46,499 --> 00:59:48,960
People that pay attention
to fuckin' commercials.
865
00:59:50,545 --> 00:59:53,798
I want you guys
to get back to what you do.
866
00:59:53,881 --> 00:59:57,051
To reclaim what made
the Spare Sevens the Spare Sevens.
867
00:59:57,135 --> 01:00:00,430
If you don't, you're just going to
be another casualty of the machine.
868
01:00:01,347 --> 01:00:04,767
If I didn't believe this, if I didn't
believe in you, I wouldn't be here.
869
01:00:06,144 --> 01:00:09,439
You have no fucking idea
what it took me to get here.
870
01:00:10,982 --> 01:00:14,027
[sniffs, sighs]
871
01:00:19,616 --> 01:00:21,784
Fuck. [chuckles]
872
01:00:21,909 --> 01:00:23,244
Fuck, man.
873
01:00:28,666 --> 01:00:32,003
You've got a massive pair of balls on you,
don't you?
874
01:00:32,503 --> 01:00:33,503
Yeah.
875
01:00:33,838 --> 01:00:37,550
- They make my dick look really small.
- [men laugh]
876
01:00:43,264 --> 01:00:46,017
Okay, man.
[clears throat]
877
01:00:48,186 --> 01:00:49,312
Okay.
878
01:00:50,521 --> 01:00:52,315
How do you see this working?
879
01:00:52,940 --> 01:00:55,026
Glad you asked.[chuckles]
880
01:00:55,151 --> 01:00:58,279
- I have to take a look at your contract.
- This geezer pissed himself.
881
01:00:59,113 --> 01:01:01,074
This geezer pissed his pants!
882
01:01:01,199 --> 01:01:03,826
[laughing]
883
01:01:04,952 --> 01:01:09,248
Get the old codger a nappy.
Get him a diaper!
884
01:01:09,332 --> 01:01:10,541
[laughing continues]
885
01:01:10,625 --> 01:01:11,751
Shit!
886
01:01:11,834 --> 01:01:13,836
Fucking hope not.
887
01:01:13,961 --> 01:01:15,338
[laughter continues]
888
01:01:15,463 --> 01:01:17,048
Get him out.
889
01:01:18,216 --> 01:01:20,385
[Ben] I don't even know what happened.
890
01:01:20,718 --> 01:01:23,346
[Jasper] Sorry. Sorry, Matt.
891
01:01:24,013 --> 01:01:25,556
What were you sayin'?
892
01:01:27,350 --> 01:01:28,601
Matt?
893
01:01:29,644 --> 01:01:31,020
Um...
894
01:01:32,397 --> 01:01:33,648
[scoffs]
895
01:01:33,731 --> 01:01:38,277
You guys are newly famous, so by default
you're going to be assholes.
896
01:01:38,695 --> 01:01:39,612
What?
897
01:01:39,696 --> 01:01:43,908
The sad thing is there's a big part of me
that would still love to sign you.
898
01:01:46,536 --> 01:01:50,540
But I can't even pretend
to have anywhere...
899
01:01:52,417 --> 01:01:55,128
close to some type of respect
for any of you.
900
01:01:56,045 --> 01:01:57,380
Um...
901
01:01:59,424 --> 01:02:03,261
You know what? Thank you for the beer.
902
01:02:03,845 --> 01:02:05,263
And good luck.
903
01:02:06,055 --> 01:02:07,140
Matt.
904
01:02:46,220 --> 01:02:47,220
I got it.
905
01:02:49,140 --> 01:02:51,142
Here. Keep the change.
906
01:02:53,019 --> 01:02:54,479
You're welcome.
907
01:02:57,023 --> 01:02:59,150
I'll see you guys in a little bit,
all right?
908
01:02:59,233 --> 01:03:02,695
- Where are you goin'?
- Just gonna take a few moments
909
01:03:02,779 --> 01:03:04,280
to collect my thoughts.
910
01:03:04,655 --> 01:03:07,700
By that, I mean I'm gonna
get fucked up across the street.
911
01:03:10,620 --> 01:03:14,081
- Well, that was something, huh?
- That was stupid.
912
01:03:15,917 --> 01:03:18,419
What? He should have closed the deal.
913
01:03:18,753 --> 01:03:20,755
He was defending you.
914
01:03:20,838 --> 01:03:22,965
Don't put this on me. It wasn't my fault.
915
01:03:23,049 --> 01:03:25,676
- That's not the point.
- I'm standing here in my own piss.
916
01:03:25,760 --> 01:03:28,012
Maybe you could
try to get to the goddamn point.
917
01:03:28,095 --> 01:03:31,349
The point is, you're gonna thank him
tonight, and you're gonna mean it.
918
01:03:31,432 --> 01:03:32,517
Uh-huh.
919
01:03:32,600 --> 01:03:34,477
Ben. Ben!
920
01:03:38,147 --> 01:03:41,150
I... I can't do this anymore.
921
01:03:44,028 --> 01:03:46,239
I love you, and you know that but...
922
01:03:47,156 --> 01:03:50,034
you don't make it easy.
You make it virtually impossible.
923
01:03:50,117 --> 01:03:53,204
But Matt, he's here for you.
It doesn't matter what he says.
924
01:03:53,287 --> 01:03:57,041
He... He came on this trip for you.
925
01:03:57,834 --> 01:04:02,421
You have done nothing to earn his love,
but tonight he gave it to you anyway.
926
01:04:02,505 --> 01:04:07,468
And he did that for you,
and if you can't find it in yourself
927
01:04:07,552 --> 01:04:11,013
to show your son.
just, like, an ounce of kindness,
928
01:04:11,097 --> 01:04:15,059
then I... I can't...
I'm done defending you.
929
01:04:15,142 --> 01:04:16,477
I can't be your nurse.
930
01:04:18,145 --> 01:04:20,064
I don't know how to help you.
931
01:04:23,734 --> 01:04:25,069
Are you done?
932
01:04:26,946 --> 01:04:27,947
Yeah. Okay.
933
01:04:34,829 --> 01:04:38,249
- What does that mean? "Okay."
- You're fired.
934
01:04:59,854 --> 01:05:01,272
Is someone sitting here?
935
01:05:05,526 --> 01:05:06,527
No. How's he doing?
936
01:05:13,200 --> 01:05:16,412
He's overcome with gratitude.
937
01:05:18,497 --> 01:05:21,334
- Really?
- No. Mm-mmm.
938
01:05:21,500 --> 01:05:23,169
Nope. I need a drink.
939
01:05:24,045 --> 01:05:24,879
Hey,
940
01:05:24,962 --> 01:05:31,093
can I please get, like,
any semi-decent reposado on ice, please?
941
01:05:31,928 --> 01:05:35,056
- Let me ask you something. You were there.
- Mm-hmm.
942
01:05:35,640 --> 01:05:38,726
It was happening, right?
Like before I had my little freak out?
943
01:05:38,809 --> 01:05:41,979
- I had 'em, yeah?
- Yeah. You did.
944
01:05:44,023 --> 01:05:47,568
- So I really screwed myself. Okay.
- That's not how I see it.
945
01:05:49,820 --> 01:05:51,697
I appreciate that, but...
946
01:05:52,490 --> 01:05:55,701
I don't know if you realize
what kind of opportunities are out there
947
01:05:55,785 --> 01:05:57,328
for a guy like me at this point.
948
01:05:57,411 --> 01:05:59,038
Like, a handful?
949
01:05:59,538 --> 01:06:02,458
Mmm. Zero... is the right answer.
950
01:06:03,542 --> 01:06:07,046
Then, once word of this gets out,
it's gonna be even less.
951
01:06:07,838 --> 01:06:09,840
[phone dings, vibrates]
952
01:06:11,342 --> 01:06:14,053
- The word is officially out.
- And are you fired?
953
01:06:14,261 --> 01:06:16,097
Uh, no. Not quite.
954
01:06:16,180 --> 01:06:18,516
- Apparently I'm "fried."
- [Zooey chuckles]
955
01:06:19,058 --> 01:06:21,894
- Now I'm fired. There we go.
- Good. [laughs]
956
01:06:21,978 --> 01:06:26,482
- Don't laugh. At least you got a job.
- Oh, no. I was actually just fired too.
957
01:06:27,900 --> 01:06:29,777
- You're joking.
- No. I'm not.
958
01:06:29,860 --> 01:06:34,115
- What? Why?
- It's fine. He does it a lot actually.
959
01:06:34,824 --> 01:06:36,409
- [chuckles]
- [snorts]
960
01:06:36,492 --> 01:06:38,828
- So, cheers to that.
- Cheers.
961
01:06:38,911 --> 01:06:40,538
- Cheers.
- Cheers. Here we go.
962
01:06:43,708 --> 01:06:44,542
[exhales]
963
01:06:44,625 --> 01:06:46,085
- Want another one?
- No! God!
964
01:06:46,168 --> 01:06:49,728
- If I had any more, I'd get surly. -Oh, yeah? -Yeah.
- I'd pay to see that. Are you sure?
965
01:06:50,506 --> 01:06:52,883
Okay, well, that would be your funeral,
buddy.
966
01:06:52,967 --> 01:06:54,885
- [phone dings]
- [groans]
967
01:06:55,720 --> 01:06:57,179
What's this?
968
01:06:59,056 --> 01:07:02,268
♪ The angel opens her eyes ♪
969
01:07:04,812 --> 01:07:06,814
♪ Pale blue-colored eyes ♪
970
01:07:06,897 --> 01:07:08,649
- This is Live.
- What?
971
01:07:08,733 --> 01:07:12,069
You're singing Live right now.
You said you didn't know the band Live.
972
01:07:12,153 --> 01:07:14,280
- This is Live. You're singing it.
- No.
973
01:07:14,363 --> 01:07:16,407
I think you're drunk.
You're hallucinating.
974
01:07:16,490 --> 01:07:17,700
No, I heard you.
975
01:07:17,783 --> 01:07:22,955
- ♪ Oh, now feel it, comin' back again ♪
- Uh-huh.
976
01:07:23,039 --> 01:07:26,375
- ♪ Like a rollin' thunder ♪- You lied to me.
977
01:07:26,459 --> 01:07:28,461
♪ Chasing the wind ♪
978
01:07:28,544 --> 01:07:33,174
♪ Forces pullin' fromThe center of the earth agai n ♪
979
01:07:33,257 --> 01:07:37,803
♪ I can feel it ♪
980
01:07:38,429 --> 01:07:44,101
♪ I can feel it, ow ♪
981
01:07:44,268 --> 01:07:46,270
[music continues]
982
01:07:51,233 --> 01:07:55,029
♪ Oh, I ♪
983
01:07:55,112 --> 01:07:58,824
♪ Oh, I ♪
984
01:08:00,034 --> 01:08:04,330
♪ Oh, I ♪
985
01:08:07,666 --> 01:08:12,630
♪ I can feel it coming back again ♪
986
01:08:13,214 --> 01:08:18,052
♪ Like a rollin' thunderChasing the wind ♪
987
01:08:18,135 --> 01:08:22,807
♪ Forces pullin' from
The center of the earth again ♪
988
01:08:23,307 --> 01:08:26,227
- ♪ I can feel it ♪
- Well, I should probably...
989
01:08:28,020 --> 01:08:32,733
♪ I can feel it coming back again ♪
990
01:08:33,109 --> 01:08:37,780
♪ Like a rollin' thunder
Chasing the wind ♪
991
01:08:37,863 --> 01:08:42,785
♪ Forces pullin' fromThe center of the earth again ♪
992
01:08:42,868 --> 01:08:46,122
♪ I can feel it ♪
993
01:08:47,832 --> 01:08:52,628
♪ I can feel it coming back again ♪
994
01:08:52,711 --> 01:08:57,758
♪ Like a rolllin' thunder
Chasing the wind ♪
995
01:08:57,842 --> 01:09:02,555
♪ Forces pulling
From the center of the earth again ♪
996
01:09:02,638 --> 01:09:07,643
♪ I can feel it ♪
997
01:09:08,269 --> 01:09:12,064
[music fades]
998
01:09:13,774 --> 01:09:19,697
- [light footsteps]
- [objects rustling]
999
01:09:19,822 --> 01:09:20,822
Hey.
1000
01:09:21,031 --> 01:09:24,827
- What are you doing?
- I'm going to the airport.
1001
01:09:25,953 --> 01:09:30,291
- What are you talkin' about?
- Yeah. This was a mistake.
1002
01:09:31,750 --> 01:09:33,252
No, it wasn't. Hey, slow down.
1003
01:09:34,920 --> 01:09:39,216
I've already called a nurse
to replace me and...
1004
01:09:40,426 --> 01:09:42,887
she should probably be here by breakfast.
1005
01:09:43,012 --> 01:09:46,265
Hey, Zooey. Come on. What is this?
What's goin' on here?
1006
01:09:48,100 --> 01:09:50,561
Hey, come on. You can't just leave.
1007
01:09:50,853 --> 01:09:53,147
- What about Ben?
- He fired me last night.
1008
01:09:53,272 --> 01:09:54,648
He fires you all the time.
1009
01:09:54,732 --> 01:09:57,526
- Yeah. Now I'm takin' him up on it.
- Okay, but why now?
1010
01:09:57,610 --> 01:10:00,112
- Why? What is going on?
- I can't do this, okay?
1011
01:10:00,196 --> 01:10:02,156
Do what? What are you talking about?
1012
01:10:02,239 --> 01:10:05,367
- I'm not going to hurt you.
- You don't know that.
1013
01:10:05,951 --> 01:10:08,871
Look. I get it, okay?
Your husband cheated on you.
1014
01:10:08,954 --> 01:10:10,247
I'm not him.
1015
01:10:10,331 --> 01:10:14,001
Okay, well, he didn't cheat on me.
I cheated on him.
1016
01:10:14,126 --> 01:10:18,505
And I couldn't even tell you why.
I went and fucked someone.
1017
01:10:20,758 --> 01:10:24,011
So what? So what? You made a mistake.
1018
01:10:24,094 --> 01:10:26,222
It was three years ago.
He was the wrong guy.
1019
01:10:26,305 --> 01:10:28,682
No. I am the wrong girl.
1020
01:10:29,892 --> 01:10:33,354
Zooey, what about, "Nothing good
comes from living in the past."
1021
01:10:33,437 --> 01:10:36,398
Yeah, and then you told me
I sounded like your ex-wife.
1022
01:10:45,991 --> 01:10:47,993
[sighs]
1023
01:11:11,809 --> 01:11:13,894
[knocking]
1024
01:11:16,105 --> 01:11:17,106
Ben. Hey.
1025
01:11:27,449 --> 01:11:28,617
Hello?
1026
01:11:29,827 --> 01:11:33,038
Thanks, man. I appreciate it.
It will just take a second.
1027
01:11:33,122 --> 01:11:35,499
He's probably just in here. Hey, Ben?
1028
01:11:37,918 --> 01:11:40,629
Oh, shit! Hey! Ben!
1029
01:11:41,088 --> 01:11:42,715
Ben! Are you okay?
1030
01:11:42,798 --> 01:11:45,509
Sir! Sir! Go get help! Please!
1031
01:11:46,260 --> 01:11:48,429
- It's okay. You all right?
- [groan]
1032
01:11:48,512 --> 01:11:50,365
- This is Beta One, come in.
- [woman] Go ahead.
1033
01:11:50,389 --> 01:11:53,684
- Will you get help?
- We have a possible Code Blue in 428.
1034
01:11:53,767 --> 01:11:54,893
It's okay.
1035
01:12:05,070 --> 01:12:09,074
[talking on PA, indistinct]
1036
01:12:14,163 --> 01:12:15,748
[light knocking]
1037
01:12:20,002 --> 01:12:24,673
So I checked in with Ben's oncologist
in New York and shared some blood work.
1038
01:12:25,758 --> 01:12:30,721
We can keep him comfortable, but at this
stage of cancer, that's all we can do.
1039
01:12:31,305 --> 01:12:33,766
Now we can arrange
for his transfer to hospice,
1040
01:12:33,849 --> 01:12:37,686
but I am afraid he will not be
able to travel back to New York.
1041
01:12:39,605 --> 01:12:42,733
We're actually on our way to... Kansas.
1042
01:12:43,692 --> 01:12:45,235
Oh, that's off the table.
1043
01:12:46,236 --> 01:12:47,946
Matt, your father is very weak,
1044
01:12:48,030 --> 01:12:52,910
and while we can keep him comfortable
here, he really doesn't have much longer.
1045
01:12:53,827 --> 01:12:54,953
I'm sorry.
1046
01:12:56,246 --> 01:12:58,374
I'll check back in in a little bit.
1047
01:13:00,209 --> 01:13:02,169
- Yeah. Thank you.
- You're welcome.
1048
01:13:08,258 --> 01:13:12,513
[talking on PA, indistinct]
1049
01:13:31,073 --> 01:13:32,825
Coffee smells good.
1050
01:13:35,119 --> 01:13:36,245
Hey.
1051
01:13:37,246 --> 01:13:38,622
You want some?
1052
01:13:40,833 --> 01:13:42,835
[Ben grunts]
1053
01:13:55,472 --> 01:13:56,765
[sighs]
1054
01:13:58,600 --> 01:14:00,060
[groans]
1055
01:14:01,270 --> 01:14:02,729
[exhales]
1056
01:14:04,440 --> 01:14:05,691
How are you feeling?
1057
01:14:07,734 --> 01:14:10,696
I'm dying. That's how I'm feeling.
1058
01:14:12,406 --> 01:14:13,740
[sighs]
1059
01:14:13,824 --> 01:14:15,409
How long have I been here?
1060
01:14:17,244 --> 01:14:19,496
Like a day and a half... about.
1061
01:14:22,833 --> 01:14:24,126
Where's Zooey?
1062
01:14:26,545 --> 01:14:29,214
- She left.
- Is she gone?
1063
01:14:30,215 --> 01:14:35,429
I fired her before. It's the first time
she ever actually left.
1064
01:14:37,848 --> 01:14:40,684
Do me a favor. Don't tell her I'm here
1065
01:14:40,767 --> 01:14:42,895
She might blame herself.
1066
01:14:43,479 --> 01:14:44,855
Of course.
1067
01:15:32,736 --> 01:15:36,615
[film canister, camera door rattling]
1068
01:15:55,717 --> 01:15:56,718
Need help?
1069
01:16:04,142 --> 01:16:07,646
- Goes in that little slot there.
- Yeah, I know. I remember.
1070
01:16:08,438 --> 01:16:10,983
Stretch it out. Nice and tight.
1071
01:16:12,067 --> 01:16:14,570
Line it up so the teeth will bite.
1072
01:16:15,362 --> 01:16:17,447
- Click it twice.
- That's right. Yeah.
1073
01:16:18,740 --> 01:16:20,033
Yep.
1074
01:16:21,368 --> 01:16:22,536
Good job.
1075
01:16:30,127 --> 01:16:31,712
I used to feed you.
1076
01:16:32,421 --> 01:16:34,506
[chuckles] What?
1077
01:16:35,215 --> 01:16:37,593
At night while your mother slept.
1078
01:16:39,344 --> 01:16:40,762
Give you the bottle.
1079
01:16:44,516 --> 01:16:50,731
We were staying in this crappy
little apartment, Lower East Side.
1080
01:16:53,317 --> 01:16:57,529
Then afterwards you'd lie...
you'd just lie there...
1081
01:16:58,447 --> 01:17:00,907
with your head on my chest.
1082
01:17:02,576 --> 01:17:04,578
You had this...
1083
01:17:05,829 --> 01:17:08,665
smell, you know,
the way babies smell.
1084
01:17:10,292 --> 01:17:11,627
And I would just...
1085
01:17:12,336 --> 01:17:14,212
I'd just hold you.
1086
01:17:16,757 --> 01:17:18,383
Feeling you breathe.
1087
01:17:24,139 --> 01:17:26,767
I'd make all these promises to you.
1088
01:17:30,771 --> 01:17:33,649
Tell you that I'd love you forever,
1089
01:17:35,067 --> 01:17:37,069
always keep you safe,
1090
01:17:42,032 --> 01:17:44,159
never let you feel alone.
1091
01:17:49,122 --> 01:17:51,708
[sniffs] I was just filled with this...
1092
01:17:54,378 --> 01:17:56,672
infinite love for you.
1093
01:17:58,548 --> 01:17:59,841
[chuckles]
1094
01:18:08,934 --> 01:18:14,106
I don't know what happened to me,
what broke inside of me.
1095
01:18:16,942 --> 01:18:19,611
Maybe I was always broken. I don't know.
1096
01:18:21,405 --> 01:18:23,865
But those nights with you, if I could...
1097
01:18:25,117 --> 01:18:29,413
get to choose what time of my life
to live in forever, that would be it.
1098
01:18:32,332 --> 01:18:37,629
That would be it. And I'm not asking
you to forgive me. I don't deserve....
1099
01:18:44,136 --> 01:18:45,637
I just...
1100
01:18:46,346 --> 01:18:47,556
[laughs]
1101
01:18:52,144 --> 01:18:53,603
I love you.
1102
01:18:54,855 --> 01:18:56,440
I do. I really do.
1103
01:18:59,818 --> 01:19:01,069
And I'm sorry.
1104
01:19:05,323 --> 01:19:06,616
[sniffles]
1105
01:19:25,719 --> 01:19:27,679
It's okay.
1106
01:19:27,763 --> 01:19:30,307
Go to sleep. Okay? You're tired.
1107
01:20:32,536 --> 01:20:33,954
Knock, knock.
1108
01:20:34,830 --> 01:20:36,498
What do you got there?
1109
01:20:37,123 --> 01:20:38,291
Your getaway vehicle.
1110
01:20:39,167 --> 01:20:43,046
If we're gonna get that film to Dwayne's,
we gotta drive through the night.
1111
01:20:43,129 --> 01:20:45,674
Tomorrow is the last day
they're developing Kodachrome.
1112
01:20:46,132 --> 01:20:48,301
Never gonna let you take me out of here.
1113
01:20:48,385 --> 01:20:50,303
That's why I'm not gonna ask.
1114
01:20:56,726 --> 01:20:59,855
It appears I got this tube in my dick.
1115
01:21:00,605 --> 01:21:04,192
- Shit.
- It's all right. I can get it. I got it.
1116
01:21:04,276 --> 01:21:07,153
What do you mean you can get it? No.
No, no, no, no. Hey!
1117
01:21:07,654 --> 01:21:11,533
You can't pull out your own catheter!
Stop it! Stop it! That's crazy!
1118
01:21:11,616 --> 01:21:13,076
Oh, God.
1119
01:21:13,159 --> 01:21:15,871
- Dad! Don't!
- [groans]
1120
01:21:15,954 --> 01:21:17,122
[laughs quietly]
1121
01:21:18,415 --> 01:21:21,918
[chortles] Fuck you. Get dressed.
1122
01:21:22,002 --> 01:21:24,963
- I got you.
- You did get me. Here.
1123
01:21:28,550 --> 01:21:35,223
♪ Caught in a minute
In a dream that I had ♪
1124
01:21:35,765 --> 01:21:42,314
♪ Everything is perfect
They're letting go of the past ♪
1125
01:21:43,189 --> 01:21:49,946
♪ Stop in the middle
with a dream in my head ♪
1126
01:21:50,655 --> 01:21:57,579
♪ Living the moment up on the edge ♪
1127
01:21:57,704 --> 01:22:04,044
♪ Somewhere else
But you are somewhere else ♪
1128
01:22:05,462 --> 01:22:11,760
♪ Somewhere else
But you are somewhere else ♪
1129
01:22:12,802 --> 01:22:19,392
♪ Rocks form the house
It is falling apart ♪
1130
01:22:20,268 --> 01:22:26,650
♪ Everything feels right right here
Right from the start ♪
1131
01:22:27,484 --> 01:22:32,280
♪ Floating in the river
Uh-oh, holding your hand ♪
1132
01:22:32,405 --> 01:22:34,741
Parsons?
1133
01:22:36,785 --> 01:22:38,161
Parsons.
1134
01:22:38,703 --> 01:22:41,498
♪ I am your man ♪
1135
01:22:42,248 --> 01:22:48,088
♪ Somewhere else
But you are somewhere else ♪
1136
01:22:49,756 --> 01:22:55,845
♪ Somewhere else
But you are somewhere else ♪
1137
01:22:57,097 --> 01:23:03,603
♪ Somewhere else
But you are somewhere else ♪
1138
01:23:04,354 --> 01:23:06,648
♪ Somewhere else ♪
1139
01:23:06,731 --> 01:23:10,193
[man] It has been this wayfor the last few months or so.
1140
01:23:10,694 --> 01:23:15,573
People coming in from all over the world,
all just to develop some film.
1141
01:23:16,741 --> 01:23:20,578
If you ask me,
they should stop making film every year.
1142
01:23:22,956 --> 01:23:26,001
All right, I've got you in a single, king.
1143
01:23:26,084 --> 01:23:30,630
No. No, we had... two rooms.
Separate rooms reserved.
1144
01:23:30,755 --> 01:23:34,968
- Actually, three, but we only need two.
- I'm sorry. It's been insane.
1145
01:23:35,051 --> 01:23:37,762
Just... we don't know
who's coming and who's going.
1146
01:23:37,846 --> 01:23:40,056
Right now
all I've got is the one room.
1147
01:23:41,975 --> 01:23:43,518
One sec.
1148
01:23:49,524 --> 01:23:51,901
- We'll take it.
- Super.
1149
01:23:52,819 --> 01:23:56,239
I should have it ready for you
in three or four hours.
1150
01:23:57,323 --> 01:23:59,576
- Super...
- Fuck you. That's fucking cra... Okay.
1151
01:23:59,743 --> 01:24:01,536
That's great. That's great.
1152
01:24:02,871 --> 01:24:05,832
Sorry. Long drive. That's great.
1153
01:24:08,126 --> 01:24:09,377
Watch your step.
1154
01:24:15,759 --> 01:24:17,385
- Hi.
- Hey.
1155
01:24:17,677 --> 01:24:19,471
- Um...
- [Ben stammers]
1156
01:24:19,554 --> 01:24:24,684
Excuse me. I wanted to give these rolls
to Dwayne personally.
1157
01:24:26,186 --> 01:24:28,897
I'm sorry.
We stopped taking Kodachrome yesterday.
1158
01:24:30,148 --> 01:24:33,318
You what? No. I called to confirm.
We were told Thursday.
1159
01:24:33,777 --> 01:24:36,863
I know. I'm sorry. We ran out of dye
sooner than expected.
1160
01:24:37,864 --> 01:24:42,035
Come on. Look, we just drove
2,000 miles to get here. I just...
1161
01:24:42,118 --> 01:24:44,329
- Where's Dwayne?
- Ben Ryder.
1162
01:24:44,412 --> 01:24:46,289
- There he is.
- You made it.
1163
01:24:46,414 --> 01:24:48,333
- How you doin'?
- Good to see you.
1164
01:24:48,416 --> 01:24:51,961
Your assistant here just told me you're
not processing any more Kodachrome.
1165
01:24:52,045 --> 01:24:54,839
- She's fired. You're fired.
- Okay, Dad.
1166
01:24:55,256 --> 01:24:58,760
Honey, this is Benjamin Asher Ryder,
1167
01:24:58,885 --> 01:25:01,221
one of the world's greatest
living photographers.
1168
01:25:01,304 --> 01:25:03,389
How do you do? This is my son, Matt.
1169
01:25:03,473 --> 01:25:05,391
- Matt, nice to meet you.
- You too.
1170
01:25:06,101 --> 01:25:09,562
Well, Ben, I will process these myself.
1171
01:25:09,646 --> 01:25:13,024
I left a little room in the line
on the off chance you made it.
1172
01:25:13,108 --> 01:25:15,777
Yeah, I was countin' on it.
I appreciate it.
1173
01:25:16,486 --> 01:25:19,030
Can you believe it? The end of an era.
1174
01:25:20,448 --> 01:25:23,910
I will have these ready
for you to pick up tomorrow.
1175
01:25:24,285 --> 01:25:26,830
- Okay. Thank you.
- You're welcome.
1176
01:25:31,793 --> 01:25:33,253
We could get food. You hungry?
1177
01:25:33,336 --> 01:25:35,505
Yeah, I should put something
in my stomach.
1178
01:25:35,588 --> 01:25:36,589
Yeah, same.
1179
01:25:37,715 --> 01:25:40,593
I'm sorry. Aren't you Benjamin Ryder?
1180
01:25:41,177 --> 01:25:43,388
- That's right.
- I don't believe it.
1181
01:25:43,555 --> 01:25:47,183
I should have known you'd be here. I was
talking about you to Steve McCurry.
1182
01:25:47,267 --> 01:25:48,935
I figured Steve would be here.
1183
01:25:49,561 --> 01:25:52,230
- Ernie Coates from National Geographic.
- Ernie.
1184
01:25:52,313 --> 01:25:55,400
You did that piece in Afghanistan,
didn't you? Yeah, that was great.
1185
01:25:55,483 --> 01:25:56,401
Wow, you know...
1186
01:25:56,484 --> 01:26:01,239
At the risk of embarrassing you, you're
the reason I became a photographer.
1187
01:26:02,448 --> 01:26:04,617
Why would that embarrass me?
1188
01:26:05,118 --> 01:26:06,703
Marie, come here.
1189
01:26:09,956 --> 01:26:13,042
- This is Benjamin Ryder.
- No way.
1190
01:26:13,126 --> 01:26:14,377
Yeah, I'm afraid so.
1191
01:26:14,460 --> 01:26:16,838
A bunch of us were talking
about your Afghan series.
1192
01:26:16,921 --> 01:26:20,466
Can you believe they're stopping it?
You must've been pretty pissed.
1193
01:26:20,592 --> 01:26:23,720
No, not really.
A little sentimental, I guess, but...
1194
01:26:24,554 --> 01:26:26,890
just a matter of time, you know.
1195
01:26:26,973 --> 01:26:29,267
You know. Oh, geez.
1196
01:26:29,350 --> 01:26:32,979
We're all so... so frightened by time,
1197
01:26:33,062 --> 01:26:35,481
and the way it moves on,
the way things disappear.
1198
01:26:35,607 --> 01:26:37,192
That's why we're photographers.
1199
01:26:38,359 --> 01:26:40,820
We're preservationists by nature.
1200
01:26:41,487 --> 01:26:43,698
We take pictures to stop time,
1201
01:26:45,116 --> 01:26:47,410
to commit moments to eternity.
1202
01:26:49,913 --> 01:26:52,540
Human nature made tangible.
1203
01:26:54,918 --> 01:26:58,046
About as good a definition of art as any,
I guess.
1204
01:26:58,129 --> 01:27:01,758
Ben.
Rick Ross. We were in Grenada together.
1205
01:27:01,966 --> 01:27:04,552
- We were shooting for Reuters.
- Oh, my God.
1206
01:27:06,095 --> 01:27:08,973
- Good to see you.
- Good to see you too.
1207
01:27:09,057 --> 01:27:11,517
Ben,
do you mind if I get a picture with you?
1208
01:27:11,643 --> 01:27:14,270
Would it matter if I did? I don't know.
1209
01:27:14,395 --> 01:27:16,397
Sure. That's okay.
1210
01:27:20,026 --> 01:27:21,653
- Aw, that's great.
- There you go.
1211
01:27:21,736 --> 01:27:24,239
- Thank you.
- You all be well now.
1212
01:27:24,322 --> 01:27:26,282
- You too, Ben.
- Good to see you.
1213
01:27:28,743 --> 01:27:32,038
[water running in distance]
1214
01:27:42,966 --> 01:27:44,968
[water stops]
1215
01:28:00,566 --> 01:28:02,193
Do you hear that?
1216
01:28:07,198 --> 01:28:09,158
[Matt] Hmm. All right.
1217
01:28:10,785 --> 01:28:13,371
What should we do this evening? Huh?
1218
01:28:14,664 --> 01:28:18,626
We could go see what Parsons, Kansas
has in the way of nightlife.
1219
01:28:20,128 --> 01:28:21,754
I could actually eat again.
1220
01:28:23,256 --> 01:28:26,843
Don't know if they have room service here.
Should we get a pizza?
1221
01:28:27,552 --> 01:28:29,679
Go to a restaurant? Order in?
1222
01:28:30,346 --> 01:28:32,640
Hello? Any thoughts on the matter?
1223
01:28:55,621 --> 01:28:56,914
[whispers] Okay, Dad.
1224
01:28:58,708 --> 01:28:59,751
Okay.
1225
01:29:08,801 --> 01:29:13,806
[guitar starts]
1226
01:29:18,895 --> 01:29:24,776
♪ I've watched you go through changesThat no man should face alone ♪
1227
01:29:25,860 --> 01:29:30,865
♪ Take to heel or tame the horse
The choice is still your own ♪
1228
01:29:32,200 --> 01:29:37,914
♪ But arm yourself against the pain
A wounded bird can give ♪
1229
01:29:38,956 --> 01:29:44,796
♪ And in the end remember
It's with you you have to live ♪
1230
01:29:45,380 --> 01:29:51,052
♪ And in the end remember
It's with you you have to live ♪
1231
01:29:51,427 --> 01:29:54,389
[shutters clicking]
1232
01:29:56,557 --> 01:30:02,522
♪ Stand your ground I think you've got
The guts it takes to win ♪
1233
01:30:03,147 --> 01:30:08,903
♪ But you must learn to turn the keyBefore she'll let you in ♪
1234
01:30:10,071 --> 01:30:15,743
♪ And understand the problems
Of the girl you want so near ♪
1235
01:30:15,993 --> 01:30:22,542
♪ Or you'll wear the coat of questions
`Til the answer hat is here ♪
1236
01:30:22,959 --> 01:30:28,881
♪ You'll wear the coat of questions
`Til the answer hat is here ♪
1237
01:30:43,271 --> 01:30:44,814
- Hey.
- [Larry] Hey.
1238
01:30:48,734 --> 01:30:50,611
I'm sorry about Ben, Matt.
1239
01:30:54,615 --> 01:30:57,535
I've been on the phone
with the medical examiner's office,
1240
01:30:57,618 --> 01:30:59,620
tryin' to get the body released.
1241
01:31:00,538 --> 01:31:02,832
Should be good to go shortly.
1242
01:31:04,333 --> 01:31:06,169
- Thanks, Larry.
- Mr. Ryder.
1243
01:31:07,336 --> 01:31:09,213
Dwayne from Dwayne's Photo.
1244
01:31:09,297 --> 01:31:11,632
Yes. Hi. I remember you.
1245
01:31:12,091 --> 01:31:14,760
Uh, this is Larry Holdt.
1246
01:31:15,845 --> 01:31:17,221
- Sure.
- Ben's manager.
1247
01:31:17,513 --> 01:31:21,726
I was...
very saddened to hear about your father.
1248
01:31:22,810 --> 01:31:25,271
I wanted to deliver these personally.
1249
01:31:25,938 --> 01:31:28,816
I know he was very protective of his work.
1250
01:31:30,485 --> 01:31:33,905
Thank you. Yeah.
My dad would have appreciated it.
1251
01:31:34,614 --> 01:31:37,116
Outside a roll I shot myself,
1252
01:31:37,200 --> 01:31:41,454
these are the last rolls
of Kodachrome film ever to be developed.
1253
01:31:41,954 --> 01:31:45,500
I think he would have liked the symmetry.
1254
01:31:47,752 --> 01:31:48,836
Yeah.
1255
01:31:49,545 --> 01:31:51,130
Take care.
1256
01:31:51,631 --> 01:31:52,924
You too, Dwayne.
1257
01:31:59,931 --> 01:32:01,516
- Here you go.
- [Larry] Oh, no.
1258
01:32:02,642 --> 01:32:04,560
Ben was very direct about it.
1259
01:32:05,520 --> 01:32:07,813
He said you'd curate the show.
1260
01:32:10,608 --> 01:32:13,444
I don't know anything about photography.
Why would he do that?
1261
01:32:13,569 --> 01:32:17,657
I learned a long time ago
never to ask why where Ben was concerned.
1262
01:32:19,867 --> 01:32:21,994
[phone vibrating]
1263
01:32:23,371 --> 01:32:24,664
Hold on.
1264
01:32:27,124 --> 01:32:28,251
Larry Holdt.
1265
01:32:32,672 --> 01:32:38,511
[woman on PA] Now boarding zone threefor Flight 164 to LaGuardia Airport.
1266
01:32:39,053 --> 01:32:41,430
[phone ringing]
1267
01:32:41,722 --> 01:32:45,309
Hi. It's Zooey. I'm not here.
Please leave me a message.
1268
01:32:45,810 --> 01:32:48,354
[Matt] Hi. It's me again.
1269
01:32:50,439 --> 01:32:52,191
It's hard just talking.
1270
01:32:54,235 --> 01:32:56,779
I've been thinking about you a lot. Um...
1271
01:33:00,324 --> 01:33:03,119
I don't know. I've just been realizing
1272
01:33:03,202 --> 01:33:06,497
I've given up on so much stuff in my life.
1273
01:33:08,416 --> 01:33:09,917
Playin' music and...
1274
01:33:11,002 --> 01:33:12,336
my marriage.
1275
01:33:14,046 --> 01:33:15,131
Ben.
1276
01:33:17,049 --> 01:33:21,262
I'm tired of doing it. I don't want to
do it anymore, and I'm not gonna. And...
1277
01:33:22,221 --> 01:33:24,140
Well, I want you to be...
1278
01:33:26,309 --> 01:33:29,186
I'd love for you to be
one of the things I don't give up on.
1279
01:33:33,441 --> 01:33:35,151
All right, I'll hang up now.
1280
01:33:38,738 --> 01:33:40,948
Okay. Bye.
1281
01:33:58,799 --> 01:34:01,177
[taps bass pedal, cymbal pedal]
1282
01:34:18,486 --> 01:34:23,616
[rock music starts]
1283
01:34:53,854 --> 01:34:55,856
[music fades]
1284
01:35:25,720 --> 01:35:28,597
Let's see what all the buzz is about, Ben.
1285
01:36:03,132 --> 01:36:04,842
[slide projector clicks]
1286
01:36:12,767 --> 01:36:14,643
[slide projector clicks]
1287
01:37:35,266 --> 01:37:37,977
Hey. Hey.
1288
01:37:41,355 --> 01:37:42,731
Hey.
1289
01:37:46,151 --> 01:37:48,445
How'd you know I'd be here?
1290
01:37:50,239 --> 01:37:51,323
Larry.
1291
01:37:52,741 --> 01:37:54,451
- Oh.
- Yeah.
1292
01:37:54,535 --> 01:37:56,996
I guess the guy really does
know everything, huh?
1293
01:37:57,079 --> 01:37:58,581
Yeah.
1294
01:38:00,416 --> 01:38:02,418
[slide projector clicks]
1295
01:38:04,837 --> 01:38:06,505
Are they all like that?
1296
01:38:11,594 --> 01:38:14,221
Yeah. [soft chuckle]
1297
01:38:19,226 --> 01:38:20,978
Do you want company?
1298
01:38:23,314 --> 01:38:24,440
Yeah.
1299
01:38:33,866 --> 01:38:36,035
[soft chuckle]
1300
01:38:36,201 --> 01:38:37,995
[slide projector clicks]
1301
01:38:41,540 --> 01:38:43,459
[clicking continues]
1302
01:38:46,295 --> 01:38:48,297
[music starts]
1303
01:41:32,628 --> 01:41:35,422
[music fades]
1304
01:41:38,675 --> 01:41:40,677
[light rock starts]
1305
01:41:44,890 --> 01:41:50,479
[vocalizing]
1306
01:42:06,829 --> 01:42:12,209
♪ I had an idea ♪
1307
01:42:12,292 --> 01:42:19,216
♪ I kept my mouth shutI didn't like it at all ♪
1308
01:42:20,884 --> 01:42:25,931
♪ When I called you sweetheart ♪
1309
01:42:26,014 --> 01:42:31,812
♪ I said your name firstOver your shoulder ♪
1310
01:42:31,895 --> 01:42:36,316
[vocalizing]
1311
01:42:36,400 --> 01:42:42,364
♪ Say your last hallelujah ♪
1312
01:42:42,739 --> 01:42:48,954
♪ Fight with the great illusion ♪
1313
01:42:49,121 --> 01:42:51,874
♪ Wake up ♪
1314
01:42:51,957 --> 01:42:57,171
♪ Come on, take me home ♪
1315
01:42:59,131 --> 01:43:04,469
♪ I don't wanna wait anymore ♪
1316
01:43:04,761 --> 01:43:09,349
♪ For you ♪
1317
01:43:11,852 --> 01:43:16,940
♪ I don't want to fight anymore ♪
1318
01:43:17,274 --> 01:43:21,195
♪ Come on, come on and take me home ♪
1319
01:43:23,697 --> 01:43:28,827
♪ I heard time had left you ♪
1320
01:43:28,911 --> 01:43:31,455
♪ I was in shadows ♪
1321
01:43:32,080 --> 01:43:36,418
♪ I didn't know it at all ♪
1322
01:43:37,753 --> 01:43:42,799
♪ Pay your horse and rider ♪
1323
01:43:42,966 --> 01:43:45,427
♪ In the white city ♪
1324
01:43:46,011 --> 01:43:49,723
♪ Saw it in pictures of you ♪
1325
01:43:50,140 --> 01:43:53,310
[vocalizing]
1326
01:43:53,435 --> 01:43:59,399
♪ Say your last hallelujah ♪
1327
01:43:59,483 --> 01:44:05,739
♪ Fight with the great illusion ♪
1328
01:44:05,822 --> 01:44:08,700
♪ Wake up ♪
1329
01:44:08,784 --> 01:44:13,622
♪ Come on, take me home ♪
1330
01:44:15,040 --> 01:44:21,129
♪ Say your last hallelujah ♪
1331
01:44:21,213 --> 01:44:27,678
♪ Fight with the great illusion ♪
1332
01:44:27,761 --> 01:44:30,722
♪ Wake up ♪
1333
01:44:30,806 --> 01:44:36,186
♪ Come on, take me home ♪
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