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The following programme contains
descriptions of sexual violence
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which some viewers
may find distressing.
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(BIRDSONG)
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WOMAN: "He put me in the boot.
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He went about 90 miles an hour!
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When we got to Devil's Dyke,
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then he strangled me
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and I fell into a deep sleep."
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Nobody prompted me to write this...
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..but it was just...
a way of my seven-year-old self
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trying to...
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..make sense of it,
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in my own way.
(CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS)
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It was just a reminder
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that it wasn't all
fabricated in my head.
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I don't want to stay
a prisoner of my past...
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..and I'm hoping that
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I can stop...hiding...
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the reasons why I am the way I am.
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(SINISTER MUSIC)
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(SIREN WAILS IN DISTANCE)
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REPORTER: The seven-year-old was
snatched as she was roller-skating
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towards her home
on the Whitehawk Estate in Brighton.
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NEWSREADER: The police are
making an urgent appeal for anyone
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who was near the girl's home
or the Devil's Dyke
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between 3:00 and 5:00
yesterday afternoon
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to contact them immediately.
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They particularly want to speak
to the driver
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of a red car seen in the area.
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(SIRENS WAIL)
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The first 24 hours in any major
investigation is just so important,
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particularly
when you're looking at forensics.
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When Rachael was found,
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all the troops were called in.
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We had our first briefing.
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We had from Rachael:
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the red car,
single male,
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in Whitehawk, in Brighton.
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Then information came through
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that Russell Bishop
was seen driving a red car
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in the Brighton area.
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Action needed to be taken.
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It was only a few years
since those two little girls
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had been murdered in Wild Park
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and Russell Bishop
was around Brighton
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proclaiming his innocence
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and how he was being harassed
by the police.
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We knew that, if he WAS involved,
it was a matter of importance
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that we got to him
as soon as we possibly could.
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(SIRENS WAIL)
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So myself and a DS drove out there
around midnight.
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He opened the door
shouting and screaming,
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talking about he had been fitted up,
about police harassment...
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..and, at that point,
he picked up a poker
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and he sort of brandished it at us.
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But there's four policemen there.
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We got hold of Russell Bishop,
so I arrested him.
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We got hold of the car.
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We opened up the boot.
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We saw in there a tin of WD-40
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with a little hammer.
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We saw beat marks on the lid
of the boot and we thought...
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.."Think we're on a winner here."
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You can always remember that day,
weather-wise,
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cause you are just thankful
it was a nice day.
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Because, had it not been
such a nice day,
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I don't think she would've survived.
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I mean, the thought of walking
through all those brambles,
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it just...
doesn't bear thinking about.
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But Rachael just didn't want
to go to bed when she came home.
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And I remember...
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Rachael was sitting on the sofa
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picking the thorns out of her feet.
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(POIGNANT MUSIC)
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(SEAGULLS CRY)
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Why?
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WOMAN: The following day,
I conducted the full interview
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with Mum present.
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It's all about
trying to make her feel
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as comfortable
and as relaxed as we possibly can
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in really difficult circumstances.
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'We've got the information
that we got the day before
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and then you start
going into the detail.'
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(GENTLY) OK.
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I can.
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OK, good.
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Rachael never disclosed
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what had happened to her.
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She had obviously been sexually
assaulted, because she was naked.
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So that, by its sheer nature,
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was an assault with indecency.
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Everybody believed that...
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he strangled me
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before he sexually assaulted me,
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that I wouldn't have been conscious
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and I wouldn't have known
that side of the attack.
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DEBRA WOOD:
'Rachael talks about the fact
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that there were hands around her
throat and she "went to sleep".
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She didn't speak about anything
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that happened to her in the car...
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..and therefore you have
to take that as...her truth.'
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Whether she did or she didn't
remember anything subsequently...
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..only Rachael knows.
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(SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC)
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REPORTER: At first light,
over 100 officers
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began the most intensive search
undertaken by Sussex Police
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since the Wild Park murder inquiry.
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The police said they are going
to dot every i and cross every t
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so he didn't get off...
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..and everything was done
so meticulously.
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They were very good to Rachael...
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..and they were very good to us.
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The Chief Superintendent, he said,
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"Whatever you need, you got it."
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A budget was never mentioned to us.
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It was, basically, "Get it done."
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We closed down the Dyke...
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..and, slowly but surely,
from the attack site,
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that was the central point,
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and everything moved out from there.
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All the bushes that made up, if you
like, the character of the Dyke,
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they were all cut down
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and we just methodically
worked our way along,
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literally checking
every blade of grass!
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And it paid off.
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In one of the hawthorn bushes,
before it was chopped down,
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was the discarded roller boots.
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They'd just been thrown
into the bushes,
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as well, obviously, at the same time
that poor Rachael
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was being deposited there, as well.
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(BIRDSONG)
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NEWSREADER:
The search has been extended
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to cover an area
some six square miles wide.
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They're hoping tyre tracks, now
hidden under these plastic canopies,
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may yield further clues.
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Casts were made of those
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and they matched completely
the four separate tyres
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of Bishop's car.
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On the fourth day,
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they were really reaching the edge
of the search parameters.
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It ran about ten yards away
from the end of the search area.
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A PC stopped the line,
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cos he could see in the bowl
underneath a tree
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what appeared to be clothing.
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(SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC)
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Slowly, surely,
everything was extracted from there
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and we could then see that
it was the little girl's clothing,
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all been wrapped inside out.
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It sealed everything into a little
forensic bundle for us to work with.
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REPORTER: Police have now confirmed
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that clothes found in dense scrub
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are the seven-year-old's
black leggings, jumper and jacket.
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Right at the last knockings,
that treasure trove of evidence
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was found hidden
in the bowl of that tree.
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It didn't start raining
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until we'd actually finished
the search.
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Then people were sent out
to try and find some lookalikes,
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people who fitted the same
description as Russell Bishop,
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to put together
an identification parade.
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(SEAGULLS CRY)
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People who were of similar age,
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height, hair colour...
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Moustache, if possible.
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RACHAEL: I remember the line-up
in the police station.
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We went into a room...
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and I did ask,
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would...would he be able to see me?
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And they explained to me about
the whole one-way mirror thing.
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Just days ago,
she was attacked by this monster,
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and now she's being asked
to confront him
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and to see
if she can identify that person.
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RACHAEL: I don't think I let go
of my mum's hand. (BITTER CHUCKLE)
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I'm pretty certain
I was squeezing quite tight.
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(TENSE MUSIC)
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I seem to recall them saying,
you know, "Take your time."
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RACHAEL:
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POLICE OFFICER:
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(MENACING MUSIC)
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RACHAEL: I remember looking at him.
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I don't think it took
me long at all.
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Over the radio, on talk-through,
it came:
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something like,
"Number Nine is alive,"
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which meant she'd pointed
out Russell Bishop
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as being the person
that snatched her,
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and above me,
five floors,
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you could hear
people shouting,
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"Yes! Yes, we've got him!"
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It was amazing.
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There was, like, a sudden jubilation
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that we got him...
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..and, of course,
everybody was saying,
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"Russell Bishop's been outwitted
by a seven-year-old girl."
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At 8:15pm this evening,
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Russell Bishop, aged 23 years,
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from Brighton,
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was charged with the kidnap,
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indecent assault
and attempted murder
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of a seven-year-old girl
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in Brighton
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on Sunday 4th February 1990.
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He definitely did not expect me...
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..to end up picking him up
out of a line-up.
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After the attack, Mum and Dad
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treated us all...just like normal.
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JENNIE: We didn't talk about it,
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of what happened to her.
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We were trying to sort of...
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keep it very quiet and
keep it out the way.
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JENNIE: Rachael got anonymity.
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Nothing was ever in the papers.
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We've avoided it all.
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She didn't need to be pointed out
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all the time, saying,
"Look, there goes that...person
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who was attacked by Russell Bishop."
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It's a secret you wanted to keep,
in a sense, and...
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you didn't want
to broadcast it to the world,
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that you were bad parents,
you hadn't looked after your child,
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and everything else.
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As a father, you think
that you can protect
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your family, your children...
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..but you can't.
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You feel as though
you let the side down.
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(POIGNANT MUSIC)
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You can't blame anybody
except yourself,
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cos...that's what you're there for,
as a parent, innit?
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You bring them up,
you protect them...
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..and you failed.
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(VOICE BREAKS) And that will go
with me till...the end.
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(CHILDREN'S LAUGHTER)
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RACHAEL: A few days after the attack,
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a friend at school -
it was her birthday party...
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and I desperately wanted to go.
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I wore a turtleneck top,
very long sleeves,
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to cover all the bruising
across my neck...
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..and to cover up as much of the
scratches, and stuff, as I could.
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(CHILDREN'S LAUGHTER)
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(PARTY BLOWER BLARES)
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I actually got a little tin
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of Ghostbusters "ghost in a can".
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The idea was that you opened it
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and it let off, like,
this glow-in-the-dark vapour.
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All I was interested in was
this little ghost in a can,
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staying close to my sister
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and...eating.
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(PLAYFUL SHOUTS)
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(UNSETTLING MUSIC)
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Mum still took me to school.
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Mum picked me up from school,
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but after the attack...
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..I used to have nightmares...
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..that he would climb up a ladder
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and get through my bedroom window...
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..and come and finish me.
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Nobody knew just how much
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it had actually affected me.
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Ididn't know
how much it had affected me.
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(UNSETTLING MUSIC)
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(SEAGULLS CRY)
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NEWSREADER: Russell Bishop had
been asked to be tried at Lewes,
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the court where he was acquitted
three years ago
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of the murder
of two Sussex schoolgirls.
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A man of nationwide notoriety...
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and to see him back on trial
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for yet another paedophile-linked
attempted murder
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was a massive story.
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REPORTER: Bishop, who arrived
in court in a prison van,
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denies charges of attempted murder,
kidnap and indecent assault
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and a further charge
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of attempting to choke,
suffocate and strangle the girl
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with intent
to commit indecent assault.
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Arriving on the first day
of the trial at Lewes Crown Court,
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exactly the same courtroom,
exactly the same dock,
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there was a real sense
of treading on eggshells.
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(SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC)
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Russell Bishop
cut a very different figure in 1990
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than he did in 1987.
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This time was
as if he felt he was an old hand,
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that he'd seen all this before.
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He'd got away with it before.
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Nothing was going to faze him.
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(CAMERA SHUTTERS CLICK FRANTICALLY)
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JENNIE: We went in the side entrance
in Lewes Court.
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We were pretty much inconspicuous,
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because everybody
was at the front of the court.
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I remember making this weird,
abstract necklace-type thing
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and it was going to be, like,
my lucky talisman
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for the court case.
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PETER: We were in a room where
we were cut off from everybody,
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out of the way,
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looking after Rachael.
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I do remember
that Daddy and I played,
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cos we were put
in this really huge room
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with beams,
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so we were making paper aeroplanes
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and trying to get them
up and over these beams.
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(SINISTER MUSIC)
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After nearly an hour
in the witness box,
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Russell Bishop was asked
by his defence counsel:
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"Did you abduct the little girl,
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strangle her half to death,
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strip her naked
and sexually assault her?"
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Bishop replied,
"No, Sir, I did not."
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His defence had a mishmash of,
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"Oh, the police are out to get him.
It was a complete vendetta."
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Ann Curnow QC said
the most damning piece of evidence
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against Russell Bishop
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was a pair of tracksuit bottoms,
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on which scientists found
forensic evidence
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linking Mr Bishop
to the little girl.
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We realised that
the only defence he had was,
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the police had fitted him up.
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He said that I went into his bedroom
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and took a used condom
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and I used that to sprinkle his semen
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all over the recovered clothing
from Rachael.
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Mr Bishop has claimed the tracksuit
bottoms do not belong to him
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and he has said
police fabricated the evidence.
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JENNIE: Russell Bishop was only
as close as...what, 12 feet to us?
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Whatever question they asked him,
it was always,
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oh, the police framed him and
the police did this...
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You think to yourself,
"You...piece of dirt."
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My main concern
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was that Russell Bishop
would be able to see me.
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It was agreed
that we would put a screen up
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between her and Bishop,
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so she couldn't actually see him
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and he couldn't see her,
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but, obviously, she needed to be
seen by the jury
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and she needed to be seen by the
judge and the...
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the defence and the prosecution.
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(UNSETTLING MUSIC)
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If the young girl
somehow got confused,
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if she did not deliver the evidence,
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then the potential was
that it could go horribly wrong.
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There was a big weight
resting on Rachael's shoulders.
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I went in...with my little talisman
hanging around my neck.
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Sat on this...
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what seemed like, I suppose,
for a seven-year-old, massive chair!
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Felt more like a throne than a chair.
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It was huge!
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I couldn't see him...
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so, in my head, he couldn't see me.
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I remember looking at the judge.
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The first question he asked me was,
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"Do you know the difference
between right and wrong?"
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And I said yes.
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(MELANCHOLY MUSIC)
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JENNIE:
While Rachael was giving evidence,
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you could hear a pin drop.
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It was so deathly silent!
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Deathly silent.
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REPORTER:
Speaking clearly and confidently,
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the little girl
told the hushed courtroom
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how, on an afternoon
in February this year,
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she was crossing a road
near her home
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when a man working on a car nearby
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suddenly grabbed her
around the waist,
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put her in the boot of his car
and drove off at high speed.
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The little girl said,
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"I started banging on the boot
because there was a hammer in there.
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The man said, 'Shut up.'"
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Prosecutor Ann Curnow QC asked,
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"What about your roller boots?"
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The little girl replied,
"I took them off,
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because if he opened the boot
I could have got away quicker."
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DEBRA WOOD:
She was...remarkably calm.
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Her level of recollection
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up until the point
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where the hands were put
around her throat
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erm, was really...incredible.
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REPORTER: She added, "He took me
out of the boot and he strangled me.
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He thought I was dead,
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but I wasn't.
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He never strangled me long enough.
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He just put me in a deep sleep."
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(UNSETTLING MUSIC)
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Russell Bishop's defence lawyer
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tried to trip me up
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and somehow...put words in my mouth.
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It was his job to try and prove
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that what I was saying
couldn't be reliable.
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REPORTER:
Anthony Thwaites QC defending
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then asked the girl
if she could have made a mistake
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when she picked out Russell Bishop
at an identity parade.
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The defence tried to say that...
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I only picked out Russell Bishop
from the parade
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because I had seen a picture of him
in the newspaper.
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(OMINOUS MUSIC)
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(BIRDSONG)
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(SIREN WAILS IN DISTANCE)
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On the day of the verdict...
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..I was there with Rachael's mum.
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We sat together
in the public gallery.
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The court was full -
full to the brim.
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The whole place
was absolutely heaving.
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NEWSREADER:
The jury at Lewes Crown Court
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took almost four-and-a-half hours
to consider its verdict.
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The families
of two nine-year-old girls
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murdered in a local beauty spot
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were also in court.
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The jury came back
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with a unanimous guilty verdict.
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The judge, Mr Justice Nolan,
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told Bishop,
"You've been found guilty
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of the attempted murder
of a young child
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in circumstances almost as dreadful
as can be imagined."
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The right verdict came.
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Well, there was cheers there
all around.
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Cheers all around.
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REPORTER: The judge sentenced Bishop
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to life imprisonment
for attempted murder,
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ten years' imprisonment
for kidnapping
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and ten years' imprisonment
for sexual assault.
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JENNIE: She did it.
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He was behind bars.
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He could have been
out on the street.
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We've always told her...
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"By doing what you did,
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you stopped it
happening to other children."
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# (STRINGS PLAY POIGNANT MELODY)
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REPORTER: The Fellows Family,
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whose daughter was one of two girls
murdered in 1986,
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left court without comment.
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REPORTER: Three years ago this week,
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Bishop had left Lewes Crown Court
a free man.
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Tonight, he was taken away
to begin a life sentence.
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MAN: That little girl showed
so much gut and determination.
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All I've got for that little child
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is nothing but admiration.
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But we knew that Russell Bishop
had murdered my niece.
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I had to carry on the fight.
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RACHAEL:
For God knows how many years...
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..I lived what I would consider
to be a perfectly normal life.
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I had my first daughter
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when I had just turned 22.
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She's turned out
to be absolutely beautiful.
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All my children have.
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I'm very proud of each of them.
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I just assumed
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that there would never have
to be a reason...
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for me to tell anybody
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and give up my right to anonymity.
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I never had any intention
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of telling my children - ever.
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I thought
I was going to take it to my grave.
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The reason I fell in love with Jay
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and why I chose to get married
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is because he made me realise...
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what it was to actually be loved...
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..and he made sure that I felt it...
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..and he made me realise
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that I was respected and appreciated.
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(SEAGULLS CRY)
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Then, completely out of the blue,
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the home phone rings...
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(RINGS)
..and it's the Victim Support team.
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Bishop was up for parole.
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I was just so scared
that he was going to come
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and find me...
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..and that's when
little hints of depression
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and the agoraphobia crept in.
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I thought a life sentence
is a life sentence.
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Then I found out that "life",
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in Russell Bishop's case,
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meant only 14 years...
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..just because
he didn't actually kill me.
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(OMINOUS MUSIC)
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(BIRDSONG)
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NEWSREADER: Builder Russell Bishop
was jailed for life
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for attempting to murder
a seven-year-old girl
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on the outskirts of Brighton.
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He was described by the judge
as "a danger to children",
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but will be eligible for parole
in February.
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PAUL CHESTON: Bishop had been
jailed for a minimum of 14 years
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for the attack on Rachael,
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but he was still considered innocent
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of the attacks on Nicola and Karen.
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The closer he was
getting towards a position
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where he could appeal successfully
to the parole board for release,
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the greater the danger was
to the public.
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00:33:24,440 --> 00:33:27,600
The best way to keep him behind bars
for the rest of his life
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was to put him back on trial again
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for the murders of Nicola and Karen,
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and there was a race against time
to do this
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before he found a way
of getting released from prison.
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REPORTER: Floral tributes still mark
the spot in Brighton's Wild Park
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where the bodies of Nicola Fellows
and Karen Hadaway were found,
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always remembered by their families.
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If Russell Bishop
had got parole after 14 years,
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within two or three years
of release,
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you'd be reading a story
of another child being murdered
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under horrific circumstances...
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..so we needed to get Russell Bishop
back to court,
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00:34:13,239 --> 00:34:15,520
but the big hurdle was
double jeopardy.
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After the 1990 trial
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and for probably
the next 10, 15 years,
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I was aware of a campaign
by Nicola and Karen's families
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to try and somehow get
Russell Bishop back on trial.
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At that time,
I thought nothing would come of it,
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because no person
who has been cleared of a crime
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could ever be re-charged
with that same crime.
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It's known
as the "double jeopardy" law.
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Double jeopardy is an 800-year law
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and if we're going to get justice
for Nicky and Karen,
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that law had to change.
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REPORTER: It was the chairman of the
inquiry into the murder
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of black teenager Stephen Lawrence
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who recommended a review of the
centuries-old principle which says,
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"a defendant, once acquitted, cannot
be retried on the same charge."
510
00:35:09,920 --> 00:35:13,040
The collapse of the criminal case
against three of the men
511
00:35:13,080 --> 00:35:15,200
accused of killing Stephen Lawrence
512
00:35:15,240 --> 00:35:17,880
and the realisation
that they could not be retried,
513
00:35:17,920 --> 00:35:21,240
even if new evidence came to light,
caused outrage.
514
00:35:23,120 --> 00:35:25,080
NIGEL: I started campaigning.
515
00:35:25,120 --> 00:35:28,280
I was working outside the
House of Commons as a coach guide.
516
00:35:28,320 --> 00:35:30,880
I finished at 2 o'clock,
517
00:35:30,920 --> 00:35:32,560
and then I would spend my afternoons
518
00:35:32,600 --> 00:35:35,720
in the central lobby
of the House of Commons,
519
00:35:35,760 --> 00:35:39,320
to talk to MPs about double jeopardy
520
00:35:39,360 --> 00:35:40,800
and getting it off the books.
521
00:35:40,840 --> 00:35:43,480
I got fobbed off several times.
Even got told, on many occasions,
522
00:35:43,520 --> 00:35:45,560
"You've got more chance
of walking on the moon (!)"
523
00:35:47,680 --> 00:35:49,920
One afternoon,
in the House of Commons
524
00:35:49,960 --> 00:35:51,840
I saw David Blunkett,
the Home Secretary.
525
00:35:51,880 --> 00:35:55,680
I walked over to him and
introduced myself to him, who I was.
526
00:35:59,040 --> 00:36:01,840
And I mentioned about
the "Babes in the Wood" murders.
527
00:36:03,120 --> 00:36:06,800
He said, "I'll be honest with you
right now: I agree with you.
528
00:36:06,840 --> 00:36:08,760
Double Jeopardy needs
to be repealed."
529
00:36:10,240 --> 00:36:14,000
We will do anything to get justice.
530
00:36:24,960 --> 00:36:27,280
MAN: There was lots of accusations
thrown around
531
00:36:27,320 --> 00:36:31,040
that the 1986 investigation
hadn't been handled properly.
532
00:36:32,400 --> 00:36:35,760
Not guilty, lads! Yay!
(CHEERING)
533
00:36:35,800 --> 00:36:38,080
And when Russell Bishop was found
not guilty,
534
00:36:38,120 --> 00:36:40,280
it was a massive issue for Sussex
Police.
535
00:36:40,320 --> 00:36:42,320
(CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS)
536
00:36:45,400 --> 00:36:48,560
The family had campaigned from 1987
537
00:36:48,600 --> 00:36:50,760
that Bishop should face justice
for what he'd done
538
00:36:50,800 --> 00:36:51,880
and they were very vocal
539
00:36:51,920 --> 00:36:53,640
in their quite high media profile
540
00:36:53,680 --> 00:36:56,280
and, understandably, they wanted
justice for their daughters,
541
00:36:56,320 --> 00:36:58,840
so they were putting pressure
on Sussex Police,
542
00:36:58,880 --> 00:37:00,240
but it was right that they did so.
543
00:37:01,440 --> 00:37:02,680
The Bishop case,
544
00:37:02,720 --> 00:37:05,600
because it was such
a high-profile case, over the years
545
00:37:05,640 --> 00:37:08,440
we did submit various items
546
00:37:08,480 --> 00:37:09,920
for additional
forensic work.
547
00:37:09,960 --> 00:37:12,120
The big change came
548
00:37:12,160 --> 00:37:15,080
when the Criminal Justice Act
changed the law on double jeopardy.
549
00:37:26,600 --> 00:37:29,760
REPORTER: From today,
as many as 35 major cases
550
00:37:29,800 --> 00:37:32,040
could soon be sent
back to the courts
551
00:37:32,080 --> 00:37:34,320
and legal history will be made.
552
00:37:36,440 --> 00:37:38,960
A retrial will be possible
in serious cases,
553
00:37:39,000 --> 00:37:41,680
including murder,
rape and armed robbery.
554
00:37:45,440 --> 00:37:48,680
The families believe they now have
a new chance for justice,
555
00:37:48,720 --> 00:37:52,560
almost 20 years after Nicky Fellows
and Karen Hadaway
556
00:37:52,600 --> 00:37:55,520
were killed here at Wild Park
in Brighton.
557
00:37:57,360 --> 00:38:00,600
There were a lot of people involved
in getting double jeopardy repealed.
558
00:38:00,640 --> 00:38:02,720
About 29 to 30 cases.
559
00:38:04,240 --> 00:38:07,080
It wasn't easy, but we had done it!
560
00:38:08,880 --> 00:38:10,840
Now we can go after Russell Bishop.
561
00:38:12,080 --> 00:38:14,720
JEFF RILEY: The key thing about
double jeopardy is, you get one go.
562
00:38:14,760 --> 00:38:16,280
You get one shot at it,
563
00:38:16,320 --> 00:38:20,040
so if we've tried and then failed,
that would be it.
564
00:38:20,080 --> 00:38:22,720
When you pull that trigger
for a double-jeopardy investigation,
565
00:38:22,760 --> 00:38:24,840
you have to be sure
you've got a really strong case.
566
00:38:26,480 --> 00:38:29,880
In 1986, '87,
the kind of late '80s,
567
00:38:29,920 --> 00:38:32,000
DNA wasn't used
in police investigations.
568
00:38:32,040 --> 00:38:33,680
It just wasn't developed enough,
569
00:38:33,720 --> 00:38:36,960
but by the time we got to 2012,
570
00:38:37,000 --> 00:38:39,280
the scientific evaluation around DNA
571
00:38:39,320 --> 00:38:40,720
was much greater than before.
572
00:38:42,160 --> 00:38:45,040
The sweatshirt was the key garment
in the whole inquiry.
573
00:38:45,080 --> 00:38:47,880
This was a garment
that linked to the girls
574
00:38:47,920 --> 00:38:49,960
and, we believed, linked to Bishop,
575
00:38:50,000 --> 00:38:53,160
but that link to Bishop was what was
challenged at the original trial.
576
00:38:54,400 --> 00:38:57,200
So we took the view, "Let's go back
to the Pinto sweatshirt.
577
00:38:57,240 --> 00:38:59,200
Let's send that off for analysis."
578
00:39:05,720 --> 00:39:08,440
In 2013, we were contacted
579
00:39:08,480 --> 00:39:09,880
by the laboratory
580
00:39:09,920 --> 00:39:12,480
to say, "We've got a profile
of Russell Bishop
581
00:39:12,520 --> 00:39:13,880
from within that sweatshirt,"
582
00:39:13,920 --> 00:39:15,320
and it was a significant profile.
583
00:39:21,080 --> 00:39:24,360
It was a massive moment.
That was the kick-off point.
584
00:39:25,280 --> 00:39:27,280
I was approached
to set up a new investigation.
585
00:39:28,200 --> 00:39:31,680
We were determined to get justice
for the family, Karen and Nicola.
586
00:39:39,280 --> 00:39:41,080
When the day of the arrest came,
587
00:39:41,120 --> 00:39:42,680
Bishop didn't know
where he was going.
588
00:39:43,960 --> 00:39:45,960
POLICE OFFICER:
589
00:39:52,880 --> 00:39:54,880
(BIRDSONG)
590
00:40:05,400 --> 00:40:07,960
Bishop initially
tried to say "no comment"
to the questions,
591
00:40:08,000 --> 00:40:10,200
but he couldn't help himself,
so every now and again
592
00:40:10,240 --> 00:40:12,400
he'd come up with an answer
about something or other.
593
00:40:14,800 --> 00:40:15,920
POLICE OFFICER:
594
00:40:15,960 --> 00:40:17,160
RUSSELL BISHOP:
595
00:40:18,520 --> 00:40:20,520
POLICE OFFICER:
596
00:40:32,560 --> 00:40:34,400
(CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS)
597
00:40:35,640 --> 00:40:36,920
RUSSELL BISHOP:
598
00:40:58,840 --> 00:41:00,840
POLICE OFFICER:
599
00:41:12,120 --> 00:41:14,120
(FOREBODING MUSIC)
600
00:41:17,640 --> 00:41:20,160
RACHAEL: I knew it was happening.
601
00:41:20,200 --> 00:41:24,600
I knew Russell Bishop
was being retried,
602
00:41:24,640 --> 00:41:29,320
because that's when
the police liaisons turned up.
603
00:41:31,000 --> 00:41:35,200
I asked them, "So are you going to be
taking him out of prison, then?"
604
00:41:35,240 --> 00:41:37,080
And they said yes...
605
00:41:37,120 --> 00:41:40,280
and...then I was told
606
00:41:40,320 --> 00:41:43,760
that it was going to be
going to court.
607
00:41:45,880 --> 00:41:50,280
There was also a journalist
who turned up.
608
00:41:50,320 --> 00:41:54,560
This was whilst I was still
under the right of anonymity.
609
00:41:54,600 --> 00:41:57,320
My son was due home any minute...
610
00:41:59,040 --> 00:42:01,840
..and it freaked me out.
611
00:42:01,880 --> 00:42:07,000
It was almost as if, "Well,
if they can find me, anyone can..."
612
00:42:08,840 --> 00:42:12,160
..which then led me back
to Russell Bishop.
613
00:42:12,200 --> 00:42:16,240
What was to stop him from finding out
where I live?
614
00:42:20,720 --> 00:42:23,120
I don't remember when I remembered
615
00:42:23,160 --> 00:42:28,160
the details of the attack itself,
616
00:42:29,560 --> 00:42:33,760
that I was conscious
when he sexually assaulted me.
617
00:42:37,640 --> 00:42:38,680
(NO AUDIBLE SPEECH)
618
00:42:38,720 --> 00:42:42,120
RACHAEL (AS AN ADULT): I don't know
whether I knew at the time,
619
00:42:42,160 --> 00:42:47,160
or whether it's something
that I've remembered over time.
620
00:42:49,640 --> 00:42:53,360
I do know the reason
why I didn't talk to my parents
621
00:42:53,400 --> 00:42:55,440
and tell them about it earlier
622
00:42:55,480 --> 00:42:57,560
was because I was ashamed.
623
00:43:00,360 --> 00:43:02,200
There's been a massive cost
624
00:43:02,240 --> 00:43:06,360
to keeping the secret
for as long as I did,
625
00:43:06,400 --> 00:43:10,320
with my relationships
with my children, to my health.
626
00:43:10,360 --> 00:43:11,880
(NO AUDIBLE SPEECH)
627
00:43:11,920 --> 00:43:14,200
I'm hoping,
628
00:43:14,240 --> 00:43:16,920
if I can release myself
of this secret
629
00:43:16,960 --> 00:43:18,560
that I've held for so long,
630
00:43:18,600 --> 00:43:23,520
that it will help remove
this mental roadblock
631
00:43:23,560 --> 00:43:26,320
that I seem to have...hit.
632
00:43:32,800 --> 00:43:34,840
When we got to Devil's Dyke...
633
00:43:35,920 --> 00:43:38,400
..he took me out...
634
00:43:40,040 --> 00:43:41,480
..and threw me on the back seat.
635
00:43:45,600 --> 00:43:48,920
He told me
to take off all my clothes...
636
00:43:50,240 --> 00:43:52,360
..and I just complied...
637
00:43:55,720 --> 00:43:58,800
..which is when he...
638
00:44:02,360 --> 00:44:03,840
..penetrated me.
639
00:44:08,880 --> 00:44:12,400
I remember it hurting...
640
00:44:14,720 --> 00:44:19,120
..and I remember reaching down,
641
00:44:19,160 --> 00:44:21,880
cos it felt wet...
642
00:44:24,120 --> 00:44:26,080
..and I lifted my hand up
643
00:44:26,120 --> 00:44:28,520
and I said, "Oh, there's blood.
644
00:44:29,600 --> 00:44:31,640
Is this mine or yours?"
645
00:44:35,960 --> 00:44:37,960
And then...
646
00:44:39,160 --> 00:44:41,640
..he put his hands
around my throat...
647
00:44:45,600 --> 00:44:47,080
..and...
648
00:44:49,120 --> 00:44:53,840
..I started trying to say to him
I couldn't breathe...
649
00:44:57,120 --> 00:44:59,120
..and then I blacked out.
650
00:45:01,760 --> 00:45:03,760
(OMINOUS MUSIC)
651
00:45:07,960 --> 00:45:09,960
(GRAVEL CRUNCHES)
652
00:45:12,040 --> 00:45:14,920
From the minute he grabbed me...
653
00:45:16,560 --> 00:45:19,240
..to the minute I woke up,
654
00:45:20,520 --> 00:45:23,520
it just plays through my head
on repeat...
655
00:45:25,160 --> 00:45:27,840
..in high definition.
656
00:45:27,880 --> 00:45:31,400
I can see it and I can hear it
657
00:45:31,440 --> 00:45:32,960
and I can smell it...
658
00:45:35,880 --> 00:45:37,880
..and it's exhausting.
659
00:45:41,085 --> 00:45:43,280
(DISTANT SIREN WAILS)
660
00:45:55,760 --> 00:45:58,600
REPORTER: Russell Bishop arrived
in a prison van
661
00:45:58,640 --> 00:46:01,160
for the start of the second trial
he's faced
662
00:46:01,200 --> 00:46:03,960
accused of murdering two
school girls 32 years ago.
663
00:46:06,080 --> 00:46:09,520
Their families were in court
for the start of the trial.
664
00:46:10,920 --> 00:46:13,000
(NO AUDIBLE DIALOGUE)
665
00:46:14,400 --> 00:46:17,240
I didn't think
we'd ever get him to court again,
666
00:46:17,280 --> 00:46:19,280
but when we did, then...
667
00:46:20,840 --> 00:46:23,320
..I just thought, "Yeah,
we gotta get him this time."
668
00:46:25,160 --> 00:46:27,560
They say, "Life goes on,"
but it don't.
669
00:46:27,600 --> 00:46:29,320
It's still there.
670
00:46:29,360 --> 00:46:31,000
It hasn't gone away for me!
671
00:46:31,040 --> 00:46:33,040
(MELANCHOLY MUSIC)
672
00:46:34,640 --> 00:46:36,800
Do you know what I still do?
673
00:46:36,840 --> 00:46:38,960
I still go in shops
674
00:46:39,000 --> 00:46:41,240
and look for clothes for her,
675
00:46:41,280 --> 00:46:43,800
thinking,
"Ooh, that'll look nice on her."
676
00:46:45,760 --> 00:46:47,760
You know...
677
00:46:56,880 --> 00:46:58,880
(SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC BUILDS)
678
00:47:00,640 --> 00:47:02,560
The trial in 2018 was very much
679
00:47:02,600 --> 00:47:05,040
old and new
brought together.
680
00:47:09,960 --> 00:47:12,120
There was an overwhelming wealth
681
00:47:12,160 --> 00:47:14,680
of forensic evidence.
682
00:47:14,720 --> 00:47:16,360
We could see
a two-way transfer
683
00:47:16,400 --> 00:47:19,240
between the Pinto
and the girls' clothing.
684
00:47:22,760 --> 00:47:25,360
The forensic scientist
was able to say,
685
00:47:25,400 --> 00:47:27,560
"These fibres don't exist
686
00:47:27,600 --> 00:47:30,760
in hundreds of different jumpers
across the country
687
00:47:30,800 --> 00:47:32,840
worn by thousands of people.
688
00:47:32,880 --> 00:47:34,800
Those fibres were unique
to those garments."
689
00:47:36,960 --> 00:47:39,400
The paint was also
really interesting.
690
00:47:40,760 --> 00:47:43,960
We were able to show
the chemical compound
691
00:47:44,000 --> 00:47:45,480
and its composition
692
00:47:45,520 --> 00:47:48,360
couldn't have been the same
as any old paint
693
00:47:48,400 --> 00:47:51,760
sprayed in 1986, 1987,
when it was readily available,
694
00:47:51,800 --> 00:47:53,560
because there was
this layering of paint
695
00:47:53,600 --> 00:47:55,320
from a particular car
that he'd worked on.
696
00:47:58,640 --> 00:48:02,560
We had tapings from
the postmortem taken in 1986...
697
00:48:03,480 --> 00:48:06,440
..so it sat in a freezer
for 30-odd years.
698
00:48:08,760 --> 00:48:10,880
When we examined those tapings,
699
00:48:10,920 --> 00:48:13,320
we recovered a mixed profile of DNA
700
00:48:13,360 --> 00:48:15,960
of Russell Bishop and Karen Hadaway.
701
00:48:17,640 --> 00:48:20,120
This was massive for us.
This was Russell Bishop's DNA
702
00:48:20,160 --> 00:48:22,200
on Karen Hadaway's arm.
703
00:48:26,960 --> 00:48:28,680
As part of
the reinvestigation
704
00:48:28,720 --> 00:48:30,920
to the Karen and Nicola murders,
705
00:48:30,960 --> 00:48:32,640
we looked at the offence on Rachael.
706
00:48:34,160 --> 00:48:36,560
(TYRES SCREECH)
707
00:48:36,600 --> 00:48:38,840
I could use it as a chance
708
00:48:38,880 --> 00:48:40,680
to set side by side
709
00:48:40,720 --> 00:48:42,480
Karen, Nicola and then Rachael
710
00:48:42,520 --> 00:48:44,000
and I could walk through...
711
00:48:44,040 --> 00:48:46,200
what happened in 1986
712
00:48:46,240 --> 00:48:48,040
and what happened in 1990.
713
00:48:48,080 --> 00:48:49,680
That, then, built a picture
714
00:48:49,720 --> 00:48:52,040
of how similar
these two offences were.
715
00:48:53,840 --> 00:48:55,840
I was the same age as Rachael.
716
00:48:55,880 --> 00:48:57,880
We grew up in the same town.
717
00:48:57,920 --> 00:49:01,280
Then, in one of the exhibits, was
a picture of a white roller boot,
718
00:49:01,320 --> 00:49:04,120
which was the same pair
that I had when I was little.
719
00:49:07,640 --> 00:49:09,800
The key moment was
720
00:49:09,840 --> 00:49:11,920
Russell Bishop
entering the witness box
721
00:49:11,960 --> 00:49:13,960
to be questioned about
722
00:49:14,000 --> 00:49:17,240
what had happened to these
two girls at his hands
723
00:49:17,280 --> 00:49:18,920
in Wild Park.
724
00:49:18,960 --> 00:49:20,600
He completed his evidence
725
00:49:20,640 --> 00:49:22,800
by surprising everybody.
726
00:49:23,840 --> 00:49:26,560
It was a stunning moment.
He admitted for the first time
727
00:49:26,600 --> 00:49:29,360
that, "Yes, it's true,
I did attack Rachael."
728
00:49:30,080 --> 00:49:32,080
I couldn't believe it.
729
00:49:33,960 --> 00:49:35,640
During the trial,
730
00:49:35,680 --> 00:49:37,200
I happened to see something
731
00:49:37,240 --> 00:49:39,640
come up on my phone
732
00:49:39,680 --> 00:49:44,320
about the fact that
he'd admitted to...
733
00:49:44,360 --> 00:49:46,920
abducting me
734
00:49:46,960 --> 00:49:49,600
and that when he admitted it,
735
00:49:49,640 --> 00:49:54,240
he said that the reason
why he attacked me
736
00:49:54,280 --> 00:49:57,600
was to shame and belittle me,
737
00:49:57,640 --> 00:50:00,960
because everybody was accusing him
738
00:50:01,000 --> 00:50:04,920
of murdering the two other girls...
739
00:50:06,400 --> 00:50:10,920
..and he thought, "Well,
if I'm being accused of it,
740
00:50:10,960 --> 00:50:12,520
then I might as well do it."
741
00:50:15,760 --> 00:50:18,480
TERRI O'SULLIVAN: It sent an
electric wave through the court.
742
00:50:20,040 --> 00:50:22,360
The press stand went nuts.
743
00:50:22,400 --> 00:50:25,760
He said something so key that
he'd denied over all those years.
744
00:50:29,880 --> 00:50:32,520
I was absolutely beside myself,
745
00:50:32,560 --> 00:50:35,080
because I was so angry.
746
00:50:36,600 --> 00:50:40,080
To shame and belittle
a seven-year-old girl
747
00:50:40,120 --> 00:50:42,120
that you don't even know!
748
00:50:43,400 --> 00:50:48,320
I couldn't understand. Why me?
749
00:50:50,920 --> 00:50:54,960
And it was literally as if
somebody had taken a sledgehammer...
750
00:50:56,320 --> 00:51:01,200
..and...full-forced it into my gut.
751
00:51:02,280 --> 00:51:04,440
Unfortunately, in my 30s
752
00:51:04,480 --> 00:51:06,800
I developed agoraphobia,
753
00:51:06,840 --> 00:51:10,240
along with major depressive disorder
754
00:51:10,280 --> 00:51:12,440
and acute anxiety.
755
00:51:12,480 --> 00:51:14,400
(TYRES SCREECH)
756
00:51:14,440 --> 00:51:16,440
I was a dinner lady...
757
00:51:17,640 --> 00:51:21,240
..and couldn't ultimately
758
00:51:21,280 --> 00:51:23,680
stay on at the job,
759
00:51:23,720 --> 00:51:27,400
because every time
I tried to leave the house to go,
760
00:51:27,440 --> 00:51:30,000
I would have a panic attack
and have to go back in.
761
00:51:35,760 --> 00:51:39,840
It was like I was just in...
in this war zone in my head.
762
00:51:44,480 --> 00:51:46,600
My agoraphobia means
763
00:51:46,640 --> 00:51:48,920
I am unable
to leave the house at all.
764
00:51:50,720 --> 00:51:52,720
(UNSETTLING MUSIC)
765
00:51:58,720 --> 00:52:00,720
(SIREN WAILS IN DISTANCE)
766
00:52:08,440 --> 00:52:10,760
2 hours 30 minutes or so,
767
00:52:10,800 --> 00:52:12,920
on the 10th of December,
768
00:52:14,080 --> 00:52:16,800
the jury walked in
and called him guilty.
769
00:52:16,840 --> 00:52:19,560
Bang! "Guilty." Bang! "Guilty."
770
00:52:24,040 --> 00:52:26,240
I physically broke down.
771
00:52:27,200 --> 00:52:29,920
I broke down in that court...
and cried my eyes out.
772
00:52:31,280 --> 00:52:32,960
We were all emotional.
773
00:52:33,000 --> 00:52:34,720
We were literally crying...
774
00:52:34,760 --> 00:52:36,760
because we had done it.
775
00:52:37,520 --> 00:52:40,120
No other child is going to be hurt
by him.
776
00:52:42,080 --> 00:52:44,600
REPORTER: Today,
as at the second time of asking,
777
00:52:44,640 --> 00:52:48,520
justice finally caught up
with their killer, Russell Bishop.
778
00:52:49,960 --> 00:52:52,360
REPORTER:
Finally, justice was theirs,
779
00:52:52,400 --> 00:52:54,200
but they'd had to wait 32 years
for it.
780
00:52:56,040 --> 00:52:59,480
Being in court
and hearing the verdict
781
00:52:59,520 --> 00:53:01,680
made me very
emotional, you know,
782
00:53:01,720 --> 00:53:03,400
to know
that he was guilty.
783
00:53:03,440 --> 00:53:05,880
We got him and he's gonna do time.
784
00:53:06,960 --> 00:53:08,960
(SOMBRE MUSIC)
785
00:53:18,480 --> 00:53:20,800
JEFF RILEY: Hearing that verdict,
786
00:53:20,840 --> 00:53:25,000
there was just an amazing feeling
of elation for the family.
787
00:53:25,040 --> 00:53:28,080
They've waited years
and years and years!
788
00:53:29,680 --> 00:53:32,560
This is a moment to remember
the two girls.
789
00:53:32,600 --> 00:53:35,520
They died at the hands
of a predatory and vicious killer
790
00:53:35,560 --> 00:53:37,480
who has refused for 32 years
791
00:53:37,520 --> 00:53:38,840
to face up to what he did.
792
00:53:38,880 --> 00:53:42,360
We should also acknowledge
the courage, persistence and dignity
793
00:53:42,400 --> 00:53:44,120
of Karen and Nicola's families.
794
00:53:44,160 --> 00:53:46,640
Throughout the years
they, too, have never given up,
795
00:53:46,680 --> 00:53:48,680
always seeking justice.
796
00:53:50,720 --> 00:53:53,520
I sincerely hope the families
can now find some peace
797
00:53:53,560 --> 00:53:56,760
and move forward
to the next chapter in their lives.
798
00:53:58,800 --> 00:54:00,800
(BIRDSONG)
799
00:54:06,160 --> 00:54:09,800
I used to go into the bedroom,
where her stuff was in the chest
800
00:54:09,840 --> 00:54:12,000
and I can still smell her.
801
00:54:14,680 --> 00:54:17,000
When I opened the chest
802
00:54:17,040 --> 00:54:18,280
and all her stuff was there
803
00:54:18,320 --> 00:54:19,560
and I could just smell her...
804
00:54:22,760 --> 00:54:24,200
When the court case finished
805
00:54:24,240 --> 00:54:27,360
and we got the verdict
the second time,
806
00:54:27,400 --> 00:54:31,600
I said, "Well, now she can go
to her angel bed
807
00:54:31,640 --> 00:54:33,840
and go to sleep.
808
00:54:33,880 --> 00:54:36,640
She hasn't got to worry
about anything now."
809
00:54:38,040 --> 00:54:42,760
And... (VOICE BREAKS) But I know...
I know she's around.
810
00:54:42,800 --> 00:54:45,480
You can't see her
and you can't feel her
811
00:54:45,520 --> 00:54:47,840
but she's there, in spirit.
812
00:54:57,200 --> 00:54:59,200
(SEAGULLS CRY)
813
00:55:08,520 --> 00:55:11,240
NEWSREADER: I've got some breaking
news to bring you here.
814
00:55:11,280 --> 00:55:14,680
The so-called Babes in the Wood
killer, Russell Bishop,
815
00:55:14,720 --> 00:55:17,800
has died of cancer at the age of 55.
816
00:55:19,320 --> 00:55:22,200
I heard about Russell Bishop dying
817
00:55:22,240 --> 00:55:26,080
in...2022,
818
00:55:27,360 --> 00:55:30,080
er...via social media.
819
00:55:31,320 --> 00:55:34,480
I was scrolling and it popped up.
820
00:55:36,200 --> 00:55:38,360
As soon as he was dead...
821
00:55:39,400 --> 00:55:43,680
..there was nothing to be afraid of
any more.
822
00:55:47,720 --> 00:55:53,600
I was in the midst of my depression.
823
00:55:55,760 --> 00:55:59,840
Tried various antidepressants,
anti-anxieties...
824
00:56:00,960 --> 00:56:02,960
Nothing seemed to be working...
825
00:56:03,880 --> 00:56:09,080
..and so, I decided
to waive my right of anonymity...
826
00:56:10,880 --> 00:56:14,720
..in a thought that maybe
827
00:56:14,760 --> 00:56:17,800
it would help me to recover...
828
00:56:19,160 --> 00:56:21,480
..and to finally deal with my past.
829
00:56:23,840 --> 00:56:27,000
I would like to see
the photographs of my injuries...
830
00:56:28,520 --> 00:56:31,320
..and finally get...
831
00:56:32,680 --> 00:56:34,680
..the full picture.
832
00:56:38,920 --> 00:56:42,320
So what I have here is
833
00:56:42,360 --> 00:56:45,920
er, the photos that...
834
00:56:45,960 --> 00:56:50,360
Some were taken
on the night that I was found,
835
00:56:50,400 --> 00:56:53,040
um...in the state that I was found.
836
00:56:54,400 --> 00:56:57,840
I believe
these were, actually, the photos
837
00:56:57,880 --> 00:57:02,640
that were given to the jury
838
00:57:02,680 --> 00:57:05,800
in the actual court case
839
00:57:05,840 --> 00:57:09,200
as evidence for them to view.
840
00:57:11,280 --> 00:57:14,400
I have a police liaison officer
841
00:57:14,440 --> 00:57:17,760
and it was her job
842
00:57:17,800 --> 00:57:22,520
to personally bring these pictures
to me...
843
00:57:23,720 --> 00:57:27,920
..so this is the first time
844
00:57:27,960 --> 00:57:31,520
that I've actually been allowed
access to them.
845
00:57:36,160 --> 00:57:38,160
OK.
846
00:57:40,080 --> 00:57:42,080
So...
847
00:57:43,760 --> 00:57:48,120
There's only one picture
in this book.
848
00:57:53,680 --> 00:57:55,680
(SIGHS)
849
00:58:06,800 --> 00:58:11,200
(VOICE BREAKS)
It's me, the night that I was found.
850
00:58:24,560 --> 00:58:28,880
My face is covered in blood...
851
00:58:33,800 --> 00:58:35,800
..and I know why,
852
00:58:37,360 --> 00:58:39,360
cos it's around my mouth...
853
00:58:44,600 --> 00:58:48,600
..and my hair
is just all over the place.
854
00:58:55,560 --> 00:58:59,560
(SIGHS) Otherwise, I'm just staring
directly at the camera.
855
00:59:08,320 --> 00:59:11,920
And then there is
a second set of photos
856
00:59:11,960 --> 00:59:15,360
that were done a few days later,
857
00:59:15,400 --> 00:59:18,880
after I'd been cleaned up
and had a bath.
858
00:59:21,960 --> 00:59:25,280
You can see
all the thorns in my feet.
859
00:59:41,200 --> 00:59:43,200
It's like looking in a mirror
860
00:59:43,240 --> 00:59:46,440
and not recognising the person
looking back at you.
861
00:59:52,400 --> 00:59:56,240
I've been accused of lying...
(BITTER CHUCKLE)
862
00:59:57,640 --> 00:59:59,640
..but...
863
01:00:01,440 --> 01:00:04,560
..I wasn't lying,
I was telling the truth.
864
01:00:21,480 --> 01:00:22,560
Bye.
(CHUCKLES)
865
01:00:46,840 --> 01:00:48,840
(SOMBRE MUSIC)
866
01:00:50,960 --> 01:00:52,960
(BIRDSONG)
867
01:00:56,480 --> 01:00:58,920
I'm willing to do
whatever it takes...
868
01:01:00,080 --> 01:01:02,680
..to be a...
869
01:01:02,720 --> 01:01:06,760
properly functioning individual
again...
870
01:01:08,880 --> 01:01:13,280
..and I'm hoping that I will end up
871
01:01:13,320 --> 01:01:15,200
being able to get a job...
872
01:01:16,320 --> 01:01:18,320
..and have a proper career.
873
01:01:21,960 --> 01:01:23,960
Something with animals.
874
01:01:29,640 --> 01:01:31,640
That would be nice.
875
01:01:36,200 --> 01:01:38,120
I want to be able to go out
876
01:01:38,160 --> 01:01:40,360
and spend time with my family
877
01:01:40,400 --> 01:01:43,040
and have dates with my husband
878
01:01:43,080 --> 01:01:48,360
and go to a pub and sit
in a beer garden in the sunshine
879
01:01:48,400 --> 01:01:51,600
and do what normal people do.
880
01:01:54,720 --> 01:01:59,120
If...he was here in front of me now,
881
01:01:59,160 --> 01:02:02,840
I don't think
I could repeat the words on camera,
882
01:02:04,320 --> 01:02:06,320
but...
883
01:02:07,280 --> 01:02:10,240
..it would basically be
along the lines of,
884
01:02:11,640 --> 01:02:14,120
"I'm still here...
885
01:02:15,120 --> 01:02:17,640
..and I've still got
a fighting chance."
886
01:02:24,520 --> 01:02:26,520
(POIGNANT MUSIC)
887
01:02:26,560 --> 01:02:30,440
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