All language subtitles for Trainspotting.1996.Collectors.Editi

Choose life. Choose a job.
Choose a career. Choose a family.

Choose a fucking big television.

Choose washing machines, cars...

compact disc players
and electrical tin openers.

Gangway! Run!

Choose good health,
low cholesterol and dental insurance.

Choose fixed-interest
mortgage repayments.

Choose a starter home.
Choose your friends.

Choose leisure wear
and matching luggage.

Choose a three-piece suite on hire
purchase in a range of fucking fabrics.

Choose DIY and wondenng
who the fuck you are on a Sunday morning.

Choose sitting on that couch watching
mind-numbing, spirit-crushing game shows...

stuffing fucking junk food
into your mouth.

Jammy goal!

Choose rotting away at the end of it all.

Pissing your last in a miserable home...

nothing more than an embarrassment...

to the selfish, fucked-up brats
that you've spawned to replace yourself.

Choose your future. Choose life.

But why would I want
to do a thing like that?

I chose not to choose life.
I chose something else.

And the reasons?

There are no reasons.

Who needs reasons
when you've got heroin?

Go/dfingerk better than Dr. No.

Both of them are a lot better
than Diamonds Are Forever...

a judgment reflected in its
relatively poor showing at the box office.

And in which field, of course...

Thunderball...

was a notable success.

People think it's all
about misery and desperation...

and death and all that shite,
which is not to be ignored.

Fuck off! Doss cunt.

But what they forget
is the pleasure of it.

They're all dead, right, mate?

You prick!

Otherwise we wouldn't do it.

- Do you want me to?
- Yeah.

Pure as the driven snow,
that shit.

After all, we're not fucking stupid.
At least we're not that fucking stupid.

Take the best orgasm you've ever had...

multiply it by a thousand
and you're still nowhere near it.

It beats any meat injection.

That beats any fucking cock
in the world.

When you're on junk,
you have only one worry: scoring.

And when you're off it, you're suddenly obliged
to worry about all sorts of other shite.

Got no money, can't get drunk.
Got money, drinkin' too much.

Can 't get a girl, no chance of a ride.
Got a girl, too much hassle.

You have to worry about bills, about food, about
some football team that never fucking wins.

About human relationships and all the
things that really don't matter...

when you've got a sincere
and truthful junk habit.

I'd say, in those days,
he was a muscular actor.

With all the presence
of someone like Cooper or Lancaster...

but combined with a sly wit...

to make him
a formidable romantic lead.

And closer,
in that respect, to Cary Grant.

The only drawback, or at least
the principal drawback...

is that you have to endure
all manner of cunts telling you that-

No way would I poison my body
with that shite.

All them fucking chemicals.

No fucking way.

It's a waste of your life, man,
poisoning your body with that shite.

Every chance you've had, son,
you've blown it.

Stuffing your veins with that filth.

From time to time,
even I have uttered the magic words.

Never again, Swanney.
I'm off the scag.

- Are you serious?
- Yeah, no more.

- I'm finished with that shite.
- Well, that's up to you, man.

Gonna do it right this time. Gonna get
it sorted out, get off it for good.

- I'm sure I've heard that one before.
- The Sick Boy method.

Well, it really worked for him, eh?

Well, he's always been
lacking in moral fiber.

- He knows a lot about Sean Connery.
- That's hardly a substitute.

- You need one more hit?
- No, I don't think so.

For the long night that lies ahead?

We called him Mother Superior
on account of the length of his habit.

Of course, I'd have another shot.
After all, I had work to do.

Relinquishing junk.
Stage one: preparation.

For this, you will need one room
which you will not leave.

Soothing music.
Tomato soup, ten tins of.

Mushroom soup, eight tins of,
for consumption cold.

Ice cream, vanilla, one large tub of.

Magnesia, milk of, one bottle.

Paracetamol, mouthwash, vitamins.

Mineral water, Lucozade, pornography.

One mattress. One bucket for urine...

one for feces and one for vomitus.

One television ano' one bottle of Valium,
which I've already procured from my mother...

who is, in her own domestic and socially
acceptable way, also a drug addict.

Now I'm ready.

All I need is one final hit
to soothe the pain...

while the Valium takes effect.

Mikey?
Aye, yeah, it's Mark Renton.

Look, I wondered,
could you help me out?

This was typical of Mikey Forrester.

What the fuck are these?

Under the normal run of things
I would have nothing to do with the cunt...

but this was not
the normal run of things.

Opium suppositories.
Ideal for your purposes.

Slow release.

Bring you down gradually.

- Custom-fucking-designed for your needs.
- I want a fucking hit.

That's all I've got, man.
Take it or leave it.

- Are you feeling better now then, eh?
- Aye.

For all the good they've done me,
I might as well have stuck them up my arse.

Heroin makes you constipated.

The heroin from my last hit
is fading away...

and the suppositories have yet to melt.

I'm no longer constipated.

I fantasize about a massive
pristine convenience.

Brilliant gold taps, virginal white marble,
a seat carved from ebony...

a cistern full of Chanel No. 5
and a fiunky...

handing me pieces of raw silk toilet roll.

But under the circumstances,
I'll settle for anywhere.

Fuck.

Yes, a fucking dancer!

And now, now I'm ready.

The downside of coming off junk was I knew I
would need to mix with my friends again...

in a state of full consciousness.

It was awful. They reminded me so much of
myself I could hardly bear to look at them.

Take Sick Boy for instance.
He came off junk at the same time as me.

Not because he wanted to,
you understand, but just to annoy me.

Just to show me how easily he could do it,
thereby downgrading my own struggle.

Sneaky fucker, don't you think?

And when all I wanted to do
was lie there and feel sorry for myself...

he insisted on telling me once again
about his unifl/ing theory of life.

It's certainly a phenomenon
in all walks of life.

What do you mean?

Well, at one point,
you've got it, then you lose it.

And it's gone forever.
All walks of life.

Georgie Best, for example,
had it, lost it.

Or David Bowie or Lou Reed.

Lou Reed.
Some of his solo stuff's not bad.

No, it's not bad,
but it's not great either, is it?

And in your heart you kind of know
that although it sounds all right...

it's actuallyjust shite.

So, who else?

Charlie Nicholas, David Niven,
Malcolm McLaren, Elvis Presley-

Okay, okay. So what is the point
you're trying to make?

All I am trying to do, Mark...

is to help you understand that
The Name of the Rose is merely a blip...

on an otherwise uninterrupted
downward trajectory.

What about The Untouchables?

- I don't rate that at all.
- Despite the Academy Award?

That means fuck-all.
It's a sympathy vote.

So, we all get old.
We can't hack it anymore and that's it?

Yeah.

That's your theory?

Yeah.

Beautifully fucking illustrated.

Give me the gun.

Give me the gun.

Do you see the beast?

Have you got it in your sights?

Clear enough, Miss Moneypenny.

This should present
no significant problems.

Fucking hell!

For a vegetarian, Rents,
you're a fuckin' evil shot.

No! Get off!

Without heroin I attempted to lead a useful
and fulfilling life as a good citizen.

- Good luck, Spud.
- Cheers, cowboy.

Now remember, if they think you're
not trying, you're in trouble, right?

First hint of that, and they'll be onto
the DHSS-“This cunt is not trying.”

- And your gir0's fuckin' finished, right?
- Right.

- But, then again, try too hard-
- You might get the fuckin'job.

- Exactly.
- Nightmare.

It's a tightrope, Spud.
It's a fucl 00:14:29,536
I just get pure shy with the
interviewer cats. I get all nervous.

I can't answer any of their questions,
like I'm a footballer...

and I get nerves on the big occasion, man.

- Try some of this, Spud.
- A little dab of speed is just the ticket, mate.

No, I went to Craignewton. I just put down
Royal Edinburgh College to help get the job.

There's too much discrimination
in this town, man.

They're both schools, right?
We're all in this together.

And I wanted to put across the general idea
rather than the details.

Like people get all hung up on details.

Like which school did I go to?
How many grades did I get?

Could be like six. Could be none.
It's not important.

What is important is that I am, yes?

Mr. Murphy, do you mean
that you lied on your application?

No-Well, yes.

Only to get my foot in the door.
Showing initiative and that like.

But you were referred here
by the Department of Employment.

There was no need for you to get
your “foot in the door,” as you put it.

Yeah, cool.

Whatever you say. Sorry.
You're the man, the dude in the chair.

I am merely here-
Like, well, obviously, I'm here like, but-

Mr. Murphy, what exactly attracts you
to the leisure industry?

In a word, pleasure.

Like, my pleasure
in other people's leisure.

Do you see yourself
as having any weaknesses?

Yes, 'cause, like, I'm a bit
of a perfectionist, actually!

Yes, I am. See, for me, it's got to be
the best, or it's nothing at all.

Like things get a bit dodgy,
I just cannot be bothered.

But I'm getting good vibes about
this interview thing today though, man.

Seems to me like it's going pretty well.

Thank you, Mr. Murphy.

- We'll let you know.
- The pleasure was mine, man.

Spud had done well.
I was proud of him.

He fucked up good and proper.
You had to hand it to Spud.

Picture the scene.

The other fuckin' week there doin'
the fuckin' Volley with Tommy playing pool.

I'm playin' like
Paul-fuckin'-Newman by the way...

givin' the boy here
the tannin' of a lifetime.

So it comes to the last shot,
the deciding ball of the whole tournament.

I'm in the black, and he's sittin' in the
corner looking all fucking biscuit-arsed...

when this hard cunt comes in.

Obviously fucking fancied himself like.

Starts staring at me.

Looking at me, right fucking at me,
as if to say, “Come ahead, square go.”

You know me. I'm not the type of cunt
that goes looking for fucking bother...

but at the end of the day,
I'm the cunt with the pool cue...

and he can get the fat end in his puss
any time he fucking wanted, like.

Sol squares up, casual like.

What does the hard cunt do?
Or the so-called hard cunt?

Shites it.

Puts down his drink, turns
and gets the fuck out of there.

And after that, well,
the game was mine.

And that was it.
That was Begbie's story.

Or, at least, that was Begbie's
version of the story.

But a couple of days later,
I got the truth from Tommy.

You always got the truth from Tommy.
That was one of his major weaknesses.

He never told lies, he never took drugs
and he never cheated on anyone.

It was Wednesday morning. We were in
the Volley playing pool. That much is true.

But Begbie is playing
absolutely fucking gash.

He's got a hangover so bad, he can hardly
hold the fucking cue, never mind pot a ball.

I'm doing my best to lose, you know,
trying to humor him, like.

But it's not doing any good. Every time
I touch a ball, I seem to pot something.

Every time Begbie goes near
the table, he fucks it up.

Fuck's sake.

So, he's got the hump, right.

But finally I managed to set it up...

so all he has to do
is to pot the black to win one game...

to salvage a little bit of pride
and maybe not kick my head in, right.

So, he's on the black.
Pressure shot.

And it all goes wrong big time.

Fuck!

He picks on this specky,
wee gadge at the bar...

and accuses him of putting him off
by looking at him.

Could you believe it? The poor wee cunt
hasn't even glanced in our direction.

- Fuck off!
- He was gonna chib him, I tell you.

Then I thought he was gonna do me.

The beggar's fucking psycho, man.

But... he's a mate.
You know? So what can you do?

Can I borrow this?

What, indeed, could one do?

Just stand back and watch
and try not to get involved?

Begbie didn't do drugs either.
He just did people.

That's what he got off on.
His own sensory addiction.

Nobody move!

That lassie got glassed...

and no cunt leaves here
till we find out what cunt did it!

Who the fuck are you?

- Lizzy, you've been so good to me.
- Tommy, come in me.

And as I sat watching
the intimate and highly personal video...

stolen only hours earlier
from one of my best friends...

I realized that something important
was missing from my life.

- I read it in Cosmopolitan.
- It's an interesting theory.

Actually, it's a nightmare.

I've been desperate for a shag, but
watching him suffer was just too much fun.

- You should try it with Tommy.
- What?

And deny myself
the only pleasure I get from him?

- Did I tell you about my birthday?
- No, what happened?

He forgot. Useless motherfucker.

What are you two talking about?

Football.
What are you talking about?

Shopping-

The situation was becoming serious.

Young Renton noticed the haste with which
the successful in the sexual sphere...

As in all others,
segregated themselves from the failures.

Heroin had robbed Renton
of his sex drive...

but now it returned with a vengeance.

And as the impotence of those days
faded into memory...

grim desperation took ahold
in his sex-crazed mind.

His post-junk libido,
fueled by alcohol and amphetamine...

taunted him remorselessly
with his own unsatisfied desire.

Dot, dot, dot.

And with that,
Mark Renton had fallen in love.

Excuse me, excuse me. I don't mean
to harass you, but I was very impressed...

with the capable and stylish manner
in which you dealt with that situation.

- I was thinking to myself, now this girl's special.
- Thanks.

- What's your name?
- Diane.

- Where are you going, Diane?
- I'm going home.

- Where's that?
- It's where I live.

- Great.
- What?

I'll come back with you if you like,
but I'm not promising anything.

Do you find that
this approach usually works?

Or, let me guess,
you've never tried it before.

In fact, you don't normally
approach girls. Am I right?

The truth is that you're
a quiet, sensitive type...

but if I'm prepared to take a chance
I might just get to know the inner you-

witty, adventurous,
passionate, loving, loyal-

Taxi!

A little bit crazy, a little bit bad.

But, hey, don't us girls just love that?

Well, what's wrong, boy?
Cat got your tongue?

I left something-

You getting in or not, pal?

Do you understand?

I expect you to be a considerate
and thoughtful lover.

Generous but firm.

- What?
- Failure on your part...

to live up to these
very reasonable expectations...

will result in swift resumption
of a non-sex situation.

Right?

Diane.

- What?
- Shut up!

Wake up, Spud.

Wake up.

Sex.

Casual sex.

- Tommy, let's put the tape on.
- Now?

I want to watch ourselves
while we're screwing.

So let's see what I'm missing.

Not much.

And there's the captain,
Archie Gemmill...

picking it up from the outside.

I think he wants to go himself.
How far is he gonna go?

He's going all the way, and he scores!

Oh, what a magnificent goal!

Gemmill at his very best!

What a penetrating goal that was!

I haven't felt that good since Archie
Gemmill scored against Holland in 1978.

Renton, you can't sleep here.

- What?
- Out.

- Come on.
- No argument.

You can sleep on the sofa
in the hall or go home. It's up to you.

And don't make any noise.

Jesus.

What do you mean, it's gone?
Where has it gone, Tommy?

It'll be here somewhere!

I might have returned it by mistake.

“Returned it”? Where?

The video shop, Tommy?

The fucking video shop?

So every punter in Edinburgh
is jerking off to our video?

Oh, God, Tommy, I feel sick!

- Hi.
- Hello.

Come in and sit down.

- Like some coffee?
- Aye.

- You must be Mark.
- Aye, that's me.

- You're a friend of Diane's?
- More a friend of a friend, no?

Right.

Are you her flatmates?

“Flatmates”?

I must remember that one.

Morning.

- Good morning, Spud.
- Morning, Gail. Mr. Houston.

- Mrs. Houston.
- Morning, Spud.

Sit down and have some breakfast.

Sorry about last night, by the way.

That's all right.
I slept fine on the sofa.

I had a bit much to drink.
I had a bit of an accident.

Don't worry, son. These things happen. Does
a man good to cut loose once in a while.

Only this one could do with
being tied up once in a while.

I'll put the sheets in the machine.

- No, no, no. I'll wash them.
- There's no need.

- No, it's no problem.
- It's no problem for me either.

- I'd rather take care of it myself, actually.
- Honestly, it's no problem.

- Really, no!
- Spud, they're my sheets!

- I don't see why not.
- Because it's illegal, that's why not.

- What, holding hands?
- No, not holding hands.

Well, in that case, you can do it. You were
quite happy to do a lot more last night.

Yeah, that's what's illegal. Do you know
what they do to people like me inside?

They cut your balls off
and flush 'em down the fucking toilet.

Calm down. You're not going to jail.

Well, that's very easy
for you to say, Diane.

- Can I see you again?
- Certainly not.

If you don't see me again,
I'll tell the police.

I'll see you around then.

- Now what?
- We go for a walk.

- What?
- A walk.

- Where?
- There.

Are you serious?

What are you waiting for?

This is not natural, man.

It's the great outdoors!

It's fresh air!

Look, Tommy, we know you're
getting a hard time off Lizzy...

but there's really no need
to take it out on us.

Doesn't it make you proud
to be Scottish?

It's shite being Scottish!

We're the lowest of the low!

The scum of the fucking Earth!

The most wretched, miserable,
servile, pathetic trash...

that was ever shat into civilization!

Some people hate the English.
I don't! They're just wankers!

We, on the other hand,
are colonized by wankers!

Can't even find a decent culture
to be colonized by!

We're ruled by effete arseholes!

It's a shite state of affairs
to be in, Tommy!

And all the fresh air in the world
won't make any fucking difference!

Sorry, man. Sorry.

No, I'm sorry.
Look, I appreciate it, Tommy-

At or around this time,
Spud, Sick Boy and I...

made a healthy, informed,
democratic decision...

to get back on heroin
as soon as possible.

It took about 12 hours.

It looks easy this, but it's not.

It looks like a doss, like a soft option.

But living like this
is a full-time business.

Ursula Andress.

The quintessential Bond girl.

That's what everyone says.

The embodiment, right,
of his superiority to us.

Beautiful, exotic, highly sexual...

yet totally unavailable
to anyone apart from him.

Shite. I mean, let's face it, mate.

She'd shag one punter from Edinburgh,
she'd shag the whole fucking lot of us.

- Well done.
- Yep, I knew he was gonna do that.

Lizzy's gone, Mark.
She's gone and fucking dumped me.

It was that videotape...

and that Iggy Pop business
and all other sorts of shite.

She told me where to go
and no fucking mistake.

I said to her, I said, “Look, is there any
chance of getting back together?”

No way. No fucking way.

Honor Blackman...

a.k.a. Pussy Galore, right?

What a total fucking misnomer.

I mean, I would not touch her with yours.

I want to try it, Mark.

You're always going on about how it's
the ultimate hit and that. Better than sex.

Come on, man. I'm a fucking adult.
I can find out for myself.

I've got the money.

Personality.

I mean, that's what counts, right?
Personality.

I mean, that's what keeps a relationship
going through the years.

Like heroin.

I mean...

heroin's got
great fucking personality.

Swanney taught us to adore and respect
the National Health Service...

for it was the source of much of our gear.

We stole drugs.
We stole prescriptions or bought them...

sold them, swapped them,
forged them, photocopied them.

Or traded drugs with cancer victims...

alcoholics, old-aged pensioners, AIDS
patients, epileptics and bored housewives.

We took morphine, diamorphine,
cyclozine, codeine, temazepam...

nitrazepam, phenobarbitone,
and sodium amytal...

dextropropoxyphene, methadone,
nalbuphine, pethidine, pentazocine...

buprenorphine, dextromoramide,
chlormethiazole.

The streets are awash with drugs you can have
for unhappiness and pain, and we took them all.

Fuck it, we would have injected vitamin C
if only they'd made it illegal.

Pardon me, may I use your bathroom?
Thank you.

You're a psycho!

Hey, Rent boy.
No fucking smack.

But the good times couldn't last forever.

My God, no!

I think Allison
had been screaming all day...

but it hadn't really registered before.

She might have been screaming
for a week for all I knew.

It had been days
since I 'd heard anyone speak ..

Though surely someone must have
said something in all that time.

Surely to fuck someone must have.

- Allison? Allison!
- Help me, please!

Calm down!

Everything's gonna be just fine.

Nothing could have been
further from the truth.

In point of fact,
nothing was gonna be just fine.

On the contrary,
everything was gonna be bad.

Bad.

I mean, everything was gonna be
even worse than it already was.

Fuck.

It wasn't my baby.

She wasn't my baby.
Baby Dawn, she wasn't mine.

Spud's, Swanney's, Sick Boy's?
I don't know.

Maybe Allison knew, maybe not.

I wished I could think
of something to say.

Something sympathetic,
something human.

Say something, Mark.

Fucking say something!

I'm cooking up.

Cook us up a shot, Rent.

I really need a hit.

And so she did.

I could understand that.
To take the pain away.

So I cooked up, and she got a hit.

But only after me.

That went without saying.

Well, at least we knew
who the father was now.

It wasn't just the baby
that died that day.

Something inside Sick Boy
was lost and never returned.

It seemed he had no theory with which
to explain a moment like this.

Nor did I.

Our only response was to keep on going
and fuck everything.

Pile misery upon misery.

Heap it up on a spoon
and dissolve it with a drop of bile.

Then squirt it into a stinking,
purulent vein and do it all over again.

Keep on going, getting up, going out,
robbing, stealing, fucking people over.

Propelling ourselves with longing towards
the day that it would all go wrong.

Because no matter how much you stash or
how much you steal, you never have enough.

No matter how often you go out
and rob and fuck people over...

you always need to get up
and do it all over again.

Gangway!

Sooner or later, this kind of thing
was bound to happen.

Because shoplifting is theft,
which is a crime...

and, despite what you may believe, there
is no such entity as victimless crime.

Heroin addiction may explain your actions,
but it does not excuse them.

Mr. Murphy, you are a habitual thief...

devoid of regret and remorse.

In sentencing you to six months
imprisonment, my only worry is...

that it will not be long
before we meet again.

Mr. Renton, I understand that you have
entered into a program of rehabilitation...

in an attempt to wean yourself
away from heroin.

The suspension of your sentence...

is conditional on your continued
cooperation with this program.

Should you stand guilty before me again,
I shall not hesitate...

to impose a custodial sentence.

Thank you, Your Honor.

With God's help,
I'll conquer this terrible affliction.

What can you say?

Well, Begbie had a phrase for it.

It was fucking obvious that
that cunt was going to fuck some cunt.

Well, I hope you learned your lesson, son.

My son, I thought
I was gonna lose you there.

You're nothin' but trouble to me,
but I still love you.

You'd better clean up your fucking act,
sunshine. Cut that shite out forever.

You listen to Francis, Mark.
He's talking sense, kid.

You're fucking right I am. See, inside,
you wouldn't last two fucking days.

There's better things than the
needle, Rents. Choose life.

I remember when you were a wee baby.

Oh, mama's little baby
loves shortening, shortening

Mama's little baby
loves shortening bread

I'm sorry, Mrs. Murphy.

It wasn't fair,
Spud going down and not me.

Well, it's not our fault!

Your boy went down because
he was a fucking smack-head!

If that's not your fault,
then I don't know what is!

I was the fucking cunt
that tried to get him off it.

I'll get the fucking drinks then.

I wished I'd gone down instead of Spud.

Here I was surrounded by my family and my
so-called mates, and I've never felt so alone.

Never in all my puff.

Since I was on remand,
they've had me on this program.

The state-sponsored addiction.

Three sickly sweet doses of methadone a day
instead of smack.

But it's never enough.

And, at the moment,
it's nowhere near enough.

I took all three this morning, and now I've
got 18 hours to go till my next shot...

and the sweat on my back
like a layer of frost.

I need to visit the Mother Superior,
for one hit.

One fucking hit...

to get us over this long, hard day.

- What's on the menu this evening, sir?
- Your favorite dish.

Excellent.

- Usual table, sir?
- Why, thank you.

- Would sir care to pay for his bill in advance?
- No, stick it on my tab.

Regret to inform, sir, credit limit
was reached and breached some time ago.

Well, in that case-

Hard currency.
That'll do nicely.

Can't be too careful when we're
dealing with your type, can we, sir?

Would sir care for a starter?
Some garlic bread, perhaps?

No, thank you. I'll proceed directly to the
intravenous injection of hard drugs, please.

As you wish, sir.

As you wish.

Perhaps sir would like me
to call for a taxi?

Open your eyes! Wake up!
Come on, wake up!

I don't feel the sickness yet,
but it's in the mail, that's for sure.

I'm in the junkie limbo at the moment.

Too ill to sleep, too tired to stay awake.

But the sickness is on its way.

Sweat, chills, nausea, pain and craving.

Need, like nothing else I've ever known,
will soon take hold of me.

It's on its way.

Ooh, you got green eyes
Ooh, you got blue eyes

Ooh, you got gray EYES

And I've never seen anyone

Quite like you before

No, I've never met anyone

Quite like you before

We'll help you, son.

You'll stay here with us
till you get better.

Gonna beat this together.

Maybe I-

Maybe I should go back to the clinic.

No clinics. No methadone.

That only made you worse.
You said so yourself.

You lied to us, son.

Your own mother and father.

- You could bring us some jellies.
- No!

You're worse coming off that than you are
with the heroin. Nothing at all!

It's a clean break this time.

You're staying here
where we can keep an eye on you.

I appreciate what you're trying to do, I
really do, but I just need one more score.

Just bring me one more hit, please.

I need one more fucking hit!

You fuck!

Bitch! Bitch!

Well...

this is a good fucking laugh,
isn't it?

You sweat that shite out of your system.

'Cause if I come back
and it's still here...

I'll fucking kick it out.

Okay?

God.

Question number one:

The human immunodeficiency virus is a-

- Retrovirus.
- Retrovirus is the right answer!

It's a mug's game, Mrs. Renton.

I mean, I'm not saying I was
blameless myself. Far from it.

But there comes a time when you have to
turn your back on all that nonsense...

and just say no.

Just say no.

Oh, my God, she's dead!

Question number two:

HIV binds to which receptor
on the host lymphocyte?

Which receptor is that?

CD-4.

CD-4 is the right answer!

Better than sex, Rents.
Better than sex.

The ultimate hit.

I'm a fucking adult.
I can find out for myself.

Well, I'm finding out, all right.

Tommy.

Stop it. Dawn, stop it.

Is he guilty or not guilty?

He's our son.

No! Dawn!

Stop!

Dawn! Not me!

Stop!

Mark.

There's something you need to do.

Come alive, 35.

Box of tricks, 66.

Mark, you get the house!

House! House!

For goodness sake, Mark.

It seems, however, I really am
the luckiest guy in the world.

Several years of addiction
right in the middle of an epidemic...

surrounded by the living dead.

But not me. I'm negative.
It's official.

And once the pain goes away,
that's when the real battle starts:

depression, boredom.

You feel so fucking low,
you want to fucking top yourself.

Tommy!

Tommy, it's Mark, man.

All right, mate?

- Gettin' out much, Tommy?
- No.

Following the game at all?

No.

Me neither really.

You take the test?

Aye.

Clear?

Aye.

That's nice.

I'm sorry, Tommy.

Got any gear on you?

No, I'm clean, man.

Well...

sub us then, mate.

I'm expecting a rent check.

Thanks, Mark.

No bother.

No bother. None at all.

Not for me, anyway.

Still, it's easy to be philosophical when it's
some other poor cunt with shite for blood.

- What do you want?
- Are you clean?

- Yes.
- Is that a promise then?

Yes, it is, as a matter of fact.

Calm down. I'm only asking.

Is that hash I can smell?

- No.
- I wouldn't mind a bit if it is.

- Well, it isn't.
- It smells like it.

- You're too young.
- I'm too young for what?

You're not getting any younger, Mark.

The world's changing. Music's changing.
Even drugs are changing.

You can't stay in here all day
dreaming about heroin...

and Ziggy POP-

It's Iggy Pop.

Whatever.
I mean, the guy's dead anyway.

Iggy Pop is not dead. He toured last year.
Tommy went to see him.

The point is,
you've got to find something new.

She was right.
I had to find something new.

There was only one thing for it.

Lifestyle Letting Agency.

Yes, it's a beautifully converted
Victorian town house.

Ideally located on a quiet road
near to the local shops and transport.

This one's two bedrooms
and a kitchen/diner.

Fully fitted,
in excellent decorative order.

Lots of storage space
and all mod cons.

It's going at £320 a week.

I settled in not too badly
and kept myself to myself.

Sometimes, of course, I thought about the
guys, but mainly I didn't miss them at all.

After all, this was boomtown, where any fool
could make cash from chaos and plenty did.

Tell you what I've got.

I've got a beautifully converted
Victorian town house.

I quite enjoyed the sound of it all-

profit, loss, margins...

takeovers, lending, letting, subletting...

subdividing, cheating, scamming,
fragmenting, breaking away.

Who's got the keys to Telegraph Road?

There was no such thing as society. Even
if there was, I had nothing to do with it.

For the first time in my adult life,
I was almost content.

Dear Mark, I'm glad you found
a job and somewhere to live.

School is fine at the moment.

I'm not pregnant,
but thanks for asking.

Your friend, Sick Boy, asked me last week
if I would like to work for him...

but I told him where to go.

I met Spud, who sends his regards.
Or at least I think that's what he said.

No one has seen Tommy for ages.

And, finally, Francis Begbie
has been on television a lot this week...

as he is wanted by the police
in connection...

with an armed robbery
in a jeweler's in Corstorphine.

Take care. Yours with love, Diane.

Francis Begbie.

Oh, no.

Armed robbery?

What, with a replica? How the fuck can it
be armed robbery with a fucking replica?

Fucking scandal.

And the gear. Look.

Supposed to be fucking solid silver.
It's fucking garbage.

Those young couples investin' all their
fucking hopes in that stuff and all.

- It's a scandal, Franco.
- Too fucking right it is.

How about the wee pot noodles by the way?
I'm fucking Lee Marvin.

Hey, Rents.

Begbie settled in in no time at all.

Found me fucking cigarettes.

Aye, right.

It's me.

Begs

Yeah, the guy's a psycho.
But it's true.

He's a mate also. What can I do?

Pop down to bookie's
and put a line on for us.

Can you not go yourself?

I'm serious here. I'm a fugitive from the law,
and I can't even walk the fuckin' streets.

You go.

Here.

Doncaster. Four-forty.

Five pound to win. Bad Boy.

Fucking buy some fucking beer and all.

Come on, Bad Boy.

Come on, son. Come on, son.
Come on! Come on!

Yeah!

Bad Boy!

Came in at 16 to 1.

And with the winnings,
we went out to celebrate.

Diane was right.
The world is changing.

Music is changing.
Drugs are changing.

Even men and women are changing.

One thousand years from now, there 'll
be no guys and no girls, just wankers.

Sounds great to me.

It's just a pity no one told Begbie.

Fuck! Fuck!

If you ask me, we're heterosexual
by default not by decision.

It's just a question of who you fancy.

It's all about aesthetics.
And it's fuck-all to do with morality.

Fuck!

But you try telling Begbie that.

I'm not a fucking buftie,
and that's the end of it.

Let's face it.
It could have been wonderful.

Fucking listen to me,
you piece of junkie shit.

A joke's a fucking joke.

You mention that again,
and I'll cut you up.

You understand?

Since I last saw him, Sick Boy had
reinvented himself as a pimp and a pusher...

and was here, he said,
to mix business and pleasure;

setting up contacts,
as he constantly informed me...

for the great smack deal
that was one day going to make him rich.

Good chips.

I can't believe you did that.

I got a good price for it.
Rents, I need the money.

It was my fucking telly!

Christ, if I'd known you were gonna get
so humpty about it...

I wouldn't have bothered.

Fucking rented anyway.

Are you gonna eat that?

Have you got a passport?

Why?

I met this bloke.

Runs a hotel, brothel.

Loads of contacts.

Does a nice sideline in punting
British passports to foreigners.

Get you a good price.

And why would I want to sell my passport?

It was just an idea.

I had to get rid of them.

Sick Boy didn't do his drug deal,
and he didn't get rich.

Instead, he and Begbie just hung around
my bedsit looking for things to steal.

I decided to offer them one of London's
most desirable properties.

But, of course,
they weren't paying any rent.

So when my boss found two
desperate suckers who would...

Sick Boy and Begbie were bound
to feel threatened.

Yep, lots of storage.

All mod cons, 320 quid a week.

And that was that.

But by then we had another reason
to go back: Tommy.

Tommy knew he'd got the virus,
but he never knew he'd gone full blown.

What was it, pneumonia or cancer?

No, toxoplasmosis.

It's like a stroke.

How's that?

He wanted to see Lizzy again.

She wouldn't even let him near the house.

So he bought her a present.
He brought her this kitten.

- But Lizzy told him where to fucking stick it.
- Exactly.

“I'm not wantin' that cat,” she says.
“Get the fuck, right.”

So there's Tommy stuck with this kitten.

You can imagine what happened-

To those of us gathered here today...

Thomas McKenzie filled
a number of different roles in our lives.

- Thomas was a son, a brother and a friend.
- The thing was neglected...

pissing and shitting all over the place.

Tommy's lying about fucked out
of his eyeballs...

on smack or downers.

He never knew you could get
toxoplasmosis from cat shit.

A loving man
who had a great lust for life.

- A keen music/am-
- Neither did I. What is it?

Fucking horrible.

- It's like an abscess in your brain.
- Fucking hell.

Then what happened?

He starts getting these headaches...

so he just uses more smack,
you know, for the pain.

And then he has a stroke.

A fucking stroke, just like that.

Gets home from the hospital
and dies three weeks later.

He'd been dead for ages before
the neighbors complained about the smell...

and got the police
to break down the door.

Tommy was lying facedown
in a pool of vomit.

He has gone from us,
but we have many things...

to remember him by.

The kitten was fine.

Would you all please rise now
for the committal?

Do you think I would
leave you crying

When there's room
on my horse for two

Climb up here, Tommy
Don't be dying

I can go just as fast with two

When we grow up
we'll both be soldiers

And our horses will not be toys

And I wonder if we'll remember

When we were two little boys

- Tommy.
- Tommy.

Did you tell him yet?

- On you go.
- What?

There's this mate of Swanney's.

- You know the guy. Mikey Forrester.
- Aye.

Well...

he's come into some gear.

- A lot of gear.
- How much gear?

About two kilos.

So he tells me.

He got drunk in a pub
down by the docks last week...

where he met two Russian sailors.

They're fucking carrying the stuff.
For sale there and then, like.

So he wakes up next morning...

realizes what he's done,
gets very fucking nervous.

He wants rid of this, right?

- So?
- So he met me.

And I offered to take it off his hands
at a very reasonable price...

with the intention of punting it on myself
to a guy I know in London.

We've just come back
from Tommy's funeral...

and you're talking about a scag deal?

Aye.

What was your price?

- Four grand.
- You haven't got four grand.

- We're 2,000 short.
- Well, that's tough.

Look, Mark, every cunt
knows you've been saving up in London.

I'm sorry, boys.
I do not have two grand.

Aye, you fucking do.

I've seen your bank statement.

For fuck's sake.

2,133 pound.

Two kilos. What is that, ten years?

Mikey Forrester. Russian sailors.
What the fuck are you boys on?

Spud, you've already been to jail.
You like it so much you want to go back?

I just want the money, Mark.

If everybody keeps their fucking mouth
shut, there'll be no cunt going to jail.

I hadn't told anyone everything running through
my mind about what might happen in London.

There were a lot of possibilities
I didn't want to talk to anyone about.

Ideas best kept to myself.

What no one told me was that
when we bought the smack...

some lucky punter
would have to try it out.

Begbie didn't trust Spud.

Sick Boy was too careful these days.

So I rolled up my sleeve,
I spiked my vein...

and I did what had to be done.

It's good.

It's really fucking good.

Yeah, that hit was good.

I promised myself another one
before we got to London.

Just the one hit,
just for old time's sake.

Just to piss Begbie off.

This was his nightmare.

The dodgiest scam
in a lifetime of dodgy scams...

being perpetrated with three of the most
useless and unreliable fuckups in town.

I knew what was going on in his mind.

Any trouble in London,
and he would dump us immediately.

One way or another, he had to.

If he got caught with a bag full of smack
on top of that armed robbery shit...

he was going down for 15 to 20.

Begbie was hard, but not so hard that
he didn't shite it off 20 years in prison.

This was to be my final hit.

But let's be clear about this.

There's final hits and final hits.

What kind was this to be?

Did you bring the cards?

- What?
- The cards!

The last thing I told you
was to mind the cards.

Well, I've not brought them.

- Fucking boring after a while without the cards.
- I'm sorry.

- But fucking late, like.
- Why didn't you bring them?

'Cause I fucking told you
to bring them, you doss cunt!

Christ.

These are your friends, right?

These are the guys I told you about.
Okay.

- Well, is he here?
- Yeah, he's here.

You didn't get followed
or nothing, did you?

- Didn't get followed.
- Okay.

- All right.
- Hi.

Straight away he clocked us
for what we were:

small-time wasters
with an accidental big deal.

Excuse me, gentlemen.

So...

how much would you like for this?

Twenty thousand.

Well, I don't think it's
worth much more than 15.

This was a real drag to him.
He didn't need to negotiate.

I mean, what the fuck were we
going to do with it if he didn't buy it?

Sell it on the streets? Fuck that.

Well, 19.

Terribly sorry. I can't go to 19.

Well, fucking 16 then.

Okay.

“Well, fucking 16” it is then.

These, gentlemen, are £2,000 bundles.

That's two.

That's four.

We settled on £16,000.

He had a lot more in the suitcase, like,
but it was better than nothing.

And two more make eight.

Thank you very much, gentlemen.

I'd just like to say,
it's been a pleasure haggling with you.

Fucking better be.

Okay?

Yes!

And just for a moment,
it felt really great.

Like we were all in it together, like
friends. Like it meant something.

A moment like that
can touch you deep inside.

But it doesn't last long.
Not like £16,000.

So what about you, Spud? Any major
investments on the horizon at all?

- Gonna buy yourself a wee island in the sun?
- For four grand?

One palm tree, a couple of rocks
and a fucking sewage outflow.

I don't know, man. I'm gonna
get something for my ma, I think.

Get some good speed.

No bicarb.

- Then get a girl, take her out, treat her right.
- And shag her senseless.

No, man! True love. True love.

But I could really handle some hot sex
with a Jewish princess!

- You daft cunt!
- Or a Catholic!

If you're gonna waste it on a bird,
you may as well fucking leave it all to me.

- Get our drinks.
- I got a round already.

- I got the last ones.
- It's your round, Franco.

Okay. Same again?

Right. I'm off for a piss.

See when I get back
the money's still here, okay?

The moment your back's turned,
we're out the door.

Yeah, I'll be right fucking after you.

You'll never catch us,
you flabby bastard.

See you when I get back.

Be halfway down the street with the money,
I'd fucking kill you.

I thought you might, Franco.

Thought you might.

Are you game for it?

What?

Well?

Are you serious?

Don't know. Don't know.
What do you think?

Still here, I see.

- Well, we wouldn't run out on a mate.
- Why not? I know I would.

Where's Franco?

For fuck's sake!

Sorry, mate.
I'll buy you another one.

You've ruined my fucking suit,
you fucking idiot!

I'm sorry. I didn't mean it.

Sorry's not going to dry me off, you cunt.

Cool down, Franco.
The man says he's sorry.

You sorry enough for being a fat cunt.

Fuck you. If you can't hold a pint, you
shouldn't be in the pub, mate. Fuck off.

Don't do it, man.

For fuck's sake!

- Fucking nice one, Franco!
- Shut it.

- You cut me, man!
- You were in my fucking way.

Anybody else want to get
in my fucking way? You?

YOU?

Hey, Rent boy...

you bring me down a fucking smoke.

- I think we'd better go, Franco!
- I've got to go to the hospital!

You're not going to any fucking hospital,
and you're staying there!

You bring me down a fucking cigarette.

And the bag.

Now I've justified this
to myself in all sorts of ways.

It wasn't a big deal,
just a minor betrayal.

Or we'd outgrown each other.
You know, that sort of thing.

But let's face it. I ripped them off,
my so-called mates.

But Begbie-I couldn't
give a shit about him.

And Sick Boy-He'd have done the same to me,
if he'd only thought of it first.

And Spud-Well, okay, I felt sorry for Spud.
He never hurt anybody.

Bastard!

Bastard!

Open up. Open up now!

Bastard!

Bastard!

So why did I do it?

I could off era million answers, all false.

The truth is that I'm a bad person.

But that's gonna change.
I'm going to change.

This is the last of that sort of thing.

Now I'm cleaning up, and I'm moving on.
Going straight and choosing life.

I'm looking forward to it already.

I'm gonna be just like you.

The job, the family,
the fucking big television...

the washing machine, the car, the compact
disc and electrical tin opener...

good health, low cholesterol,
dental insurance...

mortgage, starter home,
leisure wear, luggage...

three-piece suite, DIY, game shows,
junk food, children...

walks in the park,
nine-to-five, good at golf...

washing the car,
choice of sweaters, family Christmas...

indexed pension, tax exemption,
clearing the gutters...

getting by, looking ahead,
the day you die.