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do not touch me"

Why did not you ever ask me?

What is this movie about?

And why did not I ever tell you?

Is it just because you did not show interest?

Or the relief I felt

That you do not ask?

Was it the agreement?
Our quiet and comfortable,

Do not talk about it?

Can I ask you some questions?

Why?

do you want to talk?

I wanted to get to know you a little better.

You do not have to tell me
Nothing you do not want.

Good.

The words on your body,

Did you write them?

No.

That's a number.

What language are they in?

Bulgarian.

Can you explain to me what that means?

This is a personal tattoo.

I feel like I'm really ...

Taking risks.

I want to hide 90 percent.

But the remaining ten percent,

Strong enough to be here.

I'm telling you,
When you want to hide 90 percent,

The filming is very difficult.

For me it ...

It's a real challenge every time.

It's agonizing.

Lore, I've been trying to understand for a while

Why do I do this kind of research

And what I'm looking for.

Why am I in your bedroom?

And I still feel
I could not explain

Why am I here?

I think the reason is
Which can not be expressed in words.

it's coming

From an earlier source.

Before the words?

Sometimes I get to it

In my dreams.

Let's be quiet for a moment.

Take a deep breath.

Try to synchronize your breathing

With your partner breathing.

Then open your eyes

And just looked at each other.

Enjoy a moment of eye contact.

They looked into his eyes

And found his soul there,
The fullness of his being.

Be aware of your breathing.

Breathe.

Breathe to the tips of your fingers.

Send all your energy
To the tips of your fingers.

And began gently,
With your fingers,

Explore your partner's face.

Try to imagine what the face looks like,

Only with your fingers.

As if each finger is a small eye

Unraveled this new landscape.

When you are ready
Explore new territory,

Go to the nose,

To the sides of the mouth.

Take the time.

Then, very slowly,

Keep your hands away.

Slowly back to yourself.

So, Thomas and Christian,

You can describe
What did you feel on this journey?

I felt like a roller coaster,
ups and downs,

With all the emotions.

And I tried to find a point in your eyes

Where I can look into your soul.

But I had trouble seeing it.

And I also noticed

With some degree of concealment.

I mean, I felt a kind of concealment ...

If I imagine your soul

As an ordinary physical object,

I would say that there is a veil

Or a blanket over it.

I do not know how to interpret it,

Or how I could see it.

That was the impression I got.

I hope I do not ...

That I'm not hurting you
When I say that.

Thomas, how did you experience it?

It is a very intimate part of the body, the interior.
Yes.

It is not...

its not easy. But this...

I do not know.

It has become so intimate

Like you're falling off a cliff.

I do not know what to say.

It's both pleasant and frightening

Touch this area,

More than any other part of the body.

The face is something very personal.

Usually you do not give to anyone
Enter this space.

What did you experience?

When you touched his face?

It was not easy in my mouth.

What was difficult?

It was more challenging, there.

Even body fluids like saliva,

It is also something very ...

You're not used to it

Come into contact with it, necessarily.

It is not easy for me to be so direct.

I usually do not
Say such things

Directly.

It is good. I have no problem with that.

I enjoy the feedback.

What emotions did this flood?

How did you feel about what you experienced?

It...

It...

recoil.

It floods you, it's just ...

You want to leave.

When there is something that causes flooding
Emotional, you just ...

You do not want to be in this place.

More salt?

Let's say you're the man.

The cello, of course.

And I ...

I'm the piano.

I play around you,

I assimilate you inside me,

I'm helping you

Play with power.

A great musical piece.

Well...

Maybe I'm not cheap,

But in my opinion

I'm worth every dollar or euro

You pay for me.

Possible outfit for Hana Deluxe.

Just listen to the wonderful music.

Can you tell me
A little about your passions?

Or is it too soon?

How did you find my phone number?

You said on my website.

Yes.
Good.

I guess you watched the site.

what do you find interesting,

What interest you have

Who am I?

I think it's a bit ...

It's a bit confused.
I'm a little confused.

Are you confused?
"I'm very confused."

Too many figures in one person?

no no. I mean...

In one of the videos I saw,

You broadcast something very comfortable and reassuring.

OK.

I'm a little affected by my father,

Who was a pianist.

He studied in Munich.

He played classical music

And that left a lot of impression on me,

Hear him play

When I went to bed as a child.

These were not children's songs.

Chopin, Beethoven.

Something like that.

And ... well ...

I got used to this music and ...

Where is your system?

Down here.

Would you like to choose?

My father loved Brahms very much.

It's melancholy music.

Just listen a little.

captivity. Do not be so shy.

What do you feel now?

A little more distance or less distance?
"You, you mean?" -Yes.

I feel more comfortable,

But I do not want you coming
too much. -OK.

Is it too close for you?

Some.

OK. No problem.

But can I take off my shoes?
OK.

I love them and hate them.

You can tell me a little more

About this escort boy?

And what you did.

What you did not do.

This young man is coming

And we are holding this ceremony.

If you tell me
That you are watching people,

In this young man who spreads,
for example,

I can do the same with you.

There are different types of prostitution.

You can be an escort, for example,

One that comes to people's apartments,

You can work in a brothel,

You can work in the street.

I did all those things.

But what I never did

It's to take part in a strip show.

And that I would like to do.

in a way,

Make me a dream

Edit you a "Pip Show".

There are many men

Who only put a coin and watch,

It's all.

Someone to watch from here,
Someone to open this window,

This window and this ...

That's the whole truth.

What about breasts?

The nipples.

Slightly erect.

Touch them. You can even
Use a little saliva,

So it will be a bit more smooth.

I think the penis is my clitoris,

Clitoris ... it's the same thing.

You can also manipulate it
In the same way.

I do not do that
Like the men do.

I'll do it, I'll show you.

More like a woman does it.

Views?

Now Laura, how do you feel?

What about your body?

I live with my body every day.

But I guess I am
You do not really know him.

Apart from the veins,

The scar.

When she asked me,

"Talk to me about your body ..."

I had nothing to say.

In my perception, your body,

At this moment.

And you talk about the body

As something foreign.

It provokes wonder ...

You know, Hannah

Became, or chose to become a woman,

She was 50 years old, she's about my age.

And I think that's the age at which
You begin to think,

Well, I have more ...

Say, 15 to 20 years

Of living in good health, hopefully.

Do I want to continue?
In my current lifestyle?

It's something you can not control.
Yes.

It's really bad.

I would not say there is good and evil.

I mean, for you it was devastating

And an urge to get away.

But it's not bad.

It's just something you've experienced.

And you can experience this emotion,

And what it feels like when you are experiencing
This feeling,

The desire to get away.
Really delve into it.

Have you ever had long hair?

Yes, until the age of 13.

You decided to shave it?

No, all my hair dropped.

I did not know. How did you feel?

It's hard when you're 13.

I can imagine.

When you're young, you're very vulnerable,

You want to have relationships with girls and so on.

It's not easy to be different, I suppose.

No.

How did you cope? How do you...

I just hid my feelings.

I never cried,
I've never done anything. only...

It must be hard.
Yes.

And for you, to be different?

As a child I had one experience,

When I was in physiotherapy

And I talked to the physiotherapist,

And I mentioned it

That sometimes I feel ...

That I am a brain carried from place to place

Without any body.

And so I thought

Until I came into contact

With the pleasure of sexuality.

I feel your heart.

Your hands were cold and now they were warming.

Scars ...

I have a scar.

Here.

Your navel is different from mine.

It's a funny organ.

Something unexplained.
Yes.

Ancient connection.

What color was your hair?

blonde.

It was a bit hard for me then.

I became a cute child to create a strange.

I always wore a hat, I hid.

And how do you feel now?

Are you comfortable with the editor?

Yes.

It's like this for more than half of my life.

If I could choose,
I would not choose today's hair.

in a way,
This is one less mask.

We are always hiding behind me
Many masks,

And hair is one of them.

And it's like being more naked.

Yes. And I have a lot of hair.

It's hereditary.

I was very embarrassed when I was little

Because I had hair on the ...

Your hands?

by me.

And because I'm very dark,
With pale skin.

And you can see everything.

Throughout my childhood
They always told me what to do.

And I really thought, when I grow up,

I thought that this wondrous age would come, 18.

And when I wake up on my 18th birthday,

All this will change.

Freedom ...

Started.

What a disappointment.

It's very innocent.

But freedom ...

This is a search ...

grueling.

Right?

freedom fighters.

A real army.

I can show you different options,

And you can say,
That's what I need.

Let's start with something I think
You do not need,

So you can know what it feels like.
What do you say?

Some customers need a "friend" experience.

They want to feel warmth and love

And snuggle together for a few hours

And only to feel that closeness.

I do not think you need it right now,

But you'll probably need another time.

There are people who like to surrender,
Be overwhelmed physically.

Hold on to the wrists of your hands,

Do not let you move,

To rip you open mentally.

So what is imprisoned inside you,

I'll break that door

And let him out.

I will shoot with force,

But with your consent, I'll shine with force.

Only by grasping the wrist?

The grip of the wrist is a beginning.

There are also tools like whips and ropes,

Deviations, sado-masochism,

role-playing games.

Move your hands toward your heart.

You're a strong girl. See, me
You have to use both hands.

The emotion that came out, this cry,

Which we discussed earlier,

It is a powerful force within you.

The creature behind the door,

Your demon is out
Through this shout.

It's just one hand.

You have two, of course.

And ankles and clothes ...

And thighs.

How does it feel?

It's a feeling ...

Powerful.

It does not really scare me.

At the base of most people's cry,

The pent-up cry, there's a story.

And sometimes this story
Very relevant ...

In terms of the healing process,

The story has power.

And sometimes, it's not relevant at all.

In your opinion, this is relevant to you,

The story that exists there?

sincerely...

I really do not know.

I do not think

My story is ...

That there is something special

In my story.

I mean, I do not understand

Why did I get to the point?
That's because of my story.

So maybe there's something in my story
That I do not know.

Or I do not remember.

I'll touch your hair.

All emotions are allowed here.

This feeling, this demon,

This thing is locked inside you.

This is the beginning of his release.

That's why you invited me.

I have the skills to keep you

As you go through it,

But you'll do it at your own pace.

Do you feel secure?

It seems to me, yes.

You have good energy,

There is a powerful emotion in your shout.

When the door opens,

There are degrees of intimacy

To help you feel safe
In expressing emotions.

We can also work more
Out of your body,

Move the shout from here, here,

Here and there.

OK.
"Would you like to try something like that?"

Shall we stand here?

I'll pat your chest.

How does it feel?

Look into my eyes. How does it feel?

OK.

If you want stronger,

Tell me, "stronger."

stronger.

How does it feel, Laura?

I'll use both hands.

I'll shake you up a bit.

The goal is to break ...

To dismantle the walls of the locked temple ...

Here,

Let love enter.

How does it feel?

Can I touch your tear?

Thus touching your face.

how is it?

not nice.

Can I taste your tear?

I have a hammer for tears.

You lack salt.

Maybe.

This demon is behind the door.

And male sexuality

Is one of the things
He's being held there.

And you'd better be aware of it.

In my opinion, if you're in bed,

Or in intimate situations with your lovers,

If that affects you
Subconsciously,

It may prevent you

Create intimate contact with people.

But if you can project
It's out

Without breaking your wrists,

There is a greater chance of intimacy.

What word did you use yesterday?

When I said "resistance" and said ...

anger.

I did not expect to scream.

And I did not understand how something simple

Like someone holding a chapter in your hand,

In a non-aggressive manner,

Can ... make me so angry.

I think I am
Afraid of my anger.

Open your eyes.

Then, very slowly

Raise your hands
From your partner's chest.

Slowly back to yourself.

And breathe.

Do we have a towel, or paper or something?

I think I got some saliva.
Can you wipe me?

it's better.

I guess there's a subject

That could be ... something we could try.

Yes please. feel free.
Probably.

In my opinion I would ...

They raised me ...

In my opinion, my mother was in a situation where ...

She did not want to ...

It is not always
She felt good when I was a child,

And she did not want me to
That she felt bad.

So she is all the time
She hid her feelings,

She always smiled when she felt bad.

In fact, the message was,

"You should always feel good."

And I think I try for the most part
Say only good things.

Even when I feel something else,

I just repress it
And do not let myself

To say things that I think
They can hurt someone.

And it releases

Be in the presence of someone who is not afraid

To say things outright

And get things and ...

Being in a safe space like here,

A place where I allow myself
Talk a little more openly.

and this...

It's great. I'm grateful for that.

Thanks.

It was ... it helped me when you said

That there is no good or bad.

It's just what it is.

It's not bad to feel anything

That you do not like or anything like that ...

It really is.

At one point I learned,

Or heard,

That this idea of good and evil

He actually ...

Something that dates back to the Middle Ages,

In Christianity,

Which is quite artificial,

To cross the world in half,

Right and wrong.

In fact, this is not how the world works.

Things are much more complex

Than black and white, good and evil.

There are so many shades of everything.

Maybe we'll change places?

I'll go there,

And you'll come here.

It's really a hard place to be.

Why?

In my opinion, I feel
What you felt

Often, in this place.

what do you feel?

I think it's a great fear.

You know what?

Of those who look at me.

Of the people who judge me.

And in my opinion, the powerful moment
The most I saw

Was when you joined your anger.

It was something I knew well.

I screamed for you?

Just listen to music.

Think about what you expect of me.

How can I help you?

It's much easier.

It's simpler.

More...

More amused.
Yes.

You see, music is a game.

Sexuality is also a game.

You just have to take it
A little more easily.

I'd like to be calmer.

OK.

I am calm.
I know.

and I'm not.

And I would very much like to be.

Good. Just try to do
What I do.

Literally?

Lie down and be on the beach.

Like a mirror.

Here's the mirror, here you are, all right.

What a silence.

Just listen.

A little more vigorously.

Four intelligent people
They talk to each other.

Like birds.

It's Brahms we heard
Even last time,

But here he was a little older,

A little calmer.

Yes of course.

The age of the composer is also important.

Then,

Move a little in the other direction.

Come on.

It's a sight.

I'm your mirror.

My look.

It's like birds.

I did not hear that piece
a lot of time.

Fat is very sick,

Mental illness.

He was transferred to a hospital

And was forcibly hospitalized.

He even tried to commit suicide.

And Brahms ...

And young Clara Schumann were left alone.

So they became a couple.

But Brahms was completely incompetent

Sexual function.

He could not quite get near her

Because he was a very introverted person.

He suffered from his introversion,

So he put it all into music.

He has all his feelings
He got into his music.

Great luck.

I think it's different for you.

Do not you think?
- different how?

Well,

In my opinion...

It's just my feeling.

There may be inhibitions.

But in my opinion we ...

We can overcome them.

I always have something new for my customers.

Then...

what do you see?

Body not perfect.

That belly, too fat.

Here, the navel is torn.

I pierced it with piercing.

My breasts. Well...

I have names for my breasts.
I told you?

No.
No?

This is Gosti.

Gosti?
- Gosti.

How are you?

I'm fine!

That's Lilo.

Lilo?
Lilo.

Why did you choose Gosti and Lilo?

Well, it was spontaneous.

I always give names
spontaneously.

Yes...

Gosti is, well, more sensitive,
You know?

And Lilo,

Lilo underwent surgery.

Lilo was not here before.

And was Gosti?
- Gusti was.

So, Gosti is also older.

They're sisters, you know?

I do not think there is such a strange thing.

Really strange, in sexuality.

Do you think what? no reason to?

There is nothing that is considered strange in sexuality.

is nothing.

There are only dangerous things,

Dangerous to your life and health,

And your mental health.

And beyond that you do not have to
Prohibit anything.

That's your way of playing
This game,

That's my opinion.

And I think it's fascinating.

The room with the sounds of rain in the background.

What part of your body

Is he your favorite?

In my opinion,

If I have to choose one part,

These will be my eyes,

I think I have ...

I'm aware of that
That I have nice eyes.

Some say they are beautiful ...

And glowing.

and I'm proud of it.

I think I can reach people
Through my eyes,

And to talk to them in my eyes.

Yes, your gaze is full of power.

I noticed it immediately.

But I like my hair, too.

I love my skin.

I love my penis.

There are many parts of my body that I love.

About hair
Mine, I'm proud of my hair,

Because it's not just part of the body,

This is also a statement.

It is also a way of life,

Related to the way I live my life,

The freedom I want to feel,

And non-conformist.

My penis ...

I love him,

Because it's one of my organs

Which functions perfectly normal.

I have a serious disability,

But I do not suffer from my disability.

We all always say,

He or she suffers from disability.

And I hate that phrase.

But still, it's complex,

Live in a body with different abilities.

Sometimes I would like to scratch my head,

I would like to move and I would like to ...

Sometimes I want to have the ability

Just fuck actively.

It would be nice.

Not to be passive,
But active in this passage.

I wish I had the chance

To stroke my wife

And take her in my arms
Actively.

But that's what it is and that's fine with me.

That's why I'm very happy

That my penis is perfectly normal

And good size.

Overall,

I think I'm a pretty attractive man.

I'm different.

I'm not pretty in the ordinary sense of the word,

Or normatively.

But even so norms
I do not care at all.

Overall,

I think my body, as it is,

He is a gift.

And life is a journey
Experience this gift.

"April 19, 2010"

I know it's you.

Please understand.

Stop calling.

It's over.

I did not know you were coming here.

I do not.

I'm looking for someone.

And you?

Do you come here often?

Yes sometimes.

This is an interesting place.

I'm looking for...

And collection ...

Knowledge and wisdom

In the art of sex.

Sex is a central part of my life,

Which I like to enjoy

And implement more.

I want to open up to new ideas

And get a broader perspective.

I see it as a kind of art, too.

Yes...

It's not just something
That you do with your body,

But it also ...

If it's really great, then happening ...

I call it

A wonderful moment.

And that's something significant,

Something left with you.

I was with my man,

I tried to make love.

And all of a sudden,

I felt there was someone in bed with us.

And I realized it was my mother

Who just lay in bed beside me.

It was a physical sensation,

A kind of recoil all over my body,

That she should not be there.

So I pushed her away,

I told her to go.

She got out of bed, stood up,

And what's more terrible,

I found out...

Which is naked.

She stood by the bed

And she did not go.

She was like a child,

Stood there so, very frail,

And said she did not want to go ...

Because she does not want to be alone.

And it became unbearable.

I insisted that she leave,

I told her she had no place there,

That she should leave the room.

So I pushed my mother out,

Through the corridor, I closed the door.

Guess what?

She appeared at the door
The fucking balcony.

She stood there, naked,

Very fragile, very vulnerable,

And she wanted very much to enter.

She did not want to be alone.

That's how I woke up.

It's a dream I'll never forget.

That is strong.

And where is the anger at that?

Well, in your dream you're not angry

because you are...

You want to get rid of her,

But it touches you
Because she needs you.

When you talked to me about your dream,

You described how much
She looks fragile,

Several times,

As if the fact that she was so fragile

Means you could not be angry,

Because you did not want to hurt her.

You just wanted her out.

In dreams,

You can be anybody.

You know, when you were talking,

At one point I wanted to tell you,

Can you say the same thing?

And replace "she" with "me"?

In my opinion, needing someone

Makes me weak and vulnerable.

Because of...

I do not have the freedom to be who I am,

Because if I am who I am,
With all the negative baggage

And with all the emotions,

And especially ...

With my anger,

I'll lose the person I need.

I understand that.

To love another person
Without losing yourself this ...

Hard.

It's a real challenge.

I hope it's possible.

I watch with great curiosity

In other people.

How they get along.
- How the hell do they get along?

Hair "gets tired"

If it is scattered all day ...

Maybe you'll put your hair in the coffee.

There's something like coffee shampoo.

You have curls now.

Yes.

So? Or something else?

Leave it gathered or scatter?

scattered.

Dissipated like that?
scattered.

I love your hair loose.

I have a connection down there.

You know, it could be
That collecting is more practical,

But it's much more beautiful.

You look so feminine.

Can you get a little closer?

And move my hand back.

So?

I think we have an audience.

It really did.

What do you feel now?

When you share with us
Your intimacy?

What makes you put us in

There, to this very special place?

I feel confident and confident at the same time

And I feel, I hope so

I could change the point
The look of people,

That I can change the
Your point of view,

As an observer.

That it will broaden your horizons

After you saw me.

And I invite you to cherish your body

And enjoy it every day.

I'm here too, with you.

Hello. - Hello, Thomas.
Hello.

I was very touched

See your relationship.

Very exciting to hear it.

I felt ...

Connection at a very deep level.

Yes.

and this...

Inspiring to see

A bond so strong.

It...

The way I saw it
You have changed so much

Ever since I first met you.

When you saw Griet so much
Strong, carrying you ...

It was like a rock. and then...

Everything has changed ...

When you were the rock and she was ...

In a situation where she felt weak.

It is beautiful to see this balance,
like you said.

I think it's important

Have a balance in your relationship.

And many people do not see
This balance is with us,

But we have a good balance, I guess.

Otherwise it would not work
For so long.

In your opinion, Griet,

Your worldview has changed

Ever since you were together?

Sure, I feel clasped

In Christian's arms,

is very.

And this feeling of power,

And a sense of trust and warmth.

I do not feel I need to
Show people

That I'm strong, or something.

will see...

The relative system
Our very natural.

And it's not that we,

As a couple,

We are not always happy together,

Or in the seventh heaven.

We are very angry sometimes,

And we quarrel with each other.

Especially if we are
In a stressful situation.

But I feel you are
Always very honest

About your feelings.
Yes.

In my opinion honesty is very important

Because we know

Even if only for a moment
We shout at each other,

Soon everything will work out.

You set some limits
Very clear,

Right?

If you can not say "no"

You can never say "yes"
With all my heart.

Would you like to explore your limits

In a sort of ritual without any expectations?

OK.
Yes?

Can I put my hand here?

How does it feel?

Good.

What's going on?
I feel sick.

Because of the hand?

I do not know.

Now move here, right below, between ...

Solar Plexus.
- Your solar plexus.

How does it feel?
OK.

I'll press a little.

I'll go downstairs ...

To your stomach.

Is it okay there?

How does it feel?

I begin to feel uncomfortable.

Somewhere here is a jump.

Somewhere there is a leap between you and me.

Can I touch you hungrily?

That's the trigger, I think.

And what will I do with your hunger?

Someone's desire for you,

A man's passion for you
This is a significant trigger.

That's what I feel here, in the second
That I'm starting to pull you in.

That would be the trigger.

It has to do with your father and everything
The other things.

Breathe with me.

we are ready?

I'm pulling you in,
Feel my passion.

Feel my genitals.

Very strong defense.

Go on.

When you enjoy it, I'll do it
Again, ready?

Strong and powerful.

Stay with that.

Stay with me.

I want to see your eyes.

All emotions are allowed here.

What happened?

It's OK.

It's OK.

Many things happened to me

In recent days.

Internal changes ...

There is something very important that I understood.

I experienced it as a revelation.

When Christian talked about my wall,

Which is something I am aware of

And I've been trying to work on it for a long time.

And for me, this wall
It was always brown

Designed to protect me from something external,

Do not enter me.

And suddenly, yesterday, I understood ...

That this wall was not intended at all

To prevent something external from entering.

It worked just the opposite.

I defend something internal

Which might come out.

That filter, which
Emotion I am willing to demonstrate,

Makes me be very restrained.

Stay there.

Everything is good. Everything is good.

good girl.

Why did you come?

I'm curious.

I want to know

Why are you following me?

I'd like you to look at me.

OK.

I'm looking at you now.

I'd like you to look at me naked.

Can you look at me?

You can.

OK.

It's OK.

It's OK.

I'm looking at you now.

I'm looking at your body now.

Can you sing me a lullaby?

Lullaby?

I'm pretty sure I'll remember a lullaby.

There was a song I loved when I was little.

It was something like ...

"I had a company called Alessi

"She had a small room in Chelsea.

"She was not
Of those who are quickly disappearing.

"In fact, she charged for the hour.

"On the day she died, the neighbors came to giggle.

"Well that's what comes

"Along with more
Too much liquor and beer.

"But when I saw her
Lying like a queen,

"She certainly looked like a happy body."

This is one of my songs
The best crib I ever heard.

Would you like me to sing you a lullaby?

In Icelandic?

What is he telling about?

something like...

"Sleep, little baby.

"Someone came to me.

"The rain cries outside.

"Mother keeps your toys.

"You do not have to be awake

"On the dark night."

I felt very calm
When my mother sang it to me.

I was so sure I knew everything

About intimacy.

On trust,

passion,

security.

As time passed,

In real life,
With real people,

All my solid opinions

They were gradually undermined.

After 20 years of not being home,

I thought I was
A mature and free woman,

I realized that the umbilical cord between us

Not cut off, in fact.

Not yet.

You're still flowing in my veins.

As a dear friend said,

"Tell me how you were loved,

"To tell you how you like."

Tell me

How did you love me,

So that I can understand how I love,

How to Love.

When I started to ask you
For all these memories,

Do you remember how hard it was,

For both of us?

I came to understand how
This myth of love

Hiding so
Many conflicting feelings.

How layers of anger,

blame,

violence,

Cause so much difficulty
Reach that love.

And how today, I carry with me,

In my intimate life,

The fear of losing
Who I love,

The lack of trust,

The fear,

The longing that remains
Always unfulfilled.

Is there also a conflict?
Between my image and yours

And who am I really?

And am I still afraid

To destroy this image,

For fear of losing you?

Is that the reason why
Have not we talked about this film?

Subtitles:
Elrom Studios

Laura Benson, Thomas Lamarquist,
Christian Bayerne, Adina Pintelli

Director, Scriptwriter and Editor: Adina Pintili