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[piano music playing]
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[shutter clicking]
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[sighs]
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[mutters]
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[shutter clicking]
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[shutter clicking]
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[chuckles]
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[shutter whirring]
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[whispers] Shit.
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[sighs]
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It's supposed to be three seconds...
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Okay.
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[shutter whirring]
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[Penny] Mom, we have to go now.
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Just...
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give me like, three more minutes.
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Go eat something.
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[girls giggling]
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[Penny] That was bad.
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God damn it. Can you... Can you...
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Penny, seriously.
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- I want you to get behind me, guys.
- All right.
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- I have asked you five times.
- Fine.
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[sighs]
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- [Kyle] What do you think? You like it?
- Mm-hm.
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- It's really good.
- Yeah?
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You like Indian food, Penny?
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Yeah.
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What's your favorite?
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This. What is it?
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That's naan.
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It's, like, Indian bread.
It's sorta like pita.
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- You've had pita before. You like it.
- Yeah.
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You can kind of scoop up the curry
with the naan.
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You can kind of use it like a little...
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- a little mitt.
- [Allen] What's... What's this stuff?
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That's a potato.
That's... That's, like, a green pea curry.
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[phone rings]
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You know, I probably didn't have
Indian food until I was in college.
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- [Allen] Really?
- [Kyle] Yeah. I was probably 19-20,
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- until I had that.
- [Penny] Wow.
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- [Kyle] So you're ahead of your time.
- [Allen] Mm.
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Your mom introduced me
to all these things.
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She had, you know,
much better taste than I did.
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Andi, it's Ryan.
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I'm sorry that I'm just now
getting back to you.
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It's been sort of a crazy... 24 hours.
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Uh...
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Sadie... surprised me last night
by coming into town.
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[chuckles] And she just...
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showed up at my show and, uh...
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Yeah, but I'm...
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thinking about you,
and I can't wait to see you again.
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[Kyle] Should we go youngest to oldest?
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- [Penny] Yeah. [laughs]
- [Kyle] All right.
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- Once Mom gets back from the bathroom.
- Oh, yes, yes, yes, yes.
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Hi.
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[Allen] You guys ready to lose?
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[whispers] Oh, my God.
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Not possible.
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Nice.
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[jazz playing]
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♪ It was only yesterday ♪
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♪ When you stole my heart away ♪
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Hi.
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- [bartender] Hey.
- Hi.
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- Can I bring you something to drink?
- Um...
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Yeah, can I get a, uh...
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Uh, just a vodka soda.
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- Sure. Lemon?
- Yeah. Great, thank you.
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[sighs]
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Hey.
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♪ I know that this love ♪
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♪ Has come to an end ♪
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♪ Why did I have to mess up ♪
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♪ Till the end? ♪
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[gasping] Okay...
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I gotta stop.
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Oh, God.
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I gotta stop.
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- Hi.
- [whispers] Hi.
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I missed you.
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- Oh, yeah?
- [chuckles] Mm-hm.
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That's nice.
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I had a super hot night.
I wanna tell you about it.
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[chuckles]
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- Tell me about it.
- [chuckles]
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- My pussy's on fire right now.
- Oh, boy.
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[chuckles]
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Do you wanna hear about my night?
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Um... I don't know, do I?
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I think you do.
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- Yeah?
- Mm-hm.
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I was in Ryan's car...
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and I was sitting on his lap...
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I was straddling him...
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and I was grinding
on his big fat hard cock for an hour
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begging him to fuck me with it.
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He wouldn't do it.
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And I need you to fix it.
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I need you to hit all my little spots.
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Hurt me a little.
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[moans]
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[Andi laughs]
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Let me get this straight. You didn't get
what you wanted with Ryan...
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[yells]
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What?
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You didn't get what you wanted with Ryan,
so I'm like...
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- second best?
- No, you're not second best.
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- You're number one.
- Your "what's in front of you"?
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No, you're just gonna
make sure it happens.
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- I'm not.
- You're gonna hit all my little spots.
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- I'm not.
- Yeah.
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- Nope.
- Mm-hm.
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- No, I'm tired.
- You're gonna flip me over and do it.
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No. Okay.
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[sighs]
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I don't feel like doing that
with you right now.
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[Kyle] I mean, to be honest,
it just felt like, uh, it wasn't about me.
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Um...
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I mean, I hear your point about...
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Yeah, we talked a lot about,
when we opened the marriage,
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that it was als...
about also stimulating...
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our sex life,
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and I think there have been times
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when we've told each other
about experiences that we've had,
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that it is hot, but like...
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in that moment,
it just felt like you were all...
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jazzed up...
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to have sex with someone else
and it didn't happen that night,
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so then I was like his stand-in.
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Which...
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[mediator] Maybe we can... I think what
we really need to talk about is Ryan.
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Um... How are things going with...
with him?
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[sighs] I...
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So good.
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It's just relaxed, you know,
and it's a finite situation.
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So I think because I know he's leaving
in, like, six and a half, seven weeks...
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- Mm-hm.
- Like, I've allowed myself the intimacy...
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an intimacy with him that
I probably wouldn't have allowed myself.
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- Mm-hm.
- And it feels...
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It feels really different...
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than the bullshit that I was doing before
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with the... with the randos.
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[mediator]
Right. And how are you feeling about that?
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[Kyle] I mean, I think it's, uh...
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I think it's complicated.
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I'm... I'm happy that you're...
you're happy, truly, but I think...
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it's reckless that...
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he is...
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married, and his wife doesn't know
anything about this.
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He's not in an open marriage.
He's in a monogamous marriage.
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So he's, you know, ostensibly
cheating on his wife, and, uh...
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Well, you seem...
you seem to have a problem with it.
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[Kyle] Well, yeah.
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- I just... Why are you so...
- I get it.
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I just think if I started sleeping
with someone
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who you were very good friends with
at some point...
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I'm not sleeping with him.
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Okay. You're right. I'm sorry. Um...
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I think if I was engaging in...
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a physical and emotional relationship
with someone that you...
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- [groans]
- had... were friends with that...
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You don't care about Ryan.
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- A, that's not true. I care about Ryan.
- You don't. You don't, really.
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- We're not as close as we used to be.
- Yeah.
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But he's not a stranger.
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- Oh...
- And I'm not saying there was a rule...
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So now there's a rule
it has to be strangers?
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Can I finish talking for one second
without you interrupting me?
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Yes.
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I'm not even talking about a rule.
I'm talking about I thought
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that there was a level of communication
that was happening, that if you...
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I felt a little surprised,
like, a little hoodwinked that,
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when you told me that...
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uh, you had told Ryan
that we were in an open relationship,
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I asked if there was something there,
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and you were like,
"I don't know. I don't think so."
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And then, all of a sudden,
this thing was happening,
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and I'm just saying
I would have liked a... a little more...
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just a little more care around our mutual
friendship with him and his wife
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and the interconnectedness of our lives.
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I'm so enraged right now.
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- Why?
- Because it's... it's like, which is it?
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That he's married?
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- That he's your friend?
- Can both not be true things?
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Why are you using your theater voice?
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[sighs] Okay.
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You're not interested in
us having a real conversation.
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[Andi] No, I didn't cause
the crack in their marriage.
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If that marriage was, like, killin' it,
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he wouldn't be, you know,
texting me a thousand times a day.
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Cool. Be careful. That's all I'm saying.
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[Andi] That's the most fucking irritating
thing I've ever heard.
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[Kyle] We really had that thing,
that sort of, like...
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hokey thing, where, like, I feel like
we knew right away that we were...
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we have this, like, very deep,
multi-dimensional connection.
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And we, like, met in college
and we... we fell in love hard,
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and... and I'm...
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so glad that my wife is in my life,
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and that we're parents,
that we're partners,
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but I just feel like
we both cut ourselves off from...
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a whole universe of experience.
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- Mm.
- And, um...
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Um, I don't even...
I'm not even talking about sex and...
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dating, necessarily.
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I feel like a kind of self...
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development?
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- Yeah.
- I mean, if I can get a little hokey,
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- like a kind of...
- Yeah.
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...evolving that I wasn't doing,
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- like, that I had just stopped...
- Yeah.
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...caring in so many areas of my life,
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because I was taking her for granted,
because it was this sort of...
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It's like you got used to it.
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- Yes. Yeah, I got used to it.
- Yeah.
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And I... And it felt, like, arranged.
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Like, it felt like,
because of the legality of it,
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and just shit like health insurance,
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uh, that we were...
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- Like we owned each other, on some level.
- Yeah.
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You know? And, like...
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I don't know. I'm... I'm clearly, like...
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processing all this right now, but like...
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- No, I love it.
- [both laugh]
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- Yeah. Fuck. Do you have a condom?
- Yeah.
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[panting]
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Hey.
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Hey.
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Did you have fun?
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Yeah. It was fun.
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[Kyle] These yellow ones are all different
little emoji faces.
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This is a little slice of pizza,
on this one.
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- Oh, yeah.
- There's a pizza one?
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- Yeah. Do you want it?
- I didn't know there was a pizza emoji.
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Sure.
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Thanks.
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Ooh, multicolor.
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- Yeah.
- I like it.
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- You guys are... doing so good.
- We're looking good.
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Um...
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I'm going out tonight.
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- Oh, okay.
- I have to go out tonight.
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We just...
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You'll need to book a sitter,
'cause remember, I have plans as well.
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- You do?
- Yeah.
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- No. Did you tell me?
- Yeah.
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Oh. When did you tell me?
249
00:15:01,567 --> 00:15:02,693
A couple of days ago.
250
00:15:03,736 --> 00:15:04,736
When?
251
00:15:05,404 --> 00:15:08,616
Uh... I don't remember the exact day,
but it's in our text history.
252
00:15:08,699 --> 00:15:11,076
- I don't think you did, actually.
- I did.
253
00:15:11,660 --> 00:15:14,079
It's cool. Just, uh, see
if Alex or anyone is available.
254
00:15:14,163 --> 00:15:15,539
I don't really... Um...
255
00:15:15,623 --> 00:15:19,835
I don't really have time to get into that.
Is there any way you could help me?
256
00:15:19,919 --> 00:15:23,589
- You don't have time to text Alex?
- I don't have time to text Alex.
257
00:15:23,672 --> 00:15:24,924
Okay, well, I don't either.
258
00:15:25,007 --> 00:15:27,760
- I have a full day.
- I... Well, I have to go to work.
259
00:15:27,843 --> 00:15:28,886
I'm working too.
260
00:15:28,969 --> 00:15:31,722
- I actually have to go to work.
- I actually have to go as well.
261
00:15:31,847 --> 00:15:33,567
- What are you working on?
- Writing a play.
262
00:15:33,599 --> 00:15:35,559
Okay. [scoffs] Okay.
263
00:15:37,728 --> 00:15:39,396
You're literally on your phone right now.
264
00:15:39,480 --> 00:15:40,564
Yeah, I'm literally...
265
00:15:40,648 --> 00:15:42,650
Woke up to 77 emails
266
00:15:42,733 --> 00:15:44,693
that have to be answered
before I get into work
267
00:15:44,777 --> 00:15:46,779
where I then walk into
three back-to-back meetings.
268
00:15:46,862 --> 00:15:49,132
Why not make sure your children
are being watched tonight,
269
00:15:49,156 --> 00:15:50,824
then you can answer
all of your emails?
270
00:15:51,617 --> 00:15:52,993
Because I have a real job.
271
00:15:54,370 --> 00:15:56,348
- Where it actually matters...
- That's not helpful.
272
00:15:56,372 --> 00:15:59,541
- ...if I respond to an email in time.
- I have a very real job.
273
00:15:59,875 --> 00:16:01,794
I'm not saying you don't have a real job.
274
00:16:01,877 --> 00:16:03,170
I respect what you are doing,
275
00:16:03,253 --> 00:16:06,173
- but you don't have a deadline.
- When someone says, "I have a real job,"
276
00:16:06,256 --> 00:16:08,568
- it usually means...
- You don't have a deadline, sweetheart.
277
00:16:08,592 --> 00:16:09,426
I have a deadline.
278
00:16:09,510 --> 00:16:12,179
- I do have a deadline.
- Every single day, there's a deadline.
279
00:16:12,429 --> 00:16:13,931
No, you don't have a deadline.
280
00:16:16,100 --> 00:16:17,851
I do. The theater gave me a deadline.
281
00:16:17,935 --> 00:16:19,655
I need to have a draft done
by the end of...
282
00:16:19,728 --> 00:16:21,271
Is it today? Is it today?
283
00:16:21,563 --> 00:16:24,191
- In the amount of time you've taken...
- In the amount of time...
284
00:16:24,274 --> 00:16:26,443
- ...to belittle me...
- I'm not belittling you.
285
00:16:26,902 --> 00:16:29,113
...and throw your weight around,
you could...
286
00:16:29,196 --> 00:16:30,614
- I'll text Alex.
- I'm not.
287
00:16:30,698 --> 00:16:32,676
- Texting right now.
- I'm working 80 hours a week.
288
00:16:32,700 --> 00:16:35,178
- Look how easy this is.
- If that's throwing my weight around...
289
00:16:35,202 --> 00:16:38,080
- Thank you so much.
- Oh, wow. She's... I see the bubble.
290
00:16:38,163 --> 00:16:40,457
- She's responding already.
- Thank you. I appreciate it.
291
00:16:40,833 --> 00:16:41,750
She can do it.
292
00:16:41,834 --> 00:16:44,145
- Great. I really appreciate it.
- That was so tough. You...
293
00:16:44,169 --> 00:16:47,006
You just couldn't have done that
because of those emails.
294
00:16:48,173 --> 00:16:50,426
I saw how the emails
got in the way of that.
295
00:16:55,848 --> 00:16:58,475
- What?
- What is going on with you?
296
00:17:02,896 --> 00:17:04,189
I don't appreciate you...
297
00:17:05,482 --> 00:17:06,482
being rude.
298
00:17:06,817 --> 00:17:10,738
I'm just sitting here,
and you... you came in super activated.
299
00:17:11,822 --> 00:17:13,824
You're making a big deal out of nothing.
300
00:17:13,907 --> 00:17:15,627
No, you're making a big deal
out of nothing.
301
00:17:15,701 --> 00:17:19,496
All I did was ask you to help me get
a sitter because I have to go to work.
302
00:17:21,290 --> 00:17:22,290
Okay.
303
00:17:22,499 --> 00:17:25,711
You're gonna, like, just roll your eyes
at me at breakfast.
304
00:17:26,128 --> 00:17:28,130
There's clearly something goin' on, so...
305
00:17:28,422 --> 00:17:31,633
- Oh, you're all-knowing now?
- I will figure out the sitter for you.
306
00:17:32,843 --> 00:17:34,720
You're a real hero. I appreciate it.
307
00:17:39,099 --> 00:17:41,935
That's a long one,
the one you're workin' on.
308
00:17:42,352 --> 00:17:45,064
Yeah, I'm makin' a necklace
with different letters...
309
00:17:45,147 --> 00:17:47,775
Oh, I was gonna say,
that's three times bigger than your wrist.
310
00:17:47,858 --> 00:17:49,318
[Penny chuckles] Yeah.
311
00:17:55,199 --> 00:17:56,617
Kyle, you need more coffee?
312
00:17:56,700 --> 00:17:58,243
- I'm good, man. Thanks.
- All right.
313
00:17:59,912 --> 00:18:01,371
[phone vibrates]
314
00:18:37,991 --> 00:18:39,201
[sighs]
315
00:18:40,744 --> 00:18:42,955
I'm sorry for getting you involved
in this...
316
00:18:43,497 --> 00:18:44,498
stupid...
317
00:18:45,290 --> 00:18:47,543
situation with my damn life...
318
00:18:48,210 --> 00:18:49,210
and...
319
00:18:55,968 --> 00:18:57,010
[sighs]
320
00:19:11,150 --> 00:19:12,150
Fuck.
321
00:19:17,990 --> 00:19:19,408
[sighs]
322
00:19:28,584 --> 00:19:29,584
Do you...
323
00:19:30,627 --> 00:19:31,962
Do you want me to just...
324
00:19:34,923 --> 00:19:37,050
- I'm sorry, I mean, um, I'm...
- It's just...
325
00:19:37,134 --> 00:19:38,218
Do you want me to go?
326
00:19:38,302 --> 00:19:39,302
No.
327
00:19:43,599 --> 00:19:45,559
- Can I sit next to you?
- Yeah.
328
00:19:45,642 --> 00:19:47,060
Yes, please.
329
00:19:48,854 --> 00:19:51,857
- I don't wanna stand on your hand.
- It's all right.
330
00:19:55,068 --> 00:19:56,737
I just feel trapped.
331
00:19:59,781 --> 00:20:02,367
Did you feel trapped before you got here?
332
00:20:03,827 --> 00:20:05,120
Yeah, I think so.
333
00:20:06,038 --> 00:20:11,293
I mean, coming here was like a way
out of something for a little bit.
334
00:20:11,585 --> 00:20:12,878
- Mm.
- Uh...
335
00:20:12,961 --> 00:20:15,255
Being back here, being around you,
being...
336
00:20:15,964 --> 00:20:17,132
like, on stage again.
337
00:20:17,216 --> 00:20:19,509
Like, it was like,
"Oh my God, this is what I..."-
338
00:20:19,593 --> 00:20:20,636
Mm-hm.
339
00:20:21,094 --> 00:20:23,388
"...don't have out there,"
you know, like...
340
00:20:24,473 --> 00:20:27,559
And... like,
"Why don't I have this anymore?"
341
00:20:29,728 --> 00:20:33,523
And not like it's anybody's fa... fault,
but it fucking sucks.
342
00:20:34,191 --> 00:20:35,442
Uh...
343
00:20:35,525 --> 00:20:38,278
- But we're also, like, not in real life.
- I...
344
00:20:38,987 --> 00:20:40,906
- [sighs]
- This isn't your real life.
345
00:20:40,989 --> 00:20:41,989
Yeah.
346
00:20:43,742 --> 00:20:45,742
- I'm just saying... I don't wanna say...
- I know.
347
00:20:45,786 --> 00:20:48,413
I don't wanna, like,
say that this isn't real, but...
348
00:20:48,497 --> 00:20:49,748
this is not your...
349
00:20:50,666 --> 00:20:51,666
life.
350
00:20:52,918 --> 00:20:53,835
Yeah, I can't...
351
00:20:53,919 --> 00:20:56,505
- I guess my question...
- You don't live here. You don't...
352
00:20:57,547 --> 00:20:59,132
You live in LA.
353
00:20:59,633 --> 00:21:01,426
You are married to someone.
354
00:21:02,010 --> 00:21:03,887
What if it was my real life, though?
355
00:21:07,140 --> 00:21:10,978
That you move back to Chicago
and do plays?
356
00:21:11,728 --> 00:21:12,728
Yeah.
357
00:21:14,022 --> 00:21:17,067
And, like, not do TV anymore?
358
00:21:17,150 --> 00:21:18,150
Yeah.
359
00:21:20,237 --> 00:21:22,823
And just figure out a way to be with you.
360
00:21:44,761 --> 00:21:45,971
Um...
361
00:21:46,555 --> 00:21:47,639
I'm very...
362
00:21:52,019 --> 00:21:54,396
I like you a lot. I care about you.
363
00:21:55,647 --> 00:21:57,482
I'm into you, obviously.
364
00:21:59,318 --> 00:22:01,320
I just wanna remind you that I am...
365
00:22:02,571 --> 00:22:03,571
married.
366
00:22:03,822 --> 00:22:05,615
- Mm-hm.
- And I have a family, and...
367
00:22:06,533 --> 00:22:08,285
I love... him.
368
00:22:08,744 --> 00:22:09,744
- Mm-hm.
- And...
369
00:22:10,037 --> 00:22:11,037
Yeah.
370
00:22:11,913 --> 00:22:12,913
It's just...
371
00:22:14,958 --> 00:22:16,918
not so straightforward.
372
00:22:17,044 --> 00:22:18,044
Yeah.
373
00:22:21,423 --> 00:22:23,216
Yeah, I know all those things.
374
00:22:24,217 --> 00:22:25,385
Um...
375
00:22:28,055 --> 00:22:31,099
All right, like, I... I... I hear...
376
00:22:31,183 --> 00:22:32,517
and I'd still...
377
00:22:33,268 --> 00:22:34,519
am willing to...
378
00:22:36,605 --> 00:22:37,605
be...
379
00:22:37,981 --> 00:22:39,066
uh...
380
00:22:41,485 --> 00:22:44,988
in... uh, in a completely,
like, crazy situation
381
00:22:45,072 --> 00:22:46,656
if it means that I can just...
382
00:22:47,741 --> 00:22:49,993
spend more time with you, 'cause...
383
00:22:51,161 --> 00:22:53,246
that's something
I've wanted for a long time,
384
00:22:53,330 --> 00:22:55,540
and to actually be able to have it...
385
00:22:56,541 --> 00:22:57,918
and to be able to...
386
00:22:58,877 --> 00:22:59,877
say it...
387
00:23:01,380 --> 00:23:02,380
You know?
388
00:23:03,048 --> 00:23:04,925
And tell you, and, like, have you...
389
00:23:05,926 --> 00:23:08,345
just hear it, um...
390
00:23:09,930 --> 00:23:11,515
is, uh... [chuckles]
391
00:23:11,932 --> 00:23:13,183
[sniffles]
392
00:23:13,892 --> 00:23:14,892
...is great.
393
00:23:15,727 --> 00:23:18,688
Oh, and I can certainly figure out
a way to explain, like,
394
00:23:19,189 --> 00:23:21,066
that it wasn't just, like...
395
00:23:22,984 --> 00:23:25,404
a whim, you know, to her...
396
00:23:25,487 --> 00:23:26,321
[phone rings]
397
00:23:26,405 --> 00:23:27,405
Fuck.
398
00:23:27,572 --> 00:23:28,740
- Is that her?
- Yep.
399
00:23:29,574 --> 00:23:30,659
You should...
400
00:23:32,744 --> 00:23:34,287
Uh, I'm gonna take this, okay?
401
00:23:34,371 --> 00:23:35,414
- Yeah.
- Okay.
402
00:23:39,709 --> 00:23:40,709
Hey.
403
00:23:42,546 --> 00:23:43,546
Where are you?
404
00:23:46,508 --> 00:23:47,342
[sighs]
405
00:23:47,426 --> 00:23:48,426
[knocking]
406
00:23:54,057 --> 00:23:56,143
- Hey.
- Hey, what's up?
407
00:23:56,226 --> 00:23:57,436
Nothin'. How are you?
408
00:23:57,769 --> 00:23:59,354
I'm good. Good to see you.
409
00:23:59,896 --> 00:24:01,481
It's really good to see you.
410
00:24:02,732 --> 00:24:03,732
Yeah.
411
00:24:03,859 --> 00:24:04,901
So...
412
00:24:07,529 --> 00:24:08,529
what's up?
413
00:24:09,156 --> 00:24:10,156
Well...
414
00:24:11,616 --> 00:24:15,662
What do you mean? I mean, nothing's up.
I just missed you. I wanted to hang out.
415
00:24:20,667 --> 00:24:26,173
[sighs] Sure, um, and I was really excited
to... hear from you.
416
00:24:26,256 --> 00:24:27,924
I've missed you, too. I, uh...
417
00:24:28,508 --> 00:24:33,221
It's just sort of super complicated
to get that text from you when I'm like...
418
00:24:34,598 --> 00:24:35,932
trying to give you...
419
00:24:36,600 --> 00:24:39,478
- space, and, like, maintain, like...
- Right.
420
00:24:40,353 --> 00:24:41,605
strictly friend...
421
00:24:42,439 --> 00:24:44,900
- behavior and, uh... you know...
- Right.
422
00:24:45,358 --> 00:24:46,358
I definitely wanted...
423
00:24:47,319 --> 00:24:48,319
to...
424
00:24:48,945 --> 00:24:50,655
have some space, and...
425
00:24:50,739 --> 00:24:52,365
- Mm-hm.
- Um...
426
00:24:54,242 --> 00:24:55,744
try that out. [laughs]
427
00:24:56,369 --> 00:24:57,412
And I'm...
428
00:24:58,747 --> 00:25:02,584
I'm really glad that we did,
but, uh... I don't think...
429
00:25:04,169 --> 00:25:05,420
I don't think that...
430
00:25:06,713 --> 00:25:07,756
Hm.
431
00:25:09,633 --> 00:25:13,595
I just want... I... I would love to...
When we were in the park that day,
432
00:25:13,678 --> 00:25:17,265
you sort of said, like,
if I wanted to hang out in the future,
433
00:25:17,349 --> 00:25:19,935
that we could, right?
434
00:25:21,394 --> 00:25:23,688
Oh, shit. Yeah. I mean, I actually...
435
00:25:23,772 --> 00:25:25,982
This is what I'm confused about. I... So...
436
00:25:26,983 --> 00:25:29,528
I came over here assuming that, uh...
437
00:25:29,611 --> 00:25:31,071
you still wanna keep it...
438
00:25:32,322 --> 00:25:33,782
strictly in the friend zone.
439
00:25:33,865 --> 00:25:34,865
So, like...
440
00:25:35,116 --> 00:25:36,116
Well...
441
00:25:37,244 --> 00:25:40,830
I guess I was curious to see
how you felt about...
442
00:25:40,914 --> 00:25:41,748
[both chuckle]
443
00:25:41,831 --> 00:25:45,919
Um... revisiting a different version of...
444
00:25:46,002 --> 00:25:48,838
Oh, this... this meeting has shifted.
See, I didn't see that...
445
00:25:49,506 --> 00:25:52,008
that negotiating tactic. Uh...
446
00:25:52,300 --> 00:25:55,845
- Now I see why you're behaving that way.
- Yeah, I'm totally, uh...
447
00:25:56,471 --> 00:25:59,099
Yeah, I'm totally open to that.
I mean, I think I've...
448
00:25:59,683 --> 00:26:01,268
always been open to that.
449
00:26:01,351 --> 00:26:02,394
I'm also, like...
450
00:26:03,853 --> 00:26:07,148
intellectually aware that, like,
it's an unfair...
451
00:26:07,607 --> 00:26:11,611
scenario for you if you're looking
to find, like, a long-term relationship.
452
00:26:11,695 --> 00:26:13,154
So, like, I don't know if you're...
453
00:26:13,238 --> 00:26:15,918
dating anyone right now, I don't know
what happened with that guy...
454
00:26:16,616 --> 00:26:18,553
- Malcolm from the bar the other night...
- I mean...
455
00:26:18,577 --> 00:26:21,413
I'm still dating
some people a little bit,
456
00:26:21,496 --> 00:26:24,124
but that guy,
it didn't work out with that guy, but...
457
00:26:24,207 --> 00:26:25,207
Really?
458
00:26:27,419 --> 00:26:29,838
- He's very nice, but it didn't work out.
- He's very nice?
459
00:26:30,589 --> 00:26:32,924
Did he have a lot of homework
for his high school classes?
460
00:26:33,008 --> 00:26:34,008
Shut up.
461
00:26:35,135 --> 00:26:36,511
You're one to talk.
462
00:26:36,595 --> 00:26:37,971
[laughs]
463
00:26:38,054 --> 00:26:39,054
Uh...
464
00:26:39,681 --> 00:26:41,266
But... [laughs]
465
00:26:42,642 --> 00:26:45,645
I mean, even that night
before he showed up, it was like...
466
00:26:46,855 --> 00:26:49,691
I had such a good time with you and...
467
00:26:50,609 --> 00:26:52,329
even just sitting there
with you that night,
468
00:26:52,402 --> 00:26:55,196
I just wanted to, like, kiss you.
469
00:26:55,739 --> 00:26:59,743
And it was sort of fun, in a way,
to experiment with...
470
00:27:00,201 --> 00:27:02,078
- not doing that.
- Sure, yeah.
471
00:27:02,454 --> 00:27:04,289
- I agree.
- Um...
472
00:27:05,332 --> 00:27:08,418
But as time has worn on a little bit,
I think I just...
473
00:27:09,085 --> 00:27:10,587
I don't think that, um...
474
00:27:11,171 --> 00:27:14,674
I don't think it... it's what I wanted,
you know?
475
00:27:15,050 --> 00:27:16,134
- Okay.
- [laughs]
476
00:27:16,217 --> 00:27:18,386
- I'm in a very different position.
- Yeah.
477
00:27:18,470 --> 00:27:19,470
Like, I'm...
478
00:27:21,473 --> 00:27:22,974
uh, married, and I have kids.
479
00:27:23,058 --> 00:27:23,933
You are?
480
00:27:24,059 --> 00:27:25,602
[both chuckle]
481
00:27:25,685 --> 00:27:27,437
- Can I interrupt you?
- Yeah, please.
482
00:27:27,520 --> 00:27:28,520
Would you...
483
00:27:28,813 --> 00:27:31,608
Can we go sit on the couch?
I feel like we're...
484
00:27:32,025 --> 00:27:33,943
Like I should have paperwork
in front of me.
485
00:27:34,903 --> 00:27:36,112
Sure, yeah.
486
00:27:36,196 --> 00:27:37,781
- Okay.
- Let's move to the couch.
487
00:27:40,784 --> 00:27:42,827
Hey, just to reiterate, I...
488
00:27:44,746 --> 00:27:49,167
I really don't wanna ever get in the way
of you meeting someone, though, and...
489
00:27:49,834 --> 00:27:52,545
and having, like, a... a real...
490
00:27:55,256 --> 00:27:57,676
big kind of relationship
that you wanna have.
491
00:27:58,218 --> 00:27:59,218
Yeah.
492
00:28:00,053 --> 00:28:01,638
I'm not that worried about that.
493
00:28:01,805 --> 00:28:03,431
- Okay.
- [chuckles]
494
00:28:04,140 --> 00:28:06,559
- Is that okay?
- Yeah, of course.
495
00:28:12,649 --> 00:28:13,650
I really missed you.
496
00:28:13,733 --> 00:28:15,235
- I love you.
- I love you, too.
497
00:28:19,406 --> 00:28:21,324
I was going on all these dates and things.
498
00:28:21,408 --> 00:28:23,201
- Mm-hm.
- [chuckles]
499
00:28:24,119 --> 00:28:25,286
Yeah, me too.
500
00:28:27,080 --> 00:28:28,331
I just missed you.
501
00:28:48,935 --> 00:28:50,103
Hey, I've changed my mind.
502
00:28:50,186 --> 00:28:52,480
Can you pull up here on the right?
I wanna get out.
503
00:29:17,297 --> 00:29:18,339
What the fuck?
504
00:29:26,848 --> 00:29:27,974
I mean...
505
00:29:29,684 --> 00:29:30,684
what?
506
00:29:34,230 --> 00:29:35,565
Can I buy you a drink?
507
00:29:36,608 --> 00:29:37,608
Yeah.
508
00:29:40,028 --> 00:29:41,070
This is crazy.
509
00:29:43,448 --> 00:29:44,616
How surreal.
510
00:29:48,161 --> 00:29:50,038
- Hey, how are you doing?
- Hi, good.
511
00:29:50,121 --> 00:29:52,165
Um, can I get a vodka soda, please?
512
00:29:52,248 --> 00:29:53,541
- I gotcha.
- Thank you.
513
00:29:55,251 --> 00:29:56,669
[sighs]
514
00:30:03,468 --> 00:30:04,469
I mean...
515
00:30:06,721 --> 00:30:07,806
this is crazy.
516
00:30:11,935 --> 00:30:12,769
[ice clinking]
517
00:30:12,852 --> 00:30:13,852
Thanks.
518
00:30:15,522 --> 00:30:17,023
[clears throat]
519
00:30:17,106 --> 00:30:18,106
Cheers.
520
00:30:18,817 --> 00:30:19,943
[glasses clink]
521
00:30:23,571 --> 00:30:24,572
[chuckles]
522
00:30:26,032 --> 00:30:27,033
So, how are you?
523
00:30:31,538 --> 00:30:33,122
I'm so...
524
00:30:35,416 --> 00:30:36,417
bewildered.
525
00:30:38,336 --> 00:30:39,379
Um...
526
00:30:40,421 --> 00:30:43,091
I just kind of, like,
I just feel like something...
527
00:30:44,759 --> 00:30:45,759
lifted.
528
00:30:46,386 --> 00:30:49,681
I had a whole thing
where I basically ruined...
529
00:30:50,515 --> 00:30:51,891
Ryan's marriage...
530
00:30:52,600 --> 00:30:53,643
uh...
531
00:30:55,144 --> 00:30:56,938
for no good reason.
532
00:30:57,188 --> 00:30:58,188
Uh...
533
00:30:58,982 --> 00:30:59,982
His...
534
00:31:00,358 --> 00:31:02,527
Sadie found a picture.
535
00:31:02,610 --> 00:31:04,279
- Oh, shit.
- And...
536
00:31:05,446 --> 00:31:07,240
But what was...
537
00:31:07,615 --> 00:31:09,409
For me, what was most sort of...
538
00:31:11,536 --> 00:31:13,413
Do you... Do you care?
Do you wanna know this?
539
00:31:13,496 --> 00:31:14,539
Are you kidding me?
540
00:31:14,622 --> 00:31:15,540
I just... uh...
541
00:31:15,623 --> 00:31:17,876
- Nothing I'd rather hear about.
- I'm so freaked out.
542
00:31:17,959 --> 00:31:21,504
What really... I...
I was really... I was very into him.
543
00:31:21,880 --> 00:31:24,591
- I... Yeah, I know.
- And, uh...
544
00:31:25,174 --> 00:31:27,844
And... and then I...
It, uh... it, like, lifted.
545
00:31:29,429 --> 00:31:30,429
Why?
546
00:31:30,680 --> 00:31:32,557
I... I just... I saw him.
547
00:31:32,640 --> 00:31:34,684
You know? I had... I had created this...
548
00:31:35,727 --> 00:31:38,146
- character in my mind...
- Mm.
549
00:31:38,521 --> 00:31:42,108
and it was like some version of him
that I had decided he was
550
00:31:42,191 --> 00:31:44,235
when he was gone in LA, and...
551
00:31:44,986 --> 00:31:47,447
I sort of combined him with my...
552
00:31:47,822 --> 00:31:50,575
the person that I knew
when I was 20, and...
553
00:31:51,534 --> 00:31:56,623
decided he was...
super fascinating, and, um...
554
00:31:57,415 --> 00:32:00,710
you know, cared about me, and...
and I think he really does,
555
00:32:00,793 --> 00:32:03,338
- and in fact, really, really does.
- Sure he does. Yeah.
556
00:32:03,421 --> 00:32:06,758
And then something... it just sort of...
557
00:32:07,091 --> 00:32:09,802
In... in dismantling of his...
558
00:32:11,346 --> 00:32:13,765
his marriage, his whole sort of...
559
00:32:14,265 --> 00:32:16,684
personhood fell apart.
560
00:32:17,060 --> 00:32:19,479
- Mm.
- And I... It... it sort of, like...
561
00:32:21,648 --> 00:32:22,774
Like, the... the...
562
00:32:23,566 --> 00:32:26,277
whatever... whatever fog of...
563
00:32:28,446 --> 00:32:30,657
Just... It's so embarrassing.
564
00:32:30,949 --> 00:32:35,578
It just lifted and I'm...
Now I'm, like, mortified, and I am not...
565
00:32:36,037 --> 00:32:39,707
There's a reason why I didn't end up
with Ryan, you know?
566
00:32:41,876 --> 00:32:43,211
God, I'm...
567
00:32:44,212 --> 00:32:45,797
so sorry, that's a lot.
568
00:32:46,714 --> 00:32:47,924
- Yeah.
- That must...
569
00:32:49,258 --> 00:32:50,677
That must be really painful.
570
00:32:52,762 --> 00:32:55,556
I mean, it's painful
in that it's disappointing,
571
00:32:55,640 --> 00:32:57,392
but it's not that painful...
572
00:32:58,810 --> 00:32:59,810
for me.
573
00:33:01,354 --> 00:33:02,354
I mean, it's...
574
00:33:02,981 --> 00:33:04,440
[Kyle sighs]
575
00:33:05,984 --> 00:33:06,985
It's depressing.
576
00:33:10,071 --> 00:33:10,947
Yeah.
577
00:33:11,030 --> 00:33:12,281
It just felt shitty.
578
00:33:15,076 --> 00:33:17,120
I had no idea. I'm sorry.
579
00:33:19,455 --> 00:33:20,832
I don't like that you had no idea.
580
00:33:20,915 --> 00:33:23,501
I don't like that you're saying sorry
like you're my friend.
581
00:33:24,252 --> 00:33:26,522
- I am your friend.
- I appreciate you saying you're sorry,
582
00:33:26,546 --> 00:33:29,215
- but, like, that makes me feel sad.
- Why?
583
00:33:29,298 --> 00:33:31,300
Because it feels like
I'm talking to a friend
584
00:33:31,384 --> 00:33:32,885
who's, like, "Oh, I'm sorry."
585
00:33:36,014 --> 00:33:37,598
Um... I...
586
00:33:39,142 --> 00:33:41,019
I mean, I don't know how else to respond.
587
00:33:41,102 --> 00:33:46,566
I'm here for you, and I love you,
and that sounds terrible and complicated,
588
00:33:46,649 --> 00:33:48,443
and... painful for you.
589
00:33:48,526 --> 00:33:50,611
So, I'm sorry
that you're experiencing...
590
00:33:51,821 --> 00:33:52,947
- distress.
- I know.
591
00:33:53,031 --> 00:33:54,866
Thank you. I just...
592
00:33:57,744 --> 00:33:58,744
And I'm...
593
00:33:59,162 --> 00:34:00,163
Thank you.
594
00:34:00,246 --> 00:34:03,499
And as your friend and... and as someone
who loves you, thank you,
595
00:34:03,583 --> 00:34:05,001
but I don't feel you.
596
00:34:07,754 --> 00:34:09,756
- [sighs]
- I don't like this.
597
00:34:12,925 --> 00:34:14,594
- What is this...
- I don't feel you!
598
00:34:15,845 --> 00:34:17,889
- What do you mean?
- I don't... I don't know.
599
00:34:17,972 --> 00:34:20,016
I just... I don't like this.
600
00:34:21,684 --> 00:34:23,269
Being in an open relationship?
601
00:34:23,895 --> 00:34:25,313
- Yeah.
- Um...
602
00:34:26,814 --> 00:34:28,024
Okay. I...
603
00:34:32,361 --> 00:34:34,864
I sort of don't know how to respond.
I mean, uh...
604
00:34:37,158 --> 00:34:40,995
That's a... That's...
That's a big thing to take in.
605
00:34:41,079 --> 00:34:43,372
I mean, I, uh...
I think I'm gonna need...
606
00:34:44,457 --> 00:34:46,125
a minute to sort of process that.
607
00:34:46,209 --> 00:34:47,293
I...
608
00:34:49,462 --> 00:34:50,505
I do like it.
609
00:34:51,547 --> 00:34:52,547
Or...
610
00:34:54,217 --> 00:34:58,179
Uh... I don't know if "like" is the right
word, but I'm... I'm invested in it.
611
00:34:59,138 --> 00:35:01,099
And I'm interested in it, and I feel...
612
00:35:01,557 --> 00:35:04,685
challenged by it
in a good, interesting way.
613
00:35:06,145 --> 00:35:08,856
And I don't know that I can walk it back
at this point.
614
00:35:09,232 --> 00:35:11,275
Do you... Do you want me?
615
00:35:11,359 --> 00:35:12,359
Yes.
616
00:35:14,153 --> 00:35:15,863
- Do you?
- Absolutely.
617
00:35:15,947 --> 00:35:17,448
What does that mean to you?
618
00:35:17,532 --> 00:35:19,009
- What do you mean?
- What's the point?
619
00:35:19,033 --> 00:35:20,034
What does it mean to you?
620
00:35:20,118 --> 00:35:23,246
I mean, I... The point is that
we have committed to each other
621
00:35:23,329 --> 00:35:24,163
and we have children,
622
00:35:24,247 --> 00:35:27,500
and we have a life that we have built
together, and I'm... I don't...
623
00:35:27,834 --> 00:35:29,335
You don't have to do that, though.
624
00:35:29,418 --> 00:35:32,296
You don't have to be committed.
You don't... You don't have to do that.
625
00:35:32,380 --> 00:35:36,384
Oh, I actually know, for the first time,
that I don't have to do that.
626
00:35:36,843 --> 00:35:40,263
And this past year and change
is the first time that I think...
627
00:35:41,222 --> 00:35:44,267
in a long time that I am consciously
choosing to be with you.
628
00:35:44,642 --> 00:35:48,396
Like, I'm more awake now
to the idea that I don't...
629
00:35:48,479 --> 00:35:52,358
That I'm not stuck with you
or bound to you or shackled to you.
630
00:35:52,441 --> 00:35:54,569
Like, I'm now knowing that, like...
631
00:35:55,153 --> 00:35:57,280
every day, I'm choosing to...
632
00:35:58,239 --> 00:35:59,239
partner with you,
633
00:36:00,199 --> 00:36:03,035
- and... and live a life together.
- But why?
634
00:36:03,661 --> 00:36:04,537
For what?
635
00:36:04,620 --> 00:36:06,789
You... It's great, like, it's great?
636
00:36:07,456 --> 00:36:09,000
I don't feel close to you.
637
00:36:11,419 --> 00:36:13,897
- I'm sorry. I don't.
- Yeah, I haven't felt close to you either.
638
00:36:13,921 --> 00:36:16,066
So why, then? What...
what are you getting out of this?
639
00:36:16,090 --> 00:36:18,676
I mean, it's great,
'cause you have, like, a mom
640
00:36:18,759 --> 00:36:22,388
and someone who, like...
who gives a shit and takes care of you,
641
00:36:22,471 --> 00:36:24,891
but, like, you get to go
and do all these fun things
642
00:36:24,974 --> 00:36:27,518
and go to your whatever things,
643
00:36:27,602 --> 00:36:30,602
- and see your girlfriends and whatever...
- It hasn't been that fun for me.
644
00:36:30,646 --> 00:36:32,875
- ...your Tinder dates.
- But it's... I think you're not...
645
00:36:32,899 --> 00:36:34,233
It's... This isn't fun.
646
00:36:34,525 --> 00:36:37,445
It's been incredibly messy
and challenging,
647
00:36:37,528 --> 00:36:39,739
and destabilizing and upsetting.
648
00:36:42,825 --> 00:36:45,077
I mean, I...
I had my heart broken recently.
649
00:36:45,161 --> 00:36:48,206
It's been so long since I've felt that...
650
00:36:49,248 --> 00:36:50,248
and it...
651
00:36:50,750 --> 00:36:51,750
shook me up.
652
00:36:53,294 --> 00:36:54,294
I feel...
653
00:36:54,712 --> 00:36:57,173
insecure and judged and...
654
00:36:58,341 --> 00:37:01,177
ugly and fat and old and...
655
00:37:01,636 --> 00:37:04,222
unattractive and completely...
656
00:37:05,223 --> 00:37:07,725
uncool and ill-equipped to be, like...
657
00:37:08,267 --> 00:37:10,937
throwing myself out there,
but I keep doing it
658
00:37:11,437 --> 00:37:13,189
because I was dead.
659
00:37:16,943 --> 00:37:18,694
I mean, we were... we were stuck.
660
00:37:21,239 --> 00:37:23,199
And now I feel like we're not stuck.
661
00:37:24,617 --> 00:37:26,744
And I don't know what I'm doing,
662
00:37:26,827 --> 00:37:30,498
but I feel like I'm actually
engaging with the world again.
663
00:37:34,710 --> 00:37:37,880
But you're not engaging with me.
You don't want me.
664
00:37:40,174 --> 00:37:41,968
[sighs] I do want you, and I hear that,
665
00:37:42,051 --> 00:37:44,053
but I think we're not engaging
with each other.
666
00:37:44,136 --> 00:37:45,471
I don't think this is about...
667
00:37:46,597 --> 00:37:48,557
No, we're not.
We're not engaging with each other.
668
00:37:48,599 --> 00:37:51,769
But I just don't... I don't feel like...
You don't want me.
669
00:37:52,603 --> 00:37:53,938
You don't want me.
670
00:37:54,647 --> 00:37:56,287
- Andi, you need to trust...
- It feels...
671
00:37:56,315 --> 00:37:58,818
- It feels like you don't want me.
- Don't tell me what I want.
672
00:37:58,901 --> 00:38:00,361
If this is gonna work, we gotta...
673
00:38:00,444 --> 00:38:03,739
Like, if I'm saying I want you,
you have to trust that.
674
00:38:03,823 --> 00:38:06,242
Do I always want you
in the same way? No.
675
00:38:06,659 --> 00:38:09,328
Like, I think spending a life
with someone is about...
676
00:38:10,037 --> 00:38:13,708
riding the wave of ups and downs
and, like, I'm aware that...
677
00:38:13,791 --> 00:38:16,752
Yeah, but you're not talking about
the thing that I'm talking about.
678
00:38:16,836 --> 00:38:19,547
- What are you talking about?
- That you're... That you're...
679
00:38:19,630 --> 00:38:23,175
Like, I don't wanna actually
go do this shit with other guys.
680
00:38:23,759 --> 00:38:26,512
- I don't want to. I don't... I don't...
- Okay. Okay!
681
00:38:29,807 --> 00:38:31,392
I wanted to have sex...
682
00:38:32,435 --> 00:38:35,396
and we weren't having sex,
and I wanted... I wanted that.
683
00:38:38,733 --> 00:38:39,775
Yeah, me too.
684
00:38:41,027 --> 00:38:42,570
And now that's happening.
685
00:38:42,820 --> 00:38:44,739
Yeah, and now I just feel like...
686
00:38:46,407 --> 00:38:47,407
Why?
687
00:38:48,617 --> 00:38:49,617
For what?
688
00:38:56,584 --> 00:38:58,794
- I... I mean...
- Is that really what it is?
689
00:38:59,420 --> 00:39:01,672
- I...
- You need, you have to fuck other people?
690
00:39:01,756 --> 00:39:03,215
You know that that's not...
691
00:39:03,299 --> 00:39:05,259
I'm... I'm genuinely asking.
692
00:39:05,634 --> 00:39:06,634
What is it, then?
693
00:39:07,636 --> 00:39:09,388
No, I mean it's not about...
694
00:39:09,638 --> 00:39:10,638
I think...
695
00:39:10,890 --> 00:39:11,890
you're the one...
696
00:39:12,350 --> 00:39:13,434
who...
697
00:39:13,517 --> 00:39:15,102
this has been more about, like,
698
00:39:15,186 --> 00:39:17,229
when you say, like,
"I just wanted to have sex."
699
00:39:17,355 --> 00:39:18,606
Well, I wanted to feel sexy,
700
00:39:18,689 --> 00:39:22,360
- and I wanted to feel paid attention to.
- Right, but I'm actually... I'm like...
701
00:39:23,235 --> 00:39:25,029
in a relationship with someone.
702
00:39:26,322 --> 00:39:27,322
- Like...
- You mean...
703
00:39:27,740 --> 00:39:28,740
Amy.
704
00:39:29,116 --> 00:39:30,116
Like, we...
705
00:39:32,745 --> 00:39:35,498
We're figuring it out. We... We...
706
00:39:36,749 --> 00:39:38,084
sort of re...
707
00:39:39,251 --> 00:39:40,920
considered being together tonight.
708
00:39:41,003 --> 00:39:43,798
We reconciled. We are...
709
00:39:44,924 --> 00:39:46,384
reengaging with each other.
710
00:39:49,011 --> 00:39:51,472
And I don't know what that'll be.
I mean, I... It...
711
00:39:53,974 --> 00:39:57,937
Yeah, I... I might be playing with fire.
It's, like, it has...
712
00:39:58,521 --> 00:40:01,065
sort of, eventually, an expiration date,
713
00:40:01,148 --> 00:40:04,151
because she wants to be married
and have kids,
714
00:40:04,235 --> 00:40:07,071
and... and I can't give that to her.
715
00:40:07,154 --> 00:40:09,490
So I know that
she might meet someone, but...
716
00:40:10,449 --> 00:40:12,618
I don't wanna shut myself off to...
717
00:40:14,161 --> 00:40:15,454
continuing to know her.
718
00:40:30,219 --> 00:40:31,219
Okay.
719
00:40:32,513 --> 00:40:33,347
Okay.
720
00:40:33,431 --> 00:40:36,183
Look, I hear,
I see that this is really hard for you.
721
00:40:36,267 --> 00:40:37,268
Do you love her?
722
00:40:38,185 --> 00:40:39,185
Yeah.
723
00:40:44,191 --> 00:40:45,484
What is the point?
724
00:40:45,693 --> 00:40:47,653
Why are you talking... Why are you here?
725
00:40:49,947 --> 00:40:51,323
Why are you doing this?
726
00:40:52,241 --> 00:40:53,241
Why?
727
00:40:53,534 --> 00:40:54,702
It sucks.
728
00:40:55,286 --> 00:40:56,662
Fucking sucks.
729
00:40:59,165 --> 00:41:00,708
It sucks for me.
730
00:41:00,958 --> 00:41:02,543
For me, it sucks.
731
00:41:04,503 --> 00:41:05,754
Do you understand?
732
00:41:06,422 --> 00:41:08,382
- Now... Now I do. I...
- It sucks!
733
00:41:15,473 --> 00:41:18,684
- I'm so sorry. I...
- How would you feel?
734
00:41:22,855 --> 00:41:27,735
What do you mean? I mean, like, you've
been obsessed with Ryan for weeks now.
735
00:41:28,235 --> 00:41:30,863
- I feel...
- That's exactly right. I've been obsessed.
736
00:41:31,572 --> 00:41:33,824
- And so stupid.
- Uh... I guess I just don't know
737
00:41:33,908 --> 00:41:35,784
what you thought we were doing.
738
00:41:35,868 --> 00:41:38,704
- I don't know what we're doing.
- I feel a little, like...
739
00:41:40,122 --> 00:41:41,290
uh, tricked right now.
740
00:41:41,373 --> 00:41:43,310
- Like, we've been...
- I'm sorry, I don't mean to...
741
00:41:43,334 --> 00:41:46,170
You've known about Amy
from the beginning. Like, we've...
742
00:41:46,378 --> 00:41:47,378
I...
743
00:41:47,588 --> 00:41:51,592
I think what's happening here is,
like, we ha... we lost each other in this.
744
00:41:51,675 --> 00:41:52,885
We have not been...
745
00:41:53,844 --> 00:41:56,656
You haven't told me any of this.
You haven't shared any of this with me.
746
00:41:56,680 --> 00:41:58,400
Obviously I've known
something was going on,
747
00:41:58,432 --> 00:42:02,102
because you've been really sharp with me,
and I'm sure I have been with you.
748
00:42:02,853 --> 00:42:04,188
But... And I get it.
749
00:42:04,271 --> 00:42:06,857
- It's horrible to hear that...
- I'm not even mad at you.
750
00:42:06,941 --> 00:42:09,693
I'm not mad at all. I'm just so sad.
751
00:42:11,195 --> 00:42:12,780
You can't get it back.
752
00:42:13,948 --> 00:42:15,991
Can you? How do you get it back?
753
00:42:17,326 --> 00:42:18,953
This is so stupid.
754
00:42:20,162 --> 00:42:21,705
I feel so stupid.
755
00:42:25,960 --> 00:42:28,963
I don't know. I don't wanna do it.
You can be in love with her.
756
00:42:29,046 --> 00:42:30,046
[sniffles]
757
00:42:30,214 --> 00:42:32,049
Obviously, I can't stop you.
758
00:42:34,385 --> 00:42:36,345
But I don't think you'll get closer to me
759
00:42:36,428 --> 00:42:37,697
- by being in love with her.
- I...
760
00:42:37,721 --> 00:42:39,074
- By being with her.
- I don't think
761
00:42:39,098 --> 00:42:41,475
this is something
that we can decide in a bar.
762
00:42:41,559 --> 00:42:45,729
- You don't have to decide anything.
- Like, I think that I deserve more...
763
00:42:46,355 --> 00:42:48,232
of a continuing...
764
00:42:48,774 --> 00:42:50,651
conversation and process about this.
765
00:42:50,734 --> 00:42:51,819
I think maybe
766
00:42:51,902 --> 00:42:54,530
- we can talk about it in couples' therapy.
- What am I getting?
767
00:42:54,613 --> 00:42:56,865
I don't know. You need to tell me
what you're getting.
768
00:42:57,408 --> 00:43:00,202
But I also know you weren't getting
anything out of our marriage
769
00:43:00,536 --> 00:43:02,705
- a year and a half ago.
- Yeah, yeah, you're right.
770
00:43:02,830 --> 00:43:05,457
So I don't know
what you wanna go back to, Andi.
771
00:43:06,041 --> 00:43:07,668
I don't know what was so thrilling
772
00:43:07,751 --> 00:43:09,378
- and compelling for you before.
- Right.
773
00:43:10,462 --> 00:43:11,589
I don't know.
774
00:43:12,464 --> 00:43:13,464
I think it was...
775
00:43:14,300 --> 00:43:17,428
compelling to love someone and be loved.
776
00:43:18,137 --> 00:43:20,389
I think that's pretty compelling,
you know?
777
00:43:21,432 --> 00:43:24,935
I know this is stupid and I'm sorry,
but it's just sad.
778
00:43:26,145 --> 00:43:27,187
I'm sorry.
779
00:43:28,188 --> 00:43:30,357
I'm not trying to take
anything away from you.
780
00:43:30,441 --> 00:43:32,568
I just feel so sad.
781
00:43:33,527 --> 00:43:35,654
We don't have to do anything. It's fine.
782
00:43:35,779 --> 00:43:37,239
You can be with her.
783
00:43:37,323 --> 00:43:39,199
- I just don't wanna do it.
- All right.
784
00:43:40,576 --> 00:43:43,287
And... And I hear that.
I hear what you're saying.
785
00:43:44,121 --> 00:43:47,583
I'm asking you to also hear me
and meet me halfway, in that...
786
00:43:48,208 --> 00:43:51,295
I think right now you're... you're making
this a little black and white.
787
00:43:51,378 --> 00:43:53,339
I don't know what will happen with her.
788
00:43:53,839 --> 00:43:55,883
I don't... I... I love her.
789
00:43:55,966 --> 00:43:57,760
I have love for her.
790
00:43:57,843 --> 00:44:01,263
She is... has become
a very special person to me.
791
00:44:01,347 --> 00:44:04,642
It's also very possible that tomorrow,
she will freak out again
792
00:44:04,725 --> 00:44:06,393
and say, "I don't wanna do this."
793
00:44:06,477 --> 00:44:09,688
It's not really about
what she's gonna do, for me.
794
00:44:09,772 --> 00:44:11,899
I don't really care what she's gonna do.
795
00:44:12,399 --> 00:44:13,942
I feel sorry for her.
796
00:44:14,026 --> 00:44:15,569
I'm sad for her, too.
797
00:44:15,653 --> 00:44:19,198
I just think there's a real possibility
that you're gonna change your mind...
798
00:44:19,281 --> 00:44:21,367
in a couple of days, and realize that...
799
00:44:22,618 --> 00:44:23,869
[Andi sighs]
800
00:44:31,335 --> 00:44:32,586
I don't know what to say.
801
00:44:32,670 --> 00:44:36,590
I mean, I... I don't see right now
how I can walk this decision back,
802
00:44:36,674 --> 00:44:38,175
I mean, I feel like...
803
00:44:38,634 --> 00:44:40,052
I have opened up a whole...
804
00:44:41,345 --> 00:44:43,514
Pandora's Box that, like, I'm not...
805
00:44:45,140 --> 00:44:48,352
I'm committed to this more than
just, like, having sex with people.
806
00:44:48,435 --> 00:44:50,145
Like, it's actually, like, a...
807
00:44:50,521 --> 00:44:52,189
It feels like an intrinsic...
808
00:44:53,190 --> 00:44:56,360
shift inside of, like, who I am
and how I view the world,
809
00:44:56,443 --> 00:44:59,363
and how I feel like... uh...
810
00:45:01,573 --> 00:45:04,326
I like myself better now. I like...
811
00:45:05,744 --> 00:45:07,037
our life better now.
812
00:45:07,121 --> 00:45:11,875
I feel better about myself.
I feel more in my...
813
00:45:12,960 --> 00:45:14,795
self than I ever did.
814
00:45:16,004 --> 00:45:18,757
And I don't believe that it's healthy...
815
00:45:19,633 --> 00:45:21,552
for us or anyone to...
816
00:45:21,969 --> 00:45:24,722
lock into this...
817
00:45:26,682 --> 00:45:30,728
you know, "I own you and you own me
and you can't think about anybody else."
818
00:45:30,811 --> 00:45:32,146
And, I mean...
819
00:45:33,856 --> 00:45:37,359
I'm not saying that we have to always
have sex with other people
820
00:45:37,443 --> 00:45:40,028
or relationships with other people,
but, like, I think...
821
00:45:40,112 --> 00:45:41,613
the open, the con... uh...
822
00:45:42,156 --> 00:45:43,741
Having the conversation, to me,
823
00:45:43,824 --> 00:45:46,577
makes me feel like it's not taboo,
and it's not...
824
00:45:47,244 --> 00:45:50,581
And that I'm not perverted,
and that, like, I can...
825
00:45:52,499 --> 00:45:53,917
That I'm not trapped.
826
00:46:01,508 --> 00:46:02,885
I don't wanna trap you.
827
00:46:09,433 --> 00:46:11,393
I'd like to continue figuring out...
828
00:46:12,895 --> 00:46:15,898
being together side-by-side,
raising our children, and...
829
00:46:21,236 --> 00:46:23,489
growing up as people together, and...
830
00:46:23,572 --> 00:46:25,824
But, like,
if you're not interested in that,
831
00:46:25,908 --> 00:46:29,536
then we can start talking about
what that looks like, but I'm not...
832
00:46:30,913 --> 00:46:31,913
Um...
833
00:46:32,623 --> 00:46:34,917
I'm not interested in making
some snap decision
834
00:46:35,000 --> 00:46:37,085
tonight, or any night soon, about...
835
00:46:37,419 --> 00:46:39,630
- I'm just lonely.
- Yeah.
836
00:46:41,340 --> 00:46:42,925
I mean, I'm not just lonely.
837
00:46:43,342 --> 00:46:44,384
I'm lonely.
838
00:46:44,468 --> 00:46:45,468
I get it.
839
00:46:45,969 --> 00:46:46,969
This isn't...
840
00:46:48,639 --> 00:46:49,681
This isn't good.
841
00:46:52,559 --> 00:46:56,355
I don't have to make any snap decisions.
I'm just saying it isn't good.
842
00:46:57,439 --> 00:46:59,775
And it sounds like
it's really good for you.
843
00:46:59,858 --> 00:47:01,018
No, That's... I mean, like...
844
00:47:01,068 --> 00:47:04,238
No, you just... you just said all the ways
in which it's good for you,
845
00:47:04,321 --> 00:47:05,489
and I'm... I'm really happy.
846
00:47:05,572 --> 00:47:08,659
And I know I don't look happy,
but I'm happy for you and I mean that.
847
00:47:09,368 --> 00:47:10,494
I can't deny that.
848
00:47:14,498 --> 00:47:15,541
[whispers] Yeah.
849
00:47:16,333 --> 00:47:17,333
I think...
850
00:47:17,751 --> 00:47:19,419
you're romanticizing...
851
00:47:19,920 --> 00:47:20,920
this whole...
852
00:47:21,922 --> 00:47:22,922
thing.
853
00:47:23,090 --> 00:47:24,090
Uh...
854
00:47:24,132 --> 00:47:26,802
- Okay.
- And I say that as a friend.
855
00:47:27,678 --> 00:47:29,906
I don't... I'm not saying that,
like, you're a dumb fuck.
856
00:47:29,930 --> 00:47:32,307
I'm saying
I think you're romanticizing...
857
00:47:33,851 --> 00:47:37,187
That you're having a romance
with your... your idea of this,
858
00:47:38,021 --> 00:47:41,650
and it's 'cause it's feeling really good
and you're in love with someone.
859
00:47:43,110 --> 00:47:44,152
I mean...
860
00:47:44,653 --> 00:47:47,322
I've never been with...
in love with anyone else.
861
00:47:49,658 --> 00:47:52,244
The only person
I've ever been in love with was you.
862
00:48:02,921 --> 00:48:06,258
Can we just go? I don't...
I don't feel like crying anymore.
863
00:48:06,341 --> 00:48:07,342
I'm sick of it.
864
00:48:09,136 --> 00:48:10,470
[sighs]
865
00:48:11,638 --> 00:48:12,638
Yeah.
866
00:48:18,854 --> 00:48:20,606
Let me pay for these drinks.
867
00:48:37,122 --> 00:48:38,373
[sighs]
868
00:48:51,553 --> 00:48:52,554
I do love you.
869
00:48:55,015 --> 00:48:56,475
I love you, too.
870
00:49:01,647 --> 00:49:02,647
So much.
871
00:49:14,242 --> 00:49:16,036
Can you just think about me...
872
00:49:17,204 --> 00:49:18,330
for tonight?
873
00:49:21,375 --> 00:49:23,210
And will you not look at your phone?
874
00:49:25,587 --> 00:49:26,588
Yeah.
875
00:49:28,966 --> 00:49:30,133
Absolutely.
876
00:49:31,802 --> 00:49:33,428
Let's go relieve the babysitter.
877
00:49:47,651 --> 00:49:49,444
♪ Welcome the spring
878
00:49:49,528 --> 00:49:51,488
♪ And the summer rain ♪
879
00:49:53,240 --> 00:49:57,369
♪ Softly turned to sing again ♪
880
00:49:59,162 --> 00:50:01,248
♪ Welcome the bud ♪
881
00:50:01,331 --> 00:50:07,879
♪ The summer blooming flower ♪
882
00:50:10,507 --> 00:50:12,676
♪ Welcome the child ♪
883
00:50:12,759 --> 00:50:15,262
♪ Whose hand I hold ♪
884
00:50:16,513 --> 00:50:20,559
♪ Welcome to you, both young and old ♪
885
00:50:21,226 --> 00:50:23,562
♪ We are ever new ♪
886
00:50:23,937 --> 00:50:30,193
♪ We are ever new ♪
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