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bang
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not to sound sexist or anything but uh
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you don't usually meet many broads that can keep up
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and if they can they usually look like my brother
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I'm flattered
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you're supposed to flip support group bitch says
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we all need a reason to wake up in the morning
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and mine's a good fucking hangover
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you're up partner
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you got that I don't need any help and by the way
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the mood
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lighting in here has got me feeling pretty sentimental
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don't be surprised if I break out with some Ario
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Speedwagon before long
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how do we do this again
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heads you swallow the bullet tails
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you live to see another day
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you okay to drive that chair
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killer right over your cock
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ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
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tails live another day
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so where did you learn about this game
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guy I used to know guy I used to know hey
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not for nothing but a hepatitis
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can we get a rinse glass or something
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you're really worried about disease
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worried hmm no
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I just rather go quick and clean
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last thing I want is to be this guy
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no offense says the guy
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acting out his suicide fantasy with a bottle of whiskey
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meaning
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meaning you know the consequences liver failure
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drunk driving accident it's suicide for chicken shits
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you talk final exit to their friends
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their shrinks their support groups
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don't want it bad enough to drop the toaster
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ever take a look at yourself
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ever take a look at yourself
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ever tell a woman to shut her fucking mouth
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when you weren't talking to her
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fuck you no
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fuck you you made the game sweetie
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yet you're still too scared to drink
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without that safety net of a 50% chance
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that you're gonna do the good
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Christian thing and abstain go hug a fucking Bible
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like I said fuck you and fuck you too
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put a gun in your mouth
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and then I'll take you seriously
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you know what
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you're absolutely right
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hey man can we just stop fucking around
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yeah
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it's like my dad always said
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don't go shooting your mouth off in public
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choices have LED us here the sooner we all realize that
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the sooner we can correct them
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it's easy to blame others for our struggles
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our parents the way we were raised
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we weren't loved enough
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our spouses for not understanding
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our jobs for not recognizing
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God for not listening
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but in the end
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when they're gone
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we're still here
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and we can't walk away even if we want to
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and sometimes we want to
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we all need a reason to wake up to get by
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my reasons you guys
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knowing I get to see you again next week
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knowing you're still fighting
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even when the fight is hard
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we have some new faces here tonight
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if you could give us your names
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you don't have to talk if you don't want to
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it's alright
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just let us know who you are so we can make you welcome
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my name is Dean Jensen
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hi Dean
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hi Dean
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I'm a landscaper
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I do construction
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I used to do construction
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I have a disease
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I hope you don't mind I ordered the creme brulee
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I'm so horny for you right now
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well
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we are the last people here
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give me another glass of wine
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and I'll fuck you on the floor
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right now actually
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I was thinking more like champagne
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Dean what is this
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this is us
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this is you and me against the world
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Zoe Elizabeth Clark
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my best friend
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my everything
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will you marry me yes of course
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congratulations
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we're gonna hold off on that crumb layer
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you had this all planned out
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didn't you for 2 years Dean
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I love you I really love you
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I'll always love you I hope so
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cause that's a full carrot
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what's wrong with your hand you're shaking
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just nerves I guess
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I've been preoccupied with asking this girl to marry me
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you knew I'd say yes
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that doesn't make it any less important
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fuck
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don't worry
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there's plenty more where that came from
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what's the matter
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I thought you guys were the real deal
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why would somebody who wanted to kill themselves
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so badly they need a group therapy to deal with it
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be afraid of a loaded gun
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unless you just want the attention
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you have no idea who I am
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you don't know me and what about you Mister
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I don't want to see you coming right
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cause I want to further my own personal trauma
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by watching a cripple blow his goddamn head off
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Touche
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so why did you sneak out of the group during the break
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why did you leave a group of people
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who were trying so hard to live
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to come back here
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with two people who were trying so hard to die
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was it for the encouragement
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or for the encouragement
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my name is Richie Kessler
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my wife calls me Richard
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look no offense to any of you
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I'm sure that this whole group thing
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makes you feel nice and comfy
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but I have any options I'm here tonight
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because if I didn't find something else to do
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I'd probably lose control of myself
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and I'd probably kill myself
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yeah
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cause when I lose it I feel better
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even when I feel worse
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better
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take it easy all right
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no I won't take it easy
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all right give me another
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I put in my time all right
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I work weekends
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I missed holidays
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I pulled my bills out of a vending machine
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just so they could pull their numbers
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out of the gutter and this is the thanks that I get
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you know it was political
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it was either gonna be you or Courtney oh
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so what am I being punished for huh
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fact that I have a penis
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or the fact that it isn't brown
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hey Richie look
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maybe we should so what
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let it go pretend like I didn't deserve the title
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or the extra 10 grand a year
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that could help me pay off my mortgage before I'm 109
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or how about the hospital bills from the surgery
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that weren't even covered by the company
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shitty health benefits Jesus Christ Richie
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you're not even 30 yet that's not the point okay
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I earned it
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I earned the loyalty and I earned the respect
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and where is my goddamn drink
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I'll come back for the creme brulee alright
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look uh
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take this OK
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that is last call
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oh honey um
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you're still up we need to talk Richard
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what do you want me to say
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I don't know Richie
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you seem like the kind of guy who has no problem
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opening his mouth and letting his asshole fall out
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yeah I admit it
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I'm afraid to die OK
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I'm also afraid to live
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and maybe being around people who feel the same way
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might help me figure out what I'm afraid of less
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what about you
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please don't shoot me
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I'm not afraid to die
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I mean I
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please don't shoot me
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I'm not a killer
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a lot of things but I'm not a killer
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are you no
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my name is Sunshine Howard
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my mother suffered from depression and 8 months in
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she kissed my father goodbye
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and instead of going to her women's group at the church
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on Tuesdays like she always did
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she went to Back Alley Butcher
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and tried to have me cut out like cancer
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and when he slipped with the coat hanger
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broomstick handle
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or whatever piece of dirty equipment he was using
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he dumped her in a cab on the way to the hospital
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while she bled to death in the back seat
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my father said I was raised in sunlight
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I was hope
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proof that every child deserved to live
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no matter what choice the mother made
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but it isn't your decision to make
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life begins at conception
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Psalm 1:39 oh Lord
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you have searched me and known me
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my form was not hidden from you
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while I was being made in secret
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the days that were formed for me
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when as yet there were none
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but don't you see
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God has a plan written in the foundation of the world
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no life is an accident it's a miracle
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not that it's any of your business
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I'm not pregnant nevertheless
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you're supporting a federally funded organization
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that promotes partial birth abortion
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living breathing children of god
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harpooned and dragged out of their mother's womb
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to be executed for sins that aren't their own
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look if you're searching for medicine
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to help with feminine impurities
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caused by lust I implore you
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go to a family doctor and read this
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don't advocate
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a shameful group that promotes premarital sex
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and fails to report statutory rape to the authorities
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if you don't get out of my way right now
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I'm gonna call the police or I will
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sorry about that now you listen up
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I told you the next time I saw you here
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I'd have you arrested
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you could be killing the next Mozart
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the next Edison
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you could be murdering the man that cures cancer
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what kind of doctor does that make you
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well what kind of woman does that make you
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to tell somebody who's been
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gang raped behind a dumpster
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or molested by her father
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what she can do with her body
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on the wicked he shall reign
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snares and fire and brimstone at a terrible tempest
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this shall be the portion of their cup oh
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you sit there on your high horse
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dictating how we all should live
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facing your principles on an outdated piece of fantasy
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that you've decided is fact
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and yet you don't know the first thing about life
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because you've never really lived it have you
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all life is precious
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even yours
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now a single shot in a five round revolver
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is a 20% chance of discharge
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that's a 20% chance of dying
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or an 80% chance of living
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all depends on where you're sitting I guess
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well I know where I'm sitting
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and I know what I'm facing
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and I know I've got nothing to lose
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maybe you do
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if so
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there's the door
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otherwise
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there's another bottle of whiskey on the sideboard
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so
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oh mwah
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so so what do you think
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I think it's a good thing we're renting
281
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cause it's not big enough for a nursery
282
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you wanna make a baby no
283
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I wanna practice making babies
284
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practice makes perfect uh huh
285
00:16:17,566 --> 00:16:18,766
wanna practice now
286
00:16:18,900 --> 00:16:20,966
3 times this morning wasn't practice enough
287
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Dean Jensen
288
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you have a hot piece of ass standing in front of you
289
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who wants to suck you blow you
290
00:16:26,500 --> 00:16:28,700
fuck you till your dick turns blue
291
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and you're complaining I'm not complaining
292
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just sore well
293
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I'll kiss it and make it better
294
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I promise
295
00:16:35,833 --> 00:16:38,666
come on oh I intend to
296
00:16:50,033 --> 00:16:53,633
what's wrong nothing road seems kind of crazy
297
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doesn't it well
298
00:16:54,666 --> 00:16:56,666
it's a good thing we're gonna move before we have kids
299
00:16:58,033 --> 00:16:59,600
what are you doing no
300
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no no
301
00:16:59,900 --> 00:17:02,600
put me down I'm carrying you over the threshold no
302
00:17:02,600 --> 00:17:04,500
it's bad luck we're not married yet
303
00:17:04,500 --> 00:17:06,533
so is living in sin and I don't hear you complaining
304
00:17:09,866 --> 00:17:11,200
oh don't stop
305
00:17:13,433 --> 00:17:13,666
oh oh
306
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oh yes oh yes
307
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oh ah ah yes
308
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ah ah ah ah
309
00:17:31,966 --> 00:17:32,966
all this practice in
310
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our kid better be 10 feet tall and cure cancer
311
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um can you get me a towel
312
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kind of need to
313
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yeah thanks
314
00:18:02,066 --> 00:18:03,933
fuck hahaha
315
00:18:05,900 --> 00:18:07,933
sounds like somebody needs a break
316
00:18:12,000 --> 00:18:12,800
Dean
317
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Dean
318
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are you okay
319
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I thought you tripped over a box or something
320
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are your legs okay
321
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I don't know
322
00:18:39,966 --> 00:18:41,966
are you nervous why
323
00:18:42,500 --> 00:18:44,866
well your blood pressure is a little high for your age
324
00:18:44,866 --> 00:18:48,066
but that could be due to the stress of the move
325
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or your wedding plans what about the rest
326
00:18:51,466 --> 00:18:52,566
don't tell me about that
327
00:18:52,566 --> 00:18:54,066
tell me about the twitching
328
00:18:54,633 --> 00:18:57,266
just twitching I guess like muscle spasms
329
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I mean like when I used to run track in high school
330
00:19:00,600 --> 00:19:05,066
just twitchier like shaking almost
331
00:19:05,366 --> 00:19:07,066
how long has this been going on
332
00:19:07,466 --> 00:19:08,500
well long enough
333
00:19:08,500 --> 00:19:09,066
and gradually
334
00:19:09,066 --> 00:19:11,066
enough that I didn't notice until other people noticed
335
00:19:11,066 --> 00:19:14,400
for me and the lack of coordination
336
00:19:14,400 --> 00:19:16,300
is that recent that one's
337
00:19:16,300 --> 00:19:19,200
all the time I'm afraid I'm gonna fall down the stairs
338
00:19:19,200 --> 00:19:20,366
or drop a glass
339
00:19:21,566 --> 00:19:24,366
and I'm afraid to walk down the aisle
340
00:19:30,000 --> 00:19:31,566
I'd like to run some test
341
00:19:53,966 --> 00:19:55,600
who's first
342
00:19:58,366 --> 00:19:59,900
you made the rules
343
00:20:01,433 --> 00:20:03,566
heads swallow the bullet
344
00:20:06,266 --> 00:20:08,966
tails you live to see another day
345
00:20:12,100 --> 00:20:13,166
ladies first
346
00:20:24,566 --> 00:20:25,366
alright
347
00:20:29,433 --> 00:20:30,900
heads I go first
348
00:20:31,700 --> 00:20:32,700
tails you go first
349
00:20:32,700 --> 00:20:34,600
and then we're on from there
350
00:20:34,966 --> 00:20:36,600
I'll go again no
351
00:21:04,200 --> 00:21:05,700
it's your turn Richard
352
00:21:06,833 --> 00:21:08,233
I don't really feel like talking today
353
00:21:08,233 --> 00:21:10,766
maybe we could just take this as a surprise
354
00:21:11,266 --> 00:21:12,666
you don't feel like talking
355
00:21:13,233 --> 00:21:15,866
well you didn't feel like talking yesterday either
356
00:21:15,966 --> 00:21:17,966
or the day before or the day before that
357
00:21:17,966 --> 00:21:19,600
so why don't you tell us Richard
358
00:21:19,600 --> 00:21:21,766
when do you feel like talking
359
00:21:21,766 --> 00:21:23,700
how about when I feel like it
360
00:21:23,800 --> 00:21:25,400
instead of on scheduled days
361
00:21:25,400 --> 00:21:27,633
you're never home because I'm at work
362
00:21:27,633 --> 00:21:29,966
or out drinking with your slimeball friend
363
00:21:29,966 --> 00:21:32,166
John Tokas is not a slimeball
364
00:21:32,166 --> 00:21:34,033
maybe you don't consider a womanizer
365
00:21:34,033 --> 00:21:35,766
who preys on bored housewives
366
00:21:35,766 --> 00:21:36,633
a slimeball
367
00:21:36,633 --> 00:21:38,666
but considering you're out at night with him
368
00:21:38,666 --> 00:21:40,266
rather than coming home to me
369
00:21:40,333 --> 00:21:42,166
it makes me worried maybe
370
00:21:42,166 --> 00:21:42,833
I don't need to go home
371
00:21:42,833 --> 00:21:43,800
to be reminded of the fact that
372
00:21:43,800 --> 00:21:45,066
the only reason that we have it
373
00:21:45,066 --> 00:21:46,666
are the cars the expensive furniture
374
00:21:46,666 --> 00:21:47,966
the televisions and everything else
375
00:21:47,966 --> 00:21:49,633
is because your parents bought it for us
376
00:21:49,633 --> 00:21:52,266
I'm sorry for you they want us to be comfortable no
377
00:21:52,266 --> 00:21:52,900
what they want to do is
378
00:21:52,900 --> 00:21:54,066
remind me of the fact that they didn't want me
379
00:21:54,066 --> 00:21:55,233
as your husband in the first place
380
00:21:55,233 --> 00:21:57,366
which you only are because you got me pregnant
381
00:21:57,366 --> 00:21:58,833
senior year of college yeah
382
00:21:58,833 --> 00:22:00,200
and you couldn't even do that right
383
00:22:09,000 --> 00:22:11,233
that's it I'm not going back
384
00:22:11,233 --> 00:22:12,566
two months is enough
385
00:22:13,400 --> 00:22:15,266
you've never gone Richard
386
00:22:15,366 --> 00:22:17,100
what's that supposed to mean huh
387
00:22:17,166 --> 00:22:18,500
you've never gone Richard
388
00:22:19,233 --> 00:22:20,800
I've given up my lunch breaks
389
00:22:20,800 --> 00:22:21,700
I've given up my weekends
390
00:22:21,700 --> 00:22:23,600
I've given up every single you know what I meant
391
00:22:29,166 --> 00:22:29,966
maybe you're right
392
00:22:29,966 --> 00:22:32,066
maybe this isn't the kind of help that you need
393
00:22:37,500 --> 00:22:38,966
hey hey Chico
394
00:22:38,966 --> 00:22:40,233
you are not gonna believe this
395
00:22:40,233 --> 00:22:43,300
Jesus don't fucking do that hey
396
00:22:43,300 --> 00:22:44,600
you know they make decaf too
397
00:22:44,600 --> 00:22:45,400
you spaz
398
00:22:46,300 --> 00:22:47,933
you beating off down there
399
00:22:48,366 --> 00:22:49,233
stop it oh
400
00:22:49,233 --> 00:22:50,300
you got a horn stop it
401
00:22:50,300 --> 00:22:51,466
you got the kind of vagina
402
00:22:51,566 --> 00:22:53,133
that's the kind that I like
403
00:23:02,366 --> 00:23:05,166
I'm having a really bad one today John OK
404
00:23:05,400 --> 00:23:07,166
I really don't need to hear it right now
405
00:23:07,166 --> 00:23:08,266
hey man I'm not your mom
406
00:23:08,266 --> 00:23:10,366
just don't let beach catch you alright
407
00:23:11,066 --> 00:23:13,333
Christ sake go put your ass out on the street
408
00:23:13,366 --> 00:23:15,133
you're not exactly the king of subtle
409
00:23:16,300 --> 00:23:19,333
tonight we'll get some drinks alright we're gonna talk
410
00:24:14,066 --> 00:24:16,600
open the chamber the switch is on the side
411
00:24:28,233 --> 00:24:30,966
push it with your thumb with your other hand
412
00:24:30,966 --> 00:24:32,533
push the cylinder towards yourself
413
00:24:37,500 --> 00:24:39,300
now you put the bullet in
414
00:25:01,200 --> 00:25:04,066
spin it peeking
415
00:25:08,000 --> 00:25:09,700
now cock the hammer back
416
00:25:23,000 --> 00:25:24,800
now you put it in your mouth
417
00:25:29,300 --> 00:25:30,500
put in your mouth
418
00:26:07,433 --> 00:26:09,800
what's your section excuse me
419
00:26:10,066 --> 00:26:11,366
your section
420
00:26:12,100 --> 00:26:15,533
books religious studies ah
421
00:26:16,033 --> 00:26:17,000
why
422
00:26:17,766 --> 00:26:18,966
just curious
423
00:26:21,000 --> 00:26:22,666
same shelf different sides
424
00:26:24,433 --> 00:26:25,733
what about you
425
00:26:26,433 --> 00:26:27,833
what about me what
426
00:26:27,833 --> 00:26:30,166
what's your section oh
427
00:26:30,166 --> 00:26:31,366
um art
428
00:26:31,566 --> 00:26:33,800
art history like I said
429
00:26:33,800 --> 00:26:35,466
same shelf different sides
430
00:26:35,700 --> 00:26:38,866
I don't see how they're so different yeah
431
00:26:41,600 --> 00:26:45,400
if god is within us
432
00:26:45,400 --> 00:26:50,800
then all art or music or poetry is his presence
433
00:26:50,800 --> 00:26:52,366
feeding our creative energies
434
00:26:53,433 --> 00:26:54,900
so to study the history of art
435
00:26:54,900 --> 00:26:57,700
is to study a timeline of religious devotion
436
00:26:57,833 --> 00:26:58,566
so you're saying that
437
00:26:58,566 --> 00:27:00,300
god uses me to paint pictures of himself
438
00:27:00,800 --> 00:27:02,766
divinity is the ultimate inspiration
439
00:27:03,033 --> 00:27:05,200
see I think about religion as being more about
440
00:27:05,233 --> 00:27:08,300
strangling creativity it encourages conformity
441
00:27:08,300 --> 00:27:11,500
rather than embracing a numbing of inhibitions
442
00:27:11,500 --> 00:27:13,600
all based on an archaic sense of morality
443
00:27:14,033 --> 00:27:16,833
then you don't know God do you
444
00:27:16,833 --> 00:27:18,766
yes really
445
00:27:19,300 --> 00:27:20,666
I mean do you really know god
446
00:27:20,666 --> 00:27:22,166
I mean not just through books
447
00:27:22,166 --> 00:27:23,766
but really know it
448
00:27:24,366 --> 00:27:26,400
maybe we should just stick to browsing
449
00:27:27,233 --> 00:27:28,766
sure I'm sorry
450
00:27:34,700 --> 00:27:40,366
I mean we really shouldn't be talking it is a library
451
00:27:51,466 --> 00:27:53,866
isn't that the relationship section over by you
452
00:27:55,033 --> 00:27:57,600
is it I hadn't noticed
453
00:27:58,433 --> 00:28:01,866
yeah it's um right in front of you
454
00:28:02,800 --> 00:28:04,166
they have a great book there
455
00:28:04,166 --> 00:28:05,533
it's called the Kamasutra
456
00:28:05,866 --> 00:28:08,500
Great Reference Book for artists
457
00:28:08,500 --> 00:28:09,966
for painting
458
00:28:10,900 --> 00:28:13,100
never seen it really
459
00:28:14,966 --> 00:28:16,766
it's the book you put back backwards
460
00:28:19,433 --> 00:28:20,233
I didn't
461
00:28:21,233 --> 00:28:23,166
I just saw it there I didn't know what it was
462
00:28:23,166 --> 00:28:25,100
and when I did I put it back
463
00:28:25,866 --> 00:28:27,833
the fact that it is in a public library
464
00:28:27,833 --> 00:28:28,800
where children can see it
465
00:28:28,800 --> 00:28:32,100
is sickening yeah sickening
466
00:28:33,400 --> 00:28:34,200
well
467
00:28:35,100 --> 00:28:36,733
nice to talk to you good day
468
00:28:38,466 --> 00:28:39,900
hey I'm
469
00:28:40,200 --> 00:28:41,400
I was just kidding back there
470
00:28:41,400 --> 00:28:45,533
I'm sorry I wasn't trying to embarrass you I'm Leon
471
00:28:48,800 --> 00:28:49,666
Sunny Howard
472
00:28:51,266 --> 00:28:53,300
Sunny your name is sunny
473
00:28:54,633 --> 00:28:57,000
would you like to get a cup of coffee with me
474
00:28:57,000 --> 00:28:58,800
we can argue about religion or
475
00:28:58,800 --> 00:29:00,066
the weather's a bit warm for coffee
476
00:29:00,066 --> 00:29:02,000
and I have somewhere I really should be going
477
00:29:02,000 --> 00:29:03,266
so if you'll excuse me
478
00:29:04,833 --> 00:29:08,500
I'm sorry it was really nice meeting you sunny
479
00:29:08,666 --> 00:29:12,166
and maybe I'll see you around again
480
00:29:12,200 --> 00:29:13,933
like when I return my books
481
00:29:14,900 --> 00:29:16,366
you don't have any books
482
00:29:19,233 --> 00:29:20,466
I'm a fast reader
483
00:29:21,100 --> 00:29:25,266
I should be done these by 4:00 tomorrow
484
00:29:27,233 --> 00:29:28,500
Goodbye Leon
485
00:30:14,700 --> 00:30:16,166
you've done this before
486
00:30:18,833 --> 00:30:20,800
cause you didn't you didn't even flinch
487
00:30:23,033 --> 00:30:24,166
when you put the gun
488
00:30:26,200 --> 00:30:27,966
God damn it will you say something
489
00:30:28,600 --> 00:30:29,533
something
490
00:30:37,966 --> 00:30:39,766
nice street you live on Stephen King
491
00:30:40,833 --> 00:30:42,700
you have pet cemetery out here too
492
00:30:43,600 --> 00:30:45,000
none of the dead cats on my porch
493
00:30:45,000 --> 00:30:46,433
are considered enough to come back to life
494
00:30:46,433 --> 00:30:47,500
and walk away
495
00:30:49,566 --> 00:30:50,900
cats dogs
496
00:30:50,900 --> 00:30:52,866
they get hit thrown right up at
497
00:30:52,866 --> 00:30:56,000
the house found a squirrel the second week I lived here
498
00:30:56,233 --> 00:30:58,000
skull cracked open on the door
499
00:30:58,566 --> 00:30:59,666
left a trail of brains
500
00:30:59,666 --> 00:31:01,600
that slid right down to a furry corpse
501
00:31:01,600 --> 00:31:02,600
on the welcome mat
502
00:31:03,900 --> 00:31:05,533
worse is when some kids pet
503
00:31:06,300 --> 00:31:07,266
although half the time
504
00:31:07,266 --> 00:31:09,033
I wonder if the next time the pet's gonna make it
505
00:31:09,033 --> 00:31:10,833
no problem but the kids
506
00:31:10,833 --> 00:31:12,700
the one I'm gonna find stuck to my lawn
507
00:31:13,200 --> 00:31:18,166
that's not funny I never said it was Russian roulette
508
00:31:18,266 --> 00:31:21,533
that's our lives whether we realize it or not
509
00:31:22,633 --> 00:31:24,533
why are you wasting time with the gun huh
510
00:31:24,700 --> 00:31:25,800
why don't you just roll your ass out
511
00:31:25,800 --> 00:31:26,633
in the middle of that busy road
512
00:31:26,633 --> 00:31:27,966
and see if you reach the other side
513
00:31:28,000 --> 00:31:29,533
because that's Polish roulette
514
00:31:30,266 --> 00:31:31,800
playing with a semi automatic
515
00:31:32,666 --> 00:31:34,133
hundred percent chance of success
516
00:31:34,633 --> 00:31:37,066
it's the odds that keep dying interesting
517
00:32:00,000 --> 00:32:05,533
Bose never used 51bce0c785ca2f68081bfa7d91973934 user
518
00:32:42,366 --> 00:32:43,166
Dean
519
00:32:45,866 --> 00:32:49,333
I'm just checking the mail God damn it
520
00:33:15,800 --> 00:33:18,400
you got something from your mom
521
00:33:18,466 --> 00:33:21,033
looks like a card I can't watch you every minute
522
00:33:21,033 --> 00:33:23,800
I can't even do housework without you wandering off
523
00:33:24,433 --> 00:33:25,600
I was just checking the mail
524
00:33:25,600 --> 00:33:27,100
yeah'cause that's what I need right now
525
00:33:27,100 --> 00:33:28,900
for you to get hit by a car
526
00:33:30,000 --> 00:33:32,666
I'm not a child I'm not your mother
527
00:33:33,100 --> 00:33:35,500
I said I want to raise your kids not you
528
00:33:37,800 --> 00:33:41,533
I just wanna do normal things like a normal person
529
00:33:43,300 --> 00:33:45,766
there's nothing normal about our lives anymore
530
00:33:47,633 --> 00:33:48,533
come on t
531
00:33:50,300 --> 00:33:52,300
come on get that cock hard for me
532
00:33:55,233 --> 00:33:57,933
so good for you come on
533
00:33:59,700 --> 00:34:02,100
I'm so wet I just slide in
534
00:34:02,100 --> 00:34:03,100
come on
535
00:34:03,666 --> 00:34:04,500
come on
536
00:34:05,500 --> 00:34:06,500
come on
537
00:34:09,000 --> 00:34:09,966
come on
538
00:34:10,900 --> 00:34:13,133
come on don't you want me
539
00:34:13,166 --> 00:34:14,466
come on Dean
540
00:34:15,166 --> 00:34:16,866
don't you want me
541
00:34:25,666 --> 00:34:26,866
I'm sorry
542
00:34:29,066 --> 00:34:32,600
right now we're looking at any number of possibilities
543
00:34:32,966 --> 00:34:36,133
the problem is narrowing them down
544
00:34:37,500 --> 00:34:40,133
your blood work looks normal for your age and weight
545
00:34:40,666 --> 00:34:42,200
blood pressure is a little high
546
00:34:42,200 --> 00:34:44,166
but that could be due to stress
547
00:34:44,500 --> 00:34:48,466
but any long term illness takes time to isolate
548
00:34:48,566 --> 00:34:50,466
before its symptoms are clear
549
00:34:51,433 --> 00:34:54,066
what I wanna do is get you checked for Ms
550
00:34:54,233 --> 00:34:56,266
just to rule out the possibility
551
00:34:56,400 --> 00:34:58,200
while we try other things
552
00:34:58,700 --> 00:35:00,966
now this isn't a diagnosis
553
00:35:01,066 --> 00:35:04,200
it's very important that you understand that
554
00:35:04,400 --> 00:35:06,200
these symptoms could disappear
555
00:35:06,200 --> 00:35:07,700
as suddenly as they showed up
556
00:35:07,700 --> 00:35:08,566
or
557
00:35:08,666 --> 00:35:11,266
we could find something that the blood work and scans
558
00:35:11,266 --> 00:35:12,700
haven't shown us yet
559
00:35:15,500 --> 00:35:18,966
until then I want you to see a specialist at Hopkins
560
00:35:19,033 --> 00:35:21,366
for a full assessment even then
561
00:35:21,366 --> 00:35:23,466
this could take time to play out
562
00:35:24,300 --> 00:35:27,800
Ms I'm 25 years old
563
00:35:28,433 --> 00:35:29,633
I know Dean
564
00:35:29,633 --> 00:35:32,733
but again we can't be sure
565
00:35:35,700 --> 00:35:37,266
I'm a landscaper
566
00:35:39,600 --> 00:35:41,133
I need my hands
567
00:35:44,433 --> 00:35:46,200
I've been out of work 3 weeks
568
00:35:49,166 --> 00:35:50,066
can't go back to work
569
00:35:50,066 --> 00:35:51,700
without a doctor's written consent
570
00:35:54,700 --> 00:35:57,166
but I can't pay for a doctor if I'm out of work
571
00:35:59,300 --> 00:36:01,333
we're getting married in six months
572
00:36:01,966 --> 00:36:03,900
Tina I fully understand
573
00:36:04,566 --> 00:36:05,966
I'm gonna give you a phone number
574
00:36:05,966 --> 00:36:08,366
for a therapist that works with young couples
575
00:36:08,400 --> 00:36:10,766
who are in situations like this
576
00:36:11,066 --> 00:36:12,500
and I think you'll find
577
00:36:12,500 --> 00:36:14,300
he can help you examine your options
578
00:36:14,300 --> 00:36:19,200
and find a way to a long and happy life
579
00:36:25,766 --> 00:36:27,600
so what's the point of Russian roulette
580
00:36:27,600 --> 00:36:29,000
you can go polish huh
581
00:36:29,766 --> 00:36:31,000
screen doors on a submarine
582
00:36:32,000 --> 00:36:34,166
unless you're still planning to win the miracle lottery
583
00:36:34,866 --> 00:36:38,300
I'd unlucky 20% assholes and motherfuckers
584
00:36:38,300 --> 00:36:41,000
go on assholing and motherfucking every day
585
00:36:41,300 --> 00:36:46,966
day in day out cock in cock out there's your miracle
586
00:36:52,633 --> 00:36:54,200
that's the whole joke thing
587
00:36:55,600 --> 00:36:56,400
maybe
588
00:36:56,866 --> 00:36:59,600
maybe God just picks certain people to be his bitch
589
00:37:00,300 --> 00:37:01,333
just cause
590
00:37:02,833 --> 00:37:05,433
maybe he needs to humiliate you and break you down
591
00:37:05,433 --> 00:37:06,900
just so you keep breathing
592
00:37:07,100 --> 00:37:09,333
but you're still kind of pissed off about it
593
00:37:10,966 --> 00:37:12,866
maybe he likes it when you look stupid
594
00:37:13,500 --> 00:37:15,566
cause it lets everyone else point and laugh
595
00:37:17,100 --> 00:37:19,866
God the sick sadistic fuck that he is
596
00:37:20,266 --> 00:37:22,100
he needs to punish everyone for it
597
00:37:22,833 --> 00:37:24,200
judge not
598
00:37:24,266 --> 00:37:26,200
let's him roll out his latest tsunami
599
00:37:26,200 --> 00:37:29,000
or his newest neediest plague or disease
600
00:37:29,800 --> 00:37:31,700
just to watch you squirm
601
00:37:36,366 --> 00:37:39,566
now I've been looking over your work for the last
602
00:37:40,500 --> 00:37:43,100
six months and I have to say Richard
603
00:37:44,066 --> 00:37:45,400
it's not good
604
00:37:46,100 --> 00:37:48,766
I mean you can see a definite drop off here
605
00:37:48,766 --> 00:37:49,800
you know right around the time that
606
00:37:49,800 --> 00:37:52,000
right around the time I was looked over for promotion
607
00:37:52,266 --> 00:37:53,966
yeah I'd say it was probably around that
608
00:37:56,300 --> 00:37:57,100
Richard
609
00:37:58,500 --> 00:38:01,000
I'm gonna be Frank really I thought you were Glenn
610
00:38:04,233 --> 00:38:05,266
sorry um
611
00:38:05,600 --> 00:38:07,433
you were saying Richard
612
00:38:07,433 --> 00:38:09,300
I think we both know what the problem is
613
00:38:09,300 --> 00:38:10,000
it has nothing
614
00:38:10,000 --> 00:38:12,366
to do with the fact that Courtney was promoted over you
615
00:38:13,000 --> 00:38:13,566
rather with
616
00:38:13,566 --> 00:38:16,800
what I view is some very troubling aspects of your
617
00:38:17,433 --> 00:38:18,866
behavior Glenn
618
00:38:18,866 --> 00:38:20,900
look I've avoided bringing HR in
619
00:38:20,900 --> 00:38:22,300
I could do that you know
620
00:38:23,166 --> 00:38:24,166
should do that
621
00:38:25,866 --> 00:38:28,333
but I'm not not yet
622
00:38:29,200 --> 00:38:31,400
this is strictly off the record
623
00:38:31,666 --> 00:38:35,200
you need to see our counseling services immediately
624
00:38:36,400 --> 00:38:38,000
whatever problems you're having
625
00:38:38,300 --> 00:38:40,666
and we both know you're having them
626
00:38:40,966 --> 00:38:43,500
need to be controlled Glenn
627
00:38:43,500 --> 00:38:45,600
whatever you're thinking I swear to you
628
00:38:45,633 --> 00:38:47,500
less than smelling
629
00:38:50,233 --> 00:38:52,733
get checked into the alcohol program today
630
00:38:53,666 --> 00:38:55,866
I don't have to say anything if you do
631
00:38:56,066 --> 00:39:00,366
and provided there's an effort reflected in your work
632
00:39:01,433 --> 00:39:02,400
otherwise
633
00:39:04,766 --> 00:39:06,333
we're gonna have to pull the plug
634
00:39:39,066 --> 00:39:41,566
yeah Tokas hey
635
00:39:43,400 --> 00:39:44,766
I could use some company
636
00:39:52,300 --> 00:39:54,400
wait stop
637
00:39:55,500 --> 00:39:56,500
what
638
00:39:57,433 --> 00:39:58,333
just
639
00:40:00,566 --> 00:40:03,600
just wait for what your dick to get hard
640
00:40:03,700 --> 00:40:05,233
I've never done this before
641
00:40:05,233 --> 00:40:06,566
yeah I can tell
642
00:40:06,900 --> 00:40:10,066
I'm married so Jesus
643
00:40:10,066 --> 00:40:11,733
I should have just gone with your friend
644
00:40:13,033 --> 00:40:15,400
get out what
645
00:40:18,700 --> 00:40:20,000
fuck you
646
00:40:22,066 --> 00:40:23,766
limp dick asshole
647
00:40:41,233 --> 00:40:42,333
what are you doing
648
00:40:48,033 --> 00:40:49,766
you're looking at me what
649
00:41:04,033 --> 00:41:06,466
hey what what is all this
650
00:41:07,900 --> 00:41:09,933
I thought that we could
651
00:41:10,800 --> 00:41:11,900
you know
652
00:41:14,966 --> 00:41:16,800
I got this
653
00:41:18,100 --> 00:41:18,966
Anna
654
00:41:19,866 --> 00:41:20,766
look
655
00:41:21,633 --> 00:41:24,466
it's been a really tough day and uh
656
00:41:25,633 --> 00:41:27,000
I have an early morning tomorrow
657
00:41:27,000 --> 00:41:30,166
and it's it's not you Anna
658
00:41:31,466 --> 00:41:32,300
Anna
659
00:41:35,766 --> 00:41:37,166
it's not you
660
00:42:37,400 --> 00:42:39,200
Bang Jesus
661
00:42:40,000 --> 00:42:41,700
are you trying to give me a heart attack
662
00:42:41,700 --> 00:42:43,800
doesn't matter you almost just made me shit my pants
663
00:42:43,800 --> 00:42:44,900
did you think of that
664
00:42:58,500 --> 00:42:59,500
what
665
00:43:01,300 --> 00:43:03,066
why are you here
666
00:43:03,900 --> 00:43:06,300
I thought we weren't gonna talk about that
667
00:43:06,500 --> 00:43:10,300
it's just look at me
668
00:43:12,266 --> 00:43:13,966
nobody's to ask with me
669
00:43:15,366 --> 00:43:17,766
or I'm even fuck you too
670
00:43:20,400 --> 00:43:21,533
but you
671
00:43:22,166 --> 00:43:23,500
you're a mystery
672
00:43:25,000 --> 00:43:26,233
the type who says nothing
673
00:43:26,233 --> 00:43:27,900
and thinks it makes her invisible
674
00:43:29,166 --> 00:43:30,000
well
675
00:43:31,833 --> 00:43:33,866
sometimes invisible is good
676
00:43:40,800 --> 00:43:41,600
hi dad
677
00:43:43,900 --> 00:43:46,466
going out sweetie for a little while
678
00:43:47,700 --> 00:43:49,400
come in here let me take a look at you
679
00:43:58,500 --> 00:44:00,066
you're looking dressed up
680
00:44:01,800 --> 00:44:02,933
where are you going
681
00:44:04,300 --> 00:44:07,400
church group lady ladies meeting
682
00:44:12,166 --> 00:44:13,300
well have a good time
683
00:44:36,800 --> 00:44:38,100
is there anything you like
684
00:44:38,466 --> 00:44:40,733
what your menu
685
00:44:40,766 --> 00:44:42,600
you've read it like three times
686
00:44:44,166 --> 00:44:46,766
it's a lot to look at true
687
00:44:50,366 --> 00:44:52,733
are you sure I can't get you anything to drink
688
00:44:53,300 --> 00:44:55,900
I don't drink should I guess that
689
00:44:58,433 --> 00:44:59,666
I'm sorry
690
00:45:00,633 --> 00:45:02,466
I've never done this before
691
00:45:03,066 --> 00:45:06,400
it's fine we can sort you out with something weak
692
00:45:06,400 --> 00:45:07,966
like a Smirnoff ice or something
693
00:45:08,266 --> 00:45:11,700
no I mean this
694
00:45:13,433 --> 00:45:14,233
dinner
695
00:45:15,766 --> 00:45:16,566
the man
696
00:45:21,633 --> 00:45:26,833
you're 25 and you've never been in my circles
697
00:45:26,833 --> 00:45:31,133
it's frowned upon for a girl to date a guy like me
698
00:45:31,166 --> 00:45:32,500
a non Christian
699
00:45:36,400 --> 00:45:38,133
I will tell if you want
700
00:45:46,400 --> 00:45:49,266
try this
701
00:45:50,566 --> 00:45:51,466
just a sip
702
00:45:56,600 --> 00:46:00,700
I don't know if I should tell you what
703
00:46:01,400 --> 00:46:05,066
we'll play a game of Russian roulette
704
00:46:06,000 --> 00:46:08,733
heads swallow the bullet
705
00:46:10,466 --> 00:46:13,100
tails you live to see another day
706
00:46:20,766 --> 00:46:24,966
the whole thing just a sip if you like it
707
00:46:24,966 --> 00:46:25,666
we'll flip again
708
00:46:25,666 --> 00:46:27,766
and see about getting you a whole brick
709
00:46:40,766 --> 00:46:41,566
hats
710
00:46:55,700 --> 00:46:57,466
oh god that's awful
711
00:46:59,266 --> 00:47:01,100
it's a bit of an acquired taste
712
00:47:02,066 --> 00:47:03,966
and how do you acquire it
713
00:47:04,666 --> 00:47:06,000
you flip again
714
00:47:17,233 --> 00:47:19,800
stop frowning causes wrinkles
715
00:47:23,166 --> 00:47:24,500
you can relax
716
00:47:25,600 --> 00:47:26,500
you're beautiful
717
00:47:27,200 --> 00:47:29,733
this is all wrong I should look at her
718
00:47:36,266 --> 00:47:37,933
you're here cause you want to be here
719
00:47:38,000 --> 00:47:39,600
I lied to my father
720
00:48:25,600 --> 00:48:26,400
OK
721
00:48:34,000 --> 00:48:34,933
tell me now
722
00:48:44,766 --> 00:48:45,733
say it again
723
00:49:18,733 --> 00:49:22,000
Bose never used 51bce0c785ca2f68081bfa7d91973934
724
00:51:03,600 --> 00:51:04,600
say it again
725
00:51:08,433 --> 00:51:09,266
I can't
726
00:51:11,433 --> 00:51:12,233
no no no no
727
00:51:30,433 --> 00:51:31,366
no
728
00:51:32,166 --> 00:51:33,100
no
729
00:51:38,633 --> 00:51:39,433
no
730
00:51:40,633 --> 00:51:41,433
no
731
00:51:48,033 --> 00:51:48,200
ah ah
732
00:51:48,200 --> 00:51:49,000
ah ah ah
733
00:51:57,700 --> 00:51:59,900
got a cigarette no
734
00:52:00,366 --> 00:52:02,666
maybe a blindfold what
735
00:52:03,433 --> 00:52:05,733
she means you're stalling
736
00:52:06,633 --> 00:52:07,400
how about
737
00:52:07,400 --> 00:52:09,166
I'm trying to save her the last few minutes I have
738
00:52:09,166 --> 00:52:12,066
without a hole where my calic used to be potentially
739
00:52:12,966 --> 00:52:15,033
unless you're in the 80th percentile
740
00:52:15,033 --> 00:52:17,066
so what if I'm like a 20% huh
741
00:52:17,233 --> 00:52:18,133
then what
742
00:52:18,600 --> 00:52:20,600
are you two gonna keep going or you gonna stop
743
00:52:20,966 --> 00:52:22,500
why would we stop
744
00:52:23,066 --> 00:52:24,666
you're actually telling me
745
00:52:24,700 --> 00:52:27,466
you're gonna sit here in a room with a dead body
746
00:52:27,466 --> 00:52:29,700
I'm sorry potentially
747
00:52:29,700 --> 00:52:31,433
sit here in a room with a dead body
748
00:52:31,433 --> 00:52:32,033
whose childhood
749
00:52:32,033 --> 00:52:33,600
memories are splattered all over the walls
750
00:52:33,600 --> 00:52:35,300
if not your sad little faces
751
00:52:35,300 --> 00:52:36,633
and continue chitty chatting
752
00:52:36,633 --> 00:52:38,800
and attempting the occasional suicide
753
00:52:38,800 --> 00:52:40,600
while I'm slumped over with a spurting stump
754
00:52:40,600 --> 00:52:41,800
where my head used to be
755
00:52:43,466 --> 00:52:46,366
I'd be lying if I said I thought that far ahead well
756
00:52:46,366 --> 00:52:47,366
we're all thinking about it now
757
00:52:47,366 --> 00:52:49,300
aren't we you're stalling
758
00:52:49,300 --> 00:52:53,366
I didn't ask you didn't do it sweetie
759
00:52:53,400 --> 00:52:54,366
say no
760
00:52:55,033 --> 00:52:58,700
what say no no
761
00:52:58,700 --> 00:53:00,300
no do it no
762
00:53:00,300 --> 00:53:02,133
do it no
763
00:53:05,266 --> 00:53:06,200
no
764
00:53:07,800 --> 00:53:08,933
oh my God
765
00:53:11,366 --> 00:53:12,533
oh my God
766
00:53:14,500 --> 00:53:15,733
oh my God
767
00:53:17,866 --> 00:53:19,133
oh my God
768
00:53:21,166 --> 00:53:22,666
oh my God
769
00:53:29,700 --> 00:53:31,700
so buddy this is great to see
770
00:53:36,866 --> 00:53:38,400
please have another
771
00:54:03,066 --> 00:54:04,733
you know you love it when a guy dribbles
772
00:54:09,200 --> 00:54:10,766
guess I don't look so good huh
773
00:54:11,966 --> 00:54:12,666
no man
774
00:54:12,666 --> 00:54:13,533
you don't
775
00:54:14,566 --> 00:54:16,400
that's why nobody's been out to see me
776
00:54:18,400 --> 00:54:22,400
you know this is gotta make you feel embarrassed
777
00:54:22,666 --> 00:54:25,400
you know no one wants you to feel that way man
778
00:54:25,400 --> 00:54:27,800
but lonely that's okay
779
00:54:34,833 --> 00:54:35,666
what's Zoe
780
00:54:36,400 --> 00:54:38,800
how's she holding up she's great
781
00:54:39,266 --> 00:54:41,000
you know she was supposed to get married two months ago
782
00:54:41,000 --> 00:54:42,933
but the whole crippled thing
783
00:54:43,033 --> 00:54:44,733
fuck the dog and all that
784
00:54:45,566 --> 00:54:46,200
not to mention
785
00:54:46,200 --> 00:54:48,466
our currently awkward and unfulfilling sex life
786
00:54:48,466 --> 00:54:50,100
and all the bills piling up
787
00:54:50,100 --> 00:54:50,666
you know
788
00:54:50,666 --> 00:54:53,900
but she has two jobs to take her mind off all that
789
00:54:55,466 --> 00:54:56,600
everything's great
790
00:55:05,466 --> 00:55:07,400
so what is this
791
00:55:10,066 --> 00:55:11,600
what's wrong with you
792
00:55:13,033 --> 00:55:14,733
the doctor said what
793
00:55:15,200 --> 00:55:16,800
how is that even possible
794
00:55:17,633 --> 00:55:19,666
I don't know
795
00:55:20,600 --> 00:55:22,966
you couldn't walk so we got you a cane
796
00:55:23,066 --> 00:55:24,200
and then you couldn't walk with the cane
797
00:55:24,200 --> 00:55:25,500
so we got you a fucking wheelchair
798
00:55:25,500 --> 00:55:27,166
that you sit in all fucking day
799
00:55:27,166 --> 00:55:29,466
that I fucking paid for and he says
800
00:55:29,466 --> 00:55:31,266
there's nothing wrong with you
801
00:55:32,066 --> 00:55:34,366
Jesus Christ I can't do this anymore
802
00:55:34,366 --> 00:55:38,233
I have to work two jobs two jobs to support you
803
00:55:38,233 --> 00:55:40,766
because you have no health insurance
804
00:55:41,166 --> 00:55:43,566
and every time I could talk to my parents
805
00:55:43,566 --> 00:55:46,066
I had to beg you know what that's like
806
00:55:46,066 --> 00:55:49,366
to beg my parents for money to support you
807
00:55:49,366 --> 00:55:52,500
and I have no friends none
808
00:55:52,633 --> 00:55:55,366
because they're so embarrassed to see the way you look
809
00:55:55,366 --> 00:55:57,166
and what has happened to you
810
00:55:57,166 --> 00:55:59,900
and they say there's nothing wrong with you
811
00:56:01,266 --> 00:56:04,366
the neurologist wants us to come in to discuss options
812
00:56:05,666 --> 00:56:06,600
options
813
00:56:09,966 --> 00:56:10,933
options
814
00:56:15,600 --> 00:56:17,333
we have no options
815
00:56:25,866 --> 00:56:27,366
I take it by your attitude
816
00:56:27,366 --> 00:56:30,100
that you don't think therapy is what you need right now
817
00:56:31,633 --> 00:56:33,800
I'm perfectly fine my whole life
818
00:56:34,400 --> 00:56:35,600
no problems
819
00:56:36,166 --> 00:56:37,533
not even a cold
820
00:56:38,100 --> 00:56:38,933
nothing
821
00:56:41,000 --> 00:56:42,333
proposed to Zoe
822
00:56:43,266 --> 00:56:44,566
found us a house
823
00:56:45,366 --> 00:56:47,166
doing well at my job
824
00:56:49,066 --> 00:56:50,900
and then I'm told I have Ms
825
00:56:52,833 --> 00:56:55,266
then I'm told I don't have Ms
826
00:56:57,400 --> 00:56:59,700
and now I'm supposed to talk about it
827
00:57:00,066 --> 00:57:01,966
like it's really gonna change anything
828
00:57:03,266 --> 00:57:04,866
who said you have Ms
829
00:57:05,433 --> 00:57:06,600
well nobody
830
00:57:07,400 --> 00:57:10,100
Doctor Klein mentioned it as a possibility
831
00:57:11,266 --> 00:57:14,066
and at this point not a very likely one
832
00:57:15,466 --> 00:57:17,166
tell me do you really need that chair
833
00:57:17,166 --> 00:57:19,000
or can you walk if you need to
834
00:57:20,000 --> 00:57:21,066
yes
835
00:57:22,600 --> 00:57:24,000
if I need to
836
00:57:24,866 --> 00:57:28,566
what about driving a car if I need to
837
00:57:30,400 --> 00:57:33,066
is this your first visit to a psychiatrist Dean
838
00:57:34,000 --> 00:57:35,200
that's not important
839
00:57:35,866 --> 00:57:38,366
isn't it it isn't
840
00:57:38,866 --> 00:57:40,800
it was teenage shit that's all
841
00:57:41,900 --> 00:57:43,966
it doesn't have anything to do with this
842
00:57:44,033 --> 00:57:45,300
I see
843
00:57:46,033 --> 00:57:48,766
so at what point did you first start to think
844
00:57:48,766 --> 00:57:51,200
there was something seriously wrong with you
845
00:57:51,833 --> 00:57:54,400
when I proposed to Zoe we moved in
846
00:57:54,966 --> 00:57:57,933
all the little ticks and things
847
00:57:59,400 --> 00:58:00,733
turned into this
848
00:58:03,266 --> 00:58:04,966
why are you afraid of moving
849
00:58:06,266 --> 00:58:08,133
walking taking care of yourself
850
00:58:08,566 --> 00:58:10,933
why are you afraid I'm not afraid
851
00:58:12,033 --> 00:58:14,400
there aren't any quick solutions in life
852
00:58:14,700 --> 00:58:17,233
you want something now a surgery
853
00:58:17,233 --> 00:58:21,866
a pill a Deus ex Machina flying down from the ceiling
854
00:58:22,066 --> 00:58:25,366
but the mind's a particularly difficult ball of string
855
00:58:25,833 --> 00:58:27,166
it gets tangled
856
00:58:27,833 --> 00:58:30,733
this isn't in my head no
857
00:58:31,433 --> 00:58:34,300
self diagnosis is a dangerous thing Dean
858
00:58:34,433 --> 00:58:35,700
it's suggestion
859
00:58:36,233 --> 00:58:38,600
maybe your problems medical on some level
860
00:58:39,066 --> 00:58:43,466
or maybe it's not or maybe one problem feeds the other
861
00:58:43,800 --> 00:58:45,733
until they're impossible to separate
862
00:58:45,900 --> 00:58:47,166
mind and body
863
00:58:48,000 --> 00:58:50,266
body and mind so you're saying
864
00:58:50,266 --> 00:58:51,366
I'm like this because
865
00:58:51,366 --> 00:58:53,766
I'm worried about not being able to make my wife happy
866
00:58:53,766 --> 00:58:57,166
I didn't actually say anything like that why did you
867
00:58:58,466 --> 00:59:00,733
have you tried standing up walking
868
00:59:01,800 --> 00:59:04,266
my legs are weak from disuse
869
00:59:04,500 --> 00:59:07,966
in fact I'm willing to bet you don't even try that
870
00:59:07,966 --> 00:59:10,666
you prefer to use a chair or a cane or even to crawl
871
00:59:10,666 --> 00:59:12,433
because you already know you can't do it
872
00:59:12,433 --> 00:59:14,466
so what's the point of making the attempt
873
00:59:15,166 --> 00:59:16,400
the question is
874
00:59:16,966 --> 00:59:18,066
do you sit in that chair
875
00:59:18,066 --> 00:59:19,966
because your legs really don't work
876
00:59:19,966 --> 00:59:22,166
or because you don't want them to work
877
00:59:23,500 --> 00:59:26,333
there needs to be something wrong with me OK
878
00:59:26,800 --> 00:59:28,100
there needs to be
879
00:59:29,233 --> 00:59:30,600
because if there isn't
880
00:59:31,166 --> 00:59:33,900
how am I ever supposed to look my fiance in the eye
881
00:59:33,900 --> 00:59:34,700
again
882
00:59:36,866 --> 00:59:38,400
is that your wife
883
00:59:43,400 --> 00:59:45,000
she was supposed to be
884
00:59:46,866 --> 00:59:48,066
what happened
885
00:59:51,366 --> 00:59:52,700
I got sick
886
00:59:57,100 --> 00:59:58,300
so did I
887
00:59:59,466 --> 01:00:01,000
I got sick too
888
01:00:01,033 --> 01:00:03,866
I can tell great minds think alike
889
01:00:04,400 --> 01:00:07,700
mine's not like yours you don't know what I have
890
01:00:09,633 --> 01:00:11,766
different the same whatever
891
01:00:14,266 --> 01:00:17,100
in my own way I understand
892
01:00:18,666 --> 01:00:19,866
I'm not gonna lie and say that
893
01:00:19,866 --> 01:00:22,866
I was farting out Sunshine and roses but
894
01:00:24,233 --> 01:00:30,133
I loved her in my way and and
895
01:00:33,200 --> 01:00:34,733
I smelled the farts
896
01:00:36,400 --> 01:00:38,666
I waited too long to smell the roses
897
01:00:44,966 --> 01:00:45,566
oh hey
898
01:00:45,566 --> 01:00:46,800
Chico been looking for you man
899
01:00:46,800 --> 01:00:48,266
no time to talk has gotta beat feet
900
01:00:48,266 --> 01:00:50,466
what so no drinks tonight no plans
901
01:00:50,466 --> 01:00:52,266
what are you done with those bar girls
902
01:00:53,866 --> 01:00:56,400
go home I'm gonna tell Anna to put on her best dress
903
01:00:56,400 --> 01:00:57,500
I'm gonna take her out somewhere nice
904
01:00:57,500 --> 01:00:59,966
just the two of us I'm gonna ask her how her day was
905
01:01:00,000 --> 01:01:01,833
I'm even gonna listen and who knows
906
01:01:01,833 --> 01:01:04,566
I might even take her home and fuck her afterward wow
907
01:01:04,566 --> 01:01:06,866
that's different yeah
908
01:01:07,000 --> 01:01:08,966
well maybe I need to be oh hey
909
01:01:08,966 --> 01:01:10,366
beach was looking for you earlier
910
01:01:10,366 --> 01:01:11,866
tell him I'll see him in the morning
911
01:01:18,766 --> 01:01:20,600
hey hey
912
01:01:24,600 --> 01:01:25,466
hey
913
01:01:26,233 --> 01:01:27,066
Richard
914
01:01:28,300 --> 01:01:31,133
what is this where are you going
915
01:01:32,866 --> 01:01:38,500
I'm leaving you I'm leaving you
916
01:01:38,900 --> 01:01:42,000
I just think it'd be best if we just cut our losses
917
01:01:42,000 --> 01:01:44,600
and get on with the rest of our lives no
918
01:01:44,600 --> 01:01:45,400
no just wait
919
01:01:45,400 --> 01:01:47,233
let's just talk this through okay
920
01:01:47,233 --> 01:01:48,366
Richard I don't shh
921
01:01:48,366 --> 01:01:50,800
you do see I know how much you love flowers
922
01:01:50,800 --> 01:01:53,166
and I know I don't get them for you often enough
923
01:01:53,166 --> 01:01:55,433
so I'm gonna start bringing them from now on okay
924
01:01:55,433 --> 01:01:57,833
every day so what do you say we just put the suitcase
925
01:01:57,833 --> 01:01:58,500
away Richard
926
01:01:58,500 --> 01:02:01,133
I can't you can I can't
927
01:02:04,433 --> 01:02:06,500
I'm saying I'm sorry okay
928
01:02:07,766 --> 01:02:09,500
I'm saying I'm gonna be better
929
01:02:09,633 --> 01:02:11,200
I just don't know what else you need to hear me say
930
01:02:11,200 --> 01:02:12,833
but I need to hear you say that
931
01:02:12,833 --> 01:02:14,100
you're gonna put your things away
932
01:02:14,100 --> 01:02:16,366
no you're gonna put your things away
933
01:02:16,366 --> 01:02:17,166
and we're gonna go out
934
01:02:17,166 --> 01:02:18,633
and have a wonderful time together
935
01:02:18,633 --> 01:02:20,066
I said no
936
01:02:20,866 --> 01:02:25,500
where were you before when I begged you to listen to me
937
01:02:25,500 --> 01:02:27,666
to talk to me talk to me
938
01:02:27,700 --> 01:02:29,666
I'm trying to fix things okay
939
01:02:29,666 --> 01:02:31,266
I'm trying to fix things with you
940
01:02:31,433 --> 01:02:32,733
and with work and with everything
941
01:02:32,833 --> 01:02:34,366
so I just need you to help
942
01:02:34,400 --> 01:02:35,333
please let go
943
01:02:35,900 --> 01:02:37,766
you're hurting me please let go
944
01:02:37,766 --> 01:02:41,533
hurting you you're hurting me
945
01:02:42,100 --> 01:02:45,100
I'm trying so hard to deal with so much right now
946
01:02:45,500 --> 01:02:47,700
all I need is a little support from my wife
947
01:02:48,700 --> 01:02:50,366
and now you're trying to leave me
948
01:02:51,200 --> 01:02:52,800
you're leaving me
949
01:02:52,833 --> 01:02:55,100
after you trapped me in this marriage for 7 years
950
01:02:55,100 --> 01:02:55,266
cause
951
01:02:55,266 --> 01:02:57,366
you don't know how to put in a goddamn diaper for him
952
01:02:57,366 --> 01:02:59,466
the baby wasn't my fault Richard
953
01:02:59,466 --> 01:03:01,766
that baby was like our marriage
954
01:03:01,766 --> 01:03:03,166
a mistake that ended up in the toilet
955
01:03:03,166 --> 01:03:04,566
before the honeymoon was even over
956
01:03:04,566 --> 01:03:07,533
oh fuck no no
957
01:03:10,500 --> 01:03:13,366
you wanna go fine go
958
01:03:17,666 --> 01:03:18,533
Anna
959
01:03:20,266 --> 01:03:21,233
baby I'm sorry
960
01:03:21,233 --> 01:03:23,200
no Anna
961
01:03:23,400 --> 01:03:25,800
Anna baby
962
01:03:26,866 --> 01:03:28,466
I said I'm sorry Anna
963
01:03:28,666 --> 01:03:29,933
open the door
964
01:03:31,133 --> 01:03:33,866
I need someone here right now
965
01:03:33,866 --> 01:03:36,600
I'm I'm locked inside of the bathroom
966
01:03:36,600 --> 01:03:37,700
open the door Anna
967
01:03:37,700 --> 01:03:39,500
my husband's trying to break in
968
01:03:39,500 --> 01:03:40,466
hang up the phone Anna
969
01:03:40,466 --> 01:03:42,000
he's gone absolutely crazy
970
01:03:42,800 --> 01:03:45,933
I'm at 7:33 Britain green
971
01:03:48,066 --> 01:03:49,366
they're on their way Richard
972
01:03:49,366 --> 01:03:50,733
you need to get out
973
01:03:51,300 --> 01:03:53,500
I can't take this anymore
974
01:03:58,500 --> 01:03:59,733
all right you know what
975
01:04:01,566 --> 01:04:03,800
I'll leave the house is yours anyways
976
01:04:05,500 --> 01:04:06,900
at least I tried
977
01:04:08,433 --> 01:04:09,700
let's go
978
01:04:10,900 --> 01:04:14,100
I'm not fucking around let's finish this
979
01:04:14,200 --> 01:04:18,166
you had your turn it's my turn now this is not a game
980
01:04:19,833 --> 01:04:21,800
I don't have anyone to go home to
981
01:04:21,800 --> 01:04:23,666
I don't have anywhere to go home to
982
01:04:23,666 --> 01:04:25,800
I can't leave here tonight
983
01:04:26,000 --> 01:04:27,400
you're breaking the rules
984
01:04:28,066 --> 01:04:31,800
go in a circle one at a time
985
01:04:31,800 --> 01:04:33,800
in order what difference does it make
986
01:04:33,800 --> 01:04:35,400
it makes a difference to me
987
01:04:35,566 --> 01:04:38,233
you blow your head off I might not be able to do it
988
01:04:38,233 --> 01:04:40,600
and unlike you I will do it
989
01:04:41,966 --> 01:04:42,866
give me the gun
990
01:04:44,233 --> 01:04:46,100
give me the gun it's my turn
991
01:04:46,966 --> 01:04:48,100
she's right
992
01:04:48,800 --> 01:04:52,133
rules are rules I'm not a pussy
993
01:04:52,566 --> 01:04:57,300
I really will maybe you will and maybe you won't
994
01:04:57,800 --> 01:04:59,866
but not until your turn
995
01:05:00,566 --> 01:05:02,533
now give me the gun
996
01:05:21,200 --> 01:05:23,666
well what do you know
997
01:05:23,900 --> 01:05:25,900
looks like the lady here just saved your life
998
01:05:25,900 --> 01:05:27,166
fuck you very much
999
01:05:27,166 --> 01:05:31,600
you think it's only you who's lost their home
1000
01:05:31,600 --> 01:05:32,766
their life
1001
01:05:35,166 --> 01:05:37,133
I got sick too
1002
01:05:38,233 --> 01:05:39,733
what kind of sick
1003
01:05:40,833 --> 01:05:42,400
sick of not being noticed
1004
01:05:59,766 --> 01:06:00,666
hey hey
1005
01:06:14,033 --> 01:06:14,833
huh
1006
01:06:16,766 --> 01:06:17,566
hahaha
1007
01:06:26,000 --> 01:06:26,800
I'm dead
1008
01:06:32,100 --> 01:06:33,566
I like
1009
01:06:45,166 --> 01:06:45,966
hmm
1010
01:06:47,566 --> 01:06:48,366
ah
1011
01:06:49,700 --> 01:06:50,500
ah
1012
01:06:50,633 --> 01:06:51,433
ah ah ah
1013
01:06:56,200 --> 01:06:57,533
I love you
1014
01:07:03,100 --> 01:07:04,600
I love you too
1015
01:07:41,866 --> 01:07:42,800
hey
1016
01:07:43,566 --> 01:07:45,166
you didn't wake me up
1017
01:07:46,200 --> 01:07:47,533
I was sleeping
1018
01:07:50,066 --> 01:07:51,300
it's early
1019
01:07:53,766 --> 01:07:54,900
think I'll notice
1020
01:07:56,466 --> 01:07:57,700
it's Sunday
1021
01:08:21,266 --> 01:08:22,200
daddy I'm sorry
1022
01:08:22,200 --> 01:08:23,266
I didn't mean to
1023
01:08:23,900 --> 01:08:26,266
where were you staying at a friend's house
1024
01:08:26,266 --> 01:08:29,700
where were you I told you I was staying at a friend's
1025
01:08:30,400 --> 01:08:35,400
you lie to me you look me in the eyes and you lie to me
1026
01:08:36,433 --> 01:08:37,900
just like your mother
1027
01:08:39,200 --> 01:08:41,900
you know why your mother tried to kill you sunshine
1028
01:08:42,433 --> 01:08:44,300
because you aren't mine
1029
01:08:44,866 --> 01:08:46,533
oh yes
1030
01:08:46,833 --> 01:08:48,933
your mother made certain mistakes
1031
01:08:49,366 --> 01:08:51,966
mine was not finding out until she was gone
1032
01:08:52,466 --> 01:08:56,566
and now you like mother like daughter
1033
01:09:11,833 --> 01:09:14,100
I see her in your eyes
1034
01:09:16,466 --> 01:09:19,900
get off of my property right now please
1035
01:09:20,000 --> 01:09:22,200
I don't want a whore living under my roof
1036
01:09:22,500 --> 01:09:23,966
one was enough
1037
01:09:24,633 --> 01:09:25,500
daddy
1038
01:09:27,466 --> 01:09:30,300
daddy I am not your daddy Sunshine
1039
01:09:31,000 --> 01:09:32,266
I never was
1040
01:09:39,900 --> 01:09:41,766
stop fucking looking at me
1041
01:09:42,266 --> 01:09:43,866
I thought you wanted to be noticed
1042
01:09:43,866 --> 01:09:45,700
and I thought it was your turn
1043
01:09:46,166 --> 01:09:50,133
you keep egging us on how about less talk and more go
1044
01:10:11,000 --> 01:10:11,800
lets go
1045
01:10:26,666 --> 01:10:27,466
Dean
1046
01:10:31,066 --> 01:10:32,466
what are these
1047
01:10:34,366 --> 01:10:37,366
what are what these
1048
01:10:37,366 --> 01:10:39,466
I found them in your drawer the other day
1049
01:10:40,000 --> 01:10:41,600
I was folding your socks
1050
01:10:43,566 --> 01:10:45,966
those were from a long time ago
1051
01:10:46,566 --> 01:10:49,766
I looked them up online they're for depression were
1052
01:10:51,500 --> 01:10:52,500
past tense
1053
01:10:54,666 --> 01:10:58,866
250mg four times a day
1054
01:10:59,766 --> 01:11:02,200
did the doctor tell you to stop taking these
1055
01:11:03,033 --> 01:11:05,333
yeah doctor me
1056
01:11:06,300 --> 01:11:09,400
they're making me sick and I'm fine without them
1057
01:11:10,633 --> 01:11:12,300
fine like you're fine now
1058
01:11:13,166 --> 01:11:15,566
that's totally different is it
1059
01:11:18,566 --> 01:11:21,466
where are you going out
1060
01:11:22,066 --> 01:11:24,000
I need to get out of here for a while
1061
01:11:24,966 --> 01:11:26,266
my doctor's appointment
1062
01:11:27,666 --> 01:11:28,866
you can drive yourself
1063
01:11:30,100 --> 01:11:31,766
your legs only seem to stop working
1064
01:11:31,766 --> 01:11:33,400
when you have somebody to make you dinner
1065
01:11:34,566 --> 01:11:35,700
run your errands
1066
01:11:37,866 --> 01:11:39,766
I am sick Zoe
1067
01:11:40,666 --> 01:11:44,900
whatever they say however they try and blow it off
1068
01:11:45,300 --> 01:11:47,766
there is something wrong with me
1069
01:11:49,900 --> 01:11:51,133
I know
1070
01:12:07,100 --> 01:12:08,566
so how are you
1071
01:12:09,466 --> 01:12:10,300
same
1072
01:12:11,100 --> 01:12:11,900
worse
1073
01:12:12,966 --> 01:12:16,533
where's your fiance she thinks it's all in my head
1074
01:12:18,000 --> 01:12:19,266
where'd you get the chair
1075
01:12:21,200 --> 01:12:22,666
I need it
1076
01:12:24,200 --> 01:12:25,000
Dean
1077
01:12:26,033 --> 01:12:28,766
something turned up in your latest blood work
1078
01:12:29,900 --> 01:12:31,066
something new
1079
01:12:32,433 --> 01:12:33,566
I found it
1080
01:12:37,000 --> 01:12:38,766
you're HIV positive
1081
01:12:48,966 --> 01:12:49,966
well at this stage
1082
01:12:49,966 --> 01:12:51,100
it's treatable
1083
01:12:51,600 --> 01:12:54,133
so the first thing I'm gonna do is order some new tests
1084
01:12:54,233 --> 01:12:55,033
wait
1085
01:12:55,633 --> 01:12:57,666
you're saying this
1086
01:12:58,866 --> 01:13:01,900
all of this is AIDS
1087
01:13:02,500 --> 01:13:05,166
no the HIV is fairly recent
1088
01:13:05,166 --> 01:13:07,666
takes time to show up but
1089
01:13:07,666 --> 01:13:09,500
it's safe to say that you contracted this
1090
01:13:09,500 --> 01:13:11,066
within the past year
1091
01:13:12,166 --> 01:13:13,200
that's impossible
1092
01:13:15,766 --> 01:13:19,266
did you sleep with someone who was infected no
1093
01:13:22,266 --> 01:13:23,066
Dean
1094
01:13:23,633 --> 01:13:25,566
how about your fiance
1095
01:13:38,600 --> 01:13:40,666
sit down
1096
01:13:41,500 --> 01:13:44,333
we're through talking we're through debating
1097
01:13:44,566 --> 01:13:45,800
we're through pontificating
1098
01:13:45,800 --> 01:13:48,066
and we're through philosophizing now
1099
01:13:48,066 --> 01:13:50,600
sit down or I will shoot you where you stand
1100
01:13:51,500 --> 01:13:52,800
I mean it
1101
01:13:56,166 --> 01:13:57,400
now I've been very patient
1102
01:13:57,900 --> 01:13:58,666
and I understand
1103
01:13:58,666 --> 01:14:00,800
introspection amongst the suicidal is normal
1104
01:14:01,033 --> 01:14:04,300
but I really think this gun should have gone off by now
1105
01:14:04,433 --> 01:14:05,500
don't you
1106
01:14:06,966 --> 01:14:08,266
I'm not blaming you
1107
01:14:08,266 --> 01:14:10,300
because I'm guilty of the gibber jabber too
1108
01:14:11,366 --> 01:14:12,766
now the way I see it
1109
01:14:13,166 --> 01:14:14,700
there's one here for each of us
1110
01:14:16,433 --> 01:14:17,600
there's a little Dean
1111
01:14:18,466 --> 01:14:19,866
a little sunshine
1112
01:14:21,833 --> 01:14:23,500
and a little Richie Kessler
1113
01:14:24,300 --> 01:14:27,200
and if this is it and I think it is
1114
01:14:27,566 --> 01:14:30,433
because 20 times three is 60 fucking percent
1115
01:14:30,433 --> 01:14:31,900
then you keep going
1116
01:14:32,766 --> 01:14:33,566
okay
1117
01:14:34,433 --> 01:14:35,566
okay okay
1118
01:14:36,266 --> 01:14:37,066
okay
1119
01:14:37,700 --> 01:14:38,500
okay
1120
01:14:42,466 --> 01:14:44,133
last one else a rotten egg
1121
01:14:52,800 --> 01:14:54,400
what the fuck
1122
01:14:55,500 --> 01:14:57,600
you take it and shoot
1123
01:14:58,400 --> 01:14:59,600
take it shoot
1124
01:15:06,766 --> 01:15:07,566
Richard
1125
01:15:08,600 --> 01:15:09,400
Richard
1126
01:15:11,566 --> 01:15:13,400
Glen I'm sorry um
1127
01:15:14,033 --> 01:15:15,600
I just didn't get any sleep last night
1128
01:15:15,600 --> 01:15:17,400
pack your things I want you out of here
1129
01:15:17,400 --> 01:15:18,866
pack my things you can't
1130
01:15:18,866 --> 01:15:20,766
all I asked was that you go to counseling
1131
01:15:20,766 --> 01:15:22,300
yeah I did and I am
1132
01:15:25,266 --> 01:15:27,033
that's old I swear to you
1133
01:15:27,033 --> 01:15:28,633
I haven't had a drink in two weeks
1134
01:15:28,633 --> 01:15:29,933
police are on the way
1135
01:15:30,566 --> 01:15:32,533
something about a domestic disturbance
1136
01:15:33,700 --> 01:15:35,900
anything left here is going to the garbage
1137
01:15:36,033 --> 01:15:40,533
where it belongs you don't beat women Richard
1138
01:15:51,000 --> 01:15:52,666
you don't beat women huh
1139
01:15:52,800 --> 01:15:53,766
you don't beat women
1140
01:15:54,433 --> 01:15:57,200
why am I beating you this man is married
1141
01:15:57,233 --> 01:15:59,900
I am not with my wife I am not
1142
01:16:00,500 --> 01:16:01,733
my life Richie
1143
01:16:02,166 --> 01:16:03,033
my life Richie
1144
01:16:03,033 --> 01:16:04,000
calm down
1145
01:16:04,800 --> 01:16:06,066
Richie calm down
1146
01:16:06,200 --> 01:16:10,066
I'm not a drunk I'm better than all of you
1147
01:16:10,866 --> 01:16:13,000
I've given more than all of you
1148
01:16:14,833 --> 01:16:16,666
and I've given more than you
1149
01:16:18,833 --> 01:16:20,533
don't fucking touch me
1150
01:16:21,066 --> 01:16:22,466
oh yeah yeah
1151
01:16:22,466 --> 01:16:23,533
don't even bother
1152
01:16:24,166 --> 01:16:26,000
alright they're already on their way
1153
01:16:26,800 --> 01:16:29,100
tell them where I'll be alright
1154
01:16:29,100 --> 01:16:31,366
tell them where they can find the drunk
1155
01:16:33,766 --> 01:16:35,800
Mister beach Mister Beach are you okay
1156
01:16:41,166 --> 01:16:42,000
hey
1157
01:16:42,766 --> 01:16:43,866
can I get another
1158
01:16:54,666 --> 01:16:57,200
hey look who decided to show up
1159
01:16:57,900 --> 01:17:00,666
so where is everybody I've been waiting
1160
01:17:01,266 --> 01:17:02,100
Richie
1161
01:17:02,833 --> 01:17:03,966
you gotta get you some help man
1162
01:17:03,966 --> 01:17:05,433
I am getting some help yeah
1163
01:17:05,433 --> 01:17:06,466
my friend Jack Daniels
1164
01:17:06,466 --> 01:17:08,400
here to make the night in jail a little easier
1165
01:17:10,833 --> 01:17:13,366
Richie I told him I didn't know where you were
1166
01:17:13,366 --> 01:17:15,133
but they're gonna find you man
1167
01:17:16,666 --> 01:17:19,300
come on let's go back to my place
1168
01:17:19,566 --> 01:17:21,333
my date's gonna be here any second
1169
01:17:21,433 --> 01:17:24,233
go back sleep this off in the morning
1170
01:17:24,233 --> 01:17:25,366
we'll go down to the station
1171
01:17:25,600 --> 01:17:29,600
we'll explain things calmly rationally alright
1172
01:17:33,500 --> 01:17:35,833
look look just forget it man alright
1173
01:17:35,833 --> 01:17:36,800
oh my God
1174
01:17:37,900 --> 01:17:41,866
just last thing I wanna do is fuck up your date alright
1175
01:17:42,000 --> 01:17:44,233
what so what is it this time
1176
01:17:44,233 --> 01:17:46,300
what kind of lonely unhappy
1177
01:17:46,300 --> 01:17:48,266
piece of garbage did you pick up off the street
1178
01:17:48,266 --> 01:17:50,866
this time you fucking parasite
1179
01:17:53,366 --> 01:17:56,766
excuse me fucking stupid bitch
1180
01:18:04,266 --> 01:18:05,266
hey
1181
01:18:09,266 --> 01:18:10,933
I don't have long tonight
1182
01:18:23,766 --> 01:18:25,933
you're you're on your ass Kessler
1183
01:18:26,800 --> 01:18:28,300
open up and take it
1184
01:18:30,233 --> 01:18:31,900
the great train of life
1185
01:18:32,066 --> 01:18:35,600
that chugga chugga Choo Choo up the poop shoot
1186
01:18:38,900 --> 01:18:42,566
I'm over here come and get me you fuckers
1187
01:18:42,566 --> 01:18:45,933
hahaha just follow the Choo Choo hahaha
1188
01:18:54,766 --> 01:18:56,900
Jesus kill somebody
1189
01:19:21,633 --> 01:19:23,333
oh I can really
1190
01:19:27,466 --> 01:19:32,866
but Anna said no and that's why she stinks
1191
01:19:33,766 --> 01:19:40,100
hahaha Didi Didi POW but I don't care
1192
01:19:40,866 --> 01:19:42,766
but I'll be suck my dick
1193
01:20:38,900 --> 01:20:41,000
Bos never used 51bce0c785ca2f6808
1194
01:20:54,400 --> 01:20:57,266
bullshit I call bullshit
1195
01:20:57,266 --> 01:20:58,366
what do you think I tricked you
1196
01:20:58,366 --> 01:20:59,700
what am I David fucking Copperfield
1197
01:20:59,700 --> 01:21:02,000
you crippled asshole you did something to the gun
1198
01:21:02,000 --> 01:21:04,400
you've been dragging this out all night alright
1199
01:21:04,600 --> 01:21:07,400
that's me my day job is a gun fucker upper
1200
01:21:07,400 --> 01:21:09,466
didn't I mention that give it to me
1201
01:21:16,033 --> 01:21:19,200
don't look at me don't look at me
1202
01:21:26,633 --> 01:21:28,400
don't look at me
1203
01:21:34,766 --> 01:21:35,566
sunny
1204
01:21:37,066 --> 01:21:39,166
you gotta stop this
1205
01:21:40,100 --> 01:21:41,666
you gotta stop
1206
01:21:45,666 --> 01:21:46,466
user
1207
01:21:51,066 --> 01:21:52,466
baby look at me
1208
01:22:04,600 --> 01:22:06,266
everything's gonna be OK
1209
01:22:07,166 --> 01:22:11,466
everything's gonna be fine it's not gonna be OK
1210
01:22:13,200 --> 01:22:16,733
it's not gonna be fine it was bad
1211
01:22:17,866 --> 01:22:19,800
bad girls get punished
1212
01:22:21,866 --> 01:22:24,066
Sonny you're not being punished
1213
01:22:25,800 --> 01:22:27,266
we're being blessed
1214
01:22:30,233 --> 01:22:32,166
we made this
1215
01:22:34,500 --> 01:22:35,633
together you and me
1216
01:22:35,633 --> 01:22:38,533
we made this out of love no yes
1217
01:22:40,100 --> 01:22:41,600
it's you and me kiddo
1218
01:22:43,600 --> 01:22:45,500
you and me against the world
1219
01:22:45,500 --> 01:22:47,333
you defiled me
1220
01:22:48,233 --> 01:22:49,933
you poisoned me
1221
01:22:50,966 --> 01:22:53,733
you made me violate everything I ever believed in
1222
01:22:54,233 --> 01:22:57,200
you let me fall into sin and humiliation
1223
01:22:57,500 --> 01:23:00,000
I have no friends I have no family
1224
01:23:00,000 --> 01:23:02,533
I have nothing but this shame
1225
01:23:03,400 --> 01:23:06,300
you took me because you wanted to corrupt me
1226
01:23:06,466 --> 01:23:07,900
and you got it
1227
01:23:08,800 --> 01:23:12,100
if you loved me you wouldn't make me be a whore for you
1228
01:23:37,700 --> 01:23:39,100
will you marry me
1229
01:23:39,766 --> 01:23:40,866
fuck you
1230
01:24:36,833 --> 01:24:39,533
you have two new messages
1231
01:24:39,600 --> 01:24:41,466
first new message
1232
01:24:42,033 --> 01:24:44,500
baby can you pick up
1233
01:24:45,600 --> 01:24:46,033
alright well
1234
01:24:46,033 --> 01:24:48,300
I'm driving I just need to think
1235
01:24:48,300 --> 01:24:49,100
you know
1236
01:24:50,233 --> 01:24:53,333
you know I've never proposed to anyone before and uh
1237
01:24:53,366 --> 01:24:57,000
it didn't exactly go the way I'd always imagined it
1238
01:24:57,700 --> 01:24:59,466
nothing with you ever really has
1239
01:24:59,700 --> 01:25:00,666
you know what that's okay
1240
01:25:00,666 --> 01:25:02,266
cause it doesn't have to be perfect
1241
01:25:03,500 --> 01:25:04,866
just has to be real
1242
01:25:06,000 --> 01:25:07,366
and we are real
1243
01:25:07,766 --> 01:25:10,100
and I can't wait to have this baby with you
1244
01:25:10,166 --> 01:25:18,400
I love you so much and second new message hey
1245
01:25:18,400 --> 01:25:21,133
it's me again I think the transmission blew
1246
01:25:21,233 --> 01:25:22,633
I'm out here in the boonies somewhere
1247
01:25:22,633 --> 01:25:23,833
and I really hope you're hearing this
1248
01:25:23,833 --> 01:25:26,000
cause I need a tow truck like now
1249
01:25:26,466 --> 01:25:28,433
I just went up the road a mile to find a gas station
1250
01:25:28,433 --> 01:25:29,833
but there's nothing out here but cows
1251
01:25:29,833 --> 01:25:31,033
and every time I call information
1252
01:25:31,033 --> 01:25:33,600
the signal drops so um
1253
01:25:33,600 --> 01:25:36,266
wait a minute I see a car I'm gonna try and flag
1254
01:26:04,300 --> 01:26:05,966
where the fuckin odds huh
1255
01:26:07,200 --> 01:26:08,266
hi
1256
01:26:19,200 --> 01:26:20,133
all right Pollocks
1257
01:26:21,633 --> 01:26:22,966
let's get stupider
1258
01:26:37,700 --> 01:26:40,866
Jesus he's gonna kill somebody come on
1259
01:26:40,866 --> 01:26:42,366
are we gonna do this or what
1260
01:27:03,200 --> 01:27:06,466
Bos never used 51bce0c785ca2f68081bfa7d919
1261
01:27:25,300 --> 01:27:28,733
game over what you doing making sure we all win
1262
01:27:51,900 --> 01:27:54,700
Bos never used 51bce0c785ca2f68081bfa7d919
1263
01:28:03,066 --> 01:28:08,733
no no no it's a sign it's a sign from God
1264
01:28:25,066 --> 01:28:28,066
excuse me can I have a minute of your time
1265
01:28:28,266 --> 01:28:29,800
are you aware of the atrocities
1266
01:28:29,800 --> 01:28:32,400
you'll be supporting by visiting this clinic
1267
01:28:32,433 --> 01:28:34,433
do you really feel your biblically allowed
1268
01:28:34,433 --> 01:28:36,766
freedom of conscience is best exercised
1269
01:28:36,766 --> 01:28:40,100
by bringing another fatherless child here to be killed
1270
01:29:35,466 --> 01:29:37,500
I told you the next time I saw you here
1271
01:29:37,500 --> 01:29:42,933
I'd have you arrested and you get the fuck out of here
1272
01:29:45,800 --> 01:29:46,666
well
1273
01:29:47,233 --> 01:29:47,833
I see you
1274
01:29:47,833 --> 01:29:50,333
took my comment about not living life to the fullest
1275
01:29:50,966 --> 01:29:53,600
please help me has your water broken
1276
01:29:54,366 --> 01:29:56,066
I need a stretcher out here
1277
01:29:56,100 --> 01:30:01,133
I need you to kill it oh oh sweetie
1278
01:30:01,300 --> 01:30:02,433
you're gonna have this baby
1279
01:30:02,433 --> 01:30:04,433
and it's not because I said so
1280
01:30:04,433 --> 01:30:06,466
it's way too late for that
1281
01:30:06,500 --> 01:30:08,500
it's gotta be broken something's jammed
1282
01:30:09,066 --> 01:30:10,666
see through you twisted little shit
1283
01:30:10,766 --> 01:30:12,400
still a game to you isn't it huh
1284
01:30:12,633 --> 01:30:14,233
lure us here broke us down
1285
01:30:14,233 --> 01:30:15,833
made us think we were playing with a live gun
1286
01:30:15,833 --> 01:30:16,866
with what what is this
1287
01:30:16,866 --> 01:30:18,800
a toy gun what are these blanks
1288
01:30:18,800 --> 01:30:21,866
it's real it went off before when I dropped it remember
1289
01:30:21,866 --> 01:30:23,300
show me the bullet hole
1290
01:30:37,266 --> 01:30:38,000
oh my God
1291
01:30:38,000 --> 01:30:42,200
the fuck do not move
1292
01:31:10,833 --> 01:31:14,000
I need that stretcher somebody help me out here
1293
01:31:15,700 --> 01:31:16,900
let me help you
1294
01:31:16,900 --> 01:31:20,333
I can take you to a hospital away from these butchers
1295
01:31:20,766 --> 01:31:23,200
it's not too late to find forgiveness
1296
01:31:23,200 --> 01:31:24,066
our Lord Jesus
1297
01:31:24,066 --> 01:31:25,100
died upon the cross
1298
01:31:25,100 --> 01:31:27,533
so that we may all have forgiveness
1299
01:31:28,033 --> 01:31:33,166
please listen listen to our Lord please
1300
01:31:36,166 --> 01:31:38,700
it's not too late God loves you
1301
01:31:38,700 --> 01:31:40,733
he loves all of his children
1302
01:31:43,766 --> 01:31:46,166
come back you can't drive like that
1303
01:31:52,300 --> 01:31:55,500
it's real it went off before when I dropped it remember
1304
01:31:55,500 --> 01:31:57,700
show me the ball hole it's real
1305
01:31:57,800 --> 01:31:59,133
all of this is
1306
01:32:00,266 --> 01:32:03,766
we're being given another chance don't you see
1307
01:32:05,600 --> 01:32:07,600
we can make things right
1308
01:32:08,400 --> 01:32:11,666
all of us we can make things right
1309
01:32:13,800 --> 01:32:15,400
dean shh
1310
01:32:16,233 --> 01:32:17,600
don't say a word
1311
01:32:18,800 --> 01:32:20,533
I wanna remember this
1312
01:32:21,666 --> 01:32:23,766
I wanna remember you there
1313
01:32:24,300 --> 01:32:25,666
my best friend
1314
01:32:26,466 --> 01:32:29,500
the future mother of my unborn children
1315
01:32:29,866 --> 01:32:32,200
with the diseased cock in her cunt
1316
01:32:32,233 --> 01:32:34,000
you filthy lying whore
1317
01:32:36,233 --> 01:32:37,866
now keep fucking him
1318
01:32:38,866 --> 01:32:40,533
it's what you want isn't it
1319
01:32:41,566 --> 01:32:43,000
I was never enough
1320
01:32:43,800 --> 01:32:45,300
now keep fucking him
1321
01:32:46,566 --> 01:32:49,333
keep fucking him or I will fucking kill you
1322
01:32:59,500 --> 01:33:00,466
Richard
1323
01:33:41,900 --> 01:33:44,100
daddy Sunshine
1324
01:33:44,866 --> 01:33:45,933
oh come on
1325
01:33:46,233 --> 01:33:46,900
it hurts come here
1326
01:33:46,900 --> 01:33:47,833
I got you I got you
1327
01:33:47,833 --> 01:33:49,366
come in in shh
1328
01:33:51,800 --> 01:33:52,066
oh my God
1329
01:33:52,066 --> 01:33:52,866
oh my God
1330
01:33:53,966 --> 01:33:54,766
oh my God
1331
01:33:56,200 --> 01:33:57,066
oh honey
1332
01:33:57,066 --> 01:33:57,866
honey please
1333
01:33:58,233 --> 01:33:59,766
oh oh oh
1334
01:34:02,600 --> 01:34:04,000
it's okay sweetie
1335
01:34:04,000 --> 01:34:07,166
it's okay I got you huh
1336
01:34:07,166 --> 01:34:09,800
it's okay don't hate me dad
1337
01:34:09,833 --> 01:34:13,333
I don't hate you sweetie I don't hate you
1338
01:34:14,833 --> 01:34:19,266
I can't have it but his father's dead and up dirty
1339
01:34:24,400 --> 01:34:27,333
Lord Jesus forgive me
1340
01:34:28,566 --> 01:34:32,300
forgive me I know I'm a sinner but I've seen the way
1341
01:34:34,200 --> 01:34:35,733
where did you get that
1342
01:34:42,400 --> 01:34:44,500
where did you get that
1343
01:34:44,766 --> 01:34:47,566
keep fucking him or I will fucking kill you
1344
01:34:49,500 --> 01:34:50,900
like you mean it
1345
01:34:54,066 --> 01:34:54,866
moan
1346
01:34:55,800 --> 01:34:56,600
ah ah
1347
01:34:57,400 --> 01:35:00,800
tell him you love it like you used to tell me
1348
01:35:01,766 --> 01:35:03,866
tell him to fuck your wet pussy
1349
01:35:04,466 --> 01:35:06,333
fuck my wet pussy
1350
01:35:08,233 --> 01:35:10,100
tell him it feels so good
1351
01:35:10,100 --> 01:35:15,733
it feels so good louder it feels so good
1352
01:35:27,266 --> 01:35:28,266
hey honey
1353
01:35:29,633 --> 01:35:30,800
sorry about the mess
1354
01:35:37,200 --> 01:35:38,500
I love you too many
1355
01:35:38,633 --> 01:35:40,500
you just stay still huh
1356
01:35:40,600 --> 01:35:42,400
it's okay it's okay
1357
01:35:42,400 --> 01:35:44,166
daddy's going to take care of you
1358
01:35:44,833 --> 01:35:46,366
daddy's going to call an ambulance
1359
01:35:46,500 --> 01:35:48,366
he's going to get you help huh
1360
01:35:48,366 --> 01:35:49,733
you just shh
1361
01:36:02,666 --> 01:36:03,766
no
1362
01:36:06,233 --> 01:36:08,066
I don't want it
1363
01:36:10,766 --> 01:36:11,566
ah
1364
01:36:18,800 --> 01:36:20,400
no no
1365
01:36:22,700 --> 01:36:25,333
I don't I don't want it no
1366
01:36:29,666 --> 01:36:33,066
I don't I don't want it no
1367
01:36:35,500 --> 01:36:38,333
where did you get that my fiance
1368
01:36:39,000 --> 01:36:40,866
who he's dead
1369
01:36:42,000 --> 01:36:45,000
he was run over in the road and thrown away
1370
01:36:46,566 --> 01:36:48,766
like an animal when
1371
01:36:49,700 --> 01:36:50,900
when did it happen
1372
01:36:52,766 --> 01:36:54,000
you
1373
01:36:55,366 --> 01:36:57,300
tell him it feels so good
1374
01:36:57,300 --> 01:37:00,166
it feels so good louder
1375
01:37:00,300 --> 01:37:04,133
it feels so good motherfucker
1376
01:37:05,666 --> 01:37:08,366
so who was it
1377
01:37:09,566 --> 01:37:11,000
a college kid
1378
01:37:12,166 --> 01:37:13,266
a painter
1379
01:37:15,433 --> 01:37:16,900
it's pretty ironic
1380
01:37:17,566 --> 01:37:19,333
you look like a Picasso
1381
01:37:26,400 --> 01:37:27,300
Sunshine
1382
01:37:29,800 --> 01:37:30,966
what are you doing
1383
01:37:37,166 --> 01:37:37,966
Sunshine
1384
01:37:43,833 --> 01:37:46,866
what did you do what did you do
1385
01:37:46,866 --> 01:37:48,200
stay back stay back
1386
01:37:49,166 --> 01:37:51,366
stop it stop it
1387
01:37:54,166 --> 01:37:55,900
don't hurt him he's sick
1388
01:37:56,666 --> 01:37:59,100
I thought you said this asshole was in a wheelchair
1389
01:38:00,900 --> 01:38:03,933
look at this shit not even loaded
1390
01:38:04,066 --> 01:38:07,100
is this even real or some airsoft bullshit
1391
01:38:07,100 --> 01:38:09,133
what is this toy gun what are these things
1392
01:38:18,700 --> 01:38:19,566
Anna
1393
01:38:20,833 --> 01:38:24,366
I need you I need you to do something for me
1394
01:38:25,266 --> 01:38:28,000
I need you to do something and it's really important
1395
01:38:28,833 --> 01:38:29,666
okay
1396
01:38:32,200 --> 01:38:33,000
okay
1397
01:38:36,000 --> 01:38:37,300
let me in sweetie
1398
01:38:37,300 --> 01:38:39,633
I can help please honey
1399
01:38:39,633 --> 01:38:42,166
you don't have to do this alone honey
1400
01:38:42,366 --> 01:38:43,166
please
1401
01:38:43,500 --> 01:38:44,400
I you need me
1402
01:38:44,400 --> 01:38:45,866
I can help honey please
1403
01:38:47,366 --> 01:38:50,000
sometimes let him in let him in
1404
01:38:50,866 --> 01:38:53,066
you don't have to do this anymore I promise
1405
01:38:56,200 --> 01:38:57,600
I'll never see you again
1406
01:38:58,500 --> 01:39:02,933
I will kill you you hypochondriac fuck
1407
01:39:06,433 --> 01:39:09,700
funny in here I thought you already had
1408
01:39:18,266 --> 01:39:19,666
I'm sorry
1409
01:39:21,566 --> 01:39:24,300
I'm so sorry I didn't want this
1410
01:39:25,066 --> 01:39:26,466
did you just understand
1411
01:39:27,500 --> 01:39:29,466
I need you to understand I'm sorry
1412
01:39:30,066 --> 01:39:32,066
I never meant to hurt you
1413
01:39:33,066 --> 01:39:34,733
I never meant to hurt anyone
1414
01:39:35,566 --> 01:39:36,766
it's like
1415
01:39:37,033 --> 01:39:41,266
I had this image of what my life was supposed to be
1416
01:39:41,800 --> 01:39:43,666
or what I was supposed to be
1417
01:39:44,966 --> 01:39:46,533
I couldn't get there
1418
01:39:47,666 --> 01:39:50,700
and it's like the harder I try
1419
01:39:51,800 --> 01:39:53,466
the further away I got
1420
01:39:54,100 --> 01:39:56,800
does that make any sense yes
1421
01:40:08,400 --> 01:40:09,200
honey
1422
01:40:10,366 --> 01:40:11,566
is the baby out
1423
01:40:13,700 --> 01:40:14,800
is it okay
1424
01:40:16,500 --> 01:40:18,766
you can birth to a beautiful life
1425
01:40:19,966 --> 01:40:22,900
please don't do anything just please let me in
1426
01:40:24,366 --> 01:40:25,166
I'm sorry
1427
01:40:28,766 --> 01:40:31,200
I'm sorry I'm so sorry
1428
01:40:31,200 --> 01:40:33,766
I didn't want this please Zoe
1429
01:40:33,766 --> 01:40:37,700
you always wanted no this
1430
01:40:37,700 --> 01:40:41,266
all of this I'm sorry Dean
1431
01:40:41,766 --> 01:40:44,000
I'm sorry I didn't leave you sooner
1432
01:40:44,366 --> 01:40:47,733
I'm sorry I let you manipulate me as long as you did
1433
01:40:47,900 --> 01:40:50,800
I'm sorry I let you exploit me
1434
01:40:50,800 --> 01:40:53,033
I'm sorry I let you destroy my credit
1435
01:40:53,033 --> 01:40:56,333
taking care of you no
1436
01:40:57,233 --> 01:41:01,066
I'm sorry for believing in you when no one else did
1437
01:41:01,266 --> 01:41:03,433
not your doctors not your friends
1438
01:41:03,433 --> 01:41:05,000
not even your family
1439
01:41:05,366 --> 01:41:08,100
your mother told me about the institution
1440
01:41:08,266 --> 01:41:10,000
how you tried to kill yourself
1441
01:41:10,600 --> 01:41:12,533
how they had to put you away
1442
01:41:12,866 --> 01:41:15,400
how long have you not been taking medicine
1443
01:41:16,366 --> 01:41:18,500
how long have you been lying to me
1444
01:41:18,500 --> 01:41:20,533
to yourself to everyone
1445
01:41:21,400 --> 01:41:23,366
where's your chair Dean
1446
01:41:24,000 --> 01:41:27,133
where is it where's your ring
1447
01:41:27,666 --> 01:41:30,766
I pawned it months ago and you didn't even notice
1448
01:41:32,266 --> 01:41:34,500
someone had to pay for the medical bills
1449
01:41:36,666 --> 01:41:38,300
I can't go to prison
1450
01:41:40,433 --> 01:41:43,000
I know they're coming
1451
01:41:43,866 --> 01:41:44,866
aren't they
1452
01:41:45,866 --> 01:41:47,500
you called them right
1453
01:41:53,700 --> 01:41:56,166
no please no
1454
01:42:02,600 --> 01:42:03,400
don't
1455
01:42:03,633 --> 01:42:06,900
don't hurt the baby don't do something you will regret
1456
01:42:07,000 --> 01:42:08,100
don't please
1457
01:42:08,100 --> 01:42:09,933
I can help us get together
1458
01:42:12,300 --> 01:42:13,100
fine
1459
01:42:15,766 --> 01:42:18,733
stop it stop it did you use a condom
1460
01:42:21,066 --> 01:42:22,266
hahaha
1461
01:42:24,366 --> 01:42:25,533
yeah
1462
01:42:26,233 --> 01:42:27,666
I bet you did
1463
01:42:29,666 --> 01:42:31,733
you remember in the days to come
1464
01:42:33,100 --> 01:42:34,400
you remember that I loved
1465
01:42:34,400 --> 01:42:38,566
you and if you ever get sick and need a wheelchair
1466
01:42:38,966 --> 01:42:40,533
you'll know where to find one
1467
01:42:41,266 --> 01:42:43,533
cause what goes around comes around
1468
01:42:46,066 --> 01:42:47,066
come on
1469
01:42:50,100 --> 01:42:51,200
let's go
1470
01:42:52,000 --> 01:42:53,266
yeah Zoe
1471
01:42:54,400 --> 01:42:55,866
go home time
1472
01:43:02,100 --> 01:43:03,466
I miss you
1473
01:43:04,033 --> 01:43:05,466
I miss you too
1474
01:43:09,633 --> 01:43:11,266
we could get in the car
1475
01:43:12,900 --> 01:43:14,066
we could drive
1476
01:43:16,000 --> 01:43:17,466
we could drive someplace
1477
01:43:19,066 --> 01:43:20,100
far away
1478
01:43:21,666 --> 01:43:23,066
someplace you've never been
1479
01:43:24,200 --> 01:43:25,400
someplace warm
1480
01:43:33,066 --> 01:43:35,600
we could have a baby
1481
01:43:36,266 --> 01:43:37,066
hahaha
1482
01:43:37,700 --> 01:43:39,300
I do things better
1483
01:43:41,400 --> 01:43:42,366
stop it no
1484
01:43:42,900 --> 01:43:45,200
stop it I'm going to burn help
1485
01:43:45,966 --> 01:43:46,766
no stop
1486
01:43:50,100 --> 01:43:52,100
I'm going to burn and help
1487
01:43:53,033 --> 01:43:53,833
what
1488
01:43:54,500 --> 01:43:56,000
stop it stop it
1489
01:43:57,066 --> 01:43:59,333
stop it stop it stop it
1490
01:44:05,233 --> 01:44:06,800
Santai stop it
1491
01:44:28,000 --> 01:44:28,866
just
1492
01:44:30,066 --> 01:44:34,700
just just let me rest first for a minute okay
1493
01:44:35,266 --> 01:44:36,066
okay
1494
01:44:37,700 --> 01:44:38,200
stop it stop it
1495
01:44:38,200 --> 01:44:39,000
stop it
1496
01:44:39,700 --> 01:44:40,500
stop it
1497
01:44:42,266 --> 01:44:43,066
stop it
1498
01:44:44,666 --> 01:44:46,100
stop it stop it
1499
01:44:46,100 --> 01:44:48,733
what did you do stay back stay back
1500
01:45:00,566 --> 01:45:01,800
I love you
1501
01:45:03,066 --> 01:45:04,600
I love you too
1502
01:45:05,666 --> 01:45:07,200
stop it stop it
1503
01:45:07,266 --> 01:45:08,233
stop it stop it
1504
01:45:08,233 --> 01:45:10,766
stop it stop it stop it
1505
01:45:12,366 --> 01:45:13,400
I didn't mean to kill him
1506
01:45:13,400 --> 01:45:16,000
I swear to God I'd take it back if I could
1507
01:45:23,700 --> 01:45:24,400
stop it stop it
1508
01:45:24,400 --> 01:45:25,200
stop it
1509
01:45:25,966 --> 01:45:27,566
stop it stop it
1510
01:45:27,566 --> 01:45:31,000
the hour of judgment is upon you
1511
01:45:32,000 --> 01:45:33,400
upon all of us
1512
01:45:34,066 --> 01:45:36,766
upon time no sins will be forgotten
1513
01:45:45,833 --> 01:45:48,366
wait where were you tonight
1514
01:45:49,033 --> 01:45:50,300
before the group before the meeting
1515
01:45:50,300 --> 01:45:52,433
where were you where were you
1516
01:45:52,433 --> 01:45:53,366
I was
1517
01:45:54,166 --> 01:45:56,000
oh Richard no
1518
01:45:56,200 --> 01:45:57,900
oh God no Richard
1519
01:45:58,000 --> 01:45:58,833
Richard no
1520
01:45:58,833 --> 01:46:00,366
please someone help
1521
01:46:00,366 --> 01:46:02,433
oh God please no
1522
01:46:02,433 --> 01:46:02,700
no no
1523
01:46:02,700 --> 01:46:03,400
no Richard
1524
01:46:03,400 --> 01:46:04,800
stop please
1525
01:46:08,166 --> 01:46:09,600
oh God no
1526
01:46:15,200 --> 01:46:16,566
you have judgment
1527
01:46:28,000 --> 01:46:29,366
we've done this before
1528
01:46:59,433 --> 01:47:00,233
whoa
1529
01:47:01,800 --> 01:47:03,200
what was that
1530
01:47:05,000 --> 01:47:06,700
like I just totally brain farted
1531
01:47:09,966 --> 01:47:11,900
you said something
1532
01:47:14,766 --> 01:47:15,566
booze
1533
01:47:17,566 --> 01:47:18,666
yeah
1534
01:47:20,000 --> 01:47:21,766
yeah in the kitchen
1535
01:47:28,600 --> 01:47:29,800
weird huh
1536
01:47:34,866 --> 01:47:35,900
seats warm
1537
01:47:41,566 --> 01:47:42,600
did you ever
1538
01:47:43,166 --> 01:47:45,500
wake up and feel like you were still sleeping
1539
01:47:46,833 --> 01:47:48,266
every day
1540
01:47:54,066 --> 01:47:55,766
the only clean one I could find
1541
01:47:56,566 --> 01:47:58,800
might wanna try doing some dishes sometime
1542
01:47:59,400 --> 01:48:00,600
then we'll share
1543
01:48:01,266 --> 01:48:04,000
what's the rush we have our whole lives ahead of us
1544
01:48:08,433 --> 01:48:09,533
feel I'm lucky
1545
01:48:23,400 --> 01:48:24,866
hence I swallowed the bullet
1546
01:48:27,366 --> 01:48:29,100
tell us I lived to see another day
1547
01:48:39,666 --> 01:48:40,466
bang
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