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Haley you want ask me how I managed to

stay clean after all this

time well the truth is I just think of

this I wake up and cold sweats I wet

silhouette and my head and my pillow

it's so drench oh [ __ ] something is off

I'm nauseous I'm going to B for y the

[ __ ] rushing the F it I'll Sprint

stumble out of the bed how did I get to

weak my body wee a w zip to [ __ ] feet

the try reach a wash room [ __ ] the walls

are closing in I'm getting

claustrophobic I think I lost the should

get it gra my mar pull it together quick

and falling forward going holding to the

sink the all the motion the pills of

front is over I think I'm overdosing

well look at the mirror goost and show

is all the blood in my skin and F to be

G this by darkins I'm getting lethargic

but just as my fish it goes dark I trip

in the carpet and hit the floow hard as

a [ __ ] PR [ __ ] oh my daughters didn't

hear me fall can I can I can I keeping

acting like everything's fine

everything's fine can I can I can I keep

on telling myself a damn lie damn lie

cannot cannot canot keep an acting like

everything's fine yes I cannot

cannot never let you down so you're damn

right damn right yeah that's what we do

for our children

right got to be strong a

rock I'm

movable I wake up to the sign of

monitors and I'm in a mess such

ominousness a hospital bed the B am mans

and Norm my toxin fed through this the's

box with is obvious that pop a biking

then N Land going a night without a bite

of damn down the Vol value but like his

Vitamin was probably not for the best I

must have fallen unconscious I guess now

to be just awake is knocking the breath

h of me my body is left petrified just

with when the doctor and said if I had

gotten a less than 2 hours later I'll be

knocking the desk Bo I would not be a

cast but even as a for and as I be

injected and I'm thinking that I'm not

an now it just got to keep it in check

so after some time it's arrest I finally

get a quited from the hospital and even

though everybody is glad to see me I

feel the stab of anxiety right in my

chest cuz getting a shot ey night is

what I chronically read ever since a Tom

me I sat and I sat A8 mile don't want no

zombie like that honestly how the [ __ ]

am I supposed to function like that but

as a part of what happen to stumble on

me and one of them I'm top of my desk is

it okay to take it [ __ ] I'll break it in

half just to put my conscience at rest

so can I can I can I keep on acting like

everything's fine everything's fine can

I can I can I keep on telling myself a

damn lie damn lie can I can I can I keep

on acting like everything's fine yes I

cannot

cannot never let you down so you're damn

right so sick so dope So Sick So Dope so

sick so dope sick I wake up after a sou

s noon one month later and I'm taking

the same amount I do right before

collapsing in the bathroom but on Panic

B she down I knew I managed to have it

under control in fact I'm running the

show and the way my body builds of

Tolerance can't be cunning I know but

now I ding it old to have a running with

old gr you right at the throw but I had

to [ __ ] withdraw from the Panic cars

and withdrawals I had to stop with the

bro

there 12 steps you counterproductive see

I can handle a substance just had some

sh Happ the [ __ ] the B [ __ ] as for

function of who I am the news approved

dying caus a massive eruption of BL

cloud in my judgment but now that I've

come back for now for my bucket cake

that won't allow it to cop man Dam it's

Prett barkers how I'm only the every so

often Dr Daddy Daddy what is it Haley

the strongest song is really awesome and

the want the song glasses the G wearing

oh baby those are cheap but kind of

silly which reminds me Haley I need to

go to the studio want to come with I

need my sock and Amy I would very much

like to that but I got to get my

homework cuon ready just take it with

you afterwards we'll go to McDonald's

where we can eat until we rock a heavy

stomach the size of bizar belly all

right then Dy let's go Dad I can't get

this tip out the latch right cam fasten

it for you beside your ter huh we it

back I need to see this sa you Mir don't

want to coll ofing do nobody's raring

okay then d let's get on the way on the

way I blast a beat de and Dr dr's as a d

anding to the traffic I start to think

of rmes and

lyrics Kanye's

glasses smarter

as Jaws been

fractured dark [ __ ]

fashion call him that [ __ ]

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oh Haley

baby Haley

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