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Medine! I'm burning up with regret!

Medine! I'm burning up with regret!

I can't look Mrs. Nergis in the eye

I'm also so sad for Nil

I'm also so sad for Nil

the judge gave Mrs. Aylin her custody

Mr. Murat said that if I testify that she cheated on him, he'll get Nil's custody

Mr. Murat said that if I testify that she cheated on him, he'll get Nil's custody

but how can I say such a thing in front of all the people there?

but how can I say such a thing in front of all the people there?

I couldn't say this even to Mr. Murat

Yes, you're in a bad situation but my situation is worse

I mean, Nil is still alive thankfully

I mean, Nil is still alive thankfully

but Mrs. Nergis's baby is gone

and it looks like I took part in what happened, Medine

and it looks like I took part in what happened, Medine

unbelievable!

I think that I'm seeing kids everywhere to intensify my feelings of guilt!

I think that I'm seeing kids everywhere to intensify my feelings of guilt!

Who is this beautiful girl, sister?

Who is this beautiful girl, sister?

She's my deceased husband's daughter

I'll look after her

I'll look after her

- Hello! - Hello

- Hello! - Hello

She's talking to us

Since you're saying that you'll fight to get the custody...

Since you're saying that you'll fight to get the custody...

and since you're persisting on this...

what are we talking about then, Aylin?

Would you calm down please, Murat? You're scaring me, sit down, please

Would you calm down please, Murat? You're scaring me, sit down, please

we're trying to talk about our daughter like two civilized people

would you sit down, please? Sit down

would you sit down, please? Sit down

since you're so worried about Nil...

let's give our relationship another chance for her sake then

let's give our relationship another chance for her sake then

Murat, you know how much I love you

Murat, you know how much I love you

and you know that I've never given up on you

okay, you're right

okay, you're right

we have been through small problems

but this kind of things happens in every marriage

but this kind of things happens in every marriage

Does it really happen in every marriage?

You cheated on me, Aylin!

You cheated on me, Aylin!

How can you sit in front of me and talk like this as if nothing happened?

Let alone giving another chance, I don't want to be in the same place with you!

Let alone giving another chance, I don't want to be in the same place with you!

Alright

alright, Murat you don't want me anymore, I got it

alright, Murat you don't want me anymore, I got it

but there's no need to break me with your words to this extent

I got pride too, after all!

I got pride too, after all!

Even if I let you humiliate me as much as you want for my daughter's sake

believe me I don't want anything for myself

believe me I don't want anything for myself

everything I'm asking for is for my daughter

only so she doesn't grow up without her parents

only so she doesn't grow up without her parents

I'm doing all this so our family doesn't fall apart, Murat

Do you want to drive me crazy, Aylin?

Do you want to drive me crazy, Aylin?

I can't understand what you're saying! You're talking incoherently

besides I wish you thought about Nil before

besides I wish you thought about Nil before

maybe then you wouldn't have gone to another man...

I didn't cheat on you, Murat!

And I have proven that to you but you turned a blind eye to the truth

And I have proven that to you but you turned a blind eye to the truth

because not believing me is in your interests

because you're the one who is cheating on me!

There's another woman in your life, right? Tell me the truth

There's another woman in your life, right? Tell me the truth

you're turning a deaf ear to everything I say to you

neither me nor my daughter matter to you!

You're really being ridiculous now, Aylin!

You're really being ridiculous now, Aylin!

Besides, forget about all the lies you have just spewed about me...

why do you care about whom I am with and what I do?

why do you care about whom I am with and what I do?

What is it to you?

No, Murat

No, Murat

I'm not the one who ended this marriage, it's you

I'm not the one who broke our family apart, it's you

I'm not the one who broke our family apart, it's you

you're doing this to us so you can be with that woman, right?

- That's why you're divorcing me! - Enough!

- That's why you're divorcing me! - Enough!

I don't want to hear all the silly stories that you're making up in your mind!

I don't want to hear all the silly stories that you're making up in your mind!

I agreed to stay in the same house with you until the divorce for our daughter

but it's obvious that I was wrong

but it's obvious that I was wrong

Murat!

Alright, Murat

Alright, Murat

I'll take Nil and go to spend the night at my mother's home if you want, what say?

How will you take Nil and go at this late hour?

How will you take Nil and go at this late hour?

we'll see what to do tomorrow

You're looking handsome, Murat! You're quite photogenic!

But I still have one more thing to do

But I still have one more thing to do

Hello!

How are you, aunt Gular?

I'm not okay at all!

I'm not okay at all!

Murat wants to divorce me

and that's also because he fell in love with our maid!

and that's also because he fell in love with our maid!

I really can't believe this!

my house is crumbling and on top of that I'm left alone with my young daughter

my house is crumbling and on top of that I'm left alone with my young daughter

I don't know what to do! Please help me!

How can someone leave his own child like this?

How can someone leave his own child like this?

I feel an ache in my heart even with the thought of going away from Nil

But you want her mother to leave her

But you want her mother to leave her

Are both things the same, Hayriye?

Mrs. Aylin doesn't take care of Nil or think about her at all

Mrs. Aylin doesn't take care of Nil or think about her at all

but yes, in normal cases, the mother shouldn't leave her own flesh and blood

but yes, in normal cases, the mother shouldn't leave her own flesh and blood

when I left Asma in the village and came here...

I kept blaming myself for a long time

I kept blaming myself for a long time

Dear, you left your house and came here to work so she can complete her studies...

and have a better life are both things the same?

and have a better life are both things the same?

Unbelievable!

What happened with the tests? Tell me about this

you said that Mr. Murat will take care of this

Bless him, he's taking care of this

the doctor who will see the tests results...

sent her to another doctor in the village who is his friend to run more tests

sent her to another doctor in the village who is his friend to run more tests

Asma is there now, they're checking her thoroughly, bless them

Asma is there now, they're checking her thoroughly, bless them

That's good

I always say this...

bless Mr. Murat! He's a real man

bless Mr. Murat! He's a real man

I wish my bosses were like him...

thus, I wouldn't have been torn between them like this, I'm really tired from this

thus, I wouldn't have been torn between them like this, I'm really tired from this

What happened to you? Didn't you want to fight, Hayriye?

Didn't you say that you're fully prepared for the war?

Didn't you say that you're fully prepared for the war?

No, sister, I've given up completely and left all my weapons behind

life is attacking me with full force all my weapons won't work in my case

life is attacking me with full force all my weapons won't work in my case

Your prince in shining armor is here

Don't look at me

Don't look at me

I understand

but I know that you love me too, Hayriye

but I know that you love me too, Hayriye

I didn't believe what you said

and I understood that you lied to me to avenge your ego

and I understood that you lied to me to avenge your ego

you talked that way only to hurt me

hurt me

you can even shoot me, what would happen?

you can even shoot me, what would happen?

I'm already burning with pain you can hurt me more all you want, love

I'm already burning with pain you can hurt me more all you want, love

I hope you can find some director, Demir!

You can make an album from all the poems you're composing!

You can make an album from all the poems you're composing!

You can make love songs sad songs and all kind of songs!

What are you doing here?

What are you doing here?

Go and find your ugly girlfriend

I don't know, you can rob a bank or steal someone's kidney

I don't know, you can rob a bank or steal someone's kidney

you'll find something to steal for sure but just leave me alone

Do you see this heart that you're cutting and breaking with your hands?

Do you see this heart that you're cutting and breaking with your hands?

It'll keep beating for you despite all this, Hayriye

don't forget that

What do you want from me? Why I would I love you?

You're a liar a fraud, a scammer and a thief

You're a liar a fraud, a scammer and a thief

besides, you're not my type, I don't like tall guys with broad shoulders

besides, you're not my type, I don't like tall guys with broad shoulders

but what's more important than all of that...

that you're not a man

What happened to that guy?

He has really fallen hard for you

He has really fallen hard for you

Unbelievable, sister! No matter how much I humiliate him...

he keeps coming back to me to express his love like a pop singer!

I think that he's not okay

But you've been extremely harsh on him

But you've been extremely harsh on him

What should I say to him, sister? He doesn't understand any other way

I can't get myself into problems with Kemet at all

I can't get myself into problems with Kemet at all

but those men are quite strange

I've said a lot of things to him, I said that he's a liar, a fraud and a scammer...

he didn't get upset with any of that...

but his face fell when I said that he isn't a man!

I don't understand men's love for manliness at all

I don't understand men's love for manliness at all

Let's say that you pushed him away and sealed Kemet's lips...

will you be able to put a seal on your conscience, Hayriye?

I don't know about this, sister

what do you think? What do you recommend me to do?

what do you think? What do you recommend me to do?

I, personally, prefer to be crazy so I don't understand anything happening

I, personally, prefer to be crazy so I don't understand anything happening

but life doesn't allow us to do that

the Hayriye I know can't stay silent about this, she can't stay still like this

you can't live with that burden

you can't live with that burden

You're right, sister, but now...

if I tell Mrs. Nergis about what happened I'll lose my job and...

How many times did I tell you?

How many times did I tell you?

Your sister has got your back

look, we got the house back you can come and stay with us

look, we got the house back you can come and stay with us

you'll look after this girl until her mother comes back

and we'll find you a job later on

alright?

Don't keep on carrying this burden inside of you

Don't keep on carrying this burden inside of you

Come on, we're cold and the girl is feeling cold too

come on, let's go, Gamze!

come on, let's go, Gamze!

Gamze, come on, dear, come

come on, take this with you

come on, let's go

come on, let's go

- Take care, sister - Come on

- Come on, good evening - Have a good night

good evening! How cute you are!

good evening! How cute you are!

- You forgot your wallet, sister! - I'm not thinking straight anymore!

- Goodbye, Gamze! - Wave to them

- Goodbye, Gamze! - Wave to them

My dear sister!

Medine...

sister is right why did that happen to us?

Haven't you just said that you won't fight anymore?

Haven't you just said that you won't fight anymore?

Haven't you said that you gave up and left all your weapons behind?

Are both things the same?

Are both things the same?

When I said that I won't fight anymore I meant fighting for myself

but we're talking about innocent babies here

can we carry this burden of guilt? No I'm going to tell Mrs. Nergis everything

can we carry this burden of guilt? No I'm going to tell Mrs. Nergis everything

you do the same too, if there's someone at fault, it's Mrs. Aylin

go to Mr. Murat

go to Mr. Murat

Do you think so? Should I speak up too?

Do so

Oh my God!

That girl has made a house

That girl has made a house

Gamze, my beautiful girl...

listen, when we go inside...

listen, when we go inside...

you'll be quiet, okay?

We don't want to make any noise

Mrs. Canan has made us a big favor and invited us over, but...

Mrs. Canan has made us a big favor and invited us over, but...

we don't want her to regret it later, okay?

We don't want her to get mad at us

We don't want her to get mad at us

If she regrets it will you give me to someone else?

Why did you say this, dear? Where did that come from?

Mom told me today that she's regretful

Mom told me today that she's regretful

then, she left me with you will you now leave me with another woman?

then, she left me with you will you now leave me with another woman?

No!

Come to me, come here

Oh my God!

Listen, you've misunderstood me, darling!

Listen, you've misunderstood me, darling!

Your mom had urgent business

and that's why she left you with me

she will come back for you later! Could a mother abandon her daughter?

she will come back for you later! Could a mother abandon her daughter?

I'll treat you like my own daughter

I'll treat you like my own daughter

and you'll go wherever I go

Okay? I mean, I wouldn't hand you over to anyone!

Okay? I mean, I wouldn't hand you over to anyone!

Do you understand, darling?

Oh, God!

Oh, God!

Come on, now...

let's see, my dear Gamze

let's see, my dear Gamze

- Oh, my goodness! - All right, Nergis, honey...

- Oh, my goodness! - All right, Nergis, honey...

feel better soon! I was awfully sad to hear about this!

Listen, I couldn't come today since we had that funeral and all...

Listen, I couldn't come today since we had that funeral and all...

yes, Songul's husband! Oh, what can I say?

yes, Songul's husband! Oh, what can I say?

But I'll surely be there tomorrow, don't worry

I'm actually trying to pry Ahmet away from Songul's daughter

I'm actually trying to pry Ahmet away from Songul's daughter

Do you know the Demir family? The father's name is Cihangir Demir!

Do you know the Demir family? The father's name is Cihangir Demir!

They were supposed to marry Songul's daughter off to Demir's son!

They were supposed to marry Songul's daughter off to Demir's son!

I mean, it wasn't even sensible to begin with!

I'm actually so scared, Ahmet is refusing to leave the girl's side!

I'm actually so scared, Ahmet is refusing to leave the girl's side!

I'm afraid that one day he'd come saying he wants to marry her!

I'm afraid that one day he'd come saying he wants to marry her!

That's why I need to handle this personally and at all costs!

That's why I need to take care of that girl and the other family

Yes, honey, that's right!

Yes, honey, that's right!

That's the situation I'm dealing with

How are you? Are you any better? That's all that matters now!

How are you? Are you any better? That's all that matters now!

Nothing else matters, my love!

How long will we just stand here?

How long will we just stand here?

Nergis, honey, I'll see you around okay, talk to you later!

Songul, when did you get here? I didn't hear you come in!

Songul, when did you get here? I didn't hear you come in!

We just got here

Is that the little lady? Oh, you're so pretty!

Come on, extend your leg...

Come on, extend your leg...

- We'll go downstairs - Sure, just go downstairs, now!

- We'll go downstairs - Sure, just go downstairs, now!

Come on, honey!

Aunt Songul, why are you crying?

Aunt Songul, why are you crying?

I'm not crying, honey

I'm not crying, honey

I'm not crying, don't be scared, okay?

Are you better now?

Mom says that she often feels better when I kiss her!

Your mom was right

I actually do feel better

When I get sad, mom does this for me

that makes the sadness go away

and when I'm very sad I play with Patercak

and when I'm very sad I play with Patercak

and that makes me happy

Is that Patercak?

Is that Patercak?

Well, hand him over so I'd play with him, too

Well, hand him over so I'd play with him, too

Oh, Patercak!

See how you're the mother and I'm the child now?

Let's go now, Patercak!

- Can I tell you something? - Sure

- Can I tell you something? - Sure

When you get older... I mean, when you're much older...

When you get older... I mean, when you're much older...

don't do this

don't ever be this desperate

always be strong and resilient

always be strong and resilient

don't depend on others and bend for no one

what am I saying to you, girl?

There's something inside of Patercak

There's something inside of Patercak

Oh!

- What is this? - You found my and my dad's secret!

- What is this? - You found my and my dad's secret!

What is that secret?

Secrets are meant to be kept

Secrets are meant to be kept

All right, that's rather true! Secrets are meant to be kept!

All right, that's rather true! Secrets are meant to be kept!

But if you whisper it in my ear nobody could possibly hear!

But if you whisper it in my ear nobody could possibly hear!

My dad put it there and said that it ought to be our little secret!

My dad put it there and said that it ought to be our little secret!

Patercak knows, too but he's the only one who does

Patercak knows, too but he's the only one who does

- What is it, though? - I asked him that, too

- Well, what did he tell you? - He said that I can't tell anyone...

- Well, what did he tell you? - He said that I can't tell anyone...

and that I ought to hide it from others

- Can you get me a paper towel? - Enjoy!

- Can you get me a paper towel? - Enjoy!

- Thank you! - I'll fix you a plate, Mrs. Nergis!

Don't load it up though I can barely stomach the food!

Don't load it up though I can barely stomach the food!

That can't be, Nergis! You haven't had a bite to eat all day!

That can't be, Nergis! You haven't had a bite to eat all day!

- Fix her a nice plate, Hayriye! - Sure!

I made the spinach specially for you

served with Bechamel sauce it's delicious and rich in iron...

served with Bechamel sauce it's delicious and rich in iron...

phosphorus, too and a great deal of healthy minerals!

Serve her a fruit platter once we're done with dinner, too

Serve her a fruit platter once we're done with dinner, too

those red fruits as fruit increases your blood flow!

- Of course! - That's too much, I can't finish it

- Of course! - That's too much, I can't finish it

Mom, you often get angry with me but you're not eating now!

You ought to finish your plate or else, I'll get angry with you!

You ought to finish your plate or else, I'll get angry with you!

Okay, Mr. Batu! I promise, I'll finish it all!

Okay, Mr. Batu! I promise, I'll finish it all!

I'll make everyone laugh, now! I'll stuff this towel here...

I'll make everyone laugh, now! I'll stuff this towel here...

now, blow on it!

How did you hide it, you trickster? It's like he's a wizard!

How did you hide it, you trickster? It's like he's a wizard!

How did you do that? Where are you learning those tricks?

It's all the videos, don't be surprised if he makes us disappear, too!

It's all the videos, don't be surprised if he makes us disappear, too!

- I surely could! - They wouldn't do without their mother!

- I surely could! - They wouldn't do without their mother!

I'll get better, don't worry, okay?

I'll get better, don't worry, okay?

Listen, you've lived through an unfortunate incident...

Listen, you've lived through an unfortunate incident...

But that incident brought you closer to your kids, right?

that's life, I mean try to see it in a positive light!

that's life, I mean try to see it in a positive light!

Nothing you say ever makes sense!

Nothing you say ever makes sense!

Are you aware of what you're saying?

I had already enjoyed a great relationship with my kids!

I had already enjoyed a great relationship with my kids!

- What a stupid woman! - Listen...

Well, mom, why did that happen to the baby?

Well, mom, why did that happen to the baby?

Son, stop talking about all these depressing matters!

Don't you see that it makes your mother sad?

Don't you see that it makes your mother sad?

No, Feyyaz, that kids need to know, too!

The doctor said that it was due to sadness, my love

The doctor said that it was due to sadness, my love

I experienced a sudden trauma, that's why

But, why did you get sad? What could've been so bad?

But, why did you get sad? What could've been so bad?

Are you the reason this time, too?

What is it, now?

What is it, now?

If a war suddenly erupts you'd blame me for it, too, that's unreal!

I received a package, and in it was something that made me sad, that's all

I received a package, and in it was something that made me sad, that's all

What did it contain?

That's all you ought to know for now

That's all you ought to know for now

what's important is that you're both safe and sound

Well, ma'am, someone's surely responsible for this shortcoming!

- Oh, God! - Yes...

may God avenge me from whoever did that!

may God avenge me from whoever did that!

Mrs. Nergis, I need to admit something to you, I can't bear it anymore!

Mrs. Nergis, I need to admit something to you, I can't bear it anymore!

What do you want to admit?

God, everyone's gone crazy today! She says she has to admit something!

God, everyone's gone crazy today! She says she has to admit something!

Did you break a plate or a cup? What did you break?

That's what she has to admit!

Nergis, don't worry about that stuff get back to work, you!

Nergis, don't worry about that stuff get back to work, you!

Plate? Cup? What's going on?

Tell me, now!

Tell me, now!

Not, it's nothing to do with a plate or a cup!

I mean, there's something else I'd like to admit

I mean, there's something else I'd like to admit

but, excuse the kids first as it's quite important

Hayriye, I see you've started spewing nonsense!

Just leave now and finish your work, come on!

Stay right there! Go up to your rooms, dears!

Stay right there! Go up to your rooms, dears!

- But, mom... - Go on, baby, don't make me sad!

- But, mom... - Go on, baby, don't make me sad!

Well, let me take the kids up to their rooms!

Sit, don't leave me here all alone!

Sit, don't leave me here all alone!

- Sit down - Is that what you think?

Well, I'm listening!

Mrs. Nergis...

I told you that, at the party...

I told you that, at the party...

the courier had given me the box

the courier had given me the box

- Yes, Hayriye? - That's not what actually happened

the person who asked me to deliver it wasn't a courier...

the person who asked me to deliver it wasn't a courier...

I swear, I didn't know what was inside I should have thought twice!

I swear, I didn't know what was inside I should have thought twice!

But the person who had asked me to deliver the box to you...

Who asked you to deliver it, Hayriye?

Mrs. Yasemin

I'm sure Murat told you what went down at the court hearing

but if he hasn't, I'll tell you, too

but if he hasn't, I'll tell you, too

the judge granted me full custody of Nil

the judge granted me full custody of Nil

do you know what will happen from now on?

I know you can't fathom anything other than grains...

I know you can't fathom anything other than grains...

but, I need you to understand this, too

Don't talk to me like that, Mrs. Aylin

Don't talk to me like that, Mrs. Aylin

I'll rip Nil out of Murat's hands

I'll rip Nil out of Murat's hands

and effectively out of your hands, too

from now on, you ought to find yourself another father with a baby...

from now on, you ought to find yourself another father with a baby...

and play out your cheap tricks elsewhere

your story's over you may leave now!

your story's over you may leave now!

I think it's best that I go check on Nil

Sure, go check on her! These are you last days together!

Sure, go check on her! These are you last days together!

Aylin, that's enough! There's nothing for us to talk about!

- Medine! - Mr. Murat...

if you're free, there's something I'd like to tell you

if you're free, there's something I'd like to tell you

Sure, come, have a seat right here!

Come on, have a seat!

No, I'd rather stay here

didn't you ask me to talk about what I recall?

didn't you ask me to talk about what I recall?

Yes, that's very important, Medine

I mean, I need you to say what you know and recall

I mean, I need you to say what you know and recall

The day we lost our friend Meryem...

I got home a little bit early

Mrs. Aylin had been with that man, too they were sitting side by side

Mrs. Aylin had been with that man, too they were sitting side by side

they were on that couch

they were on that couch

they were dangerously close

Medine!

Medine!

That's what happened

they were kissing, Mr. Murat

they were kissing, Mr. Murat

Okay, Medine, calm down now you did the right thing

Okay, Medine, calm down now you did the right thing

well, the things you said and the things you witnessed...

can you say it in the court as well?

can you say it in the court as well?

thank you, Medine, really

thank you, Medine, really