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Previously on
The Handmaid's Tale...

It's better
if she doesn't know I was here.

You are one of the worst people
I have ever known.

Where are you taking her?
I will call Commander Lawrence!

- Commander Lawrence
gave the order.
- Janine!

It's encrypted.

If you can't pick up
when I call,
try me back ASAP.

We need the schedule
of Gilead patrols
in the marked areas.

Keep your eye
on New Bethlehem.
We're drowning in applications.

I have a question for you.
Where does Mrs. Waterford
fit into this?

- Serena?
- You made her
our global ambassador.

I would think
you would want her here

for the diplomatic visits
at the least.

I need Serena Joy Waterford.

New Bethlehem is not the Gilead
you remember. It's kinder.

And you would be
the face of progress.

God has a plan for me.
The world is broken.

I am being called to heal it.

I'm not gonna sit here and wait.
They still got my daughter!

Mayday is doing something.

They want to identify
the Commanders
who shot our planes down

- and kept you from Hannah.
- I'm in.

Luke and Moira are stuck
in No Man's Land.

- Well, what are you doing?
- I'm gonna help get them back.

There has to be another way!

The only way
is to show up and to fight!

Let's bring them home.

♪ Somewhere my love ♪

♪ There will be songs to sing ♪

♪ Although the snow ♪

♪ Covers the hope of spring ♪

♪ Somewhere a hill ♪

♪ Blossoms in green and gold ♪

June.

June? We need to go.

And how long
have they been trapped there?

Four days.

They have rations.
Hopefully, they found
more things to eat.

What, like, a Costco
in No Man's Land?
How could you let them do this?

It's Mayday's operation.
I'm just trying to help out.

Come on.
The military is funding Mayday,

and you're using civilians
for your dirty work.

They're volunteers.
They know what they're
getting themselves into.

Which is what, exactly?

Mayday's working on a plan
to kill extremist Commanders.

The most militant,
who shot our planes down?

Mayday needs to
confirm who they are

and determine when and where
they'll be most vulnerable.

So why Luke and Moira? Why them?

They insisted on going, June.

It's a simple assignment.

Pick up a bag,
wait for the ride home.

When those patrols
showed up unexpectedly,

they got in the middle
of our pickup.

Why isn't Nick
responding to your calls?

Today's a big day for him.

He is hosting
foreign dignitaries
in New Bethlehem.

New Bethlehem?

So Lawrence made that happen?

He even found Serena.

Brought her back
to help sell the place.

Serena?

Is she, uh...

so she's... she's...
so she's okay?

Is Noah okay?

Both fine, apparently.

Treated like royalty.

It's not surprising.

She always comes out on top.

What makes you think
Nick will show up?

He will. For you.

The foreign dignitaries
all arrived.

Hopefully, our vision for Gilead
already feels...

less terrifying.

Well,
it shouldn't be a hard sell.

Other countries are dying
to get rid of our refugees.

Well, sending your people
to a country that routinely
slaughters its own citizens

isn't a good look for them.

We need to show these diplomats
we're as safe as Disneyland.

You want me to sing
"Circle of Life"?

I want you to dress up
like Donald Duck
if you have to.

Today's the day, Nick.

We gotta make this happen.

You're like
the mayor of this place.

So, whatever it takes.

Oh, God.

I hate managing people.

Now I'm off to Serena.

Ah! Herr Strauss. Guten Tag.

Commander Lawrence,
good morning.

Nick, uh... I want you to meet
the Supervisor of New Bethlehem,

Commander Blaine.

Nick, we are honored
that Germany has sent us
their smartest foreign deputy.

Just a mere assistant deputy.

Well, you two get acquainted.

I have to pick up a plant.

Don't be late for the tour.
Auf Wiedersehen.

Pardon my intrusion, Commander.

I have been looking forward
to meeting with you.

I am so eager to hear
what you have planned
for this place.

Any questions,
I'm happy to answer.

No, no, no. No.

No, no questions.
Just a... a message.

June Osborn
is at Mile Marker 17.

I'm okay.

She's safe.

She's in Alaska with...
with my mom, Nick.

She's with Holly.

- With your mom?
- Yeah.

What's going on? What happened?

Uh...

Luke and Moira, they...
they were working with Mayday,

and they've gotten stuck
behind Gilead patrols
in No Man's Land.

That's dangerous.
Why would they do that?

Because I wasn't there
to stop them.

And now
they're in some waterpark
in Ronson in Zone Seven,

and there's some event today
in New Bethlehem.

So, I need you
to clear a path, Nick,
so that we can--

Which means extra security,
which means...

I can't move those patrols.

It's too suspicious.

I want to help, I do. I just...

Mark's gotta think
of something else.

There isn't anything else.

So, um... 'cause he can't
send in the military
and risk a confrontation,

and Mayday can't go in
because of the Gilead patrols.

So there isn't anything else.

I don't... um...

It's fine. No, it's fine.
I get it. I get it's dangerous.
I get it.

I'll talk to Mark.
I'm gonna have to
drive in myself.

- You can't do that.
- But I can't waste any more time

because I don't know
what's gonna happen to them.

I'll go.

Really?

I'll bring 'em back.

Okay.

Thank you.

Wait, what are you doing?
Where are you going?

- I'll go with you.
- No, no, no.
You gotta stay here.

You can't come with me.

In the back.

In the back.
And keep your head down.

I will!

Blessed day.
Hello, hello!

Naomi told me
I should bring you a plant.

Thank you.

So, are you ready to charm
a dozen skeptical diplomats?

And what makes you so certain
that we can remake this country?

You do, Serena.

The fact that
I got you back here.

Our global ambassador,
Serena Joy Waterford?

The only striking Viking
on the planet
with an IQ to match?

I know why you chose me.

I need to know
that God chose you.

Oh, Jesus.

"And when I surveyed
all that I had done
and toiled to achieve,

everything was meaningless,

a chasing after the wind,
nothing was gained
under the sun."

Well, I'm sorry to hear that.

Ecclesiastes 2:11?

Right. Right.

Have you ever gotten down
on your knees
and prayed in your life?

Sure.

Okay. Pray with me.

- Really? Now?
- Yes.

I know
that I can bring God here.

But I don't feel God in you.

Not... entirely.

All right.

Uh...

Dear God,
we know things work out

for them that love God

and are called to His purpose.

Those He called, He justifies.

That was my prayer
from last night.

Yeah, I memorized it.

- Serena, if there is a God--
- If?

It's not in empty words
and weird rituals.

And He's definitely not
taking attendance.

Then why are you here?

What is driving you,
if it isn't God?

Could be God.

Could be my dead wife.

Could be my guilty conscience.

Well, then, isn't that God?
Isn't God working through you?

Sure. You can't prove it,
I can't disprove it,

and as they wrote
in The Book of Mormon,

that's kind of what God
was going for, right?

The Book of Mormon?

The musical.

Who are you?

I mean, tell me I'm not crazy
for being here with you.

I can't do that, Serena.
You are crazy. We're both crazy.

We broke this country,
and now we have to fix it.

And I have this insane idea,
you can call it faith.

I believe that you and I
can get this done.

And you believe it too,
in your way,

that God called you
back here to help me.

And, boy, do I need your help,
in case you haven't noticed.

So, in the name of God, Serena,
don't make me get down
on my knees again.

Let's make this happen.
Let's do it together.

"Then you will call,
and the Lord will answer,

and you will cry for help,
and He will say... 'Here I am.'"

Praise the Lord.

For the record, I...
I wasn't crying.

You're crying right now.
On the inside.

Aunt Lydia.

Aunt Miriam.

I didn't think you'd come.

Well, I received your message.
I have to see for myself.

Of course.

Marthas' faces are covered here?

So as not to tempt the patrons.

♪ I am a beautiful bird ♪

♪ Fluttered and floating ♪

♪ Swollen and hollowed ♪

♪ For heaven ♪

♪ Do what you want with me ♪

♪ Lost in your captivity ♪

♪ Learning capacity... ♪

Janine.

Oh, you must be cold, dear.

Okay. What are you doing here?

I came as soon as I found out.

- Well, you should leave.
- I will not.

I will get you out of
this terrible place!

Don't! Don't do anything.
Please.

Every time you try to help,
you only end up
making things worse.

But you're
my special girl, Janine.

Are you all right?

Yes, yes.

Hey. I know you.

And your cute little hat.

Mean old witch.

I beg your pardon?

Lydia. That's Ofjason.

Of--

And, um, there's...
there's Ofgeorge.

And that's...

that right there, that's Ofkyle.

You told all of us
we were special.

- These are all my girls?
- Just the four of us.

But we were the lucky ones.

Most Handmaids
end up in The Colonies.

But you shouldn't be here.
You all bore fruit.

I was told
you'd be rewarded
for your service.

Yeah, well, surprise:
they lied to you.

Let us pray, girls.

Let us pray for the Lord
to reveal Himself to us.

- Will you
shut the fuck up!
- You can save your prayers.

Look at us. There's no God here.

God is everywhere.
Especially in
the darkest of places.

Kitty? Commander Bell
is expecting you.

Wha-- wait.

Together we can
think of something.

You really wanna help?

Of course, dear. Always.

Forget me.

Gilead is evolving.

We've made tremendous progress
here in New Bethlehem.

We have successfully reformed
a conservative theocracy.

It's something many nations
have tried and failed,

but here, we have liberalized
without spilling
a drop of blood.

This is a safe,
peaceful community
with excellent schools...

Mrs. Waterford.

Commander Wharton.

How have you been?

God has seen you suffer
through many changes
since I saw you last.

And yet
God has granted me relief

and preserved me in peace.

Indeed.

And yet you look
no worse for the wear.

Thank you. I appreciate that.

We are blessed by your return.

The Lord blesses
and keeps us all, Commander.

Any Guardians, let me handle it.

So, don't sing
"God Bless America"
or quote the Constitution.

Maybe just keep a low profile.

That's hard for me sometimes.

I remember.

They're supposed to be
at the gift shop,

but at this point
they could be anywhere.

Why is this their pickup spot,
of all places?

It's been closed a long time
It's always empty.

Come on.

Okay. Let's go.

I don't know
how you're doing it,

being a Commander
and working with the Americans.

Playing both sides.

What made you change your mind?

Shit.

I heard you got hurt.

Hit by that truck. So...

I came to see you.

At the hospital.

You were there?

Is that why you agreed
to spy for the Americans?

To see me?

I had to.

I had to see you.

We should go.

It's not safe.

Where is my son-in-law?

Uh, I don't know,
but he seems to be doing
quite well without him.

...distribution
of their products.

So with freer movement
of goods and people
across the border,

we are, if you will,
the Dubai of the West.

Less of a prison, you mean?

Your refugees
put an unmanageable burden
on Canada.

And yet, we cannot
in good conscience
send them back

when you're still
mutilating and murdering
your own people.

I can promise you

there will be
no human rights violations here.

But how can we trust you,
especially when
it comes to women?

To be honest,
I shared your concerns.

And, uh, I am, unfortunately,
proof of them.

When Gilead clamped down
in force, I, uh...

I lost everything.

I lost my identity, my voice.

I did terrible things
because I felt powerless.

And so I exerted power
over those around me.

I will spend the rest of my days
trying to atone for that,

and I do ask for forgiveness
every day

from those that I hurt.

And I'm not even certain
if God will forgive me,

but I do know
that God has guided me back here

to give me a chance to try.

In New Bethlehem,
women can read
and write and work.

I would not have come back
if that were not the case.

And, also,
my son would not exist

if it were not for the measures
that Gilead had taken.

Gilead cleaned the water,
we cleaned the air.

Our women are getting pregnant,
and our children are thriving!

And that is not something
that any of you can say

on behalf of your countries.

We all need-- the world--

the world needs New Bethlehem
to work and to grow
and to thrive.

And who is this little man?

This is Noah.
The sun of my life.

Oh, that sweet face.
Do you mind if I hold him?

- Please?
- Yes. Of course.

Hello!

The birthrate in Gilead
doubled this year alone,

far outstripping the birthrates
of almost every other
developed country.

And this is Mrs. Rose Blaine.

Who we are very proud to say
is five months along.

Oh my goodness, congratulations!

Do you mind if I...

Please, go ahead.

Boy or a girl?
- A boy.

Proof of concept,
ladies and gentlemen.

One baby here,
another on the way.

All the good of Gilead
with none of the bad.

This is the promise
of New Bethlehem.

What do you think, Louise?

If you can guarantee
their safety,

we could begin to suggest
voluntary repatriation
of the refugees

pending international monitoring
by the UN.

Louise, I'm sorry.

You're going to have to
give that baby back.

- Aw. Sweet boy.
- Shall we?

Here's Momma.

Mrs. Waterford, you are
a remarkable salesperson.

Oh, thank you.

To be honest,
I didn't expect
to get so personal.

Oh, well, I...
I found it thrilling.

Truly. I can't remember
the last time
I've been that moved.

I suppose
you missed my book tour.

And, I assure you,
I am all the poorer for it.

I need to get you
out of this park.

What? No.
The gift shop, we're so close.

- It's just, I think it--
- What if they're not there?

This place is huge.
You want me
to search every building,

- every ride?
- Yes!

Do you know how much danger
you're in by being here?

They could get killed!
I don't give a fuck
what happens to me!

Hey! You're the only reason
I'm here!

I'm already in trouble at home.

If I even think about you,
Rose can smell it on me.

Yeah, you're right,
you're right.
You should go back.

And, what, leave you here?

You have a wife,
and you have a...
you have a baby.

You have a whole life.

Do I? 'Cause I'm not so sure
I do when I'm around you.

I'm sorry.

I've risked everything,
everything I have,
to save your husband.

'Cause you chose him.
You chose Luke.

He waited for me.

He waited.

I had you.

I loved you.

He waited for me, Nick.
For years.

"Loved me."

"Love."

Do you even know what it's like
to be in love with you?

I imagine... it must be hellish.

I can't lose them. I can't.

They're a part of me,
and I just...

I can't lose them.

That's how I feel about you.

I only feel that way about you.

And I've lost you
over and over again.

I'm here.

I'm here.

They won't make it, Nick.

They won't.

Okay.

Okay.

God damn!

God damn motherfuck,
don't they leave?

Mayday's never gonna come.
They fucking abandoned us.

Bell.

- Luke!
- Calhoun.

Luke, you even listening to me?

What are you
doing over there, man?

The Commander roll-call again?

Bell. Calhoun. Dupar...

- Stop.
- Calhoun.

Stop.

We've got all the names,
all right?

Stop obsessing.

I just can't wait for our guys
to blow their fucking heads off.

Well, let's blow
this joint first

'cause all we've got
is a protein bar

and a bag of
fuckin' carrots left.

I should've never
let you come with me.

What? You can't "let" me
do anything, Luke.

And you should've
stayed back in Toronto.

To do what?
To... to wait for my hearing
like a good boy?

Is that it, huh?
To end up in prison?

No. Fuck that.
Fuck that! I can't...

What? You can't what?

I can't fuck this up!
I'm not gonna fuck this up.

You didn't fuck anything up.

The patrols showed up
out of nowhere.
You know that.

Yeah, but all June
is gonna hear, right?
What's June gonna hear?

She's just gonna hear
that I failed, right? Right?

Hey.

You don't have to
prove yourself.

You are the best man I know.

I mean it.

She better damn well know that.

I just want to get
my daughter back.

- That's it. I don't give a--
- I know--

Go, go, go!

Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.

Luke?

Moira?

Oh my God.

June?

Oh my... Oh my God.

- Okay. Oh, you're--
- Why are you here?

You're okay. You're okay.

Come here. Oh, come here.
What did you do?

God, you're so fucking stupid.
Why did you do that? Huh?

I called Mark.
I was fucking worried.

That's not Mark.

- Hey.
- Hey.

It's Nick.

Wow. Nick.

What's up, man?

Hey. We should, uh...
we should get outta here.

Come on, we gotta go.
We have to get out.

Come on. We gotta go.

Come on.

Stop right there.

- Jesus.
- Stop.

Okay. Get in the car.
Get in the car!

Hey.

Come here.

Go on. Go on. Go.

Blessed day.

Commander Blaine.
Blessed day, sir.

Sir. We'll call this in
to dispatch?

Uh, don't worry about it.
I've got it taken care of.

Good job, though.

But we have to record
any incident
of rebel activity, sir.

It's protocol.

Come on.

We gotta escape. Get in the car.

Get in the car.

Come on.

Serena has,
as they used to say, gone viral.

All the diplomats are on board,
and Baby Noah's
going on the payroll.

I expect we'll soon be overrun

by families
desperate to reunite.

Well, then,
we'll just have to expand.

We're blessed to have
dozens of places

that would make
perfect New Bethlehems
of their own.

Well, let's not get ahead
of ourselves just yet.

I don't know
how ready this country is

for one more New Bethlehem,

let alone a bigger one.

Well, bigger
is always better, right?

Isn't... That's the saying.

If there is a demand
from our brethren
to return home,

don't we have
an obligation to meet it?

I think we do.

And, uh, wouldn't we as a nation
emerge better
and stronger for it?

I think we will.

We'll keep
the conversation going.

You have already accomplished
so much today.

Now, be proud.

- To new beginnings.
- Mm.

New beginnings.

Rose, I thought you said
Nick would be here by now.

He should be.

That's, uh, my fault.

I sent him to deal with an issue
along the trade route.

Is it serious?

No, no, no. No, not at all.

Just serious enough
to require his attention.

Well, uh, it is Noah's bedtime.

Commander, would you mind
walking us home?

I would love to bend your ear
a little more

about New Bethlehem's
blessed potential.

Ah, well, I can't promise
that you'll change my mind,

but I will certainly enjoy
letting you try.

I do love a challenge.

Enjoy.

Ice cream sundaes, please!
We are celebrating.

Commander, pray forgive me.
I'm here on a matter
of grave importance.

Pray you make an appointment
with my office.

I'm afraid it's quite urgent.

It has come to my attention
that Ofjoseph... Janine...

Ugh, dear Lord.
No, not this again.

She will apologize
to you properly,
Mrs. Lawrence.

If she misbehaves in any way,

I will make myself available
for corrections.

No matter the severity.

- Well, that's tempting.
- No.

We gave her a chance.

Might you find it in your heart
to reconsider.

She's a rude, vulgar,
ungrateful little bitch,

and we're done with her.

You okay? I heard
you weren't feeling well.

Newly diagnosed condition?

Oh, no. I'm fine.

Good. Well...
thanks for stopping by.

Commander, please.

Perhaps there's no place
for her here,

but to leave Janine to ruin
in that den of depravity...

my other girls, too.

It's unconscionable!
I will not allow it!

Look. At least
it's not The Colonies.

They'll have a chance
of staying alive.

What kind of life is that?

Why could they not become
Econowomen
in their retirement?

Because they would never accept
a stained ex-Handmaid
in that community.

Stained?

My girls provided
a sacred service!

Janine brought forth
a beautiful child! Your child!

Surely you and Mrs. Lawrence
could at least advocate
on her behalf!

You heard Mrs. Lawrence.
It's not happening.

She's an old-school Gilead wife.
She's not Serena Waterford.

- Mrs. Waterford?
- Yeah, yeah. Did you hear?

She's back.
She's in New Bethlehem.

And she's quite evolved,
I must say.

Shockingly progressive.

Janine's gone, Aunt Lydia.

She was gone the moment
you got your hands on her.

You know that.

Do yourself a favor. Move on.

Blessed evening, Commander.

Um...

well, it was good
to meet you, finally.

- You too.
- Yeah.

Welcome back.

Thank you, bro. Like...

- Bet you were
worried about us.
- Oh.

Sorry you were
in that situation.

And very relieved you made it.

We gotta go.

- Yeah. Okay.
- Okay.

- Uh, thank you for tonight.
- Thank you.

But don't go dark on me again.

Hey, you, um, you reached out,
he responded.

Because you were here,
and now you're leaving.

I've got a High Commander
living in my house.

I can't do everything
you want me to do.

Just honor our agreement
or I'll expose you.

No, you won't.

I'm no use to you if I'm dead.

Nick, what are you going to do
about those Guardians?

I'll take care of it.
Just get back home to her.

- I will.
- Stay safe?

- You too.
- Make a good life for yourself.

Come on, stop it.

Stop what?

Just stop it.
Do you realize that
we always do this?

- Do what?
- The whole goodbye thing?

Come on, who are we kidding?

Okay. So what...
what should we say instead?

How 'bout, "See you later"?

Okay.

See you later.

See you later.

I should have told you

that I was here
working with Mayday.

I'm gonna deliver my bombs
to the locations I picked.

You don't know
what you're doing,

and you will not survive.

This is my chance
to fight for Hannah.

That was an alarming
breach of security, son.

No eyewitnesses,
one victim dead,

the other's in a coma.

He's slowly
regaining consciousness.

He could identify who committed
this brazen act.

They're gonna
expect things from you now.

I can handle whatever
the brain trust throws at me.

June, wait.

June.

I need you
to get us out of here.

I don't need your help.

I am trying
to give you a way out.

There is no way out.

Are you sure
you're ready to go back?

Hell yeah.

We're gonna see this through
to the end.

Serena clawed her way
back into power.

She's about to become
queen of Gilead.

I really do believe
that God brought me back here

to change the country.

Let's change it together.

Sometimes I think

you're the only good thing
in my life.

June Osborne, you did this.

What's happening?

Rebellion.