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We have a
new member of the group.
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She was diagnosed as
stage four a month ago.
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This is Molly, and I warned her
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that the stage four group
is kind of a wild bunch.
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Is there anything you wanted
to discuss with the group?
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So, I actually was wondering
if anyone had any tips
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for how to keep
dating and having sex?
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I left my husband when I
found out I was stage four,
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and I've been having sex.
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And I actually thought
the sex would be better,
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but I'm starting to worry
it might just be me.
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I guess I was wondering
if anyone knows
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how to tell a stranger you just met
on the internet how to make you come?
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Um
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Maybe you're with the wrong man.
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Come here. You look beautiful.
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Who's this group?
Do they have fun cancer?
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Early stagers. Stage
one, two and three.
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They don't wanna see us.
We're scary, like ghosts.
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Ooh.
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Cookies are
reserved for amazing women only.
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So everyone.
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They look so happy.
Oh, she's getting laid.
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Fuck it.
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Boom.
Instant serotonin.
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- Hey.
- Yes!
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That mind-body
connection is real.
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That stress and pain that we
carry around from our childhood,
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that's what cancer feeds off of.
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A positive attitude
can help fight cancer.
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Yes!
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Yes. I need to be
happier, more positive.
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That's how I'm gonna start
having really good sex.
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I need to be one of those fully realized
women who has sex while wearing jewelry.
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Long, dangly earrings.
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I wanna be so emotionally
stable that I make eye contact
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every moment a man is inside me.
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Like, even during doggy style.
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I feel like I'm just
gonna surround myself
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- with light and joy and positivity.
- Mmm. Yes.
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- Like, I feel good.
- Mm-hmm.
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But you lied to a
cancer support group.
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- No.
- Yes.
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I just didn't tell
them everything.
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It's been a good first month. I
feel healthy, and I'm having sex,
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- which is what I wanted.
- Yeah. Yes. But you're not having orgasms.
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Oh, no, I am. I just do, like, a
little buzz buzz after they leave.
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- Uh-huh.
- I take my orgasm to go.
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Like a come doggie
bag. Using a vibrator.
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Yes.
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But seriously, you never had an
orgasm with Steve? For ten years?
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- No. No, like, I would get close.
- Mm-hmm.
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Like, you know when it
feels like a little sneeze?
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Like
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I don't I'm not sure
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- No?
- No, I haven't felt that.
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- I'd like to try that. Yeah. Yeah.
- Yeah.
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- No.
- Oh, my God. I can't with you.
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You can just, like,
always come from sex.
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I like a good old-fashioned
dick in vagina.
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I'm a real Penetration Patty.
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I just can't. Like,
every time I get close,
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it's like somebody throws a blanket
on my brain and the light goes out.
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And then I'm just,
like, not there.
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- Okay, Molly.
- Here we go.
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Are you walking weird?
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No. Stop watching me walk.
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I know how you walk, and
that is not how you walk.
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Now I am walking weird
because you're watching me.
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No, I'm not. I don't care how you
walk. Oh, my God. Get over yourself.
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- Okay, so...
- She's walking weird.
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- Hi.
- What? No, I'm I'm doing great.
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Okay. I-I don't know what
"walking weird" means.
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It means I've seen her walk before,
and now she's walking different.
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Well, any other symptoms
that have come up?
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Um, yes. Insomnia, hot flashes
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and vaginal dryness
during intercourse.
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I am, yes.
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A
wee bit dry.
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A wee bit dry in my vagina.
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Oh, my God. Did I just pretend
my vagina has a Scottish accent?
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Okay, Sonya, you
wanna take this?
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- It's a mental health issue.
- Yeah.
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How is having a dry vagina
a mental health issue?
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Well, it's be... You
know, women, you know
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Emotional feelings.
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It's so common. I have some really
fun lube options that I can offer you.
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Would you like some?
Slick, slick, slick.
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Yes, yes, yes.
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Check, please. Waiter,
get me out of here.
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Moving on.
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Okay, so we're going
into full attack mode.
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Your numbers are holding on
leuprolide and letrozole,
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so I'm gonna add Ribociclib.
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And I am supposed to have a licensed
clinical social worker check in
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to see if you are mentally fit,
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because palliative care is just such
an important part of our team. Huh?
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And I I believe that.
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Okay, but just so that you
have all the information,
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this combination of medicine can
really cause your mood to change.
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Feelings can become amplified.
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This is it. It's
gonna happen tonight.
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You know, I almost never take elevators
'cause I'm trying to bulk up my calves.
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This fucking guy.
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Stay positive.
Focus on your date.
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He's 25, he smells
like bar soap.
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You're both wearing
cool jackets.
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What is that taco? Why
does it smell so bad?
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Hi, I'm Molly. I moved in
across from you last month.
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I wrote you a note about eating food
in the elevator. Did you get it?
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I did.
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'Cause I would just really love
to keep our shared spaces clean.
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It just really helps
me to Mentally.
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Joy and light. Joy and light.
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Fucking joy and fucking...
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I'm sorry. My neighbor
plays video games.
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It's cool. It's like we're
making out in a battlefield.
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Uh, sort of.
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I like to keep my bra on.
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You're amazing.
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I am amazing and you're amazing,
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and I'm a fully-realized,
emotionally-stable woman.
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And you don't have any hair
on your balls, and let's fuck.
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Can I touch you?
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Okay, it doesn't have to
be weird. Make it sexy.
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Is that hand sanitizer?
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Oh, no, it's lube. Okay. It's
a lot. Do we need all that?
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- Yes.
- Okay.
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Talk to me. Tell me what you
like. Tell me what you want.
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Stay connected. Eye
contact. Like a normal...
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I don't know. What
do... What do you like?
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Um, clasp my balls?
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I can clasp your balls.
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Uh, um, clasp.
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Am I tugging down, or, like, a
loose handshake with your balls?
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Clasp.
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- Clasp.
- No.
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- Clasp?
- Clasp?
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Oh.
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I'm sorry, I know you,
right? I know you, right?
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Yeah. You live
here? I shower here.
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- I knew you from the shower.
- That's right. That's how we met.
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I'm sorry we haven't
been having a lot of sex.
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I just I feel like I always
smell like the hospital.
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I'm just worried about you.
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That's all. Like,
are you really okay?
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I can't actually talk about
it. Let's just have sex.
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- Oh. Oh. Oh, wow. Oh, gosh.
- I know, babe.
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You're just
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- You're dressed so slutty. Sorry.
- Okay, I'm...
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- Hold on. I actually wanna talk about it.
- No.
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- Like, we don't have to have sex.
- Yes. Mm-hmm. Yes, we do.
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- Okay. Okay.
- Yes, we do.
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Hello. This is Patricia.
Thank you for holding.
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Please provide your case number.
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- What the fuck?
- I'm
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I'm on hold with Molly's
insurance company.
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- Hello? Can I help you?
- This whole time?
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It usually takes 45
minutes. Wait. Hold on.
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- Is someone there?
- I'm here, ma'am.
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Can you just rub your dick until I'm done?
It won't take that long. Or I can rub it.
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I can rub it while I do this.
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Excuse me? Is this a prank
call? Are you a prankster?
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I'm not a prankster, okay? I'm
talking to my boyfriend. Just grow up.
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Ma'am.
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- I'll finish in the bathroom. It's okay.
- Please don't...
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I love you. Okay. Bye.
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- Hello. Case number "J8329390YM."
- Hello.
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- Do you mind clasping - Fuck.
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No, that's the taint. Come
on, get your shit together.
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Uh, clasp.
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- No. Clasp.
- Do you mean cup?
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No, clasp.
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What if I push them inside you
and move you around like a puppet?
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Why don't we get the vacuum cleaner
and suck your balls up into it?
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Why don't I sit on
them or kick them?
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That's hot. I'd kick you
in the fucking balls.
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- Clasp.
- My shoulder hurts.
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- Can you stop saying "clasp"?
- Well
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you're not saying anything.
Tell me what you want.
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Tell me what feels good.
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I told you, I don't know.
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How do you not know
what feels good?
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I'm sorry. It's just, the
people I have sex with,
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they tell me what they
like and what feels good.
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Especially older women, and
that's one of the reasons why I...
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Leave.
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I'm sorry. I
just wanted you to cla
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What's happening? He's jerking
off 'cause I'm jerking off?
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That's basically a crime.
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Oh, no.
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He hates me. He hates himself.
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And he's probably got
guacamole on his hands.
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It was a mistake.
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A mistake orgasm?
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What is a mistake orgasm?
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He's disgusting. He wanted
me to hear him jerking off.
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Totally. And you were
also jerking off.
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I came so hard I think I
pulled a stomach muscle.
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That's That's beside the point.
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How did it make you feel afterwards?
That's the main question.
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Did you feel good?
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It was like a full
marching band in my pants.
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It was a mistake.
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00:13:13,427 --> 00:13:15,595
Okay, I'm ready.
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Let's take intense mood-altering drugs
that may or may not turn my poop black.
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Let's enjoy it.
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Yeah.
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Find your joy!
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Yeah!
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Fuck, yeah!
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We're literally not
even on step one.
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I hate it.
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It's not even a coffee table.
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It doesn't bring
the space together.
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Course you're awake
too, you sad fuck.
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What are you wearing? Your
little basketball shorts.
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I can see the hair poking out
from the hole in your T-shirt.
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Bet you shed like a dog. I
hate everything about you.
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There's trash on the floor.
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Look!
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You think you can just make a mess and
expect that other people will clean it up?
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Yeah.
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Pick it up.
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Oh, my God. You're
doing what I say.
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Now say, "I'm disgusting."
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I'm disgusting.
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Say it again.
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I'm disgusting.
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Oh, stop it!
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Stop it.
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Please.
Please can I come?
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No!
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You were strong.
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I know. I know, I know. Listen, my friend
has cancer and I'm taking care of her.
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I swear, like, when I
don't have anywhere to be,
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the appointment
does start on time,
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and when I do have somewhere
to be, it takes hours.
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And I can't complain to her
because she is terminally ill,
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which is worse than being late
for rehearsal, I feel like. Right?
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Your performance today is
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Is that Would that
be a dead bird?
243
00:16:44,371 --> 00:16:45,572
Yeah. I get it.
244
00:16:47,541 --> 00:16:49,175
Please don't fire me.
245
00:16:52,479 --> 00:16:54,481
Oh, I'm feeling these drugs.
246
00:16:54,882 --> 00:16:58,151
I don't think anyone can
tell. I think I look normal.
247
00:16:58,685 --> 00:17:02,622
I thought we could all talk a
little about our cancer journeys.
248
00:17:03,423 --> 00:17:06,493
When I started my cancer
journey -
249
00:17:10,831 --> 00:17:12,065
Sorry.
250
00:17:13,233 --> 00:17:14,233
I just
251
00:17:15,169 --> 00:17:17,604
When you say "cancer
journey" it just I'm sorry.
252
00:17:17,605 --> 00:17:20,006
It just makes it sound like
it's a really fun trip.
253
00:17:21,375 --> 00:17:22,742
No.
254
00:17:26,113 --> 00:17:28,014
Why don't you speak
to your journey?
255
00:17:28,415 --> 00:17:32,352
I got cancer, and then it
was gone for two years.
256
00:17:32,353 --> 00:17:36,323
And then it came
back as stage four.
257
00:17:38,759 --> 00:17:40,493
Shit.
258
00:17:40,494 --> 00:17:44,464
Sorry. I didn't tell
you guys I'm stage four
259
00:17:44,465 --> 00:17:47,033
'cause I wanted to
be in this group.
260
00:17:47,034 --> 00:17:51,337
Anyway, the whole time that I thought
that I was healthy, my body was just like
261
00:17:51,338 --> 00:17:55,208
like, waiting to give me
more cancer.
262
00:17:55,209 --> 00:17:57,610
Uh, that's my cancer journey.
263
00:17:57,611 --> 00:18:01,014
Molly, I'm so sorry. I'm gonna
have to ask you to leave the group.
264
00:18:01,715 --> 00:18:03,783
- What?
- What's happening to you
265
00:18:03,784 --> 00:18:06,052
is their worst fear.
266
00:18:07,254 --> 00:18:08,421
Mine too.
267
00:18:09,122 --> 00:18:13,026
What if we've gone through all
this, and the cancer comes back?
268
00:18:14,127 --> 00:18:15,161
Hey.
269
00:18:20,100 --> 00:18:23,703
Joy and light. Fucking
joy and fucking light.
270
00:18:37,651 --> 00:18:39,486
Pick up your fucking trash!
271
00:18:39,920 --> 00:18:41,688
What the fuck is wrong with you?
272
00:18:42,589 --> 00:18:45,225
Are you gonna go back
inside and jerk off to this?
273
00:18:46,660 --> 00:18:47,694
Yeah.
274
00:18:51,632 --> 00:18:52,632
Let me watch.
275
00:19:00,374 --> 00:19:02,075
Take off your clothes.
276
00:19:04,244 --> 00:19:07,714
- Why do you have this?
- I work in city government for 311.
277
00:19:09,383 --> 00:19:10,584
Touch your dick.
278
00:19:15,222 --> 00:19:17,590
- Can I get some lotion?
- You do what I say.
279
00:19:17,591 --> 00:19:18,625
Okay.
280
00:19:21,261 --> 00:19:23,063
Yeah, you should
get some lotion.
281
00:19:29,136 --> 00:19:30,437
What else should I do?
282
00:19:33,407 --> 00:19:35,041
You like this?
283
00:19:35,042 --> 00:19:37,210
- Yeah. I like it.
- Did I say you can fucking talk?
284
00:19:44,484 --> 00:19:45,485
Is this your dad?
285
00:19:47,487 --> 00:19:50,390
How did such an attractive man
produce such a sack of shit like you?
286
00:19:50,391 --> 00:19:53,193
That's not my dad.
That's Bill de Blasio.
287
00:19:55,796 --> 00:19:57,463
Is his dick as boring as yours?
288
00:19:57,464 --> 00:19:58,765
More.
289
00:19:59,199 --> 00:20:02,101
You like it when I talk about
your little medium-sized dick?
290
00:20:02,102 --> 00:20:04,604
Look at the way you're jerking
off. Your pinky is out.
291
00:20:05,005 --> 00:20:08,174
You think your dick
is fancy? That sucks.
292
00:20:08,575 --> 00:20:13,046
I hate that. I want to hit you and
kick you in the dick and destroy you.
293
00:20:14,514 --> 00:20:17,317
Do it. Do it. Kick me.
294
00:20:17,918 --> 00:20:20,487
Do it. Kick me in the dick.
295
00:20:22,255 --> 00:20:23,323
Please.
296
00:20:37,471 --> 00:20:40,340
Shit!
297
00:20:41,241 --> 00:20:43,209
Oh, God.
298
00:20:45,479 --> 00:20:47,414
What Are you okay?
299
00:20:48,682 --> 00:20:50,183
Is that part of this?
300
00:20:54,855 --> 00:20:59,525
treatment with
leuprolide, letrozole,
301
00:20:59,526 --> 00:21:02,161
- and she just started Ribociclib...
- We gave her morphine.
302
00:21:02,162 --> 00:21:04,097
It's not fucking working!
303
00:21:04,098 --> 00:21:06,366
- I don't think it's working.
- The hormones she's on
304
00:21:06,367 --> 00:21:10,203
- can amplify what she's already feeling.
- Really? That's so interesting!
305
00:21:10,204 --> 00:21:12,605
Fucking bastard! Get
me a fucking doctor!
306
00:21:12,606 --> 00:21:15,475
- I am a doctor.
- Then why are you so young?
307
00:21:16,710 --> 00:21:20,113
I don't want this virgin
on my cancer journey!
308
00:21:20,647 --> 00:21:22,782
- She doesn't mean that.
- I do! I really do!
309
00:21:22,783 --> 00:21:25,318
- She does mean that.
- I'm gonna page palliative care.
310
00:21:25,786 --> 00:21:27,621
Excuse I'm
311
00:21:30,524 --> 00:21:33,226
I don't know what to do right
now. I don't know how to help you.
312
00:21:33,227 --> 00:21:35,595
- Help me!
- Okay.
313
00:21:38,265 --> 00:21:41,401
Can I get another doctor?
Do you Who else do you have?
314
00:21:41,402 --> 00:21:44,337
Like, I need, like, a doctor,
like an older doctor-doctor.
315
00:21:44,338 --> 00:21:46,773
- You can't choose your own doctor.
- Yeah. I can.
316
00:21:46,774 --> 00:21:49,342
- You can't choose your own fucking doctor.
- What are you doing?
317
00:21:49,343 --> 00:21:51,678
- Hey. Can you see my friend?
- Of course.
318
00:21:51,679 --> 00:21:53,813
Oh, thank you so much. Why don't
you take some fucking notes?
319
00:21:53,814 --> 00:21:55,615
Here.
320
00:21:55,616 --> 00:21:57,776
Hi, is there anything I can
do to make your day better?
321
00:21:58,585 --> 00:22:00,754
Please, please help me.
322
00:22:01,521 --> 00:22:02,589
Okay.
323
00:22:11,531 --> 00:22:15,235
- Are you a clown?
- Oh, my God. You're the hospital clown.
324
00:22:15,236 --> 00:22:17,504
- Yeah. It's on my jacket.
- Get out. Get out.
325
00:22:19,239 --> 00:22:22,576
Why does it hurt this much?
Did I kick his dick off?
326
00:22:25,445 --> 00:22:27,514
Hey, hey. Look at
me. Take a breath.
327
00:22:28,148 --> 00:22:31,585
The best thing you can do for
Molly is to breathe. Yeah.
328
00:22:31,986 --> 00:22:35,622
I'm fine. This is not about me.
I just... I got I fucked it up.
329
00:22:35,623 --> 00:22:38,157
I fucked up and I got
the fucking clown doctor.
330
00:22:38,158 --> 00:22:39,326
Have you been drinking?
331
00:22:40,227 --> 00:22:43,696
I got fired from my job, and I
went and I drank a whole lot,
332
00:22:43,697 --> 00:22:46,799
but don't worry about me.
Can you just please help her?
333
00:22:46,800 --> 00:22:49,769
- Please, please, please, please.
- Okay. Drink that.
334
00:22:50,804 --> 00:22:52,038
Molly?
335
00:23:04,651 --> 00:23:09,088
I told them that she was in pain, and
it was like they did not even hear me.
336
00:23:09,089 --> 00:23:11,190
And you're white.
337
00:23:11,191 --> 00:23:14,227
Black women say they're in pain
and they give them some red Jell-O.
338
00:23:14,228 --> 00:23:15,828
That's why I do this.
339
00:23:15,829 --> 00:23:19,198
Pain is political.
Pleasure is political.
340
00:23:19,199 --> 00:23:21,301
You know, don't get me started.
341
00:23:21,302 --> 00:23:24,037
I want to get you started,
and I want you to never stop.
342
00:23:36,283 --> 00:23:37,350
Hi.
343
00:23:40,187 --> 00:23:41,555
Are you in any pain?
344
00:23:43,657 --> 00:23:45,025
No.
345
00:23:47,828 --> 00:23:51,197
Okay, the doctor came in
while you were sleeping.
346
00:23:51,198 --> 00:23:56,135
And you have a
fracture in your femur,
347
00:23:56,136 --> 00:24:00,306
and they think that it's probably
because the cancer in your hip
348
00:24:00,307 --> 00:24:02,075
has spread a little bit.
349
00:24:06,847 --> 00:24:08,781
You said I was walking weird.
350
00:24:08,782 --> 00:24:11,218
Yeah, I know how baby walks.
351
00:24:11,786 --> 00:24:16,055
I also want you to know that they
are gonna put a rod in your leg
352
00:24:16,056 --> 00:24:20,193
to prophylactically
stabilize the femur bone.
353
00:24:20,661 --> 00:24:23,096
They're gonna come in and go
over all of this with you.
354
00:24:25,265 --> 00:24:27,100
They're going to
put a rod in my leg?
355
00:24:27,101 --> 00:24:29,369
Yeah, I know. I know.
356
00:24:31,305 --> 00:24:32,672
Oh, Molly.
357
00:24:34,708 --> 00:24:36,309
It's my fault.
358
00:24:37,844 --> 00:24:40,346
You know, I tried so
hard to be positive
359
00:24:40,347 --> 00:24:44,284
but I'm just like a naturally fucked-up,
negative person, and it's my fault.
360
00:24:44,285 --> 00:24:46,319
No, no, no, no, no, no, no. No.
361
00:24:47,654 --> 00:24:50,423
Cancer doesn't care if
you're a positive person.
362
00:24:50,957 --> 00:24:54,394
Positive, wonderful, beautiful
people die all the time.
363
00:24:56,763 --> 00:25:00,300
It's my stupid, fucked-up,
broken body. I hate it.
364
00:25:00,701 --> 00:25:02,469
I got cancer twice.
365
00:25:03,370 --> 00:25:06,406
I can't even have normal
orgasms from normal sex.
366
00:25:06,407 --> 00:25:10,377
Normal sex? Who decides
what that means?
367
00:25:11,278 --> 00:25:12,279
Just tell them.
368
00:25:15,215 --> 00:25:18,585
I made my neighbor
jerk off in front of me
369
00:25:18,586 --> 00:25:21,554
while I said truly horrible
things about his penis
370
00:25:21,555 --> 00:25:23,223
and then I kicked
him in the dick.
371
00:25:25,258 --> 00:25:26,326
And I loved it.
372
00:25:26,327 --> 00:25:30,497
Yes. Amazing. Yes! Yes. Yes.
373
00:25:31,465 --> 00:25:33,099
Why is that amazing?
374
00:25:33,100 --> 00:25:35,702
Because you figured out
something that you want.
375
00:25:35,703 --> 00:25:39,139
No. I don't want to have to
hurt people to have orgasms.
376
00:25:39,806 --> 00:25:41,107
I
377
00:25:42,075 --> 00:25:43,309
What is wrong with me?
378
00:25:43,310 --> 00:25:44,477
Nothing.
379
00:25:44,478 --> 00:25:45,712
Mm-mmm. Mm-mmm.
380
00:25:45,713 --> 00:25:47,447
Nothing the fuck
is wrong with you.
381
00:25:47,448 --> 00:25:50,416
You early millennials
are so tragic.
382
00:25:50,417 --> 00:25:55,222
You know, you think sex is just
penetration and orgasms. Why?
383
00:25:57,524 --> 00:25:59,192
Because that's
what Samantha said.
384
00:26:00,327 --> 00:26:01,661
Sex
385
00:26:03,196 --> 00:26:04,631
Sex is a wave.
386
00:26:05,732 --> 00:26:09,536
You know, sex Sex is a mindset.
387
00:26:10,137 --> 00:26:14,741
Sex is the nonlinear
emergent phenomenon
388
00:26:14,742 --> 00:26:18,144
that arises when
two or more beings
389
00:26:19,279 --> 00:26:21,414
they touch energy fields.
390
00:26:21,948 --> 00:26:24,083
Here's the thing
about your body:
391
00:26:24,084 --> 00:26:25,385
you have to listen to it.
392
00:26:25,853 --> 00:26:28,521
Yes, maybe it's saying
something that you don't want
393
00:26:28,522 --> 00:26:30,356
and you don't understand,
394
00:26:30,357 --> 00:26:34,628
but give it a chance and
listen to it. Both of you.
395
00:26:36,330 --> 00:26:38,197
Here. Here's my card.
396
00:26:38,198 --> 00:26:40,133
I want you to call me whenever.
397
00:26:40,734 --> 00:26:42,135
Thanks.
398
00:26:42,136 --> 00:26:43,570
Sleep well.
399
00:26:47,541 --> 00:26:49,609
You kicked him in the dick?
400
00:26:54,548 --> 00:26:59,752
♪ I get so tall on being me ♪
401
00:26:59,753 --> 00:27:05,592
♪ Oh, I am joy, I am a song There
is no place I don't belong ♪
402
00:27:06,093 --> 00:27:11,565
♪ And now the earth can't hold
me The earth will never hold me ♪
403
00:27:11,932 --> 00:27:17,637
♪ I know the earth won't hold
me While I want to live ♪
404
00:27:19,573 --> 00:27:24,711
♪ I follow walls
that lead to space ♪
405
00:27:24,712 --> 00:27:31,217
♪ I tumble into what I say I
track the dark and find the day ♪
406
00:27:31,218 --> 00:27:36,489
♪ And now the earth can't hold
me The earth will never hold me ♪
407
00:27:36,490 --> 00:27:43,129
♪ I leap into the moving sun ♪
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