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[Kill My Sins] [This is a work of fiction]

Cailian?

Cailian.

Cailian.

Danxin.

Danxin, don't leave.

[Episode 24]

[A Heart Burdened with Endless Thoughts, So Near and Yet So Far]

Xian'er's temperament aligns with yours,

and you both serve in the court.

You should

interact more often.

Shaocheng,

it seems

you will soon have a father-in-law.

[Setaria Plicata, Corydalis Yanhusuo, Horse Bezoar]

[Help the People]

[Anxin House]

You are...?

You're doing pretty well.

How can I help you?

My heart is troubled,

but alas, no one can help.

Why don't you tell me about it first?

Over ten years ago,

it was you who caused this trouble.

Can you fix it?

I'll never forget that day.

I met

a sweet and innocent little girl,

but she

led me straight into the abyss.

Do you know the despair I felt,

locked in that abandoned house?

Do you know how those monsters

tortured me

over and over again?

And that fire

filled the air

with the smell of burning human flesh.

If I hadn't been locked

in the last room,

lucky enough

to find a way out,

I would also have been burned alive.

I endured excruciating pain

just to survive.

Now, looking at myself,

I feel nothing but disgust.

It wasn't until I saw

the Censor case announcement

that I realized

you were the girl

from back then.

You've become

a renowned psychiatrist.

You live such a good life

while I've had mine destroyed,

living like some horrendous ghost.

Why?

As long as you're alive,

I'll continue to suffer.

Why are you still alive?

Why don't you just die?

[Anxin House]

Ping'an,

what happened to you?

It's nothing.

I just didn't sleep well last night.

So cold.

Well then,

I'll make you

some tonic soup to boost your energy.

You'd better drink it all.

All right,

I'll drink it all.

So,

have you decided what you'll do in the future?

I still love singing.

In the future, I plan to write my own songs

and live a carefree life.

Sure.

Shaocheng

is a reliable person who can get things done.

Mr. Yao,

be sure

to take care of him in the future.

Allow me to make a toast to you, Mr. Yao.

Since

you're so highly regarded by the Prince of Kangping

and favored by Miss Wu,

you must have some exceptional qualities.

Perhaps one day,

we'll turn to you for guidance.

I'm truly flattered.

Shaocheng is a man of great potential,

destined for greatness.

So,

please allow us

to congratulate you in advance, sir.

[Kangping Mansion]

Sirs,

please take care.

All right, Shaocheng.

Please go back now.

Go back.

Xian'er,

tomorrow is your mother's birthday.

Bring the rock sugar cakes

and go visit her

with Shaocheng.

I've been tied up with work lately

and don't have the time.

Sir, do you know

that Xian'er

also loves rock sugar cakes?

She didn't have a taste for sweets when she was a child,

but that's changed now.

Perhaps

it's because she's

thinking of her mother.

I see.

There are things

in this world even you

are unwilling to face.

I didn't expect you

to be so thoughtful.

I'm sure my mother

will be pleased tomorrow.

You two really get along well.

His one word

outweighs hundreds of mine.

[Anxin House]

I never imagined

the noble Princess of Kangping would live

in such a humble temple

in the mountains.

What?

Is it so strange to you?

What's truly surprising is that the Vice Minister

of the Court of Judicial Review

comes from the Mang Gutter.

Then why would you

marry me,

a man

from Mang Gutter?

Marriage can simply be

a deal for me,

as long as we are both happy.

Minister Yuan,

do you understand?

[Wei Xuanmin, Master Suxuan]

Mother.

Master Suxuan.

I'm Shaocheng.

Greetings, Master Suxuan.

He is my future husband.

You've never

involved yourself in my affairs,

but I think I should bring him

to meet you before we tie the knot.

It's been so long since your last visit.

Anything interesting happening down the mountain recently?

Yes.

There's a dead tree next to the Shangyang Palace.

It's more than a century old.

The Ministry of Works planned to remove it,

but to their surprise, it's sprouting

new buds in this late autumn.

They all say

it's a good omen.

Do you know how trees

and people are alike?

A tree can sprout new buds

because its roots

remain alive beneath the soil.

The human heart

should be the same.

If one goes against

their true nature,

they will soon wither,

just like a tree

without roots.

Fame and fortune are fleeting,

like the passing of days.

Be it marriage

or anything else,

let your heart

guide your choices.

I understand.

Since it's still early,

let us share a meal with you before we leave.

No need.

The food here is simple,

and it might not be to your taste.

Just head down the mountain.

Ping'an.

Ping'an.

Perfect timing,

I want to tell you something.

[Lease Agreement] Isn't this the clinic's lease agreement?

Why are you showing it to me?

You've made plans for your future,

and I want a change as well.

I'm closing the clinic

and handing

the lease over to you.

Where will you go then?

I'll journey across the land

and resume my life as a wandering physician.

Seriously?

I just got back,

and now you're leaving?

You have your life,

and I have mine.

When you

visit Cailian

and Danxin's graves,

prepare an offering for me as well.

What about Yuan Shaocheng?

Are you not going to tell him?

We merely crossed paths by chance.

When are you leaving?

Today.

Why the rush?

The longer I wait, the harder it is to say goodbye.

It's better to be decisive.

I've just written the song "Late Coming Spring,"

and you haven't heard me sing it yet.

Then do it now.

♪I see you ascend the tall tower alone♪

♪You gaze eastward at your old home, unaware of spring's arrival♪

♪Endless grass stretches to the distant clouds at dusk♪

♪The wind sweeps through the pass as half a lifetime slips away♪

♪The hero's journey never ends♪

♪Do not forget those you've met during the fleeting years♪

When you

visit Cailian

and Danxin's graves,

prepare an offering for me as well.

Why the rush?

The longer I wait, the harder it is to say goodbye.

It's better to be decisive.

She didn't even take the calming incense.

That person looks familiar.

I think I've seen her at Wanguoxiang Tavern before.

As long as you behave

and treat Wanguoxiang Tavern

as your own home,

you'll be well-rewarded.

Now, keep up.

Be careful.

Madame Hua

has recruited a new group of talents,

all with unique abilities.

Why would she recruit people

with unique talents?

You probably don't know this.

I've been here

longer than you.

Madame Hua

has a secret crew

who rarely

show themselves.

What do you mean by "secret crew?"

This secret crew is dedicated to catering

to the preferences of influential figures.

Some are skilled in knife throwing,

fire-breathing performances,

and even disguise techniques.

Mastering these abilities

takes years of effort.

She said we merely crossed paths by chance?

That's not the point.

She was perfectly fine before.

Why did she

suddenly decide to leave the capital

after treating a woman?

I've seen that woman before.

She's a new member of the secret crew at Wanguoxiang.

I believe

Ping'an's departure

has something to do with her.

Do you know her name?

I don't,

but she has a mole on her left cheek.

Wenyu.

Head to Wanguoxiang right now

and investigate a woman

with a mole on her left cheek.

Make sure

to uncover her background.

Yes, sir.

Mr. Yuan,

you've been around Ping'an a lot.

Do you think she's facing any mental distress?

Mental distress?

I've overlooked

something very important.

Ping'an's suffering

stems from the Censor case.

It's her obsession

with overturning the verdict that has kept her going until now.

But now that the case is closed,

where does she go from here?

Are you suspecting something?

I suspect

she wants to end her life.

Why are you still alive?

Why don't you just die?

You are only using us

as a blade.

You are full of sins.

[Tomb of Lu Danxin. Tomb of Cailian]

That woman deceived you.

She's a member of Wanguoxiang's secret crew,

not a victim

of the Censor case.

I was so blind.

How could I have forgotten?

You're the one who's suffered

the most from mental distress.

Ping'an,

tell me,

why did you choose to become

a psychiatrist in the first place?

I want to cure illnesses and save lives,

so that more people

can live happily.

Yes,

you've already achieved all of that.

With your heart-healing techniques,

you saved Guo Yi,

Cai Yun,

Li Ge,

and Chang Qing

from the depths of despair,

one after another.

You punished the wicked,

brought corrupt officials to justice,

and exposed the hypocrisy of the salt merchants,

driving down the salt prices in the capital.

You pursued justice and truth,

ensuring that Yu Qian's righteousness

would always be remembered.

You even gave Her Majesty

the opportunity to implement the trial official system.

Isn't that exactly what you intended?

Up until now,

do you still believe the meaning of your life

is solely tied to the Censor case?

Have you lost your mind?

You deceived everyone before,

facing death alone.

Now, you've gone

even further,

coming to a place like this.

Do you really want

to end it all?

If you die,

those who care about you...

Why are you laughing?

I won't do that now.

♪Evening mist blurs my sight♪

♪Winds shift, and cold dew falls♪

♪My heart drifts like a lone sail♪

♪With the boundless seas as home♪

Ping'an.

♪The moonlight♪

You handled...

♪Fades into the night♪

the Censor's case perfectly.

♪Yet my buried longing never melts away♪

Ping'an.

♪I'd rather wait in sorrow♪

Look after my father for me.

♪For fate to turn♪

Ping'an.

♪Than be left with nothing♪

♪Forever untied♪

♪Scattered apart, only sighs remain♪

♪Regret too deep to mend♪

♪Stars fall, the moon dims, and a soul is too broken to rise♪

♪The night flickers between light and dark♪

♪Yet you remain my guiding light♪

♪Each of us follows our destined path♪

♪Each of us follows our destined path♪

What Mrs. Gu wrote in her letter

is correct.

Only you have the power

to heal yourself.

You mentioned many people just now,

but you missed

the most important one.

Who did I miss?

You.

Then don't leave the person

who cares about you the most.

How did you know I was here?

Can you recall exactly

what Ping'an said to you

before she left?

She told me

she wanted to live a different life.

She gave me the lease agreement

and said

we each had our own life to live.

She asked me to take care

of Danxin and Cailian's graves.

She mentioned that she had traveled far and wide,

wishing to go back to being a wandering physician,

like in the past.

Like in the past.

Where will she go?

Maybe Wuxiang,

where she first met

Cailian and Danxin.

Ruan Qin, the person she cared about,

also jumped off a cliff in Wuxiang.

Who is the person behind that woman

from Wanguoxiang?

Want to know?

Return to the capital

and investigate yourself.

[Why did you harm me?]

I'm sorry.

It's my fault.

She forced me.

I didn't want to.

I didn't want to harm you.

I'm sorry.

I apologize.

I'm to blame.

Are you a person or a ghost?

People are scarier than ghosts,

aren't they?

Ye Ping'an?

You...

You are Yaozhen, aren't you?

A member of Wanguoxiang's secret crew.

You want me

to kill myself,

exploiting my mental distress

and weakness.

A clever move,

but too bad it didn't work.

Don't.

Don't kill me.

I beg you. Please don't kill me.

I beg of you.

Please don't.

So,

how does it feel to have almost lost

your life?

Now, tell me,

why did you deceive me with disguise techniques?

As members of the secret crew,

we have no say in the matter.

She's used my little sister's life to threaten me.

Who

is she?

It's Madame Hua,

the one from Wanguoxiang.

What will you do with me now?

Send me to the authorities?

Reprisal for a wrong should be directed at the perpetrator.

If I am pleased,

your little sister might return.

It's a precious gift to stay beautiful

as you grow older.

Who can resist the temptation behind it?

[Wanguoxiang Tavern]

Fortunately, I saved Yaozhen's little sister

and sent them out of the capital.

One moment late,

Yaozhen would have been killed.

Now,

we've lost the lead again.

Not necessarily.

The fact that someone's going to such lengths to kill me

proves they're afraid of me.

As long as I'm alive,

they'll never find peace.

What do you want to do?

Look into the Censor's case again.

Are you hungry?

I bought you fried cakes.

Go get them from the cupboard.

What are you doing?

What am I doing?

I need to remember your face.

I almost didn't get to see you again.

I'm back, aren't I?

You'll see me every day from now on.

How does that sound?

You have dark circles under your eyes.

You didn't sleep at all last night, did you?

Go get some rest.

I won't.

I'm afraid that if I do,

you'll be gone again

when I wake up.

I won't, Nichang.

I've carried this guilt for over a decade.

Throughout these years,

I've helped many people solve their emotional struggles

but I couldn't solve my own.

However, strangely,

when I came back

from the edge of the cliff,

the heavy weight on my chest

that had burdened me for years

suddenly seemed

to have disappeared.

Moreover,

just the thought

that someone would use my mental distress

to try and kill me

fills me with rage.

I will never allow myself

to be controlled by this mental distress again.

You've brought out the grievance letter again.

We all know what Mr. Yu

was trying to convey.

Reading it again won't reveal anything new.

See this line here.

"The three judicial departments have made their decision and reported it today."

I've been through

this process as well.

The investigators need to verify

the evidence and testimonies.

Back then,

the most crucial pieces of evidence

were the planted silver

and the letter

forged by Hai Yiping.

But based on the letter,

Yu Qian never pleaded guilty.

All major cases under the three judicial departments

were ultimately judged by the late ruler.

Since Yu Qian denied the charges, the case was submitted for review.

Only after the late ruler's verdict

was he sent to the imperial prison.

It all followed proper protocol,

there's nothing amiss.

[Today]

"Today."

It says "today."

Even when Hai Yiping pleaded guilty

right away this time,

the three judicial departments still took three days

to process the case.

But when Yu Qian denied the charges,

why was the case reported and concluded

on the very same day?

That doesn't make sense.

If we push our speculation further,

could it be that someone

within the three judicial departments was bribed?

Ping'an,

could it be that we're overthinking this?

Maybe the three judicial departments were truly deceived,

believing the assassination letter

was solid evidence,

so they simply reported and settled the case right away.

You have a point,

but

we can't ignore

even the slightest cause for doubt.

Here's the plan.

We'll look into it tomorrow

and find out exactly who the presiding judges

of the three judicial departments were back then.

Yu Qian and the woman who died

have been exonerated.

Why are you still so concerned

about the presiding judges

of the case back then?

Although the verdict in the Censor case has been overturned,

there are still unresolved issues.

Why did the three judicial departments

only take one day to investigate Yu Qian

before closing the case?

Miss Ye,

I truly admire your efforts

to seek justice for Yu Qian.

But if there were any issues

among the three judicial departments back then,

why didn't the late ruler do anything about it?

Have you thought about that?

Mr. Sun,

let me ask you this.

If Yu Qian

discovered that his friend

was involved in this case,

would he investigate?

He certainly would.

If this case involves high-ranking officials,

would he investigate?

Yes.

Even if it involves the inner court,

would he dare to investigate?

You...

Ye Ping'an,

don't talk nonsense.

Mr. Sun,

just answer me this.

If it were Yu Qian,

would he dare to investigate?

I understand what you mean.

Two of the presiding judges

in the Censor case have passed away,

and now

only Lu Wei,

the Chief Censor is still alive.

I've heard

he's an upright man

who once helped Yu Qian,

but after retiring, he left the capital,

and I don't know where he went.

So,

even if that letter

fooled everyone,

Lu Wei, who knew Yu Qian well,

should still have his doubts about this matter.

Mr. Sun,

if you were in his position,

what would you do?

Even if the physical evidence is solid,

I can still delay the verdict

and investigate further under the pretext

that Yu Qian hasn't confessed yet.

Based solely on speculation,

you are saying

that some of the presiding judges

in the three judicial departments aren't ethical?

That's why we must find Lu Wei,

the Chief Censor from back then.

After all, his attitude

was truly suspicious.

Ping'an,

the bureaucracy is complex.

Yu Qian was forthright

back then,

and he probably offended someone

without even knowing.

Perhaps Lu Wei thought

Yu Qian coveted

his position.

Or maybe

there were

factional power struggles

and interests at play,

which is why he didn't protect Yu Qian.

What you've said makes sense,

but only by finding him

can we get the answer.

The verdict of the Censor case has been overturned,

those women's reputations are restored,

and Yu Qian's name is cleared.

You've got

everything you wanted.

Why continue

the investigation?

Maybe

you should retreat

to somewhere peaceful.

Once I wrap up...

Do you want me

to leave?

You've just gotten out of danger.

Why would you throw yourself

back into this mess?

Don't

take such risks

with your life anymore.

All right.

I understand.

Let's pretend I was never here today.

Yu'an County.

After retiring,

Lu Wei returned to Yu'an County.

Thank you.

[Yu'an County]

Let's go around the little horse in circles.

Good.

Good job.

You want to walk around this?

Here.

Over here.

Sir,

you are truly blessed.

At your age,

you're still so strong and healthy.

That's right.

The Lu family has so many descendants.

That's truly enviable.

My grandpa is a kind man

who served as an upright and fair official,

always speaking up for the people.

No wonder he's so blessed.

Indeed.

[Lu Wei, Chief Censor of the Previous Dynasty]

That was such a long time ago,

why are you still mentioning that?

Mr. Lu, you're too modest.

Nice.

Grandpa,

the meal is almost ready, come and eat.

Sure.

Let's go

and eat.

Let me do it.

Let's go.

Come on.

Come on.

Let's go eat, Guo.

All right, let's go.

[Dongqiao Salt Granary]

Keep an eye on this place.

I'll be away for a bit.

Don't worry.

Let's go.

Go after them

and track their base.

- Yes, sir. - Yes, sir.

Hurry.

Don't be afraid.

The sword is coated with poison.

I can avenge you.

Tell me,

who is trying to kill you?

It's...

It's Gong Shao.

Wait a moment.

Take these with you.

Stay safe on the way.

Don't worry, Grandpa.

We'll get going now.

Come on, say goodbye to your great-grandpa.

Goodbye.

Good boy.

Go now.

Take care of my great-grandson.

Oh, lass,

what...

what's happened to you?

Sir,

I was on my way home to visit my family,

but I was robbed by bandits on the road

and lost all my money.

Could I stay the night

at your place?

Of course.

You poor child.

Come here now.

Sit here and rest.

I'll go get you something to eat.

♪Past events turn to ash, crushed into mud♪

♪Like a distant dream, forever out of reach♪

♪Your breaths faded in silence and distance♪

♪Thoughts form a chapter, with a reluctant prelude♪

♪The storm of sorrow is beyond words♪

♪In a glance back, no traces of the past remain♪

♪Lost in regret, tangled, unwritten, unspeakable♪

♪Buried in time, too fragile to name♪

♪A cup of cold moonlight. A page of faded tears♪

♪Dreams, scribbled in haste, fade into dust♪

♪A lone wild goose cries, echoing through the sleepless night♪

♪Only to clutch fragments of memory to soothe the remaining years♪

♪A cup of cold moonlight. A page of faded tears♪

♪Dreams, scribbled in haste, fade into dust♪

♪A lone wild goose cries, echoing through the sleepless night♪

♪Only to clutch fragments of memory to soothe the remaining years♪

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