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You got a hitch in your giddy-up.

And that can feel never-ending.

But when that overwhelming urge to self-medicate hits you,

that is exactly

when you need to lean on someone for help.

It's the only way forward.

You need someone to help pull you back

on the healthier path.

And that someone can be a family member,

a neighbor, an old friend...

a new friend.

You know, maybe someone in this very group.

So, we have all been there.

We are all still there.

And we are all facing the same four tasks.

One, to accept the reality of the loss.

Anyone want to continue with the next one?

To experience the pain of grief.

And the third?

Ronnie?

Adjust to an environment where the deceased is missing.

And the fourth.

To emotionally relocate the deceased and move on.

Right.

We all share these tasks.

And we all understand at least an element

of what you are going through.

This is what binds us together.

All right, that's about all the time we have for tonight.

Um, does anyone wanna add anything before we go?

Will?

How about you?

You've been quiet. You wanna share something?

Uh.

No.

I don't have anything at the moment.

Of course. In your own time.

All right, well, that does it.

Oh, uh, and just a reminder

for those of you with court orders,

see me afterwards

and I will get them signed for you.

See you tomorrow.

- Ronnie. Always a pleasure. - Thanks.

Take care.

Lydia,

I think that you can work a little harder to participate

I am doing the best I can, child.

You have more, you have great things to share.

All right, that's fine. You signed it? Thank you.

Yeah, I just wish--

You know, I like to keep groups like this small.

More intimate.

I find it makes people feel more comfortable

expressing themselves.

Speaking their truth.

Do you like small groups, Will?

Yeah. Works for me, I guess.

I certainly hope so.

Hey, Will, hold up.

Need a ride someplace?

-No, I'm good. -I'm Bryan, by the way.

Yeah, I remember. From the meeting.

-I'm gonna head out. -It's a group.

We're a group. It's a group.

-Yeah, okay. -Well, you called it a meeting.

And a meeting could be

different factions coming together for a brief period,

but a group functions as a whole.

We help each other. We're a group.

Right.

So, Bella wants us to call it a group

and that's what you're saying?

See you next time. In group.

♪ You can find it anywhere ♪

♪ Sniff, and honey ♪

♪ None of these compare ♪

Bon appétit.

♪ Together, how I find my own way down ♪

♪ I know the day I choose will be a good day soon ♪

You need to wake up, brother.

Living one day at a time.

Give you a ride?

Enjoying one moment at a time.

Living one day at a time.

Enjoying one moment at a time.

Enjoying one moment at a time.

Accepting hardship as a pathway to peace.

Accepting hardship as a pathway to peace.

Taking this world as it is.

Not as I would have it.

I gotta keep asking.

Not as I would have it.

Not as I would have it.

Trusting that you will make all things right.

So that I may be reasonably happy in this life.

-In this life. -Bon appétit.

In this life.

And supremely happy forever.

Forever. Forever. Forever.

Forever. Forever, forever, forever.

Forever.

And that's...

Denial. Anger.

Bargaining. Depression.

Acceptance.

As difficult as it may seem,

it is important to remind ourselves

that these five stages of grief--

Bargaining.

That's the one that keeps sending me down the rabbit hole.

It's like every second

of every waking hour, it's just...

-I just keep going through the-- -The what-ifs.

Yeah, right, the fucking what-ifs.

Like, what if-- what if we had left

five minutes later

instead of always insisting that we leave five minutes early?

Should be a sixth stage.

A sixth stage to grief?

Reversal.

I-- I'm not sure we understand, Lydia.

What if you could reverse it?

Okay, so, this is what bargaining is about.

You're bartering with yourself in your own head

in an attempt to change something

that cannot be changed.

- But what if there was a way? - Lydia.

There are those what-ifs again

and that is a dangerous game to play.

Yeah.

Whatever you say.

Okay, that was a very--

Will.

Something on your mind?

It just seems to me that

if there's five stages to this thing then...

I don't know, it just seems to--

to close our minds to other options.

Other options?

Options, stages, levels, I don't know, uh,

just seems to limit us.

Well, Will, I appreciate the, uh,

many levels of your opinion,

I can assure you that what Lydia is dealing with is--

Not talking about her.

Uh-oh.

-Unsatisfied customer? -Oh, no. Not at all.

Uh, Will was just expressing concern for Lydia.

- Oh. - Oh.

Thank you, Will.

Take that all into consideration.

Almost like they don't want us to get better.

How about you?

-You feeling any better yet? -Not really.

No, not at all.

You're not like the others.

I could tell.

So, why are you stuck here?

My heart got ripped open.

I was sad.

Then angry.

And sad again.

Then angry all the time.

Shit happened.

And they thought I needed some group time

to get my head right.

- Is it working? - No.

I'm horrible.

Constantly horrible.

But I'mma get better on my own.

I'mma feel better.

Real soon.

100%.

I'mma see my baby again.

Let me give you a ride.

Come on. I could use the company.

No, I'm good. Could use the exercise.

All right, well, suit yourself. I can take a hint.

I'll see you in group.

There you go, you got it.

See you in group, friend.

♪ You can find it anywhere ♪

Bon appétit.

♪ Together, how I find my own way down ♪

♪ I know the day I choose will be a good day soon ♪

Ah!

You need to wake up, brother.

You see it. All the time, every day.

After a while, death, or the finality of it, you know.

Just doesn't quite pack the punch it used to.

And that day was like any other day.

I-- I had already seen misery.

Already seen death.

All in a day's work, right?

So, I'm on my way home and I get one last call.

And three blocks from the house...

it was a single car collision,

one person, I was third on the scene.

I get there and I-- I--

I make my way down the embankment.

It didn't look that bad, you know?

Just upside down there and--

and the creek bed--

Dunbar Creek, uh, you know, ankle deep, usually.

But shit, we had all that rain the night before.

It was like God turned on the faucet,

forgot to turn it off, you know?

She never had a chance.

She hit her head.

She's just hanging there upside down and

her head in the water.

All that life ahead of her.

That was the one.

That was the one that got stuck right here.

That was the one.

Thank you, Bryan.

That was very brave and you are wonderful for sharing.

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over

and expecting a different result.

Now, that's often misattributed to Mr. Albert Einstein,

but the point is clear.

I know that

dealing with overwhelming grief day after day

can make you feel like you are insane.

And we all know what the result is going to be

when we express our grief to each other.

A little bit of relief, no matter how brief,

from the guilt,

anger, sadness,

whatever it is that we are feeling inside.

Now, let me be clear.

There is nothing wrong with temporary relief.

No matter what stage we are at.

But if you begin to live life only for that relief,

for the next blackout from reality,

you are not learning. You're not growing.

You are not healing.

So, to make Einstein,

or whoever said that quote happy,

We're going to do something a little different.

Instead of expressing our grief to each other,

we are going to write a note or a letter

to our departed.

Something you want to add, Lydia?

No. I'm all set.

Not interested in breaking the cycle, Lydia?

I'm almost done with my cycle forever.

Thanks.

What's that supposed to mean?

Sounds like lady problems to me.

Stupid motherfuckas.

-Good to see you. -So you almost there?

-You feeling better? -Damn right.

The shit ends tomorrow.

Take care, Sam.

- See you outside. - Yeah.

Something I can help you with, man?

Because if this is about a ride, I'm good.

Brother, you're stuck in a shit cycle right now,

going round and round and round,

and nowhere in that circle is the starting point

to the healing process.

You don't know anything about me.

I know what those cough drops are for.

And that is not the answer. That much I know.

Brother, waking life, it can be tolerable.

Not perfect, but tolerable.

But it starts by getting out of the circle of despair.

It sure sounds like you had that memorized.

So, let me guess.

It's vodka on the way in

because it has the weakest scent, right?

Then pop a few menthols

and you're on cruise control through a whole new group.

Right?

And on the way home,

pick up a bottle of your favorite stuff.

Just to get you through the night.

Am I getting warmer?

I mean, I was just trying to check off the boxes, okay?

Taking it one day at a time.

One day at a time.

That's the secret sauce.

Time.

It can be your best friend or your worst enemy, Will.

You decide.

Yeah. Time could be your best friend.

If you lay down and let her fuck you.

But not me.

You wanna stop living in their dream world of despair?

What do you mean? Like drugs?

I'm talking about not living with the reality

they keep preaching to us.

You interested?

Yes.

There's this place

hidden away.

Follow these directions.

Go to that place.

Tell 'em I sent you.

Go to that place, Will.

Then, you'll see. You'll open your eyes.

No more sadness.

Only joy.

Home, sweet home.

It's not much but...

they say home is really in here and here, right?

Yeah.

Keeps demons away.

You're not a demon, are ya?

No, I can't say that I am.

That's good for your sake.

So, what are you-- Just living out here or--

or passing through?

I'm sorry, you're, um--

Von.

-My name's Von. -I'm Will.

I'm here on Tuesdays and Thursdays, Will.

Okay.

So, what brings you out this way tonight?

Um, Lydia.

Lydia, she said that I should come here.

That I should come see you.

Lydia.

But your path and her path are very different.

I can tell.

Though no two paths are ever the same.

What did Lydia tell ya?

Just that I should come see you

and there'll be no more sadness.

You experienced loss.

Take this.

Draw, sketch, paint. Do whatever you want.

Put it on that canvas

and bring it back to me.

You want me to just draw you a picture?

You can do whatever you want.

But whatever you do, do it for you.

And then bring it back.

Bullshit.

Yeah.

Ah!

You need to wake up, brother.

"...but instead, I'm here by myself.

And so, I begin another night

and tomorrow will be another day.

Another day in my new reality.

I'll never stop hurting.

Never stop missing you.

But I promised to

see a way forward until we've reunited."

Thank you, Ronnie.

Will, let's hear yours.

Um, no, I-- I'm not ready.

The exercise is not meant to be perfect.

It's not even meant to be finished.

The exercise, Will, is to share.

Come on, Will. It's okay, give it a read.

"My...

sweet Shelly. I--

That's it.

It's all I have right now, I'm just, um...

I can't find the words.

You said her name. That's a brave step.

And Shelly is?

She's my daughter.

All right, well, that's about it for tonight,

um, but before we go, I do want to address something.

As you have probably noticed, Lydia is not here tonight

and moving forward,

she will no longer be a part of this group.

Now, of course, we wish her the best

on her healing journey,

but I would like to remind you all that

when one in the group refuses to do the tasks,

it can damage the healing of the whole group.

Sometimes permanently.

See you guys tomorrow. Oh.

Hey, Bryan.

Will. Good meeting tonight, right?

Hey, I see you doing the work

and I am proud of you, brother.

-Okay. -I knew I'd get through to you.

We're gonna have your head thinking straight

before you know it.

So, I'm curious. Why isn't Lydia coming back?

She claims she doesn't need the group anymore.

So, just like that, she's cured.

She believes her daughter has come back to her.

-Come back? -Yeah.

Her departed has come back.

It's tragic, really.

I mean, you've heard her babbling on, Will.

Obviously, it's impossible.

What are we talking about here? Turning back time?

I mean, we-- we can only try to help,

-but sometimes we-- -Fail.

Did not fail.

She chose not to accept help.

Yeah. Sounds tragic.

-Will! What the fuck was that? -Not tonight, Bryan.

Hey. I know this is about checking a list for you, man,

but pulling shit like that is only going to prolong this.

The more you resist what is here to help you,

the longer it's going to take for you to see the light.

Don't try and be a cop with me, man.

How dare you say that to me? I'm here to help you.

What's going on in there is not helping anyone.

It's just rehashing the same horrible shit

over and over again.

That's the cycle.

You need to wake up, brother.

I was wondering if you were gonna

make your way up here tonight.

You know, it's funny,

everybody can express themselves.

So, everyone is an artist.

What comes out of here...

it ends up there.

The artist's history.

A life lived.

Lessons learned.

Growth. Improvements.

Discovery of truth.

You know, Lydia is making some pretty bold claims.

And people are making some pretty bold claims about Lydia.

Lydia is on her own path, and you are on yours, Will.

This your daughter in this?

It's okay if you don't know.

This kind of work, it exists in two spaces.

A physical space

and a psychological space.

-You are truly a bright soul. -Oh, I don't know about that.

I want you to look at all those souls up there.

Look.

Did you know when a star dies,

it continues to shine its light across the universe

for many millenniums to come?

You just got to be looking for that light.

So, what are you willing to do?

-To do for what? -You know for what, Will.

Lydia was willing to approach her obstacle

with an open mind.

And with truly open eyes.

Now, all her sadness is gone.

There's nothing I wouldn't do.

-For your sadness to be gone. -To end the cycle.

Me and my daughter. Shelly.

Oh, no, no. I-- I-- I couldn't take your vinyl.

These are meant for someone who needs them.

And your path has led you to need these.

I don't know. What you got in there?

I got a little of this and a little of that.

Listen to 'em.

See which one speaks to you.

All right. Okay. Yeah, I could do that.

I-- I can do that.

But there are rules, Will.

You must listen with a clear and open mind.

Free of outside influences.

Yeah, I got it.

Sometimes, what we think is lost is not lost at all.

Just needs to be rediscovered.

A clear and open mind, Will.

That's your path forward.

Your mind is open,

your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

Your mind is open, your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

Your mind is open, your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

Your mind is open, your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

Your mind is open, your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

Your mind is open, your heart is clear.

...to what is dear.

Your mind is open, your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

Your mind is open, your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

Your mind is open, your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

Your mind is open, your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

Your mind is open, your heart is clear.

Now, open them...

Your mind is open, your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

Your mind is open, your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

Your mind is open, your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

Your mind is open, your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

Do you want to play catch, Daddy Monster?

Yeah, I got one.

...your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

Your mind is open, your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

Your mind is open, your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

Your mind is open, your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

Your mind is open, your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

Your mind is open, your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

Your mind is open, your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

Your mind is open, your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

Your mind is open, your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

Your mind is open, your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

Your mind is--

Is that you, baby girl?

Do you want to play catch, Daddy Monster?

Yeah, I got one.

Come on.

Von!

- Von! - Hey, Will.

Where did you get those records from?

-You played one of mine? -Yes, I played yours.

With a clear mind?

That was your voice.

Are you doing this?

There's this-- there's this red ball

that my daughter used to play with.

And-- and Von, that ball came rolling

right up to me.

It was as if Shelly,

she just rolled it to me herself.

And then I played the record again,

-nothing happened. -Yeah, that can happen.

That can happen--

Come on. You gotta work with me, man.

You got-- you gotta give me something here,

cause I need to know that I'm not going crazy.

You're on the path now, Will.

You're on the path.

There was a time,

when I was experimenting with recording.

At first, it was just music, noise.

And then I started to introduce the spoken word

and as time passed by...

strange things started to happen.

The recordings actually...

started doing things.

Good things, Will, good things.

To people that had open minds.

But then you got to be careful what you wish for.

Because...

well...

folks don't always like

what they discover about themselves.

That's the next one, Will.

So, there are some after this?

That is the next one.

Von.

Von!

Your mind is open,

your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

The burden you carry is heavy and fierce.

Vanquish it now or your heart, it will pierce.

Your mind is open, your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

The burden you carry is heavy and fierce.

Vanquish it now, or your heart, it will pierce.

Your mind is open, your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

The burden you carry is heavy and fierce.

Vanquish it now or your heart, it will pierce.

I'm right here, Goblin.

Daddy, look at the wind chime I made.

You made that, Goblin? It's beautiful.

Fuck.

Von!

Hey, Von. Hello.

You're on the path now, Will.

Lydia, where did you come from?

-Where's Von? -Don't leave your path.

Keep your goal in sight and don't let them stop you.

I did.

I'm so happy now.

Lydia, I'm so--

I'm so confused, and I don't know

- what to do here, I-- - You know what to do.

Your mind is open,

your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

The burden you carry is heavy and fierce.

Vanquish it now or your heart, it will pierce.

Embrace the pain that dwells within

for healing can start once you let it in.

Your mind is open, your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

The burden you carry is heavy and fierce.

Vanquish it now or your heart, it will pierce.

Embrace the pain that dwells within

for healing can start once you let it in.

Your mind is open, your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

The burden you carry is heavy and fierce.

Vanquish it now or your heart, it will--

There's one mystery solved. You're alive.

You okay?

What's the matter, Will?

You look like you've seen a goblin.

How'd you find me?

We know things.

Mind if I come in?

Nice place, Will.

This room could use a little light.

But nice.

You mind telling me what you're doing here?

I was on my way out the door, headin' home.

Dispatch gets a call.

Welfare check.

Normally I'd say, "Fuck it.

I got pot roast waiting for me at home."

In dispatch, they get the address,

name of the owner.

You.

So, I say, "Fuck it.

That pot roast can wait."

Was it worth it, brother?

I haven't had a drink since last night.

-I swear, on my daughter. -Don't.

Do not.

Never swear on that.

All you had to do was reach out to me, man.

I was ready, willing and able.

But then you had to have yourself a three-day bender.

I told you I haven't had a drink in 24 hours.

Oh, Will, just stop.

Stop it, okay?

Look, I get what you're going through, man.

I get it.

But there's what you're going through

and there's what you're required to go through.

Bender? Three days? What are you talking about?

Okay, okay.

You skip three nights of group,

refuse to answer your calls,

then you get a welfare check called in.

You know how this thing works, Will.

Too many strikes.

-Fuck you, man. -Oh, fuck me?

-Yeah, fuck you. -Okay.

You know I was there earlier.

You're just trying to mess with me now,

like some kind of healing strategy.

Oh, yeah, I saw you three nights ago

and you were pretty charged up.

Man, I should have come up here a long time ago.

You know, Bella's really torn up about this.

Losing you from group so soon after Lydia?

She's really beating herself up.

Yes, I know.

No, but he will soon.

We have to stay united on this, okay?

It's the only way.

What do we always say?

"This too shall pass."

In the end, I promise you, you will see,

this was the best for everyone, the best for you, the best for--

Hey, listen, I gotta go, okay?

Yeah.

How you feeling?

What was that?

That was a work thing.

So...

to recap.

You left the meeting?

About an hour ago.

You say an hour, I say three days.

You left the meeting.

Then you went to visit this homeless man

who lives in the woods?

A man you've been...

visiting and speaking with.

So, this fellow, he...

He gives you records, and these records, they--

-Only some of them. -Some of these records...

have brought back...

...items that were in photographs

with your little girl, right?

Okay.

Let me tell you what I see.

I see a man who has refused help over and over.

I see a man who insists on

drinking himself into a coma every single night,

refusing to face his new reality.

You hit the sauce extra hard, blackout, lose track of time,

start going through your daughter's old stuff.

Start drinking again, repeat the process and, brother,

Three days...

gone.

After we lost our Shelly...

her mother took all her stuff.

Including these.

So, it would be impossible

for me to pull out these things.

Look.

I'm not saying this is the case,

but is there any reason your ex would be

maybe coming in here?

Poking around, moving things,

trying to...

bait you into some sort of a--

-Will? -Yeah.

Is this you?

Me?

Will, I-- I don't-- I don't know

-what you're talking about. -Who put you up to this?

- Me? - Who put you up to this?

I can assure you I have no idea

who or what you're talking about here.

How does she get to you?

-Are you fucking-- -Hey, hey, brother.

Let's take a breath here, you and me, okay?

Take a seat

and let's count to ten, okay?

Tell me what you're thinking here.

Will.

Will!

Shit.

Daddy Monster? Hi, Daddy.

Hi, Goblin.

Daddy Monster, I've been practicing

holding my breath.

Can you get me the bubble blower under the sink?

Sure.

Ah!

Easy, Will.

Is that thing loaded?

She--

She--

-she was here. -Who was, Will?

Shelly.

She was here.

She was getting ready for her bath.

These are her things. It worked.

How about you and I take a walk.

Von!

Von!

Uh, wait.

Who's-- Lydia.

Okay.

All right.

Lydia was right here.

She told me that I needed to stay on my path,

and that-- that she was happy now.

Well, that's impossible.

What is?

Will, Lydia is dead.

She killed herself two nights ago.

No. No.

Where is he? I know he's here somewhere.

Von is here. He's here.

Oh, God.

"The victim, Shelly Foster, age nine,

was taken from the home to Hope Memorial Hospital,

where she was later pronounced dead.

-Cause of death was ruled..." -Accidental drowning.

-Where did you get that? -Inside, in a box.

"The distraught mother claims that she had arrived

at the house with her friend to discuss

custody issues with her estranged husband,

Will Foster."

Who is this man, Will?

And why would he have these clippings about you?

About your daughter.

It's-- it's Lydia. Lydia, she gave a map.

"Your mind is open...

your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear."

And that's what he'd say on the records?

Yeah.

And then after a while, he would say to...

"Embrace the pain that dwells within.

The healing starts once you let it in."

And there was another two.

Those were different.

"The burden that you carry,

it's heavy and fierce.

Vanquish it now

or your heart, it will pierce."

And then this last one, "The ending must occur to begin anew,

but only in the pure

can this be true."

And you memorized that?

All the repetition.

And now there's nothing on here?

When you play it back again, nothing.

Bible verses.

-What? -These are Bible verses.

Not written in the correct catalog format,

but they're-- they're scripture.

-Which one was first? -Matthew.

Matthew 7:7.

"Ask, and it shall be given unto you.

Seek and you shall find."

John 9:25 next, right?

"Whereas once I was blind,

now I can see."

And the latest one?

It's a...

It's a story about Lazarus.

A man who was raised from the dead.

And you memorized all this, huh?

Repetition.

Sunday school.

Lots of it.

So, it works.

It works, it's working.

Shelly....

she's not gone.

She's just stuck.

She's gonna come back, 'cause I'm gonna bring her back.

It's just like Lydia said--

Will, L-- Lydia let her grief consume her.

Okay? She went chasing a ghost and it took her life, too.

She was getting better.

Happier.

No, delusion could seem like that, Will.

And what we're talking about here it-- it...

It's supposed to be impossible.

Yeah, but I saw her.

And I know you saw it.

You saw that it works.

I can see what's going on here, okay?

And I can help you. I will help you.

But, Will...

you cannot let this take over you,

like it took over Lydia.

You have to be strong, Will.

I have to get my girl back.

I have to get the next one.

That could be the one that brings her back.

Okay, here's what I'm gonna do.

You're gonna go back to group tomorrow night.

Listen, we're gonna talk to Bella.

We are going to do everything we can

to help you with the judge, okay?

Okay?

- But-- - No, hey, hey!

You're gonna do this for me.

But more importantly, for yourself.

And no more booze, okay?

Get yourself to group tomorrow night.

And then we will go from there to fix all of this.

And I'll find this man for you. Von.

How?

How-- how you can find him?

I got resources.

We'll get this resolved.

I promise.

Thank you.

So, tomorrow.

-No alcohol -And?

I'll be there. I'll be at the meeting.

Okay.

Huh.

You know, I think I left my cell phone in there.

I'll grab it, I'll grab it.

All right.

See you tomorrow.

-Which one of you did it? -Bryan, he has a gun!

Hm? Which one of you?

Which one of you called in the bullshit welfare check?

Hm?

Which one of you is watching me?

You, motherfucker? You, Stan?

Okay, Will, listen to me.

You and I just need to talk.

What have you been up to?

Hm?

You little fucking snake.

What have you been up to?

-Where is he? -Will, let's just calm down.

I'm sure we could work something out--

No, you shut the fuck up!

You shut the fuck up,

'cause for all I know, you killed Lydia.

You want to keep her quiet.

You don't want to hear the truth.

Okay, everybody, relax.

I know Will,

and Will is a very reasonable man.

Bryan, you don't know shit.

And I've had about enough of that fucking,

"I'm here to help you," bullshit!

Von is in custody.

Okay? I had to do it, Will.

I had to call it in. It's my job.

A man was squatting on public property.

I see you're trying to keep Shelly away from me.

She's not gone, Bryan. She's stuck.

She's stuck,

and Von is the only one that can bring her home.

But you don't want me to get my Shelly back, do you?

Hm? It's been you.

It's been fucking you all along, Bryan!

I can get what you want.

I was there when they brought him in, okay?

They brought in all his possessions.

I processed it.

Guess what?

There's another record.

It's the one you want.

It's the one you want.

- You're lying. - Mm-mmm.

It's the last record.

It might be the one to do it.

To bring your daughter back.

Shelly.

-Where is it? -It's at the station.

So, let's you and I, we'll go get it.

Leave everyone else out of this.

What do you say?

I say yeah.

- Okay. - Let's go to the station.

But you're bringing this fucking bitch too.

Okay. No, Bryan, it's okay.

-It's okay. -Let's go.

It's okay. It's okay.

Oh, Jesus.

He's usually talking by now. He's usually talking by now.

-Man, if we just-- -No, shut up!

Come on.

Shelly.

You need to wake up, brother.

Will, where's Shelly?

What did you say?

Now, Bryan!

Your mind is open, your heart is clear.

Now, open them both to what is dear.

This your daughter in this?

- Jesus! - Hey!

You're not going to be needing that, Will.

-Oh, this? -Easy, brother.

Will, just give me Shelly and we'll be out of here.

I think she's staying with me tonight.

You know that's not the arrangement.

The arrangement?

The arrangement, like the one we had,

not to fuck other people?

Like that one you're talking about?

Hey, come on, come on, this is not you, man.

You don't know me, man.

You don't know any fucking thing about me.

Will, this is insane.

You're pointing a gun at me, at Bella.

What would Shelly think

if she saw what you're doing right now?

Don't. Don't you say her name.

Whatever you think about Bella and I,

this is not how you want this to go down.

Will, where is Shelly?

Shelly, no.

Ah!

The burden you carry is heavy and fierce.

Vanquish it now or your heart, it will pierce.

Will.

Brother, you're stuck in a shit cycle right now,

going round and round and round.

You need someone to help pull you back

on the healthier path.

And that someone can be a new friend.

Yeah, maybe someone in this very group.

Embrace the pain that dwells within,

for healing can start once you let it in.

John 15-13.

"Greater love has no man than this,

to lay down one's life for one's friends."

Bible verses.

These are Bible verses.

John 15-12.

"My commitment..."

Can I have a cigarette?

Lydia, no, you can't have a cigarette.

Can I have a cigarette?

No.

Please, can I talk to Dr. Von?

Can I talk to Dr. Von?

- Please. - Not now.

Dr. Von helps us feel better.

They don't want us to get better.

Almost like they don't want us to get better.

-Come on. -One day at a time.

That's right, my dear. That's right. Come on.

One day at a time.

Lydia's on her own path, and you are on yours, Will.

That's it.

Bon appétit.

This kind of work,

it exists in two spaces.

The physical space

and the psychological space.

Beautiful, Will.

That's beautiful.

You know what I see?

I see a dad leading his daughter by the hand.

Embrace the pain that dwells within,

for healing can start once you let it in.

It's a beautiful night, huh, Will?

You know,

when a star dies, it continues to shine its light

across the universe

for many millenniums to come.

You just gotta be looking for that light.

You're on the path now, Will.

Well done.

An open mind and a clear heart is a wonderful path for you.

You're a bright soul.

See you later, Will. Looking good, kid.

Stay on that path.

The ending must occur to begin anew.

But only in the pure can this be true.

doctor] He's still not coherent enough, Mrs. Foster.

The new neurosonic treatment with Dr. Von

seems to be working.

His last MRI shows much higher brain activity.

We-- we just need to keep being patient.

- I'm sorry. - Thank you.

I'm going to keep coming back.

And I'm going to keep bringing this.

And one day you're gonna feel better.

Better enough to sign this.

And then I will be free.

And you will, too.

The ending must occur to begin anew.

But only in the pure can this be true.

You need to wake up, Will.

The ending must occur to begin anew.

But only in the pure can this be true.

The ending must occur to begin anew.

But only in the pure can this be true.

The ending must occur to begin anew.

- Will! - But only in the pure

can this be true.

The ending must occur to begin anew.

But only in the pure can this be true.

- The ending must occur - Daddy.

to begin anew.

But only in the pure can this be true.

Daddy!

The ending must occur to begin anew.

But only in the pure can this be true.

Bye, Will.