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Captain's Log, Stardate 47254.1.
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A delegation of the Cairn
have just come on board.
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This telepathic species has
no concept of spoken language
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and is being instructed
in its use by... an old friend.
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I don't know what they'd
have done without me.
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First, I had to learn
how they communicate.
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Well, it was an absolutely
exhausting process.
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It must have been.
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Quite different
from Betazed telepathy.
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We transmit words.
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With the Cairn, it's, uh...
it's images...
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a-a flood of them,
all at the same time.
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It's overwhelming.
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I can imagine.
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Actually, it's
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a very efficient way
of communicating.
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If two Cairn were having
this conversation
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it would have been
over minutes ago.
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Really?
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Of course, they realize
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that they'll want
to communicate verbally
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if they join the Federation.
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Oh, do me a favor.
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Introduce yourself
to one of them.
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Engage him in conversation.
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They need the practice.
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I'd be happy to.
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It's called a VISOR.
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It enables me to see.
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Like my vocal enhancer.
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It helps me make sounds.
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I see you've already
met my star pupil.
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Hedril's picked up
spoken language
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much faster than the others.
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It is often the case
that children
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learn languages
more easily than adults.
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Deanna was quite
good at languages
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when she was little.
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Where is Deanna?
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Well, she must be here
somewhere.
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Hedril, darling...?
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What?
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Um... go find your father, dear.
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I want to talk to him.
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Mrs. Troi?
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Oh, I'm just a little tired.
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This constant telepathy
with the Cairn...
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Um... no, I'm...
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I'm fine, really.
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Aren't you going
to mingle, Mr. Woof?
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I do not care for telepaths.
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They make me... uneasy.
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Oh, don't worry.
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The Cairn couldn't read
your thoughts
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even if they wanted to.
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Your brain isn't
sophisticated enough.
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Neither is yours, dear.
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They can only communicate
with other telepaths.
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Have either of you seen Deanna?
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She was working,
but she said she would be...
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Speak of the devil.
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Sorry I'm late.
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I lost track of the time.
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Yes, Deanna dear, come with me.
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I want you to meet
the senior diplomat
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of the Cairn delegation.
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Maques, this is
the beautiful daughter
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I've been telling
you about, Deanna.
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Pleased to...
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Hello.
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Hello.
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Pleased to meet you.
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Oh, yes... that is it.
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Pleased to meet you, Deanna.
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Good. Well, I'll just let
you young people chat.
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Well, Maques
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what do you think
of the Enterprise?
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Oh... it is beautiful.
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Comfortable, also.
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I'm glad you think so.
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Uh...
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there is another word
that describes it.
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But I cannot remember.
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You've learned a great deal
in a very short time.
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I'm sure it won't be long
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before your words do justice
to your thoughts.
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Your mother...
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told me...
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of your need.
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Need?
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Uh, a moment.
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Husband.
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You need a husband.
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I...
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need a wife.
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Space, the final frontier.
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These are the voyages
of the Starship Enterprise.
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Its continuing mission...
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to explore strange new worlds
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to seek out new life
and new civilizations
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to boldly go
where no one has gone before.
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Oh, Deanna?
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Oh... good morning.
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So, what did you think
of Maques?
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Why did you do that, Mother?
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You embarrassed both of us.
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Oh, he's really very sweet.
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And Ionely, poor man.
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A widower,
raising a child alone.
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Mother, don't start.
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I just think it's time
for you to settle down
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and if your father
were still alive
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I'm sure he'd say
the same thing.
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Deck eight.
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But you'll do exactlywhat you want...
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just like always.
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Mother, stop it.
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Are you coming?
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What's wrong?
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You are so precious to me.
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You're all I've got.
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If something happened to you
I don't know what I'd do.
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Nothing's going
to happen to me.
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You'd better go.
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My first appointment
isn't for a few minutes.
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Why don't we talk for awhile?
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No, I'm fine.
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I'm just tired from working
with the Cairn.
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It's making me emotional.
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Are you sure?
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Mm-hmm. Go on.
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I'll see you later.
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Go on.
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Maques.
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I must... apologize...
for yesterday.
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You don't have to.
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My words...
they were... confused.
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It wasn't your fault.
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Please.
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My mother misled you.
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Not in everything.
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She has...
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an image of you
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in her mind.
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She shared it with me.
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You are even more beautiful.
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The way my people communicate
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it is... direct.
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Nothing is hidden.
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Yes?
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Your mother is the first
to learn our telepathy.
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You mean you've never
had telepathy
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with someone who wasn't Cairn?
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No.
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To communicate with her is...
very different.
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In what way?
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Always, there is
a part of her that... um...
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a part of her that is... dark.
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Dark?
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A part of her that...
cannot be seen.
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Do you understand?
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I'm not sure.
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Have you asked my mother
about this?
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Um... she called it...
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A moment.
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Um... privacy.
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Of course.
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You said among the Cairn
nothing is hidden.
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We value honesty,
but we don't always share
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everything we're thinking
and feeling.
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This is... privacy?
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Yes.
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It is... normal?
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For us, yes.
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If this is your way...
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I am relieved.
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It is our way.
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I will leave now.
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I'm glad you stopped by.
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I'm glad to have stopped also.
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I was all set for another
round of arguing
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when all of a sudden,
she just fell apart.
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She's under a lot of stress.
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She's preparing the Cairn
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to meet
with the Federation Council.
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It's more than that.
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I'm sensing some very
erratic emotions from her.
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Even the clothes
she's wearing are unusual.
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They're so subdued.
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Maybe you just need
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to sit and talk with her
for a minute.
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Commander!
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Take your hands off her!
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Mrs. Troi...
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Don't you "Mrs. Troi" me!
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Mother...
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Why don't you leave her alone?
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If it weren't for you,
she'd be married by now!
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That's enough.
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Now, I am warning you...
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stay away from my daughter!
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You're coming with me.
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Oh, I don't know
what got into me.
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Oh... please, tell Will
how sorry I am.
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You're fine
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but you're psilosynine
levels are a little low.
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Psilo... hmm?
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It's a neurotransmitter
involved in telepathy.
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It's been depleted
by your work with the Cairn.
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You're going to have
to try to avoid
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telepathic communication
for a while.
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I can't.
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Why?
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We only have three days left
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and, uh...
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oh, the Cairn have
so much to learn.
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Lwaxana, I'm sorry
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but you're going to have
to take some time and rest.
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Maybe I can help with the Cairn.
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No, you're only
half Betazoid, dear.
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And you have no experience
with their form of telepathy.
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Then I won't use telepathy.
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We'll work verbally.
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I suppose we could do that.
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And if they don't
understand something
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I'll explain it to them
telepathically.
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No, you'll work verbally, too.
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The point is for you
to get some rest, Mother.
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Besides, it'll do them good
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to have to figure
things out with words.
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I suppose you're right.
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This is the ship's arboretum.
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"Arbor" means tree.
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Very good, Hedril.
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This is where people
come to relax...
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enjoy themselves
in a natural setting.
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"Flowers of all hue
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and without thorn, the rose."
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It's an old Earth poem
by John Milton.
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Please. What is a... poem?
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Poetry is an art form
that uses words
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put together
in new and unexpected ways
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sometimes in rhyme.
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Milton was speculating
that in Heaven
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roses wouldn't have thorns.
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Heaven?
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Oh.
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Oh, uh...
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Heaven is...
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well, it's, um...
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How can I put it?
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Yes, I see. Thank you.
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"Heaven."
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Mother, you're supposed
to be avoiding telepathy.
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I'm only trying to help, dear.
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You don't look well.
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I'm just tired.
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Maybe I'll sit down.
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Don't worry.
She'll be fine.
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This is something I think
you'll find interesting.
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It's a jewel plant
from Folnar III.
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The plant secretes a resin...
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...which is collected
within the blossom.
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By the time the bloom has faded
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the resin has hardened
into a rare and beautiful gem.
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Mother!
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Mother...
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Troi to Sick Bay.
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Medical emergency
in the arboretum.
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She's not responding
to cortical stimulation.
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I'm not sure
what else I can do.
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I don't understand.
273
00:15:05,437 --> 00:15:07,564
She was fine just yesterday.
274
00:15:07,606 --> 00:15:08,834
It's so strange.
275
00:15:08,874 --> 00:15:12,241
It's almost as if her brain
has shut itself down.
276
00:15:12,277 --> 00:15:14,211
Is there a physiological cause?
277
00:15:14,246 --> 00:15:15,679
I'm running a subneural scan.
278
00:15:15,714 --> 00:15:17,739
As far as I can see
there's no tissue damage
279
00:15:17,783 --> 00:15:19,080
no neurochemical imbalance
280
00:15:19,117 --> 00:15:20,584
no sign of infection, nothing.
281
00:15:20,619 --> 00:15:24,612
Yet her neural activity
is practically nonexistent.
282
00:15:24,656 --> 00:15:26,749
The only exception
is in the paracortex.
283
00:15:26,792 --> 00:15:28,851
Activity there
is almost off the scale.
284
00:15:28,894 --> 00:15:32,125
The paracortex is
the Betazoid telepathic lobe.
285
00:15:32,164 --> 00:15:35,258
She communicated
with Maques telepathically
286
00:15:35,300 --> 00:15:37,325
just before she fell.
287
00:15:37,369 --> 00:15:38,927
Might there be some side effects
288
00:15:38,971 --> 00:15:41,064
of Cairn telepathy
of which we're unaware?
289
00:15:41,106 --> 00:15:42,869
It's a possibility.
290
00:15:42,908 --> 00:15:44,432
I think it's time
291
00:15:44,476 --> 00:15:47,968
that you and I had
a talk with Maques.
292
00:15:56,088 --> 00:15:58,716
I am very...
293
00:15:58,757 --> 00:16:00,281
apologetic
294
00:16:00,325 --> 00:16:02,919
for what has happened
to your mother.
295
00:16:02,995 --> 00:16:04,587
Maques, is it possible
296
00:16:04,630 --> 00:16:06,894
that your telepathic
communications
297
00:16:06,932 --> 00:16:09,457
with Mrs. Troi harmed
her in some way?
298
00:16:09,501 --> 00:16:14,336
No, I tried to...
to explain before.
299
00:16:16,708 --> 00:16:18,141
Bad thoughts...
300
00:16:18,176 --> 00:16:19,541
they hurt her.
301
00:16:19,578 --> 00:16:21,512
What thoughts?
302
00:16:21,546 --> 00:16:23,343
Take your time.
303
00:16:24,716 --> 00:16:26,775
Inside her.
304
00:16:26,818 --> 00:16:30,276
The... dark place.
305
00:16:32,057 --> 00:16:33,285
I don't understand.
306
00:16:36,895 --> 00:16:39,591
She is... um...
307
00:16:41,667 --> 00:16:43,692
What are the words?
308
00:16:43,735 --> 00:16:46,203
I don't have the words.
309
00:17:04,289 --> 00:17:05,950
Counselor?
310
00:17:07,292 --> 00:17:09,260
Stop it.
311
00:17:12,364 --> 00:17:13,524
It's all right.
312
00:17:13,565 --> 00:17:16,033
I'm fine.
313
00:17:16,068 --> 00:17:17,126
He was just trying
314
00:17:17,169 --> 00:17:19,433
to communicate with me
telepathically.
315
00:17:19,471 --> 00:17:22,065
Do you understand now?
316
00:17:23,742 --> 00:17:26,677
I'm not sure.
317
00:17:29,214 --> 00:17:31,239
He communicated so much to me
318
00:17:31,283 --> 00:17:34,411
that, at first, it was
just a jumble of images.
319
00:17:34,453 --> 00:17:36,148
Have you been able
to sort any of it out?
320
00:17:36,188 --> 00:17:38,053
I think so.
321
00:17:38,090 --> 00:17:40,888
During his telepathic
contact with my mother
322
00:17:40,926 --> 00:17:44,953
Maques sensed what he
calls "a dark place."
323
00:17:44,996 --> 00:17:47,430
He tried to tell
me about it before
324
00:17:47,466 --> 00:17:49,661
in my office,
and I misunderstood.
325
00:17:49,701 --> 00:17:51,293
I thought he was talking
326
00:17:51,336 --> 00:17:54,100
about thoughts my mother
was keeping private
327
00:17:54,139 --> 00:17:56,130
but what he meant was that there
328
00:17:56,174 --> 00:17:59,371
was something happening
in her metaconscious mind.
329
00:17:59,411 --> 00:18:01,675
Metaconscious?
330
00:18:01,713 --> 00:18:03,476
It's part
of the Betazoid psyche.
331
00:18:03,515 --> 00:18:05,346
It's a kind
of filtering mechanism
332
00:18:05,383 --> 00:18:07,374
that protects us
from psychic trauma.
333
00:18:07,419 --> 00:18:10,411
Is Maques suggesting
that your mother's metaconscious
334
00:18:10,455 --> 00:18:11,888
has been somehow damaged?
335
00:18:11,923 --> 00:18:14,858
He feels that whatever is wrong
with her is centered there.
336
00:18:14,893 --> 00:18:16,224
If he's right, it may mean
337
00:18:16,261 --> 00:18:18,161
that she's suffered
some kind of trauma
338
00:18:18,196 --> 00:18:20,357
that her metaconscious
just can't tolerate.
339
00:18:20,398 --> 00:18:22,889
Has your mother
mentioned anything
340
00:18:22,934 --> 00:18:23,923
that happened to her lately?
341
00:18:24,035 --> 00:18:25,935
Something that might have
been traumatic for her?
342
00:18:25,971 --> 00:18:28,201
No, nothing.
343
00:18:29,808 --> 00:18:32,072
Maques could be wrong
about this.
344
00:18:32,110 --> 00:18:33,941
There's still a chance
that a subneural scan
345
00:18:33,979 --> 00:18:35,947
might be able to pinpoint
a physiological cause
346
00:18:36,014 --> 00:18:37,174
for your mother's condition
347
00:18:37,215 --> 00:18:40,946
something
that I might be able to treat.
348
00:18:41,052 --> 00:18:42,849
The results won't be in
until morning.
349
00:18:42,888 --> 00:18:44,913
Maybe we should all try
and get some rest.
350
00:18:44,956 --> 00:18:47,322
I'd like to stay here with her.
351
00:18:47,359 --> 00:18:49,850
I'm going to try and contact her
352
00:18:49,895 --> 00:18:52,295
telepathically.
353
00:18:54,666 --> 00:18:56,691
All right.
354
00:19:11,116 --> 00:19:14,950
Mother?Can you hear me?
355
00:19:16,855 --> 00:19:18,755
Please come back to me.
356
00:19:18,790 --> 00:19:20,553
Please.
357
00:19:26,031 --> 00:19:27,931
Help me...
358
00:19:27,999 --> 00:19:29,830
Mother?
359
00:19:31,136 --> 00:19:32,694
Help... me.
360
00:19:32,737 --> 00:19:34,204
How?
361
00:19:34,239 --> 00:19:36,799
How can I help you?
362
00:19:36,842 --> 00:19:39,072
Tell me, Mother.
363
00:19:39,110 --> 00:19:41,135
Please.
364
00:20:15,780 --> 00:20:17,270
Computer, lights.
365
00:20:19,050 --> 00:20:20,347
What are you doing?
366
00:20:27,858 --> 00:20:29,985
Maques, what were you
doing in Sick Bay?
367
00:20:30,027 --> 00:20:31,927
Helping.
368
00:20:31,962 --> 00:20:35,557
Trying... to help Lwaxana.
369
00:20:35,599 --> 00:20:38,227
How?
What were you trying to do?
370
00:20:38,268 --> 00:20:40,327
I was...
371
00:20:40,370 --> 00:20:42,804
She was...
372
00:20:44,207 --> 00:20:45,333
You, Deanna.
373
00:20:45,375 --> 00:20:46,774
Maybe you.
374
00:20:46,810 --> 00:20:48,004
Yes?
375
00:20:48,111 --> 00:20:49,476
You must...
376
00:20:52,315 --> 00:20:53,680
How can I explain?
377
00:20:53,717 --> 00:20:55,742
Tell me telepathically.
378
00:21:15,405 --> 00:21:16,633
Maques believes
379
00:21:16,673 --> 00:21:19,767
my mother's psyche has
collapsed in on itself...
380
00:21:19,810 --> 00:21:21,209
that for some reason
381
00:21:21,244 --> 00:21:24,475
she has retreated
into her metaconscious mind.
382
00:21:24,514 --> 00:21:27,278
Was he trying to contact
her telepathically?
383
00:21:27,317 --> 00:21:28,978
Yes. He was able
to access images
384
00:21:29,086 --> 00:21:30,986
being generated
by her metaconscious
385
00:21:31,054 --> 00:21:33,284
but he couldn't make
any sense of them.
386
00:21:33,323 --> 00:21:36,315
I did not... understand.
387
00:21:36,359 --> 00:21:38,554
He saw faces he didn't recognize
388
00:21:38,595 --> 00:21:40,620
events he couldn't interpret.
389
00:21:40,664 --> 00:21:42,222
If we could decipher
these images
390
00:21:42,265 --> 00:21:43,630
we might be able to determine
391
00:21:43,667 --> 00:21:45,567
whether or not
your mother's condition
392
00:21:45,602 --> 00:21:47,194
was induced
by a traumatic event.
393
00:21:47,237 --> 00:21:50,001
Maques feels he can provide
a telepathic bridge
394
00:21:50,040 --> 00:21:53,441
that would allow me to access
my mother's metaconscious.
395
00:21:53,477 --> 00:21:55,001
If he can, I might be able
396
00:21:55,045 --> 00:21:56,876
to find out
what happened to her.
397
00:21:56,913 --> 00:21:59,177
And if you succeed,
can you use that information
398
00:21:59,216 --> 00:22:00,205
to help your mother?
399
00:22:00,250 --> 00:22:01,615
I'm not sure
400
00:22:01,651 --> 00:22:04,085
but I do know
that there's a part of her
401
00:22:04,121 --> 00:22:05,645
that wants to be helped.
402
00:22:05,689 --> 00:22:07,623
When I tried to contact her
telepathically
403
00:22:07,657 --> 00:22:09,249
I heard a voice
calling out to me.
404
00:22:09,292 --> 00:22:12,955
If your mother's psyche
has collapsed in on itself
405
00:22:12,996 --> 00:22:16,454
could accessing her mind
pose any danger to you?
406
00:22:16,500 --> 00:22:17,933
There's no way to know.
407
00:22:21,104 --> 00:22:22,594
I'd like to try.
408
00:22:33,150 --> 00:22:36,711
I'll be monitoring her
throughout the entire procedure.
409
00:22:36,753 --> 00:22:38,220
If anything goes wrong
410
00:22:38,255 --> 00:22:40,815
Maques can break
the telepathic link.
411
00:22:44,294 --> 00:22:48,424
Your mother, part of her
is very frightened.
412
00:22:48,465 --> 00:22:51,491
She may... resist you.
413
00:22:51,535 --> 00:22:53,833
I understand.
414
00:23:45,455 --> 00:23:47,423
Help me.
415
00:23:47,457 --> 00:23:48,788
Mother?
416
00:23:52,529 --> 00:23:54,963
Help me.
417
00:24:14,251 --> 00:24:17,652
Counselor, can you hear me?
418
00:24:17,687 --> 00:24:19,086
Captain?
419
00:24:20,857 --> 00:24:23,690
Deanna, Dr. Crusher
has become concerned
420
00:24:23,727 --> 00:24:27,322
that your paracortical
readings have become erratic.
421
00:24:27,364 --> 00:24:29,832
Are you talking to me
from Sick Bay?
422
00:24:29,866 --> 00:24:33,358
Yes. I want you to sever your
connection to your mother.
423
00:24:33,403 --> 00:24:36,338
Why don't you ask Maques
to do it?
424
00:24:36,373 --> 00:24:38,170
I'm asking you.
425
00:24:40,443 --> 00:24:43,378
That is an order, Counselor.
426
00:24:43,413 --> 00:24:45,904
You're not Captain Picard.
427
00:24:45,949 --> 00:24:50,113
Leave me alone, please.
428
00:25:11,374 --> 00:25:14,434
This isn't real.
429
00:25:14,477 --> 00:25:17,810
None of this is real.
430
00:25:37,267 --> 00:25:39,235
Deanna?
431
00:25:39,269 --> 00:25:41,100
Daddy?
432
00:25:41,137 --> 00:25:42,331
Look at you.
433
00:25:42,372 --> 00:25:45,637
You've become a beautiful woman.
434
00:25:45,675 --> 00:25:48,269
Don't do this.
435
00:25:48,311 --> 00:25:52,270
I'm sorry I had to go away
when you were so little.
436
00:25:52,315 --> 00:25:53,612
I didn't want to.
437
00:25:53,650 --> 00:25:56,483
You're not my father.
438
00:25:56,519 --> 00:25:59,886
You're part of my mother's mind.
439
00:26:02,025 --> 00:26:03,390
What is this place?
440
00:26:03,426 --> 00:26:06,623
This is our house
near Lake EI'nar on Betazed.
441
00:26:06,663 --> 00:26:08,028
We used to live here.
442
00:26:10,500 --> 00:26:13,936
Deanna, let's not
waste this chance.
443
00:26:13,970 --> 00:26:17,406
I want to hear
everything about you.
444
00:26:17,440 --> 00:26:19,931
Did I live here?
445
00:26:19,976 --> 00:26:22,945
For a while,
when you were a baby.
446
00:26:22,979 --> 00:26:25,743
You were such a beautiful baby.
447
00:26:25,782 --> 00:26:28,979
Your mother and I
loved you so much.
448
00:26:30,954 --> 00:26:34,048
I don't remember these toys.
449
00:26:34,090 --> 00:26:35,489
I bet you don't remember me
450
00:26:35,525 --> 00:26:38,085
singing you to sleep at
night either, but I did.
451
00:26:40,930 --> 00:26:42,420
I do remember.
452
00:26:43,700 --> 00:26:46,794
I always felt safe
when you sang to me.
453
00:26:48,304 --> 00:26:51,501
There was one song you
always asked me to sing.
454
00:26:51,541 --> 00:26:54,635
You couldn't fall asleep
unless you heard it.
455
00:26:54,677 --> 00:26:57,145
"Down in the Valley."
456
00:26:57,180 --> 00:26:58,477
Yes.
457
00:26:59,582 --> 00:27:03,074
? Down in the valley?
458
00:27:03,119 --> 00:27:05,883
? Valley so low?
459
00:27:05,922 --> 00:27:10,359
? Hang your head over?
460
00:27:10,393 --> 00:27:14,693
? Hear the wind blow...?
461
00:27:14,731 --> 00:27:17,427
No. You're just trying
to keep me here...
462
00:27:17,467 --> 00:27:19,458
keep me from finding something.
463
00:27:19,502 --> 00:27:21,663
Your mother doesn't
want to see you, Deanna.
464
00:27:22,705 --> 00:27:24,639
I have to help her.
465
00:27:24,674 --> 00:27:27,074
If you want to help her, leave.
466
00:27:27,110 --> 00:27:28,600
Let her have peace.
467
00:27:28,645 --> 00:27:31,113
She called out to me.
468
00:27:31,147 --> 00:27:34,139
She does want me to help.
469
00:27:34,184 --> 00:27:37,745
Stay with me...
just a little while.
470
00:27:37,787 --> 00:27:40,585
Deanna, it's been so long.
471
00:27:40,623 --> 00:27:44,457
We'll never have
this chance again.
472
00:27:50,867 --> 00:27:52,801
Good-bye, Daddy.
473
00:28:22,298 --> 00:28:23,629
Hedril.
474
00:28:27,003 --> 00:28:29,301
Mother.
475
00:28:29,339 --> 00:28:31,864
Get away from here!
476
00:28:31,908 --> 00:28:33,535
No!
477
00:28:42,050 --> 00:28:44,644
Hedril, I asked your father
to bring you here
478
00:28:44,686 --> 00:28:47,519
because I wanted to talk
to you about something.
479
00:28:47,556 --> 00:28:49,956
You know that Lwaxana
is sick, don't you?
480
00:28:50,025 --> 00:28:53,517
Yes. Is it my fault?
481
00:28:53,562 --> 00:28:56,292
No, not at all.
482
00:28:56,331 --> 00:28:59,494
But I believe that she's
been thinking about you.
483
00:28:59,534 --> 00:29:01,297
Do you know why?
484
00:29:02,537 --> 00:29:04,471
I make her sad.
485
00:29:04,506 --> 00:29:06,269
Why do you say that?
486
00:29:06,308 --> 00:29:09,334
Because it's true.
487
00:29:10,579 --> 00:29:14,538
Do you have any idea why Hedril
would make my mother sad?
488
00:29:14,583 --> 00:29:15,743
No.
489
00:29:16,752 --> 00:29:18,811
Well, thank you for coming
to talk to us.
490
00:29:18,854 --> 00:29:20,412
I'll see you later, all right?
491
00:29:23,992 --> 00:29:27,723
Counselor, I hope
your mother gets better.
492
00:29:27,763 --> 00:29:29,253
Thank you, Hedril.
493
00:29:29,297 --> 00:29:30,423
So do I.
494
00:29:36,972 --> 00:29:40,703
I just don't understand
how she fits into all this.
495
00:29:40,742 --> 00:29:42,676
And I haven't found
a physiological cause
496
00:29:42,711 --> 00:29:44,440
for what's happened
to your mother...
497
00:29:44,479 --> 00:29:46,447
which makes me feel
that Maques was right
498
00:29:46,481 --> 00:29:48,176
when he said
your mother's condition
499
00:29:48,216 --> 00:29:50,047
was precipitated
by a traumatic event.
500
00:29:50,085 --> 00:29:53,350
Could this event
have involved Hedril?
501
00:29:53,388 --> 00:29:54,355
I don't think so.
502
00:29:54,389 --> 00:29:56,084
My mother never mentioned her.
503
00:29:56,124 --> 00:30:00,220
Does your mother keep
personal logs or a journal?
504
00:30:00,262 --> 00:30:01,695
Yes, she does.
505
00:30:01,730 --> 00:30:04,893
I'll contact Mr. Homn on Betazed
and ask him to transmit a copy
506
00:30:04,933 --> 00:30:06,195
as soon as possible.
507
00:30:06,234 --> 00:30:08,225
There may be some clues there.
508
00:30:08,270 --> 00:30:10,067
Perhaps we are being
too literal.
509
00:30:10,105 --> 00:30:12,972
I have recently learned
in my study of dream analysis
510
00:30:13,075 --> 00:30:14,872
that people
who appear in a dream
511
00:30:14,910 --> 00:30:17,174
can sometimes represent
different aspects
512
00:30:17,212 --> 00:30:18,839
of the person who is dreaming.
513
00:30:18,880 --> 00:30:19,972
That's right!
514
00:30:20,015 --> 00:30:22,210
A child might
represent vulnerability.
515
00:30:22,250 --> 00:30:25,344
Hedril may depict
some fragile part of my mother.
516
00:30:25,387 --> 00:30:27,514
The part that she's protecting.
517
00:30:27,556 --> 00:30:30,286
You said that everything
you encountered
518
00:30:30,325 --> 00:30:31,986
when you were in her mind
519
00:30:32,060 --> 00:30:34,654
was a barrier
of one kind or another.
520
00:30:34,696 --> 00:30:37,426
Yes... you, the wolf,
my father...
521
00:30:37,466 --> 00:30:38,831
It was as though
522
00:30:38,867 --> 00:30:43,270
she were summoning all
her defenses to keep me away.
523
00:30:43,305 --> 00:30:45,603
But keep me away from what?
524
00:30:45,640 --> 00:30:47,665
What is she protecting?
525
00:31:38,693 --> 00:31:39,819
Come in.
526
00:31:41,963 --> 00:31:43,453
Counselor.
527
00:31:47,536 --> 00:31:48,833
Hello, Captain.
528
00:31:48,870 --> 00:31:51,100
I've just come from Sick Bay.
529
00:31:51,139 --> 00:31:52,538
Dr. Crusher feels
530
00:31:52,574 --> 00:31:55,702
that your mother's
condition is worsening.
531
00:31:55,744 --> 00:31:58,770
Her neural foundations
are getting weaker.
532
00:32:01,883 --> 00:32:03,043
Have you had any luck here?
533
00:32:04,653 --> 00:32:05,620
No, nothing.
534
00:32:05,654 --> 00:32:08,248
I've gone through
all her belongings.
535
00:32:08,290 --> 00:32:11,589
I've read her journal
for the last five years.
536
00:32:11,626 --> 00:32:15,153
And, other than the fact
that I'm not married yet
537
00:32:15,197 --> 00:32:18,223
nothing bad seems to have
happened to her.
538
00:32:19,501 --> 00:32:20,968
Is this your father?
539
00:32:21,002 --> 00:32:22,196
Yes.
540
00:32:24,406 --> 00:32:26,966
He had a kind face.
541
00:32:29,611 --> 00:32:31,101
I remember when he died
542
00:32:31,146 --> 00:32:33,910
my mother had to go
through all his things
543
00:32:33,949 --> 00:32:35,246
and pack them away.
544
00:32:36,518 --> 00:32:37,644
I was seven.
545
00:32:37,686 --> 00:32:39,745
I remember thinking
how mad he'd be
546
00:32:39,788 --> 00:32:42,348
when he came home
and saw what she'd done.
547
00:32:44,192 --> 00:32:48,128
I didn't understand
he wasn't coming back.
548
00:32:48,163 --> 00:32:50,996
Deanna, your mother might
still come out of this.
549
00:32:51,066 --> 00:32:55,765
If we can't figure out
what's wrong with her, Captain
550
00:32:55,804 --> 00:32:57,829
I don't think she will.
551
00:32:59,641 --> 00:33:02,007
But I don't know
what else to do.
552
00:33:02,043 --> 00:33:05,945
I've talked with Mr. Homn,
who's known her for years.
553
00:33:05,981 --> 00:33:08,472
I've checked
her medical records.
554
00:33:08,516 --> 00:33:11,849
I've made inquiries
to the government on Betazed.
555
00:33:11,886 --> 00:33:14,514
I've contacted
her closest friends.
556
00:33:14,556 --> 00:33:18,253
If she's been through
some kind of psychic trauma
557
00:33:18,293 --> 00:33:20,659
there's just no evidence of it.
558
00:33:20,695 --> 00:33:22,788
You say that you've
reviewed her journals
559
00:33:22,831 --> 00:33:24,128
for the past five years.
560
00:33:24,165 --> 00:33:25,962
Maybe we should go further back.
561
00:33:26,001 --> 00:33:27,434
That's a lot to review.
562
00:33:27,469 --> 00:33:30,927
My mother's kept a journal
since before she was married.
563
00:33:30,972 --> 00:33:33,031
Then let's start
at the beginning.
564
00:33:38,079 --> 00:33:43,642
First entry seems to be
Stardate 30620.1.
565
00:33:43,685 --> 00:33:45,653
That's the year
they were married.
566
00:33:47,756 --> 00:33:49,451
Hmm. That's odd.
567
00:33:49,491 --> 00:33:52,187
There's a seven-year gap.
568
00:33:54,829 --> 00:33:57,320
It starts about a year
after the wedding.
569
00:33:57,365 --> 00:34:01,995
If I'm not mistaken, it ends
a few months after your birth.
570
00:34:02,037 --> 00:34:04,130
My mother's so diligent
about her journal.
571
00:34:04,172 --> 00:34:06,936
Why would she have stopped
making entries for so long?
572
00:34:07,042 --> 00:34:08,236
She didn't.
573
00:34:08,276 --> 00:34:11,109
The files were deleted...
574
00:34:11,146 --> 00:34:12,738
by your mother
575
00:34:12,781 --> 00:34:15,409
almost 30 years ago.
576
00:34:18,887 --> 00:34:21,879
I don't understand any of this.
577
00:34:23,758 --> 00:34:27,216
Captain, I have to go back
inside my mother's mind.
578
00:34:27,262 --> 00:34:31,028
It's the only way we're
ever going to get any answers.
579
00:34:41,710 --> 00:34:42,768
Thank you.
580
00:34:42,811 --> 00:34:44,301
Deanna, you understand
581
00:34:44,346 --> 00:34:48,214
that if your paracortical
readings get too high again
582
00:34:48,249 --> 00:34:51,776
I'm going to tell Maques
to sever the connection?
583
00:34:51,820 --> 00:34:52,946
I know.
584
00:35:41,336 --> 00:35:42,963
Hedril, be careful!
585
00:35:43,071 --> 00:35:44,834
Who is Hedril?
586
00:35:48,109 --> 00:35:49,235
Wait!
587
00:35:49,277 --> 00:35:51,074
I want to talk to you.
588
00:35:57,018 --> 00:35:58,815
Help me.
589
00:36:12,934 --> 00:36:16,995
Help me!
590
00:36:56,211 --> 00:36:57,940
Go.
591
00:36:57,979 --> 00:36:59,344
Mother?
592
00:37:02,784 --> 00:37:04,342
Go away.
593
00:37:06,020 --> 00:37:07,112
No.
594
00:37:07,155 --> 00:37:08,986
I want to help you.
595
00:37:12,126 --> 00:37:15,391
Why did you delete
parts of your journal?
596
00:37:15,430 --> 00:37:18,456
Did something happen to you
you don't want me to know about?
597
00:37:18,500 --> 00:37:21,833
Leave me alone, please.
598
00:37:21,870 --> 00:37:23,861
Who's Hedril, mother?
599
00:37:23,905 --> 00:37:25,463
Why is she here?
600
00:37:26,841 --> 00:37:29,036
Is Hedril me,
when I was a little girl?
601
00:37:29,077 --> 00:37:30,169
No.
602
00:37:30,211 --> 00:37:31,405
Oh, no.
603
00:37:31,446 --> 00:37:34,472
I'd never let anything
happen to you, never.
604
00:37:34,516 --> 00:37:37,076
Did you let something
happen to someone?
605
00:37:42,457 --> 00:37:44,152
Was it here, at EI'nar?
606
00:37:46,094 --> 00:37:48,085
You were just a baby.
607
00:37:49,097 --> 00:37:50,325
Tell me.
608
00:37:50,365 --> 00:37:54,233
Whatever it is,
we can face it together.
609
00:37:54,269 --> 00:37:57,636
I can't, I can't.
610
00:37:58,740 --> 00:38:00,970
You can.
611
00:38:01,042 --> 00:38:02,737
We can.
612
00:38:02,777 --> 00:38:03,766
Help me.
613
00:38:04,779 --> 00:38:05,871
Help me, Papa.
614
00:38:05,914 --> 00:38:07,074
Here.
615
00:38:07,115 --> 00:38:10,084
Please, don't make me
go through this again.
616
00:38:10,118 --> 00:38:11,278
Now hold on to him.
617
00:38:11,319 --> 00:38:12,752
Don't let him run off.
618
00:38:12,787 --> 00:38:14,482
I will.
619
00:38:14,522 --> 00:38:17,116
Mommy, can we go play
by the water?
620
00:38:17,158 --> 00:38:20,650
No, Kestra, stay here with us.
621
00:38:20,695 --> 00:38:22,219
Please.
622
00:38:23,631 --> 00:38:24,723
Kestra.
623
00:38:24,766 --> 00:38:29,669
Oh, Kestra,
you've made the baby cry.
624
00:38:29,704 --> 00:38:31,899
Kestra?
625
00:38:31,940 --> 00:38:34,408
No, don't cry, Deanna.
626
00:38:34,442 --> 00:38:36,103
Don't cry.
Mommy's here.
627
00:38:36,144 --> 00:38:37,111
Mommy, please.
628
00:38:37,145 --> 00:38:38,112
No, Kestra.
629
00:38:38,146 --> 00:38:40,046
We're going to eat
in just a few minutes.
630
00:38:40,081 --> 00:38:41,946
Here, what's wrong?
631
00:38:41,983 --> 00:38:43,746
What's wrong, Little One?
632
00:38:43,785 --> 00:38:45,946
Tell Mommy what's wrong.
633
00:38:46,020 --> 00:38:47,078
Oh, lan.
634
00:38:47,121 --> 00:38:48,383
Lan, she's teething.
635
00:38:48,423 --> 00:38:49,754
Uh, where's her ring?
636
00:38:58,466 --> 00:39:02,835
No, no, I don't want
to see this again.
637
00:39:02,870 --> 00:39:04,997
I can't.
638
00:39:06,908 --> 00:39:07,966
What happened, Mother?
639
00:39:10,211 --> 00:39:11,940
What happened next?
640
00:39:13,181 --> 00:39:15,081
I don't remember.
641
00:39:16,084 --> 00:39:17,346
You have to.
642
00:39:17,385 --> 00:39:19,819
You can't hold it back.
643
00:39:19,854 --> 00:39:21,719
It's killing you.
644
00:39:36,204 --> 00:39:39,173
The dog got away.
645
00:39:42,443 --> 00:39:45,344
She ran after it.
646
00:39:47,015 --> 00:39:49,506
We didn't notice.
647
00:39:55,490 --> 00:39:56,718
Oh, why?
648
00:39:56,758 --> 00:39:59,955
Why did I look away?
649
00:39:59,994 --> 00:40:04,624
Why wasn't I paying attention?
650
00:40:04,666 --> 00:40:07,965
You have to forgive
yourself, Mother.
651
00:40:10,505 --> 00:40:12,405
You have to let it go.
652
00:40:12,440 --> 00:40:14,305
How can I?
653
00:40:14,342 --> 00:40:17,038
I let her die.
654
00:40:18,980 --> 00:40:20,971
It was a terrible tragedy...
655
00:40:21,015 --> 00:40:24,576
the worst thing
that can happen to any parent.
656
00:40:24,619 --> 00:40:29,522
I know you feel responsible,
but it was an accident.
657
00:40:29,557 --> 00:40:33,653
And what you're doing
isn't fair to Kestra.
658
00:40:35,496 --> 00:40:36,463
I saw
659
00:40:36,497 --> 00:40:39,523
a little girl
who was sweet and happy.
660
00:40:39,567 --> 00:40:42,866
She must have brought
a great deal of joy
661
00:40:42,904 --> 00:40:44,064
to your lives.
662
00:40:45,640 --> 00:40:50,907
Every morning, she woke up
with... with a smile.
663
00:40:52,780 --> 00:40:55,180
Isn't it better
to remember her like that?
664
00:40:58,019 --> 00:41:01,887
I just found out
I had a sister I never knew.
665
00:41:03,391 --> 00:41:08,090
I'd like to learn what
was good and joyous about her
666
00:41:08,129 --> 00:41:12,259
to celebrate her life,
not mourn it.
667
00:41:13,401 --> 00:41:14,390
How?
668
00:41:15,803 --> 00:41:17,930
How can I do that?
669
00:41:17,972 --> 00:41:21,669
Kestra was here
a few moments ago.
670
00:41:21,709 --> 00:41:23,472
Talk to her.
671
00:41:25,847 --> 00:41:28,577
No. No.
672
00:41:28,616 --> 00:41:30,174
Do it, Mother.
673
00:41:30,218 --> 00:41:32,709
Tell her how you feel.
674
00:41:32,754 --> 00:41:35,245
I'll be here with you.
675
00:41:35,289 --> 00:41:36,916
I'll help you.
676
00:41:46,567 --> 00:41:48,296
Mommy.
677
00:41:48,336 --> 00:41:49,496
Kestra.
678
00:41:50,938 --> 00:41:51,927
Oh, Kestra.
679
00:41:53,107 --> 00:41:55,166
My precious one.
680
00:41:57,478 --> 00:42:00,072
I'm so sorry.
681
00:42:16,264 --> 00:42:18,789
I have to go now.
682
00:42:23,871 --> 00:42:24,860
I know.
683
00:42:26,874 --> 00:42:28,432
I know.
684
00:43:19,760 --> 00:43:21,921
I remember the day I took this.
685
00:43:23,297 --> 00:43:25,322
Mr. Homn said he saved it
686
00:43:25,366 --> 00:43:28,961
in case someday you
wanted to remember her.
687
00:43:37,612 --> 00:43:40,342
I wish you could have
known her, Deanna.
688
00:43:40,381 --> 00:43:44,044
I wish you two could have
grown up together.
689
00:43:46,487 --> 00:43:48,318
Tell me about her.
690
00:43:48,356 --> 00:43:51,052
I want to know everything.
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