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Now, you see, this is what we\Ncould be doing on holiday.

Not all the hiking up mountain\Nstuff that you are planning.

It tickles, it tickles!

Do you want me to stop?

No.

But it's 6:15.

6:15?

Oh, I've gotta go.

I'll cook tonight.

Don't even think about it, it's pouring.

Freddie, yeah listen, I am on it!

The west coast will still be up.

I'll call Carmichael now,\Nand we can close this.

Taxi!!

What? Don't worry.

Careful!

Me before you.

how many in this one?

170 calories, you did\Nhave that one yesterday.

What about that one, then?

220, but it is less if\Nyou eat them standing up.

Ah!

Should we put them in a bag?

Yeah!

Thanks frank.

I don't think I can finish this.

Should we wrap it up for you,\NDaphne?

- Have it later?\N- Yeah.

Closed

I'm really sorry.

A month's money?! That's big of 'im!

Given that she's worked like a Trojan

in that cafe, for the past six years.

He's closing down, love, he has no choice.

What the hell she going to do now?

Trina can't get any more\Nhours in the florist.

Lou will get another job.

She has a lot of potential.

There are no jobs, Josie, I should know.

Look, I'm just sayin'

we needed that money.

Let's not panic, eh?

She'll find something.

Won't you Lou?

Run with me, babe!

C'mon!

Only got two laps to go.

You've just gotta get back out there,

think what you want to do.

Estate agent, maybe, shop\Nassistant, catering.

Do we have to discuss this again?

Well, you can't just mope around.

All the best entrepreneurs, they fight\Ntheir way back from rock bottom.

Just look at me.

But I am not you pat. I\Ntoast the tea cakes.

Can't you slow down? I'm\Nwearing the wrong bra.

I'm just saying.

Put on a smile and head\Nback to the job center.

And do not worry about the holiday

I'll pay.

In the last two weeks, we tried

the chicken processing factory

I'm still having nightmares\Nabout those giblets.

We tried beautician.

It turns out hot wax is not my friend.

I'm running out of options for you, Louisa.

Sayeed, please! I'll take anything!

Oh, this is new in.

And is not far from your home.

But you might need to do something\Nabout your wardrobe, for this one.

Care and companionship for a disabled man.

What kind of care?

Need someone to drive, feed and assist

six months fixed term contract.

Oh! And it's good money.

It's actually excellent money.

This is the fifth time\Nthey tried to recruit.

They're desperate.

And there's nothing on\Nhere about needing skills.

It's perfect for you.

Yeah?

I know it's not how you like to dress.

Is this like how anyone likes to dress?!

It served me very well.

In 1983.

Styles change, love,

but smart remains smart.

The city center by the Castle

thank you.

You must be Louisa Clark.

I am Camilla Traynor, do come in.

Please, sit down.

Ok.

Do you have any experience of care giving?

Um, I've never done it, but\NI'm sure I could learn.

And do you have experience\Nwith quadriplegia?

Eh, no.

We are talking about complete loss

of the legs and very limited\Nuse of the arms and hands.

Would that bother you?

Not as much as it'd bother him. Obviously.

So.

Sorry, no! I didn't no, uh!

No, I.

Are you alright?

Um, I'm just a little hot.

Do you, do you mind if\NI take off my jacket?

Your previous employer here says

you are a warm, chatty and\Nlife enhancing presence

with a lot of potential.

Yes, I paid him. Heh.

So what exactly do you\Nwant to do with your life?

Sorry?

Do you have aspirations for a career or a\Nprofessional dream you wish to pursue?

Miss Clark, why should I employ you?

Instead of say, the previous candidate?

Um

really? You can't think of a\Nsingle reason I should employ you?

I, I'm I'm, I'm a fast learner.

And I'm never ill,

and I only live on the\Nother side of the Castle.

And, and, I am stronger than I look.

And I make a mean cup of tea.

You know, there isn't\Nmuch that can't be solved.

By a decent cup of tea.

No, not that I'm saying

that your husband's paraplegia,\Nquadriplegia could be solved by

my husband?

It's my son.

Your son?

Will was injured in a road\Naccident two years ago.

Ah, I'm sorry, when

I am nervous, I just say stupid stuff.

I'm just popping out.

Ah, another interviewee?

Will you be back this evening?

I'll do my best.

Why, do you need me for something?

No darling.

Hello, I am Stephen, will's father.

Ah, yeah. Louisa Clark.

- Nice to meet you.\N- Yeah.

See you later, darling.

So?

Would you like the job?

Yes!

Can you start immediately?

Yes!

Good.

The let's go and meet will.

No, yes, but I.

The hours are from 8 to\N5, Monday to Saturday.

If for whatever reason you're running late

or you need to leave early,

- call me to let me know.\N- Yeah.

I must stress.

That will should not left alone

- for longer than 15 minutes.\N- Ay.

And uh..

You might want to wear something\Na little less revealing.

Oh, yes, of course.

This is the annex,

it was the stables, before we\Nhad them adapted for will.

I will give you a set of car keys.

And put you on the insurance.

Nathan, will show you how to use the ramp.

There is a bathroom in here.

The tea and coffee

are in this cupboard here.

You're welcome to help yourself.

You and will can work out your,

level of interaction yourselves.

Obviously

well, I would hope that you could get on.

I would be nice if he could think\Nof you as a friend rather than a

paid professional.

Do you have any questions?

No.

Then let's introduce you to will.\NHe should be dressed by now.

He has good days and bad days.

Mrs. Traynor, I won't let you down.

Good.

I have someone to meet you.

Yeah, he's decent Mrs. T.

Will, this is Louisa Clark.

I'm Lou.

Will.

William!

William, please!

Hello Louisa Clark. I am will Traynor.

You appear to have a\Nproblem with your skirt.

You're a bad man, Mr. T!

G'day, Nathan.

Right, well I'll leave you to get on.

Miss Clark, Nathan will talk\Nyou through will's routines

and equipment.

You don't have to talk across me, mother.

My brain isn't paralyzed

yet.

I'm Lou.

Yeah, you already said that.

Shall I make us all a cup of tea?

Wrench! Where's my wrench!?

Mom, did you turn down\Nthe gas on my veggies?

This is the drawer of the covered

- you're getting oil everywhere.\N- They're gonna be soggy again.

Everything turns up in strange\Nplaces, in this house.

It's auntie Lou!

You got it, didn't you!

Uh, yeah!

Louisa Clark, working for the Traynors.

Wonders'll never cease.

Yeah.

Okay?

This, tells you pretty much\Neverything you need to know.

I do most of the heavy lifting, but

there's a time table here\Nto see what he has, when.

I have to handle drugs?

Blood pressure meds.

To raise it in the morning when he gets up.

Anti-spasm tablets.

Four times a day, to control muscle spasms.

Tablets for nerve pain.

Now, you can give him pain killers

if he asks, just

try to resist giving him\Nsleeping pills, if possible

because they tend make him a little,

well, irritable.

Like, "more irritable".

It's a lot to remember.

It's all written down.

And he knows what is what.\NHe might deny it.

And you got my number. Most of\Nmy other patients live nearby

I am never far away.

What if he needs to, uh.

Don't worry. You're not here\Nfor any of the physical stuff.

Okay.

What am I here for?

To cheer him up, I guess.

Hello.

Hello.

So I thought we could\Ngo out this afternoon.

Where do you have in mind?

Well, I was told you have\Na car that was adapted,

for wheelchairs.

And you thought a drive\Nwould be good for me?

A breath of fresh air?

What do you usually do?

I don't do anything, miss Clark. I sit.

And just about exist.

Okay, well I could get you your computer?

Did you find a good quad\Nsupport group I could join?

'Quads-R-Us? The 'Tin Wheels' Club?

Or perhaps we could get\Nto know each other a bit.

You know, because then you

could tell me what you do like to do.

Maybe.

Here's what I know about you, miss Clark.

My mother says that you're chatty.

Yeah.

Could we strike a deal.

Whereby you are very 'unchatty' around me?

Okay.

Yeah, well I'll just

be in the kitchen, if you need anything.

Lovely.

Has he done his Stephen\NHawking impression yet,

or stuff about "my left foot"?

No, he's fine.

Okay, well you can take lunch now.

Me and Mr. T. Have a few things\Nto take care of this time of day.

Still a disaster? Yup.

Good morning!

Hi!

Not a great day.

Would you like a cup of tea?

Oh! Sorry!

Val D'isere.

Good snow that year.

Sorry, I was, I was.

You were just looking at my photographs.

Thinking how awful it must be\Nhaving lived like that and ended

up like this.

The rest are in the drawer if you'd\Nlike to snoop around further.

Good morning.

Every time I speak, he looks\Nat me like I am stupid.

To be fair, you are pretty stupid.

Yes, but he does not know that yet.

Maybe he's like that with everyone.

Until he knows if you are going to stick\Naround. I mean, it's only been 10 days.

But it feels like a lifetime.

You can't quit, Lou.

Yes? Watch me.

Look, I'm thinking of\Ngoing back to college.

Someone's dropped out of business\Nstudies and they can take me back.

What? What about Thomas?

There is a nursery on the campus,\Nwe'd come back at weekends.

I do not have a Patrick, Lou

I don't think I'm ever\Ngoing to have a Patrick.

I need this - oh, I get it!

You just want me to stay here\Nin this miserable job, so

I can help mom and dad!

- I've done my fair share.\N- Oh yeah?

I can't stay here.

You know I can't.

Please, for me and tom.

Louisa, some visitors are on their way.

Friends of wills, it's unexpected.

You might need to

I'll make some tea or coffee.

And I'll make myself scarce.

I think I'll.

I think I'll leave them to it.

So how's the physio and\Nstuff, all coming on,

is there any improvement?

No.

Because you look good.

Yeah.

So?

To what do I owe this pleasure?

I'm sorry it's been so long.

But I have been very busy,

yes, things are manic at the office.

There's a new chap from New York.

Baines, you ever come across him at all?

No.

Vicious.

Total monster.

Some days, I feel that I\Ncan hardly leave my chair.

Please say something.

Congratulations.

Neither of us meant for this to happen.\NWe were just

friends, for ages.

And if truth be told,

Rupert was a great support,\Nafter your accident.

How big of him!

Oh will, please, I.

We should probably go.

I'm sorry will, I really am.

We both are, and I, uh, we.

We really do hope things improve for you.

Thank you, you know I tried, for months.

You know, you can only help someone\Nwho actually wants to be helped.

I wondered, if you wanted me to.

Right, well you'd better not\Nmove until I've cleaned that up.

Because I've got no idea what\NI'd do, if you pop a tire.

It was awful!

It's his girlfriend and his best friend!

You can't blame her.

Are you really saying that you'd stick are\Nwith me if I was paralyzed from the neck down?

Of course I would!

Well, I don['T want someone\Nto stay with me out of pity.

I mean, strangers wipe your ass, Jesus!

Think of all the things you couldn't do.

No more running, no more cycling.

Hey, no more sex.

Of course we could have sex!

It's just the girl’s have to be on top.

Ah, well then we'd be doing it then?

Hey, listen.

Yeah?

- About the holiday.\N- Yeah?

How do you fancy.

- Norway?\N- Norway!

- Wow!!!!!!\N- Yeah! Okay!

Eh, boys! I'm in!

Yeah!

The viking triathlon.

60 miles on a bike.

30 miles on foot.

And then a nice swim through\Nsub zero Nordic seas, yeah!

That's our holiday?

Not all of it.

Just the beginning, then\Nwe'll sight see or whatever

I have never been fitter, Lou.

This is the year to do it.

I just thought if I could see\Nif I could fix some of these.

Or um, y'know.

If you wanted to get new ones, I\Ncould go into town at lunch time.

Or we could both go.

You know what, Louisa.

Me smashing those was not an accident.

Sorry, aright, I didn't think

you thought you knew best.

Well, I don't want those\Npictures staring at me,

every time I'm in bed,

waiting for someone to bloody\Nget me out again, okay?

I wasn't going to fix the one of Alicia.

I'm not that stupid.

Spare me the psychology.

Just go and raid your grandma's wardrobe

or whatever it is you do,\Nwhen you're not making tea.

You don't have to be an ass!!

Your friends got the shitty\Ntreatment, fine. They deserved it.

I'm just trying to do\Nmy job, as best I can.

So it would be really nice if\Nyou didn't try and make my

life so miserable, as you\Napparently make everyone else's.

And what if I said I didn't want you here?

I'm not employed by you, I'm\Nemployed by your mother.

So unless she says she doesn't\Nwant me here anymore,

I'm staying.

Not because I care about you,

or particularly enjoy your company.

But because I need the money.

I really need the money.

Just put them in the drawer.

Hi, am I needed?

DVD weather, I think.

"Des hommes et des dieux".

Something about men?

Yes, it's French gay porn.

You really don't enjoy sarcasm, do you?

The sarcasm is fine

I just don't like superiority.

You must hate me, then

I've never hated anyone.

Let me know

if you need anything.

Have you seen it?

I don't really like those kinds of films.

Those kinds of films?

Films with subtitles.

What, did your school\Nnot teach you to read?

Sit down.

Watch with me, that's an order.

You have no choice!

Yes.

I do.

So?

Well, they could have left!

They chose to stay.

Yes, no I get it,

being there, gave their lives\Nmore meaning, but that's

but you don't agree.

What?

To sacrifice themselves like that.

I mean, could you even imagine?

Did you like the film?

I loved it.

Oh, if you're laughing at me,

I swear to god I will push\Nyou out of that chair.

I am not laughing at you.

The sky is clearing

should we get some air?

I am just amazed that you could\Nreach the ripe old age of

- what?\N- 26.

26, and never have watched\Na film with subtitles?

Oh? Well, I'm just amazed\Nthat at the ripe old age of

31, without having been\Nlocked in a cupboard

- for being such a snob.\N- What?

E.T. Is my favorite film.

E.T. Is everyone's favorite film.

I've seen every bond

sob's the world.

And I've got a soft spot for "Armageddon".

With Bruce Willis.

Oil driller. Has to save the\Nworld from an asteroid.

And he does.

That's better.

So.

What do you do with yourself when\Nyou are not here Louisa Clark?

I uh, spend time with my family and

I um, go to the pub.

Or I watch TV.

And I watch Patrick running.

Patrick's your boyfriend?

Yeah.

But you don't run with him?

I am not exactly built for it.

This is an impressive list of hobbies.

Well no, no, Ok.

I read a bit.

And I, I like clothes.

You like.Clothes.

I don't do much, okay?

I go to work, and I go home and that's it.

Wow, your life's even duller than mine.

He's in a good mood.

He told me all about you offering\Nhim the pasta with green gravy.

He has never had Pesto sauce before!

Whatever, it's all good.

It's a long time since\Nhe's laughed at anything.

Hey.

Hello Mr. Traynor, how are you?

Nathan, what are they doing in there?

He has a check up every six months.

To see if he is getting better?

It's a spinal cord injury.

He's not going to get better.

But you do all those exercises with him.

Yes, to stop his muscles atrophying.

Will's body no longer worksbelow here.

But you're still trying, right?

He's threw everything into\Nphysio in the first year.

And all we got was slight movement\Nfrom his thumb and finger.

Then the first bout of pneumonia hit

- and then autonomic dysreflexia.\N- And what's that mean?

His blood pressure goes up and down?

Yeah.

He's constantly open to infection.

But there’s medical advances\Ntaking place all the time, right?

Well, yeah.

But no one's worked out how\Nto fix the spinal cord yet.

Home cinema the riverside

oh I hear this one's good.

No, but it's got subtitles.

You don't even notice after a while.\NSeriously.

Two for the will Ferrell, please.

Is he okay?

He's not great.

A bit of a chill.

Where is Nathan?

I've called him. He'll be here soon.

Look, Camilla's had to go up to London.

Are you going to be alright?

- Of course.\N- Yeah?

Yeah.

I'm on my mobile, if you need me.

Ok.

Will, can I do anything?

My pillows aren't right.

And what do I do?

Put your hand under my head.

On my neck and just lift gently.

Ok.

- Whoa! Jesus!\N- What did I do?

Your hands are freezing.

Better.

Can I get you some pain killers?

- Yes.\N- Thank you.

Ok.

Will?

Will!

Will! It's.

It's Lou.

I know.

Is there something I should be doing?

Some drugs or something? I'm just really\Nworried and I do not know what to do.

Hello, this is Stephen.

Please leave your name and\Nnumber and I'll call you back.

Hello Mr. Traynor. Its' Lou.

I am getting concerned about will.

And I was wondering if you could just

call me back, Ok thanks, bye.

Good day, this is Nathan.

Leave your message and I'll call you back.

- Don't ring mum.\N- What?

It will be fine, Clark.

Oy!

Sorry, I had to walk here.

It took ages with the bloody weather.

How are things?

Not great. He's in and out.

And he's not drunk anything.

How long has he been like this?!

Maybe four or five hours.

I called you, I did give him pain killers.

You might as well have given him M & Ms.

Well he said that he just wanted to sleep.

This is all in the folder, Lou.

Will doesn't sweat the way we do.

If he gets even a slight chill,\Nhis temperature goes haywire.

Yeah, but he said

bring us a fan and a damp towel, quick.

- Fast!\N- Yeah.

Hey buddy, you alright?

Will? You alright?

Wait, focus Lou. You gotta\Nwatch what I'm doing.

- Sorry.\N- That's right.

Yeah.

He's gonna be okay.

(Video of birthday of Willy the crazy)

There are very few people\Nout there who can claim

they have out-bonded James Bond.

But birthday boy wild Willy, will Traynor,

is certainly one of them.

Hey will, any final thoughts, bro?

I'm thinking you should be next, mate.

Yeah, right!

We're all thinking it ..

Is there really nothing he can't do?

Do we hate him?

- Yes.\N- We do!

But there's no point dwelling\Non that on his birthday.

Thank god, he's not good looking.

Damn it!

You're not watching\NFrench gay porn, I hope.

The WIFI connection's not strong enough.

What time is it?

Where is Nathan?

Half eight, had to see to another patient.

The snow got pretty bad.

Shouldn't you be at home?

You're stuck with me.

Will, can I ask you something?

I suspect you're going to.

What happened?

My mother didn't tell you?

It's her favorite story.

It was some sort of traffic accident.

Motorbike.

You were riding a motorbike?

Actually I wasn't.

The bike, hit me.

I am sorry.

Sorry, I'm being chatty again.

And you, you need to rest.

No.

Stay.

Tell me.

Tell me something good.

I used to say that to my dad!

But if I told you what he said\Nback, you'd think I was insane.

That ship already sailed Clark.

When had nightmares or\Nsomething, he used to sing.

Go on.

He used to sing the Malahonkey song.

What?

The Malahonkey song. I\Nthought everyone knew it.

Trust me Clark

I am a Malahonkey virgin.

You're gonna make me sing it now?

♪ I willillillillished, I lillillillillived\N♪ ♪ in the malalalahonkey land ♪

♪ the lalalalaland where.. ♪

♪ So I lalala l-i could plalalalalay ♪

You're insane.

Your' whole family's insane.

And you're a god awful singer.

Maybe dad was better.

I think what you mean to say is.

Thank you miss Clark, for\Nattempting to entertain me.

Okay, Clark.

Tell me something else.

Something that doesn't involve singing.

- About?\N- Anything.

Well

my mum got me a pair of glittery wellies.

And I refused to take them off.

I wore them in bed

in the bath

all summer long.

My favorite outfit was

the glittery boots and my Bumblebee tights.

Bumblebee tights?

Black and yellow stripes.

Oh dear god!

And I really really really\Nliked having stripy legs.

And what happened to these gorgeous wellies

and the stripy tights?

Ah, I outgrew them.

It broke my heart.

And they don't make those tights anymore.

At least not for grown women anyway.

Strange, that?

Oh, you can mock!

Didn't you ever love anything that much?

Yes.

Yes, I did.

(marian keyes Sushi for beginners)

Interesting choice of footwear.

Patrick says, that I make it look\Nlike a leprechaun drag queen.

He was being nice.

Don't smile at me like that.

Why not?

Because I do not know what it means.

Where did you pick up your exotic taste?

What do you mean by that?

It can't be from around here.

Why not?

Because this is the kind of place people come\Nto when they got tired of actually living.

People here believe think excitement

is a new 'please be quiet'\Nsign going up in the library.

You should be out there,

claiming the world as your own.

Showing your leprechaun shoes to dodgy men.

I like my life.

You like everything.

I'm happy here.

Well you shouldn't be.

You want me to be more like\Nthe girls you know, do you?

Who go to London,

to marry someone like Rupert.

I believe he's taken.

And ignore the fact that he's shagging\Nhis secretary within five years.

And bitch about him at dinner parties,

knowing that won't leave because\Nhe's scared of the alimony.

And have sex once every six weeks,

and listen to him going on and on about,

how much he adores the children.

While doing nothing to\Nactually take care of them.

And have perfect hair.

That get this kind of pinched face

and never saying what you actually mean!

And develop an insane Pilates habit.

And buy a dog or a horse.

And develop a crush on\Nthe riding instructor.

And would that your husband,

take up jogging when he hits 40.

And buy a Harley.

And know that every day,

he goes into the office,

and looks at the young men

and feels like somehow he got suckered.

And leave him anyway.

And come back here.

To give the children a happy childhood.\NWhoa.

There were a lot of divorced\Nhandovers at the cafe.

I am sorry.

How did you end up in that cafe?

Trina made a bet that I couldn't get a job

in 24 hrs.

I proved her wrong.

And you stayed there six years.

Way to go!

I was supposed to leave.

I had a place at Manchester.

What you were going to study?

Fashion!!

And why didn't you go?

Do you know what I see when I look at you?

Do not say potential.

Potential.

You have to widen your horizons Clark.

You only get one life.

And it is actually your duty to\Nlive it as fully as possible.

Well you, you need a shave.

If that beard gets any longer,\NI'll be picking food out of it.

And I'll have to sue you

for undue distress in the workplace.

You're changing the subject.

Yeah, I am.

Fine.

I'll let you.

You're really going to do this?

I'm, uh,

really going to do this.

My mother will be so happy.

Yes, well.

We won't let that put us off.

You've got a funny look on your face.

Please do not tell me you\Nshaved off my eyebrows.

Only the one.

Freedom?! You call this 'freedom'?!

We all agreed to it

not the specifics, Jesus!

If I have noticed switch post mark

we made an agreement with will.

Six months.

No, I only agreed so\Nthat we had six months,

to change his mind.

I can not believe.

That you are willing to\Nhelp our son end his life!

I'd rather that,

than risk him trying it again, alone.

It wasn't a cry for help, Camilla,

he meant it and you know that.

And this way we can be with him,

supporting him.

Loving him.

He's my son!

Yes, he's my son, too!!

It's his choice.

And this is what he wants.

You know how much pain he's in.

God!

He gave me six months.

We can still persuade him.

And do you think the pretty\Nwaitress is going to do that?

Now.

Can I have the letter, please?

Please?

Dignitas

apparently, the shave was your idea.

Nice one, looks great!

Bye!

I need you.

I know that we need the money,

but this is horrible!

I'm basically just on suicide watch.

I am not going back.

Yeah - what?

C'mon, say it.

I was thinking about him.

Lou, you can't leave him.

They've got money, right?

I do not want their money!

No, not for you, idiot girl.

Look.

If this is what he really wants

the use the time he's got left.\NMake it special

ask the Traynors for a budget.

And go crazy, organize, I dunno

swimming with dolphins, skydiving.

A nice sexy lap dance?

City-boys always like a lap dance.

Katrina Clark!

A bucket list.

Show him how good this time can be.

Take him to places, make him laugh.

Bloody hell!

But Trina, what if

that list could do more than that?

What if it could make him change his mind?

Fiction section.

'Walking papers'

'sport'

'sport and rehabilitation'

will's barely left the house in two years

- and we have tried.\N- Yes, but we haven't succeeded.

If Louisa can come up with\Nthings that will is able

and prepared to do, then that's\Nall for the good, surely!

Sports, concerts

I'd love to see him do any of these things.

Okay, okay.

Louisa, if you can get me a schedule

I'll see if I can shift\Nthings around in my diary.

No!

Let do it for himself.

Will needs to be allowed\Nto feel like a man.

'What you need to know\Nabout dietary supplements'

okay.

Alright.

Oh my god! What have you come as?

I don't care what you think.

Even if you have got... a new haircut!

You look like a mad woman.

An oddly cheerful mad woman.

We're taking Nathan to\Nsee the horse racing.

The horse racing?

Yes, Nathan's never been.

Yes, it is true.

And besides, I've got five pounds.

On man oh man at eight to one.

My dad's mate Jimmy ..

Said that he's a sure thing.

Just a wild guess

you haven't been racing before\Neither, have you, Clark?

There is a perfect spot!

Right, we're so lucky!

Are you sure this isn't going to sink?

No, it's fine. It's gonna be great.

Thanks. That's alright

yeah.

Um.

What.

We need to push.

Okay.

Whoa sorry!

Don't worry, it's only cashmere.

Yeah, it's stuck.

It's fine, it's gonna be fine.

- Oh, excuse me!\N- Okay?

Hi. Hi.

Sorry.

Do you..Would you be\Nable to help us with the.

'Cause we're a bit stuck.

- We're fine.\N- We are not fine.

You're very kind

carefully!!

How are we doing?\NWe're doing well, doing well.

Brilliant!

I thank you very much.\NThank you, thank you.

Thanks guys. Thank you.

You guys, we're here! It's gonna be fun!

Look! Look, look, look, look! There he is.

Don't you think he looks like a sure thing?

Huh, will?

You're going to lose.

How would you know that?

His ears are flat, his coat is dull.

And he's got a funny walk.

Great.

So you know everything\Nabout horse racing, too.

No.

I just look, process information.

And I make decisions.

And that horse is definitely\Nnot going to win.

Yeah, well, I like him.

Sometimes you just have\Nto go with your gut.

I'm gonna go and place my bet.

They're lining up at the gate now.

The start is on us

and they're off!

Man O Mann, apparently took the day off.

Whoa, this is nice!

Yes, nothing like being\Nspoon fed in public.

Hello, we want a table for three, please.

Of course, if I could just see your badge?

Sorry?

This restaurant is for\Npremier badge holders.

Oh, well we.

We've got the pink badges.

I'm sorry, we can only serve\Npremier badge holders

okay, are there any other restaurants?

Well, there's our relaxed dining area.

And there are stalls outside.

The pig in a poke

does a nice hot roast in a bun..

With applesauce.

Sharon, can I call Sharon?

So it's

a quiet Monday afternoon and you've,

got a lot of empty tables.

We want to buy a really expensive meal.

And we do not want to eat\Npork rolls in a stall

even with applesauce!

I am very sorry, you need\Na premier are badge,

it's the policy.

Ok, Ok, Ok.

So how much

for a premier area badge?

What would you like, another\Nten more, perhaps twenty.

We don't sell badges madam.

This is a restaurant!

You will need to go to the\Nticket office to buy it.

Louisa?

Let's go.

No, no, no! This is not fair!

We've come all this way!

Louisa?

I'm not hungry.

No! I'm just gonna run and get the badges.

And then we will have our meal.

And you will see that we\Nwe'll be fine once we've eaten.

- Yeah.\N- Lou?

I think that will wants to go home.

Do you know what, Sharon?

You can stick your premier badge

right up your relaxed dining area

okay? Okay.

Everything's fine.

Great so we're going to

paralyze your eardrums as well, now?

So maybe horse racing

wasn't my best idea.

But this I think you'll enjoy.

So Nathan's never been to a\Nclassical music concert, now?

No, I haven't.

Will you please come with me?

I bought the tickets a week ago.

You can say no.

A wind concerto?

I've been assured it\Ndoesn't involve farting.

There's not chance of Jay-Z?

Sadly, his tickets had just sold out.

Mozart it is then.

Okay, would this

be the right sort of thing\Nto wear to a concert?

Metallica no.

Neil diamond possibly.

I thought pat was training tonight?

Oh no, he is, he is

I'm taking will to a concert.

Sorry, you're going on a date?

It's, it's too 'booby'?

Way too booby!

Given it's a man for whom your\Nboobs are mostly eye level.

Oh! You're so annoying!

You are so going on a\Ndate with will Traynor.

Get the red dress out.

Really?

Oh, Kapow!

Lose the scarf.

The scarf why?

If you are going to wear\Na dress like that, Clark.

You have to wear it with confidence.

Only you, will Traynor

would tell a woman how\Nto wear a bloody dress

here.

- Am I good?\N- Yes.

Yes, yes...

Is everything okay?

Actually no, there's something\Ndigging into my collar.

It's the tag.

Have we got any scissors in the bag?

I do not know, Clark.

Believe it or not, I rarely\Npack it myself.

Okay then.

Got it!

Just be grateful that\Nwasn't in your trousers!

Look it, they're starting!

So you're not a classical\Nmusic person, then?

Hated every minute.

Yes, I could tell.

Especially during that oboe solo.

There was something in my eye.

I loved it.

Did you?

Yeah.

- Right, we're gonna get you in.\N- Wait a minute, Clark.

Are you okay?

I am.

I don't want to go in yet.

I just want to be a man\Nwho's been to a concert,

with a girl in a red dress.

Just a few minutes more.

So, um

Patrick, wants to meet you.

'Running man'? Why?

I think he wants to know who I'm\Nspending all these late nights with.

My parents do too.

I get nervous when I a girl\Nasks me to meet her parents.

They wanted me to invite you to my birthday

dinner next Thursday, but don't worry.

I said you wouldn't want to go.

Why?

Because you hate strangers and don't\Nlike eating in front of people

it seemed pretty obvious.

I'll come, if you want me to.

Ah, lads welcome!

Bernard Clark.

I am sorry, I didn't, I didn't

a curtsy will be fine.

A curtsy, nice one!

This is Josie, my wife.

- Hello.\N- Hello.

Come on in.

Yes, c'mon.

Thank you.

Listen, have fun.

Thank you!

Lord, thank you for the food we eat.

And the company we keep.

Thank you for the\Nopportunities that give us.

And the strength to face the challenges,

we meet on our journey.

Amen.

- Amen.\N- Amen.

So, will.

You bought and sold companies?

Something like that.

Would you know this fella, Alan Stonehouse?

The one who, um,

what is it?

Asset stripped our firm?

I'm afraid I trained him.

Oh! Well, that's the door.

Would you like chicken, love?

Six miles, in 28 minutes!

And um.

Happy birthday to my girlfriend!

Yes, happy birthday.

- Sorry a bit late.\N- No, only

28 minutes.

So, couldn't you go back to it, will?\NI mean, clearly you're

still sharp as a tack.

- Dad!\N- No, it's fine.

The truth is that I thought\Nthat I could crack this

and then go back as if nothing had changed.

I was wrong.

This is delicious, Mrs. Clark.

Oh, Josie, please!

Well, we wanted to make today special.

Wish Trina could have been here.

She's the brains of the family.

She got put up two years at\Nschool, didn't she, Bernard?

Overtook our Lou.

Not bright enough to to stop\Nherself getting up the duff.

Pat, should I help you\Nto some more chicken?

So, Patrick?

Louisa told me that\Nyou're a personal trainer.

Life coaching, physical training.

Motivation.

Local young entrepreneur of\Nthe year, two years running!

Lou told me that you were a\Nbit of action man, before.

Pat?

I bet you if we got you\Non a fitness regime.

There is actually a Swedish study\Nthat says that you can train muscles

Patrick.

What?

Just trying to.

Yes, but don't.

I will bear that in mind.

Thank you.

Happy birthday to you.

Happy birthday, to you.

Happy birthday, dear Lou.

Yay!

Um, so I just wanted to say

we're very proud of you, love.

And um, I don't know what

we would have done without\Nyou, this past year.

Oh dad!

And will, thank you for employing her.

- Someone had to hey!\N- Hey!

The pleasure has been all mine, really.

Here.

It's not much, but.

Granddad saw something on TV\Nabout making your own presents.

Oh, granddad, thank you!

Thank you!

9 months - Lou 4 years.

I love it.

Oh mom, thank you!

Thank you!

Mine, next.

Open it.

I had it made, specially.

Thank you, Patrick!

There's something for\Nyou in my bag as well.

You got Lou a present?

That's very kind of you!

- Isn't that kind, Bernard?\N- That's very kind.

Okay.

Oh, oh my god, I don't believe it!

What?

But where did you get them!?

That is a secret.

Tights?

Only the best pair of tights, ever!

I am going to try them on!

Oh! I can't tell you how much I love them.

Really, thanks.

Okay, you can give a kiss.

Thank you, Josie.

It was good to meet you all.

And Patrick, thank you for the, um,

fitness advice.

Just helping my girlfriend\Nget the best out of her job.

You're a lucky man.

She certainly gives a good bed bath.

- Well done!\N- Pleased me.

So

I could take you to a Shakespeare festival

happens today and tomorrow.

Or there is a sculpture park we can visit.

Or there is there's wine tasting.

This came.

'Wedding of Alicia Annabell Dewares\Nand Rupert Christopher Collins

can I take you somewhere?

The first kiss I ever had,

was on that rampart.

Probably didn't hurt that\Nyou owned the Castle.

Ah, maybe I should have told her.

She dumped me a week later,

for a boy who worked at the local shop.

You're never gonna fit through there!

Ah, wow, it's amazing!

Will! Will!

No, please!

- Will, stop!\N- Are you coming!?

It's a very bad idea.

It's very dangerous.

It's very, very high.

And windy

when I was a kid, this was\Nmy favorite place in the whole world.

Did you walk around up here,\Npretending to be a warrior prince?

Even knicked a sword\Nfrom one of the exhibits.

Weighed a ton.

I think that this would\Nstill be my favorite spot.

That's because you haven't been anywhere.

Ah, so where's better than this, then?

Val-d'isere?

Paris.

Place d'auphine, right\Nnext to the Pont Neuf.

Sitting outside a cafe\Nwith a strong, coffee

and a croissant warm, with unsalted butter

and strawberry jam.

So let's go!

We could get on the euro star

right now!

- No.\N- But you just said.

You don't get it, Clark.

I want to be in Paris, as me.

The old me.

When pretty French girls, give me the eye.

That could be something to look forward to.

If I shut my eyes now,

I know exactly how it feels\Nto be in that little square.

I remember every sensation.

I do not want those memories erased,

by the struggle to fit behind a table.

The taxi drivers, who refuse to take me.

And my wheelchair power pack that

won't charge in a French socket.

But I tell you where we will go, though.

Where?

Alicia's wedding.

Really?

Will you come with me?

If you want me to.

Hello?

Whoa! Jesus mum, hello!

Is it too much? Oh, sod it, I don't care!

We are celebrating Lou!

I've got a job!

Oh dad, that is fantastic!

You are looking

at the new head of maintenance

at the Castle.

God, that is - I know, I know.

Mr. Traynor rang me himself.

I'm starting tomorrow morning.

A month's trial.

Isn't it brilliant?

And it's good money, Lou.

And he get's his own Van.

- See you.\N- Okay.

But I thought you would be pleased.

No, I am, I am pleased.

I just, I don't know, I feel weird.

Well, don't.

Your dad needed a job and I\Nneeded a head of maintenance.

Yes, but it is the timing, it's just a bit

it's good.

Your dad will be great.

And, it means

it means what?

It means

that one day, you can go\Noff and spread your wings

without worrying about everyone else.

Put yourself first, for once.

Hello.

Michael Lawler.

I'm here to see Mr Traynor.

Ah, no no, you've got the wrong door.

- He lives in the.\N- It's okay, Clark.

How was traffic Michael?

Y'know, once you're out of London.

We'll sit in the courtyard.

You can leave us, thanks Clark.

- How have you been?\N- Well, thank you.

I thought he seemed happier,\Nhe was smiling, laughing.

Me, too.

Thank you, for telling me.

You will look after him at\Nthe wedding, won't you?

I still don't know why we're doing this.

We going to behave, admirably.

Just so you know

that if you do the "my left foot" thing

I will drive home and leave you stuck here.

With all your ex-girlfriends.

Spoil sport.

Will, hi.

It's so good to see you again.

The office is not the same without you.

One minute you were there,\Nrunning everything and everyone.

And the next.

Well, it's, uh, not the same.

It's kind of you to say so, Freddie.

Louisa Clark, Freddie foster.

Yes, yes, I saw you at the church.

Life isn't all bad then, eh, will.I.Am!

Anyway, anyway, must mingle.

What a pleasure to see you.

And you, miss Clark.

He's a nice guy.

He fancies you.

He needs glasses.

Don't do that.

You look beautiful.

Well, you don't look so shabby yourself.

Ladies and gentlemen,

I give you, the bride and groom,

Mr and Mrs Rupert Collins!

Whoa god!

There ought to be a law against\NEnglishmen on dance floors.

- Bride or groom?\N- Oh, neither.

And you?

Godmother to the bride.

What makes me morally responsible for her.

Not one of my finer acts.

Ooh, you don't think much of her then?

This is a bit depressing!

Still, I can't do these things, sober.

Oh no, wait, there's alcohol in this stuff?

Absolutely, darling.

And I firmly encourage you to get as drunk

as possible.

I hear rumors that the father of the bride

is going to inflict another speech on us.

Oh, no no no!

I'm supposed to be driving will home.

Ah yes, young will.

He was her chance, you know.

Only one of that lot,\Nthat was worth a damn.

Terrible shame.

He is not dead.

No I mean for her, not for him.

Rupert's an asshole.

You take care of him,

he's a good one.

Take it from one who knows.

Four marriages and counting.

Thank you so much for coming, will.

It was a lovely day,\NI wouldn't have missed it for the world.

- You remember Louisa?\N- Oh yeah, yes, yes.

Anyway, you're a real star for being here.

And thank you for

the um, um - the mirror.

Yes, the mirror. Absolutely\Nlove that mirror.

Anyway, thank you.

You didn't buy her a mirror!

I know.

Okay, you.

What do you say, you gonna give me a whirl?

What?

How many of those did you drink?

C'mon!

Let's give these tossers\Nsomething to talk about.

Alright.

Are they all appalled?

Yes.

Yes!

Move closer?

You smell fantastic.

You know, you never would have\Nlet those breasts so near to me,

if I wasn't in a wheelchair.

Yes, well

you never would have been\Nlookin' at these breasts,

if you hadn't been in a wheelchair.

- Of course I would!\N- No, you wouldn't.

You wouldn't.

You would have been too busy\Nlooking at the leggy blondes.

The ones who can smell an\Nexpense account at 40 paces.

And anyway, I would have been over there

serving the drinks,

one of the invisible.

Am I right?

Yes, but in my defense

- I was an ass.\N- Yup.

Do you know something, Clark?

You are pretty much.

The only thing that makes me\Nwant to get up in the morning.

Then let's go somewhere!

Anywhere in the world, just you and me.

What do you say?

Say yes, will!

Go on.

Okay - yeah?

I can't handle this very\Nwell you know that.

Look out, will!

Oh my god!

Why didn't you return any of my calls?

I was worried sick. Are you okay?

I am old enough to spend.

The night in a hotel without\Npermission, mother.

Okay?

Okay.

Right.

I'm guessing she didn't do your tubes?

She did manage to get the\Nportal down me, in the bed.

This is not good, mate. You are sweating.

Look at me, how's your eyesight?

I'm pretty sure you're Nathan, am I right?

And I'm pretty sure\Nyou've been on the drink.

Eh, am I right?

- I will be fine.\N- Jesus, will.

We had a nice time.

You are?

I'm not coming

to extreme, whatever it is called, Norway.

They need me at work.

But you said you'd support me!

I am supporting you, Patrick

I hate cycling and you know I do!

But there's this trip I've\Ngot to go on, with will.

Why can't he just get an agency nurse?

Because it is my job!

What is this Lou?

Your job, it takes priority\Nover everything these days!

Patrick, this is important, okay?

- Trust me.\N- It's Norway!

It's meant to be a holiday.

I just can't.

Oh, pat!

He's stable.

Pneumonia?

He only had cough on Saturday morning.

His lungs are weak.

Any bacteria hits him hard.

Can I go in?

No, Camilla's with him.

Let's leave her to it.

It's his fourth bout in two years.

The last nearly killed him.

Thank you.

How he doing?

He's a little better, I think.

Would you like me to take over for a while?

I would really like to change my clothes.

Yeah.

Hey.

How are you feeling?

I've been better.

I don't know, you'll do anything\Nfor attention, will Traynor.

I don't think I can be witty today, Clark.

Hey.

Just dropping off some meds\Nfor when he gets back.

Are you alright?

Yes, just um, canceling everything.

You know, don't you?

Yeah

I've been with him two years.

His life is hard.

He hides his pain, when he's with you.

But there have been times\Nwhen I've stayed over.

And I hear him screaming.

In his dreams he's still running or skiing.

Still doing things and..

Then he wakes up.

And there is nothing I can say to him.

Now, I can't judge what he wants to do.

That's his choice.

But that was before me.

Yes and I know that he\Ndid pretty much anything

to make you happy.

I want him to live, Lou.

But only if he wants to live.

I can't just let this happen.

I can't.

And we are running out of time.

So if I

could come up with

another trick, that doctors would agree to

would you come with us?

Yeah.

Of course I would.

Hi.

This is unexpected.

I've bought your parents cinema tickets

and your granddad is in\Nhis room, asleep. I think.

You bribed my parents\Nand jailed my granddad.

Good.

I'm an idiot.

But this job of yours is\Njust for a few more weeks

and things will soon be back to normal

and I should be proud.

That you're doing something worthwhile.

I don't want to argue with you

less than 300 calories.

What is this?

It's the trip I told you about.

I thought you meant lords or something.

Hot tub under the stars?

Massages?

Swim with dolphins?

Whoa look! Five star luxury

24 hour room service.

This isn't work.

Do you really expect me to just sit here\Nwhile you swan off with another man?

On a honeymoon?

His other care giver's coming too.

- What?\N- Two guys, well that's alright then.

Patrick.

This is really important.

Do you know how this feels?

It's like

I'm running permanently just a little

behind the rest of the field.

It's like

there's something bad around the bend

and everyone seems to know\Nwhat it is, except me.

Patrick - seven years!

We've been together, Lou.

You've known him five months.

But he needs me.

And I don't?

I am sorry.

Well, you got him here.

- Cheers.\N- Thank you sir.

'Welcome to paradise'

Bienvenue, let me show you to your rooms.

How are you feeling?

Hey, you!

Better.

So what's the plan for today?

Um, well, we can stay here for a bit.

Because they rent DVDs at the front desk.

We didn't come all this\Nway to watch DVDs, Clark.

Hey whoa, oh oh, oye!

Is there alcohol in that?

Rum, vodka and cointreau, sir.

She'll have two, please.

- Yes sir.\N- Thank you.

Oh, I put you in for scuba diving.

Even though I personally didn't want to?!

- Hey!\N- Hi.

I am going to walk Karen back to her hotel.

Because she shouldn't\Nwalk back alone, y'know?

How chivalrous of you!

Yeah, very civic minded.

Ah, piss off, the both of you!

Yeah, I've got everything covered.

- Do not worry.\N- We will be fine.

Alright, yeah, we'll see you later.

- Bye!\N- Have fun.

Do not, no! Leave 'em open.

I want to see it.

Don't go back to your room tonight, Clark.

Just do it.

No, I can't I can't and it's\Ngonna be too deep, I can't.

You can, you can do anything.

Uh, oh...

Why didn't you make me do that earlier?!

That was amazing!

I don't know, Clark.

Some people just won't be told!

I do not want to go home.

This is it has been the best.

You're glad you came, right?

Yes.

You.

You are a something else, Clark.

Well.

I have to tell you something.

I know.

I know about Switzerland.

I have known, for months.

Listen, I know

that this is not how you\Nwould have chosen it.

But I

I can make you happy!

- No.\N- What?

No, Clark.

I get that this could be a good life.

But it's not, "my life".

It's not even close.

You never saw me, before.

I loved my life.

I've really loved it.

I can't be the kind of man,\Nwho just accepts this.

Yes, but you're not giving it a chance.

You're not giving me a chance.

I, have become a whole new person

these last six months, because of you.

I know.

And that is why I can't\Nhave you tied to me.

I don't want you to.

Miss all the things that\Nsomeone else could give you.

And selfishly

I don't want you to look at me one day

and feel even the tiniest big of regret.

Or pity.

I would never would think that!

You don't know that.

I can't watch you

wandering around the annex

in your crazy dresses

or see you naked and not

not be able to.

Oh god, Clark!

If you had an idea of what I\Nwant to do to you right now.

I cannot live like this.

Please will!

Please!

Listen.

This.

Tonight

being with you

is the most wonderful thing.

No!

You could have ever done for me.

But I need it to end here.

No more pain and exhaustion

and waking up every morning..

Already wishing it was over.

It's not going to get better than this.

The doctors know it and I know it.

When we get back, I am going\Nto go to Switzerland.

So I'm asking you, if you

really feel the things you say you feel.

Come with me.

Yes I know, but

I thought that you were changing your mind.

Nothing was ever going to change my mind.

I promised my parents six months.

And that's what I've given them.

No, no!

No.

Don't say another word.

You're so selfish!

I tore my heart out in front of you.

And all you can say is "no".

And now,

you want me to come and watch.

The worst thing you can possibly imagine.

Do you have any idea of\Nwhat you are asking?

I wish I had never taken this stupid job.

I wish I had never met you.

Louisa?

Louisa!!

You alright?

Fine.

Merci.

Oh look at you, you look wonderful!

You do.

Great photos of you on the beach.

- And also swam, and everything too, right?\N- Yes, it was great.

How was the flight?

Well, we got here in one piece.

Are you hungry?

We can eat in the restaurant\Nin the inter continental.

- I could eat.\N- Excellent.

Louisa, let me give you a hand with those.

Actually, I need to get home.

Oh c'mon. We want to know how you got on.

Let her go.

Louisa!!

Louisa!! Louisa.

Wait, Louisa please.

You do not have to pay me.

I'm sorry.

Well?

Sit down, Josie, love, please!

Lou is upset enough.

And his parents know?

I mean.

What kind of people are they?

Mrs. Traynor, does not\Nknow what else she can do.

It's his choice.

Some choices you don't get to make!

He's not in his right mind!

People who are vulnerable should\Nnot be given the chance to

it's complicated, mom.

It is not. It's simple.

- Mom?\N- No!

You can't be a part of this.

It's no better than murder.

I tried, dad.

I tried so hard!

But I failed.

Who says you failed?

I'm not sure anyone in the world

could ever persuade that man

once he'd set his mind to something

you can't change who people are.

Then what can you do?

You love them.

No one could have done more than you.

You have a heart as big as that Castle

and I love you for it.

Have you seen Mr. Traynor?

They left.

This morning.

Dad, have I made a huge mistake?

Call them.

You still have time.

Do not worry, mom will come 'round.

I'll talk to her.

You're doing the right thing, Lou.

You have to go.

You were useless until you met him.

Hello.

Hello.

He's just through there.

Okay.

- Ma'am.\N- Oh!

Thank you.

Sorry, I didn't mean to.

The familiar sound of Louisa\NClark making an entrance.

We'll leave you be.

Thank you.

Don't tell me.

You've come to prepare my last cup of tea.

Actually no

I'm here to kidnap you.

I am going to steal you and\NI'm going to take you to, um.

- Where?\N- To Rio.

Or, my mum and dad's, I\Nhaven't quite decided yet.

Come here.

Closer.

Look at me.

Please look at me!

- I can't.\N- Tough.

I need to see that face.

I need to see that face of yours.

Even if it is all

pink and blotchy.

You really are a most\Nimpossible man, will Traynor.

And the world will definitely\Nbe a better place without me.

No.

No.

Don't be sad, Clark.

Tell me something good.

I wish I lived.

Will you stay?

As long as you want me to.

Can you call my parents in?

Clark.

A few weeks should have passed\Nby the time you read this.

If you've followed the\Ninstructions, you'll be in Paris.

In one of those chairs that never\Nsit quite level on the pavement.

I hope it's still sunny.

Across the bridge to your right\Nyou will see l'artisan parfumeur.

You should try the scent, Papillon extreme.

I always did think it\Nwould smell great on you.

- Ca Va?\N- Oui, ca Va.

Merci.

There are a few things

I wanted to say and couldn't,

because you would have got all emotional.

And wouldn't have let me finish.

So, here it is.

When you get back home,

Michael Lawler will give you\Naccess to a bank account.

That contains enough to\Ngive you a new beginning.

Don't start panicking

it's not enough for you\Nto sit around for the rest of your life.

But it should buy you your freedom.

At least from that little\Ntown we both call home

live Boldy, Clark

push yourself, don't settle

wear those stripey legs with pride.

Knowing you still have\Npossibilities is a luxury.

Knowing that I might\Nhave given them to you has

eased something, for me.

So, this is it.

You are scored on my heart, Clark.

You were, from the first day you walked in.

With your sweet smile and\Nyour ridiculous clothes.

And your bad jokes.

And your complete inability\Nto ever hide a single thing that you felt.

Don't think of me too often.

I do not want you getting sad.

Just live well.

Just live.

I'll be walking beside you\Nevery step of the way.

Love, will