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Aitana! Aitana!

She's left some things behind.

I think, like anyone her age,

she needs to be able to let loose sometimes.

Why doesn't she?

Because she's exposed.

Nobody feels warm and fuzzy ending a relationship.

I already told you, I'm not with anyone.

So the single album's coming?

I'm not about to give statements on my life and how I'm doing, either.

All of Aitana's boyfriends and suspected hookups.

Ugh, great.

Would it be better if she was the same person

we had here at home, going after a normal career,

having normal teenage boyfriend problems and such?

Or this?

Hey, let's get a photo.

Tell us how you are, Aitana?

No, sorry, I'm with my friends.

I don't feel comfortable giving statements to a microphone.

They say you have a new boyfriend.

-I don't have a boyfriend. That's enough. -No?

I'm not comfortable making statements because it's not a safe place for me.

Money and shit has nothing to do with it.

She has family. She has a job.

She has success.

But anonymity,

she doesn't have that.

METAMORPHOSIS

CHAPTER FOUR

HOME

J. MESTRES I BUSQUETS HIGH SCHOOL

-How are you? -How are you, sweetie?

This is intense.

-Are you happy doing all this? -Yes.

-Yeah, I'm happy. I truly am. -Yeah?

But you don't stop. I mean--

-Honestly, I'm happy. -It's one thing after another.

It's that this life is so…

fun.

There's a time when I write songs, a time when I do concerts,

a time when I promote, you know?

-It changes so often. -Is there a time to rest?

Um…

Because I never see you resting.

Sometimes I see you on social media.

-With Judith. With Marta. -Mmm, yeah.

Yeah.

But I think those are brief moments.

Coming out of a…

from Operación Triunfo, where people saw me all the time

and all of sudden not being seen.

People were like, "Well, uh…"

"But we don't only want to know what you're doing with music,

we want to know what's up with you."

Do you think you've changed?

Mmm, yes, because I've experienced more things.

I am who I am because of where I come from and what I've been through.

I am who I am because of the folks I've met along the way,

who've honestly been really wise.

How are you?

What? We're all gonna cry. This is so intense.

Well, they're my teachers from the arts program in high school.

I shared the most with them.

As teachers, we've had surprises from students who've had a lot of success

in one field or another.

But this isn't success, this is…

I don't know, going to heaven?

This is too much.

Really, I swear. Too much for me.

It was a calm time.

Honestly.

In the end, I'm very nostalgic, so…

yeah, I think that…

sometimes you'd like to take yourself back and enjoy things differently.

I was never here thinking, "I'm gonna be a singer."

That wasn't something that was even within my grasp, you know?

To go from here to selling out two stadium shows

at Santiago Bernabéu in Madrid.

Well, no.

Obviously, I've never in my life thought about that.

It's hard to think about that now, honestly.

Uh, I don't know.

And…

I don't know, I left here

and a whole lot of things happened right away.

And it was very nice, super cool.

I'm very thankful for all those cool things I've experienced.

But…

But my friends got to make a lot of mistakes

and it was hard for me to make any mistake.

Because I was very exposed all of a sudden.

And I had to be perfect.

"Congratulations, you're one of the 18 Operacióm Triunfo finalists."

I can't believe it.

I was a role model kind of right away. Too soon.

Aitana!

And I didn't realize it.

So, when all of that happened overnight,

it was so…

it was so heavy.

It was great, but it was also a lot of responsibility.

-Three of your qualities. -I don't know.

Argh, I don't know. I don't know how to define myself, my God.

You came in as a girl and now you're a woman.

-In three months, you've-- -Amazing.

As a father, sometimes I ask myself,

"Was insisting she audition the right thing to do?"

Please, I'm sorry.

Please, seriously, I'm asking you, please.

I signed up for Operación Triunfo without really knowing what I wanted in my life.

I didn't think this could happen.

It's so cool that it happened,

but I never got to thinking about the consequences,

what would happen later.

I think Aitana was the clear choice from day one.

And the first day, I'll go as far as saying

that was at the final casting.

It's the same thing we saw with David Bisbal at the time.

Because of their attitude and the passion they show.

You feel that these artists are different

from all the rest of the artists.

FIVE MONTHS BEFORE BERNABÉU

-So… Bernabéu, right? -Come on.

Let's get to it.

There are some issues about this concept that are important to me.

Because sometimes I get the feeling, like I told you before,

that we're putting the cart before the horse.

I say that because we're talking about three months of rehearsals.

That means around a half million in expenses

and this is for a one-off gig.

We're not doing rehearsals to prep for a tour.

Three months? No, it'd be two months.

But, yeah, the dancers need to rehearse for a month.

We're at 20 dancers, 22 with two covers,

because one person can't learn 20 sets of choreography.

So let's say two.

Who decided on 20? Because I said 30 dancers.

I get that it'll be more expensive, but I'd like you all to ask me first.

-But you and I discussed this. -I always said 30, so--

But 30's an awful lot, Aitana.

I know, but there'll never be 30 on stage, because most of the time

almost every song is for dancing.

I think thirty is way too much, huh?

It's a journey.

Alpha dancers, dance clubs, different scenarios.

Taylor had 13.

That's what I was gonna say, because I knew you'd bring that up.

Taylor's on a world tour and it's very different.

But these are unique shows and they have to…

Well…

Aitana's a woman with a strong personality.

I think she's always been that way.

I don't know if I'll do Bernabéu ever again.

I hope so, but I don't know.

I don't see the Bernabéu as a ceiling.

I see it as a moment and a milestone.

Obviously, those two nights are highly important.

But I think the "Alpha" concept has resonated,

and had a solid impact in the market.

First it was going to be her "Alpha" show in a stadium.

"No, no, no, it can't be my show, it has to be an international show,

a 150-foot catwalk with…"

I mean, the expectation level.

So that was where, talking to Narcís, we said,

"Man, it's really hard to turn a profit."

"The amount of money we're going to lose."

Could you take my mic off so I can go to the bathroom?

Like, turn it off.

Look, about the dancers, I thought I could sneak it in, but no.

It's money.

So much money, that's why I said 20.

So much money.

When we discussed production and budget,

it's not so we spend more or less, it's about being efficient.

I think there's already been a change in Aitana's perception this year.

She's concerned with, "How do I deal with this pressure?"

"Who am I? What do people expect from me?"

But it's all healthy.

And she has a very healthy family environment

that helps her not to lose herself.

She finds refuge with her cousins, with her parents.

They're her rock, and I think that keeps her grounded.

FAMILY MEAL JULY 2024

I grew up in a house in Vildecans.

When I was nine, I moved to a house in Sant Climent.

Both feel like home,

but I feel like that was a different stage of my life, you know?

It's the house where I lived with my parents.

And, yes, it's home, but it's home with my parents.

-Right! -I know, right?

Alba, I swear to God, you're literally dressed like a Caja Rural.

You look like Madonna.

-Right? Right? -Yeah, it's super nice.

I'm going to ask Cristina, because you're invited tomorrow

and she didn't say anything. So I'm like "She's busy…"

Did you see she puts comments on Miguel Ángel Silvestre's photos?

-How do you know that? -I've dreamed of a week with him.

Because I saw it and it says "Hi there, oh yeah, you're so much fun."

She comments to Miguel Ángel Silvestre.

-And how do you know? You see it? -Because I saw it. I saw it.

Because I love him, I dreamt he was in my pool and he wanted to swim.

-Watch what you say. -What's that?

-A microphone. -Ah!

I didn't notice, holy shit!

What happened?

-She was gonna tell a dirty story. -I didn't know. I swear, I didn't know!

What were you singing in your room the other day?

-Which one? -Oh look, he caught you, take it.

Yeah, you said, "Look, my cousin dances like this!"

Later we should do the dance where you shake your ass on the floor.

-You like "Las Babys"? -I don't like that part anymore.

Why? You don't like the ass-shaking?

-I don't like it. -You don't like shaking your ass?

But you liked it before, right?

-No. -Never?

Never.

Well, I love shaking my ass.

What'd you be most excited to have?

A Lamborghini.

Are you serious?

Fortnite's a killing game that you play? You talk to people you don't know?

-I play Fortnite online. -No, but they're really robots.

But they're robots.

I don't wanna have kids. They'd drive me crazy.

Let's see?

What's in it, Dad?

-Surf and turf with vegetables. -Surf and turf, Dad?

With vegetables, yeah.

You told me it wouldn't be surf and turf.

At 4:30, I have to go with my friends, we have plans.

Fine, 4:30

If it's done by 3:00, we have an hour and a half to eat.

If the paella's done by 3:00, you have an hour and a half to eat.

Yeah, perfect, that's it.

For example, when she's with the family,

she relaxes.

So when she comes home, it's more like she's a kid

who needs to be taken care of.

But when she's on her own, she's able to take good care of herself.

-Who's hungrier? -Me!

-Is it burnt? -Seems there aren't any.

Tell my dad to fix me one. Fix me one with lots of love.

Whoa, it's good, huh?

Where are we sitting?

-Let's have some applause for the cook! -Oh my God…

José helped me out, huh?

-José helped out. -I didn't dice onions, either.

It came out delicious, Dad. It came out delicious.

That guy Cosme deserves the wave!

Whoa!

She missed out on college, living with friends,

travelling alone without being recognized, being independent.

Being able to go out to eat and get drunk, what we all did when we were young,

she missed out on that.

-Okay? -Bye, I love you.

-Take care. -Bye!

-Come on. Be careful. -José.

Yeah, I'll see you tomorrow.

-Be careful until tomorrow. -No, not you.

Let's go! Who's taking me?

I think I'm normal. Thing is, people think I'm not.

Sometimes my life can look like it's not normal, sure, obviously.

Um…

But I…

I'm normal.

You think you're a normal girl?

Hmm…

No, I won't get there.

Let's hurry, 'cause if not, they'll kill me for missing everything.

Thanks so much. Have a great day, bye!

-Thanks, have a nice day. -Aitana!

Take it, take it, take it.

Thanks.

Thanks with all my heart, you're the best.

-How are you? -I have a tattoo of you.

Well come on, I'm late. Sorry, but I'm gonna be late.

Thank you.

-Thanks. -Thanks, gorgeous.

Thanks.

Let's see if they follow me.

Because sure, with my friends…

Guys, let's go, please.

Were you able to get out okay or what?

Get out okay? Well…

-Of your house. -No, don't you see that I'm super late?

I mean, I got here crazy late.

How are you?

-How are you? -Is Berta coming or not?

-Later, I think. -No, later.

Yeah, let's go in the shade, huh?

It's awfully hard for me to make friends.

I obviously know a lot of people,

but I don't have many real friends,

because it's hard for me to trust people.

It happened before, when I was younger.

It's like with boyfriends,

for me, with friends, it's love at first sight, y'know?

All of a sudden, you feel it.

I didn't say anything to her.

What? No "happy birthday"?

Poor girl didn't mention it to me.

Seriously, Aitana?

-I think… what day was it? -She doesn't judge, you see? Never.

Yeah, she's the best one to not say anything to.

-She probably didn't notice. -No, I mean…

I was on a flight at the time of her birthday, so basically I couldn't…

-She wouldn't have thought about it. -Yeah, yeah, I know.

I think it was weird back when you came back from OT,

-Exactly, yes. -Going out was the shit, right?

-All the partying, -Yeah.

A bunch of security guys hanging around, everyone watching.

When we went, I was shocked when we went to Ibiza the first time.

-Yeah, yeah, yeah. -Cars were following us when we left the…

Like three cars. We were all 18-year-old girls and Marina stood up…

-Yeah, that surprised me. -And she said…

We went to the supermarket specifically to confuse them.

No, no, Marina stood up and is like, "Could you stop following us please?"

Yeah.

And they say, "Your friend's famous."

And she says, "Fine, you already have photos, go away now."

-Like, "Go away now." -Yeah.

-That was shocking to me. -I'm like, "Marina, stop."

I'm remembering…

Hey, we also have to figure out the Madrid thing.

What Madrid thing?

The concert.

The Bernabéu?

-Oh, that's right. -There's still time, right?

It'd be good to have on your radar because that's a big deal.

-No, no, no. -We go for the weekend, Moni?

-Girls' trip? -Sure.

It's true that we'll have the cool party on the 29th, of course.

-That's on Sunday? -Sunday.

-Yes. -Right.

We'll throw a party at a huge mansion.

I'll ask for time off.

Obviously, after seeing Karol, Taylor, and Olivia,

like so many women…

I've gone to a ton of concerts.

Obviously, after seeing all of them,

it's my turn.

Like, "Now's my turn."

Okay, that's it, okay? Thanks.

I wanna see Dua Lipa, all of them.

I need to see…

I need to see what people as awesome as her are doing.

To see what we do at Bernabéu.

Maybe we can copy a little something.

Well, "copy".

-Inspiration. -Get inspired.

Inspiration.

This year we've seen a lot, a whole lot, a mega-lot.

She's seeing Wos tomorrow.

-I'm seeing Wos tomorrow. -So cool.

-Honestly, I can't wait. -Wos.

-"So nice," he says. -Really charming.

I liked him, I was single at the time, and I said, "Whoa," but that's it.

-Nothing happened. -Bye.

Single Aitana is dangerous.

I about died. Oh, my God. That's my karma.

Hey, look!

-Man, Alberto! -How are you?

-Very good, and you? -Very good.

Surrounded by cameras because of your sister.

Come on, come on, keep walking, keep walking.

How are you?

I Keep walking, keep walking.

This is gonna be so embarrassing, this is a bad time.

Come on, babe.

-No, fuck my fucking life, I'm gonna fall. -Those heels are killing you, right?

Who even has that idea? Just me.

Because I didn't know. Please, I'm gonna fall, I'm about to go barefoot.

Don't think about it.

I'm gonna fall, it'll be so embarrassing with the cameras and people.

And the dancing thing…

I always have that duality.

I don't like attracting attention because I'm Aitana, the singer,

and you'll ask her for photos and such.

It's super embarrassing.

-Gorgeous, gorgeous. -How are you all?

Ah!

-Oh, my God! Thank you! -See you at Bernabéu!

People who know me know that I'm dying of embarrassment.

Like, "This show isn't about me, I'm here for them,"

and I feel bad about it.

Nope, very discreet entrance, nobody found out.

Hey, I left y'all behind. Sorry, I was falling.

It was a mess.

Wow, so cool to see it from here. Oh my God!

No, up, up. We're gonna die of heat in here.

♪ Dance with me ♪

♪ Dance with me ♪

♪ Dance with me ♪

♪ Dance with me ♪

She overextends herself with what she wants to do,

because she feels like if she doesn't, she'll get left out.

When you fill up her schedule,

she somatizes and gets sick and she can't do it.

It was kind of hard for me to understand that at the beginning.

She wants to do too many things.

She's worked a lot, and she's very young.

Touring all of Spain at 20 years old,

it's the constant pressure,

the fact that she's always on.

She's always exposed and that's heavy.

We're going to the speech therapist

because I don't know if I might have a vocal cord hemorrhage.

From overuse, you know?

The same thing happened last time, and it wasn't a hemorrhage.

Man, a vocal cord hemorrhage would be terrible,

I'd have to cancel all the concerts.

It's stressful because I have five left, all the same week, so I don't know.

I think we'll have to cancel the Saturday one at least.

Because…

We'll probably have to cancel the Saturday one.

I'm not crying right now, I'm kind of in shock

'cause I don't know what the speech therapist will say.

I'll see what happens, but if I have to cancel again,

that'll be a huge letdown, and my dad's like,

"You have to have a good attitude,"

and I tell him, "I want to have a good attitude,

but I'm the one suffering these consequences."

But what can't happen is when something like this happens to you,

as strong as you are, as much as you work,

then this comes up and Aitana disappears.

She sinks.

-Her whole world comes crashing down. -And I tell them, "If I cancel concerts,

if I feel how I feel, and I look happy to you,

that's a little weird."

-But it's not… -No, not happy.

It's not about what you were saying last night,

"Hey, I'll cancel a concert, that's great."

No, it's not about that at all, but neither is it about…

It's about your attitude, the energy you bring to your body,

because you'll recover.

-I'd like to see you in my position. -We'd be different.

Because it's really easy to talk from outside of it.

We'd be different, Aitana.

-The point is to encourage you, y'know? -Because I commented on this yesterday.

This funk, this discouragement she feels.

We discussed it, and I was telling her,

She spreads it to the whole team. They revolve around you.

It's crappy to lose your voice when you're a singer. It's not good.

But Aitana…

But it'll turn out how it turns out, you can worry about it later,

but your problem is that you worry before you know what the answer will be,

and you imagine yourself in the worst-case scenario.

But I don't want to cancel at all, of course not.

What I want most, please God, is to do these five concerts well

and be okay.

This is Wednesday, the first show is Saturday,

and my voice is gone.

It won't magically return tomorrow.

It'll be complicated.

Let's see what they say. Let's not assume.

What are we doing?

Come on. Fingers crossed, all right?

Almost there, huh?

I don't feel… If I didn't have concerts,

I'd think I had a little cold, you know?

I'd say, "oh well, it'll go away."

The problem is my voice is gone, I mean, no big pain here or anything,

it's just a little stinging sensation, and like…

But I lost my ability…

I lost my singing voice.

The problem is she has a Saturday show in A Coruña.

-Starlight on Monday and Tuesday. -In Marbella.

Burriana on Thursday, and Saturday in Vigo.

It's the first time I've had five concerts in one week.

Okay. Make the L longer, even though it cuts off at the end.

-Okay. -I'm fucked, huh?

I'm often worried about her health.

Sometimes I worry a lot and suffer with Belén.

We've suffered, I've cried.

-Go on. -Come on, hang in there.

-I'm right here. -Dad, if you're gonna be a pain, leave.

-A pain? -Am I being a pain? -Great.

I'm not a hypochondriac at all,

and I've always tried to minimize how important it all is,

so she doesn't get stressed out.

So I'd take her to the doctor, and the doctor would say,

"She's growing, she has a fever, she'll be fine in two or three days."

But she'd still have a fever when her dad would come home at night,

and she'd say, "Daddy, I have a fever, take me to the doctor."

She wouldn't ask me because she knew Mom wouldn't take her back to the doctor

for two or three days.

That's her experience.

And she can't help it because her father is a hypochondriac

and he worries about the people he loves.

Ugh. This is horrible.

It's horrible. But the anesthetic is very safe.

-It's nothing. -It'll be over in a second.

You'll be eating your sandwich in no time.

Exactly.

Clear your throat.

Lower your head.

That's it. Done.

Very good.

A little zoom, doctor?

Yay! It's done.

Come on, good.

-That wasn't there, huh? -I'm scared, I'm leaving.

-No, come on, nothing's wrong. -I don't want you to see little spots.

It's fine.

Acute laryngitis presents red veiny vocal cords.

Red.

I don't see that, it's not acute laryngitis.

You have some inflammation.

Of course I don't have acute laryngitis, especially since you say I don't,

but I do see a difference between these images.

-I mean, they look red here. -Yes…

And these look more white.

This is how vocal cords normally look.

It's normal. I can't say you have laryngitis.

You want full transparency?

The only mini-risk I see would be if this tiny little spot,

which is a mini angioma, it might grow.

-Very good. -Well…

Thank you very much.

-Maybe I'm hard on her sometimes. -Thanks.

I try to help her.

I try… Yeah, it's true that,

as she often says, "Dad, you're my worst hater."

-Popsicles. -Again?

-Popsicles are good for sore throats. -Yeah, cold, but not before.

-Because now you don't have laryngitis. -Dad, you're such a pain.

-You're a pain. -Of course, with laryngitis…

Yes, I have it, it's not acute, but it's an infection.

But it's not laryngitis, you can eat a popsicle.

It is laryngitis!

-Good morning, sir. -How are you?

We'll follow up in a year to see how it looks.

We should do a follow-up. We should do one every year.

Every year, yeah. We'll do it.

It's like having an arm cut off.

No, in fact, it's worse. It's much worse.

I grew up that way, I grew up with the idea…

my voice is mine, it's very personal,

and nobody's going to take that away from me.

It's really mine, and that gives me confidence,

and I know I can do this, and so on.

That's it, you know?

And…

I think of losing it and it gives me a heart attack.

I told Narcís, and I want to be clear,

I'm cutting some songs, and won't sing them all on Saturday.

5 CONCERTS TO FINISH THE TOUR

Yes. If you're happy, that means you must be feeling much better.

Just one more.

All right, that's it. We still have a concert, huh?

I hope so.

I think we will.

I'm living such…

an incredible life.

I love you so much. Let's give it our all, have a good time!

Come on, team! Remember, two left.

Let's make the most of them, we'll miss this later.

At least I will.

I'm singing my songs on stage.

And it's… tiring being exposed all the time,

but I don't feel tired being on stage or going on tour.

I love it.

Can you turn off the light? Thank you very much.

Time to drink!

Una, dos y tres. Ah!

It was just before the last concert.

I really opened up my heart, and that was beautiful, too.

You feel weird because you're leaving a relationship, y'know?

Ending a relationship isn't warm and fuzzy for anyone.

Well, she wanted to go out and say it.

Yeah.

And I told her No, that's horrible, no, no, no, no, no, no. It's your show."

At what point in your show do you owe anyone

an explanation of your love life?"

And she's thinking: "Well, if I say it now, they won't ask anymore"

"No honey, they'all ask all summer."

SEBASTIÁN YATRA ENDS RELATIONSHIP WITH AITANA

There are things in life, moments in life that are so intense,

and you want them so much, and so many things are so incredible,

but sometimes they end, sometimes it's over.

And that's okay.

I've always had…

it's what I'm talking about when I say I don't know how to be alone.

I've always had someone I was dating I could tell my problems to,

or have someone to come home to, y'know?

And now it's… it's gone.

I think that…

I got used to living another way

and now I have to get unused to it, you know?

And… I'm in that process.

It has that…

No, this is too much. Look what they've written.

What?

"All of Aitana's boyfriends and suspected hookups."

Great.

-No, no, no, no. -Nice…

-Let's go. -How do you feel today?

-The kiss is gonna come out. -Bad.

A key part of this team is leaving.

We'll see if a kiss comes out. I think it's weird they say that…

there's a kiss, and it's not on the cover.

Lies. We know a kiss sells a lot.

-We have magazines. -We have magazines.

Let's go, let's see what they say.

"The photos that would confirm." Let's see the confirmation.

-No photos. -Nothing.

-There's no photos. -They confirm an edit.

What's this? A guy leaving a car.

And this photo's from last year, because it's a photo of me…

from last year.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. We played paddle tennis.

He looks great and I'm obscured.

Nothing. Just videos.

This is from mine, from the beginning of the month.

This is me in June.

This isn't…

Look, it's from last year.

January.

Come on man, there's no photos, what're you trying to tell me?

Ridiculous.

I started this documentary in Los Angeles when "Akureyri" came out, saying,

"Sebastián and I are together right now,

I don't know if we will be when the documentary comes out."

Well, no, we're not anymore.

It was just before the last concert.

Of course, it ended up affecting me.

I've been going out these last few days, I've been to some parties.

They've already gotten me six different boyfriends.

Who knows? Maybe I have 'em.

Dealing with all the press stuff and everything is something I understand,

and I only…

I live with it, and that's it.

It's a consequence. I've always said it's a consequence of my job.

I've also seen a bunch of news saying that I'm not all that sad,

that if I were so sad, I'd be in my hometown with my parents,

crying, and not in a luxurious Ibiza mansion.

It's like… What would you know?

But they didn't even see my face.

-It's the bikini. -It's the fucking bikini.

-You? Okay. -It's my ass!

Wait, wait, wait. No.

-Or the bangs. -It's the bangs.

But I didn't even turn around so they don't know it's me.

I don't get it.

I feel bad when I read a lot of headlines.

Yeah…

From people telling me I don't know how to be alone, to telling me that, uh…

that I replace one man with another, when nobody knows.

It's criticism of how… that I have to be the perfect girl.

And when the perfect girl ends a relationship, she's alone.

Well, I'm alone, I'm with my friends, I'm having a good time, I'm single,

and I think I will be for some time.

All right, I'm getting in.

Violeta found a fish you won't believe.

Like what?

-Enormous. -Maybe it's a…

No, it's nothing bad.

I'll get in, then I'm getting out, don't fuck with my life.

God, this is great.

-Well, should we open the chips or what? -Yeah, please.

Okay.

-Why not do the drawing thing? -Let's do it.

Okay. But I'm ass at it.

-But that's… -But so am I and Marta, so are you.

That's the fun of it.

-Need a page? -I'm worse.

What am I doing? Why am I not…

-I dunno. -Let's see.

-I've been drawing your bangs for an hour. -You never stop moving, stop now!

We've gone out every day, yeah.

Not every day, we only really went out on Sunday.

-Sunday? -We got…

Yeah, we got invited to a friend's party.

Mmm.

And on Monday we rested.

It's been a long time since I had a drink, not even a gin and tonic.

I think it's on me a little, right?

To forget about everything this way.

If this is how, then this is how, it's okay.

The head…

No, you can't.

This drawing's making me laugh, oh my God.

I won't tell you no because I tried, but it turned out pretty bad.

Let's see.

-Girl, that's really good. -Good!

-Very good, looks like me. -Just like you.

-The red hair. -What?

I'm not sure who that is, but it's pretty cool.

I write songs because I like to sing.

And now, with the passing of time,

I realized that I write songs because they heal me.

Sing it.

-Beautiful. -What would we call it? "February Sixth?"

I've never had this kind of musical quarantine.

I'm very happy.

AITANA'S CONCERT AT BERNABÉU CANCELLED

Let's go home because it's getting leaked right now on the news.

I've been in shock a few hours.

I'm very sad to tell you that all

that the Bernabéu concerts have to be cancelled or postponed.

It was devastating for her.

After this shit… It's shit.

Only Aitana can cover emotional part with her fans.

This is my life, you know? It's always like this.

It's something that…

that I planned so much, and it's weird that it won't happen.