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[V.6.]

So I don't know what to do.

The blackouts are getting worse.

I've been finding myself in places I don't remember.

And I'm not sure what to do next.

Maybe we're just destined.

We're just destined to keep walking this path.

I don't know anymore.

I wanna upload this now.

Hopefully, this finds you.

Learn from our mistakes.

Hey, guys, spending the weekend with my big sis.

Can't find her, where is she?

There she is... Sam, get over here.

Say hi to all your fans.

You look so pretty!

No, she looks so gorgeous.

-Look at my sister! -Jesus Christ, stop!

Hey, guys, spending the weekend with my big sis.

I can't find her, where is she?

There she is... Sam, get over here.

-Stop, are you serious? -Say hi to all your fans.

-You look so pretty. -Turn it off.

No, she looks so gorgeous.

-Look at my sister. -Jesus Christ, stop!

Please leave your voicemail for...

Hi, this is Kenneth.

Hey, um...

I just wanted to check in with you or Mom.

Um...

I'm sorry I couldn't make it home.

I... shit, I'm sorry, it's late.

Um, I'll call you later.

You know it's been a year since we've been seeing each other?

Oh.

Is it our anniversary?

I thought maybe,

since it's been a year, you might wanna talk about...

Well, talk about what happened to your sister.

Again?

Sometimes retrospection is good.

I could be wrong.

I don't feel like it's been that long,

and I also feel like it's been forever.

Like she died last week and she died three years ago

at the same time.

And what else, Sam?

Can you describe that actual feeling?

Numbness.

Numbness.

And I've told you before that you should try

to make a concerted effort to change that.

That feeling's not just gonna go away on its own.

Isn't that what you're here for?

Well, I think you need friends,

healthy human relationships,

and you have to choose to want it, Sam.

-Just reminding you of that. -Oh, look, time's up.

It's okay, Sam, it's okay.

-We can... -No, you know,

it was helpful for the first three months,

but we're just... we're spinning wheels here, Doc,

-so I'm gonna... -Samantha.

Yeah, thanks, Doc.

-What's up, Sam? -Hey, man, this lady here,

she says she's a cop, and she just started a fight.

Which bar?

You good?

Fuck is that supposed to mean?

What, what'd I do?

Nothing, sorry.

Okay, goodnight.

Goodnight, Keller.

-What's up? -You called me, buddy.

I wanted to check up on you because you were

pretty far gone last night.

Yeah, I'm fine.

I'm raring to go.

Actually there's a body up on 49th.

Uh, dispatch says they're short staffed

-with Vermeer and Walters out. -Seriously?

-We're off duty. -Yeah, but there are just

black and whites sitting on it right now.

All right, well, did you get permission from Jules?

I don't have to be excused again, do I?

Yes, I did,

so screw your hangover.

All right.

All right, give me 30.

Jesus.

-That's weird. -Definitely.

Um, hey, Sam.

Um, I didn't... I didn't realize you two were on today.

-We're not. -Are you keeping track

of my schedule, Ferris?

No.

Uh, no, no, um... not... not really.

All right, well did you find any blood or weapon?

Uh, no, nothing like that.

So what's the probable cause?

Uh, it really just looks like he keeled over and died.

-In fucking child's pose? -Hey,

I'm just the tech here, Sam.

You know the drill, toxicology in 48.

Thank you, Ferris.

Um, I'm gonna be making a call to Jules.

Do you wanna talk to the first, or are you gonna stay here?

-Yeah. -What the fuck does that mean,

"yeah"? You're just gonna stare at him?

-Yep. -Okay, have fun.

Hey, Jules, hey, baby.

Yeah, so, uh, today should be pretty easy.

I don't think I'll be staying too late.

I should be back in time.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, love you, too.

Okay.

-See you at 7:00. -Hey, Ferris.

I gotta go.

Breakfast burrito, no egg, coffee.

Oh shit, you got the coffee from there, too?

Yeah, why?

Nothing, thanks.

So, a clean tox, no signs of trauma,

ME says asphyxiation.

Yeah, I read the report.

Keller.

Yep.

Yep, thank you.

Yep, we'll be there in a bit.

-What's that? -Forensics is done

with John Doe's personal effects.

-And? -And we gotta go down there.

"We" plural?

I mean, I don't think it takes two of us to pick up a report.

Seriously, Sam, you're gonna high-low this shit?

I mean, this isn't drinks, this is our job.

All right, well if you don't want to,

drinks are on you next time.

I paid for drinks last...

All right, fine, fine, whatever.

You know...

All right?

High.

Ah!

Winner, winner, chicken dinner.

-I'll get the report. -Yes.

So, winner, what are you gonna do?

-Just gonna sit here? -Oh no, I have evidence scans

-to go through. -All right, have fun with those.

I will, and tell Ramirez I haven't forgotten he owes me.

I'll tell Ferris you say hi.

Don't.

-Hey. -Hey.

You learn anything useful? You've been down there

-long enough. -All right, well, not really.

You don't know what killed this guy?

No, they don't know.

Also, they haven't figured out who he is from any databases.

Yeah, well that's what they pay us the big bucks for,

-right? -I mean, what'd you suss out

from the evidence report?

Well, besides that notebook,

our John Doe had on him the following:

a camping pass for the Angeles Mountains

and a business card.

I mean, no wallet, no phone, but on the backside of the card

there's a set of coordinates.

Well, where are the coordinates?

Up in the mountains in the forest

about two hours out.

And who's the card from?

Jensen Networking Solutions.

I looked him up, he's in town.

Well, Jensen sounds good for tomorrow, yeah.

- I'll pick you up? - All right, sounds good.

Uh, how much further till we get there, Sam?

Couple minutes.

Do I just stay straight?

Yeah, stay straight, Keller.

Just making sure we're on the same page.

What are you talking about?

Ready to work?

You wanna smell my breath, Mom?

Okay, I'll back off.

Yeah, whatever.

Take a left on the next block.

Aye, aye, captain.

- Hi, are you Michael Jensen? - Yes.

I'm Detective Sam Morris, and me and my partner would like

to ask you a couple questions if that's all right.

Sure, come in, detectives.

Have a seat.

What can I do for you, detectives?

We're working on a John Doe.

This man died two days ago.

We're trying to get a positive ID.

Do you mind looking at a picture?

Okay.

No, sorry, I don't know him.

Can you think of a reason he would have your card?

Well...

I work freelance.

I have a decent amount of clients.

Perhaps one of them recommended me to him?

I'd give you my client list if you like.

How long you been taking photos?

Oh, well, many, many years.

I used to shoot on film, so that shows my age.

So, what kind of freelance work do you do?

Network infrastructure and storage solutions.

So, that's like, um, servers and stuff?

Yep, you got it.

If you remember anything else, could you give us a call,

- Mr. Jensen? - Of course.

Have a good night, sir.

I'm gonna check out Jensen's social pages later.

Hey, you think we can get up in the mountains tonight?

What, now?

- I... it's dark. - So?

Well, so... I mean, Jules wouldn't be too thrilled about that.

I told her today would be a quick one.

Mm, I don't think your wife should be interfering

in police business.

Well, you could tell her that yourself.

Would you like to come to dinner tonight?

She would love to see you.

No, I'm good, thanks.

- You sure? - Yes.

All right, Sam, tell me when.

All right.

- That's good, thanks. - All right.

Jules, do you want some red or do you want your white?

Oh, I'll just take a glass of, uh, whatever Sam brought.

- Thanks for having me, Jules. - Oh, sweetie, of course.

You're like family.

So, what should we cheers to?

- The future? - oh, so dramatic.

How about we, uh, cheers to the bottom of the bottle?

- Yeah. - That works.

- The future, Keller? - Hey.

I'm with my two favorite women, and by the way, Sam,

Jules and I are gonna start a family soon,

so yeah, the future's looking pretty bright.

You are so corny, babe.

Well, I'm happy to have what I have.

All right, we get it, your life is super and great.

So, Sam, I heard you might be looking for a new place.

Did you find one yet?

Um, no.

I mean, I like where I am.

Well, are you sure? Because I actually found

some spots in this area.

- Jules. - John.

I like my dark and gloomy cave just fine.

Okay, just saying.

And I'm just saying, maybe you should

stop spending so much time on those real estate sites.

What? I don't.

- How much time we talking? - Like an hour in the morning

and an hour before bed.

- That's not a lot, right? - No, um,

that's perfectly healthy.

Listen, Sam.

I know that John is your partner,

but you can talk to me, too.

What, you mean like girl talk?

I mean, you don't have to give me a list

of everyone you ever slept with, but yeah.

I appreciate that, but, uh,

yeah, I mean, I'm good, I, um...

Time heals and all that shit, you know?

Yeah, but the "all that shit" is the part I'm offering.

So, just goddamn call me.

Yeah?

Yes, ma'am.

You have one new voicemail

from June 27th.

Hey, sis, it's coming up on a year,

and, well, Mom wanted us both to come back home.

It could be just for the weekend,

or whatever you can do.

Love you, Sam, bye.

- Hey, bud. - Hey.

Ah.

Got a camera?

- Right here. - Ah, thank you.

So, what's the camera for?

For documentation.

Unless you think you can remember every little detail

we see up there, which, uh, judging from the past,

I'm thinking that's a hard no.

The camera will show that I'm usually right.

Ah, the camera will show what it shows.

You wanna drive and do your job?

All right, got it.

- Break? - Yes.

Ah, well, I'm finally out of service.

You?

Yeah, same.

Oh, God, I'm getting old.

Hey, you're not that much older than me,

so just...

That's my excuse, I mean, what's yours?

I mean... was I the one huffing and puffing,

and dragging my toes?

No.

So, uh, now that I got you out here alone,

I mean, what's with that pout on your face?

Did your... did your fucking asshole ex

show up at your house again?

No, it's not that.

I...

It's been a year.

My mom wants me to come back home.

So, are you gonna go home?

I don't know.

I mean...

Tara's dead.

It's not gonna bring her back.

Well, maybe seeing family would be good.

Yeah, maybe.

- All right, you ready to go? - Yeah.

Uh...

Well, there's something else.

Oh, God, Jesus, what?

Well, it's not about that, it...

Would you hang out with Jules?

She feels like you're dodging her,

and I... I mean, I don't wanna give off the wrong impression.

Wrong impression?

You know, it might look like we're...

Oh my God.

Whoa.

She thinks that I'm a threat?

No, no, I... it's...

Oh, sick.

You think that she thinks

that this could ever be...

You think highly of yourself.

That's some inferential thinking.

- Some threat. - Whatever, whatever.

Yeah, sure, we'll... we'll hang out.

- It'll be good for all of us. - Good.

Good, that's all you had to say.

- How much further? - We should be in it.

All right, let's go searching.

I need you to find that book.

It's hard to focus.

I need you to find that book.

We're partners, we'll do it together.

Where is he?

Keller!

Keller!

Keller, if you hear me fire your weapon!

This is Detective Morris.

Badge 375.

I have a 9-9-8.

My partner is missing.

Detective, we have reviewed your report,

and the footage on your camera, and you are cleared

- of any wrongdoing. - Well, what about my old case?

- What about my John Doe? - That case has been handed over

to another investigator as per procedure.

So, you took my old case,

and you won't let me help find my partner.

But you're cleared for new casework.

What am I supposed to tell his wife?

I'm sorry, I don't know.

I can't assist you with that.

Hey, Jules, where are your glasses?

Fuck it.

Whiskey okay?

Well, the, uh, service was good.

I mean, they did a good job, you know?

Yeah.

Sun shining down and all.

Goddamnit, this is shitty.

I'm sorry, Jules.

You said that already.

Guess that's all anyone's been saying this week.

Hey, um, I feel fucked up even asking you this.

What did you do last year with your sister?

Well, my secret was getting fucked up

and then fucking anyone with a six-pack.

And you know, I was married, so,

don't recommend the second part.

All right, so just bottoms up.

Yep.

You have one new voicemail

from June 27.

Hey, sis, it's coming up on a year,

and, well,

Mom wanted us both to come back home.

It could be just for the weekend,

or whatever you can do.

Love you, Sam. Bye.

Why don't we take my car?

Instead of a Town Car?

Yeah.

Because the Town Car looks like a Town Car.

So, this is more discreet?

Yes.

Like I said in my brief.

Tell 'em we're here to go for a handoff, copy.

Copy that.

Kate? Ma'am?

What, am I, like, in trouble or something?

No, I... I just wanted to have a face-to-face.

So, an evaluation?

No, I don't like calling them that.

Can... can you sit in the damn chair

like a normal person?

So, are you bored yet?

You former cops sometimes have difficulty

transitioning into the private sector.

No, ma'am, um, I like getting paid.

How about Parsons?

Doing just fine with him.

Have you spoken to him lately?

No.

I mean, not about me,

if that's what you're getting at.

You know, Sam, he's one of the good guys.

I mean, you guys are gonna have more assignments together.

So, what, is he, like, my new partner now?

I wouldn't go that far.

Well, I already have a boyfriend.

Are you trying to set me up?

Since when did you get to start questioning me?

Sorry.

Okay, look, I know it's not easy.

Actually, it is just that.

The easy jobs.

You don't have to kill yourself out there

just to get it right.

But the hard part is staying focused,

staying sharp,

because just one mistake out there,

things can go south real quick.

Yes, ma'am.

You doing anything this weekend?

Not really.

Well, we can go out,

if you want.

Go to some bars.

Coming up on our anniversary.

God.

- I'm sorry. - I just keep thinking

about that week, that month,

six months before, even.

I do, too.

I'm sorry, Sam, I don't mean to burden you

with whatever I'm feeling.

I just... I know that you did everything you could.

Just keep thinking, trying to remember

something different.

There is nothing you could do differently.

- 'Kay? - Yeah.

I keep reading the report.

- You shouldn't do that. - No, no, it helps

keep me centered.

Bullshit.

Yeah, it's bullshit.

I should not read the damn thing, right?

You want me to hang on to it for ya?

What are you gonna do with it?

Well, first thing I'm gonna do is keep it away from you.

Before you stow it away, you think you could read it?

Sure thing.

It's open.

- Hey. - Hi.

I see you didn't wait up for me.

Oh, I'm sorry, I was hungry.

Well, you know how it is.

Crime does not wait for shift changes.

You're such a martyr, sweetie.

Don't I know it.

What is all this?

Oh, this is just, um...

just Keller and me, the last case.

- Mm. - It's, uh...

least before they took it from me.

Uh, okay, and, uh,

why are you looking at it?

'Cause it was left unsolved.

'Cause my real job is fucking boring.

Here, got this, your favorite.

Oh, thank you.

Hey, if I needed the rest of the decade,

could you get it?

What, um, decade... what do you mean?

DACs with no prior medical condition.

Criminal records not found in public.

I need to expand this thing a bit.

Uh, a bit, that's...

that... that would be in the thousands of files.

I mean, don't... don't you think that's just a bit crazy?

Yeah, you're right.

Forget about it, all right?

Keller!

Keller!

Keller, if you hear me, fire your weapon!

You've been stewing in this.

You smell like detective.

What's that supposed to mean?

Okay, okay, all right, um,

I don't wanna fight.

So, just...

tell me what you need to tell me.

I just really need those files.

- Okay? - Sam, we...

No, please,

I know it sounds crazy.

I just need to solve this case.

- Okay? - Sam.

No, listen.

Something happened in the forest.

I don't know what happened, but it was... it was fucked up.

Okay?

I just...

I feel like I let him down.

Hey, hey, hey, you did not do that.

The state knows you didn't.

I know you didn't do that.

Please, Kevin.

I just... I need to solve it.

- Hey. - Hey, Kevin.

Sorry I missed your call, I was distracted.

Eyes up, team 1 has the client.

Sam. Samantha, what the hell?

Sam.

Sam.

Okay, sit in the car.

Sam, I'm taking the client to Charlie, repeat, Charlie.

Wait, wait, wait, it's fine, I'm fine.

Just fine, coming back.

Team 1, you are clear.

The client is now outbound to airport.

Hey. Hey!

What was that shit you just pulled?

Hey, you got nothing to say, Samantha?

- Don't call me that. - Oh, what,

- your name too girly for you? - I saw something,

- a possible threat. - Well, listen,

you can't just leave me with my dick in my hands.

So, I don't know what kind of shit you pulled

with your old partner, but I won't put up with it.

Talk to me, turn around.

Don't touch me.

Get the fuck off my property.

Fuck!

Honestly, I'm worried.

Super not what I meant.

Okay, well,

these records are pretty much the whole state.

I mean, I had to add more metadata,

all kinds of things like that just to get a decent set,

by the way.

Look, Sam, I... I think we need to talk more

about why you're doing this.

I... I mean, the risks alone.

- Like what, Ferris? - I mean, the risks for you,

and why that matters to me, okay?

Okay, we talked about this last night.

I... I want daytime Sam to tell me.

I don't wanna fight about this.

Look, you asked me what I think.

I think it's obsessive.

It scares the hell out of me because I care about you.

I'm in control.

Trust me.

- Keller? - I brought this red string

to... to lead me back.

Hey.

Hey.

I, uh, brought dinner.

- Have you eaten? - No.

Yeah, I figured.

- Uh, here, let me just... - Oh, wait... uh, don't.

Oh, okay.

Sorry.

Sure have been busy today.

Yeah, it's a lot to go through.

Yeah.

Um, I'll go get some plates.

Okay?

Ferris.

All right.

And of course there aren't any.

Ferris.

- Kevin. - Sam?

Can you just... can you please stop that for one second?

I know you could let me be here for you, that's all.

I mean, we don't have to make a big deal out of it.

I know, I'm...

I'm sorry I was dismissive earlier.

I wouldn't have gotten those files without you.

Oh, that's a bit of an exaggeration.

You probably could have.

Hey, you know what I mean.

Yeah, I do.

So, am I forgiven?

Oh, gosh, let me think.

- Hm? - You have a reprieve.

- Now you're pushing it. - Am I pushing it?

Am I pushing it?

I brought this red string to... to lead me back.

Hello?

Show yourself!

Hey, listen.

I just wanna talk.

Now... now, you're sure it was him, you saw him?

What do you mean?

Keller?

Hey.

Where's Jensen?

I don't know.

Nobody was in the house.

Where'd you go in the forest?

Well, it...

it's complicated.

Well, then, you can explain it, John.

I asked the same questions about you,

and then when I lost you and I drove out of the forest,

I honestly thought you were dead.

You drove what car?

- My car. - No.

I drove your car.

I broke a window to get in.

This is gonna sound weird,

but I think we both did.

I think we've both been searching for the other

for God knows how long,

but I found something,

something that could fix this.

I don't understand.

You're not making sense.

What do you see?

A mug on my nightstand.

We probably don't have much time.

I found Jensen.

He went through the same thing.

He had that book.

Are you saying that your disappearance

and the John Doe are somehow connected?

Yes, Sam, yes, and we're stuck.

We're stuck, but we're gonna get ourselves out of this.

How?

I need you to find that book.

Who's that?

Oh, it's... it's Ferris.

We're dating, um,

actually, I'm gonna go prep him about this.

Wait, wait!

Sam!

Hey, hey, um, I have to tell you something.

- What? - Yeah, uh...

Is everything okay?

Yeah, it's fine, it's fine, it's...

Um...

I found Keller while working on the John Doe case.

- What? - Yeah,

and he's in the bedroom now.

- John? - No, Ferris...

- John! - Ferris, just...

John?

He was sitting right...

he was sitting...

right here.

Sam, and you saw him in this room?

I don't know where he would go.

- I... I was talking to him. - Now, you're sure it was him?

You saw him?

What is going on?

Sam, I'm... I'm really confused.

I was talking to him right here.

He was sitting right here, Ferris!

I swear to you, right here!

Sam?

Shit, shit.

Um, hold on, Sam.

Here.

Thanks.

Listen, um...

we all know that you're under a lot of stress right now.

No, it's not that.

Guilt can manifest itself in all these weird and crazy ways.

I mean, I mean, if I'd had the year that you had,

I'd have all kinds of feelings about...

Keller's death and, um...

Technically missing.

Sam...

No one blames you.

I'm gonna go lie down for a bit.

Okay.

- Hey, babe? - Hey, hon.

What are you thinking for dinner, how about Chinese?

Chinese sounds great.

I might be a little late.

Oh, all right.

It's the 20th, um,

at 3:31 p.m.

I don't know what else to say, um, I... I brought this red string

to... to lead me back.

Keller!

Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.

Okay.

You have one new voicemail

from June 27.

Hey, sis.

It's coming up on a year,

and, well, Mom wanted us both to come back home.

It could be just for the weekend or whatever you can do.

Love you, Sam.

Bye.

So how do you feel?

It seems like this month is your best.

I feel good.

Been using a logbook.

A logbook?

Yeah, I'll show you.

I, um...

I use it to record off moments.

Oh.

- Hmm. - I actually feel really good.

Like I'm finally on level ground again.

Do you feel like you can trust your memories now?

I understand them better than I did before.

So, I talked to Kate Normann,

and she's really interested in you.

- Really? - Yeah!

I think you should meet with her.

You don't think it's too soon?

Well, if you're anything like me, you'll want something to do.

Well, when does she want to meet?

I mean, Monday? If you want.

- Monday... - This is all up to you.

Hmm.

Yeah.

Yeah, I'll call her.

Good.

Thanks.

Hi, Samantha.

It's good to see you again.

Nice to see you too.

Um, please call me Sam.

Oh, sure, Sam.

Have a seat.

You know, I should've reached out sooner,

but I figured you probably needed

some time away from anything even resembling law enforcement.

I'm prime for anything now.

Good,

'cause I'm prepared to offer you the job.

Listen, if...

you feel like you have to do something here for me

out of charity, you don't.

Let me put it this way: I see an asset,

with training and experience.

If our department's too dumb to see a good asset,

hey, that's my gain.

So to you, I'm just another ex-cop.

To be blunt, yeah.

No, ma'am.

I take that as a compliment.

What's your 20?

We'll be down in ten minutes.

She's using the bathroom.

Who? The client?

Yes, Parsons, the fucking client, Sternwood.

Copy.

And please don't swear over the comms.

Oh, shit, sure, buddy, copy that.

Okay, let's go.

Ferris, just let it go, all right?

The fucking fire is out.

Uh, it's Jules.

Oh, shit.

I'm sorry, Jules. What's up?

Yeah, I just wanted to know if you were still coming.

Yeah, I'm on my way.

Cool, see you soon.

I just don't wear heels, you know, normally.

Yeah.

Sit.

All right.

I'm fine.

Oh, there's some wine in the fridge.

Oh, yeah, I really don't think you need that.

Mmm, pish posh.

Yeah, I'm gonna get you some water.

Um...

Yeah.

Water.

All righty.

- Drink up, okay? - Thank you.

Um, thank you for coming out with me tonight.

Yeah, of course.

It was our...

it would've been our five-year anniversary.

Oh.

Right.

I just... really miss him, Sam.

Yeah.

He was a good one.

Mmm.

I'm gonna be very hung over tomorrow.

Hello?

You probably don't remember me.

Me and my partner came here about a year ago.

Yes, yeah.

Yeah, sure, I remember now.

I found the John Doe.

I found a photo.

I see.

Ah, listen, you should... come inside.

- Sit down. - Whoa, slow down there!

- Aren't you a cop? - Not anymore.

What do you wanna know?

Why did you lie about knowing the hiker?

Well, I did lie,

but I also did not know who he was.

Let's not play fucking games.

I know there's a photo of the two of you.

I found it online.

- Was it in the forest? - Yes.

That was the last time I saw him.

I did not know he was dead until you told me.

I have not seen him again, I swear.

What do you mean?

I mean that he hasn't reappeared again.

What do you mean?

Can I get my computer?

He sent me a video not long after that photo was taken.

This is the only way I can communicate.

It's the only thing that's the same,

so I'm gonna record this and I'm gonna upload it.

Okay, so, last summer,

you and I both walked into some kind of anomaly

in the forest, you remember that?

And after that, nothing's been the same.

Shit, shit.

I know this is weird, right?

But you're having, like, déjà vu, right?

But it's like the opposite of déjà vu.

You think something was different, like,

a different color, or I mean, like,

a different object entirely, yeah?

And you've been getting the headaches, right?

Loss of time, dissociation.

It's because we're hitting an apex

where the timelines are converging.

So most of the time, the two of us

are living in parallel, like this,

but every now and then, the timelines merge,

and it's happening over and over and over and over again.

Find me.

We're looking for each other.

We just didn't know who we were.

Do you get the headaches?

Yes.

I did.

But since he died, they're gone.

What about the picture?

I found that same picture and downloaded it.

I pulled the metadata, and it was from my camera,

but I don't remember taking it.

I don't even remember going up there twice.

- Twice? - Yeah.

I went up there about 18 months before.

That I do remember.

What happened when you found him?

I didn't find him.

You did.

I mean, how was I supposed to explain that video?

And I had no way to find him again.

The email he used didn't work,

the phone number he left was out of service.

So is it what he says it is?

And... I'm like...

living different realities?

This may sound insane, but I know how he felt.

Disconnected, like having alternate memories.

I was uncertain of everything in my life,

but then it just passed.

I can't explain it rationally.

So you believe it was the anomaly that caused this?

I think it's more important to think...

are you making a new choice?

Something to break the cycle?

Thanks.

Yeah, I'm gonna think about that.

- What, you're taking it? - Yeah.

I need you to find that book.

I think we've both been searching for the other

for God knows how long.

- Hello? - Hey, Ferris.

I need to ask you a favor.

Ferris, Ferris, come in.

- So I tracked back pretty far... - Um, Sam?

Hey, just, I tracked back pretty far

and there's a pattern on both.

On both of what, Sam?

Put those side-by-side.

What are these?

You don't recognize them?

These.

What case are these from?

- Did you steal these? - No, I didn't steal them.

This is my personal notebook,

my log of attacks.

Put them side-by-side, like that.

- Come on, Sam, don't. - No, put them side-by-side.

He was logging them just like I am.

He was logging them, and if I follow his pattern,

then I am gonna be just like him soon.

- Sam. - What?

You need to stop.

- You need to let this go. - What, Ferris?

You need to let this, all of this go.

Let me help you, I'll call Doc Phillips.

- No, I stopped seeing her. - Why would you stop seeing her?

I stopped seeing her because I know.

- I know what's real, okay? - Yeah, do you?

I know now, I know that I remember.

Should I go check the bedroom?

Do you, do you really know that?

Yes, Ferris.

And if I go into the bedroom right now...

...what am I gonna find, Sam?

What are you saying?

You know what I'm saying, Sam.

You don't believe me.

I thought you would believe me.

Okay, I trusted you.

I thought you would believe me,

and I needed those files.

You know I can't get you those files.

Those files can prove I'm not crazy,

which is what you're insinuating right now!

I'm not saying that!

You're telling me I'm crazy!

Okay, okay.

Look, you don't want my help, that's fine.

That's fine, look, I'll call, um, Jules,

I'll call someone, anyone, just tell me...

You are so fucking worthless.

You're so fucking worthless, you know that?

You need to listen to me right now, Sam.

Yeah, you need to listen to me right now.

Listen, these two things...

Your notebook did not exist in a vacuum.

All right, other people saw it.

You saw these papers years ago.

You are connecting yourself to a cold case, and I...

I do not think that you are doing this on purpose, Sam.

I don't think that,

but you are taking all of your killer shit,

and you're mixing it up.

You're mixing it up with whatever this horrible thing...

Ferris, Jensen is real, Jensen is real.

That is not the point, Sam.

Please, okay?

Please hear me.

- Please hear me right now. - What?

Just...

Your sister's death and then the John Doe

and then Keller, that all happened to you

in one year, okay?

- So? - But none of those people

are connected, they are not related.

They're just really shitty things

that happened to you.

Sam, come on.

- You know what? - I'm trying.

No, just... just get out of my house.

- That's it, that's all it is. - No, you know what?

Get the fuck out.

You should not be alone right now.

Seriously, get the fuck out, Ferris.

If you don't think I won't make you leave

because of our relationship, you are very wrong.

Go!

Fuck!

Sam!

Sam! Sam!

Sam!

Shit.

You know, the service was nice.

Yeah, yeah.

Sun shining down and all.

God damn it.

It's just shitty.

I'm so sorry, honey.

You already said that.

I know.

Before you throw it away,

you think you could read it?

Sure thing.

Okay, listen, I've gotta leave in ten minutes.

What's this about?

I need the rest of the decade.

What... what does that mean?

TACs, no prior medical conditions,

no criminal records found in public.

I need to expand this thing a bit.

I... come on, I can't... I can't get you that.

Ferris, help me, I need to finish this.

I want to help,

but I could lose my job, Keller.

Help me!

God damn it, you know she'd want you to.

Do you get the headaches?

Hey, Ferris, I need to ask you a favor.

Hello?

Meet me tonight, 11 p.m.

All right, is that...

Here, you gotta put these on.

You have the night, but that's it.

That's the best I can do.

I'll have to come by tomorrow and pick this up,

but maybe something will... jog your memories.

- Thanks, Ferris. - Yeah.

I'll, um, I'll come back tomorrow.

I hope you find something useful.

- What do you want, money? - No.

Who are you?

Does that video look familiar to you?

This is the only way I can communicate.

It's the only thing that's the same,

so I'm gonna record this and I'm gonna upload it.

Yes, I've seen this, he sent it to me.

You know he's dead?

I never met the guy.

I saw the picture, but I swear I don't remember him.

And what else don't you remember?

How can I answer that?

Click the next video.

Keller?

Yeah.

Fuck, man, I coulda shot you.

Well, I'm glad you didn't.

Oh!

I'm glad I'm not crazy.

Ditto.

You got whiskey?

This is the only way I can communicate.

I got the same video.

Did you talk to Jensen too?

I did.

Between him and that fucking video,

I don't know what to think.

Do you believe him?

I mean, since before this,

I've been making the same mistake over and over again.

So, yeah.

Sounds pretty fucking good to get my life back.

But we won't remember anything.

Maybe not.

But I don't think we were stuck

in an endless time loop forever.

I mean, the hiker timed it out to 571 days.

So, tomorrow, we'll get out of here together.

Do you think it'll work?

We're partners.

We'll do it together.

I missed you, Sam.

I really did.

Yeah, I missed you too.

What are you lookin' at?

Checking my math.

When'd you get good at math?

Figure of speech.

But yeah, today's the day we should get outta here.

So I don't know what to do.

I found the photographer,

retraced her footsteps back to the forest,

and nothing.

I don't think it worked.

The blackouts are getting worse.

I've been finding myself in places I don't remember.

I'm not sure what to do next.

Maybe we're just destined...

we're just destined to keep walking this path.

I don't know anymore.

I'm gonna upload this now.

Hopefully it finds you,

finds me.

Learn from our mistakes.

Did he send that to you?

No.

Did you kill him?

I cut the tether between us.

What the fuck does that mean?

What goes into the anomaly becomes its own constant of one,

regardless of prior consciousness or individuality.

If you don't cut the tether, the two are one,

unstuck in time, which is why you don't forget anything.

It's like deviations.

They are like... corrupt data in the mind.

From the outside looking in, it's like a perverse simulation.

You said... "corrupt data"?

I chose to end the cycle.

How?

Go back into the woods.

That is where you cut the string.

Is that how you did it?

The real question is,

are you making a new choice?

Something to break the cycle?

Sam, if you're watching this...

If you found this...

and you found the notebook,

then you are where I was.

Do not trust Keller.

You need him, but...

don't trust him.

Just... just be more careful next time, okay?

Fuck.

How shitty.

How's your head?

It's hard to focus.

Thought it was just from a loss of blood, but...

I guess not, huh?

I'm sorry, Sam.

Fucking do it already, fuck.

Hey, if you're hearing this, John,

then you need to do what I say.

Don't go home.

You need to find Jensen.

If he tells you to come back here, then do it.

Trust me, this is the only way.

Good luck, John.

Pick up, Jules. Pick up, Jules.

Pick up, Jules.

Pick up, pick up, pick up, Jules, pick up.

Shit!

Hello?

Hello?

Hello, Jules?

Hey, John.

Sam?

Yeah.

It's me.

Come sit down at the table.

Where's Jules?

She's alive and well.

Give me your gun.

Give me your fucking gun.

Good, Sam, good, you're back.

There's nothing that was done

that cannot be forgotten.

You wanna tell me where you were just now?

I was out, it gets a little fuzzy.

I was supposed to have dinner with Jules,

and then I get back, and you're here.

That's not true.

You're fucking lying to me, John.

You don't want to lie to me right now.

Yeah, then where's Jules?

Where is my wife?

You should be honest, John.

Hey, it is worth it to you.

I don't understand, I don't fucking understand.

I'm not her.

But I found her recording.

Push play.

If you found this...

and you found the notebook,

then you are where I was.

Do not trust Keller.

I went into the anomaly and found myself dead.

Pretty fucked up, huh?

See, when you kill somebody

in a place where time and space are so fucked up,

why would you think they would die in a normal way?

Fuck, I, uh...

See, that's why we found the hiker out in the street.

But I'm past caring about all that now.

Do you wanna know why I did it?

Yes.

I looked for you,

I didn't think you were dead,

and then we find Jensen in this time loop,

and I didn't want to live or die like that.

It was like fucking purgatory,

so if it was going to be anyone, it was gonna be me.

So I made a choice, I made a horrible choice

that I regret.

What was I supposed to do?

You know, I've been sitting at this table

for a couple hours now.

I keep wondering how many loops it's been.

I don't know.

Maybe we've been here before.

Maybe the roles were reversed.

Maybe I shot you up in that forest.

But then I was asked,

"Are you making..."

A new choice.

Jensen told me that too.

So I guess I have the same choice to make now, don't I?

Yeah, you do, Sam.

[V.6.]