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MISS PLASTIC SCALPEL BABES

Let's start with a tactful photo.

This is a woman's breast.

I like pretty girls,

and I wanted to organize a pageant for girls who have silicone implants.

I set out to gather girls, and I only found two of them.

That was in '99.

Then I got off the idea, I didn't get very far.

Then at the beginning of this year I had this divine inspiration,

that I should look now as every fifth or sixth,

six out of ten girls have implants.

So I started working, asking, looking, and I found girls,

the start seemed quite serious.

Lots of people said that it was a good idea.

So I started to organize it,

then Kata came and I said I'd set out to do this.

She said, "Cool, let's do it."

-His idea. -She came at once.

I'd like to show my inner values.

But how? This contest is absolutely about outer appearances.

-Is it on already? -Yeah.

Sorry, then let's start again.

So this is a contest about how people look, isn't it?

I know, but sincerely I put in for it,

because I think you know about my Bár 2.0 scandal last September.

Tell us, please.

They found out that I acted in a very hard adult film,

I don't want to go into details,

and it surfaced after 10 years, it was rather unpleasant.

And I wanna prove to people that I am not like that.

People think I am an ex-porn star,

an attitudinizing, big-mouthed, conceited,

stupid girl, which is not true, I am not conceited at all.

I'm a modest, nice, reliable girl,

I get on well with anyone, I'm intelligent, helpful,

and I think this contest is a great opportunity for me

to prove that to people.

You are welcome in my home, I live here.

It's a very simple flat.

This is the kitchen,

that's the living room, that's the bedroom.

This FHM was taken ten days before my tit surgery,

to preserve its old shape

so you can see that I had quite big boobs,

so for quite a while, for half a year I didn't tell people,

and they didn't really see a great change.

I am religious and I was thinking, I had fears,

that I was given two beautiful, healthy, big breasts,

I also won a category contest with them.

And people wrote to me saying how beautiful,

natural breasts I have.

And now I have them done. Won't it be bad karma?

I heard about Miss Plastic Hungary, and said no thanks, I don't want that.

I plunged into it suddenly, like a crime of passion, this surgery.

I'd like to help people to forget this stereotype

that if they're enhanced, they are like a pair of melons.

I feel like Rocky with his great come-back,

I haven't worked for 18 months as a model on the Hungarian market.

So I'd like to show myself.

This is a great challenge for me too.

I am 29 and proud of my body, as I am healthy and happy,

and in my greatest form ever.

To me being feminine never depended on this.

Not the measurements, if it's original or not,

natural blond or not, or anything, but harmony.

-If I ask what harmony is... -This is harmony.

I have come.

They are not all here yet, but some are really beautiful. We'll see.

-I like her best. -Edina?

-Ági Szűcs? -Here.

-Tímea Török? -Here.

Réka Urbán? The last ones are the winners, I think.

-Okay, you'll lose some weight. -I should, mainly here.

We'll have a lot to do, the photo session, the retreat.

Where will you leave your daughter?

Send down the girls. We'll wait.

Let's give a hand to the ladies who haven't got on,

go up please, and thank you.

Please go up, those eliminated.

Are we all here?

I don't wanna take part in the contest.

Wait! It is in the specifications, ladies and gents.

We're not interested if you were playmates, or in porn,

you could have done anything in the past 30, 25 or 20 years,

you could have a child...

We're not interested in what you have done.

So if it disturbs you that one of them has done porn,

thank you, that's it.

The reserve is Anikó Király. Let her stay.

She is in the Top 20.

It was not in it, but I don't want to be among porn stars,

that is not my level, I think.

If it's a beauty pageant it's about beauty queens, not porn stars.

That's what I think. It's okay if that's not accepted,

but I won't participate, thanks.

-Why do you think it's like that? -I dunno, but it sucks.

Why?

If you get a crown there are criteria.

Nude pictures are not banned.

But this is too much. I don't think we should mix chalk with cheese.

If I win I'd like to represent it. But this, I don't.

Do you think there were some in the 20...

Who are less beautiful than I? Yes, I think.

And what may be the reason?

I don't know. A different point of view.

Face, figure, could be anything.

The agreements are printed, so please come and sign them.

This is not my first contest. But they were long ago,

I haven't done modelling for years.

I usually go to photo shoots as there you can't make many blunders.

-How come? -You don't have to talk.

And you don't like to?

Not if I can avoid it, and there's no runway where you can stumble...

Have you run downstairs and tripped?

Whatever happens, I'll be on stage.

This is shaping which means

that we fill in this field, which is to be filled

so that the upper part can be a bit curvaceous,

and practically span this part, which can only be done surgically,

because, through the years and gravidities,

nature has taken the fill of the upper pole.

I don't know what they'll evaluate.

How well it is done, or if the overall view is all right,

or what her eyes look like,

how well botoxed her temple is, or filled her mouth is,

or her breasts, or the girl as a whole.

-The surgeon's job... -The overall view.

It's nice when it is harmonious.

We go under the skin

and fill in a haemostatic and pain-killing solution.

So you see that I fill it in like when degreasing, pushing the skin,

but you needn't be afraid of it.

At this beauty contest we're not looking for ladies

who are visibly branded,

as it means more and more being branded in Hungary,

that they've had plastic surgery.

We'd really like to prove that, yes,

there are lots of plastic surgeries that you can carry out,

for example breast augmentation,

after which not even a gynaecologist can say that it is operated on.

A girl wrote a letter saying that she was harmonious.

She asked me to took at her before entering the contest

and tell her if it was all right. I looked at her

and I was thinking how to show for example her mouth,

which she considers harmonious.

It's called chicken ass mouth.

So they were both turned out like this,

and when she closed it there were plus two lines.

It's calming that they can all lose 3 or 4 kilograms,

but I can't do anything with botox. No make-up can cover it.

Patients are coming from every possible walk of life,

from archaeologists to karate champs, high school teachers to singers.

-Really every type. -Archaeologist?

Yeah, you can't forget that because it's rare

that someone comes in from a dig then goes back to excavate.

But from district judge to agricultural expert,

even charwoman, so we've had everything.

And every age group?

As I have told you one of the most usual age groups

are ladies who have had children,

and want to get postnatal problems fixed,

that's an obvious group.

The youngest was a minor with parental permission,

and a developmental disorder.

And the oldest was 81, with facial surgery.

You are an active firefighter.

I actually fight fires...

-Write what you aren't ashamed of. -I am not ashamed.

This thing just came up.

In the meantime I had a child, I am past 38,

so I thought I'd also try this.

Once you have to try everything. Almost everything.

Align.

Don't gabble!

Probably you're the only firefighter with plastic surgery.

I dunno. I didn't check the guys.

I do modelling. Also used to dance. I studied marketing in Tatabánya,

but I prefer travelling, earn more than staying put.

They say you can do it until 30. That's what the great ones say.

I got a stage dancer's diploma,

then great love came, and I had tree lovely kids,

so my dancing career ended.

But after my third kid I started modelling.

There's a tight schedule to follow when you have kids,

so I've learned discipline,

that's what I had to do for long years now.

I was talented, I had rehearsals at the Swedish Opera House,

and they expected me back, there I rehearsed dances.

But life's turned out different, you gotta accept that.

I don't regret anything.

I have planned since I was 15 that I needed it.

And I didn't want to have so big boobs

but to feel better, and now I do feel better.

I was very shy.

Even today I am not very open but I was very shy.

With my partner when we were in bed. I was shy. Today I am not.

They cannot think anything of us, only the contest.

No one's spoken a word,

they haven't see anyone, they cannot have an opinion.

They asked me about my surgeries.

I told them. Shall I tell you?

They did my temple, upper and lower eyelids,

facial implant, liposuction, tits, breast surgeries, three.

Three nose surgeries, facial implant...

What haven't I told you? Filling my face with my own fat.

My nose, my mouth and my breasts.

My breasts, 500 cc implants, I've had two surgeries,

the last one in October two years ago by Dr. A...

My breasts are operated on.

My tits twice, my mouth, my face.

I had a car crash when I was 9,

they had to rebuild this whole area, my toes.

I got hydraulic acid, it's absorbed. I have nothing else.

It was slightly crooked,

here, at the ridge of my nose, and it was sawed off.

They cut it up and opened my nose.

And they carved it here so it can be straight like this.

What nose I want? A smaller one.

It is longish, and I'd like a snubby nose.

Her mouth and nose. Her nose is also done.

But her mouth is only filled.

I was a redhead, had glasses. I was totally different.

Did you feel badly in your skin?

It was not bad, but now it's different.

Total makeover. And I like it. It's totally changed.

They are the girls you can't work with, you know?

They have an idea about themselves that does not meet

the harmony we dreamed of.

This is, even for me...

You see the difference, don't you, between tits and tits?

It's no use trampling in her inscape saying, my dear,

in our eyes you're a shagbag as she feels all right like this.

So it's not up to us to tell anyone how to live her life.

But why have a special contest for plastic babes?

-Can't they go to normal contests? -No.

-As yet. -They were excluded.

They were treated as if they had a special illness.

Here is this girl, I don't know if you remember, Réka Urbán.

She was that thin, rather short, blond girl,

who didn't show much on the photos.

But what photos?

At home, on the grey carpet floor, in front of the pinkish wall,

and her lover or a family member took her photo

in this incredible dress and posture.

But at our photo session she looked good.

We could make her look good. That counts a lot.

It's a good field, for sure.

The girls do their best to look beautiful.

I prefer working with an enthusiastic amateur,

who hasn't taken part in anything coz I can build her up.

I have two pieces of news. Two good news.

One is that we'll have our retreat at the Ramada Hotel.

We didn't want to tell you, so now you can get off.

They were happy.

You could hear that.

-Don't go away! -She's undressed already.

-What's up? Are you getting off? -We are. Great!

We have a guy who stands guard so you can't leave the hotel.

There is one entrance so you can't leave unnoticed.

Please don't make that a key issue at the retreat.

I left my pills at home and if I don't take them

I'll have those days earlier, but I've phoned them.

I'll go out for it, okay?

Anyone can bring anything.

It did happen, that you'd brought the guy's mobile internet.

You tell me, I'll take it out and give it to your boyfriend.

But we can wave to them, can't we?

Of course. You shouldn't think

that the two of us, István and Kati, we are monsters.

But this is a retreat, we are all right together,

we breathe and eat and drink and go to the loo together.

We must rearrange the beds, don't we? Push them together.

Will you help us push them together?

We like to sleep like this.

Will you try them?

-Good? -Very.

You come too.

This is my duck.

Those are fat burners.

What agents are in them?

If you know Chinese you can read them.

And aren't you afraid of the possible side-effects?

I'm stronger than these.

Cool!

Fine! Once more!

I am the Production Manager. But I hate titles.

I am Kati Gerényi.

Once I sat down to think over what I was really doing.

People come into my life, I seem to attract them,

who have some dream.

And we start talking about the dream she never thought would be realized.

I put in whatever I have in myself and set her on the way.

And it somehow induces itself, and their dreams are realized.

And that's really great.

Relax the muscles in your waist, your back...

There was a boy at the wellness information desk, I mean a girl.

It's a good example.

She was snarling, really.

It was not aimed at me. If someone looks at me

they won't really think that I am in the Top 18.

And she was knocked out when I was smiling at her. She couldn't leave.

I was facing her smiling for five minutes.

And she was so confused she had to smile in the end.

I only brought 18 girls for the rehearsals.

During the contest it was rattling in my head

that this is a prudish country, which doesn't allow us to work

One of the milestones is accepting. We can't see further than our nose.

It's incredible, but that's that.

If it isn't akin to them they reject it,

they give it up at once, and want to burn it to the ground.

It is shocking that we're unable to accept others.

I saw myself in the jury, when someone came in and

I threw a fit although maybe that's what she really wants.

They insult them in their femininity.

Three quarter of the girls have their mouth

or nose or tits done to feel better like that.

When they'd had their tits done they were considered whores.

Even the family, those near them, and that's the problem,

the moment you have your mouth or tits done

you become a shagbag,

although that made her come out as a woman.

People may equal someone coming out as a woman with a shagbag.

The moment she becomes self-assured and enjoys her femininity,

people put a label on her: "You are a bloody whore.

"Are you all right?" And she feels all right,

but she is not a whore. She's only come out.

And everyone is absolutely pissed off if someone comes out.

I didn't want to commit the mistake

many of the girls I know committed, who suddenly wanted a big mouth,

or huge lips.

I went six times, had small fills, so as to avoid nodules.

Six times, and the last one was painful, very much.

Then I said I wouldn't come again even if I wanted to.

I didn't want anaesthetic, I don't like injections,

it was enough that he pricked my mouth two or three times.

80 or 70% of people say you're great, Niki,

but your mouth is too big.

Sometimes I think so too but I got used to it, I like myself like this.

That's why I look like this.

You can get it out but then you mouth will be full of wrinkles.

I'll be very ugly. And they'll see that it is sewn up.

They cut it up inside, and then sew it up.

Here, inside.

First I made a mistake, I had them on two sides, so I had duck lips.

Then I said "My God," and I went back after two weeks.

I said that it was strange, bulging on the sides.

So he said "Let's fill it here too."

He did so, and then it came up here enormously.

I said "Let's fill it up everywhere and have a nice arch."

You can spoil that too. It's not the same where he pricks you.

I saw things like that.

Then my upper lip was too thick.

I said Let's do it on the lower lip too."

I can't imagine how Niki can kiss a boy.

And I don't see what the hell she needs those big lips for.

But then she explained to me

that she compensates her shortness with them, really.

So it's only funny for me.

After the photo session each of them came and said

they didn't see themselves like that.

We said "No problem, that's the way we'd like to see you,

and probably we are right as you've become like that."

For example Niki says that she has half a vial in her lips.

-That must be there. -Two and a half, yes.

So I don't understand why? Does she take me for a fool?

All right, it doesn't disturb me

if it's better for her if she says she hasn't much in them.

Yeah, a lot. An awful lot.

The problem is these girls are not stable inside, you see?

And that is what they suggest to their environment,

that they can be influenced.

When you see an awfully beautiful, very well done girl in the street,

soon you will see a guy coming round the corner

in Avirex jacket, with think neck, close cropped hair, lots of tattoos,

and they'll get into an optically tuned car.

That used to be quite fashionable, but it isn't now.

-You had a guy like that? -Yeah.

Tell us a little, please.

We were together for three years so I was up it.

You're tough.

I thought I was in love. But then I saw I wasn't.

-Was he a nice boy otherwise? -In some ways.

-Where wasn't he nice? -Generally.

We got on well together like going out together,

but that's that. I don't need that sort of life.

Originally they were 20, and there were two girls.

One of them refused to stay the very day we had the selection.

And the other girl... We sent her off really.

We had problems with her

and we didn't want her to take part in the contest.

So Edina is an interesting person.

I used to have these thoughts

when I went to the shop without make-up,

and saw someone looking at me, but didn't know why.

Was he just looking or did he recognize me?

Then I realized it was no use thinking these thoughts.

Why should I rack my brain about what he might or might not think.

I try to direct my thoughts in the right direction,

and that kind of thoughts makes you a little...

And one might have a panic attack, or be depressed, and so on.

So I sincerely don't deal with this thought

but rather think of something else, like they cannot recognize me now,

and that's that, and I don't think about it,

and it is nicer and happier...

-We eliminated her. -Why?

Because she found out that the contestants are great,

she said it was a strong field, and she would not win.

So she wouldn't take part. We said we couldn't guarantee it.

Then she said she'd perhaps stay in the contest with the girls,

she'd do everything.

On the stage we should say that she was planted as our spy.

And she'd sit in the jury as she has quite a name,

but she wouldn't do it free.

So we should give her money or a diamond necklace.

We said we don't need her then. That's that.

So now we have 18 girls.

Will they show it on HBO this year already?

What's gonna be the title?

-What title would you give? -This one. Miss Plastic 2009.

And if we couldn't?

Models' Life Before The Contest? Something like that.

This is the third time. It's great!

That we are together as a team, preparing for it.

It's also having a good time, and I don't know...

Us models, because I cannot say Plastic models?

Perhaps that?

I'd watch it, Models Preparing For A Contest, 2009.

Or the first plastic, but it ought to have plastic babes.

I'd put it in if I was them.

Boobs In The Water.

Plastic Model Babes' Contest.

-Tit Parade. -No, that's stupid.

Hi, dear HBO viewers!

If you want me to have a good place in the final,

please vote for me. Call number 1793,

and type in Agica. Thank you very much. Bye!

We're trying to keep them in check but it's very hard now.

They are getting tense, and they are really tired,

we work with them from morning till night,

so it's not easy for them without the family, dogs, everything,

yet, they stand it really well. They are intelligent.

She was coming towards me and I told her to step aside.

I would've gone head-on into her breast.

There are people who were born to be malignant.

They are basically wicked and I can't get on with them.

There are some here.

I told her yesterday to stand in the centre,

you're the queen, we know that.

If not you should vote for yourself and you'll win the public vote.

She did so. She votes continually. She votes and votes all the time.

Ági Szalontai...

She'd do anything for a nice word. Or even for a smile.

That's shocking. She looks as if... But it isn't true.

I'm a self-assured, cool girl with big boobs,

big mouth, sexy, crazy...

Not true. She's a little girl. A girl of five.

For seven months, since we broke up, I haven't met guys.

Maybe the viewers don't like this but I am a sincere girl.

We'd had lots of conflicts, and in the end we broke up.

Because he was jealous, and our relationship didn't work,

my work also disturbed him.

He was a specialist. I won't tell you in which field.

But I need a few years until my life is consolidated,

I make a decent living,

stop being a striptease dancer, start my own business.

Then he might see a chance for us to continue our relationship.

In a more serious dimension.

I don't like it when a woman wakes up in the morning,

looks in the mirror and doesn't see what the mirror is showing.

That makes me mad. She shouldn't be stuck on herself.

She ought to know how much of it is herself.

How she ought to behave with women.

She thinks that she's gonna sweep aside everyone.

I want this gala to be about me that I shouldn't be nervous,

and that's the main thing in it: harmony.

When I go on stage they should see on my face

that I am happy to be here, nothing disturbs me,

and I am here showing myself.

So I wouldn't like to be mad or nervous about anything.

Because we know that the queen can only be one, who is in harmony.

Fully, totally.

What I expect? The very best.

-The very best? -Yeah.

I'll do my best to be in harmony with myself.

And it is subjective what harmony means to someone.

That is why we have a Caleb jury and a professional jury,

who roughly agree with us what harmony we want to reach.

It makes a world of a difference

to the inner calm and harmony of the ladies

when they think they are all right.

Of course you can get hooked on it and indulge in exaggerations,

but I think it is natural and accepted today

that you can do so.

The way you have your teeth made when they're not nice.

If you go to a dentist to have your teeth made

there you'll get an implant too.

And there's imitation nails, imitation hair, that's the same.

Whitening or filling teeth were never banned,

yet, they're also parts of the body, and it's also correction.

Why a healthy, civilized restoration of the breasts isn't accepted?

It's not only silicone that is important to me,

but her hands, her mouth, her toes, her leg, her buttocks...

I look at her and she's complete.

Anyway, I am looking for aesthetics.

Not absolute femininity.

Femininity is only important as an aesthetic feature in the photo.

So it's not about sexual subjects.

For a viewer it'll create a feeling of perfect aesthetic harmony.

So this is the most common, most general technique,

when there's a cut under the breasts,

and you can definitely see it in the skin

that surgery has been carried out.

With the lady it is obvious because of the size,

yet, we must check it officially.

From a medical point of view this is a normal scar.

So it has healed in a normal way, it was probably carried out well,

but surgery always leaves a visible mark on the skin.

I like them. They are good to touch, to massage, I enjoy them.

-How can you watch TV in bed? -Lying on her back.

What bothers me in them

is that I don't like bending down for half an hour.

Then I wear sport bras or some top to hold my tits together.

-Good morning, I'm Edit. -Gábor Grigalek.

Edit, please sit on the bed.

I must ask a few questions about your surgery.

You must know, Edit, we gotta check

if every lady in the contest has had plastic surgery,

as that's a precondition here.

As other contests ban ladies that have been operated on,

we ought to eliminate someone

if we found that she hasn't had surgery.

Here you can see that the scar is smaller, less visible.

Which is hard with this type of surgery, and a common fault

that the scar is a little higher on the breast, or lower.

And I think that this one here is very natural and beautiful work.

It is just above the muscle so it's very natural and nice.

And there's movement, the breasts spread a little, they're softer.

The previous lady liked hers, but for an outside viewer

they were too firm, you can't compare the two techniques.

So I think these are very beautiful. You can get dressed, Edit.

Congratulations, Edit.

They think we are cheap, stupid girls.

So that's what they generally think about us.

Playboy, CKM, then abroad: Maxim, Maxwell, DVA magazin, lots of them.

It's a little piquant, I must do a vibrator show.

-20 minute vibrator show. -20 minutes?

20 minutes, enough to do a lot.

But the last five minutes are rather stinky.

So in the beginning I can go fetch a drink?

Yeah, it only undressing, etc. Playing with the men, the guests.

-And where do you do that? -In these topless bars.

And is it worth doing?

Yeah, I am a registered nurse, I worked at hospitals, studied,

but they paid very little.

Then I thought I'd rather go abroad, and get everything I need.

I started in Italy, then Tokyo.

London twice, and that's it, that was my career.

There were brokers, I also met a diamond merchant.

And what were they like?

They are great guys.

-All of them? -No.

No, I live on the stage. Dancing is my life.

And when I go out I love applause, jubilation,

the lights, the music, that's where I'm really myself.

I am a dancer, I do striptease,

but it's not disgusting, totally a glamour thing.

-Since you were 15? -Yeah.

Is that legal?

No, but mum knew about it, she was with me.

When I was younger mum was always beside me.

She accompanied me to every show.

-You did striptease at 15? -Yeah.

Tell me how you do that?

First I was a go-go dancer at different bars,

as a go-go dancer. There was no stripping,

I only started that when I was 16 or 17.

Rather 17 when I stripped.

How did you find the idea?

When I was little they asked,

you know when I was walking with my parents,

they asked what will you be when you are big?

A dancer, or murderer robber. The first one came off.

We're going to cut the skin at the mark,

then go up in the lower pole to the areola,

the upper side or the nipple, and we're under the gland.

Then we put the upper part below the muscles.

Hence the name: half subglandular, half submuscular, or dual plane.

We use it especially in cases like our patient's,

when there's not enough cover as you can see here,

in the upper pole, the soft part covering the implant is very thin.

The fat and the gland under the skin.

In a situation like theirs

I'd probably also say that I am really self-confident.

I can turn their head whichever way I like.

Whichever way I like.

That's because there is no self-confidence in them.

They can really go to any lengths exactly because

they have so much pain. They want to prove to themselves

that they're capable to do anything. But they have no self-confidence.

I fear for them of themselves. They're all self-destructive.

Especially in their brains.

They aren't cold-headed broads.

No, they have values. Each of them always have values.

Every beauty contest attracts unstable people.

It's a very important truth about every beauty contest

that a woman who knows herself will not enter a contest like that.

But I've never seen a specimen of that type.

Ladies and gentlemen,

the winner of Miss Plastic Hungary and it's Queen in 2009 is...

Number 20, Réka Urbán.

Hello!

-Are you proud of being Miss Plastic? -I am, but I haven't grasped it.

-And how plastic you feel yourself? -I don't know.

I feel even more natural than an artificial woman,

but I am very happy.

-Why do you think they chose you? -'Coz I was smiling all the time.

That may have counted a lot.

I tried to go out assured and to smile.

And from tomorrow on?

From tomorrow? I'll go on living my life.

Not true. I'll put it under my arm.

Yeah, I'll have an additional mum.

How long will it last?

-How will it change your life? -I think in many ways.

I hope I'll be able to work together with my dear Kata.

Let's go. We're having a press conference.

And pack up.

In our village, baby

We have a new custom

We don't gather cherries

In a lidded basket

The lads climb up the high tree

The top of the cherry tree

And they shake down all of them So you can gather them

In your rosy apron

They call me dad and they call Kati Mum,

but they have grown to us in a different way.

They belong to us.

None of them.

I like all of them. I embrace them, tear their hair.

They are cute, I love them.

But none of them. Anyway, I never... My girlfriends were different.

Come on, drink.

Look! It's okay!

She knows how to do it!

I had girls like Edina.

-Roughly that figure. -Edina, look here a minute?

Will you turn?

That's it. Thank you very much.

Hello, listen!

Fuck you!

That's what I needed!

Basically every one of you could have become queen,

and yet you were a great team, one can see that everywhere.

On the photos, videos one can see with what dignity and patience...

Don't cry!

I don't, only had to clear my throat.

So the dignity you were marching with,

and I think we did our best to give you everything professionally.

Are you crazy? I have 18 perfect girls.

Why wouldn't I be moved? I am always moved.

But I was a lot more moved at the rehearsals.

Or in the moment when I was closer to them than any family member.

I don't care. I cry if I cry.

I love them, all of them, one by one for themselves,

for being good team members,

for subjecting themselves to themselves, the team,

the event. For believing.

I am in love with these 18 girls.

With their souls. With what you haven't seen,

although there isn't much you haven't seen.

But they are personalities with a past, present and future.

And I think I was an embodiment

of what they needed, Mum, Dad, the family.

And I think I paid as much attention to them as no one else

in their world.

I can't hear it!

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