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[crying] No.

No! No.

No, no, no, no. No!

Please, no!

No, no, no!

-No. Don't do this to me, please! -No, no. Bia!

-No! -I'm sorry, but we can't do this anymore.

-No! -It's over.

I like you so much.

I know, I know.

I'm-- I'm so messed up. I'm so messed up. Oh, my God. But I-- I can change.

Please, I can change! Please-- [gasps]

-Are you okay? -No! Oh, Victor.

Has he left yet?

Yep.

[laughs, sniffles]

-What was it this time? -[sighs]

I told him I didn't want anything serious, but I noticed he was getting attached.

So I started avoiding him to see if he'd get over it, but he didn't.

So I thought, "I'll make out with someone

in front of him because then he'll hate me and end it."

But then I felt really sorry for him. Like, really bad.

Because, I mean, he's cool, you know? I care about him.

We just want different things in life.

And I'm crazy, but I'm not a total monster either.

So if he thinks I'm a bad person because I screwed up,

he won't feel so shitty.

So I started to cry.

But then I got scared. "If I cry too much, he might decide not to break up with me."

But I think it was just the right amount. It worked. I'm free again. [laughs]

I don't know how you don't land any roles. You're the best actress I know.

I know! [chuckles]

-Shall we go? -What, already? What is it? Midnight?

We have work tomorrow, you know, Bia?

So do we.

Okay, I'm gonna stay, because I'm young and haven't given up on life yet.

That's not youth. It's unemployment.

[laughs]

-You're such an asshole, man. -Bye, Bia. Love ya.

-Bye. Good night. See you tomorrow. -Bye, Bia. Take care.

[Bia] This is me now, after yet another breakup.

And that's me in my previous breakup.

Was I sad? Happy? Regretful?

-No, I didn't feel anything. I never do. -[speaking indistinctly]

I collect relationships that start and end and don't mean anything.

None of that passion from the movies where you think about someone for hours.

They're just relationships

or situationships for two, three, four months.

-Have I not met the right person? -When I talk to you…

-Am I the problem? This one was so cute. -…your mind is somewhere else.

But so boring.

It's like you've teleported somewhere else.

-You have your head in the clouds. -Two hundred grams of mozzarella…

-You don't care about me… -…noodles, bananas, soap…

-…about how I feel, about what I think. -Um, bathroom cleaner, yogurt, some bread.

Bia?

Mmm.

I really wanted to be able to feel something.

♪ I like you so much ♪

♪ I'd actually rather hide it ♪

♪ I just leave it Between the lines ♪

♪ Like an idea that exists in our minds ♪

♪ And is not at all required To come true ♪

Benefits With Friends

♪ If tomorrow None of this really happens ♪

♪ I'll be the only one Who'll need to forget ♪

♪ My victories, my losses ♪

♪ No one needs to know ♪

[friends laughing]

Silvio, do you want me to ask for one of those little things to help you?

-"Silvio, do you want me to…" [mumbles] -Just to help you.

You're hilarious, Fausto.

[Victor] I want that one.

[partner] Okay, go on. Bowl a strike.

-[groans, laughs] -Are you here to celebrate a birthday too?

Yes, I am. That one over there.

[person] Mm-hmm.

I'm the official third wheel for both couples.

[laughs]

Jesus Christ, what happened to my friends?

We used to go out drinking until the sun came up.

Now they just want to do daytime activities. Boring ones like this.

I know exactly what you mean.

See that happy family over there? I'm with them. It's my godson's birthday.

Would it be okay for me to steal food from your godson's birthday party?

Because I'm saving up to buy a bed.

So I'm only eating one meal a day.

[chuckles]

No, that's fine. I'll tell them you're my plus one.

[chuckles] For some mini pizzas and mini hot dogs,

you can call me anything you want.

-But call me Bia. That's my official name. -[person] Mm-hmm.

Short for Bianca, not Beatriz.

Marcelo.

Nice to meet you.

-Actress? -Mm-hmm.

Have I seen you in anything?

My most high-profile job was as a model.

I'm the girl with the deep brown hair color by the brand Fabulosa. [chuckles]

So, if someday you want to dye your hair a deeper shade of brown,

just look for the little box with my face on it.

Bia, come here. Your face is covered in sauce.

-Where? -No, I'll clean it. Come here.

Okay, seriously, I don't understand how you got it on your forehead.

-No, really? -[Marcelo] It's gone.

-[Bia] It's gone? -Mm-hmm.

Thank you.

-[Marcelo grunts] -[Bia chuckles]

[panting]

-[door slams] -Hey, hey! What are you two doing in here?

-Run! Run! Shit! Go, go, go! Go! -Run, run! Come on!

-Excuse me. -Come in.

Just don't mind the chaos, please.

I used to live with Erika. Then she decided to marry Helena,

so she kicked me out and I lost half my furniture.

Luckily, I got that mattress from my neighbor,

otherwise I'd be sleeping on the floor.

How lucky, because it seems like a nice mattress, like, really comfortable.

I love it. So, what's the house's design aesthetic?

The aesthetic is… captivity. [chuckles]

Hey, it's great, okay?

It's just a bunch of things I've collected over the years.

Stuff from theater school plays, from commercials I was in for two seconds.

That sort of thing.

I love it. [chuckles] Awesome.

I'm-- I'm gonna use the bathroom really quick and then get us something to drink.

-Great. -[Bia] Okay.

[urinating]

Fuck.

YOUR PERIOD STARTS: tomorrow sat/27

You said it was tomorrow.

-Here you go. Thanks. -I'll take that.

Um, I'd like to start by saying that I'm a modern woman.

Okay? Let me straighten this.

And you're gorgeous.

You're in the top three

of the most beautiful faces I've ever kissed in my life.

And the other two were during auditions, so I don't even know if they count.

So it is with great regret that I announce--

That you're on your period.

Yes.

-That's okay. -But I'm modern.

I-- I don't care. I know it's super normal. I don't--

Bia, it's okay. We can just chat. Drink all night.

Go for a walk.

See the sunrise somewhere pretty. It's fine. It's all good.

-Okay. -Okay. [chuckles]

-I'll put some music on for us. -[Marcelo] Okay.

[♪ guitar music playing, Wilco, "Please Be Patient with Me"]

Can I take your picture?

But I'm not a pervert, I'm a photographer. So it's okay.

Yeah, and every photographer I've ever met was a pervert.

[chuckles] Can I?

-You're gorgeous. -Okay, then. What do I do?

-No, you're gorgeous, you're gorgeous. -[laughs] Dude.

You're beautiful. [chuckles]

Let me find something-- somewhere for us to sit.

It's a mess, sorry.

Sorry, uh…

Hey, Bia, I have a sofa bed at home I don't use.

You need a bed, I can give it to you. Interested?

[song continues playing on radio]

Would you like to hear my masterpiece?

Absolutely.

Speed trap reported ahead. Go slowly, it feels much better.

They wanted a sexy female voice to give instructions to insecure men.

[laughs] Ah, it's so good! Go on. More.

Accident reported ahead. Be careful.

I don't know what I would do if something happened to you.

[laughing]

Can you believe I'm already hungry again?

[partner] Hey!

three-way kiss at the bar

Look at this.

Oh, I wish I still had the energy to stay up drinking that late.

I feel too old to be anywhere a three-way kiss is happening.

[Victor grunts]

I'm much more into cuddling and reality shows.

[partner] Hmm.

[partner sighs]

DUPLICATE STICKER

[host 1] Welcome to Duplicate Sticker.

[host 2] Ten men and ten women.

[host 1] All single, living together in a luxury resort.

[host 2] With one goal:

[both] Filling the book.

-The women will try to get with… -How tired are you?

-And the guys will try to get with… -Want to do it now?

Or do you want to finish watching the episode?

I don't care.

But if you get with the same person more than once…

Let's do it now, then?

Mm-hmm. Mmm. [chuckles]

Because duplicate stickers…

[both] …won't fill the book.

-[grunts] -[grunts]

Isn't that the most beautiful thing in the world?

-The sea? -No, I'm talking about them, over there.

They must have spent their entire lives together.

Her "old man" and his "old lady."

Poor thing, she must have had no other choice.

She spent her whole life taking care of the children, the grandchildren,

while he would go out, drink, and cheat on her.

Decades of trauma and resentment.

I don't know. I think it's beautiful.

Nowadays everything is so fast, so boring.

They must have a connection that nobody has anymore.

Look at that. It's beautiful.

One, two, three. Heavy.

-[grunts] Here. -Pull it over here?

-Yeah. [sighs] -Okay. Just do this.

-Watch your hand. Look, a sofa. -[sighs] Great. Oh. Whew!

See?

We did it.

Mission accomplished.

All right, I'm out of here.

Okay.

But if you want, we can meet up again. What do you think?

-I don't believe in that. -In what?

I don't believe in relationships.

I think it's wonderful for my friends, you know?

I don't-- I don't want to keep repeating this pattern, you know?

Of-- Of finding someone cool,

and thinking that it's going to be something interesting,

then getting bored after three months and then having to end it.

Or I have to find a way to get dumped,

because it's hard for me to get emotionally involved.

I think it would be better if we ended it here.

As much as I loved tonight. I loved it.

I see. Great. So, I'll see ya. See you next time.

[gasps]

But if you-- If you want.

We-- Well, if you're able to not get too attached, not fall in love with me.

Promise me you won't ask to be exclusive.

That you won't, like-- We can take it slow. No strings attached.

And see what-- You know, until-- until someone gets over it.

Then we'll stop texting and we'll let it fizzle out.

Great.

That works for me. Awesome.

-All right. -[Marcelo] So…

-I killed the mood, huh? A little bit? -You did. [chuckles] Just a little bit.

My bad.

Uh…

We can kiss.

-Great idea. -Just to…

To clear the air.

[grunts]

[breathing heavily]

See ya.

[sighs]

Ferreira's Lamps

[Victor] No way, Mr. Dorival. I'd go broke. That won't work, okay?

I-I want to help you, but it's not up to me.

It's not possible. There's no way. No way.

Ah! [stuttering] But, listen, Victor, we're an independent theater company.

The entire set budget was cut.

I know, but 50% is too much for me. There's no way I can do that.

But what about art, Victor?

Mr. Dorival, to me, art is the last scene in Transformers.

A giant robot giving a monologue about the good side of humanity,

gazing out at the horizon to the sound of Linkin Park.

Does your play have a giant robot?

Ugh. Geez, Fausto, you're so insensitive.

Sorry about him, okay?

Wait, wasn't your name Victor?

My name is Victor. Oh, no. Fausto is a nickname.

All right, Fausto.

Here. If you change your mind, here is my theater company's contact information.

Cheapskate.

Ready?

-I'm just going to grab my wallet. -Grab it, you cheapskate.

It was the most intense night of my life.

And we didn't even have sex.

-Thank you, Mr. Antônio. Thanks. -Thank you. [chuckles]

What did you talk about, then?

We talked about everything.

We talked about life, art. He read me his favorite poems.

-Oh, seriously? -Mm-hmm.

Jesus. If someone read me their favorite poems on a first date,

I would flee the country just to never have to see them again. God help me.

Oh, sorry.

I forgot that you're married, you know? Your soul is dead.

The height of romance for you now is marathoning reality TV.

Silvio, you are my best friend, okay?

I know that you are way more into reality shows than poetry.

This is a six out of ten, huh?

I forgot to take a picture before biting it.

@creampuffreviews

Did you tell him about our cream puff review account?

No, Fausto. My dorky side is all yours.

-I'm glad. [chuckles] -[Bia chuckles]

To be honest, I already knew their cream puffs suck.

I brought you here for another reason.

Do you see Mr. Antônio?

Mr. Antônio was a friend of my dad's.

He owed him a few favors.

And… he needs a new waitress.

Aren't you interested?

I don't get it.

Don't you believe I can make it as an actress?

I don't have anything against your dream,

but in real life we have to pay the bills.

Aren't you late on your rent?

You didn't answer my question.

Bia… [sighs]

Your dream is to be an actress, and my dream is to see you get there.

Me in the movie theater saying,

"Do you see that girl next to the giant robot? That's my best friend."

No, I would rather be a waitress than do a giant robot movie.

Wow, you're so insensitive. God help me.

I'm sorry, I-- I just wanted to help you.

I think it's nice, Fausto, that you're happy with so little.

But other people sometimes need more.

Girl, I can't believe you leave your money sitting around in your account.

Invest it. It's time to grow up.

Sorry, can I run the other one's lines?

It's just that I identify more with her. [chuckles]

Sitting around?

Of course not. My money's always disappearing.

-That's much more me. -Okay.

-The commercial has two roles, right? -Well?

One is the prettier one. The other one can be ugly.

But she's not ugly. She's-- She's almost pretty.

[producer 1] Yeah. She's fun, right? She wasn't the funniest.

She's a good actress, but she's also not the best.

[producer 2] Who is this girl? Does she have followers? Is she famous?

No, she's not. No. She's nobody.

Thanks, Lia. We'll call you if we need you, okay? Bye-bye.

Okay.

I would never hook up with Nicolas.

Roberta is my best friend in this game.

She's in love with him. I really respect her.

Ah, you guys, you only live once, damn it. Isn't that right?

When we were watching the three-way kiss video,

you said something like,

"Oh, I wish I had the energy to stay up drinking that late."

Do you really want to drink more, go out more?

Or was that just an expression?

I've been working so much that all I want is to watch young idiots hooking up.

[chuckles] I don't have the energy to even move.

Let them live life for me.

-[sighs] -[Victor chuckles]

But do you feel happy?

Are you happy? With me?

Of course.

Cool.

Cool? Okay, cool.

-[chuckles] Cool, cool, cool. -[chuckling]

She doesn't love you. She just wants to win the game.

Aw, are you going to cry?

[laughs]

More, please. It's hot out.

the pictures I took of you that day:

[Bia] This is me now, thinking of something funny to send him.

I look cute in your pictures but I really look like this:

am I totally unhinged for sending a suglie?

suglie? hahaha

ugly selfie!

This is me now, introducing a professional photographer to the world of suglies.

I don't want a relationship.

But he laughs at my bad jokes.

[chuckles]

This is me on our second date.

He said he prefers Malbec to Cabernet Sauvignon and I pretend to understand.

He sleeps on the right side of the bed

and spoons me for five minutes until I fall asleep.

Then, he carefully rolls over so I don't wake up.

Beautiful. [chuckles] Smile. Just like that. Look at me.

-"To start again everywhere…" -He introduces me to Paulo Mendes Campos,

and I try to convince him Taylor Swift is the greatest songwriter alive.

Paulo Mendes Campos could never have written "All Too Well."

He laughs in his texts with "hahaha" and uses periods.

And I think it's sexy.

This is me, sad when he has to go to São Paulo for work.

These are my three favorite audio messages

that he sent me during our first month together.

[Marcelo] I feel a huge void when I'm here.

I want to go back to Rio soon because when I'm by your side I can forget

that this void exists.

You make me think of new ideas all the time.

[laughs]

And this is me now, hoping my friends will like him.

Finally, Marcelo is here amongst us, ready to be grilled.

-A strong candidate to join the group. -My biggest goal in life.

Helena and Erika were already my friends from school.

And Luiza joined our group two years ago when we started dating.

To understand how I became friends with Victor,

you need to know that he likes to sing songs by female pop stars

after he's had a few drinks.

[laughing]

But only after the fifth drink.

-Wait, wasn't it after the sixth? -It depends. Depends on the night, right?

Depends on the alcohol.

-This one is what? The fourth? -This is the fourth. Two more.

-He's getting there. He's getting there. -Marcelo, what a unique name, huh?

[laughs]

-Everyone seems to love Marcelo, huh? -[chuckles]

[laughing]

Here.

-[Bia] Let me just see if I have a-- -Put it all on mine.

-[bartender] Tap to pay? -Yeah. And I'm gonna want another.

-[bartender] No problem. -Thanks, Fausto.

Do you think Mr. Antônio would still give me that job?

What happened?

Uh. I--

I made some impulse buys on my card.

I was-- I wanted to feel prettier.

I wanted to look more polished at auditions.

So I went and did-- You're not going to understand

because you have it all together, and you're gonna judge me.

What did you buy?

An eyeliner.

Oh.

[Bia] And eye shadow.

And foundation and blush.

It's an investment in my image.

Don't you have any auditions coming up?

There's an audition for a soap opera, but I--

I doubt they'll call an unknown actress.

It's fucking rough, Fausto.

Yeah, I can try to talk to Mr. Antônio.

What's wrong?

I'm dead broke.

And I'm afraid of having to leave Rio, having to

move back into my mom's house in Brasília.

Having to give up on being an actress.

Having to move away from my friends.

Away from you.

I love you.

I love you too.

You're not going back to Brasília. You're staying here.

Come stay at my house and we'll be together.

Be my girlfriend.

Everything will be fine.

Why did you do that?

Do what?

Fuck, dude, you know I don't want to be in a relationship.

I know, but that was three months ago.

Everything has changed. We're together. We have feelings for each other--

What feelings? Who has any feelings?

I don't feel anything.

You just said that you love me. You just said it.

It was a reflex!

Because you said you love me, I said I love you.

It's good manners, Marcelo.

Okay.

It's all good. I said what I was really feeling.

I want to be in a relationship with you, but if you don't want to,

that's okay.

Things can stay the way they are.

come here, please?

Silvio, where are you?

[Bia] Fausto?

Come here!

Don't make that face.

You've found me in far worse places after drinking.

Why are you in there?

Because I'm trash.

And trash belongs in the trash.

Nice to meet you. My name is ChernoBia.

Aw, Bia.

Cut it out. Come on.

You are not the first, nor will you be the last person

to spend money you don't have.

Marcelo asked me to be his girlfriend and I freaked out.

I like him.

I actually like him.

I've never felt this before.

Oh, that's good, then.

It's not good! It's shitty!

I'm used to breaking up with people I don't care about.

I am not prepared to break up with someone I do like.

Why are you talking about breaking up? You haven't even started dating yet.

He could be the love of your life.

[gags]

Victor, there is no four-word phrase more ridiculous than "love of my life."

Don't you feel ridiculous saying it out loud?

-No. -[sniffles]

What makes you so sure it's Luiza?

What makes you give up on everything else?

You have one minute to defend monogamy. Clock starts now.

No. Don't make me defend monogamy.

I deleted almost all of my social media accounts just so

-I'd never see anyone discussing monogamy. -Please!

This is who I am now.

I've done all my drinking, all my going out.

I have other worries now.

I need to save my dad's store.

Deal with the boring parts of life.

Jesus, if that's supposed to help me,

you managed to make me even more depressed.

-Thank you so much. -No, but the boring parts of life

with Luiza are amazing.

Like, when we sit in silence without talking.

With Luiza, it's the best silence in the world.

Even when we fight, it's great.

Luiza is so fucking smart. She knows exactly what I need to hear.

And we love to talk shit about the same people.

And gossip. Jesus, gossiping with Luiza is so good. [chuckles]

I don't know.

The other day, I was lying in bed with her,

watching some reality show on some streaming service.

And I stopped to think.

If this was all there was to life, would everything be okay?

And I thought, "Yes.

Luiza is everything to me. At least for now."

How about you?

Do you feel that way about Marcelo?

[sighs] But what if he gets sick of me like I get sick of everyone else?

I'm scared of what's going to happen when there's nothing new.

No! There's always something.

The other day I discovered a small chicken pox scar

on Luiza that I'd never noticed before.

-The most beautiful chicken pox scar… -No! [cries]

-…in the entire world. This tiny dent. -Oh, no!

Victor, I don't want him to have any chicken pox scars.

[laughs]

[Bia] Stop laughing.

Do you want to change it up a bit today?

Hmm.

I asked Erika and Helena for some advice on something that could spice up our…

Uh, you know, right?

And they suggested this cream.

-Hmm. -It heats up.

Do you want to try using it? Or is that dumb?

[kissing, panting, moaning]

Do you like it?

A lot.

And you?

A lot! It's heating up.

[laughs]

It's fucking burning.

Fuck, it's kind of burning. Wait a minute.

Hold on. Wait, wait.

I have to splash some water on it.

[Victor groaning]

[groans, screams]

There's a volcano in my uterus!

Are you okay?

[groans]

Does it still hurt a lot?

Do you want to try again?

[Luiza chuckles]

I like our usual.

We always repeat it because it works.

Every time.

[Luiza chuckles]

[Luiza chuckles]

You are the world's most beautiful woman.

-[groans, chuckles] -[chuckles]

[doorbell rings]

Okay, I'll be your girlfriend.

So we're dating now.

[Marcelo] We are.

Come here.

[Bia] This is me now.

The muse for an exhibition.

I don't feel like I'm broken anymore.

I feel loved.

And whole.

I always thought I was so dull.

-This is me now. -[Bia chuckles]

Actually finding myself interesting for the first time in my life.

And being interested in someone else too, in a way I've never been before.

I feel so many things at the same time when I look at Marcelo.

I feel alive.

[stranger] Hi.

You're Bia, right?

I am. [chuckles]

Could we talk for a minute?

He swore you were just a model in the photos.

That it was all just my imagination.

He didn't want me to come to the opening.

He said it would be a flop.

If my boyfriend had a girlfriend in another state, I would want to know.

[Bia] This is me now.

Broken into a million pieces.

Destroyed.

Feeling everything.

How shitty.

Translated by Nancy Berube Lang

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