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♫ Your smile is so sweet with those crooked eyes ♫

♫ The way you run towards me is especially beautiful ♫

♫ Your smile is not that simple with those crooked corners of your mouth ♫

♫ Why do you always appear when I make a fool of myself? ♫

♫ All the summer seasons are not as romantic as meeting you ♫

♫ Am I giving you romance or warmth? ♫

♫ All the time in the world cannot compare to my feelings for you ♫

♫ Because it is you, I will believe in eternity ♫

♫ You are the courage I will protect as if my life depends on it ♫

♫ With you protecting by my side, I have a sense of security ♫

♫ I especially love everything you give me ♫

♫ The two of us together is a small sweet satisfaction ♫

[The Love Equations]

[Previous Episode] I recommend you to get treatment in Beijing.

I won't be able to go to Beijing with you the day after tomorrow.

I'll be going to Beijing by high-speed rail the day after tomorrow.

You're going to Beijing the day after tomorrow?

Zhao Fanzhou?

So when you said that your mom was admitted to the hospital, you meant a hospital in Beijing?

Why didn't you tell me when I told you I was coming to Beijing to attend a summer camp then?

[Episode 22] [So close yet so far]

Zhao Fanzhou!

Watch out for the car!

Are you surprised, shocked, and touched?

Do you not watch out for cars when crossing the road? It's already 1:00 a.m. right now.

For a girl to be out this late by herself, what if something bad happens to you?

I didn't even know that you came!

Are you angry at me?

Don't be angry. I just wanted to give you a surprise.

Are you actually angry?

You're not angry anymore?

I am.

I'm so tired.

I'm rushing to write every day. I feel like my fingers are turning smoother.

I also don't have my boyfriend keeping me company.

Finally, my boyfriend is back but he's angry at me.

Why is my life this difficult?

My throat isn't feeling well either.

My leg hurts.

Just now, I climbed over a wall to get out of school.

I even twisted my ankle. It hurts.

I climbed over the wall of my dorm to get out, please stop being angry.

Who told you to climb a wall?

What if you really do get injured?

How is that possible? I'm so athletic.

There's no way I would get injured.

I... I'm tired so I'm going to sleep. Goodnight.

I don't want to drink it.

We're here. Wait for me.

I'll go tell the dorm auntie.

Are you still angry?

Yes.

Can you not be angry?

No.

Look. I didn't do it on purpose.

I...

I drank the water just like you asked so you can't be angry anymore.

These are two different matters.

What?

I put a spell on you just now, a spell that you can't be angry anymore.

- You smiled. - No.

You did.

You were mistaken.

I really heard it, you smiled.

I already said I didn't.

You did smile! I heard it.

The jealous mentality is a happy murderer for females.

This point is more obvious in crimes committed by females.

In addition, it is also an emotional obstacle that affects their transformation.

- Research found that female offenders... - What time did you sleep last night?

I stayed up all night trying to write, I only slept for two hours.

Burglary, blackmail...

Go back to your dorm and sleep.

No.

If I go to sleep now, I won't be able to wake up.

Within these next few days, I have to complete all my character arcs.

Why are you in such a rush?

Beijing's... What's it called?

...Literature Summer Camp wants us to submit our work.

They said the outstanding work can be recommended to a publishing house.

If I can be published, then my appearance in the mortal realm won't be in vain.

For curing the psychological problems of female offenders,

that research has already begun.

There are also many methods of treatment.

You don't want your eyes anymore?

Zhao Fanzhou.

You tell me this. At the current time in this country,

which treatment measures for female offenders have been brought in from abroad?

Psychoanalysis,

cognitive therapy, behavioral therapy, and client-centered therapy.

It looks like being in a relationship

didn't interfere with you paying attention in class.

But everyone, please don't learn from him.

You all don't have that ability.

It's fine to bring your girlfriend to my class.

But there's no need for private conversations here.

All right, you guys have many opportunities once the class is over.

It's all because of you.

Other than the four treatment methods Zhao Fanzhou just mentioned,

there are other treatment methods for female offenders.

That's all for today.

Class dismissed.

Thank you, Professor.

I'm finally done. Let's go.

What's wrong? Why are you holding the book like that?

This is... What happened?

Your Chinese essential balm oil.

Wait. Let me get you a tissue.

I'll wipe it for you.

I'm sorry.

I'll treat you to a meal later.

Your tears keep coming.

Can you walk independently?

No.

Someone is going to take a picture again and post it online.

Last time, someone posted our photos on your Weibo.

You lost half your fans, aren't you worried?

So you've been secretly observing my Weibo?

Is this important? The important part is that you lost fans.

So what? That's nothing.

I already thought of that before I posted the picture.

Wait!

You already thought of that before you posted the picture?

Yeah, that means...

Xie Yixing, I'll give you one more chance to confess.

- Okay, I used another account to post those pictures! - Xie Yixing, you-!

Hello, classmate. Take a look at our life education class. Thank you.

Xie Yixing!

Stop looking at that leaflet.

That leaflet... Is it better-looking than me?

Then, give me an explanation.

Why did you post a picture of us on Weibo using another account?

Because I want everyone to know that you're my girlfriend.

Why do you want everyone to know?

Because I like you too much.

Who confesses over and over for no reason?

What did you say?

You said that too softly. Say it again.

Tao Ling! Over here.

Hi.

Hurry, over here.

It's because I like you too much, got it?

What's wrong? What's that expression for?

Fang Wei already agreed to eat with me.

Suddenly, he called me and said his advisor wanted to talk to him about the research project.

He's not coming.

It's okay. We'll eat with you.

Then... I want to eat spareribs.

Here.

I want to eat chicken wings, too.

Xiao Lu, your boyfriend is glaring at me.

Eat up.

Don't eat that. It's mine.

Fang Wei stood me up. Now, you're stealing my chicken wing.

Fang Wei stood you up again?

Hands are dirty, Zhou Xiao.

You're so pitiful. I think I should give this to you.

I don't want it.

You want it.

I don't. It's Xie Yixing's. Give it back to Xie Yixing.

- Oh, it's yours? - I'll take it.

Then, I'll give it to you.

Eat.

Eating has turned into a world war. Only Zhao Fanzhou can manage you.

I just like eating like this. It tastes better this way.

Eat more.

You're the one who needs to eat more. Look how skinny you are.

If you get any thinner, I'll be able to pick you with a racket.

Xiao-xiao, this looks fun.

I'll call Fang Wei. The three of us can go together.

What is it?

Do you know how life began?

- I don't know. - Do you think life is exhausting?

- It's okay. - Have you thought about what you'll say in the last stages of your life?

No, I haven't thought about it.

Come play this game. Experience the shocking education of life.

What is this?

This is hosted by the Medical School.

An event for the World Suicide Prevention Day.

Shall we go play?

Don't you have to catch up on writing?

Oh, right.

You catch up on writing then. After we've had some fun,

I'll give you a colorful description of it.

Who knows? Maybe I'll get caught up before it's time to go play.

I hope your ideas come gushing out.

My ideas will definitely come gushing out. Thank you.

- Eat. - I'm eating.

Exactly, how can I cure the male lead's childhood trauma?

Dad, when will mom be transferred here? I'll come pick you up.

Forget it. I'll just have the male lead get beaten up. Beaten until he loses his memory.

Now what?

I've got no inspiration.

So?

So, I have to stimulate my brain a little.

Stimulate it how?

Go eat ice cream. I'm going to buy some ice cream. Wait for me.

- Xiao Zhou. - Dad.

I just sent you a text and you didn't reply.

I've been busy. I didn't see it. We've already transferred hospitals.

We just finished the hospital admittance procedures. I was going to tell you after we're settled.

Why didn't you tell me you'd already transferred?

I can handle these matters.

I wanted to wait until you'd finished with school registration before telling you.

I've already finished. I'll come to the hospital soon.

That's fine. Good timing; I need to take care of something tonight.

Okay. I'm hanging up.

I'll go to the hospital with you to see Auntie, okay?

My mom didn't scare you last time?

No.

It's similar to my mom's temper. I'm used to it.

But you have to promise me one thing.

Okay.

Exchange ice creams with me.

Eating this lavender flavored one is like eating laundry detergent.

But you still bought it?

It's a new flavor. Shouldn't I give it a try?

Fortunately, I bought this cantaloupe flavored one just in case.

How is it? Doesn't it taste exactly like laundry detergent?

I've never tasted detergent.

I have. When I was little, I thought it was powdered milk, so I snuck a little.

It's really a miracle that you've lived this long.

That's called being full of curiosity about unknown things.

♪ I just want to be mischievous ♪

♪ Curious about everything in the world ♪

♪ All that curiosity never stops ♪

You should take responsibility for the results of your curiosity.

No, no! I don't want it!

Uncle.

Auntie just took diazepam and went to sleep.

Yichun, I really want to thank you.

Such a nice coincidence that you're an intern here. You've done everything for us.

You've made things so much easier for us.

Uncle, don't be so polite with me. If you need anything, just let me know.

Anyway, I'm an intern here. Everything is a learning opportunity.

Okay, then I won't hesitate.

Okay, then I'll be going,

because I have to go pick up some medical files from Beijing for Professor Gu.

Okay. You've done so much.

Oh, by the way, Uncle.

Will Fanzhou be coming?

He'll be coming later.

Okay. I'll catch him up with the situation a little later.

Okay.

Have you told Auntie I'm coming to see her?

She's asleep.

You just said that your dad is there, too. Right?

Look.

Do you think what I'm wearing today is not neat enough? Why don't I go back and change?

You don't need to.

I think I should still go back.

Didn't my mom send some specialty food back with me? I can get some for Auntie.

She can try them. Anyway, when she's bored, she can eat a little something to pass the time.

Calm down a little.

I'm very calm. Really.

Didn't you already meet my mom in Beijing?

Why are you getting nervous again?

I was nervous last time, too. All right?

Besides, after I came back last time, I was telling Tao Ling and the other girls about it.

They completely scolded me for it.

They said... They said I didn't follow the etiquette well. They said that when I meet an elder,

I should make meticulous preparations. They told me a whole bunch of common courtesies one should show your mother-in-law.

It was scary. Now I'm getting more and more nervous.

Relationship with a mother-in-law?

You're quite good at focusing on the right point.

Okay, okay. Don't be nervous. Relax a little.

You want me to relax? When you came to my house last time,

you acted like a little quail. Don't make irresponsible comments.

Hurry and calm down my young and immature feelings.

Relax. Don't worry.

Why don't we get Auntie a bouquet of flowers?

Okay.

Hello. Can I ask what kind of flowers are good to give to parents?

- For parents? - Yeah.

- These. - These flowers? What others are there?

And... these.

Wait a minute.

Let me prepare myself.

Okay. Knock.

Come in, please.

[Beijing Xieping Medical Laboratory Genetic Test Report]

[Patient Name: Zhao Fanzhou]

[Single Cell Fusion Correlation Test]

[Patient Information]

[Bipolar Disorder; Genetic Risk: 1.1]

I haven't seen you in a long time.

I thought you'd never come back again

after I scared you last time.

How can that be, Auntie?

Last time, I went home because the summer camp in Beijing was over.

You don't need to comfort me. It's actually normal that you'd be scared, really.

I wouldn't blame you at all.

I really wasn't, Auntie.

I'm not scared at all.

Mom, Zhou Xiao bought flowers for you.

Auntie, look.

These are the flowers I picked out for you. Do you like them?

That's good then.

They are really pretty. What kind of flowers are these?

Carnations.

No one has ever given me flowers before.

Zhao Fanzhou never gave you flowers?

I give my mom carnations every Mother's Day.

Of course, it's better to have a daughter. They are thoughtful and romantic.

Not like that blockhead.

Has he given you flowers before?

No.

Really?

Then that means you're in the same situation as me, right?

- I'll give some to you. - Thank you, Auntie.

They smell so good.

I think I've gotten flowers before.

Really? From a boy or a girl?

A boy. He's my childhood friend. His name is Cai Yasi.

But...

why would a boy give you flowers?

Was he your ex-boyfriend?

No, he just wanted to prank me.

He's so evil.

How so? Tell me.

I was on the stage at the time.

This is a hospital.

Can you two be quiet?

Sometimes he's just like this, super boring.

Right?

This room is very bright and spacious.

It'll do.

The fairy is scattering petals.

Are you having fun?

I'm not.

Yichun?

Uncle.

Why aren't you going in?

I'm afraid to disturb Auntie.

She should be awake at this time. Come in.

This picture is good.

Xiao Zhou, this is?

She's my girlfriend, Zhou Xiao.

This is my father.

Hello, Uncle. I'm Zhou Xiao.

Hello, hello.

I brought the medicine.

But I'm sorry, I have a company meeting shortly.

I have to hurry there.

So I can't accompany you.

It's okay. Go ahead, Uncle.

Since you're so busy, you don't have to come over from now on.

Uncle, I have to go back to my office at the moment.

How about I walk you out?

Okay.

Xiao Zhou, take care of your mother.

Auntie, I'll get going.

Uncle.

Is this the first time you've met Fanzhou's girlfriend?

But I've heard him mention her before.

I didn't expect that Fanzhou would talk about this.

He can't be the type who always compliments his girlfriend in private, is he?

I can tell that he really likes this girl.

But...

What's wrong, Uncle?

You know this, he's very mature and understanding.

He deals with a lot of things himself.

He is afraid that his mom's illness will be passed onto him.

He secretly got tested for it.

If the test results come back as unfavorable,

I'm afraid he's going to break up with this girl.

Yichun, can I ask you for a favor?

Uncle, go ahead.

You understand Xiao Zhou.

Could you urge him not to be that stubborn?

Uncle, don't worry.

Okay. Then I thank you ahead of time.

Let's go.

[Inpatient Department]

Zhou Xiao. Zhou Xiao?

What?

I'll take you back to school first. Then I'll come back.

I'll accompany you guys for a little while longer.

You don't have to. Go back and rest.

I'm not going to rest even if I go back.

I have to write. So, I'll just stay with you for a bit longer.

You still have to go back.

Go back and finish your writing.

Don't worry about the situation here.

Okay.

[Inpatient Building]

Come in.

- Morning, Auntie. - Good morning, you're here?

Why are you here?

Don't you need to update your novel?

You-

I'm going to update.

Zhou Xiao, look. Hurry, look.

There's no three in a row.

- There's five here. - Five?

Look.

I didn't see that.

- That's great. - Then do this.

Three, four, five in a row.

Eat some more meat.

Zhou Xiao.

Thank you.

Thanks. Wait.

Don't eat. Don't.

Here.

I'll add some more.

Auntie, here.

Hold it. Point it at me.

Press the button. Try it.

Press it again.

Here.

All right, all right.

He hasn't slept for three days and nights.

The forensic scientist appears exhausted.

Suddenly, you see the forensic scientist toss the scalpel aside.

The forensic scientist looks relieved and smiles.

I know the victim's cause of death.

[Zhou Xiao]

- Hello? - Hello, I'm done writing.

We can go and play tomorrow.

I'm telling you... My hands are still shaking from happiness.

I'm really, truly finished.

Tomorrow, let's go play at that...

what's it called? Experience Life. Yes, that.

I feel like I can live all over again.

Okay.

Could you be a little more excited for me?

My mom is asleep.

Oh, lower your voice.

Then, I'll forgive you this time. See you tomorrow.

- Bye-bye. - See you tomorrow.

[Bipolar Disorder; Genetic Risk: 41.1]

How long are we still going to wait?

How about we go up first?

Can you have some patience?

You guys go ahead and start.

I can wait by myself.

Anyway, with so many of us, we can't all start together.

- But... - No buts. Hurry. Go on.

It's not easy being a sports star's girlfriend.

Okay, we'll head up first then. Let's go.

I'm leaving then.

You first said you'd come in the morning. Now you're changing it to the afternoon.

So my time isn't as precious as yours?

Whatever, I don't want to talk to you.

I don't want to play either. Don't call me anymore.

Tao Ling.

It's fine.

I'm tired. I don't want to play.

You guys go ahead. I'm going back to the dorm.

Are you really okay?

I'm fine, I'm going back.

Zhao Fanzhou!

Accompany your girlfriend, don't keep her waiting.

Not everyone can keep waiting for you.

Don't pay attention to her. She just had a fight with Fang Wei, so she's a little odd.

Did you wait long?

It's good that you recognize that.

Hurry, let's go in. Xiao Lu and the others went in quite a while ago. I don't know how they're doing. Let's go.

[Return to the womb]

How did I come into this world?

Every person has experienced the feeling of being held when they were young.

If you could experience that again, you'd be cured.

I'm not playing.

You're already here. Give it a try.

I don't want to.

If you try it, I'll promise you something.

- Really? - Really.

Anything?

Within my capabilities, of course.

Hello. I want to experience that.

Okay.

[Return to the womb]

Return to the womb?

Let's not play this.

Okay.

Okay. Take your time and experience it.

It's so tight.

Xiao Lu.

Xiao Lu, are you there?

What?

It's too tight. My neck hurts.

Just try it for a bit longer.

Loosen it up a bit.

It really hurts.

- Is it really? - Really.

- Wait a bit. - Okay.

Are you doing this on purpose?

Xiao Lu! Help me out here.

Didn't you promise me a request?

Help support my neck.

- Just this? - Yes.

Within the scope of your limits and your capabilities?

[Experience Senescence]

Senescence is a lesson that can't be avoided in life.

Having difficulty getting about. Dulled vision and hearing, stiff joints.

Difficulty bending over and straightening up.

To experience senescence in advance...

Old man, we're not eating soy beans tonight.

Okay.

Let's go climb the stairs.

Slowly.

It's so tiring. I'm starting to wheeze after just a few steps.

Take a break.

What did you say? Say it louder, I didn't hear.

I said take a break.

No need. You're holding onto me so I don't need to rest.

I feel like an empress dowager with you holding me like this.

I'll probably be extremely annoying when I get old.

Wherever I go, I'll say "Old man, help me get over there."

"Old man, help me to get water."

"Old man, help me to use the restroom."

"Old man, old man, old man."

I'll definitely annoy you to death!

I'm willing for you to annoy me.

It's nothing.

[Experience Senescence]

I can't, I can't.

I'm too tired. Help me take off this-

Zhao Fanzhou, do you want to strangle me?

Zhao Fanzhou, what's wrong?

♫ What I promised you has never changed ♫

You're too annoying. I'm going to strangle you.

I won't die. I just want to annoy you.

♫ I am writing babbling nonsense yet still courageously holding the pen ♫

[Activity Room C]

Is it fun inside?

Student, I advise you to not enter.

There's not much to experience inside, it's too unlucky.

Exactly. No one dares to experience what's inside.

It's best to just leave.

This is so exciting! [Experience Death]

I didn't think I would be able to experience this while I'm alive!

It's so fun! Can we go again? I want to start all over again.

Can we?

No.

Is this really a body bag?

Yes.

It looks just like a sleeping bag.

Is it expensive?

No.

I'm a caterpillar.

Aren't you tired?

I... I am a bit tired.

But it really does feel like death.

The topic of life is too profound.

Why did it suddenly start?

However, we never stopped to explore...

Maybe because no one was here to experience it,

and they just turned it on right now.

What did you think of?

Do you have any last words?

Zhao Fanzhou.

It's for you to open your eyes,

and calmly face life's...

If you have any last words, what do you want to say?

Zhao Fanzhou?

Let's... break up.

What did you say?

Let's break up.

[Preview]

I don't want to break up.

I will take good care of her, better than you have.

Professor, I am the new part-time worker,

second year in the Computer Science Department, my name is Cai Yasi.

I won't eat unless you tell Zhou Xiao to come.

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♫ Sunlight spilled into the wind’s embrace ♫

♫ There’s a bit of sweet air blowing our way ♫

♫ Ever since the day I first met you ♫

♫ I realized only a frame with you in it can be called a scenery ♫

♫ Silently experience all your feelings ♫

♫ Perhaps taking a step back will let me get closer ♫

♫ Thank you for giving me a pure friendship ♫

♫ You will also have a love that belongs solely to you ♫

♫ I’m so fortunate to have you in my youth ♫

♫ Only then will there be happy moments worthy to be remembered ♫

♫ No matter where the future’s you will go ♫

♫ I will always accompany and support you to the end ♫

♫ I’ll be happy if you are happy ♫

♫ I have him tolerating my willfulness ♫

♫ Thank you for giving me a pure friendship ♫

♫ I will also have a love that belongs solely to me ♫

♫ I’m so fortunate to have you in my youth ♫

♫ Only then will there be happy moments worthy to be remembered ♫

♫ No matter where tomorrow’s you will go ♫

♫ I will always accompany and protect you to the end ♫