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Listen, Kenta.

It's always you who decide your limits.

So, if you believe in yourself, you can do anything.

Don't worry.

I'm sure you can do it.

I'm always watching over you.

Right, Kenta?

It's been so long since I was a child.

I can't even remember my mother's face.

I've been a single parent since I was born.

When I was little, my mother raised me as a single woman.

But my mother abandoned me and died.

Since then, I've been alone.

I was alone.

What am I remembering?

It's a beautiful place.

It's been a long time since I walked here.

It's a beautiful place.

Hot springs and food.

I'm looking forward to it.

Welcome.

Thank you for coming to our inn today.

Hello.

It's a beautiful place.

Thank you.

I'll show you the room.

Please come in.

Thank you.

It's a beautiful room.

Thank you.

I'll get you some tea.

Please wait a moment.

Thank you.

It's a nice room.

I'm sorry.

It's delicious.

Excuse me.

Please allow me to explain the hot springs in our inn.

The hot springs in our inn can be used from 5 am to 2 pm.

The time difference is clear.

If you have time, please come in anytime.

Thank you.

You're young, but you're strong.

Thank you.

Excuse me.

It smells so good.

It looks delicious.

Which one should I eat first?

Itadakimasu.

It's delicious.

It's delicious.

Please come in.

Excuse me.

I brought some sake.

Thank you.

I'm going to change my clothes.

It's okay.

Is it okay?

Here you go.

Here you go.

Is it okay?

It's okay.

I think I'm getting drunk.

Would you like some more?

It's okay.

I just spilled a little.

Would you like some more?

No, I'm working.

It's one of your jobs to drink with customers.

That's right.

That's right.

Just a little.

I'll do it.

It's okay.

Excuse me.

It's delicious.

I'm glad.

I'm sorry to keep you company.

It's okay.

What's wrong?

Excuse me.

It's rare to have one female customer.

That's right.

You usually come to places like this with someone, don't you?

I had a husband and a child, too.

There's a lot going on.

Excuse me.

Is this your first time at our gym?

Yes.

I wanted to come to a place where I could relax a little.

Are you a student?

No.

No, I live here and work.

You're young, but you're great.

Isn't it hard to work in a hotel?

That's right.

But I had no other way to live.

What?

When I was young, my mother abandoned me.

I had no choice but to work like this to live.

That's all.

I see.

I'm sorry.

You looked very solid.

Solid?

I'm not solid.

I worked hard to live.

I didn't study hard.

I didn't date anyone.

I didn't have any experience in love at this age.

I didn't do anything.

I thought I had no choice but to live like I was dead.

Oh, I'm sorry.

I'm sorry to tell you such a dark story.

I remembered a lot of things.

No.

But you're still young, so don't be shy.

You can always decide your own limits.

If you believe in yourself, you can do anything.

Mom.

What's your name?

Kato Kenta.

Kenta?

How did you feel when you were abandoned by your mother?

I'm sorry, Kenta.

Don't call me by my name.

I don't think you'll forgive me no matter what I say.

What?

But if you forgive me, I want to meet you again as a mother.

What are you talking about?

You can't forgive such a good thing.

My life was ruined because you abandoned me.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'll do anything.

So I want to meet you again.

Then let me do it.

It's someone else's fault.

I haven't had any love experiences so far.

I'm still single.

What are you talking about?

I've never done anything like my mother.

So why don't you listen to your son's wish?

Okay.

What?

If you're satisfied with that.

Are you sure?

Because I'm the bad mother.

I'm sorry.

I don't know.

Are you okay?

I'm okay.

I'm sorry.

You were lonely, weren't you?

What are you talking about?

I left you until you grew up.

You're the worst mother.

That's right.

I've been abandoned so far.

Not yet.

I know.

Leave me alone.

I'm the worst.

I'll do whatever you want.

I'll do what you want.

I'll accept everything you do.

I won't forgive you.

I know.

You were alone, weren't you?

Yeah.

I couldn't help it.

I couldn't make friends with you.

What?

Show me your face.

Yeah.

Look at me when you want to.

I can see you.

Like this?

What?

Why did you say that?

No.

I didn't mean that.

I didn't mean that.

You just wanted to calm down, didn't you?

No.

What should I do?

What should I do?

What should I do?

Why are you crying?

If you want to calm down,

can I do this?

What should I do?

What should I do?

I want to see you.

I want to see you.

You're getting stiff.

You're licking me.

Don't you feel it?

What should I do?

What should I do?

What should I do?

Calm down.

I know.

You wanted to do this, didn't you?

Here?

I'm glad.

Is it okay?

I'm licking you.

Eat it.

Eat it.

Put it in your mouth.

I'll do it at home.

Is that okay?

What are you talking about?

Because...

I told you to let me do it.

But...

I'm a virgin.

It's embarrassing to be a virgin at this age.

Take responsibility.

Is it really okay?

I'll put it in.

Does it feel good?

Does it feel good?

Why didn't you do it?

I've never done it.

I didn't want to do it.

I'm sorry.

I'll put it in.

Does it feel good?

I want to do it.

I'm not just licking you.

Why?

Is it okay?

I'm not satisfied with this.

I'll come back later.

Come here.

But I'm a virgin.

It's okay.

But...

There are no customers at this time.

Hurry up and wash it.

What are you trying to do?

Why?

Was it better to wash it?

No.

It's good for your body.

I don't want to do it with my body.

It's okay.

That's enough.

That's right.

But...

I've never done it before.

I don't know if I can do it.

Why?

I don't know.

I'm embarrassed.

I've never done it before.

You wash it.

Okay.

It's hard.

But it's okay.

I'll wash it.

It's okay.

I can wash it with my body.

What are you hiding?

It's okay here.

I'm not sleepy.

No.

Stop it.

What?

No.

That's enough.

Let's go home today.

Make your mouth feel good.

Okay.

Does it feel good?

It's okay.

Let's go deeper.

Does it feel good?

Yes.

It feels good.

That's good.

Wash your mouth.

It's good.

Did you feel good?

Yes.

Mom, really.

That was good.

This time...

I'll make you feel good.

Kenta.

It's okay.

It's okay.

I can't do it.

But...

It's hard.

It's hard.

Don't say that.

It's hard.

Put your pants on.

Here?

Yes.

I can't do it.

Show me.

If you want me to do that...

What are you hiding?

I'm sorry.

Show me.

Like this?

Look.

Open your eyes.

Show me.

Look.

Because of you...

I've never been in a relationship.

I'm sorry, Kenta.

Until you're satisfied.

Don't touch me.

Be gentle.

It hurts.

You're so wet.

No.

Really?

What's the difference?

Is it okay?

It's hard.

I can't do it.

Show me.

No.

I can't do it.

You can do it.

I can't do it.

Be strong.

I can't do it.

I can't do it.

Yes?

Mom.

Did you really abandon me?

Why?

Why do you say that?

I was with you all the time today.

I thought you wouldn't do that.

No matter how bad I do,

you accept it.

You care about me.

You're kind.

I didn't want...

to be separated from you.

What happened?

My father...

borrowed money from a poor family.

He didn't want to involve you.

That's why...

you abandoned me?

I didn't want to involve you.

But...

I made you feel lonely.

I was wrong.

I'm really...

sorry.

No.

I was stupid.

I'm sorry.

I was wrong.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Mom.

Did you sleep well?

I want to sleep.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I was wrong.

I was alone all the time.

I was lonely all the time.

I'm sorry.

Mom.

I want to be your child again.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I feel so good.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

What did you do?

Why are you crying?

I'm happy.

Are you crying?

Yes.

I'll clean it up for you.

Your clothes are so hard.

I feel good.

I feel good.

I'm scared.

More and more.

The more you don't see me, the more I feel good.

Let me put on a lot of clothes.

I feel good.

I understand.

Kenta is here.

I want you to touch me.

I want you to touch me.

I want you to touch me.

Do you feel bad?

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm surprised.

I'm sorry.

I can't stand it.

I know.

I've become like this.

I want you to put on a lot of clothes.

Which one do you want?

I want you to put on more clothes.

Which one do you want?

I want you to put on more clothes.

I'm surprised.

Everyone.

You're cute.

You're a man, aren't you?

I'm surprised.

I'm surprised.

I'm surprised.

I'm going to put on more clothes.

I'm surprised.

I'm happy.

I'm happy.

I want you to touch me.

I feel good.

I'm surprised.

I'm surprised.

You're cute.

You're like a mother.

You're like a mother.

You're like a mother.

You're just like a mother.

You're like a mother.

I want to hold you.

It's like watching the stars.

This girl is so cute.

And her butt.

I can't even see her butt.

I'm so embarrassed.

Ouch.

Ouch.

Oh my god.

I'm too.

Really.

Really.

Well, mom.

I'll call you again when I stop this hot spring hotel.

Then, let's live together.

Yeah.

I'm waiting.

It's hard to be seen by the people in the hotel.

Yeah.

Maybe this kind of relationship is not allowed.

But we didn't know any other way than to ask each other like this.

If I could be happy forever with my mother, that would be enough.

See you.

Do your best.