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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:29,532 --> 00:01:31,970 One push... 2 00:01:33,145 --> 00:01:34,557 - He hit his head. - He did not. 3 00:01:34,581 --> 00:01:35,819 Did he just hit his head? 4 00:01:35,843 --> 00:01:36,975 No, he just caught him. 5 00:01:37,018 --> 00:01:38,256 But he hit the floor. I saw him. 6 00:01:38,280 --> 00:01:39,344 - No, he didn't. - You dropped him! 7 00:01:39,368 --> 00:01:40,824 Sweetheart, I promise you. He's fine. 8 00:01:40,848 --> 00:01:42,478 Why isn't he crying? 9 00:01:42,502 --> 00:01:44,045 - He'll be crying... - He should be crying, right? 10 00:01:44,069 --> 00:01:45,635 He will be crying in no time. 11 00:01:45,679 --> 00:01:48,464 Where are you taking him? 12 00:01:48,508 --> 00:01:51,554 What... What is wrong? 13 00:01:51,598 --> 00:01:53,034 Why isn't he breathing? 14 00:01:53,078 --> 00:01:55,123 - Did you kill him? - No! 15 00:01:55,167 --> 00:01:56,405 Did you kill my baby? 16 00:01:56,429 --> 00:01:57,928 I saw him breathing. 17 00:01:57,952 --> 00:01:59,867 - Did you drop him? - No! I did not. 18 00:01:59,910 --> 00:02:01,627 - You made me have him. - The nurse is getting him. 19 00:02:01,651 --> 00:02:03,262 Yes, we are! We're... 20 00:02:09,050 --> 00:02:11,052 Why are you flinging him? 21 00:03:06,151 --> 00:03:08,370 I accidentally drank mouthwash Friday night. 22 00:03:11,895 --> 00:03:13,593 You can't get stomach cancer that way... 23 00:03:14,550 --> 00:03:16,074 Not from one time. 24 00:03:17,205 --> 00:03:19,381 I drank a mouthful a couple weeks ago, too. 25 00:03:21,166 --> 00:03:22,384 I'm sure it's fine. 26 00:03:47,192 --> 00:03:49,455 I'm visiting my mother tomorrow. 27 00:03:49,498 --> 00:03:52,632 I know you are. Your father's anniversary. 28 00:03:54,416 --> 00:03:55,765 The day he died. 29 00:03:57,811 --> 00:03:59,465 How you feeling about that? 30 00:04:02,511 --> 00:04:05,079 You know, I never met him. 31 00:04:06,211 --> 00:04:09,605 I meant how you feeling about going home. 32 00:04:17,004 --> 00:04:18,397 I had that dream again. 33 00:04:20,529 --> 00:04:23,053 Let's stay on track. 34 00:04:23,097 --> 00:04:25,621 How are you feeling about the trip? 35 00:04:28,929 --> 00:04:30,278 It's good I'm going back. 36 00:04:31,975 --> 00:04:33,281 It's been a long time. 37 00:04:35,196 --> 00:04:36,197 Has it? 38 00:04:38,504 --> 00:04:39,592 Several months. 39 00:04:41,681 --> 00:04:43,813 Are you feeling guilty about that? 40 00:04:55,999 --> 00:04:57,175 And, um, 41 00:04:58,567 --> 00:05:00,961 when you're out there, 42 00:05:01,004 --> 00:05:03,659 are you going with any sense of a plan? 43 00:05:04,486 --> 00:05:06,271 Hoping for a certain outcome? 44 00:05:08,316 --> 00:05:09,578 Like what? 45 00:05:11,580 --> 00:05:14,931 Do you feel like you're going with realistic expectations? 46 00:05:21,895 --> 00:05:23,592 If the last time you were thirsty, 47 00:05:23,636 --> 00:05:26,421 you went to a well and the water made you sick, 48 00:05:26,465 --> 00:05:28,728 are you gonna go back to that specific well, 49 00:05:28,771 --> 00:05:30,556 expecting it to be safe? 50 00:05:38,955 --> 00:05:39,956 Hmm. 51 00:05:50,402 --> 00:05:52,404 Do you ever wish that she was dead? 52 00:05:53,143 --> 00:05:54,449 What? 53 00:05:54,493 --> 00:05:56,625 Of course not! 54 00:05:56,669 --> 00:05:59,367 Well, it wouldn't be so crazy if you did. 55 00:05:59,411 --> 00:06:01,151 We can sort of want these things 56 00:06:01,195 --> 00:06:03,458 and also not want them at all. 57 00:06:03,502 --> 00:06:06,331 Those feelings can coexist. 58 00:06:06,374 --> 00:06:09,899 We're here so we can air those kinds of thoughts. 59 00:06:11,988 --> 00:06:14,252 Okay. 60 00:06:16,993 --> 00:06:19,735 How's the Hydrotipnol? Still making the eyes itchy? 61 00:06:20,867 --> 00:06:22,912 Only if I don't keep blinking. 62 00:06:22,956 --> 00:06:24,653 Is it helping the anxiety? 63 00:06:26,873 --> 00:06:28,266 Um... 64 00:06:29,267 --> 00:06:30,659 Tell you what, 65 00:06:30,703 --> 00:06:35,229 I'm gonna write you a script for a very cool new drug 66 00:06:36,361 --> 00:06:38,754 which I think 67 00:06:38,798 --> 00:06:42,280 should be smoother on all fronts. 68 00:06:46,240 --> 00:06:48,416 Always with water. 69 00:06:48,460 --> 00:06:52,290 Always. And if your breathing changes or you feel warm, 70 00:06:52,333 --> 00:06:54,292 call me immediately. That's serious. 71 00:06:55,205 --> 00:06:56,294 Break a leg. 72 00:06:57,295 --> 00:06:58,905 Hi, carrot, it's Mom. 73 00:06:58,948 --> 00:07:00,385 I'm just calling to say that 74 00:07:00,428 --> 00:07:02,561 I'm so, so, so excited to see you tomorrow. 75 00:07:02,604 --> 00:07:04,084 - Joseph? - You're my angel, 76 00:07:04,127 --> 00:07:06,129 and I love you. 77 00:07:06,173 --> 00:07:09,872 Okay. I love you. Okay. Bye, sweetie. I love you. 78 00:07:14,747 --> 00:07:16,052 Listen to your mother 79 00:07:16,096 --> 00:07:19,055 when I tell you to not leave my side! 80 00:07:26,411 --> 00:07:28,108 Hello. 81 00:07:28,151 --> 00:07:29,979 - Can I please see this one? - That one? 82 00:07:30,023 --> 00:07:31,463 You think I won't! 83 00:07:32,286 --> 00:07:34,114 Do you fucking want me to do it? 84 00:07:36,072 --> 00:07:37,073 Oh, yeah? 85 00:07:40,468 --> 00:07:41,861 Beep beep! 86 00:07:41,904 --> 00:07:43,776 Excuse me. What is that man doing? 87 00:07:43,819 --> 00:07:45,908 We're trying to get him to jump. 88 00:08:13,675 --> 00:08:15,764 Shut up, bitch! Fuck you! 89 00:08:17,723 --> 00:08:19,222 - Get away from me. - Stop fucking with me! 90 00:08:19,246 --> 00:08:21,466 Get away from me. You get away from me. 91 00:08:21,509 --> 00:08:22,815 Chicken noodle for you. 92 00:08:22,858 --> 00:08:24,358 - Get away. - You look like 93 00:08:24,382 --> 00:08:25,426 a minestrone man. 94 00:08:25,470 --> 00:08:26,819 - Fuck you! - Stay away! 95 00:08:26,862 --> 00:08:28,473 It's hot! 96 00:08:28,516 --> 00:08:30,059 Jeez, we're running low on crackers. 97 00:10:02,480 --> 00:10:03,829 Hey, Dad. 98 00:10:14,753 --> 00:10:16,078 Search continues for the man 99 00:10:16,102 --> 00:10:18,104 known as "Birthday Boy Stab Man," 100 00:10:18,147 --> 00:10:21,368 who in the last week has claimed three more lives. 101 00:10:21,411 --> 00:10:23,979 He is known for prowling the streets without clothes 102 00:10:24,023 --> 00:10:26,155 and stabbing random pedestrians 103 00:10:26,199 --> 00:10:27,896 in the neck and guts. 104 00:10:27,940 --> 00:10:31,334 Witnesses have identified him as a circumcised white male... 105 00:13:57,845 --> 00:13:58,933 Hello? 106 00:14:02,197 --> 00:14:04,634 Help! 107 00:14:04,678 --> 00:14:05,940 Please help! 108 00:14:05,984 --> 00:14:08,508 I need some sleep! 109 00:14:11,424 --> 00:14:13,165 Oh, yeah? 110 00:14:37,537 --> 00:14:38,756 Come on, dance! 111 00:16:23,338 --> 00:16:26,428 Excuse me, sir? My bag and my key were just here. 112 00:16:26,472 --> 00:16:28,778 You're fucked, pal. 113 00:16:30,911 --> 00:16:32,831 Hey, wait a minute. Why would you say that? 114 00:16:36,743 --> 00:16:39,441 - Hello? - Oh, hi, Mrs. Wolski. 115 00:16:39,485 --> 00:16:41,791 This is Beau Wassermann from apartment 303. 116 00:16:41,835 --> 00:16:43,117 I'm calling because my keys were... 117 00:16:43,141 --> 00:16:44,379 No, please, no solicitors! 118 00:16:44,403 --> 00:16:45,684 No, no. Oh, I'm sorry. I'm not a solicitor, 119 00:16:45,708 --> 00:16:47,754 I'm one of your tenants. I need a locksmith. 120 00:16:47,797 --> 00:16:49,079 - I'm late for the airport. - Thank you. 121 00:16:49,103 --> 00:16:50,322 Hello? 122 00:16:51,192 --> 00:16:52,367 Hello? 123 00:17:09,297 --> 00:17:10,516 - Hello? - Hi, Martha. 124 00:17:10,559 --> 00:17:12,257 I'm sorry, is Mom there? 125 00:17:12,300 --> 00:17:14,650 Beau! Sweetie! Yes, she's right here. 126 00:17:18,785 --> 00:17:19,786 Beau? 127 00:17:20,700 --> 00:17:22,658 Hi, Mom. 128 00:17:22,702 --> 00:17:25,487 Hi... Hi, carrot. Are you at the airport? 129 00:17:27,446 --> 00:17:28,926 No, not yet. 130 00:17:28,969 --> 00:17:30,101 Are you on your way? 131 00:17:30,144 --> 00:17:31,058 - Are you in the cab? - No, Mom... 132 00:17:31,102 --> 00:17:32,581 How long is the cab ride? 133 00:17:32,625 --> 00:17:35,062 Mom, I... I don't want to worry you, 134 00:17:35,106 --> 00:17:36,107 I was on my way, 135 00:17:36,759 --> 00:17:38,370 but something, uh... 136 00:17:38,413 --> 00:17:39,564 I don't know. I was up all night 137 00:17:39,588 --> 00:17:40,826 because my neighbor kept leaving notes 138 00:17:40,850 --> 00:17:42,330 underneath my door about noise, 139 00:17:42,374 --> 00:17:44,028 even though I didn't make any noise. 140 00:17:44,071 --> 00:17:46,204 And I overslept, and when I went to leave, 141 00:17:46,247 --> 00:17:47,988 I forgot something, I went back in. 142 00:17:48,032 --> 00:17:49,947 And then I came back out and... 143 00:17:49,990 --> 00:17:52,036 and my key was stolen out of my door. 144 00:17:53,341 --> 00:17:54,342 Oh, my God. 145 00:17:56,866 --> 00:17:58,694 So where are you calling me from now? 146 00:18:00,044 --> 00:18:01,306 My apartment. 147 00:18:03,482 --> 00:18:07,094 Wait, what time is it? Isn't it 4:30? 148 00:18:08,139 --> 00:18:09,357 Yeah, I know. 149 00:18:09,401 --> 00:18:12,012 Baby, your flight is in an hour! 150 00:18:12,056 --> 00:18:15,581 I know, but Mom, my key got stolen out of my door. 151 00:18:21,804 --> 00:18:22,892 Mom? 152 00:18:27,071 --> 00:18:28,202 Mom! 153 00:18:36,297 --> 00:18:38,212 Mom... 154 00:18:38,256 --> 00:18:40,562 Okay, sweetheart. I understand. 155 00:18:40,606 --> 00:18:42,173 Wait, what's okay? No, it's not. 156 00:18:42,216 --> 00:18:44,305 What do you understand? 157 00:18:44,349 --> 00:18:47,395 No, of course it isn't. Your keys are stolen. 158 00:18:47,439 --> 00:18:48,527 That's terrible. 159 00:18:49,441 --> 00:18:50,572 They were stolen. 160 00:18:53,227 --> 00:18:55,316 Then we'll just do another visit another time. 161 00:18:56,796 --> 00:18:59,799 I can even come to you, so it's not such a pain. 162 00:18:59,842 --> 00:19:03,933 It's not a pain, it's never a pain. 163 00:19:03,977 --> 00:19:05,607 You know what? I can still just come to you. 164 00:19:05,631 --> 00:19:07,676 I'm still coming, I'm on my way. I just... 165 00:19:09,156 --> 00:19:10,505 What do you think I should do? 166 00:19:15,815 --> 00:19:17,121 What do you think I should do? 167 00:19:20,124 --> 00:19:22,126 I'm sure you'll do the right thing, sweetheart. 168 00:19:25,390 --> 00:19:26,565 What is the right thing? 169 00:19:31,352 --> 00:19:33,006 What would be the right thing for you? 170 00:19:37,445 --> 00:19:38,664 Do I call the police? 171 00:19:45,497 --> 00:19:47,934 Or maybe there's a way for me to just still come home now. 172 00:19:50,067 --> 00:19:51,285 But is that safe? 173 00:19:51,329 --> 00:19:53,200 If... If my apartment's open to the public, 174 00:19:53,244 --> 00:19:55,637 and somebody has my keys, I don't know what's going on. 175 00:19:55,681 --> 00:19:57,248 I mean, it doesn't sound safe. 176 00:19:57,291 --> 00:19:58,510 It's not safe, is it? 177 00:19:59,685 --> 00:20:00,773 Beau... 178 00:20:00,816 --> 00:20:01,817 What? 179 00:20:08,781 --> 00:20:09,869 No. 180 00:20:10,522 --> 00:20:11,610 Yeah. 181 00:20:17,877 --> 00:20:20,271 I'm sorry about your keys, sweetheart, I have to go. 182 00:20:20,314 --> 00:20:22,447 No, you don't have to go. 183 00:20:22,490 --> 00:20:23,685 - Mom... - I hope you find them. 184 00:20:23,709 --> 00:20:25,145 Wait, wait, come on, let's fix this. 185 00:20:25,189 --> 00:20:26,209 Let's fix this. 186 00:20:28,670 --> 00:20:29,758 Hello? 187 00:20:35,068 --> 00:20:36,417 Yo, you gonna die, bitch! 188 00:22:02,460 --> 00:22:04,244 Always with water. 189 00:22:04,288 --> 00:22:05,593 Always. 190 00:22:05,637 --> 00:22:06,855 Always. 191 00:22:06,899 --> 00:22:08,248 Always. 192 00:23:32,985 --> 00:23:34,508 Ahh! 193 00:23:34,552 --> 00:23:36,467 Help me! Help me! Help me! 194 00:23:36,510 --> 00:23:38,096 Help me! Help me! Help me! 195 00:23:38,120 --> 00:23:40,427 Help me! Help me! Help me! Help me! Help me! Help me! 196 00:24:04,799 --> 00:24:06,453 Declined. 197 00:24:06,497 --> 00:24:07,672 What? 198 00:24:07,715 --> 00:24:09,630 No, it's not. Can you try again, please? 199 00:24:12,416 --> 00:24:13,460 No... 200 00:24:13,504 --> 00:24:15,506 Oh, no. 201 00:24:17,377 --> 00:24:18,465 Ah, no good. 202 00:24:19,858 --> 00:24:21,729 Oh, God... How much? 203 00:24:21,773 --> 00:24:24,166 You drank already. You owe $1.79. 204 00:24:27,735 --> 00:24:29,563 - Okay... - $1.79 205 00:24:30,651 --> 00:24:31,783 Oh, no. 206 00:24:32,566 --> 00:24:34,002 Oh, ho-ho! 207 00:24:36,265 --> 00:24:37,528 I call the police. 208 00:24:37,571 --> 00:24:39,356 What? No, no, look, I'm paying! I'm paying! 209 00:24:41,183 --> 00:24:43,664 30 cents more. 210 00:24:43,708 --> 00:24:44,970 Oh, God... 211 00:24:49,496 --> 00:24:50,584 20 now. 212 00:24:52,020 --> 00:24:53,433 - Oh, my God... - 20! 213 00:24:53,457 --> 00:24:55,894 - I know! - Don't curse me, my friend. 214 00:24:55,937 --> 00:24:57,243 I'm not the one. 215 00:24:58,375 --> 00:24:59,985 - Oh, my God! - Five more now. 216 00:25:01,421 --> 00:25:02,421 There! 217 00:25:02,988 --> 00:25:04,424 I call the police! 218 00:25:33,975 --> 00:25:35,107 Mrs. Wolski? 219 00:25:45,770 --> 00:25:47,336 Back away! 220 00:25:47,380 --> 00:25:49,600 Stay away! Get away! 221 00:25:49,643 --> 00:25:53,995 - Oh, no! Oh, no! - Get away! Get away! 222 00:25:54,039 --> 00:25:55,606 Get back! Stay away! 223 00:25:55,649 --> 00:25:58,086 Get back! 224 00:26:47,222 --> 00:26:48,920 Get away! Get away from me! 225 00:26:50,443 --> 00:26:53,359 Fuck you! Fuck you! 226 00:27:24,346 --> 00:27:26,958 Again! Again! Put it back! 227 00:28:37,681 --> 00:28:38,725 Hello? 228 00:29:07,624 --> 00:29:08,799 Sir? 229 00:29:47,751 --> 00:29:48,926 Hello? 230 00:30:58,038 --> 00:30:59,648 Hi, you've reached Mona! 231 00:30:59,692 --> 00:31:02,260 Leave me a message if you ever want to speak to me again. 232 00:31:03,783 --> 00:31:05,045 Hi, Mom. 233 00:31:05,089 --> 00:31:07,831 So, I'm trying to book a flight for tonight, 234 00:31:07,874 --> 00:31:09,397 but the credit card got declined. 235 00:31:09,441 --> 00:31:11,114 We're sorry. 236 00:31:11,138 --> 00:31:13,097 Your message did not go through. 237 00:31:13,140 --> 00:31:14,228 Please hang up and... 238 00:31:25,936 --> 00:31:26,980 Hello? 239 00:31:27,633 --> 00:31:28,677 Hello? 240 00:31:30,679 --> 00:31:32,638 I'm sorry, who is this? 241 00:31:32,681 --> 00:31:34,771 Oh. Oh, I'm sorry. I'm trying to call my mom. 242 00:31:37,861 --> 00:31:39,036 This is your mom's number? 243 00:31:40,167 --> 00:31:41,255 Oh. 244 00:31:41,299 --> 00:31:42,691 Mmm? Yeah, it is. 245 00:31:43,823 --> 00:31:44,911 Who... Who's this? 246 00:31:46,870 --> 00:31:47,958 I'm with UPS. 247 00:31:48,741 --> 00:31:50,264 Um... 248 00:31:50,308 --> 00:31:52,092 I don't know whose phone this is. 249 00:31:52,136 --> 00:31:54,296 I just called the police. They're already on their way. 250 00:31:55,704 --> 00:31:56,705 Oh... 251 00:31:57,663 --> 00:31:58,664 Okay. 252 00:32:00,100 --> 00:32:01,101 Why? 253 00:32:03,364 --> 00:32:04,365 Hello? 254 00:32:05,802 --> 00:32:06,996 Can you... Can you maybe describe 255 00:32:07,020 --> 00:32:08,761 your mother to me? 256 00:32:09,544 --> 00:32:10,545 Uh... 257 00:32:11,720 --> 00:32:14,767 Brown eyes. Red-brown hair? 258 00:32:19,685 --> 00:32:22,819 Can you maybe describe her physique? 259 00:32:23,863 --> 00:32:25,734 Wait, what's going on? 260 00:32:25,778 --> 00:32:28,302 W... Why are you calling he police? 261 00:32:29,390 --> 00:32:31,088 Listen, I don't know what this is. 262 00:32:31,131 --> 00:32:32,741 I have a package, 263 00:32:32,785 --> 00:32:34,918 and I only came in because of the smell, 264 00:32:34,961 --> 00:32:37,224 and the dogs on the block were all going crazy, 265 00:32:37,268 --> 00:32:39,289 and the door was open, so I just barely came inside, 266 00:32:39,313 --> 00:32:40,532 but... um... 267 00:32:41,533 --> 00:32:44,101 there's a lady on the floor. 268 00:32:44,144 --> 00:32:47,408 Well, the body of a lady, and there's no face or head. 269 00:32:49,541 --> 00:32:50,672 What? 270 00:32:53,066 --> 00:32:55,416 I don't think I should have answered this. 271 00:32:55,460 --> 00:32:58,158 Police are coming. This isn't my phone. 272 00:32:58,202 --> 00:33:00,291 I'm truly just finding this. 273 00:33:00,334 --> 00:33:04,034 I'm sorry, you don't... makes any sense. You... 274 00:33:04,077 --> 00:33:06,514 What do you mean there's no face or... 275 00:33:06,558 --> 00:33:07,907 or head for who? 276 00:33:09,169 --> 00:33:11,215 I mean, I'm sure there is. 277 00:33:11,258 --> 00:33:13,304 I'm sure it's here. I'm sure it's everywhere. 278 00:33:13,347 --> 00:33:14,479 A chandelier... 279 00:33:15,697 --> 00:33:17,438 fell on top of it. 280 00:33:17,482 --> 00:33:19,155 And it looks like it dropped off the ceiling 281 00:33:19,179 --> 00:33:20,789 and it fell on a woman. 282 00:33:20,833 --> 00:33:24,271 And it smashed her head, it's like it evaporated. 283 00:33:32,410 --> 00:33:33,541 But who is it? 284 00:33:35,500 --> 00:33:36,501 What? 285 00:33:38,024 --> 00:33:39,156 Who is it? 286 00:33:41,201 --> 00:33:42,942 I don't know, I'm trying to be tactful here. 287 00:33:42,986 --> 00:33:44,485 You're saying that this could be your mom? 288 00:33:44,509 --> 00:33:46,380 What? I didn't say that! 289 00:33:47,077 --> 00:33:48,774 Why are you saying that? 290 00:33:48,817 --> 00:33:50,341 No, you said that to me! 291 00:33:50,384 --> 00:33:52,125 Look, you asked if your mother was here. 292 00:33:52,169 --> 00:33:53,929 That's what I'm saying, I don't know who this is! 293 00:33:53,953 --> 00:33:56,018 I just picked up the phone and that's what you said, okay? 294 00:33:56,042 --> 00:33:58,740 I didn't do this! I didn't do this! You know? 295 00:34:00,829 --> 00:34:01,961 I swear. 296 00:34:06,357 --> 00:34:07,836 Maybe you called the wrong number. 297 00:34:10,361 --> 00:34:11,536 Did you dial this number? 298 00:34:13,233 --> 00:34:14,887 It's saved in my phone. 299 00:34:16,323 --> 00:34:18,760 It's saved on your phone? Okay, maybe you misdialed. 300 00:34:20,675 --> 00:34:22,329 Oh, my God. 301 00:34:22,373 --> 00:34:23,983 Oh, my God... You... 302 00:34:24,027 --> 00:34:25,463 Right? Maybe you misdialed. 303 00:34:25,506 --> 00:34:27,049 Maybe this is all a big misunderstanding. 304 00:34:27,073 --> 00:34:28,485 - You're scaring me. Okay. - So, we should hang up... 305 00:34:28,509 --> 00:34:29,293 - Okay. - Then maybe your mom... 306 00:34:29,336 --> 00:34:30,642 - your mom will pick up. - Okay 307 00:34:30,685 --> 00:34:32,296 That... Okay. Hang up. Call back. 308 00:34:32,339 --> 00:34:33,384 No, I'm sorry... 309 00:34:42,741 --> 00:34:44,047 I'm so sorry. 310 00:34:47,615 --> 00:34:48,877 I'm so sorry. 311 00:34:53,491 --> 00:34:57,582 Do I have your permission to check her purse for some ID? 312 00:34:57,625 --> 00:34:59,627 Since it's more likely now that this is your mom? 313 00:35:02,021 --> 00:35:03,153 Hello? 314 00:35:14,294 --> 00:35:16,862 Is her name... 315 00:35:17,994 --> 00:35:19,386 Mona Wassermann? 316 00:35:21,127 --> 00:35:22,302 Is that your mother? 317 00:35:25,088 --> 00:35:26,089 Hello? 318 00:35:29,918 --> 00:35:31,398 Mona Wassermann? Is that your mom? 319 00:35:36,969 --> 00:35:38,579 Hey. Hey, m... 320 00:35:39,841 --> 00:35:41,017 Is there somebody there? 321 00:37:03,360 --> 00:37:05,536 Hi, you've reached Dr. Jeremy Friel. 322 00:37:05,579 --> 00:37:07,146 Please leave a message, 323 00:37:07,190 --> 00:37:09,627 and I'll return your call as soon as I'm able. 324 00:37:09,670 --> 00:37:10,802 I'm so sorry. 325 00:38:24,267 --> 00:38:25,311 Please. 326 00:38:25,833 --> 00:38:26,878 Please. 327 00:39:02,130 --> 00:39:03,349 No, no... 328 00:39:34,554 --> 00:39:36,687 Help! Help! 329 00:39:45,696 --> 00:39:47,611 Fuck you! Fuck you! Fuck you! Fuck you! 330 00:39:47,654 --> 00:39:49,308 Fuck you! Fuck you! Fuck you! 331 00:39:49,352 --> 00:39:50,396 Fuck you! 332 00:39:50,440 --> 00:39:52,050 Fuck you! Fuck you! Fuck you! 333 00:39:55,662 --> 00:39:56,837 Police! Oh, my God! 334 00:39:57,316 --> 00:39:58,361 Police! 335 00:39:58,404 --> 00:40:01,059 - Police, please help, will ya? - Freeze! 336 00:40:01,102 --> 00:40:04,105 Man in my bath, and a man with a knife... 337 00:40:04,149 --> 00:40:05,846 - Freeze! - What? 338 00:40:05,890 --> 00:40:07,979 First, drop the weapon! Drop it! 339 00:40:08,022 --> 00:40:10,634 Drop the weapon! Drop the weapon! 340 00:40:10,677 --> 00:40:12,984 Drop the weapon! Drop it. 341 00:40:13,027 --> 00:40:14,551 Drop the weapon! Drop it. 342 00:40:16,596 --> 00:40:19,207 Fuck it... What... Dude, do not move. 343 00:40:19,251 --> 00:40:21,775 I fucking said do not move! 344 00:40:21,819 --> 00:40:23,037 Freeze! 345 00:40:23,081 --> 00:40:24,822 I'm freezing. I'm freezing. 346 00:40:24,865 --> 00:40:26,824 - I said fucking freeze! - I'm not moving! 347 00:40:26,867 --> 00:40:28,280 Trust me. I'm not gonna say it again. 348 00:40:28,304 --> 00:40:29,672 I'm frozen, I'm frozen, I'm frozen. 349 00:40:29,696 --> 00:40:31,065 Oh, my God, don't make me do this. 350 00:40:31,089 --> 00:40:33,570 Do not make me do this, please. Oh, please. 351 00:40:33,613 --> 00:40:34,832 Please, please, 352 00:40:34,875 --> 00:40:36,486 - don't make me do this! - No, no. 353 00:40:36,529 --> 00:40:37,965 No, no, no. 354 00:40:38,009 --> 00:40:39,378 Don't make me do this! 355 00:42:32,515 --> 00:42:33,907 I'm coming! 356 00:42:34,517 --> 00:42:35,996 Roger, he's awake. 357 00:42:46,137 --> 00:42:47,355 Did you hit the button? 358 00:42:49,009 --> 00:42:50,228 Are you awake? 359 00:43:01,761 --> 00:43:02,806 How're you feeling? 360 00:43:05,548 --> 00:43:07,898 Strange. 361 00:43:07,941 --> 00:43:10,161 I bet. You've been sleeping for two days. 362 00:43:11,945 --> 00:43:13,120 What? 363 00:43:14,252 --> 00:43:16,428 Did I get hit with a car? 364 00:43:16,472 --> 00:43:19,126 There was an accident, yes. 365 00:43:19,170 --> 00:43:22,303 Oh, goodness... Uh, I hit you with my car. 366 00:43:25,481 --> 00:43:27,483 Is that this? 367 00:43:33,619 --> 00:43:34,925 There was a stabbing. 368 00:43:35,708 --> 00:43:36,927 You were assaulted. 369 00:43:37,710 --> 00:43:38,755 What? 370 00:43:48,721 --> 00:43:51,332 Just... Why? Why? 371 00:43:52,508 --> 00:43:55,032 - What? - I know! 372 00:43:55,075 --> 00:43:56,860 - Am I dead? - No. 373 00:43:56,903 --> 00:43:59,471 No. You've been healing so quickly. 374 00:43:59,515 --> 00:44:01,125 And no organs were hit, 375 00:44:01,168 --> 00:44:04,432 and your... your bleeding was really mild. 376 00:44:04,476 --> 00:44:06,696 What, this is... What room is this? 377 00:44:06,739 --> 00:44:09,002 This is a room in our house, 378 00:44:09,046 --> 00:44:11,962 but it's your home for as long as you need. 379 00:44:12,005 --> 00:44:13,572 My name's Grace. 380 00:44:14,181 --> 00:44:15,574 Oh, this is Roger. 381 00:44:15,618 --> 00:44:16,880 This is my husband. 382 00:44:21,711 --> 00:44:24,888 Hey, guy. Welcome back. 383 00:44:24,931 --> 00:44:26,629 Thought you'd sleep in, huh? 384 00:44:26,672 --> 00:44:29,327 Roger's a very respected surgeon. 385 00:44:29,370 --> 00:44:32,330 He's the one who dressed and treated your wounds. 386 00:44:32,373 --> 00:44:33,853 You're a lucky man. 387 00:44:36,856 --> 00:44:39,293 What is... What is this? 388 00:44:39,337 --> 00:44:41,513 That's my little assistant health monitor. 389 00:44:41,557 --> 00:44:43,123 Keeps track of your condition. 390 00:44:44,690 --> 00:44:46,518 Was that a dream before? 391 00:44:46,562 --> 00:44:48,607 - What is? - Was that a dream? 392 00:44:48,651 --> 00:44:49,826 The stabbing? 393 00:44:49,869 --> 00:44:51,088 No, my mom. 394 00:44:52,132 --> 00:44:54,004 - Your... Your mommy? - My mommy. 395 00:44:54,918 --> 00:44:56,876 Is my mommy dead? 396 00:44:56,920 --> 00:44:58,791 What was your dream, sweetie? 397 00:45:00,184 --> 00:45:03,317 Her head... just gone. 398 00:45:03,361 --> 00:45:05,668 - Her what? - Her head. 399 00:45:05,711 --> 00:45:09,585 Oh, no, no, that's a dream. That was a dream. 400 00:45:09,628 --> 00:45:11,369 No, her head is gone. 401 00:45:11,412 --> 00:45:14,372 No, no, no, that's a bad dream. It's okay. 402 00:45:14,415 --> 00:45:16,853 Shh. That's a bad dream. 403 00:45:16,896 --> 00:45:19,943 - There you go. Shh. Oh, no. - My mommy... 404 00:45:21,684 --> 00:45:24,164 Just a dream. It's just a dream. 405 00:45:58,198 --> 00:45:59,373 Amen. 406 00:46:00,679 --> 00:46:01,985 Amen. 407 00:46:02,594 --> 00:46:03,682 Amen. 408 00:46:06,598 --> 00:46:08,252 Amen. 409 00:46:13,736 --> 00:46:15,476 That's Nate. Our boy. 410 00:46:15,520 --> 00:46:16,564 Nathan. 411 00:46:20,090 --> 00:46:21,221 He's Army? 412 00:46:22,440 --> 00:46:24,834 82nd Airborne Division. Caracas. 413 00:46:27,401 --> 00:46:28,620 Killed in action. 414 00:46:30,535 --> 00:46:31,754 Where's that? 415 00:46:33,625 --> 00:46:36,323 Oh, is it time for dessert already? 416 00:46:36,367 --> 00:46:37,455 Here you go. 417 00:46:40,501 --> 00:46:41,807 And, uh... 418 00:46:43,243 --> 00:46:44,549 two for the big man. 419 00:46:49,206 --> 00:46:53,210 By the way, Beau, uh, not for the dinner table, 420 00:46:53,253 --> 00:46:55,691 but, uh, I noticed when you first came in, 421 00:46:57,127 --> 00:46:59,259 your testicles 422 00:46:59,303 --> 00:47:02,436 are significantly distended. 423 00:47:02,480 --> 00:47:05,178 Looks like a bad case of epididymitis. 424 00:47:05,222 --> 00:47:07,006 Let him eat, Roger. 425 00:47:07,050 --> 00:47:08,965 But we should get an ultrasound 426 00:47:09,008 --> 00:47:10,488 just to be safe. 427 00:47:11,402 --> 00:47:12,577 Oh, Toni! 428 00:47:12,620 --> 00:47:13,839 Ton... Come here. 429 00:47:13,883 --> 00:47:15,295 - Come here. - Oh, she's not dead, 430 00:47:15,319 --> 00:47:17,079 - that's nice. - Come... Come in here. 431 00:47:19,540 --> 00:47:21,499 I want you to meet our new friend. 432 00:47:21,542 --> 00:47:23,153 Beau, this is Toni. 433 00:47:23,196 --> 00:47:24,415 Toni, this is Beau. 434 00:47:25,242 --> 00:47:26,460 Oh, hello. 435 00:47:27,766 --> 00:47:30,029 You enjoying my bed and all my stuff? 436 00:47:30,073 --> 00:47:32,399 - What? That's your bedroom? - Oh, God... here we go. 437 00:47:32,423 --> 00:47:34,251 I didn't realize that. I'm... 438 00:47:34,294 --> 00:47:35,731 Beau. Take it easy. 439 00:47:35,774 --> 00:47:38,429 Toni's happy to give you her room. 440 00:47:38,472 --> 00:47:39,952 Yeah, no. 441 00:47:39,996 --> 00:47:41,408 It's not like we have a totally empty room available, 442 00:47:41,432 --> 00:47:43,173 completely unused. 443 00:47:43,216 --> 00:47:44,914 That's right. It's not like that. 444 00:47:44,957 --> 00:47:46,089 You know that. 445 00:47:48,178 --> 00:47:49,483 I'm going to school. 446 00:47:50,223 --> 00:47:52,051 Honey, it's Saturday! 447 00:47:52,095 --> 00:47:53,749 Don't mix those, Toni! 448 00:47:55,838 --> 00:47:57,100 Little asshole. 449 00:48:03,106 --> 00:48:06,109 Okay, so you wanna dial nine, and then you're good. 450 00:48:06,152 --> 00:48:08,198 Do you have the number you need? 451 00:48:08,241 --> 00:48:10,504 My mom made me memorize it. 452 00:48:10,548 --> 00:48:11,592 Hi, Jeeves! 453 00:48:14,291 --> 00:48:17,773 Uh, Jeeves, um... He... 454 00:48:19,339 --> 00:48:21,864 Jeeves and my son served together in Caracas. 455 00:48:22,995 --> 00:48:24,518 He was with him when he died. 456 00:48:25,955 --> 00:48:27,913 Oh, that's gonna be blood. 457 00:48:27,957 --> 00:48:29,480 Did you give him his meds? 458 00:48:29,523 --> 00:48:30,786 I thought you did! 459 00:48:31,308 --> 00:48:32,657 All right... 460 00:48:32,700 --> 00:48:34,137 If you need anything, just shout. 461 00:48:36,139 --> 00:48:38,924 Stay right there, Jeeves. Sweetie, don't touch anything. 462 00:48:50,718 --> 00:48:51,719 Hello. 463 00:48:52,416 --> 00:48:53,504 Dr. Cohen? 464 00:48:56,246 --> 00:48:58,422 I'm not a doctor, Beau, I'm an attorney. 465 00:48:59,336 --> 00:49:00,598 I'm calling about Mom. 466 00:49:02,818 --> 00:49:04,036 Is it true? 467 00:49:05,951 --> 00:49:07,083 Is what true? 468 00:49:08,649 --> 00:49:10,149 That she was discovered with a collapsed head 469 00:49:10,173 --> 00:49:11,609 in her living room? 470 00:49:11,652 --> 00:49:13,219 That you were the first person notified 471 00:49:13,263 --> 00:49:14,830 and it's taken three days 472 00:49:14,873 --> 00:49:16,701 for anyone to hear from you? 473 00:49:17,615 --> 00:49:18,703 Yes, Beau, 474 00:49:19,530 --> 00:49:21,488 it's true. 475 00:49:21,532 --> 00:49:25,275 But how? I was just speaking with her. 476 00:49:26,711 --> 00:49:29,061 I was coming to see her. I was coming to see her. 477 00:49:29,105 --> 00:49:30,106 Shh! 478 00:49:33,152 --> 00:49:34,588 What... 479 00:49:34,632 --> 00:49:35,807 What happened? 480 00:49:37,591 --> 00:49:38,897 Wha... What, 481 00:49:38,941 --> 00:49:40,986 am I the first person you're asking? 482 00:49:41,030 --> 00:49:43,554 A chandelier crushed her head! 483 00:49:47,079 --> 00:49:48,080 Hello? 484 00:49:49,473 --> 00:49:50,474 Oh, my God. 485 00:49:51,692 --> 00:49:52,824 Hello? 486 00:49:55,305 --> 00:49:56,393 What do I do? 487 00:49:57,263 --> 00:49:58,264 What... 488 00:49:58,830 --> 00:50:00,701 do... 489 00:50:00,745 --> 00:50:02,965 Do I call the... 490 00:50:03,008 --> 00:50:04,967 funeral... funeral people? 491 00:50:07,360 --> 00:50:08,840 About what? 492 00:50:11,016 --> 00:50:12,975 Do I need... to... 493 00:50:13,018 --> 00:50:16,456 Everyone was contacted on the day that she was found. 494 00:50:16,500 --> 00:50:20,069 The burial has been outrageously postponed. 495 00:50:23,811 --> 00:50:24,812 So... 496 00:50:26,902 --> 00:50:28,338 When... 497 00:50:28,381 --> 00:50:29,861 When is it now? 498 00:50:31,994 --> 00:50:35,345 A body is to be buried immediately, Beau. 499 00:50:35,388 --> 00:50:38,087 "It shall not remain all night." 500 00:50:38,130 --> 00:50:39,523 Does that ring a bell? 501 00:50:40,393 --> 00:50:41,960 Do you understand anything? 502 00:50:43,440 --> 00:50:45,224 I just woke up. 503 00:50:45,268 --> 00:50:46,617 I got hit by a car, 504 00:50:46,660 --> 00:50:48,706 and I got stabbed. 505 00:50:52,231 --> 00:50:54,625 It was your mother's unfortunate wish 506 00:50:54,668 --> 00:50:58,107 that she not be buried without you present. 507 00:50:58,150 --> 00:51:00,196 So, we are waiting, Beau. 508 00:51:00,239 --> 00:51:02,720 And every minute more that we wait 509 00:51:03,634 --> 00:51:06,202 only deepens the humiliation. 510 00:51:07,246 --> 00:51:08,813 Okay. 511 00:51:08,856 --> 00:51:12,164 Your mother's body is being watched at all hours. 512 00:51:13,035 --> 00:51:15,341 There is no rest for her. 513 00:51:15,385 --> 00:51:18,518 There has been no rest for the people that love her. 514 00:51:20,172 --> 00:51:22,218 You need to be here Beau, 515 00:51:22,261 --> 00:51:26,091 dressed in a suit, with a eulogy. 516 00:51:27,484 --> 00:51:30,617 You need to stop the humiliation. 517 00:51:30,661 --> 00:51:33,098 It's all that's being asked of you. 518 00:51:35,231 --> 00:51:36,536 We'll keep an eye out 519 00:51:36,580 --> 00:51:38,190 for Your Highness's royal carriage. 520 00:51:44,066 --> 00:51:45,328 Was that okay? 521 00:51:49,593 --> 00:51:50,724 I... 522 00:51:52,117 --> 00:51:53,945 I... I need to get home. 523 00:51:55,947 --> 00:51:57,949 I... I have to get back. 524 00:51:58,384 --> 00:51:59,385 Oh... 525 00:52:00,996 --> 00:52:02,214 Baby. 526 00:52:02,258 --> 00:52:04,042 I have to get back. 527 00:52:04,086 --> 00:52:07,872 Paging Dr. Rog. Dr. Rog incoming. 528 00:52:07,915 --> 00:52:09,719 - All right, bub. - I need to go. 529 00:52:09,743 --> 00:52:10,918 A little medley here. 530 00:52:10,962 --> 00:52:12,157 - Now. - Under the tongue. 531 00:52:12,181 --> 00:52:13,506 - Can you take me? - Come on. 532 00:52:13,530 --> 00:52:14,879 - Attaboy. - Oh, God... 533 00:52:14,922 --> 00:52:17,925 Oh, God, oh, God, oh, God... 534 00:52:17,969 --> 00:52:19,405 How's our patient? 535 00:52:19,449 --> 00:52:21,166 - He needs to get back. - Oh, I'm gonna need to go now. 536 00:52:21,190 --> 00:52:24,106 Is there a flight tonight or this afternoon? 537 00:52:24,149 --> 00:52:25,194 - Or now? - Oh, sweetheart, 538 00:52:25,237 --> 00:52:26,369 this is the afternoon. 539 00:52:26,412 --> 00:52:28,240 Okay, well, can we order one or... 540 00:52:28,284 --> 00:52:29,826 - Whoa, partner! - What are we gonna do? 541 00:52:29,850 --> 00:52:31,504 - Partner, hold your horses. - Oh, God... 542 00:52:31,548 --> 00:52:33,245 He can't fly in his condition. 543 00:52:33,289 --> 00:52:34,942 Yeah, I was gonna say. 544 00:52:34,986 --> 00:52:36,466 What's the problem, ol' buddy? 545 00:52:36,509 --> 00:52:38,096 She needs to be buried. She needs to be buried. 546 00:52:38,120 --> 00:52:40,557 They're waiting for me. She's... 547 00:52:40,600 --> 00:52:44,952 She's humiliated. She's humiliated, oh, so much. 548 00:52:45,997 --> 00:52:48,260 Beau, listen, 549 00:52:48,304 --> 00:52:50,262 there's nothing worse than losing a parent. 550 00:52:51,742 --> 00:52:53,570 I lost my mother when I was 11. 551 00:52:54,875 --> 00:52:56,195 I don't think I ever got over it. 552 00:52:57,748 --> 00:53:01,143 But I promise you, we will get you there, easy. 553 00:53:01,186 --> 00:53:03,971 Wasserton's only like a six-hour drive from here. 554 00:53:04,668 --> 00:53:06,104 Can you take me now? 555 00:53:06,148 --> 00:53:10,021 But you also need to get some serious rest, my brother. 556 00:53:10,065 --> 00:53:12,937 - No! I feel fine. - And some support. 557 00:53:12,980 --> 00:53:14,460 When can you take me? 558 00:53:17,376 --> 00:53:19,248 - Couple days? Then... - What? 559 00:53:19,291 --> 00:53:21,598 Then after the show, 560 00:53:21,641 --> 00:53:23,121 we can all swing back here together. 561 00:53:23,165 --> 00:53:26,081 - Roger. Roger, please. - As a family. 562 00:53:26,124 --> 00:53:28,996 Please, I need to get back now. I need to go. 563 00:53:29,040 --> 00:53:31,608 Heck, Beau, if you need to get home ASAP... 564 00:53:31,651 --> 00:53:33,107 - Yeah. - We're just gonna 565 00:53:33,131 --> 00:53:34,731 have to find a way to take you tomorrow. 566 00:53:35,351 --> 00:53:36,917 What? 567 00:53:36,961 --> 00:53:39,006 Tomorrow... Not... Not... No. But... But... 568 00:53:39,050 --> 00:53:40,636 - You know what? - Today, why not today? 569 00:53:40,660 --> 00:53:42,116 You're right, honey. Tomorrow. 570 00:53:42,140 --> 00:53:44,969 Roger, please... 571 00:53:45,012 --> 00:53:46,840 - Oh... - What about today? 572 00:53:46,884 --> 00:53:49,800 Not in this condition. 573 00:53:56,067 --> 00:53:57,547 I need more red and blue. 574 00:54:00,071 --> 00:54:01,203 Hmm... 575 00:54:01,246 --> 00:54:02,465 I found it. 576 00:54:09,211 --> 00:54:10,255 All right! 577 00:54:10,299 --> 00:54:12,736 It's beddy-byes for the Rog-man! 578 00:54:13,911 --> 00:54:16,000 Where's my blushing bride? 579 00:54:17,175 --> 00:54:19,351 Yoo-hoo, babe! 580 00:54:28,752 --> 00:54:31,668 Oh, I'm sorry. I was just going to the bathroom. 581 00:54:35,889 --> 00:54:37,326 Would you like to trade? 582 00:54:38,240 --> 00:54:39,937 I really don't mind. 583 00:54:43,506 --> 00:54:45,160 Shut my door and get in my bed. 584 00:54:48,163 --> 00:54:50,600 I really, really, really don't mind, really. 585 00:54:50,643 --> 00:54:52,297 I like couches. 586 00:54:52,341 --> 00:54:54,299 And I'm leaving tomorrow, anyway. 587 00:55:00,000 --> 00:55:03,308 Well, If you do change your mind, 588 00:55:03,352 --> 00:55:06,398 I'm ready to switch whenever. I'll be happy to. 589 00:55:06,442 --> 00:55:08,531 I'm sorry. Thank you. Sorry. 590 00:56:11,811 --> 00:56:14,901 Don't know where the fuck is it! 591 00:56:14,945 --> 00:56:17,948 Touch it? Why would you touch someone else's shit? 592 00:56:19,384 --> 00:56:21,386 He moved my toothbrush. He used... Did he... 593 00:56:21,430 --> 00:56:23,214 Did he fucking use my toothbrush? 594 00:56:23,258 --> 00:56:26,043 Today's the day, Beau. How's it feel? 595 00:56:29,916 --> 00:56:31,266 Is he okay with me? 596 00:56:34,486 --> 00:56:35,705 Eh, probably. 597 00:56:35,748 --> 00:56:37,446 It's just his nerves, Beau. 598 00:56:37,489 --> 00:56:38,882 He's been through a lot. 599 00:56:38,925 --> 00:56:40,275 Just like you. 600 00:56:40,797 --> 00:56:41,972 Man's a hero. 601 00:56:42,886 --> 00:56:45,671 Okay, pal-e-o, it's you and me! 602 00:56:45,715 --> 00:56:48,021 Grace unfortunately can't join. 603 00:56:48,065 --> 00:56:50,197 She's got her big shareholder meeting. 604 00:56:51,677 --> 00:56:53,810 Feelin' sad about going home, Beau? 605 00:56:55,638 --> 00:56:57,379 Must feel totally unreal. 606 00:56:59,642 --> 00:57:01,121 Yeah... 607 00:57:01,165 --> 00:57:02,688 Yeah, I don't know. I don't know. 608 00:57:06,388 --> 00:57:07,911 Right. So... 609 00:57:08,825 --> 00:57:10,653 Not "sad" exactly. 610 00:57:10,696 --> 00:57:13,003 I mean, yes. Of course. I just... 611 00:57:15,397 --> 00:57:18,008 I think I need to get there to even... 612 00:57:21,490 --> 00:57:23,405 Hey, that makes sense. 613 00:57:23,448 --> 00:57:26,364 That makes all the sense in the world! 614 00:57:26,756 --> 00:57:27,757 Hello? 615 00:57:28,801 --> 00:57:29,802 Speaking. 616 00:57:31,238 --> 00:57:32,239 Uh-huh. 617 00:57:34,372 --> 00:57:35,504 When did it happen? 618 00:57:37,549 --> 00:57:38,768 Water skiing? 619 00:57:39,899 --> 00:57:42,554 Ugh. Well, yes, no, of course. 620 00:57:42,598 --> 00:57:44,426 Tell them to rush him over. 621 00:57:44,469 --> 00:57:46,689 Oh, my God! 622 00:57:47,690 --> 00:57:49,300 Emergency surgery. 623 00:57:49,344 --> 00:57:51,041 Carl Oberst split his head open. 624 00:57:51,084 --> 00:57:54,218 One of my oldest patients. 625 00:57:54,261 --> 00:57:56,061 Oh, G... Well, I can't miss work today. 626 00:57:56,089 --> 00:57:57,177 It's all hands on deck. 627 00:57:57,221 --> 00:57:59,179 Oh, my gosh, Carl. 628 00:57:59,223 --> 00:58:01,573 I know. Good ol' Carl. 629 00:58:01,617 --> 00:58:04,315 Okay... Okay... 630 00:58:05,447 --> 00:58:08,363 Mm... 631 00:58:13,672 --> 00:58:14,760 Beau, 632 00:58:15,848 --> 00:58:17,372 this is gonna take a while. 633 00:58:18,416 --> 00:58:20,810 I don't know if today's gonna happen. 634 00:58:22,986 --> 00:58:24,204 Okay... 635 00:58:25,684 --> 00:58:27,251 What do you mean? 636 00:58:27,294 --> 00:58:28,644 I wanna say tonight, 637 00:58:28,687 --> 00:58:30,646 but I already pushed this morning's surgeries 638 00:58:30,689 --> 00:58:31,777 to tomorrow. 639 00:58:33,431 --> 00:58:38,828 But... if I pull 'em all back to this afternoon, 640 00:58:38,871 --> 00:58:42,048 we could blast off tomorrow morning! 641 00:58:42,092 --> 00:58:43,876 No, but I have to go today. 642 00:58:43,920 --> 00:58:45,617 I... I have to leave today, my mother... 643 00:58:45,661 --> 00:58:47,706 Uh-oh! 644 00:58:51,449 --> 00:58:53,059 See... 645 00:58:55,018 --> 00:58:56,454 Mm-mm. 646 00:58:56,498 --> 00:58:57,542 Oh, Beau! 647 00:58:57,586 --> 00:58:59,762 You aren't healed, my dude. 648 00:59:00,458 --> 00:59:02,068 Not to mention... 649 00:59:03,330 --> 00:59:05,724 Maybe there's a way. 650 00:59:05,768 --> 00:59:09,119 Since you're busy, maybe I can... I can fly. 651 00:59:09,162 --> 00:59:11,687 I fly and I can pay you back when I get my credit card. 652 00:59:11,730 --> 00:59:13,384 It isn't about the money, Beau. 653 00:59:13,428 --> 00:59:15,125 You can't fly with your wounds. 654 00:59:15,168 --> 00:59:17,606 The air pressure will rip you wide open. 655 00:59:17,649 --> 00:59:18,868 Maybe I can take a bus! 656 00:59:18,911 --> 00:59:20,304 I can take a bus. Can I take a bus? 657 00:59:20,347 --> 00:59:22,654 Or take a train? Or... Or... Or a cab? 658 00:59:22,698 --> 00:59:24,656 Beau, we're responsible for you. 659 00:59:24,700 --> 00:59:27,920 Driving you home is the absolute least we can do. 660 00:59:27,964 --> 00:59:29,705 Thank you. Thank you. 661 00:59:29,748 --> 00:59:31,228 Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. 662 00:59:31,271 --> 00:59:33,273 I'm sorry, but I have to go today. 663 00:59:33,317 --> 00:59:34,536 I have to go today. 664 00:59:34,579 --> 00:59:35,817 I don't want to impose. I don't want to... 665 00:59:35,841 --> 00:59:38,931 Going tomorrow won't be an imposition! 666 00:59:38,975 --> 00:59:40,629 It'll be my pleasure. 667 00:59:41,281 --> 00:59:42,457 Okay? 668 00:59:49,333 --> 00:59:50,682 How did you get me here? 669 00:59:53,032 --> 00:59:54,207 Is it, Beau? 670 00:59:56,079 --> 00:59:57,297 Don't just say that. 671 00:59:59,996 --> 01:00:01,650 This is your decision. 672 01:00:14,271 --> 01:00:17,709 Thanks, pal, you're a trouper! Sorry for the curveball, Beau! 673 01:00:17,753 --> 01:00:20,582 Wait, don't you need to stitch me up? 674 01:00:20,625 --> 01:00:23,106 Ah, it's fine. Just cut back on the jumping jacks, 675 01:00:23,149 --> 01:00:24,411 you know what I mean? 676 01:00:24,455 --> 01:00:27,980 In the meantime, my man, this is your home. 677 01:00:28,024 --> 01:00:30,548 I need to run, too, sweetie. 678 01:00:30,592 --> 01:00:32,594 - There's a... - Oh, 679 01:00:32,637 --> 01:00:34,117 and I'm giving Jeeves his medicine, 680 01:00:34,160 --> 01:00:36,162 so if you hear him screaming, he's just asleep. 681 01:00:38,382 --> 01:00:39,601 Don't forget to hydrate. 682 01:00:40,036 --> 01:00:41,037 What? 683 01:00:41,994 --> 01:00:43,561 Drink lots of water. 684 01:00:43,605 --> 01:00:45,824 We're taking you back tomorrow. 685 01:00:45,868 --> 01:00:47,870 Goodbye, sweetie. 686 01:00:47,913 --> 01:00:51,613 "Tomorrow creeps in this petty pace 687 01:00:51,656 --> 01:00:54,224 "from day to day..." 688 01:00:54,267 --> 01:00:56,531 What? 689 01:00:56,574 --> 01:00:57,880 What does this mean? 690 01:00:59,751 --> 01:01:01,536 Wait! What does that mean? 691 01:01:01,579 --> 01:01:02,667 Shake a leg. 692 01:01:12,372 --> 01:01:14,679 You've reached the office of Harold Cohen. 693 01:01:15,550 --> 01:01:17,334 Leave a detailed message. 694 01:01:17,377 --> 01:01:19,728 I'll get back to you as soon as possible. 695 01:01:22,469 --> 01:01:24,602 Hey, Dr. Cohen. It's Beau. 696 01:01:28,084 --> 01:01:29,346 I'm on my way. 697 01:01:29,389 --> 01:01:30,758 The mailbox is full 698 01:01:30,782 --> 01:01:32,222 and cannot accept any messages at... 699 01:02:01,160 --> 01:02:02,727 Our senior correspondent, 700 01:02:02,771 --> 01:02:04,468 Brian Galloway, joins us now. 701 01:02:04,511 --> 01:02:06,557 Brian, what have we learnt? 702 01:02:06,601 --> 01:02:07,921 All we know at the moment is that 703 01:02:07,950 --> 01:02:09,386 Mona Wassermann was found dead 704 01:02:09,429 --> 01:02:11,301 in the living room of her magnificent home 705 01:02:11,344 --> 01:02:13,782 with a chandelier where one's head should be. 706 01:02:13,825 --> 01:02:15,348 Due to extenuating circumstances, 707 01:02:15,392 --> 01:02:16,915 she has not yet been buried. 708 01:02:16,959 --> 01:02:20,658 But she must. She was 70 years old. 709 01:02:20,702 --> 01:02:23,530 Excuse me, sir, you discovered the body? 710 01:02:23,574 --> 01:02:25,073 Look, I never would've gone inside if... 711 01:02:25,097 --> 01:02:27,317 if, uh, the dogs in the street hadn't been going nuts 712 01:02:27,360 --> 01:02:28,623 and I hadn't smelled that smell 713 01:02:28,666 --> 01:02:29,948 and the door hadn't been half-open. 714 01:02:29,972 --> 01:02:31,538 That's the only reason I went inside. 715 01:02:31,582 --> 01:02:34,629 Admired by her friends and feared by her competitors, 716 01:02:34,672 --> 01:02:38,067 Mona Wassermann was a local industry titan 717 01:02:38,110 --> 01:02:40,286 and a force to be reckoned with. 718 01:02:40,330 --> 01:02:43,028 I just can't believe it. 719 01:02:43,072 --> 01:02:44,639 Mona Wassermann has been... 720 01:02:44,682 --> 01:02:46,684 What? 721 01:02:55,345 --> 01:02:56,476 What the fuck! 722 01:02:57,303 --> 01:02:58,957 Oh... I'm sorry! 723 01:02:59,001 --> 01:03:00,872 I'm sorry I was on your computer. I threw up. 724 01:03:00,916 --> 01:03:02,371 I'll... I'll clean it up. I'll clean up. 725 01:03:02,395 --> 01:03:04,180 I'll clean up better than before. 726 01:03:07,662 --> 01:03:08,706 We're leaving. 727 01:03:09,794 --> 01:03:11,535 What? 728 01:03:11,578 --> 01:03:13,624 I'm taking you home. 729 01:03:13,668 --> 01:03:15,191 What about Roger taking me? 730 01:03:15,234 --> 01:03:17,454 Who the fuck do you think told me to take you? 731 01:03:19,021 --> 01:03:20,675 Meet my new brother. 732 01:03:20,718 --> 01:03:23,503 I'm just Grace and Roger's friend. Hi. 733 01:03:23,547 --> 01:03:24,766 Look at this. 734 01:03:24,809 --> 01:03:25,941 I don't even care. 735 01:03:25,984 --> 01:03:27,594 He just threw up on my fucking computer. 736 01:03:32,034 --> 01:03:34,601 Thank you. Thank you for taking me. 737 01:03:35,820 --> 01:03:36,995 Taking him where? 738 01:03:40,869 --> 01:03:42,709 Aren't you a little old to be getting adopted? 739 01:03:44,263 --> 01:03:45,525 I'm not adopted. 740 01:03:46,396 --> 01:03:47,397 Yeah, you are. 741 01:03:49,791 --> 01:03:50,791 To him. 742 01:03:52,707 --> 01:03:53,795 No, thank you. 743 01:03:55,797 --> 01:03:57,407 Dad told me you need to smoke it. 744 01:03:58,364 --> 01:04:00,236 What? 745 01:04:00,279 --> 01:04:03,892 It's for your healing. He says you need to relax. 746 01:04:03,935 --> 01:04:05,720 That's okay, really. Thank you. 747 01:04:05,763 --> 01:04:07,156 I already took some pills. 748 01:04:07,809 --> 01:04:09,114 Um, no. 749 01:04:09,158 --> 01:04:11,203 Actually, it's not, "Okay, really. Thank you." 750 01:04:11,247 --> 01:04:13,597 Your new dad says that your pills aren't enough 751 01:04:13,640 --> 01:04:16,687 and that you need to smoke this with your little sister. 752 01:04:16,731 --> 01:04:18,558 Please, I really can't do this. 753 01:04:18,602 --> 01:04:20,212 I just saw something very confusing 754 01:04:20,256 --> 01:04:21,431 and I just need to get home. 755 01:04:24,347 --> 01:04:27,437 Look, you smoke it and we take you home. 756 01:04:27,480 --> 01:04:29,569 You don't and we don't. That's it. 757 01:04:32,311 --> 01:04:34,009 Wait... 758 01:04:34,052 --> 01:04:36,054 Then, I'll just wait for Roger to take me. 759 01:04:40,276 --> 01:04:41,712 Can you please open the door? 760 01:04:43,453 --> 01:04:45,803 If you don't do it right now, 761 01:04:45,847 --> 01:04:47,544 I'm going to make her pull my hair so hard 762 01:04:47,587 --> 01:04:49,372 that it detaches my scalp, 763 01:04:49,415 --> 01:04:50,655 and she'll say that you did it. 764 01:04:51,200 --> 01:04:52,201 I will. 765 01:04:53,550 --> 01:04:55,813 I remember that you did, I saw it. 766 01:04:55,857 --> 01:04:57,206 You taking advantage of us. 767 01:05:07,912 --> 01:05:09,000 What's in it? 768 01:05:09,696 --> 01:05:10,959 It's three things. 769 01:05:19,489 --> 01:05:20,969 Okay, thank you. 770 01:05:21,012 --> 01:05:22,492 Do it actually. 771 01:05:22,535 --> 01:05:24,233 Please. That was enough. 772 01:05:41,903 --> 01:05:42,991 Harder. 773 01:05:47,125 --> 01:05:48,213 Keep going. 774 01:05:48,779 --> 01:05:49,954 Don't stop. 775 01:05:49,998 --> 01:05:52,870 Don't cough. Don't... 776 01:05:55,612 --> 01:05:56,613 Dude... 777 01:06:00,922 --> 01:06:01,922 Oh, my God... 778 01:06:02,401 --> 01:06:03,402 Oh, my God! 779 01:06:04,316 --> 01:06:05,491 Oh, my God! 780 01:06:05,535 --> 01:06:07,145 I'll take this. 781 01:06:10,366 --> 01:06:11,497 Wait, what? 782 01:06:12,498 --> 01:06:13,717 What is that? What? 783 01:06:13,760 --> 01:06:15,216 "What is that?" 784 01:06:15,240 --> 01:06:16,304 All right, can you please open... 785 01:06:16,328 --> 01:06:17,547 Your brother is fucked. 786 01:06:17,590 --> 01:06:20,419 Can you open the window, please? 787 01:06:20,463 --> 01:06:22,508 Yeah bitch! Hit that! 788 01:06:26,208 --> 01:06:27,557 Oh... 789 01:06:28,340 --> 01:06:30,299 Oh, my God. 790 01:06:30,342 --> 01:06:32,344 Wait, what is in that? 791 01:06:33,519 --> 01:06:34,999 You saw what Sarah posted? 792 01:06:35,043 --> 01:06:37,393 Oh, my God. What a lying little bitch. 793 01:06:37,436 --> 01:06:39,047 Bet she never even met that guy. 794 01:06:39,090 --> 01:06:40,502 Whatever. He needs to raise your grade. 795 01:06:40,526 --> 01:06:42,964 Can you die from this? 796 01:06:43,007 --> 01:06:44,748 Can you die from this? 797 01:06:44,791 --> 01:06:47,490 What? I don't know... Wait, wait. 798 01:06:49,448 --> 01:06:50,623 I don't want to. 799 01:06:50,667 --> 01:06:52,227 Dude, I'm still so fucking pissed. 800 01:06:53,539 --> 01:06:54,584 Yeah, whatever. 801 01:06:55,628 --> 01:06:57,326 This is, like, the fifth time! 802 01:06:57,369 --> 01:06:58,694 It is not the fifth! 803 01:06:58,718 --> 01:07:00,851 - It's, like, the second! - I don't care! 804 01:07:00,895 --> 01:07:02,679 Not even a D. A D-plus. 805 01:07:02,722 --> 01:07:04,333 Just give me a fucking C-minus! 806 01:07:05,987 --> 01:07:08,163 It's 'cause he wants you. 807 01:07:08,206 --> 01:07:10,774 He should be fired for wanting me. 808 01:07:10,817 --> 01:07:12,621 Oh, my God, he would totally not survive it. 809 01:07:12,645 --> 01:07:14,169 He's like a thousand years old. 810 01:07:15,605 --> 01:07:16,887 Oh, my God, what if we killed him 811 01:07:16,911 --> 01:07:17,955 by getting him fired? 812 01:07:35,407 --> 01:07:37,061 The car is getting smaller. 813 01:07:41,892 --> 01:07:44,242 Oh, wait, that's the house again! 814 01:07:44,286 --> 01:07:46,114 We just passed your house! 815 01:07:46,157 --> 01:07:48,029 - Hey! - What? 816 01:07:53,599 --> 01:07:55,471 What? 817 01:08:14,533 --> 01:08:15,882 Do you miss Martha, Beau? 818 01:08:20,931 --> 01:08:23,325 Of course. I love Martha. 819 01:08:25,153 --> 01:08:26,589 You love Martha? 820 01:08:28,112 --> 01:08:31,376 She's my friend. I like her. 821 01:08:38,775 --> 01:08:41,734 Ah, see, Beau? You're not the only kid here. 822 01:08:56,488 --> 01:08:57,639 You know what I've been through. 823 01:08:57,663 --> 01:08:59,230 So, hearing you tell me what to do. 824 01:08:59,274 --> 01:09:01,015 - You can't even pay for it. - This is my... 825 01:09:04,540 --> 01:09:06,380 There's a dead man in the pool! 826 01:09:07,934 --> 01:09:09,545 There's a dead man in the pool! 827 01:09:13,592 --> 01:09:15,116 There's a dead man in the pool! 828 01:09:17,031 --> 01:09:18,641 There's a dead man in the pool! 829 01:09:20,904 --> 01:09:22,427 There's a dead man in the pool! 830 01:09:29,739 --> 01:09:31,480 There's a dead man in the pool! 831 01:09:31,523 --> 01:09:32,959 So you're just here with your mom? 832 01:09:33,003 --> 01:09:36,789 Only sometimes. Right now, I'm by myself. 833 01:09:36,833 --> 01:09:38,965 Mmm. I'm Elaine. 834 01:09:39,009 --> 01:09:40,097 I'm Beau. 835 01:09:40,141 --> 01:09:41,794 I'm Elaine. 836 01:09:41,838 --> 01:09:44,188 Are you here with your mother? 837 01:09:44,232 --> 01:09:45,755 Yeah. 838 01:09:45,798 --> 01:09:48,671 She got me, and my dad got our rich whore neighbor 839 01:09:48,714 --> 01:09:50,114 who he's probably fucking right now 840 01:09:50,151 --> 01:09:53,197 on a pile of her slut money in Aruba. 841 01:09:53,241 --> 01:09:55,808 Here, take a picture of me and Gene. 842 01:10:05,905 --> 01:10:07,994 Is that the type of girl you're attracted to? 843 01:10:09,605 --> 01:10:10,780 No. 844 01:10:12,999 --> 01:10:15,698 Because I've noticed you noticing certain types. 845 01:10:19,658 --> 01:10:20,877 It's okay if you are. 846 01:10:22,618 --> 01:10:24,228 You don't have to feel embarrassed. 847 01:10:25,534 --> 01:10:26,665 I'm not. 848 01:10:34,456 --> 01:10:35,674 She's very pretty. 849 01:10:37,067 --> 01:10:38,199 Very natural. 850 01:10:40,549 --> 01:10:42,333 You could ask my advice, you know? 851 01:10:44,640 --> 01:10:46,337 Only women know women. 852 01:10:47,904 --> 01:10:49,035 That's the truth. 853 01:10:50,428 --> 01:10:51,647 Men are blind. 854 01:10:53,431 --> 01:10:55,564 That's not a criticism. That's their charm. 855 01:10:57,348 --> 01:10:58,697 Don't be defensive. 856 01:11:01,439 --> 01:11:03,137 I'm proud of the man you are. 857 01:11:05,574 --> 01:11:06,575 Hey... 858 01:11:11,667 --> 01:11:13,538 I'm proud of the man you are. 859 01:11:24,897 --> 01:11:26,160 A girl like that... 860 01:11:27,726 --> 01:11:30,294 confident, self-possessed... 861 01:11:35,430 --> 01:11:37,301 A man would have to match her. 862 01:11:41,131 --> 01:11:42,306 But you could. 863 01:11:44,874 --> 01:11:46,180 She should be so lucky. 864 01:11:49,531 --> 01:11:51,185 Any woman would be so lucky. 865 01:11:55,363 --> 01:11:57,713 You just have to commit completely. 866 01:12:01,934 --> 01:12:04,546 Nothing in life is more important 867 01:12:04,589 --> 01:12:06,374 than choosing the right companion. 868 01:12:10,726 --> 01:12:13,772 Hey, my dude! Long time no see. 869 01:12:13,816 --> 01:12:15,272 - How was your day? - How're you feeling, 870 01:12:15,296 --> 01:12:16,775 - sweetie? - Oh, good! 871 01:12:16,819 --> 01:12:18,342 You're already in your PJs. 872 01:12:18,386 --> 01:12:21,389 Well, we're hot on your tail! 873 01:12:21,432 --> 01:12:23,129 I think I might go to bed early. 874 01:12:24,653 --> 01:12:25,828 Okay. 875 01:12:27,308 --> 01:12:28,787 I haven't decided yet. 876 01:12:33,009 --> 01:12:35,707 Unless... you'd rather I stay up. 877 01:12:37,796 --> 01:12:40,538 We could stroll around the deck... 878 01:12:42,410 --> 01:12:43,672 go star gazing. 879 01:12:47,806 --> 01:12:48,981 I'll go to bed. 880 01:12:58,382 --> 01:12:59,514 What about eclairs? 881 01:13:00,341 --> 01:13:01,994 People hide razors in them. 882 01:13:03,866 --> 01:13:05,346 What about rainbow cake? 883 01:13:06,129 --> 01:13:07,957 The colors make cancer. 884 01:13:09,132 --> 01:13:11,482 What about liquid shit? 885 01:13:15,399 --> 01:13:16,835 Do you think your mom's a cunt? 886 01:13:18,272 --> 01:13:19,664 What do you mean? 887 01:13:19,708 --> 01:13:21,884 Well, it's okay. My mom's a complete cunt. 888 01:13:23,973 --> 01:13:24,974 Are you a virgin? 889 01:13:27,803 --> 01:13:29,021 Well, it doesn't matter! 890 01:13:29,065 --> 01:13:31,154 I am, too. I mean, who gives a shit? 891 01:13:33,678 --> 01:13:35,637 I have to. 892 01:13:35,680 --> 01:13:38,814 It's very dangerous for me. It's genetic. 893 01:13:40,032 --> 01:13:41,382 My father died. 894 01:13:44,298 --> 01:13:45,299 Here... 895 01:13:46,038 --> 01:13:47,213 - Suck this off. - What? 896 01:13:51,609 --> 01:13:52,610 What? 897 01:13:55,047 --> 01:13:56,310 What? 898 01:13:59,748 --> 01:14:01,315 We're allowed to kiss. 899 01:14:03,708 --> 01:14:04,927 Who is? 900 01:14:04,970 --> 01:14:06,252 But only for the next 10 seconds. 901 01:14:06,276 --> 01:14:07,364 What do you mean? 902 01:14:07,408 --> 01:14:08,931 Ten, nine, 903 01:14:08,974 --> 01:14:10,367 - eight, seven... - What? Wait... 904 01:14:10,411 --> 01:14:12,021 - six, five... - We're allowed to... 905 01:14:12,064 --> 01:14:13,346 - four, three... - Can you just explain? 906 01:14:13,370 --> 01:14:14,893 - Are we... - two, one! 907 01:14:14,937 --> 01:14:16,678 One and a half! One and three quarters! 908 01:14:17,940 --> 01:14:18,984 I'm sorry. 909 01:14:19,028 --> 01:14:20,986 Elaine! 910 01:14:22,597 --> 01:14:23,946 Shit, fuck. I gotta go. 911 01:14:23,989 --> 01:14:26,383 Okay. I'm sorry. 912 01:14:26,427 --> 01:14:28,124 - Tomorrow? - Now! 913 01:14:28,167 --> 01:14:30,518 To be in my bed! 914 01:14:32,433 --> 01:14:35,740 He's breaking your rules! Hypocrite! 915 01:14:35,784 --> 01:14:38,047 You want to test me, young lady? 916 01:14:44,749 --> 01:14:45,750 Jeeves! 917 01:14:46,447 --> 01:14:47,709 He's inside! 918 01:14:48,971 --> 01:14:50,059 Inside! 919 01:14:52,017 --> 01:14:53,454 Beau, Beau, Beau, 920 01:14:53,497 --> 01:14:55,151 they're taking me away. 921 01:14:55,194 --> 01:14:57,240 Beau, wake up, wake up! She's taking me away. 922 01:14:57,283 --> 01:14:59,044 - She's taking me off the ship! - What's happening? 923 01:14:59,068 --> 01:15:00,504 She's taking me away. 924 01:15:00,548 --> 01:15:01,655 - Will you wait for me? - Beau, what is going on? 925 01:15:01,679 --> 01:15:03,202 I love you. Will you wait for me? 926 01:15:03,246 --> 01:15:04,334 What's happening? 927 01:15:04,378 --> 01:15:06,249 I love you. 928 01:15:06,292 --> 01:15:07,555 Oh, my God. 929 01:15:07,598 --> 01:15:08,947 Why are you doing this? 930 01:15:08,991 --> 01:15:10,688 What is this? 931 01:15:10,732 --> 01:15:11,907 Will you wait for me? 932 01:15:11,950 --> 01:15:13,169 - Yes. - Promise? 933 01:15:13,212 --> 01:15:14,581 - I swear, yes. - Do you promise? Promise me! 934 01:15:14,605 --> 01:15:15,737 - Okay? Okay... - I promise. 935 01:15:15,780 --> 01:15:17,434 - Enough! - Who is this bitch? 936 01:15:17,478 --> 01:15:18,585 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 937 01:15:18,609 --> 01:15:21,264 - What is this? - No! No! No! 938 01:15:21,307 --> 01:15:23,309 - Now! - Beau, I love you, okay? 939 01:15:23,353 --> 01:15:24,504 Come here right now! 940 01:15:24,528 --> 01:15:25,897 Wait for me! Wait for me, okay? 941 01:15:25,921 --> 01:15:27,507 - Shut up! - Oh, my God! 942 01:15:27,531 --> 01:15:28,943 - Lainie! - Wait for me! 943 01:15:28,967 --> 01:15:30,186 My heart. 944 01:15:30,229 --> 01:15:31,859 - Never again! - No! 945 01:15:31,883 --> 01:15:32,947 - Oh, my God. - No! 946 01:15:32,971 --> 01:15:34,059 Close it! 947 01:15:34,103 --> 01:15:35,583 What did you promise her, Beau? 948 01:15:37,062 --> 01:15:38,499 Beau! 949 01:15:38,542 --> 01:15:40,936 Where is she going, Beau? Was she the one? 950 01:15:40,979 --> 01:15:42,503 No, no, no, no! Put that down! 951 01:15:42,546 --> 01:15:44,113 He's on the couch! 952 01:15:44,156 --> 01:15:45,636 He's inside! 953 01:15:47,029 --> 01:15:48,596 Okay, okay, okay... 954 01:15:48,639 --> 01:15:50,772 - That's him! That's him! - Okay... Not him. Okay... 955 01:15:52,251 --> 01:15:53,296 That's enough! 956 01:15:53,339 --> 01:15:54,863 No need to get up, Beau! 957 01:15:54,906 --> 01:15:56,362 - He's not straight! - Stay bent! Stay bent! 958 01:15:56,386 --> 01:15:57,387 All right... 959 01:15:59,302 --> 01:16:01,086 - He's laughing! - No, no. 960 01:16:01,130 --> 01:16:02,479 He's laughing! 961 01:16:02,523 --> 01:16:03,654 He's laughing. 962 01:16:03,698 --> 01:16:05,264 Don't worry, Beau. False alarm. 963 01:16:05,308 --> 01:16:06,546 It's okay, Beau. 964 01:16:06,570 --> 01:16:07,850 He doesn't know what he's doing. 965 01:16:07,876 --> 01:16:09,636 It's all under control. 966 01:16:09,660 --> 01:16:10,966 - Okay. - He's laughing! 967 01:16:11,009 --> 01:16:12,683 When they rescued him in the jungle, 968 01:16:12,707 --> 01:16:15,492 they found him running around, shooting at the bodies. 969 01:16:15,536 --> 01:16:17,233 And not at... not the enemy, 970 01:16:17,276 --> 01:16:19,540 - his own squad too. - His own squad, Beau. 971 01:16:19,583 --> 01:16:22,194 He was defending himself. He still is. 972 01:16:22,238 --> 01:16:25,110 He's a hero and he came back to nothing! 973 01:16:25,154 --> 01:16:26,938 We're the only ones who would take him in. 974 01:16:26,982 --> 01:16:29,288 He's gonna be so ashamed in the morning, Beau. 975 01:16:29,332 --> 01:16:31,160 Mark my words. 976 01:16:31,203 --> 01:16:34,163 He loves you. He told me he loves you. 977 01:16:34,206 --> 01:16:35,773 He told me yesterday. 978 01:16:39,429 --> 01:16:41,823 That's not part of the original contract. 979 01:16:42,954 --> 01:16:44,826 I'm a mother myself, you know. 980 01:16:45,914 --> 01:16:47,524 In that case, I might have to let... 981 01:16:47,568 --> 01:16:50,179 Look alive, pal! It's grill time! 982 01:16:50,222 --> 01:16:52,529 I thought we'd have a little goodbye barbecue 983 01:16:52,573 --> 01:16:54,139 before we hit the road! 984 01:16:54,183 --> 01:16:56,707 - What? - You got the tri-tip! 985 01:16:59,144 --> 01:17:01,538 Good morning, sweetheart. How are you feeling? 986 01:17:01,582 --> 01:17:02,800 You coming, Gracie? 987 01:17:02,844 --> 01:17:04,019 Be right there. 988 01:17:06,935 --> 01:17:08,023 Let's get you up. 989 01:17:09,024 --> 01:17:10,765 Oh, oh, oh... 990 01:17:10,808 --> 01:17:12,723 Shh, shh, shh, shh. Come on. 991 01:17:14,551 --> 01:17:16,814 Baby. Breathe. 992 01:17:24,126 --> 01:17:25,582 As someone who sees you and loves you 993 01:17:25,606 --> 01:17:27,259 and knows what you're going through, 994 01:17:27,303 --> 01:17:29,131 even though I know I can never know, 995 01:17:29,174 --> 01:17:30,524 I have to tell you... 996 01:17:30,567 --> 01:17:31,612 Babers! 997 01:17:33,744 --> 01:17:36,965 You mind coming out here for a sec? I need a hand. 998 01:17:37,008 --> 01:17:38,227 Of course. 999 01:17:40,055 --> 01:17:42,231 Why don't you find something to watch? 1000 01:17:43,667 --> 01:17:44,842 I'll be right back. 1001 01:17:46,844 --> 01:17:47,976 Channel 78. 1002 01:19:13,757 --> 01:19:15,150 Now! 1003 01:19:16,325 --> 01:19:18,109 What... What is... 1004 01:19:18,849 --> 01:19:19,850 What... 1005 01:19:21,112 --> 01:19:23,375 What... What... 1006 01:19:23,419 --> 01:19:25,464 We're gonna finally put some color on these walls. 1007 01:19:25,508 --> 01:19:27,597 What? 1008 01:19:34,517 --> 01:19:36,171 Here. Take that wall. 1009 01:19:41,393 --> 01:19:42,525 That wall! 1010 01:19:45,093 --> 01:19:46,181 Okay. 1011 01:19:47,922 --> 01:19:49,314 Yeah, how about this? 1012 01:19:51,012 --> 01:19:53,623 Wait... Wait, what... 1013 01:19:53,667 --> 01:19:55,930 What are you doing? Why are you doing this? 1014 01:19:57,758 --> 01:20:01,239 Hey... Grace is so careful about this room. 1015 01:20:01,283 --> 01:20:02,676 It's my brother! 1016 01:20:05,591 --> 01:20:08,464 I know. So, why? 1017 01:20:12,598 --> 01:20:13,687 Okay. 1018 01:20:14,775 --> 01:20:15,819 - Yeah. - What? 1019 01:20:15,863 --> 01:20:17,125 Yeah, you know what? 1020 01:20:18,169 --> 01:20:19,649 You'll just get fucked up with me. 1021 01:20:19,693 --> 01:20:21,042 I'm supposed to be leaving. 1022 01:20:21,085 --> 01:20:22,696 So you'll leave fucked up! 1023 01:20:22,739 --> 01:20:24,654 I feel really, really bad right now, please! 1024 01:20:24,698 --> 01:20:27,613 So what? You can come into my life and sleep in my bed 1025 01:20:27,657 --> 01:20:29,311 and steal my fuckin' parents, 1026 01:20:29,354 --> 01:20:31,748 but you can't get fuckin' fucked up with me? 1027 01:20:31,792 --> 01:20:34,359 No! I'm not trying to steal anything, I swear! 1028 01:20:34,403 --> 01:20:35,772 I know you are. You've blown it! 1029 01:20:35,796 --> 01:20:37,972 You failed your stupid test! 1030 01:20:39,538 --> 01:20:40,888 What? 1031 01:20:40,931 --> 01:20:42,933 Everyone pretending you're some sad old orphan! 1032 01:20:42,977 --> 01:20:44,108 It makes me puke! 1033 01:20:44,152 --> 01:20:45,893 Wait... Wait, what do you mean? 1034 01:20:45,936 --> 01:20:47,764 Uh, I'm sorry. Please... 1035 01:20:47,808 --> 01:20:49,157 I'll... I'll leave. 1036 01:20:49,200 --> 01:20:50,158 I'll do whatever you want. But what does that mean? 1037 01:20:50,201 --> 01:20:51,309 What do you mean about a test? 1038 01:20:51,333 --> 01:20:52,900 I'm not asking you to leave! 1039 01:20:52,943 --> 01:20:54,597 I've asked you to fucking drink 1040 01:20:54,640 --> 01:20:56,120 this fucking paint with me! 1041 01:20:56,164 --> 01:20:58,470 - Toni, please! - Don't call me Toni! 1042 01:20:58,514 --> 01:21:00,037 I'm sorry, but it is your name! 1043 01:21:00,081 --> 01:21:02,779 It is my name. It's my name. 1044 01:21:02,823 --> 01:21:04,520 Wait... Wait, what do you mean 1045 01:21:04,563 --> 01:21:05,845 when you said that about the test? 1046 01:21:05,869 --> 01:21:07,784 - What does that mean? - I don't care! 1047 01:21:07,828 --> 01:21:08,828 You first. 1048 01:21:10,656 --> 01:21:12,136 Don't, Toni, please. 1049 01:21:12,180 --> 01:21:13,703 You listen to me. 1050 01:21:14,791 --> 01:21:16,488 I have videos of you. 1051 01:21:16,532 --> 01:21:18,969 I'll post them. I'll say what you did! 1052 01:21:19,013 --> 01:21:22,581 What? What did I do? What did I do? 1053 01:21:25,367 --> 01:21:27,543 Fine, you fuckin' pussy faggot. 1054 01:21:27,586 --> 01:21:28,849 No, please, Toni, don't! 1055 01:21:30,024 --> 01:21:31,895 Stop, please! You're gonna be sick! 1056 01:21:32,417 --> 01:21:33,636 Stop! Stop! 1057 01:21:34,332 --> 01:21:35,377 Fuck you! 1058 01:21:39,337 --> 01:21:41,949 Help! Help! Doctor! 1059 01:21:42,384 --> 01:21:43,385 Help! 1060 01:21:48,694 --> 01:21:49,739 Oh, God! 1061 01:21:49,783 --> 01:21:51,567 Oh, my God! Oh, my God! 1062 01:21:52,873 --> 01:21:55,136 She should blink! She should be blinking. 1063 01:21:55,179 --> 01:21:56,702 No! She drank... 1064 01:21:56,746 --> 01:21:58,026 What did you do to her? 1065 01:21:59,618 --> 01:22:01,751 No! I... I didn't... 1066 01:22:01,795 --> 01:22:03,405 I tried to get her to stop. 1067 01:22:03,448 --> 01:22:06,451 I begged her, please stop doing it. 1068 01:22:09,019 --> 01:22:11,543 Oh, my God... 1069 01:22:11,587 --> 01:22:13,763 Come on, Toni. Come on, Toni. No, Toni. 1070 01:22:13,807 --> 01:22:16,853 No! No! Come on, baby. 1071 01:22:16,897 --> 01:22:20,074 I... I didn't... I didn't... I told her not to. 1072 01:22:20,726 --> 01:22:22,119 I begged her. 1073 01:22:22,163 --> 01:22:23,425 Come on... No! 1074 01:22:24,687 --> 01:22:25,906 Come on, baby! Come on. 1075 01:22:30,475 --> 01:22:32,216 I see you now! 1076 01:22:32,651 --> 01:22:33,696 What? 1077 01:22:34,784 --> 01:22:37,047 Replacing my son! 1078 01:22:37,091 --> 01:22:39,702 - With a demon! - No, no. No, Grace. 1079 01:22:39,745 --> 01:22:41,399 With a demon! 1080 01:22:44,794 --> 01:22:46,448 - I'll kill you! - No! No! 1081 01:22:46,491 --> 01:22:48,580 - I'll kill you! - No! Oh, my God! 1082 01:22:58,199 --> 01:23:01,550 This ends up bad. It's bad. Totally bad. 1083 01:23:01,593 --> 01:23:03,508 Jeeves! 1084 01:23:04,205 --> 01:23:06,294 Rip him apart! 1085 01:26:11,740 --> 01:26:14,047 Hello? I'm... 1086 01:26:17,702 --> 01:26:19,661 I'm sorry, I'm... I'm lost. 1087 01:26:23,056 --> 01:26:25,014 I was in an accident. And I don't... 1088 01:26:26,102 --> 01:26:27,364 I don't know where I am. 1089 01:26:30,150 --> 01:26:31,847 I'm sorry, but can you please help me? 1090 01:26:37,331 --> 01:26:38,506 Are you hurt? 1091 01:26:49,256 --> 01:26:52,433 It's a very big piece of glass in your head. 1092 01:26:52,476 --> 01:26:53,651 Glass? 1093 01:26:54,565 --> 01:26:55,871 Oh, it was a door. 1094 01:26:59,004 --> 01:27:01,094 Oh... I think we should... 1095 01:27:02,269 --> 01:27:03,748 take it out. Can I take it out? 1096 01:27:03,792 --> 01:27:04,923 Uh-huh. 1097 01:27:07,491 --> 01:27:09,667 - Oh, God... - Okay. Okay. 1098 01:27:09,711 --> 01:27:11,582 - Oh... - Okay. 1099 01:27:11,626 --> 01:27:13,038 - Does it bleed a lot? - Okay, it's out. 1100 01:27:13,062 --> 01:27:15,238 It's good. The head ones, they bleed like crazy 1101 01:27:15,282 --> 01:27:16,631 and then they just stop. 1102 01:27:17,675 --> 01:27:19,155 Is it? 1103 01:27:19,199 --> 01:27:20,330 - Is it stopped? - Mm-hmm. 1104 01:27:20,374 --> 01:27:21,766 - It is? - See? 1105 01:27:22,332 --> 01:27:23,594 Is it? 1106 01:27:23,638 --> 01:27:25,770 Trust me, my father bled to death. 1107 01:27:28,077 --> 01:27:29,470 We should clean it up. 1108 01:27:29,513 --> 01:27:30,993 It could still get infected. 1109 01:27:32,603 --> 01:27:33,691 You wanna come with me? 1110 01:27:37,347 --> 01:27:38,435 Okay. 1111 01:27:51,753 --> 01:27:52,841 Thank you. 1112 01:27:54,886 --> 01:27:56,061 We're nearly there. 1113 01:28:44,284 --> 01:28:45,284 Hi, Lloyd. 1114 01:28:46,503 --> 01:28:47,678 This is Beau. 1115 01:28:48,288 --> 01:28:49,898 Hello. 1116 01:28:49,941 --> 01:28:51,901 He was in an accident. 1117 01:28:51,943 --> 01:28:53,118 His mother just died, 1118 01:28:53,162 --> 01:28:54,946 and his father died before he was born. 1119 01:28:55,686 --> 01:28:57,079 "When sorrows come, 1120 01:28:57,122 --> 01:28:59,429 "they come not single spies, but in battalions." 1121 01:29:00,778 --> 01:29:02,127 Thank you. 1122 01:29:02,171 --> 01:29:04,913 This is me. Just a sec, Beau. 1123 01:29:22,626 --> 01:29:24,628 I have an extra sleeping bag if you need one. 1124 01:29:25,673 --> 01:29:27,457 This way, Beau. 1125 01:29:27,501 --> 01:29:31,113 "Some Cupid kills with arrows, some with traps." 1126 01:29:55,398 --> 01:29:57,182 Damn these crossroads! 1127 01:30:00,447 --> 01:30:02,013 How can one stake one's life 1128 01:30:02,057 --> 01:30:04,189 on a choice between two unmarked paths? 1129 01:30:05,974 --> 01:30:07,473 If one leads forward, 1130 01:30:07,497 --> 01:30:10,195 must the other go backwards? 1131 01:30:10,239 --> 01:30:14,896 - If it were a trap? - Or this an opportunity? 1132 01:30:14,939 --> 01:30:16,767 Or might they both lead home, 1133 01:30:18,116 --> 01:30:20,641 where I can take my rightful seat, 1134 01:30:20,684 --> 01:30:22,512 and be lord of my own possessions? 1135 01:30:26,473 --> 01:30:28,083 They're rehearsing for the preview. 1136 01:30:28,126 --> 01:30:29,606 Damn these crossroads! 1137 01:30:30,651 --> 01:30:31,826 There, let's not spoil it. 1138 01:30:39,529 --> 01:30:41,183 As great trumpets speak, 1139 01:30:41,226 --> 01:30:44,317 our poor hero realizes too late. 1140 01:30:44,360 --> 01:30:45,970 But these are funeral horns! 1141 01:30:46,014 --> 01:30:47,189 Everyone! 1142 01:30:48,886 --> 01:30:50,453 This is Beau. 1143 01:30:50,497 --> 01:30:52,934 Hi, Beau! 1144 01:30:52,977 --> 01:30:54,239 He was in an accident 1145 01:30:54,283 --> 01:30:56,372 and both his parents are dead. 1146 01:30:56,416 --> 01:30:58,635 - No! - Are you okay? 1147 01:30:58,679 --> 01:30:59,723 That's terrible. 1148 01:31:00,637 --> 01:31:02,335 What is this place? 1149 01:31:02,378 --> 01:31:05,120 We call ourselves the Orphans of the Forest. 1150 01:31:05,163 --> 01:31:06,861 That's right! 1151 01:31:06,904 --> 01:31:09,037 Although many of our parents simply abandoned us 1152 01:31:09,080 --> 01:31:10,821 without even bothering to die. 1153 01:31:10,865 --> 01:31:13,041 We're a traveling theater company. 1154 01:31:13,084 --> 01:31:14,608 We go from forest to forest, 1155 01:31:14,651 --> 01:31:17,306 off the grid, making up homes from whatever we find. 1156 01:31:17,350 --> 01:31:20,570 And then at the end, we put on a big show! 1157 01:31:26,968 --> 01:31:28,143 I'm so sorry. 1158 01:31:29,231 --> 01:31:30,232 Aw. 1159 01:31:33,322 --> 01:31:34,367 See him? 1160 01:31:37,195 --> 01:31:38,458 That's Yesekov. 1161 01:31:38,501 --> 01:31:40,329 He's the man who started all of this. 1162 01:31:42,984 --> 01:31:44,115 Papa... 1163 01:31:47,815 --> 01:31:49,686 It's time for the show! 1164 01:31:49,730 --> 01:31:51,993 Hi, there. Are you joining us? 1165 01:31:52,036 --> 01:31:53,473 What do you mean? 1166 01:31:53,516 --> 01:31:54,561 Do you want a costume? 1167 01:31:55,344 --> 01:31:56,867 - Oh... - We like to, uh, 1168 01:31:56,911 --> 01:31:58,911 blur the line between the audience and the players. 1169 01:31:59,914 --> 01:32:01,437 Either of these? 1170 01:32:01,481 --> 01:32:02,830 I like this color with your eyes. 1171 01:32:03,526 --> 01:32:04,614 Or this one's fun... 1172 01:32:05,354 --> 01:32:07,225 Um... 1173 01:32:07,269 --> 01:32:09,402 - That one. - That's my favorite too. 1174 01:32:09,445 --> 01:32:10,577 Let's get changed. 1175 01:32:12,361 --> 01:32:13,797 I'm happy you're joining, Beau. 1176 01:32:16,104 --> 01:32:18,236 Hey there, brother, I'm Duncan! 1177 01:32:18,280 --> 01:32:19,803 What brought you here? 1178 01:32:23,416 --> 01:32:27,463 Jeeves! Rip him apart! 1179 01:32:54,925 --> 01:32:56,100 What am I doing here? 1180 01:32:59,495 --> 01:33:01,541 ♪ Everyone you see, everyone you know... 1181 01:33:01,584 --> 01:33:03,107 Please tell me, what am I doing here? 1182 01:33:24,389 --> 01:33:28,785 No! 1183 01:33:35,226 --> 01:33:36,401 O God... 1184 01:33:39,361 --> 01:33:42,799 Fate has burned my house to cinders 1185 01:33:42,843 --> 01:33:44,845 and launched me into exile. 1186 01:33:48,152 --> 01:33:52,505 I once thought I knew despair, and that I could master it... 1187 01:33:55,377 --> 01:33:57,510 but now that I know this pain, 1188 01:33:59,033 --> 01:34:00,774 I can't fathom relief. 1189 01:34:03,820 --> 01:34:07,215 When I reach out for answers, 1190 01:34:07,258 --> 01:34:11,088 I grasp cold air. 1191 01:34:11,132 --> 01:34:17,921 O, with my mother and father gone, 1192 01:34:17,965 --> 01:34:21,316 I have lost my whole self! 1193 01:34:57,570 --> 01:34:59,223 You grieve well. 1194 01:35:00,442 --> 01:35:02,792 Your parents are honored, 1195 01:35:02,836 --> 01:35:05,665 and now may rest forever in peace. 1196 01:35:07,667 --> 01:35:08,711 Rise. 1197 01:35:18,373 --> 01:35:21,028 Now go forth. 1198 01:35:23,291 --> 01:35:26,250 Erect your own glittering home... 1199 01:35:28,688 --> 01:35:30,864 and make it permanent. 1200 01:35:36,304 --> 01:35:37,740 Do I venture forth... 1201 01:35:42,092 --> 01:35:43,485 or stay here? 1202 01:35:44,834 --> 01:35:45,966 With what I know. 1203 01:36:07,727 --> 01:36:10,904 If I stay, I die. 1204 01:36:14,777 --> 01:36:18,085 No. I must go. 1205 01:36:21,305 --> 01:36:23,133 What? Chains! 1206 01:36:24,613 --> 01:36:25,701 Now you see. 1207 01:36:27,094 --> 01:36:29,313 They have always been there. 1208 01:37:12,443 --> 01:37:15,969 Yes. Push forward. 1209 01:37:16,012 --> 01:37:20,408 Pray that you learn valor and be given luck. 1210 01:37:22,845 --> 01:37:24,934 You will walk many miles. 1211 01:37:26,457 --> 01:37:28,677 Dozens will become hundreds, 1212 01:37:30,113 --> 01:37:32,246 hundreds will become thousands. 1213 01:37:34,727 --> 01:37:37,164 You will pass through countless villages. 1214 01:37:39,819 --> 01:37:43,692 But finally, one village will speak to you, 1215 01:37:43,736 --> 01:37:46,477 some deep, essential part of you 1216 01:37:46,521 --> 01:37:48,175 will recognize it, 1217 01:37:48,218 --> 01:37:52,005 and you will say, "This village is mine." 1218 01:37:59,273 --> 01:38:00,970 You will learn a trade... 1219 01:38:03,320 --> 01:38:05,453 and eventually earn a living. 1220 01:38:08,021 --> 01:38:11,372 You will know the pleasure of tasting fruit and bread 1221 01:38:11,415 --> 01:38:13,417 and wine that is yours... 1222 01:38:13,461 --> 01:38:15,071 because you have earned it. 1223 01:38:15,898 --> 01:38:18,292 You will find a plot of land 1224 01:38:18,335 --> 01:38:20,947 and build a house with your own hands. 1225 01:38:24,515 --> 01:38:26,343 You will cultivate the land. 1226 01:38:38,747 --> 01:38:40,227 You will live off it. 1227 01:38:43,056 --> 01:38:45,493 You will come to make new friends. 1228 01:38:49,149 --> 01:38:51,107 One day, you will meet a woman. 1229 01:38:52,848 --> 01:38:55,111 The story of your meeting will change 1230 01:38:55,155 --> 01:38:57,331 according to who tells it: 1231 01:38:57,374 --> 01:38:58,898 that you were lost 1232 01:38:58,941 --> 01:39:01,335 and she helped you find your way, 1233 01:39:01,378 --> 01:39:03,641 or that she was off course 1234 01:39:03,685 --> 01:39:05,252 and you guided her home. 1235 01:39:08,168 --> 01:39:10,518 She will see your fears, 1236 01:39:10,561 --> 01:39:13,564 and your pain, and your dreams, 1237 01:39:13,608 --> 01:39:15,001 and your potential... 1238 01:39:17,873 --> 01:39:19,701 and you will see hers. 1239 01:39:23,096 --> 01:39:25,663 In finding your other half, 1240 01:39:25,707 --> 01:39:28,449 the gifts of your life will multiply. 1241 01:39:31,974 --> 01:39:35,195 Sometimes, she will look like a man to you. 1242 01:39:38,415 --> 01:39:41,941 She will become pregnant because you have sex with her. 1243 01:39:44,813 --> 01:39:47,642 You will have children. Three sons. 1244 01:39:49,078 --> 01:39:51,602 You will teach them what you know, 1245 01:39:51,646 --> 01:39:54,127 and you will tell them you love them every day. 1246 01:39:55,868 --> 01:39:58,435 They will grow into handsome boys, 1247 01:39:58,479 --> 01:40:03,701 blessed with courage and kindness and ambition. 1248 01:40:03,745 --> 01:40:07,618 You will share your feelings of pride with your therapist. 1249 01:40:07,662 --> 01:40:09,359 He will archive them. 1250 01:40:12,101 --> 01:40:14,582 One day, an historic storm 1251 01:40:14,625 --> 01:40:16,410 will sweep through your village... 1252 01:40:16,453 --> 01:40:18,629 and destroy your home. 1253 01:40:23,025 --> 01:40:24,960 You will be carried away... 1254 01:40:24,984 --> 01:40:26,420 by a great flood. 1255 01:40:31,642 --> 01:40:34,341 You and your family will be separated. 1256 01:40:41,435 --> 01:40:45,004 And you will be deposited in a strange country. 1257 01:40:52,533 --> 01:40:55,101 You will look for your family for days... 1258 01:40:57,190 --> 01:40:58,365 then weeks, 1259 01:40:59,540 --> 01:41:00,802 then months, 1260 01:41:02,456 --> 01:41:05,067 so many months that you will come to lose count, 1261 01:41:05,111 --> 01:41:06,808 but you will not find them. 1262 01:41:07,809 --> 01:41:09,506 You will try to find work 1263 01:41:09,550 --> 01:41:11,987 to support your continuing search, 1264 01:41:12,031 --> 01:41:14,947 but no one will speak your language. 1265 01:41:14,990 --> 01:41:17,036 You will be treated like a criminal. 1266 01:41:20,822 --> 01:41:23,868 Eventually, you will come upon a village 1267 01:41:23,912 --> 01:41:26,175 wracked by an inexplicable plague. 1268 01:41:27,872 --> 01:41:31,876 As you pass through, a man, deranged by tragedy, 1269 01:41:31,920 --> 01:41:35,358 will identify you as the beast who burned down his home 1270 01:41:35,402 --> 01:41:37,186 and replaced his children's feet 1271 01:41:37,230 --> 01:41:38,405 with their hands. 1272 01:41:40,320 --> 01:41:43,105 You will try to argue your innocence, 1273 01:41:43,149 --> 01:41:45,542 but this will only make you sound more guilty. 1274 01:41:48,328 --> 01:41:50,547 You will wonder yourself whether you are guilty. 1275 01:42:02,733 --> 01:42:03,952 You will flee. 1276 01:42:07,608 --> 01:42:09,436 Mad with vengeance, 1277 01:42:09,479 --> 01:42:12,178 they will send an attack dog to pursue you. 1278 01:42:14,223 --> 01:42:16,356 It will tear through the world to find you. 1279 01:42:18,314 --> 01:42:21,404 You won't know this, but you will sense it. 1280 01:42:23,798 --> 01:42:25,843 And you will keep a detailed record 1281 01:42:25,887 --> 01:42:28,498 of these impressions in a log. 1282 01:42:28,542 --> 01:42:32,154 And over time, this log will become many logs. 1283 01:42:34,156 --> 01:42:38,769 Your adventures will continue for years and years. 1284 01:42:38,813 --> 01:42:42,034 You will learn to distinguish birds by their call 1285 01:42:42,077 --> 01:42:45,646 and you will know every tree and plant by its name. 1286 01:42:47,082 --> 01:42:49,258 Abandoning all comforts, 1287 01:42:49,302 --> 01:42:52,609 you will condition your mind to new ways of seeing. 1288 01:42:54,133 --> 01:42:58,485 You will experience great highs and profound lows, 1289 01:42:58,528 --> 01:43:00,530 and you will look for your family 1290 01:43:00,574 --> 01:43:03,838 until your life shrinks and fades 1291 01:43:03,881 --> 01:43:06,014 into the dream of a ghost. 1292 01:43:10,105 --> 01:43:12,847 You will come to wonder if they ever existed. 1293 01:43:17,025 --> 01:43:20,289 Finally, when you are old and frail, 1294 01:43:20,333 --> 01:43:22,248 you will collapse in exhaustion. 1295 01:43:35,130 --> 01:43:36,479 Oh, sweetheart... 1296 01:43:39,656 --> 01:43:41,093 Why are you crying? 1297 01:43:47,795 --> 01:43:51,103 Because I've searched for my family 1298 01:43:52,278 --> 01:43:53,453 all my life, 1299 01:43:55,019 --> 01:43:56,891 to the end of my life, 1300 01:43:58,110 --> 01:43:59,850 and I'm still alone. 1301 01:44:02,157 --> 01:44:05,073 You should not be crying for your misfortunes, 1302 01:44:05,117 --> 01:44:06,727 for your own sins. 1303 01:44:07,728 --> 01:44:10,557 You also have been searched for, 1304 01:44:10,600 --> 01:44:12,950 but you're so lost in your own selfishness 1305 01:44:12,994 --> 01:44:14,735 that no one could ever find you. 1306 01:44:16,563 --> 01:44:17,738 Confess. 1307 01:44:18,956 --> 01:44:20,306 Before your peers. 1308 01:44:21,394 --> 01:44:22,786 But what did I do? 1309 01:44:25,572 --> 01:44:26,660 You know. 1310 01:44:28,052 --> 01:44:29,184 Confess. 1311 01:44:40,195 --> 01:44:42,023 I've been a coward. 1312 01:44:43,024 --> 01:44:44,547 My whole life. 1313 01:44:44,591 --> 01:44:46,680 You will confess everything. 1314 01:44:50,988 --> 01:44:52,947 After which, you will find the earth 1315 01:44:52,990 --> 01:44:54,775 replaced by good water. 1316 01:44:59,736 --> 01:45:03,044 Sleep will come untroubled. 1317 01:45:07,179 --> 01:45:09,529 To the sound of distant trumpets, 1318 01:45:09,572 --> 01:45:12,488 you will awake, as if by a miracle, 1319 01:45:14,316 --> 01:45:17,014 at the foot of your glittering village. 1320 01:45:26,241 --> 01:45:28,504 No one will recognize you, 1321 01:45:28,548 --> 01:45:32,421 but the smell of the air, and the sounds of the insects, 1322 01:45:32,465 --> 01:45:34,031 and the way the evening light 1323 01:45:34,075 --> 01:45:36,295 slashes itself across the chimney 1324 01:45:36,338 --> 01:45:38,384 of a neighbor's old house, 1325 01:45:38,427 --> 01:45:41,952 will unloose in you a torrent of vivid memories. 1326 01:45:50,091 --> 01:45:53,007 You will be invited to a special play 1327 01:45:53,050 --> 01:45:55,052 being put on in an outdoor theater 1328 01:45:55,096 --> 01:45:56,402 just for that night. 1329 01:45:59,143 --> 01:46:00,797 Despite your hunger, 1330 01:46:00,841 --> 01:46:03,713 you will decide to spend your last dollar on this. 1331 01:46:07,151 --> 01:46:10,416 Over the last 40 years, his memory had faltered 1332 01:46:10,459 --> 01:46:12,244 to the extent that he couldn't remember 1333 01:46:12,287 --> 01:46:14,637 his own mother's face, 1334 01:46:14,681 --> 01:46:17,205 but just by breathing in the air, 1335 01:46:17,249 --> 01:46:19,555 he was seized by the absolute certainty 1336 01:46:19,599 --> 01:46:22,079 that this was his village. 1337 01:46:22,950 --> 01:46:24,995 Nobody remembered him, 1338 01:46:25,039 --> 01:46:26,606 and even though all of his neighbors 1339 01:46:26,649 --> 01:46:29,609 had been replaced by younger generations, 1340 01:46:29,652 --> 01:46:31,959 he recognized everything, 1341 01:46:32,002 --> 01:46:35,658 and somehow he too felt recognized. 1342 01:46:36,746 --> 01:46:39,967 His home had waited for him, 1343 01:46:40,010 --> 01:46:43,884 just as loyally as he had searched for it. 1344 01:46:43,927 --> 01:46:45,842 Even the sight of the evening sun, 1345 01:46:45,886 --> 01:46:49,890 casting slashes of amber light across a familiar chimney, 1346 01:46:49,933 --> 01:46:53,197 sent him reeling into a flood of memories. 1347 01:46:55,939 --> 01:46:57,419 What did our father do next? 1348 01:46:57,463 --> 01:46:58,942 And where was the village? 1349 01:46:58,986 --> 01:47:00,703 We only saw it as boys and have no memories! 1350 01:47:00,727 --> 01:47:01,815 Please, 1351 01:47:01,858 --> 01:47:03,556 - tell us how to find it. - No, wait... 1352 01:47:03,599 --> 01:47:05,601 What did he do next? 1353 01:47:05,645 --> 01:47:09,039 He was delirious with hunger and only had enough money 1354 01:47:09,083 --> 01:47:12,173 for one bowl of soup, but before he could spend it, 1355 01:47:12,216 --> 01:47:15,263 he was invited to a special play. 1356 01:47:15,307 --> 01:47:16,743 It was already in progress, 1357 01:47:16,786 --> 01:47:19,398 but he felt compelled to go in, 1358 01:47:19,441 --> 01:47:21,313 so he spent his last dollar. 1359 01:47:22,792 --> 01:47:25,317 Not long after sitting in, 1360 01:47:25,360 --> 01:47:27,623 he saw that the details of the plot 1361 01:47:27,667 --> 01:47:29,843 were impossibly similar to those 1362 01:47:30,409 --> 01:47:32,628 of his own life, 1363 01:47:32,672 --> 01:47:35,501 and there were three young men on the stage 1364 01:47:35,544 --> 01:47:38,373 who looked remarkably like himself. 1365 01:47:38,417 --> 01:47:39,766 This is me! 1366 01:47:39,809 --> 01:47:42,899 And he rose up, at once exhilarated and terrified 1367 01:47:42,943 --> 01:47:45,249 that it might not be true, and he announced... 1368 01:47:45,815 --> 01:47:47,164 This is my story! 1369 01:47:48,688 --> 01:47:51,821 And the three young men immediately recognized the man 1370 01:47:51,865 --> 01:47:53,214 as their father. 1371 01:47:53,257 --> 01:47:56,086 - Dad? - No. It can't be. 1372 01:47:56,130 --> 01:47:57,914 My sons! 1373 01:48:02,615 --> 01:48:03,616 Dad... 1374 01:48:04,660 --> 01:48:06,183 Dad... Dad... 1375 01:48:06,967 --> 01:48:08,490 Oh, oh, oh... 1376 01:48:08,534 --> 01:48:09,926 Oh, my God. 1377 01:48:10,971 --> 01:48:12,407 - Oh... - Oh, my God. 1378 01:48:12,451 --> 01:48:14,583 - Oh... - Oh, my God. 1379 01:48:14,627 --> 01:48:16,411 You're my boys! 1380 01:48:16,455 --> 01:48:18,848 Oh, my beautiful, sweet boys! 1381 01:48:18,892 --> 01:48:21,416 Don't be afraid. I'm here. Come here. 1382 01:48:22,286 --> 01:48:24,898 Come here. Oh... 1383 01:48:24,941 --> 01:48:27,335 Oh, my... Oh, my God. 1384 01:48:27,857 --> 01:48:28,989 Oh... 1385 01:48:30,164 --> 01:48:32,340 Where... Where have you been? 1386 01:48:34,995 --> 01:48:37,824 You... You were ripped from me. 1387 01:48:37,867 --> 01:48:43,743 I've looked for you for so long... so long. 1388 01:48:43,786 --> 01:48:47,616 Oh... 1389 01:48:47,660 --> 01:48:48,878 Where did you go? 1390 01:48:48,922 --> 01:48:50,184 And how are you? 1391 01:48:50,967 --> 01:48:54,841 I made you. Oh, my loves. 1392 01:48:54,884 --> 01:48:58,540 Oh, my loves. Oh, my darlings. 1393 01:48:58,584 --> 01:48:59,628 Oh, my darlings. 1394 01:48:59,672 --> 01:49:01,543 I missed you so much. 1395 01:49:01,587 --> 01:49:05,504 Oh. Oh, that's okay. 1396 01:49:05,547 --> 01:49:09,116 It's okay, I'm here. I'm here. 1397 01:49:09,856 --> 01:49:10,987 Oh, my loves. 1398 01:49:11,031 --> 01:49:12,431 This the end of things. 1399 01:49:13,642 --> 01:49:14,774 It's okay. 1400 01:49:17,864 --> 01:49:20,214 What about our mother? Is she... 1401 01:49:21,433 --> 01:49:22,738 - What? - Is she... 1402 01:49:23,870 --> 01:49:25,045 She's not with you? 1403 01:49:27,482 --> 01:49:28,701 She's not with you? 1404 01:49:28,744 --> 01:49:29,895 - Oh, God. - We were... 1405 01:49:29,919 --> 01:49:31,704 We were raised as orphans. 1406 01:49:31,747 --> 01:49:32,966 Oh, no! 1407 01:49:33,880 --> 01:49:36,360 Oh, I'm so sorry. 1408 01:49:37,318 --> 01:49:38,362 Where's Mom? 1409 01:49:38,406 --> 01:49:39,625 It's okay, my love. 1410 01:49:39,668 --> 01:49:41,453 - It's okay. - Dad... 1411 01:49:43,237 --> 01:49:45,021 Mom... 1412 01:49:45,065 --> 01:49:46,893 Is there... 1413 01:49:48,416 --> 01:49:51,593 Is there any other family? 1414 01:49:53,552 --> 01:49:54,814 Besides us? 1415 01:49:58,426 --> 01:49:59,906 You had a grandmother. 1416 01:50:00,994 --> 01:50:02,169 Where is she? 1417 01:50:03,997 --> 01:50:04,998 Ah... 1418 01:50:06,478 --> 01:50:07,566 Her head. 1419 01:50:08,915 --> 01:50:10,264 And our grandfather? 1420 01:50:14,442 --> 01:50:15,661 How did he die? 1421 01:50:20,448 --> 01:50:22,842 He died on our wedding night. 1422 01:50:25,061 --> 01:50:27,194 The same night you were conceived. 1423 01:50:29,109 --> 01:50:33,243 He died the very instant you were conceived. 1424 01:50:34,723 --> 01:50:35,724 How? 1425 01:50:38,553 --> 01:50:39,685 By finishing. 1426 01:50:41,208 --> 01:50:42,775 Into me. 1427 01:50:45,429 --> 01:50:48,345 He had a heart murmur, just like you. 1428 01:50:50,434 --> 01:50:51,653 Did it hurt? 1429 01:50:53,612 --> 01:50:56,876 I'm sure it was excruciating. 1430 01:50:58,617 --> 01:51:00,532 It was the first time we made love. 1431 01:51:02,664 --> 01:51:07,016 The first time either of us made love, with anyone. 1432 01:51:10,454 --> 01:51:13,501 Your grandpa and your great-grandpa 1433 01:51:14,458 --> 01:51:15,634 died the same way. 1434 01:51:18,550 --> 01:51:20,290 But he thought he might be different. 1435 01:51:22,423 --> 01:51:23,642 I'm just as guilty. 1436 01:51:25,731 --> 01:51:26,906 I urged him on. 1437 01:51:29,082 --> 01:51:30,562 I wanted a normal life. 1438 01:51:33,086 --> 01:51:34,566 I wanted a child. 1439 01:51:41,181 --> 01:51:44,227 He died on top of me. 1440 01:51:46,621 --> 01:51:47,796 Inside. 1441 01:51:50,494 --> 01:51:56,239 I think about it, I want to rip my ears off. 1442 01:51:58,981 --> 01:52:00,156 But then... 1443 01:52:02,681 --> 01:52:05,466 But then, that same trauma... 1444 01:52:07,207 --> 01:52:10,427 which changed me so utterly... 1445 01:52:13,692 --> 01:52:18,610 also resulted in the greatest gift of my life. 1446 01:52:21,917 --> 01:52:27,314 I am so sorry for what your daddy passed down to you. 1447 01:52:29,621 --> 01:52:32,232 I can't tell you how sorry I am. 1448 01:52:38,020 --> 01:52:39,239 Is that a lie? 1449 01:52:41,197 --> 01:52:42,329 No. 1450 01:52:46,812 --> 01:52:48,640 Can... Can that really happen? 1451 01:52:52,731 --> 01:52:53,819 Yes. 1452 01:52:56,822 --> 01:52:59,085 It's why I never... 1453 01:53:01,870 --> 01:53:03,045 with anyone. 1454 01:53:05,831 --> 01:53:06,919 Dad... 1455 01:53:08,398 --> 01:53:09,965 You've never been with anyone? 1456 01:53:16,232 --> 01:53:21,498 Then... Then how... did you have us? 1457 01:53:36,209 --> 01:53:37,210 Ah... 1458 01:53:40,474 --> 01:53:42,171 What should I do? 1459 01:53:42,215 --> 01:53:43,956 Which limb shall I strike off? 1460 01:53:43,999 --> 01:53:48,047 You might act yesterday and it would be decades tardy. 1461 01:53:48,090 --> 01:53:50,005 Have I not given all I have? 1462 01:53:50,049 --> 01:53:51,746 All you have? 1463 01:53:51,790 --> 01:53:53,792 You have given trifles. 1464 01:53:53,835 --> 01:53:56,620 You have sacrificed nothing real. 1465 01:53:56,664 --> 01:53:59,232 I have been pinned down by my promises! 1466 01:54:00,363 --> 01:54:02,104 I am not the master of my life! 1467 01:54:03,715 --> 01:54:04,933 Are you okay? 1468 01:54:06,500 --> 01:54:08,894 - I am a mouse in a maze! - A maze? 1469 01:54:09,459 --> 01:54:10,939 I... I feel sick. 1470 01:54:12,375 --> 01:54:13,463 I know. 1471 01:54:19,078 --> 01:54:20,079 Try this. 1472 01:54:21,471 --> 01:54:22,603 It helps me. 1473 01:54:40,752 --> 01:54:41,753 Thank you. 1474 01:54:42,188 --> 01:54:43,189 Thank you. 1475 01:55:35,676 --> 01:55:36,677 Hello? 1476 01:55:38,635 --> 01:55:39,811 Can I help you? 1477 01:55:41,377 --> 01:55:42,683 Do you recognize me? 1478 01:55:46,556 --> 01:55:47,688 I don't know. 1479 01:55:49,298 --> 01:55:50,473 When you were little... 1480 01:55:51,605 --> 01:55:52,606 What? 1481 01:55:53,955 --> 01:55:55,391 How did you come here? 1482 01:55:58,177 --> 01:55:59,569 I was chased. 1483 01:56:08,361 --> 01:56:10,189 Your father is alive. 1484 01:56:10,929 --> 01:56:11,973 What? 1485 01:56:12,017 --> 01:56:14,802 I knew him. After you were born. 1486 01:56:15,977 --> 01:56:18,414 I worked for your mom. 1487 01:56:18,458 --> 01:56:21,113 Not before I was born. He died before... 1488 01:56:21,156 --> 01:56:25,769 Serving your dad food, cleaning up after him. 1489 01:56:28,947 --> 01:56:31,993 My parents were in debt to your mom. 1490 01:56:33,473 --> 01:56:34,691 What's that? 1491 01:56:36,171 --> 01:56:37,259 What? 1492 01:56:39,305 --> 01:56:41,133 Who... Who are you? 1493 01:56:41,176 --> 01:56:42,569 It doesn't matter, right? 1494 01:56:42,612 --> 01:56:45,615 - It does. It... - No. It's just... 1495 01:56:45,659 --> 01:56:47,356 kidding. I... 1496 01:56:52,492 --> 01:56:54,146 I'm so happy to see you. 1497 01:56:58,498 --> 01:57:00,108 Are you him? 1498 01:57:00,804 --> 01:57:01,805 Wait. 1499 01:57:03,720 --> 01:57:04,765 Wait. 1500 01:57:04,808 --> 01:57:06,158 You okay, sweetheart? 1501 01:57:09,726 --> 01:57:11,511 Do my eyes deceive me? 1502 01:57:11,554 --> 01:57:13,513 What is this phantom I see? 1503 01:57:16,995 --> 01:57:18,518 Hello, fair stranger! 1504 01:57:23,001 --> 01:57:26,178 Ah, now you see, 1505 01:57:26,221 --> 01:57:27,919 out of the shadows... 1506 01:57:32,967 --> 01:57:35,970 Get me down right now! Get me down from here! 1507 01:57:41,845 --> 01:57:43,935 - Get me down! - Somebody help me! 1508 01:57:43,978 --> 01:57:46,328 Get me down from here! Get me down! 1509 01:57:46,372 --> 01:57:48,591 - I can't! - I'm tied up. Hurry! 1510 01:57:50,419 --> 01:57:51,551 Beau! 1511 01:57:52,900 --> 01:57:54,467 - Dad? - Run! 1512 01:59:11,587 --> 01:59:12,849 Am I hurting you? 1513 01:59:21,075 --> 01:59:22,946 Okay, let's go. Clothes off. 1514 01:59:25,775 --> 01:59:28,822 Come on. Enough now. 1515 01:59:30,215 --> 01:59:31,781 What did I say? 1516 01:59:31,825 --> 01:59:34,145 Didn't I say I wasn't gonna do this again with you tonight? 1517 01:59:36,699 --> 01:59:38,614 I'm about to feel hurt. 1518 01:59:38,658 --> 01:59:39,898 You're about to really hurt me. 1519 01:59:41,704 --> 01:59:42,923 Where's Daddy? 1520 01:59:45,795 --> 01:59:46,883 Excuse me? 1521 01:59:51,279 --> 01:59:52,585 You know where Daddy is. 1522 01:59:54,021 --> 01:59:55,109 Daddy's dead. 1523 01:59:58,243 --> 01:59:59,635 Are you trying to hurt me? 1524 02:00:00,549 --> 02:00:02,377 I don't care! I want Daddy! 1525 02:00:06,642 --> 02:00:07,861 You want Daddy, too? 1526 02:00:10,559 --> 02:00:13,127 Come on. You want it your way, let's go! 1527 02:00:25,444 --> 02:00:26,836 Up you go! 1528 02:00:26,880 --> 02:00:29,317 - I can't. - Oh, but of course you can! 1529 02:00:29,361 --> 02:00:30,753 You're big enough to hurt Mommy, 1530 02:00:30,797 --> 02:00:32,146 you're big enough for this! 1531 02:00:33,539 --> 02:00:35,367 - Nobody's allowed up there. - Up! 1532 02:00:37,891 --> 02:00:39,936 - Do you wanna go up, too? - No. 1533 02:00:40,763 --> 02:00:43,244 What is that? Are you nodding? 1534 02:00:47,335 --> 02:00:48,510 This is it! 1535 02:00:50,730 --> 02:00:52,688 We don't talk about you anymore! 1536 02:00:53,950 --> 02:00:56,214 Get back in! 1537 02:03:13,525 --> 02:03:15,396 Excuse me, sir. 1538 02:03:15,440 --> 02:03:18,530 Is the funeral already happening? 1539 02:03:18,573 --> 02:03:21,141 Already over. There's a video inside. 1540 02:04:05,707 --> 02:04:07,013 Mona. 1541 02:04:08,928 --> 02:04:10,146 Mona Wassermann. 1542 02:04:12,453 --> 02:04:15,151 We're gathered here today as a community, 1543 02:04:15,195 --> 02:04:18,416 bound together by our love for Mona, 1544 02:04:18,459 --> 02:04:19,939 and by a feeling of duty. 1545 02:04:22,028 --> 02:04:24,857 The duty to mourn Mona's passing, 1546 02:04:24,900 --> 02:04:27,686 but also to celebrate Mona's life. 1547 02:04:30,253 --> 02:04:33,735 Mona, who was petrified of squirrels. 1548 02:04:35,998 --> 02:04:39,698 Mona, who single-handedly built a super-business 1549 02:04:39,741 --> 02:04:42,048 beyond her wildest dreams. 1550 02:04:44,485 --> 02:04:48,271 Mona, who was an endlessly dedicated wife 1551 02:04:48,315 --> 02:04:50,448 to her adoring husband, 1552 02:04:50,491 --> 02:04:51,971 who passed away tragically 1553 02:04:52,014 --> 02:04:54,147 just as their life together was blossoming. 1554 02:04:55,975 --> 02:04:59,108 And Mona, who was a devoted mother 1555 02:04:59,152 --> 02:05:02,285 to her sole surviving son, Beau, 1556 02:05:02,329 --> 02:05:04,505 whom she loved so deeply, 1557 02:05:04,549 --> 02:05:09,467 and who has elected not to be present with us today. 1558 02:05:09,510 --> 02:05:14,123 Mona loved Beau with a love that could move mountains. 1559 02:05:14,167 --> 02:05:15,864 In fact, I suggest when we leave, 1560 02:05:15,908 --> 02:05:18,345 we check on the mountains to make sure they're okay. 1561 02:05:55,513 --> 02:05:56,862 What can you say? 1562 02:05:57,863 --> 02:05:59,560 I hope she knows that. 1563 02:06:01,257 --> 02:06:02,824 I wish I could tell her that. 1564 02:06:03,782 --> 02:06:06,175 That I... I did, I loved her. 1565 02:06:06,219 --> 02:06:08,874 And it's in accordance with her last wishes 1566 02:06:08,917 --> 02:06:10,571 that we now play this song. 1567 02:06:11,224 --> 02:06:13,269 Her favorite song. 1568 02:09:49,442 --> 02:09:50,661 Hello? 1569 02:09:54,142 --> 02:09:55,317 Hello! 1570 02:10:00,496 --> 02:10:01,628 Yoo-hoo! 1571 02:10:10,550 --> 02:10:12,030 Hello? 1572 02:10:21,517 --> 02:10:23,084 Hello? 1573 02:10:32,006 --> 02:10:33,007 Hi. 1574 02:10:34,661 --> 02:10:36,141 Uh, I'm sorry. 1575 02:10:38,099 --> 02:10:40,536 I thought it started at 8 p.m. 1576 02:10:49,763 --> 02:10:52,157 Okay, um, I brought flowers. 1577 02:10:52,200 --> 02:10:53,898 I'll just leave them here, I guess. 1578 02:10:57,902 --> 02:10:59,294 She also owes me money. 1579 02:11:00,469 --> 02:11:02,080 This certainly isn't the time, 1580 02:11:02,123 --> 02:11:04,038 and you're probably not the person... 1581 02:11:12,830 --> 02:11:14,527 Okay, um... 1582 02:11:18,661 --> 02:11:21,795 I'll be leaving, then. I just need to call another Uber. 1583 02:11:21,839 --> 02:11:24,189 I can wait for it... 1584 02:11:24,755 --> 02:11:25,799 I'm sorry again. 1585 02:12:08,711 --> 02:12:10,409 Elaine? 1586 02:12:14,979 --> 02:12:16,067 It's me. 1587 02:12:22,247 --> 02:12:23,596 It's Beau. 1588 02:12:31,822 --> 02:12:33,824 Oh, my God. 1589 02:12:36,217 --> 02:12:37,392 Beau? 1590 02:12:39,568 --> 02:12:40,787 No. 1591 02:12:40,831 --> 02:12:42,833 Uh, it can't be. 1592 02:12:44,312 --> 02:12:46,227 I can't believe it's you. 1593 02:12:48,621 --> 02:12:50,362 Oh, my God! 1594 02:12:52,538 --> 02:12:55,106 I mean, of course it's you. This is your mom. 1595 02:12:57,717 --> 02:12:58,892 I'm so sorry. 1596 02:12:59,980 --> 02:13:01,199 For your loss. 1597 02:13:03,070 --> 02:13:04,332 What are you doing here? 1598 02:13:08,946 --> 02:13:12,775 I'm just trying to, you know, uh, pay my respects. And... 1599 02:13:14,081 --> 02:13:15,778 I guess to give you my condolences. 1600 02:13:15,822 --> 02:13:17,911 Since you're actually here. I'm... 1601 02:13:19,391 --> 02:13:20,609 so sorry. 1602 02:13:26,180 --> 02:13:28,052 I can't believe it's you. 1603 02:13:31,751 --> 02:13:33,144 I can't believe it's you. 1604 02:13:36,016 --> 02:13:37,278 Do I look different? 1605 02:13:38,671 --> 02:13:39,890 You recognized me. 1606 02:13:40,629 --> 02:13:41,717 I'm old now. 1607 02:13:43,502 --> 02:13:44,633 You're the same. 1608 02:13:46,984 --> 02:13:48,072 No, I'm not. 1609 02:13:49,116 --> 02:13:50,204 You are. 1610 02:13:51,118 --> 02:13:52,685 Well, you're the same, too. 1611 02:13:52,728 --> 02:13:54,469 Except for your body and your face. 1612 02:14:01,520 --> 02:14:02,825 You worked for her? 1613 02:14:07,004 --> 02:14:08,135 What do you mean? 1614 02:14:10,485 --> 02:14:12,139 Well, I did until last week. 1615 02:14:16,665 --> 02:14:19,581 I was actually just drowning my sorrows before I came. 1616 02:14:19,625 --> 02:14:21,322 My breath's like pure wine. 1617 02:14:24,586 --> 02:14:25,892 "Until last week"? 1618 02:14:32,507 --> 02:14:33,944 I'm sorry for your loss. 1619 02:14:42,474 --> 02:14:43,692 I waited for you. 1620 02:14:50,743 --> 02:14:51,918 What do you mean? 1621 02:14:55,443 --> 02:14:56,488 Why? 1622 02:15:00,666 --> 02:15:01,797 You told me to. 1623 02:15:04,626 --> 02:15:06,063 I even have it in writing. 1624 02:15:12,286 --> 02:15:13,548 I wanted you to. 1625 02:15:25,212 --> 02:15:28,215 Baby, baby, baby... 1626 02:15:38,660 --> 02:15:40,140 Do you want to go inside? 1627 02:15:44,449 --> 02:15:45,885 Do you want me to leave? 1628 02:16:10,692 --> 02:16:11,824 Let's go inside. 1629 02:16:19,875 --> 02:16:21,312 Bedroom, where? 1630 02:16:27,492 --> 02:16:28,797 The dragon's lair! 1631 02:16:41,767 --> 02:16:43,377 Got any candles...? 1632 02:16:54,780 --> 02:16:56,390 Why don't you go to the bathroom? 1633 02:16:56,434 --> 02:16:57,957 When you come back, I'll be ready. 1634 02:17:27,378 --> 02:17:29,771 - You didn't get undressed. - Yup. 1635 02:17:40,521 --> 02:17:43,133 Hi. Hi, sorry. Hi. 1636 02:17:46,223 --> 02:17:47,528 Huh. Mmm. 1637 02:17:53,621 --> 02:17:55,623 - You okay? - Yeah. 1638 02:17:57,669 --> 02:17:59,105 Are y... Are you? 1639 02:17:59,149 --> 02:18:00,498 You're so tense. 1640 02:18:00,541 --> 02:18:02,848 - Oh... I'm sorry. - Relax. 1641 02:18:02,891 --> 02:18:05,764 Okay. It's just because, you know, 1642 02:18:05,807 --> 02:18:08,332 it's been, like, kind of awhile. 1643 02:18:09,681 --> 02:18:11,596 Yeah, me too. 1644 02:18:20,170 --> 02:18:21,954 I like that you're not all macho. 1645 02:18:22,911 --> 02:18:23,999 Thank you. 1646 02:18:25,784 --> 02:18:27,568 Take these off. 1647 02:18:27,612 --> 02:18:29,657 Okay, what I meant was that 1648 02:18:29,701 --> 02:18:32,225 it's been really kind of a while. 1649 02:18:32,269 --> 02:18:34,227 Well, it hasn't affected your virility. 1650 02:18:34,271 --> 02:18:36,447 - What? - You're crazy hard. 1651 02:18:36,490 --> 02:18:37,578 Really? 1652 02:18:48,067 --> 02:18:49,764 Oh... 1653 02:18:50,765 --> 02:18:51,853 Oh, my God. 1654 02:18:53,681 --> 02:18:55,422 - Is it... Is it on? - Yeah. 1655 02:18:55,466 --> 02:18:57,555 You sure the condom is on all the way? 1656 02:18:58,643 --> 02:18:59,644 Yeah? 1657 02:19:00,558 --> 02:19:02,342 Oh, my God. 1658 02:19:02,386 --> 02:19:04,953 - Are you really in? - You feel so good. 1659 02:19:04,997 --> 02:19:06,216 Oh, no. 1660 02:19:06,259 --> 02:19:08,479 Oh, no! 1661 02:19:10,742 --> 02:19:11,743 Wait... 1662 02:19:13,310 --> 02:19:15,616 - Isn't it nice? - Yeah... 1663 02:19:15,660 --> 02:19:17,531 But wait. 1664 02:19:17,575 --> 02:19:18,967 - I... - Let's start it over. 1665 02:19:19,011 --> 02:19:20,099 What? 1666 02:19:30,283 --> 02:19:31,763 - Isn't it nice? - Yeah. 1667 02:19:31,806 --> 02:19:33,504 Wait a second. 1668 02:19:33,547 --> 02:19:35,288 I... I... I can't... 1669 02:19:35,332 --> 02:19:37,159 I think it's gonna happen. 1670 02:19:37,203 --> 02:19:38,987 Wait! You gotta wait a second. 1671 02:19:39,031 --> 02:19:41,773 Stop! Oh, stop! Stop! 1672 02:19:41,816 --> 02:19:44,210 Stop! Ahh! Oh! Oh, no! 1673 02:19:56,048 --> 02:19:58,442 Oh, my! My God. 1674 02:19:59,878 --> 02:20:00,879 God. 1675 02:20:03,098 --> 02:20:04,099 Oh... 1676 02:20:05,666 --> 02:20:07,842 I really felt that. 1677 02:20:07,886 --> 02:20:10,628 Oh, God, that was a lot. 1678 02:20:10,671 --> 02:20:12,282 You just blasted through that bag. 1679 02:20:14,153 --> 02:20:16,068 Oh, my God. 1680 02:20:16,111 --> 02:20:17,287 Oh, yeah. 1681 02:20:24,468 --> 02:20:26,121 I want to come too. 1682 02:20:26,165 --> 02:20:27,906 - I... - Hold on. 1683 02:20:27,949 --> 02:20:30,343 Hold on. Hold on. 1684 02:20:30,387 --> 02:20:31,953 - Uh... - Don't move. 1685 02:20:31,997 --> 02:20:33,651 Don't move. 1686 02:20:33,694 --> 02:20:36,697 Don't move. Okay? 1687 02:20:58,197 --> 02:21:00,460 Oh, my God! 1688 02:21:08,338 --> 02:21:09,817 Oh, my gosh. 1689 02:21:11,689 --> 02:21:13,473 Oh, my God. 1690 02:21:16,128 --> 02:21:18,348 I really thought I was going to die. 1691 02:21:21,046 --> 02:21:23,178 My whole life. 1692 02:21:26,704 --> 02:21:27,966 Oh, thank you. 1693 02:21:28,793 --> 02:21:31,186 Oh, thank you. Thank you. 1694 02:21:31,839 --> 02:21:33,101 Thank you. 1695 02:23:05,280 --> 02:23:07,674 No, please. Continue as if I wasn't here. 1696 02:23:12,853 --> 02:23:14,289 What would be next? 1697 02:23:18,903 --> 02:23:19,991 No? 1698 02:23:24,038 --> 02:23:26,650 You don't look especially overjoyed to see me, honey. 1699 02:23:28,347 --> 02:23:31,002 I was dead just a minute ago. This is a miracle. 1700 02:24:27,319 --> 02:24:29,016 Get rid of this. Feed Harry. 1701 02:25:28,946 --> 02:25:30,121 She worked for you? 1702 02:25:33,733 --> 02:25:36,214 I sincerely doubt that, sweetheart, 1703 02:25:36,257 --> 02:25:39,173 but if you're right, you can let her know she's fired. 1704 02:25:51,403 --> 02:25:52,578 For how long? 1705 02:25:54,319 --> 02:25:57,888 How many years from... from the beginning? From... 1706 02:25:57,931 --> 02:25:59,629 How is your head feeling? 1707 02:26:01,282 --> 02:26:03,415 It looks like you really banged up your face. 1708 02:26:04,764 --> 02:26:06,374 You could have a concussion. 1709 02:26:08,550 --> 02:26:09,943 You don't feel disoriented? 1710 02:26:11,858 --> 02:26:13,077 You know where you are? 1711 02:26:17,429 --> 02:26:18,909 I'm in my house. 1712 02:26:18,952 --> 02:26:22,216 Actually, you're in my house, sweetheart. 1713 02:26:22,260 --> 02:26:25,829 And my house is your house, which it always will be. 1714 02:26:27,874 --> 02:26:30,660 But if you know where you are, 1715 02:26:30,703 --> 02:26:32,836 then you must also know where you just were. 1716 02:26:32,879 --> 02:26:34,881 And where you just did what you just did, 1717 02:26:34,925 --> 02:26:37,014 which I saw every second of. 1718 02:26:39,016 --> 02:26:41,540 You didn't just wake up suddenly and you were there. 1719 02:26:43,107 --> 02:26:44,674 You didn't just get dropped in, 1720 02:26:44,717 --> 02:26:46,327 out of the blue, to your surprise, 1721 02:26:46,371 --> 02:26:48,025 your deceased mother's room, 1722 02:26:48,068 --> 02:26:50,070 only days after what you believed 1723 02:26:50,114 --> 02:26:51,289 - was her death! - I didn't. 1724 02:26:51,332 --> 02:26:52,732 You didn't just get deposited there 1725 02:26:52,769 --> 02:26:54,205 - by accident! - I didn't mean it. 1726 02:26:54,248 --> 02:26:56,448 - Yes, I know you didn't. - No. I knew you weren't dead. 1727 02:27:04,084 --> 02:27:06,173 I saw with my own eyes 1728 02:27:06,217 --> 02:27:09,350 exactly what you knew and what you didn't know. 1729 02:27:09,394 --> 02:27:11,091 You saw my body. 1730 02:27:15,356 --> 02:27:16,967 I saw the birthmark, Mom. 1731 02:27:19,796 --> 02:27:21,928 I know those were Martha's hands. 1732 02:27:28,021 --> 02:27:29,196 That's right. 1733 02:27:33,723 --> 02:27:35,942 - Goodnight, baby. - Goodnight, Martha. 1734 02:27:35,986 --> 02:27:39,032 And if I hear any noise, I'll break back in 1735 02:27:39,076 --> 02:27:41,339 and I'll tickle you to death! 1736 02:27:44,864 --> 02:27:45,996 It's... 1737 02:27:47,780 --> 02:27:48,868 What... 1738 02:27:49,347 --> 02:27:50,478 How... 1739 02:27:51,479 --> 02:27:52,654 How you even... 1740 02:27:54,047 --> 02:27:55,570 Ki... H... 1741 02:27:55,614 --> 02:27:57,877 How can you do that to her? 1742 02:27:57,921 --> 02:27:59,313 "Do that to her"? 1743 02:28:00,575 --> 02:28:02,142 Baby, I would never do anything 1744 02:28:02,186 --> 02:28:03,796 to the loyal and devoted housekeeper 1745 02:28:03,840 --> 02:28:06,712 who gave me 37 years of unconditional service. 1746 02:28:08,018 --> 02:28:09,193 She volunteered. 1747 02:28:13,501 --> 02:28:14,764 - No, she didn't. - Yes. 1748 02:28:14,807 --> 02:28:15,982 - No, she didn't! - She did. 1749 02:28:16,026 --> 02:28:17,244 No, she didn't! 1750 02:28:17,288 --> 02:28:20,465 I couldn't restrain her from volunteering. 1751 02:28:28,821 --> 02:28:29,953 For how much? 1752 02:28:38,439 --> 02:28:42,835 Enough that every member of her extended family 1753 02:28:42,879 --> 02:28:44,924 quit their job on the same day, 1754 02:28:46,012 --> 02:28:48,188 and won't ever need to work again. 1755 02:28:49,799 --> 02:28:51,191 And you know something else? 1756 02:28:52,149 --> 02:28:53,585 It was worth every penny. 1757 02:28:59,156 --> 02:29:00,722 Because now I know. 1758 02:29:03,421 --> 02:29:05,336 - What do you know? - Everything. 1759 02:29:09,253 --> 02:29:11,385 You don't know anything. 1760 02:29:11,429 --> 02:29:12,822 Oh, do you think so, Beau? 1761 02:29:14,475 --> 02:29:15,955 Do you really think so? 1762 02:29:17,870 --> 02:29:19,698 Do you also think I didn't know 1763 02:29:19,741 --> 02:29:22,092 when you called to give me the big bad news 1764 02:29:22,135 --> 02:29:23,745 about your fictitious keys 1765 02:29:23,789 --> 02:29:26,661 being stolen from your imaginary door? 1766 02:29:26,705 --> 02:29:28,881 - My key... they were stolen. - You think a mother 1767 02:29:28,925 --> 02:29:32,189 can even help but see through her son's blatant lies 1768 02:29:32,232 --> 02:29:35,366 and falsehoods and endless schemes? 1769 02:29:35,409 --> 02:29:37,281 You think this is any different 1770 02:29:37,324 --> 02:29:39,718 from the time you gave me the exact same CD for my birthday 1771 02:29:39,761 --> 02:29:41,415 that you gave me the year before 1772 02:29:41,459 --> 02:29:44,549 and which you also gave your fucking high-school counselor? 1773 02:29:45,898 --> 02:29:47,944 Or when you bought me that kitchen set 1774 02:29:47,987 --> 02:29:52,122 the very week after I publicly swore off cooking! 1775 02:29:53,558 --> 02:29:54,994 Even when you were a baby, 1776 02:29:55,038 --> 02:29:58,737 you rejected me and refused to breastfeed, 1777 02:29:58,780 --> 02:30:01,305 while every other smug cunt on the street 1778 02:30:01,348 --> 02:30:04,482 had happy, docile babies sucking their tits dry! 1779 02:30:05,744 --> 02:30:07,311 Do you think I hear the absurd story 1780 02:30:07,354 --> 02:30:10,705 of you missing your flight and that I don't absolutely know, 1781 02:30:10,749 --> 02:30:12,577 that I have any hint of a doubt, 1782 02:30:12,620 --> 02:30:14,318 that you never, from the very start, 1783 02:30:14,361 --> 02:30:16,886 intended to make that flight? 1784 02:30:16,929 --> 02:30:19,453 The true surprise, the shock, 1785 02:30:19,497 --> 02:30:21,281 would have been you actually coming! 1786 02:30:21,325 --> 02:30:23,125 Now, that would have spun my head like a top! 1787 02:30:23,153 --> 02:30:24,434 I wouldn't have known what to do! 1788 02:30:24,458 --> 02:30:26,460 I'd have thrown myself flopping on the floor, 1789 02:30:26,504 --> 02:30:29,028 begging God's forgiveness for ever having doubted you, 1790 02:30:29,072 --> 02:30:32,989 but still I would have been struck stupid with disbelief! 1791 02:30:37,732 --> 02:30:39,212 What, you walking away? 1792 02:30:44,391 --> 02:30:45,610 Where you going? 1793 02:30:50,702 --> 02:30:52,269 What's behind the door, Beau? 1794 02:30:56,229 --> 02:30:58,405 Where on earth are you gonna go? 1795 02:31:03,149 --> 02:31:07,762 You've always acted like some dutiful, doting little boy, 1796 02:31:07,806 --> 02:31:10,417 as if it's throwing me off some scent. 1797 02:31:11,505 --> 02:31:13,899 None of it's ever been real. 1798 02:31:13,943 --> 02:31:16,684 You spent your whole life going around, 1799 02:31:16,728 --> 02:31:19,209 asking every half-wit you could find, 1800 02:31:19,252 --> 02:31:20,993 "If I do this, can I avoid this, 1801 02:31:21,037 --> 02:31:22,429 "or will that happen?" 1802 02:31:22,473 --> 02:31:26,042 As if you were born without the mechanism to choose. 1803 02:31:26,085 --> 02:31:28,740 You let it all resolve itself in the absence of you! 1804 02:31:28,783 --> 02:31:30,350 You make everyone do it for you! 1805 02:31:30,394 --> 02:31:32,309 You think that makes you innocent? 1806 02:31:36,400 --> 02:31:39,142 My own mother wouldn't even touch me. 1807 02:31:40,621 --> 02:31:43,233 Not if it was simply to stamp me out if I was on fire! 1808 02:31:44,930 --> 02:31:46,888 I wasn't worthy of her love. 1809 02:31:46,932 --> 02:31:49,239 I hadn't earned it! And I never earned it. 1810 02:31:49,282 --> 02:31:50,631 No matter what I did, 1811 02:31:50,675 --> 02:31:53,939 no matter how much of my deepest real self 1812 02:31:53,983 --> 02:31:56,681 I denied and buried, 1813 02:31:56,724 --> 02:31:58,900 and smothered until it was dead. 1814 02:31:58,944 --> 02:32:00,163 None of it mattered. 1815 02:32:01,686 --> 02:32:03,993 She blamed me for everything her mother did to her. 1816 02:32:06,430 --> 02:32:07,909 When I had you, 1817 02:32:07,953 --> 02:32:09,737 I promised, "I will never do that to him. 1818 02:32:11,609 --> 02:32:13,785 "I will give him all the love I have." 1819 02:32:16,527 --> 02:32:18,442 You know what I tell people 1820 02:32:18,485 --> 02:32:20,270 when they ask me how my son is doing? 1821 02:32:22,185 --> 02:32:23,838 I say, "Your guess is as good as mine." 1822 02:32:29,105 --> 02:32:30,758 How I wish that were true. 1823 02:32:33,848 --> 02:32:36,088 Tell me more about that period. 1824 02:32:40,333 --> 02:32:41,465 Well... 1825 02:32:43,032 --> 02:32:46,078 When I was just starting to like my own stuff 1826 02:32:46,122 --> 02:32:47,993 and do my own things, 1827 02:32:48,037 --> 02:32:50,430 she'd take all those changes very personally, 1828 02:32:50,474 --> 02:32:53,303 and get very mad or sad 1829 02:32:53,346 --> 02:32:56,132 and make me feel bad about it until I stopped. 1830 02:33:00,049 --> 02:33:02,573 So, through the weaning process, 1831 02:33:02,616 --> 02:33:04,966 she took your displays of autonomy 1832 02:33:05,010 --> 02:33:06,359 as a betrayal. 1833 02:33:07,534 --> 02:33:08,666 Exactly. 1834 02:33:11,408 --> 02:33:12,539 What do you mean? 1835 02:33:14,976 --> 02:33:17,196 Can you give me an example? 1836 02:33:17,240 --> 02:33:19,590 Well, like, she would give me lots of love... 1837 02:33:19,633 --> 02:33:22,114 Oh, I gave you lots of love! I'm sorry! 1838 02:33:22,158 --> 02:33:23,918 B ut if I didn't give it back to her 1839 02:33:23,942 --> 02:33:25,291 in the exact same way, 1840 02:33:25,335 --> 02:33:27,119 she saw it as me being not thankful 1841 02:33:27,163 --> 02:33:30,601 and, like, trying to hurt her. 1842 02:33:30,644 --> 02:33:32,603 So the love was conditional? 1843 02:33:33,125 --> 02:33:34,692 Yes. 1844 02:33:34,735 --> 02:33:37,347 Ah. This is very good for you, Beau. 1845 02:33:38,435 --> 02:33:39,871 Over 300 sessions, 1846 02:33:39,914 --> 02:33:42,700 and that was about as flattering to me as they get. 1847 02:33:42,743 --> 02:33:45,137 Which one was my favorite, Jeremy? 1848 02:33:45,181 --> 02:33:47,444 October 3, 2018. 1849 02:33:47,487 --> 02:33:49,228 How could you do... 1850 02:33:49,750 --> 02:33:50,969 How could you... 1851 02:33:52,449 --> 02:33:54,103 How could you do this to me? 1852 02:33:56,757 --> 02:33:59,717 I've been having it since I was little. 1853 02:34:00,631 --> 02:34:02,720 Where I'm a little boy, 1854 02:34:02,763 --> 02:34:06,680 probably the same age as when I started having the dream... 1855 02:34:06,724 --> 02:34:09,596 and there's another me, who's identical, 1856 02:34:10,945 --> 02:34:13,339 but he's braver, 1857 02:34:13,383 --> 02:34:15,820 and he asks her about my father 1858 02:34:15,863 --> 02:34:18,039 because I'm too scared. 1859 02:34:18,083 --> 02:34:23,915 And then she sends him away and locks him up. Upstairs. 1860 02:34:23,958 --> 02:34:25,699 And she never talks about him again. 1861 02:34:28,049 --> 02:34:30,791 What is it you want to know about your father? 1862 02:34:30,835 --> 02:34:33,794 If you weren't afraid, if there were no consequences... 1863 02:34:33,838 --> 02:34:35,424 - I want to know the truth. - What would you 1864 02:34:35,448 --> 02:34:36,493 ask your mom? 1865 02:34:37,581 --> 02:34:38,756 I'd ask her... 1866 02:34:40,410 --> 02:34:42,934 - To tell me the truth! - I don't know... 1867 02:34:42,977 --> 02:34:45,589 Do you feel she didn't tell you the truth? 1868 02:34:45,632 --> 02:34:46,720 - Yes! - Um... 1869 02:34:47,460 --> 02:34:49,201 - I don't know. - Yes! 1870 02:34:49,245 --> 02:34:50,637 - 'Cause I... - But I think 1871 02:34:50,681 --> 02:34:51,745 - I'm too afraid to believe it. - I know now. 1872 02:34:51,769 --> 02:34:53,205 I know the truth. I... 1873 02:34:54,598 --> 02:34:58,471 I met my father. I met the man in the woods, and I know. 1874 02:34:58,515 --> 02:35:00,169 Why did you lie to me? 1875 02:35:02,432 --> 02:35:04,173 Do you want the truth now? 1876 02:35:04,216 --> 02:35:05,217 Yes! 1877 02:35:14,008 --> 02:35:15,184 Follow me. 1878 02:35:37,249 --> 02:35:39,077 - Up there? - That's right. 1879 02:35:40,774 --> 02:35:42,054 Nobody's allowed up there. 1880 02:35:43,821 --> 02:35:45,779 Some things are for your protection, Beau, 1881 02:35:45,823 --> 02:35:48,042 and I want you to remember that I kept this from you! 1882 02:35:51,959 --> 02:35:53,110 I don't wanna go up there now. 1883 02:35:53,134 --> 02:35:54,484 - I don't wanna... - No, 1884 02:35:54,527 --> 02:35:56,660 you want the truth, and I think you deserve it. 1885 02:35:58,836 --> 02:36:00,727 Don't worry, sweetheart. I'll be right behind you. 1886 02:36:00,751 --> 02:36:02,163 No. I don't wanna go up there, Mom. 1887 02:36:02,187 --> 02:36:04,233 I'll be right behind you. Don't worry. 1888 02:36:05,234 --> 02:36:06,974 Up you go. 1889 02:36:07,018 --> 02:36:09,150 Don't worry, I'll be right behind you. 1890 02:36:09,194 --> 02:36:11,370 Don't worry, sweetheart. Up you go. 1891 02:36:13,067 --> 02:36:15,374 - This is just like my dream. - I'm right behind you. 1892 02:36:16,810 --> 02:36:19,378 - I'm right behind you. - Oh... Oh, God. 1893 02:36:19,900 --> 02:36:20,945 Oh... 1894 02:36:22,860 --> 02:36:25,471 Oh, this is exactly like my dream! 1895 02:36:25,515 --> 02:36:27,299 Don't you get it, you stupid idiot? 1896 02:36:27,343 --> 02:36:30,259 That wasn't a dream, that was a memory! 1897 02:36:30,302 --> 02:36:31,999 Wait! Wait! Wait! 1898 02:36:32,043 --> 02:36:33,697 Mommy, wait! 1899 02:36:53,064 --> 02:36:56,023 Oh... Oh... No. 1900 02:36:56,067 --> 02:36:58,069 Come on... 1901 02:37:18,481 --> 02:37:19,482 No... 1902 02:37:23,790 --> 02:37:25,226 Beau? 1903 02:37:28,882 --> 02:37:32,103 My beautiful boy. 1904 02:37:32,146 --> 02:37:35,106 Oh, Beau, don't be afraid. 1905 02:38:20,760 --> 02:38:23,850 No! 1906 02:38:46,917 --> 02:38:50,399 Oh, God. Oh, baby. 1907 02:38:50,442 --> 02:38:53,445 Baby, sweetheart. 1908 02:38:53,489 --> 02:38:56,013 Ooh, sweetheart. 1909 02:38:56,056 --> 02:38:57,754 I didn't want you to know. 1910 02:38:59,364 --> 02:39:01,410 Do you see now why I lied? 1911 02:39:02,280 --> 02:39:03,281 Beau. 1912 02:39:03,934 --> 02:39:04,935 Beau! 1913 02:39:06,240 --> 02:39:07,590 That was your father. 1914 02:39:08,765 --> 02:39:12,246 Oh, Mom! Oh, Mom! 1915 02:39:12,290 --> 02:39:15,075 I'm so sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 1916 02:39:15,119 --> 02:39:17,774 I know I've been a bad son. I'll be a good son. 1917 02:39:17,817 --> 02:39:19,253 Please! I'm sorry. 1918 02:39:19,297 --> 02:39:21,168 I'll do anything to make it up to you. 1919 02:39:21,212 --> 02:39:22,561 I'll make it up to you. 1920 02:39:22,605 --> 02:39:24,911 Please, please. Please! 1921 02:39:24,955 --> 02:39:26,913 Please, I'm sorry. 1922 02:39:26,957 --> 02:39:28,349 You selfish little boy! 1923 02:39:28,393 --> 02:39:30,313 - I'm sorry... - What are you crying about? 1924 02:39:30,351 --> 02:39:32,112 Do you have any idea what I had to go through 1925 02:39:32,136 --> 02:39:33,877 to bring you into this world? 1926 02:39:33,920 --> 02:39:35,052 Stand up! 1927 02:39:40,797 --> 02:39:42,494 You cry now? 1928 02:39:42,538 --> 02:39:44,975 You need a mother now? 1929 02:39:45,018 --> 02:39:46,933 Ever since you clawed your way out of me, 1930 02:39:46,977 --> 02:39:49,632 I've had to dig down deep to my very bottom 1931 02:39:49,675 --> 02:39:51,198 and squeeze the love out of myself, 1932 02:39:51,242 --> 02:39:53,897 but still I gave it to you. 1933 02:39:53,940 --> 02:39:57,291 I've given you my whole fucking life! 1934 02:39:57,335 --> 02:40:00,033 Which you took, and you took, and you took, 1935 02:40:00,077 --> 02:40:02,949 and I squeezed myself empty! 1936 02:40:03,907 --> 02:40:06,300 I gave you everything! 1937 02:40:06,344 --> 02:40:09,521 And what do I get back? What do I have? 1938 02:40:09,565 --> 02:40:12,916 Insults! And empty promises! 1939 02:40:12,959 --> 02:40:16,789 You promised to never hurt me. Do you even remember that one? 1940 02:40:16,833 --> 02:40:19,618 You promised it a hundred fucking times! 1941 02:40:19,662 --> 02:40:22,055 You swore on your own life! 1942 02:40:22,099 --> 02:40:24,275 But your promises are nothing but shit! 1943 02:40:26,233 --> 02:40:28,540 I've been ground down to nothing 1944 02:40:28,584 --> 02:40:30,760 by love and panic and worry. 1945 02:40:30,803 --> 02:40:33,197 Is my baby hungry? Is he healthy? 1946 02:40:33,240 --> 02:40:35,982 Is he scared enough? Of the world? 1947 02:40:37,027 --> 02:40:38,855 And the fruit of all this anguish? 1948 02:40:39,333 --> 02:40:40,596 Is grief! 1949 02:40:42,293 --> 02:40:43,512 And hatred! 1950 02:40:48,342 --> 02:40:49,953 Yes. Yes. 1951 02:40:49,996 --> 02:40:51,650 Hatred. I do. 1952 02:40:52,390 --> 02:40:53,478 I do! 1953 02:40:54,087 --> 02:40:55,088 I hate... 1954 02:41:19,286 --> 02:41:20,897 Mommy? 1955 02:41:20,940 --> 02:41:23,290 Are you okay? You... 1956 02:41:23,334 --> 02:41:24,727 You can breathe. Can you breathe? 1957 02:41:24,770 --> 02:41:25,945 Can you breathe? 1958 02:41:26,990 --> 02:41:28,731 I'm sorry! I didn't mean to. 1959 02:41:28,774 --> 02:41:30,471 I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! 1960 02:41:31,690 --> 02:41:33,518 Are you okay? Are you okay? 1961 02:45:30,320 --> 02:45:31,843 Beau Isaac Wassermann. 1962 02:45:31,887 --> 02:45:34,933 Born May 10th, 1975. 1963 02:45:49,426 --> 02:45:50,644 Proceed. 1964 02:45:52,081 --> 02:45:56,041 We are gathered now to assess the extent... 1965 02:45:57,956 --> 02:45:59,828 of the subject's guilt. 1966 02:46:03,135 --> 02:46:08,140 To begin with, a seemingly innocuous tradition. 1967 02:46:10,839 --> 02:46:13,493 Every Monday before his weekly appointment 1968 02:46:13,537 --> 02:46:15,278 to scapegoat his mother, 1969 02:46:15,321 --> 02:46:19,543 the subject would visit his local pond to feed the ducks. 1970 02:46:19,586 --> 02:46:22,241 Just as he never missed an opportunity 1971 02:46:22,285 --> 02:46:24,635 to feed his therapist's fish. 1972 02:46:25,462 --> 02:46:26,680 Very nice. 1973 02:46:27,943 --> 02:46:29,292 Very nice. 1974 02:46:29,988 --> 02:46:32,295 But what happens 1975 02:46:32,338 --> 02:46:37,126 when he meets a human beggar that very night? 1976 02:46:40,042 --> 02:46:42,305 Now, one can see 1977 02:46:42,348 --> 02:46:44,133 that the subject will go out of his way 1978 02:46:44,176 --> 02:46:46,352 to feed a bird or fish, 1979 02:46:46,396 --> 02:46:48,354 but not to support 1980 02:46:48,398 --> 02:46:51,792 a suffering member of his own species. 1981 02:46:51,836 --> 02:46:53,229 Objection! 1982 02:46:53,272 --> 02:46:55,579 Violent street crimes were everywhere on the news 1983 02:46:55,622 --> 02:46:59,235 and everyone was advised to avoid strangers! 1984 02:46:59,278 --> 02:47:01,759 This is nothing new! 1985 02:47:01,802 --> 02:47:04,849 The subject has thoughts every day 1986 02:47:04,893 --> 02:47:07,678 around relieving the suffering of those less fortunate! 1987 02:47:07,721 --> 02:47:09,071 By all indications, 1988 02:47:09,114 --> 02:47:11,987 he has a healthy, functioning conscience! 1989 02:47:12,030 --> 02:47:14,598 He just chose to ignore it! 1990 02:47:15,729 --> 02:47:17,340 Consider the following episode. 1991 02:47:18,428 --> 02:47:20,778 Day 49 of his ninth year. 1992 02:47:20,821 --> 02:47:22,562 He goes shopping with his mother. 1993 02:47:23,520 --> 02:47:25,174 At one point, she lost him, 1994 02:47:26,175 --> 02:47:27,916 or so she thought. 1995 02:47:28,873 --> 02:47:31,484 Fearing the worst, she panics. 1996 02:47:31,528 --> 02:47:32,964 She searches the building. 1997 02:47:33,008 --> 02:47:36,794 She cries out for the boy, who was in fact 1998 02:47:36,837 --> 02:47:39,144 hiding behind a corner, 1999 02:47:39,188 --> 02:47:41,190 watching the whole thing. 2000 02:47:41,233 --> 02:47:43,714 My client was genuinely lost. 2001 02:47:43,757 --> 02:47:45,716 It was upon finding his mother, 2002 02:47:45,759 --> 02:47:48,937 seeing her frantic state, that he hesitated 2003 02:47:48,980 --> 02:47:50,590 for fear of punishment! 2004 02:47:50,634 --> 02:47:52,568 It was in this frantic state of mind 2005 02:47:52,592 --> 02:47:55,552 that his mother tripped and fell, 2006 02:47:55,595 --> 02:47:58,947 tearing ligaments in her knee and badly harming her ankle. 2007 02:48:00,339 --> 02:48:02,211 And still 2008 02:48:02,254 --> 02:48:04,213 the subject did not intervene! 2009 02:48:04,256 --> 02:48:06,519 He was afraid! 2010 02:48:06,563 --> 02:48:09,566 Consider now the subject at age 15, 2011 02:48:10,393 --> 02:48:13,048 day 210, 2012 02:48:13,091 --> 02:48:17,052 finding himself in the rare company of other boys. 2013 02:48:17,095 --> 02:48:23,145 The subject, hoping to impress his horrendous new friends, 2014 02:48:23,188 --> 02:48:25,016 invites them into his home, 2015 02:48:25,060 --> 02:48:28,324 while his mother is out buying him... 2016 02:48:28,367 --> 02:48:31,631 gifts for his birthday. 2017 02:48:31,675 --> 02:48:35,461 He lets them into her private bathroom, 2018 02:48:35,505 --> 02:48:39,639 and allows them to rifle through her dirty laundry, 2019 02:48:39,683 --> 02:48:45,558 and inspect and ultimately steal her undergarments. 2020 02:48:45,602 --> 02:48:47,952 Oh, God. Oh, God. 2021 02:48:47,996 --> 02:48:49,998 They pressured me! They pressured me! 2022 02:48:50,041 --> 02:48:51,105 They pressured him! 2023 02:48:51,129 --> 02:48:52,391 What? What are you doing? 2024 02:48:53,131 --> 02:48:55,612 - What? - No. No! 2025 02:48:55,655 --> 02:48:57,222 No! 2026 02:48:57,266 --> 02:49:00,356 Oh, my God! Oh, God! 2027 02:49:00,399 --> 02:49:03,794 Oh, my God! Oh, my God! 2028 02:49:03,837 --> 02:49:06,710 Even his supposed acts of thoughtfulness 2029 02:49:06,753 --> 02:49:09,408 are emblematic of a greater hypocrisy. 2030 02:49:11,628 --> 02:49:13,456 Take this very week. 2031 02:49:13,499 --> 02:49:16,850 The subject asked Grace and Roger to drive him home 2032 02:49:16,894 --> 02:49:19,157 so that he might bury his mother 2033 02:49:19,201 --> 02:49:21,072 and commence proper mourning. 2034 02:49:21,116 --> 02:49:24,162 Roger offered the option 2035 02:49:24,945 --> 02:49:26,773 of driving home tonight 2036 02:49:26,817 --> 02:49:28,819 if the offer of driving tomorrow 2037 02:49:28,862 --> 02:49:30,821 wasn't soon enough. 2038 02:49:30,864 --> 02:49:35,391 And Beau chose to drive home tomorrow, 2039 02:49:35,434 --> 02:49:37,001 further postponing a trip 2040 02:49:37,045 --> 02:49:40,396 that had already been outrageously delayed! 2041 02:49:40,439 --> 02:49:43,616 And if one examines the expression on his face 2042 02:49:43,660 --> 02:49:45,792 when Roger made this challenge, 2043 02:49:46,880 --> 02:49:48,839 one can only conclude 2044 02:49:48,882 --> 02:49:52,408 that the subject was panicked at the idea of returning home. 2045 02:49:53,496 --> 02:49:55,324 I didn't want to put him out! 2046 02:49:55,367 --> 02:49:58,240 I... He had surgeries! 2047 02:50:01,330 --> 02:50:04,768 I cried! When I was beside the coffin! 2048 02:50:04,811 --> 02:50:07,162 When I was told the news! 2049 02:50:07,205 --> 02:50:10,469 I... I... I cried for hours! 2050 02:50:10,513 --> 02:50:12,471 Continuing to bear this in mind, 2051 02:50:13,733 --> 02:50:18,390 I ask you to consider yesterday. 2052 02:50:18,434 --> 02:50:22,307 Not three hours after meeting a knocked up dimwit 2053 02:50:22,351 --> 02:50:24,353 who made clumsy eyes at him, 2054 02:50:24,396 --> 02:50:28,139 did he gift her with a tributary gift 2055 02:50:28,183 --> 02:50:32,448 intended for no one less than his recently deceased mother. 2056 02:50:33,492 --> 02:50:35,320 Now, when the pregnant slut 2057 02:50:35,364 --> 02:50:38,323 offered to return the special gift, 2058 02:50:38,367 --> 02:50:42,414 did he insist that this total stranger keep... 2059 02:50:59,736 --> 02:51:00,737 Oh! 2060 02:51:01,433 --> 02:51:03,218 No! No! Wait! 2061 02:51:03,261 --> 02:51:04,523 Wait! Stop! 2062 02:51:05,045 --> 02:51:06,438 Wait! 2063 02:51:06,482 --> 02:51:09,441 My legs! My legs are stuck! 2064 02:51:09,485 --> 02:51:12,009 What! Wait! 2065 02:51:12,052 --> 02:51:14,794 Wait, Mom! My legs! My legs, I can't Move! 2066 02:51:21,236 --> 02:51:22,280 What? 2067 02:51:22,324 --> 02:51:24,761 Mommy, please! 2068 02:51:25,501 --> 02:51:27,416 Please help me! Please! 2069 02:51:29,200 --> 02:51:31,202 Please help me out! Please! 2070 02:51:31,246 --> 02:51:34,597 Please! Please don't fault me! 2071 02:51:34,640 --> 02:51:37,513 Help! Help me! 2072 02:51:37,556 --> 02:51:39,515 Somebody help me, please! 2073 02:51:39,558 --> 02:51:42,344 Help! Help! 2074 02:51:43,040 --> 02:51:44,781 Help me, please! 2075 02:51:44,824 --> 02:51:46,913 Help! Please! 2076 02:51:46,957 --> 02:51:49,481 Please! I don't want to die! I don't want to... 2077 02:53:14,740 --> 02:53:17,656 No! My baby! No! 2078 02:53:18,396 --> 02:53:19,658 My baby. 2079 02:53:25,925 --> 02:53:27,231 My baby. 2080 02:53:38,851 --> 02:53:41,289 My baby. 2081 02:53:43,900 --> 02:53:46,119 My baby. 139754