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(wind blowing)

(gentle music)

- It's day two of 10,

currently reporting from Base Camp.

Cleric Barrow and Cleric Webb

are on their survey rotations,

cross-referencing the infrastructure plans,

taking soil samples,
confirming water sources.

We are trying to be
realistic about life out here,

reserving our food, fuel.

I barely even packed a change
of clothes, the bare minimum

until the second survey group relieves us.

Still, even without those worldly luxuries,

I feel the most at
peace I've been in years.

I believe the others will
wholeheartedly agree.

Like Jesus, we are quite literally

walking into the desert.

(gentle music)

Tip of the spear, ready to overcome

the many trials and tribulations ahead.

You can certainly feel the energy,

this place has been waiting for us.

We are sitting on a spiritual
hotspot, a confluence.

It feels right this time, different.

Years of searching, and this might be it.

Our new home, fellow members

of the clergy, you are to thank,

your leadership, intention,
years of divination,

it manifested something real.

Tomorrow we begin
building out the next phase,

piece by piece.

If,

when those walls go up, we will be free

to live the life we deserve.

No more distractions, no more compromise.

I'm ready to meet our destiny.

(gentle music)

(object beeping)

(tense music)

- Fellow members of the clergy.

It's day seven of 10.

I'm currently reporting

roughly 10 miles from base camp,

Cleric Canner and Cleric Webb headed back.

They felt that we should have waited

for the second survey group,

probably true, that was protocol.

I'm the one that suggested
we leave immediately.

Things were starting to crack.

That responsibility
falls on me and only me.

(feet crunching)

I have no doubt you'll find
this on your way to meet us.

I wish I could see your faces.

(objects clattering)

You won't be alone for much longer.

(gentle music)

(upbeat music)

- Hey, how much farther do we have?

- I don't know, just all sand and rock.

- Well, yes, I can see that.

But what does the GPS say?

(object banging)

That sounded good, what's it say?

- There's no service.

- [Cam] Oh my God.

- You know what that means.

- Ah the (indistinct)
- Stop, please do not.

I can't stand you.

Now begins the off the grid portion

of our forsaken road
trip, entry number one.

We are making our 200th
pee stop for Queen Dylan.

Let's see how that's going, shall we?

Oh, Dylan, you're doing really great.

- God damn it Cam, I'm...

- [Cam] Oh, is that
blasphemy here, I'm gonna tell.

- (indistinct) Done yet.

- I'm calling the guy upstairs, that's it.

What you gonna, ah, that's just wasteful.

The Lord's gonna be really mad about that.

Oh, I think that went great.

(vehicle engine whirring)

- This... I'm a little nervous to go for (indistinct)

What do you think?

(indistinct)
This doesn't feel right.

- [Cam] I have controversial feet

'cause I got long toes.

Some people are really into that.

Some people are really not into that.

What's your score?

- 10 out of 10.
- [Cam] Ooh, she got nice feet.

- I go to right or left?

Yeah, I'm gonna go right.

- [Cam] Excellent questions.

- Excellent.

- Excellent.

(wind blowing)

(object banging)

- Who's gonna make you
do this when I'm gone?

- Oh, once you're gone,

I'm gonna ride off into
the sunset to live a life

of sin in excess.

- Well, I've done that.

It's like overrated a little bit.

- [Cam] Is it?
- Yeah.

- Well, I'm glad you feel that way

'cause this is going to be your whole life

for the rest of your life.

I know damn well I couldn't do it.

- You're stronger than you think.

- No indoor plumbing, no wifi,

no microwave meals.

- Okay, water break.

- [Cam] Yeah, about that.

Can we... Can we stop somewhere that's
not an active shooting range?

- What, you think I'm trying to kill you?

(gentle music)

Oh, no.

(vehicle engine whirring)

(shouting)

- Oh my.
- I know. But you love me a little, right?

- Just a little.

- Just.

- I'm gonna die out here.

(gentle music)

I know I've been distant.

The last two years.

They've just been really fucking hard.

I miss her more every day.

Dylan you... You were a good friend to my sister,

and I'm just, I'm really proud

of you for getting clean.

(gentle music)

And if you need this place, these people

to finally be happy,

then I want to be there for you.

Just make sure I get
home in one piece, okay?

(door whirring)

Hey, what's wrong?

What's up, dude?

- I'm sorry.

- Why, for what?

- For using his name in vain.

I mean, I'm just trying
- Oh God...

really hard not to do that right now.

- Dude, listen. It's I...
I don't care.

I really don't care, I was kidding.
It's, it's...

You don't have to apologize, okay.

- You should care though.

I mean, like, look at what he is given us.

(wind blowing)

- I'm gonna, I'm gonna get some fresh air.

Let's just reset a couple minutes, yeah?

(gentle music)

(tense music)

All right.

(objects whirring)

Dylan it's... Dylan.

- What?
- It's a helmet first and then gloves.

- Oh my God.
- You do this every time.

- I don't.
- Here just take...

- I always get too excited.

- I know.

- Thank you for your patience.

- You don't have to thank
me or apologize, you good?

- Yeah, come here, I'll do yours.

- Is it too tight?
- No, that's good.

- Perfect.

We are gonna have a good time, okay?

Yeah.

What, what do you got in there?

Okay.

- We already are having a good time.

- I am really glad you came.

Those look great on you.

All right, you ready?

One last ride

before I surrender you
to the kingdom of heaven.

- One last ride.
- One last ride.

(shouting)

(upbeat music)

(vehicle engines whirring)

(upbeat music)

(upbeat music)

(dramatic music)

- [Man Speaking] I wish I could see you.

It's been hard to wrap my head around.

Forgive me.

(dramatic music)

- [Dylan] How'd your bike feel?

- [Cam] It felt good, that
canyon was just tight.

- [Dylan] I told you that.

- You did.

You have the privilege
of the Lord protecting you.

I just have the raw dog reality.

- No, I just think I've seen it before.

So I think I was.

- Oh, I see.
- Ultra prepared.

- I see, yes.

- It feels like birth every time.

Hey, will you take my camera out?

I wanna, I wanna to film that vista.

- It looks, it looks beautiful up there.

- It's really beautiful out
here, I keep telling you.

- I don't not believe
you, I'm looking at it.

Thank you.

- You're welcome.

(zip whirring)

(paper crinkling)

After an eventful day on the battlefield,

the Valkyries feast

on the flesh of their enemies,
we bring only the finest

of delicacies on our adventures.

And I call this particular
handcrafted experience,

final days in the dirt.

It is dramatic.

It's robust, it's locally sourced.

It's farm to table, absolutely badass.

So far, no flat tires, no broken levers,

only a little bit of blood and guts.

- Hi, mom, still plenty of time for that,

straight shot campsite.

- I'm so tired.

- Hi.

- Hi.

- We're so close.

And I just, I need you to see

and feel this place for me, is that okay?

- Yeah.
- Okay.

(indistinct)

Can I, can I pray?

- Yeah, yeah sure.

- Okay, dear Lord, thank you for this food.

May we be fed and
nourish through your grace,

and please extend some of your divine power

and love to teach this bitch

how to properly ride a dirt bike.

(sighing)

Amen.

- Amen.

- You.

- What?

How about that?

- [Dylan] I love it, it's amazing.

- Do you think we're making erosion worse

by being out here, stomping on everything.

- [Dylan] This is possible.
- Fuck. Look...

- What, what, what?
- Look, look, look.... Look.

- [Cam] Look at him.

Film that bad boy, is he alive?

- [Cam] No, he looks dead.

- [Cam] He looks dead.

Do you think he's alive?

Should we poke him.
Should I poke him?

Should I get a stick and poke him?

We're gonna see if he's alive.

(screaming)

This must be a snake's house, right?

- Like things like that,
- [Dylan] Yeah.

whose house is that?
- [Dylan] (indistinct) Anyone home?

- I dare you to put your
whole hand in there.

Hey, lemme do it, give
me the tourism video.

- Over here.

You'll see that we have a
beautiful array of purple flowers.

- [Cam] Oh, look at that.
- Those are called flowers. And...

- [Cam] I've never heard of such a thing.

- Exactly, and they're indigenous

to this area and only this area.

So you'll never get to see them again

unless you come and stay with me.

- Oh, God.

- [Dylan] As if it was made for me.

- Oh my God, it's the perfect height

that sky looks like it's gonna kill us.

That sky looks like it's gonna kill us.

That sky is fucking beautiful.

- [Dylan] Let's walk towards that sky.

- Okay, that's a great idea.

- [Dylan] I do have to pee.

- Okay, go pee.

- [Dylan] Okay.
- I'm gonna film it.

- Okay.
- I'll get a closeup.

- [Dylan] Don't film it.
- I'm gonna film the whole thing.

Hide behind that very
transparent bush, I'm not looking.

She's gonna pee.
(indistinct)

(laughing)

So pretty.

Huh Fran, you're a woman
outstanding in your field.

- Thank you, watch this.
- Ah, ah...

- Whoa, whoa, she's an athlete everybody.

Try not to be too intimidated.

If you could survive on any planet,

what planet would you
want to live on for a day?

- [Dylan] I think Saturn is just gorgeous.
- 'Cause the ring.

- Yeah.
- Yeah. Saturn does seem really pretty.

Look what a fancy planet.

- All right, there we are.

- Here we are.

- Here we are.

- We've done it.

- We've done it.
- And I'm happy you're here.

- I'm happy to be here.

(feet crunching)

(wind blowing)

- Okay.

I don't know what entry number this is

because you hit record

every time you see a cactus or a snake.

So, you know, here we are.

But now that you're
finally in the bushes I...

Also, who goes to the bathroom like once a day?

That's fucked up.

You should see a doctor about that.

We'll send you my doctor, if that's okay.

- Cameron, I, I really can't express

how much this trip means to me.

You coming all the way out here and,

one last adventure together.

My life's gonna be
really different very soon.

And yeah, I know it's
a hard pill to swallow

that I just, I won't be around anymore but...

I hope that you'll come to understand because,

these people just,

they took me in, they accepted me.

And it's just like you did,
you know, like Dakota did.

I (indistinct), I just,

I wouldn't have been able to accept myself

or, you know, without them

or your help.

I know you've done it a million times but...

You're a really big
reason why I'm still here.

I'll never forget that.

That's why I wanted you
to come out here with me

to see my new home.

You know, where I'm gonna be reborn.

I just, I hope that you get to witness

just like even a fragment of what I have.

Because his power and his grace,

(indistinct)

he's gonna change you like he changed me.

(sighing)

Oh, God.

Anyway, I love you kiddo, so, so much.

Always and forever.

Anyway, something to remember me by.

(gentle music)

(tense music)

Cleric Webb was starving,

formless

and empty.

I am having visions of God.

Existential, omnipresent.

Don't you all see?

(tense music)

Okay, so this is my new home.

- How the fuck do you read this thing?

- Oh, lots of camps.

Science camp, astronaut
camp, all the camps.

- I get that, I get the point, thank you.

You've fully confirmed
that you're a nerd, yes.

- If I'm such a nerd,

then why'd you cry every
time you couldn't come with us?

- I don't remember that.

- Okay.

- [Cam] How strange.
- Okay.

- [Cam] No recollection.

- Yeah, like, typical little sister behavior.

(wind blowing)

Give me that.

All right, so you know what
these are, like, what they mean?

- This is clear quartz.

It's the master healer.

It stimulates the crown chakra

and it gives you the keys to energies

outside of our expanded universe.

No big deal.

- You know, you might be
the only person I've ever met

who is both a die hard
swap meet crystal enthusiast,

and also balls really hard for the Lord.

- No, we're everywhere, trust me.

Does that terrify you?
- [Cam] Yes, deeply.

- I don't know that we're everywhere.

Will you humor me for a second?

Like, what else do you have to do?

- I don't know what that entails.

- Okay, take this in your hand.

Hold it in your hand, okay, hold it tight.

Close your eyes.

Close your eyes.

Take a deep breath.

(breathing)

Okay, great.

(wind blowing)

In your hand, you hold purpose

and it serves you and you alone.

And it seeks to amplify, absorb, store,

release and regulate.

Think about those words.

Can I ask you a couple questions?

- Come on. (indistinct)

- You're here, what else you gotta do?

(indistinct)

- What do you want

that magical little crystal to amplify?

Whatever comes to mind.

- Strength.

- Louder or won't hear you.

- Strength!

- Yes, thank you, absorb?

- [Cam] Sorrow.

- Okay.

- Store.

- [Cam] Love.

- What about release?

Give me your hand.

What do you want it to release Cam?

- You.

- And what should it regulate?

- Rage.

(wind blowing)

- Yeah, okay, it's yours now.

Put it in one of your pockets

and you keep it for yourself
until you no longer need it.

Look, look at that Jesus freak
with the rock in her pocket.

I mean, God.

- I guess I can see the appeal.
- Yeah.

What's your favorite one?

- Ooh, that's a tough question.

I mean, I have a lot, but I love this one.

It's red jasper.

It's the root chakra.

(zip whirring)

Gives me strength and power to take action.

It just really grounds me
physically and spiritually.

It's one of the things I keep on me

like no matter where I go.

- So you've been walking
around this whole time

with a bunch of fucking
rocks in your pockets.

- Not a bunch of rocks, I have other things.
- Like that's just full...

- Your vest is full of rocks.

- I'm also carrying snacks.

You don't get to get away with that.

- I haven't not seen any of your snacks.

- Yes I am.
- Your pockets are just full of rocks.

How are you pulling your weight?

- Look at these, I don't believe you.
- Hello...

I bet there's only rocks in here.

- No.
- What is this?

More maps, fucking nerd.

(wind blowing)

- It was such a beautiful dress.

- I used to run around in,

in the house when she wasn't home.

I felt like a supermodel.

I wish she hadn't been buried in it.

- I'm sorry.

I'm really sorry that
I wasn't there for you and

wasn't strong enough, I guess.

But I'm sure you're still
mad at me, which is fair.

It's totally fair.

Hey.

- Shit, I'm sorry.

- No, It's okay.

(zip whirring)

You know what?

She was so proud of you.

Who you'd become, how strong you are.

She gushed about you to everyone.

I mean, literally everybody,
people shouldn't even know.

She's my favorite person.

- Yeah, me too.

Yeah, thanks for, thanks for keeping her with you.

- Yeah. Duh.

(wind blowing)

It's gonna be dark soon.

- [Cam] Yeah.

- [Dylan] Yeah.

(gentle music)

All right.

- [Cam] Hey, I don't know
what you're talking about.

- It just crazy 'cause I didn't think

it would start off as small.

- [Cam] Dylan, you
really gonna need to help me out here.

- This is it, my new home.

- Okay, there's off the
grid and then there's

whatever the fuck this is.

- Small beginnings, right?

This wasn't even here last time I rode out.

Nobody knows about this, okay?

My church has.
- [Cam] The cult.

- We were given this information.

That's the point, okay?

God has given us the keys.

It's what we've been asking for

and what was promised.
- [Cam] God gave the keys,

it's very nice of God.

- Can you gimme your hand?

Thank you.

Together in God's gateway.

- Okay, anything else?
Great.

I don't want to go in there.

- Come on.

- I really don't.

- You sure?

Come and see.

(gentle music)

- Dylan?

- Yeah.

- The fuck is all this?

- The next.

- [Cam] The next what?

- Phase.

(gentle music)

- [Cam] I wanna get the fuck outta here.

- No.

- [Cam] And none of them will care

that we're going through their shit.

- [Dylan] It's one of
our guiding principles.

What belongs to me belongs to you.

What belongs to you belongs to me.

- [Speaker] On days three through six,

the Lord was filling the earth.

It was on our third day
here that it found us,

only a voice at first,

a whisper.

Then as something familiar.

This discovery is overwhelming.

It is overwhelming.

Claire Webb, he said it asked

him to build an arc

that shanty box simply won't do.

Fellow members of the
clergy, your divination worked.

We have come face to
face with God's conduit,

brought to existence by our prayer,

dependent on our love.

A living,

breathing thought form.

(tense music)

- I am so happy to see you.

(dramatic music)

(indistinct)

Come and see, rebirth, peace.

Everything you seek, let us show you.

- Cam.

- You won't be alone for much longer.

(dramatic music)

- What the fuck was that?

What is happening?

- [Dylan] What, Cameron, I don't know.

- Yes, yes, you do know.

- I don't know what the fuck was going on back there.
- You do know.

If I knew would tell
you, I just, I don't know.

- Why was she saying those things?

- Cameron, I don't know, I don't know.

- You didn't see her, did you?

Dakota?

- What?

- She was standing on the hill.

- Was she?

- Yeah, yeah, I know.

I shouldn't have come out here with you.

I knew I shouldn't.

(indistinct)

- I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, okay, and I'm doing my best.
And I'm...

That's all I can do.

That is all I can do for you, it's it.

- Then get me out.

(dramatic music)

(vehicle engine whirring)

You good?

- Yeah.

- My name is Dylan Anderson

and today I admit to breaking the rules.

I brought an outsider into our new home.

And for that I have betrayed your trust.

I'm sorry, it was selfish.

And that responsibility
falls on me and only me.

There were traces of Cleric
Webb and Cleric Barrow,

but we didn't see them.

I do have to say that
we found Claire Canner.

She was, I don't know,

unwell.

She was malnourished,

but otherwise unharmed.

We have to ration our fuel

so we're not gonna be returning for her.

Our best course of action is to head West.

It's gonna take us further into the desert

beyond the canyon rim.

But that's the closest access point

to public road, at this
point that's our only option.

And that's the way

that you all are getting in and outta here.

- Wait, wait, wait, wait,
you're saying to get out,

we have to go deeper in.

(gentle music)

- Hey.

- What?

(object whirring)

- Let's just get on the bike.

Let's push through.

- [Dylan] No, we are not gonna make it.

- [Cam] Why?

- [Dylan] The fuel, the added
weight of you on the back,

like it's straightening your tank.

- [Cam] Okay, well, you're
not leaving me out here.

- [Dylan] Of course I'm not
gonna leave you out here.

It will be a hell of a lot easier

in the truck tonight than
it's gonna be out here.

(insects chirping)

- So, you know these people

like well enough to
move out here with them.

And you're still surprised
by everything we find.

- I have no reason to lie to you, not one.

You know what...

(indistinct) This, (indistinct) if that's what you
need to like, convince you.

That I'm not lying to you.

- Was that woman on something?

Like, is that how addicts
get closer to God?

(insects chirping)

- I've been sober for two fucking years.

And you?

What about you, are
you fucking on something?

Because you fucking saw Dakota, right?

Yeah, oh, unless we forget

that she's your fucking dead sisters

walking around the desert apparently.

Don't come for me.

Yeah, something is going on out here

and I'm doing my best
to try to figure it out.

And that's just not good enough.

That's not good
enough for you, is it, is it?

(dramatic music)

(gentle music)

(insects chirping)

Hey...

This is, is tuck between the seats.

You are really,

you're gonna want to get in the truck.

It's gonna drop like another 20.

- Okay.

I get it now.

- What?

- I get why my mom tried to keep us away

from you for so long.

Like, I, I really didn't
get it when I was a kid.

But I guess give it enough time

and you just find a way to fuck people up.

- She was an adult.

She made her own decisions.

- I'm an adult, I chose to
come out here with you,

to your church

or whatever the fuck it is.

I certainly don't know, it's not for me.

It wasn't supposed to be for me.

You just couldn't go it alone, right?

(insects chirping)

You never could.

You just had to take her out that night.

She went to that party
because she loved you

and she didn't want you to be alone.

I mean, that's why we're here.

I didn't wanna be alone and
you didn't want to be alone.

But we are, aren't we?

(insects chirping)

(feet crunching)

(tense music)

(lighter flickering)

(zip whirring)

- Tell myself I'd quit.

I guess I told myself a lot of things.

I did, I did quit that one thing, so.

I can't fucking sleep.

(vehicle engine whirring)

- What the fuck is she doing, in the
middle of the night?

God, she better not be
gone for a fucking ride.

Hey Dylan.

What the fuck?

(door banging)

- Also, fuck you.

For treat me like that,
I don't accept that.

I'm like trying to do good for myself.

You can't, you can't fucking stand that.

It's insane to me, this fucking blows my mind.

I don't need you.

I don't need you at all, I
don't need anything from you.

(indistinct)

(feet crunching)

(vehicle engine whirring)

Cam, Cam,

Cameron.

Cam.

(breathing)

(feet whirring)

[Distorted voices] Don't be alone for much longer.

(dramatic music)

(vehicle engine whirring)

(gentle music)

(gentle music)