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Some women swear by no gluten, no booze.

♪ I like drinking

♪ All on a weekend

♪ Fill my cup up

♪ I like drinking

♪ Also on a weekend

♪ Fill my cup up

Oh yeah, that's good.

♪ I drink too much and I don't sleep enough ♪

♪ 'Cause I like drinking

Fucking cleaning ceremony.

Enjoying the wine?

Well, it's no 2007 Chateau LaPoix, but-

Not biodynamic?

Well, they are actually, it's a big selling point.

Oh.

Eden, I've been sensing some distress in you

as you've been reentering old environments.

Yeah, I'm feeling like really disconnected-

Yeah.

From everything and everyone and...

I'm not sure if being here is helping me.

I've been having visions of you in your highest order

of dedication yet as a level three conductor.

I envision Jordan buying out all your current clients,

allowing you to fully exist here.

Oh, that doesn't it feel right to me at all.

Is that okay?

I just, it would put him way behind financially.

Oh no, I'm sorry.

I thought you wanted to contribute

to the renovation of the greenhouse.

Wasn't that what the contribution

from my condo sale was for?

Of course.

Eden, what it comes down to, babe,

is where you wanna nurture your energy.

I can't hear my own thoughts.

Well, your heart led you here,

so I think the answer is pretty clear.

Yeah, but isn't it a good thing that I wanna move on?

Eden, you are broken.

Physically, emotionally, spiritually.

Your history of overwork,

drug, alcohol use,

your abortion.

So I paused to process and heal.

My heart.

I sense your trust is lacking.

I totally get it, babe.

But what I need from you right now

is to be very intentional with who you allow

to access that beautiful energy.

Mmm.

Is it community?

Loving you, nurturing you?

Or is it outsiders?

Suffocating you?

Thank you, thank you.

Oh.

Oh, you're right.

Let's talk to Jordan in the morning.

Aww, yay!

Help! Help.

Molly?

Eden, evil is literally banging at the gate outside,

begging to be let in.

What you decide right now will have lasting effects.

You need to lean into your trust for us.

Surrender.

Elle!

Oh, finally!

That woman is bad news.

Have you have you Googled her, because this place is a cult!

What are you doing here?

Are you okay?

I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine.

It's you, it's you, you're in danger.

What are you talking about?

Omnipresence over there.

Okay Molly, I'm sorry, but you have to go.

Come on, I know that we, but it's me.

It's me, babe.

Please just talk to me.

Ro told me that you had a breakdown, and I didn't know.

And I'm sorry I wasn't there, but I'm here now.

Come on, you gotta get outta here.

Okay where, go where?

Just go, come on!

Yeah, you weren't here.

You know nothing, because you left, again.

Community saved my life.

What about your parents and Rosie?

I haven't talked to my mom in months, Molly.

Omnira has helped me.

This is what a real relationship looks like and-

- No no no. - What love looks like.

I, I love you.

You just take and take and take from people and you just

- you float from thing to thing! - I take from people?

Without any sense of loyalty or purpose.

It's fucking embarrassing.

Kumba-fuckin'-ya.

Hi. Can I come in?

That was really intense.

Oh, oh I'm sorry.

I'll ease up on the slapping next time.

By all means, don't.

Yeah, it's just this pent up stress.

I just, I'm so sorry I've been so unavailable lately,

I've just had like no time to myself.

And you know, like, why would I?

You know?

I just like, I'm always doing other things

for other people, for everyone else.

I was just doing and giving.

"You're a giver, Jordan, you're a giver."

That's what my mom says.

That bitch.

No, she's not a bitch.

My mom's not-

I love my mom, I love my mom.

Have you ever been in love, Tall Jock?

Tall Jock.

I just called you your Taimi name.

What is your real name?

Hey, do you want me to go?

Oh shit.

Okay, okay.

Okay.

Absolutely.

♪ Back with the faces in with the boys ♪

♪ Let's make some noise

♪ Back with the faces in with the boys ♪

♪ Come on everybody let's make some noise ♪

♪ Back with the faces in with the boys ♪

♪ Yeah, let's make some noise

♪ Back with the faces in with the boys ♪

♪ Let's make some noise

♪ Yo, yo yo yo yo yo yo

Okay, Dracula.

Sorry, I was just, uh-

Want some of this terrible wine you made?

Yeah, I stole it. Arrest me.

Your secret is safe.

Mmm.

Mm-hmm.

You wanna know a secret?

Yes.

I don't make it.

It's from an organic wine merchant,

and then I pour it into the jugs.

Traitor.

How long have you been forcing people

to drink this donkey spit?

Coming on three years now.

Here?

It becomes home quickly.

What did you do before?

Restaurants.

Oh.

I had a few.

You heard of Tom?

- Oh my God! - Shh.

Oh my God.

Are you Avi Rosen?

Oh my God.

Yeah, you had Tom and Avah-

Yeah, all those places.

The cocktails and the food, oh my, wow.

I love those spots.

Yeah, so did I, but it's an intense lifestyle.

It got to me.

Oh.

Very similar to you, actually.

I get it.

So, all I'm saying is that

you could just, poof, let it all go.

Yeah, it's weird.

My friend came here to-

Or my, it's old friend, I guess it's my ex-friend.

A test.

It's all happening.

Eden, you're thriving here.

Yeah, I thought I was thriving before, so.

Well maybe it felt like you were.

I felt that way for sure.

You know the trauma requires that we slow down

so we can honor what's being released.

And I just kept speeding up.

Until you crashed.

It's okay, Eden.

Everyone thinks I left to do yoga and eat fruit all day.

I mean, we kind of do do yoga and eat fruit all day.

It's not your job to make outsiders understand anything.

And hey, I'm your friend.

Thank you.

Anytime.

So, what's the tunes?

Oh, this used to be my favorite song.

It's so good.

Okay, no.

♪ I got the goods

♪ I got the goods

What are you doing?

- Oh - It's 2 am.

Sorry, I'm so sorry.

Go back to bed, it's okay.

Are you alone? I heard voices.

Yes, I'm alone, rub it in.

Just go back to-

Do you want me to?

I feel like you could use some help with that.

No, I don't wanna bother you.

I'm very awake, Molly. It's fine.

Here, give me the hair dye.

Okay, thanks.

I mean, I didn't say I do a good job

but at this point anything's gonna be an improvement.

oh fuck.

You okay?

Yeah, yeah, it's just my period.

Molly, you look really pale.

Molly? Oh my God, Molly!

Molly! Molly.

- Molly? - Hmm?

- ♪ I got the goods - Molly.

♪ I got the goods

♪ Hey girl I got the goods

♪ I got the goods

♪ Yeah, I got the goods

♪ Now you can tell by my style and my dress code ♪

♪ I got a smile and you know I got the fresh fresh flow ♪

♪ I come around once awhile and I'm extra- ♪

Molly?

Molly.

How did I?

What?

You fainted, Molly.

I'm Dr. Brown, I'm gonna ask you a few questions

and we'll get things figured out, okay?

When was your last period?

Couple of weeks ago.

And last week, too.

You're still bleeding now?

Yep.

Is there any chance you're pregnant?

Hard no, no.

Sex feels like sitting on an ice pick right now, so.

Can you rate your pain on a scale of one to 10?

Never better.

That's not connected to anything, Molly.

Oh.

Eight when it's bad, like pukey and fainting, piercing.

It's normal, you know, normal.

Well it's common, but it's not normal.

I'm gonna send you to ultrasound.

We'll figure it out from there, okay?

I've had one, I know what's wrong.

I have a adeno-, adino-

Endometriosis?

Something.

Which one?

Um...

When were you diagnosed?

In the UK, like a week ago.

Have you started any medications?

Do you have a laparoscopy booked?

Yes and no.

The cutting me open part, no.

The terrible acid pills that make me dizzy

and I think are making me fat,

yeah, I've had lots of those.

Well, let's focus on managing your pain

and don't worry about the weight, okay?

You look good.

Perfectly average.

That's me.

Let's get you diagnosed properly.

I need you to send me your scans.

And those acid pills obviously aren't treating

whatever you have, endo or adeno.

I'm writing you a new prescription.

Great.

You know what?

Even more simple.

Just take it all out.

Fuck it.

Molly, I don't want you living in pain,

but that is not an effective treatment plan at this point.

Yeah, but if you took my uterus out, I would be okay.

Wouldn't I?

'Cause Lena Dunham did it.

Do not take medical advice from Vogue, Molly.

Hysterectomies do not treat endo.

They may lessen symptoms for a while,

but that part of it isn't so simple.

Listen, first things first.

Let's get in there,

and let's confirm exactly what's going on.

I'm gonna book you for a laparoscopy.

It's a outpatient surgery but I think there's a wait time.

Let me check.

No, you wait, you wait.

Hypothetically,

if I don't wanna take hormone pills

and I don't wanna have surgeries

and I don't wanna live with this bullshit pain all the time,

and I know for sure that I don't need to birth a baby,

I still don't get to make that decision for myself?

Do you know that for sure?

Let me check on that wait list for you.

We'll go over the prescription later, okay?

Okay.

♪ There's a way to find it

♪ I just wanna know the truth

♪ Don't worry, don't worry, don't worry, no ♪