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The best thing about going on
Grindr in your childhood town
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was one-by-one seeing who from
secondary school turned out gay.
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Who went from sixth form to uni
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and came back loving cock?
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And it's always that
boy who called you a fag
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for coming last in cross country
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who's now desperately sending
pictures of his arsehole
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in a knitted jockstrap.
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Andrew Shuman!
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You cannot seriously be on Grindr
when I am in this room?
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No, my school bully just messaged
me this!
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Ugh, Jack! Sorry.
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I've had a shitty enough night
as it is.
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I just don't know what I should
reply with.
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We were in the same set
for Maths once
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and he tried to Tipp-Ex my teeth.
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Have you heard from him?
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No.
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Hello, mate.
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She can still hear us.
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You can talk to her.
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Ah.
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{\an1}SHE WHIMPERS
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Hello, Nan.
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{\an1}SHE MOANS FAINTLY
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You all right?
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She's had a rough night.
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I'm really not trying
to be mean but you really stink.
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Really? Really.
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Yeah, all right,
Romeo, you're in a care home.
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It's force of habit, innit? Hey!
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Now it's gone everywhere.
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It's going to smell like
a school disco.
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Did you sleep here last night?
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Yeah, on the chair.
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I can do the same tonight if you
want a decent kip.
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All right. We'll take it in turns,
can't we?
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I'm sorry, mate.
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Last time I saw you, I
sort of overstepped the line...
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..as always.
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Dennis, I've really stopped caring.
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I've stopped caring what you or
Mum or Mark do.
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The only way I can stay fucking sane
is to stop caring.
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Well, that shouldn't be the way.
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No, it shouldn't.
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But I'm glad you're here, though.
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For her.
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If she knew what was going on,
then...
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..she'd be happy we were both here.
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You look good, Dan.
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You've done well.
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Hi. Um...
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I'm so sorry.
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She's gone.
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As often, we tend to find
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people cling on when loved ones
are around
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and then sort of slip off when
they're alone.
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We'll get her ready so you can
come say goodbyes, OK?
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I'm so sorry for your loss, darl.
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Our subtle disagreements
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The gesture that you're leaving
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I know you're on your way
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I see how you watch those planes
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In the dark
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I am so sorry. She's, um...
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She's back.
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I honestly thought she was a goner,
but I just called that way too soon.
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Ah! Sack the ref.
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Ha-ha-ha. But, um... No, what did
happen there does indicate
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that she will probably go quite
soon. So finish your ciggie,
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no rush, and then definitely
come back. OK.
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{\an1}HE EXHALES SHARPLY
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What you doing? I'm starting again.
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Oh, come on.
You've had a tough weekend.
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Jack, I don't care about this
dissertation.
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I don't care about successful women,
Grazia magazine bullshit.
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OK? I've got eight days so
I'm going to rewrite it so it's
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exactly what I fucking want.
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I cared about my very first topic,
that was my topic.
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I'm sick of caring about what
other people want from me.
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Is this about the dissertation or
is it about Danny?
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Sorry.
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Oh... Maybe don't delete that draft.
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You do you.
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You do you.
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She's heartbroken, bless her.
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I hate getting dumped.
It's like, "OK. Sorry,
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"why do you all of a sudden not care
if I live or die?"
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Yeah, but Corinne hasn't been
dumped-dumped.
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I think Danny loves her.
He's just scared.
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I'm worried he might be getting
a bit...manic again.
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Have you heard from him?
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No. I just know his nan's doing
not good.
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I just want to drive down there,
but I don't think he'd want that.
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Have Danny and poor Corinne spoke?
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Look, she's a smart girl, that one.
She'll be fine.
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Quite honestly,
considering her orientation,
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she should find a lady-partner.
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Yeah. I wish I was a lesbian.
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They just get so much more stuff
done.
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If you're bi with a woman,
it don't make you a lesbian.
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I once thought I was a lesbian.
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It was 1958.
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Her name was...
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..Patsy Troubador.
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A singer.
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We got drunk one night down
the palais.
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She tried to kiss me, but...
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..I pulled away.
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And thank God I did or else
I'd have ruined my family and
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home life and the destiny of all
of your lives.
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But I often think if I were to do it
all again...
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..maybe I'd have...
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...given Pat a chance.
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RADIO: And we'll go walking
Hand in hand... #
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Right. Who wants some sweet stuff?
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Nan wants some sweet muff by
the sounds of it.
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Shannon! Oh, come off it!
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I don't know where
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I have been lately
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I found myself in somewhere strange
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The devil took me underwater
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He filled my lungs so... #
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Lovely, Annabell.
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You all right? Yeah, it's just...
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..Mark.
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Ohhh, ohhh, ohhh... #
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Oh, my God. Is that...
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..two inside him?
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How did I get here without my god?
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Someone always has to
be the man... #
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Oh, come here. Hey!
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Hey, it's all right. Hey.
Come here. Hey.
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Ahh, ahh, ahh
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My god
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How did I get here without my god?
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Someone always has to be the man
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The man
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I know you have... #
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Mate.
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Fancy a little'un?
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No.
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Absolutely not.
Come on, it'll shut soon anyway.
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I just fancy one.
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Let's just go back to Nan's,
all right?
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Sit and have a cup of tea
and just...be.
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Let's just have one. We'll just have
one and then we're off.
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No!
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Just come back with me, OK?
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And just do the normal fucking thing
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and we go through old photos
and we sit in the kitchen
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and we fucking chain smoke until
the fucking morning. Please.
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Dad...
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..please.
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Sorry, mate.
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Dad.
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You completely undermined me.
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Switching to a topic that
I said was niche
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and overly emotional for you,
preventing you from crafting
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a forward-facing academic commentary
about more immediate media
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policy reforms. Yeah.
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And it's really rather good.
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It's robust and concise
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and puts forward an engaging
argument about media interference
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in democratic referendums,
which, let's face it,
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is applicable as we approach
the upcoming Brexit vote.
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Thank you. But we won't Brexit.
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Oh, we're going to Brexit.
Scotland will stay in the UK
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and I think the next president of
the United States is
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going to that absolute
fuck-face cunt BLEEP Trump.
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{\an1}LAUGHTER
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And how are you feeling?
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Hollow.
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Like I gave every single piece
of my heart to someone,
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constantly wishing it would
get better.
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He would get better.
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And I love him.
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I'm also angry.
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I just made a decision
to stay in London for him
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and I feel like I've stopped
myself progressing
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cos I wanted him to get better.
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Yes, I knew that.
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So I didn't retract your application.
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What?
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Yeah, I'm super-sorry for having
interfered,
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but I felt like you consistently told
me how much you loved him
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but also how much you loved
education.
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So I did not retract your
application.
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You have a provisional letter
of acceptance,
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and I was waiting till you got your
degree mark
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so we could talk about it.
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Right.
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And I spoke to some friends of mine
at Edinburgh
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and I'm pretty sure you're going
to be accepted into
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the Media Regulations masters,
especially after this thesis.
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Thank you.
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No, thank you.
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I think you're going to love
the new department head over there.
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Is it you?
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Yeah, it's me.
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Your formatting is all over
the place.
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There's one chapter in a completely
different font.
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Yeah. I thought that might cheer
the marker up,
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with all the depressing bits
about Aids.
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OK, well maybe let's not trivialise
the Aids crisis with a curly font.
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Other than that it's actually
very...good.
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Well done, Jack. Thanks.
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Now I need to ask you a favour. No.
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Well, you don't know what it is. No.
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It's Danny. OK, I'm listening.
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His nan's sick,
he broke up with Corinne
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and he hasn't answered any of my
calls for a week
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and the deadline is in two days.
I thought you could call him up
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and find out what his plans are
with the hand-in.
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And check he's OK.
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Yeah, of course.
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{\an1}PHONE DINGS
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{\an1}CHUCKLING
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Blood-filled
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PHONE DINGS
Jewel of life... #
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Good luck with fixing your
formatting, Jack.
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Good luck to you also, Tim.
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{\an1}PHONE RINGS
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Phew.
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Corinne!
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Tim is gay!
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Or bi.
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Or maybe straight and experimenting.
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But Tim has Grindr!
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"Dearest wee Jack, I'm off.
I can't do any more goodbyes.
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"I'm so proud of you for working
so hard,
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"and see you at graduation.
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"That's if you don't suddenly
right-royally fuck it all up.
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"Love you, Corinne."
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{\an1}PHONE RINGS
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Hello, you! Hello, mate.
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Sorry I haven't text.
Just had a lot on.
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No, no, no. Don't worry.
How are you?
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I've been better.
But no, I'm doing OK.
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Good.
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Good.
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How's your nan?
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She's gone.
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Oh...
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Oh, Danny. I'm so sorry.
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Don't you get upset. No, no...
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I'm just sad for you. I...
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I miss you, mate.
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Yeah, I miss you, too.
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How's Corinne?
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Yeah, she's handed in and gone.
It's weird.
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How are you, though?
Do you want me to come down?
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Me and Mum could...? No. No? No.
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Honestly, I'm fine.
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What about the funeral?
We can come down for support.
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It's done.
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I cremated her this morning.
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Just me.
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Look I need to come pick up
my stuff.
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Yeah. Yeah, course.
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I can help you pack.
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What you going to do about uni work?
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Well, Tim phoned. Apparently I can
get mitigating circumstances,
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get a three-month extension so...
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Wow, so you answered to Tim
but not me.
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That's great, mate.
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I can help you with that as well.
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And, Danny...
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..you know you're always welcome to
stay with me and Mum.
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You know that. Yeah, I know.
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I need to start carving out my life
back down here, though.
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Yeah. Look, I'll be up Wednesday
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so I can come help you
hand your dissertation in, yeah?
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Does that sound cool?
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Yeah, yeah. It sounds good.
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I love you, mate.
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You too, mate.
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Peel off the colour
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{\an8}Of the night
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A second skin
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A floating spit is hovering
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The other side is opening now... #
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{\an1}PHONE DINGS
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Ugh. Jesus Christ, Andrew Shuman.
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In my mind I knew, there could be no
better sex than shagging
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the lad who picked on you at school.
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Hey, man. Hey, hey, hey.
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I just want to make a long-time
coming apology to you.
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Oh, right.
290
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Like, I bullied you bad.
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Oh, well, you weren't nice,
but I wasn't bullied. No.
292
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No, I really bullied you.
293
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And it was cos you were gay.
Well, I wasn't out. And I was gay.
294
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So I just want to use this
opportunity to say...
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..I'm sorry.
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OK.
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I'm sorry.
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OK.
299
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Ugh. Fuck's sake.
300
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Were you filming that?! Yes.
301
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I'm a content creator.
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This was supposed to be a big
emotional moment where you
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forgave me and I set up we had
a romantic connection
304
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and that ultimately, now,
since coming out
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and accepting myself,
I am a good person.
306
00:20:36,760 --> 00:20:39,160
Yeah, right. Can you not?
307
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Well, it would just make great
YouTube numbers.
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00:20:42,840 --> 00:20:44,840
Yeah, no.
309
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I'd just rather fuck.
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Ugh! Come on, mate,
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my YouTube confessionals get me 5K
a pop. Ah, shush, Andrew Shuman.
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Is that Alison Hammond? Yeah.
313
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So I just made love with
the guy who I bullied at school.
314
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But it has helped me in my
queer journey...
315
00:21:11,160 --> 00:21:14,440
Was that your shag that just vlogged
his way out of here?
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Yep.
317
00:21:16,200 --> 00:21:18,120
You're naked under here, aren't you?
318
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Yeah. OK.
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Come on.
Let's get you in some clothes
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and hand this dissertation in, yeah?
321
00:21:29,120 --> 00:21:32,600
There he is. Oh! Ha-ha-ha!
322
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Both our eyes are red
323
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But you're high and I'm crying
324
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You're trying to forget
325
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But it hits me every time... #
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It'll be you next.
We'll get you through.
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Right hand holds your left sleeve
328
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Turning our heads gently
329
00:21:50,480 --> 00:21:53,480
Cos when it ends we fight... #
330
00:21:53,520 --> 00:21:56,200
Look, maybe stay with us for a bit.
331
00:21:56,201 --> 00:21:59,319
No. Honestly, I can't. I got loads
of shit to sort out in Margate so...
332
00:21:59,320 --> 00:22:00,959
Well, I'll come down this weekend.
333
00:22:00,960 --> 00:22:02,560
No, no, it's just...
334
00:22:03,640 --> 00:22:06,960
I'll be all right, OK? Well, this
summer, I'll come down loads.
335
00:22:07,000 --> 00:22:10,160
I'll get the train down to Margate
and we can speak all the time
336
00:22:10,200 --> 00:22:12,960
and I can help you with your
dissertation.
337
00:22:13,000 --> 00:22:15,760
And the day's already done... #
338
00:22:15,800 --> 00:22:19,280
I kept trying to make plans
with you...
339
00:22:19,320 --> 00:22:21,400
I'll see you soon.
340
00:22:21,440 --> 00:22:23,360
Everything is black
341
00:22:23,400 --> 00:22:26,200
Your hands and my past
342
00:22:26,240 --> 00:22:27,600
If I don't wake tomorrow... #
343
00:22:27,640 --> 00:22:29,200
Danny!
344
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Promise me you'll laugh
345
00:22:31,840 --> 00:22:35,280
And in that warm winter I withered
346
00:22:35,320 --> 00:22:38,800
I just wanna get better
347
00:22:38,840 --> 00:22:40,520
I'll be what you like... #
348
00:22:40,560 --> 00:22:43,200
..and you just didn't seem to
want to make them.
349
00:22:43,240 --> 00:22:45,560
And every letter of fire... #
350
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Surprise! Surprise!
Surprise! Surprise!
351
00:22:49,360 --> 00:22:50,960
So we both left uni...
352
00:22:52,240 --> 00:22:55,520
..to go back to
very different homes.
353
00:22:55,560 --> 00:22:57,960
When you start to break things... #
354
00:22:58,000 --> 00:23:01,440
Sorry to hear about Iris, love.
Thanks.
355
00:23:01,480 --> 00:23:03,560
And your cousin.
356
00:23:03,600 --> 00:23:05,120
Shit, mate.
357
00:23:05,160 --> 00:23:07,080
What?
358
00:23:07,120 --> 00:23:10,280
Mark. What about Mark?
359
00:23:10,320 --> 00:23:11,720
Nan?
360
00:23:18,800 --> 00:23:22,400
Since we last spoke, I've been online
361
00:23:22,440 --> 00:23:28,000
and I've found out all
the details about Patsy Troubador.
362
00:23:32,160 --> 00:23:36,720
That's her address
and she still lives locally.
363
00:23:38,160 --> 00:23:41,840
Maybe we can reach out,
see if you can meet again.
364
00:23:43,200 --> 00:23:49,680
Cos I've been feeling like me
existing means you haven't been able
365
00:23:49,720 --> 00:23:53,520
to explore your queer,
authentic self.
366
00:23:58,320 --> 00:24:01,760
Oh, for fuck's sake.
367
00:24:01,800 --> 00:24:04,120
Turn that fucking off!
368
00:24:04,160 --> 00:24:07,200
I'm not fucking content!
369
00:24:07,240 --> 00:24:10,400
"Ooh! Me hashtag nan's
a hashtag lesbian."
370
00:24:10,440 --> 00:24:13,360
You fucking gay boys online.
371
00:24:13,400 --> 00:24:15,920
You're gay, get over it.
372
00:24:15,960 --> 00:24:17,010
Sorry, Nan.
373
00:24:18,160 --> 00:24:20,040
One thing I do want to say, though.
374
00:24:23,040 --> 00:24:25,040
I am very proud of you.
375
00:24:25,080 --> 00:24:27,560
All I wanted to do was
to study more and I couldn't.
376
00:24:32,400 --> 00:24:33,600
You've done very well.
377
00:24:35,040 --> 00:24:36,440
Thanks, Nan.
378
00:24:41,960 --> 00:24:45,040
Now get out in the real world and
get a proper fucking job.
379
00:24:56,120 --> 00:24:58,400
I think you blamed yourself for Mark.
380
00:24:59,960 --> 00:25:04,080
Like, maybe it wouldn't have happened
if you hadn't been preoccupied
381
00:25:04,120 --> 00:25:07,200
with uni. And all of us in London.
382
00:25:08,720 --> 00:25:11,360
And then you found yourself back
in Margate anyway.
383
00:25:12,960 --> 00:25:15,680
And I don't think any of us quite
realised
384
00:25:15,720 --> 00:25:17,640
just how lonely you'd become.
385
00:25:19,920 --> 00:25:21,480
And I felt lonely...
386
00:25:22,880 --> 00:25:26,200
..even though downstairs at mine was
full of family.
387
00:25:27,680 --> 00:25:31,840
I don't think you ever realised you
were only older male figure
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I loved left in my life.
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