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- Everyone has a story.
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I'm Heather, and this is mine.
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- The lot is
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pretty much where the truckers
kinda tend to hang out,
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you know, it's a place
where they can stop over,
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and they sleep when they're
on their long-night ride
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and all that.
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- Hey lady.
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I saw you earlier today.
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You still working commercial companies?
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- I'm walkin'.
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- Walkin'?
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Woah, woah, woah, come
here, come here, come here.
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Look, look, look, look.
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Wanna party?
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Come on in.
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Atta girl, that's my girl.
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That's my girl.
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Think I'm some kinda
faggot or somethin', huh?
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You're gonna fuck me, God dammit.
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That's what I'm
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just fuckin' that asshole, huh?
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That's it.
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Fuckin' that asshole.
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That's what you like.
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That's what I like, isn't it?
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I'm gonna come, fuck it.
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Fuckin' bitch, I'm gonna
come in your fuckin' asshole.
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♪ I don't know what time it is
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♪ And I
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♪ Don't even know the day
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♪ My eyes
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♪ Fill up with tears for you darlin'
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♪ You know
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♪ I still love you today
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♪ If, if
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♪ If only dreams came true
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♪ Then I
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♪ Would be back in your arms again
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♪ Yeah
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♪ If this were
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♪ Guessed it'd be too much for you baby
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♪ You know ♪
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- They don't care
that I'm not beautiful.
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I don't even think they look at me.
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That's not what I'm there for.
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Most times, they don't even want me
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to be fuckin' naked.
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Just hike up the skirt
and bend at the waist.
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And they sure don't
want me to look at them.
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Facin' them, or facin' away,
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as long as I'm on my knees
and not meetin' their eyes,
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it's money well-spent.
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There's a poetry to pain.
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It's in all the storybooks, songs, movies.
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I've always fuckin' hated that.
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Pain is just somethin' that happens
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while you live your life.
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It doesn't make you special.
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You do what you have to do to survive,
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and if what you have to do sucks,
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well, then it sucks.
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There are no Prince Charmin's,
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'cause at the end of the day,
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every guy wants the same thing.
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Property.
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Something to show off to people,
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to hang on his arm at parties and say,
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look what the fuck I have.
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Something he won, or earned, or paid for.
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Property isn't supposed to feel or think.
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It's just supposed to lay
there and be walked on.
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The world is the world
and there's no point
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fuckin' hatin' it.
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Wasted energy.
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Same with dreaming.
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But still, it would be nice to once,
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just once, know that I
could look at someone,
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and them at me,
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and not still feel lonely.
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- Yeah she was kind of a mystery,
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and maybe that's part of
what intrigued me about her
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in the first place, 'cause
she was so different
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than everybody else in town.
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Where did she come from?
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And I knew, I knew she had a rough life,
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I knew that she was probably
runnin' from somethin'.
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I know somethin' real bad happened,
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and I never talked
about it, I never asked.
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I think, because, I
didn't wanna have to ask.
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Funny thing to say.
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You know, 'cause she's a
woman and all, but the thing
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that women usually say about men,
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like that they feel
protected and they feel safe,
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there was somethin' about
Charlie that made me feel
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safe with her, and made me feel protected.
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- I'm here.
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Yeah.
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Long haul, yeah.
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- So the last load is in.
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- I dropped it at the back lot.
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Yeah, back row.
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Back row, yeah.
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Lizard row, it's there.
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- You know where you are, right?
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Keep a low profile and don't,
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don't do that shit that you always do
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and start fuckin' shit up.
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- I'm not gonna fuck it up, God.
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- You know how you fuck shit up.
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Just don't do it.
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- I know, I know, lay low.
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Got it, I got it.
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Look, I'll do the best I can.
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- On more haul tomorrow, all right?
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- Right.
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I know, I'm doing a
turnaround in the morning.
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I'm just layin' low tonight,
and tomorrow I'm off.
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Yeah.
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Okay.
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Yeah, that's my last one.
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- The feds are bucklin'
down, so we're gonna,
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we're gonna start runnin'
light after this one.
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Don't bring any attention
to the operation.
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- I just want my debt paid off, that's it.
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Then I wanna be done.
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We made the deal.
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- Yeah.
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I know.
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- So you glad I'm back?
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- Stupid bitch.
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- Charlie.
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- Hey!
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- Where the fuck you been?
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- Hangin' out with my lower companions,
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you know, the usual.
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- Oh you mean, like truckers?
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They're havin' a party
down the street, wanna go?
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- I don't know, are you going?
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- Of course.
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I'll be there in some incapacity.
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- All right.
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Fuck yeah, all right, I'll go.
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I'll see you thee.
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- Okay.
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- Hey, so a lot's happened
since I saw you last.
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- Oh my God, I know.
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- Yeah, totally well,
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after I found out he was bisexual,
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I had him ride the Harley
and get the divorce papers.
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Right?
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- Right, I guess, yeah.
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- What can I do, man?
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Wanna ride?
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Wanna ride on Sunday?
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- Yeah, I gotta go to Texas.
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- Okay.
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- Next time.
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- Okay, sure.
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- Yeah, did you see
the tits on that bitch?
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- Hey.
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What kind of Halloween costume is this?
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What the hell is that anyway?
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What the hell you supposed to be, anyway?
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- Oh come on, that's the best you've got?
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- Oh, I can do a lot better than that.
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I got lots better.
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- Good, I'm sure you do.
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- I do.
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Come on, let's have some fun.
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Let's party.
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- All right.
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All right, I'll be right back.
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- Oh, sorry.
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- Hey.
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Dude, I've been looking for you.
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- I figured soon.
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What are you looking for?
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- Got Shiva?
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- Yeah, I got your
black, how much do you want?
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- Half piece?
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- I got a half piece, 350?
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- 320.
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- Fuck.
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Yeah, I'll do it tonight.
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But that's it for that.
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Be careful, it's strong.
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- All right.
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All right, good seein' ya
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- I'm just gonna go.
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- Oh, what's wrong, buttercup?
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- I don't feel good.
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- You're okay, you just need
to walk it off, that's all.
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Come on.
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- But I just had that one.
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- You're gonna be all right.
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I got your hair.
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That's all right.
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You're all right.
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- I feel better.
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- Yeah, you feel real good right now.
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- No, I feel good, I'm going.
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- Hey, where are you goin'?
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Hey, hey, come here.
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You're not going anywhere.
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- What?
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No, no, no.
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- The party is just beginning, honey.
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Now you hold still.
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- What are you doing?
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Get off.
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Don't!
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- We're gonna have
a little fun right now.
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- Get the fuck off of me!
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Stop it!
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- You bitch!
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You hit me?
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You dare hit me?
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You dare to hit me?
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I'm gonna tear you up.
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Woah, woah, woah.
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All right now.
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Hold on, take your finger off the trigger.
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- Fuck you.
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- Come on, now.
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- Yeah.
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What now?
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- I shot someone.
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Ducky, I don't know what to do.
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- You shot someone?
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- What do I do?
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- You know what?
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This is how you don't bring attention
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to the operation.
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- Should I come over there?
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- No, you cannot come here.
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- I'll do the last haul.
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- Yeah, you will do the last haul.
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- Okay, well what do I do?
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- You'll get the money,
and you'll send it here,
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but don't call me ever again.
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And you can start over wherever you want.
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But do not contact me again.
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- Okay, I'm hanging up.
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- Charlie,
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she had this dark spirit about her,
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you know, it's like
when I think of a color,
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I guess I'd think of black.
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And she liked to wear black
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all the time, and she had
black hair and black eyeliner,
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black pants, black tank
tops, black shirts, you know.
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I always said, you know,
maybe she'd throw in
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a little color here and
there, but I don't know,
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I guess maybe I was her color, you know.
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And she was that neutral tone.
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Along with that there was
always somethin' she was hidin'.
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Maybe she had a non-interference
pact with herself
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or some fuckin' thing.
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A promise to not open up
and let anyone in her mind
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or her heart.
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But that's good.
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That's protection.
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It's like cellophane-covered.
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Seran-wrapped up tight so
nothin' gets in or out.
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We were all just the
walking wounded, anyway.
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Inhaling lungs full of fucking hash.
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Life is short, or life is long.
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Who even knows?
270
00:18:49,336 --> 00:18:51,586
Charlie was hardly a saint.
271
00:18:53,085 --> 00:18:55,835
On the other hand, maybe she was.
272
00:19:31,118 --> 00:19:34,438
- There's your map,
directions to get there.
273
00:19:34,441 --> 00:19:37,441
Hook up your rig and get outta here.
274
00:19:46,427 --> 00:19:49,746
♪ Get down, get in her face
275
00:19:49,747 --> 00:19:53,987
♪ My bad reputation got me the best place
276
00:19:53,994 --> 00:19:58,252
♪ Gotta have it, gotta have it, they say
277
00:19:58,253 --> 00:20:02,381
♪ Should no longer 'til
we got up in your case ♪
278
00:20:02,382 --> 00:20:04,859
- I have to say,
Charlie came into town
279
00:20:04,860 --> 00:20:07,845
like a lightning storm, or
a hurricane or somethin'.
280
00:20:07,846 --> 00:20:10,446
Suddenly, she was just there.
281
00:20:10,450 --> 00:20:14,296
Yeah, she could knock down anyone's world.
282
00:20:14,297 --> 00:20:17,126
She said she like livin'
in isolation and that,
283
00:20:17,127 --> 00:20:20,077
bein' a loner is better than bein' lonely.
284
00:20:20,082 --> 00:20:22,672
I think she was lonely, though.
285
00:20:34,392 --> 00:20:38,582
Funny thing is that nothing ever changes,
286
00:20:38,583 --> 00:20:42,278
and Charlie knew that,
and it worked for her.
287
00:20:42,279 --> 00:20:44,499
Even in the Bible it says,
288
00:20:44,501 --> 00:20:48,159
there's nothin' new under the sun.
289
00:20:48,160 --> 00:20:50,240
I used to read the Bible.
290
00:21:43,727 --> 00:21:47,887
♪ 17 days on the road and
I'm as high as a kite ♪
291
00:21:49,298 --> 00:21:51,027
- This place is dead.
292
00:21:51,028 --> 00:21:52,056
- Yeah?
293
00:21:52,057 --> 00:21:53,967
Just the way I like it.
294
00:21:55,049 --> 00:21:58,629
- What's the matter,
you don't like people?
295
00:22:06,732 --> 00:22:10,812
♪ She made it out on Sunday mornin' ♪
296
00:22:10,814 --> 00:22:12,244
- I've never been the saint,
297
00:22:12,245 --> 00:22:14,962
and I've been doing the
sinner since I was a kid.
298
00:22:14,963 --> 00:22:17,451
Nothin' here in this shit town.
299
00:22:17,452 --> 00:22:20,201
We just started chattin' a little bit,
300
00:22:20,202 --> 00:22:23,122
and it was kinda funny, kinda nice,
301
00:22:25,330 --> 00:22:28,030
I don't know, she just seemed like she
302
00:22:28,031 --> 00:22:30,611
paid attention to me, you know?
303
00:22:33,233 --> 00:22:36,358
♪ She's gonna see the way
304
00:22:36,359 --> 00:22:39,899
♪ She's gonna find another way
305
00:22:39,900 --> 00:22:43,537
♪ She's got a lifetime to remember
306
00:22:43,538 --> 00:22:47,708
♪ Nothin' more to say
when you feel alone ♪
307
00:23:43,999 --> 00:23:45,169
- Got a ciggy?
308
00:23:46,620 --> 00:23:48,757
- Smoking kills.
309
00:23:48,758 --> 00:23:50,096
- I'm no quitter.
310
00:23:50,097 --> 00:23:52,767
- Yeah, you got ambition.
311
00:23:52,770 --> 00:23:54,310
- Look, I don't need new friends,
312
00:23:54,314 --> 00:23:57,234
I just need to bum a fuckin' ciggy.
313
00:24:01,278 --> 00:24:02,948
- Give me a lighter.
314
00:24:24,086 --> 00:24:26,196
Busy lot here, yeah?
315
00:24:27,695 --> 00:24:29,945
- Yeah, busy as a dead bee.
316
00:24:33,572 --> 00:24:34,662
Or a cricket.
317
00:24:41,601 --> 00:24:44,347
Just about every day I think I'm gonna
318
00:24:44,348 --> 00:24:47,748
stick out my thumb and bail on this place.
319
00:24:47,752 --> 00:24:52,105
Make it as far as the
Eiffel Tower, or Mexico.
320
00:24:52,106 --> 00:24:53,805
Maybe even Pasadena.
321
00:24:55,228 --> 00:24:57,157
Pasadena, gonna go see
that Golden Gate Bridge
322
00:24:57,158 --> 00:24:58,235
they got out there.
323
00:24:58,241 --> 00:25:00,697
- Pasadena, yeah, it's a bad idea
324
00:25:00,698 --> 00:25:02,708
to hang around bridges.
325
00:25:02,709 --> 00:25:05,459
- I seem to be good at bad ideas.
326
00:25:07,116 --> 00:25:08,136
- Well if you hate it so
much, why don't you just
327
00:25:08,138 --> 00:25:09,888
ditch on out of here?
328
00:25:11,413 --> 00:25:14,126
- And jeopardize my career?
329
00:25:14,127 --> 00:25:18,287
- Yeah, you're really movin'
up the ladder here, huh?
330
00:25:28,912 --> 00:25:30,928
- I don't want your ciggies.
331
00:25:30,929 --> 00:25:33,179
I got my own all by myself.
332
00:25:35,384 --> 00:25:36,684
- I really don't think a girl like you
333
00:25:36,685 --> 00:25:38,427
should be by herself.
334
00:25:46,218 --> 00:25:48,668
- Spider well you just get in here
335
00:25:48,674 --> 00:25:50,174
and shut the door.
336
00:25:52,335 --> 00:25:56,495
- Itchy fur and like a porcupine
or somethin'.
337
00:25:59,158 --> 00:26:00,158
- You know,
338
00:26:00,986 --> 00:26:03,646
I once scene porcupines humpin'.
339
00:26:09,175 --> 00:26:11,185
- Like two cactuses in love, shit.
340
00:26:11,186 --> 00:26:14,286
- I bet you didn't see anything.
341
00:26:14,289 --> 00:26:15,289
- I did too.
342
00:26:16,498 --> 00:26:19,588
- I saw a bat once, but it flew away.
343
00:26:19,591 --> 00:26:21,281
It would have been romantic if it bit me.
344
00:26:22,204 --> 00:26:24,124
- Bit like a porcupine.
345
00:26:27,323 --> 00:26:28,283
- Spider.
346
00:26:28,284 --> 00:26:29,688
Spider.
347
00:26:29,689 --> 00:26:30,978
Spider.
348
00:26:30,979 --> 00:26:31,809
- What's up?
349
00:26:31,812 --> 00:26:33,232
- Do I look okay?
350
00:26:35,722 --> 00:26:37,612
- You don't look as hot
as you did in high school,
351
00:26:37,613 --> 00:26:39,476
but you look okay, yeah.
352
00:26:39,477 --> 00:26:42,137
- Just get out of here, just go.
353
00:26:43,526 --> 00:26:45,365
I used to be beautiful.
354
00:26:45,366 --> 00:26:48,026
At least that's what people say.
355
00:29:36,279 --> 00:29:39,609
- You know, there's someone new in town.
356
00:29:41,002 --> 00:29:44,252
Yeah, I saw her, she saw me, and I know
357
00:29:45,838 --> 00:29:48,258
maybe nobody wants to
hang around me anymore
358
00:29:48,262 --> 00:29:52,432
like they did in high school,
but she did talk to me.
359
00:29:54,694 --> 00:29:57,777
I don't know, maybe
she'll talk to me again.
360
00:29:57,778 --> 00:30:00,598
Maybe I could talk to
her, and she could listen.
361
00:30:00,601 --> 00:30:01,601
Whatever.
362
00:30:02,444 --> 00:30:04,944
Maybe we could party together.
363
00:30:06,971 --> 00:30:10,301
And that's the world out there, grandma.
364
00:30:12,324 --> 00:30:13,664
Hard to keep up.
365
00:30:24,212 --> 00:30:25,212
Try it?
366
00:30:30,463 --> 00:30:31,463
All right.
367
00:30:46,417 --> 00:30:48,337
We need it to phase out.
368
00:30:48,339 --> 00:30:52,509
We needed more drugs, and she
knew just how to find them.
369
00:31:06,977 --> 00:31:08,907
You scared the shit out of me!
370
00:31:11,673 --> 00:31:13,856
You're late, you look like shit.
371
00:31:13,857 --> 00:31:15,787
- Yeah, but do I look good?
372
00:31:15,792 --> 00:31:17,172
- Do I look good?
373
00:31:18,231 --> 00:31:20,311
Oh, well, get in the car.
374
00:31:23,921 --> 00:31:25,721
- What, you expected the
Boogie Man or somethin'?
375
00:31:25,722 --> 00:31:27,629
- Scary like the friggin' Bogie Man.
376
00:31:27,630 --> 00:31:29,315
So where the hell we goin'?
377
00:31:33,757 --> 00:31:36,284
- Wasn't sure you'd really meet me.
378
00:31:36,285 --> 00:31:38,785
This lady, she died of cancer.
379
00:31:40,406 --> 00:31:42,406
I circled and organized
all the obituaries,
380
00:31:42,414 --> 00:31:44,992
like in order of how they
died, what they died from,
381
00:31:44,993 --> 00:31:47,093
and so I can know what kind of
prescription drugs they took.
382
00:31:47,094 --> 00:31:48,873
- Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, I get it.
383
00:31:48,874 --> 00:31:52,841
So she'd have pain from the cancer, right?
384
00:31:52,842 --> 00:31:55,498
So she's take pain prescriptions!
385
00:31:55,499 --> 00:31:56,349
- Right!
386
00:31:56,351 --> 00:31:57,401
- Oh yeah, okay.
387
00:31:57,402 --> 00:32:00,254
So, but we need an address.
388
00:32:00,255 --> 00:32:04,435
- I called the mortuary,
and told them I was family.
389
00:32:04,443 --> 00:32:07,402
- And they just gave it to you?
390
00:32:07,403 --> 00:32:11,308
- I played the cousin
callin' to send flowers card.
391
00:32:11,309 --> 00:32:14,229
You know, everybody's got a cousin.
392
00:32:15,213 --> 00:32:17,592
- I see like, these fleas jumpin'.
393
00:32:17,593 --> 00:32:18,763
Did you see anything?
394
00:32:18,764 --> 00:32:19,839
Look at that.
395
00:32:20,891 --> 00:32:22,191
- You're fine.
396
00:32:22,192 --> 00:32:24,666
- I see, like, fleas,
397
00:32:24,667 --> 00:32:27,087
I see them jumpin' all over the place.
398
00:32:27,093 --> 00:32:28,351
Can't sleep.
399
00:32:28,352 --> 00:32:30,144
Can't ever sleep.
400
00:32:30,145 --> 00:32:32,215
- Yeah, me either.
401
00:32:32,222 --> 00:32:35,142
Don't worry, I've done this before.
402
00:32:38,827 --> 00:32:40,857
Follow my lead.
403
00:32:40,859 --> 00:32:41,859
Put this on.
404
00:32:45,127 --> 00:32:46,957
- Followin' your lead.
405
00:32:54,980 --> 00:32:56,310
- How do I look?
406
00:32:57,212 --> 00:32:58,212
- Thank you.
407
00:33:20,649 --> 00:33:23,337
- Hi, Mr. Tabernacle?
408
00:33:23,338 --> 00:33:25,038
We're so sorry for your loss.
409
00:33:25,040 --> 00:33:27,818
- We're not the Jehovah's
Witnesses, or Mormons,
410
00:33:27,819 --> 00:33:30,406
or Avon, anything like that.
411
00:33:30,407 --> 00:33:31,517
- Who are you?
412
00:33:31,522 --> 00:33:33,051
- We're here from the hospital,
413
00:33:33,052 --> 00:33:35,132
and we're here to pick up
all of your late wife's
414
00:33:35,133 --> 00:33:37,135
prescription medications.
415
00:33:37,142 --> 00:33:40,429
- Yeah, so you don't
have to throw them away,
416
00:33:40,430 --> 00:33:42,718
you know, toxic waste and stuff
417
00:33:42,719 --> 00:33:44,129
is not good for society.
418
00:33:44,131 --> 00:33:47,408
- I'm sorry, this is not a good time.
419
00:33:47,409 --> 00:33:48,959
- You're in love.
420
00:33:48,964 --> 00:33:50,124
I love love.
421
00:33:50,125 --> 00:33:51,065
- You do?
422
00:33:51,071 --> 00:33:53,321
- Well, I love the thought of it, yeah,
423
00:33:53,323 --> 00:33:57,161
you know, it's
424
00:33:57,162 --> 00:33:59,578
- You're from the hospital?
425
00:33:59,579 --> 00:34:02,409
- Yeah, yeah, yes, can we come in?
426
00:34:04,704 --> 00:34:06,562
- Okay, come into the living room
427
00:34:06,563 --> 00:34:08,600
and I'll get the prescriptions.
428
00:34:08,601 --> 00:34:10,351
Don't touch anything.
429
00:34:15,868 --> 00:34:17,907
- It's like a real home here.
430
00:34:17,908 --> 00:34:19,738
Really homey and shit.
431
00:34:21,275 --> 00:34:23,855
We should have brought flowers.
432
00:34:34,364 --> 00:34:36,074
- I got her prescriptions.
433
00:34:36,075 --> 00:34:37,755
Which ones do you want?
434
00:34:37,764 --> 00:34:38,614
- All of them.
435
00:34:38,615 --> 00:34:40,495
- All of them, everything,
we need all of those.
436
00:34:43,111 --> 00:34:44,111
Yeah!
437
00:34:47,585 --> 00:34:50,785
- You are fucking crazy, girl!
438
00:34:54,795 --> 00:34:56,725
- Yeah!
439
00:34:56,733 --> 00:35:00,073
- Give me a swig of that shit.
440
00:35:00,937 --> 00:35:03,187
- Where we goin'?
441
00:35:11,020 --> 00:35:12,150
- I wanna show you somethin'.
442
00:35:12,151 --> 00:35:13,151
Woo.
443
00:35:13,852 --> 00:35:15,451
Yeah it was really excitin', you know,
444
00:35:15,452 --> 00:35:18,775
something woke up in me that I had never
445
00:35:20,286 --> 00:35:23,126
experienced before with men.
446
00:35:26,969 --> 00:35:28,429
- Look.
447
00:35:28,431 --> 00:35:31,681
These say take in anticipation of pain.
448
00:35:36,627 --> 00:35:37,745
All right.
449
00:35:37,746 --> 00:35:38,786
- Life is pain.
450
00:35:42,270 --> 00:35:43,270
Oh.
451
00:35:44,786 --> 00:35:46,676
Is that you rockin' the boat?
452
00:35:46,683 --> 00:35:47,834
- Woah!
453
00:35:49,872 --> 00:35:52,162
- Don't rock the boat.
454
00:35:52,163 --> 00:35:54,432
Oh, I just chipped my tooth.
455
00:35:56,818 --> 00:36:00,358
Everything I have ever known is right here
456
00:36:00,359 --> 00:36:03,749
in the middle of nowhere like nothin'.
457
00:36:05,531 --> 00:36:08,268
It all adds up to nothin'.
458
00:36:08,269 --> 00:36:10,954
- Yeah, well I'd rather be nowhere
459
00:36:10,955 --> 00:36:13,975
than somewhere that I'm not wanted, right?
460
00:36:13,981 --> 00:36:14,981
Right?
461
00:36:17,926 --> 00:36:21,306
- When I was a kid, my
grandma used to bring me here
462
00:36:21,307 --> 00:36:24,517
when my mama drank too much Boone's.
463
00:36:24,521 --> 00:36:25,711
- Boone's?
464
00:36:25,713 --> 00:36:27,553
Boone's, like Strawberry Hill?
465
00:36:28,413 --> 00:36:29,413
Oh my god.
466
00:36:30,271 --> 00:36:32,450
What's your mom like?
467
00:36:32,451 --> 00:36:33,871
- Oh, no mom now.
468
00:36:35,134 --> 00:36:36,898
Never knew of the dad.
469
00:36:36,899 --> 00:36:38,369
- Yeah.
470
00:36:38,374 --> 00:36:41,374
Do you know anybody who's got a dad?
471
00:36:42,388 --> 00:36:43,218
- No.
472
00:36:43,221 --> 00:36:44,051
Shit.
473
00:36:44,054 --> 00:36:45,054
- No?
474
00:37:01,048 --> 00:37:04,378
- Sorry I blew smoke right in your face.
475
00:37:14,348 --> 00:37:17,678
- You're makin' me have ugly face again.
476
00:37:31,030 --> 00:37:35,354
- Where are
you takin' me, Charlie?
477
00:37:35,355 --> 00:37:36,355
- Come on.
478
00:37:37,255 --> 00:37:39,415
We're just exploring.
479
00:37:39,424 --> 00:37:40,844
Stand right here.
480
00:37:41,779 --> 00:37:42,629
- Why?
481
00:37:42,631 --> 00:37:45,398
- Just stand there and relax.
482
00:37:45,399 --> 00:37:46,619
- Why?
483
00:37:46,620 --> 00:37:47,680
- Do you trust me?
484
00:37:47,681 --> 00:37:48,757
- Trust is...
485
00:37:50,699 --> 00:37:52,529
- Sh, close your eyes.
486
00:37:53,871 --> 00:37:54,721
- Okay.
487
00:37:54,722 --> 00:37:56,619
- Close, stay, keep them closed.
488
00:37:56,620 --> 00:37:57,468
- They're closed.
489
00:37:57,469 --> 00:37:58,469
- Okay.
490
00:38:07,542 --> 00:38:08,882
My beauty queen.
491
00:38:10,224 --> 00:38:11,724
- My trophy crown.
492
00:38:13,109 --> 00:38:15,029
Miss Dairy Chill, 1998.
493
00:38:21,477 --> 00:38:23,037
- Close your eyes!
494
00:38:23,039 --> 00:38:24,039
- What?
495
00:38:26,137 --> 00:38:27,767
- They told me at the bar
this used to be yours,
496
00:38:27,771 --> 00:38:28,888
so I stole it.
497
00:38:28,889 --> 00:38:30,958
Okay, I borrowed it.
498
00:38:30,959 --> 00:38:32,288
Stole it.
499
00:38:32,289 --> 00:38:35,374
- Can I open my eyes, you shit?
500
00:38:35,375 --> 00:38:36,375
- Okay.
501
00:38:39,332 --> 00:38:41,202
Open your eyes.
502
00:38:44,826 --> 00:38:46,656
God, you're beautiful.
503
00:38:48,160 --> 00:38:50,240
- Charlie, I'm not a gay,
504
00:38:51,325 --> 00:38:54,075
I'm not a dyke like you.
505
00:38:54,082 --> 00:38:55,332
- Are you sure?
506
00:38:56,306 --> 00:38:57,306
- Um.
507
00:38:59,011 --> 00:39:00,011
No.
508
00:39:12,241 --> 00:39:14,321
- Okay, look, look, look,
509
00:39:15,403 --> 00:39:17,620
just don't put anything in a box, okay?
510
00:39:17,621 --> 00:39:21,047
We don't need to be like
checked off or something, okay?
511
00:39:21,050 --> 00:39:22,050
I just,
512
00:39:24,544 --> 00:39:26,884
I just wanna know you, okay?
513
00:39:28,247 --> 00:39:29,247
All of you.
514
00:39:30,366 --> 00:39:31,946
- It's just that...
515
00:39:33,924 --> 00:39:37,764
It's just, I, I never
kissed someone like you.
516
00:39:40,931 --> 00:39:41,931
- Like me?
517
00:39:42,983 --> 00:39:44,823
- Someone who matters.
518
00:40:09,235 --> 00:40:10,565
- Okay, Charlie.
519
00:40:11,463 --> 00:40:12,463
- Yeah?
520
00:40:36,973 --> 00:40:38,702
- I just wanted to be with her.
521
00:40:38,703 --> 00:40:41,349
It wasn't about who she
was, or what she did,
522
00:40:41,350 --> 00:40:43,165
or what she looked like, or any of that.
523
00:40:43,166 --> 00:40:45,984
It was just, I don't know,
524
00:40:45,985 --> 00:40:49,745
as pure as can be, and
just bein' with someone
525
00:40:49,751 --> 00:40:53,251
who cared about you, and who accepted you.
526
00:40:54,821 --> 00:40:58,757
I mean, accepted me for
everything I was, you know?
527
00:40:58,758 --> 00:41:01,965
It didn't matter to
her that I was a hooker
528
00:41:01,966 --> 00:41:04,536
or a drug addict, you know?
529
00:41:04,540 --> 00:41:07,059
None of that shit mattered.
530
00:41:07,060 --> 00:41:10,380
She'd just look in my eyes,
and I'd look in her eyes,
531
00:41:10,383 --> 00:41:13,800
and we'd just forget about
all that shit, you know?
532
00:41:13,801 --> 00:41:16,236
So I guess maybe, in a way,
it's another kind of addiction,
533
00:41:16,242 --> 00:41:18,841
in a way, 'cause you know, we kind of
534
00:41:18,842 --> 00:41:21,342
became addicted to each other.
535
00:41:28,140 --> 00:41:31,220
I never kissed someone like you.
536
00:41:31,223 --> 00:41:32,893
Someone who matters.
537
00:44:22,054 --> 00:44:26,407
I guess what's funny about
it, when I think about it now,
538
00:44:26,408 --> 00:44:27,408
is that
539
00:44:29,501 --> 00:44:31,451
a lot of that was a cover, you know,
540
00:44:31,452 --> 00:44:34,056
that I didn't really realize at first,
541
00:44:34,064 --> 00:44:38,278
I was kinda attracted
to this tough exterior,
542
00:44:38,279 --> 00:44:41,359
but it was that sort of soft interior
543
00:44:43,003 --> 00:44:45,093
that I fell in love with.
544
00:44:51,505 --> 00:44:52,935
- Hey.
545
00:44:52,942 --> 00:44:55,259
What, what, what's in that
546
00:44:55,260 --> 00:44:57,366
red box over there?
547
00:44:57,367 --> 00:44:59,267
- I got you somethin'.
548
00:45:06,417 --> 00:45:07,417
- Aw.
549
00:45:08,205 --> 00:45:11,285
Oh, these, aw, these are real pretty.
550
00:45:12,900 --> 00:45:15,210
I don't wanna ruin these.
551
00:45:15,214 --> 00:45:18,714
I'm gonna save them for somethin' special.
552
00:45:24,587 --> 00:45:27,796
- Yeah, I want you to wear
'em when you go to work,
553
00:45:27,797 --> 00:45:30,206
that way whenever somebody like,
554
00:45:30,207 --> 00:45:33,097
pulls your panties down, or
rips 'em off or somethin',
555
00:45:33,102 --> 00:45:35,022
you can think about me.
556
00:45:36,817 --> 00:45:37,817
- Yeah.
557
00:45:39,767 --> 00:45:40,767
Okay.
558
00:45:54,623 --> 00:45:57,293
- Where'd you get these flowers?
559
00:46:01,804 --> 00:46:04,044
- Well,
560
00:46:04,045 --> 00:46:07,754
I kinda took 'em from the graveyard.
561
00:46:07,755 --> 00:46:09,235
- You stole somebody's flowers from a,
562
00:46:09,244 --> 00:46:10,543
you stole from a dead person.
563
00:46:10,544 --> 00:46:12,471
- No, well you know,
you can't really steal
564
00:46:12,474 --> 00:46:13,502
from a dead person.
565
00:46:13,503 --> 00:46:14,453
- You kiddin' me?
566
00:46:14,454 --> 00:46:15,734
- A dead person's already dead.
567
00:46:15,735 --> 00:46:17,306
- You stole flowers from a dead person.
568
00:46:17,307 --> 00:46:18,667
- No, no, no, they were already dead.
569
00:46:18,674 --> 00:46:20,474
Somebody else bought
'em for a dead person,
570
00:46:20,475 --> 00:46:23,874
but they were dyin' anyways,
so I take the flowers
571
00:46:23,875 --> 00:46:26,375
that are gonna die, and I bring 'em here
572
00:46:26,376 --> 00:46:29,034
and I try to plant 'em and
give 'em some new life.
573
00:46:30,024 --> 00:46:32,300
- Why don't you just plant
them at the graveyard then,
574
00:46:32,301 --> 00:46:34,001
you know, by the grave,
instead of bringing them here
575
00:46:34,003 --> 00:46:35,555
to your tub?
576
00:46:35,556 --> 00:46:39,066
- 'Cause, I don't know,
it's like a special place,
577
00:46:39,069 --> 00:46:41,609
you know, that I used to
come here with my grandma,
578
00:46:41,610 --> 00:46:44,517
so I like to have the flowers here,
579
00:46:45,589 --> 00:46:49,745
but they don't seem to
grow very well, actually.
580
00:46:49,746 --> 00:46:51,206
Most of the time they die.
581
00:46:51,210 --> 00:46:53,080
- Well, there's a few that are dying.
582
00:46:53,081 --> 00:46:57,149
- I'm thinking that eventually
they'll take root, maybe.
583
00:46:57,154 --> 00:46:58,577
- Maybe.
584
00:46:58,578 --> 00:47:01,097
- So I think this is a good one.
585
00:47:01,098 --> 00:47:05,268
- I can't even take care of
myself, much less some flowers.
586
00:47:06,397 --> 00:47:08,387
- I don't know, you
seem to do pretty well.
587
00:47:08,389 --> 00:47:11,969
It's just you in that
big old truck, right?
588
00:47:12,823 --> 00:47:14,493
- I can drive a rig.
589
00:47:16,879 --> 00:47:19,889
I can drive the fuck out of a rig.
590
00:47:19,894 --> 00:47:23,134
- You ever get lonely, Charlie?
591
00:47:23,135 --> 00:47:24,824
- What kind of question is that?
592
00:47:24,825 --> 00:47:26,685
You and your questions.
593
00:47:26,692 --> 00:47:28,062
- What do you mean, what
kind of question is that?
594
00:47:28,063 --> 00:47:30,808
- You know, I heard about
those programs that they have
595
00:47:30,811 --> 00:47:32,021
for some of my trucks that you can
596
00:47:32,022 --> 00:47:35,545
adopt a dog and take it
out on the road with you.
597
00:47:35,546 --> 00:47:37,566
They do that, and then
they have their road dog
598
00:47:37,572 --> 00:47:39,782
with 'em all the time, and
then they're never lonely.
599
00:47:39,783 --> 00:47:41,441
- Oh, that sounds good.
600
00:47:41,444 --> 00:47:45,483
- Yeah, I don't know if I could
keep a dog alive, you know,
601
00:47:45,484 --> 00:47:47,153
I would have to do the plant first.
602
00:47:47,154 --> 00:47:48,884
Keep the plant first,
and then you get a dog,
603
00:47:48,885 --> 00:47:51,308
and then you get a soul mate.
604
00:47:53,610 --> 00:47:56,537
Or you could just skip right ahead.
605
00:47:56,538 --> 00:47:58,408
- Do you ever have one of those?
606
00:47:58,409 --> 00:47:59,457
- A plant?
607
00:48:00,828 --> 00:48:02,448
- No.
608
00:48:02,450 --> 00:48:06,620
You know, ah, you don't like
those questions, never mind.
609
00:48:23,150 --> 00:48:26,230
So Charlie was really kinda different
610
00:48:27,303 --> 00:48:30,064
from regular people in town, and I think
611
00:48:30,065 --> 00:48:34,385
she really freaked people out
because she walked through
612
00:48:34,388 --> 00:48:37,888
like, you know, she was somethin' special,
613
00:48:39,108 --> 00:48:41,118
but in a good way.
614
00:48:41,123 --> 00:48:44,021
So people didn't really fuck with her.
615
00:48:44,022 --> 00:48:46,782
It was like they knew
there was something there
616
00:48:46,783 --> 00:48:48,981
just not to fuck with.
617
00:49:02,578 --> 00:49:07,185
- All right, Jay, we'll catch
you next week, all right?
618
00:49:16,970 --> 00:49:21,140
- Folks, would you like a
little more coffee over here?
619
00:49:27,033 --> 00:49:28,571
So you think you can just pretty much
620
00:49:28,572 --> 00:49:30,099
do anything you want in here, huh?
621
00:49:30,104 --> 00:49:31,764
- Hey, we're just celebrating.
622
00:49:31,765 --> 00:49:33,728
- It's just fun, like a game.
623
00:49:33,729 --> 00:49:35,329
- Yup, she lost a bet.
624
00:49:35,333 --> 00:49:36,533
- Well I don't know what they do in places
625
00:49:36,534 --> 00:49:38,532
away from here, but here
626
00:49:40,908 --> 00:49:43,158
we don't allow clitty-lickers.
627
00:49:43,164 --> 00:49:44,608
Now get out.
628
00:49:44,609 --> 00:49:45,539
- I'm sorry.
629
00:49:45,540 --> 00:49:46,390
We didn't mean...
630
00:49:46,391 --> 00:49:49,199
- Listen to me, you
lesbo butch, macho-Mary,
631
00:49:49,200 --> 00:49:50,400
you get your tails out of here,
632
00:49:50,403 --> 00:49:51,555
you grab your dyke friend
633
00:49:51,556 --> 00:49:52,836
and get the hell out of here right now.
634
00:49:52,843 --> 00:49:54,103
- Who the fuck do you
think you're talking to?
635
00:49:54,104 --> 00:49:56,219
You don't fuckin' talk to me like that.
636
00:49:56,222 --> 00:49:57,870
Fuck you.
637
00:49:57,871 --> 00:49:58,701
- Get out!
638
00:49:58,704 --> 00:49:59,704
- Whatever.
639
00:50:00,403 --> 00:50:01,271
- Get on out of here!
640
00:50:01,272 --> 00:50:02,147
- Fuck you!
641
00:50:02,147 --> 00:50:03,147
Fuck you!
642
00:50:04,188 --> 00:50:05,478
- I'll be prayin' for you.
643
00:50:05,479 --> 00:50:07,227
- Fuck off!
644
00:50:10,602 --> 00:50:11,602
- Charlie.
645
00:50:13,464 --> 00:50:16,214
- What?
646
00:50:17,340 --> 00:50:18,760
- Come over here.
647
00:50:30,665 --> 00:50:33,085
Oh, does this mean I'm gay?
648
00:50:33,086 --> 00:50:34,446
Such as I am.
649
00:50:34,447 --> 00:50:36,617
Maybe I do believe you.
650
00:50:54,787 --> 00:50:55,767
- Pull these down.
651
00:50:55,770 --> 00:51:00,630
- Always askin' me
to pull my pans down, my God.
652
00:51:00,633 --> 00:51:02,713
- Your pants look better down.
653
00:51:02,714 --> 00:51:05,540
- Here, come up here for a second.
654
00:51:21,494 --> 00:51:22,894
Oh yeah.
655
00:51:22,895 --> 00:51:23,895
Oh yeah.
656
00:51:53,681 --> 00:51:54,681
Oh yeah.
657
00:51:56,053 --> 00:51:57,053
Oh yeah.
658
00:51:58,544 --> 00:52:01,249
It's a lot of responsibility.
659
00:52:01,250 --> 00:52:03,798
I got my own space, you know.
660
00:52:03,799 --> 00:52:05,359
- Yeah?
661
00:52:05,360 --> 00:52:08,110
- Yeah.
662
00:52:25,599 --> 00:52:28,328
Then life became days passin'.
663
00:52:28,329 --> 00:52:30,699
One after another, and the memories began
664
00:52:30,702 --> 00:52:34,706
while we had no idea we were
livin' in the middle of 'em.
665
00:52:34,707 --> 00:52:37,037
As they spun, spun, spun by.
666
00:53:00,805 --> 00:53:03,715
- George Bush dressed like a woman.
667
00:53:08,556 --> 00:53:11,556
It's okay, I nod off sometimes, too.
668
00:53:22,262 --> 00:53:25,532
- She stayed at home
with Grandma while I worked,
669
00:53:25,533 --> 00:53:27,965
just like real families do
670
00:53:27,970 --> 00:53:30,236
when they love one another.
671
00:54:40,776 --> 00:54:44,276
- I'm crashing my fucking brains out here.
672
00:54:46,662 --> 00:54:48,722
No backup fucking plan, no forward plan,
673
00:54:48,723 --> 00:54:51,889
no path, no future, no left, no right.
674
00:54:57,042 --> 00:54:59,582
- You ever made love to a man?
675
00:54:59,584 --> 00:55:02,004
- Why do you wanna know that?
676
00:55:06,695 --> 00:55:08,355
- I just wanna know.
677
00:55:12,002 --> 00:55:13,002
- Maybe.
678
00:55:16,214 --> 00:55:18,554
Nothin' before this matters.
679
00:55:58,856 --> 00:56:02,416
I bet your grandma's really
glad when you're here.
680
00:56:02,422 --> 00:56:03,422
- Yeah.
681
00:56:04,353 --> 00:56:07,693
I can't always be here though, you know?
682
00:56:08,713 --> 00:56:12,133
Sometimes I just, I need to get some air.
683
00:56:14,276 --> 00:56:17,276
Get some candy corn, or get a drink.
684
00:56:20,847 --> 00:56:22,377
- You know, if you could see
685
00:56:22,379 --> 00:56:24,009
the beauty that I see in
you, you wouldn't even
686
00:56:24,010 --> 00:56:26,556
have to go out there on the
lot and do what you do and...
687
00:56:26,557 --> 00:56:30,717
- Charlie, you can never ask
me to stop workin' the lot.
688
00:56:31,683 --> 00:56:32,953
You gotta promise me.
689
00:56:32,954 --> 00:56:35,702
I want you to fuckin' promise me.
690
00:56:37,330 --> 00:56:39,980
See, I'm, I'm, I'm sick and tired
691
00:56:39,981 --> 00:56:42,311
of bein' alone, and fuck, so
692
00:56:44,409 --> 00:56:48,579
you and me, and we, we need
each other in some way.
693
00:56:58,103 --> 00:57:00,123
- Yeah, you wanna be your own boss,
694
00:57:00,124 --> 00:57:01,794
just like me.
695
00:57:04,777 --> 00:57:06,337
Oh ho.
696
00:57:11,099 --> 00:57:12,099
- Oh, woop!
697
00:57:19,028 --> 00:57:20,028
- Ah.
698
00:57:20,926 --> 00:57:22,465
Don't push me now
699
00:57:22,466 --> 00:57:24,126
- You fuckin' bitch.
700
00:57:47,052 --> 00:57:48,892
- Do I look glamorous?
701
00:58:04,229 --> 00:58:07,954
I just threw my ashes in the water.
702
00:58:07,955 --> 00:58:08,955
Here.
703
00:58:28,942 --> 00:58:30,612
I hate doin' dishes.
704
00:58:32,265 --> 00:58:34,985
Nothin' worse than doin' dishes.
705
00:58:34,994 --> 00:58:37,544
Okay, maybe I can think of
a few things that are worse,
706
00:58:37,545 --> 00:58:38,615
but not many.
707
00:58:42,091 --> 00:58:44,746
- I can't stop smellin' dick.
708
00:58:46,589 --> 00:58:50,759
And thinkin' about this town
and the jobs and the men.
709
00:58:55,120 --> 00:58:57,040
I think about the lake.
710
00:59:00,316 --> 00:59:02,646
About how when you came here
711
00:59:04,676 --> 00:59:08,506
it's like a came out of
a trance or somethin'.
712
00:59:09,876 --> 00:59:11,036
Like swimmin',
713
00:59:12,833 --> 00:59:13,923
I was washed.
714
00:59:16,715 --> 00:59:18,065
- Me too.
715
00:59:18,071 --> 00:59:19,301
You know, it's kind of like I just
716
00:59:19,302 --> 00:59:21,800
woke the fuck up or somethin'.
717
00:59:26,641 --> 00:59:30,148
I have never felt more
alive than I feel right here
718
00:59:30,149 --> 00:59:33,339
right now, doin' dishes with you.
719
00:59:55,701 --> 00:59:59,304
- Well, you know, I mean,
I've been doin' drugs
720
00:59:59,305 --> 01:00:01,585
since I was probably 12.
721
01:00:01,586 --> 01:00:03,596
I mean, I just started early.
722
01:00:03,602 --> 01:00:06,822
My mom's always been kind
of been doin' speed, meth,
723
01:00:06,823 --> 01:00:09,359
you know, I got into the cocaine
724
01:00:09,360 --> 01:00:11,340
probably more than anything.
725
01:00:11,343 --> 01:00:14,909
Meth was a little too much for me.
726
01:00:14,910 --> 01:00:17,390
A little too jittery, you know,
727
01:00:17,393 --> 01:00:21,483
but the cocaine, boy that
just made me feel good,
728
01:00:23,178 --> 01:00:27,348
and it just made me feel
like I could do no wrong,
729
01:00:28,749 --> 01:00:32,579
and I guess I needed
something to get my brain
730
01:00:34,227 --> 01:00:38,597
off of what was going on
constantly in my life,
731
01:00:38,601 --> 01:00:42,021
and when I was on cocaine, it was, I was,
732
01:00:42,889 --> 01:00:44,579
you don't even have to think about that.
733
01:00:44,584 --> 01:00:48,424
You just feel like you're
on top of the world.
734
01:01:24,399 --> 01:01:26,229
- You hear helicopters?
735
01:01:40,154 --> 01:01:42,302
- Gotta to do that.
736
01:01:42,303 --> 01:01:43,723
Fuckin fun to do.
737
01:01:49,391 --> 01:01:50,391
- Get up.
738
01:01:51,105 --> 01:01:51,945
- Here?
739
01:01:51,954 --> 01:01:52,802
There?
740
01:01:52,803 --> 01:01:53,641
- There.
741
01:01:53,642 --> 01:01:54,642
There.
742
01:01:56,940 --> 01:02:01,020
- I think I'm gonna be
strangled by this tension.
743
01:02:08,838 --> 01:02:09,918
I am dry ice.
744
01:02:15,191 --> 01:02:17,111
Oh Charlie, let's talk.
745
01:02:18,944 --> 01:02:22,034
Let's talk about something, you know?
746
01:02:23,910 --> 01:02:26,490
Paper airplanes,
and I'm gonna send to you,
747
01:02:26,492 --> 01:02:28,559
and then you read it, and then
748
01:02:28,560 --> 01:02:31,516
I'll talk, and then I'll write that down,
749
01:02:31,517 --> 01:02:34,247
but you can't read it until I say, okay?
750
01:02:34,250 --> 01:02:35,250
Okay.
751
01:02:36,222 --> 01:02:39,142
And then you can talk like,
752
01:02:39,143 --> 01:02:42,733
about history like
Germany, or like Russia,
753
01:02:45,154 --> 01:02:48,124
you know, Russia, it's
got bombs, it's like Bam!
754
01:02:49,197 --> 01:02:51,507
Okay, so just talk.
755
01:02:51,513 --> 01:02:55,596
Just talk, talk about, about everything.
756
01:02:55,597 --> 01:02:58,417
I wanna know, I wanna
know about you, Charlie,
757
01:02:58,421 --> 01:03:00,671
like, your life and things.
758
01:03:04,057 --> 01:03:06,176
Oh my gosh, that was perfect.
759
01:03:06,177 --> 01:03:08,427
Tell me what was before me.
760
01:03:12,803 --> 01:03:16,143
- I fucked girls who didn't give a fuck.
761
01:03:29,901 --> 01:03:31,911
- Where the fuck'd
you get a gun, Charlie?
762
01:03:31,912 --> 01:03:34,582
- Don't touch that, it's loaded.
763
01:03:35,597 --> 01:03:37,427
- I love you, Charlie.
764
01:03:39,319 --> 01:03:41,249
I know I love you.
765
01:03:41,254 --> 01:03:42,518
- Give me that.
766
01:03:42,519 --> 01:03:45,159
- I'm gonna blow your fucking brains out!
767
01:03:51,666 --> 01:03:53,246
- You're fucked up.
768
01:03:59,754 --> 01:04:01,174
You're fucked up.
769
01:04:09,088 --> 01:04:10,968
- Just chill out, baby.
770
01:04:10,973 --> 01:04:11,833
Just talk to me.
771
01:04:11,834 --> 01:04:13,252
Tell me anything.
772
01:04:14,552 --> 01:04:16,177
Tell me about yourself.
773
01:04:16,178 --> 01:04:18,116
- What the fuck
do you want me to tell you?
774
01:04:18,117 --> 01:04:19,476
- I don't know who you are, Charlie.
775
01:04:19,483 --> 01:04:21,142
Just talk.
776
01:04:38,547 --> 01:04:40,487
- Come here...
777
01:05:54,642 --> 01:05:56,732
- So, um, I have a story.
778
01:05:57,626 --> 01:06:00,786
There's a story I have about a spider.
779
01:06:02,471 --> 01:06:05,221
There was this spider, and it uh,
780
01:06:07,018 --> 01:06:09,268
it went up this water cell,
781
01:06:10,507 --> 01:06:14,077
no it went up a water spout, like,
782
01:06:14,080 --> 01:06:18,020
you do it with your
hands kind of, like this.
783
01:06:18,024 --> 01:06:21,457
And then, but, it's not
like a church steeple
784
01:06:21,458 --> 01:06:24,317
or anything, it's not a steeple,
it's just like a spider.
785
01:06:24,318 --> 01:06:26,345
But it goes up the water spout,
786
01:06:26,354 --> 01:06:28,524
and then there's this, um,
787
01:06:29,596 --> 01:06:33,176
there's some rain, and
the rain comes down.
788
01:06:34,625 --> 01:06:36,995
And then after the rain comes and washes
789
01:06:37,001 --> 01:06:40,251
the spider away or something, and then,
790
01:06:41,352 --> 01:06:42,952
I don't know, the spider's gone, but then
791
01:06:42,953 --> 01:06:45,866
it's not like a sad story.
792
01:06:45,870 --> 01:06:46,950
I don't know.
793
01:06:48,090 --> 01:06:49,090
The spider.
794
01:06:50,457 --> 01:06:53,037
The spider and the water spout,
795
01:06:54,551 --> 01:06:55,721
and then rain,
796
01:06:58,081 --> 01:07:00,331
and then it washes it away.
797
01:07:04,536 --> 01:07:06,786
I don't know why it's
not bad that the spider
798
01:07:06,790 --> 01:07:10,598
gets washed away, but I
guess it's just washed away,
799
01:07:10,599 --> 01:07:12,219
but I don't think it killed the spider,
800
01:07:12,221 --> 01:07:16,051
or else they wouldn't
kept tellin' that story.
801
01:07:18,030 --> 01:07:19,030
Huh.
802
01:07:34,698 --> 01:07:37,347
- And then she would disappear,
803
01:07:37,348 --> 01:07:39,087
jut like a mirage.
804
01:07:39,088 --> 01:07:41,765
There, then gone, then back again.
805
01:07:41,766 --> 01:07:44,224
I never knew where she went or why,
806
01:07:44,225 --> 01:07:47,985
but I missed her every
moment she wasn't near.
807
01:07:47,994 --> 01:07:50,744
♪ Don't cry baby
808
01:07:52,107 --> 01:07:56,207
♪ I ain't gonna change my mind
809
01:07:56,212 --> 01:07:59,052
♪ Some day, maybe
810
01:08:00,663 --> 01:08:04,927
♪ You will be okay in time
811
01:08:04,928 --> 01:08:09,198
♪ 'Cause everybody knows
it's how the story goes
812
01:08:09,200 --> 01:08:13,654
♪ Bound to leave you in the end
813
01:08:13,655 --> 01:08:15,225
♪ Now baby's got new shoes
814
01:08:15,228 --> 01:08:17,716
♪ But it won't take away those blues
815
01:08:17,717 --> 01:08:22,127
♪ So you listen to the message I sent
816
01:08:22,133 --> 01:08:24,883
♪ Don't cry baby
817
01:08:26,168 --> 01:08:30,338
♪ You don't want the neighbors to see ♪
818
01:08:37,706 --> 01:08:41,466
- I know I, I stashed a
bag in here somewhere.
819
01:08:41,467 --> 01:08:42,797
I can't find it.
820
01:08:44,428 --> 01:08:48,098
I can't find it, I don't
have anything left.
821
01:08:53,097 --> 01:08:55,307
I hid it in one of these pockets
822
01:08:55,309 --> 01:08:59,139
so that no one could
find it, and now I can't.
823
01:09:05,888 --> 01:09:06,888
- Fuck.
824
01:09:09,452 --> 01:09:10,872
- Trucker got me.
825
01:09:17,267 --> 01:09:19,097
- My veins are fucked.
826
01:09:23,948 --> 01:09:25,198
Pull this shit.
827
01:09:35,629 --> 01:09:37,129
- You're just gonna leave me
828
01:09:37,130 --> 01:09:39,077
just like everybody else?
829
01:09:39,078 --> 01:09:40,078
Is that it?
830
01:09:42,063 --> 01:09:44,404
One more, fuckin' one more!
831
01:09:44,405 --> 01:09:47,155
One more fuckin' fuckers leave me.
832
01:09:54,126 --> 01:09:55,486
- Guess what?
833
01:09:55,487 --> 01:09:56,637
Fuckin' what.
834
01:09:56,638 --> 01:09:58,896
I wonder, too, okay.
835
01:09:58,897 --> 01:10:00,947
I mean, where the fuck
is everyone always goin'?
836
01:10:00,952 --> 01:10:01,800
Huh?
837
01:10:01,801 --> 01:10:03,058
Where's everyone goin' all the time?
838
01:10:03,064 --> 01:10:04,264
Think I don't care?
839
01:10:04,265 --> 01:10:05,335
I fuckin' do.
840
01:10:06,253 --> 01:10:07,628
- Charlie.
841
01:10:07,629 --> 01:10:08,629
- What?
842
01:10:09,595 --> 01:10:11,525
- I want everythin'
843
01:10:11,526 --> 01:10:14,186
you have in you to be put in me.
844
01:10:24,175 --> 01:10:26,525
What were you like before here?
845
01:10:26,527 --> 01:10:27,787
- You don't wanna know.
846
01:10:30,024 --> 01:10:32,694
- Charlie, I need you right now.
847
01:10:34,627 --> 01:10:35,975
- This doesn't last forever.
848
01:10:35,976 --> 01:10:36,976
- I know.
849
01:10:37,983 --> 01:10:39,924
I just thought that maybe
850
01:10:39,925 --> 01:10:41,835
you could stay with me.
851
01:10:44,691 --> 01:10:46,290
- This thing that I am,
the person that I am,
852
01:10:46,291 --> 01:10:47,511
I'm not gonna change.
853
01:10:47,514 --> 01:10:49,684
I'm not gonna change this.
854
01:10:50,521 --> 01:10:52,304
- It's too late.
855
01:10:52,305 --> 01:10:53,965
- Too late for what?
856
01:10:55,153 --> 01:10:56,743
- Too late for you.
857
01:11:28,128 --> 01:11:29,558
- Hey lady,
858
01:11:29,562 --> 01:11:31,550
I saw you earlier today.
859
01:11:31,551 --> 01:11:33,401
Still working commercial companies?
860
01:11:33,403 --> 01:11:34,793
- I'm walkin'.
861
01:11:34,794 --> 01:11:35,654
- Walkin?
862
01:11:35,655 --> 01:11:36,845
Woah, woah, woah.
863
01:11:36,854 --> 01:11:37,784
Come here, come here, come here.
864
01:11:37,785 --> 01:11:39,696
Look, look, look, look.
865
01:11:39,697 --> 01:11:40,697
Wanna party?
866
01:11:42,082 --> 01:11:43,082
Come on in.
867
01:11:45,722 --> 01:11:47,892
Atta girl, that's my girl.
868
01:11:51,423 --> 01:11:52,673
That's my girl.
869
01:12:19,839 --> 01:12:23,699
♪ Jealous dream, chapters close
870
01:12:23,701 --> 01:12:27,600
♪ Nothin' happens, nothin' smoked, yeah
871
01:12:27,601 --> 01:12:30,651
♪ You saw a body bag
872
01:12:30,652 --> 01:12:35,331
♪ Wishes and dreams don't always last
873
01:12:35,332 --> 01:12:39,252
♪ Things arise from the inside
874
01:12:43,065 --> 01:12:47,445
♪ So mad, don't smile,
it's okay, it's all right
875
01:12:47,449 --> 01:12:50,239
♪ All right
876
01:12:50,244 --> 01:12:53,623
♪ It's a guillotine
877
01:12:53,624 --> 01:12:57,794
♪ You know, you're killin' me, yeah
878
01:12:58,955 --> 01:13:03,555
♪ You're so messed up, hold on too tight
879
01:13:03,562 --> 01:13:05,609
♪ Too tight
880
01:13:05,610 --> 01:13:09,279
♪ Now I can barely breathe
881
01:13:09,280 --> 01:13:13,450
♪ You're fuckin' killin' me, yeah
882
01:13:17,231 --> 01:13:20,689
♪ You kill me ♪
883
01:13:20,690 --> 01:13:22,410
- It's like the more tricks you do,
884
01:13:22,411 --> 01:13:26,316
the more drugs you take,
the more sex you have,
885
01:13:27,290 --> 01:13:30,179
the more got somebody
pou-poun-poundin' you,
886
01:13:30,180 --> 01:13:32,080
the more you don't think about
887
01:13:32,081 --> 01:13:34,911
how fucked up your life really is.
888
01:13:36,025 --> 01:13:37,665
♪ When I dream
889
01:13:37,672 --> 01:13:41,342
♪ Just rise from the inside
890
01:13:45,835 --> 01:13:50,605
♪ So mad, don't smile,
it's okay, it's all right
891
01:13:50,606 --> 01:13:52,876
♪ All right
892
01:13:52,884 --> 01:13:56,716
♪ Like a guillotine
893
01:13:56,717 --> 01:14:01,605
♪ You know you're killin' me, yeah
894
01:14:01,606 --> 01:14:06,116
♪ You're so messed up, hold on too tight
895
01:14:06,117 --> 01:14:08,557
♪ Too tight
896
01:14:08,561 --> 01:14:12,238
♪ Now I can barely breathe
897
01:14:12,239 --> 01:14:16,409
♪ You're fuckin' killin' me, yeah ♪
898
01:14:54,649 --> 01:14:59,309
- Hey, hey there's a
Sizzler in Houston, I think.
899
01:14:59,310 --> 01:15:01,140
We should go sometime.
900
01:15:01,990 --> 01:15:03,580
- Yeah.
901
01:15:03,582 --> 01:15:04,742
I usually go to Taco Bell
902
01:15:04,744 --> 01:15:06,414
when I eat hot food.
903
01:15:09,605 --> 01:15:12,005
- Look, look, look.
904
01:15:12,009 --> 01:15:13,249
Right there, that black.
905
01:15:13,250 --> 01:15:15,178
That black right there.
906
01:15:15,181 --> 01:15:16,341
- There's nothing there.
907
01:15:16,342 --> 01:15:17,807
- It moved, it moved, it jumped.
908
01:15:17,808 --> 01:15:20,655
- There's nothin' there.
909
01:15:20,656 --> 01:15:23,316
- It just jumped, it just moved.
910
01:15:24,359 --> 01:15:26,359
- There's nothin' there.
911
01:15:29,804 --> 01:15:33,376
- Anxiety, it brings it to the surface.
912
01:15:33,377 --> 01:15:36,537
Just when you, you think you can stop,
913
01:15:37,720 --> 01:15:41,390
when you really wanna
stop, it's just usin',
914
01:15:43,575 --> 01:15:45,075
you can't, it's...
915
01:15:49,507 --> 01:15:50,397
- See?
916
01:15:50,401 --> 01:15:53,588
Anybody can stop with enough will power.
917
01:15:53,589 --> 01:15:55,339
I choose not to stop.
918
01:16:03,590 --> 01:16:04,840
I'm no quitter.
919
01:16:15,395 --> 01:16:17,075
- It doesn't matter really, I love her.
920
01:16:17,080 --> 01:16:21,250
You know, no matter what
she did, I always loved her.
921
01:16:22,693 --> 01:16:25,515
I don't know, I really thought
922
01:16:25,516 --> 01:16:27,516
she wanted to get clean.
923
01:16:30,622 --> 01:16:32,212
And she really did.
924
01:16:33,545 --> 01:16:35,515
She really did, I know, fuck.
925
01:17:25,385 --> 01:17:28,725
- So what the fuck do you want me to do?
926
01:17:48,972 --> 01:17:50,459
- Hang in there.
927
01:17:50,460 --> 01:17:52,045
- I'm gonna die.
928
01:17:52,050 --> 01:17:53,924
- No, hang in there.
929
01:17:53,925 --> 01:17:55,115
It's okay, it's okay.
930
01:18:08,923 --> 01:18:10,967
- That was the baptism.
931
01:18:10,968 --> 01:18:13,808
Demanding the evil be gone.
932
01:18:13,813 --> 01:18:15,993
Get the darkness out.
933
01:18:15,994 --> 01:18:17,664
We got it out, amen.
934
01:18:18,956 --> 01:18:20,476
You know what I like?
935
01:18:20,483 --> 01:18:22,313
Or what I always wanted to like?
936
01:18:22,314 --> 01:18:23,461
- What?
937
01:18:23,463 --> 01:18:26,115
- That I know who I am again.
938
01:18:26,116 --> 01:18:28,026
And people don't expect much.
939
01:18:28,027 --> 01:18:29,317
It's like my grandmother used to take me
940
01:18:29,324 --> 01:18:33,052
to these dance lessons and I was too young
941
01:18:33,053 --> 01:18:36,326
to even know where I was, or too young
942
01:18:36,327 --> 01:18:38,427
to even understand, and she had
943
01:18:38,428 --> 01:18:41,424
these hopes and these
dreams, and you know,
944
01:18:41,425 --> 01:18:43,505
they're all gone now, but
945
01:18:45,876 --> 01:18:47,956
at least I know who I am.
946
01:18:50,123 --> 01:18:54,142
I never found pain to
be poetic, that's true.
947
01:18:54,143 --> 01:18:57,643
But there is something cleansing about it.
948
01:18:58,834 --> 01:19:01,581
If you can swim through the pain,
949
01:19:01,582 --> 01:19:05,294
and if you walk through
the rain, then maybe,
950
01:19:05,295 --> 01:19:09,455
just maybe, you deserve at
least some time in the sun.
951
01:19:11,995 --> 01:19:13,575
Clean and forgiven.
952
01:19:23,619 --> 01:19:27,539
Maybe it's my fault, that
she just looked so...
953
01:19:29,875 --> 01:19:33,295
She just wanted to do it
one more time, you know.
954
01:19:33,304 --> 01:19:35,067
Just one more.
955
01:19:35,068 --> 01:19:38,265
She was gonna be fine, and I wanted
956
01:19:38,266 --> 01:19:39,766
to make her happy.
957
01:19:41,021 --> 01:19:41,901
I tried.
958
01:19:41,903 --> 01:19:46,597
I tried to wake her up, you
know, I just sat there with her
959
01:19:46,598 --> 01:19:49,848
and I just held her and just shook her.
960
01:19:52,661 --> 01:19:56,185
I never got a chance
to say goodbye to her,
961
01:19:56,186 --> 01:19:58,596
and tell her, I mean,
I told her I loved her,
962
01:19:58,598 --> 01:19:59,598
I did,
963
01:20:00,330 --> 01:20:01,830
many times,
964
01:20:01,831 --> 01:20:05,159
but I just wonder if she
ever really understood
965
01:20:05,160 --> 01:20:07,069
what that meant to me.
966
01:20:16,964 --> 01:20:18,634
She changed my life.
967
01:20:19,883 --> 01:20:21,993
I mean, I was nowhere, I was nothin'.
968
01:20:21,994 --> 01:20:23,900
I couldn't do anything.
969
01:20:23,904 --> 01:20:25,734
I couldn't think of
anythin', and then she came
970
01:20:25,735 --> 01:20:29,231
into my life, this one little bright spot.
971
01:20:34,161 --> 01:20:37,981
She just held me in my arms
and made me feel so special
972
01:20:37,982 --> 01:20:39,902
and so loved, that I...
973
01:20:43,214 --> 01:20:47,127
In spite all of this, it's the best thing
974
01:20:47,128 --> 01:20:49,878
that ever happened to me, I mean,
975
01:20:51,413 --> 01:20:55,627
it sounds absurd that I'm
even fuckin' sayin' this,
976
01:20:55,628 --> 01:20:58,348
because it's horrible for this to happen,
977
01:20:58,349 --> 01:21:01,506
but you know, I mean, I felt somethin'
978
01:21:03,003 --> 01:21:04,923
I had ever felt before.
979
01:21:57,702 --> 01:22:00,358
♪ Love is a gift
980
01:22:00,359 --> 01:22:03,779
♪ And this I give to you
981
01:22:06,859 --> 01:22:09,778
♪ Love is the truth
982
01:22:09,779 --> 01:22:13,279
♪ In which I live for you
983
01:22:16,680 --> 01:22:20,850
♪ My heart is twisted inside my chest
984
01:22:25,787 --> 01:22:29,597
♪ I bring your head down
985
01:22:29,603 --> 01:22:33,023
♪ Gently upon my breasts
986
01:22:36,299 --> 01:22:38,629
♪ And I cry
987
01:22:40,869 --> 01:22:43,039
♪ For you
988
01:22:45,546 --> 01:22:47,876
♪ And I die
989
01:22:50,258 --> 01:22:52,428
♪ For you
990
01:22:54,383 --> 01:22:57,973
♪ Would you die for me too
991
01:23:15,847 --> 01:23:19,105
♪ Walkin' down the lonely street, I
992
01:23:19,106 --> 01:23:23,186
♪ Find myself beneath the ground
993
01:23:25,092 --> 01:23:28,612
♪ Things ain't like they used to be, baby
994
01:23:28,613 --> 01:23:33,330
♪ Everything's been turned around
995
01:23:33,331 --> 01:23:35,524
♪ Again
996
01:23:35,525 --> 01:23:38,565
♪ I know what you miss me, brother
997
01:23:38,566 --> 01:23:42,796
♪ A penny saved is a penny earned
998
01:23:42,803 --> 01:23:45,445
♪ It burned
999
01:23:45,446 --> 01:23:47,926
♪ Always been so sweet to one another
1000
01:23:47,928 --> 01:23:52,008
♪ Another fucking lesson learned
1001
01:23:54,697 --> 01:23:57,027
♪ And I cry
1002
01:23:58,852 --> 01:24:01,022
♪ For you
1003
01:24:03,930 --> 01:24:06,260
♪ And I die
1004
01:24:08,569 --> 01:24:10,739
♪ For you
1005
01:24:13,735 --> 01:24:16,065
♪ And I cry
1006
01:24:18,450 --> 01:24:20,620
♪ For you
1007
01:24:23,846 --> 01:24:26,176
♪ And I cry
1008
01:24:28,211 --> 01:24:30,381
♪ For you
1009
01:24:32,299 --> 01:24:36,469
♪ Would you cry for me ♪
1009
01:24:37,305 --> 01:24:43,253
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