1
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I had a car accident,

2
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and I lost eight years
of my memory.

3
00:00:06,506 --> 00:00:08,804
-You're having memories?
-They're just weird flashes.

4
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And seizures.

5
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I know my brain is trying
to warm me about something.

6
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If she keeps pushing herself,

7
00:00:15,081 --> 00:00:17,513
she's on the road to
losing her job.

8
00:00:20,320 --> 00:00:20,983
What's happening
to her!?

9
00:00:20,987 --> 00:00:22,918
I need my life back.

10
00:00:22,922 --> 00:00:24,320
Chief Resident is up soon,

11
00:00:24,324 --> 00:00:25,821
considered throwing your
hat in the ring?

12
00:00:25,825 --> 00:00:27,123
You want more responsibility?

13
00:00:27,127 --> 00:00:29,458
I run circles around her
every day.

14
00:00:29,462 --> 00:00:31,961
I should at least be considered
for Chief Resident.

15
00:00:31,965 --> 00:00:33,362
You'll be doing it
together.

16
00:00:33,366 --> 00:00:36,232
Let me run Internal Medicine.

17
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I'm gonna miss you so much.

18
00:00:38,071 --> 00:00:41,070
You've got plenty
more to give.

19
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So, give.

20
00:00:42,976 --> 00:00:44,440
Wanna give our date
another shot?

21
00:00:44,444 --> 00:00:47,543
Jake's my ex, and I screwed up
in the worst way.

22
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I can't live in the past
anymore. I need to move forward.

23
00:00:51,251 --> 00:00:53,282
Amy Larsen, Dr. Ben Grant.

24
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I saw you speak three years ago.

25
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I don't know what this is,
but you make me smile.

26
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Sorry. I, I wouldn't
remember that.

27
00:01:01,995 --> 00:01:04,694
Okay now,
lights up!

28
00:01:06,866 --> 00:01:11,404
What's here? A cup,
closed in my true love's hand?

29
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Poison, I see, hath been
his timeless end.

30
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Thy lips are still warm!

31
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Lead, boy. Which way?

32
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More feeling, Torey. Again!

33
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Lead, boy. Which way?

34
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Yea, noise?

35
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Then I'll be brief.

36
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O, happy dagger!

37
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This is thy sheath. There rust,
and let me die.

38
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This is the place...

39
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Uh, Paul, what are
you doing? You're dead.

40
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Mr. Calvin. I think...

41
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Torey. Torey!

42
00:02:01,488 --> 00:02:02,718
Torey!

43
00:02:02,722 --> 00:02:05,021
Is she shot? What if there
weren't blanks in the gun?

44
00:02:05,025 --> 00:02:06,155
It's a cap gun, Josh!

45
00:02:08,595 --> 00:02:10,359
What the hell's happening to her?

46
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-Yeah, I need an ambulance.
-Is she gonna be alright?

47
00:02:13,199 --> 00:02:15,468
Torey, Torey!

48
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Aberrant frontal lobe activity
seems to have settled.

49
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Signals are much more organized.

50
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And it looks like to me like
her old neural pathways

51
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have actually been recovering.

52
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I think that's what caused
the seizures to begin with.

53
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Wait, that doesn't track.

54
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New blood flow,
new wiring connections,

55
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unstable as they reorganize,

56
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neurons sending improper
signals, she overloaded.

57
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-Yeah, look at this.
-This was taken two months ago,

58
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just before the contagion.

59
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The blood flow
was already increasing

60
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but then look how it compares
to today's.

61
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She's healing, and healing fast.

62
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She says no headaches...

63
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no nosebleeds.

64
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No headaches, no nosebleeds.

65
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I get an occasional memory,
but pretty uncontroversial.

66
00:03:02,849 --> 00:03:06,782
Well, I'm assuming she'll want
to pursue those, then. With TMS?

67
00:03:06,786 --> 00:03:07,783
And TMS?

68
00:03:07,787 --> 00:03:10,353
No. The past is just
a distraction.

69
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I won't give in to it anymore.

70
00:03:11,791 --> 00:03:14,156
And she's insisting
she's ready to work?

71
00:03:14,160 --> 00:03:15,858
You worried about her,
or your department?

72
00:03:15,862 --> 00:03:19,228
Both, especially when
she thinks Joan sacrificed

73
00:03:19,232 --> 00:03:20,529
her life for her.

74
00:03:20,533 --> 00:03:22,832
I know this is what
Joan wanted for you.

75
00:03:22,836 --> 00:03:25,271
Is this really what you want
for yourself?

76
00:03:25,372 --> 00:03:27,903
She knew what I needed to do.

77
00:03:27,907 --> 00:03:29,939
It's time to put my needs aside.

78
00:03:29,943 --> 00:03:32,308
No more figuring out
my thing with Michael,

79
00:03:32,312 --> 00:03:35,411
no more worrying about
what I have with Jake.

80
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It's time to move forward.
To teach and to be of service.

81
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And now she's got to honor
that mission.

82
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No matter the cost.

83
00:03:43,890 --> 00:03:45,354
Are you sure you're ready?

84
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I have never been more ready.

85
00:03:47,994 --> 00:03:52,294
I feel like this is what
I was always meant to do.

86
00:03:52,298 --> 00:03:55,264
Before my world got turned
upside down.

87
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We'll keep an eye on her.

88
00:03:56,703 --> 00:03:59,969
I want daily check-ins,
neuro-cogs three times a week,

89
00:03:59,973 --> 00:04:01,837
and biweekly FMRIs.

90
00:04:01,841 --> 00:04:04,006
You're on the hook for this
as much as anyone.

91
00:04:04,010 --> 00:04:05,278
I know that.

92
00:04:08,081 --> 00:04:11,647
Am I cleared or what?

93
00:04:17,524 --> 00:04:19,021
Dr. Coleman, Dr. Coleman.

94
00:04:19,025 --> 00:04:20,356
Ben.

95
00:04:20,360 --> 00:04:21,557
I'd heard you were coming.

96
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If you all will have me.

97
00:04:24,564 --> 00:04:26,929
Ah, this is Dr. Costa.

98
00:04:26,933 --> 00:04:29,198
-That's fortuitous.
-Heard all good things.

99
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Hm, likewise. And Dr. Hamda
certainly sings your praises.

100
00:04:32,105 --> 00:04:33,602
Well, I hope I can live up
to that.

101
00:04:33,606 --> 00:04:35,738
I apologize, I'm gonna have to
push back our meeting

102
00:04:35,742 --> 00:04:37,673
a little bit. We've got a lap
chole I've gotta handle.

103
00:04:37,677 --> 00:04:39,141
No problem. Max
and Dr. Kumara said

104
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they wanted to show me around,
so I'll just... I'll hit 'em up.

105
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Sounds like they're bringing
in the whole cavalry.

106
00:04:44,417 --> 00:04:47,116
Nah, I gotta get past
the chief first.

107
00:04:47,120 --> 00:04:48,684
I'll let you know when I'm free.

108
00:04:48,688 --> 00:04:52,521
Why don't you scrub up,
I'll see you in there.

109
00:04:52,525 --> 00:04:55,424
-Good to have you back.
-You got a lot of fans here.

110
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Thanks.

111
00:05:08,408 --> 00:05:11,674
-They're a strong group.
-I think we're in good shape.

112
00:05:11,678 --> 00:05:16,078
I still remember my first day
as an intern. I was so nervous.

113
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I couldn't feel my feet.

114
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Sure I really helped buck you up.

115
00:05:20,153 --> 00:05:21,821
Yeah, not so much.

116
00:05:26,026 --> 00:05:28,057
Do you have any idea
what Jake's doing in there

117
00:05:28,061 --> 00:05:29,091
with Dr. Matos?

118
00:05:29,095 --> 00:05:31,364
No. No idea.

119
00:05:33,366 --> 00:05:35,502
You know I love you, right?

120
00:05:37,570 --> 00:05:39,368
Okay, well, let's do this, yeah?

121
00:05:39,372 --> 00:05:41,270
Yeah.

122
00:05:41,274 --> 00:05:43,305
-Give 'em hell.
-Mm-hmm.

123
00:05:47,614 --> 00:05:49,712
So, you're having
second thoughts about Pedes,

124
00:05:49,716 --> 00:05:52,248
and you figured why not
give Cardiology a shot?

125
00:05:52,252 --> 00:05:54,650
No, I've always been back
and forth in between the two.

126
00:05:54,654 --> 00:05:57,557
And I understand there's enough
funding to add another fellow.

127
00:05:57,657 --> 00:05:59,422
I spoke to Dr. Kumara,
there is.

128
00:05:59,426 --> 00:06:01,157
Would have been nice
if I was in the loop.

129
00:06:01,161 --> 00:06:03,559
-You're in the loop now.
-That's why we're doing this.

130
00:06:03,563 --> 00:06:04,860
In your office.

131
00:06:04,864 --> 00:06:06,529
Margaret.

132
00:06:06,533 --> 00:06:10,966
I'll have to look at my roster
and talk to Kumara.

133
00:06:13,540 --> 00:06:16,305
Just lay low, give her
a minute to feel like

134
00:06:16,309 --> 00:06:17,777
it's her decision.

135
00:06:22,649 --> 00:06:25,581
Uh, what's up with the scrubs?

136
00:06:25,585 --> 00:06:27,416
General's gotta lead
from the front.

137
00:06:27,420 --> 00:06:29,452
Like a Zelenskyy kind of thing?

138
00:06:30,690 --> 00:06:33,356
I really hope you're not
rushing this, Amy.

139
00:06:33,360 --> 00:06:36,158
Gina walked me through
the game plan.

140
00:06:36,162 --> 00:06:38,260
I assure you, I can do this.

141
00:06:41,201 --> 00:06:44,700
Nikki, right? Stanford
undergrad, honors at Yale Med?

142
00:06:44,704 --> 00:06:47,136
Do you know my social security
number too?

143
00:06:47,140 --> 00:06:51,907
Uh, 141-006-9412?

144
00:06:52,846 --> 00:06:54,543
That was 10 digits,
social's nine.

145
00:06:54,547 --> 00:06:56,212
-Yeah. You know what?
-You got me there.

146
00:06:56,216 --> 00:06:57,146
-Mm-hmm.
-I'm Graham.

147
00:06:57,150 --> 00:06:58,814
We all know who you are.

148
00:06:58,818 --> 00:06:59,515
Really?

149
00:06:59,519 --> 00:07:00,549
Give me a break.

150
00:07:00,553 --> 00:07:03,056
Your parents gave, what,
20 mil to the hospital?

151
00:07:04,557 --> 00:07:07,027
So, what do you think about
this whole

152
00:07:07,127 --> 00:07:09,759
Co-Chief situation thing?

153
00:07:09,763 --> 00:07:11,027
Maitra's a wild card,

154
00:07:11,031 --> 00:07:14,196
but we all know Larsen's
a ballbuster, uh?

155
00:07:14,200 --> 00:07:15,368
At least Larsen 1.0 was,

156
00:07:15,468 --> 00:07:17,600
guess we'll have to wait and see
about the TBI version, though.

157
00:07:17,604 --> 00:07:19,001
Ouch.

158
00:07:19,005 --> 00:07:21,037
Yeah, don't let anybody else
hear you say that.

159
00:07:21,041 --> 00:07:23,005
Eh, they both come from
the Joan Ridley camp,

160
00:07:23,009 --> 00:07:24,978
so you know it's gonna be
dog eat dog.

161
00:07:26,379 --> 00:07:28,778
-Hi.
-Hi. Dr. Maitra.

162
00:07:28,782 --> 00:07:31,180
-Ruth Chen.
-This is Kyle Ferguson.

163
00:07:31,184 --> 00:07:32,481
I'm very excited to be here.

164
00:07:32,485 --> 00:07:33,683
Looking forward to training you.

165
00:07:33,687 --> 00:07:35,284
I'm gonna need more than him.

166
00:07:35,288 --> 00:07:36,552
You're already published in JAMA.

167
00:07:36,556 --> 00:07:38,187
And you're 23,
already finished med school.

168
00:07:38,191 --> 00:07:41,657
I was home-schooled, so didn't
have the traditional trajectory.

169
00:07:41,661 --> 00:07:44,493
I know, I heard last week
was the first time

170
00:07:44,497 --> 00:07:45,561
you were on a plane?

171
00:07:45,565 --> 00:07:47,730
Yeah. I just moved here.

172
00:07:47,734 --> 00:07:49,598
Getting acclimated as quickly
as I can.

173
00:07:49,602 --> 00:07:52,468
Buckle up, it's all gonna move
a lot faster

174
00:07:52,472 --> 00:07:53,769
than you're ready for.

175
00:07:53,773 --> 00:07:56,005
Okay, if everyone
can settle in,

176
00:07:56,009 --> 00:07:58,607
we'll get started.

177
00:07:58,611 --> 00:08:01,477
I'm Dr. Michael Hamda,
Chief of Internal Medicine.

178
00:08:01,481 --> 00:08:03,045
These are your
Co-Chief Residents,

179
00:08:03,049 --> 00:08:05,948
Doctors Sonya Maitra
and Amy Larsen.

180
00:08:05,952 --> 00:08:09,118
I'll let them take it from here.

181
00:08:09,122 --> 00:08:10,423
Okay, welcome.

182
00:08:10,523 --> 00:08:13,055
I'm sure you all have
those butterflies,

183
00:08:13,059 --> 00:08:14,590
which is to be expected,

184
00:08:14,594 --> 00:08:16,425
but you're here because
you deserve to be.

185
00:08:16,429 --> 00:08:19,762
And you should know that,
because Joan Ridley chose you.

186
00:08:19,766 --> 00:08:22,565
It was one of the last things
she did before she passed away.

187
00:08:22,569 --> 00:08:24,867
So, I don't say this lightly.

188
00:08:24,871 --> 00:08:28,571
You are here to carry on
her legacy.

189
00:08:28,575 --> 00:08:30,072
This is a calling.

190
00:08:30,076 --> 00:08:32,241
It was for Dr. Ridley,
it is for me,

191
00:08:32,245 --> 00:08:34,944
and we are gonna find out
if it is for you.

192
00:08:34,948 --> 00:08:36,579
And if it is,
you can be damn sure

193
00:08:36,583 --> 00:08:38,981
we're gonna help you fulfill it.

194
00:08:38,985 --> 00:08:43,285
Okay, then. Dr. De Silva
and Dr. Ferguson,

195
00:08:43,289 --> 00:08:44,420
you'll trail me today,

196
00:08:44,424 --> 00:08:48,724
and Doctors Barker and Chen
will be with Dr. Larsen.

197
00:08:48,728 --> 00:08:49,759
The rest of you...

198
00:08:49,763 --> 00:08:52,061
When someone is
this blatantly negligent,

199
00:08:52,065 --> 00:08:55,698
it usually means that they are
trying to fail.

200
00:08:55,702 --> 00:08:57,833
Until then, see Julie
in the nurses' station,

201
00:08:57,837 --> 00:08:59,802
she'll get you your assignments.

202
00:09:03,476 --> 00:09:05,007
First up is Torey Harris, 16,

203
00:09:05,011 --> 00:09:07,143
she had a grand mal seizure
yesterday afternoon.

204
00:09:07,147 --> 00:09:09,111
No apparent underlying
conditions,

205
00:09:09,115 --> 00:09:10,846
she had CT and lab work
done in the ER,

206
00:09:10,850 --> 00:09:13,182
and they brought her up here
this morning for a consult

207
00:09:13,186 --> 00:09:14,216
with Dr. Walker.

208
00:09:14,220 --> 00:09:16,118
Torey will shaken up,

209
00:09:16,122 --> 00:09:18,020
and assuming there's a parent
in there with her,

210
00:09:18,024 --> 00:09:20,122
they will be extremely anxious,

211
00:09:20,126 --> 00:09:22,591
so let's be mindful
of our bedside manner.

212
00:09:22,595 --> 00:09:24,230
Not just the medicine, yeah?

213
00:09:25,398 --> 00:09:28,731
I don't understand how this
can just come out of nowhere.

214
00:09:28,735 --> 00:09:30,266
I've never had anything
like this before.

215
00:09:30,270 --> 00:09:33,769
Hi. I am the chief resident,
Dr. Larsen,

216
00:09:33,773 --> 00:09:34,970
and this is Dr. Chen...

217
00:09:34,974 --> 00:09:36,872
-Hi.
-and Dr. Barker.

218
00:09:36,876 --> 00:09:38,407
Do we really need
all these doctors?

219
00:09:38,411 --> 00:09:41,314
-Please don't be alarmed.
-These are our interns.

220
00:09:41,414 --> 00:09:42,978
Teaching is part
of what we do here.

221
00:09:42,982 --> 00:09:45,614
So, what do you see
on the CT scans?

222
00:09:45,618 --> 00:09:47,683
Um, ventricular volume's
symmetrical,

223
00:09:47,687 --> 00:09:49,552
no masses or signs of ischemia.

224
00:09:49,556 --> 00:09:51,587
Mm-hmm.

225
00:09:51,591 --> 00:09:53,823
That means no stroke,
which is a good thing.

226
00:09:53,827 --> 00:09:55,624
We've already been over this
with Dr. Walker,

227
00:09:55,628 --> 00:09:57,593
and her blood tests
are all normal.

228
00:09:57,597 --> 00:09:59,061
Why doesn't anyone have
an explanation?

229
00:09:59,065 --> 00:10:01,163
And what's happening with
this thing on my head now?

230
00:10:01,167 --> 00:10:03,799
It measures the electrical
activity in your brain,

231
00:10:03,803 --> 00:10:05,801
confirms you definitely
had a seizure.

232
00:10:05,805 --> 00:10:07,607
And what are the signs of that?

233
00:10:07,707 --> 00:10:09,071
Postictal state

234
00:10:09,075 --> 00:10:11,640
-Meaning?
-Diffuse delta theta slowing.

235
00:10:11,644 --> 00:10:13,142
Which means your brain's
been overworked.

236
00:10:13,146 --> 00:10:16,212
-Yeah, I get that.
-How are you gonna fix me?

237
00:10:17,050 --> 00:10:19,215
You went to medical
school?

238
00:10:19,219 --> 00:10:20,349
No?

239
00:10:20,353 --> 00:10:21,988
So maybe let us figure it out.

240
00:10:24,557 --> 00:10:26,022
Right now, you are stabilized,

241
00:10:26,026 --> 00:10:27,456
and we are...

242
00:10:27,460 --> 00:10:29,558
Yeah? No, they still don't
know what the hell this is.

243
00:10:29,562 --> 00:10:32,094
You're freaked out? I'm the one
that's spent the last 14 hours

244
00:10:32,098 --> 00:10:34,263
getting my entire body scanned.

245
00:10:34,267 --> 00:10:36,632
I'll just text you later,
the doctors are here.

246
00:10:36,636 --> 00:10:38,768
I gotta go.

247
00:10:38,772 --> 00:10:41,337
Sorry. My friends are kinda
tweaking.

248
00:10:41,341 --> 00:10:42,575
Understandable.

249
00:10:42,676 --> 00:10:45,708
Now, what can you tell us about
how you were feeling yesterday?

250
00:10:45,712 --> 00:10:48,678
Headache? Dizziness?
Flashing lights?

251
00:10:48,682 --> 00:10:50,880
No. I told them this
in the ER.

252
00:10:50,884 --> 00:10:54,483
Well, how about in those
moments right before you seized?

253
00:10:54,487 --> 00:10:56,385
We were in tech rehearsal,

254
00:10:56,389 --> 00:10:58,654
doing the big scene where
Juliet's gonna kill herself.

255
00:10:58,658 --> 00:11:00,756
To be honest,
I was kind of nervous,

256
00:11:00,760 --> 00:11:04,393
because I kept missing
my cues and then...

257
00:11:04,397 --> 00:11:06,295
I heard the fake gunshot...

258
00:11:06,299 --> 00:11:07,697
And I...

259
00:11:07,701 --> 00:11:09,432
Dr. Larsen.

260
00:11:09,436 --> 00:11:10,566
Is something happening?

261
00:11:10,570 --> 00:11:12,468
She's gonna seize again.

262
00:11:13,340 --> 00:11:14,670
Torey!

263
00:11:16,810 --> 00:11:19,041
Crash cart, IV Lorazepam,
intubation kit.

264
00:11:19,045 --> 00:11:20,810
Dr. Barker, stabilize her
on the left.

265
00:11:20,814 --> 00:11:22,378
Why is this happening again?

266
00:11:22,382 --> 00:11:24,413
-Mrs. Harris, please step back.
-We've got this.

267
00:11:24,417 --> 00:11:25,848
Dr. Barker, stabilize her.

268
00:11:29,489 --> 00:11:31,053
Get the... that's
the supply cart!

269
00:11:31,057 --> 00:11:33,255
The crash cart will be
in the hallway!

270
00:11:33,259 --> 00:11:34,561
I've got it!

271
00:11:34,661 --> 00:11:35,891
Oxygen, Ruth!

272
00:11:35,895 --> 00:11:37,793
Yep! Um-huh! Yep!

273
00:11:37,797 --> 00:11:38,828
-Now!
-Coming!

274
00:11:38,832 --> 00:11:40,162
-Come on, now.
-Here.

275
00:11:47,207 --> 00:11:49,739
I'm sure you're aware Felicia
Turner and her husband

276
00:11:49,743 --> 00:11:52,641
launched a complaint against
Dr. Larsen today.

277
00:11:52,645 --> 00:11:53,743
I am.

278
00:11:53,747 --> 00:11:55,544
They mentioned you were present

279
00:11:55,548 --> 00:11:57,580
during some of their
interactions?

280
00:11:57,584 --> 00:11:58,614
I was...

281
00:11:58,618 --> 00:12:01,317
Though I'm not sure
what the point of this is.

282
00:12:01,321 --> 00:12:05,988
Just tell me what
you observed, Dr. Maitra.

283
00:12:05,992 --> 00:12:07,356
The woman's pregnant,

284
00:12:07,360 --> 00:12:10,793
and somehow Amy couldn't imagine
why she'd be anxious

285
00:12:10,797 --> 00:12:13,362
about her baby's health.

286
00:12:13,366 --> 00:12:14,363
How so?

287
00:12:14,367 --> 00:12:16,465
Amy was Amy.

288
00:12:16,469 --> 00:12:18,234
I don't know what else
you want me to say,

289
00:12:18,238 --> 00:12:20,069
especially since we've been
down this road before,

290
00:12:20,073 --> 00:12:23,239
but her behavior doesn't change.

291
00:12:23,243 --> 00:12:26,042
It can take some time
to adjust the culture

292
00:12:26,046 --> 00:12:27,610
of any institution.

293
00:12:27,614 --> 00:12:32,285
But you're not gonna fire her,
right? No matter what she does.

294
00:12:34,888 --> 00:12:37,553
Yeah.

295
00:12:37,557 --> 00:12:40,890
I thought so.

296
00:12:40,894 --> 00:12:43,459
Dr. Maitra.

297
00:12:43,463 --> 00:12:46,362
Give it a few months, okay?

298
00:12:46,366 --> 00:12:50,570
People who matter see your value
here, and it won't be forgotten.

299
00:12:56,376 --> 00:12:59,108
Next up, 38-year-old male
reporting chest pains,

300
00:12:59,112 --> 00:13:02,078
shortness of breath,
family history of heart disease.

301
00:13:02,082 --> 00:13:03,913
Fairly typical cardiac profile.

302
00:13:03,917 --> 00:13:04,914
You'll be seeing a lot of these,

303
00:13:04,918 --> 00:13:07,883
but we don't always catch
the exciting ones.

304
00:13:07,887 --> 00:13:09,919
And any particular stress lately?

305
00:13:09,923 --> 00:13:11,253
Stress?

306
00:13:11,257 --> 00:13:13,589
I mean, one of my students
had a seizure yesterday

307
00:13:13,593 --> 00:13:14,690
during rehearsals.

308
00:13:14,694 --> 00:13:16,392
-Oh, yeah, she's here.
-Torey, right?

309
00:13:16,396 --> 00:13:18,227
Our other doctors
are treating her.

310
00:13:18,231 --> 00:13:20,830
That's a HIPAA violation,
Dr. De Silva.

311
00:13:20,834 --> 00:13:22,298
Right. Sorry.

312
00:13:22,302 --> 00:13:24,333
I've been texting her;
she says that she's had a bunch

313
00:13:24,337 --> 00:13:26,168
of tests but you still
don't know anything?

314
00:13:26,172 --> 00:13:28,137
I know you're concerned,
but we're not at liberty

315
00:13:28,141 --> 00:13:29,939
to discuss another patient
with you.

316
00:13:29,943 --> 00:13:31,407
Now, if you can tell us
about your...

317
00:13:33,880 --> 00:13:35,277
Is your head hurting now, too?

318
00:13:35,281 --> 00:13:37,513
Yeah, uh, feels like a migraine.

319
00:13:37,517 --> 00:13:39,415
Have you had those before?

320
00:13:39,419 --> 00:13:41,450
No, never.

321
00:13:41,454 --> 00:13:42,918
Dr. De Silva?

322
00:13:42,922 --> 00:13:44,653
Feeling any sensitivity to light?

323
00:13:44,657 --> 00:13:45,721
Uh, no.

324
00:13:45,725 --> 00:13:46,989
Does the pain radiate anywhere?

325
00:13:46,993 --> 00:13:48,328
What does that mean?

326
00:13:49,963 --> 00:13:52,428
Does it go down your back or arm?

327
00:13:52,432 --> 00:13:54,864
I don't think so. I am feeling
a bit dizzy, though.

328
00:13:54,868 --> 00:13:56,932
Dr. Ferguson.

329
00:13:56,936 --> 00:13:58,668
I'm trying to reconcile
why you're having heart

330
00:13:58,672 --> 00:14:00,703
and head pain simultaneously.

331
00:14:00,707 --> 00:14:01,904
-Could be a stroke.
-What!?

332
00:14:01,908 --> 00:14:03,072
Or carotid artery stenosis.

333
00:14:03,076 --> 00:14:04,206
What, what is that now?!

334
00:14:04,210 --> 00:14:05,675
Dr. De Silva,
it's not your turn.

335
00:14:05,679 --> 00:14:09,812
Dr. Ferguson, let's stick
to more likely scenarios,

336
00:14:09,816 --> 00:14:12,048
and try not to frighten
the patient.

337
00:14:12,052 --> 00:14:13,649
Am I allowed to posit angina?

338
00:14:13,653 --> 00:14:15,985
You are.

339
00:14:15,989 --> 00:14:17,420
Given the family history
of heart disease,

340
00:14:17,424 --> 00:14:19,355
would it be too aggressive
to suggest an angio?

341
00:14:19,359 --> 00:14:20,456
Uh...

342
00:14:20,460 --> 00:14:22,091
It would not.

343
00:14:22,095 --> 00:14:24,497
Now explain to Mr. Galvin
what that means.

344
00:14:27,167 --> 00:14:30,533
I caught you having a memory
when we were in with Torey.

345
00:14:30,537 --> 00:14:33,903
Oh, I've got a highlight reel
of the Wicked Witch of Westside

346
00:14:33,907 --> 00:14:35,175
coming at me.

347
00:14:35,275 --> 00:14:38,741
It's like a running podcast
of how not to be.

348
00:14:38,745 --> 00:14:40,209
It's very instructive.

349
00:14:40,213 --> 00:14:43,012
C'mon, Amy, I'm out on a limb
here. So is Dr. Scherl.

350
00:14:43,016 --> 00:14:47,687
-I'm dealing, Gina.
-I can bat them away.

351
00:14:49,222 --> 00:14:51,487
Uh, get Torey settled
in Radiology,

352
00:14:51,491 --> 00:14:53,656
and have Graham bring
those test results

353
00:14:53,660 --> 00:14:54,557
as soon as they're ready.

354
00:14:54,561 --> 00:14:55,595
Yup, on it.

355
00:14:57,030 --> 00:14:58,361
TJ said you were here.

356
00:14:58,365 --> 00:14:59,895
In the flesh.

357
00:14:59,899 --> 00:15:01,964
Looks like you're healing well.

358
00:15:01,968 --> 00:15:04,404
All good. First day
at my new gig.

359
00:15:04,504 --> 00:15:07,703
Ah. I was very sorry
to hear about Joan.

360
00:15:07,707 --> 00:15:09,905
She was one of a kind.

361
00:15:09,909 --> 00:15:11,674
-And Richard?
-TJ said he moved on.

362
00:15:11,678 --> 00:15:14,844
-He needed a fresh start.
-He's just over at Eastside.

363
00:15:14,848 --> 00:15:17,947
Well, it's great to see you.

364
00:15:17,951 --> 00:15:19,081
Both of you.

365
00:15:19,085 --> 00:15:22,685
-And you, Dr. Grant.
-Give him whatever he asks for.

366
00:15:23,757 --> 00:15:26,489
Oh, we'll see. It's good
to see you back, Amy.

367
00:15:26,493 --> 00:15:29,392
I guess we've got Dr. Grant's
steady hands to thank for that.

368
00:15:29,396 --> 00:15:31,197
Indeed we do.

369
00:15:32,599 --> 00:15:34,497
-Shall we?
-Please.

370
00:15:38,304 --> 00:15:40,106
Do I sense something there?

371
00:15:41,274 --> 00:15:42,905
I'm closed for business.

372
00:15:42,909 --> 00:15:46,042
Just sayin', if I went
the other way...

373
00:15:46,046 --> 00:15:49,145
Hey, stop it!

374
00:15:49,149 --> 00:15:50,680
Hello.

375
00:15:50,684 --> 00:15:52,014
Ben Grant's a cowboy,

376
00:15:52,018 --> 00:15:53,916
which I'm sure you know
is a problem

377
00:15:53,920 --> 00:15:55,317
for a lot of surgeons.

378
00:15:55,321 --> 00:15:57,190
Especially the ones
from New York.

379
00:15:57,290 --> 00:15:59,555
I do, Sir. That's not me.

380
00:15:59,559 --> 00:16:01,127
Stay centered on my instruments.

381
00:16:01,227 --> 00:16:05,027
Horizon level;
don't chase the action.

382
00:16:05,031 --> 00:16:07,196
I know you were a medic
in combat,

383
00:16:07,200 --> 00:16:10,333
so you've got a lot more
experience than most residents,

384
00:16:10,337 --> 00:16:12,768
but I want to make sure you walk
before you run.

385
00:16:12,772 --> 00:16:15,137
Yes, Sir, absolutely.

386
00:16:23,350 --> 00:16:25,614
You're beating yourself up.

387
00:16:25,618 --> 00:16:26,582
What?

388
00:16:26,586 --> 00:16:27,850
It's your first day.

389
00:16:27,854 --> 00:16:29,685
Anybody could have made that
mistake with the crash cart.

390
00:16:29,689 --> 00:16:32,625
The important thing now
is how you rebound.

391
00:16:34,661 --> 00:16:37,093
And consider that not
everybody's meant to be

392
00:16:37,097 --> 00:16:38,164
a doctor.

393
00:16:39,899 --> 00:16:42,398
Thanks. I appreciate that.

394
00:16:42,402 --> 00:16:45,472
Remember what I said this
morning, you belong here.

395
00:16:48,508 --> 00:16:51,207
So now that you're not
working with Dr. Larsen,

396
00:16:51,211 --> 00:16:53,542
you're kind of lost, is that it?

397
00:16:53,546 --> 00:16:54,410
Come, Margaret.

398
00:16:54,414 --> 00:16:55,978
I take what I do very seriously.

399
00:16:55,982 --> 00:16:59,148
I don't appreciate people in my
department being half-hearted.

400
00:16:59,152 --> 00:17:00,683
Is that a pun?

401
00:17:00,687 --> 00:17:02,385
Won't be charmed, Jake.

402
00:17:02,389 --> 00:17:03,819
But we do have some money.

403
00:17:03,823 --> 00:17:06,822
Only three months. But at that
point, we'll reassess.

404
00:17:06,826 --> 00:17:07,894
Okay, that's not...

405
00:17:07,994 --> 00:17:09,492
You can't possibly feel you
were promised something?

406
00:17:09,496 --> 00:17:11,961
No, no. I'm happy to bet
on myself.

407
00:17:11,965 --> 00:17:13,963
Appreciate the confidence.

408
00:17:13,967 --> 00:17:16,069
Now you can trail Dr. Douglas
this week.

409
00:17:20,006 --> 00:17:24,811
Whew. She's tough,
but you've had tougher.

410
00:17:29,082 --> 00:17:30,546
I can't believe I'm 38 years old

411
00:17:30,550 --> 00:17:32,782
and there's a catheter
in my heart right now.

412
00:17:32,786 --> 00:17:34,750
I know, but it sounds scarier
than it is.

413
00:17:34,754 --> 00:17:38,621
Just try and breathe and think
about something else, okay?

414
00:17:38,625 --> 00:17:40,690
Besides my favorite student
flailing around on the floor

415
00:17:40,694 --> 00:17:42,258
of my theater? Yeah.

416
00:17:42,262 --> 00:17:43,759
Okay, I'm gonna inject
the dye now,

417
00:17:43,763 --> 00:17:45,465
so we can map out your arteries.

418
00:17:47,967 --> 00:17:49,165
That's not quite oriented.

419
00:17:49,169 --> 00:17:52,872
It's like a maze. Inject more
and let's see what we see.

420
00:17:55,875 --> 00:17:57,306
Hard left there.

421
00:17:57,310 --> 00:17:59,245
I'm just feeding the catheter
in a bit deeper.

422
00:17:59,346 --> 00:18:01,811
Just keep thinking about Juliet
on that balcony.

423
00:18:01,815 --> 00:18:06,882
Not funny. And we couldn't
afford a balcony.

424
00:18:06,886 --> 00:18:08,017
Come on, Mr. Galvin,

425
00:18:08,021 --> 00:18:11,687
"Deny thy father,
refuse thy name."

426
00:18:11,691 --> 00:18:12,888
Now that's funny.

427
00:18:12,892 --> 00:18:15,891
I played Juliet at Reseda High.

428
00:18:15,895 --> 00:18:17,159
His arteries are totally clean.

429
00:18:17,163 --> 00:18:19,428
Well, that's good, right?

430
00:18:19,432 --> 00:18:22,932
Except now we can't explain
your symptoms.

431
00:18:24,170 --> 00:18:25,534
-Okay, Liz, come here.
-Let's stabilize him.

432
00:18:25,538 --> 00:18:26,869
I gotta get this catheter out.

433
00:18:26,873 --> 00:18:30,239
-Oh, my God. What's going on?
-What's going on?

434
00:18:30,243 --> 00:18:33,042
Torey's cerebral
parenchyma looks healthy...

435
00:18:33,046 --> 00:18:34,410
No mass or bleed.

436
00:18:34,414 --> 00:18:38,180
No stroke, vascular
malformation, cortical lesion.

437
00:18:38,184 --> 00:18:39,648
-No signs of encephalitis.
-I mean,

438
00:18:39,652 --> 00:18:41,217
there's no physical
reason she should be having

439
00:18:41,221 --> 00:18:43,552
these seizures.

440
00:18:43,556 --> 00:18:46,155
Her drama teacher just had
a focal seizure.

441
00:18:46,159 --> 00:18:47,890
It can't be a coincidence
they're both having

442
00:18:47,894 --> 00:18:49,291
a neurological response.

443
00:18:49,295 --> 00:18:51,761
Then it has to be an acute
environmental exposure.

444
00:18:51,765 --> 00:18:52,762
From the theater.

445
00:18:52,766 --> 00:18:55,698
Which means there are gonna be
others.

446
00:19:01,608 --> 00:19:05,074
So, Michael sent me home
for the night.

447
00:19:05,078 --> 00:19:08,978
Apparently, Sonya ratted on me
for being so hard on Felicia.

448
00:19:08,982 --> 00:19:10,513
You gotta be kidding me.

449
00:19:10,517 --> 00:19:14,116
It almost makes me think that
maybe she has a thing for you.

450
00:19:14,120 --> 00:19:16,719
What, and this is like payback?

451
00:19:16,723 --> 00:19:18,821
A woman scorned...

452
00:19:18,825 --> 00:19:22,058
No. No. No way, plus I mean,
she doesn't know about us.

453
00:19:22,062 --> 00:19:26,729
Speaking of which, see you
at my place in an hour?

454
00:19:26,733 --> 00:19:27,863
Yeah, sounds great.

455
00:19:27,867 --> 00:19:29,832
And Jake, maybe...

456
00:19:29,836 --> 00:19:34,837
bring something more
than just a toothbrush.

457
00:19:34,841 --> 00:19:38,207
Wow. It almost sounds like
a level of commitment.

458
00:19:40,313 --> 00:19:43,346
I think it's time
that I tell Katie about you.

459
00:19:43,350 --> 00:19:46,215
And, uh, maybe introduce you.

460
00:19:46,219 --> 00:19:49,251
Yeah, yeah. Same for Mia.

461
00:19:49,255 --> 00:19:51,257
I'd love that.

462
00:19:53,126 --> 00:19:56,592
And I love you.

463
00:19:56,596 --> 00:19:58,127
I can get used to hearing that.

464
00:20:01,101 --> 00:20:02,802
I'll see you there.

465
00:20:08,675 --> 00:20:10,139
Well, you need Public
Health in there

466
00:20:10,143 --> 00:20:11,807
to test the theater,
and we need to know

467
00:20:11,811 --> 00:20:13,442
if anyone else has reported
any issues.

468
00:20:13,446 --> 00:20:15,411
Have any other students
called out sick?

469
00:20:15,415 --> 00:20:17,747
So, Cardiology?

470
00:20:17,751 --> 00:20:20,182
Long story.

471
00:20:20,186 --> 00:20:21,183
It could be

472
00:20:21,187 --> 00:20:22,618
-a lot of things. Mold...
-Huh.

473
00:20:22,622 --> 00:20:24,120
How goes it with the interns?

474
00:20:24,124 --> 00:20:25,321
Getting my footing.

475
00:20:25,325 --> 00:20:26,255
Were you
inspected recently?

476
00:20:26,259 --> 00:20:28,324
Big shoes to fill.

477
00:20:28,328 --> 00:20:29,959
Mostly neurological
symptoms.

478
00:20:29,963 --> 00:20:33,329
Almost sounds like a level
of commitment.

479
00:20:33,333 --> 00:20:34,630
I'm not asking...

480
00:20:34,634 --> 00:20:37,166
-You just have a memory?
-Yeah.

481
00:20:37,170 --> 00:20:39,602
I know you can't reveal
names to us,

482
00:20:39,606 --> 00:20:41,370
but you need to contact
their parents,

483
00:20:41,374 --> 00:20:43,239
and have them brought here.

484
00:20:43,243 --> 00:20:45,745
Well, I appreciate it.
Keep me posted.

485
00:20:47,781 --> 00:20:49,679
Two more left school
with dizziness,

486
00:20:49,683 --> 00:20:51,914
one other with numbness
in their right hand.

487
00:20:51,918 --> 00:20:53,416
All from the theater?

488
00:20:53,420 --> 00:20:54,517
He was cagey, wouldn't say.

489
00:20:54,521 --> 00:20:55,551
Okay, well, that's helpful.

490
00:20:55,555 --> 00:20:57,653
And he's trying to cover
his ass, but he will

491
00:20:57,657 --> 00:20:59,588
-call Public Health.
-Well, what about the kids?

492
00:20:59,592 --> 00:21:01,290
-Are they coming in?
-He's gonna push.

493
00:21:01,294 --> 00:21:03,392
Once they land,
we cross-reference symptoms,

494
00:21:03,396 --> 00:21:05,394
see if we can find a pattern.

495
00:21:05,398 --> 00:21:06,896
When did the dizziness start?

496
00:21:06,900 --> 00:21:10,399
-Um, in math class?
-Around 11 o'clock maybe?

497
00:21:10,403 --> 00:21:11,934
Any changes in your vision?

498
00:21:11,938 --> 00:21:14,236
Not really. Is that a part of
it? With the dizziness?

499
00:21:14,240 --> 00:21:15,971
We're just gathering information.

500
00:21:15,975 --> 00:21:17,506
He said the drama teacher's
here, too.

501
00:21:17,510 --> 00:21:19,108
-Yeah. And Torey.
-You wouldn't believe

502
00:21:19,112 --> 00:21:20,009
what happened to her, Dad.

503
00:21:20,013 --> 00:21:21,581
We're not permitted
to discuss that.

504
00:21:23,650 --> 00:21:24,880
Do we all have the same thing?

505
00:21:24,884 --> 00:21:27,216
Did you smell anything unusual
at the school?

506
00:21:27,220 --> 00:21:28,551
No, I don't think so.

507
00:21:28,555 --> 00:21:30,653
-Is that what it is?
-A gas leak or something?

508
00:21:30,657 --> 00:21:32,025
We're still evaluating,

509
00:21:32,125 --> 00:21:34,490
and Public Health is testing
the school right now.

510
00:21:34,494 --> 00:21:38,594
Dr. Ferguson, do you have
any questions?

511
00:21:38,598 --> 00:21:39,733
I do.

512
00:21:41,468 --> 00:21:44,433
Absolutely, I believe
in being aggressive.

513
00:21:44,437 --> 00:21:46,335
Now, if you're asking if I'm
pathologically in love

514
00:21:46,339 --> 00:21:48,471
with cutting... no.

515
00:21:48,475 --> 00:21:51,407
My ego's aligned with outcomes,
not bravado.

516
00:21:51,411 --> 00:21:53,376
And why Minneapolis?

517
00:21:53,380 --> 00:21:54,944
I grew up here,

518
00:21:54,948 --> 00:21:58,247
and my sister's had some health
problems plus two teenage boys

519
00:21:58,251 --> 00:21:59,482
who could use a role model
around.

520
00:21:59,486 --> 00:22:02,018
Look, the thing is,
I could just go to Mayo.

521
00:22:02,022 --> 00:22:04,920
What I'd hope to do here
was build your department.

522
00:22:04,924 --> 00:22:07,390
Well, that's the idea
for bringing you in.

523
00:22:08,595 --> 00:22:11,127
I guess what I'm saying is,
if I'm coming to Westside,

524
00:22:11,131 --> 00:22:13,129
it would only be to run surgery.

525
00:22:13,133 --> 00:22:15,498
You wanna replace Dr. Costa?

526
00:22:15,502 --> 00:22:17,600
Now, don't get me wrong;
he's solid.

527
00:22:17,604 --> 00:22:19,535
I'd welcome him
as part of my team.

528
00:22:19,539 --> 00:22:21,737
I'd even be willing to reduce
some of my own salary

529
00:22:21,741 --> 00:22:24,340
so he takes home the same as
what he earns now.

530
00:22:24,344 --> 00:22:25,574
It's not about money for me.

531
00:22:25,578 --> 00:22:27,309
What is it you think
you can bring

532
00:22:27,313 --> 00:22:28,844
that we don't already have now?

533
00:22:28,848 --> 00:22:31,414
Internal Medicine's been
your Bright and Shiny here

534
00:22:31,418 --> 00:22:32,882
for a long time,

535
00:22:32,886 --> 00:22:35,151
but Dr. Larsen's not a draw
in her current capacity.

536
00:22:35,155 --> 00:22:37,987
Now, look, look, in any case,
you need Surgery

537
00:22:37,991 --> 00:22:39,121
to be your guiding light.

538
00:22:39,125 --> 00:22:41,424
That's where the edge is,
that's where the grants are,

539
00:22:41,428 --> 00:22:43,793
that's where you can get
your superstar recruits.

540
00:22:43,797 --> 00:22:45,361
And with my auspices and reach,

541
00:22:45,365 --> 00:22:47,434
I'll certainly be able to pull
those people in.

542
00:22:49,002 --> 00:22:52,735
It'll be all the same tests
for Paul in 618.

543
00:22:52,739 --> 00:22:55,071
Call Pathology to tell them
I want them all expedited.

544
00:22:55,075 --> 00:22:57,373
-Hi, my name is Betsy Fuller.
-This is my son Josh.

545
00:22:57,377 --> 00:22:58,708
He was in the theater.

546
00:22:58,712 --> 00:23:00,476
We were told everyone's
checking in on this floor.

547
00:23:00,480 --> 00:23:01,911
Okay, is he one of the students

548
00:23:01,915 --> 00:23:03,079
displaying symptoms?

549
00:23:03,083 --> 00:23:05,915
Well, not yet, but we've heard
it's up to six people.

550
00:23:05,919 --> 00:23:07,483
Four, actually.

551
00:23:07,487 --> 00:23:08,818
You said it was six.

552
00:23:08,822 --> 00:23:10,353
-Well, I don't know.
-That's what I was told.

553
00:23:10,357 --> 00:23:12,655
Well, he still needs
to be seen by the doctors.

554
00:23:12,659 --> 00:23:14,023
I understand. Fill out
this form, please,

555
00:23:14,027 --> 00:23:15,391
and have a seat
in the waiting area.

556
00:23:18,465 --> 00:23:19,462
Torey!

557
00:23:19,466 --> 00:23:22,465
-She went unresponsive.
-Pressure 210 over 112.

558
00:23:22,469 --> 00:23:25,001
Heart rate 48.
And her left pupil's fixed.

559
00:23:25,005 --> 00:23:26,635
-What the hell?
-What's wrong with her?

560
00:23:26,639 --> 00:23:27,570
That can't be from new-onset
seizures.

561
00:23:27,574 --> 00:23:29,138
Someone needs to tell us
what this is!

562
00:23:29,142 --> 00:23:31,374
-What's going on with her?
-Is this contagious?

563
00:23:31,378 --> 00:23:33,613
Just try to be calm, please.

564
00:23:41,621 --> 00:23:43,052
Nothing to say?

565
00:23:43,056 --> 00:23:45,121
Matthew Reddy is stable.

566
00:23:45,125 --> 00:23:49,792
Dr. Park's covering the ICU,
and Dr. Barrett's handling

567
00:23:49,796 --> 00:23:53,295
Kim Trent's angio.
Everything's in hand.

568
00:23:53,299 --> 00:23:55,231
I meant about the complaint.

569
00:23:57,570 --> 00:23:59,168
Felicia Turner complained.

570
00:23:59,172 --> 00:24:02,575
I was asked what happened
and I wasn't gonna lie.

571
00:24:02,676 --> 00:24:05,441
Right, but the truth can be
subjective.

572
00:24:05,445 --> 00:24:06,976
And I'm wondering if you told
Dr. Hamda

573
00:24:06,980 --> 00:24:09,478
that you missed
splintering fingernails

574
00:24:09,482 --> 00:24:13,849
and thus the diagnosis
this morning.

575
00:24:13,853 --> 00:24:16,585
Look, I wasn't gonna tell you
this until tomorrow,

576
00:24:16,589 --> 00:24:18,825
but, so long as we're here...

577
00:24:20,126 --> 00:24:24,660
I'll be offering my resignation.
Effective in two weeks.

578
00:24:24,664 --> 00:24:26,595
You're quitting.

579
00:24:26,599 --> 00:24:28,331
Because you don't like
my leadership style.

580
00:24:28,335 --> 00:24:29,869
I'm sure you think it's a style,

581
00:24:29,969 --> 00:24:33,369
but everyone besides Dr. Heller
thinks it's abusive.

582
00:24:33,373 --> 00:24:35,037
And I don't need it in my life.

583
00:24:35,041 --> 00:24:39,008
Well, I'll expect to hear
from you in a year or two.

584
00:24:39,012 --> 00:24:43,216
Apologizing and thanking me for
everything I've taught you.

585
00:24:50,957 --> 00:24:52,258
They told the MRI was finished?

586
00:24:52,359 --> 00:24:56,125
-Just about. No lesions.
-Ventricles look good so far.

587
00:24:56,129 --> 00:24:59,495
-How are you doing today?
-Tricky case.

588
00:24:59,499 --> 00:25:02,531
No, I mean being
Chief Resident with Amy.

589
00:25:02,535 --> 00:25:06,535
Oh. Yeah, she gave a pretty
rah-rah speech

590
00:25:06,539 --> 00:25:07,703
to the interns this morning.

591
00:25:07,707 --> 00:25:11,474
Kind of the polar opposite
of how she used to be so...

592
00:25:11,478 --> 00:25:12,775
that was interesting.

593
00:25:12,779 --> 00:25:15,411
Yeah, I'm sure she's trying a
different tack this time around.

594
00:25:15,415 --> 00:25:16,383
Mm.

595
00:25:16,483 --> 00:25:19,615
-What about you?
-Figure out your approach yet?

596
00:25:19,619 --> 00:25:21,350
Tough love without the snark.

597
00:25:21,354 --> 00:25:23,019
Might be kind of a role reversal

598
00:25:23,023 --> 00:25:25,988
with her getting
all touchy-feely.

599
00:25:25,992 --> 00:25:29,291
How are things going
with the two of you?

600
00:25:29,295 --> 00:25:33,095
Uh... we split up.

601
00:25:33,099 --> 00:25:34,330
-Really?
-Yeah.

602
00:25:34,334 --> 00:25:36,766
Just trying to figure out
that equilibrium now.

603
00:25:36,770 --> 00:25:38,968
You know, working together.

604
00:25:38,972 --> 00:25:43,472
-Well, it's day one.
-I'm sure you'll get there.

605
00:25:48,448 --> 00:25:52,415
The teacher's CBC, CMP,
head imaging all looks normal.

606
00:25:52,419 --> 00:25:54,216
Torey's in surgery.

607
00:25:54,220 --> 00:25:56,452
She has to have some obstructive
process in her brain,

608
00:25:56,456 --> 00:25:58,954
but we imaged the other kids;
none of them show clotting.

609
00:25:58,958 --> 00:26:00,856
And we cleared them all
on recreational drug use.

610
00:26:00,860 --> 00:26:01,924
Tox screens
all normal.

611
00:26:01,928 --> 00:26:03,192
Okay, so what's our
profiling indicate?

612
00:26:03,196 --> 00:26:06,729
No respiratory symptoms, which
rules out molds, formaldehyde,

613
00:26:06,733 --> 00:26:09,031
carbon monoxide, no peripheral
neuropathy...

614
00:26:09,035 --> 00:26:12,735
And no fever, so no
cyanotoxins from the HVACs.

615
00:26:12,739 --> 00:26:14,136
Something doesn't make sense.

616
00:26:14,140 --> 00:26:16,439
Torey had her first seizure
yesterday afternoon,

617
00:26:16,443 --> 00:26:19,408
but none of the others started
showing symptoms until today.

618
00:26:19,412 --> 00:26:21,344
If it was acute exposure,

619
00:26:21,348 --> 00:26:23,579
they all would have been
swarming the ER last night.

620
00:26:23,583 --> 00:26:26,849
We need to re-interview them
all and scrutinize the timeline.

621
00:26:26,853 --> 00:26:28,818
Something's gotta shake out.

622
00:26:28,822 --> 00:26:30,453
Have you heard anything
from the school?

623
00:26:30,457 --> 00:26:31,721
We're still waiting
on the testing.

624
00:26:31,725 --> 00:26:33,723
Okay, so long will that take?

625
00:26:33,727 --> 00:26:36,292
Um, yeah, um...

626
00:26:36,296 --> 00:26:38,494
Some of the potential toxins
they can test

627
00:26:38,498 --> 00:26:41,364
in a matter of hours;
others can take a day or two.

628
00:26:41,368 --> 00:26:45,067
-Can you please help us?
-My son needs to see someone.

629
00:26:45,071 --> 00:26:46,902
He wasn't exhibiting any
symptoms when he arrived,

630
00:26:46,906 --> 00:26:48,738
but he's starting to feel
dizzy now.

631
00:26:48,742 --> 00:26:51,640
And I've got, like, a numbness
down my arm.

632
00:26:51,644 --> 00:26:53,142
I was just about to admit him.

633
00:26:53,146 --> 00:26:55,745
This has gotten worse
since you've been waiting?

634
00:26:55,749 --> 00:26:57,780
Yes. It's been coming
on strong.

635
00:26:57,784 --> 00:27:01,017
And no one can tell us
what the incubation period is.

636
00:27:01,021 --> 00:27:03,586
Full work-up. Room, um, 619.

637
00:27:03,590 --> 00:27:04,987
Oh, it's about time.

638
00:27:04,991 --> 00:27:07,490
Um, she said that Torey
was going into surgery.

639
00:27:07,494 --> 00:27:08,991
Are they gonna be able
to help her?

640
00:27:08,995 --> 00:27:13,362
Yes. Please just go with
Dr. Chen; We'll work it all out.

641
00:27:13,366 --> 00:27:14,397
Okay.

642
00:27:20,240 --> 00:27:22,972
Okay, there is a clot.

643
00:27:22,976 --> 00:27:24,340
What are our options?

644
00:27:24,344 --> 00:27:26,308
Open the transverse sinus
and drain it.

645
00:27:26,312 --> 00:27:27,414
Or?

646
00:27:29,082 --> 00:27:31,347
Put in an extra-ventricular
drain and anti-coagulate?

647
00:27:31,351 --> 00:27:32,619
Exactly.

648
00:27:32,719 --> 00:27:34,283
But her recovery time
could be two weeks.

649
00:27:34,287 --> 00:27:36,152
You're not worried about
the prolonged pressure

650
00:27:36,156 --> 00:27:36,886
to the brain?

651
00:27:36,890 --> 00:27:38,354
Post-op heparin'll tackle that

652
00:27:38,358 --> 00:27:41,761
and sticking a scalpel in there
carries plenty of risk.

653
00:27:42,962 --> 00:27:46,662
Okay, prep the drain kit.

654
00:27:46,666 --> 00:27:49,065
Before Math,
you were in English class,

655
00:27:49,069 --> 00:27:52,234
and you said you were worried
about Torey?

656
00:27:52,238 --> 00:27:53,973
Nobody knew what was happening
to her.

657
00:27:54,074 --> 00:27:56,405
Then we heard Mr. Galvin
wasn't coming in, either.

658
00:27:56,409 --> 00:27:57,807
How did you hear that?

659
00:27:57,811 --> 00:27:59,975
There's a group chat.

660
00:27:59,979 --> 00:28:02,311
-With the theater group?
-Yeah.

661
00:28:02,315 --> 00:28:04,413
Do you mind if I have
a look at that?

662
00:28:04,417 --> 00:28:05,485
Yeah, sure.

663
00:28:13,159 --> 00:28:15,524
Seemed like everyone was
getting pretty worked up.

664
00:28:15,528 --> 00:28:18,060
I mean, yeah, of course.

665
00:28:18,064 --> 00:28:20,429
Rapid
response team to 619.

666
00:28:20,433 --> 00:28:21,831
Rapid response team to 619.

667
00:28:21,835 --> 00:28:23,903
-Uh, I'm sorry. Excuse me.
-I'll be back.

668
00:28:25,271 --> 00:28:26,802
-Excuse me! Excuse me, Ma'am!
-What's happening?

669
00:28:26,806 --> 00:28:27,870
-Sorry!
-Do something!

670
00:28:30,977 --> 00:28:33,209
This is the same thing
that happened to Torey!

671
00:28:33,213 --> 00:28:33,843
Stop!

672
00:28:36,316 --> 00:28:39,348
Two milligrams Lorazepam
and nasal-pronged oxygen.

673
00:28:39,352 --> 00:28:40,549
For a brain herniation?

674
00:28:40,553 --> 00:28:41,884
This isn't neurological.

675
00:28:41,888 --> 00:28:43,419
-What are you talking about?
-He's catatonic!

676
00:28:43,423 --> 00:28:46,655
This is all psychological.

677
00:28:46,659 --> 00:28:48,828
It's mass hysteria.

678
00:28:53,333 --> 00:28:56,399
I thought you went home
an hour ago.

679
00:28:56,403 --> 00:28:59,335
Just checking in on
Ray Porter post-op.

680
00:28:59,339 --> 00:29:01,937
I spoke to his daughter,
clarified the prognosis.

681
00:29:01,941 --> 00:29:03,973
Sorry I tried to play it down
to her before.

682
00:29:03,977 --> 00:29:05,141
Don't be sorry.

683
00:29:05,145 --> 00:29:06,642
You're the one person
I can count on

684
00:29:06,646 --> 00:29:09,879
to take instruction
without whining.

685
00:29:09,883 --> 00:29:12,448
I heard about Sonya leaving.

686
00:29:12,452 --> 00:29:15,221
Spoon-feeding approval
is no way to make good doctors.

687
00:29:15,321 --> 00:29:16,519
Any more than soldiers.

688
00:29:16,523 --> 00:29:19,488
Funny thing is, she is pretty
hard on the first-years.

689
00:29:19,492 --> 00:29:21,624
Well, she can take her
thin skin and hypocrisy

690
00:29:21,628 --> 00:29:22,725
elsewhere now.

691
00:29:22,729 --> 00:29:25,561
-Yes, she can.
-How are you doing?

692
00:29:25,565 --> 00:29:27,463
Good.

693
00:29:27,467 --> 00:29:28,764
Great.

694
00:29:28,768 --> 00:29:32,568
Did you follow up on what we
talked about? The nightmares.

695
00:29:32,572 --> 00:29:35,271
Oh, um, yeah.

696
00:29:35,275 --> 00:29:40,009
TJ, you can't white-knuckle
your way through everything.

697
00:29:40,013 --> 00:29:41,544
Isn't that what you do?

698
00:29:47,620 --> 00:29:48,751
Something wrong?

699
00:29:49,789 --> 00:29:51,257
No.

700
00:29:55,261 --> 00:29:56,359
So he's okay?

701
00:29:56,363 --> 00:29:58,327
-He's okay.
-But I don't understand.

702
00:29:58,331 --> 00:30:00,796
It's called conversion disorder.

703
00:30:00,800 --> 00:30:05,234
It's a contagious psychological
response within a community

704
00:30:05,238 --> 00:30:07,036
that is harboring acute stress.

705
00:30:07,040 --> 00:30:09,105
The "witches" in Salem,

706
00:30:09,109 --> 00:30:11,974
or all those girls in Iran
a few years ago...

707
00:30:11,978 --> 00:30:15,144
When your son and the other
students saw Torey seize

708
00:30:15,148 --> 00:30:17,646
in the theater, that started
a chain reaction.

709
00:30:17,650 --> 00:30:21,917
Then, Mr. Galvin called in sick,
and they started to panic.

710
00:30:21,921 --> 00:30:24,987
Then the group chat just
contributed to this

711
00:30:24,991 --> 00:30:27,923
fomenting anxiety
that accumulated

712
00:30:27,927 --> 00:30:30,126
and amplified into this.

713
00:30:30,130 --> 00:30:32,428
So when Josh saw Torey...

714
00:30:32,432 --> 00:30:35,464
His mind just made him
copycat that?

715
00:30:35,468 --> 00:30:36,866
Essentially, yes.

716
00:30:36,870 --> 00:30:39,201
You saw the longer he was
in the waiting room

717
00:30:39,205 --> 00:30:41,337
around all that fear
and agitation,

718
00:30:41,341 --> 00:30:44,707
the more he started
to manifest those symptoms.

719
00:30:44,711 --> 00:30:47,009
We could run a dozen tests,

720
00:30:47,013 --> 00:30:49,011
and nothing would show up
physically.

721
00:30:49,015 --> 00:30:50,846
I saw that on the group chat.

722
00:30:50,850 --> 00:30:52,548
Everyone's tests came up
negative.

723
00:30:52,552 --> 00:30:56,519
I can assure you this is
a psychological reaction

724
00:30:56,523 --> 00:30:58,358
to shared stress.

725
00:31:01,027 --> 00:31:02,258
Shared stress?

726
00:31:02,262 --> 00:31:04,460
They're teenagers;
I'm a grown man.

727
00:31:04,464 --> 00:31:06,429
I know, but unfortunately
that doesn't make you immune.

728
00:31:06,433 --> 00:31:10,166
Well, I have put on plenty of
productions, and believe me,

729
00:31:10,170 --> 00:31:12,001
this was not the most stressful.

730
00:31:12,005 --> 00:31:13,836
So you can't tell me
that I'm here

731
00:31:13,840 --> 00:31:15,004
and I put everyone else here

732
00:31:15,008 --> 00:31:17,143
because I'm some sort
of taskmaster.

733
00:31:17,243 --> 00:31:19,108
Look, I'm not saying that it's
the play necessarily,

734
00:31:19,112 --> 00:31:21,077
but it must be something
at the school.

735
00:31:21,081 --> 00:31:22,678
And without knowing the source
of that trauma,

736
00:31:22,682 --> 00:31:24,513
this could go on for a long time.

737
00:31:24,517 --> 00:31:25,648
Okay, for all of you.

738
00:31:25,652 --> 00:31:26,749
This is insane.

739
00:31:26,753 --> 00:31:29,552
-Think, Mr. Galvin.
-What could it be?

740
00:31:29,556 --> 00:31:31,087
I have no idea.

741
00:31:31,091 --> 00:31:35,057
And how is this a delusion
when Torey's in surgery?

742
00:31:35,061 --> 00:31:36,926
There's the sagittal sinus.

743
00:31:36,930 --> 00:31:38,398
See how engorged those
cortical...

744
00:31:42,902 --> 00:31:44,367
Stalking your prey?

745
00:31:44,371 --> 00:31:47,036
I can get a feel for how
he's been running the department

746
00:31:47,040 --> 00:31:49,538
by watching how he cuts.

747
00:31:49,542 --> 00:31:53,442
And you really think
he's that conservative?

748
00:31:53,446 --> 00:31:55,678
He's putting a drain into
a CVST patient

749
00:31:55,682 --> 00:31:58,748
and counting on the heparin to
do his work for him as we speak,

750
00:31:58,752 --> 00:32:00,449
so...

751
00:32:00,453 --> 00:32:02,093
But I think you already
made your decision

752
00:32:02,155 --> 00:32:03,723
before you came in here.

753
00:32:05,425 --> 00:32:07,690
What's the status of your
transplant bridge trial?

754
00:32:07,694 --> 00:32:10,593
We understand you're about
to enter the human phase now.

755
00:32:10,597 --> 00:32:12,962
My intention is to keep
an eye on it from here

756
00:32:12,966 --> 00:32:14,597
and travel to New York as needed.

757
00:32:14,601 --> 00:32:17,233
But I assure you,
it wouldn't be a distraction.

758
00:32:17,237 --> 00:32:18,738
No, that's not the concern.

759
00:32:18,838 --> 00:32:20,770
If you could get it moved here,

760
00:32:20,774 --> 00:32:23,105
the Board's prepared to divert
3 million from one of our

761
00:32:23,109 --> 00:32:25,241
research grants to your study.

762
00:32:25,245 --> 00:32:27,777
Plus everything else
you asked for.

763
00:32:27,781 --> 00:32:29,078
You know I have partners.

764
00:32:29,082 --> 00:32:30,746
Yes, but you're the lead,

765
00:32:30,750 --> 00:32:32,081
and we just doubled your budget.

766
00:32:32,085 --> 00:32:35,455
So, get it done; We've got
a deal.

767
00:32:40,593 --> 00:32:43,259
So, we relieved the pressure
that was causing the seizure,

768
00:32:43,263 --> 00:32:46,128
and put in a microscopic drain
to prevent it from coming back.

769
00:32:46,132 --> 00:32:47,897
You left something in my brain?

770
00:32:47,901 --> 00:32:49,598
We'll remove it
in a couple of weeks.

771
00:32:49,602 --> 00:32:50,833
After another surgery?

772
00:32:50,837 --> 00:32:55,071
No, no. We'll just pull it out
slowly. It's painless.

773
00:32:55,075 --> 00:32:56,472
I've gotta be here two weeks?

774
00:32:56,476 --> 00:32:59,175
We've also got you
on blood thinners,

775
00:32:59,179 --> 00:33:01,243
so we'll need to monitor
you closely.

776
00:33:01,247 --> 00:33:04,613
-We appreciate it, Dr. Coleman.
-If we could have the room now.

777
00:33:04,617 --> 00:33:06,749
Sure. Um, yeah.

778
00:33:06,753 --> 00:33:08,884
Yeah. Of course.

779
00:33:08,888 --> 00:33:10,056
Now, we'd like to go back

780
00:33:10,156 --> 00:33:13,326
to what was happening with you
yesterday. Before the rehearsal.

781
00:33:13,426 --> 00:33:16,425
I didn't have any symptoms.

782
00:33:16,429 --> 00:33:18,327
Oh, we're not talking about
physical symptoms.

783
00:33:18,331 --> 00:33:21,063
Walk us through your day
at school.

784
00:33:21,067 --> 00:33:24,433
I had English then Math.

785
00:33:24,437 --> 00:33:28,437
I had a test but that wasn't
a big deal, then a free,

786
00:33:28,441 --> 00:33:31,640
then lunch, then there was
a lockdown drill,

787
00:33:31,644 --> 00:33:32,875
Uh, then History...

788
00:33:32,879 --> 00:33:34,577
A, a lockdown drill?

789
00:33:34,581 --> 00:33:38,347
Yeah. You know, like an active
shooter or whatever? You know?

790
00:33:38,351 --> 00:33:41,417
Uh, did something happen
during the drill?

791
00:33:41,421 --> 00:33:44,820
Happen? No. Same as always.

792
00:33:44,824 --> 00:33:46,188
Which is?

793
00:33:46,192 --> 00:33:50,059
Uh, lock the door,
turn off the lights,

794
00:33:50,063 --> 00:33:51,794
uh, move the desks
to block the door

795
00:33:51,798 --> 00:33:52,862
in case there's a shooter.

796
00:33:54,000 --> 00:33:55,631
And do you find that stressful?

797
00:33:55,635 --> 00:33:57,900
No, it's what we do;
we're used to it.

798
00:33:57,904 --> 00:34:00,336
Just because something's been
normalized doesn't mean

799
00:34:00,340 --> 00:34:01,837
it isn't having an impact.

800
00:34:01,841 --> 00:34:04,907
I suspect, on some level,

801
00:34:04,911 --> 00:34:06,709
those drills can be traumatizing.

802
00:34:06,713 --> 00:34:08,344
-Traumatizing.
-Sure.

803
00:34:08,348 --> 00:34:10,579
For everyone, even the teachers
who have to do them.

804
00:34:10,583 --> 00:34:13,149
I mean, the last time we did one,

805
00:34:13,153 --> 00:34:15,351
there was this one girl
who had a panic attack,

806
00:34:15,355 --> 00:34:17,687
but we all just kinda thought
she was being extra.

807
00:34:17,691 --> 00:34:18,621
When was that?

808
00:34:18,625 --> 00:34:21,290
I don't know,
couple months ago maybe.

809
00:34:21,294 --> 00:34:23,125
We do them like six or seven
times a year.

810
00:34:23,129 --> 00:34:24,460
So, when you heard

811
00:34:24,464 --> 00:34:26,862
about the girl who reacted
like that,

812
00:34:26,866 --> 00:34:28,631
how were you affected?

813
00:34:28,635 --> 00:34:32,635
-I didn't hear about it.
-I saw it.

814
00:34:32,639 --> 00:34:36,906
There was a video that went
viral. We all saw it.

815
00:34:36,910 --> 00:34:37,973
I can't...
I can't breathe!

816
00:34:37,977 --> 00:34:38,878
It's okay, Heidi.

817
00:34:38,978 --> 00:34:40,509
Oh, my God,
what's happening to her?

818
00:34:46,653 --> 00:34:48,551
What was your reaction
when you saw this?

819
00:34:48,555 --> 00:34:51,987
I mean, we felt sorry for her.

820
00:34:51,991 --> 00:34:54,190
I don't even understand why
we have to do these drills

821
00:34:54,194 --> 00:34:55,291
all the time.

822
00:34:55,295 --> 00:34:57,593
It's like, we've been doing them
since we were eight.

823
00:34:57,597 --> 00:34:58,894
We get it already.

824
00:34:58,898 --> 00:35:01,130
They stopped calling it
an active shooter drill.

825
00:35:01,134 --> 00:35:02,999
Like we'd be pushing desks
against the door

826
00:35:03,003 --> 00:35:04,100
for a hurricane?

827
00:35:04,104 --> 00:35:06,102
They should just train
the teachers,

828
00:35:06,106 --> 00:35:07,737
then tell the students
to follow them.

829
00:35:07,741 --> 00:35:10,039
Like, why do we have to keep
going through it

830
00:35:10,043 --> 00:35:10,940
again and again?

831
00:35:10,944 --> 00:35:12,464
If the schools don't train
everybody,

832
00:35:12,545 --> 00:35:14,176
then they'll be liable
if something happens.

833
00:35:14,180 --> 00:35:15,745
And after that girl
had her panic attack,

834
00:35:15,749 --> 00:35:17,580
did anybody go
to the school counselors

835
00:35:17,584 --> 00:35:19,148
or report having
similar anxieties?

836
00:35:19,152 --> 00:35:21,951
I don't even know if the kids
realized it was bothering them.

837
00:35:21,955 --> 00:35:24,186
I mean, if they did,
would any of this be happening?

838
00:35:24,190 --> 00:35:27,189
I certainly wouldn't have
given Juliet the gun

839
00:35:27,193 --> 00:35:28,624
in that scene.

840
00:35:28,628 --> 00:35:31,798
I just thought it would be
cool and modern.

841
00:35:33,533 --> 00:35:36,532
My thought is, when you heard
that gunshot on stage,

842
00:35:36,536 --> 00:35:38,668
that released all of
the anxieties

843
00:35:38,672 --> 00:35:40,403
you've been carrying
since you saw Heidi

844
00:35:40,407 --> 00:35:41,937
have the panic attack
in that video.

845
00:35:41,941 --> 00:35:45,374
Not to mention the anxiety
you probably have felt

846
00:35:45,378 --> 00:35:48,778
about those drills and what
they mean for a long time.

847
00:35:48,782 --> 00:35:52,281
So, if this was all in my
head, why did I need surgery?

848
00:35:52,285 --> 00:35:54,350
It turns out you have
an underlying

849
00:35:54,354 --> 00:35:56,752
blood clotting disorder
that was dormant.

850
00:35:56,756 --> 00:36:00,222
And the acute stress brought it
out and heightened it.

851
00:36:00,226 --> 00:36:02,328
But only temporarily, right?

852
00:36:02,429 --> 00:36:03,693
Unfortunately, not.

853
00:36:03,697 --> 00:36:05,895
Now that the condition
is manifest,

854
00:36:05,899 --> 00:36:07,396
it'll be chronic.

855
00:36:07,400 --> 00:36:08,931
For the rest of her life?

856
00:36:08,935 --> 00:36:11,600
We can treat it with
anti-seizure medication,

857
00:36:11,604 --> 00:36:14,770
but that does have side effects
and, yes,

858
00:36:14,774 --> 00:36:16,772
it will be for the rest
of her life.

859
00:36:16,776 --> 00:36:18,774
You're saying the lockdown
drills did this to her?

860
00:36:18,778 --> 00:36:22,345
I'd say it's the stress
of being a teenager

861
00:36:22,349 --> 00:36:25,352
in a very complicated world.

862
00:36:43,003 --> 00:36:44,567
So, what are we selling?

863
00:36:44,571 --> 00:36:46,936
Cognitive behavioral therapy,

864
00:36:46,940 --> 00:36:49,171
but it's gonna be a long road.

865
00:36:49,175 --> 00:36:50,706
Parenting.

866
00:36:50,710 --> 00:36:52,445
And then some.

867
00:36:55,148 --> 00:36:57,646
You know, I as cramming for
all the stuff for Pediatrics,

868
00:36:57,650 --> 00:37:02,852
and it just started making me
look at Mia like a patient.

869
00:37:02,856 --> 00:37:04,353
Didn't much care for that.

870
00:37:04,357 --> 00:37:06,489
Thus the change to Cardiology.

871
00:37:06,493 --> 00:37:08,928
-Hm. Yeah.
-Huh.

872
00:37:11,464 --> 00:37:14,668
I think it's time that
I tell Katie about you.

873
00:37:16,202 --> 00:37:17,500
D'you have another one?

874
00:37:17,504 --> 00:37:21,441
-Oh, no. It's nothing.
-Just not a big deal.

875
00:37:23,143 --> 00:37:27,209
Um, okay. Well,
congrats on today.

876
00:37:27,213 --> 00:37:30,813
You did great. As expected.

877
00:37:30,817 --> 00:37:34,154
-You too.
-Yeah.

878
00:37:34,254 --> 00:37:36,756
-I'll see you tomorrow.
-Okay.

879
00:37:45,098 --> 00:37:48,364
Hey, I wanted to catch you
before the official post game,

880
00:37:48,368 --> 00:37:49,903
see how you thought today went.

881
00:37:50,003 --> 00:37:53,102
Uh, yeah, wild day.

882
00:37:53,106 --> 00:37:55,738
I mean your performance.

883
00:37:55,742 --> 00:37:57,039
Oh, uh...

884
00:37:57,043 --> 00:37:59,608
Self-analysis will be crucial,

885
00:37:59,612 --> 00:38:01,977
but since you haven't engaged
in that yet, I can go.

886
00:38:01,981 --> 00:38:04,647
You started the day
with a HIPAA violation,

887
00:38:04,651 --> 00:38:06,816
then tossed out
worst-case scenarios

888
00:38:06,820 --> 00:38:10,720
to an anxious patient with
stress-related cardiac issues,

889
00:38:10,724 --> 00:38:12,922
then walked yourself into
the lion's den

890
00:38:12,926 --> 00:38:15,758
of those terrified parents,
completely unprepared

891
00:38:15,762 --> 00:38:19,562
to answer their most
obvious question.

892
00:38:19,566 --> 00:38:22,064
You're right. I'm sorry.

893
00:38:22,068 --> 00:38:24,166
You already know
what you're supposed to do.

894
00:38:24,170 --> 00:38:25,601
What's gonna change?

895
00:38:25,605 --> 00:38:28,237
You're extremely smart, Nikki,
and can be a great doctor.

896
00:38:28,241 --> 00:38:30,940
But I don't want to hear
you're sorry.

897
00:38:30,944 --> 00:38:33,809
I wanna know what you're
gonna do to turn things around.

898
00:38:33,813 --> 00:38:35,111
Uh.

899
00:38:35,115 --> 00:38:38,084
Think about it tonight
and come back to me tomorrow.

900
00:38:40,120 --> 00:38:41,283
Right. Thank you.

901
00:38:41,287 --> 00:38:42,756
Mm-hmm.

902
00:38:46,126 --> 00:38:49,662
Not exactly in keeping with
the speech we gave this morning.

903
00:38:51,131 --> 00:38:52,595
Our job's to teach them.

904
00:38:52,599 --> 00:38:54,864
If they're snowflakes,
they're not gonna cut it.

905
00:38:59,706 --> 00:39:03,305
Hey. I heard you had
the trippiest case today.

906
00:39:03,309 --> 00:39:05,612
"Trippy" is one word for it.

907
00:39:08,415 --> 00:39:10,946
You know, I never did
a lockdown drill.

908
00:39:10,950 --> 00:39:12,214
Do they really do it
at all the schools?

909
00:39:12,218 --> 00:39:16,018
Yeah. At mine, they gave out
roles and had us all act it out.

910
00:39:16,022 --> 00:39:17,453
One kid played the shooter,

911
00:39:17,457 --> 00:39:19,188
a bunch of us pretended
to get shot...

912
00:39:19,192 --> 00:39:20,456
Not possible.

913
00:39:20,460 --> 00:39:21,757
Then they told us to fight back.

914
00:39:21,761 --> 00:39:24,126
Throw books at the shooter.

915
00:39:24,130 --> 00:39:25,127
That just can't be true.

916
00:39:25,131 --> 00:39:26,362
Six times a year.

917
00:39:26,366 --> 00:39:27,930
Every year since second grade.

918
00:39:30,170 --> 00:39:33,069
Oh, my God, Maitra just busted
me for a couple of misdemeanors.

919
00:39:33,073 --> 00:39:35,438
Meanwhile, Ruth was about
to shove a tube

920
00:39:35,442 --> 00:39:37,573
down a patient's throat
when he didn't need it,

921
00:39:37,577 --> 00:39:39,442
and Larsen let's her off the
hook.

922
00:39:40,513 --> 00:39:42,578
I heard that they were both
vying for the job

923
00:39:42,582 --> 00:39:44,246
and now they gotta share it?

924
00:39:44,250 --> 00:39:45,815
That's gotta be interesting, huh?

925
00:39:50,123 --> 00:39:53,856
Hey, stranger. Missed you
in our department.

926
00:39:53,860 --> 00:39:55,558
Sounds like you managed it all
with style.

927
00:39:55,562 --> 00:39:57,626
Gotta admit, felt pretty good.

928
00:39:57,630 --> 00:39:59,829
Well, I guess you're glad
you didn't quit last year.

929
00:39:59,833 --> 00:40:01,067
Hey.

930
00:40:02,936 --> 00:40:05,601
You are one of the only people
who knows about that,

931
00:40:05,605 --> 00:40:07,670
and I don't need the interns
finding out

932
00:40:07,674 --> 00:40:08,838
Amy and I didn't get along,

933
00:40:08,842 --> 00:40:12,041
or that the only reason I stayed
is 'cause she got demoted

934
00:40:12,045 --> 00:40:13,309
after her accident.

935
00:40:13,313 --> 00:40:15,478
Well, this guy is glad
that you did.

936
00:40:16,783 --> 00:40:18,381
This is Katie,
leave a message.

937
00:40:19,452 --> 00:40:22,518
Hey, it's Dad.
I, uh, texted you, too.

938
00:40:22,522 --> 00:40:25,454
I just wanted to check on you.

939
00:40:25,458 --> 00:40:27,390
Ask you if, uh...

940
00:40:27,394 --> 00:40:31,427
Well, just call me.
I love you, Sweetheart.

941
00:40:31,431 --> 00:40:33,996
I called her, too.

942
00:40:34,000 --> 00:40:36,298
I think she's at some
fraternity party.

943
00:40:36,302 --> 00:40:37,667
We'll hear from her tomorrow.

944
00:40:37,671 --> 00:40:41,170
Yeah. Did she ever mention
anything to us?

945
00:40:41,174 --> 00:40:43,239
About those lockdown drills?

946
00:40:43,243 --> 00:40:45,641
Nope.

947
00:40:45,645 --> 00:40:46,976
You always thought
it was overkill.

948
00:40:46,980 --> 00:40:49,812
Asking the kids to carry
the burden

949
00:40:49,816 --> 00:40:51,514
'cause the adults in the room
can't get it together

950
00:40:51,518 --> 00:40:53,949
to do the right thing.

951
00:40:53,953 --> 00:40:59,422
Um, wondering if you observed
Sonya at all today.

952
00:40:59,426 --> 00:41:00,823
Not much, no.

953
00:41:00,827 --> 00:41:04,193
I think she's got some shades
of the old me.

954
00:41:04,197 --> 00:41:09,165
-You're who she learned from.
-Even if she hated it.

955
00:41:09,169 --> 00:41:10,399
Could be a problem.

956
00:41:10,403 --> 00:41:12,501
You're asking me to demote her?

957
00:41:12,505 --> 00:41:13,936
No! Of course not.

958
00:41:13,940 --> 00:41:15,738
'Cause Joan wanted you
paired for a reason.

959
00:41:15,742 --> 00:41:17,640
I know that, and she's...

960
00:41:17,644 --> 00:41:19,575
Arrogance and indifferent
bedside manner

961
00:41:19,579 --> 00:41:22,044
won't be tolerated.

962
00:41:22,048 --> 00:41:23,650
-She's what?
-Um...

963
00:41:23,750 --> 00:41:26,082
Being a great physician
isn't enough to protect you.

964
00:41:26,086 --> 00:41:27,750
Not anymore.

965
00:41:27,754 --> 00:41:29,852
-She's great.
-We'll hash it out.

966
00:41:29,856 --> 00:41:32,258
Go home and get some rest.

967
00:41:35,295 --> 00:41:37,126
It was just a barrage today.

968
00:41:37,130 --> 00:41:39,028
I mean, so much more
than ever before.

969
00:41:39,032 --> 00:41:42,031
And I don't know how
I'm gonna get through a day

970
00:41:42,035 --> 00:41:45,167
without everyone noticing
and wondering if I can do this.

971
00:41:45,171 --> 00:41:47,103
You came back to the place
that's gonna trigger you

972
00:41:47,107 --> 00:41:51,607
more than anyplace else,
and your brain's healing.

973
00:41:51,611 --> 00:41:53,509
So, this could be the new normal.

974
00:41:53,513 --> 00:41:56,979
There's nothing normal
about your brain.

975
00:41:56,983 --> 00:41:59,915
you might be done with the past

976
00:41:59,919 --> 00:42:02,989
but clearly the past
isn't done with you.

977
00:42:13,233 --> 00:42:14,797
You've reached
Dr. Amy Larsen.

978
00:42:14,801 --> 00:42:16,232
Leave a message.

979
00:42:16,236 --> 00:42:17,967
All right, it's my third time
calling you.

980
00:42:17,971 --> 00:42:19,735
I get you don't wanna talk to me;

981
00:42:19,739 --> 00:42:22,038
but we've got big trouble.

982
00:42:22,042 --> 00:42:23,506
With what we did.

983
00:43:10,790 --> 00:43:12,325
Subtitling: Difuze


