1 00:01:13,800 --> 00:01:16,800 My leave of absence has now been going on for six weeks. 2 00:01:18,520 --> 00:01:24,840 It was right to take a break from the high pace at which I was stuck. 3 00:01:25,000 --> 00:01:29,160 For several years I have longed for to have time for myself. 4 00:01:29,320 --> 00:01:35,080 But the transition from hard work to freedom does not go exactly as planned. 5 00:01:35,240 --> 00:01:39,720 The desired changes in my life has not appeared. 6 00:01:39,880 --> 00:01:44,480 That's why I'm going to start writing my thoughts more systematically. 7 00:01:45,760 --> 00:01:48,720 I have a hard time staying focused. 8 00:01:48,880 --> 00:01:52,880 Unexpected details becomes too important. 9 00:01:53,840 --> 00:01:59,120 I need to find inspiration and change. 10 00:02:00,240 --> 00:02:04,480 I have to take every chance I can that can carry me forward. 11 00:02:04,640 --> 00:02:11,640 THE ONE YOU FEAR 12 00:02:24,160 --> 00:02:28,480 -Hello. I didn't get away sooner. - It's calm. 13 00:02:28,640 --> 00:02:34,640 - Do I have time to change? - You look good. 14 00:02:35,560 --> 00:02:39,600 -How the hell are you doing? -Please smoke under the fan. 15 00:02:40,960 --> 00:02:44,680 You should start here from the bottom. 16 00:02:44,840 --> 00:02:51,040 -How is she? His wife? - I've never met her. 17 00:02:52,000 --> 00:02:56,960 - Will there be guests? - It's Jørgensen from dad's job. 18 00:02:57,120 --> 00:03:00,160 -Can I go to Tobias? -Yes, was home at ten. 19 00:03:00,320 --> 00:03:03,520 - Can't we say eleven? -Okay. 20 00:03:03,680 --> 00:03:10,240 Yes. Just remember to call Dad so he can pick you up. 21 00:03:10,400 --> 00:03:14,240 - See you. -Hello, old lady. 22 00:03:14,400 --> 00:03:19,560 - It's a really nice red wine. - Yes, I also think it's good. 23 00:03:27,360 --> 00:03:32,960 -Then are you going to move the kitchen up? -Yes. So, we are building a new one. 24 00:03:33,120 --> 00:03:36,880 We're still up and running with the major rebuild. 25 00:03:37,040 --> 00:03:42,320 -Sigrid is an architect. - Yes, I know that. 26 00:03:43,240 --> 00:03:47,720 We always sit down here in the kitchen, so we move it up and get a view. 27 00:03:47,880 --> 00:03:53,080 -Did your father never think of that? - He liked it as it was. 28 00:03:53,800 --> 00:03:57,280 We do it most to make the house our own. 29 00:03:57,440 --> 00:04:00,520 And so for Mikael's sake. 30 00:04:00,680 --> 00:04:04,840 Incidentally, I read a report about genetically engineered potatoes. 31 00:04:05,000 --> 00:04:08,560 It is a report from Scotland. 32 00:04:08,720 --> 00:04:12,720 They take genes from artichokes which they graft into potatoes. 33 00:04:24,160 --> 00:04:28,040 -Are you okay? -Yes, yes. 34 00:04:28,200 --> 00:04:32,600 -Are you putting up with not doing anything? - Yes, I think so. 35 00:04:32,760 --> 00:04:38,440 One of our senior doctors took time off for six months. He never returned. 36 00:04:40,600 --> 00:04:46,920 - I think there is enough to do. -You get to row by yourself for a few weeks. 37 00:04:47,080 --> 00:04:49,560 Why? 38 00:04:49,720 --> 00:04:55,560 We are testing a new antidepressant, so I get a lot to do. 39 00:04:56,360 --> 00:05:01,600 -How many people take part in such a test? - There are 20 in the first round. 40 00:05:01,760 --> 00:05:05,760 The hard part is to get hold of normal objects. 41 00:05:05,920 --> 00:05:10,880 Those who are sick are ready to try anything. 42 00:05:12,400 --> 00:05:17,560 - I can imagine trying that. - No, you can't. 43 00:05:17,720 --> 00:05:21,080 Why would you do that? 44 00:05:21,240 --> 00:05:23,440 It's shitty. 45 00:05:23,600 --> 00:05:29,160 Scan every 14 days, blood tests, blood pressure and even more scans. 46 00:05:29,320 --> 00:05:33,360 It is mostly students who do it to earn some money. 47 00:05:34,440 --> 00:05:40,280 Sigrid will not like that you run around like a guinea pig. 48 00:05:40,440 --> 00:05:45,760 Sigrid doesn't need to know that. It's about time I got a secret. 49 00:06:03,640 --> 00:06:08,240 are you having a good time We will quickly change that. 50 00:06:08,400 --> 00:06:14,760 I'll go with you to the blood tests. You will have a check-up in 14 days. 51 00:06:14,920 --> 00:06:18,280 I can't get you any further in the queue every time. 52 00:06:18,440 --> 00:06:23,200 This is Mikael Neumann, my brother-in-law. He participates in the Limetech test. 53 00:06:23,360 --> 00:06:27,760 -Is Limetech a Danish company? -Swedish. We do a lot of testing for them. 54 00:06:27,920 --> 00:06:31,920 It is a new product, Nyacin, which we test for side effects. 55 00:06:32,080 --> 00:06:35,520 I didn't believe that there were any side effects. 56 00:06:35,680 --> 00:06:39,040 Pay attention to migraines and elevated blood pressure. 57 00:06:40,760 --> 00:06:44,520 So. Now you will see... 58 00:06:45,600 --> 00:06:51,920 Take one every morning for six months and came for a checkup every 14 days. 59 00:07:38,320 --> 00:07:41,800 -Hello. -Hello. Well, are you sitting here? 60 00:07:41,960 --> 00:07:45,560 Yes, I've had a stressful day and sitting and cozying up here. 61 00:07:45,720 --> 00:07:48,760 You then, where have you been? 62 00:07:49,760 --> 00:07:54,840 -I was at the ministry for a few hours. - Well, okay? 63 00:07:55,000 --> 00:08:00,400 -Are you thinking of starting work again? - No, there was some paper left. 64 00:08:03,160 --> 00:08:07,760 -Aren't you bored? -No. 65 00:08:08,760 --> 00:08:13,120 - Yes, then I'll go in. -Can't you give me a hug? 66 00:08:32,800 --> 00:08:37,520 No, now you're going to be all sweaty. You can excuse that. 67 00:08:39,880 --> 00:08:42,920 It does nothing. 68 00:09:00,600 --> 00:09:07,400 Day 1. My weight is 76 kilos and I am 179 cm tall. 69 00:09:08,520 --> 00:09:11,800 It is completely normal. 70 00:09:19,200 --> 00:09:25,320 My physical shape could be better, but it has never bothered me. 71 00:09:27,400 --> 00:09:30,960 I have had a harder time sleeping. 72 00:09:31,120 --> 00:09:36,640 I explained it away with work, but I can't do that now. 73 00:09:36,800 --> 00:09:42,760 The inner turmoil is difficult to manage. I don't know where it comes from. 74 00:09:42,920 --> 00:09:46,480 It is as if the cards must be mixed again. 75 00:09:54,000 --> 00:09:58,840 -Good morning. - There was a big rat in the garage. 76 00:09:59,000 --> 00:10:03,160 - Wasn't it just a little mouse? -It ran out into the garage. 77 00:10:03,320 --> 00:10:08,880 -How the hell did it get in? - It's so disgusting, dad. 78 00:10:09,040 --> 00:10:12,880 It's the damn craftsmen. 79 00:10:18,640 --> 00:10:23,080 -Mom doesn't know anything about it, huh? - No, no. are you crazy 80 00:10:29,480 --> 00:10:36,480 -So. Now no more will come in. - They are still there. 81 00:10:36,640 --> 00:10:39,680 - We'll fix that. -What are you going to fix? 82 00:10:39,840 --> 00:10:43,480 -Good morning. -What are you going to fix? 83 00:10:43,640 --> 00:10:48,600 - It's only the garage that's messy. - Lovely. Do you fix the garage? 84 00:10:48,760 --> 00:10:52,640 - Yes, dad wants it. - No, how good. 85 00:11:30,880 --> 00:11:35,080 -Ellen? -Hello. What are you doing here? 86 00:11:35,240 --> 00:11:38,560 - I'm going to meet Frederik. -Is there something wrong? 87 00:11:38,720 --> 00:11:43,240 - I am participating in the antidepressant trial. -Are you? Why are you? 88 00:11:43,400 --> 00:11:47,600 -You haven't become depressed, have you? -No, no, no. 89 00:11:48,760 --> 00:11:51,040 You can never feel too good. 90 00:11:51,200 --> 00:11:54,280 -How is studying again? -Good. 91 00:11:54,440 --> 00:11:58,960 There is a lot to remember, so I feel old sometimes. 92 00:11:59,120 --> 00:12:03,320 -Can you leave the young ones alone? -No, not really. 93 00:12:03,480 --> 00:12:06,880 You get totally jealous. 94 00:12:09,240 --> 00:12:14,040 -Can't we all go to the movies? - We can certainly do that. 95 00:12:14,200 --> 00:12:19,680 -But not Sigrid's snob movies. - I can't promise that. 96 00:12:21,160 --> 00:12:25,480 -Hello. It was in the bedroom. -Thank you, honey. So kind of you. 97 00:12:28,400 --> 00:12:32,120 Move yourself. You sit in my place. 98 00:12:38,600 --> 00:12:42,640 It is now 14 days since I started to take the pills. 99 00:12:42,800 --> 00:12:46,160 The second examination went well. 100 00:12:47,400 --> 00:12:52,080 I try to pay attention on changes in my condition. 101 00:12:52,240 --> 00:12:56,560 It is the first time that I am so attentive to myself. 102 00:12:56,720 --> 00:12:59,840 And I enjoy that. 103 00:13:09,360 --> 00:13:11,960 Hello. 104 00:13:13,040 --> 00:13:17,640 - Are you going out? -Yes, at the cinema with Ellen and Frederik. 105 00:13:17,800 --> 00:13:20,800 -Are you going? -Is it one of mom's China movies? 106 00:13:20,960 --> 00:13:24,000 -Yes. -Then I think I'll jump on it. 107 00:13:36,440 --> 00:13:41,320 -Is Tobias coming here tonight? - I don't know that. How so? 108 00:13:41,480 --> 00:13:44,280 He's standing here as soon as we've left. 109 00:13:44,440 --> 00:13:49,080 -When do you get to meet him? -Soon. 110 00:13:49,240 --> 00:13:53,200 -Grandma called. -Yes... How was it with her? 111 00:13:53,360 --> 00:13:57,360 Good. It sounded like if they are very nice to her. 112 00:13:57,520 --> 00:14:03,600 - She will probably be happy if you call. - I forget it. It's embarrassing. 113 00:14:03,760 --> 00:14:06,840 I promise to get it done. 114 00:14:11,280 --> 00:14:14,680 -Hello. - No, we won't have anything today. 115 00:14:14,840 --> 00:14:20,200 They are for Sigrid. They must be planted before it gets frosty. 116 00:14:20,360 --> 00:14:23,360 -Don't you have Ellen with you? - Well then, she's coming. 117 00:14:23,520 --> 00:14:28,480 -How's it going? - I get to think a lot of thoughts. 118 00:14:28,640 --> 00:14:32,480 -Be careful not to overdo it. -Hello. 119 00:14:32,640 --> 00:14:37,440 -But when he starts... - Sorry. Time was running away from me. 120 00:14:37,600 --> 00:14:42,720 -Hello, honey. -Hello. Nice to see you, Frederik. 121 00:14:42,880 --> 00:14:44,640 Hello. 122 00:14:44,800 --> 00:14:49,920 -Absolutely fantastic. Damn, what a kitchen. -Thanks. This is bamboo. 123 00:14:50,080 --> 00:14:53,560 I heaped praise on Mikael. 124 00:14:53,720 --> 00:14:57,760 -Where did you find the lamps? - The net. It is very simple. 125 00:14:57,960 --> 00:15:01,320 - Shall we...? -Yes. 126 00:15:01,480 --> 00:15:07,160 Shouldn't we stay here and cozy up? What do you think? 127 00:15:07,320 --> 00:15:12,400 For me it's okay. Then you just need more wine on the table. 128 00:15:12,560 --> 00:15:17,520 - I was looking forward to a China film. -What did you say? 129 00:15:36,560 --> 00:15:40,760 -Sorry we're coming so late. - It's perfectly fine. 130 00:15:40,920 --> 00:15:46,720 - This is Tobias. - My dad. -Hello. Yes, my name is Tobias. 131 00:15:47,760 --> 00:15:52,520 -Nice to meet you. - The same, Tobias. 132 00:15:52,680 --> 00:15:56,200 But he was very eloquent. 133 00:15:56,800 --> 00:16:00,840 It was hard that he was nervous. Normally he's great fun. 134 00:16:01,000 --> 00:16:06,560 -That's how it is to meet the Hulk. -Ha, ha...! 135 00:16:09,560 --> 00:16:13,560 Do you think it's strange? that I've started seeing guys? 136 00:16:13,720 --> 00:16:17,200 Yes. I actually think so. 137 00:16:18,040 --> 00:16:23,560 I thought he would be pierced and tattooed, but he was normal. 138 00:16:23,720 --> 00:16:27,680 -What's going on with you? -What are you thinking about? 139 00:16:27,840 --> 00:16:31,480 You've just been in a really good mood lately. 140 00:16:31,640 --> 00:16:36,160 I'm always in a good mood. Don't you think so? 141 00:16:39,160 --> 00:16:44,800 It's probably only when you feel well as you feel how bad you felt. 142 00:16:46,320 --> 00:16:51,280 For too long I have believed that my life was happy boredom. 143 00:16:51,440 --> 00:16:57,760 I now feel that I am moving on. Every moment is intense. 144 00:16:58,960 --> 00:17:03,320 It surprises me that the pills have such a great effect. 145 00:17:03,480 --> 00:17:07,480 Honestly, I didn't think so that it would make a difference. 146 00:18:12,960 --> 00:18:17,120 Relax, dammit! Damn pigs! 147 00:18:20,920 --> 00:18:23,760 Michael? 148 00:18:28,560 --> 00:18:31,960 What are you doing? 149 00:19:34,320 --> 00:19:37,760 - Hello, Mikael. -Hello. 150 00:19:38,680 --> 00:19:43,480 - The door was open down there. -Come in. Would you like a cup of tea? 151 00:19:43,640 --> 00:19:46,440 No, thanks. 152 00:19:49,320 --> 00:19:54,960 I actually came to tell you that we abort the attempt. 153 00:19:55,960 --> 00:19:59,600 - So I might also get time off. -Why that? 154 00:19:59,760 --> 00:20:03,400 Those Limetech types has freaked out. 155 00:20:03,560 --> 00:20:08,280 They claim that we have made time- intervals shorter than agreed. 156 00:20:08,440 --> 00:20:12,200 - Do you have it then? - No, of course not. 157 00:20:12,360 --> 00:20:15,760 It's just something they threw out. 158 00:20:15,920 --> 00:20:20,640 - But, Mikael, those pills... - I threw them away. 159 00:20:22,080 --> 00:20:26,080 - I won't take any more of them. -Okay. 160 00:20:26,240 --> 00:20:30,160 -How is he that I hit? - He's doing great. 161 00:20:30,320 --> 00:20:36,640 He wasn't the worst hit. But no one has gotten visible but. 162 00:20:36,800 --> 00:20:41,320 - I know what the hell flew into me. - No, no. 163 00:20:44,640 --> 00:20:50,880 - We offer help to the participants. - I probably won't need that. 164 00:20:51,040 --> 00:20:55,440 - There are others who feel worse. - It's good to talk a little about it. 165 00:20:55,600 --> 00:21:00,280 -Let's see how crazy it goes. -Hello. Good morning. 166 00:21:00,440 --> 00:21:05,560 -Have you been out and about? - No, I just came to say hello. 167 00:21:05,720 --> 00:21:11,040 Can you do me a favor? And look after Selma this weekend. 168 00:21:11,200 --> 00:21:16,120 - Well, we certainly can. -Then the two of us can go somewhere by ourselves. 169 00:21:16,640 --> 00:21:21,320 Now this weekend? Then I was supposed to say hello to mom. 170 00:21:21,480 --> 00:21:26,240 -When did you decide that? - I've been meaning to do that for a long time. 171 00:21:26,400 --> 00:21:29,160 I don't know how long she lives. 172 00:21:30,960 --> 00:21:36,760 - You haven't said anything about that. - I can understand that, Mikael. 173 00:21:36,920 --> 00:21:42,000 I think it's a shame that I didn't see dad anymore towards the end. 174 00:21:42,960 --> 00:21:45,400 Do you think? 175 00:21:45,560 --> 00:21:51,240 - It's only a couple of days. -Yes. How many days? 176 00:22:01,040 --> 00:22:06,840 A few frustrated people will don't ruin what the pills give me. 177 00:22:09,480 --> 00:22:12,880 The changes has crept up on me. 178 00:22:13,040 --> 00:22:19,240 I don't know exactly what's going on, but I'm happy with the result. 179 00:22:21,880 --> 00:22:27,920 When you stay on track, that is liberating to be a little off track. 180 00:22:36,280 --> 00:22:40,720 In the nature of things, it is impossible to continue scanning and giving blood. 181 00:22:40,880 --> 00:22:44,680 Now it becomes simple and primitive. 182 00:22:44,840 --> 00:22:50,720 I continue to measure my blood pressure and checking my physical condition. 183 00:22:50,880 --> 00:22:57,040 Eat healthy, exercise regularly and sleep eight hours every night. 184 00:23:00,120 --> 00:23:04,440 I need to be away from Sigrid for a bit. 185 00:23:06,760 --> 00:23:10,480 Without wanting it she has put a curse on my life. 186 00:23:10,640 --> 00:23:15,600 Down here I can continue undisturbed and without intervention. 187 00:23:52,000 --> 00:23:55,000 This is day 29. 188 00:23:55,160 --> 00:23:58,640 I have enough pills to almost four months. 189 00:23:58,800 --> 00:24:02,960 I have to keep trying to find inspiration in what appears. 190 00:24:03,120 --> 00:24:07,920 As long as I act spontaneously there is no cause for concern. 191 00:24:08,080 --> 00:24:11,120 It's nice to be here again. 192 00:24:30,400 --> 00:24:34,560 Hello? Is Anton there? 193 00:24:36,120 --> 00:24:39,240 -Hello? -Anton? 194 00:24:39,400 --> 00:24:42,840 -No. -Did I get the wrong number? 195 00:24:43,000 --> 00:24:46,680 - It's not safe. - Doesn't Anton still work there? 196 00:24:46,840 --> 00:24:50,120 -What do you want? -Isn't that SuperBest? 197 00:24:50,280 --> 00:24:55,480 -Who am I talking to? -Søren Carlsen, Anton's brother-in-law. 198 00:24:55,640 --> 00:24:59,120 We were so happy when he got a job in your shop- 199 00:24:59,280 --> 00:25:03,600 -but we haven't heard from him in two months. 200 00:25:03,760 --> 00:25:09,360 -Anton doesn't work here anymore. - Do you know where he is now? 201 00:25:11,760 --> 00:25:17,080 - Yes, Anton is dead. He died. -When? 202 00:25:18,480 --> 00:25:22,720 -Or, so... - It's been a couple of weeks now. 203 00:25:22,880 --> 00:25:27,480 - That can't be right. What happened? - You can talk to others about it. 204 00:25:27,640 --> 00:25:30,640 Yes, but who should I talk to? 205 00:26:00,240 --> 00:26:05,200 It is not good for you to run here. It's hunting now. It is at your own risk. 206 00:26:05,360 --> 00:26:09,360 What the hell? It's Mik. 207 00:26:09,880 --> 00:26:14,560 -What the hell? - It was like hell. 208 00:26:14,720 --> 00:26:17,640 - I didn't recognize you. -The same. 209 00:26:17,800 --> 00:26:23,440 -How is it? -Good. Do you live away from the house? 210 00:26:23,600 --> 00:26:28,440 -Yes, I'm here to work a little. -You look to be in top shape. 211 00:26:28,600 --> 00:26:33,240 -Do you get to play some ice hockey? - No, it's been a while now. 212 00:26:33,400 --> 00:26:36,400 - You then? - It's hard to keep up. 213 00:26:36,560 --> 00:26:39,960 -Old boy. -The same. 214 00:26:40,120 --> 00:26:44,880 -Do you still work in the public sector? -Yes. You yourself then? 215 00:26:45,040 --> 00:26:51,120 I'm still here, after all. I take care of the house and stuff. 216 00:26:51,280 --> 00:26:54,200 I still live right down there. 217 00:26:54,360 --> 00:26:58,840 You can come and get a cold beer if you feel like it. 218 00:26:59,000 --> 00:27:04,240 - I have so much to do. -A cold pilsner always goes with it. 219 00:27:05,560 --> 00:27:10,120 -Esben and Rickard are coming tomorrow. -Do you still meet them? 220 00:27:10,280 --> 00:27:14,760 A little now and then. Esben has come in to the police. 221 00:27:14,920 --> 00:27:17,560 Nice guys, both of them. 222 00:27:17,720 --> 00:27:21,320 - Come tomorrow. - I'll be back in a month. 223 00:27:21,480 --> 00:27:26,640 Beware the head. Don't worry about me. Then you get a headache. 224 00:27:28,960 --> 00:27:34,120 - I have to go. Nice to see you. -The same. 225 00:27:35,240 --> 00:27:36,920 See you. 226 00:28:29,360 --> 00:28:32,840 -What the hell? It's Mik. -Is it okay? 227 00:28:33,000 --> 00:28:35,800 Just come in. 228 00:28:37,000 --> 00:28:40,480 We're sitting in here. 229 00:28:40,640 --> 00:28:44,400 - Then Mik came. -What the hell? 230 00:28:45,400 --> 00:28:50,080 -Hello, Rickard and Esben. - It was a long time ago. 231 00:28:50,760 --> 00:28:55,600 - Just sit down. -Thanks for that. 232 00:28:56,720 --> 00:28:59,320 How is the match going? 233 00:28:59,480 --> 00:29:03,640 Yes, it depends on who you're dealing with. 234 00:29:03,800 --> 00:29:07,000 It's 0-0, you idiot. 235 00:29:11,520 --> 00:29:16,160 Yes, Michael. How long ago is it really you who were here? 236 00:29:16,320 --> 00:29:20,920 -Yes, what is it...? -20 years for sure. 237 00:29:21,080 --> 00:29:25,120 Yes, 20 years. Time passes. 238 00:29:25,280 --> 00:29:30,720 -Is your mother alive? -Yes, she is down at the nursing home. 239 00:29:30,920 --> 00:29:35,080 She sits and cuckoos there. 240 00:29:36,000 --> 00:29:39,400 Does she still fuck everyone? 241 00:29:43,360 --> 00:29:47,360 No. She's getting a little old, so… 242 00:29:49,680 --> 00:29:55,560 - The selection is large in a nursing home. -Now you two just shut up. 243 00:29:55,720 --> 00:29:58,960 Would you like more beer? 244 00:30:34,120 --> 00:30:38,920 -Tell Grandma what you had. - I've just had the kissing bug. 245 00:30:39,080 --> 00:30:44,480 Kiss-sick? Who have you kissed? 246 00:30:44,640 --> 00:30:47,640 I don't know that. 247 00:30:50,960 --> 00:30:56,200 If dad had been here then he would have shut up. 248 00:31:00,120 --> 00:31:05,320 Hi, it's me. Hello, darling. I tried to call your mobile. 249 00:31:07,120 --> 00:31:10,200 We miss you. 250 00:31:11,200 --> 00:31:15,160 Are you feeling well? 251 00:31:15,840 --> 00:31:21,720 Sorry I was so annoyed. It doesn't matter if you stay longer. 252 00:31:22,560 --> 00:31:25,720 Yes. You can only call about... 253 00:31:26,680 --> 00:31:29,040 ...that's something, huh? Okay. 254 00:31:29,200 --> 00:31:32,880 Bye, darling. 255 00:32:02,360 --> 00:32:04,360 Hi, Mike. 256 00:32:04,520 --> 00:32:12,080 I'm actually a little sorry that the two guys were there when you arrived. 257 00:32:12,240 --> 00:32:15,880 Yes. But you shouldn't think about that. 258 00:32:16,040 --> 00:32:21,240 -They haven't changed a bit. - No, you can't say that. 259 00:32:21,400 --> 00:32:25,960 And Rickard has never fixed it that you are a little smarter than him. 260 00:32:26,120 --> 00:32:29,960 - It doesn't take much for him. - No, it doesn't. 261 00:32:36,560 --> 00:32:40,840 I remember the first time I was here. 262 00:32:41,000 --> 00:32:45,400 Your father was standing in there and played guitar and sang. 263 00:32:45,560 --> 00:32:48,760 It wasn't like that at all in my world. 264 00:32:48,920 --> 00:32:52,240 And your mother came with hot chocolate for us. 265 00:32:52,400 --> 00:32:58,080 -Do you think she will come back here? -My mother? No. 266 00:32:58,600 --> 00:33:02,520 I think she was quite sad when your father died 267 00:33:02,680 --> 00:33:07,680 - I didn't understand that then. - You weren't that old either. 268 00:33:08,840 --> 00:33:12,840 Do you remember all the idiotic ideas and dreams that we had? 269 00:33:13,000 --> 00:33:17,160 There wasn't much of it for my concern. 270 00:33:17,320 --> 00:33:22,240 - I wanted to be a coxswain, huh? -Didn't you always get seasick? 271 00:33:23,720 --> 00:33:26,560 No... 272 00:33:26,720 --> 00:33:30,760 -There wasn't much of it. -No. 273 00:33:30,920 --> 00:33:33,920 I just think that the… 274 00:33:34,600 --> 00:33:38,840 It's about acceptance that it is no more than it is. 275 00:33:39,000 --> 00:33:43,200 - I've never really been able to do that. -No. 276 00:33:47,480 --> 00:33:50,680 How about your wife then? 277 00:33:51,640 --> 00:33:55,240 -Good. -Is she pretty? 278 00:33:56,320 --> 00:33:58,920 Who do you take me for? 279 00:33:59,080 --> 00:34:03,360 When you stuck where I say you would come home after a week. 280 00:34:03,520 --> 00:34:06,960 - But I didn't. -No. 281 00:34:07,120 --> 00:34:10,960 But why are you coming now? 282 00:34:12,640 --> 00:34:17,920 - I was supposed to visit mother. -Yes. 283 00:34:34,080 --> 00:34:39,600 The days go by. I don't have any clear picture of my circadian rhythm. 284 00:34:41,920 --> 00:34:46,600 The pills disappear too quickly. I don't know how many I take. 285 00:34:48,160 --> 00:34:52,800 But it makes no difference, because I'm fine. 286 00:34:52,960 --> 00:34:56,960 Even if I'm alone then I don't feel alone. 287 00:34:57,120 --> 00:35:01,480 It's like I'm on my way in in a new phase of my life. 288 00:35:07,840 --> 00:35:10,480 -Hello. -Hello. 289 00:35:10,640 --> 00:35:16,080 - Do you have someone who can check my car? -Yes, father is out. I'll pick him up. 290 00:35:36,000 --> 00:35:38,440 No... 291 00:35:43,560 --> 00:35:48,000 -He'll be right back. - I think I'll take these. 292 00:35:48,520 --> 00:35:52,960 -Aren't you going to try them first? - No, it's for my daughter. 293 00:35:53,120 --> 00:35:57,880 -How old is she? - She is a little younger than you. 294 00:35:58,040 --> 00:36:02,400 - I can try them for you. - Do you dare? 295 00:36:06,480 --> 00:36:11,200 -Do you think she will like them? - Yes, I'm sure of that. 296 00:36:11,360 --> 00:36:14,840 - Is there something you can fix? - I can try. 297 00:36:15,000 --> 00:36:20,680 -When can it be finished? -Yes you, at the end of the afternoon. 298 00:36:26,680 --> 00:36:31,800 - Are you bored? - No, it's calm. 299 00:36:32,800 --> 00:36:37,200 - Your car will be ready in half an hour. -Perfect. 300 00:36:38,520 --> 00:36:41,560 Are you going past Søby? 301 00:36:41,720 --> 00:36:43,520 Yes. 302 00:36:44,960 --> 00:36:49,360 - Can't I go with you then? -What is happening in Søby? 303 00:36:49,520 --> 00:36:54,400 - My friend lives there. Can I come along? -Of course. 304 00:36:54,560 --> 00:36:57,560 I'm waiting for you a bit down the road. 305 00:36:59,320 --> 00:37:03,760 Can you let it go to say something to my dad? 306 00:37:21,440 --> 00:37:26,640 - It's so very good. Thanks. -No problem. 307 00:37:34,640 --> 00:37:38,400 -What's your name? -Pia. 308 00:37:38,560 --> 00:37:42,400 My name is Anton. 309 00:37:49,400 --> 00:37:51,400 Find some music on the radio. 310 00:37:57,120 --> 00:38:03,000 -Why doesn't your father know? - He thinks I have a boyfriend. 311 00:38:05,800 --> 00:38:10,000 Does he not like him then? 312 00:38:10,160 --> 00:38:15,840 - He's a little older than me. 28. - 28 years old? It's nothing. 313 00:38:16,000 --> 00:38:21,080 -No, huh? They think so here. -Would you like to move from here? 314 00:38:23,320 --> 00:38:28,720 -Where would you move then? - I don't know that. 315 00:38:28,880 --> 00:38:34,320 -Where I can be myself. - It gets harder and harder. 316 00:38:34,480 --> 00:38:38,320 You have to say what you think and do what you want. 317 00:38:38,480 --> 00:38:40,560 At my age, it's too late. 318 00:38:43,800 --> 00:38:48,360 Can I ask you something? You and your guy - are you fucking? 319 00:38:50,400 --> 00:38:54,600 -Yes. -Is it good? 320 00:38:54,760 --> 00:38:59,160 -Does it matter if I ask? -No. It's just a little weird. 321 00:38:59,320 --> 00:39:04,360 -But is it good? -Sometimes. 322 00:39:06,400 --> 00:39:11,680 -Isn't he nice to you? -Shouldn't we change the music? 323 00:39:14,200 --> 00:39:17,840 Does he like your breasts? 324 00:39:18,000 --> 00:39:22,840 I try to remember what it was like to be young. It happens to you too. 325 00:39:24,280 --> 00:39:26,760 Can I see them? 326 00:39:28,680 --> 00:39:34,480 - Just say if you don't want to. -I don't want to. 327 00:39:36,080 --> 00:39:38,080 That's totally fine. 328 00:39:43,840 --> 00:39:47,920 -Where are you driving now? - It's just a short cut. 329 00:39:49,720 --> 00:39:54,040 Shall we play a game? Now I turn off the headlights. 330 00:39:56,240 --> 00:40:01,920 Then I slowly increase the speed until you want to show me your breasts. 331 00:40:02,880 --> 00:40:06,120 What do you say about that? 332 00:40:06,280 --> 00:40:11,200 I better light up. We must be able to see each other. 333 00:40:13,200 --> 00:40:18,480 Damn, you can't see shit. It's pitch black. 334 00:40:20,360 --> 00:40:25,440 We didn't say anything about that. are you crazy I can run you over. 335 00:40:34,440 --> 00:40:38,280 It's pitch black, dammit. 336 00:40:47,760 --> 00:40:53,160 - Will you slow down if I...? -Yes, of course. That's the game. 337 00:41:21,680 --> 00:41:25,480 It wasn't that dangerous, was it? 338 00:41:39,880 --> 00:41:43,920 Here, put your shirt back on. 339 00:43:17,760 --> 00:43:19,360 Hello. 340 00:43:20,480 --> 00:43:22,160 Hello. 341 00:43:28,120 --> 00:43:31,920 Yes, I had enough of country life. 342 00:43:34,400 --> 00:43:39,160 -I've missed you. -And I've missed you. 343 00:43:39,320 --> 00:43:44,720 -Do you have it? - Yes, of course I have. 344 00:43:48,960 --> 00:43:52,800 Sigrid, what's going on? 345 00:43:54,160 --> 00:44:00,440 Sorry, I got a little overwhelmed. I've been thinking about us. 346 00:44:00,600 --> 00:44:04,600 -What have you been thinking? -If you're happy. 347 00:44:04,760 --> 00:44:07,560 If I'm happy? Yes, I am. 348 00:44:08,440 --> 00:44:12,000 - You can't be happy all the time. -No. 349 00:44:12,160 --> 00:44:16,000 Have you had a good time? 350 00:44:17,200 --> 00:44:22,440 - Do you love me? - Sigrid, you fool. 351 00:44:22,600 --> 00:44:26,280 How can you ask something like that? 352 00:44:28,320 --> 00:44:33,280 I am canceling my leave of absence. Is it better? 353 00:44:34,480 --> 00:44:37,360 Yes. 354 00:44:40,440 --> 00:44:44,040 - Hello, Mikael. Nice to see you. -Does Jørgensen have time? 355 00:44:44,200 --> 00:44:46,880 He sits in a meeting, but wait in his office. 356 00:45:48,840 --> 00:45:53,200 -Tell me I'll come another day. -Yes. Bye then. 357 00:46:12,480 --> 00:46:14,560 Are you messing with me? 358 00:46:14,720 --> 00:46:20,680 -Dad? When did you come back? -This morning. 359 00:46:20,840 --> 00:46:27,120 -Did you crash? -An idiot drove without his lights on. 360 00:46:27,280 --> 00:46:32,440 -Did something happen to you? - No, only with the car. 361 00:46:32,920 --> 00:46:36,320 Are they for me? 362 00:46:39,760 --> 00:46:44,720 - I thought they were great fun. - They are so fucking ugly. 363 00:46:47,080 --> 00:46:49,480 Thanks. 364 00:46:49,640 --> 00:46:55,240 -How was grandma? -Good. I would say hello. 365 00:46:55,400 --> 00:47:00,400 They don't suit you right. I don't know what I was thinking. 366 00:47:00,560 --> 00:47:03,760 -Wasn't it fun to come home? -No. 367 00:47:03,920 --> 00:47:10,320 - Did you think about your childhood? - I don't remember much of that time. 368 00:47:12,440 --> 00:47:17,320 -Is that why you write a diary? -How do you know that? 369 00:47:17,480 --> 00:47:20,680 Don't worry, I haven't read it. 370 00:47:21,640 --> 00:47:25,680 But it's weird if you don't remember anything. 371 00:47:25,840 --> 00:47:30,160 No, when you get older it disappears all good things into a nice fog- 372 00:47:30,320 --> 00:47:32,760 -so only bad memories remain. 373 00:47:32,920 --> 00:47:38,800 So if you don't remember something is it because you have had a good time. 374 00:47:38,960 --> 00:47:40,640 Yeah... 375 00:47:45,520 --> 00:47:50,520 -When can you come back then? - They have given the substitute eight months. 376 00:47:50,680 --> 00:47:56,960 - Jørgensen must change that. - It doesn't work that way, Sigrid. 377 00:47:57,120 --> 00:48:03,320 -What are you going to do then? - I am free and can do a lot. 378 00:48:03,480 --> 00:48:05,720 Okay. 379 00:48:10,840 --> 00:48:16,320 -Your turn. - It's not good for you to go home. 380 00:48:16,480 --> 00:48:22,880 -What do you mean? -I think it's a little...strange. 381 00:48:23,040 --> 00:48:26,720 And a little pitiful. 382 00:48:29,040 --> 00:48:32,920 Otherwise, I would have thought of quitting work. 383 00:48:33,080 --> 00:48:37,640 Yeah, okay. Would we then live only on my salary? 384 00:48:37,800 --> 00:48:41,560 We can sell the house. 385 00:48:44,080 --> 00:48:47,200 I can't do that. It was my father's house. 386 00:48:47,360 --> 00:48:52,000 If we sold the house, we would be free to go out and travel. 387 00:48:52,160 --> 00:48:57,400 Let go of the women's magazine dream, Mikael. I'm never moving from here. 388 00:49:00,240 --> 00:49:04,360 -Do you mean that? -Yes. 389 00:49:10,480 --> 00:49:14,240 "Parallel" is spelled with four L's. 390 00:49:20,560 --> 00:49:22,560 I think I'm going to bed. 391 00:49:24,160 --> 00:49:28,440 -Already? -Yes, does it do anything? 392 00:49:30,760 --> 00:49:34,960 -Hello. -Good night, darling. 393 00:50:12,440 --> 00:50:15,720 Hey. Excuse! 394 00:50:16,240 --> 00:50:18,120 Hello. 395 00:50:18,280 --> 00:50:22,400 -May I look after my wife's earrings? -Sure, go ahead. 396 00:50:30,280 --> 00:50:34,000 - Those aren't earrings. -Thank you. 397 00:50:38,840 --> 00:50:44,080 The feeling of freedom that I have experienced lately must continue. 398 00:50:44,240 --> 00:50:48,520 For too many years Sigrid's needs have ruled our life. 399 00:50:48,680 --> 00:50:52,960 Slowly she has took over control. 400 00:50:53,120 --> 00:50:56,760 It hasn't been good for any of us. 401 00:50:56,920 --> 00:51:02,200 Now I have to make corrections. Nothing visible. 402 00:51:02,360 --> 00:51:06,480 Things just need to be fixed with a skilled hand. 403 00:51:06,640 --> 00:51:10,200 I'm sure that everything will be better for all of us. 404 00:51:13,720 --> 00:51:16,840 - Hasn't Sigrid come? - No, not yet. 405 00:51:17,000 --> 00:51:21,840 I'm taking a shower, okay? But I'm in a hurry. 406 00:51:23,240 --> 00:51:27,240 -Why is he in such a hurry? - I don't know that. 407 00:51:27,400 --> 00:51:33,440 -Shouldn't the two of us have lunch this week? - Yes, we absolutely can. 408 00:51:33,920 --> 00:51:38,720 - But what does Sigrid say about that? -Yes, she puts so much effort into it. 409 00:51:38,880 --> 00:51:42,560 -If you don't want to, say so. - I'd be happy to do it. 410 00:51:42,720 --> 00:51:47,920 - Is there something you want to talk about? -No. It could only be nice. 411 00:51:48,520 --> 00:51:50,200 Okay. 412 00:51:55,360 --> 00:51:59,960 -Hello. Where are they? Have they gone? - Yes, I would say hello. 413 00:52:00,120 --> 00:52:05,120 - Where is Selma? -At Tobias's. Sit down here. 414 00:52:05,280 --> 00:52:10,120 I have to shower. I feel... Can't you make tea for us? 415 00:53:22,960 --> 00:53:27,760 -What happened? - The water boiled. It really hurts. 416 00:53:27,920 --> 00:53:32,680 -Did you bump into the faucet? -No. It burns. 417 00:53:32,840 --> 00:53:37,440 -It hurts. Don't touch! -No, you have to cool it down. 418 00:53:37,600 --> 00:53:40,960 -You have to cool it. -Are you sure? 419 00:53:48,040 --> 00:53:53,120 I got some ointment that we're going to lube on when you get up. 420 00:53:54,080 --> 00:54:00,280 -Did you talk to Frederik? - They had also put you in a cold bath. 421 00:54:01,680 --> 00:54:03,720 Okay. 422 00:54:04,440 --> 00:54:08,280 Just take a minute at a time. 423 00:54:10,440 --> 00:54:13,480 -Thanks. -For what? 424 00:54:13,640 --> 00:54:17,560 Because you are so kind. 425 00:54:38,600 --> 00:54:43,360 I think the water was 75 degrees when it hit the skin. 426 00:54:43,520 --> 00:54:49,400 It's enough to cause pain, but not to give lasting but. 427 00:54:52,120 --> 00:54:55,600 It is hard to see Sigrid suffer. 428 00:54:56,560 --> 00:55:00,600 But it is a test which we must go through. 429 00:55:00,760 --> 00:55:04,280 In time she will feel better. 430 00:55:06,760 --> 00:55:10,280 -Hello. -Hello. 431 00:55:10,440 --> 00:55:15,880 -Shouldn't we see each other first thing in the morning? - Well, I only had the roads by. 432 00:55:16,040 --> 00:55:19,840 -Where is Frederik? - He's probably still in the hospital. 433 00:55:24,680 --> 00:55:27,240 - Go ahead. -Thanks. 434 00:55:27,400 --> 00:55:30,920 -Have you bought a new sofa? -Yes. Yes, we have. 435 00:55:32,040 --> 00:55:36,040 - It's fucking cool. -Yes. 436 00:55:39,640 --> 00:55:43,600 -Can I ask you something? -About what? 437 00:55:43,760 --> 00:55:48,880 It doesn't concern me, but is it not time for you to have children soon? 438 00:55:50,320 --> 00:55:54,280 -Did Sigrid ask you to say that? -No. 439 00:55:54,760 --> 00:55:59,320 - It's something I've thought of myself. - We probably just haven't gotten there yet. 440 00:56:00,640 --> 00:56:04,960 Frederik loves you and you love him too. 441 00:56:05,120 --> 00:56:09,480 -What are you waiting for then? - That I finish my studies. 442 00:56:09,640 --> 00:56:14,640 - You can do that at the same time. -Are you trying to sound like Frederik? 443 00:56:14,800 --> 00:56:19,120 - Because you do. - It is very possible. 444 00:56:19,280 --> 00:56:24,400 - I have been with him for 20 years. -Thank you, I have seen the pictures. 445 00:56:24,560 --> 00:56:29,760 -Two really smart boy pranks. - No, I was a bonn lurker. 446 00:56:30,720 --> 00:56:35,200 -Sigrid and Frederik had a clue. - Sigrid too? 447 00:56:35,360 --> 00:56:38,560 She was actually funny then. 448 00:56:40,000 --> 00:56:44,480 But things do not develop always as planned. 449 00:56:44,640 --> 00:56:46,720 No. 450 00:56:46,880 --> 00:56:51,720 You broke up with Frederik, but has always been a little in love with me. 451 00:56:57,880 --> 00:57:02,320 Mikael, I'm fine with Frederik. Okay? 452 00:57:02,480 --> 00:57:07,040 Maybe that's why as you do not want his child. 453 00:57:07,200 --> 00:57:11,920 Now you can stop. It has nothing to do with it at all. 454 00:57:12,080 --> 00:57:17,240 - Maybe I turned you on a little... - You still do. 455 00:57:21,960 --> 00:57:27,440 So, you are married to Sigrid and I am married to Frederik. Okay? 456 00:57:30,880 --> 00:57:35,400 -Shall we have lunch tomorrow? -Yes. 457 00:57:40,360 --> 00:57:45,000 -Hello? Hello, darling. - Will you give me that URL? 458 00:57:45,160 --> 00:57:50,040 Does it have to be done right now? Okay, I think you should go into… 459 00:57:50,200 --> 00:57:55,440 I think you should go into… You must go to casadelmare.com. 460 00:57:55,600 --> 00:57:59,400 -So, K-A... -No, it's with C. 461 00:57:59,560 --> 00:58:05,600 -Casa Delmare... -C-S-A...A... 462 00:58:05,760 --> 00:58:10,640 Casadelmare.com, I think. 463 00:58:12,480 --> 00:58:17,560 Huh? I just sit and read. No, it's nothing. I just... 464 00:58:19,080 --> 00:58:23,920 Can't you then try... Try .eu instead of .com. 465 00:58:25,440 --> 00:58:26,960 Yes. 466 00:58:28,720 --> 00:58:33,040 Have you found it? Okay, okay. You do that then. 467 00:58:33,200 --> 00:58:37,080 We say so. See you later. Bye, darling. 468 00:58:41,160 --> 00:58:44,560 What the hell are you doing? Huh? 469 00:58:47,160 --> 00:58:50,360 Nothing you don't want yourself. 470 00:58:51,160 --> 00:58:54,600 I just think that you should go now, okay? 471 00:58:54,760 --> 00:59:00,280 -Why didn't you say I was here? -Stop now. 472 00:59:01,360 --> 00:59:07,720 You could have made up an excuse. Like the tea water boiled or something. 473 01:00:48,760 --> 01:00:52,840 -Is Selma at school? -Yes. 474 01:00:54,080 --> 01:00:58,320 I know it is a strange time, but... 475 01:00:59,320 --> 01:01:01,640 It's something we need to talk about. 476 01:01:01,800 --> 01:01:04,120 What? 477 01:01:05,800 --> 01:01:07,800 What? 478 01:01:07,960 --> 01:01:11,400 I have to tell you this. 479 01:01:11,920 --> 01:01:16,800 - We have been good at saying everything. -What do you want to say? 480 01:01:18,120 --> 01:01:21,880 That Ellen and... 481 01:01:23,480 --> 01:01:26,400 ...I... 482 01:01:27,040 --> 01:01:30,280 We have been together. 483 01:01:31,280 --> 01:01:33,280 Been together, that is. 484 01:01:35,760 --> 01:01:41,880 Have you slept with her? That can't be true. 485 01:01:46,880 --> 01:01:50,040 Can't you tell that's a lie? 486 01:01:51,520 --> 01:01:56,960 - I am so very sorry for that. -How many times? 487 01:01:57,640 --> 01:02:01,760 - It's a big, huge mistake. -Was she nice to sleep with? 488 01:02:01,920 --> 01:02:06,120 - It does the same thing. - No, was she nice to sleep with? 489 01:02:06,880 --> 01:02:11,800 Think what you can get for yourself to do it. Yuk. 490 01:02:13,960 --> 01:02:18,160 I know she always...has... 491 01:02:23,560 --> 01:02:27,960 - Does Frederik know this? - No, Frederik doesn't know that. 492 01:02:28,120 --> 01:02:30,920 - I also wanted to talk about that. -What do you mean? 493 01:02:31,080 --> 01:02:35,480 - I want to tell him. -What would you get out of it? 494 01:02:35,640 --> 01:02:40,320 - I have to tell him. -Have you gone completely crazy? 495 01:02:40,480 --> 01:02:44,920 -You can't tell him that. - He can't figure it out himself. 496 01:02:45,080 --> 01:02:51,080 You mustn't tell him! That would ruin everything! 497 01:02:55,120 --> 01:02:59,400 -Can't you help saying that? -Why? 498 01:02:59,560 --> 01:03:04,240 Because it ruins everything! Then we can't see him anymore! 499 01:03:04,400 --> 01:03:07,520 You have ruined everything. 500 01:03:09,280 --> 01:03:14,400 -I'm not sure that... -Can't you help saying that? 501 01:03:14,560 --> 01:03:16,200 Okay. 502 01:03:20,120 --> 01:03:25,040 It's for that you're tired of me, huh? 503 01:03:25,920 --> 01:03:30,520 No, but maybe we need to get away for a bit. 504 01:03:31,320 --> 01:03:37,320 From the house, you mean? We have always dreamed of living here. 505 01:03:37,480 --> 01:03:42,160 Now you want to move. I don't understand. I really want to live here. 506 01:03:46,120 --> 01:03:50,240 - Are you leaving me if...? -No. 507 01:03:54,120 --> 01:03:59,800 I could never leave you. You know that. I can never do that. 508 01:03:59,960 --> 01:04:01,680 Never. 509 01:04:06,680 --> 01:04:10,200 Sigrid's condition is heartbreaking. 510 01:04:10,360 --> 01:04:16,200 Some things need to be broken into pieces so we can rebuild it. 511 01:04:16,360 --> 01:04:21,880 The process is difficult to continue, but unfortunately it is necessary. 512 01:04:48,920 --> 01:04:50,920 Michael! 513 01:04:59,040 --> 01:05:03,160 - Michael! It's rats! -Rats? Where? 514 01:05:03,320 --> 01:05:08,880 There are rats all over the bedroom! 515 01:05:09,040 --> 01:05:14,320 - Come and help me then! - Go in, and I'll come and have a look. 516 01:05:32,920 --> 01:05:37,680 It's rats. Down in the bedroom. Everywhere. 517 01:05:37,840 --> 01:05:42,480 -Where's dad? Didn't you see him? -No. 518 01:05:42,640 --> 01:05:46,680 -Should I go find him? - No, it's full of rats. 519 01:05:46,840 --> 01:05:48,960 Dad? Dad? 520 01:05:56,160 --> 01:05:58,480 Why doesn't he answer? 521 01:06:04,560 --> 01:06:08,560 Is that you calling, Sigrid? - Hey, old lady, have you come home? 522 01:06:08,720 --> 01:06:14,000 - Did you find them? -I can't find any rats. 523 01:06:14,160 --> 01:06:18,520 But I saw them. I'm pretty sure I saw them. 524 01:06:18,680 --> 01:06:22,360 -I have looked... -I saw them! 525 01:06:22,520 --> 01:06:26,240 - Maybe you should rest a little. -Don't talk like I'm crazy! 526 01:06:26,400 --> 01:06:32,320 Nobody does that. There are no traces of anything. 527 01:06:32,480 --> 01:06:37,520 Selma, get mother a glass of water. - Now we take it easy. 528 01:06:37,680 --> 01:06:41,920 - Frederik will also come soon. -What is he going to do? 529 01:06:42,080 --> 01:06:47,000 - We're going to row. It has been decided for a long time. -No, thanks. 530 01:06:47,160 --> 01:06:51,400 Will you please go to Tobias? I want to talk to dad. 531 01:06:54,640 --> 01:06:58,120 -Yes. -Thanks. 532 01:07:04,200 --> 01:07:08,880 -What are you going to talk to Frederik about? -Nothing. We're just going out and rowing. 533 01:07:09,040 --> 01:07:12,320 - Have you thought of saying something to him? -No. 534 01:07:12,480 --> 01:07:18,040 -Are you sure? - Yes, I promised you that. 535 01:07:30,840 --> 01:07:34,040 Pills up. 536 01:07:34,200 --> 01:07:36,960 Pills down. 537 01:07:37,120 --> 01:07:40,080 You should have pills. 538 01:07:58,960 --> 01:08:03,240 - I'm a little worried about Sigrid. - Is there something not good? 539 01:08:03,400 --> 01:08:08,800 No, it's just a bit of a hard time which we are in. 540 01:08:08,960 --> 01:08:12,960 And maybe I wouldn't have left home. 541 01:08:15,440 --> 01:08:20,440 - Do you remember the experiment with the pills? -Yes. 542 01:08:20,600 --> 01:08:24,440 It has started all kinds of thoughts. 543 01:08:26,920 --> 01:08:31,440 -Is it okay if we stop rowing for a bit? -Yes. 544 01:08:50,160 --> 01:08:54,120 I don't know how can i say this but... 545 01:08:57,640 --> 01:09:01,120 I think I screwed up. 546 01:09:02,320 --> 01:09:07,480 -Is it really something I should know? - Yes, it is important. 547 01:09:07,640 --> 01:09:10,960 So, that... 548 01:09:11,120 --> 01:09:15,280 The pills gave me the courage to do a lot. Also good things against Sigrid. 549 01:09:15,440 --> 01:09:20,160 -And Selma and I are fine... -Listen to me, Mikael. 550 01:09:20,920 --> 01:09:24,040 You have never been given any pills. 551 01:09:27,240 --> 01:09:31,240 - Why haven't I received pills? -You were in the placebo group. 552 01:09:33,640 --> 01:09:39,080 I would never have given you that. You're fucking married to my sister. 553 01:09:43,440 --> 01:09:46,800 You have only received calcium tablets. 554 01:09:52,560 --> 01:09:57,600 - But you saw how I reacted. - Yes, it was really strange. 555 01:09:57,760 --> 01:10:02,640 So I double checked it. And it was placebo. 556 01:10:02,800 --> 01:10:07,600 But just keep calm, that's how you react sometimes when the environment pressures one. 557 01:10:07,760 --> 01:10:11,680 So don't think about it anymore. 558 01:10:42,680 --> 01:10:46,240 Dad? Why are you sitting here on the driveway? 559 01:10:50,440 --> 01:10:55,400 Dad? Is there something wrong? 560 01:10:57,160 --> 01:11:00,400 I was suddenly so tired. 561 01:11:01,240 --> 01:11:04,240 I feel better now. 562 01:11:05,320 --> 01:11:08,920 -What about Tobias? -Good. 563 01:11:10,600 --> 01:11:16,440 -Shouldn't we drive into the garage? -Yes. We might as well do that. 564 01:11:19,960 --> 01:11:22,560 I got really tired. 565 01:11:22,720 --> 01:11:26,160 Shouldn't we drive then? 566 01:11:33,240 --> 01:11:37,480 -How is mom? - She's fine. 567 01:11:37,640 --> 01:11:41,440 - Were there any rats? -No. No. 568 01:11:43,240 --> 01:11:46,080 No, no. 569 01:11:46,240 --> 01:11:51,200 Do you remember when you were bitten as a child? of a dog and going to the emergency room? 570 01:11:51,360 --> 01:11:57,720 You didn't want to. You clung on at the door frames with your little hands. 571 01:11:59,920 --> 01:12:04,040 - I don't actually remember it. -No. 572 01:12:04,200 --> 01:12:08,440 You were too so tiny, tiny. 573 01:12:09,480 --> 01:12:13,480 There are things which one would rather not remember. 574 01:12:32,080 --> 01:12:36,000 - I'm taking a little nap. -Okay. 575 01:12:39,280 --> 01:12:41,640 Selma 576 01:12:41,800 --> 01:12:47,400 I am so proud of you. You've grown up and all that. 577 01:13:11,680 --> 01:13:14,920 Is that okay? that I sleep a little with you? 578 01:13:16,000 --> 01:13:18,280 Yes. 579 01:13:26,520 --> 01:13:29,640 Where have you been? 580 01:13:33,120 --> 01:13:38,440 I would just...think about it for a bit. 581 01:13:40,720 --> 01:13:44,480 Did you tell Frederik? 582 01:13:44,640 --> 01:13:47,440 No. 583 01:13:52,080 --> 01:13:55,200 What were you talking about then? 584 01:13:59,000 --> 01:14:02,680 Nothing special. 585 01:14:05,520 --> 01:14:09,520 -Sorry to... - You don't have to say anything. 586 01:14:13,120 --> 01:14:17,160 -Sigrid. - I can't bear to talk now, darling. 587 01:14:17,320 --> 01:14:22,320 I'm so tired and I can't sleep. 588 01:14:24,840 --> 01:14:29,880 - Shall I take you a sleeping pill? -Yes, can you? 589 01:14:30,040 --> 01:14:32,400 Of course. 590 01:14:32,560 --> 01:14:36,320 You stay away from Ann Cecilie and Trine. Understood? 591 01:14:36,480 --> 01:14:39,480 -Yes. - Then I trust it. 592 01:14:43,480 --> 01:14:48,080 Yeah, I don't like either to stand here and yell at you. 593 01:14:57,520 --> 01:15:02,440 The transition from hard working life to freedom does not go according to plan. 594 01:15:02,600 --> 01:15:05,800 The desired changes in my life has not appeared. 595 01:15:05,960 --> 01:15:11,080 I have to take every chance I can. The pills create new ways of thinking. 596 01:15:11,240 --> 01:15:13,720 I'm on my way. 597 01:15:13,880 --> 01:15:19,720 A few people should not destroy what the pills give me. 598 01:15:22,040 --> 01:15:25,480 Sigrid is slow took over control. 599 01:15:25,640 --> 01:15:28,360 I'll try some small corrections. 600 01:15:28,520 --> 01:15:34,080 The rats swarmed around in the dark. Now they are going up in the light. 601 01:15:34,240 --> 01:15:40,440 The water was 75 degrees when it hit the skin. It causes pain. 602 01:15:40,600 --> 01:15:45,840 Sigrid is out of balance. She can't lose her grip. 603 01:15:46,000 --> 01:15:49,040 The last convulsions are pitiful. 604 01:15:49,200 --> 01:15:54,480 What is the difference between thinking on an action and to perform it? 605 01:16:05,520 --> 01:16:09,280 -Where's mom? -She's sleeping. 606 01:16:11,840 --> 01:16:18,280 - I want to go down and meet her. -She needs some peace and quiet now. 607 01:16:20,200 --> 01:16:25,760 - I think she should read this. - It's just a story. 608 01:16:25,920 --> 01:16:30,760 -Sometimes I make up little stories. - I want her to read it. 609 01:16:30,920 --> 01:16:36,760 It's nothing. Why are you crying? She gets to read it. 610 01:16:36,920 --> 01:16:41,720 -How did you get her to fall asleep so quickly? - She asked for a sleeping pill. 611 01:16:41,880 --> 01:16:45,520 -What have you done with her? -Why would I do something to mom? 612 01:16:45,680 --> 01:16:49,800 - I want to talk to her. - You should be allowed to do that. 613 01:16:49,960 --> 01:16:54,880 -Let me go! -But I'm not touching you. 614 01:16:55,040 --> 01:17:00,480 Selma, leave it now. Selma Let her sleep now. 615 01:17:00,640 --> 01:17:04,200 -But what is it? -Let me go! 616 01:17:04,360 --> 01:17:08,080 -Why are you afraid of your father? -Help! 617 01:17:08,240 --> 01:17:12,760 Selma! Stop here, dammit! 618 01:17:13,920 --> 01:17:17,000 Selma... 619 01:17:17,160 --> 01:17:20,600 Don't cry. Can't help but cry? 620 01:17:20,760 --> 01:17:24,600 I did it for all to be well. 621 01:17:24,760 --> 01:17:28,440 -I could never make you... -Let me go! 622 01:17:59,640 --> 01:18:03,520 Selma? Selma? 623 01:18:05,400 --> 01:18:11,800 Selma! Selma? where are you 624 01:18:11,960 --> 01:18:15,920 Selma?! Selma?! 625 01:18:20,920 --> 01:18:23,880 Selma? 626 01:18:24,040 --> 01:18:28,400 what are you doing Get her out of there! 627 01:18:48,880 --> 01:18:51,760 Michael! Michael! 628 01:18:52,600 --> 01:18:55,560 Let me out! 629 01:18:56,400 --> 01:19:01,000 Mikael, what are you doing?! Mikael...! 630 01:19:01,480 --> 01:19:05,400 Michael, what are you doing? 631 01:19:09,120 --> 01:19:12,040 Okay. Okay... 632 01:19:13,120 --> 01:19:16,080 Mikael, listen to what I say. 633 01:19:16,240 --> 01:19:21,160 Mikael, you mustn't do anything to Selma. You mustn't do anything to Selma. 634 01:19:22,240 --> 01:19:24,240 Mikael... 635 01:19:24,400 --> 01:19:27,680 You mustn't do anything to Selma. You may not... 636 01:19:36,240 --> 01:19:40,560 - Mom! - Michael! 637 01:19:49,240 --> 01:19:54,960 Mom, what's going on? Mom, where are you? Mother! 638 01:19:56,560 --> 01:19:59,640 Dad, you can't do anything to Mom! 639 01:19:59,800 --> 01:20:03,880 Dad, can't you leave mom alone? 640 01:20:04,040 --> 01:20:06,640 Leave her alone! 641 01:20:06,800 --> 01:20:10,600 Dad! Do you hear that? 642 01:20:10,760 --> 01:20:12,960 Dad... 643 01:20:16,560 --> 01:20:19,840 You can't do anything mom. 644 01:21:34,920 --> 01:21:38,920 -Selma? -Mother! Mother! 645 01:21:43,240 --> 01:21:46,560 Selma? 646 01:21:50,280 --> 01:21:54,840 Where is he somewhere? Where is he, mother? 647 01:21:56,200 --> 01:21:59,200 Where is he somewhere? 648 01:22:13,720 --> 01:22:19,240 Sigrid let me disappear. She left me to myself. 649 01:22:22,480 --> 01:22:28,080 I've been thinking a lot lately what we had before it derailed. 650 01:22:29,280 --> 01:22:32,800 I miss talking to Selma. 651 01:22:32,960 --> 01:22:38,160 It is difficult to accept that she is no longer a part of my life. 652 01:22:48,280 --> 01:22:52,440 -Hey, mom. - Michael! 653 01:22:54,520 --> 01:22:58,680 No, how kind of you to come. 654 01:23:00,000 --> 01:23:05,280 -How is it? Are they nice to you? - Yes, they are very kind. 655 01:23:05,440 --> 01:23:11,120 But you know me. I don't like to have so many running around me. 656 01:23:11,280 --> 01:23:13,760 Yes, it is. 657 01:23:18,720 --> 01:23:24,280 -Do you ever go out to our house? - No, it's so overgrown and messy. 658 01:23:24,440 --> 01:23:29,440 I'll never get that house sold. You get to take it with me when I die. 659 01:23:32,560 --> 01:23:36,720 What about my Selma? 660 01:23:36,880 --> 01:23:41,440 -She is getting a boyfriend. - No, does she? 661 01:23:41,600 --> 01:23:45,080 Then that's probably why I don't hear from her very often. 662 01:23:45,240 --> 01:23:49,440 -Does she like him? -Yes, it seems so. 663 01:23:49,600 --> 01:23:53,440 -And what about her mother? -Good. 664 01:23:53,600 --> 01:23:59,080 -Is she as lost as ever? -Yes... 665 01:23:59,240 --> 01:24:04,520 Yes, that...well, she is. She was a little down when her father died. 666 01:24:04,680 --> 01:24:07,760 But it's good now. 667 01:24:30,280 --> 01:24:35,480 I'm putting effort into finding out what led me astray. 668 01:24:37,480 --> 01:24:42,160 But the unpleasant events is constantly intruding. 669 01:24:44,680 --> 01:24:48,040 I will never get rid of them. 670 01:30:25,320 --> 01:30:28,800 Text: Thomas Jansson Scandinavian Text Service