1 00:00:56,833 --> 00:01:03,250 Does anyone remember when exactly they first became aware of the world? 2 00:01:04,333 --> 00:01:10,333 The first image they consciously remember? 3 00:01:11,583 --> 00:01:14,958 I'm sure that very few do 4 00:01:16,125 --> 00:01:21,583 But believe it or not, I'm one of them 5 00:01:22,250 --> 00:01:26,333 This was my first image 6 00:01:34,750 --> 00:01:37,375 My name is Jan Dara 7 00:01:38,000 --> 00:01:41,167 I was born in the centre of Bangkok 8 00:01:42,625 --> 00:01:47,375 I was given my first name by the man I called "Father” 9 00:01:48,750 --> 00:01:52,792 I gave myself my family name 10 00:01:53,458 --> 00:01:56,333 It was the name of my late mother 11 00:01:57,417 --> 00:02:00,583 Believe it or not, when I was born... 12 00:02:00,958 --> 00:02:06,750 ...just after the midwife pulled me from the womb... 13 00:02:07,250 --> 00:02:09,458 ...my mother's life came to a sudden end 14 00:02:15,833 --> 00:02:22,792 From that moment on my supposed father began to hate me 15 00:02:29,375 --> 00:02:31,042 Jan-rai! (Damned bastard!) 16 00:03:04,250 --> 00:03:07,542 Khun Luang, Khun Luang works for the government 17 00:03:07,625 --> 00:03:15,000 Earns 20 bahts but lives like a rich man 18 00:03:15,208 --> 00:03:18,750 Khun Luang, Khun Luang works for the government 19 00:03:18,833 --> 00:03:21,625 Earns 20 bahts but lives like a rich man 20 00:03:21,708 --> 00:03:24,208 Go away! Damned bastard! 21 00:03:25,500 --> 00:03:27,542 Unfilial! 22 00:03:28,083 --> 00:03:29,917 Why were you born? 23 00:03:30,000 --> 00:03:31,667 Your birth killed your mother! 24 00:03:31,792 --> 00:03:34,875 A real bastard! 25 00:03:40,708 --> 00:03:42,208 Mother... 26 00:03:47,375 --> 00:03:49,000 Mother... 27 00:03:54,500 --> 00:03:58,917 This is Khun Luang, my 'father' 28 00:03:59,167 --> 00:04:04,917 After Mother died, he displayed a great sadness 29 00:04:05,167 --> 00:04:09,042 He announced he would never remarry 30 00:04:09,125 --> 00:04:14,583 He ordered the household to observe mourning for 5 years 31 00:04:14,917 --> 00:04:19,042 He resigned from his job, and lived on his pension 32 00:04:19,250 --> 00:04:24,125 Grief prevented him from working 33 00:04:47,500 --> 00:04:51,375 Why are you crying, wretch? 34 00:04:52,375 --> 00:04:54,250 Shut up! 35 00:04:54,750 --> 00:04:56,417 Stop! That's enough! 36 00:04:56,500 --> 00:04:58,208 Waad, keep out of this! 37 00:05:12,458 --> 00:05:15,542 Buapan, bring some clean water 38 00:05:26,583 --> 00:05:31,083 Don't worry, dear, it'll heal in a day or two 39 00:05:31,208 --> 00:05:38,167 This was different from the time he threw a cup and scared me 40 00:05:38,500 --> 00:05:41,917 This time I saw blood 41 00:05:42,042 --> 00:05:43,542 Mother! 42 00:05:44,083 --> 00:05:48,750 This was many times more shocking and painful 43 00:05:49,250 --> 00:05:50,667 Stop crying 44 00:05:50,750 --> 00:05:52,958 I finally understood 45 00:05:53,042 --> 00:05:55,708 Where the hell is everybody? 46 00:05:55,792 --> 00:05:58,833 ...how much he hated me 47 00:05:59,083 --> 00:06:02,958 Lock him in the Green House! 48 00:06:03,125 --> 00:06:06,958 I didn't expect to be punished for causing my mother's death 49 00:06:07,042 --> 00:06:10,167 But this was my punishment... 50 00:06:12,125 --> 00:06:15,083 ...I was to be a boy without a father too 51 00:06:15,167 --> 00:06:17,167 You asked for it! 52 00:06:18,167 --> 00:06:20,750 You'll be with your mother soon enough! 53 00:06:44,708 --> 00:06:46,208 Mother! 54 00:06:49,083 --> 00:06:50,667 Mother! 55 00:07:13,583 --> 00:07:18,667 Mother, I'm sorry I made you die! 56 00:07:19,625 --> 00:07:22,875 I'm more sorry than anyone in the world! 57 00:07:24,375 --> 00:07:26,500 I'm sorry! 58 00:07:38,083 --> 00:07:39,500 Mother! 59 00:07:40,000 --> 00:07:41,000 Jan! 60 00:07:41,083 --> 00:07:42,042 Mother! 61 00:07:42,125 --> 00:07:43,208 Jan! 62 00:07:52,958 --> 00:07:55,083 After my mother died... 63 00:07:55,375 --> 00:08:00,083 ...Aunt Waad came from Pijit to Bangkok to look after me 64 00:08:01,417 --> 00:08:04,250 She was like a real mother to me 65 00:08:05,167 --> 00:08:12,375 The only person little me could rely on... for everything 66 00:08:12,458 --> 00:08:21,000 Be strong! Don't be naughty or you'll get fever again 67 00:08:31,958 --> 00:08:34,167 Where is my mother? 68 00:08:34,333 --> 00:08:36,875 Aunt Waad, I miss my mother 69 00:08:39,917 --> 00:08:45,458 Poor Jan, you must try to belong in this house 70 00:08:48,708 --> 00:08:50,458 I miss... 71 00:08:50,750 --> 00:08:53,000 ...I want to smell mother's breast 72 00:08:53,083 --> 00:08:57,917 I've never known mother's breast 73 00:08:58,625 --> 00:09:00,917 I've never known mother's breast 74 00:09:02,542 --> 00:09:04,750 Lie down, dear 75 00:09:09,083 --> 00:09:11,208 Don't go, Aunt Waad 76 00:09:11,292 --> 00:09:14,750 Let me lie down with mother's breast 77 00:10:08,917 --> 00:10:11,208 Here, Jan, here is mother's breast 78 00:10:11,292 --> 00:10:13,542 Mother... 79 00:10:39,708 --> 00:10:44,583 I still don't know what it was... 80 00:10:44,667 --> 00:10:49,875 ...that made me exploit Aunt Waad's kindness so shamelessly 81 00:10:50,833 --> 00:10:53,542 Go to sleep, my good boy 82 00:10:57,833 --> 00:11:02,417 Anyhow, Aunt Waad was always kind to me 83 00:11:03,792 --> 00:11:07,000 Always called me her "good boy" 84 00:11:08,208 --> 00:11:13,083 Even on that day that gave me my first memory 85 00:11:14,750 --> 00:11:17,333 I told you about it, remember? 86 00:11:30,708 --> 00:11:34,042 Please, Khun Luang, he's watching us 87 00:11:37,250 --> 00:11:40,875 So what? He shouldn't wake in the middle of the night! 88 00:11:47,750 --> 00:11:52,083 Jan, dear, close your eyes 89 00:12:02,208 --> 00:12:03,375 Jan! 90 00:12:03,458 --> 00:12:05,417 Come and see your sister 91 00:12:05,500 --> 00:12:08,375 Isn't she lovely? 92 00:12:12,417 --> 00:12:19,875 See? Isn't she lovely? 93 00:12:31,583 --> 00:12:34,792 Khun Waad wants to tell you she has given birth 94 00:12:34,875 --> 00:12:37,458 Fine, now leave us alone! 95 00:12:41,708 --> 00:12:44,333 Love her a lot, Jan 96 00:12:45,000 --> 00:12:46,792 Let me see... 97 00:12:47,500 --> 00:12:50,792 Damned Jan, this is none of your business! 98 00:12:50,875 --> 00:12:52,833 Get out of here! 99 00:12:54,375 --> 00:12:57,792 Another esteemed person arrived in the household 100 00:12:59,292 --> 00:13:02,375 As soon as she could learn... 101 00:13:03,375 --> 00:13:10,417 ...her father taught her to despise me 102 00:13:11,667 --> 00:13:17,042 Everyone else in the house called me "Khun Jan" 103 00:13:18,250 --> 00:13:21,958 To her, I was "Damned Jan" 104 00:13:22,292 --> 00:13:27,667 Khun Kaew, watch your step! 105 00:13:32,458 --> 00:13:34,833 Mother, are you ready yet? 106 00:13:34,917 --> 00:13:36,542 Just a moment, darling 107 00:13:38,792 --> 00:13:43,833 A little closer, Ma'am... Stay still... 108 00:13:45,250 --> 00:13:46,417 Smile... 109 00:13:46,500 --> 00:13:49,625 One, two, three... 110 00:13:51,250 --> 00:13:54,708 Saisoi, take Khun Kaew downstairs 111 00:13:55,833 --> 00:13:56,917 Jan, come here 112 00:13:57,000 --> 00:14:00,333 Don't take a picture with him! 113 00:14:00,500 --> 00:14:03,208 He isn't your son or Father's son! 114 00:14:03,292 --> 00:14:05,833 Why take a picture with him? 115 00:14:05,917 --> 00:14:09,875 Jan, come and be photographed with me 116 00:14:11,583 --> 00:14:13,542 Come closer, Jan 117 00:14:13,917 --> 00:14:15,750 Smile, Jan 118 00:14:15,833 --> 00:14:16,958 Ready? 119 00:14:17,042 --> 00:14:19,333 One, two, three... 120 00:14:26,375 --> 00:14:30,750 So this is me, Jan Visanan 121 00:14:31,417 --> 00:14:34,750 To Khun Luang, always "Jan-rai" ("Damned Bastard") 122 00:14:35,000 --> 00:14:40,875 Actually, I didn't mind him calling me that 123 00:14:41,917 --> 00:14:45,958 He should have made it worse: "Son of a bastard!" 124 00:14:46,042 --> 00:14:47,958 Then I'd have liked it more 125 00:14:48,583 --> 00:14:51,625 Maybe he isn't my father anyway! 126 00:14:52,000 --> 00:14:55,708 If I'm a bastard, where is my real father? 127 00:14:56,042 --> 00:14:58,417 Don't waste your time trying to guess... 128 00:14:58,500 --> 00:15:00,625 The story is rather sordid 129 00:15:00,708 --> 00:15:02,958 I'll tell you later 130 00:15:03,833 --> 00:15:08,500 "Vilairek Visanan" 131 00:15:08,833 --> 00:15:11,125 Father and daughter were a perfect match 132 00:15:11,208 --> 00:15:13,875 Khun Luang spent less time being angry with me... 133 00:15:14,125 --> 00:15:19,625 ...80 that he could spend more time teaching her to be just like him 134 00:15:19,708 --> 00:15:23,500 Happily, fate brought other new faces into my life around that time 135 00:15:23,583 --> 00:15:26,833 I had many of my formative experiences in those years 136 00:15:27,458 --> 00:15:30,167 Khun Jan works so hard 137 00:15:46,500 --> 00:15:48,292 Can I help you? 138 00:15:48,583 --> 00:15:50,917 I'm moving in 139 00:15:51,542 --> 00:15:53,958 Master's orders 140 00:15:58,667 --> 00:16:04,667 Khen and Saisoi were made for each other 141 00:16:05,208 --> 00:16:08,708 Khen was the son of a cook 142 00:16:09,125 --> 00:16:16,167 Saisoi was brought in by Khun Luang as Kaew's nanny 143 00:16:31,750 --> 00:16:36,375 If she wasn't taking care of Kaew or doing something for Khun Luang... 144 00:16:36,458 --> 00:16:40,708 ...she always disappeared into Khen's room 145 00:16:41,500 --> 00:16:45,583 What are you doing out there? Come on! 146 00:16:45,667 --> 00:16:48,083 Khen was like a best friend to me 147 00:16:48,208 --> 00:16:50,708 He was two or three years older 148 00:16:51,042 --> 00:16:54,250 We were very different, but got along fine 149 00:16:54,333 --> 00:16:58,333 Khen introduced me to sex as a field sport 150 00:17:04,042 --> 00:17:11,083 Being only 17, I had no experience of my own 151 00:17:13,208 --> 00:17:16,667 Khun Jan... is so young! 152 00:17:16,750 --> 00:17:20,625 Please, do him a favour 153 00:17:37,625 --> 00:17:38,917 Khen, that's enough! 154 00:17:39,000 --> 00:17:40,583 Khun Jan! 155 00:17:42,250 --> 00:17:45,458 Khun Jan! It's all set! 156 00:17:47,917 --> 00:17:49,792 Don't be nervous 157 00:17:50,292 --> 00:17:53,875 Everyone's nervous the first time 158 00:17:55,958 --> 00:17:56,708 I'll leave you 159 00:17:56,792 --> 00:17:57,500 Khen... 160 00:17:57,833 --> 00:17:59,167 ...Khen! 161 00:18:02,458 --> 00:18:07,042 Saisoi, if you don't want to... 162 00:18:07,458 --> 00:18:10,458 Don't hold back, Khun Jan 163 00:18:35,833 --> 00:18:41,708 After that first time, I had no trouble flying solo 164 00:18:41,833 --> 00:18:46,042 Khun Luang made the house reek of sex 165 00:18:46,292 --> 00:18:50,292 And so it wasn't hard for me to follow suit 166 00:19:22,792 --> 00:19:25,875 "INTRODUCTION TO SEX" 167 00:19:35,625 --> 00:19:37,208 Expecting someone? 168 00:19:37,292 --> 00:19:39,208 My star performer Waen... 169 00:19:50,292 --> 00:19:56,083 Let yourself go! This room is our harem! 170 00:20:01,875 --> 00:20:04,167 Let's have a look over there! 171 00:20:04,375 --> 00:20:07,000 I want to tear this down 172 00:20:07,458 --> 00:20:11,208 Is there anything else? 173 00:20:11,792 --> 00:20:15,500 Some of the materials can be reused 174 00:20:15,583 --> 00:20:20,375 But most of them have been worn out... 175 00:20:22,333 --> 00:20:25,625 I want to tear this down as well 176 00:20:25,875 --> 00:20:28,000 According to this floor plan... 177 00:20:35,208 --> 00:20:38,042 Aunt Waad, what's happening at the Green House? 178 00:20:38,125 --> 00:20:40,458 They're tearing it down 179 00:20:55,792 --> 00:20:57,500 Mother... 180 00:22:23,250 --> 00:22:26,208 This is my Hyacinth 181 00:22:26,708 --> 00:22:30,417 I met her at Teacher Salt's evening school 182 00:22:32,208 --> 00:22:38,958 Before class every evening, I tried my best to get to know her 183 00:23:06,625 --> 00:23:08,292 Excuse me 184 00:23:09,583 --> 00:23:12,208 May I walk with you? 185 00:23:34,542 --> 00:23:36,625 Let me help you! 186 00:24:14,958 --> 00:24:18,042 You'd better go, it's late 187 00:24:19,958 --> 00:24:22,875 You're still alone here this late? 188 00:24:23,833 --> 00:24:27,625 Pa doesn't get back until 11 189 00:24:27,708 --> 00:24:28,792 "Pa"? 190 00:24:30,125 --> 00:24:31,833 My father 191 00:24:33,292 --> 00:24:35,375 That gives us enough time! 192 00:24:35,667 --> 00:24:39,875 Don't rush to bed, I'll come back to keep you company 193 00:24:42,917 --> 00:24:46,708 I loved Hyacinth... I loved Hyacinth... 194 00:24:46,875 --> 00:24:49,042 I told myself so every night 195 00:24:49,125 --> 00:24:51,250 Of course, I didn't know what love was 196 00:24:51,333 --> 00:24:53,583 But I felt sure that this was it 197 00:24:54,125 --> 00:24:58,250 At the time I had no idea what comprised love 198 00:24:58,542 --> 00:25:01,833 But my instincts were probably right 199 00:25:56,333 --> 00:25:58,333 Khen, the young master's here 200 00:25:58,625 --> 00:25:59,833 Khen, shall we go? 201 00:25:59,917 --> 00:26:02,625 Later... let's go later... 202 00:26:04,000 --> 00:26:05,750 Khen, let's go! 203 00:26:09,792 --> 00:26:12,833 He looks great in that shirt 204 00:26:13,708 --> 00:26:15,833 Just for tonight, Khen 205 00:26:16,000 --> 00:26:19,833 I've been very patient, but you still won't share this girl with me 206 00:26:19,917 --> 00:26:23,375 You want that she's old and shriveled before I get near her? 207 00:26:23,458 --> 00:26:27,208 What the hell... 208 00:26:28,125 --> 00:26:30,458 We'll talk about this later 209 00:26:31,208 --> 00:26:32,833 What? 210 00:26:38,125 --> 00:26:40,833 Khen, listen... 211 00:26:42,042 --> 00:26:46,208 Why can't we have one girl we think well of? 212 00:26:46,292 --> 00:26:50,000 Like the way I think well of my mother? 213 00:26:50,917 --> 00:26:55,542 Thinking of a girl the way we think of our mothers? 214 00:26:56,167 --> 00:26:59,042 I give up! 215 00:27:07,208 --> 00:27:08,542 Khun Kaew! 216 00:27:08,625 --> 00:27:12,167 Khen, don't hang around here 217 00:27:12,375 --> 00:27:18,625 Or I'll have my father throw you... you and your mother out! 218 00:27:24,583 --> 00:27:27,542 I was just giving him a scare 219 00:27:27,708 --> 00:27:30,208 Let's play, Saisoi 220 00:28:01,167 --> 00:28:03,708 Turn around and let me see 221 00:28:12,708 --> 00:28:15,542 Once the Green House was pulled down... 222 00:28:15,708 --> 00:28:18,250 ...Khun Luang soon put up a new building 223 00:28:19,292 --> 00:28:28,792 It was for another of my 'mothers', Khun Boonlueang 224 00:29:31,958 --> 00:29:36,208 What's so interesting, Khun Jan? 225 00:29:36,292 --> 00:29:37,708 Nothing 226 00:29:38,000 --> 00:29:40,625 Help me catch it! 227 00:30:42,792 --> 00:30:46,708 You should go now, then Pa will trust us more 228 00:31:20,292 --> 00:31:23,500 You're back, Jan... Have you eaten? 229 00:31:23,583 --> 00:31:25,333 Yes, I have 230 00:31:32,083 --> 00:31:33,833 What's wrong? 231 00:31:35,458 --> 00:31:37,250 What's wrong, Jan? 232 00:31:37,750 --> 00:31:41,042 Aunt, do you know that lady in the new house? 233 00:31:41,750 --> 00:31:44,292 Yes, she's Khun Boonlueang 234 00:31:46,958 --> 00:31:48,667 Khun Boonlueang 235 00:31:51,958 --> 00:31:58,750 She was with your father before he married your mother 236 00:31:59,667 --> 00:32:01,458 Bastard! 237 00:32:02,208 --> 00:32:06,333 Wait, Jan, your father had very good reason... 238 00:32:06,417 --> 00:32:09,250 ...to marry your mother 239 00:32:10,250 --> 00:32:12,250 I know that, Aunt Waad 240 00:32:12,333 --> 00:32:16,042 The more I learn, the more I hate him 241 00:32:16,667 --> 00:32:18,542 I just hate him, don't worry about it 242 00:32:19,083 --> 00:32:25,167 Wait... what do you know? Who told you? 243 00:32:25,667 --> 00:32:30,667 I found out myself that Khun Luang cannot be my father 244 00:32:30,833 --> 00:32:34,833 That's enough for me 245 00:32:35,458 --> 00:32:39,250 What if you found out you were wrong? 246 00:32:41,333 --> 00:32:47,208 If Khun Luang were my real father, I'd rather burn in hell 247 00:33:25,750 --> 00:33:30,542 Goodness, nephew Jan is doing the honours today! 248 00:33:31,833 --> 00:33:36,167 Where the hell is Waen? How dare you come here? 249 00:33:36,417 --> 00:33:38,625 Never mind, Khun Luang 250 00:33:38,875 --> 00:33:42,375 It's good that he comes here once in a while 251 00:33:43,208 --> 00:33:47,167 We should get to know each other 252 00:33:47,250 --> 00:33:49,792 Jan is like a son - a child to me 253 00:33:49,875 --> 00:33:51,750 What do you think? 254 00:33:52,667 --> 00:33:54,417 Thank you 255 00:33:55,917 --> 00:34:00,000 Where the hell have you been, Waen? You're getting worse! 256 00:34:00,083 --> 00:34:02,958 I was helping Poom in the kitchen 257 00:34:03,042 --> 00:34:04,667 Serve us! 258 00:34:04,750 --> 00:34:06,125 Yes, sir 259 00:34:08,125 --> 00:34:11,833 Now that Waen's here, you can get out! 260 00:34:14,042 --> 00:34:18,125 Visit me again, Jan 261 00:34:19,000 --> 00:34:20,958 May I have your permission, Khun Luang? 262 00:34:21,083 --> 00:34:23,833 I can help you to discipline him 263 00:34:24,625 --> 00:34:27,208 Khun B, just treat him as one of the servants 264 00:34:27,417 --> 00:34:31,750 He's not worth more than that 265 00:34:33,917 --> 00:34:37,708 Hear that? Now you have another aunt 266 00:34:37,792 --> 00:34:41,458 You don't need to keep our distance 267 00:34:45,042 --> 00:34:49,125 Thank you, aunt 268 00:34:50,250 --> 00:34:53,250 I wish I could come every day 269 00:34:53,417 --> 00:34:56,000 Good, my nephew 270 00:35:18,083 --> 00:35:24,792 From that moment, I was no longer a member of Khen's harem 271 00:35:27,083 --> 00:35:33,083 If I wasn't with Hyacinth, I'd rush to Khun Boonlueang's house 272 00:35:54,167 --> 00:35:56,167 Help yourself, Jan 273 00:35:56,375 --> 00:36:00,958 If there's anything you don't understand, ask me 274 00:36:02,667 --> 00:36:04,625 Thank you so much 275 00:36:21,500 --> 00:36:23,042 Khun Kaew! 276 00:36:26,542 --> 00:36:28,167 Khun Kaew! 277 00:36:30,417 --> 00:36:32,083 Khun Kaew! 278 00:37:27,208 --> 00:37:29,958 Khun Kaew! Don't go! 279 00:37:30,542 --> 00:37:35,875 Khun Kaew! 280 00:37:40,750 --> 00:37:42,333 Khen! 281 00:37:58,917 --> 00:38:02,208 Calm down! What's wrong? 282 00:38:07,958 --> 00:38:11,083 Watch out, Khen! 283 00:38:18,750 --> 00:38:20,667 What was all that about? 284 00:38:20,750 --> 00:38:22,833 I haven't a bloody clue 285 00:38:23,417 --> 00:38:26,292 Really? I don't believe it 286 00:38:27,625 --> 00:38:29,500 You've done something disgusting, haven't you? 287 00:38:29,583 --> 00:38:32,875 I wouldn't dare! 288 00:38:51,167 --> 00:38:52,792 Khun Kaew! 289 00:39:00,583 --> 00:39:02,167 Khun Kaew! 290 00:39:21,875 --> 00:39:23,333 Sorry 291 00:39:36,833 --> 00:39:38,417 Hyacinth... 292 00:39:45,500 --> 00:39:47,875 No, nothing... 293 00:39:51,083 --> 00:39:52,875 Sweet dreams 294 00:40:40,292 --> 00:40:42,375 President Hoover receives their Majesties in White House" 295 00:40:48,708 --> 00:40:50,708 Hyacinth... 296 00:41:18,708 --> 00:41:20,208 Khun B... 297 00:41:21,125 --> 00:41:23,458 What did you call me? 298 00:41:24,458 --> 00:41:27,333 Is there a problem with my ears?! 299 00:41:28,083 --> 00:41:32,792 My dear, only your father calls me "Khun B" 300 00:41:34,708 --> 00:41:39,375 It seems I must stop thinking of you as a child... 301 00:41:43,250 --> 00:41:47,625 Stop staring at me 302 00:41:48,083 --> 00:41:50,333 Wait outside 303 00:41:50,417 --> 00:41:54,375 The lady should be able to wash herself in private 304 00:42:40,333 --> 00:42:42,583 You can't resist peeping? 305 00:42:42,708 --> 00:42:45,500 Silly boy, what good will that do you? 306 00:42:45,583 --> 00:42:49,208 I didn't know you were in the bathroom! 307 00:42:49,375 --> 00:42:52,750 I thought you'd gone upstairs with your book and dozed off 308 00:42:52,833 --> 00:42:58,667 I'm terribly sorry... I really am 309 00:42:58,792 --> 00:43:02,083 All I wanted was to wash myself 310 00:43:06,333 --> 00:43:09,583 I don't think you're sorry at all 311 00:43:09,792 --> 00:43:12,500 I think you're actually quite happy 312 00:43:13,792 --> 00:43:17,333 That's no need to explain! 313 00:43:17,833 --> 00:43:24,375 Now you've seen all of me... I can ask you a favor 314 00:43:25,792 --> 00:43:30,042 Wash yourself first, and make sure your hands are clean 315 00:43:30,458 --> 00:43:33,542 Then come upstairs 316 00:43:35,375 --> 00:43:38,042 Wash your feet too 317 00:44:44,542 --> 00:44:47,667 Can I trust you to help me, Jan? 318 00:44:56,625 --> 00:45:00,792 Take a piece of ice and run it along my back 319 00:45:54,708 --> 00:45:56,833 It's so hot! 320 00:45:59,458 --> 00:46:02,917 I've ordered a bathtub, but they still haven't delivered it 321 00:46:04,083 --> 00:46:07,250 I'd love to soak in cool water 322 00:46:52,083 --> 00:46:56,958 That's enough for today... Thank you 323 00:47:15,542 --> 00:47:18,292 Please give this to Khun Waad for me 324 00:47:19,917 --> 00:47:22,542 With my best regards 325 00:47:39,250 --> 00:47:43,167 Khun Jan! 326 00:47:43,333 --> 00:47:44,833 Big trouble! 327 00:47:46,083 --> 00:47:47,458 Saisoi is pregnant! 328 00:47:47,667 --> 00:47:49,792 I've always treated you well 329 00:47:50,417 --> 00:47:53,083 But since you don't treat yourself so well... 330 00:47:54,625 --> 00:47:56,625 ...| have to let you go 331 00:47:57,042 --> 00:47:58,625 Khun Kaew... 332 00:47:59,542 --> 00:48:01,500 Let's go home, Saisoi 333 00:48:01,625 --> 00:48:03,042 Let's go 334 00:48:07,042 --> 00:48:10,000 We don't have to stay in this house any longer 335 00:48:38,583 --> 00:48:41,542 You should learn to take pictures if you have the chance 336 00:48:42,500 --> 00:48:43,750 Yes 337 00:48:56,125 --> 00:49:00,083 Always remember that you need plenty of light 338 00:49:03,958 --> 00:49:06,750 Jan, give me a moment, then come to me 339 00:49:08,750 --> 00:49:11,000 It's so hot today... 340 00:50:01,083 --> 00:50:03,333 May I...? 341 00:50:04,667 --> 00:50:06,500 What? 342 00:50:16,333 --> 00:50:19,125 Your face is burning hot! 343 00:52:07,708 --> 00:52:12,417 You know what? I'll tell you a secret 344 00:52:12,667 --> 00:52:15,875 I was planning to leave your father 345 00:52:16,375 --> 00:52:19,458 He... I... 346 00:52:27,833 --> 00:52:32,708 You're a big help to me 347 00:52:33,875 --> 00:52:35,917 You're a grown man now 348 00:52:36,708 --> 00:52:39,375 I need to depend on you 349 00:53:01,667 --> 00:53:03,167 Have you been waiting long? 350 00:53:03,250 --> 00:53:05,458 I thought you weren't coming 351 00:53:05,917 --> 00:53:09,500 I said I would 352 00:53:16,792 --> 00:53:18,583 Have you been smoking? 353 00:53:22,292 --> 00:53:24,125 Can you smell it? 354 00:53:24,208 --> 00:53:26,333 It's quite strong 355 00:53:31,750 --> 00:53:33,500 I'm sorry 356 00:53:33,875 --> 00:53:37,833 Why? Be yourself! 357 00:53:38,000 --> 00:53:40,333 You know that better than I do 358 00:53:43,583 --> 00:53:45,917 Are you leaving? 359 00:53:47,583 --> 00:53:49,958 What's the rush? 360 00:53:52,292 --> 00:53:54,167 I'll see you tomorrow 361 00:54:06,250 --> 00:54:11,125 "Dear Hyacinth, I..." 362 00:54:44,167 --> 00:54:46,667 Open this door! 363 00:54:50,167 --> 00:54:53,500 Help! Whoever's there, help! 364 00:54:53,792 --> 00:54:54,875 Khen! 365 00:55:13,208 --> 00:55:14,708 Khun Jan! Let me explain! 366 00:55:14,833 --> 00:55:16,458 Khun Kaew wanted me 367 00:55:16,625 --> 00:55:18,708 She told me to tie up her hands like that 368 00:55:21,167 --> 00:55:23,625 She said she'd accuse me of something bad if I didn't do it 369 00:55:23,708 --> 00:55:27,667 That's enough, I understand 370 00:55:30,792 --> 00:55:33,500 I think she's got you this time, Khen 371 00:55:33,708 --> 00:55:38,042 Never mind, as long as you believe me 372 00:55:44,792 --> 00:55:48,083 Mother! 373 00:55:48,583 --> 00:55:54,292 Jan brought me here and tried to molest me! 374 00:55:54,625 --> 00:55:56,042 Mother! 375 00:55:56,875 --> 00:56:00,292 Keep away from me, you bastard! 376 00:56:00,792 --> 00:56:05,292 Khen tried to help me and you hit him! 377 00:56:06,750 --> 00:56:08,250 Oh... Khen! 378 00:56:08,333 --> 00:56:09,917 Ma, stay out of this! 379 00:56:10,000 --> 00:56:12,000 Are you hurt? 380 00:56:13,792 --> 00:56:16,042 I give up 381 00:56:16,833 --> 00:56:19,125 Are you hurt? 382 00:56:22,542 --> 00:56:25,167 Ma'am! Ma'am! 383 00:56:40,000 --> 00:56:43,375 You damned ungrateful bastard! 384 00:56:43,958 --> 00:56:47,083 Don't believe everything she says 385 00:56:47,875 --> 00:56:51,000 You don't need to remind me that Kaew is my daughter 386 00:56:51,708 --> 00:56:55,542 I know her too well... 387 00:56:56,625 --> 00:57:06,500 But who made her like this? You did! 388 00:57:06,917 --> 00:57:11,042 You have spoiled our girl, Khun Luang 389 00:57:12,500 --> 00:57:14,750 She's barely human! 390 00:57:14,833 --> 00:57:16,708 Mother, how dare you say that! 391 00:57:16,792 --> 00:57:17,375 Kaew! 392 00:57:17,458 --> 00:57:19,958 Don't, Waad, the child is in shock 393 00:57:20,125 --> 00:57:22,292 She doesn't mean it 394 00:57:22,375 --> 00:57:24,125 Let me take the blame 395 00:57:24,292 --> 00:57:30,875 Khun Luang can whip me as much as he wants 396 00:57:31,083 --> 00:57:32,875 No chance 397 00:57:38,958 --> 00:57:40,875 Give me your hands 398 00:57:41,000 --> 00:57:44,125 Swear that you won't tell 399 00:57:44,375 --> 00:57:47,500 Jan, the Master wants you in the Main House 400 00:57:51,417 --> 00:57:53,792 You've sworn 401 00:58:11,042 --> 00:58:14,417 You should side with your daughter, not with that damned boy! 402 00:58:14,542 --> 00:58:17,292 You know, there's something I've been meaning to say to you 403 00:58:18,000 --> 00:58:21,208 I think the moment has come 404 00:58:21,750 --> 00:58:26,542 You don't satisfy me... you know what I mean? 405 00:58:26,708 --> 00:58:29,292 How can you say that, Khun Luang? 406 00:58:30,458 --> 00:58:35,417 I came to this house for my dear cousin's sake 407 00:58:38,333 --> 00:58:47,000 Jan is more than my nephew, he means more to me than my own child 408 00:58:49,458 --> 00:58:52,333 That girl is hardly even my daughter 409 00:58:52,750 --> 00:58:55,542 Just a wicked child you stuffed into my belly 410 00:58:55,875 --> 00:58:59,500 I pushed her out for you, that's all 411 00:58:59,583 --> 00:59:02,917 Waad, have you lost your senses? 412 00:59:03,000 --> 00:59:05,375 Do I have to remind you... 413 00:59:07,042 --> 00:59:10,292 I am the master of this house! 414 00:59:10,792 --> 00:59:18,250 It may once have belonged to your cousin , but... 415 00:59:20,042 --> 00:59:22,542 Father, there he is! 416 00:59:24,833 --> 00:59:27,500 Khun Luang, don't touch him! 417 00:59:27,625 --> 00:59:30,208 What is your excuse? 418 00:59:30,792 --> 00:59:34,042 How could you do this to my daughter, you damned bastard? Jan-rail! 419 00:59:34,958 --> 00:59:39,000 If Poom's son hadn't stepped in, what would have happened? 420 00:59:40,625 --> 00:59:42,417 Jan-rail 421 00:59:44,458 --> 00:59:46,292 You damn son-of-a-thief! 422 00:59:46,375 --> 00:59:48,250 You're tainted by your origins! 423 00:59:49,625 --> 00:59:54,625 This is the limit! I have no strength to go on with this charade! 424 00:59:55,042 --> 00:59:59,750 He has brought this on himself! 425 01:00:00,583 --> 01:00:07,042 He's lucky I don't have him arrested! 426 01:00:07,375 --> 01:00:12,167 This is the end! No more! 427 01:00:12,250 --> 01:00:16,792 Where do you think he can go? 428 01:00:17,792 --> 01:00:20,542 The boy has no-one else to turn to 429 01:00:20,792 --> 01:00:25,875 Boy? He's old enough to stir my jealousy! 430 01:00:26,500 --> 01:00:29,042 I can't stand you embracing him! 431 01:00:33,042 --> 01:00:35,625 Where do you think he can go? 432 01:00:35,833 --> 01:00:39,500 Who cares? Dogs survive on the streets 433 01:00:40,917 --> 01:00:45,708 Or he can go back to live with the criminals he came from 434 01:00:52,875 --> 01:01:03,875 Jan, tell me, is there any truth in what Kaew says? 435 01:01:09,458 --> 01:01:12,208 Whatever you think 436 01:01:13,833 --> 01:01:17,083 Still up to the same tricks! 437 01:01:18,333 --> 01:01:20,750 I want nothing more to do with you 438 01:01:20,833 --> 01:01:27,542 Listen, from now on you have no further connection with this house! 439 01:01:27,792 --> 01:01:30,708 You may no longer use my surname 'Visanan' 440 01:01:30,958 --> 01:01:33,167 Call yourself whatever you like! Be 'Jan Bastard' for all I care! 441 01:01:33,250 --> 01:01:37,292 Wait! I have never wanted your surname 442 01:01:37,667 --> 01:01:39,958 'Jan Bastard' will suit me fine 443 01:01:40,042 --> 01:01:45,792 But this was my mother's house and I'm her son! 444 01:01:46,250 --> 01:01:49,625 So why can't I stay here? 445 01:01:49,833 --> 01:01:51,417 I'm sorry... 446 01:01:51,500 --> 01:01:55,042 You can't stay because I won't give house-room to scum like you! 447 01:01:55,125 --> 01:01:58,500 Because I'm kicking you out of my house! 448 01:01:58,708 --> 01:02:02,375 You understand? This is my house! 449 01:02:03,167 --> 01:02:05,542 You don't understand, do you? 450 01:02:05,625 --> 01:02:10,417 To understand, you need to know how you came to be born... 451 01:02:10,500 --> 01:02:12,792 You son-of-a-thief! 452 01:02:12,875 --> 01:02:18,708 Don't go on, Khun Luang, I'll tell him myself 453 01:02:19,542 --> 01:02:23,875 Good! You tell him and put him back in his place 454 01:02:24,333 --> 01:02:27,458 And make sure he leaves this house! 455 01:02:27,958 --> 01:02:29,792 Let's go 456 01:02:30,375 --> 01:02:32,083 Father! 457 01:02:33,292 --> 01:02:37,125 Not yet! 458 01:02:38,083 --> 01:02:43,500 I haven't punished you yet! You can't get off Scott-free! 459 01:02:44,542 --> 01:02:46,375 Bastard! 460 01:02:52,875 --> 01:02:54,750 Have you forgotten? 461 01:02:55,083 --> 01:02:58,333 We have nothing to do with each other any more! 462 01:03:04,292 --> 01:03:05,875 Jan-rail 463 01:03:08,000 --> 01:03:09,708 Jan-rail 464 01:03:18,958 --> 01:03:20,500 Don't! 465 01:03:22,083 --> 01:03:25,000 Khun Luang! Don't! 466 01:03:25,083 --> 01:03:29,083 Get the hell out of my house or I'll shoot you like a stray dog! 467 01:03:29,167 --> 01:03:32,958 Go, dear, go... 468 01:03:47,292 --> 01:03:48,958 Ma'am! 469 01:03:50,750 --> 01:03:52,583 Ma'am, I... 470 01:04:32,500 --> 01:04:34,125 Jan! 471 01:04:35,333 --> 01:04:39,458 Go to Pijit and stay with your grandfather for a while 472 01:04:44,417 --> 01:04:49,875 Stay there until this has all died down 473 01:04:51,875 --> 01:04:55,625 Tell me, Aunt Waad: who's my father? 474 01:04:56,792 --> 01:04:58,417 Jan... 475 01:05:00,208 --> 01:05:02,875 It's time you know 476 01:05:05,833 --> 01:05:12,125 I'm sorry we kept the truth from you all this time 477 01:05:26,792 --> 01:05:30,333 It isn't so easy to explain... 478 01:05:31,000 --> 01:05:33,917 It's a horrible story 479 01:05:34,625 --> 01:05:38,875 Your mother was only 18 480 01:05:39,917 --> 01:05:45,083 She came to visit us in Pijit 481 01:05:46,417 --> 01:05:50,875 Everyone was entranced by her beauty 482 01:05:51,042 --> 01:05:57,917 Who'd have guessed her beauty would cause such a tragedy? 483 01:05:58,583 --> 01:06:03,125 I had a boyfriend at that time 484 01:06:03,333 --> 01:06:10,750 I kept him a secret because he was poor and a bit of a roughneck 485 01:06:11,458 --> 01:06:13,333 His name was Jom 486 01:06:13,792 --> 01:06:19,250 He seized your mother, with two of his friends 487 01:06:20,042 --> 01:06:24,875 It took the police almost a month to track them down... 488 01:06:32,500 --> 01:06:35,125 I'm sure you can guess the rest 489 01:06:35,208 --> 01:06:38,125 Yes, it's exactly what you're thinking 490 01:06:38,458 --> 01:06:42,250 When my mother came home to Bangkok, she found she was pregnant 491 01:06:42,583 --> 01:06:50,375 To avoid scandal, Grandfather had to find someone to marry her 492 01:06:51,250 --> 01:06:55,500 That is, someone to be my 'father' 493 01:06:55,792 --> 01:06:59,625 And he came up with this Khun Luang 494 01:08:04,208 --> 01:08:11,625 While I was away in Pijit, I found out more about my real father 495 01:08:12,042 --> 01:08:20,958 But believe it or not, just a few years later I was called back to Bangkok 496 01:08:21,958 --> 01:08:26,000 Aunt Waad needed her "good boy" to help solve a serious problem 497 01:08:26,833 --> 01:08:29,708 We'll hold the wedding on Sunday 498 01:08:29,958 --> 01:08:32,000 Nothing grand 499 01:08:32,333 --> 01:08:34,958 We won't bother with the religious ceremonies 500 01:08:35,833 --> 01:08:41,792 No need to bring in any monks 501 01:08:42,333 --> 01:08:47,500 They'll live in a bedroom in Khun B's house 502 01:08:48,958 --> 01:08:52,500 We'll transfer the deeds to the house the same day 503 01:08:52,708 --> 01:08:56,958 Some officials will come to supervise the paperwork 504 01:08:57,458 --> 01:09:00,250 Great! Everything's settled! 505 01:09:01,583 --> 01:09:05,708 Now, let's go to shop for the wedding 506 01:09:07,250 --> 01:09:09,500 Please excuse us... 507 01:09:09,708 --> 01:09:13,375 I'd like to talk with Khun Luang a little longer 508 01:10:06,000 --> 01:10:08,792 You know what I'm going to ask... 509 01:10:24,417 --> 01:10:26,375 What do you want? 510 01:10:48,125 --> 01:10:52,417 You're staring at me as if you've never seen me before! 511 01:10:53,917 --> 01:10:58,708 You've changed! I was just admiring you 512 01:11:02,667 --> 01:11:05,875 Don't try to be nice to me 513 01:11:05,958 --> 01:11:08,917 And don't even think of having marital relations with me 514 01:11:09,292 --> 01:11:14,000 Oh, you're a wicked one! 515 01:11:20,208 --> 01:11:24,500 You've shamed your parents and you think you can judge others? 516 01:11:25,000 --> 01:11:27,542 Why did you do it? 517 01:11:27,792 --> 01:11:31,167 Nothing else with two legs available for you? 518 01:11:41,375 --> 01:11:43,208 Don't worry 519 01:11:43,708 --> 01:11:51,958 For the sake of your mother and the baby, I'll keep your secret 520 01:11:53,333 --> 01:11:59,667 But don't imagine I'm doing this because I like you... 521 01:12:01,458 --> 01:12:04,500 ...or because I want you as a real wife 522 01:12:10,708 --> 01:12:12,667 Damn you! 523 01:12:25,625 --> 01:12:28,542 Jan! When did you get back? 524 01:14:01,292 --> 01:14:07,250 Hyacinth fell ill while I was away 525 01:14:08,583 --> 01:14:13,875 It was typhoid, and it killed her 526 01:14:14,792 --> 01:14:20,083 She died here, in her own bedroom 527 01:14:21,458 --> 01:14:26,125 Apparently her Pa moved out soon afterwards 528 01:14:27,083 --> 01:14:31,000 No one could say where he'd gone 529 01:14:47,917 --> 01:14:51,333 The happiness I'd been looking forward to 530 01:14:51,917 --> 01:14:56,500 Instead I faced the bleakest possible future 531 01:15:46,125 --> 01:15:49,875 Khun B invites you to her house for dinner tonight 532 01:15:54,375 --> 01:15:58,542 You said you wanted to talk to me before the wedding 533 01:15:59,958 --> 01:16:03,500 Yes, about many things 534 01:16:07,833 --> 01:16:09,625 Sit down 535 01:16:24,917 --> 01:16:27,542 Many things... 536 01:16:30,625 --> 01:16:32,333 The first thing is... 537 01:16:34,542 --> 01:16:38,917 Does anyone else know about this? Does Khun Boonlueang? 538 01:16:39,667 --> 01:16:42,375 Know about what? 539 01:16:46,583 --> 01:16:54,708 Who got you pregnant! I know, but does she know? 540 01:17:02,000 --> 01:17:05,250 Does she know or not? 541 01:17:09,250 --> 01:17:12,000 Don't just shake your head! Does Khun B know? 542 01:17:12,083 --> 01:17:13,875 Khun B doesn't know 543 01:17:20,958 --> 01:17:24,875 Then keep it absolutely secret 544 01:17:26,500 --> 01:17:32,292 No-one must know, especially not Aunt Waad or Khun B 545 01:17:33,333 --> 01:17:36,958 If I ever find that it has leaked out... 546 01:17:39,458 --> 01:17:44,917 ...I'lll kill you with my bare hands, I promise 547 01:17:45,000 --> 01:17:47,833 Bastard Jan! How dare you! 548 01:17:48,083 --> 01:17:50,625 I'll soon be your husband 549 01:17:51,000 --> 01:17:53,792 So this is the last time I'll say this 550 01:17:55,375 --> 01:17:59,667 Never talk to me like that again! 551 01:18:00,625 --> 01:18:06,458 If you do, I will hurt you so badly you will never forget the pain 552 01:18:08,125 --> 01:18:13,458 And if the disgusting truth ever comes out... 553 01:18:13,583 --> 01:18:16,042 ...and embarrasses your kind mother... 554 01:18:16,125 --> 01:18:18,000 ... will Kill you 555 01:18:18,083 --> 01:18:20,417 You hear me? 556 01:19:27,833 --> 01:19:29,708 Good evening 557 01:19:39,708 --> 01:19:46,375 This house is now in the name of Mr Jan Dara 558 01:20:07,500 --> 01:20:09,542 That's not necessary 559 01:20:11,167 --> 01:20:14,125 We no longer owe each other anything 560 01:20:14,292 --> 01:20:18,917 In this incarnation, Khun Luang and I will always be enemies... 561 01:20:20,292 --> 01:20:26,708 I think I'll be fighting him until the end of time 562 01:20:44,750 --> 01:20:47,000 Where's my mother? 563 01:20:47,333 --> 01:20:49,583 Who took my mother away? 564 01:20:54,125 --> 01:20:58,917 Aunt Waad, where's my mother? 565 01:20:59,167 --> 01:21:02,375 Your mother hasn't gone 566 01:21:02,875 --> 01:21:06,583 Khun Luang just moved her into the library 567 01:21:15,333 --> 01:21:17,458 Give me back my mother! 568 01:21:18,083 --> 01:21:19,167 Give me back my mother! 569 01:21:19,250 --> 01:21:21,208 What the hell are you doing in here? 570 01:21:21,500 --> 01:21:23,000 Are you looking for that? 571 01:21:23,083 --> 01:21:24,500 Here! 572 01:21:25,125 --> 01:21:26,708 Give me back my mother! 573 01:21:27,167 --> 01:21:28,625 Give me back my mother! 574 01:21:33,917 --> 01:21:41,583 Give me back my mother! 575 01:21:52,083 --> 01:21:55,625 Khun Jan, another drink? 576 01:24:23,917 --> 01:24:26,833 Jan! I'd been looking for you! 577 01:24:29,375 --> 01:24:31,708 Is this your mother? 578 01:24:34,833 --> 01:24:36,708 What's wrong, Jan? 579 01:24:36,833 --> 01:24:38,708 Are you alright? 580 01:24:40,250 --> 01:24:42,125 Don't sit there! 581 01:24:43,208 --> 01:24:52,792 Khun Luang always used that chair for sex 582 01:24:56,500 --> 01:25:02,042 Finally, I'm no better than Khun Luang! 583 01:25:04,125 --> 01:25:07,125 Right in front of my own mother... 584 01:25:07,250 --> 01:25:09,750 ...more evil than him! 585 01:25:53,292 --> 01:25:54,750 What are you doing? 586 01:25:54,833 --> 01:25:56,208 What? 587 01:26:03,750 --> 01:26:05,083 Don't 588 01:26:05,167 --> 01:26:09,958 I locked it because I don't want anyone barging in here 589 01:26:11,167 --> 01:26:13,167 Don't worry 590 01:26:49,917 --> 01:26:52,125 Just for tonight 591 01:27:49,417 --> 01:27:52,417 Chom, let me see the baby 592 01:27:59,917 --> 01:28:02,375 Everything is fine 593 01:28:15,417 --> 01:28:19,792 This home-brew is like medicine! 594 01:28:29,542 --> 01:28:34,167 Young man, are you two in love? 595 01:28:34,500 --> 01:28:36,708 You need to ask that? 596 01:28:37,250 --> 01:28:42,708 Your answer tell me every thing I need to know 597 01:28:46,667 --> 01:28:49,875 I should tell you something... 598 01:28:50,333 --> 01:28:54,333 Breathe deeply! Push! 599 01:28:57,333 --> 01:28:58,667 Again! 600 01:28:58,750 --> 01:29:00,833 A little bit more! 601 01:29:03,125 --> 01:29:13,417 Alright, I can see the head 602 01:29:22,667 --> 01:29:24,708 "Appree" ("cursed") 603 01:29:25,833 --> 01:29:28,583 She mouthed the word "appree” 604 01:29:28,667 --> 01:29:30,500 She obviously meant it 605 01:29:30,583 --> 01:29:32,875 Then she lost consciousness 606 01:29:34,500 --> 01:29:36,417 That's not so odd 607 01:29:36,625 --> 01:29:39,250 Maybe she was imagining things 608 01:29:41,042 --> 01:29:42,500 Did Aunt Waad hear her? 609 01:29:42,583 --> 01:29:47,083 No, she was holding the baby 610 01:29:47,208 --> 01:29:50,667 Khun Kaew didn't say the word aloud 611 01:30:00,333 --> 01:30:05,208 As the owner of the house, I registered the baby as "Pree Dara" 612 01:30:05,625 --> 01:30:10,125 I took the name from the word that Kaew mouthed after giving birth 613 01:30:10,417 --> 01:30:16,667 From "appree” to "Pree Dara” 614 01:30:17,167 --> 01:30:20,958 Why the hell is it crying? 615 01:30:23,417 --> 01:30:27,667 There were changes after Pree was born 616 01:30:28,000 --> 01:30:31,542 Khun Luang moved into Khun Boonlueang's house 617 01:30:32,042 --> 01:30:35,917 I thought I'd be the last child you'd have to raise 618 01:30:36,292 --> 01:30:39,042 Now there's a new baby 619 01:30:40,083 --> 01:30:43,042 That's what worries me, Jan 620 01:30:43,417 --> 01:30:47,542 If anything should happen to me... 621 01:30:47,833 --> 01:30:51,000 ...you'd be the only one to care for him 622 01:30:51,542 --> 01:30:54,875 His mother doesn't want to know 623 01:30:59,458 --> 01:31:02,625 But I'm so tired of this life 624 01:31:03,333 --> 01:31:07,000 I want to go back to Pijit to change my life 625 01:31:08,542 --> 01:31:13,875 You're strong and dependable 626 01:31:19,250 --> 01:31:26,042 Next, Khun Boonlueang asked me to move into the Main House 627 01:32:11,667 --> 01:32:17,042 I'm surprised that Khun Luang owns a book as good as this! 628 01:32:22,750 --> 01:32:24,500 Really! 629 01:32:30,208 --> 01:32:34,958 This is the only one he has about sex 630 01:32:45,583 --> 01:32:54,250 Did you know that Khun Luang has become impotent? 631 01:32:57,542 --> 01:32:59,792 Since when? 632 01:33:04,750 --> 01:33:08,125 Since the trouble with Khun Kaew 633 01:34:55,667 --> 01:35:01,458 The Pacific War broke out some 3 years after that 634 01:35:02,292 --> 01:35:07,375 Aunt Waad went back to Pijit and became a nun, as she wanted to 635 01:35:08,500 --> 01:35:17,333 She chose this time to leave because the household seemed quiet and settled 636 01:35:50,458 --> 01:35:53,708 Poom! 637 01:36:52,500 --> 01:36:54,875 Nian, where is Khun Boonlueang? And Khun Kaew? 638 01:36:54,958 --> 01:36:56,625 I didn't see them! 639 01:37:04,875 --> 01:37:07,250 Khun Kaew! Khun Boonlueang! 640 01:37:09,792 --> 01:37:12,125 Khun Kaew! Khun Boonlueang! 641 01:38:54,875 --> 01:38:58,125 I want to talk to you about that night 642 01:39:00,125 --> 01:39:02,542 Please don't be angry with Khun B 643 01:39:02,625 --> 01:39:05,375 It was all my fault 644 01:39:07,500 --> 01:39:08,917 When did it start? 645 01:39:09,000 --> 01:39:11,708 When you left for Pijit 646 01:39:12,500 --> 01:39:15,583 I had no-one, and neither did she 647 01:39:16,667 --> 01:39:20,875 She told me she planned to leave father and go back home 648 01:39:23,708 --> 01:39:27,250 I knew very well why she wanted to leave 649 01:39:28,167 --> 01:39:30,583 I knew very well 650 01:39:33,083 --> 01:39:35,708 Why are you telling me this? 651 01:39:37,417 --> 01:39:40,292 I want you to get back together with Khun Boonlueang 652 01:39:41,667 --> 01:39:42,500 Get back together? 653 01:39:42,583 --> 01:39:44,250 Yes, like before 654 01:39:44,333 --> 01:39:48,625 You can sleep with her any time you want 655 01:39:51,208 --> 01:39:59,000 All I ask is that we share her sometimes 656 01:40:01,583 --> 01:40:03,000 Alright 657 01:40:05,833 --> 01:40:07,917 But I want something in return 658 01:40:08,208 --> 01:40:10,000 What? 659 01:40:11,167 --> 01:40:12,833 A baby 660 01:40:14,208 --> 01:40:16,500 I want a child... 661 01:40:18,500 --> 01:40:21,125 ...a child of my own 662 01:40:27,292 --> 01:40:29,917 The girl I loved is dead 663 01:40:32,417 --> 01:40:34,958 Khun Boonlueang can't have a baby 664 01:40:35,875 --> 01:40:40,750 The only possible mother is you 665 01:40:40,875 --> 01:40:42,958 Not a chance, damned Jan! 666 01:40:43,417 --> 01:40:45,750 You've brought this on yourself! 667 01:40:50,208 --> 01:40:55,792 Anyhow, we're married. We should have a baby! 668 01:42:15,375 --> 01:42:18,208 Khun Jan... Khun Jan! 669 01:42:18,292 --> 01:42:20,042 It's Khun Kaew... 670 01:43:36,333 --> 01:43:41,792 After that, I never forced myself on Khun Kaew again 671 01:43:43,208 --> 01:43:51,375 Oddly enough,I found that I'd become impotent too 672 01:44:03,917 --> 01:44:07,583 I can't make love to any woman 673 01:44:11,083 --> 01:44:14,542 Not even Khun Boonlueang, the one who taught me all I know 674 01:44:18,000 --> 01:44:27,125 Khun Kaew turned the house into her own small empire 675 01:44:34,875 --> 01:44:37,083 As for Khun Luang... 676 01:44:38,083 --> 01:44:45,750 The only sign of life he showed was breathing 677 01:46:02,583 --> 01:46:06,250 There's still one story I haven't finished telling you 678 01:46:06,958 --> 01:46:08,667 Maybe you remember?... 679 01:46:08,750 --> 01:46:11,083 It's the one about my real father 680 01:46:11,167 --> 01:46:15,083 My grandfather told me the whole ugly truth about it 681 01:46:15,667 --> 01:46:18,333 I told Aunt Waad about it, then pretended to forget... 682 01:46:18,417 --> 01:46:22,458 ...so that I wouldn't have to tell you good people 683 01:46:24,208 --> 01:46:26,917 It's worse than you imagine 684 01:46:27,375 --> 01:46:31,750 Anyhow, since you're so kind, I'll tell you 685 01:46:31,833 --> 01:46:36,042 If you ever catch sight of a man on the street... 686 01:46:36,167 --> 01:46:41,083 You might bump into him, or find him sitting next to you at a movie... 687 01:46:41,333 --> 01:46:46,708 A decent-looking middle-aged man... 688 01:46:47,000 --> 01:46:51,375 Quite well-dressed, not badly off... 689 01:46:51,625 --> 01:46:56,417 But somehow forlorn and hopeless... 690 01:46:56,667 --> 01:47:03,250 Please be kind enough to feel some compassion for him 691 01:52:53,042 --> 01:52:56,042 English subtitles : Tony RAYN