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- In the criminal justice
system,

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sexually based offenses

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are considered
especially heinous.

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In New York City,
the dedicated detectives

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who investigate
these vicious felonies

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are members of an elite squad

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known as
the Special Victims Unit.

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These are their stories.

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- Dr. Lindstrom,
thank you for staying late.

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- Of course, Captain.

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Congratulations.
- Thank you.

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I actually owe
some of that to you.

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- So, what, you're coming
to thank me or...

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- Ah, no.

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Ed. Tucker.

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I've been invited to his
retirement party tonight,

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and I haven't seen him
since I broke it off.

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- Ah.
- It's crazy.

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I've had guns in my face,

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and I'm afraid to see
an ex-boyfriend.

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- Do you know
what you're afraid of?

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- Regret...

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or the pain that I caused him.

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- Well, I can give you this.

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Whatever your regrets
or your guilt,

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it's harder in the long run
to leave things unsaid.

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- Rachel, you're headed out?

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- An old police colleague
is retiring.

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I wanted to help
with the send-off.

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- NYPD.

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You sure that's a good idea?

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- I won't stay long,
and I won't drink.

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- [sighs]

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[background chatter,
music playing]

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- Fin,
I didn't expect to see you

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at Tucker's retirement party.

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- I'm here for you, not him.
- Oh.

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Rollins,
you brought reinforcements.

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- Yeah, they let him out
for an hour.

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- Yeah, barely.
Thank God I aged out of sleep.

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How you doing?
- Thanks, guys.

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- Yeah.
- Thank you.

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Who's the... who's the woman
with Tucker?

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- You asking us?

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- Yeah, we got you
in the divorce.

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- The bartender told me that's
his... that's his new wife.

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She's a nurse.
They eloped a month ago.

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- Oh.

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Good for him.

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- So when I decided to throw
a farewell party

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for my old friend Ed Tucker,

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I said he's, "He's IAB.

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Where were gonna hold it,
a phone booth?"

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[laughter]

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- So this is how it's gonna go?

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- The truth is when you have
a friend like Ed,

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you're blessed.

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I met him back in
our cowboy days at NYPD,

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long before I retired
to make the real money.

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- Is he giving a toast
or bragging?

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[uneasy music]

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♪

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- So after we've all imbibed,

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I'd like each of you
to come down

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and make a toast to "Mister Ed,"

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like I'm doing now.

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[clamoring, cheers]

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- Not too late to sneak out.
- Nope, he's just seen me.

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I guess I should introduce
myself to his new wife.

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[mellow music playing]

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♪

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Ed.

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- Olivia,
I'm so happy you've made it.

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- Of course.
Mazel tov.

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Hi, I'm Olivia Benson.

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- Patty Tucker.
I have heard so much about you.

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- Oh, wow.
Okay.

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- All good.
- There he is!

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God, you still have your hair,
you bastard!

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- I don't know if you've met
my old bald partner, Gary Wald.

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- Hey, I took a bullet for you

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back at the Two-Two, my brother.

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- Yeah, not on purpose, and he
never lets me forget it either.

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- Who's the man of the hour?

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- Rachel.

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- And his old partner Gary,

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still riding high in the saddle.

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- Rachel, long time no see.

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Rachel and I went
to the Academy together.

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How have you been?
- Not as good as you.

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I hear you have a son,
you made Captain.

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Those good old boys
really looked out for you.

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- Rachel, she paid her dues.
- Not like I did.

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- Rachel, you still
a bourbon drinker?

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- I'm good.

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I just wanted to look
my fellow officers

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in the eye one more time.

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Hear no evil, see no evil...

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and evil.

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- Oh!
- Oh!

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- Ed.

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- God, Ed!

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- I'm all right, I'm all right.

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Just maybe a couple of napkins.

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- You look like
you could use a refill.

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I'll make that a double
afterwards.

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- Ed, what the hell
was that about?

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- I have no idea.

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I could barely even place her.

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[uneasy music]

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♪

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- [sighs]

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Anyway...

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I've said my piece.

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It's on the rest of you now.

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Again, my name is Rachel Wilson.

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I'm a former New York City
police officer...

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until I was pushed out
of the club

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a dozen years ago.

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I'm making a video
at the crime scene.

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I am the victim.

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- She has two sons.

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- They're good kids,
but they're testing me.

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- Uh, teenage boys.

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I just don't know
if I'm ready for that.

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- I'll have to use some
of my old IAB psych tricks

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to keep them in line.
- [chuckles]

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[gunshot]

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[crowd commotion]

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[suspenseful music]

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♪

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It's the car.

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It's locked.
- Oh, my God.

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[handle clunks]

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[overlapping chatter]

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- Uh, this is
Captain Olivia Benson of SVU.

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10-13 from 1-6-9 and Broadway.

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Off-duty P.O. shot.
Rush a bus.

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[dramatic music]

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♪

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.

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- Liv?

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She didn't make it?

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- She knew what she was doing.

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She shot herself through
the heart.

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- I'm sorry.

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- Well, I saw her
throw a drink at Tucker.

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What was that about?
- No idea.

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You know, I knew her,
we were friends.

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I hadn't seen her in awhile
and, uh, she was bright,

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she was ambitious, and then...

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and then I knew that she had
a rough time over at Vice,

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and she just... she just
crashed and burned.

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- Rest in peace.

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- We've been saying that
too much.

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- [sighs]

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- Heard you guys
had a rough night.

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- Been a lot of those lately.

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- Captain knew her?
She doing okay?

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- That and the loss
of her brother, it's a lot.

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- She's been on the phone
with 1PP all morning,

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the grief guy's in there
with her now.

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Chief Garland says we all
gotta check in with him.

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- All of us?
Is that necessary?

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- Yeah, I mean, we need
to start talking about this,

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and not sweep it under the rug.

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- Okay, everybody, listen up.

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Listen up.

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- Is that the grief guy?
- Yeah.

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- You okay?
- [sighs]

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Not great,
but I'm dealing with it.

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Thanks, Fin.

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- So as you all know, we lost
one of our own last night.

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She was a good woman.

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This is an epidemic.

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More of us are dying by our
own hand than somebody else's.

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Dr. Lindstrom is here

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to speak with
every single one of you.

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- Thank you, Captain Benson.

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I know the last thing
many cops wanna do

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is talk about feelings or fears.

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- And we know that
this is a stigma,

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but the department policies
have changed, thank God,

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and asking for help is
no longer a sign of weakness.

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We've all been to way
too many police funerals.

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We can't afford to lose another
brother or sister.

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Thank you.

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- Like I said,
I've got a supportive family.

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They survived
the Civil War in Lebanon

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and came here with nothing.

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We look out for each other.

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- I'm glad you have that.

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Thanks for humoring me.

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- Yeah.

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- You're up.

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- Sergeant Tutuola.

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- I'm guessing Kat
didn't open up.

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- I can't really talk about
another officer.

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Everything anyone says
to me is confidential.

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- Is that right?
Let me ask you this.

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If someone came in here
and told you

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they were going through
a really rough time,

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you'd report that?

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- We're setting up a system
that allows cops

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to make appointments
with outside therapists

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completely anonymously.

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- But you work
for the police department.

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- In this capacity, yes.

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But the department is more
concerned that people get help,

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rather than worrying
about their records.

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- Yeah, but NYPD can still
take my weapon away.

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- Well, if it's warranted, yeah.

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- And send me
to the rubber gun squad.

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So why would anybody
ever tell you anything?

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- The thing that gets me

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is that way that Rachel
was talking last night.

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It was like...

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it was like I had the life
that she should've had.

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- I'd take that
with a grain of salt.

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- Back then, NYPD...

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Being a woman was hard enough,
but being a woman of color?

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- Yeah, I get that, but it was
probably more than one thing

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that pushed her over the edge.

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- It just bothers me
because a few years ago,

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we ran into each other and we
said let's get a cup of coffee.

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And then I adopted Noah
and I got promoted

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and just never followed through.

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- And you can't be responsible
for everybody.

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- I know, I just wish...
[knock on door]

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- Hey Captain, you got a minute?

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- Sure.
What's up?

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- You need the room?
- Yeah, yeah, kinda.

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It's not about you.

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- Thanks.
- Yeah.

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- What's going on?

237
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- It's about
Rachel Wilson's suicide.

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The investigators recovered
her cell phone from the scene.

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She made a video statement

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right before she killed herself.

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- Several years ago,

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I was violently assaulted
and raped

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by a superior officer.

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I went to my sergeant, IAB.

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They all conspired
to protect my attacker.

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I'd name names here,
but it doesn't matter anymore.

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He won.
I lost.

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I so was proud to be a cop...

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But the system betrayed me.

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NYPD will always protect
who they see as their own...

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And they didn't protect me.

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Anyway, I've said my piece.

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- Now we know why she threw
that drink at Tucker.

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- And he said
he has no idea why.

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- And you believe him?

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- I don't know what to believe,

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and I don't know what
to do about it.

258
00:12:32,273 --> 00:12:33,970
- Yes, you do.

259
00:12:35,276 --> 00:12:37,321
- [sighs]

260
00:12:40,020 --> 00:12:41,586
- You've got to forgive us.

261
00:12:41,630 --> 00:12:43,153
We just closed down
the house last week

262
00:12:43,197 --> 00:12:44,894
so everything's at
sixes and sevens.

263
00:12:44,938 --> 00:12:46,940
- Oh, I know what that's like.

264
00:12:46,983 --> 00:12:49,377
- Ed, you have company.

265
00:12:49,420 --> 00:12:51,292
- Olivia.
- Hey.

266
00:12:51,335 --> 00:12:53,773
I'm sorry to barge in.

267
00:12:53,816 --> 00:12:55,557
- I'll leave you two.

268
00:12:55,600 --> 00:12:57,428
- Thanks.

269
00:12:57,472 --> 00:13:00,257
- What's going on?
Is this about Rachel Wilson?

270
00:13:00,301 --> 00:13:01,302
- It is.

271
00:13:01,345 --> 00:13:04,000
It turns out
that Rachel made a video

272
00:13:04,044 --> 00:13:06,829
before she shot herself.

273
00:13:06,873 --> 00:13:09,397
She said that she was
sexually assaulted

274
00:13:09,440 --> 00:13:12,487
by a colleague on a job.

275
00:13:12,530 --> 00:13:13,793
- Did she give a name?

276
00:13:13,836 --> 00:13:16,230
- No, but she said
there was a cover-up.

277
00:13:16,273 --> 00:13:20,800
She brought it to IAB, but
there was nothing in the files.

278
00:13:21,844 --> 00:13:24,455
- First I'm hearing about it.

279
00:13:24,499 --> 00:13:26,414
- Really?

280
00:13:26,457 --> 00:13:29,286
'Cause it seemed like
she knew you at the party.

281
00:13:29,330 --> 00:13:31,158
What was that about?

282
00:13:32,855 --> 00:13:36,032
- I'm not sure.
How long ago?

283
00:13:36,946 --> 00:13:39,470
- I was hoping
that you could tell me.

284
00:13:41,908 --> 00:13:45,346
Ed, she... she threw a drink
at you.

285
00:13:46,477 --> 00:13:51,221
- I'm sorry.
I'm at a loss, Liv.

286
00:13:52,875 --> 00:13:55,617
I must've done 600 cases at IAB.

287
00:13:55,660 --> 00:13:58,838
I'd, you know,
have to dig out my notes.

288
00:14:00,274 --> 00:14:03,886
- I want to believe you, Ed.
I do, but...

289
00:14:03,930 --> 00:14:05,975
you just did something
that you never did

290
00:14:06,019 --> 00:14:08,543
when we were together.

291
00:14:08,586 --> 00:14:10,980
- What's that?

292
00:14:11,024 --> 00:14:13,678
- You lied to my face.

293
00:14:13,722 --> 00:14:16,986
[somber music]

294
00:14:17,030 --> 00:14:19,859
♪

295
00:14:23,558 --> 00:14:23,775
.

296
00:14:23,819 --> 00:14:26,430
- Tucker lied to you?
- Or Rachel lied in the video,

297
00:14:26,474 --> 00:14:29,303
but I don't think so.

298
00:14:29,346 --> 00:14:30,608
Tucker seemed off.

299
00:14:30,652 --> 00:14:31,871
- Never trust an IAB cop,

300
00:14:31,914 --> 00:14:33,611
no matter how close you've been.

301
00:14:33,655 --> 00:14:34,935
- Fin.
- You know, how do we even

302
00:14:34,961 --> 00:14:36,658
work this case?
Are we supposed to

303
00:14:36,701 --> 00:14:38,505
go back and check every
supervisor she's ever had?

304
00:14:38,529 --> 00:14:40,880
- Okay, before we cast
the net that wide,

305
00:14:40,923 --> 00:14:43,839
let's look into who was
in her life now.

306
00:14:43,883 --> 00:14:46,450
Maybe she disclosed to someone.

307
00:14:51,238 --> 00:14:53,762
- NYPD, huh?

308
00:14:53,805 --> 00:14:55,546
You people didn't honor her
in life,

309
00:14:55,590 --> 00:14:57,853
but now you're gonna
honor her in death.

310
00:14:57,897 --> 00:14:59,202
- Why do you say that, Reverend?

311
00:14:59,246 --> 00:15:00,682
- You threw her away.

312
00:15:00,725 --> 00:15:02,510
Not only one of the finest cops
I've known,

313
00:15:02,553 --> 00:15:04,164
but one of the best people.

314
00:15:04,207 --> 00:15:06,514
- That's what we hear too.

315
00:15:06,557 --> 00:15:08,385
- I knew her
since she was a child.

316
00:15:08,429 --> 00:15:10,822
I saw her go from being
top of her class

317
00:15:10,866 --> 00:15:13,869
to a step from homeless
these past few years.

318
00:15:13,913 --> 00:15:16,611
I'd been letting her sleep
in the church basement.

319
00:15:16,654 --> 00:15:18,221
- Mental health?
Drug problems?

320
00:15:18,265 --> 00:15:22,356
- Yes, but don't let yourself
off the hook that easy.

321
00:15:22,399 --> 00:15:24,532
Department pushed her
over the edge.

322
00:15:24,575 --> 00:15:28,405
- Rachel made some accusations
about being abused on the job.

323
00:15:28,449 --> 00:15:30,233
Now did she tell you
anything about that?

324
00:15:30,277 --> 00:15:31,887
- Damn right she did.

325
00:15:31,931 --> 00:15:35,935
She said she'd been raped
by someone she worked with.

326
00:15:35,978 --> 00:15:38,763
- Did she say who?
- No.

327
00:15:38,807 --> 00:15:41,070
Just that it was
when she was at Vice.

328
00:15:41,114 --> 00:15:46,467
Now, pardon me, I... I have
a eulogy to prepare.

329
00:15:46,510 --> 00:15:49,122
- Thanks.

330
00:15:49,165 --> 00:15:50,906
- Vice?

331
00:15:50,950 --> 00:15:52,690
I ran Rachel's NYPD records.

332
00:15:52,734 --> 00:15:54,736
She was there in 2004.

333
00:15:54,779 --> 00:15:57,347
- I think my rabbi
was at Vice back then.

334
00:15:57,391 --> 00:16:00,089
If he knows something,
he'll tell me.

335
00:16:00,960 --> 00:16:02,570
Yo, Ralphie!

336
00:16:02,613 --> 00:16:05,094
- Ah, baby girl!

337
00:16:05,138 --> 00:16:07,357
[laughter]
- Hey!

338
00:16:07,401 --> 00:16:09,620
Captain Benson,
meet Sergeant Morris.

339
00:16:09,664 --> 00:16:11,709
- Hey, how you doing?
- Oh, so you're the one

340
00:16:11,753 --> 00:16:13,059
who stole her from me.

341
00:16:13,102 --> 00:16:15,496
Keep an eye on her,
she's going places.

342
00:16:15,539 --> 00:16:18,281
Oh, she's already arrived.
- Yeah.

343
00:16:18,325 --> 00:16:19,587
What can I do for you?

344
00:16:19,630 --> 00:16:20,892
- We're taking a closer look

345
00:16:20,936 --> 00:16:22,590
at what happened
to Rachel Wilson.

346
00:16:22,633 --> 00:16:25,332
- [sighs] Rachel.

347
00:16:25,375 --> 00:16:27,203
Terrible thing.

348
00:16:27,247 --> 00:16:29,510
Aleha hashalom.

349
00:16:29,553 --> 00:16:31,425
Third cop I know.

350
00:16:31,468 --> 00:16:34,776
- Rachel made a video
before she died

351
00:16:34,819 --> 00:16:37,039
accusing someone she worked with

352
00:16:37,083 --> 00:16:38,301
of raping her.

353
00:16:38,345 --> 00:16:40,651
- She did?

354
00:16:40,695 --> 00:16:42,914
- It may have been someone
in Vice.

355
00:16:43,567 --> 00:16:45,613
- Well, uh,
I didn't know her that well.

356
00:16:45,656 --> 00:16:47,223
I mean,
a few months after I came in,

357
00:16:47,267 --> 00:16:48,442
she transferred out.

358
00:16:48,485 --> 00:16:50,096
- Sergeant, I told the Captain

359
00:16:50,139 --> 00:16:52,837
that you were
a straight shooter.

360
00:16:52,881 --> 00:16:55,666
- I don't like
speaking ill of the dead,

361
00:16:55,710 --> 00:16:58,887
but Rachel had a rep.

362
00:16:58,930 --> 00:17:02,499
Look, Kat here is a good girl,
but Rachel, she got around.

363
00:17:02,543 --> 00:17:05,328
Anyway, the guys who were there
before me could tell you more.

364
00:17:05,372 --> 00:17:07,330
- Okay, well,
it's a matter of public record,

365
00:17:07,374 --> 00:17:09,463
but anyone in particular?

366
00:17:09,506 --> 00:17:11,595
- Top of my head?

367
00:17:11,639 --> 00:17:13,510
Our captain.

368
00:17:13,554 --> 00:17:15,208
Gary Wald.

369
00:17:15,251 --> 00:17:17,819
- I just met him.
He runs a security firm, right?

370
00:17:17,862 --> 00:17:20,300
- Yeah, big shot now.

371
00:17:20,343 --> 00:17:22,432
Hey, can I ask a favor?

372
00:17:22,476 --> 00:17:24,565
He's got a lot of juice.

373
00:17:24,608 --> 00:17:26,958
Keep me out of this.

374
00:17:31,659 --> 00:17:33,835
- I landed in clover
after retirement.

375
00:17:33,878 --> 00:17:36,403
U.S., international,
cyber security.

376
00:17:36,446 --> 00:17:38,753
- Looks like it pay.
- Yeah, it does!

377
00:17:38,796 --> 00:17:40,407
And we hire a lot of ex-cops.

378
00:17:40,450 --> 00:17:44,019
Beats a foot post on
Pitkin Avenue, right, Roscoe?

379
00:17:44,063 --> 00:17:47,675
But I'm guessing you didn't
come out here to talk security.

380
00:17:47,718 --> 00:17:49,242
- We're here
about Rachel Wilson.

381
00:17:49,285 --> 00:17:50,765
You mind?
- No, no.

382
00:17:50,808 --> 00:17:52,506
We all just saw her.

383
00:17:52,549 --> 00:17:55,074
He had really fallen apart.

384
00:17:55,900 --> 00:17:58,120
And to take her own life...

385
00:17:58,164 --> 00:17:59,861
it's heartbreaking.

386
00:17:59,904 --> 00:18:02,037
- You were her captain at Vice?

387
00:18:02,081 --> 00:18:03,604
- Yeah, yeah.
She was, um,

388
00:18:03,647 --> 00:18:05,519
[chuckles] you know,
she was something.

389
00:18:05,562 --> 00:18:06,955
- What is that?
A euphemism?

390
00:18:06,998 --> 00:18:09,914
- You were on the job, right?
- Yeah.

391
00:18:12,526 --> 00:18:14,267
- She was a talented undercover,

392
00:18:14,310 --> 00:18:15,877
but she had issues.

393
00:18:15,920 --> 00:18:17,705
- Turns out she made
a video in the car.

394
00:18:17,748 --> 00:18:19,489
- Yeah, I heard your captain
already talked

395
00:18:19,533 --> 00:18:21,578
to Ed Tucker about that.

396
00:18:22,840 --> 00:18:25,147
- Ever hear any talk about
Rachel being assaulted

397
00:18:25,191 --> 00:18:26,496
while she was at Vice?

398
00:18:26,540 --> 00:18:29,195
- Rachel.
Cone of silence?

399
00:18:29,238 --> 00:18:30,892
- Yeah.

400
00:18:30,935 --> 00:18:33,155
- She was like
a live sex grenade

401
00:18:33,199 --> 00:18:35,288
with the pin pulled out.

402
00:18:35,331 --> 00:18:37,072
She rolled from man to man,

403
00:18:37,116 --> 00:18:38,726
and when he started
to back away,

404
00:18:38,769 --> 00:18:40,771
she'd threaten
to blow his life up.

405
00:18:40,815 --> 00:18:42,338
I warned Tucker about this

406
00:18:42,382 --> 00:18:44,862
when he called me
chasing some story,

407
00:18:44,906 --> 00:18:48,518
but Rachel put new meaning
into Internal Affairs.

408
00:18:48,562 --> 00:18:50,738
- So Tucker really did
look into this.

409
00:18:50,781 --> 00:18:52,479
- Yeah, he came
to the same conclusion...

410
00:18:52,522 --> 00:18:54,785
That Rachel was a fabricator.

411
00:18:56,961 --> 00:18:58,659
I mean, I tried to help her,
but you know,

412
00:18:58,702 --> 00:19:01,749
sometimes when you try to save
a drowner, she pulls you under.

413
00:19:03,794 --> 00:19:05,535
- Now take it easy, boys.

414
00:19:05,579 --> 00:19:08,103
I haven't finished paying off
my last credit card bill.

415
00:19:08,147 --> 00:19:11,150
- Hey Tucker,
you cracking the whip?

416
00:19:11,193 --> 00:19:13,152
- Trying to fast-track
a new kitchen

417
00:19:13,195 --> 00:19:14,936
for my wife with nonunion labor.

418
00:19:14,979 --> 00:19:16,938
Guys, just put it down
on the inside of the door,

419
00:19:16,981 --> 00:19:18,940
I'll be right in.
- Actually, Captain,

420
00:19:18,983 --> 00:19:21,856
we need you to come with us.
We have a few questions.

421
00:19:23,988 --> 00:19:25,947
- You couldn't call first?

422
00:19:25,990 --> 00:19:27,992
Avoid embarrassing me
in front of my family?

423
00:19:28,036 --> 00:19:29,777
- You do that when you were IAB?

424
00:19:29,820 --> 00:19:31,605
- That was different.

425
00:19:31,648 --> 00:19:33,694
I was dealing with dirty cops.

426
00:19:36,392 --> 00:19:38,394
Can you give me a minute
and let me tell my wife

427
00:19:38,438 --> 00:19:39,874
where I'm going?

428
00:19:39,917 --> 00:19:41,702
- We'll wait right here.

429
00:19:41,745 --> 00:19:45,967
[tense music]

430
00:19:46,010 --> 00:19:50,014
- Why'd you tell Benson
you didn't know Rachel Wilson?

431
00:19:51,929 --> 00:19:55,324
- No, what I said was,
"I couldn't place her."

432
00:19:55,368 --> 00:19:57,979
- But you were at IAB
when Rachel Wilson claimed

433
00:19:58,022 --> 00:19:59,981
she was assaulted
by somebody at Vice, right?

434
00:20:00,024 --> 00:20:01,417
- I was.

435
00:20:01,461 --> 00:20:03,941
That was 15 years ago.

436
00:20:03,985 --> 00:20:06,292
I honestly had no memory
of it at first.

437
00:20:06,335 --> 00:20:08,859
- At first, but...
But you do now.

438
00:20:08,903 --> 00:20:12,428
- Yeah, it, um...
it came back to me.

439
00:20:12,472 --> 00:20:15,301
She, uh, she talked about
filing a complaint,

440
00:20:15,344 --> 00:20:17,564
but it never went anywhere.

441
00:20:17,607 --> 00:20:21,698
- She accused Gary Wald, right?

442
00:20:21,742 --> 00:20:24,223
Your former partner?

443
00:20:26,355 --> 00:20:28,270
- Yes or no, Tucker?

444
00:20:28,314 --> 00:20:30,446
- Yes, she did.

445
00:20:30,490 --> 00:20:32,187
We looked into it.

446
00:20:32,231 --> 00:20:34,494
There were charges
and countercharges.

447
00:20:34,537 --> 00:20:36,017
- Between Rachel and Gary?

448
00:20:36,060 --> 00:20:37,627
- About the assault, yeah.

449
00:20:37,671 --> 00:20:39,150
But also about
other relationships

450
00:20:39,194 --> 00:20:42,197
she was having
with other guys on the job.

451
00:20:42,241 --> 00:20:44,286
If she had filed
a formal complaint

452
00:20:44,330 --> 00:20:45,809
against Gary at that time,

453
00:20:45,853 --> 00:20:47,507
there would've been
four broken marriages,

454
00:20:47,550 --> 00:20:48,986
her career
would have been ruined.

455
00:20:49,030 --> 00:20:52,512
- It was ruined anyway.
She fell apart.

456
00:20:52,555 --> 00:20:55,036
- Yeah, I know,

457
00:20:55,079 --> 00:20:58,344
and I feel terrible about that.

458
00:20:59,954 --> 00:21:01,825
But at the end of the day,

459
00:21:01,869 --> 00:21:03,784
it was her choice not to pursue.

460
00:21:05,394 --> 00:21:06,874
- "Her choice."

461
00:21:06,917 --> 00:21:08,745
It sounds like
she was slut-shamed

462
00:21:08,789 --> 00:21:10,094
into keeping her mouth shut,

463
00:21:10,138 --> 00:21:11,879
and Tucker made sure
she understood

464
00:21:11,922 --> 00:21:13,533
exactly how that
was gonna play out.

465
00:21:13,576 --> 00:21:18,146
- I just can't... I can't see
Tucker covering up a rape,

466
00:21:18,189 --> 00:21:21,976
even... even if she had a rep.

467
00:21:22,019 --> 00:21:23,325
- It happens all the time, Liv,

468
00:21:23,369 --> 00:21:25,042
and if you ask me,
he's still covering it up.

469
00:21:25,066 --> 00:21:26,763
[knock on door]

470
00:21:26,807 --> 00:21:28,548
- Kat, we're in the middle
of something.

471
00:21:28,591 --> 00:21:31,420
- Sorry, um, I just...

472
00:21:32,203 --> 00:21:34,075
- What?
What's the matter?

473
00:21:34,118 --> 00:21:38,601
- Um, my old sergeant,
Ralphie Morris,

474
00:21:38,645 --> 00:21:40,734
he just killed himself.

475
00:21:40,777 --> 00:21:44,085
[dark music]

476
00:21:44,128 --> 00:21:47,784
Two hours
after we talked to him.

477
00:21:55,792 --> 00:21:55,966
.

478
00:21:56,010 --> 00:21:57,620
[background chatter]

479
00:21:57,664 --> 00:21:58,882
- Get away from me, Katriona.

480
00:21:58,926 --> 00:22:00,580
I got nothing good
to say to you.

481
00:22:00,623 --> 00:22:02,625
- Mrs. Morris, we're so
very sorry for your loss.

482
00:22:02,669 --> 00:22:04,081
- You the other one
he was talking to

483
00:22:04,105 --> 00:22:06,542
before he shot himself?
Proud of yourself?

484
00:22:06,586 --> 00:22:08,370
- I understand
that you're upset,

485
00:22:08,414 --> 00:22:10,764
but something
as horrible as this

486
00:22:10,807 --> 00:22:12,548
doesn't just come out
of nowhere.

487
00:22:12,592 --> 00:22:15,464
- Marie, you know Ralphie
meant the world to me,

488
00:22:15,508 --> 00:22:17,336
and I pray that
it was nothing that I did.

489
00:22:17,379 --> 00:22:18,467
- It wasn't just you.

490
00:22:18,511 --> 00:22:20,034
This had been coming
a long time.

491
00:22:20,077 --> 00:22:21,470
- I had no idea.

492
00:22:21,514 --> 00:22:23,472
- No one did, but I must've
called the department

493
00:22:23,516 --> 00:22:25,300
a half dozen times
the last few years,

494
00:22:25,344 --> 00:22:26,997
telling them
to take his guns away.

495
00:22:27,041 --> 00:22:28,564
- Why?
What was the matter?

496
00:22:28,608 --> 00:22:30,000
- What wasn't the matter?

497
00:22:30,044 --> 00:22:34,091
My Ralphie was an ox,
but this job wore him down.

498
00:22:34,135 --> 00:22:36,920
People dumping buckets
of water on him in the street,

499
00:22:36,964 --> 00:22:40,271
politicians blaming the cops
when anything goes wrong.

500
00:22:40,315 --> 00:22:42,230
We're upside down
on a second mortgage

501
00:22:42,273 --> 00:22:44,319
to pay for our son's rehab.

502
00:22:44,363 --> 00:22:46,234
- Being a parent
and being a cop,

503
00:22:46,277 --> 00:22:48,018
believe me, we... we all get it.

504
00:22:48,062 --> 00:22:50,934
- Then tell me why couldn't
he get the help he needed?

505
00:22:51,848 --> 00:22:53,981
- Look, I'm so sorry
to ask you this,

506
00:22:54,024 --> 00:22:58,768
but can you tell me
what happened today?

507
00:22:59,639 --> 00:23:04,034
- He came home distraught,
talking about killing himself.

508
00:23:04,078 --> 00:23:08,778
I was on the phone
begging with 911 while he...

509
00:23:08,822 --> 00:23:11,781
He was screaming into
his phone in the other room...

510
00:23:14,480 --> 00:23:16,699
Right before I heard the shot.

511
00:23:17,918 --> 00:23:19,963
- Any idea who
he was talking to?

512
00:23:20,007 --> 00:23:21,400
- He made a few calls,

513
00:23:21,443 --> 00:23:24,403
but I know the last one
was to his shrink.

514
00:23:26,666 --> 00:23:28,755
- This is awful news, Olivia.

515
00:23:28,798 --> 00:23:30,626
I can't imagine
how you're feeling.

516
00:23:30,670 --> 00:23:33,412
- I can't imagine
what you're feeling.

517
00:23:33,455 --> 00:23:35,631
- I don't think I understand.

518
00:23:35,675 --> 00:23:38,460
- Sergeant Morris
was your patient.

519
00:23:38,504 --> 00:23:39,940
- How would you know that?

520
00:23:39,983 --> 00:23:43,334
- His widow told us that
he made a series of calls

521
00:23:43,378 --> 00:23:45,815
before... he shot himself.

522
00:23:45,859 --> 00:23:48,209
The first two were
to burner cells.

523
00:23:48,252 --> 00:23:49,645
We're triangulating those.

524
00:23:49,689 --> 00:23:52,735
But the last one was to you.

525
00:23:55,346 --> 00:23:58,001
You heard his final words.

526
00:23:58,045 --> 00:23:59,568
- Olivia, when you told me

527
00:23:59,612 --> 00:24:01,527
you needed to see me right away,

528
00:24:01,570 --> 00:24:03,529
I thought it was because
you needed help.

529
00:24:03,572 --> 00:24:05,008
- I do need help.

530
00:24:05,052 --> 00:24:07,663
You have information
that is relevant to our case.

531
00:24:07,707 --> 00:24:09,926
- We have spent a lot
of time establishing trust.

532
00:24:09,970 --> 00:24:11,493
If you wanna question me
for a case,

533
00:24:11,537 --> 00:24:13,016
you can't come here
under a pretext.

534
00:24:13,060 --> 00:24:14,670
- And I hear you,

535
00:24:14,714 --> 00:24:17,586
but if Ralph revealed anything
to you that could help us...

536
00:24:17,630 --> 00:24:19,936
- I cannot reveal it to you.

537
00:24:19,980 --> 00:24:21,721
I am sworn to protect
my patient's privacy.

538
00:24:21,764 --> 00:24:23,679
- And he's gone.
- He's gone,

539
00:24:23,723 --> 00:24:26,726
but confidentiality
extends beyond the grave.

540
00:24:29,293 --> 00:24:32,601
- Well, so you know...

541
00:24:32,645 --> 00:24:35,169
if you can't see a way
to help us,

542
00:24:35,212 --> 00:24:38,128
then the DA's office
is going to subpoena you.

543
00:24:38,172 --> 00:24:41,741
- Well, then I'll see them
in court, Olivia.

544
00:24:41,784 --> 00:24:46,180
Now, you'll excuse me.
I lost a patient tonight.

545
00:24:46,223 --> 00:24:49,052
It's not your problem,
but I think you can understand

546
00:24:49,096 --> 00:24:51,490
what I'm feeling right now.

547
00:24:57,844 --> 00:25:00,803
- Your Honor, we believe that
Dr. Lindstrom has evidence

548
00:25:00,847 --> 00:25:03,545
that is crucial to an ongoing
SVU investigation.

549
00:25:03,589 --> 00:25:05,460
Now, it's evidence
we can't get any other way

550
00:25:05,504 --> 00:25:07,027
because the complaining witness,

551
00:25:07,070 --> 00:25:09,029
and another key witness,
Dr. Lindstrom's patient,

552
00:25:09,072 --> 00:25:10,291
are both deceased.

553
00:25:10,334 --> 00:25:11,640
- Dr. Lindstrom,

554
00:25:11,684 --> 00:25:14,730
without asking you
to reveal anything specific,

555
00:25:14,774 --> 00:25:16,166
can you advise the court

556
00:25:16,210 --> 00:25:18,473
as to whether you might
have information relevant

557
00:25:18,517 --> 00:25:20,344
to this investigation?

558
00:25:20,388 --> 00:25:22,564
- I'm not prepared to answer
even that, Your Honor.

559
00:25:22,608 --> 00:25:24,174
There is a precedent here.

560
00:25:24,218 --> 00:25:27,569
We are all profoundly aware
that the NYPD

561
00:25:27,613 --> 00:25:29,286
is in the middle
of a mental health crisis,

562
00:25:29,310 --> 00:25:32,487
and it is more important than
ever that police officers

563
00:25:32,531 --> 00:25:34,663
who have the courage
to seek counseling

564
00:25:34,707 --> 00:25:36,883
know that their records,

565
00:25:36,926 --> 00:25:40,451
their conversations
remain privileged...

566
00:25:40,495 --> 00:25:42,802
even after their death.

567
00:25:44,934 --> 00:25:46,501
- So Carisi's taking Lindstrom
to court?

568
00:25:46,545 --> 00:25:48,851
- Yeah... I wouldn't count on
that working either.

569
00:25:48,895 --> 00:25:50,244
Where are we?

570
00:25:50,287 --> 00:25:51,724
- Well, in 2004,

571
00:25:51,767 --> 00:25:53,639
Rachel made Detective
under Captain Gary Wald

572
00:25:53,682 --> 00:25:55,554
and Sergeant Ralph Morris.

573
00:25:55,597 --> 00:25:57,164
She partners up
with Detective Guevara.

574
00:25:57,207 --> 00:25:58,557
- From Tucker's file,

575
00:25:58,600 --> 00:26:01,603
she hooked up with
all three of them plus a UC.

576
00:26:01,647 --> 00:26:03,997
- Ralphie?
I don't believe that.

577
00:26:04,040 --> 00:26:06,608
- It would explain
Gary's leverage over him.

578
00:26:06,652 --> 00:26:09,437
- We were able to trace
the burner cell.

579
00:26:09,480 --> 00:26:12,527
Gary and Ralphie exchanged
calls before he killed himself.

580
00:26:12,571 --> 00:26:14,485
- Okay,
so after Rachel's suicide,

581
00:26:14,529 --> 00:26:16,487
Ralphie feels guilt,

582
00:26:16,531 --> 00:26:19,534
Gary leans on him
to keep quiet, and...

583
00:26:19,578 --> 00:26:22,668
Ralphie just doesn't see
another way out.

584
00:26:24,321 --> 00:26:26,454
- I respect the principle,
Your Honor,

585
00:26:26,497 --> 00:26:27,847
but in this case,

586
00:26:27,890 --> 00:26:29,651
the two suicides may well
have been the result

587
00:26:29,675 --> 00:26:31,111
of the crime and a cover-up,

588
00:26:31,154 --> 00:26:32,982
and Dr. Lindstrom
has a duty to warn.

589
00:26:33,026 --> 00:26:35,419
He may have information that
could stop yet another officer

590
00:26:35,463 --> 00:26:36,986
from committing suicide.

591
00:26:37,030 --> 00:26:38,964
- Mr. Carisi, I've heard you
use phrases like, "maybe,"

592
00:26:38,988 --> 00:26:41,208
"may well have been,"
"we believe."

593
00:26:41,251 --> 00:26:44,037
All words that tell me
this evidence you seek

594
00:26:44,080 --> 00:26:46,909
is speculative and secondhand
and maybe even third-hand.

595
00:26:46,953 --> 00:26:49,651
You've failed to show
that the interests of justice

596
00:26:49,695 --> 00:26:53,568
outweigh the deceased's
interest in confidentiality.

597
00:26:58,529 --> 00:27:02,055
- Oh, my, Dr. Lindstrom,
are you okay?

598
00:27:02,098 --> 00:27:03,883
- I'm fine.

599
00:27:03,926 --> 00:27:05,774
This must've happened
while I was at the hearing.

600
00:27:05,798 --> 00:27:08,017
- I'm sorry.
- They broke into my desk,

601
00:27:08,061 --> 00:27:10,193
but they didn't bother
to take prescription samples

602
00:27:10,237 --> 00:27:11,586
or my checkbook.

603
00:27:11,630 --> 00:27:13,762
- Was anything missing?
- Two things.

604
00:27:13,806 --> 00:27:15,895
My laptop
and Ralph Morris' file.

605
00:27:15,938 --> 00:27:17,916
- They must have been worried
that the court was gonna

606
00:27:17,940 --> 00:27:19,855
order you to turn
your notes over.

607
00:27:19,899 --> 00:27:21,944
- And now they have them.
- We'll call CSU,

608
00:27:21,988 --> 00:27:23,598
get a team in here
and run prints,

609
00:27:23,642 --> 00:27:25,078
look for touch DNA.

610
00:27:25,121 --> 00:27:26,819
- Yeah, I can save you the time.

611
00:27:26,862 --> 00:27:28,864
I had a visit to my office
here late last night.

612
00:27:28,908 --> 00:27:31,911
- From who?
- Gary Wald, ex-cop.

613
00:27:31,954 --> 00:27:34,391
- Yeah, we... we know him.
What did he want?

614
00:27:34,435 --> 00:27:36,089
- The same thing you want.

615
00:27:36,132 --> 00:27:37,699
To know what Ralph Morris said

616
00:27:37,743 --> 00:27:39,309
just before
he took his own life.

617
00:27:39,353 --> 00:27:40,789
- But you didn't tell him.

618
00:27:40,833 --> 00:27:43,749
- No.
I can't.

619
00:27:45,098 --> 00:27:46,882
But without breaking
confidentiality,

620
00:27:46,926 --> 00:27:49,058
I can tell you that
your friend Ed Tucker

621
00:27:49,102 --> 00:27:51,713
must know everything I know.

622
00:27:51,757 --> 00:27:56,283
[heavy music]

623
00:27:58,633 --> 00:28:00,722
- [sighs]

624
00:28:01,680 --> 00:28:04,160
You still take milk?
- Ah, thank you.

625
00:28:05,466 --> 00:28:07,555
- Boy, four times in a week.

626
00:28:07,598 --> 00:28:09,252
First, you couldn't wait
to get rid of me,

627
00:28:09,296 --> 00:28:11,254
now I need an order
of protection against you.

628
00:28:11,298 --> 00:28:13,343
- Ed, we need to talk.

629
00:28:13,387 --> 00:28:15,258
- Walk with me.

630
00:28:15,302 --> 00:28:17,130
I'm not going far.

631
00:28:18,653 --> 00:28:20,611
What's on your mind?

632
00:28:20,655 --> 00:28:24,180
- Rachel Wilson, Ralph Morris,

633
00:28:24,224 --> 00:28:26,661
you and these games that
you've been playing.

634
00:28:26,705 --> 00:28:28,508
- Trust me, Liv, I don't
have time to play games.

635
00:28:28,532 --> 00:28:31,100
- No? Did you know your friend
Gary Wald broke into

636
00:28:31,144 --> 00:28:34,625
Lindstrom's office and stole
the file on Ralph Morris?

637
00:28:34,669 --> 00:28:36,192
- No.
I had no idea.

638
00:28:36,236 --> 00:28:37,759
- Well, he did.

639
00:28:37,803 --> 00:28:39,998
- Lately, I'm realizing I had
no idea about a lot of things.

640
00:28:40,022 --> 00:28:41,676
- Yeah, and I want
to believe you, Ed,

641
00:28:41,720 --> 00:28:44,679
I really do,
but I still get the feeling

642
00:28:44,723 --> 00:28:46,768
that you're not
being straight with me

643
00:28:46,812 --> 00:28:50,250
about... about any of this.

644
00:28:56,517 --> 00:28:59,389
Ed, what are we doing here?

645
00:28:59,433 --> 00:29:01,914
- You can't tell my wife.

646
00:29:01,957 --> 00:29:06,483
[somber music]

647
00:29:06,527 --> 00:29:10,879
♪

648
00:29:21,455 --> 00:29:21,672
.

649
00:29:21,716 --> 00:29:24,327
[door bell chimes]

650
00:29:24,371 --> 00:29:25,807
- Hey.

651
00:29:32,205 --> 00:29:36,078
- Did I ever tell you about
where I worked after 9/11?

652
00:29:36,122 --> 00:29:38,559
- I asked.

653
00:29:39,255 --> 00:29:41,127
- They had me detailed

654
00:29:41,170 --> 00:29:43,956
to the Fresh Kill Landfill
recovery site,

655
00:29:43,999 --> 00:29:45,696
looking for remains.

656
00:29:45,740 --> 00:29:48,090
12-hour shifts
at the conveyor belt,

657
00:29:48,134 --> 00:29:49,831
sifting through the debris,

658
00:29:49,875 --> 00:29:51,485
watching credit cards,
baby pictures,

659
00:29:51,528 --> 00:29:53,574
and wedding rings go by.

660
00:29:53,617 --> 00:29:57,796
Every once in a while, a...
a finger bone or a rib.

661
00:29:58,535 --> 00:30:01,451
- That sounds like
how I picture Hell.

662
00:30:01,495 --> 00:30:04,498
- You start thinking about
your own life, you know?

663
00:30:04,541 --> 00:30:06,369
All the things you missed.

664
00:30:06,413 --> 00:30:09,677
- Oh, Ed.
- Wished you'd done.

665
00:30:09,720 --> 00:30:11,505
They caught the cancer
in my lungs

666
00:30:11,548 --> 00:30:14,551
before I started seeing you.

667
00:30:16,379 --> 00:30:18,729
Now it's in my brain.

668
00:30:20,209 --> 00:30:22,298
They say there's
no connection, but...

669
00:30:22,342 --> 00:30:24,431
- But... but they can treat that,
right?

670
00:30:24,474 --> 00:30:28,304
- They can,
but the doctor just told me

671
00:30:28,348 --> 00:30:31,046
I have six months to a year.

672
00:30:31,090 --> 00:30:33,875
- Oh, my God.

673
00:30:33,919 --> 00:30:36,573
- It is what it is.

674
00:30:38,749 --> 00:30:41,752
Well, pretty soon,
I won't be myself anymore.

675
00:30:41,796 --> 00:30:44,930
Maybe you notice I'm starting
to have memory lapses.

676
00:30:44,973 --> 00:30:48,890
- That's why you didn't
remember Rachel.

677
00:30:49,804 --> 00:30:53,852
- I had no...
idea how I knew her.

678
00:30:55,070 --> 00:30:58,291
I was too embarrassed to tell
you that when you asked.

679
00:31:01,511 --> 00:31:03,687
But Gary called me
after you left.

680
00:31:05,428 --> 00:31:07,343
- And what did he say?

681
00:31:07,387 --> 00:31:10,216
- He was just making sure
that I had his back,

682
00:31:10,259 --> 00:31:12,871
like when we were partners.

683
00:31:14,785 --> 00:31:18,311
- Ed, are you saying
that you covered up a rape...

684
00:31:18,354 --> 00:31:20,095
to protect your friend?

685
00:31:20,139 --> 00:31:24,056
- No.
I would never.

686
00:31:24,099 --> 00:31:26,754
Back then, Gary told me
he'd an affair with her,

687
00:31:26,797 --> 00:31:28,843
and when he went
to break it off,

688
00:31:28,887 --> 00:31:31,759
she only accused him of rape
just to get back at him,

689
00:31:31,802 --> 00:31:34,718
and I was stupid enough
to believe him.

690
00:31:37,417 --> 00:31:42,465
I don't want Rachel or Ralph
on my conscience.

691
00:31:43,814 --> 00:31:47,818
While there's still time,
I need to make this right.

692
00:31:47,862 --> 00:31:51,518
[somber music]

693
00:31:51,561 --> 00:31:54,695
♪

694
00:31:54,738 --> 00:31:58,525
- Mrs. Morris, we just wanted
to say again how sorry we are.

695
00:31:58,568 --> 00:32:00,831
- May Ralphie's memory
be a blessing for you.

696
00:32:00,875 --> 00:32:05,097
- Ralphie adored you,
you know that, don't you?

697
00:32:05,706 --> 00:32:08,361
You were the daughter
he never had.

698
00:32:08,404 --> 00:32:10,232
- He was a beautiful man.

699
00:32:10,276 --> 00:32:12,060
He'll be missed.

700
00:32:23,942 --> 00:32:27,467
- 108 bucks,
Porterhouse steak for two?

701
00:32:27,510 --> 00:32:29,251
Most expensive steak I ever had.

702
00:32:29,295 --> 00:32:30,513
- Yeah, the private sector's

703
00:32:30,557 --> 00:32:32,776
been very, very good
to Gary Wald.

704
00:32:32,820 --> 00:32:33,908
- Evidently.

705
00:32:33,952 --> 00:32:35,475
- And it could be
very good for Eddie.

706
00:32:35,518 --> 00:32:38,304
Six-figure salaries,
yachts, private planes,

707
00:32:38,347 --> 00:32:39,958
unbelievable women.

708
00:32:40,001 --> 00:32:42,047
- You wait till I'm married
to tell me this?

709
00:32:42,090 --> 00:32:43,831
- Well, I'm married too.

710
00:32:43,874 --> 00:32:47,008
Or at least my wife is.
[chuckles]

711
00:32:47,052 --> 00:32:51,491
So, uh, did you get anything
from Benson?

712
00:32:51,534 --> 00:32:54,320
[soft dinner music playing]

713
00:32:54,363 --> 00:32:56,496
- They know what happened
during Vice

714
00:32:56,539 --> 00:32:59,107
and that it involved
a supervisor.

715
00:32:59,151 --> 00:33:00,674
- All right, got it.

716
00:33:00,717 --> 00:33:02,937
Did Ralphie's shrink
give them anything?

717
00:33:02,981 --> 00:33:04,460
- No,

718
00:33:04,504 --> 00:33:08,116
not even after somebody
broke into his office.

719
00:33:09,422 --> 00:33:11,424
We don't need to worry
about that, do we?

720
00:33:11,467 --> 00:33:14,253
- No.
No, those notes are gone.

721
00:33:14,296 --> 00:33:17,169
Now this gets easier.

722
00:33:17,212 --> 00:33:20,085
Just pin the rape on Ralphie.

723
00:33:20,128 --> 00:33:21,738
- Ralphie?

724
00:33:21,782 --> 00:33:25,046
- Well, I have proof he was
having an affair with her.

725
00:33:25,090 --> 00:33:26,874
- Whew.

726
00:33:26,917 --> 00:33:29,529
She really got around, huh?
You, Ralphie?

727
00:33:29,572 --> 00:33:31,705
- Remember I told you
they called her

728
00:33:31,748 --> 00:33:34,316
the Hotbox of Midtown South?

729
00:33:34,360 --> 00:33:35,796
- I remember,

730
00:33:35,839 --> 00:33:38,712
but then she started
giving you a hard time.

731
00:33:38,755 --> 00:33:41,019
- More like stalking me.

732
00:33:41,062 --> 00:33:45,458
She called my wife.
I can't have that.

733
00:33:48,069 --> 00:33:50,071
I had to tune her up.

734
00:33:50,115 --> 00:33:51,551
- Tune her up?

735
00:33:51,594 --> 00:33:53,901
You never told me
that back then.

736
00:33:53,944 --> 00:33:56,053
- It was a different time, Ed.
I had to protect my home,

737
00:33:56,077 --> 00:33:57,470
my family, my job.

738
00:33:57,513 --> 00:33:58,862
- No, I get it.

739
00:33:58,906 --> 00:34:01,648
- I roughed her up good,
she got the message.

740
00:34:01,691 --> 00:34:04,042
And now she's gone,

741
00:34:04,085 --> 00:34:06,392
and Ralphie's gone.

742
00:34:06,435 --> 00:34:08,089
All ties up in a bow.

743
00:34:08,133 --> 00:34:09,917
The dead don't speak
to the living.

744
00:34:09,960 --> 00:34:12,963
- These IAB guys
know how to reel 'em in.

745
00:34:14,356 --> 00:34:17,403
- One thing you can say
about Ed Tucker,

746
00:34:17,446 --> 00:34:19,970
he settles his accounts.

747
00:34:23,322 --> 00:34:24,801
Whoa... hey, bud,

748
00:34:24,845 --> 00:34:26,586
I didn't think
you had that much to drink.

749
00:34:26,629 --> 00:34:28,414
- What can I tell you?

750
00:34:28,457 --> 00:34:30,131
I'm turning into an amateur
now I'm retired.

751
00:34:30,155 --> 00:34:32,505
- Hey, you want a ride home?
I got my driver.

752
00:34:32,548 --> 00:34:35,334
- Nah, I'm good.
It's... it's out of your way.

753
00:34:35,377 --> 00:34:37,597
- Well, you stick with me, kid,

754
00:34:37,640 --> 00:34:39,618
you'll be riding in the back
of that Rolls Silver Cloud

755
00:34:39,642 --> 00:34:41,905
we always talked about,
all right?

756
00:34:52,220 --> 00:34:53,656
- [sighs]

757
00:34:53,700 --> 00:34:57,007
[breathing hard]

758
00:35:05,668 --> 00:35:07,888
- Hey.
Hey, you okay?

759
00:35:07,931 --> 00:35:09,368
- Yeah.
- Take it easy.

760
00:35:09,411 --> 00:35:10,717
You okay?

761
00:35:11,892 --> 00:35:13,415
- Did you get enough
for an arrest?

762
00:35:13,459 --> 00:35:16,157
- Yes, yes.
It's all good.

763
00:35:26,689 --> 00:35:27,081
.

764
00:35:27,125 --> 00:35:29,127
- It all ties up in a bow,
and the dead don't speak

765
00:35:29,170 --> 00:35:30,737
to the living.

766
00:35:30,780 --> 00:35:33,131
- So are we good to go on the
arrest warrant for Gary Wald?

767
00:35:33,174 --> 00:35:35,481
- Wald runs a global
security firm, right?

768
00:35:35,524 --> 00:35:37,198
So if there's anything
out there on Tucker,

769
00:35:37,222 --> 00:35:38,832
he's gonna find it?

770
00:35:38,875 --> 00:35:41,051
Is Tucker okay testifying
against his former partner?

771
00:35:41,095 --> 00:35:43,271
- Tucker's clean.
- And you believe him?

772
00:35:43,315 --> 00:35:45,273
- Took him long enough
to come around on Rachel.

773
00:35:45,317 --> 00:35:48,102
- If this goes to trial,
how long will it take?

774
00:35:48,146 --> 00:35:50,148
Months?
- Could be years.

775
00:35:50,191 --> 00:35:52,672
Why are you asking?

776
00:35:55,675 --> 00:35:58,547
- There's a reason that Tucker
wasn't himself before.

777
00:35:58,591 --> 00:36:00,767
- Captain,
what are you talking about?

778
00:36:02,725 --> 00:36:05,511
- Don't make me spell it out.

779
00:36:06,686 --> 00:36:09,341
- So we need to
do this without him?

780
00:36:09,384 --> 00:36:10,951
- Yes.

781
00:36:10,994 --> 00:36:12,822
- Okay.

782
00:36:12,866 --> 00:36:16,174
We have the tapes... I'll get you
the search warrants.

783
00:36:16,217 --> 00:36:17,523
Also see if you can flush out

784
00:36:17,566 --> 00:36:18,846
anybody from Vice
from that time.

785
00:36:18,872 --> 00:36:20,656
- Anything else?
- Yeah.

786
00:36:20,700 --> 00:36:22,528
Pick up Gary Wald.

787
00:36:26,227 --> 00:36:29,230
[dramatic music]

788
00:36:29,274 --> 00:36:35,280
♪

789
00:36:35,323 --> 00:36:37,325
- If you guys are here
to talk about

790
00:36:37,369 --> 00:36:38,674
working for me after retirement,

791
00:36:38,718 --> 00:36:40,261
you should've called ahead
for an appointment.

792
00:36:40,285 --> 00:36:41,725
- Guess again.
- Gary Wald, we've got

793
00:36:41,764 --> 00:36:43,853
a warrant for your arrest
for sexual assault,

794
00:36:43,897 --> 00:36:46,073
witness tampering,
and breaking and entering.

795
00:36:46,116 --> 00:36:47,422
- Based on what?

796
00:36:47,466 --> 00:36:49,139
The word of two cops
who were having an affair

797
00:36:49,163 --> 00:36:50,251
and then killed themselves?

798
00:36:50,295 --> 00:36:51,731
- You better watch your mouth.

799
00:36:51,774 --> 00:36:52,882
- Damn, what is her problem?

800
00:36:52,906 --> 00:36:54,429
- You heard what she said.

801
00:36:56,910 --> 00:36:59,347
- Let's go.

802
00:37:01,567 --> 00:37:03,438
- So Gary's on his way
to Central Booking?

803
00:37:03,482 --> 00:37:05,223
- Yup.

804
00:37:06,136 --> 00:37:07,921
- One of my best friends,
my partner,

805
00:37:07,964 --> 00:37:10,489
and I never even knew it.

806
00:37:10,532 --> 00:37:11,968
[sighs]

807
00:37:12,012 --> 00:37:13,990
I think of all the people
I never let get close to me

808
00:37:14,014 --> 00:37:15,494
because of IAB.

809
00:37:15,537 --> 00:37:18,061
- Don't blame yourself, Ed.
- Why not?

810
00:37:18,105 --> 00:37:20,238
It was my job
to root out bad cops,

811
00:37:20,281 --> 00:37:21,432
and I missed one of the worst.

812
00:37:21,456 --> 00:37:24,111
He was standing
right in front of me.

813
00:37:24,154 --> 00:37:26,200
If I hadn't,
Rachel might still be here.

814
00:37:26,244 --> 00:37:28,289
- Ed, a lot of people missed it.

815
00:37:28,333 --> 00:37:31,118
I have missed some things.

816
00:37:31,161 --> 00:37:32,815
[sighs]

817
00:37:33,773 --> 00:37:35,490
- I didn't realize
we'd changed the subject.

818
00:37:35,514 --> 00:37:37,298
We're talking about us now?

819
00:37:37,342 --> 00:37:40,301
[emotional music]

820
00:37:40,345 --> 00:37:44,566
- I'm sorry... for the way
that I ended things.

821
00:37:46,176 --> 00:37:48,744
I think underneath it all...

822
00:37:50,703 --> 00:37:53,532
I was afraid.

823
00:37:54,576 --> 00:37:56,839
- And your dance card was full.

824
00:37:56,883 --> 00:37:59,755
The job, Noah.

825
00:38:00,974 --> 00:38:05,805
- What I wish I had
and what I wish we had...

826
00:38:07,807 --> 00:38:10,331
Is more time.

827
00:38:12,681 --> 00:38:14,596
- It's okay.

828
00:38:16,119 --> 00:38:18,426
We'll always have Paris.

829
00:38:22,169 --> 00:38:25,303
You know,
I've always wanted to say that.

830
00:38:49,109 --> 00:38:50,763
- Did the son of a bitch
make bail?

831
00:38:50,806 --> 00:38:53,069
- No, once the judge heard
about his private plane,

832
00:38:53,113 --> 00:38:54,419
his multiple passports...

833
00:38:54,462 --> 00:38:55,744
If he's not a flight risk,
no one is.

834
00:38:55,768 --> 00:38:57,247
- He can cool his jets
at the jail

835
00:38:57,291 --> 00:38:59,249
they were going
to name after him.

836
00:38:59,293 --> 00:39:01,295
- Oh, my God.

837
00:39:01,339 --> 00:39:02,818
- What?

838
00:39:06,866 --> 00:39:09,825
[heavy music]

839
00:39:09,869 --> 00:39:16,876
♪

840
00:39:19,182 --> 00:39:21,663
- I heard about Tucker.
How you doing?

841
00:39:21,707 --> 00:39:24,840
- He took his life
with his old .38.

842
00:39:29,236 --> 00:39:31,760
I just don't know
what to do with that.

843
00:39:31,804 --> 00:39:33,936
- There's nothing
you can do with it.

844
00:39:33,980 --> 00:39:35,503
It just is.

845
00:39:35,547 --> 00:39:38,941
- He left his wife a letter,
his benefits, his pension.

846
00:39:42,118 --> 00:39:44,947
He told her that he didn't want
her to spend the best years

847
00:39:44,991 --> 00:39:49,256
of her life taking care
of a dying man.

848
00:39:52,172 --> 00:39:54,348
He had brain cancer.

849
00:39:55,915 --> 00:39:57,917
- Oh, I didn't know.

850
00:40:01,442 --> 00:40:04,445
He was suffering, Liv.

851
00:40:04,489 --> 00:40:06,273
That's not how he'd want
to be remembered.

852
00:40:06,316 --> 00:40:08,797
- I know.
I know.

853
00:40:12,235 --> 00:40:15,891
It's just a lot of rain
in one place.

854
00:40:17,632 --> 00:40:19,242
- You don't need
to be here alone.

855
00:40:19,286 --> 00:40:21,288
Let me drive you home.

856
00:40:22,245 --> 00:40:24,770
- Just give me a minute.
I'll be okay.

857
00:40:25,945 --> 00:40:27,512
I'm good.

858
00:40:34,954 --> 00:40:37,391
[door closes]

859
00:40:42,657 --> 00:40:46,313
[sighs]

860
00:40:47,357 --> 00:40:49,795
[chuckles]

861
00:41:44,893 --> 00:41:47,896
[wolf howls]


