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- So I picked a coffee shopng?
for our first dateou can.

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in case I needed
to make a quick getaway.

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          - In case I was a dud?
                          Smart.

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                     Very smart.
             I get it, trust me.

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    But I'm going to guess that,
       because you're letting me

6
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                  walk you home,
                maybe not a dud?

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- You guessed right.

8
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            Yeah, I've been here
           about nine years now.

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- Love Lakeview.
Wrigley's right there.

10
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      - Britt, what are you
         doing out here?

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                    - I'm sorry.

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            I went to the store,
     wanted some chocolate milk,

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      but I forgot my keys.
        - And your jacket?

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   This is my daughter, Britt.

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   She's supposed to be staying
      inside the apartment.

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                  - Please, Mom.
         Can you just let me in?

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         - Yes, come on.
     Um, Britt has a problem.

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      She's been clean a few
weeks now and doing great.

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     It's just the withdrawal
        symptoms are hard.

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                      - [groans]

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 - Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
            You okay?

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                     - My chest,
        it hurts when I breathe.

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- Okay, um, we need to
get her to a hospital.

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             - What?
               No.

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- I'll let 'em know
we're coming.

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         <i> [phone clicks]</i>

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         [pager beeping]

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           - Incoming.
          Take Baghdad.

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- Yep.

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              Cesar?
       - Gabriel Park, 16,

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    single GSW to the abdomen.
        GCS 15, BP 98/66,

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      heart rate 118, sats 100%.

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      - I can't move my leg.
    - Gabriel, I'm Dr. Rhodes.

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        You hang in there.
          What happened?

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- Gunman held up
the family store.

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      - We were in the back,
      stocking the freezer.

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    - And Gabriel was working
          the register.

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- Mr. and Mrs. Park,
why don't you come with me

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and let Dr. Rhodes work, okay?
           - All right.

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           On my count.
         One, two, three.

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        <i> [dramatic music]</i>

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              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

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       Single bullet hole,
        interior abdomen.

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     Let's get a chest x-ray
          and log roll.

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  On my count, one, two, three.
           There we go.

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          - [whimpering]
         - No exit wound.

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      All right, back down.

48
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          Let's find out
      where this bullet is.

49
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Everybody clear.

50
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          - [grunting]

51
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- We're gonna take care
of you, Gabe.

52
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          - X-ray's up.
          - There it is.

53
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            All right,
   trans abdominal trajectory.

54
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        He needs surgery.

55
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      - Please, my left leg,
         I can't feel it.

56
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      - Gabriel, I'm going to do
         everything I can to fix

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  your leg, but right now I need
       to look inside your belly

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              and make sure that
             everything is okay.

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You understand me?
                           Good.

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         Call for blood.

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       Let's move him over
        to the hybrid OR.

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          Page my team.
            Let's go.

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              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

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             - Will.
        - What's up, Jay?

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       - They just brought
           that kid in.

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           He was shot
     in a convenience store.

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             - Okay.
     - So we caught the guy,

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        and we got the gun
          that he used.

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- Good.
         Why are you telling me?

70
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- CPD ran the serial number
on it, and it's your gun...

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The one that was stolen.

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              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

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- Hey.
Any word on the boy?

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     I heard it was your gun.
      - Don't say it, okay?

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           The last thing I need
         right now is a lecture.

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- I wasn't going to.

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   - It's not like I put the gun
          in the shooter's hand.

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      It was stolen from me.
          - I know that.

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Look, I know this is
a terrible situation.

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I just hope you're talking
to someone.

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       Your therapist or--
     - Why do you even care?

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                     You said we
            were done, remember?

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- Hey, any update
on Britt Mills?

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           - Other than learning
            from her mom you two

85
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     were on your first date?
           - [exhales]

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          - It had to be awkward
 to find her daughter like that.

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- Yeah.

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        - Britt's echocardiogram
is showing endocarditis.

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       It happens sometimes with
         intravenous drug users.

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    I bet bacteria from a needle
    worked its way to the heart.

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- What's cardiology saying?

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  - They advise against surgery.
         I think we should treat

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          with a six week course
                 of antibiotics,

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               so we need to put
                 in a PICC line.

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- PICC line?
I don't know.

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I mean she's only been clean
a few weeks.

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Leaving a catheter in her arm?

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That's almost an invitation
to relapse.

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  - But if we don't, she'll have
       to come into the hospital

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    twice a day for infusions.
     - Got to be another way.

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          - Dr. Rhodes.
            - Thanks.

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       - Connor, is the kid
          gonna be okay?

103
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- Yeah, he'll definitely live.

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We repaired a bunch of small
bowel where the bullet

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tore through, but it's still
lodged in his spinal canal.

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                - How bad is it?

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- Too soon to tell,
but, when he came in,

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he said he lost feeling
in his left leg.

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We're sending him up to CT,

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get a better idea of
what's going on.

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Neurology's gonna take
a look at him.

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We got it.

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         [alarm blaring]

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    - Maggie, female mid-30s,
  syncopal episode in the field.

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      Down maybe 30 seconds
   before roused by bystanders.

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            - Sydney?

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          - Hey, Maggie.
              - Hey.

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Dr. Lanik, you're
going to treatment 3.

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- Went from GCS 12 to 14
       with a sternal rub,

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       supplemental oxygen,
   and 250 mils normal saline.

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  Monitor showing multiple PVCs.
           - I fainted.

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  - Yes, and we're going to take
      very good care of you.

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   - BP's a little low, 100/66,
       and heart rate, 78.

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         But I'm not sure
      if she's beta blocked.

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  - Okay, transfer on my count.
         One, two, three.

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- She's got a tunneled cath
in the left upper chest.

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- That's for dialysis.
She's on the list for a kidney.

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   - Hey, order a 12-lead EKG.
           - All right.

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      - Am I gonna be okay?
         - Yes, you are.

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      - Where's that x-ray?

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        <i> [dramatic music]</i>

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          Okay, clear.

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            Ms. Curry?
   - Ooh, mild fluid overload.

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              - So?
        - Cardiac enzymes,

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            BMP, CBC,
    blood cultures times two.

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         - Yeah, give her
         a dose of vanc.

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25 milligrams per kilogram.
             - On it.

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- Repeat her vitals and let me
know when her labs are back.

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                         - Okay.

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                         - Okay.

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     - You know this patient?
      - She grew up near me.

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      Came in a couple weeks ago
                    with sepsis.

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I should have
seen her immediately.

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              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

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   - Feels like somebody sitting
on my chest

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                     and my back
                at the same time

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          ever since we
          got back from

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   that cross country ski trip
          two days ago.

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      I never felt anything
            like this.

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          - This isn't like him.
    Patrick's always so healthy,

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  even if he sort of let himself
      go the last few years.

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        - Really, Alice?

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  - It's your medical history.

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    It's relevant, isn't it?

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- Uh, yeah.

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    Does the pain extend down
   your arm or up to your jaw?

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              - No.
        - Does this hurt?

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           Out of ten,
   ten being the most painful.

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      - Mm, I guess a five.

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- Okay, let's get
a CBC, CMP, troponins,

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and set Mr. Novak
up for an EKG.

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            - Patrick?
        [machine beeping]

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         <i> [tense music]</i>

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           - No pulse.
             - What?

168
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  - He's not breathing, bag him.
            - Got it.

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- But he's got
       normal sinus rhythm.

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             - There's no pulse.

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He's in PEA.
Call a code.

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            - Patrick?
     - We need help in here!

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        - Need an airway!
             - Look.

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- He just opened his eyes.
He's breathing on his own.

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                - Oh, thank God.

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            Honey, are you okay?

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           - Patrick?
           - Asystole.

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     - Milligram of epi, now.
             - Wha--

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         - Intubate him.
            - [groans]

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- Hold off.
 Patient's breathing on his own.

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      - Can someone tell me
        what is happening?

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        - Your husband is
        in cardiac arrest,

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          but as long as
     I'm doing compressions,

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       he's getting oxygen
          to his brain.

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      We'll keep at it until
      his heart takes over.

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        - Honey, Patrick.
         I'm right here.

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            [kisses]

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         <i> [somber music]</i>

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        - You're saying it's not
just the withdrawal?

190
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       I have a heart infection?

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    - Symptoms of endocarditis
      usually come on slowly

192
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    and they're often mistaken
      for heroin withdrawal.

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- The chest pains you were
feeling this morning.

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   - We can treat endocarditis
   with long-term antibiotics,

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  which normally involve leaving
      a catheter in the arm.

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          A PICC line.

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           - It's okay,
       I'm used to needles.

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- Britt, we really get how
tricky early sobriety can be

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 and we just want to put you in

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    the best possible position
           to succeed.

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        So if we're gonna
     give you this PICC line,

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      there's something else
 we'd also like you to consider.

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             - What?
       - Well, it's a drug

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called Naltrexone that blocks
the effects of opioids

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on the brain's limbic system,

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essentially making it
impossible to get high.

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                - There's a drug
                that'll stop me

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from getting high?
         - Let's do that.

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- Listen, Naltrexone is by
no means a magic bullet,

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        and it comes with
     certain very real risks.

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      - The thing is, Britt,
        you can't take it

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  unless you've been opioid free
      for at least 14 days.

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If there are any opioids
in your system,

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the Naltrexone could trigger
severe side effects.

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           - I'm clean.
      - For over two weeks.

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- Okay, well, it's also crucial
for you to understand,

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if you were to use, it could
very well lead to an overdose.

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       - I'm not going to.
              Ever.

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  - She's been trying so hard.

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          <i> [soft music]</i>

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    - Okay, well, we just need
        to do a urine test

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       to be safe and, uh--
          and we're set.

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             - Okay.
    - This is great, I mean--

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             [sobs]

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        <i> [hopeful music]</i>

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              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

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              - Ava.
         - Hello, Connor.

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             - Um...

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how's the hand?

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         - Ah, it's much better.
                It was my fault.

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                   I should have
  gotten my hand out of the way.

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- Well, maybe I could have
been a little more careful.

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           Look, I am sorry that
             I haven't been able

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   to come by to check on you.
           - It's okay.

235
00:10:11,549 --> 00:10:14,783
I know we're not in
the best of places right now.

236
00:10:14,852 --> 00:10:17,519
             - Yeah.
          - Dr. Rhodes.

237
00:10:17,588 --> 00:10:21,523
Once again, you are doing
your best to ruin my day.

238
00:10:21,592 --> 00:10:24,026
- Maybe I should go.
 - No, no, you stay, Dr. Bekker.

239
00:10:24,095 --> 00:10:28,364
     This concerns you, too.
 Two months ago, you operated on

240
00:10:28,432 --> 00:10:30,833
        a gunshot victim,
         Shawn Corcoran?

241
00:10:30,901 --> 00:10:32,901
             - Yeah?
       - And you assisted?

242
00:10:32,970 --> 00:10:36,805
             He died,
     and someone is alleging

243
00:10:36,874 --> 00:10:39,475
 that you brought him to the ICU
    with his abdomen left open

244
00:10:39,543 --> 00:10:41,043
         when you should
         have closed him.

245
00:10:41,112 --> 00:10:44,380
     And then, you lightened
    his anesthesia prematurely

246
00:10:44,448 --> 00:10:46,548
        while contributing
to his death.

247
00:10:46,617 --> 00:10:48,017
   - Who made these allegations?

248
00:10:48,085 --> 00:10:50,386
- It was
an anonymous complaint.

249
00:10:50,454 --> 00:10:52,921
   Unfortunately, the hospital
  oversight committee is obliged

250
00:10:52,990 --> 00:10:56,358
   to do a root cause analysis
          into the case.

251
00:10:56,427 --> 00:10:59,728
   You'll both be interviewed.
         - And then what?

252
00:10:59,797 --> 00:11:02,998
- Well, if the committee finds
that the charges have merit,

253
00:11:03,067 --> 00:11:04,733
you, Dr. Rhodes,
will be brought before

254
00:11:04,802 --> 00:11:06,402
a peer review board.

255
00:11:06,470 --> 00:11:09,905
But hopefully
that does not happen.

256
00:11:09,974 --> 00:11:12,808
Your hybrid OR has cost
this hospital a fortune,

257
00:11:12,910 --> 00:11:14,777
but it has made
for some good PR.

258
00:11:14,845 --> 00:11:19,782
The last thing I need is
a scandal involving its chief.

259
00:11:19,850 --> 00:11:23,352
         <i> [tense music]</i>

260
00:11:23,421 --> 00:11:27,022
      - Connor, peer review?
   You could lose your license.

261
00:11:29,460 --> 00:11:31,026
- Yeah.

262
00:11:34,983 --> 00:11:37,151
       - Mr. Davis, you're back.

263
00:11:38,121 --> 00:11:39,587
- Yeah, it's starting to feel
like we live here.

264
00:11:39,655 --> 00:11:41,689
But I'm just a little bit
worried about Sophie.

265
00:11:41,758 --> 00:11:43,824
  - What's the matter with her?
        - She's not eating

266
00:11:43,893 --> 00:11:46,427
like she should, and she's
sleeping more than usual.

267
00:11:46,496 --> 00:11:47,795
    - All right, well, why don't
you lay her down right here

268
00:11:47,864 --> 00:11:48,929
     and I'll take a look, okay?

269
00:11:48,998 --> 00:11:51,265
             - Okay.
           You're okay.

270
00:11:51,334 --> 00:11:52,600
           - [fussing]

271
00:11:52,668 --> 00:11:55,669
        - Just right here.
               Hey.

272
00:11:55,738 --> 00:11:58,506
           - [cooing]

273
00:11:58,574 --> 00:12:01,308
       - You're all right.

274
00:12:01,377 --> 00:12:04,879
             - 100.1.
    - She is running a fever.

275
00:12:04,947 --> 00:12:06,814
           - [crying]

276
00:12:09,519 --> 00:12:13,687
            [crying]

277
00:12:15,191 --> 00:12:19,393
         - I'm not seeing
       anything unexpected.

278
00:12:19,462 --> 00:12:21,729
- Okay.

279
00:12:21,798 --> 00:12:23,631
                  - Don't worry,
          we'll figure this out.

280
00:12:26,402 --> 00:12:28,669
Put in an IV and check
    the patency of the g-tube.

281
00:12:28,738 --> 00:12:29,870
It could just be she's not

282
00:12:29,939 --> 00:12:31,672
getting her fluids
and nutrition in.

283
00:12:31,741 --> 00:12:33,374
             - Right.
    - This have anything to do

284
00:12:33,443 --> 00:12:35,709
    with her heart condition?
       - I don't know yet.

285
00:12:35,778 --> 00:12:37,645
            Um, it could just be
                that, right now,

286
00:12:37,713 --> 00:12:39,580
               she's not getting
      the nourishment she needs.

287
00:12:39,649 --> 00:12:41,315
                  But let's just
           check the tube first,

288
00:12:41,384 --> 00:12:43,317
              and then, we'll go
from there, okay?

289
00:12:43,386 --> 00:12:46,320
             - Okay.
           - All right.

290
00:12:46,389 --> 00:12:50,558
  - Ms. Hawkins, your tests show
          potassium 9.2,

291
00:12:50,626 --> 00:12:53,994
          chloride 115,
    BUN 105, and creatinine 6.

292
00:12:54,063 --> 00:12:55,963
        - What that mean?
     - It means your dialysis

293
00:12:56,099 --> 00:12:57,731
      hasn't been working.

294
00:12:57,800 --> 00:12:59,867
      When was the last time
   that you went to the center?

295
00:12:59,936 --> 00:13:01,936
        - A few days ago.
               Why?

296
00:13:02,004 --> 00:13:04,572
      - And did they mention any
  problems with your flow rates?

297
00:13:04,640 --> 00:13:07,341
           Because your catheter
is clotted.

298
00:13:07,410 --> 00:13:10,678
   Maybe told you to come to the
   hospital and get it replaced?

299
00:13:10,746 --> 00:13:14,782
    - Oh, something like that,
           maybe, yeah.

300
00:13:14,851 --> 00:13:16,750
    But then I got too sick.

301
00:13:16,819 --> 00:13:18,686
                  - That's okay,
      we'll get it all fixed up,

302
00:13:18,754 --> 00:13:20,454
                     and get you
             emergency dialysis.

303
00:13:20,523 --> 00:13:23,624
   - Mm-hmm, meanwhile, we need
     to lower your potassium.

304
00:13:23,693 --> 00:13:25,359
           Let's give her an amp
                 of bicarbonate,

305
00:13:25,428 --> 00:13:27,528
    ten units regular insulin,
an amp of D50,

306
00:13:27,597 --> 00:13:29,897
            and then,
     8.4 grams of patiromer.

307
00:13:29,966 --> 00:13:31,232
            - Got it.

308
00:13:31,300 --> 00:13:34,468
        [machine beeping]

309
00:13:34,537 --> 00:13:35,903
- All of that?

310
00:13:38,875 --> 00:13:40,975
It's really bad, isn't it?

311
00:13:41,043 --> 00:13:43,944
                       - Mm-hmm.
          You need a new kidney.

312
00:13:44,013 --> 00:13:45,412
          I'm gonna see
    if I can get you moved up

313
00:13:45,481 --> 00:13:47,948
     on the transplant list.

314
00:13:48,017 --> 00:13:50,751
- Maggie...

315
00:13:50,820 --> 00:13:53,387
You're taking
such good care of me.

316
00:13:53,456 --> 00:13:54,655
         <i> [somber music]</i>

317
00:13:54,724 --> 00:13:56,490
Thank you.

318
00:13:56,559 --> 00:14:03,564
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

319
00:14:04,500 --> 00:14:08,302
       - No more ski trips,
I promise.

320
00:14:08,371 --> 00:14:10,437
   I know you didn't want to go.

321
00:14:10,506 --> 00:14:13,307
         - Dr. Halstead,
    should we get him on ECMO?

322
00:14:13,376 --> 00:14:14,742
     - We can't put a patient
             on ECMO

323
00:14:14,810 --> 00:14:16,076
      unless we have a plan
        to get him off it.

324
00:14:16,145 --> 00:14:17,745
      - Then what can we do?
          - This is it.

325
00:14:17,813 --> 00:14:19,413
      There's nothing else.

326
00:14:19,482 --> 00:14:21,849
        I'm not gonna stop
   until his pulse comes back.

327
00:14:21,918 --> 00:14:24,518
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

328
00:14:24,587 --> 00:14:28,088
- You need a break.
Let me take over for a while.

329
00:14:28,157 --> 00:14:29,790
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

330
00:14:29,859 --> 00:14:32,793
- All right.
             Switch.

331
00:14:38,801 --> 00:14:41,769
         Hey, you good?

332
00:14:41,837 --> 00:14:44,972
       I'll be right back.

333
00:14:45,041 --> 00:14:47,374
    - Based on my experience,

334
00:14:47,443 --> 00:14:50,311
         it's definitely
    the best course of action.

335
00:14:50,379 --> 00:14:51,645
              Okay.

336
00:14:51,714 --> 00:14:54,448
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

337
00:14:54,517 --> 00:14:55,950
                       Hey, Sam.

338
00:14:56,018 --> 00:14:57,718
              What's the report
              on the GSW victim?

339
00:14:57,787 --> 00:14:59,853
- Since when
is he your patient?

340
00:14:59,922 --> 00:15:01,722
                 - Come on, Sam.

341
00:15:01,791 --> 00:15:03,691
- Bullet lodged
in his cord at T12,

342
00:15:03,759 --> 00:15:05,326
hematoma surrounding the cord.

343
00:15:05,394 --> 00:15:06,794
Kid's hemiplegic
on his left side,

344
00:15:06,862 --> 00:15:08,729
right leg still works.

345
00:15:08,798 --> 00:15:10,464
     - Wait, so there's a chance
            he'll regain feeling

346
00:15:10,533 --> 00:15:12,132
                 in his left leg
   when you pull the bullet out?

347
00:15:12,201 --> 00:15:14,835
- No, we're leaving it in.
Removing the bullet risks

348
00:15:14,904 --> 00:15:17,338
substantial bleeding along
with more potential damage

349
00:15:17,406 --> 00:15:18,739
to the spinal cord,
which could result

350
00:15:18,808 --> 00:15:20,341
in the kid being paraplegic.

351
00:15:20,409 --> 00:15:21,842
              - Well, isn't that
                  worth the risk

352
00:15:21,911 --> 00:15:23,577
       if it means he might gain
             full function back?

353
00:15:23,646 --> 00:15:26,480
- Well, I'd rather have one
good leg than two bad ones.

354
00:15:26,549 --> 00:15:28,916
     - Wait, look, we're talking
              about a kid, here.

355
00:15:29,018 --> 00:15:30,718
       Okay, with his whole life
                   ahead of him.

356
00:15:30,786 --> 00:15:33,721
- Halstead, no one asked
for your uninformed opinion,

357
00:15:33,789 --> 00:15:35,356
and the family's
made their decision.

358
00:15:35,424 --> 00:15:38,826
Go back to the ED
and put a Band-Aid on someone.

359
00:15:38,894 --> 00:15:45,866
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

360
00:15:49,572 --> 00:15:53,173
    - Good news, the urine tox
     screen came back clean.

361
00:15:53,242 --> 00:15:55,676
       - I wasn't worried.

362
00:15:55,745 --> 00:15:58,012
     - Monique, let's administer
the first dose of Naltrexone,

363
00:15:58,080 --> 00:16:00,681
                then send her up
      to the IR for a PICC line.

364
00:16:00,750 --> 00:16:01,715
         - Could you turn
      on your side, please?

365
00:16:01,784 --> 00:16:03,851
            - Mm-hmm.
            - Honey...

366
00:16:03,919 --> 00:16:05,552
            Are you--
     are you sure about this?

367
00:16:05,621 --> 00:16:07,021
   This is a really big step.

368
00:16:07,089 --> 00:16:10,024
           - Yes, Mom.
            I'm sure.

369
00:16:10,092 --> 00:16:12,660
   - Just a little pinch, okay?
            - Mm-hmm.

370
00:16:16,132 --> 00:16:20,534
           - That's it.
        - Thank you, both.

371
00:16:23,472 --> 00:16:25,739
   - I understand what she does
for a living,

372
00:16:25,808 --> 00:16:28,709
    but she's been responsible
         with her health.

373
00:16:29,645 --> 00:16:31,111
              No--

374
00:16:31,180 --> 00:16:33,414
      She's not high risk.

375
00:16:33,516 --> 00:16:35,215
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

376
00:16:35,284 --> 00:16:39,219
Yes.
I understand.

377
00:16:39,288 --> 00:16:41,522
            - That about Sydney?

378
00:16:43,059 --> 00:16:45,893
- Yeah, she's on the bottom
of the transplant list

379
00:16:45,961 --> 00:16:47,628
because she's a sex worker.

380
00:16:47,697 --> 00:16:49,930
        [phone clacking]

381
00:16:49,999 --> 00:16:51,899
When she came in,
I kept her waiting.

382
00:16:51,967 --> 00:16:53,133
I didn't take her seriously.

383
00:16:53,202 --> 00:16:55,235
I didn't realize
that she was septic.

384
00:16:55,304 --> 00:16:58,172
[sighs]

385
00:16:58,240 --> 00:17:01,508
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

386
00:17:01,577 --> 00:17:02,843
Maybe if I hadn't
               kept her waiting,

387
00:17:02,912 --> 00:17:04,478
    this wouldn't have happened.

388
00:17:04,547 --> 00:17:08,615
- Maggie, you don't know that.

389
00:17:08,684 --> 00:17:10,751
- You know, we grew up a couple
blocks from each other.

390
00:17:10,820 --> 00:17:14,755
                Huge difference,
            those couple blocks.

391
00:17:14,824 --> 00:17:17,758
         <i> [somber music[</i>

392
00:17:17,827 --> 00:17:19,827
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

393
00:17:19,895 --> 00:17:21,762
             April?

394
00:17:21,831 --> 00:17:24,765
                I want you to do
             a blood draw on me.

395
00:17:24,834 --> 00:17:27,868
- A blood draw?

396
00:17:27,937 --> 00:17:30,204
Maggie, you cannot be serious.

397
00:17:30,272 --> 00:17:34,174
           - Treatment 4's open.
Let's go.

398
00:17:36,212 --> 00:17:39,813
        [machine beeping]

399
00:17:39,882 --> 00:17:43,951
     - She's not breathing.
     - Sats are down to 60%.

400
00:17:44,019 --> 00:17:48,155
         - Start bagging.
    - Sats are coming back up.

401
00:17:48,224 --> 00:17:51,558
             88, 93.
       - Need to intubate.

402
00:17:51,627 --> 00:17:54,795
         <i> [tense music]</i>

403
00:17:54,864 --> 00:18:00,968
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

404
00:18:01,036 --> 00:18:03,137
             I'm in.
             Bag her.

405
00:18:03,205 --> 00:18:05,038
         Call for a vent
      and get a chest x-ray.

406
00:18:05,107 --> 00:18:12,112
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

407
00:18:14,216 --> 00:18:16,316
     - She's stable for now.
     - What's wrong with her?

408
00:18:16,385 --> 00:18:19,052
- I don't know yet, but we're
gonna get to the bottom of it.

409
00:18:19,121 --> 00:18:21,255
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

410
00:18:21,323 --> 00:18:23,991
- Come back, Patrick.
Please?

411
00:18:24,059 --> 00:18:28,695
Just come back.
[sobbing]

412
00:18:28,764 --> 00:18:32,733
         - Dr. Halstead,
      it's been ten minutes.

413
00:18:32,802 --> 00:18:36,170
- No.

414
00:18:36,238 --> 00:18:38,906
   Stay with me please, baby.

415
00:18:38,974 --> 00:18:41,308
[sobs]

416
00:18:44,947 --> 00:18:46,980
           - Excuse me.
       Will, I need a word.

417
00:18:49,051 --> 00:18:50,551
- [sobbing]

418
00:18:52,855 --> 00:18:54,588
       - Gabriel and his parents
                  are now saying

419
00:18:54,657 --> 00:18:56,857
           they want the surgery
           to remove the bullet.

420
00:18:56,926 --> 00:18:58,559
       - Glad to hear it.

421
00:18:58,627 --> 00:19:00,360
- You had no right
    interfering with my patient.

422
00:19:00,429 --> 00:19:02,129
- Hey, all I did was make sure
they knew their options.

423
00:19:02,198 --> 00:19:04,698
         - No, you went in there
     and advocated for a surgery

424
00:19:04,767 --> 00:19:05,933
  that they had decided against.

425
00:19:06,001 --> 00:19:07,601
- Connor, this kid shouldn't
have to live

426
00:19:07,670 --> 00:19:09,169
the rest of his life
with only one good leg.

427
00:19:09,238 --> 00:19:11,705
             - No, he shouldn't,
     but what happened happened,

428
00:19:11,774 --> 00:19:12,873
       and we can't change that.

429
00:19:12,942 --> 00:19:14,074
- Well, maybe we can.

430
00:19:14,143 --> 00:19:15,609
Maybe he can go back
to the way he was.

431
00:19:15,678 --> 00:19:18,212
- Will, I get it, man.
                It was your gun.

432
00:19:18,280 --> 00:19:19,813
                  You might have
             some messed up idea

433
00:19:19,882 --> 00:19:21,048
                   that this was
             somehow your fault,

434
00:19:21,116 --> 00:19:22,749
                 but pushing for
                   that surgery,

435
00:19:22,818 --> 00:19:24,918
           the kid could wind up
                in a wheelchair.

436
00:19:24,987 --> 00:19:27,221
- Or he could be made
whole again.

437
00:19:27,289 --> 00:19:29,723
I have a patient to attend to.

438
00:19:29,792 --> 00:19:32,726
        <i> [ominous music]</i>

439
00:19:32,795 --> 00:19:36,897
          - Help, help!
    Somebody help my daughter!

440
00:19:36,966 --> 00:19:40,901
<i> ♪ ♪</i>

441
00:19:40,970 --> 00:19:43,770
           - Excuse me.
          - Need noodle.

442
00:19:43,839 --> 00:19:45,072
        Not noodle, uh...
        - She's seizing,

443
00:19:45,140 --> 00:19:47,107
     5 milligrams of Ativan.

444
00:19:47,176 --> 00:19:49,643
        [machine beeping]

445
00:19:51,914 --> 00:19:54,147
      - Okay, meds are in.

446
00:19:54,216 --> 00:19:57,417
                - Dan, help her,
             help her, help her!

447
00:19:57,486 --> 00:20:00,420
        [machine beeping]

448
00:20:00,489 --> 00:20:04,157
        - BP 154 over 94.
         Heart rate 118.

449
00:20:04,226 --> 00:20:07,094
            Sats 92%.
         - She's stable.

450
00:20:07,162 --> 00:20:10,097
        <i> [dramatic music]</i>

451
00:20:10,165 --> 00:20:12,299
      - How did that happen?
Was it the injection?

452
00:20:12,368 --> 00:20:15,102
       - No, only if Britt
     had drugs in her system.

453
00:20:15,170 --> 00:20:18,639
- Hm, but--but she didn't.

454
00:20:18,707 --> 00:20:19,973
Did she?

455
00:20:20,042 --> 00:20:21,808
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

456
00:20:26,541 --> 00:20:29,243
         - Maggie, come with me.

457
00:20:29,679 --> 00:20:31,712
        We need the room.

458
00:20:34,217 --> 00:20:36,050
         [clears throat]

459
00:20:38,855 --> 00:20:41,389
                          I'm on
       the transplant committee.

460
00:20:41,457 --> 00:20:45,092
             I am notified about
                every HLA match.

461
00:20:45,161 --> 00:20:47,261
            Did you really think
            I wouldn't find out

462
00:20:47,330 --> 00:20:49,230
                that you planned
to donate a kidney?

463
00:20:49,298 --> 00:20:51,065
- Well, I hoped you wouldn't,

464
00:20:51,134 --> 00:20:52,767
because I didn't want to have
this discussion with you.

465
00:20:52,835 --> 00:20:56,270
    - Maggie, undergoing surgery
                  for a patient,

466
00:20:56,339 --> 00:20:59,607
      an irreversible procedure,

467
00:20:59,676 --> 00:21:03,744
                  is a violation
     of professional boundaries.

468
00:21:03,813 --> 00:21:07,915
- I'm sorry,
but I don't care.

469
00:21:07,984 --> 00:21:10,885
  - So who are you doing it for?

470
00:21:10,953 --> 00:21:13,020
             For her or for you?

471
00:21:13,089 --> 00:21:14,922
            - For me?
          - Well, look.

472
00:21:14,991 --> 00:21:16,857
               I've gone through
Sydney's records.

473
00:21:16,926 --> 00:21:22,296
 She was already in septic shock
       when she came in, Maggie.

474
00:21:22,398 --> 00:21:24,799
               We did everything
               we could for her.

475
00:21:24,867 --> 00:21:30,037
     So if this is coming out of
 some misplaced sense of guilt--

476
00:21:30,106 --> 00:21:33,240
- She's at the bottom
of the transplant list.

477
00:21:33,309 --> 00:21:35,076
She's never gonna get a kidney,

478
00:21:35,144 --> 00:21:36,811
and she's gonna die
if I don't give her mine.

479
00:21:36,879 --> 00:21:40,781
          - But have you stopped
    to consider your own health?

480
00:21:40,850 --> 00:21:43,384
             - Wha--
   - Donating puts you at risk,

481
00:21:43,453 --> 00:21:45,119
Maggie, for infection,

482
00:21:45,188 --> 00:21:47,054
                   hypertension,
        intestinal obstruction--

483
00:21:47,123 --> 00:21:49,223
- Those are
very rare side effects.

484
00:21:49,292 --> 00:21:56,130
             - Okay, but what if
    your remaining kidney fails?

485
00:21:56,199 --> 00:22:00,968
- People who donate kidneys do
just fine, and you know that.

486
00:22:01,037 --> 00:22:03,938
         <i> [tense music]</i>

487
00:22:04,006 --> 00:22:09,677
        - It is still an ethical
 violation and I can't--I just--

488
00:22:09,746 --> 00:22:12,780
        I can't let you do this.

489
00:22:12,849 --> 00:22:14,815
- Sharon, there's nothing
that you can do

490
00:22:14,884 --> 00:22:16,283
that's gonna stop me.

491
00:22:16,352 --> 00:22:19,153
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

492
00:22:19,222 --> 00:22:21,155
- Actually, there is.

493
00:22:21,224 --> 00:22:24,258
                   You're out of
           paid sick leave days.

494
00:22:24,327 --> 00:22:27,261
                  You can't take
      the time off to recover...

495
00:22:27,330 --> 00:22:31,799
        Not without jeopardizing
                your employment.

496
00:22:31,868 --> 00:22:35,436
- Lose my job?
You would do that?

497
00:22:35,505 --> 00:22:39,206
         - Maggie, yes, I would.

498
00:22:39,275 --> 00:22:42,209
        <i> [dramatic music]</i>

499
00:22:42,278 --> 00:22:49,150
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

500
00:22:56,192 --> 00:22:59,059
          - She could have died.

501
00:22:59,128 --> 00:23:01,128
    My baby could have died.

502
00:23:01,197 --> 00:23:03,497
- I'm just stumped as to how--

503
00:23:03,566 --> 00:23:06,000
how she passed the urine test.

504
00:23:06,068 --> 00:23:08,169
[machine beeping]

505
00:23:08,237 --> 00:23:10,204
                 - I don't know.

506
00:23:10,273 --> 00:23:12,907
         <i> [somber music]</i>

507
00:23:12,975 --> 00:23:14,375
- Jackie.

508
00:23:14,443 --> 00:23:17,812
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

509
00:23:17,880 --> 00:23:20,247
                  - It was mine.
                It was my urine.

510
00:23:20,316 --> 00:23:23,217
   She swore that she was clean,
         and then, when you said

511
00:23:23,286 --> 00:23:26,887
        she was gonna have to do
       a drug test, she told me.

512
00:23:26,956 --> 00:23:31,158
                     She told me
       she'd shot up a week ago.

513
00:23:31,227 --> 00:23:33,194
- And you went ahead anyway?

514
00:23:33,262 --> 00:23:36,397
                 - She--she said
that it wasn't that much.

515
00:23:36,465 --> 00:23:39,934
        That it wouldn't matter.

516
00:23:40,002 --> 00:23:42,403
         You have to understand,
          this has been going on

517
00:23:42,471 --> 00:23:46,073
          for such a long time.
          I've tried everything.

518
00:23:46,142 --> 00:23:48,909
          I got her a therapist.
              I-I got her a job.

519
00:23:48,978 --> 00:23:51,579
                   I hardly ever
                leave her alone.

520
00:23:51,647 --> 00:23:56,784
       And still, every morning,
            I wake up and I find

521
00:23:56,853 --> 00:24:01,222
          that she's figured out
     some other way to get high.

522
00:24:01,290 --> 00:24:06,360
The Naltrexone gave me hope
         that it would save her.

523
00:24:06,429 --> 00:24:08,295
- Also could've killed her.

524
00:24:08,364 --> 00:24:10,331
                  - [whimpering]

525
00:24:11,934 --> 00:24:17,471
- Jackie, I cannot even imagine
how brutal this must be.

526
00:24:17,540 --> 00:24:20,274
But I'm gonna
be very honest with you.

527
00:24:20,343 --> 00:24:24,278
As a parent, I understand
the need to protect your child,

528
00:24:24,347 --> 00:24:27,948
and as long
as you keep doing that,

529
00:24:28,017 --> 00:24:30,050
she's never
going to get better.

530
00:24:30,119 --> 00:24:33,287
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

531
00:24:33,356 --> 00:24:36,056
                   - [sniffling]

532
00:24:37,393 --> 00:24:40,294
- The committee's running
a little behind.

533
00:24:40,363 --> 00:24:42,596
- Ava, you are blameless
                 in all of this.

534
00:24:42,665 --> 00:24:45,199
           I made every decision
                      in the OR.

535
00:24:46,569 --> 00:24:49,904
- Dr. Bekker,
they're ready for you.

536
00:25:03,853 --> 00:25:05,452
           [knocking]

537
00:25:05,521 --> 00:25:07,855
              - Hi.
              - Hi.

538
00:25:07,924 --> 00:25:14,161
- Sophie's MRI shows
an abscess--an area of swelling

539
00:25:14,230 --> 00:25:15,930
in the right frontal lobe
of her brain.

540
00:25:15,998 --> 00:25:18,098
It's an infection.

541
00:25:20,202 --> 00:25:22,036
          - How--why--

542
00:25:22,104 --> 00:25:25,172
- It can happen in children
with congenital heart disease.

543
00:25:25,241 --> 00:25:27,341
Bacteria originating
from the heart

544
00:25:27,410 --> 00:25:29,510
travels up to their brain.
            - Mm-hmm.

545
00:25:29,578 --> 00:25:31,378
- So the neurosurgeons would
like to take her up to

546
00:25:31,447 --> 00:25:33,981
the operating room to have
a catheter placed

547
00:25:34,050 --> 00:25:36,016
and the abscess drained.

548
00:25:36,085 --> 00:25:39,353
       - A catheter in her head?

549
00:25:39,422 --> 00:25:42,189
- The good news is, is that
the abscess is small enough

550
00:25:42,258 --> 00:25:45,326
so that she won't need
a craniotomy--surgery.

551
00:25:47,163 --> 00:25:50,464
        - When my wife found out
       she had a brain aneurysm.

552
00:25:50,533 --> 00:25:53,500
                the doctors said
             it was small enough

553
00:25:53,569 --> 00:25:56,337
            that she didn't need
to have surgery,

554
00:25:56,405 --> 00:25:58,405
         and then it killed her.

555
00:25:58,474 --> 00:26:00,708
         <i> [somber music]</i>

556
00:26:00,776 --> 00:26:03,911
- I can't make you
any promises,

557
00:26:03,980 --> 00:26:05,579
but I can tell you
that this is

558
00:26:05,648 --> 00:26:08,148
an entirely different
situation.

559
00:26:09,352 --> 00:26:13,387
I'm hopeful.
You should be, too.

560
00:26:13,456 --> 00:26:15,556
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

561
00:26:15,624 --> 00:26:17,725
                         - Okay.

562
00:26:17,793 --> 00:26:21,662
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

563
00:26:21,731 --> 00:26:23,564
   - Let me check for a pulse.

564
00:26:23,632 --> 00:26:25,366
      [machine flatlining]

565
00:26:25,434 --> 00:26:27,935
              Move.
      - Patrick, come back!

566
00:26:28,004 --> 00:26:31,438
             Oh, no.
    No, you hang on, Patrick.

567
00:26:31,507 --> 00:26:34,341
Please.

568
00:26:34,410 --> 00:26:35,576
    Oh, you hang on, Patrick.

569
00:26:35,644 --> 00:26:38,379
         - Dr. Halstead.
            - Oh, God.

570
00:26:38,447 --> 00:26:41,015
              No...

571
00:26:41,083 --> 00:26:45,619
      [machine flatlining]

572
00:26:45,688 --> 00:26:52,626
               ♪ ♪

573
00:26:52,695 --> 00:26:54,261
                    - I'm sorry.

574
00:26:54,330 --> 00:26:57,264
         <i> [somber music]</i>

575
00:26:57,333 --> 00:26:58,365
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

576
00:26:58,434 --> 00:27:01,702
         - It's my fault.
            [sniffles]

577
00:27:01,771 --> 00:27:03,971
       I did this to him.

578
00:27:04,040 --> 00:27:06,740
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

579
00:27:06,809 --> 00:27:09,209
            - Okay, we are ready
         to start your dialysis.

580
00:27:09,278 --> 00:27:10,778
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

581
00:27:10,846 --> 00:27:13,080
             - Huh?

582
00:27:13,149 --> 00:27:14,581
[machine beeping rapidly]

583
00:27:14,650 --> 00:27:16,617
            - Sydney?
        - She's in V-Fib.

584
00:27:16,685 --> 00:27:19,153
    - Ugh, it's her potassium.
           Call a code.

585
00:27:19,221 --> 00:27:21,055
           - Code blue!
        Get Lanik in here.

586
00:27:21,123 --> 00:27:24,158
         <i> [tense music]</i>

587
00:27:24,226 --> 00:27:25,592
        - Start bagging.

588
00:27:25,661 --> 00:27:27,294
        - Still in V-fib.
             Paddles.

589
00:27:27,363 --> 00:27:31,632
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

590
00:27:31,700 --> 00:27:34,301
         Charge to 200.

591
00:27:34,370 --> 00:27:36,470
           - Charged.

592
00:27:36,539 --> 00:27:38,272
- Clear.

593
00:27:38,340 --> 00:27:40,607
           [thumping]

594
00:27:40,676 --> 00:27:43,777
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

595
00:27:43,846 --> 00:27:45,345
        - Still in V-fib.

596
00:27:45,414 --> 00:27:46,814
- Milligram of epi.

597
00:27:46,882 --> 00:27:49,249
<i> ♪ ♪</i>

598
00:27:49,318 --> 00:27:51,785
           - Epi is in.
         - Charge again.

599
00:27:51,854 --> 00:27:53,420
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

600
00:27:53,489 --> 00:27:56,623
            - Charged.
             - Clear.

601
00:27:56,692 --> 00:27:58,459
           [thumping]

602
00:27:58,527 --> 00:28:03,530
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

603
00:28:03,599 --> 00:28:05,532
     - Back in sinus rhythm.

604
00:28:05,601 --> 00:28:08,836
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

605
00:28:08,904 --> 00:28:10,337
         - Another round
       of insulin, glucose,

606
00:28:10,406 --> 00:28:12,473
     and two amps of bicarb.
            - Got it.

607
00:28:12,541 --> 00:28:19,113
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

608
00:28:19,181 --> 00:28:21,715
       - Sydney, I'm right here.

609
00:28:21,784 --> 00:28:27,488
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

610
00:28:35,810 --> 00:28:38,979
   - Sam, don't do the surgery.
- Are you on drugs?

611
00:28:39,715 --> 00:28:40,014
You're the one
who pushed for this.

612
00:28:40,416 --> 00:28:41,515
                  - I was wrong.

613
00:28:41,584 --> 00:28:44,952
  It wasn't a clinical decision.
               It was emotional.

614
00:28:45,021 --> 00:28:47,354
- Yeah, well, it's too late.

615
00:28:47,423 --> 00:28:50,658
  - Please, talk to the family.
        - I already have.

616
00:28:50,726 --> 00:28:53,294
You made such
a compelling case for surgery

617
00:28:53,362 --> 00:28:54,895
that they're determined
to go through with it.

618
00:28:54,964 --> 00:28:57,031
    - Well, tell them you refuse
              to do the surgery.

619
00:28:57,099 --> 00:28:58,299
- I did.

620
00:28:58,367 --> 00:29:00,334
They said
they'd get another surgeon.

621
00:29:00,403 --> 00:29:02,903
At least if I do it, there's
a decent chance of success.

622
00:29:02,972 --> 00:29:05,906
         <i> [somber music]</i>

623
00:29:05,975 --> 00:29:10,477
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

624
00:29:10,546 --> 00:29:11,545
         [knock at door]

625
00:29:11,614 --> 00:29:13,047
           - Come in.

626
00:29:13,115 --> 00:29:15,249
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

627
00:29:15,318 --> 00:29:17,017
             Maggie?

628
00:29:17,086 --> 00:29:19,553
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

629
00:29:19,622 --> 00:29:23,557
          - I'm applying for the
     Family Medical Leave Act...

630
00:29:23,626 --> 00:29:27,027
   to get the time off I'll need
      for recovery from surgery.

631
00:29:27,096 --> 00:29:30,331
- You're determined to do this
no matter what I say?

632
00:29:30,399 --> 00:29:32,333
                          - Yes.

633
00:29:32,401 --> 00:29:35,069
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

634
00:29:35,137 --> 00:29:37,071
- Why, Maggie?

635
00:29:38,541 --> 00:29:42,710
Why is this patient
so different from any other?

636
00:29:42,778 --> 00:29:46,380
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

637
00:29:46,449 --> 00:29:47,681
                    - She isn't.

638
00:29:47,750 --> 00:29:51,218
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

639
00:29:51,287 --> 00:29:55,055
         I see so much suffering
                     every day--

640
00:29:55,124 --> 00:29:59,593
      day after day--and there's
      nothing I can do about it.

641
00:29:59,662 --> 00:30:04,531
            But this time I can,
                  this one time.

642
00:30:04,600 --> 00:30:06,233
                          I can.

643
00:30:06,302 --> 00:30:09,236
         <i> [somber music]</i>

644
00:30:09,305 --> 00:30:16,276
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

645
00:30:18,047 --> 00:30:20,981
 - It's just impossible to think
that I would stand by

646
00:30:21,050 --> 00:30:22,950
             and let her do this
                     to herself.

647
00:30:23,018 --> 00:30:24,385
- Well, it's completely
counterintuitive.

648
00:30:24,453 --> 00:30:26,420
I mean, as parents,
we're programmed

649
00:30:26,489 --> 00:30:29,289
to fix our children's
problems, right?

650
00:30:29,358 --> 00:30:31,625
                  - Dr. Charles,
          did you release Britt?

651
00:30:31,694 --> 00:30:33,260
           She's gone.
             - Britt?

652
00:30:33,329 --> 00:30:34,428
        <i> [dramatic music]</i>

653
00:30:34,497 --> 00:30:37,131
             Britt!
             Britt!

654
00:30:37,199 --> 00:30:39,233
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

655
00:30:39,301 --> 00:30:42,403
- She took her clothes, too.

656
00:30:42,505 --> 00:30:44,338
- Where's she gonna go
               with a PICC line?

657
00:30:44,407 --> 00:30:46,106
     - She went to get high.

658
00:30:46,175 --> 00:30:50,077
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

659
00:30:50,146 --> 00:30:52,579
        - Let's just hope
         she doesn't OD.

660
00:30:52,648 --> 00:30:59,253
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

661
00:31:02,425 --> 00:31:04,258
- Hey.

662
00:31:06,629 --> 00:31:09,129
               - You were right.

663
00:31:09,198 --> 00:31:11,799
                  I felt guilty.

664
00:31:11,867 --> 00:31:14,468
                   Hoped I could
            turn back the clock.

665
00:31:16,305 --> 00:31:18,505
    Make it like the whole thing
                 never happened.

666
00:31:19,608 --> 00:31:21,308
- Yeah.

667
00:31:21,377 --> 00:31:23,043
                - If he wakes up
              worse than before,

668
00:31:23,112 --> 00:31:26,513
I'll never forgive myself.

669
00:31:26,582 --> 00:31:28,749
- Let's just hope for the best.

670
00:31:31,353 --> 00:31:33,520
            - Connor.

671
00:31:33,589 --> 00:31:35,189
I heard you're facing
the oversight committee.

672
00:31:35,257 --> 00:31:37,491
What's that all about?

673
00:31:37,560 --> 00:31:40,794
      - Old case, pro forma.
        It's no big deal.

674
00:31:45,167 --> 00:31:47,434
            - [sighs]

675
00:31:49,138 --> 00:31:51,705
         - [whimpering]

676
00:31:51,774 --> 00:31:53,640
She's not answering
any of my texts.

677
00:31:53,709 --> 00:31:55,742
I knew I shouldn't have
taken my eyes off her.

678
00:31:55,811 --> 00:31:57,544
                     - Jackie...

679
00:31:57,613 --> 00:31:59,713
         - You don't understand.
                 I'm her mother.

680
00:31:59,782 --> 00:32:01,348
             I have to find her.

681
00:32:01,417 --> 00:32:04,318
- And how many times
have you done that already?

682
00:32:13,362 --> 00:32:15,529
- Dr. Rhodes?

683
00:32:25,274 --> 00:32:29,076
- Dr. Rhodes, please.

684
00:32:29,144 --> 00:32:31,411
     - Dr. Latham, I want it
     to be clear that I bear

685
00:32:31,480 --> 00:32:32,846
       full responsibility
    for Mr. Corcoran's surgery

686
00:32:32,915 --> 00:32:34,882
        and its outcome.

687
00:32:34,950 --> 00:32:36,884
      - Be that as it may,
      we didn't call you in

688
00:32:36,952 --> 00:32:40,187
     to hear your statement.
  We called you in to apologize.

689
00:32:41,724 --> 00:32:44,191
           - Apologize?
       - Dr. Bekker made it

690
00:32:44,260 --> 00:32:45,792
         eminently clear
    that all of your decisions

691
00:32:45,861 --> 00:32:47,895
            were sound
both medically and ethically.

692
00:32:47,963 --> 00:32:50,397
 I reviewed Mr. Corcoran's chart
     and, given the severity

693
00:32:50,466 --> 00:32:53,433
         of his injuries,
   find no reason to disagree.

694
00:32:53,502 --> 00:32:56,470
 - I'm not sure that Dr. Bekker
 knows the details of the case.

695
00:32:56,539 --> 00:32:58,805
- Dr. Rhodes, the committee
has determined that

696
00:32:58,874 --> 00:33:02,409
you are not at fault
for Mr. Corcoran's death.

697
00:33:02,478 --> 00:33:04,478
         <i> [tense music]</i>

698
00:33:04,547 --> 00:33:06,246
          - You may go.

699
00:33:06,315 --> 00:33:13,287
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

700
00:33:20,262 --> 00:33:21,895
- You told them that I did
everything

701
00:33:21,964 --> 00:33:23,330
in the patient's
best interest?

702
00:33:23,399 --> 00:33:24,731
- Yeah.

703
00:33:24,800 --> 00:33:26,233
- You and I both know

704
00:33:26,302 --> 00:33:27,768
that some of my actions
were questionable.

705
00:33:27,836 --> 00:33:29,303
     - We have no way of knowing

706
00:33:29,371 --> 00:33:30,771
          if they had any effect
                 on the outcome.

707
00:33:30,839 --> 00:33:33,273
- Still, the oversight
committee should have heard--

708
00:33:33,342 --> 00:33:37,344
     - Why, so you can face peer
   review and lose your license?

709
00:33:37,413 --> 00:33:39,446
                         Connor,
               I did it for you.

710
00:33:39,515 --> 00:33:41,448
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

711
00:33:41,517 --> 00:33:43,650
        I'd do anything for you.

712
00:33:43,719 --> 00:33:47,821
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

713
00:33:57,465 --> 00:33:59,867
- Sam?

714
00:34:00,569 --> 00:34:01,301
- I was able to remove
the bullet

715
00:34:01,370 --> 00:34:02,569
without causing
any more trauma.

716
00:34:02,638 --> 00:34:04,505
                           - So?

717
00:34:04,573 --> 00:34:07,107
- He'll be fine.

718
00:34:08,344 --> 00:34:11,078
                    - Thank you.

719
00:34:11,147 --> 00:34:14,915
- You know, your behavior
today has been erratic,

720
00:34:14,984 --> 00:34:18,051
irrational,
and impulsive:

721
00:34:18,120 --> 00:34:21,388
hardly qualities one wants
to see in a physician.

722
00:34:21,457 --> 00:34:24,491
You need to get your head
out of your ass.

723
00:34:24,560 --> 00:34:27,528
         <i> [tense music]</i>

724
00:34:27,596 --> 00:34:34,535
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

725
00:34:36,038 --> 00:34:38,172
        - There's nothing
      you can do right now.

726
00:34:38,240 --> 00:34:40,007
We just have to wait and see

727
00:34:40,075 --> 00:34:42,342
             how Sophie responds
             to the antibiotics.

728
00:34:44,113 --> 00:34:46,580
           Why don't you go home
             and get some sleep?

729
00:34:49,018 --> 00:34:51,518
- Okay.

730
00:34:51,587 --> 00:34:53,053
           [knocking]

731
00:34:53,122 --> 00:34:54,888
- Come in.

732
00:34:57,193 --> 00:34:59,393
                 - Mrs. Goodwin,
                           um...

733
00:35:01,063 --> 00:35:03,197
    I'm not entirely comfortable
       with how things were left

734
00:35:03,265 --> 00:35:05,132
   with the oversight committee.

735
00:35:05,201 --> 00:35:07,301
- I am.

736
00:35:07,369 --> 00:35:09,937
       - I just don't think that
             Mr. Corcoran's case

737
00:35:10,005 --> 00:35:12,206
       was accurately presented.

738
00:35:12,274 --> 00:35:15,209
- I'm guessing you're talking
about when you lightened

739
00:35:15,277 --> 00:35:17,377
his sedation so
Detective Halstead

740
00:35:17,446 --> 00:35:20,047
could interview him.

741
00:35:20,115 --> 00:35:22,249
              - Yes.
      - And wasn't that done

742
00:35:22,351 --> 00:35:26,553
in an attempt to save
Will Halstead's life?

743
00:35:26,622 --> 00:35:28,322
I assume when you made
that decision

744
00:35:28,390 --> 00:35:30,624
you hoped Mr. Corcoran
would survive.

745
00:35:30,693 --> 00:35:34,127
      - Mrs. Goodwin, lightening
         Mr. Corcoran's sedation

746
00:35:34,196 --> 00:35:36,263
          might have contributed
                   to his death.

747
00:35:36,332 --> 00:35:38,498
- Might have.
There's no way to know.

748
00:35:38,567 --> 00:35:42,302
He was gravely injured
when he was brought in.

749
00:35:44,573 --> 00:35:49,476
You know,
I was reminded today,

750
00:35:49,545 --> 00:35:53,280
in our effort
to help people that

751
00:35:53,349 --> 00:35:57,417
we sometimes find ourselves
in situations where

752
00:35:57,486 --> 00:36:02,256
what's right and what's wrong
isn't entirely clear.

753
00:36:02,324 --> 00:36:06,026
And we can only hope
that the decisions we do make

754
00:36:06,095 --> 00:36:08,362
are coming
from the right place.

755
00:36:08,430 --> 00:36:11,265
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

756
00:36:11,333 --> 00:36:13,166
Go home,
Dr. Rhodes.

757
00:36:13,235 --> 00:36:20,140
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

758
00:36:25,681 --> 00:36:30,183
              - Hey.
    - Gabriel pulled through.

759
00:36:30,252 --> 00:36:32,119
       He's gonna be fine.

760
00:36:32,187 --> 00:36:34,655
              - Glad to hear it.
For both of you.

761
00:36:34,723 --> 00:36:37,491
- Yeah.

762
00:36:37,559 --> 00:36:40,527
Sam Abrams told me
to get my head out of my ass.

763
00:36:42,564 --> 00:36:44,464
He's right.

764
00:36:46,001 --> 00:36:47,301
             - Don't be too hard
                    on yourself.

765
00:36:47,369 --> 00:36:50,170
            It was a tough call.
                       I get it.

766
00:36:52,741 --> 00:36:55,542
       - I gotta find Nat.
             - Night.

767
00:37:04,420 --> 00:37:08,055
- Congratulations, Connor.
Heard you got a pass.

768
00:37:10,726 --> 00:37:13,727
And I'm sure you thought
I was the snitch.

769
00:37:15,764 --> 00:37:19,199
                     - You know,
    the thought crossed my mind.

770
00:37:19,268 --> 00:37:21,768
- I wish I could take credit,
but your patient croaked

771
00:37:21,837 --> 00:37:25,072
in the ICU and I didn't even
know about it,

772
00:37:25,140 --> 00:37:27,574
so I guess the question is,
who was the snitch?

773
00:37:27,643 --> 00:37:29,509
Why now?

774
00:37:29,578 --> 00:37:32,112
Months after the fact.

775
00:37:32,181 --> 00:37:34,314
Got an enemy out there.

776
00:37:37,720 --> 00:37:39,353
- So you'll be in tomorrow?

777
00:37:39,421 --> 00:37:42,589
                         - Yeah,
    I'll see you in the morning.

778
00:37:42,658 --> 00:37:47,060
          - Dr. Manning?
    - You can call me Natalie.

779
00:37:47,129 --> 00:37:48,829
- Natalie.

780
00:37:50,299 --> 00:37:51,598
If it weren't for you,

781
00:37:51,667 --> 00:37:54,067
I don't know how
I would get through this.

782
00:37:56,105 --> 00:37:58,739
          So thank you.
             - Yeah.

783
00:38:01,710 --> 00:38:03,844
       - Have a good night.
- You too.

784
00:38:10,285 --> 00:38:13,387
            - Natalie.
             - Yeah?

785
00:38:13,455 --> 00:38:15,322
- What's going on?

786
00:38:15,391 --> 00:38:16,656
                         - What?

787
00:38:16,725 --> 00:38:19,426
- I came to apologize
and tell you

788
00:38:19,495 --> 00:38:21,395
I wanna start taking
therapy seriously.

789
00:38:21,463 --> 00:38:22,729
                 - That's great.

790
00:38:22,798 --> 00:38:24,598
- But I find you
hugging this guy.

791
00:38:24,666 --> 00:38:26,566
           - Will, I--
     - No, tell me something.

792
00:38:26,635 --> 00:38:29,436
Was it all really about me
having a gun or was it about

793
00:38:29,505 --> 00:38:31,738
another guy and you just
couldn't tell me?

794
00:38:31,807 --> 00:38:33,407
            - I don't even know
            what to say to that.

795
00:38:33,475 --> 00:38:36,810
That man just lost his wife.
             His baby could die.

796
00:38:36,879 --> 00:38:38,412
                He is all alone.

797
00:38:38,480 --> 00:38:41,681
                He needs someone
            to be there for him.

798
00:38:41,750 --> 00:38:44,284
- So do I, Natalie.

799
00:38:44,353 --> 00:38:46,319
So do I.

800
00:38:46,388 --> 00:38:49,322
         <i> [somber music]</i>

801
00:38:49,391 --> 00:38:56,296
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

802
00:38:57,699 --> 00:39:01,768
  - What are you doing out here?
          Aren't you going home?

803
00:39:01,837 --> 00:39:06,773
- I've been thinking
who was in the hybrid OR

804
00:39:06,842 --> 00:39:12,379
who knew about my decision who
had the expertise to judge it.

805
00:39:12,448 --> 00:39:15,348
       - You think it was Marty?

806
00:39:15,417 --> 00:39:17,451
Or Sofia?

807
00:39:17,519 --> 00:39:18,652
- No, if they'd had a problem

808
00:39:18,720 --> 00:39:21,288
they would have raised it
at the time.

809
00:39:21,356 --> 00:39:23,490
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

810
00:39:23,559 --> 00:39:25,692
I think it was you.

811
00:39:25,761 --> 00:39:27,828
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

812
00:39:27,896 --> 00:39:30,630
                         - What?

813
00:39:30,699 --> 00:39:33,567
               I-I defended you.
                        [scoffs]

814
00:39:33,635 --> 00:39:35,836
- Exactly.
You're--

815
00:39:35,904 --> 00:39:39,306
you're like a pyromaniac that
sets a fire just to put it out.

816
00:39:39,374 --> 00:39:41,875
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

817
00:39:41,944 --> 00:39:44,311
             - Why in God's name
                would I do that?

818
00:39:44,379 --> 00:39:46,313
- For the same reason
you slept with my father

819
00:39:46,381 --> 00:39:47,914
and put your hand
where you knew I would cut it.

820
00:39:47,983 --> 00:39:50,417
             - What?
    - To keep me tied to you.

821
00:39:50,486 --> 00:39:52,586
               - Risk my health?

822
00:39:52,654 --> 00:39:54,488
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

823
00:39:54,556 --> 00:39:56,590
- Like you said,
you'd do anything, right?

824
00:39:56,658 --> 00:39:59,259
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

825
00:39:59,328 --> 00:40:01,528
               - This is insane.

826
00:40:01,597 --> 00:40:03,530
                         My God,
          can you hear yourself?

827
00:40:03,599 --> 00:40:04,764
- Ava, I think you got
a problem

828
00:40:04,833 --> 00:40:06,433
and I think you need
to get some help.

829
00:40:06,502 --> 00:40:08,668
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

830
00:40:08,737 --> 00:40:14,207
- I've done nothing
   but support you and help you.

831
00:40:14,276 --> 00:40:16,910
            You're the one with
            the problem, Connor.

832
00:40:16,979 --> 00:40:19,012
                  You're the one
       who should get some help.

833
00:40:19,081 --> 00:40:26,219
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>

834
00:40:27,689 --> 00:40:30,524
         <i> [somber music]</i>

835
00:40:30,592 --> 00:40:37,564
              <i> ♪ ♪</i>


