1 00:00:10,810 --> 00:00:11,350 2 00:00:13,060 --> 00:00:13,130 3 00:00:13,390 --> 00:00:14,149 4 00:00:20,110 --> 00:00:20,219 5 00:00:20,850 --> 00:00:22,010 We should go in... 6 00:00:26,129 --> 00:00:26,659 7 00:00:27,469 --> 00:00:28,690 8 00:00:30,809 --> 00:00:30,819 9 00:00:39,700 --> 00:00:40,150 10 00:00:43,380 --> 00:00:43,490 11 00:00:46,509 --> 00:00:47,099 12 00:00:51,830 --> 00:00:51,869 13 00:00:54,599 --> 00:00:56,319 Really, we should go in. 14 00:00:57,209 --> 00:00:58,020 Come, let's go there... 15 00:00:59,000 --> 00:00:59,369 16 00:01:00,369 --> 00:01:00,750 17 00:01:01,319 --> 00:01:01,330 18 00:01:01,630 --> 00:01:02,900 19 00:01:04,459 --> 00:01:05,110 20 00:01:05,230 --> 00:01:05,540 21 00:01:05,680 --> 00:01:06,120 22 00:01:07,959 --> 00:01:08,019 23 00:01:08,199 --> 00:01:08,339 24 00:01:11,389 --> 00:01:11,569 25 00:01:13,610 --> 00:01:13,650 26 00:01:16,160 --> 00:01:16,339 27 00:01:24,440 --> 00:01:24,599 28 00:01:24,750 --> 00:01:24,800 29 00:01:25,669 --> 00:01:26,029 30 00:01:26,389 --> 00:01:26,660 31 00:01:29,480 --> 00:01:29,510 32 00:01:30,970 --> 00:01:32,190 It will be worth it... 33 00:01:40,550 --> 00:01:41,610 Take off your pants... 34 00:01:43,739 --> 00:01:43,790 35 00:01:43,970 --> 00:01:44,599 …and give it all to me. 36 00:01:47,279 --> 00:01:47,500 37 00:01:49,760 --> 00:01:50,949 I'm very wet... 38 00:01:53,180 --> 00:01:53,199 39 00:01:54,069 --> 00:01:54,580 Fuck! 40 00:01:57,849 --> 00:01:58,250 41 00:01:59,739 --> 00:02:00,099 42 00:02:05,000 --> 00:02:05,120 43 00:02:06,760 --> 00:02:07,010 44 00:02:09,440 --> 00:02:09,500 45 00:02:09,899 --> 00:02:11,080 Come up here... 46 00:02:13,820 --> 00:02:14,279 47 00:02:22,300 --> 00:02:22,539 48 00:02:24,380 --> 00:02:24,389 49 00:02:38,750 --> 00:02:39,130 50 00:02:42,789 --> 00:02:44,690 I loved it… 51 00:02:51,339 --> 00:02:51,740 52 00:02:53,559 --> 00:02:54,649 53 00:02:55,089 --> 00:02:55,830 54 00:04:17,040 --> 00:04:18,380 “Study on Voyeurism”… 55 00:04:19,190 --> 00:04:20,329 It doesn't convince me... 56 00:04:21,660 --> 00:04:24,040 Doctor Taylor, I just told you dedicated a week... 57 00:04:24,269 --> 00:04:28,320 …but from the information collected about sexual problems... 58 00:04:28,329 --> 00:04:31,089 …and the human response associated with voyeurism… 59 00:04:31,100 --> 00:04:32,839 …we are not yet effective with the treatment. 60 00:04:33,529 --> 00:04:35,619 I would like to recruit some subjects… 61 00:04:35,630 --> 00:04:38,059 …and make some observations preliminary clinics. 62 00:04:38,970 --> 00:04:41,459 I don't remember there being much thesis published in this field. 63 00:04:41,470 --> 00:04:43,859 No, that's why it's so enriching. for research. 64 00:04:46,579 --> 00:04:48,570 What is your definition of “voyeurism”? 65 00:04:49,940 --> 00:04:55,440 It is the act of furtively observing to unsuspecting people... 66 00:04:55,450 --> 00:04:57,769 …in the act of undressing or engage in sexual activity… 67 00:04:57,779 --> 00:05:00,480 …generating one's own sexual pleasure. 68 00:05:01,359 --> 00:05:02,190 First thing… 69 00:05:02,200 --> 00:05:04,619 I would like to interview in depth… 70 00:05:04,630 --> 00:05:05,980 …review all information… 71 00:05:05,989 --> 00:05:09,140 …and propose a program therapeutic recommendations. 72 00:05:12,660 --> 00:05:14,279 Have you spoken to Dr. Brand about this? 73 00:05:14,290 --> 00:05:16,820 He is a specialist in protocol design. 74 00:05:17,010 --> 00:05:18,929 I thought I should speak with you first. 75 00:05:19,140 --> 00:05:21,800 My only concern is that this It may seem too ambitious... 76 00:05:22,779 --> 00:05:24,359 I'll take that as a compliment. 77 00:05:25,029 --> 00:05:27,519 But when he hired me... 78 00:05:28,000 --> 00:05:30,109 …he said to “think beyond.” 79 00:05:34,970 --> 00:05:35,649 Good shot... 80 00:05:36,779 --> 00:05:37,769 …throughout the squad. 81 00:05:38,170 --> 00:05:38,720 Thank you. 82 00:05:42,500 --> 00:05:43,000 Well… 83 00:05:43,010 --> 00:05:45,000 …I hope something occurs to you… 84 00:05:45,010 --> 00:05:48,640 …because until now I have been incapable with lawyers. 85 00:05:49,709 --> 00:05:50,480 I think… 86 00:05:51,190 --> 00:05:55,279 …that we have to find out how much you can get them to reveal you. 87 00:05:56,040 --> 00:05:56,570 Do you follow me? 88 00:05:57,010 --> 00:05:57,630 89 00:05:58,339 --> 00:05:59,869 Why might this be a problem? 90 00:06:00,670 --> 00:06:01,070 Let's see... 91 00:06:01,079 --> 00:06:03,920 Women have always had difficulty in achieving… 92 00:06:03,929 --> 00:06:07,380 …reveal intimate information and sexual of our lives. 93 00:06:07,529 --> 00:06:11,850 There won't be a problem... it was my specialty in graduate school. 94 00:06:12,890 --> 00:06:12,910 95 00:06:13,070 --> 00:06:14,470 I didn't mean it in that sense! 96 00:06:20,309 --> 00:06:22,519 Why are you so interested in this? 97 00:06:23,859 --> 00:06:24,630 Well… 98 00:06:26,329 --> 00:06:27,149 I guess... 99 00:06:29,929 --> 00:06:32,739 I guess I'm interested to find out... 100 00:06:33,839 --> 00:06:35,899 …because I am so interested in doing it. 101 00:07:07,010 --> 00:07:07,790 Everything ready... 102 00:07:08,079 --> 00:07:08,690 103 00:07:09,549 --> 00:07:10,589 - Hello... - Hello! 104 00:07:12,309 --> 00:07:13,850 Well… 105 00:07:13,980 --> 00:07:15,209 I wish I could be there... 106 00:07:15,709 --> 00:07:16,600 But… 107 00:07:16,950 --> 00:07:19,890 …I can't, we have another concert tonight in San Louis Obispo. 108 00:07:21,010 --> 00:07:21,920 So... 109 00:07:22,140 --> 00:07:25,079 …I just wanted to wish you luck to finish your thesis… 110 00:07:25,480 --> 00:07:26,399 I know you will. 111 00:07:26,750 --> 00:07:28,119 I hope you don't leave her... 112 00:07:28,130 --> 00:07:29,559 …it wouldn't be good. 113 00:07:29,899 --> 00:07:30,519 114 00:07:32,820 --> 00:07:34,190 I don't know what else to say... 115 00:07:35,480 --> 00:07:37,670 …I was going to do this completely naked. 116 00:07:37,950 --> 00:07:38,750 But… 117 00:07:39,130 --> 00:07:42,320 …I thought that if more people saw it, It wouldn't be good. 118 00:07:42,899 --> 00:07:45,390 I don't care about these here... 119 00:07:46,209 --> 00:07:47,390 Keep rocking and rolling! 120 00:07:47,609 --> 00:07:51,739 - Good luck, I miss you and love you! - I miss you... 121 00:07:53,000 --> 00:07:53,019 122 00:07:53,760 --> 00:07:54,299 My mother... 123 00:07:55,089 --> 00:07:55,299 124 00:07:56,339 --> 00:07:57,910 I'm leaving by truck! 125 00:07:58,570 --> 00:07:59,320 I love you! 126 00:07:59,549 --> 00:08:00,929 Hope to see you soon... 127 00:08:01,329 --> 00:08:01,959 128 00:08:07,250 --> 00:08:09,790 Okay, I'm going to put the microphone here. 129 00:08:12,429 --> 00:08:14,500 There it is... now over here... 130 00:08:16,459 --> 00:08:17,160 Good. 131 00:08:18,600 --> 00:08:19,019 132 00:08:25,019 --> 00:08:29,570 Why don't you start telling me about yourself? 133 00:08:31,450 --> 00:08:32,380 My name is Dave... 134 00:08:33,770 --> 00:08:35,669 28…single… 135 00:08:36,349 --> 00:08:37,800 I have never been married. 136 00:08:40,808 --> 00:08:41,890 University graduate. 137 00:08:43,169 --> 00:08:43,957 138 00:08:44,578 --> 00:08:45,739 I work in Advertising. 139 00:08:46,059 --> 00:08:47,539 I am a media manager. 140 00:08:51,650 --> 00:08:53,369 The second of three brothers. 141 00:08:55,190 --> 00:08:55,820 142 00:08:56,809 --> 00:08:56,820 143 00:08:56,950 --> 00:08:59,419 I like to play golf, I exercise... 144 00:09:00,219 --> 00:09:01,500 …I watch basketball and… 145 00:09:08,630 --> 00:09:09,500 …I'm a voyeur. 146 00:09:14,489 --> 00:09:15,380 I don't know... 147 00:09:15,890 --> 00:09:17,500 I have never talked about this. 148 00:09:20,599 --> 00:09:22,169 Jesus! 149 00:09:26,140 --> 00:09:27,219 I just… 150 00:09:28,799 --> 00:09:29,900 ...I must have kept it to myself... 151 00:09:30,739 --> 00:09:31,359 152 00:09:31,750 --> 00:09:33,219 …inside since I was a child. 153 00:09:34,700 --> 00:09:37,729 Why did you sign up for this study? 154 00:09:38,770 --> 00:09:38,789 155 00:09:38,890 --> 00:09:42,159 I think my voyeurism prevents me be intimate with women. 156 00:09:46,619 --> 00:09:47,830 Thank you for your candor. 157 00:09:48,460 --> 00:09:49,390 I value her. 158 00:09:50,919 --> 00:09:51,340 159 00:09:51,590 --> 00:09:51,719 160 00:09:52,799 --> 00:09:54,200 You are easy to talk to. 161 00:09:55,229 --> 00:09:56,090 Very good… 162 00:09:59,770 --> 00:10:00,919 So… 163 00:10:01,340 --> 00:10:04,700 When was your first experience as a voyeur? 164 00:10:13,260 --> 00:10:14,500 He was a teenager… 165 00:10:14,619 --> 00:10:15,659 …and it was… 166 00:10:17,460 --> 00:10:17,599 167 00:10:18,599 --> 00:10:20,270 …I remember it like it was yesterday. 168 00:10:56,049 --> 00:10:56,979 It was like… 169 00:10:57,510 --> 00:10:59,869 …if lightning struck me. 170 00:11:01,200 --> 00:11:02,979 That is to say, I was “hooked”. 171 00:11:06,429 --> 00:11:06,849 172 00:11:08,890 --> 00:11:09,580 173 00:11:10,369 --> 00:11:11,229 And what… 174 00:11:11,729 --> 00:11:13,070 …it caused him… 175 00:11:13,229 --> 00:11:14,229 that incident? 176 00:11:17,330 --> 00:11:18,030 I don't know... 177 00:11:20,159 --> 00:11:21,940 It's also a mystery to me. 178 00:11:22,349 --> 00:11:23,700 I want answers... 179 00:11:28,460 --> 00:11:28,979 The breasts… 180 00:11:30,409 --> 00:11:31,109 …the pussy… 181 00:11:33,590 --> 00:11:35,349 This is how I saw it all… 182 00:11:35,630 --> 00:11:37,320 …nudity in motion. 183 00:11:41,760 --> 00:11:43,309 She never knew it. 184 00:11:49,190 --> 00:11:51,679 It was a combination of things... 185 00:11:54,099 --> 00:11:57,000 …associated with my own pleasure… 186 00:12:00,669 --> 00:12:01,570 …to orgasm. 187 00:12:05,419 --> 00:12:06,570 As you wrote. 188 00:12:11,780 --> 00:12:13,250 And you… 189 00:12:14,710 --> 00:12:16,510 …was he masturbating while watching her? 190 00:12:21,619 --> 00:12:22,000 Yes. 191 00:12:25,559 --> 00:12:26,580 And also after. 192 00:12:33,150 --> 00:12:34,409 It lasted months. 193 00:12:37,650 --> 00:12:37,710 194 00:12:39,500 --> 00:12:43,880 I really appreciate your eloquence. 195 00:12:44,820 --> 00:12:46,000 It's really useful. 196 00:12:46,900 --> 00:12:48,320 Well, it's important to me. 197 00:12:49,599 --> 00:12:51,070 I have thought a lot about this. 198 00:12:51,219 --> 00:12:51,919 199 00:12:54,669 --> 00:12:54,679 200 00:12:54,900 --> 00:12:56,409 I mean...so long ago... 201 00:12:56,510 --> 00:12:59,890 ...what I've been looking for voyeuristic opportunities… 202 00:13:02,530 --> 00:13:04,590 …and I want to stop obsessing. 203 00:13:05,020 --> 00:13:07,419 I don't want to spend my life like this! 204 00:13:09,369 --> 00:13:09,960 205 00:13:15,200 --> 00:13:17,179 There comes a time when it surpasses me. 206 00:13:20,099 --> 00:13:20,599 OK. 207 00:13:24,830 --> 00:13:26,000 Tell me about… 208 00:13:26,229 --> 00:13:27,299 …the second time. 209 00:13:27,450 --> 00:13:27,469 210 00:13:27,739 --> 00:13:28,640 The second time? 211 00:13:29,429 --> 00:13:29,440 212 00:13:29,710 --> 00:13:31,169 We had to move… 213 00:13:31,359 --> 00:13:32,719 …because of my father's work. 214 00:13:34,659 --> 00:13:37,369 It started... two days after arriving. 215 00:13:36,190 --> 00:13:37,369 216 00:13:38,900 --> 00:13:43,900 It was August and it was hot. That is to say… suffocating heat. 217 00:13:42,250 --> 00:13:43,900 218 00:13:56,799 --> 00:13:58,940 It wasn't coincidence. That is… 219 00:14:00,150 --> 00:14:02,320 …she wanted to fuck that guy… 220 00:14:02,590 --> 00:14:03,450 And he did it. 221 00:14:03,909 --> 00:14:06,489 And after… a couple of minutes… 222 00:14:05,479 --> 00:14:06,489 223 00:14:07,380 --> 00:14:08,919 …they did it passionately. 224 00:14:10,849 --> 00:14:12,270 She was very horny… 225 00:14:15,150 --> 00:14:16,979 …rubbing with it. 226 00:14:21,719 --> 00:14:23,070 I was super hard. 227 00:14:49,010 --> 00:14:50,750 It was a spectacle. 228 00:14:52,710 --> 00:14:54,799 I watched people have sex. 229 00:14:56,359 --> 00:14:57,500 They did that thing... 230 00:15:00,130 --> 00:15:01,409 …which I had never done… 231 00:15:06,729 --> 00:15:07,979 …and that I had never seen. 232 00:15:08,099 --> 00:15:09,100 Do you know what I mean? 233 00:15:10,450 --> 00:15:21,390 They were so… primitive, so dirty… 234 00:15:14,119 --> 00:15:14,789 235 00:15:15,320 --> 00:15:15,809 236 00:15:17,940 --> 00:15:18,070 237 00:15:18,270 --> 00:15:18,650 238 00:15:20,760 --> 00:15:21,390 239 00:15:23,880 --> 00:15:24,440 Sexual… 240 00:15:31,979 --> 00:15:35,570 And it was... right in front of me. 241 00:15:34,349 --> 00:15:35,570 242 00:15:38,330 --> 00:15:39,299 For me…. 243 00:15:40,580 --> 00:15:41,760 …there alone. 244 00:15:44,429 --> 00:15:45,570 It was incredible. 245 00:15:45,960 --> 00:15:46,840 They didn't stop. 246 00:15:49,849 --> 00:15:49,890 247 00:15:50,010 --> 00:15:50,030 248 00:15:52,039 --> 00:15:53,200 She was crazy... 249 00:15:54,719 --> 00:15:56,770 I always thought that that It was his first time... 250 00:15:58,130 --> 00:15:59,909 …because she was like gone. 251 00:15:59,270 --> 00:15:59,909 252 00:16:15,109 --> 00:16:16,100 She came. 253 00:17:18,430 --> 00:17:19,598 Okay, let's do it. 254 00:17:19,699 --> 00:17:20,209 OK. 255 00:17:21,078 --> 00:17:23,948 Okay, well tell me who you are... 256 00:17:24,667 --> 00:17:26,848 This is going to fall. 257 00:17:29,300 --> 00:17:33,150 Tell me who you are and why you are here. 258 00:17:33,930 --> 00:17:35,160 Okay. 259 00:17:35,430 --> 00:17:39,000 I'm Christopher, I'm 30 years old, and I am a website designer. 260 00:17:39,680 --> 00:17:40,770 What else… 261 00:17:41,810 --> 00:17:43,500 Why are you here? 262 00:17:44,229 --> 00:17:46,500 Well we have to be somewhere, right? 263 00:17:47,209 --> 00:17:49,349 I thought maybe I could learn something... 264 00:17:50,229 --> 00:17:50,560 265 00:17:51,569 --> 00:17:52,439 You never know… 266 00:17:54,130 --> 00:17:58,660 Tell me something about your family, of your relationships... are you single? 267 00:17:59,130 --> 00:18:00,790 I'm single... 268 00:18:00,989 --> 00:18:03,219 …I grew up in a middle class family. 269 00:18:03,969 --> 00:18:06,229 My mother was a Social Worker. 270 00:18:06,770 --> 00:18:09,180 my parents separated when I was young. 271 00:18:09,449 --> 00:18:10,530 In sixth. 272 00:18:12,300 --> 00:18:13,239 273 00:18:13,780 --> 00:18:17,630 I responded to your ad because I believe I am what you could call a voyeur. 274 00:18:19,430 --> 00:18:20,719 It is not an urban myth. 275 00:18:20,729 --> 00:18:24,569 I wore mirrors in my shoes to see the dresses below. 276 00:18:27,599 --> 00:18:30,469 The things in my life that I remember... 277 00:18:30,709 --> 00:18:33,239 …these are the things I saw… 278 00:18:35,579 --> 00:18:39,280 …what most would call “dirty things” and I call “beautiful things.” 279 00:18:45,030 --> 00:18:46,849 Images with which I was formed. 280 00:18:50,449 --> 00:18:53,910 They are moments of truth in my life. 281 00:18:53,109 --> 00:18:53,910 282 00:18:55,290 --> 00:18:57,510 They are images that excite me. 283 00:19:00,959 --> 00:19:04,910 Steal images of life, it's my life, Do you understand? 284 00:19:04,339 --> 00:19:04,910 285 00:19:07,020 --> 00:19:07,709 286 00:19:10,069 --> 00:19:15,150 You see... I don't have what would be considered normal relationships with women... 287 00:19:11,089 --> 00:19:15,150 288 00:19:15,569 --> 00:19:19,900 Okay? But I have relationships with them... 289 00:19:19,010 --> 00:19:19,900 290 00:19:20,640 --> 00:19:21,369 291 00:19:23,729 --> 00:19:26,109 I once met someone who... 292 00:19:26,489 --> 00:19:28,939 …I lived close to my work. 293 00:19:32,770 --> 00:19:35,560 She knew everything about me, and what I did. 294 00:19:36,479 --> 00:19:38,150 He put on those shows for me... 295 00:19:47,339 --> 00:19:48,420 …in front of his window. 296 00:19:48,430 --> 00:19:51,310 He took off his clothes and touched himself. 297 00:19:53,829 --> 00:19:56,699 A dozen must have done it sometimes in three months... 298 00:20:02,839 --> 00:20:07,380 And in all that time he did like if I were never there. 299 00:20:06,500 --> 00:20:07,380 300 00:20:08,930 --> 00:20:10,630 I was sitting in my car... 301 00:20:12,420 --> 00:20:13,160 302 00:20:16,459 --> 00:20:19,910 I don't know, I was wondering if she did that For anyone else... 303 00:20:22,290 --> 00:20:24,510 …and I wanted to think not. 304 00:20:26,489 --> 00:20:27,530 I am very happy… 305 00:20:28,010 --> 00:20:29,979 And I'm here. 306 00:20:31,469 --> 00:20:31,489 307 00:20:33,869 --> 00:20:36,609 Tell me about the voyeurism business. 308 00:20:38,140 --> 00:20:39,770 Well, it's going well. 309 00:20:40,369 --> 00:20:41,300 Yeah? 310 00:20:41,040 --> 00:20:41,060 311 00:20:42,250 --> 00:20:45,890 Did you… become a voyeur? 312 00:20:44,250 --> 00:20:45,890 313 00:20:47,750 --> 00:20:50,979 Well, actually… yes. 314 00:20:49,800 --> 00:20:50,979 315 00:20:51,170 --> 00:20:51,699 316 00:20:52,410 --> 00:20:53,209 That's me. 317 00:20:55,530 --> 00:20:56,250 Really? 318 00:20:57,439 --> 00:20:58,339 Yes, really. 319 00:20:59,660 --> 00:21:00,290 AND? 320 00:21:01,300 --> 00:21:04,459 And… it's wild. 321 00:21:03,510 --> 00:21:04,459 322 00:21:05,560 --> 00:21:06,650 Really wild. 323 00:21:08,000 --> 00:21:08,699 Really? 324 00:21:10,280 --> 00:21:12,219 Of course yes, really. 325 00:21:14,910 --> 00:21:18,500 And well, did it really affect you? 326 00:21:16,280 --> 00:21:17,300 327 00:21:17,489 --> 00:21:18,500 328 00:21:19,829 --> 00:21:19,839 329 00:21:20,150 --> 00:21:21,569 I mean…sexually? 330 00:21:26,530 --> 00:21:27,569 Do you want to know? 331 00:21:29,920 --> 00:21:31,619 I guess... 332 00:21:32,849 --> 00:21:33,900 “I guess”? 333 00:21:37,810 --> 00:21:38,479 Yes. 334 00:21:39,209 --> 00:21:41,719 - I missed you... - Me too. 335 00:21:42,239 --> 00:21:44,150 And I see that she too... 336 00:21:43,790 --> 00:21:44,150 337 00:21:45,290 --> 00:21:46,619 It seems so. 338 00:21:52,489 --> 00:21:52,510 339 00:21:52,689 --> 00:21:52,760 340 00:22:09,979 --> 00:22:10,510 341 00:22:11,670 --> 00:22:12,719 I liked your video… 342 00:22:14,469 --> 00:22:16,290 Did you really like it? 343 00:22:17,209 --> 00:22:18,650 Everyone made fun of me. 344 00:22:17,760 --> 00:22:18,650 345 00:22:20,569 --> 00:22:20,959 346 00:22:22,920 --> 00:22:22,949 347 00:23:22,750 --> 00:23:22,790 348 00:23:25,000 --> 00:23:25,479 349 00:23:28,089 --> 00:23:28,329 350 00:23:29,459 --> 00:23:30,310 I missed you... 351 00:23:34,520 --> 00:23:34,890 352 00:23:37,310 --> 00:23:37,760 353 00:23:43,949 --> 00:23:44,430 354 00:23:52,930 --> 00:23:53,099 355 00:23:58,349 --> 00:23:58,650 356 00:24:01,530 --> 00:24:01,790 357 00:24:04,640 --> 00:24:04,739 358 00:24:06,239 --> 00:24:06,339 359 00:24:06,520 --> 00:24:06,550 360 00:24:07,810 --> 00:24:07,979 361 00:24:08,900 --> 00:24:08,979 362 00:24:11,829 --> 00:24:12,079 363 00:24:15,209 --> 00:24:16,000 364 00:24:16,760 --> 00:24:17,189 365 00:24:19,239 --> 00:24:19,589 366 00:24:23,890 --> 00:24:24,020 367 00:24:26,050 --> 00:24:26,400 368 00:24:29,640 --> 00:24:31,189 369 00:24:34,189 --> 00:24:35,969 370 00:24:37,140 --> 00:24:37,770 371 00:24:44,579 --> 00:24:44,609 372 00:24:45,920 --> 00:24:46,339 373 00:24:47,250 --> 00:24:47,729 374 00:25:00,390 --> 00:25:00,619 375 00:25:04,400 --> 00:25:04,859 376 00:25:06,020 --> 00:25:06,219 377 00:25:08,849 --> 00:25:09,199 378 00:25:11,729 --> 00:25:11,739 379 00:25:21,439 --> 00:25:21,449 380 00:25:25,479 --> 00:25:25,959 381 00:25:26,109 --> 00:25:26,250 382 00:25:30,119 --> 00:25:30,160 383 00:25:30,329 --> 00:25:30,609 384 00:25:32,790 --> 00:25:32,810 385 00:25:35,500 --> 00:25:36,500 It comes to me… 386 00:25:36,520 --> 00:25:37,060 387 00:25:41,530 --> 00:25:41,550 388 00:25:52,680 --> 00:25:52,839 389 00:26:00,650 --> 00:26:00,689 390 00:26:01,939 --> 00:26:02,349 391 00:26:11,189 --> 00:26:13,979 - I missed this... - And me. 392 00:26:13,609 --> 00:26:13,979 393 00:26:18,660 --> 00:26:21,349 They think of very specific images… 394 00:26:22,000 --> 00:26:24,260 …of free visual sex. 395 00:26:26,170 --> 00:26:28,199 Yes I'm trying to a woman, Estefanía… 396 00:26:28,829 --> 00:26:33,250 …26 years old, exhibitionist. I would be delighted with your two boys. 397 00:26:33,459 --> 00:26:34,910 Sure… “joint investigation.” 398 00:26:35,599 --> 00:26:38,449 - Exact. - You can present it to Ken. 399 00:26:39,489 --> 00:26:42,750 In reality, there is a lot of play with this project. 400 00:26:44,520 --> 00:26:49,060 And although he receives criticism, he respects the research of your study. 401 00:26:50,390 --> 00:26:51,989 Anyway... how are you doing? 402 00:26:53,349 --> 00:26:54,300 Well… 403 00:26:54,839 --> 00:26:59,660 I'm starting to think that voyeurism It is an extension of what turns us on. 404 00:27:01,630 --> 00:27:04,949 Let's see, I have a boyfriend the one I see sometimes... 405 00:27:06,060 --> 00:27:08,500 - Okay, introduce it to me... - Okay. 406 00:27:08,160 --> 00:27:08,189 407 00:27:09,099 --> 00:27:13,459 When we fuck I like to use a sleeveless t-shirt… 408 00:27:13,689 --> 00:27:17,880 …so, when we are doing it… 409 00:27:15,719 --> 00:27:17,880 410 00:27:17,890 --> 00:27:20,640 …my breasts are hidden and, sometimes, they also come out. 411 00:27:20,650 --> 00:27:21,369 Okay? 412 00:27:21,060 --> 00:27:21,369 413 00:27:22,150 --> 00:27:24,119 That kind of thing turns them on. 414 00:27:24,130 --> 00:27:27,979 I had a boyfriend in high school who He asked me for that in my ass... 415 00:27:27,989 --> 00:27:28,489 416 00:27:28,670 --> 00:27:29,060 417 00:27:29,200 --> 00:27:29,939 So… 418 00:27:30,079 --> 00:27:33,890 …I think voyeurism is just a preference of those guys... 419 00:27:34,130 --> 00:27:37,579 …to experience sex, neither more nor less. 420 00:27:40,020 --> 00:27:40,540 421 00:27:41,410 --> 00:27:42,140 So… 422 00:27:43,300 --> 00:27:44,619 …thank you for coming. 423 00:27:45,469 --> 00:27:47,959 Tell me about yourself. 424 00:27:50,699 --> 00:27:51,699 My name is Steven… 425 00:27:53,540 --> 00:27:54,949 …I am a psychotherapist. 426 00:27:55,729 --> 00:27:55,750 427 00:27:55,880 --> 00:27:58,170 I have a full family life. 428 00:28:00,010 --> 00:28:00,989 I am married… 429 00:28:02,270 --> 00:28:04,069 …my wife Judy is a patent attorney. 430 00:28:05,479 --> 00:28:07,329 I went to Golden State University… 431 00:28:07,550 --> 00:28:08,729 …for my graduate studies. 432 00:28:12,050 --> 00:28:13,010 I run… 433 00:28:13,660 --> 00:28:14,530 …I exercise… 434 00:28:15,369 --> 00:28:16,609 …I collect art… 435 00:28:17,959 --> 00:28:19,339 …I like old ceramics… 436 00:28:20,020 --> 00:28:22,069 …and I work with the Special Olympics. 437 00:28:23,969 --> 00:28:24,520 438 00:28:25,760 --> 00:28:26,819 Why is he here? 439 00:28:28,589 --> 00:28:29,410 I'm here… 440 00:28:30,739 --> 00:28:31,719 …because I want… 441 00:28:33,609 --> 00:28:38,089 …understand behavior to which I have been dragged. 442 00:28:42,060 --> 00:28:46,859 I think... that my life could be more relaxed if I could... 443 00:28:43,459 --> 00:28:46,859 444 00:28:50,449 --> 00:28:52,810 …“control” is not the right word... 445 00:28:53,130 --> 00:28:56,449 …but explains a little better Why am I doing this? 446 00:28:58,500 --> 00:28:58,989 447 00:29:02,989 --> 00:29:04,469 It seems that… 448 00:29:04,819 --> 00:29:06,910 …stands between Judy and me. 449 00:29:08,250 --> 00:29:09,859 And it is a problem for us. 450 00:29:11,750 --> 00:29:12,800 For me. 451 00:29:15,630 --> 00:29:18,729 Tell me about… your first experience. 452 00:29:17,819 --> 00:29:18,729 453 00:29:29,430 --> 00:29:31,130 It all started on a Friday night. 454 00:29:32,660 --> 00:29:34,250 My parents were at the cinema. 455 00:29:34,869 --> 00:29:38,089 My brother Mark was Downstairs, with his girlfriend. 456 00:29:49,339 --> 00:29:51,069 I've never seen that before... 457 00:29:55,020 --> 00:29:57,099 I mean, I knew I shouldn't look... 458 00:29:57,810 --> 00:29:59,189 …but I couldn't help it. 459 00:30:00,010 --> 00:30:01,349 I couldn't look away. 460 00:30:13,910 --> 00:30:14,560 461 00:30:18,859 --> 00:30:22,479 I got… very horny. 462 00:30:21,140 --> 00:30:22,479 463 00:30:52,609 --> 00:30:55,349 It was a very strange feeling. 464 00:30:58,540 --> 00:31:01,079 They started… to fuck. 465 00:30:59,829 --> 00:31:01,079 466 00:31:22,750 --> 00:31:24,449 I could see everything... 467 00:31:27,729 --> 00:31:28,349 …and then… 468 00:31:30,969 --> 00:31:33,200 …the most surprising thing happened. 469 00:31:38,550 --> 00:31:42,000 She looked at me... and smiled. 470 00:31:47,219 --> 00:31:48,040 It was as if… 471 00:31:48,250 --> 00:31:51,719 …he was fucking me at the same time as with my brother. 472 00:32:01,739 --> 00:32:03,760 They went out together approximately one more year. 473 00:32:14,560 --> 00:32:16,300 Were there more incidents? 474 00:32:17,849 --> 00:32:18,810 Just one. 475 00:32:21,729 --> 00:32:22,630 It was one night. 476 00:32:23,180 --> 00:32:27,189 My brother and I were sitting on the dining room table... 477 00:32:25,290 --> 00:32:27,189 478 00:32:29,099 --> 00:32:29,140 479 00:32:29,359 --> 00:32:30,520 …in the living room. 480 00:32:31,219 --> 00:32:32,319 Mark came out… 481 00:32:36,859 --> 00:32:38,359 I had seen that smile before. 482 00:32:40,000 --> 00:32:41,760 I got very excited. 483 00:32:42,719 --> 00:32:43,819 But a lot. 484 00:32:45,599 --> 00:32:46,060 485 00:32:47,180 --> 00:32:50,250 He opened his legs to let him see her panties... 486 00:32:51,010 --> 00:32:52,239 …and he smiled at me again. 487 00:32:54,750 --> 00:32:55,859 So, with one hand… 488 00:32:56,770 --> 00:32:59,780 …she pushed her panties aside to show me her vagina. 489 00:33:18,420 --> 00:33:21,800 That was the most... incredible... 490 00:33:20,619 --> 00:33:21,800 491 00:33:23,099 --> 00:33:23,660 492 00:33:23,979 --> 00:33:24,510 493 00:33:24,979 --> 00:33:26,140 That day... 494 00:33:27,199 --> 00:33:29,459 …I can remember it exactly. 495 00:33:46,270 --> 00:33:49,079 I don't know if... 496 00:33:48,040 --> 00:33:49,079 497 00:33:49,439 --> 00:33:53,050 …it was a simple taboo because it was my brother's girlfriend... 498 00:33:54,650 --> 00:33:56,790 …but I still get excited. 499 00:34:08,060 --> 00:34:10,239 It's interesting how Steven Kay… 500 00:34:10,610 --> 00:34:12,520 …even though I am a psychotherapist… 501 00:34:12,870 --> 00:34:15,760 can be so blind when look at your own behavior. 502 00:34:16,408 --> 00:34:19,638 I was particularly impressed the emotion in your memories. 503 00:34:19,648 --> 00:34:21,947 He immerses himself in them. 504 00:34:23,360 --> 00:34:30,020 Voyeurism is strictly visual, and basically masculine behavior. 505 00:34:31,120 --> 00:34:35,639 It's like a “safe date”, a behavior… 506 00:34:35,649 --> 00:34:37,958 …without having to commit to anyone… 507 00:34:38,429 --> 00:34:40,129 …at any significant level. 508 00:35:14,340 --> 00:35:16,439 I had a recurring dream at the university. 509 00:35:17,540 --> 00:35:22,050 They were all very pretty there, so I installed cameras in the bathrooms. 510 00:35:22,800 --> 00:35:26,090 I installed three placed in strategic places. 511 00:35:26,909 --> 00:35:29,050 I think, in fact, I was quite innovative. 512 00:35:30,330 --> 00:35:32,570 I saw incredible things there... 513 00:35:33,800 --> 00:35:35,620 …like that girl playing with herself. 514 00:35:54,600 --> 00:35:56,000 That was beautiful. 515 00:37:06,620 --> 00:37:08,399 Why did that turn you on? 516 00:37:10,800 --> 00:37:13,500 I guess that's why I'm here, right? 517 00:37:14,929 --> 00:37:17,040 And what other incidents... 518 00:37:17,360 --> 00:37:18,760 would you stand out? 519 00:37:20,179 --> 00:37:21,919 I was at that party... 520 00:37:22,560 --> 00:37:23,530 …and well… 521 00:37:23,840 --> 00:37:24,219 522 00:37:25,629 --> 00:37:30,879 ...I showed that girl the tape in which it was played. 523 00:37:30,889 --> 00:37:32,969 She was a little strange, and he liked seeing her. 524 00:37:33,209 --> 00:37:34,080 So… 525 00:37:35,159 --> 00:37:38,250 …I filmed her while she sucked me off. 526 00:37:41,919 --> 00:37:42,550 527 00:37:43,629 --> 00:37:46,419 And... what was it like to look at you? yourself on tape? 528 00:37:49,649 --> 00:37:52,790 I don't know... I mean, it didn't really turn out well. 529 00:37:55,120 --> 00:37:56,340 You know… it didn't go well. 530 00:37:57,229 --> 00:37:59,520 It didn't work for me because she knew... 531 00:37:59,530 --> 00:38:02,000 ...that I was recording it. And that ruined it. 532 00:38:02,200 --> 00:38:05,280 So... I told him that the cameras They broke down... 533 00:38:03,419 --> 00:38:05,280 534 00:38:05,290 --> 00:38:07,340 …and I ended up having the best tape of all time. 535 00:38:44,639 --> 00:38:45,629 It was incredible… 536 00:38:54,610 --> 00:38:55,580 537 00:39:05,919 --> 00:39:05,959 538 00:39:09,679 --> 00:39:09,909 539 00:39:30,790 --> 00:39:33,229 I think we fucked until in 10 different ways… 540 00:39:34,250 --> 00:39:34,739 541 00:39:34,870 --> 00:39:37,439 Now they call it “Decathlon Tape”. 542 00:39:39,300 --> 00:39:39,489 543 00:39:47,729 --> 00:39:47,909 544 00:39:48,810 --> 00:39:49,060 545 00:39:55,590 --> 00:39:55,979 546 00:39:56,879 --> 00:39:56,989 547 00:40:16,330 --> 00:40:16,399 548 00:40:42,439 --> 00:40:42,929 549 00:42:46,560 --> 00:42:48,659 With my last girlfriend Della… 550 00:42:48,760 --> 00:42:52,479 …I tried to enter the voyeurism in the relationship… 551 00:42:52,489 --> 00:42:55,229 …but it was not satisfactory at all. 552 00:42:56,070 --> 00:42:56,750 The reason? 553 00:42:59,300 --> 00:43:00,280 It got out of hand... 554 00:43:01,330 --> 00:43:02,600 I lost control. 555 00:43:03,939 --> 00:43:05,679 Not that I ever had it… 556 00:43:07,590 --> 00:43:08,810 What happened, Steven? 557 00:43:13,850 --> 00:43:15,459 I became obsessed... 558 00:43:15,770 --> 00:43:16,909 …with the idea… 559 00:43:20,649 --> 00:43:23,110 …to see Della showing herself in public. 560 00:43:26,870 --> 00:43:29,489 We went to a strip bar, one of those with “amateur nights”… 561 00:43:30,010 --> 00:43:33,310 …and I insisted that she participate in the wet t-shirt contest. 562 00:43:46,699 --> 00:43:52,760 It was extremely exciting to see how the other men looked at her. 563 00:43:55,959 --> 00:43:57,199 She looked at me... 564 00:43:58,879 --> 00:44:02,229 …and when I put my thumb on it up, she went crazy. 565 00:44:05,090 --> 00:44:08,340 He took off his shirt and exposed her breasts for those guys. 566 00:44:23,590 --> 00:44:27,780 I got excited…terribly. 567 00:44:26,320 --> 00:44:27,780 568 00:44:31,320 --> 00:44:32,860 I started touching myself... 569 00:44:34,709 --> 00:44:37,850 Della saw it and started to touch her tits. 570 00:44:39,750 --> 00:44:49,500 I thought they would throw her off the stage, and they shouted “take them off, take them off…” 571 00:44:50,649 --> 00:44:52,040 And then he took off his pants. 572 00:44:57,310 --> 00:45:01,370 Telling it... makes me feel uncomfortable... 573 00:44:59,580 --> 00:45:01,370 574 00:45:02,110 --> 00:45:03,310 But being there... 575 00:45:03,629 --> 00:45:06,469 …see her doing it, be part of it… 576 00:45:06,919 --> 00:45:09,010 …the rush, the adrenaline… 577 00:45:09,290 --> 00:45:10,330 It was… 578 00:45:11,219 --> 00:45:12,159 …the best. 579 00:45:14,959 --> 00:45:15,770 The fucking best. 580 00:45:20,239 --> 00:45:20,969 And how… 581 00:45:22,020 --> 00:45:23,570 …how did that incident end? 582 00:45:25,709 --> 00:45:30,159 He masturbated on stage and we had simultaneous orgasms. 583 00:45:33,169 --> 00:45:34,830 Everything was fine for a while. 584 00:45:36,280 --> 00:45:36,989 But then... 585 00:45:38,850 --> 00:45:40,659 …I don't know how to describe it… 586 00:45:42,229 --> 00:45:47,250 …but I had it inside me. I had to reach the limit... 587 00:45:46,270 --> 00:45:47,250 588 00:45:47,620 --> 00:45:49,010 It's like a drug. 589 00:45:50,139 --> 00:45:51,570 And one day, at an event… 590 00:45:52,129 --> 00:45:56,760 …I asked Della to fuck someone else while I looked at them. 591 00:45:54,500 --> 00:45:56,760 592 00:46:00,350 --> 00:46:02,050 And he did it willingly. 593 00:46:02,820 --> 00:46:03,639 Absolutely. 594 00:46:07,879 --> 00:46:09,129 And how was it? 595 00:46:11,810 --> 00:46:14,229 We got two rooms, one next to the other... 596 00:46:14,429 --> 00:46:18,189 …and I set up a video system. - We have talked about it... 597 00:46:18,199 --> 00:46:19,409 …it will be fun. 598 00:46:19,919 --> 00:46:21,310 This is for me, baby. 599 00:46:22,050 --> 00:46:25,010 Okay, here's the camera. He won't see anything... 600 00:46:25,129 --> 00:46:26,909 …you just act normal, okay? 601 00:46:28,040 --> 00:46:32,600 She dressed provocatively and He went down to the hotel bar. 602 00:46:32,610 --> 00:46:33,560 Thank you, honey. 603 00:46:34,370 --> 00:46:36,969 List? Let's do it... 604 00:46:35,929 --> 00:46:36,969 605 00:46:39,629 --> 00:46:41,889 Half an hour later he returned with the uncle. 606 00:46:42,409 --> 00:46:44,469 I'll only be here one night, on business. 607 00:46:45,090 --> 00:46:47,320 Damn, you are very good girl. You know that, right? 608 00:46:47,870 --> 00:46:51,399 And you are a flatterer... That's why you're here. 609 00:46:51,850 --> 00:46:53,459 You seem like the kind of guy... 610 00:46:53,729 --> 00:46:55,270 …who fucks with the lights on. 611 00:46:55,610 --> 00:46:56,500 Fuck! 612 00:46:57,790 --> 00:46:58,689 I love you... 613 00:46:59,500 --> 00:47:02,389 - Take off my dress... - No problem. 614 00:47:06,010 --> 00:47:06,030 615 00:47:07,179 --> 00:47:08,580 I can't believe this... 616 00:47:09,520 --> 00:47:10,300 617 00:47:11,679 --> 00:47:14,389 I want you to wear this... 618 00:47:15,090 --> 00:47:18,250 - Damn, I hate them! - Stretch… 619 00:47:18,600 --> 00:47:19,570 I'm going to suck you. 620 00:47:20,280 --> 00:47:21,620 Come on, I want you on top... 621 00:47:21,899 --> 00:47:21,919 622 00:47:22,620 --> 00:47:23,449 Put that down... 623 00:47:30,250 --> 00:47:32,540 624 00:47:36,129 --> 00:47:36,649 625 00:47:37,959 --> 00:47:38,469 626 00:47:39,540 --> 00:47:39,830 627 00:47:42,310 --> 00:47:42,649 628 00:47:44,860 --> 00:47:46,020 Excellent… 629 00:47:47,080 --> 00:47:47,909 630 00:47:48,070 --> 00:47:48,290 631 00:47:50,530 --> 00:47:50,870 632 00:47:53,399 --> 00:47:54,770 Fuck, I'm going to fuck you. 633 00:48:04,189 --> 00:48:04,580 634 00:48:05,949 --> 00:48:06,129 635 00:48:07,040 --> 00:48:07,239 636 00:48:07,889 --> 00:48:07,939 637 00:48:14,219 --> 00:48:14,489 638 00:48:17,689 --> 00:48:18,010 639 00:48:22,530 --> 00:48:23,030 640 00:48:27,260 --> 00:48:27,409 641 00:48:33,260 --> 00:48:33,729 642 00:48:35,159 --> 00:48:35,350 643 00:48:48,060 --> 00:48:48,090 644 00:48:58,520 --> 00:48:58,659 645 00:49:05,489 --> 00:49:05,679 646 00:49:05,889 --> 00:49:06,060 647 00:49:13,070 --> 00:49:13,090 648 00:49:20,830 --> 00:49:21,050 649 00:49:27,120 --> 00:49:27,530 650 00:49:33,419 --> 00:49:34,370 Incredible... 651 00:49:36,229 --> 00:49:36,989 Brutal… 652 00:49:38,429 --> 00:49:39,629 What did you say your name was? 653 00:49:42,679 --> 00:49:43,700 Della. 654 00:49:49,179 --> 00:49:49,939 I have to go. 655 00:50:04,110 --> 00:50:06,679 After he left, I entered the room. 656 00:50:08,429 --> 00:50:09,060 Wow… 657 00:50:10,250 --> 00:50:11,850 It's been amazing! 658 00:50:12,679 --> 00:50:14,149 It was full! 659 00:50:17,459 --> 00:50:18,280 What's happening? 660 00:50:20,770 --> 00:50:20,830 661 00:50:30,149 --> 00:50:30,270 662 00:50:31,820 --> 00:50:36,510 I think... I never recovered from that. 663 00:50:34,449 --> 00:50:36,510 664 00:50:38,949 --> 00:50:42,060 I thought it was going to be okay, but it wasn't like that. 665 00:50:44,659 --> 00:50:47,530 I've been thinking about my behavior... 666 00:50:49,030 --> 00:50:50,000 …objectively. 667 00:50:53,199 --> 00:50:56,219 I say I'm going to do one thing, and I end up making another one. 668 00:50:58,739 --> 00:50:58,760 669 00:50:58,899 --> 00:51:01,830 I feel like I've lost control. 670 00:51:05,129 --> 00:51:08,629 I just wanted to say that I really I appreciate the opportunity... 671 00:51:08,639 --> 00:51:11,179 …to come here and talk about this part of my life. 672 00:51:11,929 --> 00:51:15,840 When the researcher called me, At first I said no. 673 00:51:16,550 --> 00:51:19,770 But then, looking back... 674 00:51:22,350 --> 00:51:24,889 …I just thought that if it came and talked about it... 675 00:51:26,570 --> 00:51:28,030 …maybe I could let it all go. 676 00:51:28,820 --> 00:51:30,429 I think, looking back on it now,… 677 00:51:30,439 --> 00:51:34,250 …which is easier than try to gain distance,… 678 00:51:36,969 --> 00:51:38,590 …I lost respect for myself. 679 00:51:40,260 --> 00:51:43,159 I did things I doubt I would were appropriate for me... 680 00:51:43,719 --> 00:51:46,189 …desperate things to keep Steven and me together. 681 00:51:46,760 --> 00:51:48,120 And you didn't enjoy them. 682 00:51:52,989 --> 00:51:54,340 I wouldn't say that... 683 00:51:56,080 --> 00:51:59,379 It was like giving myself permission to do things I would never have done. 684 00:52:02,979 --> 00:52:04,900 I think about those days... 685 00:52:09,689 --> 00:52:10,750 Is this going to work? 686 00:52:11,979 --> 00:52:14,870 Yes, and it is very interesting. 687 00:52:15,199 --> 00:52:17,399 With two of the three men... 688 00:52:17,889 --> 00:52:18,830 …I felt that… 689 00:52:19,250 --> 00:52:21,280 …sexual gratification didn’t matter… 690 00:52:21,290 --> 00:52:23,669 …obtained from your experiences like voyeurs 691 00:52:23,830 --> 00:52:27,199 Voyeurism still has that oppressive control over their lives. 692 00:52:27,409 --> 00:52:30,169 They feel trapped in it, victims of him. 693 00:52:30,770 --> 00:52:32,760 And sometimes with their relationships too. 694 00:52:34,120 --> 00:52:35,659 Maybe it's just those two guys... 695 00:52:36,510 --> 00:52:37,919 That's my universe. 696 00:52:39,120 --> 00:52:43,810 My theory is that the genes of sexual visual procreation… 697 00:52:43,820 --> 00:52:46,860 …were necessary for survival, although not so much for women. 698 00:52:46,919 --> 00:52:49,719 That is why voyeurism has not been developed so much in them. 699 00:52:51,719 --> 00:52:54,649 That's a bit far from clinical theory, don't you think? 700 00:52:54,629 --> 00:52:54,649 701 00:52:56,159 --> 00:52:58,810 Well yes, but you know I can't help it. 702 00:52:59,159 --> 00:53:00,629 I am open to anything... 703 00:53:03,219 --> 00:53:05,250 It seems like you're improvising... 704 00:53:05,969 --> 00:53:06,649 …and I like that… 705 00:53:07,389 --> 00:53:07,399 706 00:53:07,659 --> 00:53:08,689 …like this study. 707 00:53:08,840 --> 00:53:09,489 Thank you. 708 00:53:11,510 --> 00:53:15,139 I don't really feel like talking about voyeurism all night... 709 00:53:18,320 --> 00:53:21,600 Okay, we can talk about the rock star all night... 710 00:53:21,610 --> 00:53:23,260 …but if I talk about my work… 711 00:53:24,100 --> 00:53:25,020 …you get scared. 712 00:53:29,169 --> 00:53:30,520 You want to know if I'm a voyeur. 713 00:53:31,639 --> 00:53:32,459 And I'm not. 714 00:53:33,280 --> 00:53:33,899 Okay? 715 00:53:34,300 --> 00:53:37,610 Of course I look at the girls... Us guys look at girls... it's like that. 716 00:53:39,379 --> 00:53:39,969 717 00:53:40,429 --> 00:53:42,520 I'm just looking for normal dates... 718 00:53:42,760 --> 00:53:45,159 …a good dinner, some casual sex… 719 00:53:45,639 --> 00:53:46,560 …occasionally. 720 00:53:48,030 --> 00:53:48,719 You understand? 721 00:53:50,709 --> 00:53:54,550 But until you finish this, I'm not going to be lucky... 722 00:53:54,560 --> 00:53:57,209 You know I'm starting a new work project… 723 00:53:57,689 --> 00:53:59,689 Is it possible that I feel under pressure? 724 00:54:04,989 --> 00:54:05,770 I'm sorry... 725 00:54:06,719 --> 00:54:07,620 I'm sorry... 726 00:54:12,850 --> 00:54:15,760 Can you give me some time, Michael, please? 727 00:54:16,810 --> 00:54:17,270 Sure… 728 00:54:19,949 --> 00:54:24,149 I think I've gotten around to the idea that... 729 00:54:21,389 --> 00:54:22,379 730 00:54:22,860 --> 00:54:24,149 731 00:54:25,379 --> 00:54:28,360 …you deal with guys every day with sexual problems... 732 00:54:29,510 --> 00:54:30,840 It's part of my job... 733 00:54:31,300 --> 00:54:37,389 I know… I know. And it's very good... still. 734 00:54:34,439 --> 00:54:34,459 735 00:54:36,709 --> 00:54:37,389 736 00:54:38,989 --> 00:54:40,330 What should I do? 737 00:54:44,469 --> 00:54:45,370 It's not because of you... 738 00:54:47,280 --> 00:54:48,020 It's me. 739 00:54:51,239 --> 00:54:51,270 740 00:54:57,850 --> 00:55:04,300 I think... the best for both of us will be give us some space. 741 00:54:59,120 --> 00:55:00,389 742 00:55:00,770 --> 00:55:04,300 743 00:55:08,080 --> 00:55:09,770 What do you need? 744 00:55:10,129 --> 00:55:11,689 It is clear that this study… 745 00:55:11,800 --> 00:55:13,399 …and without me being on top of you. 746 00:55:13,550 --> 00:55:16,290 This will just be a transition… 747 00:55:26,840 --> 00:55:27,620 I love you… 748 00:55:29,790 --> 00:55:30,820 I love you. 749 00:55:42,030 --> 00:55:42,649 I will call you. 750 00:56:06,919 --> 00:56:09,419 I just feel unprofessional… 751 00:56:09,719 --> 00:56:11,719 There is no reason to be so hard on yourself... 752 00:56:12,139 --> 00:56:14,139 I know. It's just that it's affecting... 753 00:56:14,689 --> 00:56:16,350 …it is affecting everything. 754 00:56:16,659 --> 00:56:21,770 I only think about sex, I have pushed Michael away… 755 00:56:21,780 --> 00:56:23,419 …I'm basically obsessed. 756 00:56:24,570 --> 00:56:26,159 Why are you so hard on yourself? 757 00:56:27,580 --> 00:56:28,550 I'm changing... 758 00:56:29,409 --> 00:56:30,399 No. Actually... 759 00:56:31,020 --> 00:56:32,040 …I'm learning about myself. 760 00:56:32,179 --> 00:56:37,040 Discovering new parts of me herself, experiencing things. 761 00:56:37,199 --> 00:56:38,860 Michael stays afloat… 762 00:56:39,229 --> 00:56:42,239 And you don't want to take it with you for it to breathe. 763 00:56:43,129 --> 00:56:43,649 That's right... 764 00:56:43,979 --> 00:56:45,500 Doesn't this work affect you? 765 00:56:46,030 --> 00:56:47,590 Yes of course. That is… 766 00:56:47,760 --> 00:56:48,570 Sure… 767 00:56:48,770 --> 00:56:50,889 …but you have to find a balance. 768 00:56:50,899 --> 00:56:53,159 Have an outlet for other interests. 769 00:56:54,169 --> 00:56:55,760 Keep talking... 770 00:56:56,050 --> 00:56:57,139 …go to the cinema. 771 00:56:57,580 --> 00:56:59,520 - We should schedule it, okay? - OK. 772 00:57:03,310 --> 00:57:04,219 Thank you… 773 00:57:04,350 --> 00:57:07,909 The next time I get like this, you just send me for a walk... 774 00:57:07,919 --> 00:57:10,429 You're doing great, girl. You do it very well. 775 00:57:11,500 --> 00:57:15,370 Last time I asked him to try provide some privacy… 776 00:57:15,379 --> 00:57:17,139 …some humanity. Has something occurred to you? 777 00:57:21,580 --> 00:57:21,600 778 00:57:21,810 --> 00:57:22,929 I hired an escort… 779 00:57:23,169 --> 00:57:24,179 …“Call girl”… 780 00:57:25,219 --> 00:57:26,300 …whatever you want to call it. 781 00:57:30,030 --> 00:57:30,669 Follow. 782 00:57:34,760 --> 00:57:36,169 I got a hotel room. 783 00:57:44,649 --> 00:57:45,050 Enter… 784 00:57:48,989 --> 00:57:51,379 - I would like to see the pasta. - Of course... 785 00:57:51,659 --> 00:57:52,239 Sure. 786 00:58:06,199 --> 00:58:07,770 No, no... 787 00:58:08,050 --> 00:58:09,250 I just want you to stay there. 788 00:58:09,929 --> 00:58:10,900 Here I am. 789 00:58:11,439 --> 00:58:14,209 And I want you to undress slowly. 790 00:58:14,399 --> 00:58:15,350 I have a camera here... 791 00:58:15,520 --> 00:58:15,669 792 00:58:16,500 --> 00:58:16,739 793 00:58:16,899 --> 00:58:20,479 - You haven't paid me enough for this... - No, no, no... 794 00:58:20,580 --> 00:58:22,939 There is no movie. 795 00:58:24,530 --> 00:58:25,750 And you want me to stay here? 796 00:58:27,739 --> 00:58:29,149 Take off your clothes... 797 00:58:29,879 --> 00:58:30,620 …slowly. 798 00:58:33,280 --> 00:58:34,459 Slowly, slowly! 799 00:58:40,409 --> 00:58:41,449 Soft and slow… 800 00:58:46,199 --> 00:58:47,429 Do you like tits? 801 00:58:49,860 --> 00:58:50,520 Yes… 802 00:58:51,739 --> 00:58:53,080 Do you want to take them? 803 00:58:53,820 --> 00:58:54,320 No… 804 00:58:58,330 --> 00:58:59,820 Do you like asses? 805 00:59:03,219 --> 00:59:04,000 806 00:59:06,889 --> 00:59:07,590 807 00:59:11,679 --> 00:59:13,100 Why don't you come here? 808 00:59:15,520 --> 00:59:17,100 Don't worry about me... 809 00:59:25,729 --> 00:59:25,780 810 00:59:31,699 --> 00:59:33,860 - Tell me to continue undressing. - Don't touch me! 811 00:59:36,020 --> 00:59:36,870 Come back there... 812 00:59:38,750 --> 00:59:40,209 So you just like to watch. 813 00:59:41,439 --> 00:59:42,129 Yes… 814 00:59:48,560 --> 00:59:48,919 815 01:00:00,959 --> 01:00:02,979 Would you like to see me with a toy? 816 01:00:04,209 --> 01:00:04,830 Sure… 817 01:00:07,909 --> 01:00:09,010 Take off your top. 818 01:00:10,110 --> 01:00:11,520 - At all? - Yes. 819 01:00:17,959 --> 01:00:19,120 Does this turn you on? 820 01:00:47,379 --> 01:00:48,500 Take off your panties. 821 01:00:58,520 --> 01:01:01,500 That's it... that's how I like it. 822 01:01:00,370 --> 01:01:00,379 823 01:01:00,590 --> 01:01:00,629 824 01:01:00,739 --> 01:01:00,790 825 01:01:10,770 --> 01:01:12,310 Do you just want to see my pussy? 826 01:01:13,159 --> 01:01:13,169 827 01:01:13,340 --> 01:01:13,530 828 01:01:20,149 --> 01:01:20,159 829 01:01:26,270 --> 01:01:27,929 Why don't you touch yourself? 830 01:01:30,909 --> 01:01:31,719 I'm fine… 831 01:01:42,949 --> 01:01:44,719 I'm getting very horny. 832 01:01:53,949 --> 01:01:54,919 833 01:01:57,669 --> 01:01:58,929 Do I cum for you? 834 01:02:00,010 --> 01:02:00,669 835 01:02:25,830 --> 01:02:28,040 Are you sure you don't want let me suck you? 836 01:02:33,840 --> 01:02:34,979 Don't worry about me... 837 01:02:41,709 --> 01:02:41,830 838 01:02:46,399 --> 01:02:47,149 839 01:02:48,659 --> 01:02:49,469 840 01:02:52,489 --> 01:02:54,219 841 01:02:58,850 --> 01:02:58,879 842 01:03:03,219 --> 01:03:03,590 843 01:03:05,020 --> 01:03:05,120 844 01:03:06,409 --> 01:03:06,530 845 01:03:08,929 --> 01:03:09,040 846 01:03:10,540 --> 01:03:10,639 847 01:03:13,489 --> 01:03:13,989 848 01:03:25,550 --> 01:03:27,280 Where do you think you're going? 849 01:03:28,030 --> 01:03:30,260 Isn't that what you wanted? Take photos of me? 850 01:03:32,419 --> 01:03:33,790 I have paid for 45 minutes. 851 01:03:34,879 --> 01:03:37,300 Yes, but you said that only You wanted to take photos of me, right? 852 01:03:41,370 --> 01:03:41,870 Yeah… 853 01:03:43,989 --> 01:03:44,530 You're right. 854 01:03:48,989 --> 01:03:50,500 Are you not happy? 855 01:03:52,239 --> 01:03:52,689 Yeah… 856 01:04:03,669 --> 01:04:05,459 No, no, no... don't touch me. 857 01:04:05,139 --> 01:04:05,459 858 01:04:06,489 --> 01:04:06,909 OK… 859 01:04:08,399 --> 01:04:10,219 Thanks, it's been great. 860 01:04:11,770 --> 01:04:12,949 Thanks, baby. 861 01:04:15,560 --> 01:04:16,300 ¡Gracias! 862 01:04:18,939 --> 01:04:20,909 What was it like when it was your turn? 863 01:04:22,500 --> 01:04:22,510 864 01:04:22,659 --> 01:04:23,110 865 01:04:23,530 --> 01:04:26,360 I didn't see it... I was looking through the camera. 866 01:04:26,530 --> 01:04:28,060 So when it was my turn, I was... 867 01:04:28,439 --> 01:04:30,870 …totally surprised, because… 868 01:04:31,179 --> 01:04:35,600 …it is not the touch, but the look… 869 01:04:33,510 --> 01:04:35,600 870 01:04:35,840 --> 01:04:37,310 …to act later… 871 01:04:38,459 --> 01:04:40,120 …without remembering what it looked like. 872 01:04:40,679 --> 01:04:42,439 Bringing out all those little details. 873 01:04:43,209 --> 01:04:45,899 So, when it was my turn, turned it into something more. 874 01:04:44,270 --> 01:04:45,899 875 01:04:48,010 --> 01:04:52,939 And taking into account your experience... 876 01:04:54,389 --> 01:04:57,250 Did it live up to your expectations? 877 01:04:59,090 --> 01:04:59,739 Yes… 878 01:05:00,909 --> 01:05:05,560 It was expensive, but hey, life It's short, you know what I'm saying? 879 01:05:02,409 --> 01:05:05,560 880 01:05:06,909 --> 01:05:07,659 So… 881 01:05:07,860 --> 01:05:11,830 …didn't he care that what he saw… 882 01:05:12,719 --> 01:05:16,280 …were they not real images? 883 01:05:18,370 --> 01:05:19,000 “Not real”? 884 01:05:20,050 --> 01:05:20,850 Well... 885 01:05:21,080 --> 01:05:23,639 …it was a stage show… 886 01:05:24,459 --> 01:05:25,699 …not a reality. 887 01:05:29,409 --> 01:05:30,350 It was very real. 888 01:05:31,899 --> 01:05:36,239 I wish I could use your skills voyeur to apply them in therapy. 889 01:05:36,429 --> 01:05:42,120 - “Skills”… - Patterns, behaviors... whatever you want. 890 01:05:42,129 --> 01:05:46,399 Use them as a tool to join emotional blocks... 891 01:05:46,409 --> 01:05:50,750 …trying to “go on a date”, and life normal sexual relations with their partners. 892 01:05:51,919 --> 01:05:52,469 Lisa? 893 01:05:57,399 --> 01:05:59,300 - Hello! - How are you? 894 01:05:59,479 --> 01:06:02,280 It's going so well... it's so fascinating. 895 01:06:03,770 --> 01:06:05,840 Okay, if you need anything... 896 01:06:06,080 --> 01:06:07,959 …anything that can help, let me know. 897 01:06:08,510 --> 01:06:08,979 Very well thank you. 898 01:06:14,570 --> 01:06:16,389 I'm a little nervous... 899 01:06:17,320 --> 01:06:19,530 It will be good for us. 900 01:06:21,040 --> 01:06:22,639 What we hope to do is… 901 01:06:22,689 --> 01:06:25,820 …redirect Steven's sexual energy in his relationship with you. 902 01:06:26,699 --> 01:06:27,620 Sounds good… 903 01:06:28,199 --> 01:06:29,679 What am I going to want from both? 904 01:06:29,689 --> 01:06:32,370 Let them use some strategies... 905 01:06:32,590 --> 01:06:34,159 …to allow this process. 906 01:06:34,899 --> 01:06:37,300 I'm sorry, but I'm not comfortable with... 907 01:06:38,189 --> 01:06:40,500 …the issue of cameras. 908 01:06:41,679 --> 01:06:45,989 I understand. We do it for purposes Strictly clinical. 909 01:06:46,129 --> 01:06:48,290 They will not be recognized… 910 01:06:48,739 --> 01:06:51,820 …and no one will be watching. We just turn on the camera and go. 911 01:06:53,979 --> 01:06:57,879 We use fog filters to preserve hidden identities… 912 01:06:58,459 --> 01:07:00,810 …and we will do it right here, at home. 913 01:07:01,050 --> 01:07:03,290 You can be sure that there is no security gap. 914 01:07:03,899 --> 01:07:04,449 OK? 915 01:07:04,780 --> 01:07:07,979 Thank you… that makes me feel better. 916 01:07:08,810 --> 01:07:08,820 917 01:07:09,189 --> 01:07:11,979 We talked to Steven about some… 918 01:07:12,199 --> 01:07:13,989 …techniques that could be useful. 919 01:07:14,139 --> 01:07:17,350 And I think it will be better if, They will simply contribute… 920 01:07:17,500 --> 01:07:18,719 …spontaneity. 921 01:07:19,159 --> 01:07:19,709 Okay? 922 01:07:21,840 --> 01:07:22,459 Very good… 923 01:07:23,399 --> 01:07:24,189 924 01:07:28,639 --> 01:07:29,340 Okay, honey... 925 01:07:34,080 --> 01:07:34,489 Let's go. 926 01:08:01,209 --> 01:08:02,189 Hello, darling… 927 01:08:03,090 --> 01:08:04,550 Why don't you stay by the bed? 928 01:08:05,929 --> 01:08:06,739 What a thrill… 929 01:08:08,580 --> 01:08:09,820 You are beautiful… 930 01:08:11,429 --> 01:08:13,219 I would love for you to get naked. 931 01:08:13,959 --> 01:08:14,500 Okay… 932 01:08:21,819 --> 01:08:21,839 933 01:08:21,950 --> 01:08:23,189 I love seeing you… 934 01:08:45,040 --> 01:08:47,180 Baby... what a little ass. 935 01:08:53,919 --> 01:08:53,930 936 01:08:54,140 --> 01:08:56,220 I want you to take off your panties for me… 937 01:08:58,448 --> 01:08:59,479 …slowly. 938 01:09:34,679 --> 01:09:35,229 I'm coming... 939 01:09:41,470 --> 01:09:41,939 940 01:09:46,649 --> 01:09:47,259 941 01:09:48,299 --> 01:09:49,899 We will look in the mirror... 942 01:09:50,618 --> 01:09:51,438 Okay. 943 01:09:57,649 --> 01:09:58,509 Yes… 944 01:10:00,009 --> 01:10:01,069 That's good, baby. 945 01:10:09,450 --> 01:10:09,810 946 01:10:10,509 --> 01:10:11,439 God... 947 01:10:12,390 --> 01:10:13,089 948 01:10:15,299 --> 01:10:16,669 You are so beautiful... 949 01:10:17,600 --> 01:10:18,290 950 01:10:21,759 --> 01:10:21,770 951 01:10:24,870 --> 01:10:26,200 Am I doing it right? 952 01:10:26,390 --> 01:10:27,490 You do it great. 953 01:12:01,529 --> 01:12:01,589 954 01:12:50,250 --> 01:12:50,520 955 01:12:52,009 --> 01:12:52,020 956 01:12:52,290 --> 01:12:52,379 957 01:12:55,450 --> 01:12:56,870 I think it's okay, everything... 958 01:12:57,040 --> 01:12:58,029 …it will work. Actually… 959 01:12:58,939 --> 01:12:59,649 Wait. 960 01:13:02,560 --> 01:13:03,009 961 01:13:03,250 --> 01:13:04,890 We will call you in 15 minutes… 962 01:13:05,549 --> 01:13:07,390 In one hour. I will call you... 963 01:13:10,000 --> 01:13:11,500 I want to fuck you… 964 01:13:21,000 --> 01:13:23,000 I want you inside me. 965 01:15:28,490 --> 01:15:30,839 God… I'm sorry. 966 01:15:31,660 --> 01:15:32,040 967 01:15:33,839 --> 01:15:35,459 God, Lisa… 968 01:15:40,270 --> 01:15:40,609 969 01:15:42,390 --> 01:15:43,540 It's been fantastic. 970 01:15:45,669 --> 01:15:46,439 I know… 971 01:15:50,669 --> 01:15:52,330 We'll pretend it never happened. 972 01:15:52,520 --> 01:15:54,040 I think it's a good idea. 973 01:16:18,979 --> 01:16:19,009 974 01:16:43,250 --> 01:16:49,009 How do you handle remembering everything? in this experience? 975 01:16:45,709 --> 01:16:47,410 976 01:16:47,750 --> 01:16:49,009 977 01:16:51,350 --> 01:16:51,890 Well… 978 01:16:53,259 --> 01:16:55,350 You see, I live my life like a voyeur… 979 01:16:55,790 --> 01:16:57,560 I always do it. 980 01:16:57,979 --> 01:16:59,240 I always did it. 981 01:17:00,279 --> 01:17:04,370 But I haven't always been able to speak it with someone smart like you. 982 01:17:03,220 --> 01:17:04,370 983 01:17:05,540 --> 01:17:08,600 And I am very grateful for everything. It has been very useful. 984 01:17:09,870 --> 01:17:10,720 Thank you. 985 01:17:14,580 --> 01:17:16,430 And your future? 986 01:17:18,060 --> 01:17:19,930 My future… Well, I'm going for it. 987 01:17:20,580 --> 01:17:21,129 You will see… 988 01:17:21,509 --> 01:17:26,310 …I live in an apartment that I manage along with 15 more… 989 01:17:26,439 --> 01:17:30,959 …fully equipped with fiber optic spy cameras. 990 01:17:32,569 --> 01:17:35,870 No one will get hurt, okay? It's only for my benefit. 991 01:17:36,279 --> 01:17:40,069 - There are no damages, there are no faults... - Illegality is there. 992 01:17:41,490 --> 01:17:42,700 And I wonder why. 993 01:17:44,700 --> 01:17:49,029 I have realized that my Voyeur life makes me happy. 994 01:17:50,100 --> 01:17:55,000 So will you make use of all that team the rest of your life? 995 01:17:57,669 --> 01:17:59,049 You will see… 996 01:18:00,790 --> 01:18:04,729 …I'm the guy who decides who stays and who goes... 997 01:18:05,209 --> 01:18:08,250 That is, I could have university of girls in a building… 998 01:18:08,259 --> 01:18:09,890 Having lesbians in the other… 999 01:18:11,470 --> 01:18:13,890 I say there is real variety here… 1000 01:18:16,270 --> 01:18:18,680 I mean I'm prepared for life. 1001 01:18:21,649 --> 01:18:22,500 “Prepared for life”… 1002 01:18:22,700 --> 01:18:23,029 Yes. 1003 01:18:24,060 --> 01:18:25,979 Who gets hurt? 1004 01:18:26,919 --> 01:18:27,990 Who gets hurt? 1005 01:18:29,290 --> 01:18:29,640 Nobody. 1006 01:18:30,939 --> 01:18:33,500 I don't hurt anyone. 1007 01:18:35,910 --> 01:18:40,479 I just have a little bit of… I know what I'm doing. 1008 01:18:39,459 --> 01:18:40,479 1009 01:18:41,779 --> 01:18:44,279 I give free rein to my fantasies. 1010 01:18:46,370 --> 01:18:47,899 There's nothing wrong with that, right? 1011 01:18:53,459 --> 01:18:54,319 It was great. 1012 01:18:56,930 --> 01:18:58,790 The use of visual techniques… 1013 01:19:01,229 --> 01:19:02,770 …the distance between us… 1014 01:19:04,379 --> 01:19:06,310 …frame the image as much as possible… 1015 01:19:06,509 --> 01:19:11,209 The reality… the mirrors… the image. 1016 01:19:08,000 --> 01:19:09,120 1017 01:19:09,810 --> 01:19:11,209 1018 01:19:12,660 --> 01:19:13,939 They worked very well. 1019 01:19:15,500 --> 01:19:16,669 But in three months... 1020 01:19:18,529 --> 01:19:21,419 …when Judy and I are very busy, will it be enough? 1021 01:19:19,040 --> 01:19:21,419 1022 01:19:22,379 --> 01:19:23,200 I don't know... 1023 01:19:25,770 --> 01:19:27,629 Voyeurism is enough for me. 1024 01:19:28,549 --> 01:19:29,689 It's just me... 1025 01:19:29,959 --> 01:19:34,189 …and I am always satisfied. 1026 01:19:32,899 --> 01:19:34,189 1027 01:19:36,750 --> 01:19:39,819 Will I be willing to invest in Judy… 1028 01:19:37,959 --> 01:19:39,819 1029 01:19:40,209 --> 01:19:42,120 …what did you spend to be a voyeur? 1030 01:19:44,020 --> 01:19:45,160 You decide… 1031 01:19:46,729 --> 01:19:48,160 You have said it. 1032 01:19:48,430 --> 01:19:48,450 1033 01:19:49,479 --> 01:19:50,459 That's how it is. 1034 01:20:01,120 --> 01:20:02,500 So, I leave it. 1035 01:20:03,200 --> 01:20:04,089 Completely? 1036 01:20:06,140 --> 01:20:06,879 Completely. 1037 01:20:08,859 --> 01:20:10,290 That's very brave... 1038 01:20:11,979 --> 01:20:13,080 I have no other option. 1039 01:20:14,310 --> 01:20:18,580 You know, I want to have one long-term relationship with a woman. 1040 01:20:16,580 --> 01:20:18,580 1041 01:20:22,410 --> 01:20:24,240 I wish you the best of luck. 1042 01:20:26,399 --> 01:20:28,370 Thank you… it has been interesting. 1043 01:20:28,549 --> 01:20:29,740 Yes, thanks. 1044 01:27:31,160 --> 01:27:31,410 1045 01:27:33,509 --> 01:27:33,529 1046 01:27:37,950 --> 01:27:38,109 1047 01:27:40,359 --> 01:27:40,700 1048 01:27:59,500 --> 01:27:59,729 1049 01:28:02,490 --> 01:28:02,939 1050 01:28:38,000 --> 01:28:42,000 ONE YEAR LATER 1051 01:28:45,819 --> 01:28:48,600 That night, when I witnessed that threesome... 1052 01:28:48,339 --> 01:28:48,600 1053 01:28:50,020 --> 01:28:50,069 1054 01:28:52,430 --> 01:28:56,009 …it was an event decisive in my life. 1055 01:29:02,370 --> 01:29:03,799 From that moment… 1056 01:29:06,540 --> 01:29:08,240 …I became a voyeur. 1057 01:29:11,200 --> 01:29:12,900 An obsessive voyeur. 1058 01:29:16,709 --> 01:29:18,500 Suddenly, my life... 1059 01:29:20,810 --> 01:29:20,819 1060 01:29:21,220 --> 01:29:24,629 …focused on finding situations in which you could… 1061 01:29:26,549 --> 01:29:28,310 …spy on people. 1062 01:29:28,430 --> 01:29:29,209 1063 01:29:31,700 --> 01:29:32,759 And masturbate. 1064 01:29:34,950 --> 01:29:38,189 I was looking for rooms of a hotel that had… 1065 01:29:37,229 --> 01:29:38,189 1066 01:29:41,549 --> 01:29:45,450 …views across the street… 1067 01:29:47,819 --> 01:29:50,200 …so I can set up my telescope. 1068 01:29:51,120 --> 01:29:53,770 And then... one day... 1069 01:29:52,700 --> 01:29:53,770 1070 01:29:55,390 --> 01:29:59,750 …was walking down a street in Beverly Hills. I was very lucky there. 1071 01:30:02,669 --> 01:30:04,330 I came up with my own system. 1072 01:30:04,660 --> 01:30:06,689 I would shoot with a digital camera… 1073 01:30:07,160 --> 01:30:09,339 …to see them on my computer. 1074 01:30:09,450 --> 01:30:13,009 That postponed sexual satisfaction. 1075 01:30:13,799 --> 01:30:17,149 It extended that exquisite tension. 1076 01:30:14,640 --> 01:30:17,149 1077 01:30:17,640 --> 01:30:19,270 I could see a bedroom… 1078 01:30:21,169 --> 01:30:25,549 A man handcuffing a woman naked at the foot of the bed. 1079 01:30:27,490 --> 01:30:30,060 He put a blindfold on her. 1080 01:30:33,669 --> 01:30:36,810 It was the most exciting that I had ever seen. 1081 01:30:37,450 --> 01:30:39,819 I could barely shoot from excitement. 1082 01:30:42,020 --> 01:30:44,000 He put it in his mouth... 1083 01:32:00,009 --> 01:32:01,709 They almost caught me, and I got scared. 1084 01:32:03,930 --> 01:32:04,950 I was very scared. 1085 01:32:08,049 --> 01:32:09,479 So I went into therapy… 1086 01:32:09,680 --> 01:32:11,189 …and I stopped being a voyeur. 1087 01:32:12,810 --> 01:32:13,800 Full. 1088 01:32:15,120 --> 01:32:19,330 I was... happy before all that, so... 1089 01:32:16,950 --> 01:32:19,330 1090 01:32:19,649 --> 01:32:21,569 Why couldn't I be happy again? 1091 01:32:26,850 --> 01:32:30,549 I understood what Steven Kay he meant by “addiction.” 1092 01:32:29,799 --> 01:32:30,549 1093 01:32:35,259 --> 01:32:37,930 There is nothing implicit bad at being a voyeur... 1094 01:32:37,939 --> 01:32:39,410 …as long as there are no victims… 1095 01:32:39,419 --> 01:32:41,890 …as long as you have balance in your life. 1096 01:32:42,169 --> 01:32:48,459 But... I was on the edge of the precipice, at least. 1097 01:32:45,189 --> 01:32:48,459 1098 01:32:54,149 --> 01:32:59,160 I've been dating a great guy. It has gone very well. 1099 01:32:56,459 --> 01:32:59,160 1100 01:33:02,680 --> 01:33:04,640 I'm not going to say that I'm not going fast... 1101 01:33:04,649 --> 01:33:08,569 …but it's an even better career when you are in love. 1102 01:33:12,799 --> 01:33:13,800 That's all. 1103 01:33:16,000 --> 01:33:21,000 Subtitles: Night (2024)