1 00:02:52,651 --> 00:02:54,021 Hi. 2 00:03:56,674 --> 00:03:59,044 Oh, thank you. Can I help you? 3 00:03:59,343 --> 00:04:01,843 Yeah, can you tell me where I can find a Miss Brice? 4 00:04:02,137 --> 00:04:03,767 That's me. 5 00:04:04,056 --> 00:04:06,556 Well, I'm Vincent Bruce. 6 00:04:07,726 --> 00:04:09,936 Oh, please come in. 7 00:04:13,357 --> 00:04:14,737 Won't you sit down? 8 00:04:14,942 --> 00:04:17,442 - Would you like some coffee? - Yeah, thank you. 9 00:04:17,736 --> 00:04:21,026 - How do you take it? - Black. 10 00:04:39,675 --> 00:04:43,675 Well, we can begin either with your telling me all about yourself... 11 00:04:43,971 --> 00:04:48,391 ...or my telling you all about us. Which would you rather do? 12 00:04:48,559 --> 00:04:52,609 Well, maybe I'd better tell you about me. Then you might not want to bother with the rest of it. 13 00:04:52,855 --> 00:04:54,225 All right. 14 00:04:54,606 --> 00:05:00,526 Well, there's not really very much to tell. I've been out of the Army for a while. 15 00:05:02,865 --> 00:05:07,075 I guess I've never had a job that I was really interested in. 16 00:05:08,287 --> 00:05:10,787 You live here in Stonemont, don't you? 17 00:05:11,081 --> 00:05:14,791 I've lived here all my life... 18 00:05:15,419 --> 00:05:19,379 ...and I was always kind of curious about this place. 19 00:05:19,548 --> 00:05:20,968 Why? 20 00:05:22,593 --> 00:05:26,593 I don't know. I guess I just was. 21 00:05:27,473 --> 00:05:32,803 Are you interested in a permanent job or just some sort of summer work? 22 00:05:33,103 --> 00:05:35,433 No, I mean a permanent job. 23 00:05:35,731 --> 00:05:41,521 I want to do some kind of work where I can be of direct help to people. 24 00:05:43,405 --> 00:05:45,905 And that's why I decided to come here. 25 00:06:14,436 --> 00:06:18,066 (laughing) 26 00:06:31,370 --> 00:06:36,840 Get out of here. 27 00:06:50,305 --> 00:06:52,935 Vincent, I'd like you to meet Mr. Polakis. 28 00:06:53,225 --> 00:06:55,265 - Hello. - This is Mr. Bruce. 29 00:07:09,408 --> 00:07:12,368 It's not as disturbing on this floor, is it? 30 00:07:12,536 --> 00:07:15,916 Somehow insanity seems a lot less sinister... 31 00:07:16,206 --> 00:07:19,206 ...to watch in a man than in a woman, doesn't it? 32 00:07:21,128 --> 00:07:23,838 I thought it best to show you the worst first. 33 00:08:00,584 --> 00:08:02,204 Hey, young man. 34 00:08:04,755 --> 00:08:08,425 - Are you a new patient? - No, no, I'm just a visitor. 35 00:08:08,592 --> 00:08:10,592 I may go to work here. 36 00:08:10,886 --> 00:08:14,096 Tell me, have you read Dostoyevsky? 37 00:08:14,389 --> 00:08:18,359 I've read Crime and Punishment, and Brothers Karamazov. 38 00:08:18,644 --> 00:08:21,974 Oh, have you? Tell me, do you believe it? 39 00:08:22,272 --> 00:08:27,562 Do you believe that if there is no God, there can be no such thing as virtue? 40 00:08:29,947 --> 00:08:31,617 No. 41 00:08:37,162 --> 00:08:38,782 - Do you? - No. 42 00:08:40,666 --> 00:08:45,716 I do hope you'll come and work here. We shall be very great friends. 43 00:08:46,004 --> 00:08:47,674 I hope so. 44 00:08:53,470 --> 00:08:55,810 You handled that very well. 45 00:08:56,974 --> 00:09:01,144 - Have you done a lot of reading? - Some. 46 00:09:01,436 --> 00:09:04,646 When you're in the Army, you've got nothing but time. 47 00:09:06,733 --> 00:09:09,983 It's a lot different from a state institution, huh? 48 00:09:10,279 --> 00:09:13,079 Most of these people come from very wealthy families. 49 00:09:13,365 --> 00:09:17,615 They pay several thousand dollars a month to keep them here. 50 00:09:20,622 --> 00:09:23,872 Hi, Miss Brice. Are you going to have lunch now? 51 00:09:24,459 --> 00:09:26,459 It's a nice day, isn't it, Miss Brice? 52 00:09:26,753 --> 00:09:29,833 I hope you have a nice lunch, Miss Brice. 53 00:09:30,132 --> 00:09:32,672 You have a very nice-looking friend. 54 00:09:32,968 --> 00:09:35,768 It certainly is a nice day, isn't it, Miss Brice? 55 00:09:36,054 --> 00:09:39,224 Yes, Miss Glassman. It's a lovely day. 56 00:09:53,614 --> 00:09:57,494 Of course, at first you'll be nothing but an orderly, more or less. 57 00:09:57,659 --> 00:10:01,749 It's long hours, terrible pay. 58 00:10:02,414 --> 00:10:06,544 It's dirty, often degrading, sometimes dangerous. 59 00:10:08,879 --> 00:10:11,299 Do you know why you work here? 60 00:10:17,262 --> 00:10:21,382 - Maybe I shouldn't ask you that, huh? - No, no. That's all right. 61 00:10:21,683 --> 00:10:25,563 It's something that all of us who work here have to ask ourselves. 62 00:10:25,729 --> 00:10:28,489 And we're better off if we can answer it... 63 00:10:28,649 --> 00:10:31,949 ...as honestly and as thoroughly as possible. 64 00:10:32,235 --> 00:10:34,275 I hope you will too. 65 00:10:34,696 --> 00:10:36,076 Miss Brice. 66 00:10:38,492 --> 00:10:40,572 Think about it this evening. 67 00:10:41,286 --> 00:10:44,246 If you don't change your mind, I'll see you in the morning. 68 00:11:52,941 --> 00:11:54,481 - Hi. - How are you? 69 00:11:54,776 --> 00:11:56,866 - I'm fine. How are you? - Fine. 70 00:11:57,404 --> 00:11:59,824 - I heard you were back. - Yeah, I've been back for a while. 71 00:12:00,115 --> 00:12:03,035 I'm glad. They told me you were wounded or something. 72 00:12:03,326 --> 00:12:05,286 Yeah, or something. 73 00:12:05,787 --> 00:12:08,957 - Gee, you look good. - Thanks. So do you. 74 00:12:09,249 --> 00:12:10,959 Did you get my letter? 75 00:12:11,585 --> 00:12:14,125 - Yeah, how is your husband? - He's very well, thanks. 76 00:12:14,421 --> 00:12:17,171 He's working with the electric power company right now... 77 00:12:17,466 --> 00:12:19,506 ...hoping to be made office manager in the fall. 78 00:12:19,676 --> 00:12:21,426 - Right here in town, huh? - Yes. 79 00:12:21,678 --> 00:12:26,638 In all your letters to me, Vincent, you never once mentioned anything about us or our future. 80 00:12:26,933 --> 00:12:28,303 - Didn't I? - No. 81 00:12:28,518 --> 00:12:32,108 And since we never really had any understanding of a romantic nature... 82 00:12:32,397 --> 00:12:33,737 There's my bus. 83 00:12:33,899 --> 00:12:37,859 I hope you come and visit us sometime, Vincent. I'd like you to meet Norman; that's my husband. 84 00:12:38,153 --> 00:12:40,693 - I will. I will. - Bye. 85 00:13:54,187 --> 00:13:56,227 I can have the job if I want it. 86 00:13:56,523 --> 00:13:59,603 - Do you? - Yeah. 87 00:14:00,819 --> 00:14:05,579 - You've had no training. - They'll train me. 88 00:14:07,784 --> 00:14:12,824 I want the very best for you. You know that, don't you, Vincent? 89 00:14:21,756 --> 00:14:25,716 Nothing to be ashamed about working in an insane asylum. 90 00:14:26,803 --> 00:14:29,673 Nothing wrong with curing sick people. 91 00:14:41,026 --> 00:14:44,486 Or is there, Grandma? 92 00:14:45,280 --> 00:14:46,780 I'm not hungry. 93 00:14:57,792 --> 00:14:59,792 Vincent. 94 00:15:01,296 --> 00:15:04,466 If your poor mother knew about this job... 95 00:15:04,633 --> 00:15:07,093 ...I think she would be very happy. 96 00:15:27,781 --> 00:15:30,691 This was their greatest moment... 97 00:15:31,159 --> 00:15:33,499 ...their moment of triumph... 98 00:15:34,663 --> 00:15:38,033 ...over the bodies of wounded and dying men. 99 00:15:46,091 --> 00:15:49,051 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. 100 00:15:49,344 --> 00:15:50,884 You'll die. 101 00:15:51,179 --> 00:15:53,229 She dies. 102 00:15:54,808 --> 00:15:56,808 Everybody dies. 103 00:16:14,911 --> 00:16:16,411 Fourth floor. 104 00:16:18,123 --> 00:16:20,453 - Good morning. - Morning. 105 00:16:28,425 --> 00:16:31,635 You take the third. Polakis and Levitz. 106 00:16:31,928 --> 00:16:35,178 And watch Dostoyevsky. He's on his fresh-blood kick. 107 00:16:35,473 --> 00:16:39,143 - Vincent Bruce, Bob Clayfield. - We met earlier. 108 00:16:39,436 --> 00:16:43,736 Oh, well you're to accompany him for the week, observe the way he deals with the patients... 109 00:16:44,024 --> 00:16:46,564 ...learn the Lodge rules and procedures... 110 00:16:46,735 --> 00:16:50,405 ...and become generally oriented to the hospital. 111 00:16:50,697 --> 00:16:52,237 Come in. 112 00:16:52,991 --> 00:16:55,901 - Good morning. - Morning. 113 00:16:56,202 --> 00:16:59,372 I thought you might like to meet Mr. Bruce. He's a new OT. 114 00:16:59,664 --> 00:17:01,624 - Mr. Bruce, Mrs. Meaghan. - Hello. 115 00:17:01,916 --> 00:17:03,796 How do you do, Mr. Bruce? 116 00:17:04,753 --> 00:17:07,423 - Please sit down. - Thank you. 117 00:17:11,092 --> 00:17:15,262 It's such a lovely day outside, we thought you might like to take a walk around the grounds. 118 00:17:15,555 --> 00:17:17,635 Yes, it is a lovely day. 119 00:17:18,391 --> 00:17:21,681 It's very kind of you, but I cannot leave the building. 120 00:17:22,312 --> 00:17:25,022 As you know, I have many enemies. 121 00:17:25,315 --> 00:17:29,445 It will be perfectly safe. Today, there are two of us to protect you. 122 00:17:29,819 --> 00:17:34,159 That's very kind of you. Perhaps another day. 123 00:17:35,950 --> 00:17:40,370 - Does Mr. Bruce play gin rummy? - Sure, I play gin. 124 00:17:41,039 --> 00:17:44,169 I should enjoy playing cards for a while, if you have the time. 125 00:17:44,459 --> 00:17:46,209 Good. 126 00:17:47,629 --> 00:17:49,929 I'll be out in a little while. 127 00:18:24,874 --> 00:18:27,504 - You wanna deal? - Yes. 128 00:18:27,877 --> 00:18:29,377 Cut, please. 129 00:19:12,797 --> 00:19:14,927 She plays quite magically. 130 00:19:26,603 --> 00:19:30,643 She made it herself. Quite remarkable, isn't it? 131 00:19:41,826 --> 00:19:43,496 Stop playing. 132 00:19:45,330 --> 00:19:47,290 I said, stop playing! 133 00:20:10,647 --> 00:20:14,317 I understand you've restricted her playing to certain hours. 134 00:20:14,609 --> 00:20:16,319 I think that's monstrous. 135 00:20:16,611 --> 00:20:20,191 It was a staff decision. Some of the patients complained, I believe. 136 00:20:20,490 --> 00:20:21,870 Monstrous. 137 00:20:28,748 --> 00:20:31,588 I don't feel like playing cards anymore. 138 00:20:33,002 --> 00:20:34,752 I'll be back in a minute. 139 00:20:57,193 --> 00:20:58,693 Wanna play? 140 00:21:01,906 --> 00:21:03,656 Yes. 141 00:21:04,492 --> 00:21:07,662 Thank you. Thank you very much. 142 00:21:28,683 --> 00:21:30,553 Vincent. 143 00:21:31,394 --> 00:21:33,814 Try to get her down here, will you? 144 00:22:26,657 --> 00:22:28,787 Are you going on the picnic? 145 00:23:16,624 --> 00:23:18,374 May I carry it? 146 00:23:19,001 --> 00:23:22,921 - I don't know. May he, Mr. Bruce? - Sure. 147 00:24:36,370 --> 00:24:38,540 - You're very perceptive. I'm glad you came here. - Thank you. 148 00:24:38,831 --> 00:24:42,041 - What nationality are you? - I'm an American. 149 00:24:42,335 --> 00:24:45,965 - No, I mean what descent are you? - Oh, mostly English, I guess. 150 00:24:46,255 --> 00:24:49,465 English, English. Would you marry an English girl? I mean, a girl of English descent? 151 00:24:49,842 --> 00:24:51,552 I don't know, I'm... 152 00:24:51,844 --> 00:24:55,304 - Would you think I was Jewish? - It never occurred to me. 153 00:24:55,598 --> 00:24:59,018 Many think I am, but I'm not. I'm Polish. My grandfather was a priest. 154 00:24:59,310 --> 00:25:03,860 You know, I might be getting out of here pretty soon. I'm almost well. I might even be getting married. 155 00:26:06,085 --> 00:26:11,835 (laughing) 156 00:26:45,249 --> 00:26:47,499 Should I bring them back? 157 00:26:47,793 --> 00:26:52,423 No. Stay where you are until it lets up. 158 00:27:09,482 --> 00:27:11,352 He says we can stay. 159 00:27:43,557 --> 00:27:45,517 I never knew you could paint like that... 160 00:27:45,685 --> 00:27:48,515 ...simply with grasses and things of that kind. 161 00:27:48,813 --> 00:27:52,523 They fade, but there are no colors like them while they last. 162 00:27:54,068 --> 00:27:58,028 I'd love to paint or do anything like that. 163 00:27:59,031 --> 00:28:01,941 How do you begin? What is it that you do? 164 00:28:02,243 --> 00:28:05,703 I don't do anything. My hand just moves, and I follow it. 165 00:28:05,955 --> 00:28:09,375 That's it. Your hand moves, mine doesn't. 166 00:28:09,834 --> 00:28:11,664 I can't trust my hands. 167 00:28:11,961 --> 00:28:15,121 You have to learn to trust them if you want them to lead you to things you love. 168 00:28:15,423 --> 00:28:19,003 No, I'm afraid I have a scholar's mind, not an artist's. 169 00:28:19,301 --> 00:28:21,301 It's a very different faculty, you know. 170 00:28:21,595 --> 00:28:24,475 You have the gift of tongues. That's a great gift. 171 00:28:24,765 --> 00:28:26,475 But it's nothing compared to you. 172 00:28:26,642 --> 00:28:31,392 I've studied them, yes. I know the grammar, but you've invented one of your own. 173 00:28:31,689 --> 00:28:33,819 - That's the greatest gift. - I didn't invent it. 174 00:28:34,108 --> 00:28:37,278 - It was taught to me by my people. - You actually hear it, then? 175 00:28:37,570 --> 00:28:39,830 I mean, you actually hear them speaking it? 176 00:28:40,114 --> 00:28:44,154 Oh, I'd love to hear it. I'm fascinated by languages, you know. 177 00:28:44,452 --> 00:28:46,702 Do you think they would speak it to me? 178 00:28:47,747 --> 00:28:49,127 Or perhaps you would teach me. 179 00:28:49,290 --> 00:28:51,710 No, I wouldn't be allowed to teach you unless it was approved. 180 00:28:52,001 --> 00:28:54,411 It's a language very few are permitted to speak. 181 00:28:54,712 --> 00:28:57,752 But what would I have to do? I'm sure I could persuade them. 182 00:28:58,048 --> 00:29:02,768 You would have to demonstrate great courage and a great capacity for joy. 183 00:29:03,053 --> 00:29:08,093 Oh, but I can. But I can. You don't understand me. 184 00:29:12,480 --> 00:29:13,730 Eat this, then. 185 00:29:13,898 --> 00:29:17,948 Oh, they might make me sick. They could be poisonous. 186 00:29:22,948 --> 00:29:26,708 Don't do that. Spit it out. 187 00:29:31,040 --> 00:29:34,800 - Have I made you angry, Mr. Bruce? - He was right. That might be poisonous. 188 00:29:35,044 --> 00:29:37,294 It wouldn't hurt me if it is. 189 00:29:37,755 --> 00:29:41,545 - You worry about me, then? - I'm responsible for you. 190 00:29:41,717 --> 00:29:44,137 Yes, then I'll be very good. 191 00:29:44,428 --> 00:29:47,768 I promise not to get sick. I wouldn't want to embarrass you. 192 00:29:53,103 --> 00:29:54,893 You hurt my hand. 193 00:29:56,690 --> 00:29:58,070 Let me see. 194 00:30:02,863 --> 00:30:04,653 You have exquisite hands. 195 00:30:05,074 --> 00:30:07,074 I bite my nails. 196 00:30:12,832 --> 00:30:15,542 If I learned to trust my hands... 197 00:30:15,835 --> 00:30:18,545 ...would they really lead me to the things I love? 198 00:31:14,184 --> 00:31:17,434 Vincent, come on. We're leaving. 199 00:33:22,062 --> 00:33:25,772 Mr. Bruce, you haven't said anything about my painting. 200 00:33:28,277 --> 00:33:30,197 - Do you know what you almost did? - What? 201 00:33:30,487 --> 00:33:33,327 You almost killed a boy. How can you let a paintbrush... 202 00:33:33,615 --> 00:33:35,575 ...fall 15 yards in front of you? - I was shaking the paint out of it. 203 00:33:36,118 --> 00:33:37,908 Twisting it in my fingers, like this. I always do it. 204 00:33:38,495 --> 00:33:40,575 - Why'd you make him go after it? - Because he's a fool. 205 00:33:40,748 --> 00:33:42,878 Well, if he's a fool, why do you lead him on like that? 206 00:33:43,167 --> 00:33:45,417 Because I'm mad. 207 00:33:46,879 --> 00:33:49,339 Perhaps she was testing him. 208 00:33:49,757 --> 00:33:54,137 Demanding a demonstration of courage from him. 209 00:33:55,554 --> 00:33:58,224 - Or an act of worship. - I don't know what she was doing. 210 00:33:58,515 --> 00:34:02,645 If she wanted to kill him, why do you suppose she didn't simply push him off the cliff? 211 00:34:02,811 --> 00:34:05,431 All I know is, I shouldn't have left him alone. 212 00:34:05,731 --> 00:34:08,981 Look, that was my mistake, not yours. 213 00:34:09,276 --> 00:34:13,866 I gave you the assignment. You didn't have enough experience yet. 214 00:34:15,032 --> 00:34:17,862 I thought it would be good training for you. 215 00:34:18,494 --> 00:34:20,494 The hard way, huh? 216 00:34:21,371 --> 00:34:24,581 When I brought her back to the room, I tried to get her to admit what she had done. 217 00:34:24,875 --> 00:34:27,755 It was like trying to get her to admit she's insane. 218 00:34:28,462 --> 00:34:31,962 - She makes you forget she's a patient. - Yes, she does. 219 00:34:32,257 --> 00:34:34,757 She's very clever. 220 00:34:37,179 --> 00:34:39,559 You still want to resign? 221 00:34:41,141 --> 00:34:45,641 Could it be that you're afraid of failing? 222 00:34:48,315 --> 00:34:51,275 Do you remember I told you we never issue a set of keys... 223 00:34:51,568 --> 00:34:55,578 ...to a worker until we think he's ready? 224 00:35:01,161 --> 00:35:05,581 Look, f you didn't feel so deeply, I wouldn't have this much respect for you. 225 00:35:22,141 --> 00:35:24,591 - Hi. - Hi. 226 00:35:39,908 --> 00:35:43,328 Have you seen her? Is she all right? Did she ask about me? 227 00:35:43,620 --> 00:35:46,880 - Did she say anything about last week? - I haven't seen her. 228 00:35:47,166 --> 00:35:50,256 I haven't either, or heard her playing either. 229 00:35:50,544 --> 00:35:53,294 - You don't suppose she's ill? - No, no, I don't think so. 230 00:35:54,715 --> 00:35:58,595 Listen, I think you ought to realize it wouldn't be quite right for me to act as a go-between. 231 00:35:58,886 --> 00:36:02,136 I understand, yes, of course. I beg your pardon. 232 00:36:02,639 --> 00:36:05,559 I hope you weren't offended, but I thought you'd understand my being anxious. 233 00:36:05,851 --> 00:36:09,181 I do. And when I see her, I'll tell her that you asked about her. 234 00:36:09,479 --> 00:36:12,439 Will you? That's very kind of you. 235 00:36:12,733 --> 00:36:16,443 I don't mean to embarrass you, Mr. Bruce, but you see, it means a great deal to me. 236 00:36:16,695 --> 00:36:20,075 - I know. - I suppose you think it's rather foolish... 237 00:36:20,365 --> 00:36:23,575 ...rather absurd, this attachment of mine. 238 00:36:23,869 --> 00:36:26,369 I don't think there's anything foolish about it. 239 00:36:26,663 --> 00:36:28,243 - You don't? - No. 240 00:36:29,124 --> 00:36:31,624 Not even under these grotesque conditions? 241 00:36:32,294 --> 00:36:33,664 No. 242 00:36:34,129 --> 00:36:37,929 Well, still, it's possible to think of it as a rather foolish thing. 243 00:36:38,217 --> 00:36:41,677 She's so proud, you know? Such a delicate creature. 244 00:36:41,845 --> 00:36:46,345 And yet she allowed me to touch her hair for a moment. You saw that she allowed me. 245 00:36:47,184 --> 00:36:50,684 You see, I really have nothing else to live for. 246 00:36:51,021 --> 00:36:52,971 Fourteen. 247 00:37:05,869 --> 00:37:09,209 So many of these people have such extraordinary minds. 248 00:37:09,498 --> 00:37:11,588 Such extraordinary sensibilities. 249 00:37:12,668 --> 00:37:14,878 Too extraordinary, I think, sometimes. 250 00:37:15,545 --> 00:37:18,385 This is not a scientific theory. 251 00:37:18,674 --> 00:37:22,754 Maybe it's romantic, but I often compare them to fine crystal... 252 00:37:23,053 --> 00:37:28,843 ...which has been shattered by the shock of some intolerable revelation. 253 00:37:29,851 --> 00:37:33,521 I often have the feeling when I talk with them, that they have seen too much... 254 00:37:33,814 --> 00:37:36,434 ...with too fine an instrument. 255 00:37:36,733 --> 00:37:39,523 That they have been close to some extreme... 256 00:37:40,612 --> 00:37:44,652 ...to something absolute and been blasted by it. 257 00:37:45,742 --> 00:37:49,662 That they have been destroyed, one might say, by their own excellence. 258 00:37:51,665 --> 00:37:56,505 Regarded in this way, they are the heroes of the universe. 259 00:37:56,795 --> 00:38:00,675 Its finest product and its noblest casualty. 260 00:38:01,800 --> 00:38:05,020 Schizophrenia, however, is far from being an exclusive affliction... 261 00:38:05,304 --> 00:38:06,724 ...of the superior mind. 262 00:38:07,014 --> 00:38:10,594 As a matter of fact, by using a substance from the blood of humans... 263 00:38:10,892 --> 00:38:14,562 ...schizophrenia has been induced in dogs... 264 00:38:14,730 --> 00:38:17,490 ...spiders, as well as men. 265 00:38:26,158 --> 00:38:29,458 As you will note, the web of most normal spider species... 266 00:38:29,745 --> 00:38:34,745 ...is as distinctive and invariable as their coloring. 267 00:38:39,004 --> 00:38:44,004 But the mad ones spin out fantastic, asymmetrical... 268 00:38:44,676 --> 00:38:47,596 ...and rather nightmarish designs. 269 00:38:47,763 --> 00:38:50,433 A most unsettling fact. 270 00:39:11,203 --> 00:39:13,623 What's that...? What language is that? 271 00:39:13,914 --> 00:39:15,704 It's mine. 272 00:39:20,962 --> 00:39:23,422 What do you mean, your own language? 273 00:39:40,065 --> 00:39:41,735 Why did you come here? 274 00:39:44,236 --> 00:39:45,656 I needed a job. 275 00:39:48,532 --> 00:39:50,442 You could get a job in a butcher shop. 276 00:39:50,909 --> 00:39:53,539 Grocery store, gas station. 277 00:39:56,748 --> 00:39:58,128 You were in the Army? 278 00:39:58,917 --> 00:40:01,167 Were you a hero? 279 00:40:02,295 --> 00:40:04,625 I didn't think so. 280 00:40:11,221 --> 00:40:13,631 Did you come here for excitement? 281 00:40:13,932 --> 00:40:15,642 Excitement? 282 00:40:17,018 --> 00:40:18,608 Adventure? 283 00:40:21,731 --> 00:40:23,271 I'm not an adventurer. 284 00:40:24,693 --> 00:40:26,153 I think you are. 285 00:40:27,821 --> 00:40:29,191 Why? 286 00:40:32,033 --> 00:40:35,663 You're ill at ease. Adventurous people are always a little ill at ease. 287 00:40:35,954 --> 00:40:40,414 They're shy. They aren't bold the way people think they are. 288 00:40:40,709 --> 00:40:43,879 They go stumbling around, breaking things, being scolded. 289 00:40:44,171 --> 00:40:46,671 Always looking for a place where they'll feel they belong. 290 00:40:48,592 --> 00:40:50,632 They have that crooked look. 291 00:40:50,802 --> 00:40:52,592 The crooked look? 292 00:40:53,346 --> 00:40:56,186 Of not really matching anything. 293 00:41:07,444 --> 00:41:09,694 I'd like to go for a walk now. 294 00:41:51,821 --> 00:41:55,741 I didn't think they'd let me go on any more trips after the picnic. 295 00:41:57,077 --> 00:41:59,997 Well, there's some pretty smart people here. 296 00:42:01,790 --> 00:42:03,800 My people punished me. 297 00:42:08,380 --> 00:42:09,760 How? 298 00:42:10,048 --> 00:42:12,048 What'd they do to you? 299 00:42:12,342 --> 00:42:15,172 They wept. That's how they always punish me. 300 00:42:15,804 --> 00:42:18,634 They come and kneel at my bed and sob. 301 00:42:20,517 --> 00:42:23,727 Have you ever heard someone that you loved weeping? 302 00:42:31,111 --> 00:42:33,731 Sometimes I hear my mother cry. 303 00:42:34,364 --> 00:42:35,734 Do you? 304 00:42:38,910 --> 00:42:41,040 Is she unhappy? 305 00:42:41,329 --> 00:42:42,829 Not now. 306 00:42:43,123 --> 00:42:45,083 At least, I hope not. 307 00:42:50,171 --> 00:42:51,791 What was your mother like? 308 00:43:28,460 --> 00:43:31,340 Hands lie so still in death. 309 00:43:34,841 --> 00:43:38,211 You've killed with these hands. Why? 310 00:43:40,680 --> 00:43:42,350 That's the business of a soldier. 311 00:43:42,641 --> 00:43:47,431 You must love your god a great deal to kill for him and still go on loving him. 312 00:43:48,855 --> 00:43:50,855 I'd never ask that of a lover. 313 00:43:51,191 --> 00:43:53,651 I'd only ask his joy. 314 00:43:55,779 --> 00:43:59,039 Look at her. She wants to be like me. 315 00:43:59,324 --> 00:44:01,534 She's lovely. 316 00:44:04,829 --> 00:44:08,459 My kisses kill her. She's like all of them. 317 00:44:08,750 --> 00:44:11,510 Destroys them to be loved. 318 00:44:13,088 --> 00:44:14,968 Can I go farther? 319 00:44:31,481 --> 00:44:36,601 Lilith? 320 00:44:50,500 --> 00:44:52,630 You call me "Lilith." 321 00:44:55,880 --> 00:44:59,510 Well, at least that'll be a very unusual kind of cloth, huh? 322 00:44:59,801 --> 00:45:02,801 - You think it's beautiful? - Yes. 323 00:45:05,557 --> 00:45:06,847 You gonna cut your hair? 324 00:45:07,016 --> 00:45:08,346 Mm-hmm. 325 00:45:08,518 --> 00:45:11,938 There are scissors there on the table. Will you hand them to me? 326 00:45:12,105 --> 00:45:13,565 Nope. 327 00:45:13,857 --> 00:45:15,527 You won't? 328 00:45:17,444 --> 00:45:20,614 What'll you do then? Leave me chained here by my hair until I starve? 329 00:45:23,616 --> 00:45:25,616 Gonna set you free. 330 00:45:25,910 --> 00:45:27,790 That'll be difficult. 331 00:45:30,081 --> 00:45:33,621 This was to be a present for you. A throw for your bed. 332 00:45:34,169 --> 00:45:36,719 I made it especially for you. 333 00:45:37,881 --> 00:45:40,041 To make you dream. 334 00:45:46,556 --> 00:45:48,636 You're very gentle. 335 00:45:50,727 --> 00:45:53,017 I'm glad you're not leaving. 336 00:45:53,938 --> 00:45:57,648 I think you do a great deal of good here. I think the patients trust you. 337 00:45:57,817 --> 00:45:59,987 It'd be very foolish if you were to leave. 338 00:46:05,033 --> 00:46:08,153 These reports of mine are not completely accurate. 339 00:46:08,453 --> 00:46:11,493 They're factual, but they don't express what really happens. 340 00:46:11,790 --> 00:46:15,460 You feel the atmosphere of your relationship is different from what these reports indicate? 341 00:46:15,752 --> 00:46:19,042 - Right. - Are you disturbed about it? 342 00:46:21,090 --> 00:46:24,010 Let me put it quite candidly. 343 00:46:25,303 --> 00:46:27,593 Do you feel she's trying to seduce you? 344 00:46:27,764 --> 00:46:30,304 Well, it's not that simple. 345 00:46:32,685 --> 00:46:36,355 Well, you could call it that. But it's not... 346 00:46:36,648 --> 00:46:41,068 It's not just a physical thing. It's much more than that. 347 00:46:43,363 --> 00:46:46,823 I'm not sure what it is that she's trying to offer. 348 00:46:48,576 --> 00:46:53,036 It's almost like she wants to share this magic little world of hers. 349 00:46:53,373 --> 00:46:55,333 And... 350 00:46:56,918 --> 00:46:59,008 I don't know. Does that all sound strange to you? 351 00:46:59,295 --> 00:47:01,625 No, that doesn't sound strange. 352 00:47:01,923 --> 00:47:05,343 It isn't unknown, you know, for patients to seduce personnel... 353 00:47:05,635 --> 00:47:07,965 ...and vice versa, unfortunately. 354 00:47:15,353 --> 00:47:17,813 Do you ever feel inclined to accept? 355 00:47:20,400 --> 00:47:21,780 Yeah. 356 00:47:22,068 --> 00:47:25,318 Yeah, sometimes I do. And... 357 00:47:25,864 --> 00:47:29,694 You see, I don't really think that Lilith is unhappy. 358 00:47:30,159 --> 00:47:32,619 Most of the patients are. 359 00:47:32,912 --> 00:47:35,872 But I don't think she is. She's got some... 360 00:47:39,752 --> 00:47:43,172 - I don't know, she's got a kind of a... - Rapture. 361 00:47:43,590 --> 00:47:45,260 - What was the word? - Rapture. 362 00:47:45,550 --> 00:47:47,390 Rapture? That's a very good word for it. 363 00:47:47,677 --> 00:47:50,267 Yes, it is a very good word. In Shakespeare's time, it meant "madness"... 364 00:47:50,555 --> 00:47:53,185 ...as the words "ecstasy" and "innocence" often did. 365 00:47:54,392 --> 00:47:57,562 I think all of us here are concerned with rapture in some way. 366 00:47:57,729 --> 00:48:01,649 And when a man devotes himself to studying the nature of rapture... 367 00:48:01,941 --> 00:48:03,981 ...he may find himself dispossessed by it. 368 00:48:04,402 --> 00:48:07,022 That's one of the risks we take. 369 00:48:07,322 --> 00:48:10,112 Does she ever talk to you about her delusions? 370 00:48:12,827 --> 00:48:14,117 Yeah. 371 00:48:14,287 --> 00:48:15,707 Oh, yeah. 372 00:48:15,872 --> 00:48:20,082 In her case, it's seldom possible to tell what is fantasy and what is fact. 373 00:48:21,961 --> 00:48:24,211 Has she ever spoken to you about her family? 374 00:48:26,841 --> 00:48:28,961 No, I don't think so. 375 00:48:29,928 --> 00:48:32,558 She had a brother who was killed accidentally in a fall. 376 00:48:32,722 --> 00:48:35,552 She's never mentioned him, I suppose. 377 00:48:51,950 --> 00:48:53,870 Well, you know, I never try to question her. 378 00:48:54,911 --> 00:48:56,531 No, I wouldn't. 379 00:48:56,829 --> 00:48:59,169 That's apt to be disastrous. 380 00:49:01,626 --> 00:49:04,626 How long did you say that she's been here? 381 00:49:04,796 --> 00:49:06,716 Since she was 18. 382 00:49:10,218 --> 00:49:12,348 What do you think of her chances? 383 00:49:14,889 --> 00:49:16,309 Very small. 384 00:49:17,850 --> 00:49:20,730 Still, you never can tell. She's been doing very well lately. 385 00:49:20,895 --> 00:49:24,525 I'm particularly pleased with the influence you seem to have had on her. 386 00:49:24,816 --> 00:49:28,316 This is a girl that, since she's been here, has had no contact... 387 00:49:28,611 --> 00:49:30,311 ...with any world except her own. 388 00:49:30,780 --> 00:49:32,950 I think you're doing a damn good job. 389 00:49:34,617 --> 00:49:37,917 It's a very small chance that we're talking about. 390 00:49:45,586 --> 00:49:48,126 You saw Dr. Lavrier last week, didn't you? 391 00:49:51,259 --> 00:49:53,309 You talk about me? 392 00:49:54,804 --> 00:49:56,384 Among other things. 393 00:49:57,974 --> 00:49:59,344 What'd you say? 394 00:50:03,980 --> 00:50:05,570 Tell me. 395 00:50:05,732 --> 00:50:07,812 You think I should, huh? 396 00:50:09,819 --> 00:50:11,449 You think I would? 397 00:50:15,700 --> 00:50:19,580 I invent all sorts of stories for him about my childhood. 398 00:50:19,871 --> 00:50:21,241 You think he believes them? 399 00:50:22,749 --> 00:50:26,669 He'll believe anything about me except that I'm happy. 400 00:50:27,003 --> 00:50:30,583 It's all he exists for, inventions and confessions. 401 00:50:30,840 --> 00:50:33,550 - I'm sure he'd love to hear some of yours. - What would I tell him? 402 00:50:33,718 --> 00:50:35,308 Don't you know? 403 00:50:42,852 --> 00:50:44,432 Excuse me. 404 00:50:44,729 --> 00:50:46,649 Good morning, Miss Arthur. 405 00:50:47,023 --> 00:50:49,523 I'm making something for you... 406 00:50:49,817 --> 00:50:52,567 ...in the shop. They told me next week was your birthday... 407 00:50:52,737 --> 00:50:56,237 ...and I wanted to give you something. I wonder if I should tell you. 408 00:50:56,532 --> 00:50:58,442 Still, I think it's going to be quite nice. 409 00:50:58,743 --> 00:51:01,033 I've been spending a lot of time on it. 410 00:51:01,329 --> 00:51:03,959 It should be finished in a day or two. 411 00:51:05,208 --> 00:51:06,878 Are you going bicycling? 412 00:51:07,168 --> 00:51:09,418 It's a lovely day for it. 413 00:51:09,837 --> 00:51:11,797 May I come with you? 414 00:51:12,924 --> 00:51:14,504 I'm sorry... 415 00:51:14,759 --> 00:51:16,889 ...maybe we can do it another time. 416 00:51:20,223 --> 00:51:22,383 That's very disappointing. 417 00:52:40,845 --> 00:52:42,215 Wait, wait. 418 00:52:42,972 --> 00:52:44,512 Wait. 419 00:52:46,976 --> 00:52:49,606 Tell me now, please. 420 00:52:49,896 --> 00:52:51,936 You think I don't know how you suffer? 421 00:52:52,231 --> 00:52:55,351 I do. I know how terrible it is to love somebody... 422 00:52:55,651 --> 00:52:58,021 ...and not be able to confess your love. 423 00:52:58,821 --> 00:53:01,071 But you can tell me. 424 00:53:02,783 --> 00:53:04,703 Please. 425 00:53:04,869 --> 00:53:07,369 I can't stand it. 426 00:53:08,664 --> 00:53:10,584 I can't stand it anymore. 427 00:53:16,255 --> 00:53:18,505 This is a bad cut. We're gonna have to go back. 428 00:53:44,659 --> 00:53:47,369 You've got blood on your face. 429 00:53:49,622 --> 00:53:51,912 You feel cleaner now? 430 00:53:54,418 --> 00:53:56,968 You think I infected you? 431 00:53:57,922 --> 00:53:59,752 Lilith. 432 00:53:59,924 --> 00:54:03,594 I've never been able to do anything worthwhile in my life. 433 00:54:03,761 --> 00:54:08,181 I wish you would help me to do just one thing well, honorably. 434 00:54:08,891 --> 00:54:11,851 If you wanna help me, go away. 435 00:54:12,144 --> 00:54:15,104 I can't be saved by honor. 436 00:54:15,439 --> 00:54:18,449 Well, how does everybody feel today? 437 00:54:18,776 --> 00:54:20,906 You're all so solemn. 438 00:54:21,737 --> 00:54:26,747 Did anything happen that was interesting today that somebody would like to talk about? 439 00:54:27,827 --> 00:54:30,667 Doesn't anybody have anything to say? 440 00:54:32,832 --> 00:54:34,742 Miss Verigold... 441 00:54:35,042 --> 00:54:38,662 ...you've just come back to us. Is there anything you'd like to say? 442 00:54:38,963 --> 00:54:42,173 I'm happy to be back with... 443 00:54:43,134 --> 00:54:46,094 (laughing) 444 00:54:50,141 --> 00:54:52,681 That is so stupid. 445 00:54:52,977 --> 00:54:56,227 - "Marigold." - Well, I would like to... 446 00:54:58,316 --> 00:55:02,196 Why were you laughing when Miss Verigold was speaking, do tell us? 447 00:55:02,486 --> 00:55:05,116 I just think her name is so funny. 448 00:55:05,406 --> 00:55:07,786 Her name is so funny, it cracks me up. 449 00:55:08,159 --> 00:55:10,749 I have a new understanding now. 450 00:55:16,250 --> 00:55:19,720 Benito, you said you had something on your mind to tell the whole group. 451 00:55:20,421 --> 00:55:21,871 How about it? 452 00:55:40,149 --> 00:55:43,199 Did you ever see a dancer that smoked? 453 00:55:46,822 --> 00:55:49,862 I don't want it anymore. I don't know why. 454 00:55:50,159 --> 00:55:53,669 I was born to do it. I was born to move. 455 00:55:53,829 --> 00:55:59,089 I was born to be free. I was born to express, to create. 456 00:56:00,086 --> 00:56:03,586 I got nothing left anymore. I'm drained. 457 00:56:03,756 --> 00:56:07,466 I know I do... I know... 458 00:56:08,719 --> 00:56:10,599 Love it. 459 00:56:10,763 --> 00:56:16,683 But it seems to me that that love that I have I can easily hate. 460 00:56:18,229 --> 00:56:23,649 - Destroy because it seems to, like, possess me... - Who the hell gave you the right to destroy anything? 461 00:56:24,235 --> 00:56:27,865 - Who the hell gave you the right to destroy anything? - Nobody gave me the right. 462 00:56:28,114 --> 00:56:30,614 - I chose the right. - You have no such right. 463 00:56:30,783 --> 00:56:34,663 You have no right to destroy the gift that God gave you. It belongs to us all. 464 00:56:34,954 --> 00:56:36,574 I don't accept that. It's my gift. 465 00:56:36,872 --> 00:56:39,372 - I do with it as I please. - Who do you think you are? 466 00:56:39,667 --> 00:56:42,417 How dare you take such a prerogative into your own hands! 467 00:56:42,711 --> 00:56:44,621 - Really? - Yes! Yes! 468 00:56:44,797 --> 00:56:47,217 - You have no right. - What do you mean, who am I? 469 00:56:47,508 --> 00:56:49,808 Who are...? God gave you a great gift. 470 00:56:50,094 --> 00:56:52,764 It was for us that he meant it. It's for us... 471 00:56:53,055 --> 00:56:56,685 ...to judge whether you have the right... - It's not for you to judge anything. 472 00:56:56,976 --> 00:56:59,356 What you lack is a sense of reality. 473 00:56:59,645 --> 00:57:01,855 What's so wonderful about reality? 474 00:58:00,080 --> 00:58:03,750 Why don't you tell me you love me? Why don't you tell me you want me? 475 00:58:03,918 --> 00:58:05,298 Because I love you. 476 00:58:05,461 --> 00:58:07,751 I can't be saved by honor. 477 00:58:17,765 --> 00:58:20,805 To make you dream. To make you dream. 478 00:58:22,520 --> 00:58:24,530 What was your mother like? What was your mother like? 479 00:58:32,154 --> 00:58:34,274 You call me "Lilith." 480 00:58:37,743 --> 00:58:40,703 To make you dream. To make you dream. 481 00:58:41,121 --> 00:58:43,371 You call me "Lilith." 482 00:58:47,920 --> 00:58:51,640 Good morning. That was some storm we had last night. Did you see any of it? 483 00:58:51,799 --> 00:58:54,719 Yeah. About 3:00, the shutter broke loose, woke me up. 484 00:58:55,469 --> 00:58:58,269 I don't think I've seen rain like that. 485 00:58:59,098 --> 00:59:02,558 - I read your report. Did it go well? - It went pretty well. 486 00:59:02,851 --> 00:59:04,601 How you feeling about yourself? Any more secure? 487 00:59:04,895 --> 00:59:08,185 I think that was all imagination or beginner's nerves or something. 488 00:59:08,482 --> 00:59:10,732 Are you still getting a lot of fantasy? 489 00:59:10,901 --> 00:59:13,441 No, I mentioned that in the report. 490 00:59:14,071 --> 00:59:16,781 No personal talk that I should know about? 491 00:59:17,199 --> 00:59:20,249 - No. No. - Well, keep in touch with me. 492 00:59:20,536 --> 00:59:23,876 She'd like to go and see that jousting tournament over in Barnesville... 493 00:59:24,164 --> 00:59:26,794 ...and I said I'd ask your permission, so... 494 00:59:27,042 --> 00:59:28,832 Did you ask her yourself? 495 00:59:29,211 --> 00:59:32,871 It just came up. Something we were talking about. Horses, I think. 496 00:59:33,799 --> 00:59:37,679 Well, all the other OTs have given me such good reports. I'm very pleased about it. 497 00:59:37,845 --> 00:59:39,215 By all means, take her. 498 00:59:41,765 --> 00:59:43,185 Thank you. 499 01:00:02,620 --> 01:00:04,210 It's like another time and place. 500 01:00:04,496 --> 01:00:07,126 - Knights and lances. - Oh, this is a very, very old custom. 501 01:00:07,416 --> 01:00:10,006 They brought it over here from England. Except nowadays... 502 01:00:10,294 --> 01:00:13,754 ...instead of trying to knock each other off the horses, we just spear that little ring there. 503 01:00:14,256 --> 01:00:15,636 Really? 504 01:00:15,799 --> 01:00:18,719 I used to do this before I was in the service, you know, when I was a kid. 505 01:00:18,886 --> 01:00:20,886 You any good at it? 506 01:00:21,430 --> 01:00:23,270 I'm pretty good. 507 01:00:47,247 --> 01:00:49,377 Candy apples. Candy apples. 508 01:00:49,667 --> 01:00:52,707 Get your candy apples. Fifteen cents. 509 01:00:53,003 --> 01:00:56,713 Candy apples. Fifteen cents. Get your candy apples. 510 01:01:01,970 --> 01:01:03,350 That doll. 511 01:01:03,555 --> 01:01:05,765 - Which one? - That one. I want it. 512 01:01:39,925 --> 01:01:41,595 How much are your watermelons? 513 01:01:41,760 --> 01:01:45,560 Twenty-five cents. The big ones is 25 cents. 514 01:01:45,848 --> 01:01:49,938 - How much is the ice? - We're not selling the ice, ma'am. 515 01:01:50,102 --> 01:01:53,102 I'd rather have a piece of ice. Couldn't you let me just have a tiny piece? 516 01:01:53,397 --> 01:01:54,777 Yes, ma'am. 517 01:01:55,065 --> 01:01:56,775 Let me do it. 518 01:02:01,947 --> 01:02:03,657 It's like a diamond. 519 01:02:03,824 --> 01:02:05,694 Yes, ma'am. 520 01:02:05,993 --> 01:02:08,033 She swallowed the diamond! 521 01:02:11,582 --> 01:02:15,502 It'd cut her all up inside if it was. She'd bleed. 522 01:02:17,171 --> 01:02:19,121 - Wanna see my blood? - Yes, ma'am. 523 01:02:19,423 --> 01:02:21,293 Touch my lips. 524 01:02:30,726 --> 01:02:32,976 It ain't none. I known you was fooling. 525 01:02:33,270 --> 01:02:36,440 There is, but you can't see it. It's clear, like water. 526 01:02:36,732 --> 01:02:38,312 She got white blood. 527 01:02:39,234 --> 01:02:43,194 - What color's yours? - Mine's red. I get cut a lot. 528 01:02:43,489 --> 01:02:45,539 No, it's not. 529 01:02:45,908 --> 01:02:47,288 It's blue. 530 01:02:47,868 --> 01:02:49,748 Hot and blue. 531 01:02:51,371 --> 01:02:53,911 I don't have any money. Can't pay you for the diamond. 532 01:02:54,208 --> 01:02:55,918 Shall I give you a kiss instead? 533 01:02:57,795 --> 01:03:00,755 - Yes, ma'am. - Come here. 534 01:03:18,899 --> 01:03:22,449 Goodbye. Thanks. It was delicious. 535 01:03:42,005 --> 01:03:44,715 He's the most beautiful one of all. He shines like gold. 536 01:03:45,008 --> 01:03:49,178 Vince never told me he was gonna bring you. He's a sly devil. 537 01:03:51,765 --> 01:03:53,395 Are you gonna ride? 538 01:03:54,726 --> 01:03:56,106 For me? 539 01:03:57,896 --> 01:04:00,686 You better take the lance too. It's over there by the tree. I'll get it. 540 01:04:00,983 --> 01:04:02,603 I'll get it. 541 01:04:12,286 --> 01:04:15,666 How you gonna ride? I gotta fill out a entry blank with your name. 542 01:04:15,956 --> 01:04:18,036 - Knight of Poplar Lodge. - What colors? 543 01:04:18,667 --> 01:04:20,047 Can I use your scarf? 544 01:04:20,878 --> 01:04:22,798 Blue and gold. 545 01:04:58,540 --> 01:05:01,840 We will now commence the riding of the tournament. 546 01:05:02,127 --> 01:05:05,217 Sir knights, the rules are as follows: 547 01:05:05,505 --> 01:05:08,385 Distance of the course is 80 yards. 548 01:05:08,675 --> 01:05:11,925 The time to ride the course is 10 seconds. 549 01:05:12,220 --> 01:05:14,230 Your rings are now hanging... 550 01:05:14,932 --> 01:05:16,722 ...6 feet, 9 inches from the ground. 551 01:05:16,892 --> 01:05:20,012 We will now commence the riding of the tournament. 552 01:05:23,231 --> 01:05:25,811 Knight of Doranstown, prepare to charge. 553 01:05:27,986 --> 01:05:31,196 Clear the track, please. Keep your balloons still, if you will, children. 554 01:05:31,865 --> 01:05:33,945 Charge, sir knight. 555 01:05:47,005 --> 01:05:48,795 Three rings. 556 01:06:20,288 --> 01:06:23,878 We will now reduce the rings to three-quarter of an inch. 557 01:06:24,751 --> 01:06:28,331 The ring hangers will now hang the three-quarter inch rings. 558 01:06:28,630 --> 01:06:31,640 Knight of Doranstown, prepare to charge. 559 01:06:32,134 --> 01:06:33,884 Keep the tracks clear, please. 560 01:06:34,177 --> 01:06:35,967 Charge, sir knight. 561 01:06:44,855 --> 01:06:46,815 Three rings. Three rings. 562 01:06:53,822 --> 01:06:57,032 Knight of Poplar Lodge, prepare to charge. 563 01:06:59,244 --> 01:07:01,074 Charge, sir knight. 564 01:07:11,465 --> 01:07:12,885 Three rings! 565 01:07:13,633 --> 01:07:18,803 9.3 seconds. Best of the day, and the winner. 566 01:07:32,736 --> 01:07:34,276 - Is this your lady? - Yes. 567 01:07:34,571 --> 01:07:37,441 Crown her queen of love and beauty. 568 01:08:56,027 --> 01:08:57,567 I love you. 569 01:10:02,469 --> 01:10:05,309 If I died tonight, would it have been enough? 570 01:10:14,689 --> 01:10:16,779 Then I'll live forever. 571 01:10:43,843 --> 01:10:45,883 So smooth... 572 01:10:47,889 --> 01:10:50,559 ...everywhere but where they wounded you. 573 01:11:00,694 --> 01:11:02,864 Now the wound's mine. 574 01:11:27,512 --> 01:11:29,172 Hello. 575 01:11:30,223 --> 01:11:31,933 Good evening. 576 01:11:33,310 --> 01:11:35,770 Aren't you gonna go in to dinner? 577 01:11:36,730 --> 01:11:38,530 In a little while. 578 01:11:45,447 --> 01:11:49,037 I can bring a tray up to your room if you want me to. 579 01:11:49,909 --> 01:11:51,289 No, thank you. 580 01:11:54,998 --> 01:11:56,958 I couldn't help noticing that you've succeeded... 581 01:11:57,250 --> 01:12:01,130 ...in persuading Miss Arthur to accompany you on several occasions. 582 01:12:04,049 --> 01:12:07,759 That's really quite remarkable, considering she hasn't been out in months. 583 01:12:09,846 --> 01:12:13,806 That, of course, is in your line of duty, isn't it? 584 01:12:16,186 --> 01:12:17,686 Isn't it? 585 01:12:19,230 --> 01:12:22,780 I'm sure you think of yourself as a very persuasive young man. 586 01:12:23,860 --> 01:12:25,570 That's my job. 587 01:12:27,238 --> 01:12:30,118 I should find it a most depressing kind of work. 588 01:12:30,408 --> 01:12:34,868 Entertaining eccentric spinsters, pushing witless girls about. 589 01:12:38,416 --> 01:12:40,666 I don't think of it that way. 590 01:12:41,920 --> 01:12:43,670 No, I'm sure you don't. 591 01:12:44,339 --> 01:12:46,839 You seem to be a man of principle. 592 01:12:50,053 --> 01:12:52,843 That's less flattering than you believed. 593 01:12:59,604 --> 01:13:01,604 Good evening, Mr... 594 01:13:04,692 --> 01:13:06,062 Bruce. 595 01:13:06,569 --> 01:13:07,949 Oh, yes, of course. 596 01:13:08,488 --> 01:13:10,618 Principles, Mr. Bruce... 597 01:13:11,658 --> 01:13:13,698 ...should always be examined. 598 01:13:57,704 --> 01:13:59,704 We have to be careful. 599 01:14:06,671 --> 01:14:08,501 Do you think loving me is sinful? 600 01:14:12,302 --> 01:14:14,802 Think I have a talent for love? 601 01:14:18,433 --> 01:14:22,933 If my talent were greater than you think, would you stop loving me? 602 01:14:34,616 --> 01:14:35,996 I don't think you love me. 603 01:14:38,453 --> 01:14:41,783 There are a lot of things that aren't allowed, but we've done them. 604 01:14:44,501 --> 01:14:46,251 I wonder what they'd do if they knew. 605 01:14:51,341 --> 01:14:52,711 Should I tell them? 606 01:14:53,134 --> 01:14:57,174 I think, if you think they'll take your word against mine, you tell them. 607 01:14:59,516 --> 01:15:02,766 If someone on the staff were to support my story, maybe they would. 608 01:15:06,397 --> 01:15:08,527 What are you talking about? 609 01:15:13,112 --> 01:15:16,862 If I lose this job, then we don't see each other anymore. 610 01:15:28,461 --> 01:15:29,831 I love you, Vincent. 611 01:17:22,116 --> 01:17:23,996 You dirty bitch. 612 01:17:33,169 --> 01:17:36,219 If you should discover that your god loved others... 613 01:17:36,506 --> 01:17:39,346 ...as much as he loved you, would you hate him for it? 614 01:17:40,968 --> 01:17:43,848 I show my love for all of you, and you despise me. 615 01:18:06,119 --> 01:18:08,999 Oh, Mr. Bruce? I want to show this to you. 616 01:18:09,247 --> 01:18:11,497 It's the gift I'm making for her. 617 01:18:11,958 --> 01:18:15,418 I showed it to Miss Brice before. She thought it was lovely, didn't you, Miss Brice? 618 01:18:15,712 --> 01:18:17,582 - Yes. - It's made out of cedar. 619 01:18:17,880 --> 01:18:20,220 As you can see, the design is very intricate. 620 01:18:20,508 --> 01:18:23,258 You know, I've never made anything with my hands before. 621 01:18:23,845 --> 01:18:25,765 It's for her pastels. 622 01:18:33,896 --> 01:18:36,816 I've never seen her so happy before, have you? 623 01:21:53,596 --> 01:21:55,266 Vincent? 624 01:22:00,770 --> 01:22:02,820 Vincent, my goodness. 625 01:22:02,980 --> 01:22:05,900 What in the world are you doing out there in the rain? 626 01:22:08,569 --> 01:22:11,949 I just went out for a walk, then I happened to be passing by. 627 01:22:13,282 --> 01:22:14,652 Oh. 628 01:22:15,910 --> 01:22:17,920 Why don't you stop in for a minute? 629 01:22:18,955 --> 01:22:21,375 We're just about to have our coffee. 630 01:22:22,500 --> 01:22:25,050 Would you like to have a cup with us? 631 01:22:25,211 --> 01:22:28,421 I know Norman would like to meet you very much. 632 01:22:28,881 --> 01:22:31,671 If it isn't too much trouble, I'd like to meet him. 633 01:22:41,978 --> 01:22:43,728 Norman. 634 01:22:44,730 --> 01:22:47,740 Norman, this is Vincent Bruce that I told you so much about. 635 01:22:48,025 --> 01:22:51,865 Well, how do you do? Golly, we've been waiting long enough for this pleasure. 636 01:22:52,154 --> 01:22:54,864 - Thank you. - Vincent just happened to be passing by. 637 01:22:55,032 --> 01:22:58,862 - He'll have a cup of coffee with us. - Fine, wonderful. 638 01:22:59,036 --> 01:23:02,836 Sit down there, Vince, while Laura stirs us up some coffee. 639 01:23:04,166 --> 01:23:06,006 - You won't be long now, will ya hon? - It's almost ready. 640 01:23:06,293 --> 01:23:09,623 - Remember my meeting? - I don't see how I could forget it. 641 01:23:11,215 --> 01:23:13,845 I've got United Citizens Council tonight. 642 01:23:14,135 --> 01:23:16,805 Women don't understand the importance of civic things. 643 01:23:16,971 --> 01:23:19,051 A man attends his civic responsibilities... 644 01:23:19,348 --> 01:23:22,858 ...and they feel deserted. - I guess they do. 645 01:23:26,147 --> 01:23:28,817 Well, I guess you're mighty glad to be back, aren't you? 646 01:23:28,983 --> 01:23:31,403 - Yeah. - It's quite an adventure, wasn't it? 647 01:23:31,694 --> 01:23:33,194 Yes, it was. 648 01:23:34,030 --> 01:23:37,700 I tried twice to sign up myself, but I couldn't make the grade. 649 01:23:39,076 --> 01:23:40,456 Colon trouble. 650 01:23:44,915 --> 01:23:47,585 The TV bother you? I'll just... 651 01:23:55,968 --> 01:23:58,308 Say, I don't suppose there's any possibility... 652 01:23:58,596 --> 01:24:01,686 ...that you knew my kid brother. He's in the 1 st Marine Division... 653 01:24:01,974 --> 01:24:03,934 ...over there in your part of the world somewhere. 654 01:24:04,268 --> 01:24:06,268 Uh, no, no thank you. 655 01:24:07,229 --> 01:24:09,229 No, no, I don't. 656 01:24:09,982 --> 01:24:14,192 - That was a great outfit, though. - Great outfit, wasn't it? Great. 657 01:24:15,071 --> 01:24:17,481 Nick had a fine war record. He's doing well now too. 658 01:24:17,782 --> 01:24:21,742 He turned out to be real natural as a traveling salesman. 659 01:24:21,911 --> 01:24:25,121 Found a kind of unusual line for an ex-Marine. 660 01:24:25,915 --> 01:24:27,795 Every time I see him now, I say: 661 01:24:28,084 --> 01:24:31,334 Nick, I never thought I'd see you in ladies' underwear. 662 01:24:32,588 --> 01:24:35,138 Ladies' underwear, that's his line, ladies' underwear. 663 01:24:35,424 --> 01:24:37,254 Yeah, I got it. 664 01:24:41,639 --> 01:24:45,899 The joke's on us. He made 3600 last year in commissions. 665 01:24:46,185 --> 01:24:48,725 There's no laugh about that, is there? 666 01:24:49,688 --> 01:24:51,148 No. 667 01:24:58,781 --> 01:25:01,401 I wish sometimes I went on the road myself. 668 01:25:01,700 --> 01:25:04,500 It's a good life, in more ways than one. 669 01:25:13,546 --> 01:25:15,176 Honey! 670 01:25:17,758 --> 01:25:19,848 Do you have to shout like that, Norman? 671 01:25:20,010 --> 01:25:22,100 You know Mother's trying to get some sleep. 672 01:25:22,388 --> 01:25:24,888 Well, let's not go into that now. 673 01:25:25,057 --> 01:25:27,187 How about the coffee? 674 01:25:35,359 --> 01:25:37,409 Listen, I don't want to barge in on you like this. 675 01:25:37,653 --> 01:25:40,983 No, no, no. You stay. We want to hear all about you. 676 01:25:41,282 --> 01:25:43,942 Laura tells me you're over at the asylum. Is that right, Vince? 677 01:25:44,243 --> 01:25:49,703 Yeah, I'm training to be something they call an occupational therapist. 678 01:25:50,541 --> 01:25:53,871 Is that so? An occupational therapist? 679 01:25:56,881 --> 01:25:59,501 I bet that's pretty interesting work, isn't it? 680 01:26:02,261 --> 01:26:04,211 - It can be. - Yeah. 681 01:26:08,058 --> 01:26:09,478 Say... 682 01:26:11,020 --> 01:26:15,570 ...I bet there's some pretty funny stuff going on in a place like that, isn't there? 683 01:26:29,914 --> 01:26:32,124 Come to think of it, Laura was telling me... 684 01:26:32,416 --> 01:26:34,876 ...that your mother used to be a little... 685 01:26:40,841 --> 01:26:42,631 Oh, thank you. 686 01:27:11,872 --> 01:27:16,372 Vince, ol' man, you caught me on a bad night. I'm gonna have to run, or I'm gonna miss this meeting. 687 01:27:16,669 --> 01:27:19,219 - I think I better be going... - No, no, no. You stay. 688 01:27:19,505 --> 01:27:21,885 Laura, you get him some of the blueberry muffins. 689 01:27:22,049 --> 01:27:24,139 Did you put the garbage out? 690 01:27:24,677 --> 01:27:26,807 - I'll get it when I come in. - That's the third night in a row... 691 01:27:26,971 --> 01:27:30,631 I can't think of everything now. I just can't think of everything. 692 01:27:30,933 --> 01:27:33,893 I've got more important things on my mind than that garbage. 693 01:27:35,187 --> 01:27:37,647 - Been real nice meeting you. - Yeah. 694 01:27:37,940 --> 01:27:40,030 Hope you come back real soon, we'll have a real chat. 695 01:27:40,317 --> 01:27:41,697 Thank you. 696 01:28:12,933 --> 01:28:15,353 Can you imagine that, Vincent? 697 01:28:15,644 --> 01:28:17,474 Me drinking? 698 01:28:22,026 --> 01:28:23,606 Please have one. 699 01:28:46,175 --> 01:28:49,215 Vincent, how did you happen to stop by tonight? 700 01:28:58,395 --> 01:29:00,935 You never got that clock fixed. 701 01:29:02,983 --> 01:29:04,903 Isn't that funny, the things you remember? 702 01:29:05,069 --> 01:29:07,779 I thought you'd forgotten all about me. 703 01:29:09,073 --> 01:29:12,613 You see, I wasn't sure how you felt after Norman and I got married. 704 01:29:13,952 --> 01:29:16,782 I even thought you might be holding it against me. 705 01:29:19,333 --> 01:29:20,793 Why would I do that? 706 01:29:26,840 --> 01:29:29,010 I've been thinking about you. 707 01:29:30,803 --> 01:29:34,803 I happened to see you passing by the other day. I suppose that's the reason. 708 01:29:34,973 --> 01:29:37,843 You were with a very pretty blonde girl. 709 01:29:41,021 --> 01:29:43,851 Oh, that's one of the patients. 710 01:29:44,858 --> 01:29:46,358 Oh. 711 01:29:48,946 --> 01:29:52,866 Well, I'm sure you'll make a great success of your work, Vincent. 712 01:29:53,659 --> 01:29:56,789 I always hoped you'd find yourself someday. 713 01:30:05,003 --> 01:30:07,083 Vincent, what's the matter? 714 01:30:08,924 --> 01:30:11,634 - I'll be running along. - Vincent. 715 01:30:13,053 --> 01:30:14,633 Do you remember when I said... 716 01:30:14,972 --> 01:30:18,722 ...I'd never really let you make love to me until I was married? 717 01:30:20,060 --> 01:30:21,690 Well, I am married now. 718 01:31:17,951 --> 01:31:20,701 I'm not allowed to go across the street. 719 01:31:28,170 --> 01:31:31,680 If this was my hoop, I'd put ribbons in the rim, with little bells. 720 01:31:31,965 --> 01:31:35,805 That would be a good idea, lady, but would it cost a lot? 721 01:31:36,470 --> 01:31:38,770 Then I'd have to give you some money. 722 01:31:38,931 --> 01:31:42,971 We still have some money, don't we, Vincent? From my allowance? 723 01:31:44,144 --> 01:31:46,894 - How much? - A dollar. 724 01:31:49,233 --> 01:31:52,103 There you are. Don't forget, it's just for the bells. 725 01:31:52,402 --> 01:31:54,192 Yes, ma'am, and thank you. 726 01:31:55,697 --> 01:31:59,497 I'll come back and see you in a couple of days. When, Vincent? Thursday? 727 01:32:09,795 --> 01:32:11,795 - What's your name? - David. 728 01:32:52,379 --> 01:32:55,969 Ma'am, I wanna buy this aquarium. 729 01:33:45,807 --> 01:33:51,317 (man screaming) 730 01:33:59,696 --> 01:34:00,946 There he goes again. 731 01:34:01,114 --> 01:34:05,204 He screamed like that all night. Who is it that screams like that above me? 732 01:34:05,702 --> 01:34:07,822 It's our friend Mr. Davis, isn't it? 733 01:34:08,622 --> 01:34:12,582 Why don't they do something for him? You don't know how terrible it is. 734 01:34:14,127 --> 01:34:17,507 - What do you want them to do? - Kill him. 735 01:34:24,388 --> 01:34:27,978 They're not supposed to kill people here. They're supposed to cure them. 736 01:34:29,601 --> 01:34:31,011 Are they? 737 01:34:36,983 --> 01:34:38,943 Do you think they can cure Lilith? 738 01:34:45,075 --> 01:34:46,865 Do you know what she wants? 739 01:34:48,870 --> 01:34:51,420 Do you think they can cure this fire? 740 01:34:52,457 --> 01:34:54,457 Do you know what they have to cure? 741 01:34:54,751 --> 01:34:59,291 She wants to leave the mark of her desire on every living creature in the world. 742 01:35:02,259 --> 01:35:05,519 If she were Caesar, she'd do it with a sword. 743 01:35:06,096 --> 01:35:09,056 If she were a poet, she'd do it with words. 744 01:35:16,732 --> 01:35:18,352 But she's Lilith. 745 01:35:21,027 --> 01:35:23,277 She has to do it with her body. 746 01:35:35,625 --> 01:35:39,625 Your hands are cold. They feel like death. 747 01:35:56,146 --> 01:35:57,686 Why did you steal my doll? 748 01:35:59,775 --> 01:36:02,195 - What doll? - You know. 749 01:36:02,486 --> 01:36:04,316 I don't know what you're talking about. 750 01:36:04,613 --> 01:36:06,403 You're lying. 751 01:36:06,740 --> 01:36:10,210 You say you love me, and you lie to me. How can there be love or trust between us... 752 01:36:10,494 --> 01:36:13,034 ...when you lie to me? - Wait a minute. Wait a minute! 753 01:36:13,330 --> 01:36:16,540 - I didn't steal your doll. - Liar! Liar! 754 01:36:16,833 --> 01:36:18,833 Liar! Liar! Liar! Liar! 755 01:36:21,505 --> 01:36:22,875 Liar! 756 01:36:28,929 --> 01:36:30,559 Liar. 757 01:36:34,142 --> 01:36:37,642 I took it because I love you. 758 01:36:44,027 --> 01:36:46,317 Did I show you my paintbox? 759 01:36:46,947 --> 01:36:48,787 My new one? 760 01:36:50,742 --> 01:36:52,612 Don't you think it's beautiful? 761 01:36:53,787 --> 01:36:55,917 It was a gift from Ronnie. 762 01:36:59,543 --> 01:37:02,163 Ronnie? Who's Ronnie? 763 01:37:04,005 --> 01:37:05,835 My brother. 764 01:37:11,471 --> 01:37:13,091 Your brother's dead. 765 01:37:16,017 --> 01:37:17,607 Is he? 766 01:37:18,812 --> 01:37:20,972 He used to give me things. 767 01:37:21,857 --> 01:37:23,237 Flowers. 768 01:37:24,568 --> 01:37:26,868 There was a rose in his hand that day. 769 01:37:27,153 --> 01:37:28,653 What day? 770 01:37:28,822 --> 01:37:32,942 All the petals blew away like little flowers. 771 01:37:37,080 --> 01:37:39,540 What did you ever bring me, Vincent? 772 01:37:47,257 --> 01:37:49,927 I want you to take us out together. 773 01:37:55,724 --> 01:37:57,684 His hands are warm... 774 01:37:58,018 --> 01:38:00,568 ...not cold and dead like yours. 775 01:38:03,023 --> 01:38:05,273 He makes lovely things for me. 776 01:38:08,904 --> 01:38:10,694 He's very sweet. 777 01:38:11,990 --> 01:38:13,950 I've been very cruel to him. 778 01:38:17,454 --> 01:38:19,454 Tell me more about your brother. 779 01:38:24,085 --> 01:38:25,755 My brother? 780 01:38:26,171 --> 01:38:27,921 There's nothing to tell. 781 01:38:29,424 --> 01:38:30,924 He's dead. 782 01:38:36,181 --> 01:38:38,931 He asked Miss Brice to bring it for me. 783 01:38:39,100 --> 01:38:40,480 Who asked Miss Brice? 784 01:38:46,691 --> 01:38:48,141 Steven. 785 01:38:49,027 --> 01:38:52,117 Steven Evshevsky. He made it for me for my birthday. 786 01:38:55,033 --> 01:38:57,073 Don't you think that's touching? 787 01:39:02,958 --> 01:39:05,798 You will take us walking tomorrow, won't you? 788 01:39:13,176 --> 01:39:14,966 You will take us walking. 789 01:39:16,346 --> 01:39:17,886 Won't you? 790 01:39:40,161 --> 01:39:41,531 Good evening. 791 01:39:45,000 --> 01:39:46,550 Won't you sit down? 792 01:40:06,021 --> 01:40:08,061 The music's beautiful, isn't it? 793 01:40:14,821 --> 01:40:16,691 You saw Miss Arthur today. 794 01:40:19,325 --> 01:40:22,995 I wonder if she mentioned the gift that I sent her. 795 01:40:25,040 --> 01:40:26,420 Yes, she did. 796 01:40:27,000 --> 01:40:30,510 She did? Well, was she...? 797 01:40:31,963 --> 01:40:35,003 Did she seem pleased with it? 798 01:40:37,552 --> 01:40:38,922 She showed it to me. 799 01:40:39,512 --> 01:40:41,012 She showed it to you? 800 01:40:42,682 --> 01:40:44,892 Then she must have been pleased with it. 801 01:40:45,935 --> 01:40:52,395 You know, I really think she's beginning to have a feeling for me. 802 01:40:52,692 --> 01:40:54,482 Don't you? 803 01:40:57,155 --> 01:41:02,495 You know, of all the people here, I think you're the only one who really understands us. 804 01:41:11,294 --> 01:41:13,874 How beautiful everything is. 805 01:41:17,884 --> 01:41:21,094 Only last night, this very tree terrified me. 806 01:41:26,142 --> 01:41:28,892 Do you know I was just about to destroy this leaf? 807 01:41:31,106 --> 01:41:32,486 To kill it... 808 01:41:33,817 --> 01:41:35,657 ...just out of happiness. 809 01:41:38,238 --> 01:41:42,078 How careless joy can make us, and yet how wonderful. 810 01:41:43,076 --> 01:41:46,076 One feels a kind of heightened sensitivity. 811 01:41:47,205 --> 01:41:49,705 You hear things that you've never heard before. 812 01:41:49,999 --> 01:41:52,629 You see things that you've never seen before. 813 01:41:54,045 --> 01:41:56,085 You can feel colors. 814 01:41:58,091 --> 01:42:03,011 That must be what she feels when she catches the sunlight in her prisms. 815 01:42:06,558 --> 01:42:09,358 How wonderful I feel when I'm happy. 816 01:42:12,981 --> 01:42:14,771 Do you think that insanity... 817 01:42:16,276 --> 01:42:19,026 ...could be so simple a thing as unhappiness? 818 01:42:23,950 --> 01:42:26,040 Maybe it's the other way around. 819 01:42:27,579 --> 01:42:28,959 Well, I don't understand that. 820 01:42:30,165 --> 01:42:31,535 What do you mean? 821 01:42:35,420 --> 01:42:37,130 I don't know what I mean. 822 01:42:39,883 --> 01:42:42,553 Sometimes I just say things. You shouldn't trust me. 823 01:42:43,595 --> 01:42:45,095 Oh, but I do. 824 01:42:46,598 --> 01:42:48,938 Just as I trust the way I feel. 825 01:42:54,439 --> 01:42:57,199 You say she showed you my gift. 826 01:42:59,152 --> 01:43:01,022 Did she say anything about it? 827 01:43:01,196 --> 01:43:02,986 Did she like it? 828 01:43:04,908 --> 01:43:07,078 Did she talk about me? 829 01:43:40,568 --> 01:43:42,868 I'd like permission to live on the grounds. 830 01:44:35,456 --> 01:44:38,746 He got a kitchen knife from someone. 831 01:44:39,502 --> 01:44:42,832 Held it against his chest and then fell full-length onto the floor. 832 01:44:43,006 --> 01:44:46,716 - When? - It must have been about sunrise. 833 01:44:47,010 --> 01:44:49,970 Greta came over to check when he didn't show at breakfast. 834 01:44:50,305 --> 01:44:52,685 Tell them to cover up his hands. 835 01:44:54,058 --> 01:44:56,478 He didn't like people to see his fingers. 836 01:45:09,532 --> 01:45:11,902 What is it? Mother here? 837 01:45:12,827 --> 01:45:14,117 I saw the ambulance. 838 01:45:14,287 --> 01:45:15,997 I was watching from my window. 839 01:45:16,622 --> 01:45:20,042 They came to get my brother, didn't they? They've taken him away. 840 01:45:20,335 --> 01:45:21,875 I saw them. I saw the ambulance. 841 01:45:22,045 --> 01:45:25,175 They took him out on a stretcher, covered with a white blanket. 842 01:45:25,465 --> 01:45:27,085 It was Steven. 843 01:45:29,510 --> 01:45:31,140 Steven? 844 01:45:36,434 --> 01:45:37,804 - You're lying to me. - No. 845 01:45:38,019 --> 01:45:40,649 - Why are you always lying to me? - I'm not lying. 846 01:45:42,106 --> 01:45:44,816 You mean that gentleman with the lovely hands... 847 01:45:45,109 --> 01:45:46,949 ...who made me my paintbox? 848 01:45:48,780 --> 01:45:50,870 Have I shown you my paintbox? 849 01:45:52,992 --> 01:45:54,902 And you were going to take us walking, weren't you? 850 01:45:55,078 --> 01:45:56,828 - No. - You said that in a couple of days... 851 01:45:57,121 --> 01:45:58,661 ...we could go walking. 852 01:45:58,956 --> 01:46:02,796 You don't know what I've done. He killed himself. 853 01:46:04,796 --> 01:46:06,336 He's dead. 854 01:46:16,099 --> 01:46:18,059 No, I don't know what you're saying. 855 01:46:19,185 --> 01:46:21,895 I don't understand what you're saying. 856 01:46:26,192 --> 01:46:28,272 You shouldn't say such terrible things. 857 01:46:28,569 --> 01:46:30,659 You're lying if you say those things. 858 01:46:30,947 --> 01:46:32,907 I did the right thing. 859 01:46:33,950 --> 01:46:36,410 You wanted me to do that. Say that. 860 01:46:38,996 --> 01:46:41,336 That isn't why they die. 861 01:46:44,043 --> 01:46:46,003 Just say I did the right thing. 862 01:46:49,132 --> 01:46:50,582 Tell me that. 863 01:46:50,883 --> 01:46:52,803 Say you wanted me to do it. 864 01:46:54,470 --> 01:46:57,020 I don't kill the things I love. 865 01:46:57,932 --> 01:46:59,802 I didn't kill my brother. 866 01:47:01,477 --> 01:47:02,897 He jumped. 867 01:47:05,731 --> 01:47:08,891 He jumped because he didn't dare to love me. 868 01:47:10,862 --> 01:47:12,482 And I wanted him to. 869 01:47:18,578 --> 01:47:20,498 I wanted him to. 870 01:47:27,003 --> 01:47:28,793 What else you wanna know, doctor? 871 01:47:28,963 --> 01:47:33,133 You always want me to tell you things. Don't you know enough about me, doctor? 872 01:47:37,263 --> 01:47:39,343 I'm Vincent. 873 01:47:41,017 --> 01:47:42,607 Vincent? 874 01:47:48,774 --> 01:47:50,604 Leave me alone, please. 875 01:47:53,362 --> 01:47:56,232 Leave me alone. Please. 876 01:48:10,338 --> 01:48:37,328 Vincent? 877 01:49:45,141 --> 01:49:46,891 Hi. 878 01:49:47,518 --> 01:49:49,818 - Drinking? - Sure. 879 01:49:49,979 --> 01:49:52,689 Only it's on me. I owe you a binge. 880 01:49:52,982 --> 01:49:55,142 Scotch, water on the side. 881 01:49:57,236 --> 01:49:59,196 Scotch, blood on the side. 882 01:50:08,205 --> 01:50:11,205 You know, if you're in a rocket ship, you can shoot right back at them. 883 01:50:12,251 --> 01:50:14,121 They disintegrate. 884 01:50:15,713 --> 01:50:18,133 You're gonna be alone in space, you know. 885 01:50:22,053 --> 01:50:23,923 Space, all alone. 886 01:50:28,017 --> 01:50:29,557 I don't know which is right. 887 01:50:50,581 --> 01:50:52,991 Yellow hair, yellow ribbon. 888 01:51:04,679 --> 01:51:07,889 This one's for you, bitch. 889 01:53:39,500 --> 01:53:41,210 Help me.