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<i>I'm looking out the window...</i>

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<i>and the trucks won't stop coming.</i>

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<i>My name is Andrea Shaund.</i>

4
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<i>I live at 176 Hillside Terrace, Kingston.</i>

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<i>My husband's out of the house on weekdays
between 8:00 a.m. and 7:00 p.m.,</i>

6
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<i>so it's safe to meet then.</i>

7
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<i>But I have two children
who come home at 4:00...</i>

8
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<i>and I don't want them to get hurt.</i>

9
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<i>He'll hurt them if I leave.</i>

10
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<i>We're gonna kick off
this liquid latex series</i>

11
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<i>with a crow's-feet tutorial.</i>

12
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<i>Making crow's-feet is a great introduction
to wrinkle stippling,</i>

13
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<i>which is one of my favorite
aging techniques.</i>

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<i>You don't need
to spend a ton of money to do this.</i>

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<i>The latex I'll be using
goes for about $6 at Halloween stores,</i>

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<i>and you can get about...</i>

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The wife failed to inform me

18
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the insurance medical
was booked for today.

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Make it quick.

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Hello, Mr. Shaund.

21
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Today you will do
the following three things.

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You will sign this house
over to your wife.

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You will transfer 75% of your funds
to a bank account in her name.

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And you will leave, for good.

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Who the hell are you?

26
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Do you understand and agree
to these things, Mr. Shaund?

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Are you a lawyer?

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I know what you do to her, Mr. Shaund...

29
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and what you'll do to the kids
if she leaves.

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Two hundred and thirty-seven thousand...

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four hundred and sixty-five dollars.

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<i>Thanks for calling
CSO Security. How may I help you?</i>

33
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Margaret Turner,
Human Resources, please.

34
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<i>- Hello?</i>
- Margaret.

35
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This is Michael Shaund from Finance.

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<i>Sorry. Who?</i>

37
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Michael... Shaund.

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<i>Okay, I can't talk right now, Michael.
You'll have to call back.</i>

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No, no, this can't wait.

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I'm resigning.

41
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If you bother her or the kids

42
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or anyone they know, in any way,

43
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I will kill you.

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I want to kill you.

45
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Get your stuff.

46
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So, I just...

47
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I just tell people he left me?

48
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Mmm-hmm. For another woman.

49
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No one will question it.

50
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Keep going to group. It'll help.

51
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You can be honest
about everything except me.

52
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Can I pass on your details?

53
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If someone really needs it.

54
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I can't promise to come in time,
not yet at least.

55
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Thank you.

56
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And do you have my note?

57
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- Oh.
- Uh...

58
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If my number changes, I'll let you know.

59
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Thank you.

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Take care of yourself.

61
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I am.

62
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<i>In Paddy Pallin's name for his book,</i>

63
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Never Truly Lost,

64
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<i>just geographically,
temporarily dislocated...</i>

65
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<i>♪ What wondrous love is this ♪</i>

66
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<i>♪ That caused the Lord of bliss ♪</i>

67
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<i>♪ To send such precious peace ♪</i>

68
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<i>♪ To my soul, to my soul ♪</i>

69
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<i>♪ To send such precious peace ♪</i>

70
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<i>♪ To my... ♪</i>

71
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Well, I met him at 16 years old.
I had a daughter at the age of 17.

72
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I moved in with him,
at his mother's house.

73
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Everything was fine until,
like, a year later,

74
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I started getting punched.

75
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I left it alone, never walked away,
never called the cops.

76
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It started getting...
He started getting used to abusing of me,

77
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'cause he saw I wasn't calling no one
for help or anything.

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I left it alone
'cause I was young and in love...

79
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till not too long ago.

80
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My son was three.

81
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I was at home working. It was a Sunday.

82
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I got home, and my son ran to me crying,

83
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telling me his father beat him.

84
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When I checked the baby,
he had marks all over his body...

85
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from a USB plug that he abused of him.

86
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I went to confront him about it.
He didn't say anything about it.

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I called 911.

88
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That was the first time
I ever called the cops on him.

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I never called them when he abused of me.

90
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But once it got to my kids,
I wasn't gonna let it happen.

91
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Which they sent me
into a domestic violence shelter.

92
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Even though I went into the shelter,
I was still planning on going back to him.

93
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'Cause I was 16 when I first met him,

94
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so it was, like,
that's all I knew, was him.

95
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So, I started meeting new people
in the shelter,

96
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going into counseling groups,

97
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just let me hearing
other people's stories,

98
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and I felt like I had support
by other people once I got in there.

99
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And to this day, I choose not to go.
I'm still with my two kids, on my own.

100
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<i>The seabed is dark,
and the sharks there may be,</i>

101
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<i>but what scares the women most
is the</i> tomokazuki,

102
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<i>a mirror image of themselves
they see in the ocean deep.</i>

103
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<i>The mirage will beckon you, saying,</i>

104
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<i>"Come with me, come further.
I'll give you more abalone."</i>

105
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<i>But if you follow her,
you will never come back.</i>

106
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It can be so very hard to accept
that someone so close to you,

107
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someone who's supposed to love you,

108
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can brutalize and control you.

109
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That brutality, that control,
starts to breed worthlessness...

110
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<i>and that feeling
that you can't do any better.</i>

111
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<i>And sometimes we do.
We get that feeling that... we can go.</i>

112
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<i>We gotta get up outta there.
If we wanna go, we can go.</i>

113
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<i>And then we get scared.</i>

114
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Start to feel like there's no escape.

115
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You're confused and not know
what's real and what's not real.

116
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And there's something,
there's something inside of us,

117
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something that we know is down there,

118
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and we recognize it, we all do.

119
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That's how we got here.
We recognize that we have value.

120
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And we reached up and we reached out
and we got some help.

121
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And we grabbed that freedom
and got outta there.

122
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That's what's real.

123
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That's real.

124
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<i>I'm looking out the window,</i>

125
00:20:35,860 --> 00:20:37,522
<i>and the trucks won't stop coming.</i>

126
00:20:37,611 --> 00:20:42,106
<i>My name is Charlene Jackson.
I live at 98 Scomen Road, Gloversville.</i>

127
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<i>He let me come to the store with him.
This is a stranger's phone.</i>

128
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<i>I gotta go.</i>

129
00:21:07,933 --> 00:21:09,703
<i>...everybody. I will see you next time.</i>

130
00:21:09,727 --> 00:21:10,843
<i>Take care. Bye-bye.</i>

131
00:21:12,354 --> 00:21:15,188
<i>Hey, guys, so last night
I watched</i> Valley of the Dolls,

132
00:21:15,274 --> 00:21:19,359
<i>and I was, like, I have to do
something like that tomorrow.</i>

133
00:21:19,445 --> 00:21:22,483
<i>I love all their makeup, so I did a more...</i>

134
00:21:22,573 --> 00:21:24,217
<i>um, one of the more dramatic looks
from it.</i>

135
00:21:24,241 --> 00:21:26,608
<i>So, if you like what you see, stay tuned.</i>

136
00:21:46,764 --> 00:21:48,825
<i>♪ I don't give a fuck, motherfucker ♪</i>

137
00:21:48,849 --> 00:21:50,590
<i>♪ I don't give a fuck, not a single fuck ♪</i>

138
00:21:50,684 --> 00:21:52,801
<i>♪ Not a single solitary fuck
I don't give a fuck ♪</i>

139
00:21:52,895 --> 00:21:54,602
<i>♪ I don't give a fuck
About none of y'all ♪</i>

140
00:21:54,688 --> 00:21:56,930
<i>♪ Big ballin' ass boss
Takin' two to ya head ♪</i>

141
00:21:57,024 --> 00:21:58,390
<i>♪ With a sawed-off shotgun ♪</i>

142
00:21:58,484 --> 00:22:00,521
<i>♪ Give it up 'cause I'm one crazed bitch ♪</i>

143
00:22:00,611 --> 00:22:02,523
<i>♪ Rollin' thick, gang full of lunatics ♪</i>

144
00:22:02,613 --> 00:22:05,356
<i>♪ Bailin', runnin' through the mud
Escaped from the cell block ♪</i>

145
00:22:05,449 --> 00:22:07,361
<i>♪ Searchin' for the goddamn judge ♪</i>

146
00:22:07,451 --> 00:22:09,221
<i>♪ 'Cause it's simple
To get revenge on a punk ♪</i>

147
00:22:09,245 --> 00:22:11,723
<i>♪ Pop the trunk, grab the pump
And pull the trigger, my nigga ♪</i>

148
00:22:11,747 --> 00:22:14,330
<i>♪ From the jump kept fuckin' up
Talkin' that same shit ♪</i>

149
00:22:14,416 --> 00:22:16,999
<i>♪ So I snuck up
And fucked up her game and shit... ♪</i>

150
00:22:19,296 --> 00:22:20,412
Fuck you!

151
00:22:36,313 --> 00:22:37,553
Where are you gonna go?

152
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Somewhere warm.

153
00:22:43,195 --> 00:22:45,061
I don't know. Miami maybe.

154
00:22:53,163 --> 00:22:55,655
It's like all his hate
makes his love worth it.

155
00:22:59,503 --> 00:23:01,586
Because we really had to fight for it.

156
00:23:03,632 --> 00:23:06,295
This is one fight it's okay to give up on.

157
00:23:31,869 --> 00:23:34,282
Well, wherever you go,
you better find a new support group.

158
00:23:36,790 --> 00:23:37,790
Yeah.

159
00:23:42,379 --> 00:23:44,041
Let me give you some more cash.

160
00:23:46,216 --> 00:23:47,957
I hate that I have to take it at all.

161
00:25:13,429 --> 00:25:15,796
<i>♪ You can keep your black tongue ♪</i>

162
00:25:16,306 --> 00:25:18,764
<i>♪ Well, I found at the mortuary ♪</i>

163
00:25:20,144 --> 00:25:23,353
<i>♪ You know I'm gonna want some
Want some ♪</i>

164
00:25:23,439 --> 00:25:25,431
<i>♪ We'll hide in the backroom ♪</i>

165
00:25:25,524 --> 00:25:27,060
<i>♪ Gonna have a packed suit ♪</i>

166
00:25:27,151 --> 00:25:31,191
<i>♪ With this, so you don't regret
Just let it be, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪</i>

167
00:25:33,991 --> 00:25:43,990
<i>♪ Uh-huh, uh-huh, uh-huh, uh-huh, whoo! ♪</i>

168
00:25:54,845 --> 00:25:56,928
<i>♪ Sonny kept his ring on ♪</i>

169
00:25:57,806 --> 00:26:00,640
<i>♪ Red tape so ordinary ♪</i>

170
00:26:01,810 --> 00:26:04,894
<i>♪ Love acting like it was gone
Gone, gone, gone ♪</i>

171
00:26:04,980 --> 00:26:06,642
<i>♪ Let's do this like a prison break ♪</i>

172
00:26:06,732 --> 00:26:08,348
<i>♪ I want to see you scream and... ♪</i>

173
00:27:29,648 --> 00:27:31,480
What can I get for you?

174
00:27:31,567 --> 00:27:33,900
Um, well whiskey on the rocks.

175
00:27:56,300 --> 00:27:57,300
Four bucks.

176
00:28:01,763 --> 00:28:03,095
Here alone?

177
00:28:03,182 --> 00:28:04,182
Yep.

178
00:28:07,394 --> 00:28:09,135
Where can I get 40%?

179
00:28:10,272 --> 00:28:11,433
Just here for a drink.

180
00:29:03,492 --> 00:29:05,532
Hey, come back inside.
Let me buy you a drink.

181
00:29:05,577 --> 00:29:06,577
No, thanks.

182
00:29:47,703 --> 00:29:49,114
Don't do that again.

183
00:30:29,286 --> 00:30:30,805
<i>I'm looking out the window,</i>

184
00:30:30,829 --> 00:30:32,195
<i>and the trucks won't stop coming.</i>

185
00:30:33,081 --> 00:30:35,915
<i>This is Joyce Richards.
You helped me in March.</i>

186
00:30:36,835 --> 00:30:40,328
<i>I'm not calling for me.
I'm calling because my friend's neighbor.</i>

187
00:30:40,422 --> 00:30:42,539
<i>I think the kid there really needs help.</i>

188
00:30:42,632 --> 00:30:48,299
<i>If you're in town, can you check on him?
The address is 87740 Maiden Lane...</i>

189
00:31:57,874 --> 00:31:58,874
What do you want?

190
00:32:04,714 --> 00:32:05,795
Do you need some help?

191
00:32:12,514 --> 00:32:13,971
Do you have an appointment?

192
00:32:15,308 --> 00:32:16,344
No, I...

193
00:32:19,062 --> 00:32:22,180
I saw you at the store, and I...
I thought you might need some help.

194
00:32:42,002 --> 00:32:43,789
My mom won't let my brother
out of his room.

195
00:33:18,955 --> 00:33:19,955
He's in there.

196
00:33:24,044 --> 00:33:26,036
Does that bathroom door
have a lock on the inside?

197
00:33:28,715 --> 00:33:30,752
Good, I want you to go inside
and lock the door.

198
00:33:36,681 --> 00:33:37,967
Are you going to hurt her?

199
00:33:40,685 --> 00:33:42,925
Do you want me to get you and your brother
away from her?

200
00:33:48,527 --> 00:33:49,527
Okay.

201
00:34:16,596 --> 00:34:18,929
What the fuck are you...

202
00:34:19,766 --> 00:34:21,803
Get the fuck off me!

203
00:34:22,435 --> 00:34:23,516
Where's the key?

204
00:34:24,312 --> 00:34:26,304
- You don't want this...
- Where's the key?

205
00:34:26,856 --> 00:34:28,848
Get the fuck off me!

206
00:36:18,802 --> 00:36:19,802
What's your name?

207
00:36:26,434 --> 00:36:27,434
Sadie.

208
00:36:29,979 --> 00:36:30,979
What's yours?

209
00:36:34,317 --> 00:36:35,317
Zach.

210
00:36:37,821 --> 00:36:38,821
And your brother?

211
00:36:44,244 --> 00:36:45,244
He's Leon.

212
00:36:50,125 --> 00:36:51,125
Zach.

213
00:36:53,336 --> 00:36:57,580
The police are gonna come now
with someone from Child Services.

214
00:36:59,008 --> 00:37:02,843
And they're gonna take you and Leon
away from your mom.

215
00:37:05,181 --> 00:37:06,513
It might be a little scary.

216
00:37:07,183 --> 00:37:08,970
A lot of strangers asking questions,

217
00:37:09,060 --> 00:37:11,598
but this is your chance
for you guys to be safe.

218
00:37:14,315 --> 00:37:15,647
Can't we just come with you?

219
00:37:19,904 --> 00:37:20,904
I have to go.

220
00:37:33,293 --> 00:37:35,000
You wouldn't be safe with me.

221
00:37:47,098 --> 00:37:52,639
If anyone ever hurts you or Leon,
you tell someone.

222
00:37:54,939 --> 00:37:56,931
You tell as many people as you can.

223
00:38:01,237 --> 00:38:02,523
If no one helps you...

224
00:38:06,117 --> 00:38:08,029
you call this number here...

225
00:38:09,245 --> 00:38:10,326
and I will help you.

226
00:38:11,706 --> 00:38:12,706
Okay.

227
00:38:13,500 --> 00:38:14,500
And don't...

228
00:38:16,920 --> 00:38:18,707
Don't tell anyone my real name.

229
00:39:16,563 --> 00:39:21,308
I know it's his weakness,
but he really loves me...

230
00:39:22,610 --> 00:39:25,569
like nobody, like no one will.

231
00:39:30,660 --> 00:39:31,660
Hey,

232
00:39:32,620 --> 00:39:33,736
it's ground zero.

233
00:39:34,664 --> 00:39:37,372
It's hard starting from scratch,
but it's good.

234
00:39:38,167 --> 00:39:40,580
I have control over me and my kids now.

235
00:39:42,797 --> 00:39:43,797
It's my will.

236
00:39:45,008 --> 00:39:46,008
Not his.

237
00:39:48,678 --> 00:39:50,465
My will can't change anything.

238
00:39:54,642 --> 00:39:56,258
What makes you say that, Sadie?

239
00:40:02,358 --> 00:40:03,474
'Cause it's true.

240
00:40:07,530 --> 00:40:09,567
Can you share your leaving story with us?

241
00:40:22,503 --> 00:40:24,369
We went on camping trips a lot.

242
00:40:25,048 --> 00:40:26,048
Who's "we"?

243
00:40:27,759 --> 00:40:30,251
Me, my husband and our son, Cody.

244
00:40:31,846 --> 00:40:33,178
What were the trips like?

245
00:40:35,183 --> 00:40:37,049
Survivalist camping. It's...

246
00:40:38,394 --> 00:40:40,886
We'd trek into the woods,
build our own shelter,

247
00:40:40,980 --> 00:40:43,939
hunt and forage for food,
do our own first aid.

248
00:40:44,025 --> 00:40:45,025
He would...

249
00:40:46,235 --> 00:40:47,351
set my bones.

250
00:40:48,738 --> 00:40:50,229
After he broke them?

251
00:40:52,367 --> 00:40:53,528
When I broke the rules.

252
00:40:57,872 --> 00:41:00,865
He never did it in front of Cody, though.
He never hurt me in front of him.

253
00:41:00,959 --> 00:41:03,042
And I always used makeup
to cover anything.

254
00:41:04,045 --> 00:41:05,377
And we protected him.

255
00:41:06,965 --> 00:41:11,255
Did you tell anyone?
Your friends, family, about the abuse?

256
00:41:13,304 --> 00:41:14,304
No, I...

257
00:41:15,223 --> 00:41:18,023
When we got married, we moved away
from my parents, across the country.

258
00:41:18,101 --> 00:41:20,309
And I was glad. I...

259
00:41:22,772 --> 00:41:24,354
I don't have any friends.

260
00:41:27,485 --> 00:41:30,148
If I wanted to socialize,
the money came out of Cody's food budget,

261
00:41:30,238 --> 00:41:31,649
so I just didn't go out.

262
00:41:35,284 --> 00:41:36,741
And I wasn't allowed to work.

263
00:41:37,745 --> 00:41:40,488
'Cause that's a husband's role.

264
00:41:43,084 --> 00:41:44,450
I was a very good wife.

265
00:41:46,212 --> 00:41:47,772
How long were you with him?

266
00:41:50,633 --> 00:41:51,749
About ten years.

267
00:41:54,178 --> 00:41:55,385
What made you leave?

268
00:42:05,314 --> 00:42:06,521
He came home early.

269
00:42:08,943 --> 00:42:13,608
Right after Cody got home from school.
He was excited.

270
00:42:15,658 --> 00:42:17,399
There was a new truck in the driveway,

271
00:42:17,493 --> 00:42:19,951
hooked up to our camping trailer,
and he was...

272
00:42:21,748 --> 00:42:23,489
saying we were leaving.

273
00:42:23,583 --> 00:42:26,075
We were gonna go live off-the-grid
like we always wanted.

274
00:42:28,921 --> 00:42:30,913
He was more than excited. He was...

275
00:42:31,674 --> 00:42:32,674
manic.

276
00:42:34,010 --> 00:42:35,501
Told me to go start packing.

277
00:42:36,763 --> 00:42:37,970
Just the essentials.

278
00:42:38,723 --> 00:42:40,089
"Now."

279
00:42:42,185 --> 00:42:43,185
What did you do?

280
00:42:47,774 --> 00:42:49,766
I panicked.

281
00:42:53,738 --> 00:42:55,730
I went into Cody's room and I said

282
00:42:56,199 --> 00:42:59,488
that I needed to sneak out
to go get Dad a special present.

283
00:43:01,704 --> 00:43:03,161
And would he come with me?

284
00:43:09,170 --> 00:43:11,036
He thought it was a special mission.

285
00:43:17,762 --> 00:43:21,051
We snuck out through the kitchen,
through the laundry room...

286
00:43:22,225 --> 00:43:23,466
and then out the back.

287
00:43:25,353 --> 00:43:28,096
And we were almost at the freeway.

288
00:43:30,233 --> 00:43:31,233
And he...

289
00:43:32,401 --> 00:43:36,190
cut us off and knocked me down and...

290
00:43:37,782 --> 00:43:39,114
He had a knife on him,

291
00:43:39,659 --> 00:43:42,117
and he just started slashing me with it.

292
00:43:42,578 --> 00:43:43,864
Slashing me with it.

293
00:43:46,874 --> 00:43:49,036
And then Cody started screaming.

294
00:43:52,588 --> 00:43:53,920
And he got up off me...

295
00:43:59,470 --> 00:44:01,462
And then my boy stopped screaming.

296
00:44:27,123 --> 00:44:28,239
Can't change that.

297
00:44:38,301 --> 00:44:40,008
You could hear the trucks there, too.

298
00:44:47,977 --> 00:44:49,138
Thank you, Sadie.

299
00:44:55,067 --> 00:44:59,607
If it's okay with you,
I would like to end this session by...

300
00:45:00,489 --> 00:45:03,072
by taking a moment of silence for Janet.

301
00:45:53,709 --> 00:45:56,076
<i>All the women that died
wanting out?</i>

302
00:45:57,129 --> 00:45:59,086
<i>Men who died wanting out?</i>

303
00:46:00,132 --> 00:46:01,132
<i>Girls...</i>

304
00:46:02,301 --> 00:46:03,301
<i>boys...</i>

305
00:46:05,429 --> 00:46:08,217
Every graveyard is full...

306
00:46:09,350 --> 00:46:10,682
of people that didn't make it.

307
00:46:11,936 --> 00:46:14,053
And you sit here, alive,

308
00:46:14,647 --> 00:46:16,809
and wasting.

309
00:46:20,027 --> 00:46:21,563
It's disrespectful to them.

310
00:46:21,654 --> 00:46:24,863
To the ones that are gonna die today
and gonna die tomorrow.

311
00:46:28,327 --> 00:46:29,327
It's a massacre.

312
00:46:30,037 --> 00:46:33,121
And all you can do is sit here
and read kids' books.

313
00:46:35,418 --> 00:46:36,659
You have to fight back.

314
00:46:37,753 --> 00:46:38,753
Even if...

315
00:46:40,047 --> 00:46:41,333
Even if it kills you.

316
00:47:24,633 --> 00:47:26,295
Is the bank still foreclosing?

317
00:47:27,470 --> 00:47:28,677
Sale's in two weeks.

318
00:47:29,221 --> 00:47:32,134
You need to go in and get out
any possessions you want before then.

319
00:47:33,559 --> 00:47:36,427
Good news is, the credit card companies
are reviewing your debt.

320
00:47:37,521 --> 00:47:41,640
I'm fairly confident
it'll all get written off as fraud.

321
00:47:45,321 --> 00:47:46,903
Do you know what he was buying?

322
00:47:46,989 --> 00:47:50,357
Mainly supplementing mortgage payments.
Until they cut him off.

323
00:47:52,870 --> 00:47:54,486
And the life insurance policy?

324
00:47:55,289 --> 00:47:58,327
Because your husband's missing,
not confirmed dead...

325
00:48:00,378 --> 00:48:01,664
they won't pay out.

326
00:48:06,133 --> 00:48:07,133
Hmm.

327
00:48:12,473 --> 00:48:13,884
What's my best option?

328
00:48:15,226 --> 00:48:17,263
From the state,
I can get you an immediate payment

329
00:48:17,353 --> 00:48:18,560
of two-and-a-half grand.

330
00:48:19,772 --> 00:48:21,434
Plus the cost of your son's funeral.

331
00:54:40,736 --> 00:54:42,102
<i>Dear Miss Beverly,</i>

332
00:54:42,654 --> 00:54:44,862
<i>please destroy this letter
after you read it.</i>

333
00:54:46,450 --> 00:54:48,362
<i>I know what I wanna do with my life.</i>

334
00:54:50,204 --> 00:54:52,742
<i>I wanna use it to help people
who can't escape.</i>

335
00:54:54,833 --> 00:54:55,833
<i>I won't kill,</i>

336
00:54:56,502 --> 00:54:58,539
<i>but I'll get them free
from the abuse quickly</i>

337
00:54:59,129 --> 00:55:00,129
<i>and for good.</i>

338
00:55:01,882 --> 00:55:04,340
<i>Let me fight so they don't have to.</i>

339
00:55:05,844 --> 00:55:08,928
<i>I'll ask for cash or food in return,
whatever they can afford.</i>

340
00:55:10,182 --> 00:55:11,969
<i>One day I hope not to ask for anything.</i>

341
00:55:14,311 --> 00:55:17,475
<i>I'll be out of contact most of the time,
but it won't be forever, either.</i>

342
00:55:19,149 --> 00:55:21,232
<i>Instructions are
at the bottom of the page.</i>

343
00:55:22,277 --> 00:55:25,896
<i>I know it's a risk to pass them on
and I... I don't expect you to take it.</i>

344
00:55:28,450 --> 00:55:31,363
<i>I used to be afraid
that the trucks won't stop coming.</i>

345
00:55:32,996 --> 00:55:34,532
<i>But now, I welcome every one.</i>

346
00:55:37,584 --> 00:55:39,246
<i>Thank you for helping me.</i>

347
00:55:42,339 --> 00:55:43,339
<i>Sadie.</i>

348
00:58:35,053 --> 00:58:37,045
<i>♪ In Scarlet Town ♪</i>

349
00:58:40,100 --> 00:58:41,432
<i>♪ Where I was born ♪</i>

350
00:58:44,479 --> 00:58:47,597
<i>♪ There was a fair maid dwelling ♪</i>

351
00:58:50,485 --> 00:58:52,442
<i>♪ Made many a poor... ♪</i>

352
00:58:54,448 --> 00:58:55,939
<i>♪ Cry "Well-a-day" ♪</i>

353
00:58:57,993 --> 00:59:01,782
<i>♪ Her name was Barbara Allen ♪</i>

354
00:59:12,049 --> 00:59:14,962
I saw you in the woods.
I thought you were a hunter.

355
00:59:16,511 --> 00:59:19,254
I followed you for... for miles.

356
00:59:20,223 --> 00:59:21,823
I didn't even really know why. I just...

357
00:59:24,561 --> 00:59:26,769
Even when I saw you hid the car
the way we did...

358
00:59:28,523 --> 00:59:29,523
I wasn't sure.

359
00:59:32,652 --> 00:59:33,893
Until I saw your face.

360
00:59:37,199 --> 00:59:38,199
Saw my girl.

361
00:59:47,793 --> 00:59:49,034
But I don't know, Sades.

362
00:59:51,630 --> 00:59:52,630
You still my girl?

363
01:00:24,079 --> 01:00:25,661
Why'd you do that to your hair?

364
01:00:50,689 --> 01:00:51,689
Hey.

365
01:01:04,286 --> 01:01:05,572
You need to drink some water.

366
01:01:26,099 --> 01:01:28,056
That's a lot of forest you covered, Sades.

367
01:01:30,312 --> 01:01:31,553
You've marked it off perfectly.

368
01:01:36,443 --> 01:01:37,443
You been looking for me?

369
01:01:50,999 --> 01:01:52,786
We gotta figure out your head, Sades.

370
01:01:56,171 --> 01:01:57,287
You messed it all up.

371
01:02:43,343 --> 01:02:44,925
So, there is still a heart in you.

372
01:03:07,242 --> 01:03:08,528
You've been a bad person.

373
01:03:10,745 --> 01:03:11,745
But it's okay.

374
01:03:14,124 --> 01:03:15,535
Because I got you back now.

375
01:03:18,128 --> 01:03:19,369
I got you back, Sadie.

376
01:03:33,393 --> 01:03:34,873
I'm gonna go get us something to eat.

377
01:06:09,257 --> 01:06:12,045
Wrong, wrong, wrong!

378
01:06:38,161 --> 01:06:39,868
Put your arm on the wood, Sades.

379
01:06:51,007 --> 01:06:52,007
Sadie...

380
01:06:54,719 --> 01:06:56,085
put your arm on the wood.

381
01:15:23,477 --> 01:15:25,059
Sadie!

382
01:17:37,653 --> 01:17:39,189
Still can't believe you're alive.

383
01:18:04,513 --> 01:18:05,970
You gotta come home, Sades.

384
01:18:14,648 --> 01:18:15,648
I love you.

385
01:18:33,125 --> 01:18:34,125
I can't help it.

386
01:18:39,757 --> 01:18:40,964
Even after all this...

387
01:18:43,427 --> 01:18:44,427
I still love you.

388
01:19:12,873 --> 01:19:14,614
I thought it was love you had.

389
01:19:18,087 --> 01:19:19,087
But it's not.

390
01:19:25,970 --> 01:19:26,970
It's need.

391
01:19:30,057 --> 01:19:31,343
Desperate,

392
01:19:32,226 --> 01:19:33,387
perverted

393
01:19:34,228 --> 01:19:35,435
- need.
- Sadie.

394
01:19:36,814 --> 01:19:37,930
No.

395
01:19:38,899 --> 01:19:40,515
I tried to hide from it...

396
01:19:43,404 --> 01:19:45,236
and then I tried to run from it.

397
01:19:47,783 --> 01:19:48,783
And now...

398
01:19:51,078 --> 01:19:52,444
now I'm gonna end it.

399
01:19:55,624 --> 01:19:56,785
You're coming home.

400
01:20:01,130 --> 01:20:03,122
You killed our boy.

401
01:20:03,215 --> 01:20:04,672
You made me!

402
01:20:05,467 --> 01:20:06,753
You made me do it!

403
01:20:13,350 --> 01:20:16,309
You knew it'd be bad, leaving me...

404
01:20:17,604 --> 01:20:18,765
and you did it anyway.

405
01:20:22,568 --> 01:20:23,934
You knew it'd be bad!

406
01:20:27,489 --> 01:20:28,650
You made me...

407
01:20:33,704 --> 01:20:36,117
You killed our boy...

408
01:20:37,291 --> 01:20:39,123
because he saw the truth of you.

409
01:20:46,842 --> 01:20:48,003
You killed our boy.

410
01:20:50,512 --> 01:20:52,094
And now I'm gonna kill you.

411
01:23:41,975 --> 01:23:43,716
Glad the shelter
was able to find you.

412
01:23:46,188 --> 01:23:47,804
Why did the police wanna see me?

413
01:23:49,650 --> 01:23:52,688
The police may have found
your husband's body.

414
01:23:53,487 --> 01:23:55,729
And they want you to go in
and identify it.

415
01:23:57,074 --> 01:23:58,190
And what happened to him?

416
01:23:59,451 --> 01:24:03,195
Well, the man did not die
of natural causes...

417
01:24:04,581 --> 01:24:06,368
but there doesn't seem to be any evidence.

418
01:24:07,084 --> 01:24:09,417
And considering his felon status...

419
01:24:10,712 --> 01:24:14,046
I doubt they'll wanna put more effort
into solving the case.

420
01:24:15,342 --> 01:24:18,551
If it is him, you'll need to account for
your whereabouts and schedule

421
01:24:18,637 --> 01:24:20,219
during the second week of February.

422
01:24:22,099 --> 01:24:23,135
I can do that.

423
01:24:25,394 --> 01:24:28,262
The good news is that with a body,

424
01:24:28,855 --> 01:24:30,687
his life insurance pays out.

425
01:24:37,447 --> 01:24:39,367
Is there some way I can keep
in contact with you?

426
01:24:39,408 --> 01:24:40,865
E-mail, telephone number?

427
01:24:42,703 --> 01:24:44,786
Yeah, I made you an e-mail address.

428
01:25:14,234 --> 01:25:16,045
<i>I'm looking out the window,</i>

429
01:25:16,069 --> 01:25:18,277
<i>and the trucks won't stop coming.</i>

430
01:25:19,281 --> 01:25:21,068
<i>My name is Eva Greenberg.</i>

431
01:25:21,950 --> 01:25:23,361
<i>I live at 402...</i>