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♪ Once upon a time
I thought that you were mine… ♪
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So I have tissues, um, chocolate,
extra soft sweatpants,
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and, um, more chocolate,
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and this little guy.
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Grace, I'm fine.
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Honestly, I… I appreciate
the early morning drop-in, but I'm good.
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Okay, well that worries me, Jackie.
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I mean, how can you be fine
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when the love of your life
just broke up with you?
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I mean, shouldn't you wallow?
For at least a little bit.
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Like, you could get elbow deep
in some ice cream.
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No.
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No what? Is there more to that sentence?
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No, there isn't, because I'm fine.
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Trust me, I've gone through far worse
than Cole Walter breaking up with me.
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I mean, he said he was bored, Grace,
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so… he can drink and see other girls
and do all those interesting things
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that Cole Walter does
when he gets scared of real life.
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And I am going to get on with my life.
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I have the community space to finish.
I have a track meet today.
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I'm okay. Really.
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I'm sorry, Jackie.
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Don't be.
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Maybe after your meet,
we could go to the mall.
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Um, we could get mani-pedis.
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Or you could just come to my house
if you don't wanna go out,
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and we could, um…
we could do a movie marathon,
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get popcorn and watch some rom-coms or…
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Wow, that is a new look for you.
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Is it too much?
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No. I love it.
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Thanks, Grace.
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Yeah.
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All right, so I know you're
a very strong person, Miss Jackie Howard,
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but if you're ever feeling not so strong,
I'm here. Okay?
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- Same.
- Okay.
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Aw. Okay. I love you.
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Um, text me after your track meet.
I want to hear how you destroyed Aurelita.
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- I will.
- All right.
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- Catch you later.
- Bye.
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Hey.
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How was your ride?
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It was good.
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I'm glad you get
a little extra time with Murphy.
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I know you've been missing him.
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Yeah.
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I'm sorry this is so hard on you, Alex.
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Ah, it's okay.
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Well, it's kind of not.
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And it's okay not to be okay.
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I know it was my choice
to leave Hartford's.
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I just really wish it had been different,
you know?
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Yeah.
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You did a really hard thing
walking away from something you love.
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And even though you did it
for all the right reasons,
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it doesn't make it any easier.
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I guess.
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Hartford isn't
the only rodeo banner in town.
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And you know, whenever you're ready,
however long that takes,
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you're gonna get back out there.
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They can't take away your passion, Alex.
That's yours.
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It belongs to you.
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♪ Feel down ♪
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♪ I tried… ♪
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♪ 'Cause I didn't say it ♪
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♪ And it's weighting me down ♪
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♪ Yeah, I know we don't no more
And that's fine ♪
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♪ But I thought that you should know ♪
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♪ That my only regret
Was saving my breath ♪
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♪ And checking my phone ♪
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♪ If I could change it all ♪
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♪ Would I want to? ♪
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Good morning!
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♪ Da, da, da, da, da ♪
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{\an8}Wah!
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{\an8}What's all this?
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{\an8}Oh, this?
This is breakfast, and it's all organic.
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{\an8}It was all purchased
at the local farmer's market.
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{\an8}So… put the cereal down.
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{\an8}Look, you guys, I know that I, like,
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{\an8}absolutely, completely messed up
the other day.
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{\an8}But I… I wanted to show up
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{\an8}and be your mom.
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{\an8}So right now,
I would like to make you breakfast.
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{\an8}Like a… a good mom should.
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{\an8}I mean, if you'll let me.
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{\an8}Okay.
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{\an8}Um… what are you making?
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{\an8}Oh.
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{\an8}I am making everything.
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{\an8}Hey.
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{\an8}I was gonna come find you.
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{\an8}Figured we could drive together
to Erin and Jackie's track meet.
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{\an8}Maybe grab some food?
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{\an8}-Hello?
-What?
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{\an8}-I just asked a question.
-Right. And w…
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{\an8}What did you say?
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{\an8}We'll drive to the track meet together,
yeah?
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{\an8}Uh… yeah, no, I'm… I'm not going.
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{\an8}Why not?
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{\an8}I just… I've got work
and some stuff I gotta do.
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{\an8}Yeah, since when?
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{\an8}Since… I don't know, Danny.
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{\an8}Hey, what's going on?
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{\an8}Why's there always gotta be
something going on?
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{\an8}I just told you I can't go.
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{\an8}That's all.
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I gotta shower.
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Isaac! Lee! Breakfast!
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Okay.
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Wow.
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Uh, this looks amazing.
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Yeah, thanks.
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And for the star of the show, pancakes.
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Ooh-hoo!
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You got syrup there,
butter there, so…
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We will dig in, for sure.
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Wait, Mom.
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Wait, did you… did you check?
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What is it?
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What?
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-Wait, what's wrong?
-Wait, did you put nuts in this?
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- No, I didn't put any nuts in it.
- Katherine!
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No! There's like…
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It's got…
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There's almond flour.
There's almond flour in here.
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Katherine!
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-What's wrong?
-She gave Isaac almond flour.
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-I'm sorry.
-Let's just calm down, okay?
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Burning, my throat is tingling,
and my throat's closing up.
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Sweetheart, I got you. Your medication's
in the front hall. Come with me.
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-You're good. You're gonna be okay.
-He's gonna be okay.
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- We've got this.
- I'm sorry, Isaac.
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I'm sorry.
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What's wrong with you?
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I just… I wasn't…
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-You could've hurt him or even worse!
-I know. I know. And I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
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You think some stupid breakfast
is gonna make up for everything?
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-No, it doesn't. I was just trying…
-Trying to what?
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Trying to be a mom?
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Maybe you should stop trying.
You're not good at it.
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Okay, don't judge it yet.
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It's still very much a work in progress.
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I'm not judging anything.
All right, this place is great.
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Well, a lot of that
is thanks to your donation.
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So I'm… debating between
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vibrant bright color
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or maybe something more calm and subdued.
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Or maybe do both.
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Like, you know, the area over here
for homework and studying,
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and then make it more colorful over there.
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It's like the perfect place
for a pool table or a dart board or…
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-Or a foosball table?
-…a foosball table.
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Yeah, I mean, I was… I was
literally thinking all those same things.
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Is… is Cole coming
to help you out with all this?
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I mean, it's kind of a big job
for just one person.
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Well, the community space is really
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my thing, you know?
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And Cole's busy,
so my friends are gonna help me paint.
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And, you know, with your money, we can…
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we can have at least three computers
and a printer available, so…
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Seriously, it was
beyond generous of you, Eliot.
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You know I would do
anything for you, Jackie.
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I mean, what you're doing here,
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this place,
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all this philanthropy,
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it's exactly what colleges
want to see these days.
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And I know it didn't work out
with Martina Alvarez when you guys met,
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but… she is the best college counselor.
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And if you're still interested
in Princeton…
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No, I am. I definitely am.
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Then why don't I
reach out to her again for you?
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She might not have any spots left,
but it's worth a call.
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-What do you think?
-Yes!
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Eliot. Yes.
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Okay, then the only thing
that you have to promise me…
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If you get a call from a 917 area code,
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doesn't matter what's happening,
you gotta answer it.
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And… and be ready to talk, okay?
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'Cause she's not gonna give you
a third chance.
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I got it.
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Thanks, Eliot. This is…
exactly what I needed today.
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Thanks for coming.
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I know I didn't give you much warning.
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This was really great.
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Oh, wow.
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Did we drink all of those?
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Yes, I believe we did.
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You know, I've never cracked open
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an egregiously expensive
hotel mini bar before.
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Well, you haven't lived
until you've had a $10 bag of peanuts.
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Oh, it was worth it.
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I'm having a really good time with you.
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Me too.
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Right. And I believe we have
a Silver Falls track meet to attend.
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We do indeed.
Does Jackie know you're coming?
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No.
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No, things have been
a bit strained between us,
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and I thought I'd surprise her.
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Maybe I shouldn't go.
Let the two of you have some time to--
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No, no, no. You have to go.
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Maybe she'll be nice to me
if you're there.
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Ah.
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I hear the roof deck serves
an amazing weekend brunch.
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Wanna grab a bite to eat
before we hit the road?
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Man after my own heart.
God, yes. I'm starving.
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Let's go.
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Hey.
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Hey.
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Where's the flea market?
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What?
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Well, the logical explanation
for you packing up your climbing gear
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is that you must be selling it.
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Because the illogical explanation
is that you're actually going climbing.
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Mom.
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Cole, you haven't been rock climbing
since before your knee injury.
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-And that wasn't yesterday.
-It's like riding a bike.
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You don't forget.
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Mountain climbing is not
like riding a bike.
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Cole,
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what's going on?
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I'm going climbing.
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Hmm.
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What about Jackie's track meet?
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I don't wanna…
I don't wanna talk about it.
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Okay.
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I just need to go and do something.
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I need to not be here right now.
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Okay. I understand.
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But you're not going alone.
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Cole.
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I hear you,
and I want you to be able to go,
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but you can't go alone.
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And it's Wylder storming
his way to the top of the leaderboard.
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You really shouldn't be watching that.
It's gonna make you feel worse.
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Huh?
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- Alex!
- Hmm.
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Why are you unnecessarily
torturing yourself?
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I just feel like I don't know
what to do with myself.
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Rodeo took over my everything,
and now it's like I don't have a life.
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That's dramatic.
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You have a life.
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What, you think you quit life
because you quit Hartford's?
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I don't know. Maybe.
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Yeah.
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Mom says you have to come climbing
with me.
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- I don't climb.
- Not you.
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You.
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Why?
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No idea.
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But I can't go unless you come, so…
252
00:13:45,074 --> 00:13:46,534
See? You have a life.
253
00:13:46,617 --> 00:13:48,035
Shut up, Nathan.
254
00:13:50,204 --> 00:13:52,289
Ah, it is so pretty up here.
255
00:13:52,873 --> 00:13:55,918
Sometimes I forget,
living in a small town,
256
00:13:56,001 --> 00:13:58,087
just how stunning the big city can be.
257
00:14:00,756 --> 00:14:01,715
Are you okay?
258
00:14:02,550 --> 00:14:05,511
Yeah. Just not the biggest fan of heights.
259
00:14:05,594 --> 00:14:07,680
Oh! My gosh.
260
00:14:07,763 --> 00:14:10,432
You are absolutely adorable.
261
00:14:19,567 --> 00:14:20,860
Where's the brunch?
262
00:14:20,943 --> 00:14:22,111
{\an8}Oh.
263
00:14:22,194 --> 00:14:25,364
{\an8}"Closed for maintenance.
Brunch will be served down in the lobby."
264
00:14:25,447 --> 00:14:26,824
That's okay.
265
00:14:27,533 --> 00:14:29,118
Our little detour was worth it.
266
00:14:30,286 --> 00:14:31,245
It sure was.
267
00:14:39,920 --> 00:14:40,880
Huh.
268
00:14:40,963 --> 00:14:42,631
-Here, let me try. I got this.
-Okay.
269
00:14:42,715 --> 00:14:44,758
I'm great. I'm great at doors.
270
00:14:47,678 --> 00:14:49,555
No, that's locked. That's, um…
271
00:14:50,598 --> 00:14:53,058
-Maybe another… door?
-Yeah, I'm sure there's another door.
272
00:14:55,227 --> 00:14:56,395
Uh…
273
00:14:56,979 --> 00:14:57,897
Nope.
274
00:14:59,273 --> 00:15:01,150
Ah, it's not a problem.
I'll just call the lobby.
275
00:15:01,233 --> 00:15:02,860
-Great.
-Uh…
276
00:15:03,444 --> 00:15:04,612
Left it charging.
277
00:15:06,530 --> 00:15:09,241
Um, so I've been trying
to be more present lately.
278
00:15:09,325 --> 00:15:11,619
Like, not relying on
my phone so much.
279
00:15:12,202 --> 00:15:13,454
It's in my purse.
280
00:15:13,537 --> 00:15:15,539
- In the room.
- No.
281
00:15:15,623 --> 00:15:17,374
Are… are we
282
00:15:18,125 --> 00:15:19,585
trapped up here?
283
00:15:23,297 --> 00:15:25,007
All right, everybody!
284
00:15:25,090 --> 00:15:26,842
The Wolves' star runner
is back from injury,
285
00:15:26,926 --> 00:15:30,846
so what was already gonna be
a tight meet just got tighter.
286
00:15:30,930 --> 00:15:35,225
We have 86 points up for grabs.
I wanna see a medal on all of ya.
287
00:15:35,309 --> 00:15:36,477
Yes, Coach.
288
00:15:36,560 --> 00:15:38,103
I'm sorry. What?
289
00:15:38,187 --> 00:15:39,355
Yes, Coach!
290
00:15:39,438 --> 00:15:40,481
That's much better.
291
00:15:47,863 --> 00:15:49,031
What are you doing?
292
00:15:49,657 --> 00:15:51,951
-Chemistry.
-Come on, Jackie.
293
00:15:52,034 --> 00:15:54,578
It's a Saturday. We're on our way
to a really important track meet.
294
00:15:54,662 --> 00:15:57,373
I know, but I already dropped a grade
in one class,
295
00:15:57,456 --> 00:16:00,000
and there's no way
I'm dropping in anything else, so…
296
00:16:00,084 --> 00:16:01,543
From now on, I'm gonna focus.
297
00:16:01,627 --> 00:16:05,589
Doesn't it add character
to be a little rough around the edges?
298
00:16:06,173 --> 00:16:08,258
Ask me that after I turn in this lab.
299
00:16:12,721 --> 00:16:14,682
Danny said Cole's not coming today?
300
00:16:15,683 --> 00:16:17,184
Oh no, what'd he do?
301
00:16:17,768 --> 00:16:19,019
It's not important.
302
00:16:19,812 --> 00:16:22,272
This is important. Today is important.
303
00:16:23,273 --> 00:16:24,733
Did he cheat on you?
304
00:16:24,817 --> 00:16:27,861
No. I mean, I don't think so.
305
00:16:29,196 --> 00:16:30,739
He broke up with me.
306
00:16:30,823 --> 00:16:32,157
-What?
-Erin, please.
307
00:16:32,241 --> 00:16:35,035
I don't wanna go through the whole thing
of telling everybody right now.
308
00:16:35,119 --> 00:16:37,997
I just really wanna focus
on the track meet.
309
00:16:38,580 --> 00:16:40,666
I'm okay. Really.
310
00:16:41,667 --> 00:16:42,793
I'm sorry.
311
00:16:43,794 --> 00:16:46,755
But Cole can't handle it
when things get real,
312
00:16:46,839 --> 00:16:49,717
and what the two of you had was real.
313
00:16:51,093 --> 00:16:52,219
I thought so.
314
00:16:52,845 --> 00:16:55,347
He always does this. He breaks everything.
315
00:16:55,931 --> 00:16:57,474
He's not gonna break me.
316
00:16:58,392 --> 00:17:00,561
All I wanna do today is win.
317
00:17:02,271 --> 00:17:03,439
This is fun.
318
00:17:03,939 --> 00:17:06,066
-You didn't have to come.
-Oh, yeah?
319
00:17:06,567 --> 00:17:07,818
Tell that to Mom.
320
00:17:09,653 --> 00:17:13,365
So, why after all these years
do you suddenly wanna go rock climbing?
321
00:17:13,449 --> 00:17:17,411
I don't know. I just… wanted to get out.
322
00:17:18,328 --> 00:17:19,246
What about you?
323
00:17:19,830 --> 00:17:21,165
What about me?
324
00:17:21,248 --> 00:17:23,125
Why'd you leave Hartford's?
325
00:17:23,751 --> 00:17:25,294
Wasn't the right fit.
326
00:17:26,045 --> 00:17:30,132
And look, I know the fight at that party
wasn't your fault. It was theirs.
327
00:17:30,716 --> 00:17:31,759
It sounds stupid,
328
00:17:31,842 --> 00:17:34,094
but I wanted them to like me.
It didn't work.
329
00:17:37,347 --> 00:17:38,182
Sorry.
330
00:17:39,558 --> 00:17:41,060
Doesn't matter now.
331
00:17:42,519 --> 00:17:45,856
So, Devil's Peak, huh?
332
00:17:45,939 --> 00:17:47,232
You didn't wanna start off slow.
333
00:17:47,316 --> 00:17:49,651
You had to jump right back
into the deep end.
334
00:17:50,402 --> 00:17:52,196
It's very on-brand for you.
335
00:17:53,322 --> 00:17:56,283
-Yeah.
-We used to come out here all the time.
336
00:17:57,826 --> 00:17:58,869
Why did we stop?
337
00:17:58,952 --> 00:18:00,287
Oh, my knee.
338
00:18:00,954 --> 00:18:02,915
We stopped way before that.
339
00:18:04,625 --> 00:18:07,503
It's kinda nice to know
there was a time before all this.
340
00:18:10,464 --> 00:18:11,757
Yeah.
341
00:18:14,259 --> 00:18:16,220
You're better than those Hartford guys.
342
00:18:16,762 --> 00:18:17,721
You know that, right?
343
00:18:19,473 --> 00:18:20,474
Yeah, I know.
344
00:18:22,267 --> 00:18:23,894
Especially that Wylder guy.
345
00:18:26,313 --> 00:18:27,481
Such a dick.
346
00:18:31,902 --> 00:18:33,195
Someone will come.
347
00:18:33,779 --> 00:18:36,448
-Eventually.
-No, we're gonna miss Jackie's track meet.
348
00:18:37,282 --> 00:18:40,369
And I wanted to be there for her,
and I messed that up too.
349
00:18:42,621 --> 00:18:45,374
You know, before Jackie came here,
I… I was fun.
350
00:18:45,457 --> 00:18:46,792
Fun Uncle Richard.
351
00:18:47,626 --> 00:18:51,755
You know, I'd swoop in and I would take
Jackie and Lucy to… to Coney Island.
352
00:18:51,839 --> 00:18:54,383
Or to the theater. I…
353
00:18:54,466 --> 00:18:56,176
Just to get ice cream.
354
00:18:58,178 --> 00:19:01,640
And now I'm yelling at her
and making demands and…
355
00:19:07,020 --> 00:19:09,398
I miss being fun Uncle Richard, I guess.
356
00:19:11,024 --> 00:19:11,900
I get it.
357
00:19:12,609 --> 00:19:13,485
I do.
358
00:19:16,738 --> 00:19:18,532
I know I don't have children.
359
00:19:18,615 --> 00:19:22,369
But… those kids at school
have my whole heart.
360
00:19:23,328 --> 00:19:26,415
And I see how hard
this time in life can be for them.
361
00:19:26,498 --> 00:19:27,958
And for their parents.
362
00:19:29,835 --> 00:19:32,421
It will be okay with Jackie. It will.
363
00:19:33,714 --> 00:19:35,132
It might take some time.
364
00:19:36,216 --> 00:19:38,635
But Jackie's a teenager.
365
00:19:38,719 --> 00:19:40,762
It's her job to push you away.
366
00:19:41,471 --> 00:19:43,682
It doesn't mean she doesn't love you.
367
00:19:43,765 --> 00:19:45,976
And it doesn't mean
she won't come back to you.
368
00:19:46,560 --> 00:19:47,477
She will.
369
00:19:51,732 --> 00:19:52,816
I hope so.
370
00:19:57,112 --> 00:19:58,906
Hello. What are you doing out here?
371
00:19:58,989 --> 00:20:00,449
-Wait!
-Hi. Don't close that door.
372
00:20:00,532 --> 00:20:02,367
Hold that door. You're an angel.
373
00:20:02,451 --> 00:20:03,327
- Hi.
- Hi.
374
00:20:17,591 --> 00:20:18,967
Are you going somewhere?
375
00:20:20,552 --> 00:20:22,846
Um, Isaac, he's, uh…
he's still on the couch.
376
00:20:22,930 --> 00:20:24,306
And I think that Lee, um…
377
00:20:25,057 --> 00:20:26,850
Lee went out with some friends, so…
378
00:20:27,476 --> 00:20:28,518
What are you doing, Hannah?
379
00:20:29,519 --> 00:20:33,190
I, uh… I almost hurt my son, Katherine.
380
00:20:33,273 --> 00:20:36,276
But you didn't. Isaac's fine.
The doctor gave him the all clear.
381
00:20:36,360 --> 00:20:39,029
Yeah. And I knew that…
I knew that Isaac had an almond allergy
382
00:20:39,112 --> 00:20:42,366
because I was the one that took him
to the hospital the first time.
383
00:20:42,449 --> 00:20:45,202
I think that he was, like… two.
384
00:20:47,871 --> 00:20:50,999
And the way
that they looked to you for help…
385
00:20:52,459 --> 00:20:54,670
You're the right person to raise them,
Katherine.
386
00:20:55,295 --> 00:20:57,256
You and George. Not me.
387
00:20:57,756 --> 00:21:00,717
So you have one hard parenting moment,
and you're just gonna leave again?
388
00:21:00,801 --> 00:21:02,970
Oh, it's not
just one hard moment, Katherine.
389
00:21:03,053 --> 00:21:04,763
It's like it's a million hard moments,
390
00:21:04,846 --> 00:21:07,516
and I'm just…
I mean, I'm not cut out for it,
391
00:21:07,599 --> 00:21:09,476
and I was kidding myself that I was.
392
00:21:09,559 --> 00:21:10,477
Bullshit.
393
00:21:12,688 --> 00:21:15,649
I'm sorry, Hannah,
but you know what? You're right.
394
00:21:16,483 --> 00:21:17,943
Parenting is hard.
395
00:21:18,026 --> 00:21:19,903
And it's all day. And it's every day.
396
00:21:19,987 --> 00:21:22,489
And, you know, some days, they're so hard.
397
00:21:22,572 --> 00:21:24,992
They're so demanding,
and they're so taxing.
398
00:21:25,075 --> 00:21:28,412
And you're so exhausted that you feel like
you're not gonna be able to keep standing.
399
00:21:28,495 --> 00:21:29,705
But you do.
400
00:21:31,748 --> 00:21:33,542
'Cause that's the privilege
of having kids.
401
00:21:35,627 --> 00:21:37,504
And I can't do it, Katherine.
402
00:21:39,381 --> 00:21:41,800
You know, leaving them here
with you and George,
403
00:21:42,301 --> 00:21:44,970
it's about the best thing
that I can do for them.
404
00:21:46,638 --> 00:21:48,265
And I would risk them hating me
405
00:21:48,932 --> 00:21:50,934
forever if it meant
406
00:21:51,810 --> 00:21:54,688
that I did the right thing
407
00:21:55,522 --> 00:21:57,024
at least once
408
00:21:57,524 --> 00:21:58,817
in their lives.
409
00:22:00,068 --> 00:22:00,944
Okay.
410
00:22:03,030 --> 00:22:04,740
But this isn't how you wanna do this.
411
00:22:08,869 --> 00:22:10,287
If you leave without saying goodbye,
412
00:22:10,370 --> 00:22:12,289
you're never gonna be able
to get them back.
413
00:22:13,790 --> 00:22:14,624
Well…
414
00:22:15,125 --> 00:22:17,836
And I know after seeing you
these last weeks,
415
00:22:17,919 --> 00:22:19,421
that is not what you want.
416
00:22:23,800 --> 00:22:26,803
And your brother deserves a goodbye too.
417
00:22:28,347 --> 00:22:30,349
Hannah, if you need to leave, then do it.
418
00:22:31,600 --> 00:22:33,310
But this time do it right.
419
00:22:34,478 --> 00:22:35,395
For them.
420
00:22:36,813 --> 00:22:37,731
And for you.
421
00:22:40,734 --> 00:22:42,778
♪ 'Cause yeah, I kinda like myself ♪
422
00:22:42,861 --> 00:22:45,489
♪ And no, I don't need your help ♪
423
00:22:45,572 --> 00:22:50,577
♪ 'Cause if I'd listened to you
I'd be ordinary ♪
424
00:22:50,660 --> 00:22:53,121
♪ Yeah, I kinda like myself ♪
425
00:22:53,205 --> 00:22:55,791
♪ So don't put me on the shelf ♪
426
00:22:55,874 --> 00:23:01,463
♪ 'Cause if I'd listened to you
I'd be ordinary ♪
427
00:23:01,546 --> 00:23:04,174
♪ No, no, no, no ♪
428
00:23:04,257 --> 00:23:06,385
♪ No, no, no, no… ♪
429
00:23:06,468 --> 00:23:08,845
Be calm. Stay focused.
430
00:23:09,346 --> 00:23:10,972
First up is most important.
431
00:23:12,015 --> 00:23:12,933
Jackie.
432
00:23:14,893 --> 00:23:16,812
You really came through for us
in that 100 meter.
433
00:23:16,895 --> 00:23:17,813
Thanks, Coach.
434
00:23:17,896 --> 00:23:20,941
But we're behind.
Not by a lot. We can catch up.
435
00:23:21,024 --> 00:23:22,943
But we need a clear win here.
436
00:23:23,819 --> 00:23:25,946
Aurelita's anchor is fast,
437
00:23:26,029 --> 00:23:28,448
but she's easily spooked
and makes mistakes.
438
00:23:28,532 --> 00:23:31,368
You need to stay calm. Steady.
439
00:23:31,451 --> 00:23:32,327
I'm ready, Coach.
440
00:23:32,411 --> 00:23:33,328
Good.
441
00:23:33,412 --> 00:23:35,205
Get some fluids
while you've still got time.
442
00:23:41,628 --> 00:23:43,422
No. Not right now.
443
00:23:46,758 --> 00:23:47,592
Hello?
444
00:23:47,676 --> 00:23:48,969
Jackie Howard?
445
00:23:49,052 --> 00:23:52,431
Hi. Yes, that's me. Miss Alvarez?
446
00:23:52,514 --> 00:23:55,225
Yes. I believe you're expecting my call.
447
00:23:55,308 --> 00:23:58,770
We never got a chance to finish
our conversation in Silver Falls.
448
00:23:58,854 --> 00:24:00,772
And now all my spots are taken.
449
00:24:01,273 --> 00:24:04,192
But your friend Eliot
speaks very highly of you,
450
00:24:04,276 --> 00:24:07,904
so I might be able
to make room for one more.
451
00:24:07,988 --> 00:24:12,200
Uh, that would be amazing. But, um…
452
00:24:12,284 --> 00:24:13,452
But?
453
00:24:14,119 --> 00:24:18,248
I'm at a track meet right now.
Could I possibly call you a little later?
454
00:24:18,331 --> 00:24:21,543
I'm in the airport lounge
for another 20 minutes.
455
00:24:21,626 --> 00:24:23,462
And then I'll be unreachable for a while.
456
00:24:24,963 --> 00:24:27,424
We could try and set up a call
in a few weeks, but
457
00:24:28,592 --> 00:24:30,385
if you're really serious about this…
458
00:24:30,469 --> 00:24:33,472
Right. Of course. I… I totally understand.
459
00:24:36,433 --> 00:24:37,976
Can I call you right back?
460
00:24:39,728 --> 00:24:40,562
Sure.
461
00:24:40,645 --> 00:24:41,480
Okay.
462
00:24:43,773 --> 00:24:44,733
Jackie?
463
00:24:45,525 --> 00:24:47,569
What are you doing?
Get ready. It's about to start.
464
00:24:47,652 --> 00:24:49,696
This Ivy League college counselor
wants to talk to me,
465
00:24:49,779 --> 00:24:51,656
but I have to call her back right now.
466
00:24:51,740 --> 00:24:53,992
Okay. Go. Uh…
467
00:24:54,826 --> 00:24:58,330
I can take your leg, but you need
to take my leg at the 800 relay.
468
00:24:58,413 --> 00:24:59,956
I can only run three events.
469
00:25:00,040 --> 00:25:02,000
I've never done the 800.
I don't know if I can.
470
00:25:02,083 --> 00:25:03,376
You can.
471
00:25:03,460 --> 00:25:05,754
You need to just pace yourself
and power through at the end.
472
00:25:05,837 --> 00:25:06,880
But you can do it.
473
00:25:08,298 --> 00:25:09,758
Okay. Let's switch.
474
00:25:09,841 --> 00:25:10,675
-Yeah?
-Yeah.
475
00:25:10,759 --> 00:25:12,385
Yeah, I'll let my mom know. Good luck.
476
00:25:12,469 --> 00:25:13,303
You too.
477
00:25:19,893 --> 00:25:22,062
♪ I'm out at midnight… ♪
478
00:25:23,772 --> 00:25:26,399
-You sure you're ready for this?
-We're here, aren't we?
479
00:25:27,317 --> 00:25:29,528
♪ Another goodbye ♪
480
00:25:29,611 --> 00:25:31,279
♪ It's not over ♪
481
00:25:31,780 --> 00:25:33,156
♪ Not over ♪
482
00:25:35,116 --> 00:25:37,410
♪ Sitting at the window ♪
483
00:25:39,246 --> 00:25:40,956
♪ You know I follow ♪
484
00:25:43,083 --> 00:25:45,210
♪ As life goes shooting by ♪
485
00:25:45,293 --> 00:25:47,045
♪ Not over ♪
486
00:25:47,128 --> 00:25:48,713
♪ It's not over ♪
487
00:25:48,797 --> 00:25:51,007
♪ Come on home ♪
488
00:25:51,091 --> 00:25:54,678
♪ Oh, I'm waiting for you ♪
489
00:25:55,178 --> 00:25:58,932
♪ Thought that I knew how to let go ♪
490
00:25:59,015 --> 00:26:01,768
♪ All I needed was you ♪
491
00:26:01,851 --> 00:26:06,147
♪ All I, all I needed was you ♪
492
00:26:06,231 --> 00:26:07,482
Yes, that's right.
493
00:26:07,566 --> 00:26:10,777
Track, the newspaper, student council.
494
00:26:10,860 --> 00:26:13,613
I'm even launching a new community space
for the people of Silver Falls.
495
00:26:13,697 --> 00:26:17,576
Yes. I… I remember you mentioning
the community space at the dinner.
496
00:26:17,659 --> 00:26:20,287
I felt there was a real need
for a place for kids to go
497
00:26:20,370 --> 00:26:22,581
who might not have
anywhere else to decompress.
498
00:26:22,664 --> 00:26:25,333
Sometimes home can be complicated.
499
00:26:26,334 --> 00:26:27,794
It's impressive, Jackie.
500
00:26:28,878 --> 00:26:31,047
Now, you talked about home,
501
00:26:31,131 --> 00:26:36,886
and I hope it's okay, but Eliot shared
some of your experience. And…
502
00:26:37,887 --> 00:26:41,057
Please let me say,
I'm sorry for your loss.
503
00:26:42,017 --> 00:26:42,976
Thank you.
504
00:26:43,560 --> 00:26:48,440
I wanted to ask
if the… experience of losing your family
505
00:26:48,523 --> 00:26:51,901
was going to be the main focus
of your application essays.
506
00:26:53,320 --> 00:26:54,154
No.
507
00:26:55,780 --> 00:26:59,618
Because… I don't want
to be defined by what I've lost.
508
00:27:00,285 --> 00:27:03,622
I want to be defined by
how I continue to get up each day
509
00:27:03,705 --> 00:27:06,291
and not be bitter or resentful.
510
00:27:06,916 --> 00:27:10,337
I don't want to see the world
as a dark and a sad place.
511
00:27:10,837 --> 00:27:13,798
I want to see it… as hopeful.
512
00:27:17,594 --> 00:27:18,803
That's a great answer.
513
00:27:21,056 --> 00:27:22,057
Thank you.
514
00:27:26,269 --> 00:27:27,562
-Hey.
-Hey.
515
00:27:27,646 --> 00:27:29,230
That was amazing.
516
00:27:29,314 --> 00:27:31,441
You did great. I'm really proud of you.
517
00:27:31,524 --> 00:27:32,609
Thank you.
518
00:27:32,692 --> 00:27:36,196
Here. These are for you.
To fuel up for your next race.
519
00:27:36,279 --> 00:27:38,740
You are the sweetest.
You know that?
520
00:27:39,240 --> 00:27:43,995
I, uh… I didn't know you were doing
the 4x100. I thought that was Jackie's.
521
00:27:44,079 --> 00:27:45,080
It is Jackie's race.
522
00:27:45,163 --> 00:27:47,457
I'm just helping her out
'cause Cole broke up with her.
523
00:27:48,083 --> 00:27:48,917
What?
524
00:27:50,043 --> 00:27:51,252
Cole broke up with Jackie?
525
00:27:51,336 --> 00:27:53,004
Yeah, you didn't know that?
526
00:27:53,088 --> 00:27:54,172
No.
527
00:27:54,255 --> 00:27:56,966
She's hiding it,
but she's pretty upset.
528
00:27:57,467 --> 00:28:01,596
Yeah, that makes a lot of sense now.
He was off this morning. I…
529
00:28:02,097 --> 00:28:03,098
I should call him.
530
00:28:03,181 --> 00:28:05,141
You're worried about him?
531
00:28:06,101 --> 00:28:06,935
What do you mean?
532
00:28:07,018 --> 00:28:08,770
You always take his side.
533
00:28:09,437 --> 00:28:10,480
He's my twin.
534
00:28:10,563 --> 00:28:13,191
What, that just gives him,
like, an automatic pass?
535
00:28:13,274 --> 00:28:14,359
No.
536
00:28:14,943 --> 00:28:16,736
Look, I just… I don't get it.
537
00:28:17,529 --> 00:28:19,614
He's been trying so hard lately
to be a better person.
538
00:28:19,698 --> 00:28:20,824
Something must have happened.
539
00:28:20,907 --> 00:28:24,285
Yeah. Cole Walter happened.
He does this every time.
540
00:28:24,369 --> 00:28:26,913
Erin, look, you don't know him like I do.
541
00:28:26,996 --> 00:28:31,292
We were together for years,
so yeah, I think I do know him.
542
00:28:31,376 --> 00:28:34,671
But I can never mention that
because it upsets you.
543
00:28:37,298 --> 00:28:38,800
I need to head back out in the field.
544
00:28:38,883 --> 00:28:40,635
Hey, Erin, just wait.
545
00:28:43,263 --> 00:28:45,265
Look, okay, it does upset me. Yeah.
546
00:28:45,890 --> 00:28:49,018
It upsets me because you're the best thing
that's ever happened to me,
547
00:28:49,102 --> 00:28:52,689
and I… really hate
that he treated you badly.
548
00:28:53,481 --> 00:28:55,734
But he's like the closest family I have.
549
00:28:57,819 --> 00:28:59,028
I get it. But
550
00:29:00,572 --> 00:29:01,740
we did have a relationship,
551
00:29:01,823 --> 00:29:03,950
and I'm tired of pretending
like we didn't.
552
00:29:05,535 --> 00:29:06,494
Yeah, I know.
553
00:29:07,245 --> 00:29:08,371
I get it.
554
00:29:09,164 --> 00:29:10,206
And I'm sorry.
555
00:29:10,790 --> 00:29:12,751
You should be able
to talk about your past. I…
556
00:29:14,627 --> 00:29:16,671
I don't love
that you and Cole were together.
557
00:29:18,173 --> 00:29:19,090
But it's okay.
558
00:29:19,591 --> 00:29:21,342
Like, I'm… I'm over it.
559
00:29:21,426 --> 00:29:23,136
Look, you are my future.
560
00:29:24,345 --> 00:29:26,848
Nothing will get in the way of that, okay?
Not even Cole.
561
00:29:27,891 --> 00:29:28,725
Okay?
562
00:29:30,059 --> 00:29:31,019
Okay.
563
00:29:32,729 --> 00:29:33,646
Thank you.
564
00:29:45,116 --> 00:29:46,284
What's that for?
565
00:29:46,785 --> 00:29:48,161
Not that I'm complaining.
566
00:29:50,955 --> 00:29:51,956
Oh.
567
00:29:53,750 --> 00:29:54,667
You okay?
568
00:29:55,168 --> 00:29:56,336
Hannah's leaving.
569
00:29:56,920 --> 00:29:58,046
What?
570
00:29:58,129 --> 00:29:59,631
I caught her packing up her van
571
00:29:59,714 --> 00:30:01,341
and was gonna leave
without saying goodbye.
572
00:30:02,133 --> 00:30:03,551
-Where is she?
-No, honey, it's okay.
573
00:30:03,635 --> 00:30:06,387
-No, no, it's not okay.
-No, she's not gonna do that now.
574
00:30:06,471 --> 00:30:07,764
How could she even…
575
00:30:08,431 --> 00:30:09,307
After what…
576
00:30:09,974 --> 00:30:11,226
What is… what is she thinking?
577
00:30:11,309 --> 00:30:12,477
Listen, honey,
578
00:30:12,560 --> 00:30:15,563
you need to understand
that this morning with Isaac, it
579
00:30:16,940 --> 00:30:18,066
shook her.
580
00:30:19,484 --> 00:30:21,903
She doesn't think she can be the mother
that those boys need.
581
00:30:21,986 --> 00:30:23,071
Oh, really?
582
00:30:23,571 --> 00:30:25,740
She's not trying to hurt any of you.
583
00:30:25,824 --> 00:30:27,575
Well, she's doing a bang-up job of that.
584
00:30:27,659 --> 00:30:30,453
I really hoped
that when she came here this time
585
00:30:31,287 --> 00:30:32,705
that things would be different.
586
00:30:35,083 --> 00:30:36,668
But sometimes people's struggles
587
00:30:36,751 --> 00:30:39,587
or… demons
or whatever you want to call them,
588
00:30:39,671 --> 00:30:41,256
they're just bigger than they are.
589
00:30:42,382 --> 00:30:43,216
Yeah.
590
00:30:43,716 --> 00:30:46,219
I've been dealing with those struggles
and demons a long time.
591
00:30:47,679 --> 00:30:50,473
She shouldn't even have come back here
if she's going to pull this again.
592
00:30:52,225 --> 00:30:53,560
Listen.
593
00:30:56,271 --> 00:30:58,606
Isaac and Lee's home is with us now.
594
00:31:00,149 --> 00:31:03,152
It's going to devastate those boys
all over again.
595
00:31:03,236 --> 00:31:05,238
Which is why we need to support her
596
00:31:06,072 --> 00:31:07,657
in order to support them.
597
00:31:07,740 --> 00:31:11,578
They need to know that they will
always have a place here with us.
598
00:31:12,078 --> 00:31:13,538
She's making that really hard
599
00:31:14,330 --> 00:31:18,042
because I have been supporting
and looking after her her entire life.
600
00:31:19,419 --> 00:31:20,962
And you still are.
601
00:31:27,260 --> 00:31:28,386
I'm here. I'm here. I'm here.
602
00:31:28,469 --> 00:31:31,264
-I was starting to get worried.
-Sorry, Coach. I'm ready.
603
00:31:31,347 --> 00:31:32,223
Good.
604
00:31:33,808 --> 00:31:35,560
-How'd it go?
-She's gonna take me on.
605
00:31:35,643 --> 00:31:37,729
Jackie, that's amazing!
606
00:31:37,812 --> 00:31:40,899
So, listen,
the 4x800 is completely different, okay?
607
00:31:40,982 --> 00:31:42,525
Pace yourself. You're used to sprinting,
608
00:31:42,609 --> 00:31:45,403
but you gotta keep that kick
for the final 300, okay? You'll need it.
609
00:31:46,362 --> 00:31:47,196
Thanks.
610
00:31:47,697 --> 00:31:48,531
Anytime.
611
00:31:50,199 --> 00:31:53,995
Ready? On three. One, two, three.
612
00:31:54,078 --> 00:31:55,246
Bighorns!
613
00:32:01,419 --> 00:32:03,796
Well, we survived Devil's Peak.
614
00:32:05,173 --> 00:32:06,007
Yeah.
615
00:32:06,841 --> 00:32:08,509
Thanks for letting me tag along.
616
00:32:09,010 --> 00:32:11,137
I know it wasn't
what you were planning, but…
617
00:32:11,220 --> 00:32:12,805
I liked having you here.
618
00:32:13,890 --> 00:32:15,141
You know,
619
00:32:15,934 --> 00:32:19,270
I never thought
I'd get over you and Jackie, but…
620
00:32:21,189 --> 00:32:23,232
being out here with you today
621
00:32:24,150 --> 00:32:25,151
was good.
622
00:32:27,612 --> 00:32:28,488
Yeah.
623
00:32:30,448 --> 00:32:33,576
When I see you two together,
it makes sense, you know?
624
00:32:34,577 --> 00:32:39,374
I can see how happy you make each other.
And that's all I want… for both of you.
625
00:32:43,836 --> 00:32:45,672
I'm saying something nice here.
626
00:32:54,889 --> 00:32:56,557
We're not together anymore.
627
00:32:57,558 --> 00:32:59,227
What?
628
00:33:00,728 --> 00:33:02,063
I don't get it.
629
00:33:02,647 --> 00:33:03,731
We, um…
630
00:33:04,524 --> 00:33:05,566
we broke up.
631
00:33:05,650 --> 00:33:08,528
Jackie broke up with you?
632
00:33:09,862 --> 00:33:12,657
- You broke up with her?
- Look, it's not what you think.
633
00:33:12,740 --> 00:33:14,909
- Okay, it's… it's complicated and…
- Wait.
634
00:33:14,993 --> 00:33:17,662
You know you practically
ruined my life, right?
635
00:33:18,871 --> 00:33:21,666
When you decided
to go after my girlfriend.
636
00:33:23,584 --> 00:33:25,003
And I wanted to get over it
637
00:33:25,086 --> 00:33:27,213
because I could see
how she felt about you,
638
00:33:27,296 --> 00:33:31,259
so I tried, and I was dealing with it.
But now you broke up with her?
639
00:33:31,843 --> 00:33:34,554
What the hell is wrong with you?
Do you like hurting people?
640
00:33:34,637 --> 00:33:37,640
- I just… I don't want to talk about it.
- Yeah, well, I do.
641
00:33:38,516 --> 00:33:41,519
Every time I think
there's something… decent inside you,
642
00:33:41,602 --> 00:33:43,521
you do something like this.
643
00:33:43,604 --> 00:33:45,606
We've been together all day,
and you didn't tell me?
644
00:33:45,690 --> 00:33:47,150
I was trying to do the right thing.
645
00:33:47,817 --> 00:33:50,278
You were upset
about the rodeo stuff, and I…
646
00:33:51,946 --> 00:33:53,865
I don't want to talk about it, okay?
647
00:33:53,948 --> 00:33:56,701
What happens between me and Jackie
doesn't have anything to do with you.
648
00:33:56,784 --> 00:33:57,910
Yeah, the hell it doesn't.
649
00:33:57,994 --> 00:34:02,248
God, you're
the most pathetic, selfish, self-absorbed…
650
00:34:02,331 --> 00:34:05,251
You know, one day the world
isn't going to bend to you anymore.
651
00:34:05,752 --> 00:34:09,297
And you're going to end up alone
or on the streets or worse.
652
00:34:09,380 --> 00:34:12,341
And you know what? No one's going to care.
653
00:34:19,348 --> 00:34:23,686
♪ I spy with my little eye
My tall, dark, and handsome demise ♪
654
00:34:23,770 --> 00:34:25,938
♪ And you say
You're one of the good guys ♪
655
00:34:26,022 --> 00:34:28,191
♪ Yeah, right ♪
656
00:34:28,274 --> 00:34:30,151
♪ You light a match, then walk away ♪
657
00:34:30,234 --> 00:34:31,152
There. There she is!
658
00:34:31,778 --> 00:34:35,782
♪ Like you couldn't care less
Of the mess you make ♪
659
00:34:35,865 --> 00:34:37,325
♪ So wipe that… ♪
660
00:34:37,408 --> 00:34:38,868
Kick it, Jackie!
661
00:34:40,578 --> 00:34:42,121
♪ I know you act so cool… ♪
662
00:34:42,205 --> 00:34:44,123
-Go! Go!
-Go, Jackie!
663
00:34:44,207 --> 00:34:45,083
Go, Jackie!
664
00:34:45,166 --> 00:34:48,878
♪ You're 007, got a license to kill ♪
665
00:34:48,961 --> 00:34:53,925
♪ I bet you blow it all up
Just for the thrill, yeah♪
666
00:34:54,008 --> 00:34:56,177
♪ Your lips are a weapon… ♪
667
00:34:56,761 --> 00:34:57,595
Beautiful!
668
00:34:57,678 --> 00:34:59,680
♪ You say you won't break my heart ♪
669
00:34:59,764 --> 00:35:02,558
♪ But I know that you will ♪
670
00:35:02,642 --> 00:35:04,143
It's so awkward.
671
00:35:05,228 --> 00:35:06,896
-Save me a seat.
-You got it.
672
00:35:07,939 --> 00:35:11,484
Jackie, congratulations. You were amazing.
673
00:35:12,068 --> 00:35:13,236
Thanks, Ms. Jacobs.
674
00:35:13,903 --> 00:35:15,822
Um, I'm gonna give you two a minute.
675
00:35:19,742 --> 00:35:21,994
You kicked
some serious butt out there today.
676
00:35:22,829 --> 00:35:23,913
I'm proud of you.
677
00:35:25,039 --> 00:35:25,915
Thanks.
678
00:35:26,666 --> 00:35:29,752
Jackie, I wanted to apologize
for how I handled,
679
00:35:30,837 --> 00:35:31,671
well,
680
00:35:32,213 --> 00:35:33,172
a lot of things.
681
00:35:34,632 --> 00:35:36,259
Go on, I'm listening.
682
00:35:36,342 --> 00:35:37,802
You've always been such a great kid,
683
00:35:37,885 --> 00:35:41,264
and, of course,
you're allowed to make mistakes.
684
00:35:42,306 --> 00:35:46,227
I overreacted because the truth is
685
00:35:47,520 --> 00:35:48,646
I was scared.
686
00:35:49,981 --> 00:35:54,777
I was scared I'd let you,
let your mom, let your family down.
687
00:35:56,070 --> 00:35:58,197
You're all I have left. And… and I
688
00:35:59,657 --> 00:36:00,908
held on too tight.
689
00:36:04,162 --> 00:36:06,622
It was a lot easier being
cool Uncle Richard.
690
00:36:07,290 --> 00:36:10,168
You know, I… I don't know
if I'm cut out to be a parent,
691
00:36:10,251 --> 00:36:12,003
but… but I know I'm not your parent.
692
00:36:12,712 --> 00:36:14,964
And I'll try harder.
693
00:36:15,464 --> 00:36:16,382
Okay?
694
00:36:23,347 --> 00:36:24,724
Does this mean you forgive me?
695
00:36:28,811 --> 00:36:31,397
I know that you did what you did
because you love me,
696
00:36:31,480 --> 00:36:35,067
and… honestly,
it feels good to be loved right now.
697
00:36:37,278 --> 00:36:38,404
Hey, you okay?
698
00:36:39,780 --> 00:36:40,823
Yeah.
699
00:36:41,449 --> 00:36:42,283
Yeah.
700
00:36:43,576 --> 00:36:44,410
Okay.
701
00:36:45,912 --> 00:36:46,913
- Bye.
- Bye.
702
00:36:57,924 --> 00:36:59,675
They've been out there a long time.
703
00:37:01,010 --> 00:37:02,929
Well, there's a lot to say.
704
00:37:06,098 --> 00:37:07,183
How are you holding up?
705
00:37:09,435 --> 00:37:11,145
I wish things were different.
706
00:37:14,398 --> 00:37:17,109
But at the same time,
I guess our life without Lee and Isaac
707
00:37:17,193 --> 00:37:18,986
would probably be just as hard.
708
00:37:20,947 --> 00:37:22,114
You know, I was thinking,
709
00:37:23,032 --> 00:37:25,368
there's something
I'd really like to do for the boys.
710
00:37:29,121 --> 00:37:30,498
Thank you. Thank you.
711
00:37:31,249 --> 00:37:32,291
Thank you.
712
00:37:33,417 --> 00:37:35,253
All right. I think that that's…
713
00:37:35,753 --> 00:37:36,587
that's about it.
714
00:37:36,671 --> 00:37:38,798
Are you sure you've got
enough water and food?
715
00:37:38,881 --> 00:37:40,508
Do you think you might need anything else?
716
00:37:40,591 --> 00:37:42,802
No. No, I'm good. Thanks.
717
00:37:42,885 --> 00:37:44,762
Thanks, Katherine. Great.
718
00:37:45,429 --> 00:37:46,430
And…
719
00:37:50,726 --> 00:37:51,602
thank you.
720
00:37:53,813 --> 00:37:54,939
Just… you kn…
721
00:37:56,899 --> 00:37:57,900
Thank you.
722
00:37:59,235 --> 00:38:00,319
Anytime.
723
00:38:05,574 --> 00:38:06,909
-Okay.
-Hey.
724
00:38:09,370 --> 00:38:10,788
I need you to take care of yourself.
725
00:38:10,871 --> 00:38:12,206
I will.
726
00:38:16,002 --> 00:38:17,628
You take care of my boys.
727
00:38:18,212 --> 00:38:19,213
You know I will.
728
00:38:19,714 --> 00:38:20,798
I do.
729
00:38:22,049 --> 00:38:26,887
All right. Well, at least I finally
got to learn a little about football,
730
00:38:26,971 --> 00:38:29,181
so I know what the heck I'm watching
when George,
731
00:38:29,265 --> 00:38:31,350
he's gonna send me
some of your game videos.
732
00:38:31,434 --> 00:38:34,103
All you'll need to know
is I'll be killing it. That's it.
733
00:38:35,229 --> 00:38:36,355
I believe you.
734
00:38:38,232 --> 00:38:39,150
And you.
735
00:38:39,775 --> 00:38:42,194
I hope you know
how much I love you.
736
00:38:42,278 --> 00:38:43,362
I love you too, Mom.
737
00:38:46,157 --> 00:38:47,658
You two. Come here.
738
00:38:49,285 --> 00:38:50,411
Aw.
739
00:38:51,370 --> 00:38:54,832
Okay. And you. And you. And you.
740
00:38:56,667 --> 00:38:59,670
Okay. Here we go. Here we go. Here we go.
741
00:39:12,683 --> 00:39:14,310
Lee. Isaac.
742
00:39:15,311 --> 00:39:17,104
Something I want to show you guys.
743
00:39:18,397 --> 00:39:19,231
Come with me.
744
00:39:20,816 --> 00:39:21,650
Mount up.
745
00:39:22,443 --> 00:39:23,778
- Can I drive?
- No.
746
00:39:23,861 --> 00:39:25,363
Heck no, you can't drive.
747
00:39:29,784 --> 00:39:31,035
All right. Come on.
748
00:39:38,709 --> 00:39:39,585
Okay.
749
00:39:41,295 --> 00:39:44,090
You can see the entire ranch
750
00:39:44,173 --> 00:39:45,716
from this spot right here.
751
00:39:46,467 --> 00:39:48,386
You know, your mom and I's grandfather,
752
00:39:49,303 --> 00:39:51,472
he gave her that parcel of land
right down there.
753
00:39:51,972 --> 00:39:52,890
Hmm.
754
00:39:54,934 --> 00:39:56,727
And I'm giving this one to the two of you.
755
00:39:56,811 --> 00:39:57,978
-What?
-What?
756
00:40:01,649 --> 00:40:02,817
This is your home.
757
00:40:04,485 --> 00:40:06,487
Nothing can ever take that away.
758
00:40:09,657 --> 00:40:11,325
Thanks, Uncle George.
759
00:40:11,409 --> 00:40:12,535
Oh wow.
760
00:40:16,664 --> 00:40:18,833
Hey! How was Devil's Peak?
761
00:40:20,501 --> 00:40:22,420
-What's wrong?
-Ask him.
762
00:40:25,131 --> 00:40:26,173
What happened?
763
00:40:27,800 --> 00:40:30,511
Mom, I think I need to go.
764
00:40:31,345 --> 00:40:32,847
I'm gonna stay at Dylan's for a bit.
765
00:40:33,597 --> 00:40:34,432
What?
766
00:40:35,015 --> 00:40:36,892
Why? Cole…
767
00:40:37,518 --> 00:40:38,519
Look at me.
768
00:40:42,815 --> 00:40:44,358
It'd be better for everyone if I…
769
00:40:45,067 --> 00:40:46,152
if I just left.
770
00:40:58,205 --> 00:41:00,708
♪ Brand-new apartment ♪
771
00:41:00,791 --> 00:41:03,210
♪ We sat on the floor ♪
772
00:41:03,711 --> 00:41:09,049
♪ A blow-up mattress
And some plastic forks♪
773
00:41:09,717 --> 00:41:11,886
♪ Clothes on the counter… ♪
774
00:41:11,969 --> 00:41:13,512
How was your track meet?
775
00:41:14,096 --> 00:41:17,933
No. You don't get to casually ask me
about my life anymore.
776
00:41:18,017 --> 00:41:20,060
♪ Never been so… ♪
777
00:41:20,144 --> 00:41:22,438
I'm gonna stay at Dylan's for a while.
778
00:41:23,189 --> 00:41:24,398
Give you some space.
779
00:41:24,899 --> 00:41:27,443
I never said
that I needed space from you.
780
00:41:27,526 --> 00:41:28,903
It was the other way around.
781
00:41:28,986 --> 00:41:32,031
♪ We can't imagine yet… ♪
782
00:41:32,114 --> 00:41:35,910
I got in… to… to UT.
783
00:41:35,993 --> 00:41:40,664
♪ Yours is the face I could never forget ♪
784
00:41:40,748 --> 00:41:42,291
Congratulations.
785
00:41:45,085 --> 00:41:51,133
♪ But suddenly nothing
Is the way that it was ♪
786
00:41:51,217 --> 00:41:56,722
♪ Is this what it feels like
To love someone? ♪
787
00:41:56,805 --> 00:41:59,600
♪ Don't know what you had ♪
788
00:41:59,683 --> 00:42:02,561
♪ Until it's gone ♪
789
00:42:02,645 --> 00:42:08,734
♪ Is this what it feels like
To love someone? ♪
790
00:42:08,817 --> 00:42:11,654
♪ Love someone ♪
791
00:42:11,737 --> 00:42:15,324
♪ Love someone ♪
792
00:42:20,204 --> 00:42:26,126
♪ And suddenly nothing
Is the way that it was ♪
793
00:42:26,210 --> 00:42:31,382
♪ Is this what it feels like
To love someone? ♪
794
00:42:31,966 --> 00:42:34,885
♪ Don't know what you had ♪
795
00:42:34,969 --> 00:42:37,680
♪ Until it's gone ♪
796
00:42:37,763 --> 00:42:43,602
♪ Is this what it feels like
To love someone? ♪
797
00:42:43,686 --> 00:42:46,939
♪ Love someone ♪
798
00:42:47,022 --> 00:42:49,275
♪ Love someone ♪
799
00:42:49,358 --> 00:42:51,944
♪ Maybe sweet, maybe strange ♪
800
00:42:52,027 --> 00:42:55,281
♪ Maybe pain's the price you pay ♪
801
00:42:55,364 --> 00:42:58,117
♪ To love someone ♪
802
00:42:58,200 --> 00:43:04,790
♪ To love someone ♪