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I'm Etsuko Shiomi.

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I'm finally an office lady.

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Some people look at me now

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and need to make jokes.

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More ón that later.

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Mr. Toyama's invite has
brought me back on stage

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I'm quite-nervous.

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Northern Poets is
a fantastic name.

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It' came about from-our
use oflthe North Hall.

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It's beautiful.

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I'd like to share my-own
heartfelt words in poem

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But my absence has
given me writer's block.

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So I'll share an older poem
of mine entitled, "Question.'

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This highly praised poem garnered
me various invites during high school.

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The poem-uplifted_me,

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but also startedto
bring me-sorrow..

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I_don't-intend to
drag you down

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ShallI begin?

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Question.

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If everyone in the world
would answer one question,

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what would you ask?

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What do you do
when love sours?

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What do you do when
you are longing for death?

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How do you make
unreasonable choices?

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Why are you alive?

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Why shouldn't you murder?

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What is justice?

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What color is love?

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What is real kindness?

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Where do you come and go?

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What's your first memory?

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Can you tell me the
miracles you've seen?

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Can you tell me
what you're worth?

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Am I cool?

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Do you like me?

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What do you think of me?

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Can you love me more?

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This is like a question, but it's not.

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No requests.

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Therefore,

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are you not in fact me?

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Am I not you?

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No, I am not.

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Well who are you?

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I am you to you.

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Why so definitive?

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Our bodies are obviously split.

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Why not hold my hand?

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We will separate.

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Why not have sex?

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That's the same.

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Can we connect not physically?

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I withhold.

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Why did you withhold?

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I'm more than my body.

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In what way?

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I can't say.

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Don't you know?

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Not precisely.

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There are things
you don't know?

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Of course.

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There is much I don't.

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Then...

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I'm just like you.

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Then...

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a little of you may be me.

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What's the next question?

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Mamoru Noguchi.

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I usually work at
a baking factory.

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My poems don't articulate that.

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I'll start.

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Fireworks.

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I have no words
to approach you.

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My soul fades like
fireworks into the night.

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Each time my words
do not soar in you,

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my soul-fades even further.

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Words are-tumbling everywhere.

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At a late-night diner.

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At a sleepy train station.

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Up in the blue sky.

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By a light pole soaked in dog urine.

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My unignitable words are
oxidized by the surrounding sky.

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Oxidized words tumble
down to the ground.

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I blame you for not igniting.

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I bathe you in my cold words.

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I hate my words
extinguishing you.

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I refuse your warmth.

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ignore your words.

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My words piled on the ground
are ignited by your sparkler.

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Unlike beautiful fireworks,
blue, red, and gold in color,

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it was like an initial explosion.

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The explosion was small,

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yet it still resonates in my body.

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My soul is suddenly ignited.

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This way

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Coffee.

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Latte.
Thank you.

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That's everything.

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Make sure.

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It's fine.

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Here's yours.

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I think that's everything.

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A dryer, underwear, pajamas,
better not check here.

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IHoaned you this?

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Sorry for stuff like this
Better Explanations" book.

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I kinda see now.

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I'm shocked.

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I know.

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You've never been this
decisive in the past.

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Maybe.

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You were different in Thailand.

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Sorry

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But...

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You know...

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There's something I don't get.

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Why so sudden?

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It hasn't really sunken in.

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I treated you well.

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Didn't I?

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You were kind.

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Okay.

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Good.

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I'm still wondering why.

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It's not your fault.

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My fault..

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Don't say that.

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Can you change that fast?

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Are you a different person now?

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Our relationship has changed.

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That's quite stubborn.

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Couldn't we just take a break?

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My mind's made up.

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Hold on.

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That's one-sided.

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Do you get to decide everything?

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No second chance?

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I'm not good with words.

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I like that about you.

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I know I speak too frankly,

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even though I shouldn't.

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Ipreferred touching you.

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Oh...

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It was wrong of me.

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I'm sorry.

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That doesn't mean you're wrong

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I can't explain.

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- I'm sorry.
- I love you

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I thought with you,

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we could grow old and
still be happy together.

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Can't we?

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Why not?

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I don't get it.

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Tell me.

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Because of America?

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I'm going next year.
That's not it!

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At least give me some kind
of advice for the future.

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Is there someone else?

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No.

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That feels...

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like you're blaming
me as a person.

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Blame...

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You're not?

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You don't seem to
hate me right now.

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Because I don't.

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Well, then.

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guess you just don't
love me anymore.

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That's a bit rough.

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And sudden.

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It's not sudden.

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Things may seem like
they're black or white,

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but for me, there were
shades of gray.

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Oh

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You're saying I didn't notice?

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You didn't.

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I didn't?

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Quit being condescending

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That's selfish.

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I'm gonna go.

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Finish your latte.

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I'm leaving

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Can I still call you?

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Sure,

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but I may not answer.

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Right...

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Don't feel bad if I don't.

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Bye.

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Mamoru.

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Usually late Sis?

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I was getting flowers.

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Sorry.

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It's okay, Dad'll like these.

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Zoshigaya Cemetery
is big for Tokyo.

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Almost there.

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Do you read Soseki?

195
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Is it the gigantic one?

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That's Soseki's grave.

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Have you read him?

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The last half of "Kokoro."

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Why?

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My textbook had it.

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"Sanshiro" is good.

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Mineko's the protagonist.

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The novel shows that men
have never understood women.

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Why would I enjoy that?

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- You came.
- Absolutely.

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You came too.

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I guess.

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I'm his sister Yukie Noguchi.

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Hello.

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This is Kayoko Kanamori.

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Call me Kayoko.

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You came to visit our Dad's grave?

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Yes.

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The same flowers..

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You didn't tell her

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Why didn't you?

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It's family stuff.

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How old's your Mom?

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She's young

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Too old to be pregnant.

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Not that old.

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I laughed when she
called us to the table

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and told us, "I'm pregnant."

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My legs shook in shock.

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I couldn't talk.

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Ifound out how that feels.

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She was embarrassed,
saying she's gonna have it.

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That's cute.

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It was crazy.

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I was thrilled.

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He's asking what the guy thinks,

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like he's her father.

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He would.

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It's important.

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Dad's been dead 6 years.

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We knew when Mom dated,
it'd be weird if she didn't.

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It was great.

238
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But this is too fast.

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That's love.

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It is.

241
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That's impossible.

242
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She told us about birth control
when I first started dating.

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How old were you?

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9th grade.

245
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Oh, wow...

246
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Even then, it's still too late.

247
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Most Moms worry about
9th graders' entrance exams.

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Dad dying was the
hardest time for her.

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You never told me.

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I'm why my Mom had
a shotgun wedding.

251
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We're actually not
related by blood.

252
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I know, I heard.

253
00:18:08,921 --> 00:18:15,177
Well, she didn't want
it happening to me.

254
00:18:15,261 --> 00:18:21,517
I used to worry that I was
some kind of big mistake.

255
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What'd I do in 20 years if I
did the same thing as her?

256
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Sorry about your flowers.

257
00:18:31,944 --> 00:18:33,696
We didn't waste it.

258
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Soseki's probably turning
in his grave happily.

259
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Soseki in the grass fits.

260
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Because he wrote
"The Grass Pillow?"

261
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Exactly.

262
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Dating him's gotta be boring.

263
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I wouldn't know yet.

264
00:19:00,640 --> 00:19:03,225
Nice flirty eyes.

265
00:19:03,643 --> 00:19:05,061
How long?

266
00:19:05,311 --> 00:19:06,729
You are dating?

267
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A month.

268
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I had no idea.

269
00:19:11,817 --> 00:19:13,736
You guys are cute.

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Such aura.

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I'm glad.

272
00:19:19,992 --> 00:19:23,579
How'd you meet if we're
in the same college?

273
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I've known him.

274
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You're younger?

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5 years

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1 older than me.

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Can I get class notes?

278
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You're literature?

279
00:19:34,340 --> 00:19:37,343
Whatever I have,
but I'm economics.

280
00:19:37,677 --> 00:19:41,347
Yukie's dating a
younger student.

281
00:19:41,514 --> 00:19:45,017
Why're you spouting old news?

282
00:19:45,351 --> 00:19:47,353
Again.
I'm single.

283
00:19:47,853 --> 00:19:50,356
You're like an older sister.

284
00:19:50,856 --> 00:19:57,780
I was an only child until
his Dad married my Mom.

285
00:19:57,863 --> 00:20:00,282
He's like the older brother.

286
00:20:01,867 --> 00:20:04,704
You guys are so close.

287
00:20:06,205 --> 00:20:07,456
I'm jealous.

288
00:20:07,873 --> 00:20:12,044
He was so dark at first,
I've put in a lot of work.

289
00:20:12,878 --> 00:20:17,717
I strived to make sure
the house stayed bright.

290
00:20:21,721 --> 00:20:23,389
You're an only child?

291
00:20:25,057 --> 00:20:26,976
Hometown?
Kobe.

292
00:20:27,893 --> 00:20:29,729
You don't have an accent.

293
00:20:29,729 --> 00:20:31,397
It's been 3 years.

294
00:20:35,735 --> 00:20:36,986
Ah, Shin!

295
00:20:37,069 --> 00:20:39,405
Why's Shinnosuke calling you?

296
00:20:39,905 --> 00:20:42,825
Because I called him.

297
00:20:45,578 --> 00:20:46,495
She's cute.

298
00:20:47,747 --> 00:20:48,748
She's nice

299
00:20:50,082 --> 00:20:52,334
She's a bit slutty though.

300
00:20:52,752 --> 00:20:54,003
You're awful.

301
00:20:55,588 --> 00:20:57,840
So, you went to college with her?

302
00:20:58,924 --> 00:21:00,092
You never asked.

303
00:21:01,260 --> 00:21:03,929
I wouldn't have figured it out.

304
00:21:04,764 --> 00:21:06,849
Should we tell her about us?

305
00:21:07,600 --> 00:21:09,018
It's a pain.

306
00:21:09,435 --> 00:21:12,354
Everything's a pain.

307
00:21:12,772 --> 00:21:15,107
Imissed my chance

308
00:21:15,775 --> 00:21:18,194
Shin's gonna come by.

309
00:21:19,278 --> 00:21:21,530
He's Mamoru's roommate.

310
00:21:21,614 --> 00:21:22,615
Shin?

311
00:21:22,782 --> 00:21:25,117
We were postmates.

312
00:21:25,451 --> 00:21:26,702
Postmates?

313
00:21:27,119 --> 00:21:28,704
Post office job.

314
00:21:30,122 --> 00:21:32,208
Don't get involved with him.

315
00:21:32,291 --> 00:21:33,459
What does that mean?

316
00:21:34,627 --> 00:21:36,212
What's going on?

317
00:21:37,463 --> 00:21:39,298
Anniversary of Dad's death.

318
00:21:39,965 --> 00:21:42,384
I don't know what to say..

319
00:21:43,135 --> 00:21:44,804
But it's fine.

320
00:21:49,642 --> 00:21:52,061
This is Kayoko, Shin.

321
00:21:52,144 --> 00:21:53,646
I'm Shinnosuke.

322
00:21:53,979 --> 00:21:55,314
Kayoko.

323
00:21:55,481 --> 00:21:56,732
I work at the post office.

324
00:21:57,316 --> 00:22:00,820
I'm a year ahead of
Yukie at our college.

325
00:22:01,320 --> 00:22:02,404
Acquaintances?

326
00:22:02,655 --> 00:22:04,156
Coincidence.

327
00:22:04,323 --> 00:22:07,576
Have you been to Mamoru's place?

328
00:22:07,827 --> 00:22:09,495
- No.
-Let's go.

329
00:22:09,662 --> 00:22:11,580
A 10 minute walk.

330
00:22:11,831 --> 00:22:13,082
Is it okay?

331
00:22:15,501 --> 00:22:16,669
Then, let's go.

332
00:22:19,338 --> 00:22:21,507
I'lI go clean up.

333
00:22:30,516 --> 00:22:31,934
Weird.

334
00:22:32,351 --> 00:22:33,936
Is he hiding something?

335
00:22:35,020 --> 00:22:35,938
Probably.

336
00:22:36,021 --> 00:22:39,024
Lie rather than agree!

337
00:22:39,191 --> 00:22:41,110
They're a new couple.

338
00:22:41,694 --> 00:22:43,612
I had no idea.

339
00:22:43,863 --> 00:22:46,949
I don't know much
about his love life.

340
00:22:47,700 --> 00:22:48,951
Never came up?

341
00:22:49,034 --> 00:22:51,287
Sometimes mine does.

342
00:22:52,371 --> 00:22:56,458
He was single for a while
as far asI know.

343
00:22:57,376 --> 00:22:58,878
You've got someone?

344
00:22:59,545 --> 00:23:01,297
Enough about me.

345
00:23:01,547 --> 00:23:05,050
If I ask about Mamoru,
I'll step on a landmine.

346
00:23:05,050 --> 00:23:06,802
Then step.
- Really?

347
00:23:06,886 --> 00:23:09,305
So what's Mamoru like?

348
00:23:13,058 --> 00:23:13,893
Asking me?

349
00:23:13,893 --> 00:23:15,895
don't know him well.

350
00:23:16,395 --> 00:23:18,981
I don't really either.

351
00:23:19,565 --> 00:23:21,150
He's a serious guy

352
00:23:22,568 --> 00:23:24,653
He struggles sometimes.

353
00:23:25,404 --> 00:23:28,991
He should let things
go but he can't.

354
00:23:29,742 --> 00:23:32,661
If you know that,
you will be fine.

355
00:23:33,245 --> 00:23:35,164
He's really a good guy.

356
00:23:36,081 --> 00:23:40,002
He can be a pain,
but he's all right.

357
00:23:40,920 --> 00:23:43,839
I'm glad, but I knew that already.

358
00:23:44,089 --> 00:23:45,007
You knew?

359
00:23:45,424 --> 00:23:46,675
You would.

360
00:23:47,092 --> 00:23:49,678
You wanted something new?

361
00:23:49,762 --> 00:23:52,514
I didn't expect much.

362
00:23:53,098 --> 00:23:55,851
Here's a secret you don't know.

363
00:23:57,269 --> 00:23:59,521
He's a poet.

364
00:24:16,288 --> 00:24:17,957
The Darjeeling's a pot?

365
00:24:18,123 --> 00:24:19,708
Yes.

366
00:24:19,959 --> 00:24:21,293
Darjeeling for me.

367
00:24:21,794 --> 00:24:22,711
I'll have.

368
00:24:22,795 --> 00:24:23,879
hot chocolate.

369
00:24:23,963 --> 00:24:25,047
Thanks.

370
00:24:46,652 --> 00:24:47,903
You don't like it?

371
00:24:48,821 --> 00:24:50,239
Talking about Mamoru.

372
00:24:50,322 --> 00:24:51,907
Do I seem that way.

373
00:24:51,991 --> 00:24:55,077
Your face says it's
not working out.

374
00:24:55,661 --> 00:24:57,579
I don't see him much.

375
00:24:57,663 --> 00:24:59,748
What an ass.

376
00:25:00,165 --> 00:25:03,419
I don't contact
him much either.

377
00:25:03,669 --> 00:25:06,422
You're both even-keeled.

378
00:25:07,006 --> 00:25:08,924
The spark's still there.

379
00:25:09,675 --> 00:25:10,426
Sweet.

380
00:25:11,010 --> 00:25:13,595
I'm out job hunting too.

381
00:25:14,179 --> 00:25:15,264
Lonely?

382
00:25:15,681 --> 00:25:17,099
I enjoy being alone.

383
00:25:19,852 --> 00:25:22,271
I'm not not lonely.

384
00:25:24,023 --> 00:25:27,609
You wanna go hear
Mamoru's poetry?

385
00:25:27,860 --> 00:25:29,778
He'd turn so red.

386
00:25:29,862 --> 00:25:32,614
You too.
Did he invite you?

387
00:25:32,698 --> 00:25:34,783
Nah, he's too bashful

388
00:25:36,869 --> 00:25:40,122
Next Sunday at the North Hall.

389
00:25:40,706 --> 00:25:42,958
- He invited you?
- No, Shin did.

390
00:25:43,042 --> 00:25:43,959
Flirting?

391
00:25:44,209 --> 00:25:46,545
He's mature and easy-going.

392
00:25:46,712 --> 00:25:49,131
He seems that way.

393
00:25:49,548 --> 00:25:51,800
I don't have many friends.

394
00:25:52,051 --> 00:25:52,968
Really?

395
00:25:53,052 --> 00:25:54,636
Especially girls.

396
00:25:54,887 --> 00:25:55,721
Oh.

397
00:25:56,388 --> 00:25:58,974
I've done some things.

398
00:26:01,560 --> 00:26:04,646
You're my first girl
friend in a while.

399
00:26:04,730 --> 00:26:06,482
I'm glad.

400
00:26:06,899 --> 00:26:13,489
I hope we'll be friends
even if you break up.

401
00:26:14,239 --> 00:26:15,324
f course.

402
00:26:17,910 --> 00:26:19,161
I'm so happy.

403
00:26:21,246 --> 00:26:27,920
Shin's also an older guy friend
but he's the first in a long while.

404
00:26:28,337 --> 00:26:32,174
As usual though,
he's a friend of Mamoru'sS...

405
00:26:32,508 --> 00:26:34,510
You and Mamoru are close.

406
00:26:34,676 --> 00:26:41,350
Well, we met when I was in
5th grade and he was in 10th.

407
00:26:42,351 --> 00:26:45,854
I'm the one who made the effort.

408
00:26:46,188 --> 00:26:49,024
We've gotten along since then.

409
00:26:50,192 --> 00:26:50,442
So

410
00:26:52,611 --> 00:26:55,030
what'd you think of Shin?

411
00:26:55,114 --> 00:26:56,532
What'd I think?

412
00:26:56,782 --> 00:26:59,868
I trust your intuition.

413
00:27:00,119 --> 00:27:03,205
He's nice and a good listener.

414
00:27:06,291 --> 00:27:08,210
Yukie.

415
00:27:08,627 --> 00:27:11,046
You really like him.

416
00:27:11,130 --> 00:27:13,215
You think so?
- I do.

417
00:27:14,133 --> 00:27:16,385
I guess I do like him.

418
00:27:16,635 --> 00:27:17,886
You do.

419
00:27:18,804 --> 00:27:22,724
It's a problem if I do.

420
00:27:23,142 --> 00:27:23,725
Why?

421
00:27:23,976 --> 00:27:25,227
I've told him.

422
00:27:25,310 --> 00:27:26,895
About your ex's?

423
00:27:26,979 --> 00:27:34,570
I didn't mention all of them,
but he may think I'm really easy.

424
00:27:35,821 --> 00:27:41,577
You can be great
friends and awful lovers.

425
00:27:41,660 --> 00:27:43,078
Really?

426
00:27:43,328 --> 00:27:47,916
I was once full of myself
crashing into cliques.

427
00:27:48,000 --> 00:27:49,251
It happens.

428
00:27:50,169 --> 00:27:54,756
You know how it goes
keeping the peace.

429
00:27:54,840 --> 00:27:57,926
I have an idea.

430
00:27:58,343 --> 00:28:02,931
Thinking back on it,
I've always been this way

431
00:28:03,515 --> 00:28:07,936
I can never tell the difference
between friends and lovers?

432
00:28:09,354 --> 00:28:13,442
There were times
when I just did it.

433
00:28:14,026 --> 00:28:16,278
I learned a thing or two.

434
00:28:16,361 --> 00:28:17,446
Yeah.

435
00:28:18,530 --> 00:28:20,949
But I can't this time.

436
00:28:21,033 --> 00:28:22,784
Better to wait.

437
00:28:23,368 --> 00:28:25,287
Yeah, you're right.

438
00:28:26,205 --> 00:28:28,624
What am I supposed to do?

439
00:28:28,707 --> 00:28:30,125
Hmm...

440
00:28:31,210 --> 00:28:32,794
What do you think?

441
00:28:32,878 --> 00:28:35,297
Ask him on a date.

442
00:28:35,547 --> 00:28:37,633
We've gone out 6 or 7 times.

443
00:28:37,716 --> 00:28:44,306
We've gone different places
something should've happened.

444
00:28:45,724 --> 00:28:47,976
I can't make the move.

445
00:28:48,227 --> 00:28:48,977
Why?

446
00:28:49,728 --> 00:28:58,654
I wouldn't be comfortable together
if I really told him how I feel now.

447
00:28:59,905 --> 00:29:02,324
Shin's not like that,

448
00:29:02,741 --> 00:29:07,329
but I don't want to seem easy.

449
00:29:07,746 --> 00:29:10,165
I'd hate ending that way.

450
00:29:10,415 --> 00:29:12,167
You want his love.

451
00:29:13,418 --> 00:29:15,504
- Yeah.
- I know.

452
00:29:15,754 --> 00:29:17,005
Greedy.

453
00:29:17,256 --> 00:29:19,508
- Really?
- Sure.

454
00:29:20,592 --> 00:29:21,510
You're right.

455
00:29:21,593 --> 00:29:25,180
Can I give advice
as an older woman?

456
00:29:25,931 --> 00:29:27,015
Please!

457
00:29:27,099 --> 00:29:30,018
I don't have much experience.

458
00:29:30,769 --> 00:29:34,523
When I like a guy
I get them to like me.

459
00:29:34,606 --> 00:29:36,525
You're amazing.

460
00:29:36,775 --> 00:29:38,026
There's a trick.

461
00:29:38,110 --> 00:29:39,027
What?

462
00:29:39,111 --> 00:29:40,362
Jealousy.

463
00:29:40,779 --> 00:29:41,863
Jealousy?

464
00:29:41,947 --> 00:29:47,035
They've gotta feel like what
happened, she liked me so much.

465
00:29:47,452 --> 00:29:51,540
The feeling at the moment
their passion ignites.

466
00:29:51,623 --> 00:29:54,209
So like coupling arms with

467
00:29:54,293 --> 00:29:55,210
another guy?

468
00:29:55,294 --> 00:29:58,213
Not that aggressive.

469
00:29:58,463 --> 00:30:02,384
Some people get the
wrong idea about me.

470
00:30:02,968 --> 00:30:08,557
The important thing is to show
him that he's your favorite.

471
00:30:10,142 --> 00:30:13,895
But you said you've
done that already.

472
00:30:15,814 --> 00:30:19,067
Time to use some jealousy

473
00:30:20,152 --> 00:30:21,903
You're so sneaky.

474
00:30:22,321 --> 00:30:28,744
I just noticed how passionate
things got in the relationship.

475
00:30:29,494 --> 00:30:31,580
I couldn't have planned it.

476
00:30:31,830 --> 00:30:34,583
Was it my brother?

477
00:30:34,666 --> 00:30:36,918
No, before him.

478
00:30:37,002 --> 00:30:38,587
I stole him too.

479
00:30:38,670 --> 00:30:42,758
Wait, wait, hold on.

480
00:30:44,176 --> 00:30:47,596
Hold on, but, but..

481
00:30:47,679 --> 00:30:50,265
Would Shin think I'm easy?

482
00:30:50,349 --> 00:30:56,271
Just act like you're friends,
but flirt with him a little.

483
00:30:56,355 --> 00:30:59,441
Absolutely amazing.

484
00:31:00,359 --> 00:31:01,777
Could I do it?

485
00:31:02,027 --> 00:31:04,112
You can and will.

486
00:31:05,030 --> 00:31:05,947
Maybe.

487
00:31:06,198 --> 00:31:08,283
The moment of truth.

488
00:31:08,700 --> 00:31:10,118
Sunday?

489
00:31:43,068 --> 00:31:43,819
Hello.

490
00:31:43,902 --> 00:31:44,820
I'm Etsuko.

491
00:31:45,237 --> 00:31:48,657
Some people may
think I'm Etsuo.

492
00:31:49,241 --> 00:31:50,992
It's a terrible name.

493
00:31:51,243 --> 00:31:53,328
It means "happy man".

494
00:31:54,246 --> 00:31:56,331
Just awful.

495
00:31:56,415 --> 00:31:59,334
I officially changed my name.

496
00:31:59,918 --> 00:32:02,337
It was a hard decision.

497
00:32:03,255 --> 00:32:10,345
I already had a pen name
which I could've just used.

498
00:32:11,096 --> 00:32:12,848
My parents named me.

499
00:32:12,931 --> 00:32:17,853
Did I need another one
after changing my body?

500
00:32:18,937 --> 00:32:21,523
Isn't it just a label?

501
00:32:21,940 --> 00:32:26,695
I believed an orange
could be a tangerine.

502
00:32:27,279 --> 00:32:30,699
Regardless of whether
we think it's an orange,

503
00:32:30,782 --> 00:32:34,870
people buy tangerines
displayed as tangerines.

504
00:32:35,787 --> 00:32:40,375
Which is very sad even
though it's not intended.

505
00:32:40,625 --> 00:32:42,544
But it didn't fit me,

506
00:32:43,462 --> 00:32:45,213
So I changed my name

507
00:32:46,631 --> 00:32:51,219
I've recently written
something new.

508
00:32:52,471 --> 00:32:55,557
I'll read that poem today.

509
00:32:57,642 --> 00:32:58,560
I'll start.

510
00:33:07,319 --> 00:33:09,237
The Rational Soul

511
00:33:13,158 --> 00:33:16,912
The sea of the soul
is forever lonely.

512
00:33:18,330 --> 00:33:21,917
Loneliness is the
nature of the soul.

513
00:33:24,669 --> 00:33:28,590
Even though the soul
despises loneliness,

514
00:33:31,009 --> 00:33:36,431
a single sea of the soul is
a star of absolute loneliness.

515
00:33:39,684 --> 00:33:44,940
The soul becomes a tiny
vessel without any reason.

516
00:33:47,025 --> 00:33:53,114
In the smallest form it has been,
the soul weeps with all its strength.

517
00:33:57,702 --> 00:34:01,122
The soul later comes to know

518
00:34:03,375 --> 00:34:05,961
this vessel is named a body.

519
00:34:08,046 --> 00:34:12,133
The soul still unsure
of its own name,

520
00:34:15,387 --> 00:34:16,972
it then thinks,

521
00:34:18,390 --> 00:34:22,143
I've lost my only security.

522
00:34:23,395 --> 00:34:26,481
Whose hand filled the vessel?

523
00:34:30,735 --> 00:34:34,489
The soul feels trapped by the body

524
00:34:36,074 --> 00:34:39,828
because a lonely soul is always free.

525
00:34:42,581 --> 00:34:46,835
The body resents a selfish soul.

526
00:34:48,420 --> 00:34:49,671
However,

527
00:34:51,089 --> 00:34:56,344
the two become connected,
sharing the knowledge of pain.

528
00:34:58,096 --> 00:35:00,849
The soul is terrified,

529
00:35:03,602 --> 00:35:07,022
remembering the
pain of separation.

530
00:35:09,941 --> 00:35:15,363
The soul desires escape from
the body yet also wants to stay.

531
00:35:19,784 --> 00:35:24,372
The soul changes the
moment it knows love.

532
00:35:26,958 --> 00:35:31,212
Love is the soul trying
to jump out of the body.

533
00:35:35,133 --> 00:35:36,885
This resembles death,

534
00:35:39,638 --> 00:35:42,057
a longing for another's touch,

535
00:35:43,308 --> 00:35:45,226
wanting again to unite.

536
00:35:46,645 --> 00:35:49,230
For a soul with these desires,

537
00:35:50,815 --> 00:35:55,570
wanting to love and wanting
to be loved are the same.

538
00:35:57,656 --> 00:35:58,740
However,

539
00:36:01,326 --> 00:36:04,913
dragging a soul
out of another body

540
00:36:06,998 --> 00:36:09,084
resembles violence.

541
00:36:12,504 --> 00:36:17,092
Love makes the soul
and body compromise,

542
00:36:18,843 --> 00:36:22,263
allowing the body to
touch another body.

543
00:36:22,681 --> 00:36:27,769
The interaction equal because
body and soul are connected.

544
00:36:28,186 --> 00:36:30,271
Gently trace the skin.

545
00:36:31,356 --> 00:36:33,441
Play together with fingers.

546
00:36:37,028 --> 00:36:41,449
Thinking deeper,
love uses words.

547
00:36:43,034 --> 00:36:46,955
Words are the hands
that can touch the soul.

548
00:36:49,374 --> 00:36:51,960
When words fondle the soul,

549
00:36:53,044 --> 00:36:56,297
the soul reaches sweet climax.

550
00:36:59,551 --> 00:37:02,804
Promises most likely are

551
00:37:04,556 --> 00:37:07,809
several souls connected by words.

552
00:37:11,563 --> 00:37:12,313
However,

553
00:37:13,732 --> 00:37:18,987
souls are extremely fragile,
and words are very harsh.

554
00:37:20,739 --> 00:37:23,825
Eventually there is violence,

555
00:37:25,410 --> 00:37:27,829
like vaginas and penises.

556
00:37:31,750 --> 00:37:33,835
A smile is necessary.

557
00:37:35,754 --> 00:37:38,173
Slightly curling the mouth

558
00:37:39,591 --> 00:37:44,846
to express unintrusive
friendship and bliss.

559
00:37:48,933 --> 00:37:53,521
The soul finally decides to
borrow the body's strength.

560
00:37:56,441 --> 00:38:01,196
The soul smiles and
approaches the body.

561
00:38:04,115 --> 00:38:10,371
The smile returned
by the body is so natural,

562
00:38:13,458 --> 00:38:15,877
deeply astonishing the soul.

563
00:38:21,466 --> 00:38:23,218
A thought now forms.

564
00:38:26,137 --> 00:38:28,890
Is the hand cupping the sea

565
00:38:30,809 --> 00:38:33,228
not that of the soul's?

566
00:38:36,314 --> 00:38:40,401
A soul that hates loneliness
more than anything.

567
00:39:00,672 --> 00:39:02,423
I'm Mamoru Noguchi.

568
00:39:04,676 --> 00:39:06,761
I work at a baking factory.

569
00:39:10,181 --> 00:39:11,766
You know,

570
00:39:12,350 --> 00:39:18,273
I've started to feel I may
never have my own stories.

571
00:39:19,858 --> 00:39:23,611
I have nothing myself.

572
00:39:24,362 --> 00:39:29,951
Or maybe I do but
people don't expect it.

573
00:39:30,368 --> 00:39:37,292
I just hate pitying myself.

574
00:39:38,877 --> 00:39:44,799
I think unique sorrow isn't
really sorrow or shouldn't be.

575
00:39:46,885 --> 00:39:52,473
I want to write poetry that
isn't related to my identity.

576
00:39:54,058 --> 00:39:57,145
I've said too much.
Let me start.

577
00:40:04,235 --> 00:40:06,654
Violence and Choice

578
00:40:10,742 --> 00:40:14,996
I've often pondered
what violence is.

579
00:40:16,247 --> 00:40:19,834
I may have finally
uncovered the answer.

580
00:40:20,752 --> 00:40:25,340
Forced to believe you haven't
been given a choice,

581
00:40:25,423 --> 00:40:32,013
therefore robbing the basic
freedom of choice, is violence.

582
00:40:33,598 --> 00:40:38,519
This definition can explain more
than just physical violence.

583
00:40:39,604 --> 00:40:43,524
There are two reasons to
oppose physical violence.

584
00:40:44,275 --> 00:40:51,199
It brings people closer to death,
the irreversible loss of choice,

585
00:40:51,616 --> 00:40:57,872
limiting as well as crushing
future chances of choice.

586
00:40:57,956 --> 00:41:01,709
However, this is only
one form of violence.

587
00:41:02,627 --> 00:41:07,382
Violence is not allowing or
preventing belief in choice.

588
00:41:07,632 --> 00:41:14,889
Violence is not just physical,
it can be verbal or psychological.

589
00:41:14,973 --> 00:41:21,729
Violence is not simply the act of
aggression thrown into the world.

590
00:41:21,813 --> 00:41:25,233
Incomplete acts of
violence loom in the air

591
00:41:25,316 --> 00:41:31,906
as spores exploding out constantly
in search for the chance to fertilize.

592
00:41:32,156 --> 00:41:34,909
We have two choices.

593
00:41:34,993 --> 00:41:39,747
Hold these spores inside so
they don't explode outward,

594
00:41:39,831 --> 00:41:43,751
or keep them from being fertilized.

595
00:41:44,335 --> 00:41:49,257
Striking someone is not always
the true essence of violence.

596
00:41:49,340 --> 00:41:57,932
Violence is only completed when
people think they are unjust victims.

597
00:41:58,016 --> 00:42:03,771
This explains how physical punishment
and fights are not always violence.

598
00:42:03,771 --> 00:42:10,611
But an act is violence if it results in
death and robs freedom of choice.

599
00:42:10,695 --> 00:42:14,449
Striking a person expels spores,

600
00:42:14,532 --> 00:42:18,119
which may fertilize if
there is malicious intent.

601
00:42:18,202 --> 00:42:23,624
However, this is not yet violence
because it has not robbed choice.

602
00:42:23,708 --> 00:42:28,796
Violence is in fact completed by
those who think they are victims.

603
00:42:28,880 --> 00:42:32,800
Would they be surprised to know this?

604
00:42:32,884 --> 00:42:38,473
Would they object by saying that
they are purely victims of violence?

605
00:42:38,556 --> 00:42:43,978
They may claim, "I can't choose
because I was struck and insulted."

606
00:42:44,062 --> 00:42:46,814
"I'm the one who is hurt."

607
00:42:46,898 --> 00:42:53,321
However, violence is not dependent
on someone hurting or being hurt.

608
00:42:53,404 --> 00:42:59,160
People can make any choice but
cannot lose the choice to choose.

609
00:42:59,410 --> 00:43:02,663
"People cannot lose
the choice to choose."

610
00:43:03,081 --> 00:43:07,335
This is not a problem of
tautology as it may seem.

611
00:43:07,418 --> 00:43:12,006
People cultivate violence by
deciding not to choose.

612
00:43:12,256 --> 00:43:18,513
They are unknowingly committing
acts of violence against themselves.

613
00:43:18,763 --> 00:43:22,683
These acts not only
affect themselves,

614
00:43:22,767 --> 00:43:26,354
But they strike out
against all of humanity.

615
00:43:26,437 --> 00:43:30,691
The spores then take root
and contaminate the land.

616
00:43:30,942 --> 00:43:34,362
People must keep
making choices because

617
00:43:34,445 --> 00:43:37,865
making choices is
the act of providing.

618
00:43:37,949 --> 00:43:42,870
Always aimed at the future,
it is synonymous with believing.

619
00:43:42,954 --> 00:43:50,044
Believing in something uncertain
provides the strength for the future.

620
00:43:52,130 --> 00:43:57,218
If people meet with uncertainty
but choose to stay together,

621
00:43:57,301 --> 00:44:03,391
they can give each other strength
by always believing in one another.

622
00:44:03,474 --> 00:44:07,562
However, violence and its
spores will never disappear.

623
00:44:07,645 --> 00:44:11,232
Thus we choose never
to make that choice.

624
00:48:11,055 --> 00:48:14,308
Cheers.

625
00:48:22,066 --> 00:48:24,318
Sorry I'm intruding.

626
00:48:25,569 --> 00:48:27,822
I wanted your feedback.

627
00:48:28,239 --> 00:48:29,657
How was it?

628
00:48:29,740 --> 00:48:32,326
I'd come again.

629
00:48:32,410 --> 00:48:34,829
Please do, thank you.

630
00:48:35,413 --> 00:48:36,664
What'd you think?

631
00:48:36,747 --> 00:48:40,501
It wasn't as bad as
I thought it'd be.

632
00:48:41,919 --> 00:48:43,838
Good, very good.

633
00:48:44,422 --> 00:48:45,673
Really?

634
00:48:48,426 --> 00:48:50,344
How about you?

635
00:48:51,095 --> 00:48:54,515
I honestly liked yours.

636
00:48:54,765 --> 00:48:56,684
It was really good.

637
00:48:56,767 --> 00:48:58,519
Thanks.

638
00:48:58,769 --> 00:49:02,189
didn't dislike Mamoru's,

639
00:49:02,440 --> 00:49:04,525
but it felt a bit preachy.

640
00:49:05,109 --> 00:49:08,863
Like listening to
a Buddhist sutra.

641
00:49:08,946 --> 00:49:12,032
It kinda went over my head.

642
00:49:12,616 --> 00:49:18,205
It probably was worthwhile
so I really shouldn't compare,

643
00:49:18,789 --> 00:49:21,375
but Etsuko's made more sense to me.

644
00:49:22,960 --> 00:49:24,378
I'm sure it did.

645
00:49:25,463 --> 00:49:29,049
Youth makes one speak frankly.

646
00:49:29,133 --> 00:49:30,384
Whatever.

647
00:49:30,801 --> 00:49:34,555
I loved Mamoru's last one.

648
00:49:34,972 --> 00:49:37,224
So what I wanted to write

649
00:49:37,641 --> 00:49:40,895
was a kind of answer song.

650
00:49:41,145 --> 00:49:43,731
That's why I wanted to talk.

651
00:49:48,235 --> 00:49:50,488
Mamoru's girlfriend,

652
00:49:50,571 --> 00:49:52,490
his sister

653
00:49:53,741 --> 00:49:54,658
and boyfriend?

654
00:49:54,742 --> 00:49:55,993
No, no...

655
00:49:56,076 --> 00:49:57,995
- He's a friend.
- Just a friend.

656
00:49:58,412 --> 00:49:59,330
A friend.

657
00:49:59,914 --> 00:50:00,498
And...

658
00:50:00,581 --> 00:50:02,833
We met last time.

659
00:50:02,917 --> 00:50:04,502
That's right.

660
00:50:04,585 --> 00:50:06,504
I enjoyed both.

661
00:50:06,754 --> 00:50:08,506
Thank you.

662
00:50:08,923 --> 00:50:11,175
First time for everyone else?

663
00:50:11,592 --> 00:50:12,510
Yep.

664
00:50:14,261 --> 00:50:17,014
What's your name again?

665
00:50:17,264 --> 00:50:18,349
Kayoko Kanamori.

666
00:50:18,766 --> 00:50:20,518
Pretty name.

667
00:50:20,601 --> 00:50:21,519
Really?

668
00:50:21,602 --> 00:50:23,521
I like how it sounds.

669
00:50:23,604 --> 00:50:24,855
I hadn't noticed.

670
00:50:24,939 --> 00:50:26,357
What's wrong?

671
00:50:27,107 --> 00:50:28,025
Oh, nothing.

672
00:50:29,109 --> 00:50:31,695
"Etsuo" doesn't sound good.

673
00:50:32,112 --> 00:50:34,532
No offense to other Etsuos.

674
00:50:34,532 --> 00:50:38,369
It really was a hard
name to live with.

675
00:50:38,452 --> 00:50:40,204
I wasn't a "happy man.

676
00:50:40,955 --> 00:50:42,206
When did you know?

677
00:50:42,289 --> 00:50:43,207
What?

678
00:50:43,290 --> 00:50:46,377
When did you feel different?

679
00:50:46,627 --> 00:50:50,381
Probably since elementary school.

680
00:50:50,631 --> 00:50:53,217
I knew something was off.

681
00:50:53,968 --> 00:50:55,719
When were you certain?

682
00:50:55,970 --> 00:50:56,887
Watching Kinpachi.

683
00:50:57,304 --> 00:50:58,222
With Aya Ueto?

684
00:50:58,222 --> 00:51:02,560
Yeah, I learned about GID
watching her on that show.

685
00:51:02,643 --> 00:51:04,895
What... GI Joe?

686
00:51:04,979 --> 00:51:06,564
Wait, what's that?

687
00:51:06,647 --> 00:51:08,232
It's from Kochikame.

688
00:51:08,649 --> 00:51:09,567
Okay.

689
00:51:09,984 --> 00:51:16,740
GID is Gender Identity Disorder.

690
00:51:17,825 --> 00:51:20,911
I saw myself in Aya's character.

691
00:51:21,161 --> 00:51:27,084
I was totally confused about
whether I was a him or a her.

692
00:51:27,668 --> 00:51:29,587
Now it doesn't bother me.

693
00:51:29,837 --> 00:51:33,090
I'm fine with transsexual
or even drag queen.

694
00:51:35,676 --> 00:51:37,094
I think I get it.

695
00:51:38,012 --> 00:51:42,600
Just because I knew
doesn't mean I felt normal

696
00:51:43,183 --> 00:51:47,104
When I wrote a poem spilling
these feelings in high school,

697
00:51:47,187 --> 00:51:49,940
My teacher Mr. Toyama saw talent.

698
00:51:50,357 --> 00:51:52,610
He invited me here.

699
00:51:54,028 --> 00:52:00,784
So many people called me Etsuo
because that's the name I used.

700
00:52:00,868 --> 00:52:03,787
I hated the name
and just left Japan.

701
00:52:03,871 --> 00:52:06,123
I traveled abroad 3 years.

702
00:52:06,540 --> 00:52:07,791
To study?

703
00:52:07,875 --> 00:52:09,627
Just roaming around.

704
00:52:10,044 --> 00:52:15,466
In America, Europe, and finally
Southeast Asia to have surgery.

705
00:52:16,717 --> 00:52:17,968
What about money?

706
00:52:18,052 --> 00:52:19,637
I worked reading palms.

707
00:52:20,220 --> 00:52:22,139
What, no way.

708
00:52:23,557 --> 00:52:26,644
I was never a wrist cutter,

709
00:52:27,061 --> 00:52:30,481
but I needed a way
to relieve my suffering.

710
00:52:30,564 --> 00:52:34,151
So I carved my palm,
a sorta self study.

711
00:52:35,402 --> 00:52:36,820
That's crazy.

712
00:52:37,404 --> 00:52:41,659
made a name for myself
and earned enough money.

713
00:52:41,742 --> 00:52:45,329
When I saved up enough,
I got the surgery.

714
00:52:46,080 --> 00:52:47,331
That's impressive.

715
00:52:49,416 --> 00:52:50,834
Please read mine.

716
00:52:51,418 --> 00:52:53,170
- Sure.
- Really?

717
00:52:53,253 --> 00:52:55,839
I'lI be very honest though.

718
00:52:56,090 --> 00:52:58,008
No problem.

719
00:53:04,264 --> 00:53:05,683
Both hands please.

720
00:53:07,768 --> 00:53:11,855
Astonishing, look at this.
Simian lines on both hands.

721
00:53:12,106 --> 00:53:14,692
What kinda name's that?

722
00:53:14,775 --> 00:53:16,360
The line of greatness.

723
00:53:16,610 --> 00:53:18,362
Tokugawa leyasu had them.

724
00:53:19,279 --> 00:53:20,364
Amazing Yukie.

725
00:53:20,364 --> 00:53:23,534
It means that you can be
anything you want.

726
00:53:24,118 --> 00:53:27,037
I don't know what I want to be

727
00:53:27,121 --> 00:53:28,872
Please read mine too.

728
00:53:28,956 --> 00:53:29,957
Sure.

729
00:53:49,977 --> 00:53:51,228
What's funny?

730
00:53:51,979 --> 00:53:54,231
Nothing, just an inside joke.

731
00:53:56,483 --> 00:54:03,741
Girls hold hands in junior high,
but guys don't touch each other.

732
00:54:05,325 --> 00:54:07,745
Other than athletes, at least.

733
00:54:07,995 --> 00:54:14,585
That's why I love the soft
feeling of guys' palms.

734
00:54:14,835 --> 00:54:17,254
You have really soft hands.

735
00:54:17,838 --> 00:54:19,757
- Really?
Yeah.

736
00:54:22,509 --> 00:54:24,595
Let me take a look.

737
00:54:27,848 --> 00:54:30,434
You're really attentive to people.

738
00:54:30,684 --> 00:54:33,103
His hands are extremely wrinkly.

739
00:54:34,021 --> 00:54:36,607
Maybe you worry too much.

740
00:54:36,857 --> 00:54:39,109
Your life line's real short.

741
00:54:39,193 --> 00:54:40,444
Is it really?

742
00:54:44,698 --> 00:54:47,785
You're important to many people.

743
00:54:47,868 --> 00:54:49,787
Wait, will I die young?

744
00:54:50,537 --> 00:54:52,122
Palms can change.

745
00:54:52,206 --> 00:54:56,126
It's not absolute
like decided fate.

746
00:54:56,710 --> 00:54:58,462
So, don't worry.

747
00:54:58,879 --> 00:55:04,635
You'll live longer if you
stop worrying about others.

748
00:55:07,054 --> 00:55:09,640
Quit being so humble.

749
00:55:10,057 --> 00:55:10,974
Live life.

750
00:55:12,726 --> 00:55:15,145
I'm really not over doing it.

751
00:55:18,398 --> 00:55:20,150
I love your hands.

752
00:55:20,567 --> 00:55:22,986
- May I hold'em?
- Sure.

753
00:55:24,238 --> 00:55:26,824
I don't want Shin to die.

754
00:55:28,742 --> 00:55:30,494
He'll die eventually.

755
00:55:37,751 --> 00:55:39,503
Did I say something wrong?

756
00:55:40,921 --> 00:55:41,839
Why?

757
00:55:44,591 --> 00:55:48,178
I was just stating the obvious.

758
00:55:51,765 --> 00:55:55,853
I don't want Shinnosuke to die

759
00:55:56,436 --> 00:56:00,858
But you shouldn't refuse
to acknowledge that he will.

760
00:56:09,116 --> 00:56:12,703
This is what's wrong with you.

761
00:56:17,457 --> 00:56:19,376
Oh, okay.

762
00:56:21,962 --> 00:56:24,381
I'll go now.

763
00:56:27,467 --> 00:56:30,721
Show me your hand before you go.

764
00:56:33,974 --> 00:56:35,058
Why?

765
00:56:35,309 --> 00:56:39,396
I don't usually ask, but
I'd like to read yours.

766
00:56:44,484 --> 00:56:44,735
No.

767
00:56:47,321 --> 00:56:50,741
You can't go around
touching people.

768
00:56:52,159 --> 00:56:54,077
Or can queers?

769
00:57:01,001 --> 00:57:02,085
Stop it.

770
00:57:04,338 --> 00:57:05,756
Don't say that.

771
00:57:09,843 --> 00:57:11,762
She wasn't wrong.

772
00:57:13,680 --> 00:57:15,098
She asked.

773
00:57:26,860 --> 00:57:28,278
I apologize.

774
00:57:30,364 --> 00:57:31,448
I'll go.

775
00:57:35,535 --> 00:57:40,040
Thank you all for coming.

776
00:58:22,916 --> 00:58:25,836
Strange party.

777
00:58:28,755 --> 00:58:30,007
Why...

778
00:58:32,092 --> 00:58:33,510
Why'd you meet me?

779
00:58:34,428 --> 00:58:38,515
I felt responsible.

780
00:58:39,933 --> 00:58:41,184
Responsible?

781
00:58:41,768 --> 00:58:43,020
Never mind.

782
00:58:44,104 --> 00:58:46,189
I chose the wrong words.

783
00:58:47,441 --> 00:58:48,525
Sorry.

784
00:58:53,447 --> 00:58:55,365
The wrong words are fine.

785
00:58:56,450 --> 00:58:57,534
Talk to me.

786
00:58:59,786 --> 00:59:01,371
Words are scary.

787
00:59:11,131 --> 00:59:12,716
What're you thinking?

788
00:59:15,635 --> 00:59:19,389
Please just tell me that.

789
00:59:21,308 --> 00:59:22,726
Please.

790
00:59:23,977 --> 00:59:25,729
Are you sure?

791
00:59:25,979 --> 00:59:27,898
Yes.

792
00:59:28,982 --> 00:59:30,901
From deep in my heart.

793
00:59:36,156 --> 00:59:38,075
I was thinking...

794
00:59:43,163 --> 00:59:47,084
if I threw this water,

795
00:59:48,335 --> 00:59:50,087
what would happen?

796
00:59:52,672 --> 00:59:53,590
On me?

797
00:59:54,508 --> 00:59:55,926
Sorry.

798
00:59:57,010 --> 00:59:58,595
Are you angry?

799
00:59:59,513 --> 01:00:02,933
I don't know why you'd be.

800
01:00:07,020 --> 01:00:08,772
Did I do something?

801
01:00:11,024 --> 01:00:12,943
mean that.

802
01:00:14,027 --> 01:00:16,113
It was just a thought.

803
01:00:17,697 --> 01:00:23,120
The difference between
throwing the water or not.

804
01:00:26,540 --> 01:00:30,627
The thought simply came to me.

805
01:00:34,381 --> 01:00:37,134
There's something subconscious

806
01:00:38,385 --> 01:00:43,140
if that's what you're thinking

807
01:00:43,890 --> 01:00:47,978
Why do you need
a reason for everything?

808
01:00:48,228 --> 01:00:49,646
Everything?

809
01:00:53,900 --> 01:00:55,652
Maybe you're right.

810
01:00:57,737 --> 01:01:05,162
Seeing that guy yesterday
showed me why you left me.

811
01:01:05,579 --> 01:01:06,329
What guy?

812
01:01:06,580 --> 01:01:07,998
The poet.

813
01:01:09,583 --> 01:01:11,001
Anyway,

814
01:01:12,919 --> 01:01:16,840
I know you didn't cheat on me.

815
01:01:17,257 --> 01:01:19,676
What then?
It's just...

816
01:01:21,094 --> 01:01:22,512
Just that..

817
01:01:23,930 --> 01:01:26,349
Your feelings moved to him.

818
01:01:26,433 --> 01:01:27,684
It's not that.

819
01:01:28,935 --> 01:01:30,520
Then what?

820
01:01:32,439 --> 01:01:34,524
It's only been 2 months.

821
01:01:35,442 --> 01:01:37,027
That kind of girl, huh?

822
01:01:42,949 --> 01:01:44,451
Fine.

823
01:01:51,458 --> 01:01:54,711
How long have you known Yukie?

824
01:02:02,302 --> 01:02:07,724
We were in the same
English club at school.

825
01:02:10,143 --> 01:02:11,728
Be careful.

826
01:02:14,147 --> 01:02:15,565
Of what?

827
01:02:16,816 --> 01:02:18,068
Keep your distance.

828
01:02:24,991 --> 01:02:26,243
Why?

829
01:02:26,493 --> 01:02:28,411
She does anyone.

830
01:02:29,496 --> 01:02:30,747
I know.

831
01:02:30,830 --> 01:02:31,748
Did you?

832
01:02:31,998 --> 01:02:33,750
Why do you care?

833
01:02:33,833 --> 01:02:34,751
Right...

834
01:02:35,835 --> 01:02:40,590
Do you have any
right to be jealous?

835
01:02:40,674 --> 01:02:43,260
Jealous? Me?

836
01:02:43,677 --> 01:02:45,929
I guess that happens.

837
01:02:49,683 --> 01:02:51,768
when people get possessive.

838
01:02:56,690 --> 01:02:58,942
Why are you with him?

839
01:03:01,194 --> 01:03:03,780
He's the worst.

840
01:03:04,030 --> 01:03:05,949
Don't say that.

841
01:03:07,033 --> 01:03:08,118
I'm leaving.

842
01:03:08,535 --> 01:03:11,121
How can you say that?

843
01:03:12,872 --> 01:03:15,625
He's my brother.

844
01:03:16,710 --> 01:03:17,460
Separated at...

845
01:03:29,723 --> 01:03:30,807
I wonder...

846
01:03:35,729 --> 01:03:37,480
What'll happen?

847
01:03:43,403 --> 01:03:45,488
Nothing

848
01:03:46,406 --> 01:03:47,991
I'm outta here.

849
01:03:53,079 --> 01:03:54,664
By the way,

850
01:04:05,091 --> 01:04:08,678
Ive already slept with Yukie.

851
01:04:09,596 --> 01:04:11,848
3 times in 2 years.

852
01:05:02,816 --> 01:05:04,901
How long to heal?

853
01:05:05,985 --> 01:05:09,072
It's just a jammed finger.

854
01:05:10,156 --> 01:05:11,408
What about him?

855
01:05:12,659 --> 01:05:17,914
No response to my email,
I'm sure everything's fine.

856
01:05:23,837 --> 01:05:27,090
What did you like about him?

857
01:05:28,007 --> 01:05:29,259
His eyes.

858
01:05:31,511 --> 01:05:33,596
Nose and fingers.

859
01:05:34,514 --> 01:05:35,932
Everything.

860
01:05:42,856 --> 01:05:45,442
You really liked him.

861
01:05:46,359 --> 01:05:49,279
Yeah, are you disappointed?

862
01:05:49,863 --> 01:05:50,947
Why?

863
01:05:52,031 --> 01:05:53,950
For my bad taste in men.

864
01:05:54,701 --> 01:05:56,119
Do you believe that?

865
01:05:56,536 --> 01:05:57,954
No, I don't.

866
01:05:58,872 --> 01:06:00,123
Good.

867
01:06:02,542 --> 01:06:06,296
Are you disappointed?

868
01:06:06,713 --> 01:06:07,630
About what?

869
01:06:08,715 --> 01:06:11,801
Do you regret meeting me?

870
01:06:13,553 --> 01:06:16,973
I'm not the brother you expected.

871
01:06:17,056 --> 01:06:20,643
Would you rather not have met?

872
01:06:20,727 --> 01:06:22,312
I'm quite different.

873
01:06:24,397 --> 01:06:25,982
I wanna hold you.

874
01:06:29,569 --> 01:06:30,820
Can I?

875
01:06:33,072 --> 01:06:34,324
We shouldn't.

876
01:06:35,408 --> 01:06:36,826
Right.

877
01:06:38,077 --> 01:06:39,496
Sorry.

878
01:06:39,746 --> 01:06:42,499
No, I'm sorry.

879
01:06:48,254 --> 01:06:56,179
I have a habit of wondering about
the people and things in front of me.

880
01:06:59,265 --> 01:07:01,684
I'm not sure of what to do.

881
01:07:02,435 --> 01:07:07,524
Or I know what to do
but not what's right.

882
01:07:09,442 --> 01:07:10,860
That's absurd.

883
01:07:11,277 --> 01:07:13,029
No, no.

884
01:07:13,780 --> 01:07:17,700
If you know what to do,
you should just do it.

885
01:07:18,618 --> 01:07:21,204
Because I don't know.

886
01:07:21,788 --> 01:07:25,708
I hurt people I don't intend to.

887
01:07:26,292 --> 01:07:28,211
You didn't hurt me.

888
01:07:28,795 --> 01:07:30,380
Not now.

889
01:07:33,466 --> 01:07:35,385
Maybe I'm a slut.

890
01:07:35,802 --> 01:07:36,553
What?

891
01:07:37,971 --> 01:07:42,058
Even if I don't do it,
the urge is still there.

892
01:07:43,309 --> 01:07:45,061
More than Yukie.

893
01:07:51,484 --> 01:07:55,238
Ijust feel like melting away.

894
01:07:56,322 --> 01:07:59,242
Is it wrong to love everyone?

895
01:08:00,159 --> 01:08:02,245
You're smart.

896
01:08:02,996 --> 01:08:03,746
What?

897
01:08:04,998 --> 01:08:07,417
What is love?

898
01:08:09,669 --> 01:08:13,089
Not sure, maybe a feeling
that bubbles inside.

899
01:08:13,506 --> 01:08:16,593
Something different from lust?

900
01:08:17,844 --> 01:08:19,262
They're mixed.

901
01:08:20,680 --> 01:08:22,098
That's true.

902
01:08:23,182 --> 01:08:24,601
Do you split them?

903
01:08:24,684 --> 01:08:25,935
What?

904
01:08:26,519 --> 01:08:28,271
Love and lust.

905
01:08:29,022 --> 01:08:31,274
I probably do.

906
01:08:32,191 --> 01:08:35,278
There's no lust in families.

907
01:08:36,696 --> 01:08:38,448
Do you think so?

908
01:08:41,701 --> 01:08:43,620
They're ambiguous.

909
01:08:46,205 --> 01:08:51,461
I wonder if it's wrong of me
to think like this in our society.

910
01:08:53,212 --> 01:08:57,634
In your letter to me,
you wrote that

911
01:09:00,053 --> 01:09:03,640
you were really worried about me.

912
01:09:06,893 --> 01:09:08,978
Why were you worried?

913
01:09:09,729 --> 01:09:11,814
I told you I didn't know.

914
01:09:12,231 --> 01:09:17,153
I wrote it quick one
morning and sent it.

915
01:09:18,404 --> 01:09:19,656
Okay.

916
01:09:20,573 --> 01:09:23,159
Are you worried about me?

917
01:09:23,576 --> 01:09:26,329
I've never worried about you.

918
01:09:27,747 --> 01:09:28,831
Right.

919
01:09:29,248 --> 01:09:32,502
That doesn't mean I don't care.

920
01:09:36,589 --> 01:09:39,509
I'm fine with whoever you are.

921
01:09:43,262 --> 01:09:45,848
That doesn't mean
I'm not interested.

922
01:09:46,432 --> 01:09:47,850
I know.

923
01:09:49,769 --> 01:09:55,525
I was happy you were
who you were when we met.

924
01:09:55,942 --> 01:09:58,194
So I haven't changed?

925
01:09:58,444 --> 01:09:59,862
That's not it.

926
01:10:00,947 --> 01:10:03,199
You have changed.

927
01:10:05,118 --> 01:10:07,537
I didn't know you at all.

928
01:10:09,789 --> 01:10:11,040
I see.

929
01:10:11,457 --> 01:10:14,210
But I was happy.

930
01:10:15,128 --> 01:10:16,713
Just that.

931
01:10:18,965 --> 01:10:20,550
Thank you.

932
01:10:20,633 --> 01:10:21,718
What...

933
01:10:22,635 --> 01:10:27,724
That gives me a way to go on.

934
01:10:32,812 --> 01:10:37,900
I work at the baking
factory 4 days a week.

935
01:10:39,318 --> 01:10:40,737
For 2 years now.

936
01:10:45,825 --> 01:10:51,748
People say Yamazaki Baking
is one of the most grueling jobs.

937
01:10:54,000 --> 01:10:55,084
I've heard

938
01:10:55,668 --> 01:10:58,087
Real mind-numbing work.

939
01:10:58,671 --> 01:11:04,761
A lot of people quit
after 3 or 4 days.

940
01:11:06,179 --> 01:11:09,599
Only a few haven't.

941
01:11:10,516 --> 01:11:11,934
I'm one.

942
01:11:13,853 --> 01:11:15,938
It's easy for me.

943
01:11:18,024 --> 01:11:22,945
12-hour days with an hour break.

944
01:11:24,363 --> 01:11:27,450
11 hours doing the same thing.

945
01:11:29,202 --> 01:11:31,788
Putting sesame on sweet buns,

946
01:11:32,705 --> 01:11:35,458
adding cherry blossom petals.

947
01:11:36,709 --> 01:11:39,295
I don't mind it.

948
01:11:44,050 --> 01:11:50,306
Everyone looks dead
finishing their shift.

949
01:11:51,557 --> 01:11:54,644
But there are a few who stay on.

950
01:11:55,394 --> 01:11:58,314
They look like zombies.

951
01:12:00,233 --> 01:12:03,319
Do you think you're like that?

952
01:12:06,405 --> 01:12:09,826
You're different than that.

953
01:12:11,744 --> 01:12:15,498
I could even work
another day a week.

954
01:12:16,916 --> 01:12:18,835
I've done it before.

955
01:12:20,586 --> 01:12:24,674
I make 240,000 yen a month.

956
01:12:25,424 --> 01:12:29,178
I'd make 300,000 yen, great right?

957
01:12:33,099 --> 01:12:36,686
It's not bad money,
it's just that...

958
01:12:39,105 --> 01:12:40,690
I'm scared.

959
01:12:43,943 --> 01:12:50,366
It's not like I planned to
work in a baking factory.

960
01:12:50,783 --> 01:12:54,203
But what if it's my dream job.

961
01:12:54,453 --> 01:12:57,206
What's wrong if it is?

962
01:12:58,457 --> 01:13:00,042
Nothing.

963
01:13:00,960 --> 01:13:02,378
It's not that.

964
01:13:03,129 --> 01:13:03,713
Really.

965
01:13:03,796 --> 01:13:04,714
Sorry.

966
01:13:05,131 --> 01:13:06,716
It's my fault.

967
01:13:08,134 --> 01:13:10,219
What I meant to say is

968
01:13:10,803 --> 01:13:12,722
I wanted to meet you.

969
01:13:15,141 --> 01:13:17,727
I'm being honest.

970
01:13:19,645 --> 01:13:23,399
I thought now was
the right time to meet.

971
01:13:26,652 --> 01:13:32,742
I didn't expect my life
to get better or worse.

972
01:13:38,998 --> 01:13:45,254
I just wanted you
to be proud of me...

973
01:13:48,674 --> 01:13:53,095
as your brother, I mean.

974
01:13:55,014 --> 01:14:01,771
I hoped you'd naturally want to
go around bragging about me.

975
01:14:02,688 --> 01:14:04,440
That was my wish.

976
01:14:06,692 --> 01:14:08,444
Proud of you...

977
01:14:11,364 --> 01:14:16,953
I was surprised
that I felt that way.

978
01:14:19,872 --> 01:14:21,123
That's all.

979
01:14:26,212 --> 01:14:27,964
I felt ashamed.

980
01:14:30,883 --> 01:14:34,637
Not about what you really think.

981
01:14:39,225 --> 01:14:41,310
Sorry, that's not right.

982
01:14:47,233 --> 01:14:54,156
I'd want to bring my close
friends to your poetry group.

983
01:14:55,741 --> 01:14:57,493
Don't.

984
01:15:00,079 --> 01:15:02,331
I wouldn't if you minded.

985
01:15:03,082 --> 01:15:04,500
But you don't.

986
01:15:05,584 --> 01:15:11,841
You're just scared people will
be bored hearing you read.

987
01:15:14,093 --> 01:15:15,177
Sorry.

988
01:15:16,429 --> 01:15:18,014
Why apologize?

989
01:15:18,097 --> 01:15:19,515
I'm sorry.

990
01:15:21,767 --> 01:15:26,689
I know I'm glad I met you.

991
01:15:27,273 --> 01:15:28,691
So am I.

992
01:15:29,942 --> 01:15:33,863
Then why did you
bring up disappointment?

993
01:15:34,447 --> 01:15:36,866
I've never felt that way.

994
01:15:38,284 --> 01:15:40,202
I just wanted to see you.

995
01:15:41,287 --> 01:15:44,874
I wanted to know
more about you.

996
01:15:45,124 --> 01:15:46,542
I really did.

997
01:15:48,294 --> 01:15:52,048
Maybe I was desperate.

998
01:15:52,798 --> 01:15:53,883
I see.

999
01:15:56,635 --> 01:16:00,222
I really loved Noboru.

1000
01:16:03,642 --> 01:16:08,230
He's smart and knows
how to go with the flow.

1001
01:16:10,483 --> 01:16:12,735
I admired that.

1002
01:16:13,819 --> 01:16:17,740
It actually helped me find direction.

1003
01:16:18,324 --> 01:16:21,077
Find direction isn't right.

1004
01:16:21,660 --> 01:16:24,080
I guess live...

1005
01:16:24,663 --> 01:16:30,586
It made me think about
how one lives in society

1006
01:16:33,506 --> 01:16:36,592
That's why things went south.

1007
01:16:39,678 --> 01:16:44,934
The problem was simply
a difference in values.

1008
01:16:45,851 --> 01:16:51,440
Maybe it sounds more like
a difference in perspectives.

1009
01:16:53,526 --> 01:16:57,947
The world isn't information, is it?

1010
01:17:03,202 --> 01:17:08,624
Being smart and having the
ability to process information

1011
01:17:10,209 --> 01:17:13,796
may be vital to living life

1012
01:17:15,047 --> 01:17:18,968
Maybe, I should've stuck it out.

1013
01:17:22,721 --> 01:17:24,640
But I started thinking

1014
01:17:25,558 --> 01:17:29,145
what if I'm simply
information to him

1015
01:17:31,730 --> 01:17:34,984
Something that just
needs processing.

1016
01:17:36,235 --> 01:17:39,321
Some problem to solve.

1017
01:17:40,573 --> 01:17:44,660
couldn't stop thinking about it.

1018
01:17:46,412 --> 01:17:50,499
Did you tell him that?

1019
01:17:51,083 --> 01:17:53,502
That I'm not information?

1020
01:17:54,753 --> 01:17:58,007
That I'm not a pet, I'm a person?

1021
01:17:59,925 --> 01:18:05,181
That I have thoughts and
feelings even if I look dumb?

1022
01:18:08,100 --> 01:18:11,353
Should I have to
say those things?

1023
01:18:12,438 --> 01:18:14,023
Everything would end.

1024
01:18:15,608 --> 01:18:20,696
don't need to be admired
just respected.

1025
01:18:23,782 --> 01:18:28,204
Saying those words
just makes it harder.

1026
01:18:30,456 --> 01:18:31,874
Probably true.

1027
01:18:33,292 --> 01:18:38,380
That's why I'm glad I met you.

1028
01:18:40,633 --> 01:18:42,718
You're not like that.

1029
01:18:43,802 --> 01:18:47,723
You know the world
is not information.

1030
01:18:49,308 --> 01:18:51,393
You're what I expected.

1031
01:18:53,312 --> 01:18:56,065
I longed to meet you.

1032
01:18:57,316 --> 01:18:59,568
That's why I was so happy.

1033
01:19:03,322 --> 01:19:07,576
know now it was far
from disappointment.

1034
01:19:23,175 --> 01:19:23,759
Ouch.

1035
01:19:24,843 --> 01:19:25,928
Oh, sorry.

1036
01:19:28,180 --> 01:19:29,765
It still hurts.

1037
01:19:31,517 --> 01:19:32,768
Sorry.

1038
01:19:53,205 --> 01:19:54,123
They're late.

1039
01:19:56,375 --> 01:19:57,293
Huh, what?

1040
01:20:03,215 --> 01:20:05,301
I'll get some pickles.

1041
01:20:06,051 --> 01:20:06,802
What?

1042
01:20:07,720 --> 01:20:10,472
I ran out, so I made some.

1043
01:20:10,556 --> 01:20:12,141
No way.
- They're good.

1044
01:20:12,391 --> 01:20:14,310
Bring'em out sooner.

1045
01:20:14,393 --> 01:20:16,312
I wanted them to marinate.

1046
01:20:35,247 --> 01:20:35,998
These...

1047
01:20:37,416 --> 01:20:38,334
are sour!

1048
01:20:38,417 --> 01:20:39,001
Bad?

1049
01:20:40,085 --> 01:20:43,005
Nah, they're good.

1050
01:20:43,589 --> 01:20:45,341
Perfect with beer.

1051
01:20:46,759 --> 01:20:49,345
Probably European beer.

1052
01:20:49,428 --> 01:20:51,513
Really? Great.

1053
01:20:52,931 --> 01:20:55,017
They're good, Shin.

1054
01:20:56,769 --> 01:21:01,023
These are perfect for
cherry blossom season.

1055
01:21:01,106 --> 01:21:03,025
Great, I'll send some.

1056
01:21:03,776 --> 01:21:09,698
Don't send them, we'll go to
Harima-zaka like last year.

1057
01:21:09,948 --> 01:21:11,867
Cherry blossoms.

1058
01:21:12,785 --> 01:21:15,704
I'm moving to Hyogo next month

1059
01:21:19,458 --> 01:21:23,879
I've only sent Mamoru an email.

1060
01:21:25,964 --> 01:21:27,549
What'll I do?

1061
01:21:29,968 --> 01:21:31,720
Wanna live here?

1062
01:21:33,472 --> 01:21:35,391
You quitting your job?

1063
01:21:35,474 --> 01:21:36,058
Nope.

1064
01:21:39,978 --> 01:21:43,065
They're shipping you
to the countryside?

1065
01:21:43,649 --> 01:21:47,069
I'm going to assist the Post Master.

1066
01:21:48,320 --> 01:21:51,240
After 3 to 5 years,
I can come back

1067
01:21:51,490 --> 01:21:54,410
and become a Post Master.

1068
01:22:00,165 --> 01:22:01,750
That sucks.

1069
01:22:02,334 --> 01:22:03,585
You'll miss me?

1070
01:22:09,174 --> 01:22:13,929
Send me New Year's
and summer greetings.

1071
01:22:14,847 --> 01:22:16,265
I will too.

1072
01:22:27,192 --> 01:22:30,279
That doesn't solve
my lonely problem.

1073
01:22:30,529 --> 01:22:32,948
Such a sweet thing to say.

1074
01:22:35,033 --> 01:22:36,285
Where'd you go?

1075
01:22:36,368 --> 01:22:39,455
Convenience store by the station.

1076
01:22:39,538 --> 01:22:42,124
Thanks for getting these.

1077
01:22:42,207 --> 01:22:44,793
I've got a night shift.

1078
01:22:44,877 --> 01:22:45,627
Really?

1079
01:22:45,711 --> 01:22:48,297
Someone cut their finger off.

1080
01:22:49,882 --> 01:22:52,134
I've gotta go in.

1081
01:22:53,218 --> 01:22:53,969
See you.

1082
01:22:54,720 --> 01:22:56,138
Be careful.

1083
01:22:59,391 --> 01:23:00,809
You're drunk

1084
01:23:03,228 --> 01:23:04,313
See you.

1085
01:23:05,898 --> 01:23:07,483
Did we take too long?

1086
01:23:09,568 --> 01:23:11,653
Were we-too-soon?

1087
01:23:17,242 --> 01:23:18,494
What'd you say?

1088
01:23:22,080 --> 01:23:23,165
She's asleep...

1089
01:23:23,582 --> 01:23:25,167
Have some pickles.

1090
01:23:25,417 --> 01:23:27,002
What?

1091
01:23:27,085 --> 01:23:29,671
These pickles I-made.

1092
01:23:47,105 --> 01:23:47,856
Thanks.

1093
01:23:48,273 --> 01:23:50,025
I'm transferring to Hyogo.

1094
01:23:50,275 --> 01:23:52,694
Whereabouts?
Akashi branch.

1095
01:23:54,613 --> 01:23:56,198
Near my hometown.

1096
01:23:56,281 --> 01:23:58,867
Come and visit when you're back.

1097
01:23:59,618 --> 01:24:01,370
I'll send letters.

1098
01:24:01,453 --> 01:24:02,871
You write?

1099
01:24:02,955 --> 01:24:04,206
To people I like.

1100
01:24:05,123 --> 01:24:05,874
Delicious.

1101
01:24:09,294 --> 01:24:10,379
Kayoko.

1102
01:24:10,462 --> 01:24:11,547
Yeah.

1103
01:24:11,964 --> 01:24:13,382
Answer some questions?

1104
01:24:13,465 --> 01:24:16,051
Depends on the questions.

1105
01:24:17,302 --> 01:24:18,387
What do you like?

1106
01:24:19,137 --> 01:24:20,556
Eating and sleeping

1107
01:24:20,639 --> 01:24:21,890
Why?

1108
01:24:23,308 --> 01:24:25,561
I like satisfying cravings.

1109
01:24:26,979 --> 01:24:28,730
What makes you happy?

1110
01:24:29,982 --> 01:24:33,068
When someone shows me love.

1111
01:24:33,151 --> 01:24:34,403
That's for sure.

1112
01:24:36,655 --> 01:24:38,740
What about you?

1113
01:24:39,992 --> 01:24:43,745
- "When someone shows me love."
- Besides that.

1114
01:24:45,831 --> 01:24:47,082
Okay.

1115
01:24:48,166 --> 01:24:50,419
Someone showing gratitude.

1116
01:24:53,505 --> 01:24:55,090
Who do you admire?

1117
01:24:56,008 --> 01:24:56,925
My Mom.

1118
01:24:57,175 --> 01:24:57,926
Why?

1119
01:24:59,011 --> 01:25:01,763
She gave me life
and raised me.

1120
01:25:02,180 --> 01:25:03,599
And your Dad?

1121
01:25:04,850 --> 01:25:06,602
I don't dislike him.

1122
01:25:07,185 --> 01:25:12,107
don't admire him either,
I just have to pay him respect.

1123
01:25:12,691 --> 01:25:14,443
- Or did.
- Did?

1124
01:25:16,028 --> 01:25:18,614
Think they're the same?

1125
01:25:18,697 --> 01:25:19,448
Me?

1126
01:25:20,532 --> 01:25:22,951
Admiration and respect.

1127
01:25:24,870 --> 01:25:26,455
I have no idea.

1128
01:25:26,538 --> 01:25:27,456
Sure.

1129
01:25:27,706 --> 01:25:29,458
I never considered it.

1130
01:25:40,719 --> 01:25:43,972
think admiration

1131
01:25:45,057 --> 01:25:48,977
is earned by someone
who's different from you.

1132
01:25:50,562 --> 01:25:52,314
They dazzle you.

1133
01:25:53,565 --> 01:25:56,318
Respect, on the other hand,

1134
01:25:58,070 --> 01:26:02,324
is given to someone
who's similar to you.

1135
01:26:04,743 --> 01:26:06,161
Did I pass?

1136
01:26:07,245 --> 01:26:08,997
What is "similar"?

1137
01:26:10,082 --> 01:26:16,338
What I don't like having done to me,
you won't like having done to you.

1138
01:26:16,922 --> 01:26:19,007
That's basis of respect.

1139
01:26:19,758 --> 01:26:21,009
Good point.

1140
01:26:21,593 --> 01:26:26,181
What if I don't mind those
things that you don't like.

1141
01:26:26,932 --> 01:26:30,519
There's no way to
know without asking.

1142
01:26:30,769 --> 01:26:32,354
Is that why you ask?

1143
01:26:32,437 --> 01:26:34,022
I don't know you yet.

1144
01:26:34,940 --> 01:26:36,858
Do you ask everyone?

1145
01:26:37,609 --> 01:26:38,860
Maybe.

1146
01:26:40,946 --> 01:26:42,531
Are you always like that?

1147
01:26:44,449 --> 01:26:46,201
Keeping things fresh?

1148
01:26:46,785 --> 01:26:49,037
That's hard to do.

1149
01:26:50,455 --> 01:26:56,044
lit shocks me when people
I know show their true colors.

1150
01:26:58,296 --> 01:27:03,885
I hate people who think they
know me and say they respect me.

1151
01:27:03,969 --> 01:27:05,053
Harsh.

1152
01:27:05,137 --> 01:27:08,473
I am.

1153
01:27:08,473 --> 01:27:10,892
That's when I'm most alive.

1154
01:27:11,977 --> 01:27:14,229
When everyone's alive?

1155
01:27:14,312 --> 01:27:15,897
Yeah, that's it.

1156
01:27:17,149 --> 01:27:23,905
When I realize how little
I really know about the world.

1157
01:27:30,662 --> 01:27:32,080
What're you.

1158
01:27:34,332 --> 01:27:35,584
thinking now?

1159
01:27:36,668 --> 01:27:42,591
I'm wondering why this guy's
asking me these questions.

1160
01:27:42,674 --> 01:27:43,759
Seriously?

1161
01:27:44,509 --> 01:27:49,264
I asked because I wanted
to know what you thought.

1162
01:27:52,517 --> 01:27:59,441
Iwas thinking about
what you were thinking

1163
01:28:00,692 --> 01:28:05,447
And you were thinking
about what I was thinking.

1164
01:28:07,365 --> 01:28:09,117
Talking in circles.

1165
01:28:10,702 --> 01:28:12,120
Guess so.

1166
01:28:27,719 --> 01:28:29,471
Very true.

1167
01:28:32,224 --> 01:28:33,475
Yeah.

1168
01:28:33,892 --> 01:28:35,143
Sleepy?

1169
01:28:35,894 --> 01:28:37,646
I drank too much.

1170
01:28:40,565 --> 01:28:41,983
Go to bed.

1171
01:28:45,570 --> 01:28:47,823
Should I set your alarm?

1172
01:28:49,241 --> 01:28:50,659
7 please.

1173
01:29:14,099 --> 01:29:15,433
Shin.

1174
01:29:41,459 --> 01:29:42,878
Coward.

1175
01:32:05,603 --> 01:32:06,688
You're back.

1176
01:32:06,771 --> 01:32:09,691
You're leaving early.

1177
01:32:09,941 --> 01:32:12,527
I get coffee with the paper.

1178
01:32:13,111 --> 01:32:15,196
Because you got promoted?

1179
01:32:15,447 --> 01:32:16,698
You got my email.

1180
01:32:16,781 --> 01:32:19,034
Could've told me sooner.

1181
01:32:19,784 --> 01:32:23,705
I'll ask Yukie about moving in.

1182
01:32:24,122 --> 01:32:25,540
How about Kayoko?

1183
01:32:25,623 --> 01:32:27,876
Too complicated.

1184
01:32:29,961 --> 01:32:33,214
I'm falling for Kayoko.

1185
01:32:36,134 --> 01:32:38,553
She's falling for me too.

1186
01:32:39,804 --> 01:32:41,056
Oh, okay.

1187
01:32:42,474 --> 01:32:46,394
I didn't ask her,
but it's obvious.

1188
01:32:46,811 --> 01:32:48,396
I know.

1189
01:32:49,814 --> 01:32:52,233
Nothing's happened, but...

1190
01:32:52,317 --> 01:32:55,737
Whatever, don't worry about me.

1191
01:32:57,322 --> 01:32:58,239
It's fine.

1192
01:32:58,823 --> 01:32:59,741
Sorry.

1193
01:33:00,492 --> 01:33:03,578
It's fine, go.

1194
01:33:03,661 --> 01:33:05,080
See you.

1195
01:33:09,334 --> 01:33:11,586
I wanna die.

1196
01:33:12,337 --> 01:33:14,589
Don't say that.

1197
01:33:17,675 --> 01:33:19,260
Forget it.

1198
01:33:24,015 --> 01:33:27,102
About Kayoko, it's no big deal.

1199
01:33:27,852 --> 01:33:29,104
It's better.

1200
01:33:30,021 --> 01:33:31,272
Don't die.

1201
01:33:32,357 --> 01:33:34,275
Why not?

1202
01:33:35,193 --> 01:33:37,112
I'd miss you.

1203
01:33:38,363 --> 01:33:40,115
Am I living for you?

1204
01:33:41,366 --> 01:33:46,287
Not just me, but all of our
friends would miss you.

1205
01:33:51,709 --> 01:33:53,795
So selfish.

1206
01:33:57,715 --> 01:34:00,468
I've got nothing left.

1207
01:34:03,221 --> 01:34:07,475
I've lost my words.

1208
01:34:09,727 --> 01:34:12,313
I'm completely empty.

1209
01:34:20,238 --> 01:34:21,823
Wait 5 years.

1210
01:34:27,579 --> 01:34:29,831
What'll happen then?

1211
01:34:32,083 --> 01:34:34,669
I'll come support you.

1212
01:34:35,753 --> 01:34:39,340
You can do whatever you want.

1213
01:34:40,592 --> 01:34:42,177
Are you serious?

1214
01:34:44,262 --> 01:34:46,014
Become what you want.

1215
01:34:46,931 --> 01:34:49,184
I'll be the Post Master.

1216
01:34:50,935 --> 01:34:52,187
Alright?

1217
01:35:01,279 --> 01:35:02,530
I'll be back.

1218
01:35:02,947 --> 01:35:04,365
Get going.

1219
01:35:22,467 --> 01:35:23,384
I'm home.

1220
01:35:25,970 --> 01:35:28,223
Welcome back.

1221
01:35:29,307 --> 01:35:31,726
I drank too much.

1222
01:35:58,670 --> 01:36:01,256
Sorry, I had to go.

1223
01:36:01,673 --> 01:36:08,096
Put the key in the mailbox if you
leave before Mamoru's back.

1224
01:36:08,179 --> 01:36:09,597
There's coffee.

1225
01:36:09,847 --> 01:36:13,768
Eggs and bread are in the fridge.

1226
01:36:15,687 --> 01:36:17,605
Take what you like.

1227
01:36:18,189 --> 01:36:19,607
Shinnosuke.

1228
01:36:24,195 --> 01:36:25,780
Did he tell you?

1229
01:36:26,531 --> 01:36:27,615
About Hyogo?

1230
01:36:29,701 --> 01:36:30,952
And this place?

1231
01:36:31,202 --> 01:36:33,788
Do you want to move in?

1232
01:36:34,372 --> 01:36:36,291
I'm not leaving home.

1233
01:36:37,041 --> 01:36:37,792
Got-it.

1234
01:36:38,710 --> 01:36:41,129
Do you have any other friends?

1235
01:36:42,880 --> 01:36:45,300
Shinnosuke's leaving you.

1236
01:36:46,050 --> 01:36:47,635
I've got Kayoko.

1237
01:36:48,553 --> 01:36:50,471
Until she gets a job.

1238
01:36:59,564 --> 01:37:00,481
Shin.

1239
01:37:05,403 --> 01:37:10,158
I've got a crush on Shin.

1240
01:37:13,411 --> 01:37:14,495
What'll I do?

1241
01:37:23,588 --> 01:37:25,006
Forget about him.

1242
01:37:25,590 --> 01:37:26,507
Why?

1243
01:37:27,425 --> 01:37:30,345
Shinnosuke is too good for you.

1244
01:37:31,929 --> 01:37:33,681
Why would you say that?

1245
01:37:34,932 --> 01:37:38,853
Shinnosuke's a nice guy.

1246
01:37:41,272 --> 01:37:43,191
Not just to you.

1247
01:37:44,776 --> 01:37:46,361
You got the wrong idea.

1248
01:37:51,115 --> 01:37:54,035
Why are you talking down to me?

1249
01:37:57,622 --> 01:38:00,041
I'm worried about you.

1250
01:38:02,627 --> 01:38:05,546
You can't be supportive?

1251
01:38:05,963 --> 01:38:07,382
Supportive?

1252
01:38:09,467 --> 01:38:11,386
What would change?

1253
01:38:16,140 --> 01:38:17,892
Kayoko's too good.

1254
01:38:19,644 --> 01:38:21,396
She's far too good

1255
01:38:21,979 --> 01:38:24,232
to be with a guy like you.

1256
01:38:24,482 --> 01:38:26,401
I think so too.

1257
01:38:27,318 --> 01:38:29,570
Why don't you disagree?

1258
01:38:30,655 --> 01:38:32,073
You're right.

1259
01:38:32,824 --> 01:38:34,909
You have no right to love.

1260
01:38:35,660 --> 01:38:36,911
Love...

1261
01:38:38,162 --> 01:38:39,580
Why're you together?

1262
01:38:40,164 --> 01:38:41,416
What do you mean?

1263
01:38:41,666 --> 01:38:43,251
Don't you love her?

1264
01:38:45,336 --> 01:38:47,755
I can't express it with words.

1265
01:38:50,675 --> 01:38:52,760
You're a failed poet.

1266
01:38:54,512 --> 01:38:58,933
Words have their limitations.

1267
01:39:02,854 --> 01:39:05,273
Are we done? I'm tired.

1268
01:39:06,691 --> 01:39:09,110
Tell me how it started?

1269
01:39:09,861 --> 01:39:11,279
How what started?

1270
01:39:11,362 --> 01:39:14,115
Between you and Kayoko.

1271
01:39:16,868 --> 01:39:18,953
She sent me a letter.

1272
01:39:19,203 --> 01:39:21,956
What kind of letter?

1273
01:39:22,373 --> 01:39:23,791
Asking to meet.

1274
01:39:26,043 --> 01:39:28,296
- How long...
- Great letter.

1275
01:39:30,214 --> 01:39:34,302
I was so moved,
I went to see her.

1276
01:39:39,557 --> 01:39:41,142
I'm going to bed.

1277
01:39:44,228 --> 01:39:46,147
You prefer letters?

1278
01:39:46,731 --> 01:39:48,483
Rather than email?

1279
01:39:49,066 --> 01:39:50,651
I think I do.

1280
01:39:52,737 --> 01:39:53,488
Night.

1281
01:39:53,571 --> 01:39:54,822
Good night.

1282
01:39:55,740 --> 01:39:56,824
Do you have...

1283
01:39:57,909 --> 01:39:59,827
paper and an envelope?

1284
01:42:15,046 --> 01:42:15,796
What's wrong?

1285
01:42:18,883 --> 01:42:20,468
I wrote a letter.

1286
01:42:21,052 --> 01:42:22,136
A letter?

1287
01:42:22,887 --> 01:42:24,138
To Shin.

1288
01:42:28,059 --> 01:42:32,647
I thought I'd leave it
here at my brother's.

1289
01:42:33,564 --> 01:42:35,983
Could you listen to it?

1290
01:42:36,567 --> 01:42:39,987
I'm really embarrassed
by what I've written.

1291
01:42:42,573 --> 01:42:45,660
Is it something I should hear?

1292
01:42:48,412 --> 01:42:53,000
There's no one else I can ask.

1293
01:42:54,919 --> 01:42:56,504
If you're sure.

1294
01:43:00,591 --> 01:43:04,011
Okay, I'll start.

1295
01:43:07,431 --> 01:43:09,183
Dear Shinnosuke Tada,

1296
01:43:11,102 --> 01:43:13,521
Good morning, good afternoon,

1297
01:43:13,771 --> 01:43:16,357
good evening, welcome home.

1298
01:43:18,776 --> 01:43:24,365
Forgive my greetings, I don't
know when you're reading this.

1299
01:43:26,283 --> 01:43:28,703
I'm bashful addressing you this way.

1300
01:43:30,955 --> 01:43:35,209
Please understand that
this uncharacteristic letter

1301
01:43:35,793 --> 01:43:41,382
with uncharacteristic words
is not from the usual me.

1302
01:43:44,635 --> 01:43:47,054
I'm sure you already know,

1303
01:43:48,973 --> 01:43:51,225
I'm falling for you.

1304
01:43:54,979 --> 01:43:58,566
I-don't know what I should say

1305
01:43:58,816 --> 01:44:00,735
Nothing comes to mind.

1306
01:44:02,153 --> 01:44:07,742
Do you have to fall for me
because I have fallen for you?

1307
01:44:09,827 --> 01:44:11,912
Obviously, you do not.

1308
01:44:13,998 --> 01:44:18,085
There is nothing I
can do to influence

1309
01:44:20,337 --> 01:44:22,923
how you feel.

1310
01:44:27,678 --> 01:44:32,433
I believe I understand
how you feel about me.

1311
01:44:33,184 --> 01:44:37,605
I know you do not
feel the same way.

1312
01:44:41,025 --> 01:44:45,446
If this letter is not
from the usual me

1313
01:44:46,530 --> 01:44:50,785
I thought your feelings
for me could change.

1314
01:44:52,870 --> 01:44:58,292
If I am not who you think I am,

1315
01:44:58,876 --> 01:45:04,298
maybe my love will find a chance.

1316
01:45:05,883 --> 01:45:10,137
That's my hope in writing you.

1317
01:45:15,392 --> 01:45:19,313
But the thought of you
thinking I'm an easy girl,

1318
01:45:20,231 --> 01:45:23,484
makes me want to
tear this letter up.

1319
01:45:24,735 --> 01:45:27,988
I don't want to think that way.

1320
01:45:31,408 --> 01:45:32,493
I just...

1321
01:45:35,079 --> 01:45:37,164
realized something.

1322
01:45:39,583 --> 01:45:43,337
I simply want you to love me.

1323
01:45:45,089 --> 01:45:50,177
All of these written words
encompass that feeling.

1324
01:45:51,762 --> 01:45:54,515
Does that scare you?

1325
01:45:55,933 --> 01:45:58,519
Jumping from like to love,

1326
01:45:58,936 --> 01:46:02,022
I'm finding myself a bit lost.

1327
01:46:03,274 --> 01:46:04,859
I'm being honest.

1328
01:46:06,110 --> 01:46:09,363
All of my words and
actions toward you

1329
01:46:10,281 --> 01:46:12,700
yearn for your love.

1330
01:46:16,287 --> 01:46:21,208
I must first love
before I can be loved.

1331
01:46:21,625 --> 01:46:24,545
That's what the Nuns taught me

1332
01:46:25,296 --> 01:46:27,882
at my missionary school.

1333
01:46:28,799 --> 01:46:31,218
I don't feel I ever have.

1334
01:46:32,970 --> 01:46:34,889
Without being loved,

1335
01:46:35,973 --> 01:46:38,893
or being taught how to love,

1336
01:46:40,978 --> 01:46:44,398
I don't think I could
ever love someone.

1337
01:46:45,482 --> 01:46:47,067
As I write this,

1338
01:46:49,153 --> 01:46:55,576
I'm starting to realize just how
unreasonable this love letter is.

1339
01:46:57,494 --> 01:47:01,248
But we shouldn't give
up on these feelings

1340
01:47:01,999 --> 01:47:05,085
even if we don't
know how to love.

1341
01:47:08,339 --> 01:47:12,927
There's a feeling in me
that I want to call love.

1342
01:47:14,678 --> 01:47:17,598
For now at least

1343
01:47:19,016 --> 01:47:22,436
Do you feel the same?

1344
01:47:24,188 --> 01:47:25,773
I'm sure you do.

1345
01:47:27,858 --> 01:47:30,945
Maybe you feel it for someone else.

1346
01:47:31,695 --> 01:47:35,616
But you can't nurture
this feeling by yourself.

1347
01:47:37,368 --> 01:47:40,621
I know from experience.

1348
01:47:44,208 --> 01:47:48,462
If only you would direct
that feeling toward me,

1349
01:47:50,047 --> 01:47:53,133
it would keep growing bigger.

1350
01:47:54,385 --> 01:48:01,141
Then I'm sure that feeling would
become neither yours nor mine.

1351
01:48:04,395 --> 01:48:08,649
Even if it ends up being for
someone else in the future,

1352
01:48:08,732 --> 01:48:13,320
it's worth the time to
nurture and grow it.

1353
01:48:17,741 --> 01:48:24,832
But I want you to be the one
I nurture this feeling with.

1354
01:48:29,253 --> 01:48:31,171
What you need,

1355
01:48:33,424 --> 01:48:35,509
I can give you.

1356
01:48:40,931 --> 01:48:45,019
I've rambled on here but
these are my true feelings.

1357
01:48:45,602 --> 01:48:48,355
Good night.

1358
01:48:49,273 --> 01:48:50,524
See you.

1359
01:48:51,775 --> 01:48:53,694
But not goodbye.

1360
01:48:54,611 --> 01:48:56,196
I await your reply.

1361
01:48:57,281 --> 01:49:00,367
Yours truly, Yukie.

1362
01:49:05,456 --> 01:49:07,041
Wonderful letter.

1363
01:49:09,460 --> 01:49:10,711
Really?

1364
01:49:12,629 --> 01:49:14,048
It really is.

1365
01:50:31,542 --> 01:50:32,793
Hello.

1366
01:50:35,379 --> 01:50:36,296
Hey.

1367
01:50:37,714 --> 01:50:39,466
Your place is empty.

1368
01:50:39,466 --> 01:50:40,300
Yeah.

1369
01:50:42,052 --> 01:50:44,471
Are you gonna live alone?

1370
01:50:44,888 --> 01:50:46,974
I'm looking for a roommate.

1371
01:50:48,058 --> 01:50:49,977
Do you have any friends?

1372
01:50:50,060 --> 01:50:54,648
It's just a roommate
I don't need a friend.

1373
01:50:57,401 --> 01:51:00,487
Shinnosuke and I
weren't friends at first

1374
01:51:02,239 --> 01:51:03,490
It's easier.

1375
01:51:04,408 --> 01:51:08,328
I'll choose whoever is
convenient at the time.

1376
01:51:09,079 --> 01:51:10,998
If they have the money.

1377
01:51:12,916 --> 01:51:14,835
What's your rent?

1378
01:51:15,419 --> 01:51:16,837
85,000 yen.

1379
01:51:17,087 --> 01:51:20,340
Koenji's expensive.

1380
01:51:22,092 --> 01:51:24,344
Nice of your mother.

1381
01:51:24,928 --> 01:51:26,346
I work too.

1382
01:51:27,264 --> 01:51:28,515
Where?

1383
01:51:29,266 --> 01:51:30,350
I'm not telling.

1384
01:51:30,934 --> 01:51:32,019
Why?

1385
01:51:32,436 --> 01:51:34,188
I told you.

1386
01:51:35,105 --> 01:51:36,190
Did you?

1387
01:51:36,607 --> 01:51:38,192
You should remember.

1388
01:51:40,777 --> 01:51:43,530
How about 70,000 yen?

1389
01:51:44,281 --> 01:51:45,365
What?

1390
01:51:45,616 --> 01:51:47,034
Wanna live together?

1391
01:51:47,618 --> 01:51:49,536
What will you tell Yukie?

1392
01:51:50,287 --> 01:51:51,872
You're my sister.

1393
01:51:52,956 --> 01:51:55,876
If she asks why
you kept it secret?

1394
01:51:56,460 --> 01:51:58,378
I'll say it was complicated.

1395
01:52:05,969 --> 01:52:09,389
My Mom got hospitalized

1396
01:52:11,308 --> 01:52:13,060
so I might go back.

1397
01:52:15,479 --> 01:52:16,063
When?

1398
01:52:17,314 --> 01:52:18,899
Last Sunday

1399
01:52:20,484 --> 01:52:21,902
What's wrong?

1400
01:52:22,486 --> 01:52:24,238
Ovarian cancer.

1401
01:52:27,991 --> 01:52:30,744
They found it early.

1402
01:52:32,162 --> 01:52:34,581
She'll be there about a month.

1403
01:52:35,165 --> 01:52:36,750
Can you afford it?

1404
01:52:37,000 --> 01:52:38,085
Probably not.

1405
01:52:38,835 --> 01:52:40,420
I'll give up my place.

1406
01:52:40,504 --> 01:52:41,588
In Tokyo?

1407
01:52:45,676 --> 01:52:47,261
I don't approve.

1408
01:52:48,011 --> 01:52:49,096
Why?

1409
01:52:49,346 --> 01:52:54,601
You can't just quit college
after going for 3 years.

1410
01:52:54,851 --> 01:52:56,770
It's a waste of money.

1411
01:52:57,187 --> 01:52:58,605
I won't quit.

1412
01:53:00,857 --> 01:53:02,276
Taking a leave?

1413
01:53:04,361 --> 01:53:09,449
I only have one year of
compulsory tests left.

1414
01:53:10,033 --> 01:53:13,287
Commuting from Kobe is cheaper.

1415
01:53:14,371 --> 01:53:17,624
It'd help if I can stay here.

1416
01:53:22,379 --> 01:53:27,301
I thought it'd be better
to look for work out there.

1417
01:53:29,219 --> 01:53:30,804
These things happen.

1418
01:53:33,724 --> 01:53:36,476
What about your life?

1419
01:53:37,060 --> 01:53:39,313
If she dies, you're alone

1420
01:53:39,563 --> 01:53:40,814
What?

1421
01:53:41,231 --> 01:53:47,154
It'll be expensive
even for 1 year.

1422
01:53:47,738 --> 01:53:50,824
You'll live in two places,

1423
01:53:52,075 --> 01:53:55,162
and have no time with work.

1424
01:53:58,582 --> 01:54:01,168
I can give up this apartment.

1425
01:54:01,585 --> 01:54:04,004
We'll find a cheaper place.

1426
01:54:04,588 --> 01:54:07,841
You'll be better off
working in Tokyo.

1427
01:54:12,596 --> 01:54:17,351
I just want to be
close to my Mom.

1428
01:54:18,935 --> 01:54:22,856
Who knows when she'll die.

1429
01:54:23,607 --> 01:54:25,192
Is she dying?

1430
01:54:29,446 --> 01:54:30,864
How old is she?

1431
01:54:38,288 --> 01:54:39,706
Could l...

1432
01:54:41,291 --> 01:54:43,210
borrow money?

1433
01:54:45,462 --> 01:54:46,380
How much?

1434
01:54:46,797 --> 01:54:48,048
500,000 yen.

1435
01:54:50,967 --> 01:54:54,721
I can give you about half now.

1436
01:54:55,639 --> 01:54:56,723
Sorry.

1437
01:54:57,307 --> 01:54:58,725
Can you wait 2 months?

1438
01:54:59,643 --> 01:55:02,896
I'lI have to ask the hospital

1439
01:55:02,979 --> 01:55:06,400
I can start working 6 days a week.

1440
01:55:07,150 --> 01:55:09,236
No consumer loans.

1441
01:55:10,654 --> 01:55:12,072
I know.

1442
01:55:12,989 --> 01:55:13,907
Thanks.

1443
01:55:13,990 --> 01:55:15,242
No problem.

1444
01:55:16,827 --> 01:55:19,079
Will you meet her?

1445
01:55:20,831 --> 01:55:22,249
She's not dying.

1446
01:55:22,833 --> 01:55:24,751
She will someday.

1447
01:55:26,670 --> 01:55:30,757
I can't go in and out of a family?

1448
01:55:31,174 --> 01:55:35,262
She's not family?

1449
01:55:35,679 --> 01:55:38,598
Didn't time ensure she isn't?

1450
01:55:39,015 --> 01:55:40,600
Us too?

1451
01:55:43,687 --> 01:55:45,939
Do you blame Mom?

1452
01:55:47,023 --> 01:55:48,775
Do you blame Dad?

1453
01:55:49,192 --> 01:55:52,279
I know things were complicated,

1454
01:55:53,029 --> 01:55:56,116
but he did terrible things to her.

1455
01:55:59,536 --> 01:56:02,289
I think it was mutual.

1456
01:56:04,207 --> 01:56:08,128
Dad's doing great with
my_step mom here.

1457
01:56:11,381 --> 01:56:16,303
So it wasn't all his fault.
some aren't compatible

1458
01:56:18,388 --> 01:56:19,973
Same here.

1459
01:56:22,559 --> 01:56:23,977
Good to know.

1460
01:56:25,562 --> 01:56:29,149
For some people,
separating is the answer.

1461
01:56:35,739 --> 01:56:36,990
Maybe...

1462
01:56:39,743 --> 01:56:42,996
But which is the right choice?

1463
01:56:45,582 --> 01:56:51,004
If you want to stay together,
but you have to separate?

1464
01:56:52,923 --> 01:56:55,509
I wouldn't know.

1465
01:56:56,092 --> 01:56:57,344
Yeah you do.

1466
01:57:01,264 --> 01:57:03,016
Well it's simple.

1467
01:57:03,767 --> 01:57:04,851
How so?

1468
01:57:05,936 --> 01:57:08,522
Whatever you choose is right.

1469
01:57:10,273 --> 01:57:11,525
Yeah.

1470
01:57:12,609 --> 01:57:15,028
Things work out for the best.

1471
01:57:16,446 --> 01:57:18,031
So simple.

1472
01:57:18,782 --> 01:57:20,200
Sometimes.

1473
01:57:21,117 --> 01:57:22,202
That's true.

1474
01:57:39,636 --> 01:57:40,887
What's that?

1475
01:57:44,808 --> 01:57:46,226
What's wrong?

1476
01:57:56,486 --> 01:57:57,737
"Dear Shin'

1477
01:57:58,321 --> 01:57:59,072
Ah, Yukie.

1478
01:58:03,493 --> 01:58:04,578
A love letter.

1479
01:58:47,704 --> 01:58:48,788
What?

1480
01:58:53,209 --> 01:58:58,381
Yukie has a new boyfriend.

1481
01:58:59,549 --> 01:59:00,800
Didn't you hear?

1482
01:59:01,885 --> 01:59:02,802
No.

1483
01:59:06,056 --> 01:59:08,892
She can't keep
doing this anymore.

1484
01:59:14,064 --> 01:59:16,483
Please throw this out.

1485
02:01:09,512 --> 02:01:11,264
That's private.

1486
02:01:11,681 --> 02:01:13,933
So you've been writing.

1487
02:01:15,518 --> 02:01:16,770
It's old.

1488
02:01:18,354 --> 02:01:20,273
Where've you been recently?

1489
02:01:21,024 --> 02:01:22,442
None of your business.

1490
02:01:23,860 --> 02:01:25,111
What'll you do?

1491
02:01:25,361 --> 02:01:26,279
About what?

1492
02:01:26,863 --> 02:01:29,449
Are you moving in or not?

1493
02:01:31,034 --> 02:01:32,619
Is it okay?

1494
02:01:33,870 --> 02:01:35,622
This won't happen again.

1495
02:01:37,874 --> 02:01:39,459
Do you regret it?

1496
02:01:39,542 --> 02:01:40,960
Doesn't matter.

1497
02:01:41,377 --> 02:01:43,797
This just won't happen again.

1498
02:01:45,381 --> 02:01:48,134
We'd be nothing
more than roommates.

1499
02:01:51,221 --> 02:01:52,972
What's the rent?

1500
02:01:53,056 --> 02:01:54,307
70,000 yen.

1501
02:01:54,724 --> 02:01:56,142
Any other rules?

1502
02:01:57,060 --> 02:01:58,311
Not really.

1503
02:02:02,732 --> 02:02:04,150
I'd like to move in.

1504
02:02:07,737 --> 02:02:08,822
When?

1505
02:02:09,405 --> 02:02:11,658
Next month, April 1st.

1506
02:02:13,576 --> 02:02:16,162
You better not be fooling me.

1507
02:02:16,412 --> 02:02:17,997
Don't worry, no jokes.

1508
02:02:20,083 --> 02:02:21,334
I'm hungry.

1509
02:02:21,751 --> 02:02:22,836
Wanna go out?

1510
02:02:23,253 --> 02:02:24,671
Can I shower?

1511
02:02:25,088 --> 02:02:26,256
Sure.

1512
02:02:26,256 --> 02:02:28,174
Get me something?
Okay.

1513
02:02:28,758 --> 02:02:29,843
Where're you going?

1514
02:02:30,593 --> 02:02:32,178
Kobeya near the station.

1515
02:02:33,263 --> 02:02:35,014
Something sweet.

1516
02:02:36,432 --> 02:02:37,684
Got it.

1517
02:02:38,935 --> 02:02:43,022
There's the Yurakucho Line
and lots of convenient stores.

1518
02:02:44,607 --> 02:02:45,859
It's accommodating.

1519
02:02:50,446 --> 02:02:51,865
It's official then.

1520
02:02:53,449 --> 02:02:54,868
Thank you.

1521
02:03:49,672 --> 02:03:51,591
I'm Etsuko.

1522
02:03:52,508 --> 02:03:54,427
This is my first tweet.

1523
02:03:56,346 --> 02:03:59,265
I've always lurked around.

1524
02:04:02,352 --> 02:04:07,774
I am sure most of my
followers already know,

1525
02:04:08,524 --> 02:04:13,112
I write-poetry outside my day job.

1526
02:04:15,198 --> 02:04:16,783
Although slowly,

1527
02:04:17,033 --> 02:04:20,787
-am-writing more now.

1528
02:04:23,539 --> 02:04:29,128
The reason I wrote on
my-blog and not Twitter

1529
02:04:30,380 --> 02:04:34,634
was the fear of how
the-words would flow.

1530
02:04:36,052 --> 02:04:43,643
The 140-character limit
may-benefit my writing.

1531
02:04:44,227 --> 02:04:46,312
But there are no line breaks.

1532
02:04:48,064 --> 02:04:53,653
It's a bit different from
what-I wanted to do.

1533
02:04:55,238 --> 02:05:01,661
But today,Id like to tweet
a poem as an experiment.

1534
02:05:03,079 --> 02:05:05,665
This may be the first and last.

1535
02:05:07,417 --> 02:05:13,339
should note, this poem
was not penned by me.

1536
02:05:14,257 --> 02:05:17,844
But-it's a-poem I really enjoy.

1537
02:05:18,761 --> 02:05:25,768
I'm putting it out without
the author's permission.

1538
02:05:28,604 --> 02:05:34,193
I believe this is the
intent of this poem.

1539
02:05:34,944 --> 02:05:37,530
Even if it's not the author's.

1540
02:05:38,614 --> 02:05:46,039
Each tweet will be
one line from the poem.

1541
02:05:47,123 --> 02:05:53,546
I'm sorry if this
floods your timeline.

1542
02:05:55,465 --> 02:06:00,219
Please spread the
poem if you like it.

1543
02:06:01,971 --> 02:06:05,058
If possible, in its entirety.

1544
02:06:06,476 --> 02:06:12,398
We might be in for a major
flood in all of our timelines.

1545
02:06:18,988 --> 02:06:20,239
Let's start.

1546
02:06:28,998 --> 02:06:30,416
Love Letter

1547
02:06:33,169 --> 02:06:38,758
One night,
Ms. Noguchi wrote a letter.

1548
02:06:41,844 --> 02:06:46,099
The letter was brief
and undemanding,

1549
02:06:47,683 --> 02:06:52,939
with words of love that
move people's hearts.

1550
02:06:55,358 --> 02:07:00,613
But people's thoughts are
not always communicated.

1551
02:07:03,533 --> 02:07:08,454
In a world filled with
undelivered messages,

1552
02:07:11,374 --> 02:07:18,131
Ms. Noguchi's letter and
thoughts were also undelivered.

1553
02:07:20,216 --> 02:07:27,974
Her friend Ms. Kanamori
was pained to learn this.

1554
02:07:30,893 --> 02:07:35,481
Camels carried many
letters in the past.

1555
02:07:37,733 --> 02:07:42,155
Gulls have replaced them
to fulfill that role today.

1556
02:07:44,907 --> 02:07:50,997
Ever-changing thoughts can
only be known by the words.

1557
02:07:54,917 --> 02:07:58,671
Where do these
undelivered thoughts go?

1558
02:08:00,089 --> 02:08:06,345
In parentheses:
They go nowhere of course.

1559
02:08:07,263 --> 02:08:12,351
I could not stop
thinking about this.

1560
02:08:16,606 --> 02:08:21,360
One night, every clock in the world
showed the same time.

1561
02:08:24,447 --> 02:08:32,371
Ms. Noguchi anticipated this and
debuted as a radio DJ that night.

1562
02:08:34,624 --> 02:08:42,715
She called for faxes with undelivered
words of love from around the world.

1563
02:08:45,134 --> 02:08:49,222
The entire world listened
to her late night program.

1564
02:08:52,308 --> 02:08:56,229
On this one night only,

1565
02:08:57,647 --> 02:09:02,735
Ms. Noguchi read
countless faxes of love.

1566
02:09:05,821 --> 02:09:13,246
Some reached its respective
listener while others did not.

1567
02:09:16,332 --> 02:09:23,756
All these undelivered thoughts pained
every "Ms. Kanamori" around the world.

1568
02:09:27,677 --> 02:09:33,766
Ms. Noguchi closed her program
with the following words.

1569
02:09:40,523 --> 02:09:44,777
Dawn has come,
let us say goodbye.

1570
02:09:47,029 --> 02:09:51,951
My words of love
belong to only one.

1571
02:09:54,370 --> 02:09:56,289
Even so,

1572
02:09:59,375 --> 02:10:01,961
they reach the hearts of all.

1573
02:10:09,885 --> 02:10:11,470
On that note,

1574
02:10:12,888 --> 02:10:14,307
Goodbye everyone.

1575
02:10:59,602 --> 02:11:03,522
Thank you all for coming today.

1576
02:11:07,276 --> 02:11:13,532
If you'd like to meet the cast,
they will be available in the lobby.

1577
02:11:15,284 --> 02:11:17,036
Thank you very much.

1578
02:11:44,313 --> 02:11:48,234
Two years later

1579
02:11:51,737 --> 02:11:52,321
-

1580
02:11:54,657 --> 02:11:54,990
-

1581
02:12:16,929 --> 02:12:17,263
Coloskin.

1582
02:12:17,513 --> 02:12:17,763
Coloskin.

1583
02:12:18,097 --> 02:12:18,597
Coloskin.

1584
02:12:18,931 --> 02:12:20,099
Coloskin.

1585
02:12:20,266 --> 02:12:21,100
Coloskin.

1586
02:12:21,267 --> 02:12:21,600
Coloskin.

1587
02:12:39,535 --> 02:12:40,786
Getting off?

1588
02:12:41,871 --> 02:12:43,289
What's wrong?

1589
02:12:45,875 --> 02:12:47,626
I'll get the next one.

1590
02:12:48,711 --> 02:12:49,962
Why?

1591
02:12:50,212 --> 02:12:51,464
I'll call you.

1592
02:12:51,714 --> 02:12:52,798
I apologize.

1593
02:13:17,740 --> 02:13:18,991
Hi.

1594
02:13:20,409 --> 02:13:21,076
Hi.

1595
02:13:21,243 --> 02:13:21,494
Hi.

1596
02:13:24,747 --> 02:13:26,332
Hey!

1597
02:13:30,586 --> 02:13:32,171
So much make-up.

1598
02:13:32,254 --> 02:13:33,339
Shut up.

1599
02:13:33,422 --> 02:13:35,341
"I'll take the next one."

1600
02:13:35,508 --> 02:13:36,592
You snot.

1601
02:13:36,592 --> 02:13:38,594
You're a butt-head.

1602
02:13:38,928 --> 02:13:40,513
Why the uniform?

1603
02:13:40,596 --> 02:13:42,014
Women love it.

1604
02:13:42,097 --> 02:13:43,349
Women love that?

1605
02:13:43,432 --> 02:13:46,602
Yeah, girls love uniforms.

1606
02:13:46,769 --> 02:13:47,853
I don't.

1607
02:13:47,937 --> 02:13:49,021
What're you doing?

1608
02:13:49,104 --> 02:13:54,026
The bandmaster wants to
hit on girls while in Japan.

1609
02:13:54,276 --> 02:13:55,694
Don't blame him.

1610
02:13:55,778 --> 02:13:58,197
I strike out in Seoul.

1611
02:13:58,447 --> 02:14:00,366
'Cause I'm Japanese.

1612
02:14:00,616 --> 02:14:02,034
I'm always ignored.

1613
02:14:02,785 --> 02:14:04,203
Why're you back?

1614
02:14:04,453 --> 02:14:08,207
Korea's New Year is
the beginning of February.

1615
02:14:08,290 --> 02:14:09,542
I didn't know.

1616
02:14:09,792 --> 02:14:11,377
Well, it is.

1617
02:14:11,460 --> 02:14:16,715
Every soldier in Korea tries to
take as much leave as they can.

1618
02:14:16,799 --> 02:14:19,218
We're off before and after.

1619
02:14:20,052 --> 02:14:21,637
So the flirting.

1620
02:14:21,720 --> 02:14:24,056
You come home just for girls?

1621
02:14:24,139 --> 02:14:25,891
And why shouldn't I?

1622
02:14:26,141 --> 02:14:27,977
Did you call your parents?

1623
02:14:28,060 --> 02:14:29,562
Why would I?

1624
02:14:29,645 --> 02:14:31,063
I can't see them.

1625
02:14:31,313 --> 02:14:32,898
You should.

1626
02:14:33,148 --> 02:14:34,066
Why?

1627
02:14:34,149 --> 02:14:36,068
Because I might die?

1628
02:14:37,319 --> 02:14:40,406
I'll be fine.
I'm in the marching band.

1629
02:14:40,656 --> 02:14:41,574
What's that?

1630
02:14:42,491 --> 02:14:48,914
We do parades on the front line with
the American and Korean militaries.

1631
02:14:49,665 --> 02:14:51,000
So not out front?

1632
02:14:51,166 --> 02:14:53,335
I said we're at the front.

1633
02:14:53,502 --> 02:14:57,089
We're rearranged
immediately if attacked.

1634
02:14:59,008 --> 02:15:00,259
You want that?

1635
02:15:00,342 --> 02:15:01,260
Want what?

1636
02:15:01,260 --> 02:15:03,762
Music during war.

1637
02:15:04,513 --> 02:15:07,600
Music proved to be necessary.

1638
02:15:09,518 --> 02:15:10,936
What're you up to?

1639
02:15:13,188 --> 02:15:15,107
I edit a theater magazine.

1640
02:15:15,190 --> 02:15:16,942
Give me a break.

1641
02:15:17,026 --> 02:15:19,278
Don't say it like that.

1642
02:15:20,863 --> 02:15:22,364
You should perform.

1643
02:15:22,698 --> 02:15:24,283
Especially now.

1644
02:15:24,450 --> 02:15:25,451
Do it.

1645
02:15:26,035 --> 02:15:27,953
It's not that easy.

1646
02:15:28,203 --> 02:15:30,623
Most things are easy.

1647
02:15:30,706 --> 02:15:32,207
Do it.

1648
02:15:48,223 --> 02:15:49,808
Are you in Japan?

1649
02:15:50,225 --> 02:15:51,226
No, I'm not.

1650
02:15:52,895 --> 02:15:55,481
Why hide such a great gig?

1651
02:15:56,065 --> 02:15:57,149
Is it great?

1652
02:15:57,232 --> 02:15:58,317
Isn't it?

1653
02:15:58,901 --> 02:16:00,486
Why'd you join?

1654
02:16:00,736 --> 02:16:01,987
The military?

1655
02:16:02,404 --> 02:16:05,991
A private police force isn't military.

1656
02:16:06,241 --> 02:16:08,160
The duties are the same.

1657
02:16:08,744 --> 02:16:10,496
I haven't killed anyone.

1658
02:16:10,579 --> 02:16:11,997
That's worse.

1659
02:16:12,247 --> 02:16:13,832
So I should kill?

1660
02:16:17,753 --> 02:16:19,838
You're playing it safe.

1661
02:16:20,422 --> 02:16:21,840
What's that mean?

1662
02:16:21,924 --> 02:16:24,009
So nobody can blame you.

1663
02:16:24,593 --> 02:16:26,595
Avoiding responsibility.

1664
02:16:27,930 --> 02:16:29,515
Don't say it like that.

1665
02:16:33,602 --> 02:16:35,187
You got the same cell?

1666
02:16:35,270 --> 02:16:36,355
If I do?

1667
02:16:39,274 --> 02:16:41,193
No, forget it.

1668
02:16:42,778 --> 02:16:43,445
I'm sorry.

1669
02:16:43,612 --> 02:16:46,031
I am sorry too.

1670
02:16:49,284 --> 02:16:51,370
Don't you go off and die.

1671
02:16:51,453 --> 02:16:52,538
I won't die.

1672
02:16:52,955 --> 02:16:55,040
Avoid killing if possible.

1673
02:16:55,124 --> 02:16:56,709
That's a big request.

1674
02:16:58,127 --> 02:17:00,212
You're always difficult.

1675
02:17:00,796 --> 02:17:01,797
See you.

1676
02:17:31,326 --> 02:17:31,744
JR

1677
02:17:35,998 --> 02:17:36,331
JR

1678
02:17:36,999 --> 02:17:37,249
JR

1679
02:17:37,499 --> 02:17:37,750
JR

1680
02:19:53,969 --> 02:19:54,303


1681
02:19:54,553 --> 02:19:54,887


1682
02:19:55,387 --> 02:19:56,555



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02:19:56,555 --> 02:19:56,805


1684
02:19:59,725 --> 02:19:59,975
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1685
02:20:04,229 --> 02:20:04,479
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1686
02:20:06,481 --> 02:20:07,733
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1687
02:20:08,066 --> 02:20:08,400
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1688
02:20:08,567 --> 02:20:09,151
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1689
02:20:09,651 --> 02:20:09,902
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1690
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1691
02:20:15,574 --> 02:20:17,242


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1692
02:20:17,659 --> 02:20:17,910

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1693
02:20:20,746 --> 02:20:21,163
PCB$$

1694
02:20:21,330 --> 02:20:21,663
PCB$

1695
02:20:21,747 --> 02:20:23,498
WESTEND STUDIO

1696
02:20:23,665 --> 02:20:24,666
WESTEND STUDIO

1697
02:20:24,666 --> 02:20:24,917
$37

1698
02:20:31,423 --> 02:20:31,673
=

1699
02:20:34,426 --> 02:20:34,760


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02:20:36,511 --> 02:20:36,929
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1704
02:20:46,355 --> 02:20:46,688
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1705
02:20:46,855 --> 02:20:48,774
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1706
02:20:50,108 --> 02:20:50,692
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02:20:51,276 --> 02:20:51,610
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1711
02:20:59,284 --> 02:20:59,534
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1712
02:20:59,868 --> 02:21:00,202
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02:21:00,702 --> 02:21:00,953
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1714
02:21:02,120 --> 02:21:02,371
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