1 00:00:23,223 --> 00:00:26,590 love you 2 00:00:26,626 --> 00:00:31,188 stars above you 3 00:00:31,231 --> 00:00:35,793 to doubt it 4 00:00:35,835 --> 00:00:40,238 so sure about it 5 00:00:40,273 --> 00:00:44,175 what I'd be without you 6 00:00:48,648 --> 00:00:51,947 leave me 7 00:00:51,985 --> 00:00:56,251 go on, believe me 8 00:00:56,289 --> 00:01:00,487 nothing to me 9 00:01:00,527 --> 00:01:04,258 would living do me? 10 00:01:04,297 --> 00:01:08,927 what I'd be without you 11 00:01:08,968 --> 00:01:12,927 I'd be without you 12 00:01:12,972 --> 00:01:16,533 what I'd be without you 13 00:01:16,576 --> 00:01:18,942 I'd be without you 14 00:01:18,978 --> 00:01:20,775 15 00:01:20,814 --> 00:01:24,375 what I'd be without you 16 00:01:24,417 --> 00:01:27,284 I'd be without you 17 00:01:27,320 --> 00:01:29,220 18 00:01:29,255 --> 00:01:32,622 what I'd be without you 19 00:01:32,659 --> 00:01:34,820 I'd be without you 20 00:01:34,861 --> 00:01:36,761 21 00:01:36,796 --> 00:01:40,664 what I'd be without you. 22 00:01:45,171 --> 00:01:48,538 We've had a long drive back, and we've been giving this time to settle, 23 00:01:48,575 --> 00:01:50,406 but we think that it's important 24 00:01:50,443 --> 00:01:52,809 that we open up and talk about what's happened. 25 00:01:52,846 --> 00:01:54,973 It's too big for us to pretend otherwise. 26 00:01:55,014 --> 00:01:58,575 I know. I'm okay. 27 00:01:58,618 --> 00:02:02,782 Honey, we're not just talking about the miscarriage. 28 00:02:02,822 --> 00:02:04,847 There's the whole course of action that led up to it 29 00:02:04,891 --> 00:02:06,620 that needs to be on the table too. 30 00:02:06,659 --> 00:02:07,785 I know. 31 00:02:07,827 --> 00:02:09,727 I made some mistakes and I'm sorry. 32 00:02:09,762 --> 00:02:12,322 L... I should have 33 00:02:12,365 --> 00:02:16,324 talked to you about... more. 34 00:02:16,369 --> 00:02:19,896 I'm... I'm doing better though, really. 35 00:02:19,939 --> 00:02:22,134 And that's a start, but it doesn't mean... 36 00:02:22,175 --> 00:02:24,507 I just really... I want to put it all behind me. 37 00:02:33,019 --> 00:02:36,011 Okay, but conversation to be continued. 38 00:02:44,864 --> 00:02:46,832 I can't stand this charade. 39 00:02:46,866 --> 00:02:49,357 I don't like it either, but we've got to give it time, Barb. 40 00:02:49,402 --> 00:02:51,495 - How much? - As much as she needs. 41 00:02:51,538 --> 00:02:54,598 Not one thing she says indicates any sense 42 00:02:54,641 --> 00:02:57,166 that her actions were entirely wrong. 43 00:02:57,210 --> 00:02:59,178 - I know. - She takes no responsibility, 44 00:02:59,212 --> 00:03:02,238 she's made herself her own victim and now she refuses to talk. 45 00:03:02,282 --> 00:03:04,250 I'll follow your lead on this, Bill, 46 00:03:04,284 --> 00:03:07,151 but I am not comfortable with the direction this is taking. 47 00:03:07,187 --> 00:03:10,384 She's been through a lot, honey. We can't push her. 48 00:03:10,423 --> 00:03:12,220 I know that. 49 00:03:12,258 --> 00:03:14,783 All I'm saying is 50 00:03:14,827 --> 00:03:18,024 that there's a right way to handle this. 51 00:03:18,064 --> 00:03:19,929 Now you've got to trust me. 52 00:03:28,341 --> 00:03:30,866 Don said you were waiting for me. 53 00:03:30,910 --> 00:03:33,640 We were, but if you'd taken a few more minutes 54 00:03:33,680 --> 00:03:35,409 - that would have been fine too. - Joey! 55 00:03:35,448 --> 00:03:37,313 Sorry. What's up? 56 00:03:37,350 --> 00:03:41,047 We're getting married, Bill... Kathy, Wanda and me. 57 00:03:41,087 --> 00:03:43,715 Boy, that's great news. 58 00:03:43,756 --> 00:03:45,485 Congratulations to all of you. 59 00:03:45,525 --> 00:03:47,720 After what happened at Roman's trial 60 00:03:47,760 --> 00:03:49,921 I hurt so much, I was so angry. 61 00:03:49,963 --> 00:03:52,454 I wasn't sure I could ever be happy again, but... 62 00:03:54,234 --> 00:03:57,169 We're planning on doing it up at my place in a couple of days. 63 00:03:57,203 --> 00:03:59,797 We're hoping you'd perform the sealing. 64 00:03:59,839 --> 00:04:02,637 I'd love to, but you know I don't have the authority. 65 00:04:02,675 --> 00:04:05,906 Roman is a false prophet. 66 00:04:05,945 --> 00:04:08,311 For some reason Heavenly Father's chosen 67 00:04:08,348 --> 00:04:12,978 to leave us without a shepherd. In that absence, we choose you. 68 00:04:14,887 --> 00:04:17,082 I'd be honored. 69 00:04:17,123 --> 00:04:19,921 Oh, boy. 70 00:04:33,840 --> 00:04:35,307 Cake? 71 00:04:35,341 --> 00:04:36,933 Thanks. 72 00:04:38,311 --> 00:04:40,040 Happy birthday. 73 00:04:40,079 --> 00:04:42,047 Thank you. I'm flattered you stuck around. 74 00:04:42,081 --> 00:04:45,482 You've never seemed like the stick-around- after-work-to-socialize type. 75 00:04:45,518 --> 00:04:48,510 I'm not... I don't think. 76 00:04:48,554 --> 00:04:50,351 What type is that? 77 00:04:50,390 --> 00:04:53,587 I don't know... friendly, maybe? 78 00:05:02,869 --> 00:05:06,032 What? 79 00:05:06,072 --> 00:05:07,972 I was just wondering if my birthday wish 80 00:05:08,007 --> 00:05:10,669 - is going to come true. - What's your wish? 81 00:05:12,278 --> 00:05:15,042 Go out with me. 82 00:05:16,115 --> 00:05:18,083 Oh. 83 00:05:18,117 --> 00:05:20,517 Just the two of us? 84 00:05:20,553 --> 00:05:23,488 Yeah, I think so. Yeah. 85 00:05:27,660 --> 00:05:30,720 L... I can't. 86 00:05:30,763 --> 00:05:32,390 I'd like to, 87 00:05:32,432 --> 00:05:35,128 but I don't think so. 88 00:05:35,168 --> 00:05:37,033 I have to go. 89 00:05:38,071 --> 00:05:40,972 Think about it, okay? 90 00:05:42,542 --> 00:05:44,032 I'm sorry. 91 00:05:51,384 --> 00:05:53,352 How come you have to work so much? 92 00:05:53,386 --> 00:05:55,684 Because that's what Mommy does. 93 00:05:55,722 --> 00:05:57,314 She works in a very big building 94 00:05:57,357 --> 00:05:59,325 with lots of important people. 95 00:05:59,359 --> 00:06:03,125 It's brand new and has 11 floors. 96 00:06:03,162 --> 00:06:04,925 What floor do you work on? 97 00:06:04,964 --> 00:06:07,592 I work in the middle, on the sixth floor. 98 00:06:07,633 --> 00:06:11,433 Oh, they made us work late. I'll have the salad done in a sec. 99 00:06:11,471 --> 00:06:13,439 Don't worry about it. 100 00:06:13,473 --> 00:06:15,498 Hey, Raymond's at my house watching "Ratatouille." 101 00:06:15,541 --> 00:06:19,602 - You want to watch it with him, Wayne? - Yeah. 102 00:06:19,645 --> 00:06:21,476 Thanks, Marge. I owe you one. 103 00:06:32,859 --> 00:06:35,054 What is this? What's going on? 104 00:06:35,094 --> 00:06:37,062 There's nothing for you to worry about. 105 00:06:37,096 --> 00:06:39,894 Everything's been taken care of. 106 00:06:39,932 --> 00:06:42,196 You can stop cooking, Nicki. 107 00:06:42,235 --> 00:06:45,534 We thought it might be helpful if we all talked some things through. 108 00:06:45,571 --> 00:06:49,234 - What things? - The birth control. 109 00:06:49,275 --> 00:06:51,743 Now is really not a good time. 110 00:06:51,778 --> 00:06:55,236 First we want to say we all love you very much. 111 00:06:55,281 --> 00:06:58,307 - I love you too. - That's the most important thing. 112 00:06:58,351 --> 00:07:00,581 And I know you know how important 113 00:07:00,620 --> 00:07:04,021 bringing new souls into this family is for all of us. 114 00:07:04,056 --> 00:07:05,683 Of course I know. I just... 115 00:07:05,725 --> 00:07:08,250 I don't want to talk about this right now. Is that okay? 116 00:07:08,294 --> 00:07:10,854 This isn't the time. We should be thinking about Sarah. 117 00:07:10,897 --> 00:07:13,229 Our hearts should be with Sarah. 118 00:07:14,867 --> 00:07:17,267 What are you doing? 119 00:07:17,303 --> 00:07:19,498 Are you blocking me from leaving the room? 120 00:07:19,539 --> 00:07:21,564 Honey, please just talk to us. 121 00:07:21,607 --> 00:07:24,440 We need to understand about the birth control. Why didn't you come to us? 122 00:07:24,477 --> 00:07:28,106 Did the fertility clinic know you were on the pill when you saw them? 123 00:07:28,147 --> 00:07:29,978 Why didn't you come to us? 124 00:07:30,016 --> 00:07:32,644 I don't appreciate you ganging up on me like this. 125 00:07:32,685 --> 00:07:35,210 I suppose I have you to thank for this attack? 126 00:07:35,254 --> 00:07:38,189 Two sociology classes does not qualify you for a thing. 127 00:07:38,224 --> 00:07:41,455 Don't blame Barb. She just thought an intervention might be helpful. 128 00:07:41,494 --> 00:07:45,294 An intervention? An intervention?! 129 00:07:45,331 --> 00:07:46,491 Calm down. You're overreacting. 130 00:07:46,532 --> 00:07:48,523 No, you are overreacting. 131 00:07:48,568 --> 00:07:50,536 Let go of the carrot and the grater. 132 00:07:50,570 --> 00:07:53,767 No! This is an ambush. You don't ambush 133 00:07:53,806 --> 00:07:56,036 the people that you love. You just... you don't do that. 134 00:07:56,075 --> 00:07:58,168 We're just trying to understand. 135 00:07:58,211 --> 00:08:00,179 - I already told you. - You said it was because 136 00:08:00,213 --> 00:08:02,545 I wasn't attracted to you. You know that's not true. 137 00:08:02,582 --> 00:08:05,415 Don't you dare try to talk to me about the truth! I won't listen! 138 00:08:05,451 --> 00:08:07,112 Why did you sneak around behind our backs? 139 00:08:07,153 --> 00:08:09,348 - I'm warning you, don't push me. - No no no. 140 00:08:09,388 --> 00:08:11,982 Don't any of you push me. I worked late. 141 00:08:12,024 --> 00:08:14,754 You can't do this! I'm tired. 142 00:08:17,563 --> 00:08:19,258 Oh my gosh, she's hyperventilating. 143 00:08:19,298 --> 00:08:23,064 Give her a hard candy. She needs to suck on a hard candy. 144 00:08:23,102 --> 00:08:24,694 Give her some air. Give her some room. 145 00:08:24,737 --> 00:08:27,365 Put your head between your legs, Nicki, okay? 146 00:08:34,080 --> 00:08:35,604 Oh. 147 00:08:45,224 --> 00:08:48,284 Oh, Wa... I think you're only... 148 00:08:48,327 --> 00:08:51,296 supposed to use just a little bleach in each load, Wanda. 149 00:08:51,330 --> 00:08:54,458 I know exactly how much bleach to use, thank you. 150 00:08:54,500 --> 00:08:56,627 Maybe you should wash the windows. 151 00:08:56,669 --> 00:08:58,534 We only have a couple of days 152 00:08:58,571 --> 00:09:01,165 to make things spic-and-span for the wedding. 153 00:09:01,207 --> 00:09:02,731 You're right. 154 00:09:15,855 --> 00:09:17,846 - Here? - Mm-hmm. 155 00:09:21,494 --> 00:09:24,088 I'm no longer on the schedule? 156 00:09:24,130 --> 00:09:26,564 How dare you barge in here? 157 00:09:26,599 --> 00:09:28,362 You can't forsake me. 158 00:09:28,401 --> 00:09:31,837 I haven't had a baby in three years and it's my special time. 159 00:09:31,871 --> 00:09:35,034 If you wish to be in harmony with our husband, 160 00:09:35,074 --> 00:09:38,942 you would respect his desire not to have sex with you. 161 00:09:38,978 --> 00:09:41,708 This is your fault... 162 00:09:41,747 --> 00:09:44,910 usurping my rightful place in Father's heart. 163 00:09:44,951 --> 00:09:47,351 Please don't listen to her. 164 00:09:47,386 --> 00:09:51,015 Don't deprive me of the honor of having your children, please. 165 00:09:51,057 --> 00:09:53,025 Enough. 166 00:09:53,059 --> 00:09:54,856 You should not respond with anger 167 00:09:54,894 --> 00:09:56,862 when Lura is only trying to help you do as I wish. 168 00:10:04,036 --> 00:10:06,561 You should now pray and fast for forgiveness. 169 00:10:16,716 --> 00:10:19,514 I have Father's ear now. 170 00:10:19,552 --> 00:10:21,747 You must learn to respect that. 171 00:10:32,064 --> 00:10:34,259 Oh. Sorry, I'll just be a minute. 172 00:10:34,300 --> 00:10:36,268 That's okay. I'm not in any rush. 173 00:10:36,302 --> 00:10:37,735 Well, I am. 174 00:10:37,770 --> 00:10:41,797 I can't wait to get to the store where it's peaceful. 175 00:10:41,841 --> 00:10:44,002 Grocery shopping's become the highlight of my day. 176 00:10:44,043 --> 00:10:47,012 - No, don't go. - Stop it. Aar... 177 00:10:47,046 --> 00:10:49,913 Ben, Pam's here. We're gonna go now. 178 00:10:49,949 --> 00:10:51,712 Oh! Hey hey hey hey. 179 00:10:51,751 --> 00:10:53,548 - Don't go. - Hey, stop it. 180 00:10:56,389 --> 00:10:59,483 No, don't go. No no. 181 00:10:59,525 --> 00:11:02,551 I've got some great cereal coupons. 182 00:11:02,595 --> 00:11:05,996 No, that's right. Our circumstances have changed, 183 00:11:06,032 --> 00:11:08,296 so we no longer need family housing. 184 00:11:08,334 --> 00:11:11,861 Yeah, we submitted the change for the freshman dorm. 185 00:11:11,904 --> 00:11:13,872 Great. 186 00:11:13,906 --> 00:11:17,000 So we can still be roommates? 187 00:11:19,311 --> 00:11:21,643 Great. Thank you so much, Raja. 188 00:11:21,681 --> 00:11:25,276 Okay, hopefully we'll see you at orientation. Okay, bye. 189 00:11:25,317 --> 00:11:28,343 Perkins Hall. We're in a quad with two other girls 190 00:11:28,387 --> 00:11:30,981 but the dorm has a pool. We can do water aerobics every day. 191 00:11:31,023 --> 00:11:33,048 I can't believe this is actually happening. 192 00:11:33,092 --> 00:11:35,219 We're going to ASU. 193 00:11:35,261 --> 00:11:37,855 We're getting away from here. 194 00:11:37,897 --> 00:11:41,355 So you're sure about this? 195 00:11:41,400 --> 00:11:44,858 I mean, you're sure you still want to go? 196 00:11:44,904 --> 00:11:46,872 Yes. I can't stay here. 197 00:11:46,906 --> 00:11:49,431 Now that everybody knows, they keep looking at me 198 00:11:49,475 --> 00:11:52,444 like I'm this huge disappointment that's broken their hearts. 199 00:11:52,478 --> 00:11:54,878 My mom can't even be in the same room with me, 200 00:11:54,914 --> 00:11:57,144 she hates me so much. 201 00:11:57,183 --> 00:11:59,708 We're messed up. 202 00:11:59,752 --> 00:12:01,720 My parents are flipping out 203 00:12:01,754 --> 00:12:04,917 because I'm going to school in Arizona and not BYU. 204 00:12:04,957 --> 00:12:07,755 They already booked a hotel room for homecoming weekend 205 00:12:07,793 --> 00:12:11,559 and my mom comes home every day with more sunblock. 206 00:12:13,599 --> 00:12:16,363 This is going to work. I know it will. 207 00:12:18,337 --> 00:12:20,771 We're gonna rule the school. 208 00:12:27,947 --> 00:12:30,211 Clam chowder from a can. 209 00:12:30,249 --> 00:12:33,650 This miserable, godforsaken place. 210 00:12:33,686 --> 00:12:36,655 Kathy Marquart's stirring up things up at Juniper Creek, 211 00:12:36,689 --> 00:12:38,884 talking to other malcontents, 212 00:12:38,924 --> 00:12:41,154 trying to get them to tell lies about me. 213 00:12:41,193 --> 00:12:43,093 No one's gonna listen to her. 214 00:12:43,129 --> 00:12:46,155 She's a big fat liar. It's been proven in court. 215 00:12:46,198 --> 00:12:48,166 But she defies me, 216 00:12:48,200 --> 00:12:51,033 so she's got to be stopped... 217 00:12:51,070 --> 00:12:53,300 a warning to the others. 218 00:12:53,339 --> 00:12:55,705 Honey, you have to be careful. 219 00:12:55,741 --> 00:12:59,336 Are you suggesting I do nothing to defend myself? 220 00:12:59,378 --> 00:13:02,313 I'll handle it. 221 00:13:04,917 --> 00:13:06,885 What did I tell you about leaving the hose on? 222 00:13:06,919 --> 00:13:09,854 I don't turn it on. I'm not the one who leaves... 223 00:13:09,889 --> 00:13:11,652 Surprise. 224 00:13:11,690 --> 00:13:14,625 A car? Whose car? 225 00:13:18,197 --> 00:13:21,792 Is that my car? 226 00:13:21,834 --> 00:13:24,564 Did you get me a car? 227 00:13:27,406 --> 00:13:29,101 I have a car! 228 00:13:29,141 --> 00:13:31,109 As long as you keep your grades up. 229 00:13:31,143 --> 00:13:33,373 I don't want you getting stranded at school without a way home. 230 00:13:33,412 --> 00:13:35,744 You bought me a car. 231 00:13:35,781 --> 00:13:37,612 The mileage is pretty high, 232 00:13:37,650 --> 00:13:39,914 but it's got new brakes and new tires. 233 00:13:39,952 --> 00:13:43,251 Look at all the cup holders. 234 00:13:44,990 --> 00:13:47,083 Thank you, Daddy. Thank you so much. 235 00:13:47,126 --> 00:13:48,821 Let's go for a drive. 236 00:13:48,861 --> 00:13:52,558 After we go through a few safety features first. 237 00:13:57,736 --> 00:13:59,533 Are you sure we can afford this? 238 00:13:59,572 --> 00:14:01,563 It's not exactly a Cadillac. 239 00:14:01,607 --> 00:14:05,668 I know I pretty much sprung going out of state on you. 240 00:14:05,711 --> 00:14:07,679 Sarah, I don't care about that. 241 00:14:07,713 --> 00:14:09,874 I care about you. 242 00:14:09,915 --> 00:14:13,442 In my book, there's no mistake that can't be undone 243 00:14:13,485 --> 00:14:15,783 and no plan that can't be rethought. 244 00:14:15,821 --> 00:14:18,221 If your choices have put you on the wrong path, 245 00:14:18,257 --> 00:14:21,351 sometimes it can feel easier just to stay there. 246 00:14:21,393 --> 00:14:24,191 But you can get back on the right path anytime 247 00:14:24,230 --> 00:14:27,893 if you just give yourself permission to change your mind. 248 00:14:27,933 --> 00:14:31,300 This car can take you to ASU 249 00:14:31,337 --> 00:14:33,498 or anywhere else your dreams might lead you. 250 00:14:33,539 --> 00:14:35,666 Now fasten your seat belt. 251 00:14:39,278 --> 00:14:41,940 So I spent... oh, thank you... 252 00:14:41,981 --> 00:14:45,815 the entire summer before law school 253 00:14:45,851 --> 00:14:48,786 in Nova Scotia planting trees 254 00:14:48,821 --> 00:14:52,416 in the Canadian reforestation program. 255 00:14:53,893 --> 00:14:55,861 I used to climb trees. 256 00:14:55,895 --> 00:14:57,658 I had a lot of brothers and sisters 257 00:14:57,696 --> 00:15:00,256 always running around yelling. 258 00:15:00,299 --> 00:15:03,359 So I'd climb this big tree behind the house 259 00:15:03,402 --> 00:15:07,099 and just sit there by myself and daydream. 260 00:15:07,139 --> 00:15:09,801 What did you daydream about? 261 00:15:09,842 --> 00:15:12,106 Just nonsense. 262 00:15:12,144 --> 00:15:15,079 I wanted to be a nurse or something. 263 00:15:15,114 --> 00:15:19,107 It doesn't matter. It didn't work out. 264 00:15:23,989 --> 00:15:27,755 Why did you change your mind... 265 00:15:27,793 --> 00:15:29,420 about coming tonight? 266 00:15:29,461 --> 00:15:32,760 I just felt like it, that's all. 267 00:15:32,798 --> 00:15:35,130 So I had nothing to do with it? 268 00:15:36,468 --> 00:15:39,665 Of course you did. 269 00:15:39,705 --> 00:15:41,639 You're so uncomplicated. 270 00:15:41,674 --> 00:15:43,073 Ouch. 271 00:15:43,108 --> 00:15:45,474 I don't have a lot of uncomplicated in my life. 272 00:15:48,080 --> 00:15:51,072 It's nice. 273 00:15:56,989 --> 00:15:59,014 I got you a present. 274 00:16:08,100 --> 00:16:10,068 I noticed you drank a lot of water at the office 275 00:16:10,102 --> 00:16:13,333 and you didn't have a water bottle, so... 276 00:16:36,362 --> 00:16:37,522 Glory? 277 00:16:39,098 --> 00:16:40,759 What is it? 278 00:16:40,799 --> 00:16:43,029 Your brother should know he was used. 279 00:16:53,712 --> 00:16:57,978 "The Northern Lights have seen queer sights, 280 00:16:58,017 --> 00:17:00,815 But the queerest they ever did see 281 00:17:00,853 --> 00:17:03,845 Was that night on the marge of Lake Lebarge 282 00:17:03,889 --> 00:17:08,349 I cremated Sam McGee." 283 00:17:08,394 --> 00:17:11,591 - Tell us another. - Well, I don't know if I know another. 284 00:17:11,630 --> 00:17:13,120 Yes, you do. 285 00:17:13,165 --> 00:17:17,067 Yes, maybe I do. 286 00:17:17,102 --> 00:17:20,094 Okay, boys, Grandma's gotta go home. I'm gonna give her a ride. 287 00:17:20,139 --> 00:17:22,869 - Oh. - Yeah. 288 00:17:22,908 --> 00:17:27,845 Is everything all right around here? 289 00:17:27,880 --> 00:17:30,110 Barbara seemed tense. 290 00:17:30,149 --> 00:17:32,709 We've never been better. 291 00:17:32,751 --> 00:17:34,742 You sure you're not coming to the wedding? 292 00:17:34,787 --> 00:17:37,779 The last thing anyone needs is a sideshow... 293 00:17:37,823 --> 00:17:39,984 your father chasing me around, 294 00:17:40,025 --> 00:17:42,425 trying to kill me for trying to kill him. 295 00:17:44,696 --> 00:17:48,257 I could watch the children for you if you like. 296 00:17:48,300 --> 00:17:51,326 Gee, that would be great. 297 00:17:56,275 --> 00:17:58,402 So long, little suckers. 298 00:18:12,324 --> 00:18:14,758 Not now, Barb. This is quick-dry caulk. 299 00:18:14,793 --> 00:18:16,920 I realize the intervention didn't work out 300 00:18:16,962 --> 00:18:18,862 and I'm sorry about that, but... 301 00:18:18,897 --> 00:18:21,195 Please go practice your student psychology on Marge. 302 00:18:21,233 --> 00:18:23,758 Stop. You had your chance to speak. Now it's my turn. 303 00:18:23,802 --> 00:18:25,292 You don't get to decide when I speak. 304 00:18:25,337 --> 00:18:27,805 Yes, I do. 305 00:18:29,808 --> 00:18:33,175 All right. You have exhausted our good graces. 306 00:18:33,212 --> 00:18:36,841 For years you've been taking birth control pills behind our backs. 307 00:18:36,882 --> 00:18:40,784 That's... that's a betrayal of the deepest trust and you know it. 308 00:18:40,819 --> 00:18:42,309 I already told you, Barb... 309 00:18:42,354 --> 00:18:44,447 No. I'm not here to ask you why. 310 00:18:44,490 --> 00:18:46,390 I don't want to hear any more excuses 311 00:18:46,425 --> 00:18:48,723 because I realize that there is no "why." 312 00:18:48,760 --> 00:18:51,388 There is no excuse that will satisfy me, 313 00:18:51,430 --> 00:18:53,159 that will fix it. 314 00:18:53,198 --> 00:18:56,634 Only you can do that, Nicki. 315 00:18:56,668 --> 00:18:59,330 So I'm here telling you to fix it! 316 00:19:02,241 --> 00:19:03,799 How? 317 00:19:03,842 --> 00:19:06,709 I don't know. 318 00:19:06,745 --> 00:19:08,372 Figure it out. 319 00:19:08,413 --> 00:19:10,381 When you joined this family 320 00:19:10,415 --> 00:19:13,384 we talked about having babies, of growing our family, 321 00:19:13,418 --> 00:19:15,545 and I felt so close to you, 322 00:19:15,587 --> 00:19:17,919 kindred in a way I hadn't expected... 323 00:19:17,956 --> 00:19:21,153 by our purpose as a family. 324 00:19:22,794 --> 00:19:24,989 It's still my purpose. 325 00:19:25,030 --> 00:19:27,760 You need to figure out if it's still yours. 326 00:19:29,801 --> 00:19:31,792 Barb. 327 00:19:41,547 --> 00:19:43,640 Raymond! Pass it to me! 328 00:19:43,682 --> 00:19:47,345 - Marge, I'm leaving now. - Okay. 329 00:19:47,386 --> 00:19:49,251 Oh, and I'll take care of the grocery shopping today. 330 00:19:49,288 --> 00:19:51,347 Enjoy your day! 331 00:19:53,158 --> 00:19:55,888 Mommy, Raymond is hitting me. 332 00:19:55,928 --> 00:19:57,953 Wayne started it! 333 00:19:59,264 --> 00:20:01,095 I want Mommy. 334 00:20:18,450 --> 00:20:20,577 Margie? 335 00:20:22,287 --> 00:20:25,154 L... I saw you... 336 00:20:25,190 --> 00:20:28,626 Hi. I'm really sorry. 337 00:20:28,660 --> 00:20:29,991 Why? 338 00:20:30,028 --> 00:20:32,997 I can't go shopping. 339 00:20:33,031 --> 00:20:35,431 Barb's taking care of it. 340 00:20:35,467 --> 00:20:38,027 Oh, Margie. 341 00:20:38,070 --> 00:20:42,166 Oh, don't. It's okay. 342 00:20:42,207 --> 00:20:43,970 No, it's not. 343 00:20:46,011 --> 00:20:47,979 Do you know 344 00:20:48,013 --> 00:20:50,880 I deliberately forget things at the store 345 00:20:50,916 --> 00:20:53,942 so I can go back the next day? 346 00:20:55,821 --> 00:20:58,654 I'm so sad. 347 00:20:58,690 --> 00:21:01,853 Why am I so sad? 348 00:21:04,096 --> 00:21:06,360 I don't know, sweetie. 349 00:21:12,504 --> 00:21:16,440 Zoloft... you should get your own prescription. 350 00:21:16,475 --> 00:21:18,500 These will get you started, though. 351 00:21:18,543 --> 00:21:21,273 They take a couple of days to kick in. 352 00:21:21,313 --> 00:21:23,338 Oh, I'm not depressed. 353 00:21:23,382 --> 00:21:27,148 Oh, I know. Neither am I. 354 00:21:28,987 --> 00:21:32,582 It's hard. 355 00:21:32,624 --> 00:21:34,455 We're supposed to be perfect, 356 00:21:34,493 --> 00:21:37,860 and it is really hard to be perfect. 357 00:21:37,896 --> 00:21:40,660 But we have to be, right? 358 00:21:40,699 --> 00:21:42,064 Oh, sweetie. 359 00:21:45,837 --> 00:21:49,295 It's not our business if Alby wants to sell some useless Church documents. 360 00:21:49,341 --> 00:21:50,808 But this is a copy of the letter 361 00:21:50,842 --> 00:21:53,902 from Church President Woodruff, dated August, 1890. 362 00:21:53,945 --> 00:21:55,879 Woodruff? About Mountain Meadows? 363 00:21:55,914 --> 00:21:57,939 No, Bill, it's about the Principle. 364 00:21:57,983 --> 00:21:59,917 It's Woodruff instructing four apostles 365 00:21:59,951 --> 00:22:01,816 to keep plural marriage secretly alive 366 00:22:01,853 --> 00:22:04,048 while the Church publicly denounces it. 367 00:22:04,089 --> 00:22:06,956 "...until such time as the Church may uphold 368 00:22:06,992 --> 00:22:10,689 its essential foundational doctrine in a full and open embrace." 369 00:22:10,729 --> 00:22:12,492 Let me see that. 370 00:22:12,531 --> 00:22:13,998 It's the smoking gun that says 371 00:22:14,032 --> 00:22:15,932 the Church never intended to outlaw polygamy. 372 00:22:15,967 --> 00:22:18,595 Glory says that you were a patsy, Bill. 373 00:22:18,637 --> 00:22:19,865 Are you involved in this? 374 00:22:19,905 --> 00:22:22,066 No, of course not. 375 00:22:22,107 --> 00:22:23,506 Then what's going on? 376 00:22:23,542 --> 00:22:25,908 I don't know. Glory's always had a screw loose. 377 00:22:25,944 --> 00:22:27,673 This doesn't feel right. 378 00:22:27,713 --> 00:22:30,147 How would Alby even get his hands on something like this? 379 00:22:30,182 --> 00:22:32,150 I don't know, but he's gone too far... 380 00:22:32,184 --> 00:22:34,914 the curfews, God squads and now this. 381 00:22:34,953 --> 00:22:36,545 We've got to get this letter out there... 382 00:22:36,588 --> 00:22:38,818 newspapers, TV, the world wide web. 383 00:22:38,857 --> 00:22:41,655 Hold on. Alby could be setting us up. 384 00:22:41,693 --> 00:22:44,856 If we go off on this before we figure it all out, 385 00:22:44,896 --> 00:22:46,591 people could think we're crackpots, 386 00:22:46,631 --> 00:22:49,691 or worse... it could blow up in our faces. 387 00:22:49,735 --> 00:22:52,465 Alby, pick up the phone. I know you can hear me. 388 00:22:52,504 --> 00:22:55,200 Alby, what the heck is going on? 389 00:22:55,240 --> 00:22:57,003 I'm holding a copy of the letter you sold 390 00:22:57,042 --> 00:22:58,907 and it's not about Mountain Meadows. 391 00:22:58,944 --> 00:23:00,878 If you involved me, if you sold this letter and it's true, 392 00:23:00,912 --> 00:23:05,008 your days on planet Earth are over. Do you hear me? 393 00:23:10,155 --> 00:23:12,282 Someone has betrayed us. 394 00:23:14,693 --> 00:23:16,684 I hate Bill Henrickson. 395 00:23:36,581 --> 00:23:38,549 When you are at ASU 396 00:23:38,583 --> 00:23:41,108 try not to let your laundry pile up. 397 00:23:41,153 --> 00:23:43,121 It's much easier if you stay on top of it. 398 00:23:43,155 --> 00:23:44,782 At least trust me on that. 399 00:23:44,823 --> 00:23:49,123 I just don't want to spend parents' weekend doing laundry. 400 00:23:50,729 --> 00:23:54,256 Mom, I decided that I'm not gonna go. 401 00:23:54,299 --> 00:23:57,200 - Not going where? - Not going to ASU. 402 00:23:57,235 --> 00:24:00,398 Really? What... I don't... 403 00:24:00,439 --> 00:24:02,771 when did you decide? 404 00:24:02,808 --> 00:24:05,276 It was a huge mistake. 405 00:24:05,310 --> 00:24:07,278 Sorry, I just really don't feel 406 00:24:07,312 --> 00:24:09,280 like talking about it right now. 407 00:24:09,314 --> 00:24:12,750 Right right. 408 00:24:14,553 --> 00:24:17,249 Um, the University of Utah is a good school. 409 00:24:17,289 --> 00:24:19,314 I'm not going to the "U" either. 410 00:24:19,357 --> 00:24:21,848 So you're not going to college. 411 00:24:21,893 --> 00:24:23,326 Not this semester. 412 00:24:23,361 --> 00:24:26,694 Sarah, I don't understand what's happening here. 413 00:24:26,731 --> 00:24:28,699 From my point of view you're just careening. 414 00:24:28,733 --> 00:24:32,794 I am your mother, but I feel as if you are actively blocking me 415 00:24:32,838 --> 00:24:34,806 from every important decision in your life, 416 00:24:34,840 --> 00:24:37,001 and for the life of me I don't understand why. 417 00:24:37,042 --> 00:24:38,771 Please don't make this about you. 418 00:24:38,810 --> 00:24:40,971 That is not fair. I only want to help, 419 00:24:41,012 --> 00:24:42,639 but I can't if you won't talk to me. 420 00:24:42,681 --> 00:24:44,512 I'm sorry, but the fact is 421 00:24:44,549 --> 00:24:47,347 I've had to make my own decisions for a really long time now. 422 00:24:47,385 --> 00:24:49,910 And yeah, I've made some really crummy decisions. 423 00:24:49,955 --> 00:24:52,788 All right. Honey, honey, 424 00:24:52,824 --> 00:24:55,190 all right, they haven't been crummy, 425 00:24:55,227 --> 00:24:58,993 but you can't do whatever you feel like with your own body. 426 00:24:59,030 --> 00:25:01,692 Oh, wow. Please don't lecture me on chastity. 427 00:25:01,733 --> 00:25:03,758 This isn't about abstinence, Sarah. 428 00:25:03,802 --> 00:25:06,771 It's about being right with God, with your inner spirit. 429 00:25:06,805 --> 00:25:08,898 Could you please give me some space? 430 00:25:08,940 --> 00:25:10,840 No, I will not give you space. 431 00:25:10,876 --> 00:25:12,366 You don't always get to have space. 432 00:25:12,410 --> 00:25:15,402 You live in relation to others. That's what family is. 433 00:25:15,447 --> 00:25:18,939 All right, no, you do not get to dismiss me. 434 00:25:18,984 --> 00:25:21,145 I am your mother. 435 00:25:21,186 --> 00:25:23,518 Nobody loves you more than me. 436 00:25:23,555 --> 00:25:25,887 And I'm here in your life 437 00:25:25,924 --> 00:25:28,893 and that is never gonna change... 438 00:25:28,927 --> 00:25:30,588 ever. 439 00:25:47,145 --> 00:25:48,976 What are you making? 440 00:25:49,014 --> 00:25:51,209 A schedule. 441 00:25:51,249 --> 00:25:53,149 With two of us wives, 442 00:25:53,184 --> 00:25:55,618 we need a schedule to keep organized. 443 00:25:55,654 --> 00:25:57,884 We need to be on top of our game. 444 00:25:57,923 --> 00:26:00,391 And schedules don't just make themselves. 445 00:26:02,294 --> 00:26:04,159 That's a very nice schedule, Wanda. 446 00:26:04,195 --> 00:26:05,492 Thank you. 447 00:26:33,258 --> 00:26:35,249 Is it fixed? 448 00:26:35,293 --> 00:26:37,921 Yeah, for now. 449 00:26:37,963 --> 00:26:41,023 Joey, 450 00:26:41,066 --> 00:26:43,193 I'm afraid that all this change... 451 00:26:43,234 --> 00:26:46,260 the wedding... is upsetting Wanda. 452 00:26:47,606 --> 00:26:49,631 It's not right that you've taken on 453 00:26:49,674 --> 00:26:52,370 the added burden of Wanda because of me. 454 00:26:52,410 --> 00:26:55,777 No, because of you I wake up joyful. 455 00:26:55,814 --> 00:26:58,044 I never dreamed that I could have that. 456 00:26:58,083 --> 00:27:01,644 We agreed that we would share in Wanda's care, 457 00:27:01,686 --> 00:27:03,813 if it comes to that. And it wouldn't be right 458 00:27:03,855 --> 00:27:06,756 to focus only on our happiness if Wanda is suffering. 459 00:27:06,791 --> 00:27:09,123 I love you so much. 460 00:27:09,160 --> 00:27:10,821 Joey Jr. Wants to ride in the truck. 461 00:27:10,862 --> 00:27:13,524 - Come on. - All right. 462 00:27:14,766 --> 00:27:17,735 You can continue talking. Don't mind us. 463 00:27:17,769 --> 00:27:20,363 Wanna ride in the truck, huh? 464 00:27:28,213 --> 00:27:30,443 - What is it? - Surprise! 465 00:27:30,482 --> 00:27:32,382 Sarah said she'd watch the kids this afternoon 466 00:27:32,417 --> 00:27:34,146 so you and I can go out to lunch. 467 00:27:34,185 --> 00:27:37,018 I can't today. I'm very busy. 468 00:27:37,055 --> 00:27:38,955 Please. Nicki. 469 00:27:38,990 --> 00:27:40,958 You don't know how desperate I am 470 00:27:40,992 --> 00:27:42,960 to get out of the house and have some fun. 471 00:27:42,994 --> 00:27:44,928 With a job comes responsibilities. 472 00:27:44,963 --> 00:27:46,931 They depend on me. 473 00:27:46,965 --> 00:27:48,990 I can't just up and leave in the middle of my work. 474 00:27:49,034 --> 00:27:51,628 Oh, darn. What am I supposed to do? 475 00:27:51,670 --> 00:27:53,638 Get an oil change. 476 00:27:53,672 --> 00:27:55,640 You don't take proper care of that car. 477 00:27:55,674 --> 00:27:56,971 Well, 478 00:27:57,008 --> 00:27:59,738 wave so I can see where you work. 479 00:28:01,413 --> 00:28:03,745 What are you talking about? 480 00:28:06,451 --> 00:28:08,749 "Sixth Floor, County Services Building." 481 00:28:08,787 --> 00:28:10,755 What are you doing here? You're not supposed to be here. 482 00:28:10,789 --> 00:28:13,155 Well, I am allowed out once in a while. 483 00:28:13,191 --> 00:28:15,182 Introduce me to your co-workers. 484 00:28:18,396 --> 00:28:20,830 I changed my mind. Let's go to lunch. 485 00:28:20,865 --> 00:28:22,025 Don't you have to tell someone? 486 00:28:22,067 --> 00:28:24,535 Margene, hi. Off to lunch? 487 00:28:24,569 --> 00:28:26,036 Yeah. 488 00:28:26,071 --> 00:28:27,698 I'm sorry, do I know you? 489 00:28:27,739 --> 00:28:29,263 I don't think so. 490 00:28:29,307 --> 00:28:32,003 Ray Henry. I'm a friend of Marge's. 491 00:28:32,043 --> 00:28:33,670 - I'm... - Barb. 492 00:28:33,712 --> 00:28:35,771 This is my friend Barb. 493 00:28:35,814 --> 00:28:38,544 Pleasure, Barb. Nice to finally meet a friend of Marge's. 494 00:28:38,583 --> 00:28:40,676 We're crazy about her around here. 495 00:28:40,719 --> 00:28:43,381 Marge, when you get back I have those reports 496 00:28:43,421 --> 00:28:46,219 for the judicial conference to go out. 497 00:28:46,257 --> 00:28:48,248 - Nice to meet you, Barb. - Let's go. 498 00:28:48,293 --> 00:28:50,261 - Who was that? What just happened? - My boss. 499 00:28:50,295 --> 00:28:52,763 He just kept calling you Margie. Why would he do that, Nicki? 500 00:28:52,797 --> 00:28:54,128 Keep your voice down. 501 00:28:58,069 --> 00:29:00,560 It's no big deal. I had to use your name on the job application. 502 00:29:00,605 --> 00:29:02,698 They wouldn't have hired me if they knew who I was. 503 00:29:02,741 --> 00:29:05,574 Who wouldn't have? 504 00:29:05,610 --> 00:29:07,441 This isn't the county clerk's office? 505 00:29:07,479 --> 00:29:09,572 No, it's the District Attorney's, you ninny. 506 00:29:09,614 --> 00:29:10,911 Are you crazy? 507 00:29:10,949 --> 00:29:13,042 My mother got me a job so I could pass 508 00:29:13,084 --> 00:29:14,779 inside information on my father's trial. 509 00:29:14,819 --> 00:29:16,252 Oh my gosh, you need help. 510 00:29:16,287 --> 00:29:19,256 You stole my identity and you're spying, 511 00:29:19,290 --> 00:29:21,383 or tampering or whatever it's called? 512 00:29:21,426 --> 00:29:24,020 It was Satan. Satan got ahold of me. 513 00:29:24,062 --> 00:29:26,292 You have to quit... today... 514 00:29:26,331 --> 00:29:29,232 or I show that man my driver's license. Do you understand? 515 00:29:29,267 --> 00:29:30,757 Do you? 516 00:29:32,971 --> 00:29:34,461 Sorry, wrong office. 517 00:29:51,322 --> 00:29:54,257 Hey. 518 00:29:54,292 --> 00:29:56,760 What do you want, Adaleen? 519 00:29:56,795 --> 00:29:59,593 Roman knows that Kathy Marquart 520 00:29:59,631 --> 00:30:02,725 is continuing to sow unrest here. 521 00:30:03,868 --> 00:30:05,836 You're mistaken. 522 00:30:05,870 --> 00:30:08,930 As far as we're concerned, the trial is over. 523 00:30:08,973 --> 00:30:12,272 Maybe you don't know what's going on right under your nose. 524 00:30:12,310 --> 00:30:15,507 I know Kathy's busy preparing for our wedding tomorrow. 525 00:30:15,547 --> 00:30:17,947 I'm trying to do you a favor. 526 00:30:17,982 --> 00:30:19,643 Roman may be under scrutiny, 527 00:30:19,684 --> 00:30:23,313 but provoke him at your peril. He is still the prophet. 528 00:30:23,354 --> 00:30:25,117 Roman is the prophet of the Holiday Inn. 529 00:30:25,156 --> 00:30:28,284 And if he tries a thing, Adaleen, 530 00:30:28,326 --> 00:30:31,352 I will defend my family. 531 00:30:31,396 --> 00:30:33,990 You're as big a fool as your brother 532 00:30:34,032 --> 00:30:36,330 if you underestimate my husband. 533 00:30:36,367 --> 00:30:38,528 He is a lion. 534 00:30:43,241 --> 00:30:46,574 You brokered a sale between Ted and Alby? 535 00:30:46,611 --> 00:30:48,340 What were you thinking? 536 00:30:48,379 --> 00:30:51,644 I acted as a go-between and they killed the antigambling legislation. 537 00:30:51,683 --> 00:30:53,742 But I was told the letter was about Mountain Meadows. 538 00:30:53,785 --> 00:30:55,412 But now you're not sure? 539 00:30:55,453 --> 00:30:57,421 I don't know. I don't know. 540 00:30:57,455 --> 00:30:59,685 There's been rumors of a letter like this 541 00:30:59,724 --> 00:31:03,182 in polygamist circles for ages. 542 00:31:03,228 --> 00:31:05,287 What if I'm responsible for handing it over to Ted? 543 00:31:05,330 --> 00:31:07,298 When did Ted become a collector? 544 00:31:07,332 --> 00:31:08,765 It's not for him. 545 00:31:08,800 --> 00:31:10,995 He was acting as an agent for someone else. 546 00:31:11,035 --> 00:31:12,502 And you didn't read it? 547 00:31:12,537 --> 00:31:14,596 I never even touched the thing. 548 00:31:14,639 --> 00:31:15,970 But why would Ted lie? 549 00:31:16,007 --> 00:31:18,100 Because he knows I wouldn't have done it otherwise. 550 00:31:18,142 --> 00:31:20,372 Look, there's just this photocopy from Joey, 551 00:31:20,411 --> 00:31:23,141 and we don't even know it's that's the letter Alby gave Ted. 552 00:31:23,181 --> 00:31:25,741 We need to find out more. 553 00:31:25,783 --> 00:31:28,946 - Cindy would know. - Cindy? 554 00:31:28,987 --> 00:31:33,549 Oh, no, Bill. No, I really don't want to. 555 00:31:33,591 --> 00:31:35,855 So you know about the letter? 556 00:31:35,894 --> 00:31:37,589 Of course. 557 00:31:37,629 --> 00:31:40,257 Ted would hardly spend $50,000 without consulting me. 558 00:31:40,298 --> 00:31:42,858 Wow, that's a lot of money. 559 00:31:42,901 --> 00:31:44,869 Don't get me started. 560 00:31:44,903 --> 00:31:48,168 Plus what the labs at the "U" charged to authenticate it. 561 00:31:48,206 --> 00:31:51,903 Why are you so interested in an old Mountain Meadows letter anyway? 562 00:31:51,943 --> 00:31:54,810 Uh, well, like I said, 563 00:31:54,846 --> 00:31:57,781 when Bill told me he was helping Ted, 564 00:31:57,815 --> 00:32:00,375 I was thrilled maybe that they were burying the hatchet. 565 00:32:00,418 --> 00:32:04,184 But Bill hadn't read the letter himself, so we were curious. 566 00:32:04,222 --> 00:32:09,057 So the letter is in good condition? Being so old, l... 567 00:32:09,093 --> 00:32:12,494 I'd certainly assume so. 568 00:32:12,530 --> 00:32:16,159 I haven't seen the thing myself. 569 00:32:16,200 --> 00:32:18,134 Huh. 570 00:32:19,337 --> 00:32:21,305 Uh, that's odd. 571 00:32:21,339 --> 00:32:23,466 I mean, like I said, 572 00:32:23,508 --> 00:32:25,567 you know, to spend that much money 573 00:32:25,610 --> 00:32:28,306 and never even look at it. 574 00:32:28,346 --> 00:32:30,906 Did Ted not want you to see it for some reason? 575 00:32:30,949 --> 00:32:32,883 Just what is this about? 576 00:32:32,917 --> 00:32:35,215 I don't know what you're driving at, Barbie, 577 00:32:35,253 --> 00:32:37,687 but I trust my husband. 578 00:32:37,722 --> 00:32:40,088 Oh, there goes the cat. I gotta go. 579 00:32:40,124 --> 00:32:42,251 Okay. All right, bye. 580 00:32:53,271 --> 00:32:56,900 Our guests might enjoy a cold drink. 581 00:32:58,943 --> 00:33:00,376 Lemonade? 582 00:33:00,411 --> 00:33:02,379 Adaleen, 583 00:33:02,413 --> 00:33:04,347 we have all put aside our squabbles 584 00:33:04,382 --> 00:33:08,478 so that we may focus on more important endeavors. 585 00:33:17,128 --> 00:33:19,619 Selma, come join me. 586 00:33:28,906 --> 00:33:32,398 Now it's time for you to do your part 587 00:33:32,443 --> 00:33:35,571 so that we may all benefit. 588 00:33:40,451 --> 00:33:43,978 I don't want Hollis to take a new wife. 589 00:33:46,758 --> 00:33:48,555 You will give Hollis your consent 590 00:33:48,593 --> 00:33:51,585 and you will perform your marital duty 591 00:33:51,629 --> 00:33:53,995 unambiguously. 592 00:34:00,605 --> 00:34:04,735 You brought such joy to our mother and father. 593 00:34:04,776 --> 00:34:08,610 The last child is often the most precious, 594 00:34:08,646 --> 00:34:12,343 so stop being such a rebel and behave. 595 00:34:14,819 --> 00:34:16,980 Do you understand? 596 00:34:27,198 --> 00:34:29,666 It's not right that he should get away with what he's done. 597 00:34:29,700 --> 00:34:31,930 I understand. I haven't had a decent night's sleep 598 00:34:31,969 --> 00:34:34,335 since the trial started. But, Kathy, Roman is rattled 599 00:34:34,372 --> 00:34:36,431 and that's when he's the most dangerous. 600 00:34:36,474 --> 00:34:38,305 Maura is willing to go to the authorities 601 00:34:38,342 --> 00:34:40,173 about Roman, but she is afraid. 602 00:34:40,211 --> 00:34:42,805 We know. Hon, no one's asking you to forget what happened. 603 00:34:42,847 --> 00:34:46,112 Joey, she needs my help. She doesn't trust anyone else. 604 00:34:46,150 --> 00:34:48,641 And we'll get her help. You've done enough. 605 00:34:48,686 --> 00:34:53,146 None of us believe that justice was served at that trial. 606 00:34:53,191 --> 00:34:56,627 We're just saying you have to be more careful, that's all. 607 00:34:56,661 --> 00:34:59,721 You can't meet with any of these women alone. 608 00:34:59,764 --> 00:35:02,164 You only go if one of us is with you. 609 00:36:22,280 --> 00:36:24,544 Nice morning. 610 00:36:24,582 --> 00:36:26,846 - You changed your hair. - Mmm. 611 00:36:26,884 --> 00:36:29,148 But it was so pretty. 612 00:36:29,187 --> 00:36:31,280 Your turn to watch the kids. 613 00:36:31,322 --> 00:36:32,550 I can't. 614 00:36:32,590 --> 00:36:35,218 You didn't quit, did you? 615 00:36:35,259 --> 00:36:39,423 I can't just up and quit without notice. 616 00:36:39,463 --> 00:36:42,364 I have to be careful not to raise any red flags. 617 00:36:42,400 --> 00:36:43,890 I could get thrown in jail. 618 00:36:43,935 --> 00:36:46,165 I could throw you in jail. You stole my identity. 619 00:36:46,204 --> 00:36:49,765 What was I supposed to do? It's not like I can be myself out in the world. 620 00:36:49,807 --> 00:36:53,868 I gave up everything. I gave up my career, so you could work. 621 00:36:53,911 --> 00:36:55,674 I don't even get to go shopping anymore. 622 00:36:57,215 --> 00:37:00,116 Do you have any maple syrup? We're out. 623 00:37:00,151 --> 00:37:01,584 It's on the door. 624 00:37:01,619 --> 00:37:04,713 Oh, Margene. 625 00:37:04,755 --> 00:37:06,746 It's so good to have you back. 626 00:37:06,791 --> 00:37:09,487 Thanks, Barb. 627 00:37:09,527 --> 00:37:13,327 Today is Nicki's last day. 628 00:37:13,364 --> 00:37:15,798 Really? I thought you decided to stay. 629 00:37:15,833 --> 00:37:20,099 Oh, you know these temp jobs... here today, gone tomorrow. 630 00:37:20,137 --> 00:37:23,300 Are you going to try for another assignment through the agency? 631 00:37:23,341 --> 00:37:24,899 Actually, Nicki was just telling me 632 00:37:24,942 --> 00:37:27,502 she isn't crazy about office work. Isn't that right, Nicki? 633 00:37:27,545 --> 00:37:28,842 I guess not. 634 00:37:28,879 --> 00:37:31,177 And we were thinking maybe I should go back to work 635 00:37:31,215 --> 00:37:33,080 since I showed a real aptitude for sales 636 00:37:33,117 --> 00:37:34,550 and Nicki should stay home with the kids 637 00:37:34,585 --> 00:37:36,712 since she tried working and didn't really take to it. 638 00:37:36,754 --> 00:37:39,348 That way everyone wins. 639 00:37:39,390 --> 00:37:43,850 Oh, well, it's certainly something we should discuss. 640 00:37:43,894 --> 00:37:46,863 Bill wants us to leave for the wedding around 3:00. 641 00:37:46,897 --> 00:37:49,422 He wants to get there early to help set up. 642 00:37:52,637 --> 00:37:55,105 You're being mean to me. 643 00:38:07,585 --> 00:38:09,485 Hi, Barb. 644 00:38:09,520 --> 00:38:12,489 Wanda, what are you doing here? 645 00:38:12,523 --> 00:38:15,151 I just wanted to talk to you. Is that okay? 646 00:38:15,192 --> 00:38:17,160 Of course. I'm... 647 00:38:17,194 --> 00:38:20,220 I'm just a little surprised to see you on your wedding day. 648 00:38:20,264 --> 00:38:22,061 There isn't anything wrong, is there? 649 00:38:22,099 --> 00:38:24,226 No. 650 00:38:25,469 --> 00:38:27,869 I was hoping you could tell me exactly what you do. 651 00:38:27,905 --> 00:38:29,702 Excuse me? 652 00:38:29,740 --> 00:38:31,708 Well, you're a first wife, 653 00:38:31,742 --> 00:38:33,972 I'm gonna be a first wife 654 00:38:34,011 --> 00:38:37,344 and I need to know what a first wife does, exactly. 655 00:38:37,381 --> 00:38:40,839 Well, you don't have to do exactly what I do. 656 00:38:40,885 --> 00:38:42,375 Yes, I do. 657 00:38:42,420 --> 00:38:45,685 You have to believe me, Barb, I do. 658 00:38:45,723 --> 00:38:47,953 And I can't go to any of the women on the compound. 659 00:38:47,992 --> 00:38:50,688 I don't want them to know that I don't know. 660 00:38:50,728 --> 00:38:53,697 Okay. 661 00:38:53,731 --> 00:38:56,461 Well, I guess the first thing to remember 662 00:38:56,500 --> 00:39:00,732 is that you represent all the wives, 663 00:39:00,771 --> 00:39:03,569 - and that's why poise... - Do you ever get nervous? 664 00:39:03,607 --> 00:39:05,575 Sure. Sometimes. 665 00:39:05,609 --> 00:39:08,203 Have you ever had an accident? 666 00:39:08,245 --> 00:39:09,872 An accident? 667 00:39:09,914 --> 00:39:14,214 You know, during the night. 668 00:39:16,821 --> 00:39:19,915 Oh, honey, 669 00:39:19,957 --> 00:39:24,155 you need to calm down and just relax, 670 00:39:24,195 --> 00:39:26,129 and you'll get through all the nerves. 671 00:39:26,163 --> 00:39:28,131 I don't think 672 00:39:28,165 --> 00:39:29,928 I can be a first wife. 673 00:39:29,967 --> 00:39:31,935 Sure you can. 674 00:39:31,969 --> 00:39:34,494 Have you talked to Joey and Kathy? 675 00:39:34,538 --> 00:39:35,732 I know they'll help you. 676 00:39:35,773 --> 00:39:38,435 No, it's my responsibility. 677 00:39:38,476 --> 00:39:41,001 They have too much on their minds right now. 678 00:39:41,045 --> 00:39:43,809 I need to take care of them. 679 00:39:45,683 --> 00:39:47,548 Okay. 680 00:39:47,585 --> 00:39:51,351 Then... 681 00:39:51,389 --> 00:39:53,857 from one first wife to another, 682 00:39:53,891 --> 00:39:56,052 I'll let you in on all my tricks. 683 00:39:56,093 --> 00:39:57,526 Okay. 684 00:39:57,561 --> 00:39:58,994 So where was I? 685 00:39:59,029 --> 00:40:01,463 Poise. 686 00:40:01,499 --> 00:40:05,265 Poise and carriage... they mean so much. 687 00:40:05,302 --> 00:40:09,500 And you should be prepared for anything because, trust me, 688 00:40:09,540 --> 00:40:12,304 you will be the one on the front lines dealing with it all. 689 00:40:12,343 --> 00:40:16,143 And don't be afraid to be a leader... 690 00:40:16,180 --> 00:40:18,341 I mean, your sister-wives will appreciate it. 691 00:40:18,382 --> 00:40:21,909 And you know what they say about the woman behind the man? 692 00:40:21,952 --> 00:40:24,580 Absolutely true. 693 00:40:26,223 --> 00:40:28,987 You set me up, Ted. 694 00:40:29,026 --> 00:40:31,358 Bill, you're all worked up over nothing. 695 00:40:31,395 --> 00:40:33,989 I asked you to broker a deal and that's what you did. 696 00:40:34,031 --> 00:40:35,658 You've nothing to complain about. 697 00:40:35,699 --> 00:40:38,190 Thanks to my calls, you're getting your casino loan 698 00:40:38,235 --> 00:40:40,169 and the anti-gaming legislation's killed. 699 00:40:40,204 --> 00:40:42,638 - I want to see the letter. - How dare you make demands? 700 00:40:42,673 --> 00:40:44,265 Cindy, it's all right. 701 00:40:44,308 --> 00:40:46,469 It has nothing to do with Mountain Meadows, does it? 702 00:40:46,510 --> 00:40:47,772 It's the Woodruff letter, 703 00:40:47,812 --> 00:40:50,303 proof that the Church never intended to abandon polygamy. 704 00:40:50,347 --> 00:40:52,178 Are you insane? 705 00:40:52,216 --> 00:40:54,684 What is this, some kind of nut conspiracy? 706 00:40:54,718 --> 00:40:56,948 There is no such letter except in the minds 707 00:40:56,987 --> 00:40:59,012 of desperate wishful thinkers. 708 00:40:59,056 --> 00:41:01,650 But how can you be sure if you haven't even seen it? 709 00:41:01,692 --> 00:41:04,126 What's your problem with just showing it to us? 710 00:41:04,161 --> 00:41:06,493 You're all crazy. 711 00:41:06,530 --> 00:41:09,260 Fine. Ted, show them the letter. 712 00:41:09,300 --> 00:41:13,600 Cindy, please. I can handle this. 713 00:41:24,281 --> 00:41:25,646 I'll buy it from you. 714 00:41:25,683 --> 00:41:28,311 - Bill... - What are you doing? 715 00:41:28,352 --> 00:41:30,616 $50,000. It means that much to me... to us. 716 00:41:30,654 --> 00:41:33,179 I'll borrow against my houses if I have to. 717 00:41:33,224 --> 00:41:36,853 I'm sorry, Bill. It's too late. 718 00:41:36,894 --> 00:41:38,862 I handed it over to the Church this morning. 719 00:41:38,896 --> 00:41:41,694 I think it's best for everyone 720 00:41:41,732 --> 00:41:43,700 that we just put this whole thing behind us. 721 00:41:43,734 --> 00:41:46,669 Best for you and the Church. 722 00:41:46,704 --> 00:41:49,571 This isn't over. Come on, let's go. 723 00:41:57,481 --> 00:42:00,712 Nothing about this life I've been called to lead has been easy, Ted. 724 00:42:00,751 --> 00:42:02,548 And for all these years 725 00:42:02,586 --> 00:42:07,114 you and Cindy have damned me for my choice. 726 00:42:07,157 --> 00:42:10,149 And now you're burying the truth. 727 00:42:10,194 --> 00:42:11,684 Damn you. 728 00:42:20,137 --> 00:42:22,697 Oh, hey, I didn't know you were working today. 729 00:42:22,740 --> 00:42:25,903 I'm not. I need to talk to you. 730 00:42:25,943 --> 00:42:28,070 Did you get that text message from our new quad mate? 731 00:42:28,112 --> 00:42:29,670 She seems really cool. 732 00:42:29,713 --> 00:42:31,704 I think she's from Massachusetts or something. 733 00:42:35,753 --> 00:42:40,383 I'm sorry, l... I can't go to ASU. 734 00:42:43,527 --> 00:42:45,961 What? 735 00:42:50,801 --> 00:42:53,964 What happened? Did your parents freak out or something? 736 00:42:54,004 --> 00:42:57,633 It's not them. It's me. 737 00:42:57,675 --> 00:43:01,270 I finally let myself think 738 00:43:01,312 --> 00:43:03,712 about what it is that I'm really doing, 739 00:43:03,747 --> 00:43:06,375 and I can't, Heather. 740 00:43:06,417 --> 00:43:09,352 I lost my baby 741 00:43:09,386 --> 00:43:11,980 and nothing is the same. 742 00:43:13,324 --> 00:43:15,792 I'm... I'm so so sorry 743 00:43:15,826 --> 00:43:18,761 that I dragged you into this whole mess. 744 00:43:18,796 --> 00:43:20,764 No. No, don't. 745 00:43:20,798 --> 00:43:23,266 Please, I'm sorry. Don't cry. 746 00:43:23,300 --> 00:43:26,201 You made the most amazing, 747 00:43:26,236 --> 00:43:28,568 generous offer when I needed it most, 748 00:43:28,606 --> 00:43:30,574 and I will always love you for that. 749 00:43:30,608 --> 00:43:32,166 But I know that in my heart... 750 00:43:32,209 --> 00:43:33,733 No no. 751 00:43:33,777 --> 00:43:36,268 You can't just acquire and manipulate lives to suit you. 752 00:43:36,313 --> 00:43:38,144 - Heather, I didn't... - You used me. 753 00:43:38,182 --> 00:43:40,446 You imposed on my feelings 754 00:43:40,484 --> 00:43:42,213 without even giving it a thought... 755 00:43:42,252 --> 00:43:44,345 what this might mean for my life. 756 00:43:44,388 --> 00:43:46,948 No, I didn't mean to. 757 00:43:46,991 --> 00:43:50,893 I was so scared, Heather, and you offered. 758 00:43:50,928 --> 00:43:54,694 You know, I've never judged you for your loss of chastity 759 00:43:54,732 --> 00:43:57,394 and I've never judged you for getting pregnant. 760 00:43:57,434 --> 00:44:02,133 In fact, nobody has, and maybe that's the problem. 761 00:44:02,172 --> 00:44:04,732 I've had to struggle with my innermost beliefs 762 00:44:04,775 --> 00:44:08,211 to be your friend, Sarah. 763 00:44:10,014 --> 00:44:12,539 What have you ever had to struggle with? 764 00:44:12,583 --> 00:44:15,074 Just what? 765 00:44:48,852 --> 00:44:50,786 Oh, you look like... 766 00:44:52,523 --> 00:44:54,047 an angel. 767 00:44:54,091 --> 00:44:57,458 Thank you, Wanda. I'm so happy. 768 00:44:57,494 --> 00:44:59,325 I'm happy too, Kathy. 769 00:44:59,363 --> 00:45:01,957 And you don't have to worry anymore, 770 00:45:01,999 --> 00:45:04,399 because I figured it all out. 771 00:45:04,435 --> 00:45:05,732 Figured what out? 772 00:45:05,769 --> 00:45:08,670 You'll be first wife and I'll be second wife. 773 00:45:08,706 --> 00:45:11,675 No no, Wanda, I can't. It's not right. 774 00:45:11,709 --> 00:45:13,677 I will always respect your authority 775 00:45:13,711 --> 00:45:15,406 and defer to your experience. 776 00:45:15,446 --> 00:45:18,074 I thought and thought about it. 777 00:45:18,115 --> 00:45:20,083 It's the only way it will work. 778 00:45:20,117 --> 00:45:23,109 Please trust me. 779 00:45:27,291 --> 00:45:29,555 Then that's the way we'll do it. 780 00:45:39,069 --> 00:45:40,969 Where did you get these flowers? 781 00:45:41,004 --> 00:45:43,234 On the side of the hill. 782 00:45:43,273 --> 00:45:46,470 Let me pick some for your hair too, please. 783 00:45:46,510 --> 00:45:48,239 You'll look so beautiful. 784 00:45:48,278 --> 00:45:50,371 Okay. 785 00:45:50,414 --> 00:45:51,904 Okay. 786 00:46:01,658 --> 00:46:06,095 of mine 787 00:46:06,130 --> 00:46:09,930 let it shine 788 00:46:09,967 --> 00:46:13,903 of mine 789 00:46:13,937 --> 00:46:17,532 let it shine 790 00:46:17,574 --> 00:46:21,101 of mine 791 00:46:21,145 --> 00:46:25,047 let it shine... 792 00:46:38,529 --> 00:46:40,497 Hey. Hey hey hey. 793 00:46:40,531 --> 00:46:43,796 Marge, wait. Wait a second, wait. 794 00:46:43,834 --> 00:46:45,995 You're not quitting again, are you? 795 00:46:46,036 --> 00:46:47,663 I am. 796 00:46:47,704 --> 00:46:49,638 I'm sorry. I have to. 797 00:46:49,673 --> 00:46:51,903 Why? I know you don't want to. 798 00:47:38,021 --> 00:47:39,818 Heather hates me. 799 00:47:44,228 --> 00:47:48,130 - You hate me. - No no. 800 00:47:48,165 --> 00:47:50,224 I don't hate you, honey. 801 00:47:52,102 --> 00:47:53,763 I'm a terrible person. 802 00:47:53,804 --> 00:47:56,602 No, that's not true. 803 00:47:58,275 --> 00:48:00,539 I wanted my baby, Mom. 804 00:48:02,312 --> 00:48:04,576 I really loved my baby. 805 00:48:04,615 --> 00:48:07,550 I know you did. 806 00:48:07,584 --> 00:48:10,644 God took him away from me to punish me 807 00:48:10,687 --> 00:48:12,552 for being bad. 808 00:48:12,589 --> 00:48:15,149 Oh, no no no. 809 00:48:15,192 --> 00:48:17,160 No, sweetie. 810 00:48:17,194 --> 00:48:20,960 I don't believe Heavenly Father works that way. 811 00:48:23,200 --> 00:48:27,136 I was glad I lost him. 812 00:48:27,170 --> 00:48:29,297 I was relieved. 813 00:48:32,175 --> 00:48:34,234 I was too. 814 00:48:55,265 --> 00:48:59,031 What a beautiful day. I love weddings. 815 00:48:59,069 --> 00:49:01,469 Oh, the carrot salad tipped over. 816 00:49:01,505 --> 00:49:04,531 There's some paper towels in the back somewhere. 817 00:49:04,574 --> 00:49:06,804 Nicki, just grab the coconut squares. 818 00:49:06,843 --> 00:49:08,504 Sure. 819 00:49:13,016 --> 00:49:15,007 There's a problem. 820 00:49:15,052 --> 00:49:17,247 Did we forget something? 821 00:49:17,287 --> 00:49:20,188 I have to figure some things out. 822 00:49:20,223 --> 00:49:23,249 I think it's best if I'm taken off the schedule. 823 00:49:24,594 --> 00:49:26,858 Nicki, what are you saying? 824 00:49:26,897 --> 00:49:29,195 You don't want to be with Bill anymore, 825 00:49:29,232 --> 00:49:32,395 or with us? 826 00:49:32,436 --> 00:49:34,404 Kathy's missing. 827 00:49:34,438 --> 00:49:36,338 Wanda thinks she's getting flowers or something, 828 00:49:36,373 --> 00:49:38,671 but she's been gone too long... over an hour. 829 00:49:38,709 --> 00:49:40,404 I've looked everywhere. 830 00:49:40,444 --> 00:49:42,412 I'm sure she's okay. Have you talked to Jodean? 831 00:49:42,446 --> 00:49:45,210 - Maybe she went over to her sister's. - Yeah, I called. 832 00:50:32,796 --> 00:50:35,321 Bring the girl in now. The prophet is ready. 833 00:50:54,017 --> 00:50:56,747 People will know I'm missing. I'm getting married today. 834 00:50:56,787 --> 00:50:59,187 We are expediting that very matter, 835 00:50:59,222 --> 00:51:01,850 but we have a need for a substitution 836 00:51:01,892 --> 00:51:04,793 vis-a-vis the groom. 837 00:51:29,886 --> 00:51:34,448 You are to be sealed to our husband and prophet Hollis Greene. 838 00:51:34,491 --> 00:51:36,721 No. 839 00:51:36,760 --> 00:51:39,820 Please let me go. I'm to be sealed to Joey and Wanda. 840 00:51:39,863 --> 00:51:42,661 Why are you are doing this? 841 00:51:42,699 --> 00:51:47,102 You have become an irritant to my esteemed brother-in-law. 842 00:51:47,137 --> 00:51:49,970 Kathy, you were warned, 843 00:51:50,006 --> 00:51:54,409 yet you persisted in spreading vicious falsehoods. 844 00:51:54,444 --> 00:51:56,469 You have maligned me, 845 00:51:56,513 --> 00:51:59,880 so you must go where your lies can do no more harm. 846 00:51:59,916 --> 00:52:02,248 After I seal you to Hollis, 847 00:52:02,285 --> 00:52:04,480 you'll be taken to Mexico 848 00:52:04,521 --> 00:52:07,354 where with Heavenly Father's blessing 849 00:52:07,390 --> 00:52:10,917 you will bear him many children. 850 00:52:21,771 --> 00:52:24,535 No! 851 00:52:35,485 --> 00:52:38,045 No! No, Hollis. 852 00:52:39,589 --> 00:52:41,454 Hollis, no! 853 00:54:41,278 --> 00:54:46,477 854 00:54:46,516 --> 00:54:52,318 855 00:54:52,355 --> 00:54:57,622 856 00:54:57,661 --> 00:55:04,567 shall rise to Thee.