1 00:00:00,300 --> 00:00:02,940 Claire! Claire, I have paid you... INDISTINCT VOICE ON PHONE 2 00:00:02,980 --> 00:00:04,980 I have paid you 140 fucking euro! 3 00:00:05,020 --> 00:00:07,780 Yes, I did, yes! Yes, I did. 4 00:00:07,820 --> 00:00:10,500 I left... I left it in the postbox. 5 00:00:12,140 --> 00:00:15,860 Please, will you not just pop in once a day and give her a walk? 6 00:00:15,900 --> 00:00:19,900 She doesn't like Brian from next door! 7 00:00:20,900 --> 00:00:23,300 Claire! 8 00:00:23,340 --> 00:00:25,140 Claire? 9 00:00:26,660 --> 00:00:28,700 SHE SHRIEKS 10 00:00:53,140 --> 00:00:55,980 SHE SOBS 11 00:00:57,020 --> 00:00:59,580 Shit. 12 00:01:02,660 --> 00:01:05,180 You all right there? 13 00:01:05,220 --> 00:01:07,220 Fine, thank you. 14 00:01:07,260 --> 00:01:09,340 SHE CLEARS THROAT 15 00:01:17,340 --> 00:01:19,660 - Are you pissed? - No, I'm just sick. 16 00:01:20,740 --> 00:01:23,020 - You sure now? - A bad takeaway. 17 00:01:24,380 --> 00:01:26,260 I'll get your licence anyway. 18 00:01:26,300 --> 00:01:29,340 And I'd like you to submit to a breathalyser. 19 00:01:29,380 --> 00:01:31,260 - You're joking. - No. 20 00:01:33,460 --> 00:01:35,620 WIND HOWLS 21 00:01:46,660 --> 00:01:48,580 You live around here? 22 00:01:48,620 --> 00:01:51,940 My family does, I'm just visiting. 23 00:01:51,980 --> 00:01:54,140 - Cathleen Hogan? - Yeah. 24 00:01:54,180 --> 00:01:56,980 Any relation of Jim and Mary's? 25 00:01:57,020 --> 00:01:59,540 Yeah, they're my parents. 26 00:01:59,580 --> 00:02:00,660 Go away. 27 00:02:00,700 --> 00:02:02,300 Where have they been hiding you? 28 00:02:02,340 --> 00:02:04,860 Haven't seen you around. 29 00:02:04,900 --> 00:02:08,100 I don't come down a lot. 30 00:02:08,140 --> 00:02:11,500 Your mam's great craic, used to serve us pints, down the road 31 00:02:11,540 --> 00:02:13,460 there in Floods, before your man sold the place. 32 00:02:13,500 --> 00:02:15,740 Not the same now. Full of Poles. 33 00:02:17,620 --> 00:02:20,340 What's she up to now, anyway, your mam? 34 00:02:20,380 --> 00:02:23,660 Don't see her around. I know she hasn't been too well. 35 00:02:25,500 --> 00:02:27,700 She's fine. 36 00:02:27,740 --> 00:02:30,180 - DEVICE BEEPS - Oh, here. 37 00:02:30,220 --> 00:02:31,860 OK, you're grand. 38 00:02:31,900 --> 00:02:33,220 Thanks. 39 00:02:33,260 --> 00:02:37,300 Oh, and tell your mam Dez Breen says hello. 40 00:04:11,500 --> 00:04:13,780 Hey. 41 00:04:13,820 --> 00:04:16,140 Hi, Michael. 42 00:04:19,140 --> 00:04:22,020 Sorry I'm so late. 43 00:04:22,060 --> 00:04:24,540 - HE SNIFFS - It's fine. 44 00:04:24,580 --> 00:04:28,620 It's fine. You haven't missed anything. 45 00:04:28,660 --> 00:04:31,220 DISHES CLATTER 46 00:04:36,780 --> 00:04:38,660 Cat. 47 00:04:44,980 --> 00:04:46,980 Thought you'd be here hours ago. 48 00:04:47,020 --> 00:04:50,100 Had to find someone to take the dog. 49 00:04:50,140 --> 00:04:53,380 There's pasta there if you want it. 50 00:04:53,420 --> 00:04:55,940 - Where's Dad? - He's upstairs. 51 00:04:55,980 --> 00:04:59,020 - Leave him be for now. - He was the one who found Mam. 52 00:05:09,260 --> 00:05:11,300 Can I see her? 53 00:05:11,340 --> 00:05:14,580 They're bringing her back in a couple of days, why don't you wait? 54 00:05:14,620 --> 00:05:18,100 She'll be all nice and done up them. 55 00:05:18,140 --> 00:05:20,460 She look that bad? 56 00:05:20,500 --> 00:05:23,860 If you want to see her, you can. It was just a suggestion. 57 00:05:26,020 --> 00:05:29,500 She'd hit her head on the flagstones by the pond. 58 00:05:30,940 --> 00:05:32,980 Dad said it would've been pretty quick. 59 00:05:33,020 --> 00:05:37,420 We think she might've slipped or lost her balance or something. 60 00:05:37,460 --> 00:05:40,260 Lost her balance? She was sick, she wasn't frail. 61 00:05:40,300 --> 00:05:44,220 She deteriorated over the past couple of months. 62 00:05:44,260 --> 00:05:47,180 It happens fast. You knew that. 63 00:05:47,220 --> 00:05:48,780 She never told me. 64 00:05:48,820 --> 00:05:51,500 Well, you were always busy, she didn't want to trouble you. 65 00:05:51,540 --> 00:05:54,940 It's still a shock, like, for all of us. 66 00:05:54,980 --> 00:05:57,380 I mean, she was fine this morning. 67 00:06:00,900 --> 00:06:04,180 Where is Patricia? I thought she was here every day. 68 00:06:04,220 --> 00:06:07,460 I thought it was her job to look after Mam? 69 00:06:07,500 --> 00:06:11,220 Dad had a couple of days off. He told her she could stay home. 70 00:06:11,260 --> 00:06:13,420 Then he got called into the surgery. 71 00:06:13,460 --> 00:06:15,140 Last thing this morning. 72 00:06:19,380 --> 00:06:22,860 Didn't find Mam till he got home this evening. 73 00:06:22,900 --> 00:06:25,100 So, Mam was on her own all day? 74 00:06:25,140 --> 00:06:28,180 Don't start, Cat. This wasn't Dad's fault. 75 00:06:28,220 --> 00:06:30,420 That's not what I said. 76 00:06:30,460 --> 00:06:32,660 I need to go check on the kids. 77 00:06:33,820 --> 00:06:36,540 I'll be back in the morning. 78 00:06:36,580 --> 00:06:39,140 - Try to get some sleep. - Yeah. Thanks. 79 00:07:43,180 --> 00:07:45,420 Cat! 80 00:07:55,220 --> 00:07:57,940 I'm so sorry, Dad. 81 00:07:57,980 --> 00:08:00,540 Did you see your brother and sister? 82 00:08:01,860 --> 00:08:04,340 Do you want to talk about it or...? 83 00:08:04,380 --> 00:08:07,580 Erm... 84 00:08:07,620 --> 00:08:10,140 No... I... 85 00:08:10,180 --> 00:08:14,100 I just want to get some sleep, if that's all right. 86 00:08:19,820 --> 00:08:22,220 I'm so sorry, kitten. 87 00:08:22,260 --> 00:08:24,460 Such a terrible thing. 88 00:08:28,180 --> 00:08:30,020 MOBILE BUZZES 89 00:08:48,860 --> 00:08:51,260 SOUND DISTORTS 90 00:08:55,780 --> 00:08:58,060 BANGING 91 00:09:01,820 --> 00:09:04,220 BIRD TWEETS 92 00:10:05,260 --> 00:10:08,500 Did you bring a change of clothes? 93 00:10:09,780 --> 00:10:11,780 Yeah, I did. I just... 94 00:10:11,820 --> 00:10:17,220 - What's that you got there? - It was lying in the grass, Mam's brooch. 95 00:10:17,260 --> 00:10:20,340 Oh, God, yeah. Yeah, that's where she fell. 96 00:10:22,500 --> 00:10:24,940 It was a beautiful, sunny day. 97 00:10:24,980 --> 00:10:27,220 It was very bright. 98 00:10:27,260 --> 00:10:29,900 I didn't notice her at first, you know, I... 99 00:10:29,940 --> 00:10:32,420 I thought she was lying on the ground, you know, 100 00:10:32,460 --> 00:10:34,820 the way your mind can... 101 00:10:36,540 --> 00:10:38,460 I tried to resuscitate her. 102 00:10:42,700 --> 00:10:45,100 But she had been gone a long time. 103 00:10:48,180 --> 00:10:50,100 What happened to your hand? 104 00:10:50,140 --> 00:10:52,700 Oh, just broken glass, a bit of a cut. 105 00:10:52,740 --> 00:10:55,500 Are you going to Michael's gig? 106 00:10:55,540 --> 00:10:58,620 I mean, I know your mother would want it to go on, so... 107 00:10:58,660 --> 00:11:00,700 I think you should come. 108 00:11:04,740 --> 00:11:06,940 Michael said you found her in the evening. 109 00:11:06,980 --> 00:11:08,380 Yeah. 110 00:11:08,420 --> 00:11:11,740 It's just you said how bright it was. 111 00:11:13,700 --> 00:11:16,540 Yeah, that's right. 112 00:11:16,580 --> 00:11:21,060 One of your frog things is missing. 113 00:11:21,100 --> 00:11:24,900 I don't know if you'd noticed. 114 00:11:24,940 --> 00:11:27,460 No. The gardener was in last week. 115 00:11:27,500 --> 00:11:30,780 Maybe I could ask him about it, he might know. 116 00:11:32,220 --> 00:11:35,700 We're not going to have any trouble, you and I, Cat, are we? 117 00:11:36,780 --> 00:11:38,340 No. 118 00:11:40,900 --> 00:11:42,180 Good. 119 00:12:48,460 --> 00:12:50,060 Hi, Sarah. 120 00:12:50,100 --> 00:12:51,740 Oh, my God, Cat. 121 00:12:51,780 --> 00:12:54,900 I'm so sorry. 122 00:12:56,140 --> 00:12:58,060 Thank you. 123 00:13:01,020 --> 00:13:03,140 - It's been ages. - Yeah. 124 00:13:03,180 --> 00:13:04,500 I know. 125 00:13:04,540 --> 00:13:06,980 What can I do for you? Does Jim need anything? 126 00:13:08,820 --> 00:13:11,460 I actually... came to see if he left his coat. 127 00:13:11,500 --> 00:13:14,380 He can't find it. 128 00:13:14,420 --> 00:13:17,660 I wondered if he'd left it here yesterday when he was at work. 129 00:13:17,700 --> 00:13:19,180 Yesterday? 130 00:13:20,500 --> 00:13:21,980 Er... Yeah. 131 00:13:23,780 --> 00:13:25,220 What time did he leave? 132 00:13:25,260 --> 00:13:27,540 He wasn't actually in yesterday. 133 00:13:29,260 --> 00:13:31,660 Did he say that he was? 134 00:13:34,420 --> 00:13:37,300 Er... No, I must have got it wrong. 135 00:13:37,340 --> 00:13:40,540 - Everything's a bit... - Sure, sure. 136 00:13:40,580 --> 00:13:43,300 - Look. Let me check for you anyway. - Oh, no, it's fine. 137 00:13:43,340 --> 00:13:45,940 Don't worry about it. Sorry to trouble you. 138 00:13:45,980 --> 00:13:49,220 - Are you sure there's nothing you need? - Yeah, we're fine, thanks. 139 00:13:52,500 --> 00:13:54,740 Oh, my God! Barry! 140 00:13:54,780 --> 00:13:57,700 Yeah. 141 00:13:57,740 --> 00:14:00,580 Sorry, I saw you coming out of the shop. 142 00:14:02,300 --> 00:14:05,940 I was going to call you to say I was here but... 143 00:14:05,980 --> 00:14:08,620 Don't worry, like, you've got enough to deal with. 144 00:14:08,660 --> 00:14:09,860 How are you? 145 00:14:10,900 --> 00:14:13,540 Actually, pretend I didn't ask that. 146 00:14:13,580 --> 00:14:14,940 Sorry. 147 00:14:14,980 --> 00:14:19,860 Look... Do you fancy a cup of tea or...? 148 00:14:19,900 --> 00:14:24,580 I've got to get back but Michael's band are playing later at Flood's. 149 00:14:24,620 --> 00:14:28,060 It'll be horrendous, but... Please come. 150 00:14:28,100 --> 00:14:30,580 - Sure. Sold. - Great. 151 00:14:30,620 --> 00:14:32,420 I'll see you there then, around eight. 152 00:14:32,460 --> 00:14:35,140 - Yeah, sure. - Can't wait. 153 00:14:41,380 --> 00:14:45,020 VOICEMAIL: Hi, this is Claire. Please leave your name and number 154 00:14:45,060 --> 00:14:47,260 after the beep and I'll get back to you. 155 00:14:47,300 --> 00:14:50,420 - PHONE BEEPS - Claire, it's me. Could you give me a call? 156 00:14:50,460 --> 00:14:53,940 It would be nice to know if Maggie's still alive. 157 00:15:04,660 --> 00:15:06,260 Hello. 158 00:15:06,300 --> 00:15:07,860 Hello. 159 00:15:07,900 --> 00:15:10,340 Cathleen. 160 00:15:10,380 --> 00:15:12,580 I'm sorry you couldn't make it. 161 00:15:12,620 --> 00:15:15,980 But we'll have a wonderful service for your mother, don't you worry. 162 00:15:16,020 --> 00:15:21,540 I'm sure the others will fill you in on everything important, OK? 163 00:15:21,580 --> 00:15:23,580 You take care now. 164 00:15:27,940 --> 00:15:30,620 I think your mother would probably like this one here... 165 00:15:30,660 --> 00:15:32,620 Why didn't you time with the priest was coming? 166 00:15:32,660 --> 00:15:35,100 I hear you just arranged everything without me. 167 00:15:35,140 --> 00:15:38,380 - Dad told you the priest was coming. - No, he didn't. 168 00:15:39,460 --> 00:15:41,540 - He didn't! - I tried to call you. 169 00:15:41,580 --> 00:15:44,420 - Dad, you never told me the priest was coming. - I'm sure I did. 170 00:15:44,460 --> 00:15:48,180 - No, you didn't! - I'm sure I told you this morning. 171 00:15:48,220 --> 00:15:50,460 Maybe you just meant it and you forgot, you know? 172 00:15:50,500 --> 00:15:53,500 - Yeah, sure, OK, let's go with that. - No, Dad, Cat forgot. 173 00:15:53,540 --> 00:15:55,700 I didn't fucking forget, Fiona. 174 00:15:55,740 --> 00:15:57,940 - I wasn't fucking told. - OK, guys... 175 00:15:57,980 --> 00:16:00,260 Do you honestly think I'd choose not to be here for this, 176 00:16:00,300 --> 00:16:02,740 - for planning Mam's funeral? - So, Dad's just making things up? 177 00:16:02,780 --> 00:16:04,460 Hang on, hang on! 178 00:16:04,500 --> 00:16:06,820 He wasn't at work when Mam died. 179 00:16:08,980 --> 00:16:11,460 That's what he said but he wasn't. 180 00:16:11,500 --> 00:16:14,500 I saw Sarah from school, from the surgery, in town, 181 00:16:14,540 --> 00:16:18,100 and she said you weren't in yesterday, so... 182 00:16:18,140 --> 00:16:21,500 - ..where were you? - I was making house calls. 183 00:16:21,540 --> 00:16:23,740 Dad, you don't have to explain yourself. 184 00:16:23,780 --> 00:16:26,580 Yes, I know, Fiona, thank you but I will. 185 00:16:26,620 --> 00:16:29,780 They weren't on the books so Sarah wouldn't have known. 186 00:16:29,820 --> 00:16:33,500 A couple of elderly patients rang me up personally. 187 00:16:33,540 --> 00:16:38,500 Your mother told me to go and, of course, I've been regretting it ever since. 188 00:16:45,180 --> 00:16:47,620 He didn't tell me. 189 00:16:47,660 --> 00:16:49,020 You're mad. 190 00:16:56,780 --> 00:16:58,700 They Don't Laugh... 191 00:16:58,740 --> 00:17:01,300 MUTED APPLAUSE, PEOPLE CHAT 192 00:17:05,060 --> 00:17:08,100 ♪ They don't laugh ♪ 193 00:17:08,140 --> 00:17:11,020 ♪ They don't laugh ♪ 194 00:17:14,420 --> 00:17:17,140 ♪ They don't laugh ♪ 195 00:17:17,180 --> 00:17:20,980 ♪ They don't laugh... ♪ 196 00:17:21,020 --> 00:17:23,900 MUSIC FADES OUT 197 00:17:36,980 --> 00:17:40,420 - You all right there? - Yeah. Fine. 198 00:17:40,460 --> 00:17:43,900 ♪ Bringing back good memories... ♪ 199 00:17:44,980 --> 00:17:47,140 Yes, how are you? 200 00:17:47,180 --> 00:17:50,180 Yeah, hang on, there's a lot of people here. 201 00:17:57,380 --> 00:18:01,220 Let me have a look. I could bring it around tonight. 202 00:18:01,260 --> 00:18:03,220 Ha! Lucky you! 203 00:18:03,260 --> 00:18:06,300 Oh, yeah, no, it's here, no problem. 204 00:18:06,340 --> 00:18:08,340 I can do that. 205 00:18:43,620 --> 00:18:45,540 Hey. 206 00:18:47,860 --> 00:18:51,060 Look, I'm sorry. 207 00:18:51,100 --> 00:18:53,980 I got defensive, I said some stupid shit. 208 00:18:54,020 --> 00:18:56,140 I didn't mean to upset you. 209 00:18:56,180 --> 00:18:58,740 - You should apologise to Dad. - I will. 210 00:19:05,140 --> 00:19:06,580 Wait... 211 00:19:06,620 --> 00:19:10,100 I know this is a bit random but, off the top of your head... 212 00:19:10,140 --> 00:19:11,860 Does Mam... 213 00:19:11,900 --> 00:19:17,060 Did mam have a, like, a red top, a cardigan type thing? 214 00:19:17,100 --> 00:19:19,540 Not that I know of. Why? 215 00:19:20,860 --> 00:19:23,620 Just... 216 00:19:23,660 --> 00:19:27,340 ..thinking about what we should bury her in, you know? 217 00:19:29,300 --> 00:19:33,420 You want Mam to be buried in a red cardigan? 218 00:19:33,460 --> 00:19:35,260 No, I was... 219 00:19:35,300 --> 00:19:37,540 It was just an idea. 220 00:19:39,220 --> 00:19:41,460 You just write the eulogy, OK? 221 00:19:41,500 --> 00:19:43,500 I'll handle the other stuff. 222 00:19:51,620 --> 00:19:54,420 I'd like to dedicate this next one to my mam. 223 00:19:54,460 --> 00:19:56,100 It was one of her favourites. 224 00:19:56,140 --> 00:19:58,340 Sorry I'm late. 225 00:19:58,380 --> 00:20:01,140 - You came. - Thought I would, yeah. 226 00:20:01,180 --> 00:20:03,900 MIC FEEDBACK WHINES 227 00:20:03,940 --> 00:20:07,660 - Oh! - Christ. Hasn't changed much in here since my dad's time. 228 00:20:10,460 --> 00:20:12,580 Get us a bottle? 229 00:20:12,620 --> 00:20:14,540 I'm meant to be going easy. 230 00:20:16,100 --> 00:20:17,780 OK. 231 00:20:28,980 --> 00:20:30,900 Cheers. 232 00:20:36,180 --> 00:20:39,220 You know, I've really missed you, Barry. 233 00:20:39,260 --> 00:20:40,900 I missed you. 234 00:20:42,180 --> 00:20:44,220 Let's get wankered. 235 00:20:48,740 --> 00:20:50,980 WIND HOWLS 236 00:20:53,060 --> 00:20:55,300 Oh, shit. 237 00:21:35,060 --> 00:21:36,820 Oh! 238 00:21:51,500 --> 00:21:54,180 THUNDER ROLLS 239 00:23:06,980 --> 00:23:10,140 DOOR BANGS, KEYS RATTLE 240 00:23:13,580 --> 00:23:15,580 FOOTSTEPS APPROACH 241 00:23:23,460 --> 00:23:27,380 KNOCKING ON DOOR 242 00:23:27,420 --> 00:23:29,940 Cat, it's Michael. Are you in there? Open the door. 243 00:23:32,540 --> 00:23:34,140 KNOCKING CONTINUES 244 00:23:34,180 --> 00:23:37,620 Cat. Are you in there? 245 00:23:45,020 --> 00:23:46,660 Jesus! 246 00:23:46,700 --> 00:23:49,340 - You scared the shit out of me for a minute. - What time is it? 247 00:23:49,380 --> 00:23:52,660 Six... am. 248 00:23:52,700 --> 00:23:54,580 Fuck. 249 00:23:54,620 --> 00:23:56,100 What happened to you? 250 00:23:58,420 --> 00:24:00,820 I don't know, I think I fell. 251 00:24:00,860 --> 00:24:03,060 What, into the garden bins? 252 00:24:05,220 --> 00:24:07,660 I was looking for something. 253 00:24:07,700 --> 00:24:10,620 - We've mass this morning. - I'm not going to fucking mass. 254 00:24:10,660 --> 00:24:14,260 Yes, you are! We're meeting with the priest after to go over Mam's funeral, 255 00:24:14,300 --> 00:24:16,740 unless you want to miss that, too. 256 00:24:57,260 --> 00:24:59,740 MESSAGE: Hey, Mam. Thanks for the book. 257 00:24:59,780 --> 00:25:03,460 I'll call you later and we'll catch up. Love you. 258 00:25:05,900 --> 00:25:09,700 MESSAGE: Hi, it's Trevor, Mrs Hogan. Can you give me a call, please? 259 00:25:14,140 --> 00:25:16,300 JIM: How dare you threaten me! 260 00:25:16,340 --> 00:25:19,460 You've no idea, you don't know the first thing. 261 00:25:19,500 --> 00:25:22,260 LINE BREAKING UP: Tonight... we will... about this... 262 00:25:39,460 --> 00:25:41,980 Did you have a nice time with Barry? 263 00:25:42,020 --> 00:25:44,980 - Yeah, it was good. - He's been through a lot, you know. 264 00:25:45,020 --> 00:25:46,820 Did he say anything? 265 00:25:49,180 --> 00:25:52,660 He tried to kill himself last year. 266 00:25:52,700 --> 00:25:57,380 It's odd, isn't it, how these things sometimes run in families. 267 00:25:57,420 --> 00:26:00,420 He was nearly the same age as his dad was. 268 00:26:02,300 --> 00:26:04,300 OK. Let's go. 269 00:26:05,740 --> 00:26:08,140 - I'm going to take my own car. - Right. 270 00:26:16,260 --> 00:26:20,340 In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit, amen. 271 00:26:20,380 --> 00:26:24,260 Mass has ended, go in peace to love and serve the Lord. 272 00:26:33,860 --> 00:26:36,300 QUIET CHATTER 273 00:26:51,380 --> 00:26:53,780 What is it? Cat. 274 00:26:53,820 --> 00:26:55,900 Cat! 275 00:27:35,540 --> 00:27:37,620 WHISPERS: Oh, God. 276 00:27:45,980 --> 00:27:49,140 Bobby, don't open the doors, OK? 277 00:27:49,180 --> 00:27:50,940 I'm so sorry. 278 00:27:52,180 --> 00:27:54,260 Is everything OK? 279 00:27:54,300 --> 00:27:56,020 Yeah. 280 00:27:56,060 --> 00:27:58,260 Do you want to come in? I'll put a coffee on. 281 00:28:00,300 --> 00:28:02,460 Sorry, it's a mess. 282 00:28:05,060 --> 00:28:07,060 I saw you at mass today. 283 00:28:07,100 --> 00:28:09,180 It was a nice service. 284 00:28:09,220 --> 00:28:10,220 Yeah. 285 00:28:12,060 --> 00:28:14,380 - Do you go to mass in Dublin? - No. 286 00:28:20,140 --> 00:28:22,580 I couldn't live in the city, you know. 287 00:28:22,620 --> 00:28:26,220 It's great if you're single but it's expensive for a family. 288 00:28:29,660 --> 00:28:31,300 I'm sorry. I'm... 289 00:28:33,260 --> 00:28:36,460 - What is it you wanted? - Are you sleeping with my dad? 290 00:28:37,940 --> 00:28:40,380 - What? - I don't really know how else to say it. 291 00:28:40,420 --> 00:28:42,540 I saw that cardigan in his car. 292 00:28:42,580 --> 00:28:45,220 - Did he bring it round last night? - My child is here. 293 00:28:45,260 --> 00:28:46,860 Are you having an affair? 294 00:28:46,900 --> 00:28:49,940 - Get out of my house. - Was Mam getting in the way? 295 00:28:49,980 --> 00:28:53,500 Did Dad make plans? Did you? 296 00:28:53,540 --> 00:28:55,660 They always said you were mad. 297 00:29:12,020 --> 00:29:14,060 Where did you go? 298 00:29:15,140 --> 00:29:16,660 Come on. 299 00:29:18,500 --> 00:29:20,140 What is it? 300 00:29:23,220 --> 00:29:25,900 What are you doing? That's Mam's phone. 301 00:29:25,940 --> 00:29:27,580 Listen to that. 302 00:29:29,140 --> 00:29:30,980 How dare you threaten me! 303 00:29:31,020 --> 00:29:35,620 You've no idea, you don't know the first thing... 304 00:29:35,660 --> 00:29:38,420 LINE BREAKING UP: Tonight... we will... about this... 305 00:29:41,660 --> 00:29:44,540 There was this red cardigan in dad's car, it belonged to Sarah. 306 00:29:44,580 --> 00:29:47,220 You know, Sarah from the surgery, from school. 307 00:29:47,260 --> 00:29:49,380 He was around there last night. 308 00:29:49,420 --> 00:29:52,300 Who returns a cardigan to another woman in the middle of the night 309 00:29:52,340 --> 00:29:56,180 barely two days after your wife has died, unless something is going on? 310 00:29:56,220 --> 00:29:59,740 I think Mam found out and that's why Dad keeps changing his story. 311 00:29:59,780 --> 00:30:00,900 And now you think I'm crazy. 312 00:30:00,940 --> 00:30:04,500 And I didn't want to tell you but he's been lying - about all of it! 313 00:30:04,540 --> 00:30:07,380 About everything. About Sarah... What if something happened... 314 00:30:07,420 --> 00:30:10,580 Mam knew about Sarah. We all knew about Sarah. 315 00:30:10,620 --> 00:30:14,260 Mam agreed to it. 316 00:30:14,300 --> 00:30:17,500 She wanted to Dad to move on from when she... 317 00:30:21,340 --> 00:30:25,220 - It wasn't a secret. - Well, I didn't know. 318 00:30:25,260 --> 00:30:29,380 We... spoke nearly every week, why didn't she tell me? 319 00:30:29,420 --> 00:30:32,340 Michael, why didn't YOU tell me? 320 00:30:33,700 --> 00:30:35,500 Dad. 321 00:30:35,540 --> 00:30:37,380 Dad told you not to. 322 00:30:38,540 --> 00:30:40,420 Mam told us not to. 323 00:30:45,540 --> 00:30:46,940 Oh. 324 00:30:46,980 --> 00:30:48,740 You weren't around, like we were. 325 00:30:48,780 --> 00:30:51,860 It's not like you were going to notice that Dad was shagging someone else. 326 00:30:51,900 --> 00:30:55,500 Mam knew how you felt about Dad. She just thought it would be best that you didn't know. 327 00:30:55,540 --> 00:30:56,900 I wasn't going to break a promise. 328 00:30:56,940 --> 00:31:00,180 So, that's where he was when he said he was at work. He was... 329 00:31:00,220 --> 00:31:02,340 That is why he feels so guilty. 330 00:31:03,940 --> 00:31:07,780 If Mam knew and it was all fine, then what's with that message? 331 00:31:07,820 --> 00:31:09,620 They had fights, you know? 332 00:31:09,660 --> 00:31:11,860 - There's a statue missing. - What statue? 333 00:31:11,900 --> 00:31:15,340 By the pond, one of the frogs. There's blood... on the... he had a cut on his hand.... 334 00:31:15,380 --> 00:31:18,420 Dad wouldn't hurt Mam! That isn't who he is. It's just not, OK? 335 00:31:18,460 --> 00:31:22,020 This has to stop. Please. You have to stop. 336 00:31:43,580 --> 00:31:46,620 Just need to leave some clothes at the undertaker's, for Mam. 337 00:31:47,900 --> 00:31:51,420 I thought maybe the... what she wore for Granda's 90th. 338 00:31:51,460 --> 00:31:53,140 Fine. 339 00:31:53,180 --> 00:31:56,180 It's just last night you seemed to have an opinion, so I thought I'd ask. 340 00:31:56,220 --> 00:31:58,260 No, it's grand. 341 00:31:59,620 --> 00:32:02,980 Cat, you come with me. 342 00:32:03,020 --> 00:32:05,460 - I'll come with you, Dad. - No, you're all right, Fiona. 343 00:32:05,500 --> 00:32:07,700 Cat, come on. 344 00:32:47,100 --> 00:32:49,180 Why are we stopping here? 345 00:32:49,220 --> 00:32:53,020 I wanted to show you something. 346 00:32:54,420 --> 00:32:56,300 Are you coming? 347 00:33:58,100 --> 00:34:02,580 Your mother thought this place was so beautiful, it was holy. 348 00:34:02,620 --> 00:34:06,300 She used to bring me here to pray when we were kids. 349 00:34:06,340 --> 00:34:09,220 Not that I was much of a Catholic, you understand, but I'd have done 350 00:34:09,260 --> 00:34:10,700 anything to be with her. 351 00:34:10,740 --> 00:34:14,220 Flirt with her, done anything she said, really. 352 00:34:17,140 --> 00:34:20,460 It's very hard, Cat, to watch the woman you love, who dragged 353 00:34:20,500 --> 00:34:23,540 you through the mud to pray, who could climb mountains, 354 00:34:23,580 --> 00:34:28,540 who brought up your children gradually lose the use 355 00:34:28,580 --> 00:34:30,460 of her faculties. I... 356 00:34:33,980 --> 00:34:37,940 I mean, we did our best to cope, you know? 357 00:34:37,980 --> 00:34:41,980 We lived as healthy and fulfilling a life as we could and... 358 00:34:44,860 --> 00:34:48,940 ..Mary never made me feel guilty. She was wonderful, right to the end. 359 00:34:53,300 --> 00:34:54,940 It's funny, you know... 360 00:34:57,020 --> 00:35:00,860 Somehow, these days, I find myself wanting to pray. 361 00:35:05,420 --> 00:35:09,140 I loved your mother more than anything, Cat. 362 00:35:09,180 --> 00:35:11,580 And what we agreed was between us. 363 00:35:13,740 --> 00:35:16,860 It was our business. And it was mutual. 364 00:35:18,580 --> 00:35:20,940 I never betrayed her and I never hurt her. 365 00:35:20,980 --> 00:35:23,060 I never said... 366 00:35:23,100 --> 00:35:27,100 So if you go to Sarah one more time or if you undermine me again, 367 00:35:27,140 --> 00:35:30,780 I swear to God, you'll never be allowed in the family home again. 368 00:35:30,820 --> 00:35:32,660 Now, do you understand me? 369 00:35:32,700 --> 00:35:34,380 SHE GASPS 370 00:35:34,420 --> 00:35:37,460 Do you understand me? 371 00:35:37,500 --> 00:35:39,180 Yes. 372 00:36:43,480 --> 00:36:47,120 - Garda Breen? - Cathleen Hogan? - Could we talk? 373 00:36:47,160 --> 00:36:49,280 Sure, yeah. Come in, I'll make you a cup of coffee. 374 00:36:49,320 --> 00:36:51,560 Actually, I'd prefer it if we could go somewhere else. 375 00:36:51,600 --> 00:36:54,760 I just don't want this to be on any record. 376 00:36:54,800 --> 00:36:59,200 Whatever it is, you're safest in there, I promise you that much. 377 00:36:59,240 --> 00:37:01,240 HE SCRUBS 378 00:37:03,120 --> 00:37:05,240 It's my dad. 379 00:37:08,840 --> 00:37:11,400 I think he... 380 00:37:11,440 --> 00:37:13,680 ..he hurt my Mam. 381 00:37:13,720 --> 00:37:15,760 I think he killed her. 382 00:37:32,800 --> 00:37:38,080 - I think maybe he hit her with one of these stone frogs by the pond. - Right. 383 00:37:38,120 --> 00:37:42,520 It should've been on the ground right where Mam was but it's gone. 384 00:37:42,560 --> 00:37:44,240 Maybe he left blood on it. 385 00:37:44,280 --> 00:37:46,680 I tried to look for it. 386 00:37:46,720 --> 00:37:48,480 He had a cut on his hand! 387 00:37:50,000 --> 00:37:51,200 Right. 388 00:37:51,240 --> 00:37:55,160 So, you think your dad did all this because he had a new girlfriend 389 00:37:55,200 --> 00:37:58,040 and your Mam wasn't dying fast enough? 390 00:37:58,080 --> 00:38:00,200 If you don't believe me, just say and I'll go. 391 00:38:00,240 --> 00:38:02,720 What do the others say? Hm? 392 00:38:02,760 --> 00:38:05,600 Have you discussed it with them? 393 00:38:05,640 --> 00:38:07,920 I tried telling my brother. 394 00:38:09,600 --> 00:38:12,120 - It sounded batshit. - Well, it's... 395 00:38:12,160 --> 00:38:14,520 it's a hard thing to hear about your dad. 396 00:38:14,560 --> 00:38:17,320 I'm sure most people wouldn't want to believe it. 397 00:38:17,360 --> 00:38:19,640 He's never seen that side of him. 398 00:38:22,320 --> 00:38:24,480 Neither of them have. 399 00:38:24,520 --> 00:38:26,600 SOUND DISTORTS 400 00:38:30,920 --> 00:38:33,680 Once you've seen it, it's always there. 401 00:38:33,720 --> 00:38:35,720 SCREAM ECHOES 402 00:38:35,760 --> 00:38:38,440 He is more than capable. 403 00:38:41,920 --> 00:38:43,800 Look, I can see you're worried. 404 00:38:43,840 --> 00:38:46,480 Let me have a word with my superiors, see if we can 405 00:38:46,520 --> 00:38:50,120 look into this. I won't put the wrong word in the wrong ear. 406 00:38:50,160 --> 00:38:53,120 I'm a friend, Cat. Trust me. 407 00:38:55,600 --> 00:38:57,960 When are burying your mam? 408 00:38:58,000 --> 00:38:59,600 Well... 409 00:38:59,640 --> 00:39:02,440 ..it's the wake tomorrow. The funeral's the day after. 410 00:39:02,480 --> 00:39:05,840 Maybe after that we can go for a drink. 411 00:39:55,000 --> 00:39:57,160 INDISTINCT VOICES 412 00:39:57,200 --> 00:39:58,720 SHOUTS 413 00:40:27,960 --> 00:40:30,680 - Barry. - Cat. 414 00:40:41,840 --> 00:40:44,440 You're early. 415 00:41:01,760 --> 00:41:04,000 I heard about what happened. 416 00:41:07,000 --> 00:41:08,920 That you haven't been well. 417 00:41:13,880 --> 00:41:16,240 The kettle's just boiled. Do you want any tea? 418 00:41:16,280 --> 00:41:18,320 Sure. 419 00:41:21,200 --> 00:41:23,200 I should have stayed in touch. 420 00:41:23,240 --> 00:41:25,120 I'm sorry I didn't. 421 00:41:31,280 --> 00:41:33,920 It's not like I was ringing you every other night. 422 00:41:42,160 --> 00:41:45,280 You don't have to... talk about it if you don't want to. 423 00:41:45,320 --> 00:41:47,920 Do you know what, there's enough misery in the world. 424 00:41:47,960 --> 00:41:50,040 Do you want to do something fun? 425 00:41:50,080 --> 00:41:51,760 Fun sounds good. 426 00:41:55,400 --> 00:41:57,960 You're very quiet. Is everything all right? 427 00:41:59,480 --> 00:42:02,400 Why did you tell Cat you were at the surgery when Mary died? 428 00:42:02,440 --> 00:42:03,840 Oh, Sarah, come on. 429 00:42:03,880 --> 00:42:06,040 If you knew what she was like! 430 00:42:06,080 --> 00:42:08,120 That's why I told her. 431 00:42:08,160 --> 00:42:10,840 Just as well telling her one thing over another. 432 00:42:10,880 --> 00:42:13,840 Everything would have been fine if she hadn't spotted your cardigan. 433 00:42:13,880 --> 00:42:16,320 So, where were you actually, if you had to hide it from her? 434 00:42:16,360 --> 00:42:19,880 Nowhere important. I mean, how the hell was I to know she was going to show up? 435 00:42:19,920 --> 00:42:22,040 Anyway, everything's OK. 436 00:42:22,080 --> 00:42:24,400 I'm just sorry I didn't warn you. 437 00:42:26,680 --> 00:42:28,960 Now, I've a question. 438 00:42:29,000 --> 00:42:30,520 Go on. 439 00:42:30,560 --> 00:42:32,880 What do you think of Portugal? 440 00:42:32,920 --> 00:42:38,280 - Portugal? - Mm, you know, Porto, Lisbon, the Algarve... 441 00:42:38,320 --> 00:42:40,880 - SHE LAUGHS - What, so are we going on holiday? 442 00:42:40,920 --> 00:42:42,400 No. 443 00:42:43,680 --> 00:42:45,320 We're leaving. 444 00:42:47,240 --> 00:42:49,440 That was the plan, wasn't it? 445 00:42:53,680 --> 00:42:55,640 SHE SIGHS 446 00:43:03,320 --> 00:43:05,360 What's wrong? 447 00:43:05,400 --> 00:43:09,120 Jim, your wife has just died. 448 00:43:09,160 --> 00:43:11,840 I hadn't forgotten. 449 00:43:11,880 --> 00:43:15,120 So, you don't think this is all a bit of a rush? 450 00:43:15,160 --> 00:43:18,160 Well, look, you said you wanted to go. 451 00:43:19,640 --> 00:43:22,120 Didn't think you'd meant right now! 452 00:43:23,800 --> 00:43:26,680 I thought we'd years to think about it. 453 00:43:28,400 --> 00:43:31,760 - What's to think about? - I have a child, Jim! 454 00:43:33,520 --> 00:43:35,440 I still have my stupid bloody husband. 455 00:43:35,480 --> 00:43:37,800 I can't just drop everything. 456 00:43:37,840 --> 00:43:40,400 You shouldn't be smoking in here. 457 00:43:40,440 --> 00:43:42,920 How would we even pay for all this? 458 00:43:44,760 --> 00:43:47,000 I'm selling the house. 459 00:43:47,040 --> 00:43:49,920 - You're selling the house? - Yeah. 460 00:43:49,960 --> 00:43:52,760 Do your kids know that? 461 00:43:52,800 --> 00:43:55,720 Has my daughter managed to scare you off? 462 00:43:55,760 --> 00:43:57,440 Is that what's going on here? 463 00:43:57,480 --> 00:43:59,840 I just think this is all a bit mad, that's what's going on. 464 00:43:59,880 --> 00:44:02,480 Hold on. I've got something for you. 465 00:44:06,440 --> 00:44:09,880 I had wanted a better moment, but... 466 00:44:09,920 --> 00:44:12,920 - What's this? - This is what I was doing. 467 00:44:13,960 --> 00:44:16,720 I was buying the ring when Mary passed. 468 00:44:18,000 --> 00:44:20,560 I'd watched Mary dying for years. 469 00:44:22,480 --> 00:44:27,200 I'd watched the marriage die with her but just knowing... 470 00:44:27,240 --> 00:44:32,080 ..that you were there, knowing that you were going to be there after... 471 00:44:32,120 --> 00:44:34,680 That's what kept me going, you know? 472 00:44:36,520 --> 00:44:40,120 She looked so well that morning. I really... 473 00:44:40,160 --> 00:44:43,280 I hadn't intended to be away all day, but... 474 00:44:44,840 --> 00:44:46,680 I bought the ring and I was just... 475 00:44:46,720 --> 00:44:50,240 I don't know, happy to be away, I suppose. 476 00:44:52,120 --> 00:44:56,760 When I got home, she was gone. 477 00:44:59,760 --> 00:45:02,400 So, you can see... 478 00:45:02,440 --> 00:45:07,720 You can see why I didn't want to tell Cat or the others. 479 00:45:07,760 --> 00:45:09,280 Oh, my God. 480 00:45:09,320 --> 00:45:12,240 Look, I didn't mean to give it to you this soon, all right? 481 00:45:12,280 --> 00:45:15,200 I wanted a better moment but I didn't want you to think I wasn't serious. 482 00:45:15,240 --> 00:45:17,280 - I'm married, Jim! - I know, Sarah. 483 00:45:17,320 --> 00:45:20,520 It's a gift, I'm not proposing. 484 00:45:20,560 --> 00:45:22,080 So, what have you told Cat? 485 00:45:22,120 --> 00:45:26,080 And what do the other two know? I don't want any more angry visitors. 486 00:45:26,120 --> 00:45:27,960 Look, Michael and Fiona... 487 00:45:29,200 --> 00:45:31,200 ..they think I was with you. 488 00:45:31,240 --> 00:45:35,920 And, as far as I understand, Cat believes the same. 489 00:45:35,960 --> 00:45:37,400 You told them that? 490 00:45:37,440 --> 00:45:40,360 No, no, no, no. No, they made an assumption, you know? 491 00:45:40,400 --> 00:45:43,280 Do you want me to correct them, tell them I was out buying a ring 492 00:45:43,320 --> 00:45:46,640 for you with money I don't have while their mother was dying at home? 493 00:45:46,680 --> 00:45:49,280 I'd rather you not include me in all these lies, Jim! 494 00:45:49,320 --> 00:45:51,800 Hey. Hey. 495 00:45:53,080 --> 00:45:55,800 Hey. 496 00:45:55,840 --> 00:45:59,400 I was just trying to keep things simple. 497 00:45:59,440 --> 00:46:02,360 It's all right, it's going to be fine, look, nobody is going to ask. 498 00:46:02,400 --> 00:46:04,360 But even if they do... 499 00:46:05,920 --> 00:46:08,040 ..it's not a lie anyway. 500 00:46:17,160 --> 00:46:19,000 I should get back to work. 501 00:46:21,160 --> 00:46:23,640 No, no, keep it. Keep it. 502 00:46:23,680 --> 00:46:26,640 Think about what you want to do. 503 00:46:26,680 --> 00:46:29,320 Where we're going to go from here. 504 00:46:46,360 --> 00:46:48,320 KNOCK ON DOOR 505 00:46:48,360 --> 00:46:49,600 Yes? 506 00:46:43,940 --> 00:46:47,060 Looks like Rita Corcoran hasn't shown up for her appointment again. 507 00:46:47,100 --> 00:46:50,420 - OK. - Should I call her? - No, no, no, I'll do that. 508 00:46:50,460 --> 00:46:52,100 I've got a few minutes. 509 00:46:53,540 --> 00:46:56,300 I also want to apologise to you. 510 00:46:57,660 --> 00:47:01,540 I'm sorry if I came on a bit strong, you know? 511 00:47:03,340 --> 00:47:06,300 Sorry if I upset you. It was never my intention. 512 00:47:15,460 --> 00:47:18,300 I want you to take it back. 513 00:47:18,340 --> 00:47:21,220 And I want us to take it easy for a bit. 514 00:47:21,260 --> 00:47:23,100 I need some time to think. 515 00:47:24,780 --> 00:47:25,780 All right. 516 00:47:28,140 --> 00:47:30,260 I'll send in the next patient. 517 00:47:34,900 --> 00:47:36,700 Christ! I can't even get out of this room! 518 00:47:36,740 --> 00:47:38,100 I used to be so good at this. 519 00:47:38,140 --> 00:47:41,460 - Go on, bitch, I'm coming for you. - At least let me get a better gun. 520 00:47:41,500 --> 00:47:43,300 - No! - It's not fair! 521 00:47:46,460 --> 00:47:49,940 I'm done. I'm calling it a bloody draw. 522 00:47:49,980 --> 00:47:53,780 Oh, would you get lost? You still can't handle my A-game realness. 523 00:47:53,820 --> 00:47:56,180 Oh, that's what that was! 524 00:47:58,020 --> 00:47:59,900 I'm so drunk. 525 00:48:01,300 --> 00:48:04,140 Shit! It's dark outside. 526 00:48:05,380 --> 00:48:08,980 Here, look, wait until I finish this off before you go. 527 00:48:09,020 --> 00:48:11,540 Could I stay? 528 00:48:11,580 --> 00:48:14,420 Oh, but... I don't want to be weird. 529 00:48:14,460 --> 00:48:17,220 - No, no, I'd love you to stay. - I mean, I can absolutely go. 530 00:48:17,260 --> 00:48:20,500 - Do what you like. - It's just... - I'd love you to stay. 531 00:48:36,580 --> 00:48:39,620 Why did you stop coming back? 532 00:48:39,660 --> 00:48:41,580 This place... 533 00:48:45,500 --> 00:48:47,700 ..brings back... 534 00:48:47,740 --> 00:48:49,900 ..bad memories. 535 00:48:49,940 --> 00:48:52,420 I hope not all bad. 536 00:48:55,340 --> 00:48:57,140 No. 537 00:48:57,180 --> 00:49:00,220 Our families used to be so close. 538 00:49:00,260 --> 00:49:02,100 I always wondered what happened. 539 00:49:02,140 --> 00:49:06,380 Dad died and then everything started to fall apart. 540 00:49:10,020 --> 00:49:13,180 I always wondered if you knew what happened. 541 00:49:15,580 --> 00:49:16,900 Why? 542 00:49:24,260 --> 00:49:25,900 Cat? 543 00:49:30,460 --> 00:49:33,100 We were here. 544 00:49:33,140 --> 00:49:35,420 That day. 545 00:49:35,460 --> 00:49:40,340 Me and Dad, we came to your house. 546 00:49:40,380 --> 00:49:43,580 I knew you weren't there so I didn't know where we were. 547 00:49:43,620 --> 00:49:45,540 Dad wouldn't tell me. 548 00:49:45,580 --> 00:49:49,060 He was angry, angrier than I'd ever seen him. 549 00:49:49,100 --> 00:49:50,980 I thought he was going break down the door. 550 00:49:51,020 --> 00:49:52,780 But your dad lets him in. 551 00:49:54,540 --> 00:49:59,620 I was starting to worry. So I went to see... 552 00:49:59,660 --> 00:50:01,860 ..what was going on. 553 00:50:01,900 --> 00:50:04,740 Your dad was on the floor. 554 00:50:04,780 --> 00:50:09,260 Mine standing over him, screaming at him. 555 00:50:09,300 --> 00:50:11,300 I don't know, I... 556 00:50:14,500 --> 00:50:17,260 That night... 557 00:50:17,300 --> 00:50:20,380 ..your dad killed himself. 558 00:50:26,020 --> 00:50:28,220 I told Mam what happened but... 559 00:50:30,780 --> 00:50:33,140 ..Dad called me a liar. 560 00:50:35,380 --> 00:50:38,900 He said we hadn't even been here, that I'd just made it all up. 561 00:50:44,940 --> 00:50:49,780 He alienated me from my whole family and even I believed it, 562 00:50:49,820 --> 00:50:54,140 eventually, that I was wrong or that I was just a liar. 563 00:50:54,180 --> 00:50:57,740 But I wasn't. I remember now. 564 00:51:00,020 --> 00:51:01,780 I know. 565 00:51:02,980 --> 00:51:05,700 Because he's done it again and no-one will believe me now because 566 00:51:05,740 --> 00:51:10,260 no-one believed me then and that's why I wanted to tell you because I... 567 00:51:10,300 --> 00:51:13,740 ..was hoping that you would... 568 00:51:13,780 --> 00:51:15,620 ..believe me. 569 00:51:19,340 --> 00:51:21,660 What do you mean again? 570 00:51:23,620 --> 00:51:26,500 I think he killed my mam. 571 00:51:32,340 --> 00:51:34,180 Barry. 572 00:51:56,180 --> 00:51:58,900 I thought I'd called. I'm so sorry. 573 00:51:58,940 --> 00:52:02,820 Not at all, Rita. I just wanted to check up on you to see if you're all right, you know? 574 00:52:02,860 --> 00:52:04,860 You're so kind, Jim. 575 00:52:04,900 --> 00:52:07,460 I don't like to leave the house. 576 00:52:07,500 --> 00:52:09,660 I was burgled, you know. 577 00:52:09,700 --> 00:52:12,900 - I do, yeah. - They took all my money. And the remote. 578 00:52:12,940 --> 00:52:16,500 I don't know what they would want with the remote. 579 00:52:19,500 --> 00:52:21,460 Oh... 580 00:52:23,260 --> 00:52:25,980 Now, do you mind if I listen to your heart? 581 00:52:26,020 --> 00:52:27,740 If you can find one. 582 00:52:27,780 --> 00:52:29,140 Ha! Stop it! 583 00:52:31,140 --> 00:52:33,180 Now... 584 00:52:39,100 --> 00:52:41,420 You're a true saint, Jim. 585 00:52:41,460 --> 00:52:44,020 Not many like you around here now. 586 00:52:44,060 --> 00:52:45,700 You care about people. 587 00:52:47,540 --> 00:52:49,860 Keep your children close, Jim. 588 00:52:49,900 --> 00:52:52,100 Don't end up like me. 589 00:52:58,540 --> 00:53:01,140 SHE HUMS A TUNE 590 00:53:12,340 --> 00:53:15,380 Did I tell you I was the one who found him? 591 00:53:16,980 --> 00:53:18,900 My dad. 592 00:53:20,940 --> 00:53:22,900 He was in his study. 593 00:53:24,980 --> 00:53:28,820 He'd drunk a bottle of Irish and hung himself. 594 00:53:31,780 --> 00:53:35,780 Which I thought was odd because he usually drank scotch. 595 00:53:46,540 --> 00:53:49,740 There's several spare bedrooms upstairs, you can pick whichever 596 00:53:49,780 --> 00:53:52,580 one you like. I'm going to bed. 597 00:54:14,140 --> 00:54:15,740 Barry? 598 00:54:44,540 --> 00:54:49,060 Jesus Christ! Scared the shit out of me. 599 00:54:50,940 --> 00:54:54,020 Hello. How you doing? 600 00:54:54,060 --> 00:54:55,820 Good boy. 601 00:54:55,860 --> 00:54:57,340 It's OK. 602 00:54:59,380 --> 00:55:02,180 Let's get it you downstairs. Come on. 603 00:55:03,820 --> 00:55:06,540 You're a lovely little fella, aren't you? 604 00:55:06,580 --> 00:55:10,500 - BREATHLESSLY: Oh, Jesus! Oh, fuck... - You didn't come home. 605 00:55:10,540 --> 00:55:12,620 I was worried about you. 606 00:55:17,400 --> 00:55:20,320 I tried calling but you didn't pick up. 607 00:55:20,360 --> 00:55:22,480 I was asleep. 608 00:55:22,520 --> 00:55:24,360 Barry looks very shook, is he all right? 609 00:55:24,400 --> 00:55:26,160 Did he ask you to come here? 610 00:55:26,200 --> 00:55:28,640 No. 611 00:55:28,680 --> 00:55:32,760 Cat, I've just been with a patient, you know, Rita. 612 00:55:32,800 --> 00:55:34,640 She's really not very well. 613 00:55:34,680 --> 00:55:36,760 Her mind certainly isn't what it used to be. 614 00:55:36,800 --> 00:55:39,160 I mean, the kids don't see her any more. 615 00:55:39,200 --> 00:55:43,720 Husband died a while back. And she's on her own, really. 616 00:55:45,600 --> 00:55:46,880 Look... 617 00:55:46,920 --> 00:55:51,120 This isn't how things are meant to be between us, Cat. 618 00:55:51,160 --> 00:55:54,760 I could not bear it if your mother's funeral is the last time 619 00:55:54,800 --> 00:55:56,720 you and I speak. 620 00:55:56,760 --> 00:56:00,160 Now, I know I said some things to you and I know I've done some 621 00:56:00,200 --> 00:56:02,480 things to hurt you. 622 00:56:03,680 --> 00:56:07,960 I have only ever wanted to keep you safe, Cat. 623 00:56:08,000 --> 00:56:10,720 How can that possibly be true, Dad? 624 00:56:14,000 --> 00:56:17,160 What... world are you living in? 625 00:56:20,560 --> 00:56:22,440 Will I see you at the wake? 626 00:56:22,480 --> 00:56:24,000 Yeah. 627 00:56:25,200 --> 00:56:28,160 I'll let you get some sleep, then. 628 00:56:28,200 --> 00:56:30,000 I love you, Cat. 629 00:56:57,320 --> 00:56:59,280 PHONE RINGS 630 00:56:59,320 --> 00:57:01,320 Hello. I'm driving. 631 00:57:03,640 --> 00:57:05,000 No! 632 00:57:05,040 --> 00:57:07,440 It's my mother's wake. 633 00:57:07,480 --> 00:57:11,000 INDISTINCT VOICE ON PHONE 634 00:57:11,040 --> 00:57:12,480 OK. 635 00:57:12,520 --> 00:57:14,280 Where do you want to meet? 636 00:57:16,720 --> 00:57:18,040 Did you buy cake? 637 00:57:18,080 --> 00:57:20,480 It's in there with the crisps. 638 00:57:23,280 --> 00:57:26,680 - Michael, are you joking? - It was all they had. 639 00:57:26,720 --> 00:57:29,440 I don't want people standing around my mother's body eating 640 00:57:29,480 --> 00:57:31,440 the face off Thomas the bloody tank engine! 641 00:57:31,480 --> 00:57:34,640 - That's actually Tony the train. - It's a children's birthday cake! 642 00:57:34,680 --> 00:57:37,960 - Yeah, well, maybe if dad had have put some money towards caterers... - Stop it. 643 00:57:38,000 --> 00:57:42,400 - And where do you think it all went? - Where do you think what all went? 644 00:57:42,440 --> 00:57:44,600 Nothing. 645 00:57:44,640 --> 00:57:46,960 Look, the undertakers are going to be here in an hour, 646 00:57:47,000 --> 00:57:49,760 so I'm going to set up the living room. No sign of Cat yet. 647 00:57:49,800 --> 00:57:51,440 She'll be here soon. 648 00:57:51,480 --> 00:57:54,600 OK. OK. How do I look? I've put on a few pounds, I mean... 649 00:57:54,640 --> 00:57:57,280 No, you haven't. You look great. 650 00:57:57,320 --> 00:57:59,400 Thank you, Fiona. Patricia can't make it. 651 00:57:59,440 --> 00:58:02,800 She sends her love but it's best appearances tonight, everybody. 652 00:58:02,840 --> 00:58:05,760 Please make sure that Cat gets the message, all right? 653 00:58:05,800 --> 00:58:08,880 And Michael, don't you have a comb? 654 00:58:14,680 --> 00:58:16,960 Did Cat stay over at Barry's? 655 00:58:17,000 --> 00:58:19,480 I told Cat about Sarah. 656 00:58:19,520 --> 00:58:21,600 - Christ, Michael! - Look, she'd figured it out. 657 00:58:21,640 --> 00:58:24,760 I just couldn't keep lying. We should have told her in the first place. 658 00:58:24,800 --> 00:58:27,160 How does she always manage to make you feel so sorry for her? 659 00:58:27,200 --> 00:58:29,840 We were calling her crazy when we knew she was right! 660 00:58:29,880 --> 00:58:31,400 Will you keep your voice down? 661 00:58:31,440 --> 00:58:33,640 Dad already knows, I already told him. 662 00:58:33,680 --> 00:58:37,760 Look, he was going to find out! Anyway, Cat's fine with it. 663 00:58:37,800 --> 00:58:40,800 It's not going to be a problem. What? 664 00:58:40,840 --> 00:58:42,680 I'm just trying to keep the peace here, Fiona. 665 00:58:42,720 --> 00:58:44,560 I'm sorry if that's an issue. 666 00:58:44,600 --> 00:58:47,520 Cat's out for blood, Michael. She's going to use this to attack Dad. 667 00:58:47,560 --> 00:58:50,120 Yeah, well, maybe she has a right. 668 00:58:50,160 --> 00:58:52,520 Look, he's not a saint, Fiona, and you take his side 669 00:58:52,560 --> 00:58:54,520 every, single time. 670 00:58:54,560 --> 00:58:56,960 Will you just take them into the living room? 671 00:59:06,440 --> 00:59:08,080 Hey, thanks for coming. 672 00:59:10,800 --> 00:59:13,240 Look, I'm going to take a whole tonne of shite for being late 673 00:59:13,280 --> 00:59:15,640 to my mam's wake, so, if you don't mind. 674 00:59:16,720 --> 00:59:19,280 Jim wasn't with me... 675 00:59:19,320 --> 00:59:24,520 The day your mam died. He said that's what you thought. 676 00:59:24,560 --> 00:59:26,800 Where was he? 677 00:59:26,840 --> 00:59:29,280 He told me he went to buy a ring. 678 00:59:29,320 --> 00:59:32,360 Like a promise ring. But I don't know. 679 00:59:32,400 --> 00:59:35,680 It felt funny. Why would he have all these lies just for that? 680 00:59:35,720 --> 00:59:37,560 So, I went to the shop. 681 00:59:37,600 --> 00:59:39,720 I know it sounds mad but I wanted to be sure. 682 00:59:39,760 --> 00:59:42,640 And, apparently, he did buy a ring. 683 00:59:42,680 --> 00:59:44,760 That ring. 684 00:59:44,800 --> 00:59:48,360 Just not on the Friday when you're mam died, like he said. 685 00:59:48,400 --> 00:59:50,280 On the Saturday. 686 00:59:50,320 --> 00:59:53,280 So, he's lying to me, too, about where he was. 687 00:59:53,320 --> 00:59:56,160 - Why would you do that if... - If he didn't have to. 688 00:59:56,200 --> 00:59:58,200 Yeah. 689 00:59:58,240 --> 01:00:02,080 I don't know. Maybe there's another other woman. 690 01:00:04,320 --> 01:00:08,600 I just can't help but worry he's made me his alibi for something. 691 01:00:08,640 --> 01:00:11,560 I thought you should know because, well, you're clearly worried 692 01:00:11,600 --> 01:00:13,280 about him, too. 693 01:00:14,960 --> 01:00:17,280 I should go. 694 01:00:17,320 --> 01:00:19,480 Good luck with your wake. 695 01:00:51,240 --> 01:00:54,040 Sorry. 696 01:01:13,000 --> 01:01:15,280 Come on, why don't we go finish up in the kitchen? 697 01:01:15,320 --> 01:01:21,280 Oh, for Christ's sake, Michael, will you calm down? 698 01:01:21,320 --> 01:01:23,360 Dad, it's upsetting him. 699 01:01:23,400 --> 01:01:25,880 I'm not going to have him in a different room from the rest 700 01:01:25,920 --> 01:01:29,080 of us while the wake is going on. He can just man up for his mother. 701 01:01:42,400 --> 01:01:45,280 She looks lovely, doesn't she? 702 01:01:54,760 --> 01:01:56,760 Dad was worried about you last night. 703 01:01:56,800 --> 01:01:58,440 You'd disappeared. 704 01:01:58,480 --> 01:01:59,760 Well, he found me. 705 01:02:01,720 --> 01:02:06,160 Look, no histrionics tonight, all right? 706 01:02:06,200 --> 01:02:08,800 Let's just... mourn. 707 01:02:11,720 --> 01:02:15,800 That's a bit poetic for Dad. Did he tell you to say that? 708 01:02:18,560 --> 01:02:22,040 Will you put these in the pot and then move it to the hob? 709 01:02:25,760 --> 01:02:27,880 PAN SIZZLES 710 01:02:27,920 --> 01:02:30,480 Don't worry, Fiona, I'll behave. 711 01:02:35,680 --> 01:02:37,560 SH GASPS 712 01:02:37,600 --> 01:02:39,920 You all right? 713 01:02:44,800 --> 01:02:47,600 You should be more careful. 714 01:03:24,440 --> 01:03:28,920 - Would you like a glass, Cat? - No, you're grand, Kieron. 715 01:03:28,960 --> 01:03:32,440 If you'd all please join me around Mary's coffin. 716 01:03:53,880 --> 01:03:57,720 - How's your hand? - Fine. 717 01:03:57,760 --> 01:04:00,400 - Who's he? He's new. - He's just the window cleaner. 718 01:04:00,440 --> 01:04:03,080 Window cleaners come to wakes? 719 01:04:03,120 --> 01:04:06,200 HUSHED CHATTER 720 01:04:10,640 --> 01:04:14,360 WHISPERS: Dad moved one of those frog things yesterday. 721 01:04:14,400 --> 01:04:18,640 - What? - At the pond, he was cleaning and he moved a frog like he was... 722 01:04:18,680 --> 01:04:21,640 ..he was trying to cover a gap. 723 01:04:21,680 --> 01:04:23,920 Are you saying you don't trust him either? 724 01:04:23,960 --> 01:04:26,040 I'm saying let's all move a frog. 725 01:04:26,080 --> 01:04:30,120 In the name of the Father, Son and the Holy Spirit, amen. 726 01:04:44,920 --> 01:04:46,720 All right? 727 01:04:46,760 --> 01:04:49,920 I scrubbed that up, you know, I thought it would look a bit morbid 728 01:04:49,960 --> 01:04:51,600 with all these people coming. 729 01:04:53,520 --> 01:04:56,080 Haven't seen your brother, have you? 730 01:04:58,520 --> 01:05:01,240 It's just he was supposed to be looking after your cousin, Kieron. 731 01:05:01,280 --> 01:05:04,440 Uncle Paddy said he just found him pissing on the drive. 732 01:05:04,480 --> 01:05:06,880 Apparently, he's been on the wine. 733 01:05:08,480 --> 01:05:10,040 No. 734 01:05:13,080 --> 01:05:15,360 Don't stay out too long, Cat. 735 01:05:34,920 --> 01:05:38,320 - No, stop, stop. - What? - My mam's body is literally downstairs. 736 01:05:38,360 --> 01:05:40,360 She's not looking. 737 01:05:43,800 --> 01:05:47,000 No, no. My dad doesn't know. 738 01:05:47,040 --> 01:05:50,120 - You said you were out. - I am, just not to my dad. 739 01:05:50,160 --> 01:05:52,120 Oh, for Christ's sake. 740 01:05:52,160 --> 01:05:54,360 Just let me get you off. 741 01:05:54,400 --> 01:05:57,680 HE PANTS 742 01:05:57,720 --> 01:05:59,920 Come on. 743 01:05:59,960 --> 01:06:01,920 You'll feel better. 744 01:06:01,960 --> 01:06:04,640 A good memory for a bad day. 745 01:06:04,680 --> 01:06:06,800 OK, OK, just do it quick. 746 01:06:15,560 --> 01:06:17,960 - Jesus! - Whoa! 747 01:06:18,000 --> 01:06:20,120 Just looking for the toilet. 748 01:06:20,160 --> 01:06:23,280 Sure, be my guest. 749 01:06:27,520 --> 01:06:29,400 Shit! 750 01:06:29,440 --> 01:06:31,160 - WICKO LAUGHS - It's not funny, Wicko! 751 01:06:31,200 --> 01:06:33,480 - What if he says something? - Who cares? - I do. 752 01:06:33,520 --> 01:06:36,600 It's the last Rosary. 753 01:06:36,640 --> 01:06:38,680 You're a grown man. 754 01:06:38,720 --> 01:06:40,600 And a massive fucking gay. 755 01:06:40,640 --> 01:06:42,200 Sh! 756 01:06:42,240 --> 01:06:44,800 Own it. 757 01:06:44,840 --> 01:06:46,920 Your fly's undone, by the way. 758 01:06:46,960 --> 01:06:48,800 Piss off! 759 01:07:03,320 --> 01:07:06,400 The stew is wonderful. Thank you, Fiona. 760 01:07:06,440 --> 01:07:08,320 It was Mam's recipe. 761 01:07:11,640 --> 01:07:14,040 How is your hand, Cat? 762 01:07:14,080 --> 01:07:15,240 It's fine. 763 01:07:15,280 --> 01:07:17,120 So, why aren't you eating? 764 01:07:18,480 --> 01:07:22,240 Some really good people there tonight. Some very good people. 765 01:07:22,280 --> 01:07:24,520 I mean, I wish you'd come and spoken to them. 766 01:07:24,560 --> 01:07:26,440 They were all asking for you. 767 01:07:29,280 --> 01:07:31,000 Fine. 768 01:07:31,040 --> 01:07:32,680 Wonderful stew, Fiona. Thank you. 769 01:07:32,720 --> 01:07:35,480 I think I'll go to bed. 770 01:07:35,520 --> 01:07:39,600 Actually, Dad, there's something I wanted to talk about with everyone here. 771 01:07:39,640 --> 01:07:41,920 I'm sure it can wait until the morning. 772 01:07:41,960 --> 01:07:45,240 So, I talk to Sarah and she said you weren't with her the day that Mam died. 773 01:07:45,280 --> 01:07:48,160 - She doesn't know where you were. - Jesus, help us, not again. 774 01:07:48,200 --> 01:07:53,680 She told me about some promise ring that you were busy buying her but, 775 01:07:53,720 --> 01:07:56,640 - apparently, that's not true, either. - Christ, what ring? 776 01:07:56,680 --> 01:08:00,720 So, he wasn't at the surgery, he wasn't making house calls and he wasn't with Sarah. 777 01:08:00,760 --> 01:08:02,440 You can ask him yourselves. 778 01:08:02,480 --> 01:08:05,440 He left threatening messages on Mam's phone, he threatened me 779 01:08:05,480 --> 01:08:08,160 in the middle of nowhere because I was asking questions. 780 01:08:08,200 --> 01:08:10,880 I can't be the only one here still wondering where the hell 781 01:08:10,920 --> 01:08:13,680 he actually was and why he keeps lying about it. 782 01:08:22,320 --> 01:08:25,440 And where the hell were you, Cat? 783 01:08:25,480 --> 01:08:26,840 What? 784 01:08:26,880 --> 01:08:29,960 You were never here. 785 01:08:30,000 --> 01:08:34,520 You had absolutely no idea what was happening to us, 786 01:08:34,560 --> 01:08:38,720 to this family, or what may or may not have been going on. 787 01:08:38,760 --> 01:08:41,760 You didn't even know how sick your mother was. 788 01:08:41,800 --> 01:08:45,320 She was out there on that walker the day she fell. 789 01:08:45,360 --> 01:08:48,200 The one I told her not to use, who nought her that, hmm? 790 01:08:48,240 --> 01:08:50,440 Are you being serious? 791 01:08:50,480 --> 01:08:53,200 That reminds me, you were very late that day. 792 01:08:53,240 --> 01:08:55,920 Where were you? 793 01:08:55,960 --> 01:08:58,160 I know what you're doing. 794 01:08:58,200 --> 01:09:00,800 You've told enough tall tales in your time, Cat. 795 01:09:00,840 --> 01:09:04,440 Don't expect anyone around this table to take this seriously from you. 796 01:09:14,600 --> 01:09:17,200 You need help, Cat. 797 01:09:18,440 --> 01:09:20,280 Me? 798 01:09:21,680 --> 01:09:23,080 He pays your mortgage. 799 01:09:23,120 --> 01:09:25,240 He pushed the priest to let your thick fucking kids 800 01:09:25,280 --> 01:09:28,600 into that fancy school. He lets you live here rent-free. 801 01:09:28,640 --> 01:09:30,720 That's why you're sitting there saying nothing 802 01:09:30,760 --> 01:09:33,160 because he's bought you. 803 01:09:33,200 --> 01:09:36,560 He's targeted you both with his love and his generosity so you can't see 804 01:09:36,600 --> 01:09:39,080 EXACTLY what he is. 805 01:09:39,120 --> 01:09:42,200 And what exactly is that, Cat? 806 01:09:45,160 --> 01:09:47,640 Sarah and I have split up. 807 01:09:47,680 --> 01:09:50,000 Largely, I presume, to the prying of your sister. 808 01:09:50,040 --> 01:09:53,120 I don't know why Sarah told Cat all these things but probably to get 809 01:09:53,160 --> 01:09:55,440 back at me. But, anyway, we split up. 810 01:09:57,000 --> 01:10:00,840 I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner. But... 811 01:10:00,880 --> 01:10:06,120 ..it's only just happened and I'm sorry that this has got so out of hand. 812 01:10:08,480 --> 01:10:10,840 Where were you, Dad? 813 01:10:15,600 --> 01:10:17,880 You still haven't said. 814 01:10:19,880 --> 01:10:22,000 Really, Michael? 815 01:10:23,840 --> 01:10:26,320 I think your mother would be appalled by all this. 816 01:10:51,640 --> 01:10:54,160 VOICEMAIL: Hello, you've reached Dez Breen. 817 01:10:54,200 --> 01:10:57,160 I'm not available at the moment but if you leave your name and number, 818 01:10:57,200 --> 01:11:01,640 - I will return your call. Please speak slowly. - Dez, it's Cat Hogan. 819 01:11:01,680 --> 01:11:05,480 Will you give me a call when you get this, please? 820 01:12:39,760 --> 01:12:42,160 PHONE BUZZES 821 01:12:52,880 --> 01:12:54,920 Jim. Dez Breen here. 822 01:12:54,960 --> 01:12:58,760 Sorry to call late in the day like this but we need a word. 823 01:12:58,800 --> 01:13:01,360 Give us a call.