0 00:00:52,375 --> 00:00:55,207 Anyway, you were so good today. 1 00:00:55,208 --> 00:00:57,125 Like... unbelievable. 2 00:01:01,541 --> 00:01:04,666 Will you watch out? My dad's calling. 3 00:01:07,666 --> 00:01:09,083 Fuck. 4 00:01:10,291 --> 00:01:11,582 Hello? 5 00:01:11,583 --> 00:01:12,832 Hello? 6 00:01:12,833 --> 00:01:15,124 - Can you hear me? - Yes, I can hear you. 7 00:01:15,125 --> 00:01:16,790 Hello, Fernanda? 8 00:01:16,791 --> 00:01:18,290 Yes, hello, I can hear you fine. 9 00:01:18,291 --> 00:01:21,582 Hello, finally! I wanted to remind you I land tomorrow. 10 00:01:21,583 --> 00:01:22,874 Yeah, I know - at 6. 11 00:01:22,875 --> 00:01:24,665 I arrive at 6. 12 00:01:24,666 --> 00:01:26,790 Yeah, I know! 13 00:01:26,791 --> 00:01:28,749 I need your address. 14 00:01:28,750 --> 00:01:31,790 No, I already told you. It's too far for a taxi. 15 00:01:31,791 --> 00:01:34,790 I've never seen you drive before. Whose car is it? 16 00:01:34,791 --> 00:01:37,999 Papa, don't worry, okay? Just let me handle it. 17 00:01:38,000 --> 00:01:40,332 Look, it's later here, let me... um... 18 00:01:40,333 --> 00:01:41,374 I gotta go. 19 00:01:41,375 --> 00:01:42,291 I'll see you tomorrow. 20 00:01:42,292 --> 00:01:43,832 Just wait for me by the exit gates. OK? 21 00:01:43,833 --> 00:01:47,332 How am I gonna know what you look like? 22 00:01:47,333 --> 00:01:49,124 I look like me! 23 00:01:49,125 --> 00:01:50,832 Just wait for me at the exit gates, OK? 24 00:01:50,833 --> 00:01:52,957 OK. Bye. Good night. 25 00:01:52,958 --> 00:01:56,250 OK, bye, good night. 26 00:01:57,625 --> 00:01:59,624 What's up, man? 27 00:01:59,625 --> 00:02:01,125 Nice Spanglish. 28 00:02:02,500 --> 00:02:04,999 I think it's really cool when people are like, you know... 29 00:02:05,000 --> 00:02:06,582 Can I help you? 30 00:02:06,583 --> 00:02:08,499 No dawg. 31 00:02:08,500 --> 00:02:09,957 We're cool, we're cool. 32 00:02:09,958 --> 00:02:11,040 Have a good night. 33 00:02:11,041 --> 00:02:12,874 Yeah, "dawg." 34 00:02:12,875 --> 00:02:14,250 You're welcome, "dawg." 35 00:02:15,541 --> 00:02:17,041 What the fuck. 36 00:03:42,875 --> 00:03:43,791 Yo. 37 00:03:43,792 --> 00:03:44,957 How's your dad? 38 00:03:44,958 --> 00:03:45,999 Oh, he's fine. 39 00:03:46,000 --> 00:03:47,582 Awkward, honestly. 40 00:03:47,583 --> 00:03:51,332 Yo, did you know that John is back in the city? 41 00:03:51,333 --> 00:03:52,415 Yeah. 42 00:03:52,416 --> 00:03:54,040 Why didn't you tell me? 43 00:03:54,041 --> 00:03:55,540 You're not talking. 44 00:03:55,541 --> 00:03:57,207 Dude, you're my homie, man. 45 00:03:57,208 --> 00:03:59,457 Dude, I'm not taking sides. 46 00:03:59,458 --> 00:04:01,708 Well, you should. 47 00:04:03,000 --> 00:04:04,957 His mom's sick again, OK. 48 00:04:04,958 --> 00:04:06,957 She's in the hospital, that's why I didn't tell you. 49 00:04:06,958 --> 00:04:08,166 I'm sorry. 50 00:04:10,791 --> 00:04:12,665 Well, I just saw him. 51 00:04:12,666 --> 00:04:13,666 You sure? 52 00:04:13,667 --> 00:04:14,874 Yeah, I just saw him outside. 53 00:04:14,875 --> 00:04:16,999 - What did I miss? - John's here. 54 00:04:17,000 --> 00:04:19,790 I fucking hope that he's not dating someone. 55 00:04:19,791 --> 00:04:22,124 Is he dating someone? 56 00:04:22,125 --> 00:04:23,207 Is he? 57 00:04:23,208 --> 00:04:24,625 Oh my God. 58 00:04:35,000 --> 00:04:37,040 All the way down the block. 59 00:04:37,041 --> 00:04:39,874 He like totaled like 16 fucking cars. 60 00:04:39,875 --> 00:04:41,165 Whoa. 61 00:04:41,166 --> 00:04:42,250 Yeah. 62 00:04:43,375 --> 00:04:45,165 Are you good? 63 00:04:45,166 --> 00:04:46,166 What? 64 00:04:46,167 --> 00:04:47,624 Are you good? 65 00:04:47,625 --> 00:04:49,040 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 66 00:04:49,041 --> 00:04:51,999 Okay, I'm gonna go get a beer, do you want one? 67 00:04:52,000 --> 00:04:53,333 No, I'm good. 68 00:06:11,708 --> 00:06:14,375 Hey. 69 00:06:20,916 --> 00:06:22,208 You look good. 70 00:06:23,375 --> 00:06:25,165 You look the same. 71 00:06:25,166 --> 00:06:26,166 Yeah? 72 00:06:26,166 --> 00:06:27,166 Mm-hmmm. 73 00:06:27,167 --> 00:06:28,541 You look different. 74 00:06:29,541 --> 00:06:30,541 Mm-hmmm. 75 00:06:31,916 --> 00:06:32,916 Yeah. 76 00:06:38,375 --> 00:06:40,082 I thought you hated dancing. 77 00:06:40,083 --> 00:06:42,457 My cousin wanted to come. 78 00:06:42,458 --> 00:06:44,041 That's cute. 79 00:06:52,625 --> 00:06:57,625 I heard-um... I heard you were in Philly for a while. 80 00:06:58,083 --> 00:06:59,166 Yeah, I was. 81 00:07:05,333 --> 00:07:08,540 I just... I just came over to see how you're doing. 82 00:07:08,541 --> 00:07:09,625 Okay. 83 00:07:12,250 --> 00:07:13,374 So how are you? 84 00:07:13,375 --> 00:07:14,458 I'm fine. 85 00:07:16,375 --> 00:07:17,375 Good. 86 00:07:20,041 --> 00:07:21,041 How are you? 87 00:07:25,083 --> 00:07:26,083 I'm okay. 88 00:07:27,708 --> 00:07:28,833 I'm good. I'm... 89 00:07:30,333 --> 00:07:31,458 I'm better, you know? 90 00:07:33,666 --> 00:07:35,290 Seriously. 91 00:07:35,291 --> 00:07:36,291 I'm better, I'm not... 92 00:07:36,292 --> 00:07:37,541 Yeah, good for you. 93 00:07:45,083 --> 00:07:46,832 Is this too weird? 94 00:07:46,833 --> 00:07:48,041 It's pretty weird. 95 00:07:49,500 --> 00:07:50,582 You want me to like leave or...? 96 00:07:50,583 --> 00:07:52,207 - John! - Yeah, kind of. 97 00:07:52,208 --> 00:07:54,165 John, I got the coke. 98 00:07:54,166 --> 00:07:55,999 Hi. 99 00:07:56,000 --> 00:07:57,499 This is my cousin Jenny. 100 00:07:57,500 --> 00:07:59,457 Jenny, this is Fernanda. 101 00:07:59,458 --> 00:08:00,665 Feña. 102 00:08:00,666 --> 00:08:02,165 Hey. 103 00:08:02,166 --> 00:08:04,957 Feña, whoa. 104 00:08:04,958 --> 00:08:06,208 What's up? 105 00:08:12,000 --> 00:08:13,625 It's my birthday coke to share. 106 00:08:21,166 --> 00:08:22,207 - Whatever, let's do it. - Okie. 107 00:08:22,208 --> 00:08:23,832 - Come on, let's go. - Come on. 108 00:08:23,833 --> 00:08:25,165 Oh. 109 00:08:25,166 --> 00:08:26,665 I'm invited? 110 00:08:26,666 --> 00:08:27,666 Yeah, you heard her. 111 00:08:27,667 --> 00:08:28,832 Go. I'm invited? 112 00:08:28,833 --> 00:08:30,707 This morning I was answering phones 113 00:08:30,708 --> 00:08:34,249 at a waxing center in Jersey, and now I'm here. 114 00:08:34,250 --> 00:08:36,665 This is probably like the coolest birthday 115 00:08:36,666 --> 00:08:38,124 I've had so far. 116 00:08:38,125 --> 00:08:39,749 How old are you turning? 117 00:08:39,750 --> 00:08:40,874 - 22. - Today? 118 00:08:40,875 --> 00:08:42,165 - Yep. - Wow. 119 00:08:42,166 --> 00:08:43,166 Happy birthday. 120 00:08:43,166 --> 00:08:44,166 Thanks. 121 00:08:44,167 --> 00:08:46,624 So, I'm so curious. 122 00:08:46,625 --> 00:08:49,165 Do you like have a dick now? 123 00:08:49,166 --> 00:08:50,874 - Jenny! - Excuse me? 124 00:08:50,875 --> 00:08:52,249 - Jesus. - Oh my God, it's OK. 125 00:08:52,250 --> 00:08:53,582 John tells me everything. No, it's not OK. 126 00:08:53,583 --> 00:08:54,624 And no, I don't. 127 00:08:54,625 --> 00:08:55,625 And come on. What? 128 00:08:55,626 --> 00:08:56,915 - You don't ask people that. - It's fine. 129 00:08:56,916 --> 00:08:58,332 But I would like to know. 130 00:08:58,333 --> 00:09:00,375 Do not ever ask that, but... 131 00:09:01,833 --> 00:09:03,915 No. I don't have a dick. 132 00:09:03,916 --> 00:09:07,500 Why? Don't you wanna be like a full man? 133 00:09:09,250 --> 00:09:11,832 I don't need a dick for that. 134 00:09:11,833 --> 00:09:14,290 Oh! That's cool. 135 00:09:14,291 --> 00:09:15,500 Yeah. 136 00:09:22,750 --> 00:09:23,916 Yeah? 137 00:09:24,041 --> 00:09:25,665 Thank you. 138 00:09:25,666 --> 00:09:26,750 Sorry. 139 00:09:58,833 --> 00:10:01,750 You guys, stop making fun of me. 140 00:10:03,583 --> 00:10:04,833 Okay, let's go. 141 00:10:47,583 --> 00:10:48,999 - Excuse me. - Whoa, whoa, whoa. 142 00:10:49,000 --> 00:10:51,999 - Back it up. - Whoa. 143 00:10:52,000 --> 00:10:54,249 Who dis? 144 00:10:54,250 --> 00:10:55,333 Yo... 145 00:10:59,375 --> 00:11:00,790 So what do people call you now? 146 00:11:00,791 --> 00:11:02,040 Feña. 147 00:11:02,041 --> 00:11:03,249 Same. 148 00:11:03,250 --> 00:11:05,958 Isn't "Feña" too feminine? 149 00:11:06,708 --> 00:11:07,915 Uh, it's actually one of the few 150 00:11:07,916 --> 00:11:10,374 gender neutral names in Chile. 151 00:11:10,375 --> 00:11:11,666 Ah. 152 00:11:18,166 --> 00:11:19,624 How's your mom? 153 00:11:19,625 --> 00:11:22,040 She's not too good. 154 00:11:22,041 --> 00:11:24,374 She's back in the hospital. 155 00:11:24,375 --> 00:11:26,499 Sort of the reason why I'm back. 156 00:11:26,500 --> 00:11:27,958 Fuck dude, I'm sorry. 157 00:11:29,500 --> 00:11:30,500 She'll be okay. 158 00:11:31,958 --> 00:11:34,500 Yeah, she will be... until she's not. 159 00:11:36,291 --> 00:11:37,375 But she has to be. 160 00:11:42,125 --> 00:11:43,125 Ooh. 161 00:11:44,208 --> 00:11:45,208 What about yours? 162 00:11:46,916 --> 00:11:48,499 I wouldn't know. 163 00:11:48,500 --> 00:11:49,500 I am picking up my dad 164 00:11:49,501 --> 00:11:51,249 from the airport tomorrow night, though. 165 00:11:51,250 --> 00:11:52,333 Fun. 166 00:11:53,458 --> 00:11:54,458 Good luck with that. 167 00:12:13,875 --> 00:12:14,875 I'm... 168 00:12:19,250 --> 00:12:22,083 I'm sorry for the way things ended. 169 00:12:26,083 --> 00:12:27,125 Okay. 170 00:12:31,041 --> 00:12:32,749 I just mean that I feel like, 171 00:12:32,750 --> 00:12:37,332 I was watching myself do things and I wasn't really there. 172 00:12:37,333 --> 00:12:38,416 You know, like, 173 00:12:40,000 --> 00:12:42,040 we were both watching ourselves 174 00:12:42,041 --> 00:12:44,166 become terrible people together. 175 00:12:48,041 --> 00:12:49,833 What about your lesbian phase? 176 00:12:52,833 --> 00:12:53,958 What? 177 00:12:57,791 --> 00:13:00,165 I'm sorry, I don't know why... I... 178 00:13:00,166 --> 00:13:01,707 I shouldn't be laugh... 179 00:13:01,708 --> 00:13:03,540 It's not funny. 180 00:13:03,541 --> 00:13:05,540 I don't wanna talk about this. 181 00:13:05,541 --> 00:13:07,624 Come on. 182 00:13:07,625 --> 00:13:09,499 Why are you so serious? We're drunk, man. 183 00:13:09,500 --> 00:13:11,166 Because this is serious stuff. 184 00:13:13,458 --> 00:13:14,790 Only if you make it. 185 00:13:14,791 --> 00:13:16,583 It is serious. To me. 186 00:13:20,458 --> 00:13:21,458 Okay. 187 00:13:24,833 --> 00:13:29,833 I'm sorry, I was... I was just trying to apologize. 188 00:13:31,666 --> 00:13:32,875 Could've just said that. 189 00:13:35,291 --> 00:13:36,291 OK. 190 00:13:46,791 --> 00:13:48,457 You just feel a drop? 191 00:13:48,458 --> 00:13:49,915 Yeah. 192 00:13:49,916 --> 00:13:50,916 Oh sh... 193 00:13:50,917 --> 00:13:53,374 Oh shit, go, oh my God. 194 00:13:53,375 --> 00:13:54,666 Come on, go, go, go. 195 00:14:20,416 --> 00:14:21,583 Oh my God. 196 00:14:23,333 --> 00:14:24,708 Why is this open? 197 00:14:27,291 --> 00:14:28,291 Oh my God. 198 00:14:30,250 --> 00:14:31,458 What the fuck was that? 199 00:14:37,166 --> 00:14:38,166 Shit. 200 00:14:39,541 --> 00:14:40,541 Oh my God. 201 00:14:45,666 --> 00:14:46,666 Oh my God. 202 00:15:03,458 --> 00:15:04,458 You're shivering. 203 00:15:05,625 --> 00:15:07,291 - Am I? - Hold on. 204 00:15:14,750 --> 00:15:15,708 Here. 205 00:15:15,709 --> 00:15:18,290 - You don't want it? - No, I'm fine. 206 00:15:18,291 --> 00:15:19,374 Come on. Thank you. 207 00:15:19,375 --> 00:15:20,458 Yeah. 208 00:15:27,416 --> 00:15:28,416 Do you mind? 209 00:15:30,583 --> 00:15:33,207 I've seen you naked before. 210 00:15:33,208 --> 00:15:34,583 Yeah, but... 211 00:15:36,166 --> 00:15:37,375 not- 212 00:15:38,416 --> 00:15:41,082 I can turn around if you want. 213 00:15:41,083 --> 00:15:42,375 Yeah, could you? 214 00:15:43,750 --> 00:15:44,750 Really? 215 00:15:45,958 --> 00:15:47,250 Yes, please. 216 00:16:24,250 --> 00:16:25,499 Oh my God. Sorry. 217 00:16:25,500 --> 00:16:27,207 I wasn't looking. What the fuck? 218 00:16:27,208 --> 00:16:28,374 It's OK. 219 00:16:28,375 --> 00:16:29,415 No, it's not! 220 00:16:29,416 --> 00:16:30,999 It's fine, I'm fine with it. 221 00:16:31,000 --> 00:16:32,375 Yeah, well, I'm not. 222 00:16:43,458 --> 00:16:44,458 Hey. 223 00:16:48,750 --> 00:16:49,750 Feña? 224 00:16:53,541 --> 00:16:54,541 What? 225 00:16:59,833 --> 00:17:00,833 It's just me. 226 00:17:12,083 --> 00:17:13,083 Is it? 227 00:17:15,125 --> 00:17:16,166 Yeah. 228 00:17:42,416 --> 00:17:43,416 What? 229 00:17:49,833 --> 00:17:50,833 Can I see? 230 00:17:54,166 --> 00:17:55,749 What? 231 00:17:55,750 --> 00:17:58,625 I've just never seen anything... 232 00:18:00,291 --> 00:18:03,875 I don't know, like... that. 233 00:18:15,000 --> 00:18:16,083 Yeah. OK. 234 00:18:36,458 --> 00:18:37,458 Whoa. 235 00:18:41,833 --> 00:18:42,916 Did it hurt? 236 00:18:45,041 --> 00:18:46,041 Yeah. 237 00:18:49,500 --> 00:18:52,749 I was chopped up and had like, 238 00:18:52,750 --> 00:18:54,165 tubes coming outta my sides 239 00:18:54,166 --> 00:18:57,833 and couldn't really move my arms for a couple months, so... 240 00:19:00,208 --> 00:19:02,874 Sounds really painful. 241 00:19:02,875 --> 00:19:04,208 Yeah it was. 242 00:19:06,708 --> 00:19:10,625 The scars were like really hard in the beginning. 243 00:19:14,291 --> 00:19:15,750 I couldn't really feel anything. 244 00:19:22,916 --> 00:19:23,958 Do you wanna feel? 245 00:19:25,625 --> 00:19:26,625 For real? 246 00:19:28,541 --> 00:19:30,875 I mean... we're already here, right? 247 00:19:32,458 --> 00:19:33,583 Yeah. 248 00:19:49,291 --> 00:19:50,375 Can you feel that? 249 00:19:55,166 --> 00:19:56,915 Yeah. 250 00:19:56,916 --> 00:19:58,041 I can feel it now. 251 00:20:35,083 --> 00:20:37,124 Oh. Fuck. 252 00:20:37,125 --> 00:20:38,208 Fuck. 253 00:20:43,750 --> 00:20:44,666 Fuck. You like that? 254 00:20:44,667 --> 00:20:46,374 Yeah. 255 00:20:46,375 --> 00:20:48,875 Fuck. Oh. 256 00:21:46,875 --> 00:21:47,958 Shit. 257 00:21:58,125 --> 00:21:59,125 Hey. 258 00:22:04,625 --> 00:22:05,541 You heading out? 259 00:22:05,542 --> 00:22:06,625 Yeah, I gotta go. 260 00:22:09,708 --> 00:22:10,708 Me too. 261 00:22:12,125 --> 00:22:13,624 What time is it? 262 00:22:13,625 --> 00:22:14,625 Um... 263 00:22:14,626 --> 00:22:15,708 It's eight. 264 00:22:24,833 --> 00:22:26,875 Oh. Fuck. 265 00:22:41,916 --> 00:22:43,665 Did I snore too much? 266 00:22:43,666 --> 00:22:45,125 Not more than usual. 267 00:23:01,125 --> 00:23:02,125 Umm... 268 00:23:06,083 --> 00:23:08,499 I should-I should probably take some Plan B, 269 00:23:08,500 --> 00:23:10,749 just to be safe, right? 270 00:23:10,750 --> 00:23:13,249 You can get pregnant? 271 00:23:13,250 --> 00:23:15,082 Yeah. 272 00:23:15,083 --> 00:23:16,666 I just started T. 273 00:23:19,708 --> 00:23:21,000 Let me know how much it is? 274 00:23:23,791 --> 00:23:25,874 You're not coming with me? 275 00:23:25,875 --> 00:23:28,833 I gotta go pick up my mom and I gotta help out Aidan. 276 00:23:31,125 --> 00:23:32,750 Can we talk? 277 00:23:33,750 --> 00:23:35,083 Yeah, I'll text you. 278 00:23:36,750 --> 00:23:38,207 Good luck with your dad, OK. 279 00:23:38,208 --> 00:23:39,665 OK. 280 00:23:39,666 --> 00:23:42,624 Bye. 281 00:23:42,625 --> 00:23:44,457 OK. 282 00:23:44,458 --> 00:23:46,040 Good luck with your mom. 283 00:23:46,041 --> 00:23:47,125 Thanks. 284 00:23:52,750 --> 00:23:54,208 It wasn't that bad. 285 00:23:56,375 --> 00:23:59,915 Look, exes are exes, for a reason. 286 00:23:59,916 --> 00:24:01,665 What about Ken? 287 00:24:01,666 --> 00:24:03,915 He's not my boyfriend. 288 00:24:03,916 --> 00:24:06,374 OK, babe, I'm worried about you. 289 00:24:06,375 --> 00:24:08,207 Can we try and, you know, 290 00:24:08,208 --> 00:24:10,749 take things a little easy this time? 291 00:24:10,750 --> 00:24:14,375 Like, don't get caught up in these momentary feelings. 292 00:24:16,875 --> 00:24:20,124 OK. Yeah... yeah. 293 00:24:20,125 --> 00:24:21,250 Promise? 294 00:24:23,875 --> 00:24:25,499 I promise. 295 00:24:25,500 --> 00:24:26,583 OK. 296 00:25:00,958 --> 00:25:01,999 Hey Owen. 297 00:25:02,000 --> 00:25:03,499 Yo, you working today? 298 00:25:03,500 --> 00:25:05,249 No, I'm just picking up a check. 299 00:25:05,250 --> 00:25:06,582 OK. 300 00:25:06,583 --> 00:25:07,583 Are you all right? 301 00:25:07,584 --> 00:25:09,208 Yeah, I'm good. 302 00:25:23,958 --> 00:25:25,083 Feña? 303 00:25:26,833 --> 00:25:27,833 Feña? 304 00:25:27,834 --> 00:25:30,415 What? 305 00:25:30,416 --> 00:25:32,833 There's a girl asking for you. 306 00:25:37,083 --> 00:25:38,332 What? 307 00:25:38,333 --> 00:25:40,332 Yeah, she-she says she's your sister. 308 00:25:40,333 --> 00:25:42,250 She's waiting out front. 309 00:25:45,416 --> 00:25:46,416 OK. 310 00:26:12,458 --> 00:26:14,124 Hi. 311 00:26:14,125 --> 00:26:15,208 Hey. 312 00:26:18,416 --> 00:26:20,040 Did Lori send you? 313 00:26:20,041 --> 00:26:21,625 You can call her mom, you know? 314 00:26:23,500 --> 00:26:24,999 OK. 315 00:26:25,000 --> 00:26:26,499 Did she tell you to come? 316 00:26:26,500 --> 00:26:28,333 No. 317 00:26:29,916 --> 00:26:30,957 Did she kick you out? 318 00:26:30,958 --> 00:26:32,083 No. 319 00:26:33,708 --> 00:26:35,582 - Did she hit you? - No. 320 00:26:35,583 --> 00:26:37,208 - Did she? - No! 321 00:26:38,208 --> 00:26:39,208 OK. 322 00:26:43,083 --> 00:26:46,665 Can you just say something other than "no"? 323 00:26:46,666 --> 00:26:48,333 It's nice to see you too. 324 00:26:55,166 --> 00:26:56,375 I'm sorry, I... 325 00:26:57,833 --> 00:27:01,665 I just don't know what she's told you about me. 326 00:27:01,666 --> 00:27:02,707 She said you were a degenerate 327 00:27:02,708 --> 00:27:03,790 and you left because you hate us. 328 00:27:03,791 --> 00:27:05,707 She forced me out of your life. 329 00:27:05,708 --> 00:27:07,165 Why? 330 00:27:07,166 --> 00:27:08,166 It's complicated. 331 00:27:08,166 --> 00:27:09,166 Is it? 332 00:27:09,167 --> 00:27:10,999 You think I'm too stupid to understand? 333 00:27:11,000 --> 00:27:12,375 I'm not saying that. 334 00:27:20,125 --> 00:27:22,415 Do you know what being trans is? 335 00:27:22,416 --> 00:27:24,708 Of course I do. One of my friends is trans. 336 00:27:27,291 --> 00:27:28,333 That's cool. 337 00:27:35,750 --> 00:27:36,750 Well, 338 00:27:38,666 --> 00:27:40,208 I'm trans. 339 00:27:41,208 --> 00:27:42,332 OK, great. 340 00:27:42,333 --> 00:27:43,915 I'm still me. 341 00:27:43,916 --> 00:27:44,916 So, who cares? 342 00:27:44,917 --> 00:27:47,499 Why do people say stupid shit like that? 343 00:27:47,500 --> 00:27:48,874 It doesn't mean anything. 344 00:27:48,875 --> 00:27:52,707 I'm just trying to explain to you like... 345 00:27:52,708 --> 00:27:54,332 Are you OK? 346 00:27:54,333 --> 00:27:56,374 I need to go to the bathroom. 347 00:27:56,375 --> 00:27:58,165 - Right now? - Yeah, right now. 348 00:27:58,166 --> 00:27:59,250 OK... 349 00:28:00,375 --> 00:28:01,375 Zoe. 350 00:28:07,458 --> 00:28:08,624 Zoe? 351 00:28:08,625 --> 00:28:10,291 Will you please open the door? 352 00:28:13,083 --> 00:28:16,082 Are you crying? 353 00:28:16,083 --> 00:28:17,833 Zoe, come on, do you need help? 354 00:28:27,583 --> 00:28:30,540 Look, I'm sorry okay, I know it's a lot. 355 00:28:30,541 --> 00:28:32,915 It's all over my pants. 356 00:28:32,916 --> 00:28:34,707 What is? 357 00:28:34,708 --> 00:28:37,082 Are you serious? 358 00:28:37,083 --> 00:28:38,915 Are you talking about your period? 359 00:28:38,916 --> 00:28:39,916 Yes. 360 00:28:39,917 --> 00:28:41,541 Do you need like a pad or something? 361 00:28:49,416 --> 00:28:50,833 Yes, yes. 362 00:28:53,458 --> 00:28:55,124 Hey. Hi. 363 00:28:55,125 --> 00:28:56,999 I got you this. 364 00:28:57,000 --> 00:28:58,707 Ew, that shit is so thick. 365 00:28:58,708 --> 00:28:59,708 I'm sorry. 366 00:28:59,709 --> 00:29:01,207 I can get you another one at the pharmacy. 367 00:29:01,208 --> 00:29:03,290 - OK. - Wait. 368 00:29:03,291 --> 00:29:05,290 Is this your first period? 369 00:29:05,291 --> 00:29:06,833 Obviously it is. 370 00:29:25,000 --> 00:29:26,665 It's all over my fucking pants. 371 00:29:26,666 --> 00:29:27,999 What? 372 00:29:28,000 --> 00:29:29,207 Bro, come on. 373 00:29:29,208 --> 00:29:31,291 Stop. OK. Alright. Come here. 374 00:29:36,458 --> 00:29:38,332 I'm gonna put this around your waist. 375 00:29:38,333 --> 00:29:41,458 And we'll just hide all the stains. 376 00:29:42,458 --> 00:29:44,124 - Thanks. - Yeah. 377 00:29:44,125 --> 00:29:46,249 It's my favorite shirt, just so you know. 378 00:29:46,250 --> 00:29:47,915 You're welcome. 379 00:29:47,916 --> 00:29:49,540 All right, I'll meet you outside, OK? 380 00:29:49,541 --> 00:29:50,833 I'm gonna just pee. 381 00:29:54,375 --> 00:29:56,915 Hey, it's Sophia, leave a message. 382 00:29:56,916 --> 00:29:58,790 Oh my God, Sophia, you just texted me. 383 00:29:58,791 --> 00:30:00,165 Will you please call me back? 384 00:30:00,166 --> 00:30:02,082 I need the car to pick up my dad from Newark, OK? 385 00:30:02,083 --> 00:30:05,375 I just... I'm not gonna be able to find another car. 386 00:30:10,000 --> 00:30:11,457 Um, I need to go to the bank. 387 00:30:11,458 --> 00:30:13,082 Why? 388 00:30:13,083 --> 00:30:15,374 What do you mean, why? I need money. 389 00:30:15,375 --> 00:30:16,790 Can we go to the pharmacy next? 390 00:30:16,791 --> 00:30:17,875 Yes, yeah. 391 00:30:20,333 --> 00:30:22,415 Doesn't the school call when you skip? 392 00:30:22,416 --> 00:30:23,749 They don't care. 393 00:30:23,750 --> 00:30:24,750 That's insane. 394 00:30:27,125 --> 00:30:29,291 This is Ken, leave a message. 395 00:30:30,291 --> 00:30:31,915 Hi, Ken, it's me, Feña. 396 00:30:31,916 --> 00:30:33,874 I'm sorry to bother you on your trip. 397 00:30:33,875 --> 00:30:35,540 Can you please just gimme a call back? 398 00:30:35,541 --> 00:30:36,957 I need a favor. 399 00:30:36,958 --> 00:30:38,375 Thank you, bye. 400 00:30:42,500 --> 00:30:43,999 One second. 401 00:30:44,000 --> 00:30:45,207 Hi. Hi. 402 00:30:45,208 --> 00:30:46,415 How can I help you? 403 00:30:46,416 --> 00:30:49,958 Yes, can I please cash this check? 404 00:30:56,625 --> 00:30:58,582 Well, the name is wrong. 405 00:30:58,583 --> 00:31:00,124 Oh. 406 00:31:00,125 --> 00:31:01,582 You have to get a new check. 407 00:31:01,583 --> 00:31:03,707 Yeah, no, I know. Um. 408 00:31:03,708 --> 00:31:05,582 Normally I just use the machine to deposit it. 409 00:31:05,583 --> 00:31:09,291 But for some reason today the machine was not working. 410 00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:12,916 I'm a transgender person. 411 00:31:12,917 --> 00:31:14,124 I'm a trans guy. 412 00:31:14,125 --> 00:31:16,749 My boss just forgets to put my legal name on my check. 413 00:31:16,750 --> 00:31:19,332 It's so similar, can you please just help me out? 414 00:31:19,333 --> 00:31:22,249 Like I said, ma'am, you have to get a new check. 415 00:31:22,250 --> 00:31:23,250 "Ma'am"? 416 00:31:23,251 --> 00:31:24,790 There's nothing I can do. 417 00:31:24,791 --> 00:31:26,082 Do I look like a "ma'am" to you? 418 00:31:26,083 --> 00:31:28,457 I just explained that I'm trans. 419 00:31:28,458 --> 00:31:30,290 Please can you step to the side? 420 00:31:30,291 --> 00:31:32,040 I have to help the other guests. 421 00:31:32,041 --> 00:31:33,374 You shouldn't have run away from school like that, 422 00:31:33,375 --> 00:31:34,457 something could have happened to you. 423 00:31:34,458 --> 00:31:35,499 I can take care of myself. 424 00:31:35,500 --> 00:31:37,165 Yeah, then why'd you come to me? 425 00:31:37,166 --> 00:31:38,499 I didn't know where to go. 426 00:31:38,500 --> 00:31:39,749 What if you got kidnapped right now, 427 00:31:39,750 --> 00:31:40,750 would you know what to do? 428 00:31:40,751 --> 00:31:42,124 I'm 14, that's not gonna happen. 429 00:31:42,125 --> 00:31:43,125 Yeah, how do you know? 430 00:31:43,126 --> 00:31:44,374 Fucked up shit happens all the time. 431 00:31:44,375 --> 00:31:45,707 You are a young and pretty girl. 432 00:31:45,708 --> 00:31:46,790 You used to do it. 433 00:31:46,791 --> 00:31:48,415 Yeah, we are very different people, OK? 434 00:31:48,416 --> 00:31:49,750 Get off the street. 435 00:31:50,875 --> 00:31:52,665 Hey, it's Sophia, leave a message. 436 00:31:52,666 --> 00:31:54,290 Sophia, will you please call me back? 437 00:31:54,291 --> 00:31:55,291 You can't just text me 438 00:31:55,292 --> 00:31:56,957 and leave me high and dry like this OK. 439 00:31:56,958 --> 00:31:58,665 You're being an asshole. 440 00:31:58,666 --> 00:31:59,750 All right, we're gonna- 441 00:32:02,083 --> 00:32:03,957 Zoe! 442 00:32:03,958 --> 00:32:05,249 Dude, where are you going? 443 00:32:05,250 --> 00:32:06,499 Fuck this, I don't need to be here. 444 00:32:06,500 --> 00:32:07,999 Oh my God. We are going to Mom's right now, 445 00:32:08,000 --> 00:32:09,000 come on. Oh my God, no. 446 00:32:09,001 --> 00:32:11,040 She is gonna say I kidnapped you and get me arrested. 447 00:32:11,041 --> 00:32:12,041 She wouldn't fucking do that. 448 00:32:12,042 --> 00:32:14,040 Yes, she would. She treats me differently than you! 449 00:32:14,041 --> 00:32:15,583 Well, you're acting like her! 450 00:32:18,333 --> 00:32:20,457 I'm overwhelmed right now. 451 00:32:20,458 --> 00:32:22,291 Yeah, obviously. 452 00:32:27,083 --> 00:32:30,250 Can I just, like, hang out with you for the day? 453 00:32:32,041 --> 00:32:33,749 No, I have so much shit to do. 454 00:32:33,750 --> 00:32:35,833 Great, now I won't see you for another year. 455 00:32:40,958 --> 00:32:44,165 What time do you usually get home from school? 456 00:32:44,166 --> 00:32:45,833 4:30 pm. 457 00:32:48,083 --> 00:32:50,665 OK, I'm gonna drop you off at four, OK? 458 00:32:50,666 --> 00:32:52,207 - Really? - Yes. 459 00:32:52,208 --> 00:32:55,207 Now, just please stay with me, listen to me. 460 00:32:55,208 --> 00:32:56,832 Come on. 461 00:32:56,833 --> 00:32:58,625 Gimme your hand. No. 462 00:33:00,750 --> 00:33:01,750 Hey. 463 00:33:01,751 --> 00:33:03,790 Oh my God, Ken, thank you so much for picking up. 464 00:33:03,791 --> 00:33:05,082 Is everything OK? 465 00:33:05,083 --> 00:33:06,457 I just got your voice message. 466 00:33:06,458 --> 00:33:07,624 Sophia canceled on me. 467 00:33:07,625 --> 00:33:09,040 Ah shit. 468 00:33:09,041 --> 00:33:10,582 That sucks. 469 00:33:10,583 --> 00:33:12,332 Do you need to borrow my car? 470 00:33:12,333 --> 00:33:13,333 Would that be OK? 471 00:33:13,333 --> 00:33:14,333 Yeah, 472 00:33:14,334 --> 00:33:17,457 that's why I gave you the keys to the apartment. 473 00:33:17,458 --> 00:33:18,790 Right, yeah. 474 00:33:18,791 --> 00:33:21,790 Thank you, that's, it's very nice of you. 475 00:33:21,791 --> 00:33:23,165 Of course, baby. 476 00:33:23,166 --> 00:33:26,374 Maybe you can make it up to me later... 477 00:33:26,375 --> 00:33:28,165 I've been reading about some things 478 00:33:28,166 --> 00:33:29,790 we could try out. Right, yeah... 479 00:33:29,791 --> 00:33:32,415 How's... How's your trip? 480 00:33:32,416 --> 00:33:35,499 It's OK. Actually, I have to get back. 481 00:33:35,500 --> 00:33:37,540 Oh, OK, yeah. 482 00:33:37,541 --> 00:33:39,624 Well, I hope you have a great rest of your day. 483 00:33:39,625 --> 00:33:41,207 Thanks, you too. 484 00:33:41,208 --> 00:33:42,290 OK, bye. 485 00:33:42,291 --> 00:33:43,416 Bye. 486 00:33:59,375 --> 00:34:00,375 This OK? 487 00:34:01,875 --> 00:34:04,790 Yeah. I like the color of these. 488 00:34:04,791 --> 00:34:06,040 You want some gum, too? 489 00:34:06,041 --> 00:34:07,207 Yeah. 490 00:34:07,208 --> 00:34:08,832 All right. 491 00:34:08,833 --> 00:34:10,541 You're bleeding me dry. 492 00:34:13,166 --> 00:34:14,207 Hi, how are you? 493 00:34:14,208 --> 00:34:15,208 I'm good, how are you? 494 00:34:15,209 --> 00:34:17,000 Great, thank you. 495 00:34:21,916 --> 00:34:24,291 Will there be anything else, sir? 496 00:34:26,625 --> 00:34:29,665 Uh, yeah, um... 497 00:34:29,666 --> 00:34:32,374 Could I have the morning after pill, please? 498 00:34:32,375 --> 00:34:33,375 What? 499 00:34:33,376 --> 00:34:37,541 Uh, the Plan B... Plan B pill. 500 00:34:39,166 --> 00:34:40,874 Oh sure. 501 00:34:40,875 --> 00:34:43,415 But you should be more careful, young man. 502 00:34:43,416 --> 00:34:45,249 Thank you, yeah. 503 00:34:45,250 --> 00:34:47,790 It's actually not for me. 504 00:34:47,791 --> 00:34:51,000 I'm gay, so I'm just being a good friend. 505 00:35:08,750 --> 00:35:10,624 Is this one new? 506 00:35:10,625 --> 00:35:11,999 Yeah, you like it? 507 00:35:12,000 --> 00:35:13,083 Yeah. 508 00:35:16,375 --> 00:35:18,083 So did you get top surgery? 509 00:35:21,125 --> 00:35:22,999 Yeah, I did. 510 00:35:23,000 --> 00:35:24,166 That's cool. 511 00:35:25,625 --> 00:35:26,625 It is. 512 00:35:29,333 --> 00:35:31,624 Do you still get your period? 513 00:35:31,625 --> 00:35:32,832 Right now, I do. 514 00:35:32,833 --> 00:35:35,957 But the longer I'm on T, the less I'll get it. 515 00:35:35,958 --> 00:35:37,125 You're lucky. 516 00:35:38,500 --> 00:35:39,500 I am. 517 00:35:41,083 --> 00:35:42,083 Are you serious? 518 00:35:42,084 --> 00:35:45,041 Dude, chill, nobody cares. 519 00:35:56,375 --> 00:35:57,999 Oh my God. Who's this? 520 00:35:58,000 --> 00:35:59,500 Hi buddy. 521 00:36:00,083 --> 00:36:01,415 - This is Jack. - You're so cute. 522 00:36:01,416 --> 00:36:02,875 Do you want a belly rub? 523 00:36:04,166 --> 00:36:06,540 Hi. 524 00:36:06,541 --> 00:36:07,915 You want a strawberry? 525 00:36:07,916 --> 00:36:09,958 I'm good, thanks. 526 00:36:11,375 --> 00:36:12,375 Hi. 527 00:36:15,375 --> 00:36:16,666 Whose house is this? 528 00:36:17,958 --> 00:36:19,958 A friend's. Ken. 529 00:36:21,041 --> 00:36:22,624 Hi Jack. 530 00:36:22,625 --> 00:36:24,290 Hey Jack. 531 00:36:24,291 --> 00:36:25,583 Oh my God. 532 00:36:26,583 --> 00:36:27,915 Okay, I'm gonna nap. 533 00:36:27,916 --> 00:36:29,415 Right now? 534 00:36:29,416 --> 00:36:31,916 Yeah, yeah, just for a bit. 535 00:37:12,250 --> 00:37:13,457 OK. 536 00:37:13,458 --> 00:37:14,541 We gotta get up. 537 00:37:16,000 --> 00:37:18,332 I'm gonna brush my teeth. 538 00:37:18,333 --> 00:37:19,416 We gotta go. 539 00:37:20,666 --> 00:37:21,750 Come on. 540 00:38:01,458 --> 00:38:02,915 Oh my God. What happened? 541 00:38:02,916 --> 00:38:04,999 - I'm sorry, I dunno. - Shit. Where's the fish? 542 00:38:05,000 --> 00:38:06,000 I don't know. 543 00:38:06,001 --> 00:38:07,916 Shit. Oh my God. 544 00:38:12,208 --> 00:38:13,208 I'm sorry. 545 00:38:23,000 --> 00:38:24,582 Fuck. 546 00:38:24,583 --> 00:38:26,290 Bye, buddy. See you- 547 00:38:26,291 --> 00:38:27,916 Wait, wait, don't-My stuff! 548 00:38:28,916 --> 00:38:30,665 Ah, Fuck. 549 00:38:30,666 --> 00:38:31,666 I'm sorry, 550 00:38:31,667 --> 00:38:35,207 I thought we were leaving. 551 00:38:35,208 --> 00:38:36,375 I'm sorry. 552 00:38:37,833 --> 00:38:38,958 It's not your fault. 553 00:38:43,083 --> 00:38:45,208 I have your jacket. 554 00:38:46,208 --> 00:38:47,750 Thank you. 555 00:38:53,791 --> 00:38:54,750 Do you have a credit card? 556 00:38:54,750 --> 00:38:55,750 No. 557 00:38:55,751 --> 00:38:56,957 Great. 558 00:38:56,958 --> 00:38:58,624 It's OK. 559 00:38:58,625 --> 00:38:59,665 Is he gonna be OK? 560 00:38:59,666 --> 00:39:00,666 Yeah, he's gonna be fine. 561 00:39:00,667 --> 00:39:02,165 Somebody's coming to pick him up later. 562 00:39:02,166 --> 00:39:04,791 - Can we wait for them? - No. 563 00:39:06,666 --> 00:39:07,750 All right. 564 00:39:10,041 --> 00:39:10,958 Are you OK? 565 00:39:10,959 --> 00:39:12,374 No, not really. 566 00:39:12,375 --> 00:39:13,915 I have to pick up my dad from the airport. 567 00:39:13,916 --> 00:39:16,125 And I don't have a fucking car, so... 568 00:39:20,125 --> 00:39:21,875 You've got to be fucking kidding me. 569 00:39:25,791 --> 00:39:27,290 Hi sorry, can you swipe us in? 570 00:39:27,291 --> 00:39:28,582 Sorry, I'm all out. 571 00:39:28,583 --> 00:39:30,249 See? I told you. 572 00:39:30,250 --> 00:39:31,957 - Someone will swipe us in. - We should just jump 573 00:39:31,958 --> 00:39:33,082 the turnstile. No! 574 00:39:33,083 --> 00:39:35,124 - Come on. - We're gonna get a ticket. 575 00:39:35,125 --> 00:39:37,707 Hi, excuse me, do you mind swiping us? 576 00:39:37,708 --> 00:39:38,708 All right. 577 00:39:38,709 --> 00:39:39,916 Excuse me, would you? 578 00:39:41,875 --> 00:39:43,999 Excuse me, ma'am, could you please spare a swipe? 579 00:39:44,000 --> 00:39:45,000 You're such a pretty girl, 580 00:39:45,001 --> 00:39:46,749 you shouldn't be begging for money. 581 00:39:46,750 --> 00:39:48,332 What the fuck did she just say? 582 00:39:48,333 --> 00:39:49,832 All right, fuck this dude, we're doing my plan. 583 00:39:49,833 --> 00:39:51,040 - No, you're gonna get a ticket. - Yes. 584 00:39:51,041 --> 00:39:52,374 - Just go under and I'll jump. - No way. 585 00:39:52,375 --> 00:39:53,582 Come on. 586 00:39:53,583 --> 00:39:55,223 - Someone's... - Please just listen to me. 587 00:39:58,958 --> 00:40:00,665 Ah! Fuck! 588 00:40:00,666 --> 00:40:02,082 - Oh my God, what the fuck? - It's fine. 589 00:40:02,083 --> 00:40:03,083 Just go. Are you OK? 590 00:40:03,084 --> 00:40:04,166 Just go, just go. 591 00:40:09,708 --> 00:40:10,625 Oh my God. 592 00:40:10,626 --> 00:40:11,708 Fuck. 593 00:40:20,791 --> 00:40:22,540 Are you OK? 594 00:40:22,541 --> 00:40:23,999 What the fuck just happened? 595 00:40:24,000 --> 00:40:27,165 I dunno, that's a lot of fucking blood. 596 00:40:27,166 --> 00:40:28,166 Yeah. 597 00:40:28,167 --> 00:40:29,583 I can't even feel it. 598 00:40:38,458 --> 00:40:40,250 Aidan, let us in! 599 00:40:43,458 --> 00:40:45,124 Yo, what- 600 00:40:45,125 --> 00:40:46,666 the fuck happened? 601 00:40:58,958 --> 00:41:00,375 I don't mean to judge... 602 00:41:01,708 --> 00:41:03,208 but what is your sister doing here? 603 00:41:05,458 --> 00:41:06,708 She ran away from school. 604 00:41:10,208 --> 00:41:11,665 She's big. 605 00:41:11,666 --> 00:41:14,583 I know, she's fucking tall. 606 00:41:16,000 --> 00:41:17,000 OK. 607 00:41:21,625 --> 00:41:23,207 You look tough. 608 00:41:23,208 --> 00:41:24,666 I'm a mess. 609 00:41:27,625 --> 00:41:28,749 Fuck, man. 610 00:41:28,750 --> 00:41:31,207 I left everything inside that apartment. 611 00:41:31,208 --> 00:41:33,791 My keys, money, everything. 612 00:41:34,791 --> 00:41:36,082 I can give you cash, 613 00:41:36,083 --> 00:41:37,708 pick him up on the train, no big deal. 614 00:41:39,541 --> 00:41:40,458 That's so fucking lame. 615 00:41:40,459 --> 00:41:43,040 It's like two hours away. 616 00:41:43,041 --> 00:41:45,124 Dude, so what? 617 00:41:45,125 --> 00:41:46,125 What's he, a big shot? 618 00:41:46,126 --> 00:41:47,208 He can wait. 619 00:41:48,666 --> 00:41:49,666 I just, 620 00:41:51,250 --> 00:41:53,374 I don't want him to think I'm a fuck up. 621 00:41:53,375 --> 00:41:54,625 You're not. 622 00:41:57,708 --> 00:41:58,625 Dude, you're getting worked up 623 00:41:58,626 --> 00:42:01,125 over someone who lives halfway across the world. 624 00:42:05,083 --> 00:42:06,375 If he doesn't like you, fuck him. 625 00:42:07,916 --> 00:42:08,958 Seriously. 626 00:42:10,625 --> 00:42:11,625 Look at me. 627 00:42:13,250 --> 00:42:14,500 Be proud. 628 00:42:15,708 --> 00:42:16,875 And sit up straight. 629 00:42:19,500 --> 00:42:21,625 Seriously. OK, fuck. 630 00:42:23,625 --> 00:42:24,665 Hey, chicken head. 631 00:42:24,666 --> 00:42:25,999 How are you feeling? 632 00:42:26,000 --> 00:42:28,165 Oh, I mean, I look pretty tough, right? 633 00:42:28,166 --> 00:42:29,540 That's not funny. 634 00:42:29,541 --> 00:42:31,957 Hey, don't say that. 635 00:42:31,958 --> 00:42:34,124 Funny's all we got sometimes. 636 00:42:34,125 --> 00:42:36,124 Are you hungry, I'm starving? 637 00:42:36,125 --> 00:42:37,125 Yeah, I'm hungry. 638 00:42:37,126 --> 00:42:38,290 Wanna get some pizza? 639 00:42:38,291 --> 00:42:39,749 I know this place that has killer slices 640 00:42:39,750 --> 00:42:41,749 the size of your head. 641 00:42:41,750 --> 00:42:43,207 And your head's huge. 642 00:42:43,208 --> 00:42:44,624 Yours is bigger. 643 00:42:44,625 --> 00:42:46,374 Yeah, sure, keep lying to yourself. 644 00:42:46,375 --> 00:42:49,207 Yo, yo, can you gimme a hand? 645 00:42:49,208 --> 00:42:50,499 Yeah. 646 00:42:50,500 --> 00:42:52,957 John's outside with the rest of the boxes. 647 00:42:52,958 --> 00:42:53,999 What? 648 00:42:54,000 --> 00:42:55,708 John's outside with some boxes. 649 00:42:58,416 --> 00:42:59,333 Will you hide this please? 650 00:42:59,334 --> 00:43:00,458 And stay inside. 651 00:43:01,583 --> 00:43:02,665 Why? 652 00:43:02,666 --> 00:43:03,833 Please? 653 00:43:11,000 --> 00:43:12,000 Hey. 654 00:43:14,583 --> 00:43:15,500 Hey. 655 00:43:15,501 --> 00:43:16,749 Holy shit! 656 00:43:16,750 --> 00:43:17,790 What happened to you? 657 00:43:17,791 --> 00:43:18,791 Nothing, it doesn't matter. 658 00:43:18,792 --> 00:43:20,250 - Did someone hit you? - No. 659 00:43:23,666 --> 00:43:24,666 You OK? 660 00:43:26,000 --> 00:43:27,000 Yes, I'm fine. 661 00:43:27,041 --> 00:43:28,790 I just, I fell, I don't wanna talk about it. 662 00:43:28,791 --> 00:43:30,832 It's stupid, I'm stupid. 663 00:43:30,833 --> 00:43:31,833 You fell? 664 00:43:31,834 --> 00:43:33,041 I actually did. 665 00:43:38,250 --> 00:43:39,250 Did you take it? 666 00:43:40,875 --> 00:43:42,165 Yes. Of course. 667 00:43:42,166 --> 00:43:44,415 Oh my God, is that all you fucking care about? 668 00:43:44,416 --> 00:43:46,916 You're in the clear, OK. Jesus Christ. 669 00:43:50,416 --> 00:43:51,665 How much was it? 670 00:43:51,666 --> 00:43:52,999 60 bucks. 671 00:43:53,000 --> 00:43:54,125 OK. 672 00:44:00,208 --> 00:44:02,374 Is this your car? 673 00:44:02,375 --> 00:44:03,999 Yeah, until I sell it. 674 00:44:04,000 --> 00:44:05,499 I need to borrow it. 675 00:44:05,500 --> 00:44:07,040 I need it for work tomorrow morning. 676 00:44:07,041 --> 00:44:08,582 My dad is landing in Newark tonight, OK, 677 00:44:08,583 --> 00:44:10,540 my ride fell through, I need it. 678 00:44:10,541 --> 00:44:12,165 I'll return it, OK, I'll return it tonight, 679 00:44:12,166 --> 00:44:14,583 I'll fill up your gas tank, please. 680 00:44:17,041 --> 00:44:18,415 OK. 681 00:44:18,416 --> 00:44:19,416 Really? 682 00:44:19,417 --> 00:44:21,249 Yeah, really. 683 00:44:21,250 --> 00:44:22,250 Thank you so much. 684 00:44:22,251 --> 00:44:23,790 OK, but I'm leaving in five minutes. 685 00:44:23,791 --> 00:44:24,874 - OK. OK, yeah. - OK. 686 00:44:24,875 --> 00:44:26,165 Let me just grab my sister. 687 00:44:26,166 --> 00:44:27,250 What? 688 00:44:29,541 --> 00:44:32,541 ♪ "Asphalt" by Half Lotus plays ♪ 689 00:44:52,666 --> 00:44:53,833 You remember me, Zoe? 690 00:44:55,958 --> 00:44:58,165 Of course I do, you're my sister's boyfriend. 691 00:44:58,166 --> 00:44:59,250 Was. 692 00:45:07,166 --> 00:45:09,082 Shouldn't you be in school? 693 00:45:09,083 --> 00:45:10,625 School's already over. 694 00:45:14,125 --> 00:45:15,832 How old are you now? 695 00:45:15,833 --> 00:45:18,290 Fourteen. 696 00:45:18,291 --> 00:45:20,290 Already a teenager? 697 00:45:20,291 --> 00:45:21,416 I guess so. 698 00:45:22,833 --> 00:45:23,957 Man. 699 00:45:23,958 --> 00:45:25,582 How old are you? 700 00:45:25,583 --> 00:45:28,040 I'm 26. Yeah. 701 00:45:28,041 --> 00:45:29,749 Nope, I lied. 702 00:45:29,750 --> 00:45:31,790 I'm 27. 703 00:45:31,791 --> 00:45:34,374 God, it's hard to keep track sometimes. 704 00:45:34,375 --> 00:45:36,457 You know what I mean? 705 00:45:36,458 --> 00:45:37,708 Not really. 706 00:45:42,250 --> 00:45:43,958 Man, 14. 707 00:45:47,291 --> 00:45:50,832 Girls rule, boys drool, am I right? 708 00:45:50,833 --> 00:45:52,458 Girls are pretty stupid too. 709 00:46:04,666 --> 00:46:06,790 You want to hear a joke? 710 00:46:06,791 --> 00:46:07,999 Sure. 711 00:46:08,000 --> 00:46:09,083 OK. 712 00:46:10,083 --> 00:46:13,375 So, a grasshopper gets off work 713 00:46:14,416 --> 00:46:15,624 and I mean, he's exhausted, 714 00:46:15,625 --> 00:46:17,582 he just wants to take a load off. 715 00:46:17,583 --> 00:46:20,249 He walks into a bar, sits down, 716 00:46:20,250 --> 00:46:22,790 he asks the bartender for a beer. 717 00:46:22,791 --> 00:46:25,707 And the bartender, I mean, he can't help himself. 718 00:46:25,708 --> 00:46:30,791 He's like, "Oh my God, we have a drink named after you." 719 00:46:32,041 --> 00:46:34,458 And the grasshopper goes, 720 00:46:35,458 --> 00:46:37,082 "You have a drink named Steve?" 721 00:46:37,083 --> 00:46:39,083 She does not know what a grasshopper is. 722 00:46:40,458 --> 00:46:41,874 Yeah. But she still laughed. 723 00:46:41,875 --> 00:46:43,207 I just pictured the grasshopper 724 00:46:43,208 --> 00:46:44,541 talking with your voice. 725 00:46:45,625 --> 00:46:47,832 What are you saying, my voice is funny? 726 00:46:47,833 --> 00:46:49,750 That's not what I said. 727 00:46:52,625 --> 00:46:53,625 See? 728 00:46:54,791 --> 00:46:56,082 It's funny. 729 00:46:56,083 --> 00:46:57,666 Joke's always funny. 730 00:47:18,541 --> 00:47:21,290 It's a '92, so the brakes aren't great 731 00:47:21,291 --> 00:47:23,374 and it's almost outta gas. 732 00:47:23,375 --> 00:47:25,165 I'll fill it up. 733 00:47:25,166 --> 00:47:27,333 Bye Zoe, good to see you. 734 00:47:28,458 --> 00:47:29,458 Bye, John. 735 00:47:30,541 --> 00:47:31,833 Try to get here before midnight. 736 00:47:34,375 --> 00:47:35,541 Thanks. 737 00:48:08,041 --> 00:48:10,207 I ran into him last night. 738 00:48:10,208 --> 00:48:11,415 Literally. Where? 739 00:48:11,416 --> 00:48:12,416 At this club. 740 00:48:12,417 --> 00:48:14,749 We were celebrating my friend's, like, book thing 741 00:48:14,750 --> 00:48:18,207 and he was just there. 742 00:48:18,208 --> 00:48:20,874 I haven't seen him in a year and a half. 743 00:48:20,875 --> 00:48:22,583 And then I run into him. 744 00:48:24,250 --> 00:48:25,915 I feel like, 745 00:48:25,916 --> 00:48:27,083 I don't know. 746 00:48:28,416 --> 00:48:29,500 Are you happy you did? 747 00:48:32,333 --> 00:48:33,333 Yeah. 748 00:48:34,333 --> 00:48:36,208 Yeah, I think so, yeah. 749 00:48:39,000 --> 00:48:40,041 I think so. 750 00:49:01,625 --> 00:49:03,832 I'm gonna need that jacket back. 751 00:49:03,833 --> 00:49:06,790 Only if I get to keep your shirt. 752 00:49:06,791 --> 00:49:07,832 It's all yours. 753 00:49:07,833 --> 00:49:09,707 It smells like weed. 754 00:49:09,708 --> 00:49:12,124 "Thank you," is what you're supposed to say. 755 00:49:12,125 --> 00:49:14,041 Mom smells like that all the time. 756 00:49:15,916 --> 00:49:17,916 Yeah, maybe you should wash it. 757 00:49:22,208 --> 00:49:24,208 Do you ever ask her to stop when you're around? 758 00:49:27,375 --> 00:49:28,957 Last time I did, she grounded me 759 00:49:28,958 --> 00:49:31,166 and I couldn't even go to school the next day. 760 00:49:33,583 --> 00:49:38,374 She was like, "You can't tell me how to live my life." 761 00:49:38,375 --> 00:49:41,457 She didn't stop yelling for like hours. 762 00:49:41,458 --> 00:49:43,416 I hate it when she gets like that. 763 00:49:45,750 --> 00:49:48,332 She's still doing shit like that, huh? 764 00:49:48,333 --> 00:49:49,458 Yeah. 765 00:49:53,625 --> 00:49:55,166 Maybe I could live with you? 766 00:49:57,791 --> 00:49:59,290 Maybe. 767 00:49:59,291 --> 00:50:00,458 Really? 768 00:50:03,333 --> 00:50:05,124 Yeah, maybe. 769 00:50:05,125 --> 00:50:06,416 I don't believe you. 770 00:50:20,291 --> 00:50:21,291 What's up? 771 00:50:22,291 --> 00:50:24,749 I wanna tell you something, can I? 772 00:50:24,750 --> 00:50:26,165 Yeah. 773 00:50:26,166 --> 00:50:28,165 Whatever happens, whatever she does, 774 00:50:28,166 --> 00:50:29,832 whatever she says to you, 775 00:50:29,833 --> 00:50:32,707 just remember that she can't control you, OK? 776 00:50:32,708 --> 00:50:34,832 When she gets aggressive and starts yelling like that, 777 00:50:34,833 --> 00:50:35,874 she's not talking to you, 778 00:50:35,875 --> 00:50:38,040 she's talking to all the hatred and sadness 779 00:50:38,041 --> 00:50:39,707 that's inside of her. 780 00:50:39,708 --> 00:50:40,874 People like that are broken 781 00:50:40,875 --> 00:50:42,499 and you can't do anything about them, OK? 782 00:50:42,500 --> 00:50:43,875 So just ignore her. 783 00:50:48,208 --> 00:50:49,125 Does she hit you? 784 00:50:49,126 --> 00:50:50,208 No. 785 00:50:51,291 --> 00:50:52,541 I swear she doesn't. 786 00:50:54,833 --> 00:50:57,290 I just, I think it's important that you know, 787 00:50:57,291 --> 00:51:01,125 you know, people can change and maybe she's better now, but, 788 00:51:03,750 --> 00:51:06,915 I don't know, I just want you to know the whole picture, OK? 789 00:51:06,916 --> 00:51:08,749 I want you to know that I didn't just disappear 790 00:51:08,750 --> 00:51:10,125 for no reason. 791 00:51:11,250 --> 00:51:12,250 I'm sorry. 792 00:51:13,625 --> 00:51:15,790 Don't be. It doesn't matter anymore. 793 00:51:15,791 --> 00:51:19,250 Just let me know if something happens, OK? 794 00:51:20,916 --> 00:51:22,000 Promise? 795 00:51:23,083 --> 00:51:24,083 Yeah. 796 00:51:25,750 --> 00:51:26,833 OK. 797 00:51:29,791 --> 00:51:32,165 You have to promise me something then. 798 00:51:32,166 --> 00:51:33,291 What? 799 00:51:34,291 --> 00:51:35,583 Don't disappear again. 800 00:51:37,333 --> 00:51:38,500 I won't, OK. 801 00:51:41,958 --> 00:51:42,958 I love you. 802 00:51:46,916 --> 00:51:49,457 You don't love me back, you punk? 803 00:51:49,458 --> 00:51:50,957 I don't know. 804 00:51:50,958 --> 00:51:52,374 But there's a chance? 805 00:51:52,375 --> 00:51:53,458 Maybe. 806 00:51:55,208 --> 00:51:56,333 I can work with that. 807 00:52:54,666 --> 00:52:55,791 Nice. 808 00:52:57,708 --> 00:52:59,832 You can't tell mom about any of this. 809 00:52:59,833 --> 00:53:01,000 Obviously. 810 00:53:07,333 --> 00:53:09,999 Well, call me anytime. 811 00:53:10,000 --> 00:53:11,125 Will do. 812 00:53:18,958 --> 00:53:21,124 I'll wait in here while you go inside. 813 00:53:21,125 --> 00:53:22,208 Thanks. 814 00:53:28,291 --> 00:53:29,291 Bye. 815 00:53:33,000 --> 00:53:34,000 Bye. 816 00:53:44,291 --> 00:53:45,375 Hey Zoe. 817 00:55:15,875 --> 00:55:18,832 Fernanda. Fernanda! 818 00:55:18,833 --> 00:55:21,249 Hey, I'm sorry I'm late, 819 00:55:21,250 --> 00:55:23,332 I've had a crazy day, OK. 820 00:55:23,333 --> 00:55:25,832 I called you a million times. I was about to go to a hotel. 821 00:55:25,833 --> 00:55:26,750 Yeah, I know, I'm sorry. 822 00:55:26,751 --> 00:55:29,582 I-I had a car, I need- 823 00:55:29,583 --> 00:55:32,415 I'm here now, OK? 824 00:55:32,416 --> 00:55:34,374 What happened to your face? 825 00:55:34,375 --> 00:55:36,957 Oh, I... I fell. Um... 826 00:55:36,958 --> 00:55:38,707 Here, come on, come on. OK. 827 00:55:38,708 --> 00:55:40,290 Hey, hey, wait, wait, wait a minute. 828 00:55:40,291 --> 00:55:42,957 What, can we walk and talk? 829 00:55:42,958 --> 00:55:45,665 I haven't seen you in two years. 830 00:55:45,666 --> 00:55:46,750 Yeah, I know. 831 00:55:59,250 --> 00:56:00,333 You hungry? 832 00:56:01,333 --> 00:56:02,333 A little. 833 00:56:03,333 --> 00:56:05,624 You want some American food or something? 834 00:56:05,625 --> 00:56:09,874 I'm so tired. Can we just go straight to your house? 835 00:56:09,875 --> 00:56:10,958 OK. 836 00:56:33,916 --> 00:56:34,958 How was your flight? 837 00:56:36,416 --> 00:56:37,416 OK. 838 00:56:41,958 --> 00:56:43,790 Did you have to change anywhere or...? 839 00:56:43,791 --> 00:56:45,625 Yeah, Miami. 840 00:56:49,500 --> 00:56:51,915 That's a long trip. 841 00:56:51,916 --> 00:56:53,082 Yeah. 842 00:56:53,083 --> 00:56:57,457 My back is fucked up... Fourteen hours sitting on a plane... 843 00:56:57,458 --> 00:57:00,457 You should take a bath when we get home. 844 00:57:00,458 --> 00:57:05,666 I'm too tired. I'd rather go to sleep right away. 845 00:57:07,291 --> 00:57:08,291 OK. 846 00:57:18,875 --> 00:57:20,832 How's grandma? 847 00:57:20,833 --> 00:57:25,000 So, so. Oh, she sent some money for you. 848 00:57:26,458 --> 00:57:28,624 That's really nice of her. 849 00:57:28,625 --> 00:57:31,999 Why don't you write her an email thanking her? 850 00:57:32,000 --> 00:57:33,666 It's a lot of money for her. 851 00:57:36,500 --> 00:57:37,916 Have you told her about me? 852 00:57:39,125 --> 00:57:42,666 I really don't think it's the right time. 853 00:57:44,041 --> 00:57:45,125 Maybe someday. 854 00:57:48,166 --> 00:57:50,082 If you're waiting to see if this is a phase, it's not. 855 00:57:50,083 --> 00:57:51,457 This is it. 856 00:57:51,458 --> 00:57:54,541 I don't understand why you want to announce it to everyone now. 857 00:57:57,916 --> 00:58:01,415 How can I, if I'm a fucking secret? 858 00:58:01,416 --> 00:58:05,250 You liked men, you always liked men. You had boyfriends... 859 00:58:08,958 --> 00:58:10,499 Liking men- 860 00:58:10,500 --> 00:58:11,915 It's confusing. I'm confused! 861 00:58:11,916 --> 00:58:14,874 Liking men does not make me a woman, OK? 862 00:58:14,875 --> 00:58:16,665 But you were such a beautiful girl. 863 00:58:16,666 --> 00:58:19,290 Oh my God. Can we not please, can we not? 864 00:58:19,291 --> 00:58:21,874 And love? How are you going to find love? 865 00:58:21,875 --> 00:58:23,291 Why the fuck do you care? 866 00:58:31,875 --> 00:58:32,791 It's my fault. 867 00:58:32,791 --> 00:58:33,791 Oh my God. 868 00:58:33,792 --> 00:58:35,040 - Yeah. - Oh my God. 869 00:58:35,041 --> 00:58:37,040 I should have been around more. 870 00:58:37,041 --> 00:58:39,707 It wouldn't have made a fucking difference, OK? 871 00:58:39,708 --> 00:58:42,249 Being a man is hard work. 872 00:58:42,250 --> 00:58:46,707 Yes. Men have responsibilities women doesn't. 873 00:58:46,708 --> 00:58:48,082 Yep, thank you. 874 00:58:48,083 --> 00:58:52,707 It's really fucking stupid. I'm so worried. 875 00:58:52,708 --> 00:58:53,999 Why did you choose this life? 876 00:58:54,000 --> 00:58:55,082 Oh my God, please stop! 877 00:58:55,083 --> 00:58:56,582 Why did you pick this fucking life? 878 00:58:56,583 --> 00:58:59,499 Stop it, okay, we've been through this! 879 00:58:59,500 --> 00:59:01,666 Jesus fucking Christ! 880 00:59:07,833 --> 00:59:10,624 You don't think, I wish I wasn't trans sometimes? 881 00:59:10,625 --> 00:59:12,624 Do you think this is easy? 882 00:59:12,625 --> 00:59:15,290 I am so tired of people telling me 883 00:59:15,291 --> 00:59:17,332 that it's a fucking choice I'm making, 884 00:59:17,333 --> 00:59:18,999 like it's something I do for fun. 885 00:59:19,000 --> 00:59:20,415 Like I woke up one day and I was like, 886 00:59:20,416 --> 00:59:22,665 "Oh, you know what would be really fun? 887 00:59:22,666 --> 00:59:24,000 Being trans!" 888 00:59:25,000 --> 00:59:26,624 I am so, 889 00:59:26,625 --> 00:59:29,999 I am so sick of people telling me how fucked up I am. 890 00:59:30,000 --> 00:59:32,041 Okay, just fuck off! 891 00:59:37,041 --> 00:59:38,915 I'm not saying that, Fernanda. 892 00:59:38,916 --> 00:59:41,499 Oh, it is Feña! 893 00:59:41,500 --> 00:59:42,708 Feña! 894 00:59:43,708 --> 00:59:44,750 Can you do that? 895 00:59:48,291 --> 00:59:49,375 Yeah. 896 00:59:53,833 --> 00:59:55,374 You know what? If you don't wanna understand me, 897 00:59:55,375 --> 00:59:56,415 that's fine, don't. 898 00:59:56,416 --> 00:59:57,499 Do whatever the fuck you want. 899 00:59:57,500 --> 01:00:01,165 But do not tell me not to be myself, OK. 900 01:00:01,166 --> 01:00:03,415 I get enough of that shit from the rest of the world, 901 01:00:03,416 --> 01:00:04,666 I don't need it from you. 902 01:00:06,083 --> 01:00:07,083 Hey, hey. 903 01:00:07,084 --> 01:00:08,124 What? 904 01:00:08,125 --> 01:00:10,625 Let me pay for the gas, OK? 905 01:00:11,958 --> 01:00:12,958 Yeah. 906 01:01:03,916 --> 01:01:05,290 I'm just gonna get some water. 907 01:01:05,291 --> 01:01:07,457 Do you want anything else? 908 01:01:07,458 --> 01:01:08,708 I'm fine with this. 909 01:01:13,083 --> 01:01:15,832 Do you want me to stay in a hotel? 910 01:01:15,833 --> 01:01:18,124 Don't be ridiculous. 911 01:01:18,125 --> 01:01:19,332 I came to see you. 912 01:01:19,333 --> 01:01:21,165 No, you came to renew your Green Card. 913 01:01:21,166 --> 01:01:23,000 No, that's an excuse! 914 01:01:27,625 --> 01:01:30,082 You know, you don't have to be in my life. 915 01:01:30,083 --> 01:01:31,457 'Cause I really can't have both you and mom 916 01:01:31,458 --> 01:01:32,499 thinking I'm crazy. 917 01:01:32,500 --> 01:01:34,040 No, I'm not like her! 918 01:01:34,041 --> 01:01:36,290 Then don't act like her. 919 01:01:36,291 --> 01:01:37,625 I'm sorry. 920 01:02:26,125 --> 01:02:27,333 Wake up. 921 01:02:38,458 --> 01:02:39,583 We're here. 922 01:02:40,833 --> 01:02:43,000 We're at my house. 923 01:02:47,583 --> 01:02:48,583 OK. 924 01:03:12,625 --> 01:03:13,915 Hello, who is it? 925 01:03:13,916 --> 01:03:15,874 Hey, it's me, can you let me in? 926 01:03:15,875 --> 01:03:17,832 - Who are you? Feña? - I lost my- 927 01:03:17,833 --> 01:03:19,499 - Where are your keys at? - I lost my keys. 928 01:03:19,500 --> 01:03:21,208 OK, OK. I'm buzzing you up. 929 01:03:27,125 --> 01:03:28,125 I'll take it from here. 930 01:03:28,126 --> 01:03:29,374 No, no. I got it, I got it. 931 01:03:29,375 --> 01:03:31,165 You're old, I'm young. 932 01:03:31,166 --> 01:03:32,291 I'm old? 933 01:03:33,291 --> 01:03:34,541 I'm not so old. 934 01:03:53,041 --> 01:03:55,458 Coming, I'm coming, I'm coming. 935 01:03:57,041 --> 01:03:58,082 What happened to your eye? 936 01:03:58,083 --> 01:03:59,540 It's a long story. 937 01:03:59,541 --> 01:04:01,790 - Oh. - Hi. 938 01:04:01,791 --> 01:04:03,040 Goodnight. 939 01:04:03,041 --> 01:04:04,166 How are you? 940 01:04:05,166 --> 01:04:06,665 Oh, two of them! 941 01:04:06,666 --> 01:04:07,666 I'm good. 942 01:04:07,667 --> 01:04:09,040 This is my dad, Pablo. 943 01:04:09,041 --> 01:04:10,832 This is my roommate, Fiona. Oh Yeah. 944 01:04:10,833 --> 01:04:12,707 Nice to meet you. 945 01:04:12,708 --> 01:04:14,332 Nice to meet you, Fiona. 946 01:04:14,333 --> 01:04:16,415 And thank you for, for- how you say? 947 01:04:16,416 --> 01:04:17,499 Letting me stay here? 948 01:04:17,500 --> 01:04:18,749 Letting me stay here. 949 01:04:18,750 --> 01:04:19,874 For letting me stay here. 950 01:04:19,875 --> 01:04:20,957 My English is awful. 951 01:04:20,958 --> 01:04:22,957 Oh no, of course, of course. 952 01:04:22,958 --> 01:04:24,374 You're most welcome. 953 01:04:24,375 --> 01:04:25,375 Can we come in? 954 01:04:25,376 --> 01:04:26,999 Oh yeah, oh yeah. 955 01:04:27,000 --> 01:04:28,083 Absolutely. 956 01:04:31,166 --> 01:04:33,540 Twins. You look like twins. 957 01:04:33,541 --> 01:04:35,041 That's what you gonna look like. 958 01:04:37,916 --> 01:04:39,457 Over here. 959 01:04:39,458 --> 01:04:40,958 Oh my God. 960 01:04:41,708 --> 01:04:43,665 I didn't have time to clean. 961 01:04:43,666 --> 01:04:44,958 Oh, that's OK. 962 01:04:54,041 --> 01:04:58,999 You're gonna sleep here. 963 01:04:59,000 --> 01:05:01,249 I'm gonna sleep on the couch. 964 01:05:01,250 --> 01:05:02,499 I can sleep on the couch. 965 01:05:02,500 --> 01:05:04,874 No, it's not necessary. I can sleep on the couch. 966 01:05:04,875 --> 01:05:06,665 Fiona... 967 01:05:06,666 --> 01:05:08,040 Yeah. 968 01:05:08,041 --> 01:05:09,124 Sorry, I was- 969 01:05:09,125 --> 01:05:10,540 - What is it with...? - Running out 970 01:05:10,541 --> 01:05:13,165 this morning, so. OK, it's OK. 971 01:05:13,166 --> 01:05:14,291 All right. 972 01:05:17,500 --> 01:05:19,207 Shit, it's wrong. 973 01:05:19,208 --> 01:05:20,874 I, um, I actually have to go. 974 01:05:20,875 --> 01:05:22,749 I have to get ready, but... 975 01:05:22,750 --> 01:05:23,750 Now? 976 01:05:23,751 --> 01:05:26,290 Yeah, I can, um, help you. 977 01:05:26,291 --> 01:05:27,499 Let me just... 978 01:05:27,500 --> 01:05:28,500 Why? 979 01:05:28,500 --> 01:05:29,500 Get my shit. 980 01:05:29,500 --> 01:05:30,500 I, um... 981 01:05:30,501 --> 01:05:32,040 Why are you leaving? 982 01:05:32,041 --> 01:05:34,499 I borrowed the car from my friend and he needs it back, 983 01:05:34,500 --> 01:05:37,790 so I have to return the car. 984 01:05:37,791 --> 01:05:38,791 OK. 985 01:05:38,792 --> 01:05:40,207 Yeah, but I can help you finish the bed. 986 01:05:40,208 --> 01:05:42,415 No, no, no, no, no, no. 987 01:05:42,416 --> 01:05:43,416 I got it. 988 01:05:43,416 --> 01:05:44,416 I'll do it. 989 01:05:44,416 --> 01:05:45,416 You sure? 990 01:05:45,417 --> 01:05:46,500 Yeah, I'm sure. 991 01:05:48,083 --> 01:05:49,083 Go, go. OK, yeah. 992 01:05:51,375 --> 01:05:55,666 Let me just grab this and, um... 993 01:05:56,666 --> 01:05:58,041 I'll see you tomorrow. 994 01:05:59,750 --> 01:06:01,207 When's your appointment? 995 01:06:01,208 --> 01:06:02,291 Monday. 996 01:06:03,291 --> 01:06:04,500 OK. 997 01:06:06,166 --> 01:06:08,249 Well, we'll have breakfast tomorrow together. 998 01:06:08,250 --> 01:06:09,832 That will be nice. 999 01:06:09,833 --> 01:06:11,082 OK. 1000 01:06:11,083 --> 01:06:13,040 All right. OK. 1001 01:06:13,041 --> 01:06:15,499 Good night. Good night. 1002 01:06:15,500 --> 01:06:16,500 Drive safe! 1003 01:06:16,501 --> 01:06:17,583 Yeah. 1004 01:07:40,291 --> 01:07:41,375 - Hey. - Hey. 1005 01:07:49,541 --> 01:07:51,250 Did I wake you? No, I was up. 1006 01:07:52,291 --> 01:07:53,375 Cool. 1007 01:07:54,541 --> 01:07:56,500 Is your mom...? Yeah, she's sleeping. 1008 01:08:00,000 --> 01:08:01,125 You didn't have to. 1009 01:08:04,375 --> 01:08:06,082 Was everything OK? 1010 01:08:06,083 --> 01:08:07,540 Yeah, it was great. 1011 01:08:07,541 --> 01:08:08,957 I parked on the corner. 1012 01:08:08,958 --> 01:08:10,125 OK. 1013 01:08:11,375 --> 01:08:14,416 Do you wanna come in for a glass before you head out? 1014 01:08:16,583 --> 01:08:18,790 Would that be OK? 1015 01:08:18,791 --> 01:08:21,208 Yeah, I just invited you. 1016 01:08:43,041 --> 01:08:44,790 You sure it's OK? 1017 01:08:44,791 --> 01:08:46,500 Yeah, she's sleeping. 1018 01:08:49,250 --> 01:08:51,415 Thanks for inviting me in. 1019 01:08:51,416 --> 01:08:52,583 No problem. 1020 01:09:02,291 --> 01:09:03,208 Come on. 1021 01:09:03,209 --> 01:09:04,415 Just be quiet. 1022 01:09:04,416 --> 01:09:05,625 OK. 1023 01:09:20,416 --> 01:09:21,916 It's weird being back. 1024 01:09:23,458 --> 01:09:24,541 I bet. 1025 01:09:26,083 --> 01:09:27,333 Are you gonna sit down? 1026 01:09:50,625 --> 01:09:51,625 What? 1027 01:09:59,375 --> 01:10:00,833 Do I look different to you? 1028 01:10:03,791 --> 01:10:04,791 No. 1029 01:10:06,416 --> 01:10:08,791 I mean, yeah, you look different. 1030 01:10:10,916 --> 01:10:12,125 Still you. 1031 01:10:13,375 --> 01:10:15,125 Just, like, another you. 1032 01:10:16,458 --> 01:10:17,541 How? 1033 01:10:24,333 --> 01:10:25,833 You look more comfortable. 1034 01:10:28,166 --> 01:10:30,125 Like the way you move. 1035 01:10:31,541 --> 01:10:32,708 You're not as tense. 1036 01:10:37,333 --> 01:10:38,875 People say I look happier. 1037 01:10:44,375 --> 01:10:45,957 You have this song? 1038 01:10:45,958 --> 01:10:47,291 Yeah. 1039 01:10:50,125 --> 01:10:51,041 What? 1040 01:10:51,042 --> 01:10:52,165 I'm not allowed to have this song? 1041 01:10:52,166 --> 01:10:53,957 No. 1042 01:10:53,958 --> 01:10:56,624 No, I'm glad you have it. It's a great song. 1043 01:11:17,375 --> 01:11:21,082 That was a really nice New Year's. 1044 01:11:21,083 --> 01:11:23,708 Yeah, it was. 1045 01:11:25,291 --> 01:11:27,458 Canadians do not fuck around. 1046 01:11:30,291 --> 01:11:32,915 Do you remember that guy? 1047 01:11:32,916 --> 01:11:34,040 Shawn? 1048 01:11:34,041 --> 01:11:35,207 Shawn! 1049 01:11:35,208 --> 01:11:36,208 Shawn. 1050 01:11:37,541 --> 01:11:39,165 Shawn... 1051 01:11:39,166 --> 01:11:40,375 Wow. 1052 01:11:42,500 --> 01:11:44,957 I can't believe we go all the way there 1053 01:11:44,958 --> 01:11:47,457 and they're just watching the ball drop. 1054 01:11:47,458 --> 01:11:49,041 It's the same fucking thing. 1055 01:11:51,208 --> 01:11:52,500 So disappointing. 1056 01:11:54,083 --> 01:11:55,791 At least we got to drink for free. 1057 01:12:03,333 --> 01:12:05,000 You never told me what she's saying. 1058 01:12:07,875 --> 01:12:08,875 Uh. 1059 01:12:11,458 --> 01:12:12,833 It's about a breakup. 1060 01:12:16,666 --> 01:12:17,666 OK. 1061 01:12:19,583 --> 01:12:21,458 She's... 1062 01:12:23,375 --> 01:12:27,458 saying that she misses her ex. 1063 01:12:29,333 --> 01:12:30,875 And... 1064 01:12:32,458 --> 01:12:36,708 She wishes she could touch her... 1065 01:12:37,708 --> 01:12:39,333 again and, 1066 01:12:41,750 --> 01:12:43,125 do it again. 1067 01:12:45,625 --> 01:12:47,040 You're fucking with me. 1068 01:12:47,041 --> 01:12:48,416 No, I'm not. 1069 01:12:49,541 --> 01:12:50,708 I swear. 1070 01:13:14,458 --> 01:13:15,624 Stop. 1071 01:13:15,625 --> 01:13:18,249 Whoa. 1072 01:13:18,250 --> 01:13:19,666 Sorry. 1073 01:13:21,125 --> 01:13:22,250 I can't. 1074 01:13:23,458 --> 01:13:24,500 Why not? 1075 01:13:30,583 --> 01:13:32,125 You already fucked me up enough. 1076 01:13:34,625 --> 01:13:37,874 It's a two-way street, you know? 1077 01:13:37,875 --> 01:13:39,250 Yeah, I know. 1078 01:13:42,166 --> 01:13:44,750 But I didn't come back here for you. 1079 01:13:47,875 --> 01:13:48,833 So... 1080 01:13:48,834 --> 01:13:50,000 So then... 1081 01:13:52,583 --> 01:13:54,832 why did we fuck last night? 1082 01:13:54,833 --> 01:13:56,208 I don't know. 1083 01:13:58,208 --> 01:14:00,915 I haven't seen you in a while. 1084 01:14:00,916 --> 01:14:03,124 I was fucked up. 1085 01:14:03,125 --> 01:14:04,791 And confused. 1086 01:14:07,500 --> 01:14:08,958 You didn't like it? 1087 01:14:13,250 --> 01:14:14,250 Yeah. 1088 01:14:15,375 --> 01:14:16,750 Yeah, I did. 1089 01:14:18,333 --> 01:14:20,499 - So did I. - Don't... 1090 01:14:20,500 --> 01:14:24,082 It was fucking complicated before. 1091 01:14:24,083 --> 01:14:27,040 And you've made it more complicated. 1092 01:14:27,041 --> 01:14:29,790 What does that even mean? 1093 01:14:29,791 --> 01:14:34,499 Do you think I wasn't trans when we were together? 1094 01:14:34,500 --> 01:14:36,125 I'm just saying it's a lot. 1095 01:14:37,916 --> 01:14:40,874 And you're always a lot. OK, all right. 1096 01:14:40,875 --> 01:14:44,666 I can finally be myself with you, now. 1097 01:14:46,541 --> 01:14:48,333 That's gonna help a lot. 1098 01:14:49,625 --> 01:14:50,875 This isn't gonna work. 1099 01:14:54,291 --> 01:14:56,375 You're just afraid of loving a trans guy. 1100 01:14:58,958 --> 01:15:00,083 What? 1101 01:15:01,083 --> 01:15:02,665 Yeah. 1102 01:15:02,666 --> 01:15:04,416 Listen to yourself. 1103 01:15:07,375 --> 01:15:09,207 You know what I think this is about? 1104 01:15:09,208 --> 01:15:10,624 - What? - Yeah. 1105 01:15:10,625 --> 01:15:13,374 I think this is another one of your whims. 1106 01:15:13,375 --> 01:15:15,915 Yeah, you wanna see if you can fuck me up as a man, 1107 01:15:15,916 --> 01:15:17,749 the same way you fucked me up as a woman. 1108 01:15:17,750 --> 01:15:19,374 Fuck you, John. 1109 01:15:19,375 --> 01:15:21,249 You have no idea what you're fucking talking about. 1110 01:15:21,250 --> 01:15:23,290 What, you're telling me all your feelings are real now? 1111 01:15:23,291 --> 01:15:25,374 That now we can actually make it work? 1112 01:15:25,375 --> 01:15:27,207 Like you're not gonna run off a week later 1113 01:15:27,208 --> 01:15:28,790 and change your mind, I don't think so. I don't... 1114 01:15:28,791 --> 01:15:29,915 Do you think that it was easy. 1115 01:15:29,916 --> 01:15:31,790 - I don't believe it. - Do you think it was easy 1116 01:15:31,791 --> 01:15:33,665 for me to be a girlfriend for you? 1117 01:15:33,666 --> 01:15:37,124 Right, 'cause that's what our relationship was. 1118 01:15:37,125 --> 01:15:39,832 Me forcing you to do things. I am not saying that. 1119 01:15:39,833 --> 01:15:42,165 I am just saying that it was hard for me. 1120 01:15:42,166 --> 01:15:43,415 Have you thought about that? 1121 01:15:43,416 --> 01:15:44,958 You're so self-centered. 1122 01:15:46,750 --> 01:15:49,915 Do you even care about how I feel? 1123 01:15:49,916 --> 01:15:52,249 What I'm going through right now? 1124 01:15:52,250 --> 01:15:53,250 Of course I do. 1125 01:15:53,251 --> 01:15:56,541 Then why am I the bad guy all the time? 1126 01:15:58,708 --> 01:15:59,957 You hurt me. 1127 01:15:59,958 --> 01:16:01,790 Okay, I'm sorry. 1128 01:16:01,791 --> 01:16:03,833 I am sorry. Bullshit. 1129 01:16:07,291 --> 01:16:09,499 What do you want, Feña? 1130 01:16:09,500 --> 01:16:10,874 I... 1131 01:16:10,875 --> 01:16:11,999 What are you doing here? 1132 01:16:12,000 --> 01:16:13,000 I don't even know. 1133 01:16:13,001 --> 01:16:17,040 I'm... I'm just trying to communicate to you 1134 01:16:17,041 --> 01:16:21,374 that everything informs everything else, OK? 1135 01:16:21,375 --> 01:16:23,415 Well, I'm so glad you're so fucking free 1136 01:16:23,416 --> 01:16:27,165 and can feel the deep connections in the universe. 1137 01:16:27,166 --> 01:16:28,999 All right, great, yeah cool. 1138 01:16:29,000 --> 01:16:30,957 You know what? People don't hate you 'cause you're trans, 1139 01:16:30,958 --> 01:16:32,758 they hate you 'cause you're a fucking asshole. 1140 01:16:45,916 --> 01:16:46,916 OK. 1141 01:16:50,916 --> 01:16:54,207 I didn't know that you hated me. 1142 01:16:54,208 --> 01:16:56,500 Thank you for the car, by the way. 1143 01:16:59,125 --> 01:17:00,125 Hey. 1144 01:17:12,666 --> 01:17:13,666 Fuck. 1145 01:17:17,541 --> 01:17:19,000 God. 1146 01:17:36,500 --> 01:17:37,500 Fuck, man. 1147 01:19:12,750 --> 01:19:17,499 What's wrong? You scared me. 1148 01:19:17,500 --> 01:19:19,291 Alright. Just go back to sleep, OK? 1149 01:19:23,041 --> 01:19:24,333 Are you crying? 1150 01:19:26,083 --> 01:19:28,457 No, it's raining... 1151 01:19:28,458 --> 01:19:29,957 I just, I needed some dry clothes, 1152 01:19:29,958 --> 01:19:31,583 I'm sorry for waking you. 1153 01:19:34,083 --> 01:19:36,416 You smell like cigarettes... Are you smoking? 1154 01:19:37,625 --> 01:19:39,708 No, my friend was smoking. 1155 01:19:42,083 --> 01:19:43,708 The friend that made you cry? 1156 01:19:45,083 --> 01:19:46,582 No. 1157 01:19:46,583 --> 01:19:49,082 Hey, look, that motherfucker... 1158 01:19:49,083 --> 01:19:51,707 I'm gonna kick his ass tomorrow. 1159 01:19:51,708 --> 01:19:54,500 I'm gonna break his face. 1160 01:19:54,625 --> 01:19:57,791 No! He can't mess with us, no? 1161 01:19:58,500 --> 01:20:00,082 No, Papá. 1162 01:20:00,083 --> 01:20:02,290 Look, he knows we're Latinos... 1163 01:20:02,291 --> 01:20:05,165 Huh? We're dangerous people. 1164 01:20:05,166 --> 01:20:07,290 We're dangerous people. 1165 01:20:07,291 --> 01:20:08,833 We're "animales." 1166 01:20:13,250 --> 01:20:15,208 Thanks, Dad, but it's okay. 1167 01:20:17,083 --> 01:20:18,625 Good night. 1168 01:20:19,875 --> 01:20:21,207 Go back to sleep okay? 1169 01:20:21,208 --> 01:20:22,290 Hey. 1170 01:20:22,291 --> 01:20:24,207 What? 1171 01:20:24,208 --> 01:20:26,040 Sit with me. 1172 01:20:26,041 --> 01:20:27,582 I'm soaking wet. 1173 01:20:27,583 --> 01:20:29,416 No, it doesn't matter... Come. 1174 01:20:46,583 --> 01:20:51,165 Do you remember when you were a little girl, 1175 01:20:51,166 --> 01:20:54,625 what you used to do when it rained at night? 1176 01:20:56,000 --> 01:20:57,125 No? 1177 01:20:58,916 --> 01:21:02,333 The rain would wake you up. 1178 01:21:03,083 --> 01:21:07,582 Then you'd quietly sneak into our room 1179 01:21:07,583 --> 01:21:09,790 so that you wouldn't wake up your mom. 1180 01:21:09,791 --> 01:21:12,374 And you'd wake me up. 1181 01:21:12,375 --> 01:21:17,375 And you'd say "Papa, let's go to the roof." 1182 01:21:19,791 --> 01:21:24,791 So, I'd wake up. I'd put on my shoes and we would go upstairs. 1183 01:21:28,000 --> 01:21:31,083 We'd stand by the door, 1184 01:21:32,750 --> 01:21:34,833 looking at the rain... 1185 01:21:38,875 --> 01:21:41,040 We'd listen to the rain. 1186 01:21:41,041 --> 01:21:43,125 The two of us. 1187 01:21:46,416 --> 01:21:49,458 Then you'd start to fall asleep, 1188 01:21:50,416 --> 01:21:55,416 I'd carry you in my arms back to your room 1189 01:21:58,583 --> 01:22:01,041 and you were such a small little thing... 1190 01:22:03,791 --> 01:22:05,541 So beautiful. 1191 01:22:07,625 --> 01:22:10,416 You were so tiny. 1192 01:22:11,958 --> 01:22:13,958 Forgive me. 1193 01:22:16,625 --> 01:22:20,708 For having left you alone all this time. 1194 01:22:26,083 --> 01:22:27,000 It doesn't matter. 1195 01:22:27,001 --> 01:22:28,833 It does matter. 1196 01:22:32,625 --> 01:22:34,625 Because I love you so much. 1197 01:22:36,541 --> 01:22:38,707 I love you so much. 1198 01:22:38,708 --> 01:22:39,875 I do too. 1199 01:23:11,500 --> 01:23:13,875 My guy.