1 00:00:02,306 --> 00:00:04,395 [ BEETHOVEN'S "ODE TO JOY" PLAYS ] 2 00:00:04,439 --> 00:00:08,051 [ HUMMING ] 3 00:00:08,095 --> 00:00:11,402 INTERESTING TIDBIT ABOUT BEETHOVEN -- 4 00:00:11,446 --> 00:00:13,317 YOU KNOW, HIS HEARING LOSS MIGHT'VE BEEN CAUSED 5 00:00:13,361 --> 00:00:15,232 BY HABITUALLY IMMERSING HIS HEAD IN COLD WATER 6 00:00:15,276 --> 00:00:16,451 TO STAY AWAKE. 7 00:00:16,494 --> 00:00:18,148 YES, DOCTOR, YOU'VE MENTIONED THAT. 8 00:00:18,192 --> 00:00:19,236 I HAVE? 9 00:00:19,280 --> 00:00:20,933 Charlie: DéJà VU. 10 00:00:20,977 --> 00:00:23,284 FRENCH PSYCHIC EÉMILE BOIRAC COINED THE TERM. 11 00:00:23,327 --> 00:00:24,894 MEANS "ALREADY SEEN," 12 00:00:24,937 --> 00:00:27,157 A FEELING OF HAVING ALREADY EXPERIENCED 13 00:00:27,201 --> 00:00:28,985 THE PRESENT SITUATION. 14 00:00:29,029 --> 00:00:31,422 SCIENCE CONSIDERS THIS A TRICK OF MEMORY, NOTHING ELSE. 15 00:00:31,466 --> 00:00:33,207 PERFORATOR. 16 00:00:33,250 --> 00:00:35,078 BUT ONE THING I'VE LEARNED? 17 00:00:35,122 --> 00:00:37,994 THERE'S A LOT THAT SCIENCE CAN'T EXPLAIN. 18 00:00:38,038 --> 00:00:39,169 [ PERFORATOR WHIRS ] 19 00:00:39,213 --> 00:00:41,563 TURN UP THE MUSIC. 20 00:00:41,606 --> 00:00:43,869 [ MUSIC INTENSIFIES, PERFORATOR WHIRRING ] 21 00:00:48,439 --> 00:00:50,180 "GOD COUNTS THE TEARS OF WOMEN." 22 00:00:50,224 --> 00:00:52,443 I SAY WE START COUNTING THEM OURSELVES 23 00:00:52,487 --> 00:00:54,750 BY MAKING WOMEN'S HEALTH A TOP PRIORITY 24 00:00:54,793 --> 00:00:56,099 RIGHT HERE AT HOPE ZION. 25 00:00:56,143 --> 00:00:57,448 THANK YOU. 26 00:00:57,492 --> 00:01:00,408 THANK YOU,DR. REID. 27 00:01:00,451 --> 00:01:01,713 Man: GREAT JOB. 28 00:01:01,757 --> 00:01:02,714 ALEX, CAN I HAVE A WORD? 29 00:01:02,758 --> 00:01:03,889 OF COURSE. 30 00:01:03,933 --> 00:01:06,805 WELL-RESEARCHED, ARTICULATE. 31 00:01:06,849 --> 00:01:08,503 I DON'T KNOW HOW HE IS YET. 32 00:01:08,546 --> 00:01:11,288 THE PROCEDURE JUST STARTED, BUT I'LL LET YOU KNOW. 33 00:01:11,332 --> 00:01:12,637 I'M THAT TRANSPARENT. 34 00:01:12,681 --> 00:01:13,725 KIND OF. 35 00:01:13,769 --> 00:01:15,118 YOU DID GREAT IN THERE. 36 00:01:15,162 --> 00:01:17,120 YOU DID NOT NEED TO PITCH TODAY. 37 00:01:17,164 --> 00:01:20,428 I KNOW, BUT LIKE I SAID, I WAS HAPPY FOR THE DISTRACTION. 38 00:01:20,471 --> 00:01:22,821 HE'S IN GOOD HANDS. 39 00:01:22,865 --> 00:01:24,171 THE BEST. 40 00:01:24,214 --> 00:01:26,260 COURAGE, RIGHT? 41 00:01:30,438 --> 00:01:32,266 CASSIE, YOUR HEART'S UPSIDE-DOWN. 42 00:01:32,309 --> 00:01:33,702 SORRY? 43 00:01:33,745 --> 00:01:35,007 OH. THANKS. 44 00:01:35,051 --> 00:01:36,052 [ CHUCKLES ] DON'T MENTION IT. 45 00:01:36,096 --> 00:01:37,923 DR. REID? MM-HMM? 46 00:01:37,967 --> 00:01:39,490 HOW'S DR. HARRIS? 47 00:01:39,534 --> 00:01:41,101 UH, THEY JUST BROUGHT HIM IN. 48 00:01:41,144 --> 00:01:42,667 THE TUMOR'S SMALL AND BENIGN, 49 00:01:42,711 --> 00:01:44,408 SO NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT, RIGHT? 50 00:01:44,452 --> 00:01:45,757 YEAH. 51 00:01:45,801 --> 00:01:47,019 EXCEPT MAYBE YOUR OWN PATIENTS. 52 00:01:47,063 --> 00:01:48,412 HUH?OH. 53 00:01:52,547 --> 00:01:54,549 THIS IN-BETWEEN PLACE -- 54 00:01:54,592 --> 00:01:56,986 SOME PEOPLE CALL IT PURGATORY, 55 00:01:57,029 --> 00:01:59,249 WHERE YOU GO TO BE CLEANSED, 56 00:01:59,293 --> 00:02:03,166 MAKE YOU WORTHY OF ENTERING HEAVEN. 57 00:02:03,210 --> 00:02:05,342 AND THE ATHEISTS, 58 00:02:05,386 --> 00:02:11,218 WELL, I DON'T REALLY BUY WHAT THEY'RE SELLING ANYMORE. 59 00:02:11,261 --> 00:02:13,524 THAT'S ANOTHER THING I'VE LEARNED. 60 00:02:13,568 --> 00:02:18,747 IN OUR MOMENT OF RECKONING, EVERYBODY WORSHIPS SOMETHING. 61 00:02:18,790 --> 00:02:24,144 GOD, MONEY, BEAUTY. 62 00:02:24,187 --> 00:02:26,450 I WORSHIP YOU, ALEX. 63 00:02:26,494 --> 00:02:31,760 AND NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, I WILL FIND MY WAY BACK TO YOU. 64 00:02:31,803 --> 00:02:34,850 --Captions by VITAC-- 65 00:02:41,987 --> 00:02:46,035 [ INTERCOM CHATTER ] 66 00:02:46,078 --> 00:02:48,429 REAL-ESTATE LISTINGS -- VANCOUVER? 67 00:02:48,472 --> 00:02:49,908 YEAH. 68 00:02:49,952 --> 00:02:51,736 THAT'S WHERE MY EX IS MOVING WITH OUR BOYS. 69 00:02:51,780 --> 00:02:53,085 YOU OKAY WITH THAT? 70 00:02:53,129 --> 00:02:54,348 NOPE. 71 00:02:54,391 --> 00:02:55,610 BUT MESSY CUSTODY BATTLE. 72 00:02:55,653 --> 00:02:57,220 NOBODY WANTS THAT, ESPECIALLY ME. 73 00:02:57,264 --> 00:02:59,222 SO YOU THOUGHT YOU'D JUST MOVE OUT THERE, 74 00:02:59,266 --> 00:03:00,745 CRAMP HER STYLE INSTEAD, HUH? 75 00:03:00,789 --> 00:03:02,747 CONSIDERING IT. I DON'T KNOW. 76 00:03:02,791 --> 00:03:06,229 LOOK, HOLIDAYS, WEEKENDS -- THAT'S WHAT MY OLD MAN DID. 77 00:03:06,273 --> 00:03:07,839 LOOK AT ME. SUPERSTAR. 78 00:03:09,885 --> 00:03:12,583 I DON'T KNOW. CHANGE OF PACE. 79 00:03:12,627 --> 00:03:14,194 MAYBE I NEED SOMETHING NEW. 80 00:03:14,237 --> 00:03:16,239 MAN, YOU'RE FULL OF SURPRISES THIS MORNING, DR. MILLER. 81 00:03:16,283 --> 00:03:17,588 Dawn: ALL RIGHT, THANK YOU. 82 00:03:17,632 --> 00:03:19,111 GET ON IT. 83 00:03:19,155 --> 00:03:21,897 I AM DEFINITELY FULL OF SOMETHING, JACKSON. 84 00:03:21,940 --> 00:03:23,246 HEADS UP! 85 00:03:23,290 --> 00:03:25,770 Maggie: WHAT DO WE GOT? 86 00:03:25,814 --> 00:03:27,294 DESHAWN LEWIS -- 16. 87 00:03:27,337 --> 00:03:28,947 PART OF A TALENT SHOWCASE DOWN AT THE WATERFRONT. 88 00:03:28,991 --> 00:03:30,645 HE COMPLAINED OF SHORTNESS OF BREATH 89 00:03:30,688 --> 00:03:32,386 BEFORE HE COLLAPSED DURING REHEARSAL. 90 00:03:32,429 --> 00:03:33,778 HI, DESHAWN. I'M DR. LIN. 91 00:03:33,822 --> 00:03:34,910 LET'S TAKE A LOOK HERE. 92 00:03:34,953 --> 00:03:35,911 [ STRAINED BREATHING ] 93 00:03:35,954 --> 00:03:38,130 MY MOM... SHE'S IN HALIFAX. 94 00:03:38,174 --> 00:03:39,915 WE'LL CONTACT HER RIGHT AWAY. 95 00:03:39,958 --> 00:03:41,917 SHE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW I'M IN TORONTO. 96 00:03:41,960 --> 00:03:43,223 WHAT DO WE GOT? 97 00:03:43,266 --> 00:03:45,225 TAKE A LISTEN TO THIS, PLEASE? 98 00:03:45,268 --> 00:03:47,052 -YEP. -THIS IS DESHAWN. 99 00:03:47,096 --> 00:03:48,967 SHE THINKS I'M CRASHING AT A FRIEND'S HOUSE FOR THE WEEKEND. 100 00:03:49,011 --> 00:03:50,621 [ STRAINED BREATHING ] 101 00:03:50,665 --> 00:03:52,797 THAT DOESN'T SOUND GOOD. PAGE DAWN. 102 00:03:52,841 --> 00:03:55,104 GREAT. THE PERSON I JUST BOMBED MY PITCH IN FRONT OF. 103 00:03:55,147 --> 00:03:57,237 YES, I HEARD. I WAS LOOKING FOR YOU. 104 00:03:58,499 --> 00:03:59,630 I'M NOT FEELING SO GOOD. 105 00:03:59,674 --> 00:04:01,371 DESHAWN? 106 00:04:01,415 --> 00:04:02,590 [ HEART MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY ]DESHAWN? 107 00:04:02,633 --> 00:04:03,982 HE'S SEIZING. 108 00:04:04,026 --> 00:04:05,593 I NEED TWO MILLIGRAMS OF LORAZEPAM, 109 00:04:05,636 --> 00:04:06,550 AND GET ME SOME PHENYTOIN IN CASE HE'S NOT RESPONDING! 110 00:04:06,594 --> 00:04:08,204 LET'S GO! 111 00:04:08,248 --> 00:04:09,684 [ GRUNTING ] 112 00:04:09,727 --> 00:04:11,816 WELL, MRS. DONALDSON, I'M HAPPY TO ANNOUNCE 113 00:04:11,860 --> 00:04:14,123 THAT YOU HAVE THE HEART OF A MUCH YOUNGER WOMAN. 114 00:04:14,166 --> 00:04:15,603 GREAT. 115 00:04:15,646 --> 00:04:18,127 NOW IF ONLY THESE FUN BAGS DIDN'T SAG SO MUCH. 116 00:04:18,170 --> 00:04:19,998 OH. RIGHT, THEN. 117 00:04:20,042 --> 00:04:21,478 HI. 118 00:04:21,522 --> 00:04:23,306 I'M DR. WILLIAMS. COME HAVE A SEAT. 119 00:04:23,350 --> 00:04:25,352 I'M ACTUALLY LOOKING FOR DR. JEREMY BISHOP. 120 00:04:25,395 --> 00:04:26,831 OH. ARE YOU A PATIENT OF HIS? 121 00:04:26,875 --> 00:04:27,963 NO. 122 00:04:28,006 --> 00:04:29,617 I'M AN OLD COLLEAGUE OF HIS. 123 00:04:29,660 --> 00:04:30,792 NATASHA SCOTT. 124 00:04:30,835 --> 00:04:32,359 KNOW WHERE I MIGHT FIND HIM? 125 00:04:32,402 --> 00:04:34,274 WELL, WE WERE JUST UP IN HIS OFFICE, 126 00:04:34,317 --> 00:04:36,754 SO, UM, I'M GUESSING ON HIS WAY TO SURGERY BY NOW. 127 00:04:36,798 --> 00:04:39,191 WHAT WERE YOU DOING IN HIS OFFICE? 128 00:04:39,235 --> 00:04:41,281 OH, I'M SORRY? 129 00:04:41,324 --> 00:04:43,761 ERYTHEMA. YOU'RE BLUSHING. 130 00:04:43,805 --> 00:04:46,198 I'M, UH [CHUCKLES] 131 00:04:46,242 --> 00:04:48,331 YOU KNOW WHAT? 132 00:04:48,375 --> 00:04:51,291 I WILLTAKE THAT CHECKUP AFTER ALL. 133 00:04:51,334 --> 00:04:55,338 I MEAN, IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I'VE BEEN TO MY OWN DOCTOR. 134 00:04:55,382 --> 00:04:56,687 WHO HAS THE TIME? 135 00:04:56,731 --> 00:04:58,950 BEING PAGED TO ASSIST IN THE O.R. 136 00:04:58,994 --> 00:05:01,170 LUCKY YOU. 137 00:05:01,213 --> 00:05:03,999 YOU DON'T HAVE TO TAKE YOUR SHIRT OFF. 138 00:05:04,042 --> 00:05:05,783 NO, OF COURSE NOT. 139 00:05:05,827 --> 00:05:07,785 [ BEETHOVEN'S "FUR ELISE" PLAYS ] 140 00:05:07,829 --> 00:05:11,789 ALL OUR BRAINS ARE UNIQUE, 141 00:05:11,833 --> 00:05:16,228 BUT SOMEHOW, CHARLIE'S... IT'S MORE UNIQUE. 142 00:05:16,272 --> 00:05:18,361 THANK YOU, SHAHIR. 143 00:05:18,405 --> 00:05:19,841 I THINK. 144 00:05:21,103 --> 00:05:23,323 AND THERE IT IS. 145 00:05:23,366 --> 00:05:25,412 OKAY. PENFIELD 146 00:05:27,239 --> 00:05:30,068 LET'S TAKE A LOOK AT THE MEDIAL SITE. 147 00:05:30,112 --> 00:05:32,941 YES, LET'S DO THAT, SHALL WE? 148 00:05:32,984 --> 00:05:34,334 FORCEPS. 149 00:05:39,077 --> 00:05:40,122 [ MONITOR BEEPS ] 150 00:05:40,165 --> 00:05:41,471 DAMN IT. 151 00:05:41,515 --> 00:05:43,473 DR. HAMZA? 152 00:05:43,517 --> 00:05:45,910 IT'S CONNECTED TO THE TRANSVERSE AND SAGITTAL SINUSES. 153 00:05:45,954 --> 00:05:47,956 AND WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? 154 00:05:47,999 --> 00:05:49,261 IT MEANS IT'S FAR MORE AGGRESSIVE 155 00:05:49,305 --> 00:05:50,567 THAN IT PRESENTED IN THE IMAGING. 156 00:05:50,611 --> 00:05:51,873 IT MEANS IT'S FAR MORE AGGRESSIVE 157 00:05:51,916 --> 00:05:53,178 THAN IT PRESENTED IN THE IMAGING. 158 00:05:53,222 --> 00:05:54,528 RIGHT. 159 00:05:54,571 --> 00:05:56,878 THIS TUMOR ISN'T BENIGN. 160 00:05:56,921 --> 00:05:58,401 SO YOU'RE SAYING IT'S CANCER? 161 00:05:58,445 --> 00:06:02,362 PAGE DR. REID RIGHT NOW. 162 00:06:04,842 --> 00:06:07,410 AND THIS IS HOW IT HAPPENS. 163 00:06:07,454 --> 00:06:12,415 IN AN INSTANT, EVERYTHING YOU THINK YOU KNOW CHANGES. 164 00:06:12,459 --> 00:06:15,462 THE GROUND SHIFTS, THEN GIVES WAY, 165 00:06:15,505 --> 00:06:17,768 AND SUDDENLY YOU'RE FALLING, 166 00:06:17,812 --> 00:06:22,382 HOPING TO GOD THERE'S SOMEONE THERE TO CATCH YOU. 167 00:06:29,389 --> 00:06:31,434 THERE WEREN'T SUPPOSED TO BE ANY SURPRISES. 168 00:06:31,478 --> 00:06:33,044 I KNOW. 169 00:06:33,088 --> 00:06:34,872 BUT BASED ON THE SIZE OF THE TUMOR 170 00:06:34,916 --> 00:06:37,353 AND HOW AGGRESSIVELY IT'S INVADING THE SINUSES... 171 00:06:37,397 --> 00:06:39,573 YOU THINK IT'S CANCER. 172 00:06:39,616 --> 00:06:41,662 I'VE SENT A SAMPLE UP TO PATHOLOGY. 173 00:06:41,705 --> 00:06:44,360 SHAHIR. 174 00:06:44,404 --> 00:06:45,840 YES. 175 00:06:45,883 --> 00:06:47,929 YES. 176 00:06:47,972 --> 00:06:49,452 I THINK THERE'S A VERY GOOD CHANCE 177 00:06:49,496 --> 00:06:50,758 THE TUMOR COULD BE MALIGNANT. 178 00:06:50,801 --> 00:06:51,802 SO CUT IT OUT. 179 00:06:51,846 --> 00:06:52,760 I WISH IT WERE THAT SIMPLE. 180 00:06:52,803 --> 00:06:54,065 [ SIGHS ] 181 00:06:54,109 --> 00:06:55,589 IT IS, ACTUALLY. 182 00:06:55,632 --> 00:06:57,286 YOU'RE A NEUROSURGEON. 183 00:06:57,329 --> 00:06:59,984 ALEX -- ALEX, IF I CUT ANY CLOSER, 184 00:07:00,028 --> 00:07:01,551 IT COULD CAUSE MASSIVE BLEEDING. 185 00:07:03,640 --> 00:07:05,120 SO WHAT ARE THE OPTIONS? 186 00:07:05,163 --> 00:07:07,339 WE DISSECT AROUND THE LATERAL AND SUPERIOR MARGINS. 187 00:07:07,383 --> 00:07:08,950 AND LEAVE THE TUMOR IN HIM. 188 00:07:08,993 --> 00:07:10,517 MAKE A GO FOR RADIATION. 189 00:07:10,560 --> 00:07:13,476 IT'LL SLOW DOWN THE GROWTH, BUY HIM MORE TIME. 190 00:07:13,520 --> 00:07:14,695 HOW LONG? 191 00:07:14,738 --> 00:07:17,437 A YEAR. MAYBE MORE. 192 00:07:20,918 --> 00:07:23,181 BUT THERE ISA WAY TO GET IT ALL. 193 00:07:23,225 --> 00:07:26,184 YES, BUT HE COULD SUFFER A MAJOR BLEED. 194 00:07:26,228 --> 00:07:29,013 THE CHANCE OF LOSING HIM ON THE TABLE, ALEX, IT'S -- 195 00:07:29,057 --> 00:07:30,406 WHAT DO -- WHAT DO WE DO? 196 00:07:30,450 --> 00:07:32,364 THIS IS YOUR CALL. 197 00:07:32,408 --> 00:07:34,410 I'M GONNA NEED SOME TIME. 198 00:07:34,454 --> 00:07:36,934 WELL, I CAN KEEP HIM STABLE, 199 00:07:36,978 --> 00:07:39,197 BUT EVERY MINUTE HE'S ON THE TABLE -- 200 00:07:39,241 --> 00:07:40,634 I KNOW THE RISKS, SHAHIR. 201 00:07:40,677 --> 00:07:42,244 20 MINUTES TOPS. 202 00:07:42,287 --> 00:07:45,813 BUT AFTER THAT, I'LL NEED A DECISION. 203 00:07:47,989 --> 00:07:49,556 OKAY. 204 00:07:49,599 --> 00:07:51,340 YOU'LL HAVE ONE. 205 00:08:04,005 --> 00:08:05,136 [ SIGHS ] 206 00:08:05,180 --> 00:08:07,922 CHARLIE. 207 00:08:07,965 --> 00:08:10,838 ALEX. 208 00:08:10,881 --> 00:08:13,144 I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. 209 00:08:29,770 --> 00:08:32,990 I'VE HELPED A LOT OF PEOPLE IN THESE HALLS -- 210 00:08:33,034 --> 00:08:37,255 KIDS, NUNS, EVEN CON MEN -- 211 00:08:37,299 --> 00:08:40,476 GUIDED THEM ALL TO THE OTHER SIDE. 212 00:08:42,652 --> 00:08:46,351 BUT WHAT'S OVER THERE, 213 00:08:46,395 --> 00:08:49,659 I HAVE NO INTENTION OF FINDING OUT. 214 00:09:00,931 --> 00:09:03,064 ♪ THE WAY YOU PULL MY HAIR♪ 215 00:09:03,107 --> 00:09:06,110 APPARENTLY OUR LITTLE ROMEO IS QUITE THE YouTube SENSATION. 216 00:09:06,154 --> 00:09:08,591 HE HAS ALMOST HALF A MILLION VIEWS. 217 00:09:08,635 --> 00:09:10,506 KID DOES HAVE A GREAT VOICE. 218 00:09:10,550 --> 00:09:13,117 YEP, AND HE'S AS CUTE AS A BUTTON. 219 00:09:13,161 --> 00:09:14,597 THEY USUALLY ARE. 220 00:09:16,686 --> 00:09:18,166 HELLO, DESHAWN. I'M DR. BELL. 221 00:09:18,209 --> 00:09:19,341 WE MANAGED TO GET YOUR SEIZURE UNDER CONTROL 222 00:09:19,384 --> 00:09:20,647 WITH THE LORAZEPAM. 223 00:09:20,690 --> 00:09:22,736 I'M GOING TO GIVE YOU AN ULTRASOUND, 224 00:09:22,779 --> 00:09:25,042 SO I'M GONNA NEED YOU TO LIFT YOUR SHIRT. 225 00:09:25,086 --> 00:09:26,740 I AM A HEART SPECIALIST. 226 00:09:26,783 --> 00:09:28,176 ME TOO. 227 00:09:28,219 --> 00:09:31,483 I'M SURE YOU'RE AWARE OF THE SMALL ARMY OF GIRLS 228 00:09:31,527 --> 00:09:33,311 THAT'S OUT THERE WAITING FOR YOU. 229 00:09:33,355 --> 00:09:34,878 AH, YOU SOUND LIKE MY MOM. 230 00:09:34,922 --> 00:09:37,620 SHE SAYS ALL THE ATTENTION WILL MAKE MY HEAD BIG. 231 00:09:37,664 --> 00:09:39,404 SPEAKING OF YOUR MOM... 232 00:09:39,448 --> 00:09:41,189 WHAT DID SHE SAY WHEN YOU TOLD HER I WAS HERE? 233 00:09:41,232 --> 00:09:42,582 WELL, SHE'S OBVIOUSLY CONCERNED, 234 00:09:42,625 --> 00:09:44,148 AND SHE'S JUMPING ON THE FIRST PLANE OUT. 235 00:09:44,192 --> 00:09:46,629 GREAT. [ EXHALES ] SO... 236 00:09:46,673 --> 00:09:49,893 IF WHATEVER THIS IS DOESN'T KILL ME [CHUCKLES] 237 00:09:49,937 --> 00:09:51,678 WELL, SHE'S GOING TO. 238 00:09:51,721 --> 00:09:53,027 OKAY, THIS MIGHT BE A LITTLE BIT COLD. 239 00:09:55,856 --> 00:09:59,076 SO, I TAKE IT YOUR MOM'S NOT TOO IMPRESSED WITH YOUR MUSIC? 240 00:09:59,120 --> 00:10:02,863 [ CHUCKLES ] THAT'S AN UNDERSTATEMENT. 241 00:10:02,906 --> 00:10:05,387 SHE'S NEVER EVEN SEEN ME PERFORM. 242 00:10:09,391 --> 00:10:10,566 MM-HMM. 243 00:10:10,610 --> 00:10:12,046 WHAT'S GOING ON? 244 00:10:12,089 --> 00:10:13,743 OKAY, WELL, I THINK I KNOW WHY YOU COLLAPSED. 245 00:10:13,787 --> 00:10:15,527 YOU HAVE A HOLE IN YOUR HEART. 246 00:10:15,571 --> 00:10:16,441 A HOLE? 247 00:10:16,485 --> 00:10:18,182 CAN -- CAN YOU FIX IT? 248 00:10:18,226 --> 00:10:19,183 ABSOLUTELY. 249 00:10:19,227 --> 00:10:21,664 WHAT ABOUT THE SHOWCASE? 250 00:10:21,708 --> 00:10:23,100 I CAN STILL PERFORM TOMORROW, RIGHT? 251 00:10:23,144 --> 00:10:24,928 FIXING THIS IS MORE IMPORTANT RIGHT NOW, 252 00:10:24,972 --> 00:10:27,409 AND I'M SURE THAT YOUR MOM WILL AGREE WHEN SHE GETS HERE. 253 00:10:27,452 --> 00:10:29,541 [ SIGHS ] OH, MAN, THIS SUCKS. 254 00:10:29,585 --> 00:10:32,501 IT DOES. DR. LIN, BOOK AN O.R. 255 00:10:34,590 --> 00:10:36,418 OH, DR. BELL. 256 00:10:36,461 --> 00:10:38,638 COULDN'T WE JUST PUT HIM ON CLOPIDOGREL OR WARFARIN? 257 00:10:38,681 --> 00:10:40,640 AT LEAST THEN HE COULD PERFORM TOMORROW NIGHT. 258 00:10:40,683 --> 00:10:42,685 NO. THE RISKS ARE TOO CONSIDERABLE. 259 00:10:42,729 --> 00:10:43,991 WE NEED TO OPERATE. 260 00:10:44,034 --> 00:10:46,254 SOMETIMES WE DON'T GET WHAT WE WANT, DR. LIN. 261 00:10:46,297 --> 00:10:47,777 NO MATTER HOW MUCH IT HURTS. 262 00:10:52,608 --> 00:10:54,218 [ KEYS CLACKING ] 263 00:10:57,526 --> 00:10:59,615 ALEX. 264 00:10:59,659 --> 00:11:01,095 I HEARD. 265 00:11:01,138 --> 00:11:02,749 I'M TRYING TO FIND CASE STUDIES 266 00:11:02,792 --> 00:11:04,664 WITH A TUMOR IN A SIMILAR POSITION. 267 00:11:04,707 --> 00:11:06,317 HOW'S IT GOING? 268 00:11:07,754 --> 00:11:09,973 NOT GOOD. [ SIGHS ] 269 00:11:10,017 --> 00:11:11,671 I CAN'T [SIGHS] 270 00:11:11,714 --> 00:11:13,194 IT'S OKAY. 271 00:11:13,237 --> 00:11:14,717 IT'S OKAY. 272 00:11:14,761 --> 00:11:16,110 NO, IT'S NOT. 273 00:11:16,153 --> 00:11:18,503 I...I HAVE AN IMPOSSIBLE DECISION TO MAKE. 274 00:11:18,547 --> 00:11:20,070 I KNOW. 275 00:11:20,114 --> 00:11:22,029 AND USUALLY WHEN I HAVE AN IMPOSSIBLE DECISION, 276 00:11:22,072 --> 00:11:23,204 THE FIRST PERSON THAT I TALK TO ABOUT IT -- 277 00:11:23,247 --> 00:11:24,422 IS CHARLIE. 278 00:11:24,466 --> 00:11:25,772 WELL, YOU'VE KNOWN HIM A LONG TIME. 279 00:11:25,815 --> 00:11:27,251 WHAT DO YOU THINK HE'D WANT ME TO DO? 280 00:11:27,295 --> 00:11:29,993 I THINK, WHEN IT COMES TO CHARLIE, 281 00:11:30,037 --> 00:11:31,473 YOU ALWAYS KNOW WHAT TO DO. 282 00:11:31,516 --> 00:11:32,996 [ SCOFFS ] 283 00:11:35,390 --> 00:11:38,001 WHEN HE WAS IN HIS COMA, I COULD ALWAYS FEEL HIM HERE. 284 00:11:38,045 --> 00:11:39,960 AND AS LONG AS I COULD FEEL HIM HERE, 285 00:11:40,003 --> 00:11:42,658 I KNEW THAT WE HAD TO KEEP FIGHTING TO BRING HIM BACK. 286 00:11:42,702 --> 00:11:43,920 AND NOW? 287 00:11:43,964 --> 00:11:47,358 I CAN FEEL HIM. 288 00:11:47,402 --> 00:11:48,620 [ CHUCKLES ] 289 00:11:48,664 --> 00:11:50,535 DOES THAT MAKE ME SOUND CRAZY? 290 00:11:50,579 --> 00:11:53,713 NO. 291 00:11:53,756 --> 00:11:55,715 JUST IN LOVE. 292 00:11:55,758 --> 00:12:01,068 IF I MAKE THE WRONG DECISION, I COULD KILL HIM. 293 00:12:01,111 --> 00:12:02,722 WHAT SHOULD I DO? 294 00:12:02,765 --> 00:12:06,508 HE'S YOUR GO-TO GUY. I SAY TALK TO HIM. 295 00:12:08,597 --> 00:12:10,381 THANK YOU. 296 00:12:19,869 --> 00:12:21,958 -ISCHEMIC BOWEL. -IN ALL ITS GLORY. 297 00:12:22,002 --> 00:12:24,004 NOW, YOU SEE HOW THE MESENTERY'S ON TENSION THERE? 298 00:12:24,047 --> 00:12:25,614 YEAH. I CAN SEE THE VESSELS CLEARLY. 299 00:12:25,657 --> 00:12:26,920 GREAT. SO WHAT DO I DO NEXT? 300 00:12:26,963 --> 00:12:27,921 SELECT AVASCULAR AREAS. 301 00:12:27,964 --> 00:12:28,965 -HOW MANY? -TWO. 302 00:12:29,009 --> 00:12:30,706 AND THEN? 303 00:12:30,750 --> 00:12:32,316 SAFELY GO THROUGH THE MESENTERY AND CLAMP THE VESSELS. 304 00:12:32,360 --> 00:12:34,971 THAT'S RIGHT. THEN WE ARE IN BUSINESS. 305 00:12:35,015 --> 00:12:36,799 Natasha: CERTAINLY ARE. 306 00:12:37,800 --> 00:12:38,801 NATASHA? 307 00:12:40,455 --> 00:12:41,935 WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU...? 308 00:12:41,978 --> 00:12:43,501 WE NEED TO TALK, JEREMY. 309 00:12:43,545 --> 00:12:48,289 UH, I AM CURRENTLY RESECTING A BOWEL RIGHT NOW. 310 00:12:48,332 --> 00:12:51,205 EVERYONE, THIS IS DR. SCOTT. 311 00:12:51,248 --> 00:12:52,772 SHE IS A VASCULAR SURGEON 312 00:12:52,815 --> 00:12:54,556 VISITING US ALL THE WAY FROM SUNNY CALIFORNIA. 313 00:12:54,599 --> 00:12:55,818 HOW'D YOU GET IN HERE? 314 00:12:55,862 --> 00:12:57,298 IT WAS SURPRISINGLY EASY, ACTUALLY. 315 00:12:57,341 --> 00:12:58,690 I JUST LIFTED A PAIR OF SCRUBS OFF A MEDICAL CART 316 00:12:58,734 --> 00:12:59,996 AND FLASHED MY LANYARD. 317 00:13:00,040 --> 00:13:01,476 DOESN'T YOUR LANYARD SAY "L.A. GENERAL"? 318 00:13:01,519 --> 00:13:03,130 WELL, THAT'S THE FUNNY THING ABOUT LANYARDS -- 319 00:13:03,173 --> 00:13:04,392 NO ONE LOOKS PAST THE LAMINATION. 320 00:13:04,435 --> 00:13:05,610 HOW'D YOU KNOW WHERE TO FIND ME? 321 00:13:05,654 --> 00:13:06,960 MM, THE ZYGOTE YOU'RE SLEEPING WITH 322 00:13:07,003 --> 00:13:08,309 POINTED ME IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION. 323 00:13:08,352 --> 00:13:09,484 [ COUGHS ] 324 00:13:09,527 --> 00:13:11,529 WHAT IS SHE, 20?YOU JEALOUS? 325 00:13:11,573 --> 00:13:13,270 THAT SHE CAN GET INTO WONDERLAND HALF-PRICE? 326 00:13:13,314 --> 00:13:14,750 ABSOLUTELY.CAUTERY. 327 00:13:19,450 --> 00:13:21,583 I MISS YOU. 328 00:13:22,889 --> 00:13:24,847 THIS REALLY ISN'T THE TIME, NATASHA. 329 00:13:24,891 --> 00:13:27,110 WHEN ISTHE TIME? YOU WON'T ANSWER MY CALLS. 330 00:13:27,154 --> 00:13:28,851 YOU LEFT ME. YOU REMEMBER THAT, RIGHT? 331 00:13:28,895 --> 00:13:30,548 YES. AND THAT'S WHY, 332 00:13:30,592 --> 00:13:32,855 IF I HAVE TO CHASE YOU HALFWAY ACROSS THE CONTINENT, 333 00:13:32,899 --> 00:13:34,465 I WILL. 334 00:13:34,509 --> 00:13:36,990 I STILL LOVE YOU. 335 00:13:37,033 --> 00:13:39,470 AND I WANT YOU TO COME HOME. 336 00:13:50,612 --> 00:13:53,267 I'M PRETTY SURE I SHOULD APOLOGIZE FOR SOMETHING, 337 00:13:53,310 --> 00:13:55,269 BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS, SO... 338 00:13:55,312 --> 00:13:57,140 SO YOU BOUGHT ME A STUFFED BEAR. 339 00:13:57,184 --> 00:13:59,055 WHAT AM I, LIKE A 9-YEAR-OLD KID? 340 00:13:59,099 --> 00:14:01,536 NO. THIS IS FOR DESHAWN. 341 00:14:03,059 --> 00:14:06,062 YOU KNOW, I NEVER REALLY GOT THE APPEAL OF SINGER/SONGWRITERS. 342 00:14:06,106 --> 00:14:08,325 I MEAN, BIG DEAL, SO YOU CAN STRUM A GUITAR 343 00:14:08,369 --> 00:14:09,674 AND MAKE SOME WORDS RHYME. 344 00:14:09,718 --> 00:14:11,328 I MEAN, I PULLED A DOLL'S HEAD 345 00:14:11,372 --> 00:14:12,895 OUT OF A MAN'S RECTUM YESTERDAY. 346 00:14:15,463 --> 00:14:17,117 DAWN. 347 00:14:17,160 --> 00:14:19,293 COME ON. SERIOUSLY, WHAT DID I DO? 348 00:14:19,336 --> 00:14:21,164 YOU TELL ME, ZACH. 349 00:14:23,340 --> 00:14:24,602 [ SCOFFS ] 350 00:14:34,090 --> 00:14:37,746 LOOK, I THINK YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT I'M MOVING. 351 00:14:38,965 --> 00:14:41,619 I KNOW IT'S CRAZY, BUT I THINK I'M HEADING TO VANCOUVER. 352 00:14:41,663 --> 00:14:44,753 WHEN ARE YOU LEAVING? 353 00:14:44,796 --> 00:14:46,973 MY EX WANTS ME TO GO CHECK ON A PRIVATE SCHOOL 354 00:14:47,016 --> 00:14:48,365 WITH HER THIS WEEKEND. 355 00:14:48,409 --> 00:14:50,019 I BOOKED AN INTERVIEW WITH OUR LADY GRACE 356 00:14:50,063 --> 00:14:51,151 WHILE I'M OUT THERE. 357 00:14:51,194 --> 00:14:54,589 WELL, IF YOU WANT A REFERRAL, 358 00:14:54,632 --> 00:14:57,679 I KNOW I'M NOT YOUR BOSS BUT I'M HAPPY TO WRITE YOU ONE. 359 00:15:00,116 --> 00:15:02,205 GOOD. 360 00:15:02,249 --> 00:15:06,035 UNLESS THERE'S A REASON WHY YOU THINK I SHOULD STAY. 361 00:15:07,689 --> 00:15:10,039 I GOT TO GO. DESHAWN'S PREPPED. 362 00:15:18,787 --> 00:15:20,702 [ SQUEAKS ] 363 00:15:23,139 --> 00:15:25,663 I NEED TO TALK TO YOU. 364 00:15:28,536 --> 00:15:30,407 I'M HERE. 365 00:15:32,583 --> 00:15:36,892 SO, I HAVE THIS DECISION TO MAKE. 366 00:15:36,936 --> 00:15:38,850 I KNOW, SWEETHEART. 367 00:15:38,894 --> 00:15:41,766 [ EXHALES ] 368 00:15:41,810 --> 00:15:44,508 TALK TO ME, CHARLIE. 369 00:15:44,552 --> 00:15:46,554 TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT. 370 00:15:46,597 --> 00:15:49,644 I WANT TO GROW OLD WITH YOU, ALEX. 371 00:15:49,687 --> 00:15:52,038 THAT'S WHAT I WANT. 372 00:15:52,081 --> 00:15:56,259 TAKE IT ALL OUT. 373 00:15:59,828 --> 00:16:01,699 CAN YOU GIVE ME A SIGN? 374 00:16:01,743 --> 00:16:05,616 LET ME KNOW THAT I'M DOING THE RIGHT THING. 375 00:16:17,846 --> 00:16:19,065 [ CHUCKLES ] 376 00:16:23,417 --> 00:16:25,462 SHAHIR! 377 00:16:25,506 --> 00:16:27,725 ALEX, IT'S BEEN 33 MINUTES. 378 00:16:27,769 --> 00:16:29,379 -I NEEDED TO BE SURE. -I SAID 20 MINUTES TOPS. 379 00:16:29,423 --> 00:16:31,903 HIS PRESSURE IS DROPPING. I NEED YOUR DECISION RIGHT NOW. 380 00:16:31,947 --> 00:16:35,907 I DON'T WANT A FEW MONTHS. I NEED HIM FOR THE LONG HAUL. 381 00:16:35,951 --> 00:16:37,518 SO DOES LUKE. 382 00:16:37,561 --> 00:16:39,824 OKAY, WHAT ARE YOU SAYING? 383 00:16:39,868 --> 00:16:41,913 I'M SAYING MAKE THE CUT. 384 00:16:41,957 --> 00:16:44,655 ALEX, ARE YOU SURE? 385 00:16:44,699 --> 00:16:47,571 MAKE THE CUT, SHAHIR. 386 00:16:57,320 --> 00:17:00,062 DR. BISHOP. DO YOU HAVE A SECOND? 387 00:17:00,106 --> 00:17:01,933 HEY, I'M JUST ON MY WAY TO ANOTHER CASE, SEKARA. 388 00:17:01,977 --> 00:17:03,370 I'M KIND OF BUSY. -IT'LL JUST TAKE A SECOND. 389 00:17:03,413 --> 00:17:06,242 THAT SECOND IS QUICKLY EXPIRING. 390 00:17:06,286 --> 00:17:07,896 CASSIE'S AMAZING. 391 00:17:07,939 --> 00:17:12,683 SHE'S THOUGHTFUL, CRAZY SMART, 392 00:17:12,727 --> 00:17:16,078 UNBELIEVABLY SEXY. 393 00:17:16,122 --> 00:17:17,601 DON'T SCREW IT UP. 394 00:17:17,645 --> 00:17:19,777 EXCUSE ME?I KNOW GUYS LIKE YOU. 395 00:17:19,821 --> 00:17:21,649 HOW YOU BREEZE IN, YOU TAKE WHATEVER YOU NEED, 396 00:17:21,692 --> 00:17:24,043 AND THEN YOU DITCH OUT AS SOON AS A BETTER OFFER COMES ALONG. 397 00:17:24,086 --> 00:17:25,870 THAT'S A VERY UNCOMPLICATED VIEW OF THINGS. 398 00:17:28,003 --> 00:17:29,396 [ SIGHS ] WH-- 399 00:17:29,439 --> 00:17:30,745 WHAT ARE YOU DOING? 400 00:17:30,788 --> 00:17:32,442 WAITING FOR YOU TO HIT ME. 401 00:17:32,486 --> 00:17:34,966 I'M NOT GONNA HIT YOU. 402 00:17:35,010 --> 00:17:37,056 I'M ACTUALLY KIND OF IMPRESSED. 403 00:17:37,099 --> 00:17:39,101 YOU REALLY CARE ABOUT HER, DON'T YOU? 404 00:17:39,145 --> 00:17:41,190 QUESTION IS -- DO YOU? 405 00:17:47,588 --> 00:17:48,937 YOU REALLY SHOULDN'T BE HERE. 406 00:17:48,980 --> 00:17:50,678 IT WAS CHARLIE'S REQUEST IN HIS CHART. 407 00:17:50,721 --> 00:17:52,810 IF THINGS WENT SIDEWAYS, HE WANTED ME TO BE HERE. 408 00:17:52,854 --> 00:17:54,247 WELL, IT'S HIGHLY UNORTHODOX. 409 00:17:54,290 --> 00:17:56,118 WELCOME TO MY WORLD. ARE YOU CLOSE? 410 00:17:56,162 --> 00:17:57,250 YOU CAN'T RUSH THIS. 411 00:17:59,948 --> 00:18:01,689 YOU'RE AROUND THE MARGINS. 412 00:18:01,732 --> 00:18:03,299 YOU'VE GOT IT, SHAHIR. 413 00:18:03,343 --> 00:18:05,214 I NEED TO FOCUS. 414 00:18:05,258 --> 00:18:07,086 OKAY, HERE WE GO. 415 00:18:13,092 --> 00:18:15,268 [ MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY ] 416 00:18:15,311 --> 00:18:16,834 AH, THE TRANSVERSE SINUS. 417 00:18:16,878 --> 00:18:18,488 DID YOU NICK IT?I DON'T KNOW YET. 418 00:18:18,532 --> 00:18:19,663 HEMOSTATIC MESH, FOAM, PATTIES! 419 00:18:19,707 --> 00:18:20,751 ALL OF IT. 420 00:18:20,795 --> 00:18:21,926 ALEX, YOU CAN'T OPERATE ON HIM! 421 00:18:21,970 --> 00:18:23,276 FOAM, NOW! 422 00:18:23,319 --> 00:18:24,755 IT'S UNETHICAL FOR YOU TO BE EVEN IN HERE. 423 00:18:24,799 --> 00:18:25,713 RIGHT NOW, I'M JUST ANOTHER SET OF HANDS. 424 00:18:25,756 --> 00:18:26,714 PLEASE. 425 00:18:26,757 --> 00:18:27,976 OKAY. 426 00:18:28,019 --> 00:18:29,586 ALL RIGHT. GIVE ME PATTIES. 427 00:18:29,630 --> 00:18:31,022 WE'RE GOING TO NEED SOME MORE BLOOD. 428 00:18:31,066 --> 00:18:32,154 AND CALL A CODE. 429 00:18:32,198 --> 00:18:34,852 YOU'RE MY COMPASS, ALEX. 430 00:18:34,896 --> 00:18:36,637 MY NORTH STAR.IT'S STILL OBSTRUCTED. 431 00:18:36,680 --> 00:18:39,205 I'LL FIND MY WAY BACK TO YOU. 432 00:18:39,248 --> 00:18:40,641 [ Echoing ] WE HAVE TO MOVE. 433 00:18:40,684 --> 00:18:42,077 PLEASE MAKE IT STOP, PLEASE MAKE IT STOP, 434 00:18:42,121 --> 00:18:43,296 PLEASE MAKE IT STOP, PLEASE MAKE IT STOP, 435 00:18:43,339 --> 00:18:44,558 PLEASE MAKE IT STOP, PLEASE MAKE IT STOP, 436 00:18:44,601 --> 00:18:46,037 PLEASE MAKE IT STOP. 437 00:18:46,081 --> 00:18:47,474 PLEASE, PLEASE... 438 00:18:47,517 --> 00:18:48,866 YOU'RE GONNA BE OKAY. 439 00:18:48,910 --> 00:18:51,260 [ GUITAR STRUMMING ] 440 00:18:51,304 --> 00:18:55,743 ♪ AND I DON'T WANT A NEVER-ENDING LIFE ♪ 441 00:18:55,786 --> 00:18:58,528 Man: CODE OMEGA, O.R. CODE OMEGA, O.R. 442 00:18:58,572 --> 00:19:02,750 ♪ I JUST WANT TO BE ALIVE WHILE I'M HERE ♪ 443 00:19:02,793 --> 00:19:08,712 ♪ AND I DON'T WANT A NEVER-ENDING LIFE ♪ 444 00:19:08,756 --> 00:19:13,413 ♪ I JUST WANT TO BE ALIVE WHILE I'M HERE ♪ 445 00:19:13,456 --> 00:19:15,197 [ DISSONANT CHATTER ] 446 00:19:15,241 --> 00:19:17,547 Shahir: WE NEED TO CONTROL THE CO2 CONCENTRATIONS. 447 00:19:17,591 --> 00:19:19,332 HYPERVENTILATE HIM. -ON IT. 448 00:19:19,375 --> 00:19:20,637 WE NEED TO BE PACKING. 449 00:19:20,681 --> 00:19:21,943 IF WE DON'T CLIP THE SOURCE OF THE BLEED, 450 00:19:21,986 --> 00:19:22,900 NO AMOUNT OF PACKING IS GONNA STOP IT. 451 00:19:22,944 --> 00:19:24,163 BAG HIM. 452 00:19:24,206 --> 00:19:25,729 I STILL CAN'T SEE ANYTHING. 453 00:19:25,773 --> 00:19:28,863 ♪ I GOT GUNS IN MY HEAD AND THEY WON'T GO ♪ 454 00:19:28,906 --> 00:19:31,648 ♪ SPIRITS IN MY HEAD AND THEY WON'T GO ♪ 455 00:19:31,692 --> 00:19:34,912 ♪ I GOT GUNS IN MY HEAD AND THEY WON'T GO ♪ 456 00:19:34,956 --> 00:19:37,524 ♪ SPIRITS IN MY HEAD AND THEY WON'T GO ♪ 457 00:19:37,567 --> 00:19:39,830 ♪ BUT THE GUN STILL RATTLES, THE GUN STILL RATTLES ♪ 458 00:19:39,874 --> 00:19:41,223 WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME? 459 00:19:41,267 --> 00:19:43,443 ♪ OH, OH, OHH 460 00:19:43,486 --> 00:19:46,837 ♪ BUT THE GUN STILL RATTLES, THE GUN STILL RATTLES ♪ 461 00:19:46,881 --> 00:19:50,014 ♪ OH, OH, OHH 462 00:19:50,058 --> 00:19:53,844 [ SINGING INDISTINCTLY ] 463 00:20:10,165 --> 00:20:13,299 [ MUSIC, SINGING CONTINUE ] 464 00:20:15,475 --> 00:20:19,261 ♪ EVERY MORNING, EVERY EVENING 465 00:20:19,305 --> 00:20:21,263 ♪ AIN'T WE GOT FUN? 466 00:20:21,307 --> 00:20:24,397 ♪ NOT MUCH MONEY, OH, BUT HONEY ♪ 467 00:20:24,440 --> 00:20:26,790 HEY! 468 00:20:26,834 --> 00:20:28,139 I'M NOT DEAD! 469 00:20:29,184 --> 00:20:32,361 [ HIGH-PITCHED TONE ] 470 00:20:32,405 --> 00:20:33,623 ALEX! 471 00:20:37,845 --> 00:20:39,238 Alex: HOW IS HE, WAYNE? 472 00:20:39,281 --> 00:20:40,717 Wayne: BP's STILL DROPPING. HE'S TACHY. 473 00:20:40,761 --> 00:20:42,110 WE'RE LOSING HIM. -NO, WE ARE NOT. 474 00:20:42,153 --> 00:20:43,285 HANG MORE VOLUME AND CLOTTING FACTORS. 475 00:20:43,329 --> 00:20:44,634 HANG SOME BLOOD. 476 00:20:44,678 --> 00:20:46,114 CHARLIE, COME ON. STAY WITH ME HERE. 477 00:20:46,157 --> 00:20:47,550 THERE'S TOO MUCH BLOOD. 478 00:20:47,594 --> 00:20:48,856 I AM FLYING BLIND. 479 00:20:48,899 --> 00:20:50,292 I GOT IT, I GOT IT. 480 00:20:50,336 --> 00:20:51,772 OKAY. HAND ME A CLIP RIGHT NOW. 481 00:20:51,815 --> 00:20:52,816 SUCTION. 482 00:20:52,860 --> 00:20:54,035 BP's STILL DROPPING. 483 00:20:54,078 --> 00:20:55,863 DR. HAMZA -- -[Echoing] I KNOW. 484 00:20:55,906 --> 00:20:57,821 CHARLIE, STAY WITH ME. 485 00:20:57,865 --> 00:21:00,433 ♪♪ 486 00:21:05,829 --> 00:21:08,310 AND THIS IS WHAT IT FEELS LIKE... 487 00:21:08,354 --> 00:21:10,051 TO DIE. 488 00:21:14,360 --> 00:21:15,535 [ MONITORS BEEPING RAPIDLY ]EASY. 489 00:21:15,578 --> 00:21:17,188 WE DON'T WANT HIS BRAIN TO SWELL. 490 00:21:17,232 --> 00:21:18,973 GIVE IT TO ME. HAND IT OVER. 491 00:21:22,803 --> 00:21:24,370 DEATH CHILL. 492 00:21:24,413 --> 00:21:26,937 THE CELLS IN OUR BODIES BURST. 493 00:21:26,981 --> 00:21:28,939 OUR TEMPERATURE DROPS. 494 00:21:28,983 --> 00:21:33,509 BUT IT'S NOT COLD IN HERE. HOW COME I'M NOT COLD? 495 00:21:33,553 --> 00:21:35,381 REMEMBER THE TIME WE WENT TO THE BEACH 496 00:21:35,424 --> 00:21:37,034 AND I WOULDN'T GO IN THE WATER? 497 00:21:37,078 --> 00:21:38,732 WHY WOULDN'T I GO IN THE WATER? 498 00:21:43,693 --> 00:21:46,392 I'M READY NOW. 499 00:21:46,435 --> 00:21:48,698 I'M READY, ALEX. 500 00:21:48,742 --> 00:21:51,397 [ MONITORS BEEPING STEADILY ] 501 00:21:51,440 --> 00:21:54,008 OKAY. HIS BLEEDING'S UNDER CONTROL. 502 00:21:55,009 --> 00:21:56,706 NO, NO, NO, NO, NO. 503 00:21:56,750 --> 00:21:58,142 BP's STABLE. 504 00:21:58,186 --> 00:21:59,927 HOW LONG WAS HIS CORTEX WITHOUT OXYGEN? 505 00:21:59,970 --> 00:22:01,058 JUST FOR A FEW SECONDS. 506 00:22:01,102 --> 00:22:02,451 SOMETHING'S STILL WRONG. 507 00:22:02,495 --> 00:22:03,800 SHAHIR, I CAN'T FEEL HIM. 508 00:22:03,844 --> 00:22:04,975 ALEX, PLEASE. 509 00:22:05,019 --> 00:22:06,455 I CAN'T -- I CAN'T FEEL HIM! 510 00:22:06,499 --> 00:22:07,891 YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND. HE'S NOT HERE ANYMORE. 511 00:22:07,935 --> 00:22:09,066 HE'S STABLE. 512 00:22:09,110 --> 00:22:10,372 YOU MUST HAVE MISSED SOMETHING. 513 00:22:10,416 --> 00:22:11,373 WE'RE MONITORING HIM. YOU HAVE TO STOP. 514 00:22:11,417 --> 00:22:12,722 NO. 515 00:22:12,766 --> 00:22:14,289 SHAHIR, DON'T CLOSE, ALL RIGHT? 516 00:22:14,333 --> 00:22:15,899 THERE'S SOMETHING YOU MISSED. YOU HAVE TO GO BACK. 517 00:22:15,943 --> 00:22:17,336 ALEX! 518 00:22:17,379 --> 00:22:18,554 THIS IS MY O.R. 519 00:22:18,598 --> 00:22:21,165 I'M GONNA HAVE TO ASK YOU TO LEAVE. 520 00:22:24,604 --> 00:22:26,345 [ INSTRUMENTS CLATTER ] 521 00:22:29,173 --> 00:22:31,393 DESHAWN, WE WERE ABLE TO FIX YOUR HEART 522 00:22:31,437 --> 00:22:33,917 BY PUSHING A SMALL TUBE UP THROUGH YOUR LEG. 523 00:22:33,961 --> 00:22:35,441 [ SCOFFS ] IT'S SORE. 524 00:22:35,484 --> 00:22:37,225 IT WILL BE FOR A LITTLE WHILE. 525 00:22:37,268 --> 00:22:39,096 BUT THE GOOD NEWS IS, IS THAT -- 526 00:22:39,140 --> 00:22:41,055 HERE, AND I WILL SHOW IT TO YOU -- 527 00:22:41,098 --> 00:22:44,885 WE WERE ABLE TO PLUG THE HOLE USING THESE SMALL LITTLE DISCS. 528 00:22:44,928 --> 00:22:46,408 PSSH, NO WAY. 529 00:22:46,452 --> 00:22:48,410 OH, SWEET. THANKS. 530 00:22:48,454 --> 00:22:50,412 NOW THE BLOOD WILL FLOW WHERE IT'S SUPPOSED TO. 531 00:22:50,456 --> 00:22:53,241 ANYWAY, LIKE I SAID, YOU SHOULD HAVE A LITTLE BIT OF DISCOMFORT, 532 00:22:53,284 --> 00:22:55,591 BUT NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT. YOUR HEART IS IN GREAT SHAPE. 533 00:22:55,635 --> 00:22:57,419 HAVE YOU HEARD FROM MY MOM? 534 00:22:57,463 --> 00:22:58,899 UH, HER PLANE JUST LANDED, 535 00:22:58,942 --> 00:23:01,031 AND SHE SHOULD BE HERE ANY MINUTE. 536 00:23:01,075 --> 00:23:02,946 I'LL GO PUT ON MY BODY ARMOR. 537 00:23:02,990 --> 00:23:04,644 I'M SURE IT'S NOT GONNA BE THAT BAD. 538 00:23:04,687 --> 00:23:06,385 [ CHUCKLES ] YES, IT WILL. 539 00:23:06,428 --> 00:23:10,171 MY DAD PLAYED TRUMPET. JAZZ. HE, UH... 540 00:23:10,214 --> 00:23:13,130 HE O.D.'d IN SOME CRAPPY CLUB IN THE NORTH END. 541 00:23:13,174 --> 00:23:15,698 I'M SORRY, DESHAWN. 542 00:23:15,742 --> 00:23:18,788 SHE BLAMES THE MUSIC. 543 00:23:18,832 --> 00:23:22,618 SO, ME SINGING -- 544 00:23:22,662 --> 00:23:24,446 SHE DOESN'T WANT ME TO GET HURT. 545 00:23:24,490 --> 00:23:26,927 OR WORSE. 546 00:23:28,363 --> 00:23:29,625 WHAT DO YOUTHINK? 547 00:23:29,669 --> 00:23:33,977 I DON'T THINK IT'S TRUE. I'M NOT HIM. 548 00:23:34,021 --> 00:23:35,152 HAVE YOU TOLD HER THAT? 549 00:23:35,196 --> 00:23:36,850 [ SCOFFS ] NO. 550 00:23:36,893 --> 00:23:38,504 NO, I CAN'T. 551 00:23:38,547 --> 00:23:40,157 EVERY TIME I TRY TO TELL HER, 552 00:23:40,201 --> 00:23:42,029 THE WORDS GET CAUGHT IN MY THROAT. 553 00:23:42,072 --> 00:23:43,509 EXCEPT FOR WHEN YOU SING. 554 00:23:43,552 --> 00:23:46,381 [ CHUCKLES ] WELL, YEAH. 555 00:23:46,425 --> 00:23:50,690 MUSIC LETS YOU SAY THINGS YOU CAN'T NORMALLY SAY. 556 00:23:50,733 --> 00:23:54,694 TH-THE PROBLEM IS THAT SHE NEVER COMES TO SEE ME PLAY. 557 00:24:00,047 --> 00:24:02,658 PLAY SOMETHING FOR ME. PRETEND I'M HER. 558 00:24:02,702 --> 00:24:03,746 [ SCOFFS ] 559 00:24:03,790 --> 00:24:05,269 COME ON. 560 00:24:05,313 --> 00:24:06,445 [ CHUCKLES ] 561 00:24:07,924 --> 00:24:11,014 ♪ DR. BELL WITH THE LONG GOLDEN HAIR ♪ 562 00:24:11,058 --> 00:24:14,104 ♪ YOU SAVED MY HEART BY FIXING ITS TEAR ♪ 563 00:24:14,148 --> 00:24:16,150 [ STRUMS GUITAR ] 564 00:24:18,369 --> 00:24:20,633 I GOT ONE. 565 00:24:22,199 --> 00:24:25,028 ♪ SECRET HEART 566 00:24:25,072 --> 00:24:28,510 ♪ WHAT ARE YOU MADE OF? 567 00:24:28,554 --> 00:24:34,385 ♪ WHAT ARE YOU SO AFRAID OF? ♪ 568 00:24:34,429 --> 00:24:37,040 [ PLAYING SOFTLY ] 569 00:24:39,086 --> 00:24:41,044 YOU'RE RIGHT, DESHAWN. 570 00:24:41,088 --> 00:24:45,875 LETTING YOUR GUARD DOWN, BEING VULNERABLE, 571 00:24:45,919 --> 00:24:48,574 THAT'S TERRIFYING. 572 00:24:48,617 --> 00:24:50,445 FOR EVERYONE. 573 00:24:52,665 --> 00:24:55,189 YOU NEED TO TALK TO YOUR MOM. 574 00:24:55,232 --> 00:24:59,628 I GUARANTEE YOU THAT SHE WANTS TO HEAR WHAT'S IN YOUR HEART. 575 00:24:59,672 --> 00:25:01,195 [ STRUMMING CONTINUES ] 576 00:25:01,238 --> 00:25:02,762 [ BREATHES DEEPLY ] 577 00:25:02,805 --> 00:25:05,678 OKAY, LADIES. LET'S TURN IT AROUND. 578 00:25:05,721 --> 00:25:07,984 HE NEEDS HIS REST, OKAY? 579 00:25:11,292 --> 00:25:12,859 UH, DR. BELL? 580 00:25:12,902 --> 00:25:16,689 THIS MIGHT BE OUT OF LINE, BUT IS EVERYTHING OKAY? 581 00:25:16,732 --> 00:25:18,255 WHAT DO YOU MEAN? 582 00:25:18,299 --> 00:25:20,780 I KNOW I LET YOU DOWN EARLIER WITH THE PITCH, 583 00:25:20,823 --> 00:25:22,172 AND MAYBE IT'S JUST THAT, 584 00:25:22,216 --> 00:25:24,261 BUT I'M SENSING A LITTLE WEIRDNESS. 585 00:25:24,305 --> 00:25:25,959 COME HERE, MAGGIE. 586 00:25:28,831 --> 00:25:30,833 UH, IT'S NOT THE PITCH. 587 00:25:30,877 --> 00:25:33,749 THIS IS NOT VERY PROFESSIONAL, 588 00:25:33,793 --> 00:25:37,144 AND I PRIDE MYSELF ON PROFESSIONALISM. 589 00:25:37,187 --> 00:25:39,755 I DON'T KNOW IF YOU KNOW THIS, 590 00:25:39,799 --> 00:25:43,280 BUT ZACH AND I HAVE BEEN SEEING EACH OTHER. 591 00:25:43,324 --> 00:25:45,935 AND... 592 00:25:45,979 --> 00:25:47,937 I SAW THE TWO OF YOU KISS. 593 00:25:47,981 --> 00:25:49,591 OH, MY GOD. UM... 594 00:25:49,635 --> 00:25:50,897 -NO, IT'S FINE. -NO, NO, NO, NO. 595 00:25:50,940 --> 00:25:52,202 -I MEAN, I'M OVER IT. -IT'S GOOD. 596 00:25:52,246 --> 00:25:53,334 -NOT WHAT YOU THINK. -NO, IT'S NOT? 597 00:25:53,377 --> 00:25:54,683 'CAUSE YOU GUYS WERE KISSING. 598 00:25:54,727 --> 00:25:55,684 IT LOOKED LIKE YOU WERE KISSING. 599 00:25:55,728 --> 00:25:57,033 NO, I KISSED HIM. 600 00:25:57,077 --> 00:25:59,427 UH...I HAD A REALLY BAD PATIENT OUTCOME. 601 00:25:59,470 --> 00:26:01,603 I WAS VERY NERVOUS ABOUT THE PITCH. 602 00:26:01,647 --> 00:26:03,605 HE TOLD ME ABOUT YOU. [ CHUCKLES NERVOUSLY ] 603 00:26:03,649 --> 00:26:04,954 HE DID? 604 00:26:04,998 --> 00:26:08,305 YEAH. HE REALLY LIKES YOU. 605 00:26:08,349 --> 00:26:11,570 IT WAS ACTUALLY VERY SWEET... 606 00:26:11,613 --> 00:26:14,050 AS HE WAS REJECTING ME. 607 00:26:14,094 --> 00:26:15,748 [ BOTH CHUCKLE ] 608 00:26:18,664 --> 00:26:20,927 THANK YOU, MAGGIE. 609 00:26:20,970 --> 00:26:22,145 WE'RE GOOD. 610 00:26:22,189 --> 00:26:24,017 WE'RE GREAT. ALL'S GOOD. 611 00:26:24,060 --> 00:26:25,366 OKAY, I GOT TO GO. [ CHUCKLES ] 612 00:26:25,409 --> 00:26:27,847 ♪ SECRET HEART 613 00:26:27,890 --> 00:26:31,067 ♪ WHAT ARE YOU MADE OF? 614 00:26:31,111 --> 00:26:36,333 ♪ WHAT ARE YOU SO AFRAID OF? 615 00:26:36,377 --> 00:26:39,075 ♪ COULD IT BE 616 00:26:39,119 --> 00:26:41,774 ♪ THREE SIMPLE WORDS 617 00:26:41,817 --> 00:26:44,690 ♪ OR THE FEAR OF BEING OVERHEARD ♪ 618 00:26:44,733 --> 00:26:46,866 YOU GOT IT ALL. 619 00:26:46,909 --> 00:26:48,998 TUMOR'S GONE. 620 00:26:49,042 --> 00:26:50,521 IT'S GONE. 621 00:26:50,565 --> 00:26:52,523 ♪ LET HER IN ON YOUR SECRET HEART ♪ 622 00:26:52,567 --> 00:26:53,873 I KNOW I FREAKED OUT IN THERE. 623 00:26:53,916 --> 00:26:55,962 I JUST -- I, UH... 624 00:26:56,005 --> 00:26:58,268 I CAN'T SHAKE THIS FEELING. 625 00:26:58,312 --> 00:27:00,357 Shahir: I'M SORRY I KICKED YOU OUT. 626 00:27:00,401 --> 00:27:03,012 ♪ SECRET HEART WE ALL LOVE HIM, ALEX. 627 00:27:03,056 --> 00:27:04,797 ♪ WHY SO MYSTERIOUS? 628 00:27:04,840 --> 00:27:06,799 ♪ WHY SO SECRET? 629 00:27:06,842 --> 00:27:08,670 HE'S GONNA BE FINE. 630 00:27:08,714 --> 00:27:10,324 ♪ WHY SO SERIOUS? 631 00:27:10,367 --> 00:27:12,674 ♪ MAYBE YOU'RE 632 00:27:12,718 --> 00:27:15,764 ♪ JUST ACTING TOUGH 633 00:27:15,808 --> 00:27:20,116 ♪ MAYBE YOU'RE JUST NOT MAN ENOUGH ♪ 634 00:27:20,160 --> 00:27:23,511 ♪ WHAT'S WRONG? 635 00:27:23,554 --> 00:27:25,774 ♪ LET HER IN ON YOUR SECRET HEART ♪ 636 00:27:25,818 --> 00:27:27,820 JACKSON! HAVE YOU SEEN DR. MILLER? 637 00:27:27,863 --> 00:27:29,604 I THINK HE'S GONE HOME. 638 00:27:29,648 --> 00:27:32,215 SAID SOMETHING ABOUT GOING TO VANCOUVER FOR THE WEEKEND. 639 00:27:32,259 --> 00:27:34,391 DR. BELL, ARE YOU OKAY? 640 00:27:34,435 --> 00:27:36,959 ♪ YOU'RE TRYING 641 00:27:37,003 --> 00:27:41,572 ♪ TO CONCEAL 642 00:27:41,616 --> 00:27:45,402 ♪ IT'S THE VERY SAME ONE 643 00:27:45,446 --> 00:27:48,057 ♪ YOU'RE DYING 644 00:27:48,101 --> 00:27:51,757 ♪ TO REVEAL 645 00:27:51,800 --> 00:27:57,501 ♪ NOW TELL HER HOW YOU FEEL 646 00:27:57,545 --> 00:28:00,461 ♪♪ 647 00:28:06,119 --> 00:28:09,122 ♪ SECRET HEART 648 00:28:09,165 --> 00:28:12,908 ♪ COME OUT AND SHARE IT 649 00:28:12,952 --> 00:28:19,872 ♪ THIS LONELINESS, YOU JUST CAN'T GO THROUGH IT ALONE ♪ 650 00:28:19,915 --> 00:28:23,789 ♪ LET HER IN ON YOUR SECRET 651 00:28:23,832 --> 00:28:27,357 ♪ HEART 652 00:28:30,883 --> 00:28:33,102 I'M AN IDIOT. 653 00:28:33,146 --> 00:28:35,496 YEAH, YOU ARE. 654 00:28:35,539 --> 00:28:37,454 I MEAN, I KNOW I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO SAY THAT 655 00:28:37,498 --> 00:28:38,455 'CAUSE YOU'RE A GIRL. 656 00:28:38,499 --> 00:28:41,371 I SAW YOU AND MAGGIE KISS. 657 00:28:43,678 --> 00:28:46,768 REMEMBER WHEN I JUST CALLED YOU AN IDIOT? 658 00:28:46,812 --> 00:28:48,901 I'D LIKE TO TAKE THAT BACK. 659 00:28:51,817 --> 00:28:53,557 DAWN... 660 00:28:55,255 --> 00:28:57,779 IT DIDN'T MEAN ANYTHING. 661 00:28:57,823 --> 00:28:59,215 I KNOW. 662 00:28:59,259 --> 00:29:03,480 MAGGIE TOLD ME, AND I THINK THAT I ALREADY -- 663 00:29:03,524 --> 00:29:06,222 I JUST -- OH, ZACH, I'M SUCH A MESS. 664 00:29:06,266 --> 00:29:07,310 [ LAUGHS ] 665 00:29:07,354 --> 00:29:09,878 JOIN THE CLUB. 666 00:29:09,922 --> 00:29:12,751 STAY HERE. STAY AT HOPE ZION. 667 00:29:15,710 --> 00:29:17,799 I WANT YOU. 668 00:29:17,843 --> 00:29:20,802 AND EVERY SPARE MINUTE THAT WE HAVE, 669 00:29:20,846 --> 00:29:22,586 WE WILL GO AND SEE YOUR KIDS. 670 00:29:22,630 --> 00:29:25,067 AND -- AND I HAVE A LOT OF AIR MILES SAVED UP. 671 00:29:25,111 --> 00:29:26,286 MY KIDS ARE ANIMALS. 672 00:29:26,329 --> 00:29:27,374 DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT CHOCOLATE 673 00:29:27,417 --> 00:29:28,767 WOULD DO TO YOUR WHITE COUCH? 674 00:29:28,810 --> 00:29:30,769 WELL, IT'LL BEAT ANOTHER LONELY TV DINNER. 675 00:29:33,423 --> 00:29:34,990 YOU'RE NOT LONELY. 676 00:29:35,034 --> 00:29:37,036 I'M NOT. 677 00:29:37,079 --> 00:29:39,212 NOT ANYMORE. 678 00:29:39,255 --> 00:29:41,910 HEY. YOU MIND, PAL? 679 00:29:41,954 --> 00:29:44,391 [ High-pitched voice ] I'M SORRY. 680 00:30:03,062 --> 00:30:05,325 [ SIGHS ] SWEETHEART. 681 00:30:05,368 --> 00:30:08,719 OHH! 682 00:30:08,763 --> 00:30:10,721 ARE YOU OKAY? 683 00:30:10,765 --> 00:30:13,550 DEFINE OKAY. 684 00:30:13,594 --> 00:30:18,381 YOU KNOW, UM, A WISE WOMAN ONCE TOLD ME, 685 00:30:18,425 --> 00:30:21,384 IF YOU RUN INTO A WALL, KICK IT DOWN. 686 00:30:21,428 --> 00:30:23,386 DID I SAY THAT? YEP. 687 00:30:23,430 --> 00:30:25,084 [ CHUCKLES ] 688 00:30:25,127 --> 00:30:27,216 AND I'VE CALLED ON IT ON MORE THAN ONE OCCASION 689 00:30:27,260 --> 00:30:28,522 DURING TREATMENT. 690 00:30:28,565 --> 00:30:31,394 WELL, WE'RE GLAD TO HAVE YOU BACK. 691 00:30:31,438 --> 00:30:33,919 YEAH. I'M HAPPY TO BE BACK. 692 00:30:33,962 --> 00:30:35,485 I JUST WISH THEY'D CLEAR ME FOR WORK ALREADY. 693 00:30:35,529 --> 00:30:36,486 SO... 694 00:30:36,530 --> 00:30:38,880 ALL IN GOOD TIME.YEAH. 695 00:30:38,924 --> 00:30:40,621 PATIENCE HAS NEVER BEEN MY STRONG SUIT. 696 00:30:40,664 --> 00:30:42,057 YOU KNOW THAT. 697 00:30:42,101 --> 00:30:44,190 BUT I PREFER DOING SOMETHING TO, UM -- 698 00:30:44,233 --> 00:30:45,234 TO SITTING ON MY ASS. 699 00:30:45,278 --> 00:30:46,540 [ LAUGHS ] 700 00:30:52,502 --> 00:30:55,244 WHY CAN'T I FEEL HIM HERE, DANA? 701 00:30:55,288 --> 00:30:59,074 WHAT DOES SHAHIR SAY? 702 00:30:59,118 --> 00:31:01,729 THAT THEY GOT THE TUMOR EN BLOC. 703 00:31:01,772 --> 00:31:04,340 THAT HE'S STABLE. 704 00:31:04,384 --> 00:31:07,256 SO WHY DO I STILL HAVE THIS FEELING? 705 00:31:07,300 --> 00:31:10,303 BECAUSE YOU'RE EXHAUSTED. 706 00:31:13,132 --> 00:31:15,874 ALL THOSE DAYS BY HIS BEDSIDE... 707 00:31:18,050 --> 00:31:20,530 I DIDN'T FEEL LIKE THIS. 708 00:31:20,574 --> 00:31:22,924 HOW DO YOU FEEL? 709 00:31:22,968 --> 00:31:25,144 CAN YOU TELL ME? 710 00:31:27,233 --> 00:31:29,148 COLD. 711 00:31:30,671 --> 00:31:35,067 LIKE SOMEHOW WE'VE USED UP ALL OUR LUCK. 712 00:31:35,110 --> 00:31:37,460 NO. 713 00:31:40,681 --> 00:31:43,292 OHH. NO. 714 00:31:45,468 --> 00:31:48,080 Man: CODE BLUE TO I.C.U. 34B. 715 00:31:48,123 --> 00:31:49,603 CODE BLUE TO I.C.U. 34B. 716 00:31:49,646 --> 00:31:51,083 NO, NO, NO. 717 00:31:54,695 --> 00:31:59,134 Charlie: WHERE DOES IT ALL LEAD, AND WHAT WILL BECOME OF US? 718 00:32:01,354 --> 00:32:03,660 Woman: I CAN'T GET A PULSE! 719 00:32:03,704 --> 00:32:05,793 -I'M TAKING OVER! -HE MUST HAVE THROWN A CLOT. 720 00:32:05,836 --> 00:32:09,666 SWITCH IN THREE, TWO, ONE, SWITCH! 721 00:32:09,710 --> 00:32:11,755 OKAY, PUSH MORE FLUIDS AND BICARBS. 722 00:32:11,799 --> 00:32:13,192 -ON IT. -COME ON, TRY TO HANG ON! 723 00:32:13,235 --> 00:32:15,411 CHARGE TO 360. ALEX, I NEED YOU TO GET OFF HIM. 724 00:32:15,455 --> 00:32:16,978 OKAY. ALL CLEAR. 725 00:32:17,022 --> 00:32:19,459 -GOT IT? -YEP. 726 00:32:19,502 --> 00:32:21,243 [ DEFIBRILLATOR PADDLES ZAP ] 727 00:32:21,287 --> 00:32:22,853 Charlie: IT ALL LEADS TO YOU. 728 00:32:22,897 --> 00:32:24,116 NOTHING. HE'S STILL IN V-FIB. 729 00:32:24,159 --> 00:32:25,508 GO AGAIN! 730 00:32:25,552 --> 00:32:27,293 AND WE WILL BECOME OURSELVES. 731 00:32:27,336 --> 00:32:28,685 CHARLIE... 732 00:32:28,729 --> 00:32:30,687 OKAY. ALL CLEAR. 733 00:32:30,731 --> 00:32:32,167 [ DEFIBRILLATOR PADDLES ZAP ] 734 00:32:33,647 --> 00:32:36,084 CHARLIE, COME BACK TO ME. CHARLIE... 735 00:32:36,128 --> 00:32:38,347 ONE MORE TIME. ALL CLEAR. ALEX, ALL CLEAR. 736 00:32:38,391 --> 00:32:40,523 ALEX, PLEASE! 737 00:32:40,567 --> 00:32:41,960 [ DEFIBRILLATOR PADDLES ZAP ] 738 00:32:42,003 --> 00:32:43,004 [ MONITOR FLATLINES ] 739 00:32:43,048 --> 00:32:44,049 KEEP GOING! 740 00:32:44,092 --> 00:32:46,442 OKAY, LET'S SHOCK HIM AGAIN. 741 00:32:52,840 --> 00:32:55,538 ♪♪ 742 00:33:04,025 --> 00:33:06,462 WHATEVER YOU ARE, 743 00:33:06,506 --> 00:33:11,337 IF YOU'RE OUT THERE AND YOU CAN HEAR ME... 744 00:33:11,380 --> 00:33:14,079 I GET IT NOW. 745 00:33:14,122 --> 00:33:16,820 MY DAD, LUKE, CHARLIE... 746 00:33:21,564 --> 00:33:23,610 IT'S ME. 747 00:33:23,653 --> 00:33:26,178 I'M CURSED. 748 00:33:26,221 --> 00:33:30,269 BUT CHARLIE IS GOOD. 749 00:33:30,312 --> 00:33:33,881 HE IS GOOD, AND HE NEEDS TO BE OKAY. 750 00:33:36,101 --> 00:33:38,451 PLEASE LET HIM LIVE. 751 00:33:40,279 --> 00:33:43,847 I'LL -- I-I WILL STAY AWAY FROM HIM, I SWEAR. 752 00:33:43,891 --> 00:33:45,414 JUST PLEASE... 753 00:33:45,458 --> 00:33:48,113 PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE LET HIM LIVE. 754 00:33:53,814 --> 00:33:55,033 [ SNIFFLES ] 755 00:33:57,774 --> 00:33:58,949 [ INHALES SHARPLY ] 756 00:34:00,516 --> 00:34:02,736 DR. REID? 757 00:34:02,779 --> 00:34:05,478 HE'S GOT A PULSE. 758 00:34:08,829 --> 00:34:11,527 ♪♪ 759 00:34:25,933 --> 00:34:28,283 ♪ I'VE BEEN WATCHING 760 00:34:28,327 --> 00:34:30,894 [ COOING ] 761 00:34:30,938 --> 00:34:34,289 A NEAR-PERFECT SURGERY, THREE MONTHS OF REHAB, 762 00:34:34,333 --> 00:34:37,118 AND NOW BACK TO THE LAND OF THE LIVING. 763 00:34:37,162 --> 00:34:38,424 Alex: DAMN IT. 764 00:34:38,467 --> 00:34:39,512 NO TUMOR. 765 00:34:39,555 --> 00:34:40,643 YOU OKAY? 766 00:34:40,687 --> 00:34:41,775 NO MORE GHOSTS. 767 00:34:41,818 --> 00:34:43,994 YEAH. I'M JUST NERVOUS. 768 00:34:44,038 --> 00:34:45,866 I WENT THROUGH THE FIRE. 769 00:34:45,909 --> 00:34:48,564 I WAS CLEANSED AND FOUND WORTHY. 770 00:34:48,608 --> 00:34:52,264 AND THIS -- THIS IS HEAVEN. 771 00:34:52,307 --> 00:34:56,006 YEAH, YOU'VE BEEN, UM, KIND OF ON EDGE LATELY. 772 00:34:56,050 --> 00:34:58,922 WELL, YOU KNOW I HATE PUBLIC SPEAKING. 773 00:34:58,966 --> 00:35:03,013 WHY DON'T YOU TRY THE, UM, PICTURING-EVERYBODY-NAKED THING? 774 00:35:03,057 --> 00:35:04,276 [ LAUGHS ] THAT'S NOT GONNA WORK. 775 00:35:04,319 --> 00:35:05,799 I'M A DOCTOR. 776 00:35:05,842 --> 00:35:08,062 I'LL START WANTING TO EXAMINE THEM ALL OR SOMETHING. 777 00:35:08,106 --> 00:35:09,846 [ CHUCKLES ] 778 00:35:09,890 --> 00:35:12,545 WELL, YOU ARE GONNA BE GREAT, BECAUSE -- 779 00:35:12,588 --> 00:35:15,504 BECAUSE YOU'RE BRILLIANT AND YOU'RE GORGEOUS. 780 00:35:15,548 --> 00:35:16,897 GO ON. 781 00:35:16,940 --> 00:35:20,509 AND -- AND I KIND OF OWE YOU, 782 00:35:20,553 --> 00:35:24,687 WELL, A COUPLE, I THINK, 783 00:35:24,731 --> 00:35:26,298 SINCE YOU'VE BROUGHT ME BACK TO LIFE. 784 00:35:26,341 --> 00:35:27,908 YOU DO. 785 00:35:27,951 --> 00:35:29,344 TWICE NOW, RIGHT? 786 00:35:29,388 --> 00:35:31,129 MM-HMM. 787 00:35:31,172 --> 00:35:36,525 NOTHING BAD IS GONNA HAPPEN BECAUSE I'VE GOT YOUR BACK. 788 00:35:39,485 --> 00:35:41,095 YEAH. 789 00:35:41,139 --> 00:35:43,489 ♪♪ 790 00:35:58,765 --> 00:36:01,289 Charlie: YOU KILLED YOUR WIFE. 791 00:36:01,333 --> 00:36:03,552 SAME AS YOU MURDERED THAT LITTLE GIRL. 792 00:36:03,596 --> 00:36:06,164 Tom: YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHO YOU'RE MESSING WITH. 793 00:36:06,207 --> 00:36:08,557 YOU'RE GONNA ROT IN THAT PRISON CELL, TOM. 794 00:36:08,601 --> 00:36:09,993 YOU SAID YOU'D HELP ME. 795 00:36:11,517 --> 00:36:13,214 I'M NOT GONNA FORGET THIS, CHARLIE. 796 00:36:13,258 --> 00:36:15,347 HEY, THERE. 797 00:36:15,390 --> 00:36:17,479 CAN YOU TELL ME IF DOCTOR... 798 00:36:17,523 --> 00:36:20,439 HARRIS IS ON SHIFT TONIGHT? 799 00:36:20,482 --> 00:36:22,180 [ KEYS CLACKING ] 800 00:36:22,223 --> 00:36:24,225 NO, HE'S NOT SCHEDULED. CAN I HELP YOU WITH SOMETHING? 801 00:36:24,269 --> 00:36:26,358 NO, I JUST WANTED TO TALK TO HIM. 802 00:36:26,401 --> 00:36:29,099 WHAT ABOUT HIS WIFE? UH...DR. REID? 803 00:36:29,143 --> 00:36:31,014 IS SHE HERE TONIGHT? 804 00:36:31,058 --> 00:36:32,494 SORRY, SHE'S NOT HERE, EITHER. 805 00:36:32,538 --> 00:36:34,583 OKAY. RIGHT. 806 00:36:34,627 --> 00:36:36,063 THANKS. 807 00:36:36,106 --> 00:36:37,891 THEY'RE PROBABLY AT THE FELLOWSHIP AWARDS. 808 00:36:37,934 --> 00:36:38,892 HALF THE STAFF'S THERE. 809 00:36:38,935 --> 00:36:41,199 THANKS. 810 00:36:47,117 --> 00:36:48,771 ♪ KILL MONDAY, YOU BREAK MY HEART ♪ 811 00:36:48,815 --> 00:36:51,861 I CAN'T BELIEVE WE ARE AT A WORK THING FOR VALENTINE'S DAY. 812 00:36:51,905 --> 00:36:54,255 WELL, I GUESS OUR ONE TRUE LOVE IS MEDICINE. 813 00:36:54,299 --> 00:36:55,430 [ LAUGHTER ]OH, YES. 814 00:36:55,474 --> 00:36:56,475 HAPPY VALENTINE'S. 815 00:36:56,518 --> 00:36:58,868 HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY. 816 00:36:58,912 --> 00:37:00,783 ALL RIGHT, NEXT ONE'S ON ME. 817 00:37:00,827 --> 00:37:02,176 [ WOMAN SIGHS ] 818 00:37:02,220 --> 00:37:04,047 THREE MORE WHISKEYS AND AN APPLETINI. 819 00:37:04,091 --> 00:37:05,223 WHAT? 820 00:37:05,266 --> 00:37:06,920 YEAH, HE DRINKS APPLETINIS. 821 00:37:06,963 --> 00:37:08,095 [ LAUGHS ] 822 00:37:08,138 --> 00:37:10,053 WHAT? THEY'RE GOOD. 823 00:37:10,097 --> 00:37:12,491 I'M GONNA SIT THIS ONE OUT, GUYS. 824 00:37:12,534 --> 00:37:14,797 I DON'T WANT TO SLUR MY ACCEPTANCE SPEECH. 825 00:37:14,841 --> 00:37:17,322 COME ON, MAGGS. WE'LL BE LIKE DEAN MARTIN AND JERRY LEWIS. 826 00:37:17,365 --> 00:37:19,019 TWIST MY ARM. 827 00:37:19,062 --> 00:37:20,063 [ LAUGHTER ] 828 00:37:20,107 --> 00:37:21,326 MMM. TO THE DYNAMIC DUO. 829 00:37:21,369 --> 00:37:22,327 HEY. 830 00:37:22,370 --> 00:37:23,719 SO, WHOSE IDEA WAS IT 831 00:37:23,763 --> 00:37:25,243 TO COMBINE YOUR FELLOWSHIP PITCHES? 832 00:37:25,286 --> 00:37:26,809 WE'VE ALWAYS BROUGHT OUT THE BEST IN EACH OTHER. 833 00:37:26,853 --> 00:37:29,290 SPEAKING OF WHICH, LET'S GO RUN OUR WORDS, SHALL WE? 834 00:37:29,334 --> 00:37:31,249 YES. 835 00:37:31,292 --> 00:37:32,206 CONGRATULATIONS. 836 00:37:32,250 --> 00:37:33,381 THANK YOU. YOU TOO. 837 00:37:33,425 --> 00:37:35,122 HEY, LET'S PAPER-ROCK-SCISSORS 838 00:37:35,165 --> 00:37:36,297 TO SEE WHO HAS TO TALK FIRST. 839 00:37:36,341 --> 00:37:37,994 OKAY. 840 00:37:38,038 --> 00:37:39,169 OH, YOU WIN. 841 00:37:39,213 --> 00:37:40,388 -LIN! -HEY! 842 00:37:40,432 --> 00:37:41,998 REID. YOU GUYS, CONGRATULATIONS! 843 00:37:42,042 --> 00:37:43,348 YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL. -THANK YOU. 844 00:37:43,391 --> 00:37:44,958 -SO GREAT TO SEE YOU HERE. -YOU KIDDING ME? 845 00:37:45,001 --> 00:37:46,307 GRABBED THE LAST FLIGHT FROM VANCOUVER. 846 00:37:46,351 --> 00:37:47,308 WOULDN'T HAVE MISSED IT FOR THE WORLD. 847 00:37:47,352 --> 00:37:48,309 CAN I BUY YOU A DRINK? 848 00:37:48,353 --> 00:37:49,789 ACTUALLY, WE ARE GOING 849 00:37:49,832 --> 00:37:51,138 TO NEED A FEW DRINKS. 850 00:37:51,181 --> 00:37:53,009 CONGRATULATIONS, LADIES. 851 00:37:53,053 --> 00:37:56,839 THANK YOU. YOU LOOK, UH -- ATHLETIC. 852 00:37:56,883 --> 00:37:58,885 JACOB REALLY WANTED TO SEE US OFF, AND... 853 00:37:58,928 --> 00:38:01,844 YEAH, DESPITE HIS PENCHANT FOR CAR SICKNESS. 854 00:38:01,888 --> 00:38:03,585 ...MY MANOLOS DIDN'T STAND A CHANCE. 855 00:38:03,629 --> 00:38:05,848 YEAH. SPEAKING OF WHICH, I SHOULD GO SEE IF THEY'RE DRY. 856 00:38:05,892 --> 00:38:07,676 AND WE HAVE TO GO REHEARSE OUR DRUNKEN SPEECH. 857 00:38:07,720 --> 00:38:08,851 YES, WE DO. 858 00:38:08,895 --> 00:38:11,027 GOOD LUCK. 859 00:38:11,071 --> 00:38:12,899 SEE YOU AT THE BAR. -OKAY. 860 00:38:15,380 --> 00:38:18,513 CHECK ONE, TWO. CHECK ONE, TWO. 861 00:38:18,557 --> 00:38:20,994 RED LEATHER, YELLOW LEATHER. 862 00:38:21,037 --> 00:38:23,605 THE TIP OF THE TONGUE, THE TEETH, THE LIPS. 863 00:38:23,649 --> 00:38:25,694 LET US EAT LETTUCE LEAVES. 864 00:38:25,738 --> 00:38:27,348 OKAY, LET'S GO. 865 00:38:27,392 --> 00:38:29,219 YOUR GLASS SLIPPER. 866 00:38:29,263 --> 00:38:32,353 I AM SORRY THAT MY SON PUKED ON YOUR SHOES. 867 00:38:32,397 --> 00:38:34,703 ARE YOU KIDDING ME? THAT'S WHAT FAMILY IS ABOUT. 868 00:38:34,747 --> 00:38:36,488 LUCKY FOR ME, HIS DAD IS A PRINCE. 869 00:38:36,531 --> 00:38:38,228 AWW, COME HERE. 870 00:38:38,272 --> 00:38:40,970 [ SLOW MUSIC PLAYING ] 871 00:38:48,500 --> 00:38:51,285 I'm just gonna have a quick word with her. 872 00:38:51,329 --> 00:38:54,636 ♪ I DON'T HAVE PLANS AND SCHEMES ♪ 873 00:38:54,680 --> 00:38:56,246 HEY. HEY. 874 00:38:56,290 --> 00:38:57,552 YOU LOOK NICE. 875 00:38:57,596 --> 00:38:58,988 THANK YOU. 876 00:38:59,032 --> 00:39:00,599 SO DOES SHE. 877 00:39:00,642 --> 00:39:01,426 [ SIGHS ] 878 00:39:01,469 --> 00:39:02,644 WELL, SHE DOES. 879 00:39:02,688 --> 00:39:03,993 WELL, NO MORE SILENT TREATMENT. 880 00:39:04,037 --> 00:39:05,517 I GUESS YOU COULD CALL THAT PROGRESS. 881 00:39:05,560 --> 00:39:07,649 YEAH, WELL, YOU ARE MOVING BACK TO L.A. 882 00:39:07,693 --> 00:39:08,781 IN THE MORNING, RIGHT? 883 00:39:08,824 --> 00:39:11,392 YEAH. 884 00:39:11,436 --> 00:39:13,612 THIS MIGHT BE OUR LAST CHANCE TO TALK. 885 00:39:13,655 --> 00:39:15,527 ABOUT WHAT? 886 00:39:15,570 --> 00:39:16,919 CASSIE. 887 00:39:16,963 --> 00:39:19,052 NO, SERIOUSLY. WHAT IS THERE TO TALK ABOUT? 888 00:39:19,095 --> 00:39:21,402 WILL YOU AT LEAST GIVE ME A CHANCE TO EXPLAIN A FEW THINGS? 889 00:39:21,446 --> 00:39:24,274 ♪ I DON'T HAVE FOND DESIRES 890 00:39:24,318 --> 00:39:26,102 I TOLD YOU I WAS MARRIED.YOU DID. 891 00:39:26,146 --> 00:39:29,192 YOU ALSO TOLD ME YOU WERE GETTING DIVORCED. 892 00:39:32,457 --> 00:39:35,764 I DIDN'T REALIZE HOW MUCH I STILL LOVED HER. 893 00:39:35,808 --> 00:39:37,113 TILL SHE SHOWED UP. 894 00:39:37,157 --> 00:39:38,985 WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME, JEREMY? 895 00:39:39,028 --> 00:39:42,641 I DON'T KNOW. 896 00:39:42,684 --> 00:39:45,774 I GUESS BEFORE I GO I JUST WANT TO MAKE SURE YOU'RE OKAY. 897 00:39:45,818 --> 00:39:50,126 NO, YOU JUST DON'T WANT ME TO BE MAD AT YOU. 898 00:39:50,170 --> 00:39:51,432 [ CHUCKLES ] 899 00:39:51,476 --> 00:39:52,564 LOOK, I'M SORRY. 900 00:39:52,607 --> 00:39:54,957 FOR WHAT? 901 00:39:55,001 --> 00:39:56,785 YOU'RE AN AMAZING WOMAN. 902 00:39:56,829 --> 00:39:57,830 I DON'T NEED A PEP TALK. 903 00:39:57,873 --> 00:39:59,440 YOU'RE LEAVING? YEAH. 904 00:39:59,484 --> 00:40:01,703 TURNS OUT I'M NOT REALLY IN A PARTY MOOD. 905 00:40:01,747 --> 00:40:02,574 CASSIE. 906 00:40:02,617 --> 00:40:05,446 SEE YOU AROUND, DOCTOR. 907 00:40:05,490 --> 00:40:09,450 ♪ YOU, YOU 908 00:40:09,494 --> 00:40:13,628 [ APPLAUSE ] 909 00:40:13,672 --> 00:40:15,238 THANK YOU. 910 00:40:15,282 --> 00:40:18,024 TONIGHT, WE HONOR TWO OF OUR OWN. 911 00:40:18,067 --> 00:40:20,809 OUR BEST AND BRIGHTEST. 912 00:40:20,853 --> 00:40:22,550 OUR CO-WINNERS COMBINED STUDIES 913 00:40:22,594 --> 00:40:24,639 IN BREAST AND GYNECOLOGICAL CANCER 914 00:40:24,683 --> 00:40:27,990 TO PROPOSE A REVOLUTION IN THE TREATMENT OF WOMEN'S HEALTH, 915 00:40:28,034 --> 00:40:31,167 AN ISSUE THAT HAS PERSONAL RESONANCE 916 00:40:31,211 --> 00:40:34,344 FOR SO MANY OF US HERE AT HOPE ZION, 917 00:40:34,388 --> 00:40:37,347 AND NONE MORE THAN DANA KINNEY. 918 00:40:37,391 --> 00:40:38,914 DANA. 919 00:40:38,958 --> 00:40:40,438 [ APPLAUSE ] 920 00:40:44,833 --> 00:40:48,663 YOU KNOW, SO OFTEN IN MEDICINE, OUR JOB IS TO BE REACTIVE. 921 00:40:48,707 --> 00:40:52,058 YOU KNOW, TO CLEAN UP LIFE'S MESSY MISTAKES. 922 00:40:52,101 --> 00:40:56,497 AND IT'S IN THOSE MOMENTS THAT WE TEST OUR METTLE. 923 00:40:56,541 --> 00:41:00,327 HOW WE MEASURE UP WITH LIFE HANGING IN THE BALANCE, 924 00:41:00,370 --> 00:41:02,198 IT DEFINES US AS DOCTORS. 925 00:41:02,242 --> 00:41:04,505 BUT EVERY NOW AND THEN, 926 00:41:04,549 --> 00:41:07,769 SOMETHING COMES ALONG THAT CHANGES THE GAME. 927 00:41:07,813 --> 00:41:11,338 AND WITH THIS NEW INNOVATION, WE WON'T HAVE TO WAIT ANY MORE. 928 00:41:11,381 --> 00:41:16,038 WE CAN BRING THE FIGHT. WE CAN BE PROACTIVE. 929 00:41:16,082 --> 00:41:19,215 I'VE WATCHED THESE WOMEN DEVELOP. 930 00:41:19,259 --> 00:41:21,304 I'VE SEEN THEM MAKE MISTAKES. 931 00:41:21,348 --> 00:41:24,133 I'VE SEEN THEM BREAK THE RULES. 932 00:41:24,177 --> 00:41:26,919 AND, YES, IT'S TRUE, WE'VE HAD OUR, UM... 933 00:41:26,962 --> 00:41:29,051 WE'VE HAD OUR SHARE OF DISAGREEMENTS. 934 00:41:29,095 --> 00:41:35,405 BUT THEY PALE IN COMPARISON TO OUR TRIUMPHS. 935 00:41:35,449 --> 00:41:40,454 THESE WOMEN, THEY GIVE US HOPE. 936 00:41:40,498 --> 00:41:42,935 THEY'VE SHOWN US THAT WITH HARD WORK 937 00:41:42,978 --> 00:41:46,547 AND SHEER DAMN DETERMINATION THAT THE WORLD WILL OPEN UP. 938 00:41:46,591 --> 00:41:49,071 AND NOT JUST TO THOSE WHO STRIVE FOR GREATNESS, 939 00:41:49,115 --> 00:41:51,770 BUT FOR THOSE WHO DEMAND IT. 940 00:41:51,813 --> 00:41:54,860 FOR THOSE WHO HOLD THEMSELVES UP TO A STANDARD THAT, 941 00:41:54,903 --> 00:41:58,080 WELL, IF YOU ASK ME, IS PRETTY MUCH IMPOSSIBLE TO MEET. 942 00:41:58,124 --> 00:41:59,734 BUT, UM... 943 00:41:59,778 --> 00:42:01,910 HERE THEY ARE. 944 00:42:01,954 --> 00:42:05,174 TWO SURGEONS UNITED IN A NEW FIGHT 945 00:42:05,218 --> 00:42:07,481 WITH A PLAN THAT WILL CHANGE LIVES 946 00:42:07,525 --> 00:42:10,266 AND THE WHEREWITHAL TO SEE IT THROUGH. 947 00:42:10,310 --> 00:42:14,575 SO I STAND UP HERE, HONORED AND AMAZED, 948 00:42:14,619 --> 00:42:17,491 TO CALL UP TWO OF MY CLOSEST FRIENDS, 949 00:42:17,535 --> 00:42:21,103 DOCTORS MAGGIE LIN AND ALEX REID. 950 00:42:21,147 --> 00:42:23,192 [ APPLAUSE ] 951 00:42:25,804 --> 00:42:27,370 OH, I'M SO PROUD OF YOU! 952 00:42:32,027 --> 00:42:33,463 CHARLIE? 953 00:42:35,378 --> 00:42:36,858 YOU NEED TO GO. 954 00:42:36,902 --> 00:42:38,599 HEY. YOU BROKE YOUR PROMISE. 955 00:42:38,643 --> 00:42:39,600 [ WOMEN SCREAM ] 956 00:42:39,644 --> 00:42:41,384 IT'S TIME TO PAY UP. 957 00:42:41,428 --> 00:42:43,822 [ GUNSHOT ]