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Dear Red Shoes, Who'd have thought I'd
send my personal diary to a complete

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stranger?

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But then it's so much easier to be
honest with a stranger, isn't it?

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And sometimes, a stranger can let you be
honest with yourself.

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Especially when it comes to
relationships.

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Relationships that last longer than they
should.

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Like me and my boyfriend, Jamie
Griffiths, a fashion photographer.

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It just seemed that neither of us had
the courage to end it.

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I want to carve my name across your
heart and let no one know when I want

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I want you.

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I want to wake each morning and see the
sunlight dancing on your face.

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Bring me to your primitive hell. Let me
hand you a saving grace.

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I want to play out all your fantasies.
We'll do them one by one.

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And then we'll lay exhausted in the
brilliance of the sun. I want you.

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You know I have some new models.

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I want you.

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I need to see tonight.

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300 girls a day.

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Just be honest.

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I want you to dine upon my flesh.

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I've set a table for you.

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And if you still hunger for more, I'll
heat up another stove or two.

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When the night time comes along, I'll
wait.

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And no one knows where she is?

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You think she's hiding under the table?

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You're stupid or what?

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Why don't you pick on someone you're on
side?

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Voila.

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Thank you.

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Oh, yeah. Thank you.

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Where have you been?

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It's in the junk.

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You have been sitting in my creation on
the toilet all year.

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I wasn't sitting on the toilet in your
creation.

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Just spinning over, vomiting up last
night's lettuce.

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Let's get it on.

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Maybe this week.

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Perhaps next week.

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You are very beautiful.

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How many beauties gone?

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What will you do?

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I want to drink your eyes up and throw
my mouth in.

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I want to thaw to the edge of you into a
wild dance on the ground.

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I want to carve my name across your
hardness.

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The sunlight dancing on your face.

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Bring me to your primitive hells. Let me
hand you unsaving grace.

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I want to play out all your fantasies.
We'll do them one by one.

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And then we'll lay exhausted.

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to dine upon my flesh.

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But if you, if you still hunger for
more,

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when the night time comes along, so

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does this photographer.

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Jamie Griffin.

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He says I have the best skin he's ever
seen.

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I saw him at a Christmas party.

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Yeah, he's kind of cute, actually.

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No kidding.

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I would have slept with him even if he
hadn't offered me that layout.

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Are you talking about the one in British
Vogue? Yeah. They're shooting it next

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month in... In Morocco.

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Yeah.

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Were you doing it too?

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No.

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I wasn't.

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So what happened?

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Nothing. I just changed my mind.

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Where to, senorita?

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It's 644 East Morton in the village.

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644 East Morton. Okay.

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Morton Street.

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Huh? Morton Street.

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Morton Street.

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Morton Street. I used to live close to
Morton Street. Morton Street.

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Oh, I used to live... Excuse me. Excuse
me. Yeah? Could you stop that?

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You're giving me a bad headache.

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I have aspirin to lie down.

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No.

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My name is Miguel.

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Miguel Travera Jesus Quintero.

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I like to watch people on my back.

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If they don't tell me their story, I
make one up.

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Would you like me to tell your story?

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I think you are a Bulgarian
revolutionary.

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who is having a rendezvous with your
partner, who is also your lover and also

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your friend from childhood.

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And the enemies have arrested your
mother over in Bulgaria.

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Miguel, you've got to be on drugs.

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You've got to be on some heavy drugs.

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Oh, my God. Madre de Dios, help me.

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You're crazy. I'm floating free on the
best drug there is.

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I'm high on life.

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No, Miguel, I can't tell you how happy I
am for you.

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When was the last time you were high on
life, eh?

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When was the last time you were coming
to the mall and saying, all the little

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birds, all the little stars, all the
moon in your sky?

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If you haven't noticed, Miguel, most of
the birds are dead from the pesticides,

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and you can't see a goddamn star or a
senior sky because of the mall.

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That was very funny.

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I can't be with your bags.

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Do you spend the years?

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Sometimes.

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Can you put the bags over there?

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I figured.

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He's not coming?

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Not any business, really.

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You're so beautiful, you know.

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Like you're paid to be.

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Beauty like yours is light.

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You get from the gods.

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Can't I wonder?

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No.

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No wonder.

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It's a few chromosomes that came
together.

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That's it.

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You hate what you do, do you?

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Why are you asking or telling?

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So why you do it?

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For the money.

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That makes you a whore.

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It's funny you should say that.

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I'm finally realizing that's all I
really am.

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Just a glorified whore.

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It's not too bad to be a whore.

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You want to know what it feels like to
be a whore?

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Knowing at the age of 20, I'm just 20
years old.

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And I'm all washed out.

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Do you want to know what that feels
like?

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Okay.

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You really want to know, huh?

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This is $1 ,000.

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This says your ass is mine.

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$1 ,000?

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That's amateur rate.

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You are underestimating me.

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Shut up, get up, and take a shit, huh?

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Mm -hmm.

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I thought I told you to take your shirt
off.

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That's not so bad.

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Not bad, I thought.

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Those nipples are awfully small.

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What's wrong with my nipples?

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They're small.

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No woman has ever complained about my
nipples.

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Turn around.

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Paul, nice hair.

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Nice back.

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You know, bigger, firmer, higher butts
are in, though. What are you doing?

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I want to see you move.

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All right, get up and stretch.

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Come on.

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Move it. Go.

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Go.

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Turn.

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Get out the window.

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Lean back and down.

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Okay, get up against the wall like this.

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Watch me.

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All right, here we go.

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Down.

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Up.

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Show me that butt. All right.

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On the couch.

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Okay.

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Great.

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Stay right here.

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Stay right back.

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Stay right there.

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Excuse me.

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I have a little proposition for you.

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She wants to be a guy upstairs. I like
it.

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One for you.

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One for you.

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You want to follow me?

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A female wants to know what it feels
like to be a whore.

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Female.

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Female whore.

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I think we can manage that.

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Micah?

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Can I get paid for it?

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for no one.

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Let me feel the fire within you.

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Let it show.

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Life is a candle.

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Love is the globe.

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You find the fun inside of you.

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It feels too hard to hold back.

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Life is about to begin.

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I want to drink your eyes up and throw
myself in.

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I want to thaw to the edge of you into a
wild end from the brim.

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I want to carve my name across your
heart.

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the sunlight dancing on your face bring
me to your primitive hell let me

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hand you a saving grace i want to play
out all your fantasies we'll do them

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one by one and then we lay exhausted

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I want you.

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I

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want

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you to dine upon my flesh. I've set a
table for you.

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And if you're still hungry for more,
I'll heat up another bowl for two.

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And when the night time comes along,
I'll lay you in sheep.

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I

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want you I

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want you I

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want you

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what you see.

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Come on. What do you see?

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Do you see a car?

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No.

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I just see a taxi driver.

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Makeup smeared all over his face.

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I'm still modeling from time to time,
but there is something inside that

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grow old or ugly.

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A bird of extraordinary light.

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Every once in a while, we need to be
reminded of that.

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And Miguel, well, let's just say he's
still hanging around.

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Alia.