1 00:00:13,055 --> 00:00:14,798 Previously on The Five Star Weekend: 2 00:00:14,831 --> 00:00:15,799 Get your stuff, we're leaving. 3 00:00:15,832 --> 00:00:17,050 I don't wanna do this anymore 4 00:00:17,084 --> 00:00:18,436 and I want you to leave right now. 5 00:00:18,460 --> 00:00:19,979 I danced with a Seasonal Site Interpreter! 6 00:00:20,003 --> 00:00:21,263 Am I talking too much? 7 00:00:21,296 --> 00:00:23,307 No, I love what you're saying. 8 00:00:23,340 --> 00:00:24,817 - Is it your knee? - I'm okay. I'm fine. 9 00:00:24,841 --> 00:00:26,486 You kept playing on it when you first got hurt. 10 00:00:26,510 --> 00:00:29,396 - You made it worse. - Yeah, I know, I was there. 11 00:00:29,429 --> 00:00:32,774 I was just working some things out on you. I used you. 12 00:00:32,808 --> 00:00:35,402 I thought we were becoming actual friends. 13 00:00:35,435 --> 00:00:37,738 He's gone and now you have to live. 14 00:00:37,771 --> 00:00:38,947 Hollis. 15 00:00:38,981 --> 00:00:42,409 We love you, okay? 16 00:00:42,442 --> 00:00:45,412 But Gigi is not your friend. 17 00:00:45,445 --> 00:00:47,915 She was having an affair with Matthew. 18 00:01:13,390 --> 00:01:16,360 Come on, Oklahoma! Revolutionized musical theater. 19 00:01:16,393 --> 00:01:17,870 Without Oklahoma!, there wouldn't be Hamilton. 20 00:01:17,894 --> 00:01:19,655 I'm so sad. I mean, this could've been 21 00:01:19,688 --> 00:01:22,366 our last summer all together on Nantucket. 22 00:01:22,399 --> 00:01:25,702 Mom, I'm just going to college. I'm not departing the galaxy. 23 00:01:25,736 --> 00:01:28,205 Yeah, but you're gonna get busy, you'll make new friends. 24 00:01:28,238 --> 00:01:29,507 You could have a boyfriend and decide 25 00:01:29,531 --> 00:01:31,375 you like his family better than ours 26 00:01:31,408 --> 00:01:32,876 and stop coming home. 27 00:01:32,909 --> 00:01:36,797 Mom, nothing is going to change. 28 00:01:36,830 --> 00:01:38,674 - You promise? - Yes. 29 00:01:38,707 --> 00:01:41,259 And you guys aren't even gonna be missing me. 30 00:01:41,293 --> 00:01:44,262 You'll... You'll be so busy spooning 31 00:01:44,296 --> 00:01:45,806 and sharing the same reading glasses, 32 00:01:45,839 --> 00:01:48,642 and then one day you'll just simultaneously die 33 00:01:48,675 --> 00:01:50,519 and you're buried in the same grave. 34 00:01:50,552 --> 00:01:52,446 You'll be together forever. 35 00:01:55,057 --> 00:01:57,567 I think we're planning on-on separate graves. 36 00:01:57,601 --> 00:02:02,155 Yeah, I'm gonna... I'm gonna need my space. 37 00:02:07,861 --> 00:02:09,746 One of my OR nurses. 38 00:02:17,788 --> 00:02:20,140 How about lasagne for dinner, guys? 39 00:02:21,291 --> 00:02:22,634 That sounds like... 40 00:02:28,590 --> 00:02:31,526 No. Please. 41 00:02:34,805 --> 00:02:35,805 Wait. 42 00:02:38,684 --> 00:02:40,444 Hang on. Wh-What? 43 00:02:40,477 --> 00:02:43,739 I saw a picture of them together on her phone yesterday. 44 00:02:43,772 --> 00:02:46,450 And we weren't gonna tell you, but... Then I did. 45 00:02:46,483 --> 00:02:49,169 I know I should've run it by you guys first. I'm sorry. 46 00:02:50,237 --> 00:02:55,926 Gigi reached out to me after Matthew died, so... 47 00:02:57,244 --> 00:02:58,887 I mean, she pierced my ear. 48 00:03:01,331 --> 00:03:02,808 She told us everything. 49 00:03:04,668 --> 00:03:06,678 Okay, maybe he was on one of her flights, 50 00:03:06,712 --> 00:03:10,190 or she was his patient, because, I mean, she couldn't have... 51 00:03:11,466 --> 00:03:13,852 - They were together, Hollis. - Yeah. 52 00:03:13,885 --> 00:03:15,645 I'm so sorry. 53 00:03:15,679 --> 00:03:17,773 Are you guys good on ice cream, or...? 54 00:03:17,806 --> 00:03:19,149 Just keep the ice cream. 55 00:03:19,182 --> 00:03:20,817 I don't care. Throw it away! 56 00:03:20,851 --> 00:03:21,851 Okay. 57 00:03:22,694 --> 00:03:24,905 Wait, I'm sorry. Give it to some kids. 58 00:03:24,938 --> 00:03:27,741 I-I apologize about that, I'm really sorry. 59 00:03:30,360 --> 00:03:32,079 My God. 60 00:03:32,112 --> 00:03:33,955 Caroline. 61 00:03:33,989 --> 00:03:36,383 She can't know about this. Heh. 62 00:03:38,201 --> 00:03:39,961 Okay, here's what we're gonna do. 63 00:03:39,995 --> 00:03:41,630 You guys stay here. 64 00:03:41,663 --> 00:03:44,216 Okay, and-and where are you going? 65 00:03:44,249 --> 00:03:47,177 - To find out the truth. - We told you the truth. 66 00:03:47,210 --> 00:03:49,554 Yeah... No, it doesn't make sense. 67 00:03:49,588 --> 00:03:51,431 Caroline can't know about this, okay? 68 00:03:51,465 --> 00:03:53,809 Whatever happens. 69 00:03:53,842 --> 00:03:55,185 I'm going to find Gigi. 70 00:04:04,853 --> 00:04:06,696 Yeah, that went well, I think. 71 00:04:06,730 --> 00:04:09,624 - Yeah. - Yeah, she seems totally fine. 72 00:04:26,583 --> 00:04:28,885 - You knew. - No, I didn't. 73 00:04:28,919 --> 00:04:30,554 Leave me alone, I'm trying to focus. 74 00:04:30,587 --> 00:04:33,515 - I'm trying to find your lover. - You knew. 75 00:04:33,548 --> 00:04:34,891 Okay, you're not even here, 76 00:04:34,925 --> 00:04:37,736 you're just my subconscious torturing me. 77 00:04:39,179 --> 00:04:40,647 She has gotta be here somewhere. 78 00:04:40,680 --> 00:04:43,784 There's no way the ferry is running in this storm. 79 00:04:50,690 --> 00:04:52,659 - You okay? - Really? 80 00:04:52,692 --> 00:04:54,703 That's how you answer the phone now? 81 00:04:54,736 --> 00:04:56,913 Yep. You girls staying dry? 82 00:04:56,947 --> 00:04:59,416 Ish. Did you bring the chairs in? 83 00:04:59,449 --> 00:05:01,168 Yep. All good. 84 00:05:01,201 --> 00:05:03,086 - Shit. - What? 85 00:05:03,119 --> 00:05:06,089 This episode of Alone is stressing me out. 86 00:05:06,122 --> 00:05:08,216 You're watching without me? 87 00:05:08,250 --> 00:05:09,885 Fine, I'll turn it off. 88 00:05:09,918 --> 00:05:11,728 Yeah, you better. 89 00:05:13,630 --> 00:05:15,682 I was just calling to say... 90 00:05:15,715 --> 00:05:18,768 I'm sorry I was a twat at the Box. 91 00:05:20,178 --> 00:05:21,821 I too was a twat. 92 00:05:23,014 --> 00:05:25,108 Shouldn't have come after you like that. 93 00:05:25,141 --> 00:05:27,661 With everything you're going through. 94 00:05:34,401 --> 00:05:35,619 Yeah. 95 00:05:35,652 --> 00:05:36,753 So... 96 00:05:38,947 --> 00:05:40,498 I was thinking... 97 00:05:40,532 --> 00:05:44,252 Samantha? You know, the bartender at Knob's? 98 00:05:44,286 --> 00:05:46,338 Yeah, what about her? 99 00:05:46,371 --> 00:05:48,548 My next wife. 100 00:05:48,582 --> 00:05:50,175 If it makes you feel better, 101 00:05:50,208 --> 00:05:53,386 so you don't have to worry about me on top of everything else. 102 00:05:53,420 --> 00:05:56,598 Then I'll choose Samantha. 103 00:05:56,631 --> 00:05:59,976 Samantha has a great ass. 104 00:06:00,010 --> 00:06:03,230 - Yours is the best, though. - This is true. 105 00:06:03,263 --> 00:06:04,781 And... 106 00:06:06,933 --> 00:06:07,933 thank you. 107 00:06:10,103 --> 00:06:11,121 You got it, baby. 108 00:06:14,900 --> 00:06:15,867 I should go. 109 00:06:15,901 --> 00:06:17,077 It's almost time 110 00:06:17,110 --> 00:06:19,162 for the make your own pizza party. 111 00:06:19,195 --> 00:06:20,247 Love you. 112 00:06:20,280 --> 00:06:22,048 - Love you. - Bye. 113 00:06:28,330 --> 00:06:29,506 Okay. 114 00:07:26,763 --> 00:07:28,448 God. 115 00:07:31,309 --> 00:07:33,653 Babe, listen to me. Don't hang up, okay? 116 00:07:33,687 --> 00:07:35,363 You can't just stay on Nantucket. 117 00:07:35,397 --> 00:07:36,489 You can't do this to... 118 00:07:46,116 --> 00:07:47,250 What? 119 00:07:47,283 --> 00:07:48,885 I'm just checking on you. 120 00:07:49,953 --> 00:07:51,680 I'm watching a movie. 121 00:08:05,301 --> 00:08:06,603 Dru? 122 00:08:06,636 --> 00:08:08,730 Fuck you, knee. Not now. 123 00:08:08,763 --> 00:08:10,231 My God, are you okay? 124 00:08:10,265 --> 00:08:11,951 - Yeah, no, I'm fine. - Okay, okay, you aren't. 125 00:08:11,975 --> 00:08:14,319 - Come here. - I think I messed myself up 126 00:08:14,352 --> 00:08:17,614 playing fake tennis. 127 00:08:17,647 --> 00:08:19,949 Here. Okay, we need to elevate this. 128 00:08:19,983 --> 00:08:22,160 No, I don't need it. I just need to push through. 129 00:08:22,193 --> 00:08:24,754 Let me help. 130 00:08:25,780 --> 00:08:27,624 - What's going on? - It's her knee. 131 00:08:27,657 --> 00:08:29,959 - Okay. I'll get an ice pack. - I can... 132 00:08:29,993 --> 00:08:32,295 Good lord, woman. Would you sit still? 133 00:08:32,328 --> 00:08:35,932 It-It hurts more when I'm still. 134 00:08:41,463 --> 00:08:44,190 What if we just sit still with you? 135 00:08:50,305 --> 00:08:51,523 Yeah. 136 00:08:51,556 --> 00:08:53,575 You know what I heard works for pain? 137 00:08:54,642 --> 00:08:56,444 Screw-top Pinot Grigio. 138 00:08:56,478 --> 00:08:58,488 I actually brought a bottle. 139 00:08:58,521 --> 00:09:00,707 Can I get you a glass? 140 00:09:01,357 --> 00:09:03,493 Yes. Thank you. 141 00:09:03,526 --> 00:09:04,669 Yeah. 142 00:09:06,988 --> 00:09:08,298 Just gonna sit. 143 00:09:45,193 --> 00:09:48,296 Hollis, you knew. There were signs. 144 00:09:49,739 --> 00:09:50,999 And it wasn't just me. 145 00:09:51,032 --> 00:09:52,750 Late at night, after I went to sleep, 146 00:09:52,784 --> 00:09:54,919 you would look up Jack. 147 00:09:54,953 --> 00:09:56,796 You looked at his new girlfriends, 148 00:09:56,830 --> 00:09:58,965 pictures of his mom, fish he caught. 149 00:09:58,998 --> 00:10:00,975 You were having an affair! 150 00:10:02,502 --> 00:10:04,387 There she is. 151 00:10:04,420 --> 00:10:05,897 Now, leave me alone. 152 00:10:21,062 --> 00:10:22,062 Hi. 153 00:10:22,605 --> 00:10:23,748 Is it true? 154 00:10:24,440 --> 00:10:25,440 Yes. 155 00:10:28,444 --> 00:10:30,079 For how long? 156 00:10:30,113 --> 00:10:31,714 Ten months. 157 00:10:33,700 --> 00:10:35,043 Where? 158 00:10:35,076 --> 00:10:36,970 He'd meet me along my route. 159 00:10:38,621 --> 00:10:41,099 San Diego. Chicago. Paris. 160 00:10:46,671 --> 00:10:47,814 Did you love him? 161 00:10:50,466 --> 00:10:51,901 He made me feel safe. 162 00:10:54,137 --> 00:10:55,196 Yeah, me too. 163 00:10:59,767 --> 00:11:01,236 That's that. 164 00:11:01,269 --> 00:11:04,038 Hollis, I... I really think we should talk... 165 00:12:09,879 --> 00:12:11,639 Okay, she's back. 166 00:12:11,673 --> 00:12:13,850 - Here she comes. - She's holding a bag. 167 00:12:13,883 --> 00:12:16,144 - Of Gigi's body parts? - No, I think groceries? 168 00:12:16,177 --> 00:12:18,655 - Is she alone? - Looks like it. 169 00:12:21,015 --> 00:12:22,900 Hi. 170 00:12:22,934 --> 00:12:24,319 Did you find her? 171 00:12:24,352 --> 00:12:25,612 Thanks. 172 00:12:25,645 --> 00:12:26,788 Yeah. 173 00:12:27,789 --> 00:12:30,867 - Caroline okay? - Yeah, yeah, she's in her room. 174 00:12:30,900 --> 00:12:32,035 What happened there? 175 00:12:32,068 --> 00:12:33,536 Nothing, I'm just resting my knee. 176 00:12:33,569 --> 00:12:35,171 She was in tears. 177 00:12:36,239 --> 00:12:39,759 No, I was not in tears. My eyes were just watery. 178 00:12:40,827 --> 00:12:43,504 Good. Rest. I'm gonna make dinner. 179 00:12:43,538 --> 00:12:44,547 Pizza party. 180 00:12:44,580 --> 00:12:45,932 Are you serious? 181 00:12:47,000 --> 00:12:49,686 It's on the itinerary. 182 00:12:54,590 --> 00:12:55,942 Okay. 183 00:13:00,305 --> 00:13:02,649 Sorry to be getting dinner going kind of late. 184 00:13:02,682 --> 00:13:06,069 With the rain, the bonfire stuff probably isn't gonna happen. 185 00:13:06,102 --> 00:13:08,029 - We could make s'mores inside. - It's fine. 186 00:13:08,062 --> 00:13:10,323 - Hey, Hollis... - I said rest. 187 00:13:10,356 --> 00:13:13,451 I'm fine. I don't wanna talk about it. 188 00:13:13,484 --> 00:13:16,329 I just wanna make dinner. 189 00:13:16,362 --> 00:13:18,498 I was thinking I might do a prosciutto 190 00:13:18,531 --> 00:13:19,874 and grilled peach pizza. 191 00:13:19,907 --> 00:13:21,501 I got peaches at Bartlett's. 192 00:13:21,534 --> 00:13:23,846 Holly, I'm sorry about earlier. I didn't mean to pick a fight. 193 00:13:23,870 --> 00:13:26,389 It's okay. Doesn't matter. It's okay. 194 00:13:32,837 --> 00:13:35,682 Did you talk to Gigi? 195 00:13:35,715 --> 00:13:37,850 Or try to run her over with a car? 196 00:13:37,884 --> 00:13:41,270 - Or pop her head off her body and dance in her blood? - Brooke. 197 00:13:41,304 --> 00:13:43,022 - No, that's... - Right. Sorry. 198 00:13:43,056 --> 00:13:45,366 I asked her if it was true and she said yes. 199 00:13:47,810 --> 00:13:49,278 See, I prepped the dough 200 00:13:49,312 --> 00:13:51,656 and the sauce earlier in the week, 201 00:13:51,689 --> 00:13:52,949 'cause that's what I do. 202 00:13:52,982 --> 00:13:54,418 So all we have to do is roll it out. 203 00:13:54,442 --> 00:13:56,202 I was worried there wouldn't be enough dough, 204 00:13:56,235 --> 00:13:57,755 but now there's just four of us, so... 205 00:13:57,779 --> 00:13:59,747 Okay, she wants us to eat pizza with her. 206 00:13:59,781 --> 00:14:01,258 Wait, should I be doing individual pizzas 207 00:14:01,282 --> 00:14:03,418 - or do you guys wanna a big... - Whatever you want. 208 00:14:03,451 --> 00:14:06,379 It's not about what I want. It is about what you want. 209 00:14:10,583 --> 00:14:12,552 I'll get a broom. It's okay. 210 00:14:20,593 --> 00:14:22,395 - Stop it. - I got it. 211 00:14:22,428 --> 00:14:24,313 Stop it. Stop it. 212 00:14:24,347 --> 00:14:26,315 Stop it! Stop! 213 00:14:26,349 --> 00:14:27,859 Fucking! Matthew! 214 00:14:27,892 --> 00:14:30,119 Fucking! Beeping! 215 00:14:31,604 --> 00:14:32,789 Stop it! 216 00:14:33,523 --> 00:14:34,523 Stop it! 217 00:14:52,625 --> 00:14:53,935 I'm just gonna... 218 00:14:55,128 --> 00:14:57,146 No, I just need a minute. 219 00:15:16,023 --> 00:15:17,533 We should clean up. 220 00:15:17,567 --> 00:15:18,584 - Yeah. - Yeah. 221 00:16:12,997 --> 00:16:14,507 Mama. 222 00:16:14,540 --> 00:16:15,842 How about these guys? 223 00:16:15,875 --> 00:16:18,553 Good girl, my sweet Holly. 224 00:16:18,586 --> 00:16:19,729 That's good. 225 00:16:20,671 --> 00:16:22,515 You okay? Not too hot? 226 00:16:27,845 --> 00:16:30,114 You like this one? 227 00:16:44,529 --> 00:16:46,080 Holly? 228 00:16:46,113 --> 00:16:47,113 Come in. 229 00:16:54,997 --> 00:16:57,383 - You found me. - Yeah. 230 00:16:57,416 --> 00:16:59,010 Hi. 231 00:16:59,043 --> 00:17:03,097 All we had to do was just follow the trail of cornmeal. 232 00:17:05,216 --> 00:17:07,485 My mom died in this bathtub. 233 00:17:09,011 --> 00:17:10,354 I was playing on the floor. 234 00:17:10,388 --> 00:17:12,732 The aneurysm killed her instantly. 235 00:17:12,765 --> 00:17:14,951 She was taking a shower and... 236 00:17:16,894 --> 00:17:18,371 she just fell. 237 00:17:21,232 --> 00:17:24,502 And I think about that every time I take a shower. 238 00:17:26,070 --> 00:17:28,506 My dad came home from work 239 00:17:30,241 --> 00:17:33,344 a few hours later, and I was still in here, just... 240 00:17:34,912 --> 00:17:37,306 playing with my little horses. 241 00:17:39,125 --> 00:17:41,552 I probably thought she was asleep. 242 00:17:41,586 --> 00:17:42,853 Yeah. 243 00:17:44,255 --> 00:17:46,557 I don't remember her. 244 00:17:46,591 --> 00:17:48,976 I barely remember her at all. 245 00:17:49,010 --> 00:17:51,520 Was it this actual bathtub? 246 00:17:51,554 --> 00:17:52,947 It was. 247 00:17:54,181 --> 00:17:56,817 It's the only piece we kept. 248 00:17:56,851 --> 00:18:01,822 The rest of it, I refurbished. 249 00:18:01,856 --> 00:18:05,251 Decorated over my own history. 250 00:18:06,611 --> 00:18:08,663 And it's like you said, Tatum, 251 00:18:08,696 --> 00:18:11,499 I don't deal with things. 252 00:18:11,532 --> 00:18:13,584 I frost over them. 253 00:18:13,618 --> 00:18:15,795 Sometimes with actual frosting. 254 00:18:15,828 --> 00:18:17,054 Hollis. 255 00:18:18,080 --> 00:18:20,216 You've gotta give yourself a break. 256 00:18:20,249 --> 00:18:21,968 You've just suffered a huge loss. 257 00:18:22,001 --> 00:18:24,178 No, I mean before Matthew. 258 00:18:24,211 --> 00:18:26,138 At some point, I just became 259 00:18:26,172 --> 00:18:28,391 this person who can't deal with the truth. 260 00:18:28,424 --> 00:18:30,351 I pushed Matthew away. 261 00:18:30,384 --> 00:18:32,945 I am pushing my own daughter away. 262 00:18:34,113 --> 00:18:37,483 I'm sorry, guys, I really wanted this weekend to be fun. 263 00:18:37,516 --> 00:18:41,779 Holly, we're literally here for this. 264 00:18:41,812 --> 00:18:46,959 Dead moms, cheating husbands, soft cheeses. 265 00:18:48,194 --> 00:18:49,787 We should do a talking circle. 266 00:18:49,820 --> 00:18:51,914 Absolutely not, no. 267 00:18:51,947 --> 00:18:53,541 All right, what is a talking circle? 268 00:18:53,574 --> 00:18:57,294 It's great. Everybody gets in a circle, everybody gets a turn, 269 00:18:57,328 --> 00:19:00,589 and you all say the things that you're scared to say out loud. 270 00:19:00,623 --> 00:19:02,008 We just need a talking stick. 271 00:19:02,041 --> 00:19:03,592 Or is that cultural appropriation? 272 00:19:03,626 --> 00:19:08,139 - Talking object? - Yeah. Talking object. Okay. 273 00:19:09,715 --> 00:19:11,559 Here we go. 274 00:19:11,592 --> 00:19:14,311 So here's our talking object. 275 00:19:14,345 --> 00:19:16,364 Do you wanna go first, Holl? 276 00:19:20,685 --> 00:19:22,319 Take your time. 277 00:19:22,353 --> 00:19:23,529 There no rush. 278 00:19:23,562 --> 00:19:25,614 I knew Matthew was cheating on me. 279 00:19:27,858 --> 00:19:30,211 Damn, that worked fast. 280 00:19:36,534 --> 00:19:40,129 First chance I get, I'm changing my name. 281 00:19:40,162 --> 00:19:41,931 'Cause I feel like, dead... 282 00:19:42,915 --> 00:19:44,675 Well. 283 00:19:44,709 --> 00:19:48,137 - Dylan's not here. - I know. I'm looking for you. 284 00:19:48,170 --> 00:19:51,015 You should meet Kevin. He works with me at Jodie's. 285 00:19:51,048 --> 00:19:52,516 He has a wife and three kids... 286 00:19:52,550 --> 00:19:54,560 Caroline, he's just your type. 287 00:19:54,593 --> 00:19:56,187 Wait, what? 288 00:19:56,220 --> 00:19:58,189 Could you give us a sec, please? 289 00:19:58,222 --> 00:20:00,357 I really love my wife. She's my rock. 290 00:20:00,391 --> 00:20:03,160 Everybody knows that, Kevin. Thanks. 291 00:20:04,562 --> 00:20:06,155 I'm so sorry. 292 00:20:06,188 --> 00:20:09,325 Yeah, you said so in your 900 text and voice notes. 293 00:20:09,358 --> 00:20:11,577 Look, you have every right to be mad at me. 294 00:20:11,610 --> 00:20:13,204 Thanks for your permission. 295 00:20:13,237 --> 00:20:15,706 I have been so messed up since my dad died. 296 00:20:15,740 --> 00:20:17,792 I don't wanna be this person. 297 00:20:17,825 --> 00:20:22,546 You know, I think who a person is in their worst moments 298 00:20:22,580 --> 00:20:24,181 is who they really are. 299 00:20:26,751 --> 00:20:29,762 I'm sorry your dad died. 300 00:20:29,795 --> 00:20:31,388 It's not fair. 301 00:20:31,422 --> 00:20:33,390 It really isn't. 302 00:20:33,424 --> 00:20:36,894 But using his death to justify your shitty behavior 303 00:20:36,927 --> 00:20:39,572 is lame and it's fucking pathetic. 304 00:20:41,474 --> 00:20:42,474 You're right. 305 00:20:43,809 --> 00:20:44,994 I'm sorry. 306 00:20:54,987 --> 00:20:56,172 Gigi? 307 00:20:57,698 --> 00:20:59,083 What are you doing here? 308 00:20:59,116 --> 00:21:02,419 It's a bar. Almost out. 309 00:21:02,453 --> 00:21:05,473 Where's... Where's mom? Where's all the girls? 310 00:21:06,290 --> 00:21:07,842 Your mom didn't tell you? 311 00:21:07,875 --> 00:21:09,477 No. 312 00:21:10,336 --> 00:21:13,272 I'm taking a breather. 313 00:21:17,635 --> 00:21:18,652 Are you okay? 314 00:21:20,137 --> 00:21:21,614 I fucked everything up. 315 00:21:26,477 --> 00:21:29,163 Come on, let's have a drink. Yeah. 316 00:21:38,656 --> 00:21:39,798 I knew. 317 00:21:40,866 --> 00:21:42,751 I don't know if I knew that I knew, 318 00:21:42,785 --> 00:21:45,796 but now I know I knew. 319 00:21:45,830 --> 00:21:47,882 - What...? - I knew, 320 00:21:47,915 --> 00:21:49,767 but I didn't wanna deal. 321 00:21:50,634 --> 00:21:53,137 And I wanted to protect Caroline from it. 322 00:21:54,713 --> 00:21:57,224 I think you always just kind of know. 323 00:21:57,258 --> 00:21:58,692 Brooke. 324 00:22:00,010 --> 00:22:01,061 Your turn. 325 00:22:01,095 --> 00:22:02,238 Yeah. 326 00:22:03,764 --> 00:22:04,982 Okay. 327 00:22:10,563 --> 00:22:14,074 What if I'm not brave enough to actually be myself? 328 00:22:14,108 --> 00:22:17,411 Like I can't just completely change my life, can I? 329 00:22:17,444 --> 00:22:20,581 - Who does that? - Brooke, listen to me. 330 00:22:20,614 --> 00:22:22,416 You have to man the fuck up 331 00:22:22,449 --> 00:22:25,586 and embrace your second adolescence. 332 00:22:25,619 --> 00:22:27,963 That is what this whole next decade is gonna be for you. 333 00:22:27,997 --> 00:22:31,175 This is... This is not death. This is rebirth. 334 00:22:31,208 --> 00:22:33,552 God, you're good at this. You should have a podcast. 335 00:22:33,586 --> 00:22:37,514 I actually might be looking for a new career, so sure. 336 00:22:37,548 --> 00:22:38,816 Go on. 337 00:22:41,176 --> 00:22:43,062 Okay. All right, fine. 338 00:22:43,095 --> 00:22:44,647 Well... 339 00:22:46,807 --> 00:22:49,777 My identity is too wrapped up in my job, 340 00:22:49,810 --> 00:22:51,487 I need to work on being more present, 341 00:22:51,520 --> 00:22:54,406 drink more apple cider vinegar, and practice gratitude. 342 00:22:54,440 --> 00:22:55,991 Don't forget love and light. 343 00:22:56,025 --> 00:22:58,077 You're so right. Love and light. 344 00:22:59,486 --> 00:23:01,455 What is happening here? 345 00:23:01,488 --> 00:23:04,208 Don't freak out. But we like each other now. 346 00:23:04,241 --> 00:23:05,459 You did it. 347 00:23:05,492 --> 00:23:07,920 - Everybody gets along. - My gosh. 348 00:23:07,953 --> 00:23:10,714 I knew it. I knew it would happen eventually. 349 00:23:10,748 --> 00:23:13,642 Yes, well, let's hope we don't mess it up. 350 00:23:14,585 --> 00:23:16,645 You're not done. 351 00:23:21,884 --> 00:23:22,884 Okay. 352 00:23:26,805 --> 00:23:28,449 I push too hard. 353 00:23:30,768 --> 00:23:32,995 Well, now it's catching up with me. 354 00:23:34,772 --> 00:23:37,992 Well, it's never too late to take care of yourself. 355 00:23:38,025 --> 00:23:39,025 Hot potato. 356 00:23:42,446 --> 00:23:45,082 I don't like being out of my comfort zone. 357 00:23:46,450 --> 00:23:48,761 And I know I have to work on that. 358 00:23:50,621 --> 00:23:52,464 That's all you wanna say? 359 00:23:52,498 --> 00:23:54,341 Yes, I'm done. 360 00:23:54,375 --> 00:23:57,428 You asshole. You made me go. 361 00:23:57,461 --> 00:23:59,647 I don't have anything else to say. 362 00:24:02,299 --> 00:24:04,643 - I'm hungry. - I am starving. 363 00:24:04,677 --> 00:24:06,812 - I'm always hungry. - Me too. 364 00:24:06,845 --> 00:24:09,606 - I'm gonna need soft pants. - I love soft pants. 365 00:24:09,640 --> 00:24:11,442 - Soft pants. - Soft pants. 366 00:24:11,475 --> 00:24:12,651 Soft pants. 367 00:24:12,685 --> 00:24:14,820 Soft, soft pants. Yep. 368 00:24:14,853 --> 00:24:19,033 Hey, could I have another shit red wine, please? 369 00:24:19,066 --> 00:24:21,243 And some crisps. Sorry, chips. 370 00:24:21,276 --> 00:24:22,453 You call them chips. 371 00:24:22,486 --> 00:24:26,457 No. Sorry, we don't serve food. 372 00:24:26,490 --> 00:24:28,584 What? No food? 373 00:24:28,617 --> 00:24:30,169 This is a chicken box! 374 00:24:40,170 --> 00:24:41,472 Was that your dad's? 375 00:24:41,505 --> 00:24:45,809 My grandpa gave my dad this as a present 376 00:24:45,843 --> 00:24:47,936 after he graduated from med school. 377 00:24:47,970 --> 00:24:49,563 My mom, after he died, 378 00:24:49,596 --> 00:24:52,483 just threw out a bunch of his stuff. 379 00:24:52,516 --> 00:24:54,568 She likes things very orderly. 380 00:24:54,601 --> 00:24:56,653 Like, if you leave a cup on the counter, 381 00:24:56,687 --> 00:25:01,075 it will somehow, always, end up in the dishwasher. 382 00:25:01,108 --> 00:25:03,786 Fuck. That explains so much. 383 00:25:03,819 --> 00:25:06,747 I kept wondering where my glass kept disappearing to. 384 00:25:06,780 --> 00:25:09,917 Yes. I am telling you, she's a monster. 385 00:25:13,287 --> 00:25:16,006 Parents fuck up. 386 00:25:16,040 --> 00:25:18,133 Doesn't mean they don't love you. 387 00:25:18,167 --> 00:25:21,261 Or so multiple therapists have told me. 388 00:25:21,295 --> 00:25:23,514 - Are we talking about you now? - It's true. 389 00:25:23,547 --> 00:25:24,690 Care Bear! 390 00:25:25,716 --> 00:25:26,683 God. 391 00:25:26,717 --> 00:25:30,145 Look at you. I didn't know you were on island. 392 00:25:30,179 --> 00:25:31,688 How are you holding up? 393 00:25:31,722 --> 00:25:34,066 Hi, mama - We met at the spa. 394 00:25:34,099 --> 00:25:37,236 I'm Electra. And you are stunning. 395 00:25:37,269 --> 00:25:38,946 Is it microdermabrasion, what? 396 00:25:38,979 --> 00:25:43,033 My internist is playing in the band here tonight. 397 00:25:43,067 --> 00:25:44,868 Isn't that hilarious? 398 00:25:44,902 --> 00:25:46,370 How's Amherst? 399 00:25:46,403 --> 00:25:47,913 Have you talked to Hazel recently? 400 00:25:47,946 --> 00:25:51,125 She's taking a semester off to start her own business. 401 00:25:51,158 --> 00:25:53,210 Yeah, actually, so am I. 402 00:25:53,243 --> 00:25:55,671 I'm taking a break from school. 403 00:25:55,704 --> 00:25:57,881 Did you flunk out? Does your mom know? 404 00:25:57,915 --> 00:25:59,675 Honestly, this is refreshing. 405 00:25:59,708 --> 00:26:02,177 - The two of you... - Fuck off, Electra. 406 00:26:02,211 --> 00:26:03,429 No one likes you. 407 00:26:03,462 --> 00:26:06,223 - Excuse me? - You're sad. 408 00:26:06,256 --> 00:26:07,558 And cruel. 409 00:26:07,591 --> 00:26:10,060 For like, no reason. 410 00:26:10,094 --> 00:26:11,562 And... 411 00:26:11,595 --> 00:26:13,113 so stripey. 412 00:26:14,890 --> 00:26:17,734 You know, I swear I have seen you somewhere before. 413 00:26:17,768 --> 00:26:19,912 I swear you're just a bit racist. 414 00:26:20,979 --> 00:26:21,979 Maybe. 415 00:26:24,358 --> 00:26:25,993 Wait. 416 00:26:26,026 --> 00:26:27,127 I know what it is. 417 00:26:30,364 --> 00:26:33,083 I saw you coming out of a restaurant with Matthew 418 00:26:33,117 --> 00:26:35,135 in San Diego last fall. 419 00:26:37,621 --> 00:26:39,465 - No. I... - Yes. 420 00:26:39,498 --> 00:26:40,924 It was definitely you. 421 00:26:40,958 --> 00:26:42,852 I remember because it was the weekend that Hollis 422 00:26:42,876 --> 00:26:44,978 went to visit Care Bear at school. 423 00:26:49,383 --> 00:26:51,026 Maybe nobody likes me, 424 00:26:51,927 --> 00:26:54,822 but I never forget a face. Boop. 425 00:27:01,478 --> 00:27:03,705 Why were you with my dad? 426 00:27:10,571 --> 00:27:12,923 Are you okay? Gigi, where are you going? 427 00:27:14,449 --> 00:27:15,626 Hey. 428 00:27:21,331 --> 00:27:22,850 I don't feel good. 429 00:27:29,590 --> 00:27:31,391 I can't believe you guys cleaned my kitchen. 430 00:27:31,425 --> 00:27:34,561 I think that might actually be my love language. 431 00:27:34,595 --> 00:27:36,855 My love language is people not telling me 432 00:27:36,889 --> 00:27:38,482 what their love language is. 433 00:27:38,515 --> 00:27:41,860 - Mine is words of affirmation. - No shit. 434 00:27:41,894 --> 00:27:44,488 I'd like to go on record about this pineapple.-. 435 00:27:44,521 --> 00:27:46,406 I got this pineapple because I remembered. 436 00:27:46,440 --> 00:27:48,408 Gigi telling me she liked pineapple pizza 437 00:27:48,442 --> 00:27:49,743 and I was gonna make her one. 438 00:27:49,776 --> 00:27:52,829 But now, officially, fuck this pineapple. 439 00:27:52,863 --> 00:27:54,206 Okay. 440 00:27:54,239 --> 00:27:55,541 Fuck this pineapple. 441 00:27:55,574 --> 00:27:58,585 Fuck that pineapple. 442 00:27:58,619 --> 00:28:00,587 - This is good. - Bye, you pineapple bitch! 443 00:28:00,621 --> 00:28:01,797 Bye, Gigi. 444 00:28:01,830 --> 00:28:02,923 Bye, pineapple. 445 00:28:02,956 --> 00:28:04,258 Unh! 446 00:28:06,627 --> 00:28:08,178 Good for you. 447 00:28:08,212 --> 00:28:09,813 That felt good. 448 00:28:10,964 --> 00:28:13,850 Hey, I have a question. 449 00:28:13,884 --> 00:28:16,228 Are you gonna tell Caroline about Matthew and Gigi? 450 00:28:19,306 --> 00:28:21,441 I don't know if I can purposefully 451 00:28:21,475 --> 00:28:23,193 hurt my kid right now. 452 00:28:23,227 --> 00:28:25,112 - Yeah. - What do you guys think? 453 00:28:25,145 --> 00:28:26,788 Should I tell her...? 454 00:28:28,690 --> 00:28:29,791 Godmother? 455 00:28:29,825 --> 00:28:33,161 - Nope, I am not falling for that trap. - What trap? 456 00:28:33,195 --> 00:28:35,747 Last night you told me to stay in my lane with Caroline, 457 00:28:35,781 --> 00:28:38,342 and I just... Well, I wanna respect that. 458 00:28:39,076 --> 00:28:40,218 I'm sorry. 459 00:28:41,161 --> 00:28:42,629 Obviously, Caroline needs you. 460 00:28:42,663 --> 00:28:44,298 I can't be everything to her, 461 00:28:44,331 --> 00:28:48,852 and I am so grateful and lucky that she has you. 462 00:28:52,172 --> 00:28:53,315 Thank you. 463 00:28:54,633 --> 00:28:55,633 Thank you. 464 00:28:57,177 --> 00:28:58,895 Okay. 465 00:28:58,929 --> 00:29:00,314 Now, tell me what to do. 466 00:29:06,687 --> 00:29:09,281 I absolutely think that she is old enough to know... 467 00:29:09,314 --> 00:29:11,700 Damn it, I wish I hadn't asked you. 468 00:29:11,733 --> 00:29:14,828 I know. I knew you were gonna say that. 469 00:29:16,530 --> 00:29:18,832 My God, am I really gonna leave Charlie? 470 00:29:18,865 --> 00:29:20,500 Please. Please, God. 471 00:29:20,534 --> 00:29:23,337 - He is gonna fall apart without me. - Go. Leave him. 472 00:29:23,370 --> 00:29:25,505 That is not your problem, buddy. 473 00:29:25,539 --> 00:29:28,592 I mean, you deserve so much better. 474 00:29:28,625 --> 00:29:32,137 I love you. 475 00:29:32,170 --> 00:29:34,348 But in like a totally platonic way. 476 00:29:34,381 --> 00:29:36,224 You're pretty, 477 00:29:36,258 --> 00:29:38,393 but I don't think I'm attracted to you. 478 00:29:38,427 --> 00:29:40,312 Okay. 479 00:29:40,345 --> 00:29:43,190 Definitely Dru-Ann, and maybe Tatum, 480 00:29:43,223 --> 00:29:44,900 but I can't tell if I'm attracted to you 481 00:29:44,933 --> 00:29:46,151 or if I'm scared of you. 482 00:29:46,184 --> 00:29:49,321 Well, you know I would, but I'm taken. 483 00:30:06,038 --> 00:30:07,038 Yeah. 484 00:30:09,249 --> 00:30:12,561 Just say when and where. 485 00:30:15,172 --> 00:30:16,314 Okay. 486 00:30:41,073 --> 00:30:42,541 I figured you were done with me. 487 00:30:42,574 --> 00:30:44,084 I could never be done with you, 488 00:30:44,117 --> 00:30:46,920 I'm still saving up to buy myself an island, remember? 489 00:30:46,953 --> 00:30:49,339 I wouldn't count on me like that. 490 00:30:49,373 --> 00:30:50,549 Everybody hates me now. 491 00:30:50,582 --> 00:30:52,259 Is JB gonna drop me? 492 00:30:52,292 --> 00:30:54,019 You let me deal with JB. 493 00:30:55,504 --> 00:30:59,224 I know that I am too hard on you sometimes. 494 00:30:59,257 --> 00:31:00,650 And I am sorry. 495 00:31:01,635 --> 00:31:03,145 I get why you are. 496 00:31:03,178 --> 00:31:04,563 You do, do you? 497 00:31:04,596 --> 00:31:06,073 You see yourself in me. 498 00:31:07,349 --> 00:31:09,659 You were my age when you got injured. 499 00:31:10,644 --> 00:31:11,987 You lost everything. 500 00:31:12,020 --> 00:31:15,282 Look, that was the worst time in my life. 501 00:31:15,315 --> 00:31:18,452 Four different surgeries, I could barely walk. 502 00:31:18,485 --> 00:31:22,456 I was depressed, a word my family never used. 503 00:31:22,489 --> 00:31:24,091 There were times... 504 00:31:28,161 --> 00:31:29,721 that I didn't wanna live. 505 00:31:33,208 --> 00:31:36,136 I shouldn't have let everyone make this about mental health. 506 00:31:36,169 --> 00:31:38,597 I wanted to have like a normal, 507 00:31:38,630 --> 00:31:41,349 fun night watching my boyfriend play. 508 00:31:41,383 --> 00:31:42,768 It's just a lot of pressure. 509 00:31:42,801 --> 00:31:44,404 Everything I'm supposed to be to everybody. 510 00:31:44,428 --> 00:31:47,272 I get it. Why didn't you just tell me that you needed a break? 511 00:31:47,305 --> 00:31:48,448 I did. 512 00:31:49,349 --> 00:31:51,193 You didn't hear me when I did. 513 00:31:51,226 --> 00:31:52,786 Well, that's on me. 514 00:31:54,688 --> 00:31:57,824 I never want you to feel like I felt. 515 00:31:57,858 --> 00:32:00,994 - Okay? - Okay. 516 00:32:01,027 --> 00:32:04,381 Now, do you need more time or are you ready to fix this? 517 00:32:07,200 --> 00:32:08,593 I'm ready. 518 00:32:11,204 --> 00:32:12,589 All right. 519 00:32:12,622 --> 00:32:13,849 Let's fix it. 520 00:32:21,798 --> 00:32:23,066 There she is. 521 00:32:28,722 --> 00:32:31,575 Still no. But thanks. 522 00:32:32,642 --> 00:32:35,821 You're the only person who would be smoking right now, 523 00:32:35,854 --> 00:32:37,197 Tatum McKenzie. 524 00:32:37,230 --> 00:32:38,999 I love you for it. 525 00:32:43,904 --> 00:32:46,373 I know you wanted me to talk about my biopsy 526 00:32:46,406 --> 00:32:47,707 in the "feeling circle." 527 00:32:47,741 --> 00:32:50,710 I was a little disappointed, but I figured... 528 00:32:50,744 --> 00:32:52,470 they are your boobs. 529 00:32:54,247 --> 00:32:55,632 Exactly. 530 00:32:55,665 --> 00:32:57,843 I decide when to whip them out. 531 00:32:57,876 --> 00:33:01,146 You've done a lot less of that than I expected this weekend. 532 00:33:03,215 --> 00:33:04,641 Man, I am a disappointment. 533 00:33:07,594 --> 00:33:10,739 - Can I ask you a question? - Anything. 534 00:33:11,907 --> 00:33:15,026 Does your tennis court have a pickleball court on top of it? 535 00:33:15,060 --> 00:33:17,696 I know, I know. 536 00:33:17,729 --> 00:33:19,614 I know, I have turned into the people 537 00:33:19,648 --> 00:33:21,833 we made fun of when we were growing up. 538 00:33:23,777 --> 00:33:26,755 It's not just that you're different or whatever, it's... 539 00:33:28,698 --> 00:33:30,091 It's that I'm not. 540 00:33:32,035 --> 00:33:34,179 I still live on the island I was born on. 541 00:33:36,164 --> 00:33:38,758 Eating the same food, kissing the same man. 542 00:33:38,792 --> 00:33:40,594 Well, he's a great man. 543 00:33:40,627 --> 00:33:41,970 He's the best. 544 00:33:42,003 --> 00:33:44,648 There's just a small part of me that... 545 00:33:46,091 --> 00:33:48,935 always wonders if I should've left. 546 00:33:50,595 --> 00:33:53,031 You're a constant reminder of that. 547 00:33:54,849 --> 00:33:57,611 Well, hey, if it's any consolation, 548 00:33:57,644 --> 00:34:02,165 you are so brave and authentic. 549 00:34:04,192 --> 00:34:05,911 You are. 550 00:34:05,944 --> 00:34:07,837 I always feel like a-a... 551 00:34:09,155 --> 00:34:10,415 coward. 552 00:34:10,448 --> 00:34:14,594 And a big dork when I'm with you. 553 00:34:16,121 --> 00:34:17,138 Does that help? 554 00:34:18,164 --> 00:34:19,516 Actually, it does. 555 00:34:26,131 --> 00:34:29,025 I should've been the one you called when Matthew died. 556 00:34:31,928 --> 00:34:33,738 I should've been there for you. 557 00:34:36,850 --> 00:34:38,985 Hey, the next time my husband dies, 558 00:34:39,019 --> 00:34:41,404 you will be the first person I call. 559 00:34:44,399 --> 00:34:45,583 You promise? 560 00:34:46,693 --> 00:34:47,961 Absolutely. 561 00:35:05,128 --> 00:35:06,128 Who is that? 562 00:35:09,633 --> 00:35:11,142 I'll be right back. 563 00:35:11,176 --> 00:35:12,176 What now?