1 00:00:48,739 --> 00:00:51,180 In my dream last night I was old, 2 00:00:52,454 --> 00:00:55,008 and I was walking somewhere with an old woman. 3 00:00:57,470 --> 00:00:59,120 I saw the two of us from behind. 4 00:01:01,941 --> 00:01:03,079 Strangely 5 00:01:04,021 --> 00:01:05,674 I could see myself from behind. 6 00:01:08,109 --> 00:01:09,721 We were walking somewhere. 7 00:01:11,155 --> 00:01:13,221 We slid along like snails. 8 00:01:15,696 --> 00:01:19,261 Then the old woman and I just vanished. 9 00:01:21,937 --> 00:01:24,952 At a very slow speed. 10 00:01:27,546 --> 00:01:33,465 MI YOUNG 11 00:02:04,387 --> 00:02:05,485 Who...? 12 00:02:12,036 --> 00:02:13,040 Who are you? 13 00:02:17,430 --> 00:02:18,493 Hello. 14 00:02:20,606 --> 00:02:24,516 I'm waiting for someone here. 15 00:02:28,702 --> 00:02:29,910 Waiting for who? 16 00:02:33,946 --> 00:02:35,352 You're pretty when you sleep. 17 00:02:37,702 --> 00:02:38,621 Me? 18 00:02:54,936 --> 00:02:56,085 Aren't you leaving? 19 00:02:59,031 --> 00:03:00,488 I'm waiting for someone, too. 20 00:03:03,023 --> 00:03:04,962 There are plenty of other tables. 21 00:03:09,191 --> 00:03:10,861 The person I'm meeting is here. 22 00:03:12,814 --> 00:03:16,882 I'm the one who's meeting you here, Mi-young. 23 00:03:20,301 --> 00:03:21,494 Ah…! 24 00:03:32,559 --> 00:03:34,085 How embarrassing. 25 00:03:35,713 --> 00:03:36,743 Oh my god. 26 00:03:40,526 --> 00:03:41,850 It's nice to meet you. 27 00:03:43,307 --> 00:03:44,788 You too. 28 00:03:46,267 --> 00:03:47,588 I'm sorry. 29 00:04:15,264 --> 00:04:18,034 Why are those people so busy? 30 00:04:28,492 --> 00:04:29,542 You're right. 31 00:04:32,771 --> 00:04:34,509 It seems like time has sped up. 32 00:04:42,738 --> 00:04:44,689 Aren't you scared of getting old? 33 00:05:03,557 --> 00:05:05,452 You don't look like Won. 34 00:05:06,580 --> 00:05:08,103 Even though she's your sister. 35 00:05:14,285 --> 00:05:19,047 Not my sister, she's a cousin. 36 00:05:22,812 --> 00:05:25,617 That makes sense. 37 00:05:26,700 --> 00:05:30,864 She doesn't like me enough to set me up with her brother. 38 00:05:31,991 --> 00:05:34,374 She said you're an oddball like me. 39 00:05:35,664 --> 00:05:37,073 You look normal. 40 00:05:38,822 --> 00:05:40,401 I heard you studied in America? 41 00:05:42,233 --> 00:05:44,484 Yes, I did. Sure. 42 00:05:47,760 --> 00:05:50,909 From your attitude, I see it didn't change you. 43 00:05:59,649 --> 00:06:01,063 What book were you reading? 44 00:06:02,961 --> 00:06:06,695 Nothing special, just a novel. 45 00:06:08,728 --> 00:06:09,999 You're right about that. 46 00:06:11,261 --> 00:06:14,662 I can't figure out people who read novels. 47 00:06:16,020 --> 00:06:18,290 It's all made up, so why believe it? 48 00:06:21,350 --> 00:06:22,265 You think so? 49 00:06:24,471 --> 00:06:29,341 Still, well-made stories can make people believe. 50 00:06:30,165 --> 00:06:31,830 When you know it's fake? 51 00:06:42,174 --> 00:06:44,426 There's a story I made up. 52 00:06:47,422 --> 00:06:48,353 Want to hear it? 53 00:06:52,469 --> 00:06:53,555 Tell me, then. 54 00:06:58,469 --> 00:06:59,778 It just came to me now. 55 00:07:02,996 --> 00:07:05,120 Near the school where I studied abroad, 56 00:07:06,452 --> 00:07:10,720 there was a 5-star hotel, really big and fancy. 57 00:07:12,640 --> 00:07:16,044 Once I went in there with my professor. 58 00:07:20,075 --> 00:07:21,350 I can't forget the smell there. 59 00:07:22,704 --> 00:07:26,122 It was filled with the smell of lilies. 60 00:07:27,216 --> 00:07:27,946 So, 61 00:07:31,043 --> 00:07:33,579 a nice hotel has a nice smell, I thought... 62 00:07:40,084 --> 00:07:45,556 And that old hotel had an ancient bellboy. 63 00:07:46,684 --> 00:07:50,561 He was an old man, had worked there for decades. 64 00:07:51,834 --> 00:07:52,955 Then one day, 65 00:07:55,022 --> 00:07:58,453 a tramp came in like it was his own house. 66 00:07:59,812 --> 00:08:01,606 He was an old man, too. 67 00:08:04,283 --> 00:08:05,320 The tramp... 68 00:08:08,161 --> 00:08:14,263 insisted on staying in the hotel suite, and wouldn't budge. 69 00:08:16,749 --> 00:08:17,874 A madman. 70 00:08:18,706 --> 00:08:21,220 Well, he was odd. 71 00:08:23,811 --> 00:08:25,015 But the thing is, 72 00:08:26,285 --> 00:08:29,302 years ago that tramp used to frequent that hotel like home. 73 00:08:30,546 --> 00:08:34,913 He'd been rich enough to use the suite like his own house. 74 00:08:36,397 --> 00:08:37,818 But for whatever reason, 75 00:08:38,868 --> 00:08:45,250 decades later he turns up with no money, slightly mad. 76 00:08:46,305 --> 00:08:49,913 In those decades, the only one who hadn't changed was the bellboy, 77 00:08:49,914 --> 00:08:52,554 so only he remembered that man. 78 00:08:56,192 --> 00:08:57,619 So the bellboy, 79 00:08:59,989 --> 00:09:01,756 very graciously, 80 00:09:03,239 --> 00:09:07,165 treated him with all the respect of an old customer. 81 00:09:09,080 --> 00:09:12,883 When the man began spouting nonsense about going to his room, 82 00:09:13,949 --> 00:09:18,275 the bellboy politely removed his hat, 83 00:09:19,975 --> 00:09:22,783 took hold of the man's dirty, heavy bags, 84 00:09:23,768 --> 00:09:25,425 opened the door for him, 85 00:09:26,612 --> 00:09:32,244 and went with him to the highest floor where the suite room is. 86 00:09:34,539 --> 00:09:35,852 So what happened? 87 00:09:41,230 --> 00:09:49,946 The man stood in the hallway thinking for a moment, 88 00:09:54,317 --> 00:09:58,453 then went down with the bellboy back to the lobby. 89 00:10:00,107 --> 00:10:04,604 And after fishing around in his dirty bag, 90 00:10:05,384 --> 00:10:06,554 from inside, 91 00:10:10,910 --> 00:10:12,265 he pulled out some coins. 92 00:10:15,310 --> 00:10:16,423 Two 100-won coins. 93 00:10:21,520 --> 00:10:23,650 It's in America, how'd he get 100-won coins? 94 00:10:24,493 --> 00:10:26,354 Because I just made the story up. 95 00:10:31,005 --> 00:10:31,998 What an oddball. 96 00:10:40,721 --> 00:10:42,653 That was boring. 97 00:10:45,774 --> 00:10:48,585 Sure enough, it was lousy. 98 00:10:51,887 --> 00:10:53,745 That boring story of yours... 99 00:11:00,273 --> 00:11:00,703 made me sleepy. 100 00:11:00,703 --> 00:11:01,703 made me sleepy. 101 00:11:23,612 --> 00:11:24,817 But you know, 102 00:11:27,408 --> 00:11:28,918 you look like my boyfriend. 103 00:11:30,619 --> 00:11:31,649 Really? 104 00:11:33,516 --> 00:11:34,314 Yeah. 105 00:11:38,830 --> 00:11:41,432 I used to meet him in this place. 106 00:11:45,966 --> 00:11:48,059 The shape of your nose is just like his. 107 00:11:52,151 --> 00:11:53,058 Really? 108 00:11:54,175 --> 00:11:54,975 Yes. 109 00:11:58,292 --> 00:11:59,961 My friend Won 110 00:12:03,043 --> 00:12:08,613 set me up with her cousin here. 111 00:12:11,683 --> 00:12:13,227 I met him, 112 00:12:17,568 --> 00:12:19,562 and we married two months later. 113 00:12:23,798 --> 00:12:24,823 I see. 114 00:12:28,906 --> 00:12:30,339 He was a good person. 115 00:12:33,450 --> 00:12:34,421 He died. 116 00:12:36,981 --> 00:12:38,726 Smoked too many cigarettes. 117 00:12:55,823 --> 00:12:56,964 Chang-seok? 118 00:13:03,320 --> 00:13:04,346 Yeah? 119 00:13:06,011 --> 00:13:08,312 So now you recognize me. 120 00:13:11,068 --> 00:13:12,814 Don't smoke. 121 00:13:16,017 --> 00:13:17,789 Or you'll die young like your father. 122 00:13:34,833 --> 00:13:38,669 We both need to watch our health, Mom. 123 00:13:45,145 --> 00:13:47,724 You're good with words, like your dad. 124 00:13:53,524 --> 00:14:00,811 Nothing you can do about getting old. 125 00:14:03,361 --> 00:14:07,573 You die, or break down. 126 00:14:22,996 --> 00:14:25,203 You've sat there a while. Let's go. 127 00:14:35,400 --> 00:14:40,539 Not much has changed here. 128 00:14:45,866 --> 00:14:47,122 That's a relief. 129 00:15:41,177 --> 00:15:42,677 I had a dream. 130 00:15:46,539 --> 00:15:52,980 I dreamed I met your dad. 131 00:16:50,671 --> 00:17:01,931 SHADES OF THE HEART 132 00:17:07,757 --> 00:17:13,528 When I lived in Seoul before, I thought it was an uncontrollably fast city. 133 00:17:14,929 --> 00:17:17,243 I was scared everything would change, 134 00:17:18,198 --> 00:17:23,989 but now that time 7 years ago feels like yesterday. 135 00:17:26,075 --> 00:17:30,469 It passed in an instant, but in that time everyone aged. 136 00:17:33,384 --> 00:17:36,128 After returning to Korea, I'm trying to spend a lot of time with Mom. 137 00:17:37,033 --> 00:17:39,219 We took short walks every day. 138 00:17:41,162 --> 00:17:44,352 Tomorrow Mom enters a nursing home in Cheonan. 139 00:17:45,328 --> 00:17:47,557 I probably won't see her for a while. 140 00:17:50,077 --> 00:17:54,165 Today I left her with my brother, and took a walk by myself. 141 00:17:55,763 --> 00:17:58,400 It's the path I used to walk with you. 142 00:18:00,060 --> 00:18:01,731 It was so nice in the spring. 143 00:18:03,026 --> 00:18:06,312 Now it looks different. 144 00:18:12,455 --> 00:18:18,393 YOO JIN 145 00:18:33,679 --> 00:18:34,578 Chang-seok. 146 00:18:38,441 --> 00:18:39,539 Yoo-jin. 147 00:18:39,540 --> 00:18:40,538 Long time no see. 148 00:18:42,352 --> 00:18:43,513 I've aged, right? 149 00:18:45,985 --> 00:18:48,801 You look exactly the same. What are you talking about? 150 00:18:50,027 --> 00:18:54,063 As always, you're too nice. Let's have coffee. 151 00:18:56,289 --> 00:18:59,817 Well, I arrived early, so I drank a cup already. 152 00:19:00,174 --> 00:19:01,994 It's nice here, so I was walking around. 153 00:19:03,343 --> 00:19:04,475 You already had coffee? 154 00:19:06,147 --> 00:19:09,885 I went to bed late, so I needed one to wake up. 155 00:19:12,577 --> 00:19:14,668 But I'll have another, let's go in. 156 00:19:14,669 --> 00:19:16,600 Yes, I'd like that. 157 00:19:17,184 --> 00:19:19,605 I brought the company card, so let's spend it. 158 00:19:21,212 --> 00:19:22,317 Do they have beer here? 159 00:19:23,679 --> 00:19:25,150 Beer? 160 00:19:36,687 --> 00:19:38,606 Tastes good during the day. 161 00:19:42,185 --> 00:19:43,198 You're right. 162 00:19:46,210 --> 00:19:50,301 - I brought the contract. - Okay. 163 00:19:50,302 --> 00:19:53,305 Luckily all our editorial team liked it. 164 00:19:53,708 --> 00:19:56,697 And the CEO followed our opinions. 165 00:20:00,111 --> 00:20:01,490 He didn't read it? 166 00:20:02,479 --> 00:20:03,616 I don't know. 167 00:20:04,134 --> 00:20:06,867 Our boss rarely reads books by other people. 168 00:20:07,338 --> 00:20:09,690 Especially books that everyone likes. 169 00:20:10,687 --> 00:20:12,283 Novelists are different, I guess. 170 00:20:13,471 --> 00:20:15,282 Here is your contract. 171 00:20:20,427 --> 00:20:23,962 Had you ever read our CEO's novels? 172 00:20:26,485 --> 00:20:27,878 Well, I... 173 00:20:30,112 --> 00:20:31,442 I started a few. 174 00:20:33,931 --> 00:20:35,267 They're hardly worth it. 175 00:20:36,426 --> 00:20:40,684 He's a famous novelist who's never written a decent book. 176 00:20:41,675 --> 00:20:45,099 He got his reputation from doing other things. 177 00:20:47,062 --> 00:20:51,313 But he's published good books, we should give him credit. 178 00:20:52,117 --> 00:20:53,593 You're pretty harsh. 179 00:20:54,762 --> 00:20:56,035 Do you say that to his face? 180 00:20:56,746 --> 00:20:59,983 Well, it's not that I couldn't. 181 00:21:01,503 --> 00:21:04,401 I don't think he hired me because he likes me. 182 00:21:06,091 --> 00:21:08,078 If things get bad, I'll just leave. 183 00:21:10,187 --> 00:21:11,293 You're so cold. 184 00:21:13,855 --> 00:21:16,998 Do you want my cold opinion of your book? 185 00:21:26,638 --> 00:21:28,633 Walking makes me feel more drunk. 186 00:21:29,568 --> 00:21:30,531 What should I do? 187 00:21:34,446 --> 00:21:35,983 What will you write next? 188 00:21:39,701 --> 00:21:42,914 I don't know if I'll write anymore. 189 00:21:43,947 --> 00:21:45,519 I wrote this one, 190 00:21:46,912 --> 00:21:48,884 but I'm not sure I have anything more. 191 00:21:51,072 --> 00:21:54,085 I never once thought of myself as a novelist. 192 00:21:59,342 --> 00:22:01,405 A lot of people liked your novel. 193 00:22:03,183 --> 00:22:04,150 Who? 194 00:22:10,116 --> 00:22:12,790 Father, father... 195 00:22:15,826 --> 00:22:19,283 Learning editing under you was really helpful for me. 196 00:22:20,147 --> 00:22:21,121 From me? 197 00:22:22,794 --> 00:22:25,473 If you took a lot from me, that's not good. 198 00:22:26,798 --> 00:22:28,580 You must have fought a lot. 199 00:22:29,197 --> 00:22:31,300 How did you know? 200 00:22:34,183 --> 00:22:37,369 I don't think of your new novel as fiction. 201 00:22:38,109 --> 00:22:41,619 Just that I learned something new about your life. 202 00:22:42,740 --> 00:22:44,488 Since it's obviously your story. 203 00:22:46,363 --> 00:22:50,580 You could say that nothing was made up. 204 00:22:51,511 --> 00:22:54,071 It's just as I experienced it, but... 205 00:22:56,056 --> 00:22:57,662 it has a point of view. 206 00:22:57,929 --> 00:22:59,307 So that makes it a novel. 207 00:23:00,619 --> 00:23:04,496 If there's a point of view, it's the same as making it up. 208 00:23:06,209 --> 00:23:09,978 You're still living. The man in the novel dies. 209 00:23:10,881 --> 00:23:12,565 I understand it as a story. 210 00:23:16,561 --> 00:23:18,906 Made-up stories are often more honest. 211 00:23:21,868 --> 00:23:24,028 I'm glad that you enjoyed it. 212 00:23:25,454 --> 00:23:27,472 I never said I enjoyed it. 213 00:23:31,226 --> 00:23:32,255 But don't worry. 214 00:23:32,256 --> 00:23:34,474 I like your novel, too. 215 00:23:59,645 --> 00:24:04,376 Was it bitten by a dog or cat? 216 00:24:07,816 --> 00:24:08,929 What should we do? 217 00:24:14,281 --> 00:24:16,005 I don't think it will live. 218 00:24:19,104 --> 00:24:20,085 Is it dead? 219 00:24:26,485 --> 00:24:27,669 Not sure yet. 220 00:24:28,447 --> 00:24:30,797 Let's walk. Sorry for making you see that. 221 00:24:38,257 --> 00:24:39,711 I see hope! 222 00:24:41,258 --> 00:24:42,499 Let's change direction. 223 00:24:42,854 --> 00:24:45,325 Here. Here, here. 224 00:24:48,889 --> 00:24:50,181 Hurry up. 225 00:24:50,819 --> 00:24:53,291 We should follow the wind. 226 00:24:58,791 --> 00:24:59,904 Let's hold hands. 227 00:25:00,902 --> 00:25:02,801 That way you won't get lost. 228 00:25:33,047 --> 00:25:37,044 Father... father... 229 00:26:15,906 --> 00:26:17,103 Is smoking allowed here? 230 00:26:18,389 --> 00:26:19,288 I don't know. 231 00:26:20,479 --> 00:26:21,877 Do you smoke, too? 232 00:26:24,412 --> 00:26:25,400 I quit. 233 00:26:28,279 --> 00:26:30,297 Take your time, it's fine. 234 00:26:35,317 --> 00:26:40,064 There are no streetlamps here. We should go down. 235 00:26:45,680 --> 00:26:48,671 - It makes a noise. - Yeah. 236 00:26:48,672 --> 00:26:51,229 Wow, they have cigarettes like that? 237 00:26:51,865 --> 00:26:53,365 Indonesian cigarettes. 238 00:26:58,968 --> 00:27:02,747 It smells nice, like burning leaves. 239 00:27:03,869 --> 00:27:06,524 Yes, my boyfriend smoked them. 240 00:27:08,296 --> 00:27:10,438 I dated an Indonesian man. 241 00:27:20,803 --> 00:27:22,546 I can't help but try one. 242 00:27:59,140 --> 00:28:03,151 A while back, I got pregnant. 243 00:28:05,807 --> 00:28:07,508 I didn't feel confident enough to have it. 244 00:28:11,489 --> 00:28:13,576 My boyfriend was an exchange student. 245 00:28:16,139 --> 00:28:17,855 He understood about the abortion. 246 00:28:19,948 --> 00:28:21,585 He went back when it was getting cold. 247 00:28:23,147 --> 00:28:24,947 He had trouble with winter, it's for the best. 248 00:28:32,875 --> 00:28:34,930 If he was a student, he was younger than you? 249 00:28:42,187 --> 00:28:43,727 His eyes were beautiful. 250 00:28:46,629 --> 00:28:48,396 With his eyes all wet, he looked more wistful. 251 00:28:56,819 --> 00:29:00,411 - When he left? - Yes. 252 00:29:07,341 --> 00:29:09,607 And when I told him about the abortion, 253 00:29:12,916 --> 00:29:14,120 he cried a long time, 254 00:29:15,017 --> 00:29:17,928 then he said he named the baby "Rintik." 255 00:29:20,358 --> 00:29:22,875 It means the sound a raindrop makes falling off a leaf. 256 00:29:25,882 --> 00:29:27,844 He named our child that. 257 00:29:39,785 --> 00:29:41,030 Crazy fool. 258 00:29:45,395 --> 00:29:48,162 Naming a baby that won't even be born, 259 00:29:51,915 --> 00:29:53,412 does he even know what that means? 260 00:30:14,863 --> 00:30:19,205 On my way back to Korea, I read a magazine on the plane. 261 00:30:20,512 --> 00:30:23,088 An interview with someone who walked on the moon twice. 262 00:30:27,898 --> 00:30:29,754 When he picked a title for the book he wrote, 263 00:30:31,983 --> 00:30:36,467 it wasn't "Voyage to the Moon," it was "Return to Earth." 264 00:30:38,030 --> 00:30:41,135 He said returning from the moon is much harder than getting there. 265 00:30:48,365 --> 00:30:51,930 I'm not sure what you're getting at. 266 00:30:57,388 --> 00:31:00,506 These are great. They don't smell like cigarettes. 267 00:31:05,755 --> 00:31:07,491 This is my last pack. 268 00:31:08,948 --> 00:31:09,965 You must feel sad. 269 00:31:13,173 --> 00:31:14,107 It's all right. 270 00:31:54,451 --> 00:31:58,749 We agreed to publish the book, and now I'm looking for work. 271 00:32:00,741 --> 00:32:05,002 But I don't think I can keep my promise to quit smoking. 272 00:32:43,258 --> 00:32:45,686 - How about resort in Southern Asia? - Sounds good. 273 00:32:46,169 --> 00:32:48,993 - Why don’t you guys go together? - Only us, together? 274 00:32:49,033 --> 00:32:50,721 No way! Let’s go three of us. 275 00:35:15,388 --> 00:35:20,091 SUNG HA 276 00:35:51,917 --> 00:35:52,717 It's you, right? 277 00:35:55,719 --> 00:35:57,420 Oh, sir? 278 00:35:59,415 --> 00:36:00,515 How have you been? 279 00:36:00,733 --> 00:36:03,880 Good. And you? It's been so long. 280 00:36:04,286 --> 00:36:07,621 Yes, it really has. 281 00:36:09,941 --> 00:36:11,746 I heard you were abroad somewhere. 282 00:36:12,330 --> 00:36:15,805 I was in England a few years. Please, have a seat. 283 00:36:16,649 --> 00:36:17,725 Shall I? 284 00:36:19,198 --> 00:36:23,934 It's take-out coffee. A minute should be fine, right? 285 00:36:33,931 --> 00:36:37,532 Wow, it's been ages. 286 00:36:42,036 --> 00:36:45,884 I think I heard you got married there? 287 00:36:46,320 --> 00:36:47,554 Yes, that's right. 288 00:36:48,795 --> 00:36:50,548 It didn't work out, I came back. 289 00:36:52,221 --> 00:36:53,125 Together? 290 00:36:53,576 --> 00:36:56,595 No, by myself. My wife is still in England. 291 00:36:59,121 --> 00:37:00,101 We've separated. 292 00:37:04,511 --> 00:37:06,071 Are you doing well? 293 00:37:11,502 --> 00:37:13,348 You're still doing interesting work? 294 00:37:15,534 --> 00:37:20,610 As you know, we photographers are struggling. 295 00:37:21,770 --> 00:37:26,099 No good work, I'm just on a downward slide. 296 00:37:26,723 --> 00:37:28,379 Bit by bit, as I get older. 297 00:37:33,281 --> 00:37:35,264 Do you come here often? 298 00:37:35,936 --> 00:37:38,574 No, it's my first time. 299 00:37:39,573 --> 00:37:41,337 I was just walking by. 300 00:37:43,296 --> 00:37:48,071 It's amazing, really. And here I meet you. 301 00:37:54,007 --> 00:37:55,574 Because I wanted a hot drink. 302 00:37:57,605 --> 00:38:01,447 It was sunny so I took a walk, but it's still cold. 303 00:38:02,248 --> 00:38:05,139 - Winter's not done yet. - That's right. 304 00:38:15,905 --> 00:38:19,099 When did you return to Korea? 305 00:38:19,992 --> 00:38:21,191 Last week. 306 00:38:22,825 --> 00:38:25,840 What will you do? Publishing, again? 307 00:38:28,706 --> 00:38:32,222 I've been away from Korean for too long, 308 00:38:33,653 --> 00:38:35,505 but I'm looking for something. 309 00:38:36,531 --> 00:38:40,042 Sure. I'll see if I can help somehow. 310 00:38:40,520 --> 00:38:42,966 Oh my, thank you. 311 00:38:56,626 --> 00:38:57,729 Chang-seok. 312 00:39:00,802 --> 00:39:01,906 To be honest, 313 00:39:05,805 --> 00:39:07,859 something amazing happened to me. 314 00:39:10,815 --> 00:39:12,216 Did you meet my wife? 315 00:39:14,003 --> 00:39:17,357 No, but I knew you were married. 316 00:39:17,358 --> 00:39:19,402 That was a long time ago. 317 00:39:25,768 --> 00:39:27,027 You know what this is? 318 00:39:34,363 --> 00:39:36,122 It's cyanide. 319 00:39:40,113 --> 00:39:41,776 Really hard to find. 320 00:39:43,474 --> 00:39:44,729 I see. 321 00:39:46,886 --> 00:39:53,835 If you mix this in water, it's painful but you die fast. 322 00:39:54,983 --> 00:39:56,690 About half a gram? 323 00:39:58,869 --> 00:39:59,852 This much... 324 00:40:11,167 --> 00:40:16,424 A few years ago, my wife was diagnosed with breast cancer. 325 00:40:17,332 --> 00:40:18,777 They operated right away, 326 00:40:21,162 --> 00:40:25,590 and the result was good, but it had spread already. 327 00:40:27,700 --> 00:40:29,315 From then on, things were hard. 328 00:40:30,975 --> 00:40:35,078 Around the end of last year, we lost all hope. 329 00:40:43,023 --> 00:40:43,824 I thought 330 00:40:47,821 --> 00:40:51,266 that we were like an island. 331 00:40:57,593 --> 00:41:00,122 I bought this in order to go when my wife does. 332 00:41:02,629 --> 00:41:04,172 Foolish, isn't it? 333 00:41:07,571 --> 00:41:10,481 Yes, I don't think it's a good idea. 334 00:41:12,278 --> 00:41:13,262 You're right. 335 00:41:16,696 --> 00:41:17,996 I'm loyal, you know. 336 00:41:21,442 --> 00:41:23,836 There's no longer any point in surgery, 337 00:41:25,432 --> 00:41:27,572 and my wife's body is wasting away. 338 00:41:28,909 --> 00:41:32,375 Still, speaking openly with my wife who's still alive, 339 00:41:33,186 --> 00:41:36,207 it's hard for people to give up hope. 340 00:41:38,296 --> 00:41:40,165 They start hanging on to a different hope. 341 00:41:44,123 --> 00:41:46,191 You spend so much on the silliest things. 342 00:41:56,190 --> 00:41:57,250 But one day, 343 00:42:01,694 --> 00:42:07,318 my wife held my hand and said she was scared. 344 00:42:09,981 --> 00:42:12,162 She got so scared before going to sleep. 345 00:42:21,272 --> 00:42:25,193 We tried a shamanic ceremony, having her take lye, 346 00:42:26,073 --> 00:42:27,834 we tried everything, 347 00:42:30,322 --> 00:42:31,924 but nothing works. 348 00:42:35,321 --> 00:42:39,238 My wife got worse, 349 00:42:44,003 --> 00:42:51,026 and at last she was breathing, but fell into a coma. 350 00:42:57,074 --> 00:42:58,072 But you know, 351 00:43:01,332 --> 00:43:09,593 I met a Buddhist monk yesterday. This might sound crazy to you. 352 00:43:10,399 --> 00:43:16,960 Instead of logic I tried mysticism, and found a man with mystical power. 353 00:43:21,163 --> 00:43:25,798 I met him in a café in Insa-dong, 354 00:43:25,798 --> 00:43:29,761 and as soon as he saw me, he pulled up my shirt, 355 00:43:31,324 --> 00:43:38,539 took a bamboo rod and whipped my back about 100 times. 356 00:43:41,148 --> 00:43:44,804 It felt like my back was on fire. 357 00:43:46,160 --> 00:43:47,705 After he was done, 358 00:43:49,382 --> 00:43:54,001 he gave me a bottle this big with yellow liquid in it. 359 00:43:54,908 --> 00:43:59,988 It was water that came up through dead trees behind the temple, 360 00:44:01,684 --> 00:44:02,810 He spread it on my back, 361 00:44:02,810 --> 00:44:05,016 He spread it on my back, 362 00:44:08,759 --> 00:44:11,321 and said to spread it on my wife's wounds, too. 363 00:44:16,245 --> 00:44:19,559 I don't believe all that, but people... 364 00:44:21,120 --> 00:44:23,100 they need to hang their hope on something. 365 00:44:25,002 --> 00:44:26,212 I went to the hospital, 366 00:44:28,661 --> 00:44:31,156 and was spreading it on my wife's body, 367 00:44:36,010 --> 00:44:38,751 when she opened her eyes and looked at me. 368 00:44:40,744 --> 00:44:43,273 She regained consciousness, just last night! 369 00:44:46,332 --> 00:44:47,648 Isn't it amazing? 370 00:44:50,411 --> 00:44:51,870 Yes, it is. 371 00:44:57,202 --> 00:45:00,906 In the morning my wife said 372 00:45:02,019 --> 00:45:05,838 she dreamed a small bird flew into her embrace. 373 00:45:09,712 --> 00:45:11,776 I held her hand and looked out the window, 374 00:45:12,819 --> 00:45:15,952 and a sparrow came and chirped at us. 375 00:45:18,195 --> 00:45:20,787 Seeing her smile, I made up my mind. 376 00:45:21,938 --> 00:45:31,256 So I met the monk again, and he whipped my back, spread ointment... 377 00:45:32,125 --> 00:45:35,057 But he told me something else today. 378 00:45:36,231 --> 00:45:37,523 He said to go north. 379 00:45:39,253 --> 00:45:43,737 If I go north from where my wife is, I'll meet a person with luck. 380 00:45:45,462 --> 00:45:48,679 I'll meet someone I once knew, and that person will become my luck. 381 00:45:53,632 --> 00:45:54,772 Isn't it amazing? 382 00:45:57,253 --> 00:45:58,735 Yes, it is. 383 00:46:00,892 --> 00:46:04,000 He said after we talk, 384 00:46:05,105 --> 00:46:09,592 I'll go back and my wife will greet me with a peaceful face. 385 00:46:13,437 --> 00:46:14,728 Isn't that amazing? 386 00:46:16,963 --> 00:46:18,089 Yes… 387 00:46:18,089 --> 00:46:20,784 I don't believe in miracles, either. 388 00:46:21,657 --> 00:46:29,635 But they come in the depths of despair, miracles... 389 00:46:43,081 --> 00:46:44,478 Excuse me a second. 390 00:47:53,551 --> 00:47:55,091 I need to go to the hospital. 391 00:48:04,271 --> 00:48:05,509 My wife died. 392 00:49:46,513 --> 00:49:52,559 JU EUN 393 00:50:04,367 --> 00:50:05,501 Want anything else? 394 00:50:09,734 --> 00:50:11,859 This drink here... 395 00:50:12,365 --> 00:50:13,881 One highball, please. 396 00:50:14,842 --> 00:50:15,750 Yes. 397 00:50:28,523 --> 00:50:29,806 It's good. 398 00:50:32,780 --> 00:50:35,351 It's a simple drink, but it tastes good. 399 00:50:37,665 --> 00:50:41,116 If you like it strong, I can add more whiskey. 400 00:50:42,749 --> 00:50:43,735 Really? 401 00:50:55,555 --> 00:50:57,775 Did you come in to drink on your own? 402 00:51:01,517 --> 00:51:06,569 No, I was meeting someone here. 403 00:51:10,060 --> 00:51:14,368 Guess that person's late. 404 00:51:15,727 --> 00:51:17,054 I came early. 405 00:51:25,338 --> 00:51:26,340 This is on the house. 406 00:51:28,582 --> 00:51:29,382 What? 407 00:51:31,606 --> 00:51:33,745 It's my last day working here. 408 00:52:10,738 --> 00:52:12,073 What are you writing? 409 00:52:21,057 --> 00:52:25,663 Just writing some notes. 410 00:52:34,913 --> 00:52:36,416 Am I staying too long? 411 00:52:38,519 --> 00:52:41,066 It's a long time before closing. No problem. 412 00:52:42,222 --> 00:52:43,574 Take your time. 413 00:52:45,631 --> 00:52:48,519 I'm not the owner, so stay as long as you like. 414 00:52:54,082 --> 00:52:55,494 Anyway you're waiting for someone, aren’t you? 415 00:53:06,608 --> 00:53:07,512 It's kind of amazing. 416 00:53:12,513 --> 00:53:16,532 It's rare to write things in notebooks these days. 417 00:53:17,586 --> 00:53:18,857 Not many people do it. 418 00:53:20,456 --> 00:53:21,609 It's good to see. 419 00:53:24,926 --> 00:53:27,212 I like writing things down, too. 420 00:53:31,463 --> 00:53:33,330 I write poetry. 421 00:53:36,990 --> 00:53:38,289 Poetry? 422 00:53:40,314 --> 00:53:42,947 I often write it in the iPhone voice memo, 423 00:53:44,108 --> 00:53:46,602 but then I copy it all into this. 424 00:53:48,750 --> 00:53:49,769 That's cool. 425 00:53:54,510 --> 00:53:58,024 Writing poems doesn't make you a poet. 426 00:53:59,942 --> 00:54:02,445 But still, you need to let out your emotions. 427 00:54:08,407 --> 00:54:11,630 And I write poems about the customers here. 428 00:54:13,981 --> 00:54:16,141 Not that they'd know. 429 00:54:17,707 --> 00:54:20,562 I feel a bit sorry sometimes. 430 00:54:22,832 --> 00:54:24,039 Now I know. 431 00:54:26,690 --> 00:54:30,393 If I write a poem about you, I'll apologize to you then. 432 00:54:33,636 --> 00:54:34,815 How do you write the poems? 433 00:54:35,708 --> 00:54:38,013 The poems? 434 00:54:38,720 --> 00:54:40,124 First I hear their stories. 435 00:54:41,541 --> 00:54:44,598 I work here because I'm curious about people. 436 00:54:46,333 --> 00:54:50,405 All kinds of people come in and want to talk to me. 437 00:54:51,474 --> 00:54:53,195 Did you hear a lot of good stories? 438 00:54:55,933 --> 00:54:59,060 You think that's likely? Most aren't interesting. 439 00:55:02,162 --> 00:55:03,513 If someone's boring, I make up a story about why they're boring. 440 00:55:03,513 --> 00:55:08,429 If someone's boring, I make up a story about why they're boring. 441 00:55:09,857 --> 00:55:11,978 Still, you're really interested in people. 442 00:55:18,448 --> 00:55:22,763 Actually, I kind of need other people's memories. 443 00:55:23,417 --> 00:55:25,210 I don't have many myself. 444 00:55:36,868 --> 00:55:38,730 Have you ever been in a car accident? 445 00:55:40,218 --> 00:55:41,432 No. 446 00:55:44,196 --> 00:55:47,914 I was in an accident 5 years ago. 447 00:55:49,828 --> 00:55:51,691 Riding on my friend's motorcycle, 448 00:55:52,272 --> 00:55:54,403 we hit a van and I was hurt badly. 449 00:55:56,601 --> 00:55:58,475 That's what happened to this eye. 450 00:56:01,520 --> 00:56:03,074 See this tattoo? 451 00:56:06,135 --> 00:56:11,995 The tear in my skin goes down below my navel. 452 00:56:13,849 --> 00:56:14,753 You see it? 453 00:56:16,123 --> 00:56:17,373 Yes, I see. 454 00:56:23,344 --> 00:56:26,251 I woke up about a month later, 455 00:56:28,549 --> 00:56:33,896 and I guess because my head hit the road, my memories were gone. 456 00:56:34,615 --> 00:56:35,811 Well, not everything. 457 00:56:37,644 --> 00:56:39,052 Like in a cheesy movie. 458 00:56:41,911 --> 00:56:44,610 What I remembered was like the whiskey in this bottle. 459 00:56:48,060 --> 00:56:49,269 It was all empty. 460 00:56:52,443 --> 00:56:54,559 So I play a game sometimes. 461 00:57:00,004 --> 00:57:01,472 Buying memories. 462 00:57:03,394 --> 00:57:05,793 Since I just have to believe what I hear. 463 00:57:07,170 --> 00:57:10,071 Tell me an interesting memory, and I'll buy you a drink. 464 00:57:16,374 --> 00:57:19,386 My memory? 465 00:57:19,825 --> 00:57:22,895 Yeah, just for customers who I like. 466 00:57:23,845 --> 00:57:25,939 Any memory you want to sell for a drink? 467 00:57:34,949 --> 00:57:36,250 You laugh a lot. 468 00:57:41,446 --> 00:57:45,698 Well, if I sell it, it's no longer mine? 469 00:58:00,352 --> 00:58:05,187 It doesn't seem right to give you a sad memory. 470 00:58:11,606 --> 00:58:15,885 When I was in university, I lived in Imun-dong. 471 00:58:18,987 --> 00:58:21,099 Once on my way home from class, 472 00:58:24,502 --> 00:58:26,232 I saw a rabbit in the alley. 473 00:58:27,927 --> 00:58:30,938 It was squatting near a streetlamp. 474 00:58:33,367 --> 00:58:35,619 A rabbit? In Seoul? 475 00:58:36,336 --> 00:58:37,348 Yeah. 476 00:58:38,450 --> 00:58:43,801 So I squatted down too and looked at the rabbit, 477 00:58:44,967 --> 00:58:47,430 but it didn't run away. 478 00:58:51,604 --> 00:58:53,932 A lady from a grocery store 479 00:58:55,410 --> 00:58:59,785 squatted down next to me and we both watched the rabbit. 480 00:59:04,039 --> 00:59:05,373 Someone must have abandoned it. 481 00:59:08,343 --> 00:59:10,524 That's what we thought, too. 482 00:59:14,465 --> 00:59:17,212 The lady brought some cabbage from the store, 483 00:59:18,410 --> 00:59:20,819 and the rabbit munched it up happily. 484 00:59:22,837 --> 00:59:30,620 There are lots of stray cats there, and we worried it might get hurt. 485 00:59:31,861 --> 00:59:36,546 So the lady and I debated over who would take it home. 486 00:59:38,069 --> 00:59:41,996 She said her husband would never allow it. 487 00:59:43,265 --> 00:59:47,056 And I was living at my friend's place, so it wasn't easy. 488 00:59:50,464 --> 00:59:54,149 Finally we played paper, scissors, stone. 489 01:00:01,398 --> 01:00:02,622 I won. 490 01:00:05,976 --> 01:00:10,620 So she put the rabbit in a box and took it. 491 01:00:15,230 --> 01:00:17,436 So bye-bye to the rabbit? 492 01:00:18,177 --> 01:00:19,466 I saw it sometimes. 493 01:00:20,341 --> 01:00:24,728 She brought it to the store, and walked it sometimes. 494 01:00:26,213 --> 01:00:29,381 They say rabbits live about 6 years. 495 01:00:31,069 --> 01:00:36,555 This one lived 4 years after we found it, 496 01:00:39,535 --> 01:00:41,403 so I guess it died a natural death. 497 01:00:49,479 --> 01:00:52,252 That's nice. A happy ending. 498 01:00:55,375 --> 01:00:56,276 Then it's a deal? 499 01:00:57,455 --> 01:00:58,363 A deal! 500 01:01:34,735 --> 01:01:35,927 Do you smoke? 501 01:01:38,328 --> 01:01:39,742 I do, 502 01:01:43,268 --> 01:01:44,440 but I have no cigarettes. 503 01:02:46,314 --> 01:02:47,513 That glass is nice. 504 01:02:50,183 --> 01:02:50,983 Isn't it? 505 01:02:52,276 --> 01:02:53,778 It's my favorite glass. 506 01:03:01,075 --> 01:03:02,077 It's amazing. 507 01:03:08,383 --> 01:03:09,376 Amazing? 508 01:03:11,498 --> 01:03:14,512 This is a useful place. 509 01:03:16,183 --> 01:03:20,112 You get memories, write poetry... 510 01:03:25,323 --> 01:03:27,382 Still, it's my last day. 511 01:03:32,673 --> 01:03:35,114 But the person you're waiting for is really late. 512 01:04:08,006 --> 01:04:09,539 He waits. 513 01:04:12,099 --> 01:04:14,198 Slowly emptying his glass. 514 01:04:15,420 --> 01:04:17,847 Amidst silence and conversation, 515 01:04:19,122 --> 01:04:23,257 and his white lies, he waits. 516 01:04:25,693 --> 01:04:30,900 In fact, when he said he is waiting, he became someone who waits. 517 01:04:34,030 --> 01:04:36,056 No one is coming, 518 01:04:37,172 --> 01:04:39,044 but he's someone who waits. 519 01:05:17,634 --> 01:05:22,538 CHANG SEOK 520 01:09:00,495 --> 01:09:03,284 - Hello? - It's me. 521 01:09:07,152 --> 01:09:08,227 It's me. 522 01:09:10,117 --> 01:09:10,962 Yeah. 523 01:09:14,917 --> 01:09:16,235 Have you been well? 524 01:09:19,716 --> 01:09:20,677 So-so. 525 01:09:22,253 --> 01:09:23,198 Yeah. 526 01:09:29,913 --> 01:09:31,789 Spring is late here. 527 01:09:34,365 --> 01:09:35,210 Really? 528 01:09:36,214 --> 01:09:37,116 Yeah. 529 01:09:41,952 --> 01:09:43,708 Did you finish your writing? 530 01:09:45,452 --> 01:09:46,283 Yeah. 531 01:09:49,305 --> 01:09:50,507 I'm curious. 532 01:09:52,902 --> 01:09:53,996 It'll be out soon. 533 01:09:57,099 --> 01:09:58,060 Will you read it? 534 01:09:58,795 --> 01:10:02,202 No. I'm not ready. 535 01:10:04,651 --> 01:10:06,636 Later I'll try reading it. 536 01:10:07,409 --> 01:10:08,368 Sure. 537 01:10:25,156 --> 01:10:26,590 I'm still okay. 538 01:10:28,704 --> 01:10:29,663 Huh? 539 01:10:31,713 --> 01:10:36,058 I'm still okay. I can try more. 540 01:10:38,792 --> 01:10:44,734 If you agree, I think we can try again. 541 01:10:51,680 --> 01:10:54,078 I think we tried a lot. 542 01:10:57,977 --> 01:10:59,697 I thought so... 543 01:11:03,487 --> 01:11:05,157 But can't we try again? 544 01:11:10,182 --> 01:11:11,605 It's still cold here. 545 01:11:14,445 --> 01:11:15,740 Here, too. 546 01:11:25,032 --> 01:11:26,703 Can I go back there? 547 01:11:33,845 --> 01:11:35,041 Can I? 548 01:11:39,695 --> 01:11:41,092 If we try again... 549 01:11:43,925 --> 01:11:45,302 might it work this time? 550 01:12:01,603 --> 01:12:05,144 Okay, come. 551 01:12:07,297 --> 01:12:08,463 I miss you. 552 01:12:11,202 --> 01:12:12,165 Okay. 553 01:12:16,072 --> 01:12:19,966 I'll buy a ticket, the soonest I can. 554 01:12:21,790 --> 01:12:25,272 Come quickly. 555 01:12:25,556 --> 01:12:26,766 I miss you. 556 01:12:32,376 --> 01:12:33,464 Me too. 557 01:12:39,812 --> 01:12:41,045 I miss you, too. 558 01:12:45,323 --> 01:12:52,575 Soo-yeon wants her dad back, too. 559 01:13:17,311 --> 01:13:18,820 But Soo-yeon died... 560 01:13:21,547 --> 01:13:22,867 What do you mean? 561 01:13:25,019 --> 01:13:27,514 She's sleeping tight right next to me. 562 01:18:30,886 --> 01:18:32,535 You need to follow the wind! 563 01:18:34,041 --> 01:18:34,794 Wow! 564 01:18:36,394 --> 01:18:39,774 I see hope! Move the ship's sails. 565 01:18:39,775 --> 01:18:41,828 Move the ship's sails! 566 01:18:41,829 --> 01:18:43,212 Come here, hold my hand! 567 01:18:44,765 --> 01:18:46,392 This way you won't get lost. 568 01:18:58,193 --> 01:19:03,586 The mother held the child's small hand tight. 569 01:19:05,261 --> 01:19:07,742 They vanished at the end of the alley. 570 01:19:09,898 --> 01:19:12,137 I walked the empty alleys, 571 01:19:13,320 --> 01:19:17,654 and dreamed that night.