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[Alice] Mummy, where are we going?

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[Jo] There's another cabin over the lake.
Come on.

3
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Honey, what are you doing?
We gotta keep moving.

4
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I'm making a trail like Hansel and Gretel.

5
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You remember?
You used to read me <i>Hansel and Gretel</i>.

6
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[Jo] There's another cabin.

7
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It's like our cabin,
but it's not our cabin.

8
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We're not gonna get lost. Come.

9
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[Alice] Mummy?

10
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Mummy!

11
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[echoing] Mummy!

12
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{\an8}[sighs]

13
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[sighs]

14
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[inhales deeply]

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[Alice] <i>She doesn't look too much
like herself.</i>

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[Magnus] She's still your mum.

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She looks like she's dead.

18
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Hey, hey, hey, Alice.

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What if she doesn't come out?

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["Tellur" by Surrogate Sibling plays]

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- [shutters clicking]
- [Jo] I'd like to take a moment

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and remember our colleague and friend
Commander Paul Lancaster.

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{\an8}He was the most amazing,
funny, dedicated, smart person,

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a loving husband and father,
a great leader.

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{\an8}And no words can describe
how much we miss him.

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{\an8}[Frederic] Your questions, please.

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What do you personally think
caused the accident?

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It was a collision.

29
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Yes, but with what?

30
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Probably something very small.

31
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[reporter] There are systems
on board the ISS that scan for debris.

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{\an8}There was an alarm.
We just didn't have time--

33
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{\an8}We're in the middle
of a joint investigation

34
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and we don't wanna anticipate the inquiry.

35
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- Sorry for interrupting you, Jo.
- It's okay.

36
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Is your mission over?

37
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Do you get to spend some time
with your family?

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We-- No, my mission is-- is not over.

39
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I have nine months of, um,

40
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experiments and data collections
that I, um-- [clears throat]

41
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My specific mission has been to monitor

42
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the physical and neurological effects
of long-term space travel and...

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And are you feeling
those effects currently?

44
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Well, I feel...

45
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I feel a lot better than I did
a couple of days ago. [chuckles]

46
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Um, but you know, um...

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you forget how Earth smells.

48
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There is no weather in space.

49
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There's no seasons.

50
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So it's really nice to--
to feel the autumn and to smell the rain.

51
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I'm very happy to be back home.

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[shutters clicking]

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Are you guys okay? [sighs]

54
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[Magnus] Great.

55
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Look, there are three of us again.

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{\an8}- [Wendy] Where will they bury him?
- [Frida sighs] I don't know, honey.

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{\an8}Arlington?

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{\an8}That's where they bury people like
Neil Armstrong, President John Kennedy.

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People from the olden days?

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People who come from America

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who have done something really brave
and important.

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Heroes like your daddy.

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Erica,

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he was a great man. I'm so sorry.

65
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Frida is my name.

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[footsteps approaching]

67
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{\an8}[sighs]

68
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{\an8}[colleague] We brought the machine
learning stuff, the stuff we could carry.

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It's not ideal, but--

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Doesn't matter.

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Look.

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This is what we got...

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just before the collision.

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There's an interference effect.

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I got the same thing when I extracted
the data down here at Baikonur.

76
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- What?
- The exact same.

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How? It can only run in space.

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- Okay, show me.
- I didn't record it.

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I mean... [stammers] ...it faded away,
but it was there. I saw it.

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I know it was there on the ISS,

81
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but it can't possibly
have survived on Earth.

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- It's-It's impossible.
- Well, exactly, Eryn.

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And that's why we'll run it again
with all this.

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[machine whirring]

85
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[exclaims]

86
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[gasps]

87
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[sighs]

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[breathing heavily]

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[announcer] <i>Welcome to Berni-Con IV.</i>

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Hey, Bud. Bud?

91
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- Hey.
- [guest] What's your per diem?

92
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Ooh, not e-fucking-nough. [sighs]

93
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Ten days on a ship,
talking to fucking lunatics.

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Oh, and look at this guy.

95
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Huh.

96
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I walked on the fucking moon,
and this is how the journey ends.

97
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Making me sit and debate that asshole.

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- Hi.
- Can I get you a glass of water?

99
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I got 250. Twenty bucks per autograph.

100
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And in the middle of a space tragedy.

101
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I tell you, it's bad taste.
It's bad timing.

102
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And all the supposed bullshit
that happened with me

103
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and those other guys-- [groans]

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Damn it.

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[guest] The convention circuit's
much better than acting. [grunts]

106
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Lot more sex in it, for a start.

107
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I'm sick of hearing it.

108
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This is the way it is now.

109
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I am sick of the status quo.

110
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Things are gonna change.

111
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[sighs]

112
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- [fan] Hi.
- [guest] Here come the aliens.

113
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- [fan] Can you sign this to Sophie Space...
- Yeah.

114
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Oh. We have to whisper.

115
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<i>Why is that?</i>

116
00:08:02,691 --> 00:08:05,235
'Cause they're doing
something very fiddly at the CAL.

117
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- Hey, Alice.
- <i>Hi, Paul.</i>

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[Paul chuckles] <i>Your mama's big day today.</i>

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<i>RPL. CAL data:</i>

120
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<i>Core signals green, magnets aligned, 25.5.</i>

121
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- [Henry] <i>Copy, phase six.</i>
- [Paul] <i>Copy.</i>

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- <i>Core temperature.</i>
- [Jo] <i>I miss you so much.</i>

123
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[Alice] <i>I miss you too, Mummy.
Will you be careful when you go out there?</i>

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[Jo] <i>Always.</i>

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[explosion, air hissing on recording]

126
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[Paul grunts]

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[grunting, screaming]

128
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[recording pauses]

129
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I find it strange
that there isn't an MMOD alarm,

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'cause I remember hearing it
quite clearly.

131
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That's important to know,
if the collision was signaled.

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What about your colleagues?

133
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I don't recall it.

134
00:09:01,250 --> 00:09:04,962
There wasn't an MMOD data report.
There was no alarm. I checked.

135
00:09:09,675 --> 00:09:10,843
I was asleep.

136
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So there was no alarm.

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NASA's responsibility.

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And NASA's financial liability.

139
00:09:18,016 --> 00:09:19,017
[recording resumes]

140
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[Paul screaming, grunting]

141
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[distorted murmuring, grumbling]

142
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[recording pauses]

143
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[Jo inhales deeply]

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What's that sound?
I-I've heard that sound.

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Not just once, but several times.

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Static.

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- [recording resumes]
- [alarm blaring on recording]

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[Michaela] <i>All comms are open.</i>

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<i>Crew gather in Soyuz 1 evacuation capsule.
Initiate pre-evacuation protocols.</i>

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[Jo] <i>Fire and fog in Zarya.</i>

151
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- [Michaela] <i>Power down.</i>
- [Jo] <i>Houston,</i>

152
00:09:48,380 --> 00:09:50,716
<i>there's a fire between us and Soyuz 1.</i>

153
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[Michaela]
<i>Let's gather in Rassvet instead.</i>

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- [Jo] <i>Ericsson.</i>
- [Ilya] <i>Andreev.</i>

155
00:09:54,761 --> 00:09:56,555
- [Audrey] <i>Brostin.</i>
- [Yaz] <i>Suri.</i>

156
00:09:56,555 --> 00:09:58,724
- [Paul] <i>I'm stuck.</i>
- [Michaela] <i>Ericsson, Brostin,</i>

157
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- <i>air is clear.</i>
- [recording pauses]

158
00:10:00,100 --> 00:10:02,436
The collision object was shown
as an obstruction

159
00:10:02,436 --> 00:10:04,605
on the electrical node on the trusses.

160
00:10:04,605 --> 00:10:06,899
[Frederic] It isn't a known piece
of orbital debris.

161
00:10:06,899 --> 00:10:09,484
[in Russian] Bring up the footage
of the space walk.

162
00:10:09,484 --> 00:10:10,485
[recording resumes]

163
00:10:10,485 --> 00:10:13,655
[Sergei, in English] <i>Jo, medical team
is working on Paul. Continue with EVA.</i>

164
00:10:13,655 --> 00:10:17,993
[Jo] <i>Copy. Keep me posted.
Where am I heading now?</i>

165
00:10:17,993 --> 00:10:19,620
[Irena] <i>Tell her to head to the truss.</i>

166
00:10:19,620 --> 00:10:22,581
<i>It's critical they fix
secondary life support systems.</i>

167
00:10:22,581 --> 00:10:23,665
[Sergei speaks Russian]

168
00:10:24,917 --> 00:10:27,961
[Sergei] <i>Jo, we can't see what you see.
Check camera.</i>

169
00:10:27,961 --> 00:10:32,216
[Jo] <i>Understood. I got a red light.
It's a fault. Sorry.</i>

170
00:10:32,216 --> 00:10:34,092
- [recording stops]
- [Frederic] We lost video here.

171
00:10:34,092 --> 00:10:36,428
We don't have a full transcript
of what went on next.

172
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NASA/ESA are responsible
for the exterior cameras.

173
00:10:39,014 --> 00:10:41,058
[Michaela] There was collision damage.

174
00:10:41,058 --> 00:10:45,229
So there can be no conclusion
about the collision object.

175
00:10:46,730 --> 00:10:47,731
It was a body.

176
00:10:48,440 --> 00:10:49,566
A human body.

177
00:10:50,442 --> 00:10:52,945
[attendees murmuring]

178
00:10:52,945 --> 00:10:58,825
It was the body of a woman
wearing a USSR flight suit and helmet.

179
00:11:00,410 --> 00:11:02,746
The body inside was desiccated,

180
00:11:03,747 --> 00:11:04,748
mummified.

181
00:11:06,708 --> 00:11:08,418
I reached out to touch it.

182
00:11:09,419 --> 00:11:11,880
It came free and continued its orbit.

183
00:11:15,759 --> 00:11:17,177
Commander... [sighs]

184
00:11:17,803 --> 00:11:23,308
...you realize how unlikely it is
that a body has been preserved in space

185
00:11:23,308 --> 00:11:27,688
for at least 32 years,
at least since the fall of the USSR?

186
00:11:28,522 --> 00:11:32,401
And that such an object
could have impacted ISS?

187
00:11:32,401 --> 00:11:33,485
Yes.

188
00:11:34,403 --> 00:11:35,612
Obviously, I do realize--

189
00:11:35,612 --> 00:11:38,866
We have a note here
in our recovered transcripts.

190
00:11:39,366 --> 00:11:42,411
"06:55:48. Ericsson.

191
00:11:43,954 --> 00:11:45,831
'Can you check oxygen mix?'"

192
00:11:46,623 --> 00:11:49,168
What was your reason for asking
for the oxygen check?

193
00:11:51,044 --> 00:11:54,006
There was no issue with the oxygen mix
in my EVA suit.

194
00:11:54,006 --> 00:11:55,424
The-- The test shows that I--

195
00:11:55,424 --> 00:11:57,259
That was not my question.

196
00:11:58,969 --> 00:12:02,306
What was your reason for asking
for the oxygen check?

197
00:12:10,814 --> 00:12:12,232
I was concerned that I was...

198
00:12:13,984 --> 00:12:14,985
hypoxic.

199
00:12:14,985 --> 00:12:18,113
That you were getting insufficient oxygen
to your brain?

200
00:12:18,864 --> 00:12:20,407
- Yes.
- Because?

201
00:12:21,992 --> 00:12:23,660
Because just like you,

202
00:12:24,286 --> 00:12:27,080
I found it hard to believe
what I was seeing.

203
00:12:28,498 --> 00:12:32,920
No cosmonaut or astronaut
has ever been reported dead or missing

204
00:12:32,920 --> 00:12:34,129
above the Kármán line.

205
00:12:34,129 --> 00:12:35,214
Isn't that true?

206
00:12:36,673 --> 00:12:38,884
- Yes.
- So what's your explanation?

207
00:12:39,635 --> 00:12:42,012
I think we should start
to look at space debris.

208
00:12:42,012 --> 00:12:44,681
Did you ever have any other
such instances?

209
00:12:44,681 --> 00:12:46,725
- [sighs]
- I beg your pardon?

210
00:12:47,267 --> 00:12:51,396
Did you feel
that you were experiencing hypoxia,

211
00:12:51,396 --> 00:12:52,940
symptoms of lack of oxygen,

212
00:12:52,940 --> 00:12:57,361
at any other point in your mission,
before or after?

213
00:12:59,404 --> 00:13:00,656
[sighs]

214
00:13:00,656 --> 00:13:03,116
[Irena] Symptoms of hypoxia
include memory loss...

215
00:13:05,536 --> 00:13:06,537
confusion...

216
00:13:08,205 --> 00:13:09,456
hallucinations.

217
00:13:16,797 --> 00:13:17,798
No.

218
00:13:18,674 --> 00:13:19,675
I didn't.

219
00:13:25,305 --> 00:13:27,307
[breathing heavily]

220
00:13:47,244 --> 00:13:50,789
[panting]

221
00:13:52,124 --> 00:13:54,626
[Paul speaking indistinctly]

222
00:13:56,378 --> 00:13:58,797
[monitors beeping]

223
00:14:01,300 --> 00:14:03,135
[Paul speaking indistinctly]

224
00:14:04,344 --> 00:14:06,513
- [treadmill beeps]
- [breathing heavily]

225
00:14:10,350 --> 00:14:12,394
[scientist] Watch your step down here.

226
00:14:13,437 --> 00:14:15,272
[breathes deeply]

227
00:14:16,106 --> 00:14:20,611
[nurse, in Russian] You are to take one
of these pills daily until further notice.

228
00:14:21,486 --> 00:14:23,197
What is it?

229
00:14:23,947 --> 00:14:28,202
Folic acid, vitamins D and B-12.

230
00:14:37,002 --> 00:14:37,878
[typing]

231
00:14:39,046 --> 00:14:41,340
[in English] There's no condensate,
only the residue.

232
00:14:41,340 --> 00:14:42,549
[sighs] It was there.

233
00:14:43,800 --> 00:14:47,387
Henry, come on. It can't have lived
more than a millionth of a second.

234
00:14:47,930 --> 00:14:49,097
"Henry, come on"?

235
00:14:49,681 --> 00:14:51,266
What, do you think I'm seeing a ghost?

236
00:14:51,266 --> 00:14:53,644
Don't speak to me like I'm stupid.

237
00:14:53,644 --> 00:14:55,646
And don't speak to me like I'm your PA.

238
00:14:55,646 --> 00:15:00,192
And how do you explain the fact that
when I extracted the data yesterday,

239
00:15:00,192 --> 00:15:04,488
it was the same image that we saw
when the experiment ran on the ISS?

240
00:15:04,488 --> 00:15:05,822
It's a glitch.

241
00:15:06,365 --> 00:15:09,076
- This is Russian machinery.
- All right. Enough of this.

242
00:15:09,076 --> 00:15:12,746
Apologies for being short with you, Eryn.

243
00:15:12,746 --> 00:15:16,250
But it was damn well there,
even if it isn't now.

244
00:15:16,250 --> 00:15:18,335
There's an interference effect.

245
00:15:18,335 --> 00:15:21,171
There's a connection,
and we need to know what that is.

246
00:15:21,839 --> 00:15:23,841
["The World is Crowded" playing]

247
00:15:28,178 --> 00:15:29,513
I like your hair like that.

248
00:15:32,432 --> 00:15:34,560
I don't give a lot of consideration
to my hair.

249
00:15:36,103 --> 00:15:39,273
The older you get, the better you look.
[chuckles]

250
00:15:45,112 --> 00:15:46,280
Well, dagnabbit.

251
00:15:48,782 --> 00:15:51,201
I think I just got a compliment.

252
00:15:53,495 --> 00:15:54,496
I've missed you.

253
00:15:58,208 --> 00:15:59,376
I missed you too, Jo.

254
00:16:05,841 --> 00:16:07,593
It kind of felt like I was drowning...

255
00:16:09,678 --> 00:16:10,679
you know?

256
00:16:11,930 --> 00:16:12,931
Uh-huh.

257
00:16:14,850 --> 00:16:17,477
I'm sorry-- [stammers]
I'm sorry I put you through that--

258
00:16:17,477 --> 00:16:18,979
No, no, no, no.

259
00:16:20,397 --> 00:16:23,233
That's what we shook hands on. Right?

260
00:16:34,995 --> 00:16:36,246
Wine. [chuckles]

261
00:16:37,456 --> 00:16:38,582
I forgot the wine.

262
00:16:41,627 --> 00:16:42,628
[Alice] Daddy?

263
00:16:43,962 --> 00:16:44,963
[Jo sighs]

264
00:16:46,006 --> 00:16:47,174
How about Mummy?

265
00:16:48,091 --> 00:16:50,511
Mummy's home. Don't know if you heard.

266
00:16:51,136 --> 00:16:53,055
- [speaks Swedish]
- [wine pouring]

267
00:16:57,476 --> 00:16:59,311
Has she forgotten all her Swedish?

268
00:16:59,811 --> 00:17:01,146
[Alice] Daddy?

269
00:17:07,277 --> 00:17:09,154
- [sighs]
- [Magnus] What's up, honey?

270
00:17:19,665 --> 00:17:21,750
[water runs, stops]

271
00:17:31,802 --> 00:17:32,803
[beeps]

272
00:17:32,803 --> 00:17:34,972
[machine powering up]

273
00:17:34,972 --> 00:17:36,682
[panelist] <i>One year before Apollo 11,</i>

274
00:17:36,682 --> 00:17:40,227
there were over 10,000 recorded faults
in the command capsule,

275
00:17:40,227 --> 00:17:44,898
including 500 critical reports
in the life support systems.

276
00:17:44,898 --> 00:17:47,526
The Apollo 9 fire
was caused by one of these.

277
00:17:47,526 --> 00:17:48,986
Three people died.

278
00:17:48,986 --> 00:17:50,904
There was no time to fix these problems

279
00:17:50,904 --> 00:17:53,907
before Armstrong,
Aldrin and Collins set off.

280
00:17:53,907 --> 00:17:56,869
Except, as you've said,
there was one year.

281
00:17:57,369 --> 00:18:01,331
Now, do you think NASA spent that
whole year scratching their hemorrhoids?

282
00:18:01,331 --> 00:18:03,834
- [audience chuckles]
- You know, I do wanna say,

283
00:18:03,834 --> 00:18:06,128
we just lost someone up there,

284
00:18:07,004 --> 00:18:08,130
an astronaut.

285
00:18:09,423 --> 00:18:12,176
That is a real person with a real family--

286
00:18:12,176 --> 00:18:15,387
- Point four, the Van Allen radiation belt.
- There's a basic standard

287
00:18:15,387 --> 00:18:19,600
of human respect, sir. We just lost
the whole International Space Station--

288
00:18:19,600 --> 00:18:22,019
With the levels of radiation
between the Earth and the moon,

289
00:18:22,019 --> 00:18:24,897
and the relative thinness
of the command module,

290
00:18:24,897 --> 00:18:27,733
the astronauts would have had
serious radiation sickness.

291
00:18:27,733 --> 00:18:29,818
You would have all died
of leukemia by now.

292
00:18:29,818 --> 00:18:31,904
[Bud] When you leave
the Earth's atmosphere,

293
00:18:31,904 --> 00:18:34,740
your exit velocity is
about 10,000 miles an hour.

294
00:18:34,740 --> 00:18:37,534
You pass through the Van Allen belt
in a blink of an eye.

295
00:18:37,534 --> 00:18:41,872
There's no time for radioactive particles
to interact with the body.

296
00:18:41,872 --> 00:18:44,917
There. Hmm? I engaged.

297
00:18:45,709 --> 00:18:47,544
I shouldn't have engaged, but I engaged.

298
00:18:47,544 --> 00:18:50,506
What I should have done
is thrown you in the goddamn sea.

299
00:18:50,506 --> 00:18:51,632
[audience laughs]

300
00:18:52,216 --> 00:18:53,592
[Bud] Let me ask you something.

301
00:18:54,092 --> 00:18:55,344
You think we're up there,

302
00:18:57,012 --> 00:18:59,556
or do you think we're just playacting, huh?

303
00:19:00,516 --> 00:19:02,017
How about you, sir?

304
00:19:02,017 --> 00:19:04,478
You think the ISS is a fairy story?

305
00:19:05,062 --> 00:19:07,064
Nope. I believe it exists.

306
00:19:07,648 --> 00:19:08,607
Mmm.

307
00:19:08,607 --> 00:19:12,361
You know, I w-- I wasn't on Apollo 11,
so I don't know if they went to the moon.

308
00:19:12,361 --> 00:19:14,363
But I was on Apollo 18,

309
00:19:15,155 --> 00:19:17,074
and I know I sure as hell did.

310
00:19:17,074 --> 00:19:19,451
[panelist] Yeah.
I read your book. [chuckles]

311
00:19:19,451 --> 00:19:22,788
There you go, kids.
Book available at the door.

312
00:19:22,788 --> 00:19:25,582
It's so full of inaccuracies
as to be completely worthless.

313
00:19:25,582 --> 00:19:26,750
Excuse me?

314
00:19:26,750 --> 00:19:29,461
It's full of things
that are factually incorrect.

315
00:19:29,461 --> 00:19:31,547
You don't even get the name
of your first dog right.

316
00:19:31,547 --> 00:19:33,006
[audience murmuring]

317
00:19:33,006 --> 00:19:34,466
- I mean, who wrote it?
- Me.

318
00:19:37,135 --> 00:19:39,179
You don't think I know
the name of my first dog?

319
00:19:39,179 --> 00:19:41,598
I don't know.
You don't get things right, sir.

320
00:19:41,598 --> 00:19:46,019
I think you've been fed a story.
Or you have a very unreliable memory.

321
00:19:46,645 --> 00:19:49,940
I would be very careful
before you call me a liar.

322
00:19:52,442 --> 00:19:54,820
I think perhaps you did get to the moon.

323
00:19:54,820 --> 00:19:58,282
I think maybe by then,
they'd solved some issues.

324
00:19:58,282 --> 00:20:00,450
But there was a near disaster
on Apollo 13.

325
00:20:00,450 --> 00:20:04,454
And on your mission six years later,
two men died.

326
00:20:06,915 --> 00:20:08,125
I think you're telling a story

327
00:20:08,125 --> 00:20:11,503
or you've been fed a story
that does not make sense.

328
00:20:34,985 --> 00:20:36,195
[computer beeps]

329
00:20:39,990 --> 00:20:42,367
[grunts] Hello, baby!

330
00:20:43,327 --> 00:20:44,369
[breathes heavily]

331
00:20:47,998 --> 00:20:48,999
Ah, Christ.

332
00:20:50,626 --> 00:20:53,212
Come on. Jesus Christ!

333
00:20:53,921 --> 00:20:54,922
[sighs]

334
00:21:01,094 --> 00:21:02,095
[sighs]

335
00:21:03,680 --> 00:21:05,098
[groans] No!

336
00:21:05,098 --> 00:21:06,683
Where the hell are you going?

337
00:21:20,614 --> 00:21:21,615
[groans]

338
00:21:23,992 --> 00:21:24,910
[Jo] <i>You okay?</i>

339
00:21:25,953 --> 00:21:27,996
[Alice] Don't know. A bit weird.

340
00:21:28,539 --> 00:21:29,998
[Jo] You wanna talk about it?

341
00:21:30,791 --> 00:21:32,918
- [Alice] Um-- It-- It's okay.
- [Jo] Are you sure?

342
00:21:33,710 --> 00:21:35,337
- [whimpers]
- [Alice] Yeah, sure.

343
00:21:35,337 --> 00:21:36,922
[Jo] My legs are so swollen.

344
00:21:36,922 --> 00:21:38,090
When you're up in space,

345
00:21:38,090 --> 00:21:40,133
all your fluids kind of races up
to your head.

346
00:21:40,133 --> 00:21:41,760
And now they splash down.

347
00:21:41,760 --> 00:21:43,512
- [panting] Mmm.
- [Alice] I've got you.

348
00:21:43,512 --> 00:21:45,013
- You sure?
- Mm-hmm.

349
00:21:45,013 --> 00:21:47,349
Okay. You gotta--
You gotta hold tightly, okay?

350
00:21:47,349 --> 00:21:48,767
- Yeah.
- Okay.

351
00:21:50,978 --> 00:21:52,980
[grunting]

352
00:21:52,980 --> 00:21:55,399
- You okay?
- Yeah. Careful. I'm good.

353
00:21:55,399 --> 00:21:58,193
I think you need to go and...
[stammers] ...go and get Daddy.

354
00:21:58,193 --> 00:21:59,736
I'm sorry.

355
00:21:59,736 --> 00:22:02,447
- [panting] You'll be okay?
- I'm okay. Just get Daddy, okay?

356
00:22:02,447 --> 00:22:03,824
- [Alice] You sure?
- Yeah.

357
00:22:14,042 --> 00:22:15,043
[grunts]

358
00:22:15,043 --> 00:22:17,004
[panting]

359
00:22:20,841 --> 00:22:21,842
[gasps]

360
00:22:23,135 --> 00:22:25,012
[clanging]

361
00:22:25,012 --> 00:22:27,681
[Jo whimpering]

362
00:22:30,058 --> 00:22:31,560
He-- Hello?

363
00:22:32,895 --> 00:22:35,772
[breathing shakily]

364
00:22:35,772 --> 00:22:38,025
[clanging continues]

365
00:22:44,823 --> 00:22:47,826
- [knocking]
- [breathing shakily] Alice?

366
00:22:51,538 --> 00:22:53,207
- [Alice] Here.
- [gasps, breathes heavily]

367
00:22:53,207 --> 00:22:56,543
- [breathing heavily]
- You all right? You fell. Yep, I got you.

368
00:22:56,543 --> 00:22:59,046
- That's it. [grunts] That's it.
- [sighing]

369
00:22:59,630 --> 00:23:00,923
[panting]

370
00:23:01,507 --> 00:23:04,760
Uh, I'm okay. It's okay.

371
00:23:05,260 --> 00:23:07,596
[kisses, sniffles] It's okay.

372
00:23:11,934 --> 00:23:15,103
[Sergei] <i>A glove lost by Ed White
on the first American EVA.</i>

373
00:23:15,604 --> 00:23:18,649
<i>A camera lost by Michael Collins
near Gemini 10.</i>

374
00:23:19,149 --> 00:23:22,402
A thermal blanket lost during STS-88.

375
00:23:23,028 --> 00:23:24,696
And these garbage bags

376
00:23:25,948 --> 00:23:30,118
jettisoned by astronauts from Skylab
over the period of '73/'74.

377
00:23:30,994 --> 00:23:33,205
I think garbage bag is a good candidate.

378
00:23:34,915 --> 00:23:38,043
You think it was a garbage bag
that caused the accident?

379
00:23:41,505 --> 00:23:43,924
No, I don't think it was a garbage bag.

380
00:23:46,343 --> 00:23:48,178
The size and shape of a garbage bag?

381
00:23:48,971 --> 00:23:52,224
If I would have seen a garbage bag,
I would have said it was a garbage bag,

382
00:23:52,224 --> 00:23:53,392
for Christ's sake!

383
00:23:53,392 --> 00:23:55,269
Please moderate your tone, Commander.

384
00:23:55,769 --> 00:23:58,188
It's not anybody's job here
to take your word for it.

385
00:23:59,398 --> 00:24:04,862
...eleven, 12, 13, 14, 15,

386
00:24:04,862 --> 00:24:10,325
16, 17, 18, 19, 20!

387
00:24:10,993 --> 00:24:12,870
Coming, ready or not!

388
00:24:15,789 --> 00:24:19,251
[sighs] We're not replicating it,
however much we might want to.

389
00:24:19,751 --> 00:24:21,253
[sighs] Replicating?

390
00:24:24,673 --> 00:24:26,175
I replicated this.

391
00:24:26,175 --> 00:24:29,052
[chuckles] It's a drawing, Henry.

392
00:24:30,053 --> 00:24:33,223
[chuckles] You don't win a Nobel Prize
with just a drawing.

393
00:24:33,223 --> 00:24:34,725
Oh, Eryn, I know.

394
00:24:34,725 --> 00:24:36,727
I already won a Nobel Prize.

395
00:24:39,438 --> 00:24:41,481
Yeah. In, like, 1981.

396
00:24:41,481 --> 00:24:44,318
[machine humming]

397
00:24:50,324 --> 00:24:51,783
[Henry] Can't you just help me out?

398
00:24:53,327 --> 00:24:57,122
Damn thing's been my life's work
for the last 35 years.

399
00:24:57,122 --> 00:25:00,209
[Eryn] Well, why do you see it
and I don't?

400
00:25:01,210 --> 00:25:03,003
The goddamn observer effect.

401
00:25:03,003 --> 00:25:05,506
It's the only explanation I can think of...

402
00:25:11,428 --> 00:25:13,138
short of me seeing things.

403
00:25:20,312 --> 00:25:21,605
[giggles]

404
00:25:21,605 --> 00:25:23,065
[panting]

405
00:25:39,998 --> 00:25:40,999
Hey!

406
00:25:43,627 --> 00:25:44,670
Hey!

407
00:25:44,670 --> 00:25:46,004
[panting]

408
00:26:07,025 --> 00:26:07,860
Found!

409
00:26:10,779 --> 00:26:13,365
What did you do to my rabbit?
That's my rabbit.

410
00:26:13,365 --> 00:26:16,118
- I didn't do anything to your rabbit.
- Why are you being horrible?

411
00:26:16,118 --> 00:26:18,370
You can't be evil
to somebody else's rabbit.

412
00:26:18,370 --> 00:26:20,914
- I've got your stupid rabbit.
- But why did you do it?

413
00:26:20,914 --> 00:26:23,041
You can't just do anything
just because your dad's dead.

414
00:26:23,792 --> 00:26:25,711
It should've been your mama.

415
00:26:25,711 --> 00:26:27,504
Your mom's a crazy bitch.

416
00:26:27,504 --> 00:26:29,339
That's what my mom said.

417
00:26:29,339 --> 00:26:30,799
Your mum's a bitch too.

418
00:26:45,063 --> 00:26:46,857
We just take a look at this slide.

419
00:26:46,857 --> 00:26:51,778
{\an8}This is a garbage bag jettisoned
from Mir by Soviet cosmonauts.

420
00:26:54,239 --> 00:26:56,992
NASA estimates about 350 of these are--

421
00:26:58,619 --> 00:27:04,666
[sighs] Commander, nobody has anything
but respect for you and for what you did.

422
00:27:04,666 --> 00:27:07,794
But the entire history
of the Soviet space program

423
00:27:07,794 --> 00:27:09,296
has been declassified,

424
00:27:09,296 --> 00:27:13,842
and there are dozens of memoirs
of cosmonauts, engineers, controllers

425
00:27:13,842 --> 00:27:17,346
who have gone on the record
even after the fall of the USSR.

426
00:27:17,346 --> 00:27:22,309
We know who was on the cosmonaut teams,
who flew, who didn't fly, when they flew.

427
00:27:22,309 --> 00:27:25,812
There isn't a single unaccounted-for man
or woman in any of them.

428
00:27:28,857 --> 00:27:31,485
You saw something that was not there.

429
00:27:33,028 --> 00:27:34,571
You were under enormous stress.

430
00:27:34,571 --> 00:27:35,531
[Jo swallows]

431
00:27:36,281 --> 00:27:37,366
It happens.

432
00:27:38,200 --> 00:27:39,743
Let's adjourn for today.

433
00:27:42,120 --> 00:27:43,997
[Michaela]
Come on. Let's go talk in my office.

434
00:27:45,165 --> 00:27:47,292
[speaks indistinctly] Henry.

435
00:28:02,474 --> 00:28:04,893
Look, I'm sticking my neck out for you.

436
00:28:05,644 --> 00:28:07,646
It's not gonna be good for us
if this whole thing devolves

437
00:28:07,646 --> 00:28:10,107
on whether you were getting
enough oxygen to your brain.

438
00:28:10,607 --> 00:28:13,527
They're gonna keep on trying
to make you look unreliable,

439
00:28:13,527 --> 00:28:15,279
because they don't wanna admit
the possibility

440
00:28:15,279 --> 00:28:17,948
that any of their debris is responsible
for the collision.

441
00:28:17,948 --> 00:28:19,783
I saw what I fucking saw.

442
00:28:21,952 --> 00:28:22,953
[sighs]

443
00:28:25,247 --> 00:28:26,248
[sighs]

444
00:28:28,166 --> 00:28:29,459
Are you taking your vitamins?

445
00:28:29,459 --> 00:28:30,919
- [sighs]
- Huh?

446
00:28:32,087 --> 00:28:33,297
What are you doing?

447
00:28:38,093 --> 00:28:40,470
I don't know what the fuck is the matter
with you, Jo.

448
00:28:40,470 --> 00:28:42,014
Just sort out your story.

449
00:28:49,646 --> 00:28:51,815
[Jo panting]

450
00:29:00,449 --> 00:29:01,825
[keys jingling]

451
00:29:04,328 --> 00:29:06,705
[sniffles, breathing heavily]

452
00:29:07,831 --> 00:29:09,833
[cries]

453
00:29:11,502 --> 00:29:13,545
Magnus! [crying]

454
00:29:13,545 --> 00:29:16,548
Magnus! Magnus! [breathes shakily]

455
00:29:17,299 --> 00:29:19,301
- [exclaims, grunts]
- Whoa! Oh! I've got you.

456
00:29:19,968 --> 00:29:23,305
I don't know what's going on.
I don't feel like myself anymore.

457
00:29:23,305 --> 00:29:26,099
Okay. All right,
let's just get you inside.

458
00:29:26,099 --> 00:29:27,184
[Jo sighs]

459
00:29:28,894 --> 00:29:29,937
- Wha--
- Here. Sit down.

460
00:29:29,937 --> 00:29:32,481
It just feels like
they're attacking me all the time.

461
00:29:33,148 --> 00:29:34,733
[Magnus] Okay. [sighs]

462
00:29:35,901 --> 00:29:37,444
- I just wanna go home.
- Okay. [panting]

463
00:29:37,444 --> 00:29:38,529
I know.

464
00:29:38,529 --> 00:29:40,614
- Let's just take this really easy.
- Mm-hmm.

465
00:29:40,614 --> 00:29:41,865
Okay? [breathing heavily]

466
00:29:41,865 --> 00:29:43,450
- You wanna take your shoes off?
- Mm-hmm.

467
00:29:43,450 --> 00:29:46,036
Okay. [breathes heavily]

468
00:29:46,036 --> 00:29:49,831
- [grunts]
- There you go. Okay? That's one.

469
00:29:49,831 --> 00:29:51,750
[breathes deeply] I love you.

470
00:29:55,504 --> 00:29:57,756
I love you too. [sighs, sniffles]

471
00:29:59,633 --> 00:30:01,301
- Would you, uh, stand up? [stammers]
- [groans]

472
00:30:01,301 --> 00:30:03,136
[Magnus] Just-- [straining] There we go.

473
00:30:03,136 --> 00:30:05,305
[Jo sniffling]

474
00:30:05,305 --> 00:30:08,058
Okay. Uh, you okay there?

475
00:30:09,685 --> 00:30:12,855
- [sniffling]
- Lift that arm. There we go.

476
00:30:14,898 --> 00:30:17,901
[both breathing heavily]

477
00:30:50,601 --> 00:30:51,518
[Henry] There you are.

478
00:30:53,020 --> 00:30:54,563
- Hi.
- Hi.

479
00:30:56,523 --> 00:30:57,900
How are you, Alice?

480
00:30:58,525 --> 00:30:59,526
I don't know.

481
00:31:01,028 --> 00:31:02,696
Anything on your mind?

482
00:31:04,656 --> 00:31:05,866
Did you go to the moon?

483
00:31:06,992 --> 00:31:09,912
Once. 1977.

484
00:31:11,830 --> 00:31:12,831
What was it like?

485
00:31:16,877 --> 00:31:17,878
Pretty good.

486
00:31:19,546 --> 00:31:22,090
Hmm. What are you doing here?

487
00:31:22,090 --> 00:31:23,175
Oh...

488
00:31:25,177 --> 00:31:27,638
[sighs] Science stuff.

489
00:31:28,472 --> 00:31:29,473
[chuckles] Like what?

490
00:31:30,349 --> 00:31:32,017
Have you ever heard of quantum physics?

491
00:31:32,518 --> 00:31:35,479
Yes. I don't know what they are.

492
00:31:35,479 --> 00:31:37,773
- Would you like to?
- Sure.

493
00:31:38,524 --> 00:31:41,610
For a long time,
the way that we understood the world

494
00:31:41,610 --> 00:31:44,905
was governed by
what is called classical physics.

495
00:31:44,905 --> 00:31:46,990
- You know what that is?
- Kind of.

496
00:31:47,491 --> 00:31:50,911
It is a basic way
of measuring and predicting things.

497
00:31:52,412 --> 00:31:56,041
Then along came people,
people like Albert Einstein.

498
00:31:56,041 --> 00:31:57,751
- Have you heard of him?
- Yeah.

499
00:31:57,751 --> 00:32:00,587
Yeah. He started
to look into really small things

500
00:32:00,587 --> 00:32:03,882
like atoms, subatomic particles, waveforms.

501
00:32:04,883 --> 00:32:08,720
And it began to look like
classical physics didn't apply anymore,

502
00:32:08,720 --> 00:32:10,180
which is mysterious.

503
00:32:11,014 --> 00:32:13,809
It's not predictable
in ways we currently understand.

504
00:32:13,809 --> 00:32:19,690
For example, the same thing can be
in two different states at the same time.

505
00:32:19,690 --> 00:32:24,278
You could have a particle, for instance,
the exact same particle.

506
00:32:24,778 --> 00:32:27,030
There's a world
in which that particle is black

507
00:32:27,030 --> 00:32:30,284
and a world
in which that particle is white.

508
00:32:31,076 --> 00:32:35,163
And there's a kind of point
of liminal space between those worlds,

509
00:32:35,163 --> 00:32:39,877
where the particle is black and white
at the same time.

510
00:32:40,377 --> 00:32:43,380
And they don't seem to want to decide
which state they'll be

511
00:32:44,965 --> 00:32:46,842
until someone looks at them.

512
00:32:49,970 --> 00:32:51,138
That's nuts.

513
00:32:51,138 --> 00:32:53,265
Well, that's nuts.

514
00:32:55,392 --> 00:32:56,810
But it's real.

515
00:32:56,810 --> 00:32:57,978
[inhales deeply]

516
00:32:58,520 --> 00:33:01,607
I invented a machine
that we took up into space

517
00:33:02,524 --> 00:33:05,694
- and I was hoping to get some answers to--
- Did it work?

518
00:33:07,988 --> 00:33:08,989
I don't know.

519
00:33:11,533 --> 00:33:13,368
I kind of think I saw something...

520
00:33:15,662 --> 00:33:17,915
but it seems
like it doesn't want to be seen.

521
00:33:20,459 --> 00:33:21,543
Like hide-and-seek.

522
00:33:23,420 --> 00:33:25,506
Just like hide-and-seek.

523
00:33:32,763 --> 00:33:34,598
[static buzzing]

524
00:33:39,478 --> 00:33:40,479
[Jo] <i>Alice.</i>

525
00:33:42,105 --> 00:33:43,398
[speaks indistinctly]

526
00:33:44,733 --> 00:33:45,984
<i>I'm sorry I, um--</i>

527
00:33:45,984 --> 00:33:47,277
[sighs]

528
00:33:47,277 --> 00:33:48,654
<i>I left you alone.</i>

529
00:33:49,363 --> 00:33:50,447
[buzzing stops]

530
00:33:50,447 --> 00:33:52,199
Do I seem the same to you?

531
00:33:55,160 --> 00:33:58,080
[sighs] Not entirely. [chuckles]

532
00:34:00,749 --> 00:34:01,750
Why?

533
00:34:03,710 --> 00:34:05,420
You look at me a bit differently.

534
00:34:07,714 --> 00:34:08,799
How do I look at you?

535
00:34:11,134 --> 00:34:12,386
As though you like me.

536
00:34:13,679 --> 00:34:15,806
- [laughs]
- [chuckles]

537
00:34:15,806 --> 00:34:17,014
Okay.

538
00:34:19,226 --> 00:34:20,476
[doorbell buzzes]

539
00:34:23,313 --> 00:34:25,858
- [Henry] I brought you something home.
- [Jo] Oh, hello.

540
00:34:27,400 --> 00:34:30,027
And I'd like to thank you
for bringing my baby home.

541
00:34:30,612 --> 00:34:33,156
The CAL wasn't an ESA experiment.

542
00:34:33,156 --> 00:34:35,534
You didn't need to help. I appreciate it.

543
00:34:36,618 --> 00:34:38,954
- Jo Ericsson.
- Henry Caldera.

544
00:34:43,250 --> 00:34:44,333
We've met.

545
00:34:44,960 --> 00:34:45,960
Yeah.

546
00:34:49,005 --> 00:34:51,884
You're the, um-- Apollo program.

547
00:34:51,884 --> 00:34:52,967
Man and boy.

548
00:34:54,719 --> 00:34:58,098
The CAL, thi-- this experiment,
it's a-- it's important?

549
00:34:58,682 --> 00:34:59,683
It is to me.

550
00:35:00,726 --> 00:35:04,938
Listen, there are big bureaucracies
at play here, Commander.

551
00:35:04,938 --> 00:35:08,442
They all have their agendas.
Not just the Russians, everybody.

552
00:35:08,984 --> 00:35:11,570
It's easy to get ground up in the gears.

553
00:35:12,487 --> 00:35:14,781
Those people
who have actually been up there,

554
00:35:15,949 --> 00:35:18,285
they need to watch out for themselves.

555
00:35:22,039 --> 00:35:23,457
If you ever want to talk...

556
00:35:23,457 --> 00:35:24,541
Thank you.

557
00:35:32,216 --> 00:35:33,592
[sighs]

558
00:35:40,641 --> 00:35:43,393
- I thought you were at Wendy's.
- We had a fight.

559
00:35:44,019 --> 00:35:46,355
- About what?
- She said her mum--

560
00:35:47,022 --> 00:35:48,732
She said her mum thinks you're crazy.

561
00:35:51,944 --> 00:35:53,237
Oh.

562
00:35:57,574 --> 00:36:00,202
I found the flight suit
that I think it was.

563
00:36:02,538 --> 00:36:03,664
The one that I saw.

564
00:36:03,664 --> 00:36:04,915
[Audrey] Hmm?

565
00:36:04,915 --> 00:36:05,999
That hit us.

566
00:36:07,209 --> 00:36:08,210
Look, it...

567
00:36:11,880 --> 00:36:14,967
{\an8}It's an early-'60s Star City life suit.

568
00:36:15,509 --> 00:36:17,761
{\an8}Salyut 7 and onwards.

569
00:36:18,345 --> 00:36:19,513
You know who that is?

570
00:36:20,681 --> 00:36:21,515
Who?

571
00:36:23,183 --> 00:36:24,184
Irena.

572
00:36:28,647 --> 00:36:30,274
Well, I'm not saying it was her.

573
00:36:32,317 --> 00:36:35,112
But if it was a failed... [stammers]
...Soviet mission,

574
00:36:35,112 --> 00:36:36,655
they would've covered it up.

575
00:36:37,364 --> 00:36:42,578
[chuckles] You know, I heard from a guy
that Gagarin was not first in space.

576
00:36:42,578 --> 00:36:46,373
It was-- No, really.
It was... [chuckles] ...Vladimir Ilyushin.

577
00:36:46,373 --> 00:36:47,541
But he crashed in China,

578
00:36:47,541 --> 00:36:51,712
so they brought him back home
and locked him up.

579
00:36:51,712 --> 00:36:55,883
That's a conspiracy theory.
We can't start on conspiracy theories.

580
00:36:55,883 --> 00:36:58,927
Guys, this is not a conspiracy theory.
This is what I saw.

581
00:37:00,304 --> 00:37:02,723
What's the least reliable form
of evidence?

582
00:37:03,223 --> 00:37:04,558
Audrey.

583
00:37:04,558 --> 00:37:08,312
What is the least reliable form
of evidence, Jo?

584
00:37:09,605 --> 00:37:11,106
Eyewitness testimony.

585
00:37:11,106 --> 00:37:13,025
You're a scientist. You know this.

586
00:37:13,984 --> 00:37:14,985
Guys, it's here.

587
00:37:20,574 --> 00:37:22,159
[Audrey] Looks like it's dead.

588
00:37:23,202 --> 00:37:24,912
It'll be okay in the spring.

589
00:37:25,913 --> 00:37:26,914
[Audrey] Here.

590
00:37:37,966 --> 00:37:38,967
[sighs]

591
00:37:45,182 --> 00:37:47,351
[breathes deeply]

592
00:37:52,981 --> 00:37:54,816
Could I get a moment alone, please?

593
00:37:55,651 --> 00:37:56,818
Sure.

594
00:37:56,818 --> 00:37:58,195
[sniffs] Yeah.

595
00:38:09,206 --> 00:38:10,499
[sniffles]

596
00:38:16,880 --> 00:38:19,299
[breathes deeply, gasping]

597
00:38:27,099 --> 00:38:29,226
[Paul] Somewhere in space hangs my heart.

598
00:38:32,104 --> 00:38:33,856
From it stream sparks...

599
00:38:36,024 --> 00:38:37,568
into other intemperate hearts.

600
00:38:42,614 --> 00:38:43,615
[gasps]

601
00:38:51,164 --> 00:38:55,544
[Sergei] There you have one
of the Mir garbage bags for medical waste,

602
00:38:55,544 --> 00:38:57,588
which they were using in the 1980s.

603
00:38:58,172 --> 00:39:00,716
There are several hundred
of them still in orbit.

604
00:39:03,427 --> 00:39:05,888
{\an8}[Irena] To be fair, it's
a very close match. We can accept this.

605
00:39:06,972 --> 00:39:09,892
USSR debris, not our financial liability.

606
00:39:09,892 --> 00:39:13,645
You have to consider the extreme trauma
you were all experiencing.

607
00:39:13,645 --> 00:39:14,730
Fine.

608
00:39:17,900 --> 00:39:19,026
[Irena] Repeat that.

609
00:39:24,656 --> 00:39:25,657
Fine.

610
00:39:27,826 --> 00:39:30,454
[Irena] You withdraw your claim
that you saw a space suit?

611
00:39:33,832 --> 00:39:34,833
Yes.

612
00:39:34,833 --> 00:39:37,753
[attendees gasping, murmuring]

613
00:39:37,753 --> 00:39:38,837
[Sergei sighs]

614
00:39:40,005 --> 00:39:42,966
[Michaela] We're very happy
that we have consensus.

615
00:39:43,675 --> 00:39:46,303
Great, Jo. Good job.

616
00:39:50,849 --> 00:39:51,975
Can we go home?

617
00:40:52,619 --> 00:40:54,246
[Jo] Did we get a new car?

618
00:40:55,080 --> 00:40:57,124
- What?
- [stammers]

619
00:41:01,837 --> 00:41:03,338
What did you do that for?

620
00:41:05,007 --> 00:41:06,008
I-I thought it'd float.

621
00:41:06,008 --> 00:41:08,927
You literally just dropped that
on the floor like a complete doofus.

622
00:41:08,927 --> 00:41:11,138
Alice, do you wanna take
your bag upstairs?

623
00:41:16,435 --> 00:41:18,478
- You all right?
- Yeah.

624
00:41:20,731 --> 00:41:22,065
We got a new car?

625
00:41:23,150 --> 00:41:25,110
- What?
- It's blue.

626
00:41:26,570 --> 00:41:27,571
It is.

627
00:41:28,906 --> 00:41:30,115
Bu-- It's not red...

628
00:41:33,368 --> 00:41:35,245
I'm pretty sure we had a red car.

629
00:41:36,955 --> 00:41:39,291
No, it-- it's blue.

630
00:41:42,711 --> 00:41:43,795
Hmm.

631
00:42:10,739 --> 00:42:14,868
- [doorbell rings]
- [water running]

632
00:42:14,868 --> 00:42:15,953
[water stops]

633
00:42:30,592 --> 00:42:32,261
When's the last time we do this?

634
00:42:35,222 --> 00:42:37,516
It makes me feel obscurely better.

635
00:42:38,016 --> 00:42:39,226
As you said.

636
00:42:40,644 --> 00:42:42,563
You dreaming of the Earth or of space?

637
00:42:43,188 --> 00:42:46,441
I am always dreaming of space.

638
00:42:47,693 --> 00:42:51,196
I'm dreaming
of endlessly circling the Earth.

639
00:42:53,156 --> 00:42:54,658
You wonder why that's the case?

640
00:42:56,451 --> 00:42:57,911
You're covering, Irena.

641
00:42:59,121 --> 00:43:02,249
Why is it such an issue
that there wasn't a dead cosmonaut?

642
00:43:05,544 --> 00:43:08,839
Because there was no dead cosmonaut.

643
00:43:08,839 --> 00:43:10,132
Maybe there was.

644
00:43:15,304 --> 00:43:16,597
I'm dying...

645
00:43:19,975 --> 00:43:23,437
I have lymphoma. Stage four.

646
00:43:25,814 --> 00:43:31,361
[inhales deeply] So this is the last time.

647
00:43:38,202 --> 00:43:39,995
Are you really dying, Valya?

648
00:43:41,121 --> 00:43:44,249
Music. You choose.

649
00:43:53,008 --> 00:43:55,886
["The Other Half of Me" playing]

650
00:44:18,909 --> 00:44:21,286
[Henry] You feel obscurely worse?

651
00:44:21,286 --> 00:44:23,372
- Seriously?
- Mmm.

652
00:44:23,372 --> 00:44:26,416
- Since the accident?
- Of course I feel worse.

653
00:44:28,252 --> 00:44:30,254
I don't know what's going to happen to me.

654
00:44:31,296 --> 00:44:36,051
I'm worried there won't be any heaven
or there won't be any hell.

655
00:44:38,345 --> 00:44:40,347
[song continues]

656
00:44:42,724 --> 00:44:44,726
[breathing heavily]

657
00:44:55,445 --> 00:44:57,281
- [sighs]
- [panelist] So what was the deal?

658
00:44:59,575 --> 00:45:00,868
- [guest] Oh.
- [Bud] Excuse me.

659
00:45:01,952 --> 00:45:03,662
- You wanna join us?
- [Bud] No.

660
00:45:03,662 --> 00:45:06,039
I need you to come take a walk with me.

661
00:45:22,472 --> 00:45:24,266
[panelist] None of
the other return flights had landed

662
00:45:24,266 --> 00:45:26,685
within a thousand miles
of their intended site,

663
00:45:27,477 --> 00:45:29,479
yet you managed
to land an unpiloted module

664
00:45:29,479 --> 00:45:33,275
within 500 yards of where the USS
<i>Franklin Roosevelt</i> was waiting for it.

665
00:45:33,275 --> 00:45:36,028
[chuckles] Yeah-Yeah,
me and two dead bodies.

666
00:45:36,028 --> 00:45:38,363
Let me ask you,
do you think I killed those guys?

667
00:45:38,363 --> 00:45:41,158
Is this part of the whole thing?
Make me a murderer?

668
00:45:41,783 --> 00:45:42,826
Oh, of course not.

669
00:45:44,912 --> 00:45:47,706
But you very conveniently blacked out
during the depressurization.

670
00:45:47,706 --> 00:45:50,167
You tell me how fucking convenient it is

671
00:45:50,167 --> 00:45:52,586
to wake up with the corpses
of your friends.

672
00:45:52,586 --> 00:45:55,047
Listen, we're going round in circles.

673
00:45:57,299 --> 00:45:59,176
I take an evidence-based approach.

674
00:46:00,010 --> 00:46:02,346
- Thirty years a senior police officer.
- Ah, please.

675
00:46:02,346 --> 00:46:04,515
Sixty years military pilot.

676
00:46:04,515 --> 00:46:06,225
Theoretical physicist.

677
00:46:06,225 --> 00:46:09,353
- Astronaut.
- Depressive. Alcoholic.

678
00:46:22,282 --> 00:46:23,408
Can you help me?

679
00:46:23,408 --> 00:46:24,493
What?

680
00:46:25,035 --> 00:46:26,286
'Cause you're right.

681
00:46:26,286 --> 00:46:29,081
There are black holes.
There are things I don't recall.

682
00:46:30,791 --> 00:46:32,876
- Like what?
- I fixed it...

683
00:46:35,879 --> 00:46:38,340
I fixed everything on Apollo 18.

684
00:46:39,007 --> 00:46:42,094
Those guys were alive,
and then suddenly they were dead.

685
00:46:43,136 --> 00:46:44,763
I'm sorry, how can you have fixed it?

686
00:46:49,142 --> 00:46:50,143
I fixed it.

687
00:46:58,861 --> 00:47:02,573
We went all the way to the fucking moon,
and I didn't fuck up once.

688
00:47:03,615 --> 00:47:05,993
- It was Henry's fault.
- What?

689
00:47:05,993 --> 00:47:09,663
Fifty years of brandy and pills.
Henry Caldera.

690
00:47:11,748 --> 00:47:13,000
Henry?

691
00:47:13,000 --> 00:47:15,294
[mumbling]

692
00:47:16,128 --> 00:47:17,462
[inhales sharply]

693
00:47:18,213 --> 00:47:20,007
- You wanna help me?
- You wanna take a step back?

694
00:47:20,007 --> 00:47:22,509
'Cause I should not be standing here

695
00:47:22,509 --> 00:47:25,637
talking to a fucking ugly asshole
like you.

696
00:47:26,305 --> 00:47:28,307
You wanna know how I know I was there?

697
00:47:28,307 --> 00:47:31,685
Because I got a fucking hole in my head.

698
00:47:31,685 --> 00:47:34,605
You don't know,
because you didn't live it.

699
00:47:35,814 --> 00:47:36,815
Neither did you.

700
00:47:40,152 --> 00:47:42,070
- Moron.
- Failure.

701
00:47:42,070 --> 00:47:44,531
- No, no, no. [groans, chuckles]
- Fraud.

702
00:47:49,661 --> 00:47:50,662
[chuckles]

703
00:47:50,662 --> 00:47:54,291
You know-- [chuckles] I'm--
I'm just not-- not a fucking fraud!

704
00:47:55,167 --> 00:47:56,126
[screaming]

705
00:47:56,126 --> 00:47:57,920
- [panelist screams]
- [gasps]

706
00:47:57,920 --> 00:48:00,464
[screaming, grunting]

707
00:48:15,896 --> 00:48:17,898
[song ends]

708
00:48:20,192 --> 00:48:23,403
[Alice] Mummy, I don't think there is
another cabin.

709
00:48:23,904 --> 00:48:24,905
I think...

710
00:48:26,782 --> 00:48:27,616
What?

711
00:48:29,618 --> 00:48:34,748
People can see things sometimes
when they're upset.

712
00:48:36,166 --> 00:48:40,462
And people who have been to space,

713
00:48:41,255 --> 00:48:42,589
they've seen things.

714
00:48:50,722 --> 00:48:51,890
I don't wanna hurt you...

715
00:48:54,935 --> 00:49:00,524
I really don't wanna make you upset,
but I think you're right...

716
00:49:04,152 --> 00:49:05,696
I don't think you're my daughter.

717
00:49:08,448 --> 00:49:11,660
But... [stutters] ...if I'm not,
then who are you?

718
00:49:13,287 --> 00:49:14,621
[sighs]

719
00:49:16,206 --> 00:49:17,875
What have you done to my mummy?


