1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:03,000 Sub by ®NETFLIX It's Okay To Not Be Okay - tvN 2 00:00:03,001 --> 00:00:06,001 Synced by ParkMinYoung℠ 3 00:00:06,931 --> 00:00:12,311 CHAPTER 12 : ROMEO AND JULIET 4 00:01:15,124 --> 00:01:16,792 Do you want some toast? I made them. 5 00:01:16,876 --> 00:01:18,836 -What do you want on your toast? -No, it's okay. 6 00:01:18,919 --> 00:01:20,504 While my bestie burned eight pieces of toast, 7 00:01:20,588 --> 00:01:22,548 I did the laundry and cleaned the house. What a morning! 8 00:01:22,632 --> 00:01:24,425 On the other hand, you were fast asleep. 9 00:01:26,385 --> 00:01:27,428 Why didn't you wake me? 10 00:01:27,511 --> 00:01:29,305 I even slapped your face to wake you up, 11 00:01:29,388 --> 00:01:31,891 but you kept sleeping like the princess in Sleeping Beauty. 12 00:01:31,974 --> 00:01:33,726 Princess. 13 00:01:33,809 --> 00:01:36,062 If you want to wake a princess, you need to kiss her. 14 00:01:38,606 --> 00:01:39,440 I did. 15 00:01:42,777 --> 00:01:43,694 By the way, 16 00:01:44,445 --> 00:01:47,198 shouldn't we name the characters first? 17 00:01:49,784 --> 00:01:52,828 -He’s a guy who has no sense of self. -Okay. 18 00:01:52,953 --> 00:01:55,623 She’s an emotionless princess who is just like an empty can. 19 00:01:55,706 --> 00:01:56,707 Okay. 20 00:01:56,916 --> 00:02:00,211 -And he's-- -Those aren't names. 21 00:02:00,294 --> 00:02:03,339 Gang-tae and Sang-tae are names. But what you just said aren't names. 22 00:02:03,422 --> 00:02:05,174 Today's my day off. 23 00:02:05,257 --> 00:02:07,051 They don't need names. That's the trend. 24 00:02:07,134 --> 00:02:09,637 "Trend"? What's that? 25 00:02:09,720 --> 00:02:10,679 You don't need to know. 26 00:02:10,763 --> 00:02:13,682 If you guys have time, do you want to go for a ride later? 27 00:02:13,766 --> 00:02:16,310 -Stop asking questions. -I'm only asking because I'm curious. 28 00:02:16,394 --> 00:02:17,520 Then don't be curious. 29 00:02:17,603 --> 00:02:19,021 Mind your language to your older brother. 30 00:02:19,105 --> 00:02:21,440 -I'm the boss at work. -Don't abuse your power. 31 00:02:21,524 --> 00:02:24,235 -You can eat all of this yourself. -No, I can't. It tastes horrible. 32 00:02:24,318 --> 00:02:26,487 -Let me know when you're done. -Don't get on my nerves. 33 00:02:26,570 --> 00:02:29,156 -What did I do to get on your nerves? -I'll be in my room. 34 00:02:29,240 --> 00:02:30,616 Are you asking for a fight? 35 00:02:30,699 --> 00:02:32,326 Gang-tae told me that fighting is bad. 36 00:02:32,910 --> 00:02:35,454 -He told us to hold our anger. -I'm going, okay? 37 00:02:35,538 --> 00:02:38,457 We're in a meeting now, so try to think of their names. 38 00:03:09,780 --> 00:03:12,408 -What are you doing? -I'm getting ready to go to work. 39 00:03:13,909 --> 00:03:15,870 Today's my day off. 40 00:03:16,454 --> 00:03:17,496 So what? 41 00:03:19,373 --> 00:03:20,207 Want to hang out? 42 00:03:22,293 --> 00:03:24,462 Should we go for a ride on Alberto? 43 00:03:26,046 --> 00:03:28,883 Did your number one and two, Sang-tae and Ms. Ko, reject you? 44 00:03:28,966 --> 00:03:30,885 Is that why you're asking me, you're number three? 45 00:03:32,470 --> 00:03:33,596 Are you upset again? 46 00:03:34,013 --> 00:03:35,723 Gang-tae, want to know something? 47 00:03:37,224 --> 00:03:38,058 What? 48 00:03:41,562 --> 00:03:43,230 You're sly as a fox. 49 00:03:44,398 --> 00:03:47,026 Whenever you need me, you talk to me all serious 50 00:03:47,109 --> 00:03:50,321 and get me all worried by looking at me with your teary eyes. 51 00:03:50,404 --> 00:03:53,449 But once you get what you need, you just ignore me right away. 52 00:03:54,784 --> 00:03:55,910 You selfish punk. 53 00:03:58,120 --> 00:03:59,622 So do you not want to hang out? 54 00:04:02,333 --> 00:04:04,460 -Do you like me better or Sang-tae? -You. 55 00:04:06,587 --> 00:04:07,755 Then is it me or Ko Mun-yeong? 56 00:04:07,838 --> 00:04:09,882 -You. -Come to my restaurant. 57 00:04:15,804 --> 00:04:16,931 My gosh. 58 00:04:20,851 --> 00:04:21,936 "Sly as a fox"? 59 00:04:24,396 --> 00:04:25,314 Ms. Kang. 60 00:04:26,774 --> 00:04:27,608 Here. 61 00:04:28,818 --> 00:04:30,945 I heard you have weak knees 62 00:04:31,028 --> 00:04:32,947 because you're always cooking standing up. 63 00:04:33,030 --> 00:04:34,907 Ju-ri told me she's extremely worried. 64 00:04:34,990 --> 00:04:36,116 Here. 65 00:04:36,492 --> 00:04:37,826 When did I say that? 66 00:04:37,910 --> 00:04:40,246 Don't forget to take one every day for your health. 67 00:04:40,329 --> 00:04:41,705 My goodness. 68 00:04:41,789 --> 00:04:44,708 It's okay. You should give it to your parents. 69 00:04:45,501 --> 00:04:48,462 I already bought them a box. It's inside the car trunk. 70 00:04:48,546 --> 00:04:49,922 I'm going to give it to them today. 71 00:04:51,298 --> 00:04:52,383 Really? 72 00:04:53,300 --> 00:04:58,222 My goodness, then I guess I should take one right now 73 00:04:58,305 --> 00:05:00,849 to thank you for the kind gift. 74 00:05:00,933 --> 00:05:02,434 Yes, of course. 75 00:05:03,477 --> 00:05:05,729 You're way better than my daughter. 76 00:05:06,146 --> 00:05:07,773 Let's see. There. 77 00:05:10,150 --> 00:05:11,777 Are you off to see your parents? 78 00:05:12,611 --> 00:05:14,989 Yes, something came up at home. 79 00:05:15,447 --> 00:05:17,783 I should go to my room. 80 00:05:19,159 --> 00:05:21,203 -Thank you. -No problem. 81 00:05:26,083 --> 00:05:29,253 It's nothing big. It's just a monthly event. 82 00:05:29,670 --> 00:05:30,921 "A monthly event"? 83 00:05:32,256 --> 00:05:36,135 Yes, my dad broke three ribs and got hospitalized. 84 00:05:36,719 --> 00:05:38,387 My goodness. How? Is he okay? 85 00:05:38,470 --> 00:05:39,471 I'm so sorry to hear that. 86 00:05:39,555 --> 00:05:40,514 He's lying. 87 00:05:41,015 --> 00:05:43,142 Mr. Lee's father is a liar. 88 00:05:43,225 --> 00:05:44,852 He's just like his father 89 00:05:44,977 --> 00:05:46,645 The apple doesn't fall far from the tree 90 00:05:49,815 --> 00:05:52,860 My gosh, that darn brat needs to be quiet. 91 00:05:52,943 --> 00:05:54,445 Did you really just lie to me? 92 00:05:57,031 --> 00:06:01,994 The thing is, whenever a cousin gets married, 93 00:06:02,077 --> 00:06:04,079 my dad gets really jealous 94 00:06:04,163 --> 00:06:08,584 and makes me visit him by making up all sorts of stuff. 95 00:06:10,753 --> 00:06:12,588 Going on a few blind dates 96 00:06:12,671 --> 00:06:14,673 is the least I can do as his son. 97 00:06:14,798 --> 00:06:16,300 So you're going on a blind date today? 98 00:06:16,383 --> 00:06:18,218 Yes, I do it once a month. 99 00:06:18,927 --> 00:06:20,429 That's why it's a monthly event. 100 00:06:26,226 --> 00:06:27,936 -Drive safely. -Okay. 101 00:06:28,604 --> 00:06:31,398 Well, I'll call you. 102 00:06:39,365 --> 00:06:40,324 He's going to call? 103 00:06:43,494 --> 00:06:45,037 He's totally my type. 104 00:06:45,120 --> 00:06:46,747 -Should I ask for his number? -No, don't. 105 00:06:47,373 --> 00:06:49,041 Look at him resting his chin on his hand. 106 00:06:49,124 --> 00:06:52,127 -My gosh, this is crazy. Look at him. -He's so handsome. 107 00:06:52,211 --> 00:06:55,172 -Will you look at that face? -My goodness. 108 00:06:58,717 --> 00:07:00,511 My dear Ms. Ko. 109 00:07:01,470 --> 00:07:03,806 Just like how ants are drawn to sweets, 110 00:07:04,056 --> 00:07:07,434 lots of women are getting ready to hit on my lonesome friend, Gang-tae. 111 00:07:08,143 --> 00:07:10,980 So I ask of you to quickly visit my pizzeria. 112 00:07:11,063 --> 00:07:12,815 Damn, get out of the way. 113 00:07:12,898 --> 00:07:15,651 I'm going to kill those darn ants. Move! 114 00:07:19,988 --> 00:07:22,741 Here. You can try all our toppings with this pizza. 115 00:07:23,450 --> 00:07:26,829 Try the one with sweet pumpkin first. It's sweet just like you. 116 00:07:35,337 --> 00:07:36,338 It's good. 117 00:07:40,551 --> 00:07:41,844 Want to know something? 118 00:07:42,136 --> 00:07:43,637 When someone's in love, 119 00:07:44,263 --> 00:07:47,433 the brain releases vitamins 120 00:07:47,766 --> 00:07:49,685 and makes that person seem more attractive. 121 00:07:49,768 --> 00:07:51,270 It's "dopamine," not vitamin. 122 00:07:51,562 --> 00:07:54,356 Are you showing off that you work at a hospital? 123 00:07:54,648 --> 00:07:57,526 We both didn't receive good education. We're like two peas in a pot. 124 00:07:57,609 --> 00:07:58,902 It's "pod," not pot. 125 00:08:05,325 --> 00:08:07,745 -You should be careful. -Of what? 126 00:08:07,828 --> 00:08:09,496 -Of women. -What? 127 00:08:09,580 --> 00:08:10,581 Women who are eyeing you. 128 00:08:11,623 --> 00:08:13,250 But you should be more careful 129 00:08:13,751 --> 00:08:17,379 of the crazy woman who is after the women who have their eyes on you. 130 00:08:17,463 --> 00:08:18,672 What are you talking about? 131 00:08:21,425 --> 00:08:22,509 Welcome. 132 00:08:24,303 --> 00:08:28,265 We have tons of pizza boxes ready for you today. 133 00:08:28,348 --> 00:08:29,933 I'm already full. 134 00:08:32,978 --> 00:08:34,271 How did you know I was here? 135 00:08:47,868 --> 00:08:49,661 Weren't you in a meeting with Sang-tae? 136 00:08:49,745 --> 00:08:51,080 How is that important 137 00:08:51,163 --> 00:08:52,956 when you're here surrounded by ants that are after you? 138 00:08:57,211 --> 00:08:58,754 I shouldn't have prepared so many boxes. 139 00:08:59,922 --> 00:09:02,758 Hurry up and finish your pizza so we can get out of this ant nest. 140 00:09:03,342 --> 00:09:05,135 I just started eating. Give me a minute. 141 00:09:06,345 --> 00:09:07,179 Goodness. 142 00:09:07,262 --> 00:09:09,056 OK VEGETABLE GARDEN 143 00:09:09,139 --> 00:09:10,891 Hello. Hi. 144 00:09:11,391 --> 00:09:12,476 Hello. 145 00:09:14,061 --> 00:09:17,940 Hello, tree. It's a beautiful morning, isn't it? 146 00:09:18,357 --> 00:09:20,776 Oh, hello. 147 00:09:21,401 --> 00:09:26,198 You guys might not look the same, but you're all birds. 148 00:09:26,281 --> 00:09:28,075 So don't fight, okay? 149 00:09:29,201 --> 00:09:32,704 You guys are so adorable and kind. I'll be off now. 150 00:09:32,788 --> 00:09:34,665 Bye, tree. 151 00:09:35,999 --> 00:09:37,084 He's here. 152 00:09:38,293 --> 00:09:40,546 I thought he might not return because he was upset with me. 153 00:09:46,426 --> 00:09:47,594 Ms. Park. 154 00:09:48,512 --> 00:09:49,680 You wanted to see me? 155 00:09:50,347 --> 00:09:52,432 I wanted to ask you something. 156 00:09:52,891 --> 00:09:53,892 Sure. 157 00:09:53,976 --> 00:09:56,728 Why did you get rid of Ms. Park Ok-ran's bed already? 158 00:09:57,604 --> 00:09:59,815 -Because she can't come back. -What do you mean? 159 00:10:01,775 --> 00:10:04,278 Patients who run away rarely come back on their own will. 160 00:10:04,361 --> 00:10:05,904 And we have a long waiting list. 161 00:10:07,322 --> 00:10:10,409 Let's not do the same with Mr. Ko Dae-hwan's bed. 162 00:10:10,951 --> 00:10:12,911 Don't call hospice either. 163 00:10:13,912 --> 00:10:16,456 We should let him stay here. 164 00:10:17,332 --> 00:10:19,668 Yes, I already told our staff to do that. 165 00:10:19,751 --> 00:10:21,253 Gosh, that was fast. 166 00:10:24,590 --> 00:10:25,757 But sir. 167 00:10:27,551 --> 00:10:28,677 Why do you think 168 00:10:30,053 --> 00:10:33,557 Mr. Ko Dae-hwan acted out when he saw Ms. Park Ok-ran that day? 169 00:10:34,141 --> 00:10:36,852 It's most likely that he had delusions. 170 00:10:38,020 --> 00:10:40,522 I'm guessing he mistook her for his wife. 171 00:10:40,606 --> 00:10:42,149 The writer, Do Hui-jae? 172 00:10:42,232 --> 00:10:44,610 It seems like he hated his wife 173 00:10:46,403 --> 00:10:48,405 -and feared her at the same time. -Why? 174 00:10:50,032 --> 00:10:53,201 Apparently, she killed someone. 175 00:10:55,203 --> 00:10:56,663 Who did she kill? 176 00:10:58,665 --> 00:10:59,791 Hello. 177 00:11:00,208 --> 00:11:03,003 -Hey, Sang-tae. -Good morning, Ms. Park. 178 00:11:03,086 --> 00:11:05,005 -Hi. Sit here. -Okay. 179 00:11:06,048 --> 00:11:07,674 I'll leave you guys to talk. 180 00:11:08,300 --> 00:11:09,927 -It's nice to see you. -Yes. 181 00:11:11,386 --> 00:11:13,680 -No! -I want some, too. 182 00:11:16,058 --> 00:11:18,685 I hate kids and animals. 183 00:11:19,436 --> 00:11:21,939 -Why? -They're unreasonable, 184 00:11:22,022 --> 00:11:23,357 they whine all the time, 185 00:11:23,440 --> 00:11:25,108 and they always beg for love. 186 00:11:25,192 --> 00:11:26,318 That's why I like them. 187 00:11:27,402 --> 00:11:29,655 They make me care for them because they're unreasonable. 188 00:11:30,989 --> 00:11:32,950 It's cute to see them whine. 189 00:11:35,285 --> 00:11:38,747 And because they beg for love, it makes me grow fond of them. 190 00:11:41,708 --> 00:11:42,668 Just like you. 191 00:11:47,589 --> 00:11:48,715 I will not have your kids. 192 00:11:51,760 --> 00:11:53,053 Don't expect that from me. 193 00:11:53,470 --> 00:11:55,472 I don't want to be jealous of my child. 194 00:12:00,227 --> 00:12:01,395 Come here. 195 00:12:08,610 --> 00:12:09,444 Closer. 196 00:12:19,454 --> 00:12:21,289 Not everyone can be a mother, you know. 197 00:12:21,707 --> 00:12:22,582 Gosh. 198 00:12:24,167 --> 00:12:25,335 Darn, that punk. 199 00:12:27,254 --> 00:12:28,630 -Wait. -I want that one. 200 00:12:29,256 --> 00:12:31,550 Min-jae, sit down. Come here and sit. 201 00:12:33,552 --> 00:12:36,179 -There you go. Is it yummy? -Yes. 202 00:12:36,430 --> 00:12:38,098 You eat so well. 203 00:12:54,448 --> 00:12:55,782 Are you still upset 204 00:12:55,866 --> 00:12:58,285 that I refused to pay for a mural with no butterflies? 205 00:12:58,368 --> 00:13:01,163 A... A promise isn't something you can take so lightly. 206 00:13:01,246 --> 00:13:03,874 You need to keep your promise. That's only the right thing to do. 207 00:13:07,753 --> 00:13:09,921 I just want you to stop 208 00:13:11,256 --> 00:13:14,676 running away from butterflies. 209 00:13:16,219 --> 00:13:19,848 Since you've always been running away, Gang-tae had to go through tough times. 210 00:13:20,307 --> 00:13:21,683 But... Butterflies... 211 00:13:24,061 --> 00:13:25,812 I'm scared of them. I don't like butterflies. 212 00:13:28,231 --> 00:13:29,733 Let me tell you something interesting. 213 00:13:30,317 --> 00:13:31,318 Sure. 214 00:13:32,027 --> 00:13:35,322 In ancient Greek, the word butterfly is psyche. 215 00:13:35,906 --> 00:13:36,907 Psyche? 216 00:13:36,990 --> 00:13:38,700 Do you know what they symbolized? 217 00:13:41,870 --> 00:13:44,122 -They were a symbol of "cure." -"Cure." 218 00:13:44,998 --> 00:13:47,167 Not all butterflies are scary. 219 00:13:47,250 --> 00:13:51,129 There are many butterflies that are good and can cure people. 220 00:13:51,713 --> 00:13:54,424 So instead of being so impatient, 221 00:13:55,133 --> 00:13:58,261 why don't we both try and overcome the fear together? 222 00:13:59,805 --> 00:14:00,847 "Cure." 223 00:14:01,223 --> 00:14:04,684 If we keep trying, there might be a butterfly 224 00:14:05,852 --> 00:14:09,439 flying around in your mural one day. 225 00:14:10,357 --> 00:14:11,691 Yes. Cure. 226 00:14:17,906 --> 00:14:18,949 Cure. 227 00:14:25,080 --> 00:14:28,291 Is your next book going to be based on my brother's drawing? 228 00:14:28,542 --> 00:14:30,460 Is it about kids going on a trip in a camping car? 229 00:14:30,544 --> 00:14:32,587 It's about us. The three of us. 230 00:14:33,463 --> 00:14:35,382 Am I the guy with no sense of self? 231 00:14:35,590 --> 00:14:37,592 And are you the emotionless princess? 232 00:14:37,676 --> 00:14:38,718 Yes. 233 00:14:39,511 --> 00:14:40,595 Then what about my brother? 234 00:14:40,679 --> 00:14:42,681 He's a guy who's trapped inside a box. 235 00:14:46,601 --> 00:14:47,978 What do they do on that trip? 236 00:14:50,730 --> 00:14:55,193 They meet people who are weirder and a lot more deficient than they are. 237 00:14:56,528 --> 00:14:58,822 -What happens after that? -That'd be a spoiler. No more. 238 00:15:02,576 --> 00:15:04,244 -It sounds fun. -Of course. 239 00:15:04,995 --> 00:15:06,580 I'm the writer. 240 00:15:09,916 --> 00:15:13,420 I hope it's going to be a happy ending this time. 241 00:15:14,754 --> 00:15:15,589 Me too. 242 00:15:24,848 --> 00:15:26,266 By the way, where are we going? 243 00:15:27,100 --> 00:15:28,894 To buy bread. You burned it all this morning. 244 00:15:30,145 --> 00:15:31,146 I see. 245 00:15:35,275 --> 00:15:38,236 Look at all this stuff. I've never been to a place like this. 246 00:15:39,362 --> 00:15:40,405 I want this. 247 00:15:41,615 --> 00:15:42,449 Just get one. 248 00:15:43,033 --> 00:15:44,492 I thought about it, and I think 249 00:15:44,576 --> 00:15:46,453 it'd be nice to have a son who looks like you. 250 00:15:48,955 --> 00:15:50,624 I don't think I'll get jealous. 251 00:15:50,874 --> 00:15:52,417 Let's have a son. 252 00:15:54,044 --> 00:15:56,630 You really need to stop getting ahead of yourself. 253 00:15:58,840 --> 00:16:01,343 Why? What's wrong? Let's have a son. 254 00:16:01,426 --> 00:16:03,303 Let's have a son! I want a son! 255 00:16:04,179 --> 00:16:05,722 Why won't you cooperate? 256 00:16:05,805 --> 00:16:07,307 I want your cooperation! 257 00:16:07,390 --> 00:16:09,893 -Gosh, be quiet. -He must not want a baby. 258 00:16:09,976 --> 00:16:11,394 I wonder why he doesn't want one. 259 00:16:11,478 --> 00:16:13,980 I wonder why he won't cooperate. He looks completely healthy. 260 00:16:14,105 --> 00:16:16,399 Stop talking about having a baby. Just go and get some milk. 261 00:16:32,123 --> 00:16:34,084 -Ju-ri. -Yes? 262 00:16:34,793 --> 00:16:37,754 Did you hear? Dr. Kwon is getting married soon. 263 00:16:37,837 --> 00:16:38,922 He wasn't seeing anyone. 264 00:16:39,005 --> 00:16:41,299 He's marrying the woman he met on a blind date last month. 265 00:16:41,883 --> 00:16:43,426 -That quickly? -Come on. 266 00:16:43,510 --> 00:16:45,387 When you're at his age, you just get married 267 00:16:45,470 --> 00:16:46,471 if everything seems okay. 268 00:16:48,598 --> 00:16:51,351 Were you guys talking about me? 269 00:16:52,018 --> 00:16:53,937 Then let me just cut to the chase. 270 00:16:54,020 --> 00:16:55,146 Surprise. 271 00:17:00,318 --> 00:17:02,320 Everything's proceeding so quickly. 272 00:17:03,947 --> 00:17:07,867 My ideal type showed up on the blind date. 273 00:17:16,084 --> 00:17:18,211 Should I leave Sang-tae's art supplies in the study? 274 00:17:24,592 --> 00:17:25,427 Let me go. 275 00:17:26,011 --> 00:17:28,430 When are we going to start using the same room? 276 00:17:29,514 --> 00:17:31,391 Why would I do that? I sleep with Sang-tae. 277 00:17:32,142 --> 00:17:33,143 Let go of me. 278 00:17:33,977 --> 00:17:35,145 I'm home. 279 00:17:37,147 --> 00:17:38,732 Let go of me right now. 280 00:17:38,815 --> 00:17:41,234 Sang-tae! We're over here! 281 00:17:43,612 --> 00:17:45,030 Okay, fine. Let's hang out later. 282 00:17:45,113 --> 00:17:46,448 In my room? 283 00:17:47,365 --> 00:17:48,616 Yes, in your room. 284 00:17:52,454 --> 00:17:53,496 I'll be waiting for you. 285 00:18:20,690 --> 00:18:21,941 I'll call you. 286 00:18:39,000 --> 00:18:40,126 Yes, Mr. Lee. 287 00:18:41,503 --> 00:18:43,630 We have the overall storyline. 288 00:18:43,713 --> 00:18:46,716 I'll ask Mr. Moon about the illustrations. 289 00:18:49,469 --> 00:18:52,389 I came up with a list of places we can go for research. 290 00:18:53,139 --> 00:18:54,933 It's near the art library. 291 00:18:56,267 --> 00:18:58,603 Okay. Bye, Mr. Lee. 292 00:19:05,193 --> 00:19:06,319 Was that Mr. Lee? 293 00:19:07,404 --> 00:19:08,238 Yes. 294 00:19:09,280 --> 00:19:11,032 Did he say anything in particular? 295 00:19:11,908 --> 00:19:13,118 Like what? 296 00:19:14,828 --> 00:19:15,954 No, never mind. 297 00:19:19,374 --> 00:19:22,919 Mr. Lee's blind date apparently looked like Song Hye-kyo. 298 00:19:23,420 --> 00:19:25,797 His ideal type of woman is someone who looks like her. 299 00:19:26,798 --> 00:19:30,051 That guy falls in love so easily. He really got lucky this time. 300 00:19:33,805 --> 00:19:36,891 Butterfly is psyche, and it symbolizes "cure." 301 00:19:36,975 --> 00:19:38,685 Butterflies that cure are good. 302 00:19:40,562 --> 00:19:42,313 -Did the director tell you that? -Yes. 303 00:19:43,064 --> 00:19:45,024 "Stop running away and face the butterflies 304 00:19:45,108 --> 00:19:48,319 so that Gang-tae won't have to go through tough times anymore." 305 00:19:48,862 --> 00:19:50,447 Do you really think you can do that? 306 00:19:55,201 --> 00:19:57,704 Is... Is this expensive? 307 00:19:57,787 --> 00:19:59,956 How... How much is all this? 308 00:20:02,792 --> 00:20:04,627 Sell lots of books and pay me back. 309 00:20:05,879 --> 00:20:07,046 I'm going to take a shower. 310 00:20:08,047 --> 00:20:11,342 Psyche symbolizes "cure." 311 00:20:12,135 --> 00:20:15,054 There are tons of good butterflies. There are tons of them. 312 00:20:15,138 --> 00:20:18,349 There are tons of good butterflies. Psyche symbolizes "cure." 313 00:20:28,276 --> 00:20:29,319 No. 314 00:20:31,738 --> 00:20:33,531 I don't need a pillow. I can lay on his arm. 315 00:20:50,298 --> 00:20:53,009 You came running without even drying your hair. 316 00:21:06,147 --> 00:21:07,273 Come here and sit down. 317 00:21:10,527 --> 00:21:12,695 You really don't listen. 318 00:21:12,779 --> 00:21:14,822 This is a lot of alcohol. 319 00:21:43,476 --> 00:21:45,687 My brother started getting counseling-- 320 00:21:45,770 --> 00:21:48,022 I forbid you to talk about your brother. 321 00:21:48,106 --> 00:21:49,399 If you do, drink an entire glass. 322 00:21:51,276 --> 00:21:52,735 Then you can't cuss. 323 00:21:53,403 --> 00:21:54,904 If you do, drink an entire glass. 324 00:21:54,988 --> 00:21:55,822 Deal. 325 00:21:56,447 --> 00:21:59,325 Shit, my damn head hurts like hell. 326 00:21:59,409 --> 00:22:01,452 Why am I so freaking dizzy? Damn it. 327 00:22:05,331 --> 00:22:06,666 Look at you swear. 328 00:22:09,961 --> 00:22:10,920 You should go to bed. 329 00:22:20,430 --> 00:22:21,639 I'm... 330 00:22:24,892 --> 00:22:25,727 so happy. 331 00:22:28,354 --> 00:22:32,775 I'm so happy that you and Sang-tae 332 00:22:33,985 --> 00:22:37,488 live here with me now. 333 00:23:11,898 --> 00:23:12,940 Good night. 334 00:24:24,971 --> 00:24:26,472 I WILL COME FOR YOU SOON 335 00:24:30,351 --> 00:24:33,062 No, I'm talking about Ms. Park Ok-ran. 336 00:24:33,146 --> 00:24:35,314 Why did she go there? 337 00:24:36,399 --> 00:24:38,192 There's no way she escaped 338 00:24:38,276 --> 00:24:41,154 just to wish Ms. Ko a happy birthday. 339 00:24:51,414 --> 00:24:54,250 The butterfly said it'd kill me as well. 340 00:24:54,333 --> 00:24:56,627 It'll kill me! 341 00:24:56,711 --> 00:24:58,421 Those butterflies! 342 00:24:58,504 --> 00:25:00,006 They said they'll kill me. 343 00:25:00,089 --> 00:25:02,383 The butterflies will kill me! 344 00:25:02,467 --> 00:25:04,844 They're coming to kill me! 345 00:25:11,184 --> 00:25:15,396 I WILL COME FOR YOU SOON 346 00:27:06,065 --> 00:27:08,859 OK PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL 347 00:27:11,654 --> 00:27:15,741 My gosh, I hope you spend a longer time outside this time. 348 00:27:15,950 --> 00:27:18,119 Don't come back in just a few hours. 349 00:27:18,953 --> 00:27:21,497 Don't worry. I'll see you later. 350 00:27:22,665 --> 00:27:24,875 -You should eat a lot of delicious stuff. -Okay. 351 00:27:30,006 --> 00:27:31,507 I bet he's just going to get on a bus 352 00:27:31,590 --> 00:27:33,300 and come back after circling around a bit. 353 00:27:34,135 --> 00:27:35,136 Yes, probably. 354 00:27:35,761 --> 00:27:38,931 But how did he end up doing something like that 355 00:27:39,348 --> 00:27:40,725 when he can't even kill an ant? 356 00:27:42,435 --> 00:27:44,937 -What do you mean? -Mr. Kan told me everything. 357 00:27:45,187 --> 00:27:47,440 He told me he killed so many people. 358 00:27:48,024 --> 00:27:49,275 Is that why he went crazy? 359 00:27:50,693 --> 00:27:52,820 He's such a weak and kind person. 360 00:27:53,863 --> 00:27:56,866 It wasn't something he could handle. 361 00:28:28,147 --> 00:28:30,483 Turn off the gas stove 362 00:28:30,566 --> 00:28:32,234 to save money. 363 00:28:32,318 --> 00:28:34,278 We need to save gas to save money. 364 00:28:36,405 --> 00:28:37,698 I forgot. 365 00:28:38,157 --> 00:28:40,951 Your... Your eyes are red. 366 00:28:41,035 --> 00:28:43,621 Did... Did you not sleep well? You have the eyes of a rabbit. 367 00:28:44,747 --> 00:28:46,665 No, I slept well. 368 00:28:50,711 --> 00:28:52,963 You have counseling today, right? 369 00:28:53,047 --> 00:28:56,717 Yes... Yes, I have counseling. I... I have counseling today. 370 00:28:56,801 --> 00:29:00,638 Butterfly is psyche, and it symbolizes "cure." 371 00:29:02,473 --> 00:29:03,724 It symbolizes "cure"... 372 00:29:08,020 --> 00:29:09,313 But I'm still scared of them. 373 00:29:12,441 --> 00:29:15,027 What... What if the butterfly appears again? 374 00:29:15,111 --> 00:29:16,946 We'll... We'll have to move again. 375 00:29:23,536 --> 00:29:24,578 Sang-tae. 376 00:29:26,455 --> 00:29:27,623 Let's stop 377 00:29:29,500 --> 00:29:30,751 running away. 378 00:29:31,836 --> 00:29:32,795 But the butterflies... 379 00:29:34,171 --> 00:29:36,715 You know that I'm good at fighting, right? 380 00:29:36,799 --> 00:29:38,676 Yes, you're a great fighter. 381 00:29:38,759 --> 00:29:40,636 You have a red belt in taekwondo. 382 00:29:40,719 --> 00:29:42,847 You beat up all the kids who bullied me with your kicks. 383 00:29:42,930 --> 00:29:44,598 You're also good at using your nails. 384 00:29:46,976 --> 00:29:50,938 So from now on, if you're scared, just hide behind me. 385 00:29:52,440 --> 00:29:55,401 But... But I'm your big brother. I'm an adult. 386 00:29:55,484 --> 00:29:56,861 If I hide behind my little brother, 387 00:29:56,944 --> 00:29:58,737 that would make me... What's it called? 388 00:29:58,821 --> 00:29:59,822 A scaredy-cat? 389 00:30:02,116 --> 00:30:03,242 It's okay. 390 00:30:03,784 --> 00:30:07,163 I've been hiding behind you all my life. 391 00:30:08,289 --> 00:30:09,415 Behind me? 392 00:30:28,851 --> 00:30:29,935 Hey, babe. 393 00:30:30,644 --> 00:30:32,855 Grilled meat? Sounds great. 394 00:30:33,564 --> 00:30:34,565 Tonight? 395 00:30:35,065 --> 00:30:38,402 Why did he have to say he'll call? I can't stop looking at my phone. 396 00:30:38,527 --> 00:30:40,321 -Ms. Nam. -Yes? 397 00:30:40,696 --> 00:30:43,532 Mr. Ko is slowly starting to recover his cognitive orientation. 398 00:30:43,616 --> 00:30:46,118 -So take him for a short walk. -Okay, ma'am. 399 00:30:46,702 --> 00:30:49,038 Oh, right. Is Mr. Moon working the day shift today? 400 00:30:49,121 --> 00:30:50,706 Yes, he got here a few minutes ago. 401 00:31:03,510 --> 00:31:04,970 I WILL COME FOR YOU SOON 402 00:31:07,056 --> 00:31:08,265 Mr. Moon. 403 00:31:11,060 --> 00:31:12,603 What? What is that? 404 00:31:13,896 --> 00:31:15,898 Did you receive a love letter or something? 405 00:31:15,981 --> 00:31:17,483 -Come on. Show me. -It's nothing. 406 00:31:19,068 --> 00:31:19,902 What's the matter? 407 00:31:21,153 --> 00:31:23,989 Oh, you see... 408 00:31:24,448 --> 00:31:27,576 I went into room 201 while doing my rounds earlier in the morning 409 00:31:29,954 --> 00:31:31,455 and found a dangerous item in the room. 410 00:31:32,998 --> 00:31:35,292 Gosh. I have to say, Mr. O Cha-yong always does 411 00:31:35,376 --> 00:31:38,546 such a clumsy job when he's checking the patients' belongings, doesn't he? 412 00:31:39,922 --> 00:31:41,006 I'm sorry. 413 00:31:41,590 --> 00:31:42,925 I'll train him better. 414 00:31:44,510 --> 00:31:47,304 Can you do another thorough check on the rooms on the second floor, then? 415 00:31:47,888 --> 00:31:49,473 -Sure, no problem. -Here. 416 00:31:52,768 --> 00:31:53,978 You must be getting tired. 417 00:31:54,395 --> 00:31:56,146 Would you like to sit down for a moment? 418 00:32:09,618 --> 00:32:10,703 Will I 419 00:32:13,163 --> 00:32:15,207 die soon? 420 00:32:18,335 --> 00:32:19,878 Have I been 421 00:32:21,547 --> 00:32:23,007 punished enough? 422 00:32:33,392 --> 00:32:35,269 "Years went by, and the boy became an adult. 423 00:32:35,352 --> 00:32:36,604 He no longer had nightmares. 424 00:32:36,687 --> 00:32:40,024 But for some strange reason, he wasn't happy at all. 425 00:32:40,232 --> 00:32:41,483 One night--" 426 00:32:41,567 --> 00:32:42,610 Headed to the hospital? 427 00:32:42,693 --> 00:32:44,361 Yes. Hello! 428 00:32:44,445 --> 00:32:48,073 Oh, you're wearing something different today. Nice clothes. 429 00:32:48,157 --> 00:32:50,951 -Yes, I am. -You look very young today. 430 00:32:51,577 --> 00:32:53,996 By the way, how old are you? 431 00:32:54,079 --> 00:32:55,998 Me? I'm 70. 432 00:32:56,081 --> 00:33:00,210 You're 70? You're older than me. You're an adult. 433 00:33:00,294 --> 00:33:01,628 I am an adult indeed. 434 00:33:02,338 --> 00:33:04,965 Being an adult isn't always great. 435 00:33:05,049 --> 00:33:06,884 Right, I agree. 436 00:33:07,926 --> 00:33:09,011 -Oh, look! -Do you want this? 437 00:33:09,094 --> 00:33:10,596 Thank you. 438 00:33:12,848 --> 00:33:15,601 Right, the mural. 439 00:33:15,976 --> 00:33:16,935 It looks amazing. 440 00:33:17,019 --> 00:33:20,564 It's amazing. It looks super cool. 441 00:33:20,648 --> 00:33:24,985 But Director O Ji-wang wouldn't pay me because I refused to draw butterflies. 442 00:33:25,069 --> 00:33:27,321 He is not a man of his word. 443 00:33:27,404 --> 00:33:30,157 Why can't you just draw some butterflies? 444 00:33:32,701 --> 00:33:34,328 I'm scared of butterflies. 445 00:33:34,411 --> 00:33:35,245 Why? 446 00:33:35,496 --> 00:33:38,374 Do you have a bad memory of butterflies or something? 447 00:33:45,714 --> 00:33:48,175 Don't let the past trap you, 448 00:33:48,258 --> 00:33:49,259 or you'll end up like me. 449 00:33:50,344 --> 00:33:51,637 Look at me. 450 00:33:51,720 --> 00:33:53,597 I can't go back out into the world. 451 00:33:54,139 --> 00:33:56,016 I'll always be stuck in the hospital. 452 00:33:57,810 --> 00:33:58,852 The past can trap me? 453 00:33:59,436 --> 00:34:00,312 Yes. 454 00:34:01,814 --> 00:34:04,066 Then I can just open the door and get out. 455 00:34:05,234 --> 00:34:06,235 No, you can't. 456 00:34:06,985 --> 00:34:08,320 You won't be able to see the door. 457 00:34:11,782 --> 00:34:14,368 You can't get out once you're trapped in the past. 458 00:34:15,160 --> 00:34:16,745 Don't end up like me. 459 00:35:36,658 --> 00:35:39,036 What's wrong? Are you not feeling well? 460 00:35:39,328 --> 00:35:40,746 Do your ears hurt? 461 00:35:40,829 --> 00:35:42,247 God, that sound... 462 00:35:43,499 --> 00:35:45,667 -Is that sound bothering you? -That sound... 463 00:35:46,919 --> 00:35:49,004 This sound? This sound... 464 00:36:10,025 --> 00:36:13,070 Sir! What's wrong? 465 00:36:15,906 --> 00:36:17,157 Are you okay, sir? 466 00:36:18,033 --> 00:36:19,993 It's okay. You're okay. 467 00:36:20,077 --> 00:36:21,828 You're okay. It's all right. 468 00:36:21,912 --> 00:36:24,832 Could you please call OK Psychiatric Hospital right away? 469 00:36:24,915 --> 00:36:26,583 You're okay. You're safe. 470 00:36:26,667 --> 00:36:29,795 You're okay. It's all right. 471 00:36:31,129 --> 00:36:32,965 You're okay. You're okay now. 472 00:36:33,048 --> 00:36:34,925 Count to three in your head. 473 00:36:35,509 --> 00:36:38,804 You're okay. You're okay now. 474 00:36:38,887 --> 00:36:41,848 You're okay. It's all right. 475 00:36:41,932 --> 00:36:45,185 You're safe, okay? Everything's okay now. 476 00:36:52,025 --> 00:36:53,360 Director O. 477 00:36:54,528 --> 00:36:55,988 Can you just kill me? 478 00:36:56,572 --> 00:36:58,240 Don't you worry. 479 00:36:58,740 --> 00:36:59,866 You'll die anyway. 480 00:37:02,494 --> 00:37:05,747 All of us here, including myself, will die eventually anyway. 481 00:37:06,331 --> 00:37:07,624 Don't be so anxious. 482 00:37:12,588 --> 00:37:14,923 It's okay. Try to relax. 483 00:37:22,264 --> 00:37:25,058 -What's up? -Well, this... 484 00:37:25,767 --> 00:37:27,269 I'd like to 485 00:37:27,853 --> 00:37:29,271 lend this book to him. 486 00:37:29,980 --> 00:37:31,690 -Really? -I'm not giving it to him though. 487 00:37:31,773 --> 00:37:33,734 He can borrow it. I paid a lot of money for it, 488 00:37:33,817 --> 00:37:35,193 so it's mine. 489 00:37:36,278 --> 00:37:37,779 Okay, he can borrow and read it. 490 00:37:37,863 --> 00:37:39,031 Yes, I'm lending it to him. 491 00:37:46,538 --> 00:37:47,748 DIRECTOR'S OFFICE 492 00:37:48,498 --> 00:37:49,499 Come in. 493 00:37:51,752 --> 00:37:55,088 I must say, he sure is your big brother. 494 00:37:56,214 --> 00:38:00,177 Without Sang-tae's help, Mr. Kan would've gotten in a dangerous situation. 495 00:38:00,260 --> 00:38:03,388 I am your big brother. 496 00:38:04,431 --> 00:38:05,515 Have a seat. 497 00:38:08,894 --> 00:38:09,895 Good job. 498 00:38:11,355 --> 00:38:13,607 Remember what you told me earlier? 499 00:38:14,608 --> 00:38:16,652 -Can you also tell your brother? -Sure. 500 00:38:17,277 --> 00:38:18,570 What is it about? 501 00:38:18,654 --> 00:38:22,240 Mr. Kan told me that I shouldn't end up like him. 502 00:38:23,450 --> 00:38:26,703 He said you can never get out 503 00:38:26,787 --> 00:38:28,622 once you're trapped in the past 504 00:38:29,247 --> 00:38:31,249 because you can't even see the door. 505 00:38:33,293 --> 00:38:34,419 A trauma? 506 00:38:34,836 --> 00:38:35,921 Yes. 507 00:38:36,421 --> 00:38:38,298 He fought in the Vietnam War when he was only 20. 508 00:38:39,049 --> 00:38:42,427 It left him with traumatic memories. 509 00:38:45,639 --> 00:38:48,100 There were a lot of kids. 510 00:38:49,935 --> 00:38:51,019 Kids 511 00:38:52,562 --> 00:38:55,524 with sparkling eyes. 512 00:38:57,401 --> 00:38:58,819 They were adorable. 513 00:39:02,990 --> 00:39:05,826 I just couldn't bring myself to look at them, 514 00:39:06,660 --> 00:39:07,661 so I... 515 00:39:08,996 --> 00:39:10,664 closed my eyes. 516 00:39:11,665 --> 00:39:12,624 Then I... 517 00:39:15,794 --> 00:39:18,922 I killed all those innocent people. 518 00:39:19,756 --> 00:39:22,592 I don't even know why I'm still alive. 519 00:39:23,468 --> 00:39:25,595 You were just following an order. 520 00:39:26,138 --> 00:39:27,514 You had no choice. 521 00:39:27,597 --> 00:39:30,809 You're nothing more than a beast if you blindly follow such orders. 522 00:39:31,143 --> 00:39:32,978 A human being with a heart would never do that. 523 00:39:35,689 --> 00:39:37,733 I shouldn't even call myself human. 524 00:39:43,895 --> 00:39:45,980 THE BOY WHO FED ON NIGHTMARES 525 00:39:47,578 --> 00:39:48,704 "So don't forget any of it. 526 00:39:49,369 --> 00:39:51,079 Remember it all and overcome it. 527 00:39:51,747 --> 00:39:53,540 If you don't overcome it, 528 00:39:54,708 --> 00:39:58,044 you'll always be a kid whose soul never grows." 529 00:39:58,837 --> 00:40:02,674 I'm not a kid. I'm an adult. 530 00:40:07,554 --> 00:40:08,555 Sang-tae. 531 00:40:08,805 --> 00:40:11,892 Yes, I won't run away anymore. 532 00:40:11,975 --> 00:40:13,727 I will not run away. 533 00:40:13,810 --> 00:40:15,520 -My gosh. -That's right. 534 00:40:15,896 --> 00:40:18,440 You're incredibly brave, Sang-tae. 535 00:40:18,523 --> 00:40:19,399 That's right. 536 00:40:20,484 --> 00:40:22,736 Then would you be able to tell us 537 00:40:23,195 --> 00:40:26,782 what you remember about that day? 538 00:40:31,328 --> 00:40:32,412 Yes. 539 00:40:35,373 --> 00:40:36,458 Well... 540 00:40:41,713 --> 00:40:42,756 That day... 541 00:40:42,839 --> 00:40:43,882 -I-- -Kitty! 542 00:40:45,300 --> 00:40:46,468 That night... 543 00:40:49,554 --> 00:40:50,555 Well... 544 00:40:51,181 --> 00:40:52,766 SEONGJIN WELFARE CENTER 545 00:40:52,849 --> 00:40:55,685 I have to work late from now on, 546 00:40:56,019 --> 00:40:57,979 so you'll have to go home with Gang-tae. 547 00:40:59,231 --> 00:41:00,232 Okay? 548 00:41:00,982 --> 00:41:02,275 Look, it's a cat. 549 00:41:02,567 --> 00:41:03,568 Kitty! 550 00:41:04,694 --> 00:41:08,114 Sang-tae, get back here. You shouldn't go in there. 551 00:41:09,199 --> 00:41:10,992 Get back here, Sang-tae! 552 00:41:12,744 --> 00:41:14,120 Fine. I'm leaving. 553 00:41:14,913 --> 00:41:16,206 I'm leaving without you. 554 00:41:19,501 --> 00:41:20,752 Bye. 555 00:41:22,420 --> 00:41:23,922 Bye, Sang-tae! 556 00:41:36,142 --> 00:41:37,102 Kitty. 557 00:41:37,602 --> 00:41:38,854 Kitty? 558 00:42:05,881 --> 00:42:08,383 I didn't get to say this earlier. 559 00:42:11,261 --> 00:42:12,721 It is me 560 00:42:14,931 --> 00:42:16,433 who will take care of my child. 561 00:43:12,697 --> 00:43:15,367 My gosh, why do you look so scared? 562 00:43:16,743 --> 00:43:18,495 It's okay. 563 00:43:19,871 --> 00:43:20,872 It's all right. 564 00:43:27,629 --> 00:43:31,258 Yes, good boy. 565 00:43:33,218 --> 00:43:36,680 Do not tell anyone 566 00:43:37,681 --> 00:43:40,308 about what you saw or heard here. 567 00:43:42,644 --> 00:43:45,313 If you do, I'll kill you. 568 00:43:48,024 --> 00:43:50,193 Even if you run away, 569 00:43:51,069 --> 00:43:55,073 I will chase you down no matter what and make sure 570 00:43:56,700 --> 00:43:58,868 I kill you. 571 00:44:00,203 --> 00:44:02,288 The... The butterfly killed Mom. 572 00:44:02,789 --> 00:44:04,124 Okay? 573 00:44:08,545 --> 00:44:09,796 Answer me. 574 00:44:11,756 --> 00:44:13,216 I said, answer me! 575 00:44:18,388 --> 00:44:22,934 There was... There was a butterfly on that woman's jacket. 576 00:44:23,518 --> 00:44:26,021 There was a butterfly sitting on her jacket. 577 00:44:27,188 --> 00:44:28,023 "Her jacket"? 578 00:44:30,900 --> 00:44:31,901 That butterfly... 579 00:44:32,861 --> 00:44:34,988 Do you remember what it looked like? 580 00:44:35,572 --> 00:44:36,740 Yes. 581 00:44:38,992 --> 00:44:41,202 Yes, I do remember. 582 00:44:45,540 --> 00:44:46,750 Well... 583 00:44:49,127 --> 00:44:50,128 Gosh. 584 00:45:01,014 --> 00:45:02,015 Actually, 585 00:45:03,391 --> 00:45:05,393 there was a mom butterfly. 586 00:45:06,561 --> 00:45:10,523 And I saw a tiny baby butterfly 587 00:45:11,107 --> 00:45:12,817 sitting on the mom butterfly's back. 588 00:45:13,860 --> 00:45:15,070 It was sitting on its back? 589 00:45:23,286 --> 00:45:25,121 Yes, there were two... I saw two butterflies. 590 00:45:25,205 --> 00:45:29,918 The mom and the baby. Two butterflies. 591 00:45:44,516 --> 00:45:46,601 I think that's why we're meant to be. 592 00:45:47,310 --> 00:45:49,354 If someone shows up when you need them, 593 00:45:50,230 --> 00:45:51,773 you call that destiny. 594 00:45:53,691 --> 00:45:54,609 And I 595 00:45:55,527 --> 00:45:56,653 need you. 596 00:46:05,370 --> 00:46:06,496 I hope it's going to be 597 00:46:07,413 --> 00:46:09,040 a happy ending this time. 598 00:47:01,069 --> 00:47:02,571 Your book is quite engaging. 599 00:47:02,863 --> 00:47:03,697 Yes, I know. 600 00:47:12,372 --> 00:47:15,000 You heard about your father, right? 601 00:47:17,711 --> 00:47:19,046 How much time does he have left? 602 00:47:22,299 --> 00:47:23,300 Let me rephrase that. 603 00:47:26,220 --> 00:47:27,638 When will he die? 604 00:47:29,264 --> 00:47:33,060 I wouldn't be surprised even if he passed away tomorrow. 605 00:47:35,979 --> 00:47:38,607 I'm sick of doctors telling me the same thing over and over. 606 00:47:42,694 --> 00:47:43,987 You know, 607 00:47:45,197 --> 00:47:46,949 if you're okay with it, 608 00:47:48,283 --> 00:47:52,871 why don't we take your father out for a walk when you have some time? 609 00:47:53,497 --> 00:47:55,249 -Ju-ri. -Yes? 610 00:47:59,294 --> 00:48:00,546 I... 611 00:48:03,257 --> 00:48:04,758 don't want to. 612 00:48:17,104 --> 00:48:17,938 Yes. 613 00:48:18,021 --> 00:48:20,232 So I took off my shirt right away and put it over his head 614 00:48:20,315 --> 00:48:22,109 like Gang-tae does for me all the time. 615 00:48:22,192 --> 00:48:25,988 Then he stopped screaming and calmed down. 616 00:48:26,071 --> 00:48:27,197 My gosh. 617 00:48:27,906 --> 00:48:30,158 Great job, Sang-tae. 618 00:48:30,492 --> 00:48:31,702 I'm so proud of you. 619 00:48:31,785 --> 00:48:32,661 I know. 620 00:48:32,744 --> 00:48:35,205 Yes, the cafeteria. I'm at the cafeteria. 621 00:48:35,289 --> 00:48:36,748 So I... 622 00:48:37,666 --> 00:48:39,793 Where was I? 623 00:48:40,586 --> 00:48:43,422 Anyway, I asked someone to call OK Psychiatric Hospital 624 00:48:43,505 --> 00:48:45,048 and came here with him in the ambulance. 625 00:48:45,132 --> 00:48:49,261 There's a storybook that I like. It's called The Boy Who Fed on Nightmares. 626 00:48:49,344 --> 00:48:51,263 -I lent him that book. -My, how sweet. 627 00:48:51,346 --> 00:48:52,764 He can't keep the book though. 628 00:48:52,848 --> 00:48:55,142 I paid a lot of money for it, so I can't let him keep it. 629 00:48:55,225 --> 00:48:58,729 Anyhow, he kept thanking me. 630 00:48:58,979 --> 00:49:00,939 He said he's grateful to me. He's grateful. 631 00:49:01,023 --> 00:49:02,190 -Absolutely. -Yes. 632 00:49:02,274 --> 00:49:03,150 Sang-tae. 633 00:49:03,734 --> 00:49:06,612 Let's wait for Gang-tae and go home together. 634 00:49:06,695 --> 00:49:11,408 Ko Mun-yeong, she's a lot older than you. You need to say hello to her first. 635 00:49:14,911 --> 00:49:15,746 Hello. 636 00:49:16,330 --> 00:49:17,914 Yes, hi. 637 00:49:19,583 --> 00:49:21,251 Shall we eat out? It's been a while. 638 00:49:21,335 --> 00:49:23,879 No, I want to eat at home. 639 00:49:23,962 --> 00:49:25,505 We shouldn't be eating out. 640 00:49:25,589 --> 00:49:28,717 We have to save money to live better. 641 00:49:30,510 --> 00:49:32,638 It looks as though 642 00:49:32,846 --> 00:49:34,848 the three of you are actually a family. 643 00:49:35,140 --> 00:49:37,017 I'm getting jealous here. 644 00:49:37,100 --> 00:49:40,103 No. Strictly speaking, we're not a family. 645 00:49:40,187 --> 00:49:43,398 Gang-tae and I have the same surname, Moon, whereas she... 646 00:49:43,482 --> 00:49:45,233 What was your surname? Right, Ko. 647 00:49:45,317 --> 00:49:46,526 Ko and Moon. 648 00:49:46,610 --> 00:49:48,779 Different surnames. And she's not on our family register. 649 00:49:48,862 --> 00:49:53,825 We're not a real family, but we're like a family. 650 00:49:53,909 --> 00:49:56,745 -The family register isn't everything. -What? 651 00:49:56,828 --> 00:49:57,954 A family is... 652 00:50:05,504 --> 00:50:07,214 -A family is... -Yes? 653 00:50:08,965 --> 00:50:10,842 You become one if you take a portrait together. 654 00:50:11,718 --> 00:50:13,512 What? A family portrait? 655 00:50:13,595 --> 00:50:16,181 That's right. Forget the family register. 656 00:50:16,264 --> 00:50:18,433 A family portrait is the proof that you're a family. 657 00:50:21,937 --> 00:50:25,399 The two of you are so much alike. 658 00:50:31,113 --> 00:50:33,240 Our eyes... Do our eyes look alike? 659 00:50:33,865 --> 00:50:36,451 No, we don't look alike at all. 660 00:50:38,078 --> 00:50:40,288 I can't pinpoint it, but I think there's some resemblance. 661 00:50:40,372 --> 00:50:42,040 You're wrong. I'm very pretty. 662 00:50:43,291 --> 00:50:44,918 Don't lie, Ko Mun-yeong. 663 00:50:46,753 --> 00:50:48,797 You cut... You cut your hair. 664 00:50:57,848 --> 00:50:59,015 What time do you get off work? 665 00:51:03,103 --> 00:51:04,229 What happened to your hand? 666 00:51:05,731 --> 00:51:07,065 I hurt it while working. 667 00:51:07,566 --> 00:51:09,359 Who's the jerk that did this to you? 668 00:51:09,443 --> 00:51:10,610 Who did this? 669 00:51:13,488 --> 00:51:14,614 I'm asking you who did it. 670 00:51:24,833 --> 00:51:25,834 What's going on? 671 00:51:27,169 --> 00:51:28,170 Are you mad at me? 672 00:51:30,505 --> 00:51:33,842 Am I going bonkers again without being considerate 673 00:51:34,050 --> 00:51:35,385 of your feelings 674 00:51:35,510 --> 00:51:37,137 like an empty can? 675 00:51:44,269 --> 00:51:45,479 I'm just tired. 676 00:51:47,689 --> 00:51:49,232 I didn't get much sleep last night. 677 00:51:57,032 --> 00:51:58,450 Go home with Sang-tae. 678 00:51:59,242 --> 00:52:00,786 I have to work the night shift as well. 679 00:52:02,913 --> 00:52:05,040 Really? Then you'll probably be off tomorrow. 680 00:52:05,123 --> 00:52:05,957 That's great. 681 00:52:06,041 --> 00:52:08,794 The two of us and Sang-tae should take a family portrait tomorrow. 682 00:52:17,552 --> 00:52:20,472 I already made an appointment at a fancy photo studio. 683 00:52:20,806 --> 00:52:23,475 We should stop by a tailor shop on the way and buy a couple of suits. 684 00:52:25,811 --> 00:52:26,853 Maybe another time. 685 00:52:27,687 --> 00:52:29,773 -What? -Let's do it some other day. 686 00:52:30,649 --> 00:52:32,609 -Not tomorrow. -But I already made an appointment. 687 00:52:33,485 --> 00:52:35,403 -Cancel it. -No, I don't want to. 688 00:52:35,487 --> 00:52:37,364 Let's not put it off and just do it tomorrow. 689 00:52:37,447 --> 00:52:40,367 We have to take a family portrait together to become a real family. 690 00:52:40,450 --> 00:52:41,701 Leave! 691 00:52:47,290 --> 00:52:48,250 Please. 692 00:52:49,334 --> 00:52:50,502 Just leave. 693 00:52:54,047 --> 00:52:55,048 Please. 694 00:52:59,678 --> 00:53:00,804 I have to work. 695 00:53:49,644 --> 00:53:52,898 I'm going to take a photo! I have to look cool. 696 00:53:52,981 --> 00:53:56,026 One... One, two, three. 697 00:54:00,488 --> 00:54:01,990 One, two, three. Look cool. 698 00:54:02,073 --> 00:54:04,492 One, two, three. 699 00:54:12,500 --> 00:54:15,670 What do I do to look cool? One, two, three. 700 00:54:17,130 --> 00:54:19,466 Jeez, why the heck is he mad at me again? 701 00:54:19,549 --> 00:54:21,009 I mean, just why? 702 00:54:22,177 --> 00:54:25,305 Darn it. Yesterday was so nice. 703 00:54:26,306 --> 00:54:28,308 We drank together all night. 704 00:54:30,101 --> 00:54:31,811 Did I do something silly when I was drunk? 705 00:54:35,315 --> 00:54:36,858 Why is he angry? Just why? 706 00:54:37,359 --> 00:54:40,111 Was that a soliloquy or a question for me? 707 00:54:40,195 --> 00:54:42,822 I'm asking because I can't quite figure it out. 708 00:54:44,366 --> 00:54:46,493 Did you order ten boxes of pizza at this late hour 709 00:54:46,576 --> 00:54:48,703 just to make me come all the way here 710 00:54:48,787 --> 00:54:50,664 because you wanted to know why he's angry? 711 00:54:50,789 --> 00:54:52,040 It's obviously not because 712 00:54:52,123 --> 00:54:54,751 I wanted to eat ten boxes of pizza in the middle of the night. 713 00:54:56,044 --> 00:54:57,045 Why? 714 00:54:57,545 --> 00:54:59,005 Why is Gang-tae upset? 715 00:54:59,464 --> 00:55:00,966 You must know since you're his bestie. 716 00:55:16,022 --> 00:55:18,149 He never really opens up to anyone. 717 00:55:19,484 --> 00:55:23,530 Do you know how I've managed to stay close to him all these years? 718 00:55:26,866 --> 00:55:28,201 By having no idea of 719 00:55:30,245 --> 00:55:32,247 what goes on in his mind or how he really feels. 720 00:55:34,499 --> 00:55:38,461 You see, Gang-tae is an expert at hiding his feelings. 721 00:55:39,212 --> 00:55:42,674 Nothing good will come out of prying and forcing him 722 00:55:43,091 --> 00:55:44,968 to share his feelings and thoughts. 723 00:55:45,719 --> 00:55:48,304 All you can do is just be there for him 724 00:55:49,514 --> 00:55:50,765 and try to comfort him quietly. 725 00:55:53,560 --> 00:55:54,811 That is 726 00:55:56,354 --> 00:55:57,689 all I do. 727 00:56:03,403 --> 00:56:06,031 Obviously, he's never even had a chance to whine 728 00:56:06,114 --> 00:56:07,574 or complain to his parents. 729 00:56:08,366 --> 00:56:11,119 He got so used to just putting up with things and keeping it all inside. 730 00:56:12,662 --> 00:56:14,539 Then one day, he realized he'd become an adult. 731 00:56:18,001 --> 00:56:20,503 But he's still a kid inside, so how would you understand 732 00:56:21,796 --> 00:56:23,131 his feelings and thoughts? 733 00:56:24,507 --> 00:56:26,551 Even parents can't fully understand their own child. 734 00:56:53,240 --> 00:56:55,951 ROMEO AND JULIET 735 00:57:02,545 --> 00:57:05,340 We look like Romeo and Juliet. 736 00:57:05,632 --> 00:57:08,468 You're right. The ill-fated mortal enemies 737 00:57:08,843 --> 00:57:10,845 who should've never crossed paths. 738 00:57:11,221 --> 00:57:13,848 No, they were meant to be. It was fate. 739 00:57:14,682 --> 00:57:15,934 It was tragic fate. 740 00:57:16,386 --> 00:57:19,014 ROMEO AND JULIET 741 00:57:37,831 --> 00:57:39,207 Your hand didn't do anything wrong. 742 00:57:40,708 --> 00:57:42,794 Your heart is the problem because you can't control it. 743 00:57:46,506 --> 00:57:47,590 Sir. 744 00:57:47,924 --> 00:57:49,050 Yes? 745 00:57:50,593 --> 00:57:52,762 I think the "butterfly" that killed my mom was... 746 00:57:58,434 --> 00:58:00,061 Mun-yeong's mother. 747 00:58:01,688 --> 00:58:02,689 Are you sure? 748 00:58:02,772 --> 00:58:04,190 The possibility that it may be true 749 00:58:07,402 --> 00:58:08,528 scares me. 750 00:58:09,904 --> 00:58:12,198 I hope I'm wrong. 751 00:58:13,241 --> 00:58:17,287 No, I wish I had stayed in the dark. 752 00:58:23,835 --> 00:58:25,503 Isn't it just too cruel? 753 00:58:27,464 --> 00:58:30,300 I was beginning to feel like I could finally 754 00:58:31,843 --> 00:58:33,303 breathe a little. 755 00:58:36,472 --> 00:58:37,557 I was finally 756 00:58:40,143 --> 00:58:41,936 starting to get the urge to live 757 00:58:45,482 --> 00:58:47,275 just like everyone else. 758 00:58:52,197 --> 00:58:54,532 Because of that damn butterfly, 759 00:58:58,411 --> 00:59:00,163 I've had to 760 00:59:02,457 --> 00:59:04,459 crawl and suffer all these years. 761 00:59:07,045 --> 00:59:08,504 But how could that butterfly be 762 00:59:12,759 --> 00:59:14,844 her mother? 763 00:59:27,899 --> 00:59:29,150 I always thought 764 00:59:31,736 --> 00:59:34,239 I'd tear the butterfly to shreds if I ever crossed paths with it, 765 00:59:36,866 --> 00:59:38,660 but I can't even do that anymore. 766 00:59:42,538 --> 00:59:43,790 I feel so guilty when I think 767 00:59:44,999 --> 00:59:46,167 about my mom and my brother. 768 00:59:48,628 --> 00:59:50,296 What do I do? 769 00:59:52,715 --> 00:59:56,386 I promised my brother that I'd fight the butterfly 770 00:59:56,970 --> 00:59:58,096 in his place. 771 01:00:00,682 --> 01:00:01,891 I... 772 01:00:04,352 --> 01:00:06,688 I told him that we shouldn't run away. 773 01:00:11,609 --> 01:00:13,736 This is so messed up. 774 01:00:19,075 --> 01:00:20,785 I just want to run away. 775 01:00:46,477 --> 01:00:48,563 I don't want Mun-yeong to suffer like this, 776 01:00:51,608 --> 01:00:52,775 so I hope 777 01:00:55,820 --> 01:00:57,989 she never finds out about this. 778 01:01:01,576 --> 01:01:03,411 I don't want her to be hurt. 779 01:01:07,540 --> 01:01:11,502 I don't want her to ever care about other people's feelings. 780 01:01:13,713 --> 01:01:15,423 I hope she can just live without emotions 781 01:01:17,592 --> 01:01:19,677 like an empty can. 782 01:02:14,982 --> 01:02:19,612 I'm so happy that you and Sang-tae 783 01:02:20,571 --> 01:02:24,242 live here with me now. 784 01:02:26,744 --> 01:02:28,329 I used to 785 01:02:29,455 --> 01:02:31,958 hate this place so much. 786 01:02:35,586 --> 01:02:36,462 Why? 787 01:02:37,630 --> 01:02:40,800 Because my dad lost his sanity here 788 01:02:42,969 --> 01:02:44,303 and my mom 789 01:02:46,055 --> 01:02:47,682 died in this very house. 790 01:02:51,352 --> 01:02:53,521 Blood kept gushing out 791 01:02:55,898 --> 01:02:57,775 from her head. 792 01:03:01,279 --> 01:03:03,740 And my dad locked her up 793 01:03:05,491 --> 01:03:07,827 in the basement. 794 01:03:11,664 --> 01:03:12,915 But the thing is, 795 01:03:15,835 --> 01:03:17,754 she vanished after that. 796 01:03:19,964 --> 01:03:20,965 My mom vanished. 797 01:03:24,510 --> 01:03:26,012 She vanished? 798 01:03:27,430 --> 01:03:28,431 Yes. 799 01:03:30,141 --> 01:03:32,393 I don't know if she actually died 800 01:03:34,854 --> 01:03:36,689 or if she just disappeared. 801 01:03:38,691 --> 01:03:40,818 I guess only my dad knows the truth. 802 01:03:44,530 --> 01:03:45,531 If... 803 01:03:47,241 --> 01:03:49,160 If your mom comes back, 804 01:03:51,496 --> 01:03:52,997 how do you think you'll feel? 805 01:03:55,500 --> 01:03:57,376 I'll be terrified. 806 01:03:59,086 --> 01:04:01,088 And I'll feel suffocated. 807 01:04:02,215 --> 01:04:03,800 But you know, 808 01:04:07,386 --> 01:04:08,804 she is 809 01:04:10,806 --> 01:04:12,350 still my mom. 810 01:05:38,978 --> 01:05:40,187 -Is he coming? -No. 811 01:05:40,271 --> 01:05:42,565 He won't wake up. 812 01:05:43,149 --> 01:05:45,610 He won't even answer me. 813 01:05:45,693 --> 01:05:47,653 He's just sleeping with the blanket over his head. 814 01:05:47,737 --> 01:05:50,448 He's such a sleepyhead. A sleepyhead. 815 01:05:57,079 --> 01:05:58,456 I guess he's tired. 816 01:05:58,581 --> 01:06:00,166 Sang-tae, let's take it another day. 817 01:06:00,249 --> 01:06:02,835 But I'm... I'm wearing my nice clothes today. 818 01:06:02,918 --> 01:06:06,088 And I got up at 6:50 a.m., which is so early. Very early. 819 01:06:06,172 --> 01:06:07,381 I even styled my hair with wax. 820 01:06:07,465 --> 01:06:09,717 And yesterday... Last night... 821 01:06:09,967 --> 01:06:12,678 I practiced so many cool poses last night. 822 01:06:14,513 --> 01:06:15,598 What do I do? 823 01:06:16,390 --> 01:06:17,600 What do I do? 824 01:06:20,770 --> 01:06:22,897 -Let's go, Sang-tae. -What? 825 01:06:24,065 --> 01:06:26,359 Let's just go and take some photos for the book, then. 826 01:06:28,069 --> 01:06:29,820 Yes, photos. 827 01:06:30,112 --> 01:06:30,946 Let's take photos. 828 01:06:31,530 --> 01:06:32,365 Yes. 829 01:06:38,815 --> 01:06:39,983 GANG-TAE 830 01:06:40,058 --> 01:06:43,103 PHOTO STUDIO ADDRESS 831 01:07:12,905 --> 01:07:14,824 -Hello! -Hello. 832 01:07:14,907 --> 01:07:15,908 Hello. 833 01:07:53,779 --> 01:07:54,947 Are you okay? 834 01:07:55,030 --> 01:07:56,615 Are you in a bad mood today? 835 01:07:56,699 --> 01:07:58,367 I'm always in a bad mood. 836 01:07:58,451 --> 01:07:59,577 Don't worry about me. 837 01:07:59,660 --> 01:08:03,164 Will my photo really be included in the book? 838 01:08:03,247 --> 01:08:05,666 Yes, of course. You're the illustrator. 839 01:08:05,750 --> 01:08:07,418 Right, I am. 840 01:08:07,501 --> 01:08:11,797 I practiced so many cool poses last night. 841 01:08:11,881 --> 01:08:13,466 -You did? -Yes. 842 01:08:13,716 --> 01:08:14,759 Then show me. 843 01:08:16,052 --> 01:08:18,512 One, two, three. 844 01:08:23,851 --> 01:08:26,270 One, two... One, two, three! 845 01:08:33,194 --> 01:08:34,111 Sang-tae. 846 01:08:34,695 --> 01:08:35,613 Yes? 847 01:08:35,696 --> 01:08:37,281 That's all fake. 848 01:08:46,916 --> 01:08:48,459 You don't need to try so hard. 849 01:08:49,627 --> 01:08:52,004 Just relax and be yourself. 850 01:08:53,297 --> 01:08:55,549 That's the real Moon Sang-tae. 851 01:08:57,927 --> 01:08:59,220 "The real... 852 01:09:01,263 --> 01:09:02,556 Moon Sang-tae"? 853 01:09:03,641 --> 01:09:04,475 Yes. 854 01:09:05,059 --> 01:09:07,061 "The real Moon Sang-tae"? 855 01:09:19,114 --> 01:09:21,158 The lady can sit on the chair. 856 01:09:21,242 --> 01:09:22,952 Sir, please stand next to her. 857 01:09:24,370 --> 01:09:26,747 Great. Sir, could you stand a little closer to her? 858 01:09:26,831 --> 01:09:28,958 -Sure. -Nice. That's perfect. 859 01:09:29,208 --> 01:09:31,752 Now, look at the camera and give me a big smile. 860 01:09:31,836 --> 01:09:35,089 A big smile, please. Eyes on the camera. Here we go! 861 01:09:35,714 --> 01:09:37,591 -One, two-- -Oh, look! 862 01:09:37,675 --> 01:09:39,218 Wait. Just a second, please. 863 01:09:40,678 --> 01:09:43,722 My brother... My little brother is here. 864 01:09:43,931 --> 01:09:48,602 My gosh, my brother... That's my real brother. 865 01:10:28,934 --> 01:10:29,935 I'm not 866 01:10:32,605 --> 01:10:33,772 too late, right? 867 01:10:55,461 --> 01:10:58,088 Since it's for a family portrait, please give me a big smile. 868 01:10:58,172 --> 01:10:59,340 Here we go. 869 01:10:59,840 --> 01:11:00,841 Please smile. 870 01:11:01,383 --> 01:11:02,635 Okay, here we go. 871 01:11:02,885 --> 01:11:05,763 One, two, three! 872 01:11:16,654 --> 01:11:21,404 Sub by ®NETFLIX It's Okay To Not Be Okay - tvN 873 01:11:21,405 --> 01:11:26,155 Synced by ParkMinYoung℠ 874 01:11:54,416 --> 01:11:55,662 IT'S OKAY TO NOT BE OKAY 875 01:11:58,440 --> 01:11:59,400 Ko Mun-yeong. 876 01:11:59,900 --> 01:12:02,861 If I ask you to live somewhere else with me, 877 01:12:03,696 --> 01:12:04,780 will you come with me? 878 01:12:04,863 --> 01:12:05,823 If 879 01:12:06,407 --> 01:12:08,534 I were born as your mom's daughter, 880 01:12:08,617 --> 01:12:10,786 and if you were born as my dad's daughter... 881 01:12:10,869 --> 01:12:13,580 My mom would beat you up to death for being rude. 882 01:12:15,374 --> 01:12:16,750 Don't trust anyone. 883 01:12:18,544 --> 01:12:19,795 I don't care who it is. 884 01:12:20,671 --> 01:12:22,548 I will not forgive anyone who messes with my family. 885 01:12:23,465 --> 01:12:24,341 Am I 886 01:12:26,135 --> 01:12:27,094 part of that family? 887 01:12:31,932 --> 01:12:33,934 Subtitle translation by Liya Choi